I SAW IT IN MY GRANDFATHERS EYES WHEN HE TOLD ME LIFES A BITCH ON HIS DEATH BED WHEN THE REALITY OF CANCER HIT.THE AGONY OF BEING ALONE WASN'T THE HALF OF IT,THE FEAR OF DEATH WAS UPON HIM HIS WIFE TEARS SHOWERD ON HIM THOUGHTS OF THEY BEST YEARS AND THE TIME SHE SPENT COUNTING ON HIM.THERE IS A LOT OF GROUNDS FOR SORROW THAT DAY WE CELEBRATED HIS LIFE CUZ WE NEW HIS SOUL WOULD BE BETTER OFF TOMORROW."PLAYING IN HEAVANS SYMPHANY NO MORE PAIN" THEY SAY YOU LEARN A VALUABLE LESSON WHEN YOU LOSEBUT THAT DAY AINT CAME