Well, in the next two days my VIP is up. After this....... I don't know. A big part of me wants to cancel my account and disappear. Yeah, i know what you are thinking "Swee is emo again". Not true. I'm coming to the conclusion that i don't belong on this site. I just don't fit in anywhere; i'm too much of a prude for some people, i'm less than interesting to others.......
Earlier today i was in a lounge where everyone was flirting, and i felt nothing. Completely indifferent, it was almost as if i didn't care. That is one of the problems i'm having, this complete lack of interest, the fact that i'm feeling ignored or barely tolerated.
Who knows. Maybe i'll feel different tomorrow. But, then again.......
