MissTLM's blog: "rantings of a beautiful mind"

maybe if i could just understand why you turned so cold you see i saw something so rare in you i guess you just dont see it in yourself and yes so many things went wrong in our paths and lives both of us lost and making bad decisions no one person is to blame some good did come out of it all i learned things about myself i faced some big demons and for that im thankfull to you we met for a reason one in wich we may never know .but you were my friend w hen i so desperatly needed one .do i think we are meant to be together NO i dont think we ever know that answer until it happens but i do think we are meant to remain friends you  see its been almost 4 years and yet i still think about you i still want to be friends keep in touch why you ask well i honestly dont know the only answer to that i have is because i cant forget i knew you i have tried and because i cant seem to forget about you i believe maybe im just not supposed to so i keep reaching out to you hoping some day you might reach back maybe i can be that friend you were to me .i hope you can give it a try .feeling nostalgic remembering you xX DJ RICK Xx

"Time For Me To Fly"

I've been around for you
I've been up and down for you
But I just can't get any relief
I've swallowed my pride for you
I've lived and lied for you
But you still make me feel like a thief
You got me stealin' your love away
'Cause you never give it
Peeling the years away
And we can't relive it
I make you laugh
And you make me cry
I believe it's time for me to fly

You said we'd work it out
You said that you had no doubt
That deep down we were really in love
Oh, but I'm tired of holding on
To a feeling I know is gone
I do believe that I've had enough

I've had enough of the falseness
Of a worn out relation
Enough of the jealousy
And the intoleration
I make you laugh
And you make me cry
I believe it's time for me to fly

[Refrain:]
Time for me to fly
Oh, I've got to set myself free
Time for me to fly
And that's just how it's got to be
I know it hurts to say goodbye
But it's time for me to fly

Oh, don't you know it's...

I was wondering if after all these years you'd like to meet
To go over everything
They say that time's supposed to heal ya
But I ain't done much healing

Hello, can you hear me?
I'm in California dreaming about who we used to be
When we were younger and free
I've forgotten how it felt before the world fell at our feet

There's such a difference between us
And a million miles

Hello from the other side
I must have called a thousand times
To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done
But when I call you never seem to be home
Hello from the outside
At least I can say that I've tried
To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart
But it don't matter. It clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore

Hello, how are you?
It's so typical of me to talk about myself. I'm sorry
I hope that you're well
Did you ever make it out of that town where nothing ever happened?

And it's no secret that the both of us
Are running out of time

So hello from the other side (other side)
I must have called a thousand times (thousand times)
To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done
But when I call you never seem to be home
Hello from the outside (outside)
At least I can say that I've tried (I've tried)
To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart
But it don't matter. It clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore

[4x:]
(Highs, highs, highs, highs,
Lows, lows, lows, lows)
Anymore

Hello from the other side (other side)
I must have called a thousand times (thousand times)
To tell you I'm sorry for everything that I've done
But when I call you never seem to be home
Hello from the outside (outside)
At least I can say that I've tried (I've tried)
To tell you I'm sorry for breaking your heart
But it don't matter. It clearly doesn't tear you apart anymore

i'm not the person i used to be,and i could say the same for you.maybe thats why this wasnt meant to work,we just needed to help each other grow,so one day someone else can love us as we truley deserve,,,,

for the record if its me u claim is harrassing u you are dead wrong all i did was rate n like no comment no message nothing thats not harrasement its fubar its what w e do i just thought id try being a friend or at least an aquaintence