Final Chapter (but not over)
Wrapping It All up:
This all happened over the last 33 years and I don’t have any regrets of learning all I’ve learned. The only regret I have in my life is the fact that Master was killed Five years ago by a drunk driver. I lost everything and life as I knew it was changed and follow a rough road. I even lost the will to go on at first but then I remembered that Master would want me to be the best at what ever I did. His memories kept me going over the next five years.
After I got over the shock I packed what was left and moved to PA. It was rough at first in a small town not knowing any one. But I made it and after a month I had 3 jobs and then ended up with 1 of them full time. I was again happy, well as happy as I could be. I was on the hunt for a Master. And wouldn’t settle for just any old Master to fill the void. After a lot of interviewing and emailing a lot of Doms from all over I thought I found one that was right for me!!!!! Well to my surprise after he was with me for a week I knew I had made a very bad mistake and had to get this jerk (abuser) out of my life and fast. So I asked him for my release and was granted it. He then left to terrorize another. He ended up back in Fla. with her. We did keep in contact for a very long time with each other. Then I met this couple that was looking for a female slave to come and life with them. They were married and the wife was his slave but sick and couldn’t do as much any more. That’s why they we looking for another slave to come and help out. Well he collared me and came to get me and all my stuff and away I went to live in their spare room in the basement. Their daughter was moving out and the wife was helping her pack. Well after I got there and talked to the wife alone I found out she didn’t want another slave there it was his idea. So needless to say she wasn’t happy at all. So when they packed up their daughter who was moving far away she went with her saying she was only staying till the daughter got settled in. Well after a week she called and talked to Master and told him unless he got rid of me she wasn’t ever coming home. So he decided to put me out. Now mind you I didn’t have a job yet nor any money. Well I went and sold the computer Master had bought me before he died and got 300 dollars for it. I also found a room in a boarding house in town and with the help of the Dom moved in. The 300 hundred lasted me for a bout a month then I was broke again. And facing being put out on the street. I did get help for another month from one of the churches. Well in the mean time I had gotten collared by a Dom in Aussie and it was long distance but it was fine I found purpose in my life once again. Then the Dom that came to me from Florida herd of the spot I was in and offered me to come and live with him and his slave. I was happy at this stage to do just that. So he drove all the way to Pa. And packed my stuff in his car and brought me back to Florida. His sub was really cool. She had her own in home business of a rent-a-slave. We got along great. Because I didn’t have any money I had room and board and all I had to do was clean the kitchen and cook the meals. It was really easy and we all got along for all most 2 months. Then a Dom came into my life but he came into it the round about way. He had applied to rent my girl friend for the week end. And when he came to pick her up at the house met me. Well we had gotten talking and he showed me the new paddle he had gotten just for the weekend. It was leather and looked like a ping pong paddle. I told him I would love to feel that and he said that when he brought her back home that we could have a session. I told him I would have to ask my Master first. And he said that’s fine. So I had talked to my Master by messenger on line and he said yes but no playing just a session. I agreed and so when he brought my girl friend home I told and he said great. So we had 2 half hour sessions and it was great. I then cooked dinner for us all and after my girl friend went off to do her own thing leaving the Dom alone with me. Well we talked for hours and I could tell he didn’t want to leave and I knew I didn’t want him to leave. But leave he did. But I knew he was the Master for me. So for 2 weeks I never herd anything from him. And one day I was on line and he messaged me and we started talking then he called me on the phone and I offered myself to him as only a slave can. He accepted and came down that weekend and we had a collaring ceremony. Then he took me off to Orlando for us to be alone. Within a month Master J had moved in with me. At first things were fine. But my girl friend was so very jealous of me having Master J as my master that she was always causing trouble for me. I was getting punished for things she started cause Master J never herd what or how she said things to me just my remarks back to her. So I spent a lot of time being punished and she knew it was all because of her. Well that was all over 2 years ago now and Master J and I are still Master and slave. But not for much longer I am afraid. And that’s do to his failing heath, he has decided to send me away. Only so I don’t see him get sicker and dieing. He don’t want to put me through that again. So soon I will be moving on. Don’t get me wrong its not because Master J don’t care about me that he’s sending me away. He wants to make sure I have another Master before he dies. And that I am well taken care of. I just hope it goes smoother than in the past when I was interviewing Doms to be my Master.
