When I wake up in the morning, I automatically check my cell phone to see if anyone's cared enough to text me through the night... or maybe, just maybe, someone called while I was asleep...
Doesn't happen very often... but I crave knowing that someone cares about me.
The past few months I've had a HUGE issue trusting people. I met someone recently thats changed the outlook I have on alot of things... you know who you are... and I haven't put all my faith into you. And for that, I'm very sorry. My past decisions proved to be the wrong ones, and I absolutely do NOT want to make those decisions again. I want to move forward with COLORFUL state of mind... and be happy for each breath. You, have made me realize that I am a good person!!! You have brought laughter back into my soul! And made my eyes sparkle with Love again!
I know tonight was a little messed up and I was hasty in guessing what happened, when that wasn't in fact true. Its those past events that have given me those thoughts. I'm VERY sorry for hurting your feelings, or making you upset... The last thing I want to do is hurt you.
I always feel like I'm not special to anyone... and you've made me feel so good about myself lately.
Thank You! ...
And...
for whatever its worth...
I love you!
Like a ghost don't need a key
Your best friend I've come to be
Please don't think of getting up for me
You don't even need to speak
When I've been here for just one day
You'll already miss me if I go away
So close the blinds and shut the door
You won't need other friends anymore
Oh don't leave home, oh don't leave home
If you're cold I'll keep you warm
If you're low just hold on
Cause I will be your safety
Oh don't leave home
And I arrived when you were weak
I'll make you weaker, weaker still
Now all your love you give to me
When your heart is all I need
Oh don't leave home, oh don't leave home
If you're cold I'll keep you warm
If you're low just hold on
Cause I will be your safety
Oh don't leave home
Oh how quiet, quiet the world can be
When it's just you and little me
Everything is clear and everything is new
So you won't be leaving will you
Oh don't leave home, oh don't leave home
If you're cold I'll keep you warm
If you're low just hold on
Cause I will be your safety
Oh don't leave home
