This is just another one of my meaningless babblings. In my years of dating, I have made some really way out there fucked up choices. I wish I could blame the booze and horniness but that's not my style. I'm one that feels you shouldn't make exscuses for fuckups. Anywho,these choices along with my "say what you think" attitude has hurt some feelings in the past. Today for instance an old 'friend' calls me and wants me to come visit him. I have NO desire to do so. So I try to politely tell him I am not interested. Our time has passed. Long passed. He won't leave well enough alone. WHich pisses me off. So, I at this point felt the need to tell him the honest truth, which was, "When you learn how to fuck, call me back." I guess this is not a good thing to say to a man, because he gasped and hung up.
This is just me, of course, but if I am doing the duty, and it's not what the partner is expecting, I want him to tell me. How else will I learn? It doesn't crush my ego, it tells me to go pull the dildos out and start practicing. LOL
Anywho, I guess I just don't understand men sometimes. *shrugs*
Another pointless blog.
