you know that i love you, you know that i care, i am not running, for i do not dare. you hold out your hand, yet i push it away, i am so scared my independence will fade one day. You say that you need me you say that you care, please dont come and overbear. when i need space, when i need time the best thing to do is stop and rewind. i am not good at expression of the way that i feel, even though for your love i would kill. neither of our hearts are a play thing, nor are they a toy, for the love that we share is a great big joy. the day that i hold you and look into your eyes, is the day that all of fear will subside. so please be patient, please understand, i am fragile and looking towards the promised land. With many promises broken in my past, i tend to run and run very fast. Rudi, i am not running from you, nor am i pushing u away, theres just moments in my life when i need my own day. i love you, i need you this is true, so baby just know my heart belongs to you.
