What must you think?
I’ve shouted and screamed I’ve blamed and let of steam
I’ve tried everything I know I’ve even tried letting go
I ask what must you think
You must think I lied
You must think I deceived
In what I have said you must think I m crazy
I m sorry for not letting me speak
You must think I mean to upset you
But its not what you think
Things are not as bleak as you think
I’ve said sorry and I’ve asked why
But now so much time as gone by
I don’t want to change the past I cant
To try to heal wounds is all I want and build bridges that you can cross
To let things end this way is so sad
To forget a friend I once had
I wish I could wish you happy birthday
And wish I could give you a present
A present with no cost
A smile I wish I could give
A smile I hope you have
I wish you all the best I always have
I m sorry for what you think I am
As you read this I hope you think of me
And I hope that brings you smile
As I will always be a small fish in a big pond
Thank you
Thank you for being a part of my life
For being a chapter in my book I’ll thank you on the front page
I hoped you would be there til the end
But seems I killed you off in chapter two, so to speak
Always time for a quick twist in the plot
And maybe its never too late for a ghost to come back to life (maybe i'll meet you under the moon)
Thank you for being there in the past
I never knew what I had I never said that to you
Why can't i get you out of my head
Is it because things have been left un-finished
Or is it because we where friends
Take care my lost friend
What must you think?