maybe if i could just understand why you turned so cold you see i saw something so rare in you i guess you just dont see it in yourself and yes so many things went wrong in our paths and lives both of us lost and making bad decisions no one person is to blame some good did come out of it all i learned things about myself i faced some big demons and for that im thankfull to you we met for a reason one in wich we may never know .but you were my friend w hen i so desperatly needed one .do i think we are meant to be together NO i dont think we ever know that answer until it happens but i do think we are meant to remain friends you see its been almost 4 years and yet i still think about you i still want to be friends keep in touch why you ask well i honestly dont know the only answer to that i have is because i cant forget i knew you i have tried and because i cant seem to forget about you i believe maybe im just not supposed to so i keep reaching out to you hoping some day you might reach back maybe i can be that friend you were to me .i hope you can give it a try .feeling nostalgic remembering you xX DJ RICK Xx