The Professor's blog: "What you need to know...."

So I havent really been around much and yeah i know...it kinda sucks. but i started school and a new job with in 2 weeks of each other, and its been kicking my ass. I am going to school for network administration and i am in training at the job to do processing for home equity lines of credit. No mind you i dont have a mortgage or real estate backround so this is uncharted territory for me and all brand new. that being said, its kinda scary...because i dont know shit...im in this trainign class with people who have been in this industry since they came off their moms tit it seems like, so of course..the self doubt comes in and fighting that...is exhusting. add to that school and trying to focus on some shit that i havent worked on or with in years...and i do mean years ....and well you get what we have now...me mentally exhusted from that, plus dealing with several other issues equals...any one....anyone....no...ok, its ..me not wanting to deal with fubar and the fuckery that is. I have been so tired lately i just watch anime until the anime is watching me( which only takes about30-45 mins...60 on good nights). You know your exhusted when sex is no longer a priority...i Mean seriously folks....this is sex we are talking about here....there ALWAYS time for that. well atleast it used to be, but i digress....

so yeah thats whats sup...hopefully I wont be forgotten about by to many people and those that live and forget me, well it is what it is...but i wanted to share that with y'all in case anyone was wondering "where the fuck did he go?"...which i seriously doubt any was..but still...any who...until next episode...love, peace, and hairgrease....btw....i dont have my braids any more...i cut off all my hair( i had been growing it for like 10 years) byt thats a different story....