I ask myself why,
Must you always make me cry?
I ask myself why,
Do I give in to your lies?
I ask myself why,
Don’t I leave and not come back,
Deep down I know the answer,
But I cant wrap myself around the fact;
I ask myself why,
Do I still love you?
I ask myself why,
Do I need you?
I ask myself why,
Must I always feel this pain,
I ask myself why,
Am I still here today?
I ask myself why,
Cant I get myself to leave?
I ask myself why,
You have such a hold on me;
I ask myself why,
Must I spill my heart over you,
When all you do is hurt me,
Make me come unglued?
I ask myself why,
Your all I see within my dreams,
I ask myself why,
You’re meant for me?
I ask myself why,
Cant I break free from your hold,
I ask myself why,
Are you acting so cold?
I ask myself why,
Does your smile make me melt?
I ask myself why,
Pain is all ive ever felt;
I ask myself why your eyes sparkle in the sun,
I ask myself why,
Someone so angelic can make me come undone;
I ask myself why,
You’re the one I love,
I ask myself why,
Your all I’m thinking of,
I ask myself why,
I cannot leave your side,
And now I know the answer,
Without you,
I would die.