What I meant by the first blog was that alot of times I wished I had a little more nerve that what I do...What I meant was that Im not the type of girl to go after the guy (ok well thats how I ended up with eric cause lord knows he wasnt making the first move!!!!)Or go after the things that I truely want like and this is going to make my friends roll...sing in a band....or, just flat out tell complete strangers that to fuck off!(granted that would get me a pink slip) What I meant was that I see things in my buds that I wish I had a little more of....cody has his guitars and can play the hell out of them...barb has her screaming kitty attack (rayne if you read this beware of the screaming kitty!!!!)lol lynn is kinda like me in college....brazen and a total heathen....I just felt the need to say that sometimes we are better when we flat out say I am the best! geez louise people!!!!