You know sometimes insecurities get in the way of having a healthy relationships.To deal with these daily is not a good thing. Living in fear of losing what means the most to you is no way to live.Why can't you just be thankful for what you have instead of living in fear of losing it.Now I can write this and say it to myself but why can't I do it. Why do I let these fears and insecurities ruin my days. I have gotten a lot better with dealing with these but somedays they are harder to fight to deal with. And I hate it.To be secure in life and love is what my goal is. Don't get me wrong I am very thankful for what I have I just don't take it for granted I thank the Lord everday for what I have.I am just so scared that one day I will wake up and it will all be gone.So WHY is it like this for me is there other people out there who deal with this?
