GuyOfYurDreams30's blog: "My Songs"

I hate the silence... and the crushing hope

That I'll hear the vibration of my phone

I hate the night time, and the thought that you're okay

While I'm losing sleep and can't breathe while I wait

For your phone call, for your text, for you to reach to me

For the end-all of this mess, and find a way that we

Can move on from this or can go back to the start

Give me one last kiss, before we break apart

'Cause I don't wanna say

That this is the end... that this is all over

So can't we pretend... that we're alright

I want you to know, my little October

I'll still be here, y'know, I'll still hang tight

I hate the darkness... hate the sound of my voice

As it calls into the night just to give me some noise

Like a wasp on the window, begging to get in

Feel your sting on my skin, releasing your venom

Put me under, put me out, put me in my place

Push over over, push me down, that I can find a way

Back to your good graces, back to what we used to have

'Cause I want to face this, and not put you in the past

'Cause I don't wanna say

That this is the end... that this is all over

So can't we pretend... that we're alright

I want you to know, my little October

I'll still be here, y'know, I'll still hang tight

I can still feel a part of you here with me

Like a ghost of you is clinging like a memory

Like a sound in the shadows, like a light in the dark

Like a skeleton's bony hand gripped onto my heart

'Cause I don't wanna say

That this is the end... that this is all over

So can't we pretend... that we're alright

I want you to know, my little October

I'll still be here, y'know, I'll still hang tight