Out with the old, in with the new. You know, four years ago I was deeply saddened that the woman had loved for so many years decided not to stay by my side as we planned. That "ride or die" for as long as we all wanted, yet you chose differently at the end. Through my dismay, I continued to build a life for her with me, and even attached her name to the deed of my new house. Of course, once again, she decided to stay where she is. It shattered me, and broke my heart beyond measure, but what can I do.
Its been almost 4 1/2 years,and let's analyze where WE are. While you live under someone else's roof with your ex baby daddy, I have my own roof with three bedrooms, three bathrooms, kitchen, living room, balcony etc. You have to walk a few blocks for a park to enjoy, yet I have one across the street. You have to go miles to jump in a crowded pool with other people, yet I have my own and its right outside. Closest beach to you is miles away andit's a cesspool of dirty people in the same place, yet my beaches are minutes away and clean enough to be up to your neck in water and still see your feet.Oh, but what really gets me is the fact that, now that I am in the aviation industry, I can travel worldwide when I want, anytime I want.........and you..............well, your still in the same neighborhood aren't you? I live my life in truth because you can't win with any lies, I've never lied to you or anyone else........yet, much like the internet, you believe what people tell you behind a computer instead of the Truth which always stood in front of you, and while youve probably already been through a thousand guys after me,it's safe to say you were the last woman I've been with, and not to say that I'm bitter in any way, but I'm damned sure and healthier with a higher degree of respect for myself than anyone. Oh, and by the way........its a comfortable 80 to 100 grand a year in my career, so if you're happy with your ex baby daddy and all your other boyfriends supporting you, do you.......I have better things to do with my time and money.......like Greece, Rome, Dominican republic (which I just came back from a cruise from), Italy, Cozumel (two months away).....etc. You get the idea, you made your bed of nails, live with it.