Okay So I started my senior year in high school
Life was good, My last year in school, No worries, A new neice to be proud of..yes life was good. I was heavily into drugs and drinking at this point but my mom still did not have a clue. I started having sex about this time too. About October, all my so called friends started dropping out and there i was still in school. even though i was into drugs to escape reality, i still had enough respect of myself to complete high school.
So i made new friends. the so called "hicks" of the school. But they showed me what friend really are, they helped me get off the drugs. Even with these great friend I still felt that I was missing something. Though I maintained an happy appearence on the outside, i was actually very depressed in the inside. So i didn't have the drugs to escape, I continued with the cutting, though i kept it hidden very well.
Right before Christmas break I tripped going down the stairs at school (blonde moment) and torn my ACL. I could not have surgery on my knee until March. that surgery was the worse thing ever. I have a huge scar on my knee now for the rest of my life and it sucks. I can tell you when we are gonna get rain or snow because my knee just kills me now because of it.
My senior prom was exciting, I went with a great guy named will. He was so much fun, he wasn't the best looking guy in school, but he made me laugh and treated me like a lady.
Then graduation came and went, and after that i lost touch with all my friends.
I started business school July of 97, I met this guy Dan at the end of that july and he became my first "real relationship"
my next blog will be all about this first relationship with this guy.
thanks for reading
