okay seriously, from last week to this week, i have gained 3 pounds. jesus, i know its the holidays and stuff, and people tend to eat more during the holidays, but fuck, i wasnt aware that i did that damn horrible. 3 fucking pounds!!
i know this is stupid, but today i'm going a bit extreme on the food thing. i dont think that i care today. i hate when this happens. cause i'll do good and bust my ass at the gym, and then my weight doesnt say what i want it to, so i eat a lot?? that makes no fucking sense, i know, but whatever.
i'm considering going extreme on the atkins diet until i drop down to maybe 120 pounds...then i can watch my ass and try not to go back up. atkins sucks, but damn it, it works.
my gym has a bunch of aerobics classes starting after the 8th...so i'm going to start getting involved in those. i like aerobics classes, and they have water ones!!
seriously, after getting to play on myspace for a decent amount this weekend...i realized how much CT does suck. i mean i tried to convince myself that it was so cool and that it was so much better than myspace...but the truth is...it just isnt. i HATE that bastard for blocking my myspace.
i hope his christmas sucked.
