Matt is mad at me yet again.... He was sick new years eve so I kept my plans and went to hang out with my best friends as we do every year. That is our fun time we know we will see each other. He is always more then welcome and has fun with us most years.
Well anywho he ended up calling me at my friends place so he knows where i was...lol And asks me to drive him to a party so I leave my friends to take him to this party. Once there he is all moody and wants me to ditch my friends to hang out at this party. But I didnt want to. I made my plans in advance, if he made plans in advance I would have ditched my friends to be with him no problem. After all I did last year.
So I drop him off and tell him I will hang out a bit more with them, and then come to this party. Well once I get back to my friends place he calls and tells me he is walking home, I offer to go drive him he says no. So then I spend the next hour or so worrying he is out walking in the nasty cold snow alone all the way home. So I call our house and ask him to call and let me know he got in al right.
So he calls me and then asks if I will come pick him up and he can hang out with my friends and I. So once again I leave the fun adn go get him.
So we all had a good time the rest of the night. Took some pics and smoked a bit of weed. Well not me I had to drive, and I didnt know when we were leaving.
So once we got home I wasnt really tired so I decided to stay up and put all my pics onto my computer and stuff. Well as they were loading I decided to log into one of my accounts to find out the password had been changed and I was logged out. Now I never log out of this account as I have nothing to hide and Matt knows all my passwords. So I reset the password and left myself logged in. The next day my cousin called and told me she sent me a message so i go to the site and low and behold i am logged out again. So I sign in and oh look the password is wrong again!
So I spend the morning going to every account he knows the password to and changing them to something totally new. He hasnt mentioned anything yet, but i dont think he knows I did it yet. I am just fed up, I want to have some privacy. Just cuz I am married doesnt mean I cant be my own person anymore.
I just dont know what to do. I am so stressed cuz I never know what kind of mood he will be in.. I dont know what i can or can not say. I really am going crazy this time!!
