I have taken too many strangers into my life. Talking to these people at work, on the street, in the club---it is so different from talking to someone from heart to heart. I have been talking and people hear me, but they don’t feel me. I AM NOT LIKE THEM AND I CANNOT PRETEND TO BE. Lately, I am seriously doubting the consciousness of the world.
I tried to lose myself in everyone else, but this idea doesn’t work out for me. It turned my reality into an illusion. I became different as I broke down the barriers to the realm of the unknown. I have struggled to get as far as I am but I had forgotten for a moment that I had some place to be.
I have had a different routine every day now for quite some time now. I am not sure what is out there, but I am still looking.
It’s hard to regain the moment after it is lost.
My third eye is blinking at you. It’s time for me to keep on going.
