I thought I knew for certain,
I'd met him so it seems.
Only to be discouraged,
when fate joined the team.
I tossed and turned all night,
my heart began to ache.
As thoughts of those words he'd said,
of chances that we take.
His silence fills my world,
with nothing but despair.
Reminding me daily of the things,
I do not care to dare.
Loneliness is my payment,
wet tears fall from my face.
To torture and torment me,
leaving it's bloody trace.