I'm attached. There's no doubting it. And i'm stuck. We aren't talking. He's leaving. I miss him - TERRIBLY. I've lived without talking to him before. I know i can, but i don't want to. Did i react badly? yeah, i guess i did. I'm trying to make life go on - but i compare every guy to him - physically and to his personality. it was predominantly sex, yes i will admit. did we have good times? yeah! i dropped by to see him one day out of the blue over the summer. he didn't seem to mind then.... why does he mind so much now? i want to cry, only i know it won't make anything better or worse. there aren't any tears to cry for him. It's not really worth it, but he won't get out of my head!!!! god i want him, so bad. maybe just physically.... but damn. he's amazing.