AS I WALK THE PATH OF LIFE OVER THIS PASSED MOUTH IT HAS BEEN EXTREAMELY HARD. I CAME TO THE CROSS ROAD THAT NO ONE COULD HELP. YOU SEE THIS WAS VERY HARD FOR ME TO DO. I HAVE HAD FRIENDS IN LIFE THAT COME AN GO. SO I DID NOT THINK THAT THE TWO LADIES. I HAVE HAD FOR THE PAST YEAR AND THE PAST 4 MONTHS WOULD BE THERE FOR ME. I HAVE BEEN ON MY OWN SINCE I WAS 14. SO I AM NOT USE TO ANYONE CARING FOR ME. THE WAY THESE 2 DO. I LIVE IN HELL I WALK THIS WORLD THAT YOU CALL LIFE AS MY PERSONAL HELL. THERE HAS NOT BEEN ANYONE THERE FOR ME SINCE I WAS 14. SO I HAVE WALKED THIS PATH WITH SO CALLED FRIENDS. THEY COME INTO YOUR LIFE AN IN A FLASH THEIR GONE
BUT WHEN I GOT THROUGH THIS AN THERE THEY WAS
I FROZE THEY WAS UPSET WITH ME. BECAUSE I HAD NOT LET THEM KNOW HOW I WAS DOING. BUT IT IS NOT MY NATURE TO DO SO. I HAVE BUILT WALLS AROUND ME SO THAT NO ONE COULD GET IN. THE ONE HAS BEEN THERE FOR A YR NOW. I WAS CLOSE TO HER. THE OTHER I HAVE KNOWN FOUR MOS. I FELL HARD FOR HER. TOLD HER THAT I LOVED HER.
BUT I KEEP PUTTING THE WALL BACK UP TO KEEP THEM OUT. BUT IT IS ALL THAT I KNOW. IT IS TIME FOR A CHANGE IT IS TIME TO REACH THE LIGHT I HAVE SEEN IN THE DISTANCE. BUT I WILL HAVE TO SEE IF SHE WILL BE THERE WHEN I GET THERE. THE OTHER WOMAN THAT HAS BEEN THERE A YR. I HOPE SHE WILL UNDERSTAND AN SEE.
PEACE
HELLS ONLY ANGEL
