Thinking
Lying awake torn and unsure of the events that have passed. What a wild ride weve had. Laughing singing and recalling memories of days past, recalling the lost hours of the day. Or the starry nights weve watched. No regrets and I refuse to forget it all.
As time passes on, most will be forgotten; inside jokes, things weve watched on the T.V. or even other strange and bizarre events. All fun, all worth it, even as the smells of each other fade there will always be something there to bring us back to these days.
Sitting here thinking of you and how you smile, how you laugh, how you look under the stars, comforts me. But still leaves me empty, not having you here everyday is painful, but all understandable.
Time heals pain and nothing was done in vain. We only meant well even though it had to all come to a closing. Well still have nights with stars and smiles of blazing friendship.
So as I sit under the palm trees, smell the ocean breeze and desperately try to find Jupiter, I know youre on the other side doing the same.
Thinking of you hoping youre thinking of me, down in the hole with heaven beside you.
© Velvet Moon
