You can call me names on here..
That I need to get a life..
But till you walk in my shoes..
Don't judge me..
My life has become working a lot of hours..
And when I get home..
Watching the greatest woman slip away before My eyes..
The woman who used to kiss my boo boos to make them feel better..
But I can't kiss her boo boos to make them better now..
The one who will always be my best friend that I shared my secrets with..
Used to watch dance with my dad for no reason at all..
But now struggles to remember him..
I catch myself losing my patience with her so often..
As she looks confused at me way too many times..
I walk into the next room and cry every time this happens as I realize she can't help it..
This place has become my way of excaping way too much over the last 7 years..
Dealing with many personal struggles..
I can hide here and pretend that the world is all sunshine and lollipops..
Even if it's just for a few minutes here and there..
This is just another one of them..
And they'll be many more to come..
Yeah I know..
I need to get a life..
But if it makes you feel better to message me..
Using unkind names and words..
Glad I could help you feel like you're better than me..
And much more special..
But think about this..
You're here too..
Maybe you should get a life..