What happens with the personĀ I trust most..
When absolute trust, is somewhat of a ghost?
What happens when life falls down around you?
And theres really nothingĀ I can do...
Sometimes I dont really even know what my words mean
I seem to just get lost in the daily scene
What if everything I thought was real
I can no longer even seem to feel?
Right now im a complete mess
Day by day, i feel less and less
I dont even know what im doing anymore.
I guess it true what they say, Lifes a whore.
Everyone gets fucked in the end...
I have so much hurt that I cant mend.
At the moment I feel so lost in life..
Im caught up in a cluster of strife.
I feel like my soul is dying
More than ever I find myself randomly crying.
I know my hearts desire..
But everything is burning in an endless fire.
So where do things go from here?
Im so caught up in an unknown fear.