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My Identitiy & Page Were Taken Over!
Only reason I can come on here is because I forgot to signoff at work! That will never happen again. I have to do this before this weirdo gets back on line. I am going to delete my account but my nickname is still minisin not the # bullshit. Friends they deleted all of you I have to start over Fucking asshole!

Kid With Pet Contest Now Open!
~ Kid with a Pet Contest ~ I'm going to open a kid with a pet contest part 2 cause part one was so much fun....lol so it will run from 2/8 thur 2/14 winners win vip gift and a vic gift both everyone in the contest wins something ! 1st kid is...... with 1 comment 2nd kid is...... with 1 comments 3rd kid is..... with 1 comments comments + rates = total send me ur pic link to my inbox and i will add you in! you can also comment bomb your pic too! thanks maria ~~UBER MARIA Will Be Back On Monday..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Valtines Day
well its close to valtines day one of the most depressing day for me. i been single most all my life and i hate that day becuse its a day of love and i dont know what love is. but i am sure its great for people who are in love and all. but anyway happy v day everyone

A Midnight's Eve Near Water's Edge
As a golden moon casts an iridescent glow upon the shimmering sea, a warm tropical breeze sings of yesterday's romance. My heart longs still for your gentle caress, your whispers of tender endearments as your breath brushes warm upon my cheek. As wispy clouds race across a star studded sky, shrouding the full moon, a misty form appears, beckoning me into the unknown. Sensing your presence, I await your approach as warm waves of the gentle gulf lick my sandy toes. As your luminous form appears, it seems time has stopped, reversed, as you enfold me into your arms. Promising nevermore to part, a swirling mist encases us on a midnight eve near water's edge...

Rate You, Fan You, F*ck You!
Yanno.... I've been online for approximately 20 minutes this morning and I've seen about 4 people (so far) with little blurbs next to their already too-long screen names that read "rate me and fan me before you add me" (or something close)....and *I'm* thinkin...yanno...there is NO ONE I want to be friends with badly enough that I'm willing to take a direct order from them...ONLINE no less.....*no one*. This site is about making friends... If you're getting too much attention from the creeps, too many friend requests and you're overwhelmed, you might review your default pics and make sure they're of your FACE and not your A$$ or your boobs.....then perhaps you'll get attention from more than the pervs and the guys who have the ever present bottle of Vaseline Intensive Care and a box of Kleenex next to their monitors... Just a thought... Love you kids! :)

This Song Is 4 My Ex! He Beat Me Up So Much! This Song Is Just 4 Him.
Artist: The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus Album: Don't You Fake It Year: 2006 Title: Face Down Print Correct Hey, girl, you know you drive me crazy one look puts the rhythm in my hand. Still I'll never understand why you hang around I see what's going down. Cover up with makeup in the mirror tell yourself, it's never gonna happen again you cry alone and then he swears he loves you. Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'll tell you my friend, one day this world's going to end as your lies crumble down, a new life she has found. A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect every action in this world will bear a consequence If you wade around forever, you will surely drown I see what's going down. I see the way you go and say you're right again, say you're right again heed my lecture Do you feel like a man when you push her around? Do you feel better now as she falls to the ground? Well I'

Firends
I was just looking at my friends list and i have 455 friends on there if each of u could leave just 5 votes for me in the classic beauty contest it would really help me out I help everyone out when i see that they are in a contest or if they ask so please do me this small favor it wont take much time and i would really appreciate it here is my link to the contest and agin i ask u please do this i would do it for u. its my first contest and i really want to win. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=339852&albumid=188333&i=1705006537

A Message To The Night
I cry to the night. Only for you to hear me. The silence heightens my emotions. Yet beyond recognition. Drago looks on in wonderment and confusion. Then goes his way within the night. Only leaving what he hears, For the ears of it's true recievers.

When In Troubled Times
When in troubled times I doubt myself, I feel lost and alone. Darkness falls around me as I walk alone, trying to find a ray of hope and light to show me the way. Stumbling I fall and lay still on the ground, eyes closed and pray for a sign, some hope to help me get up and go. And then like an angel, my friend appears, reaching down to help me up. Brushing me off, you hold me close, helping me take my first step after my fall. I don’t even have to see your smile, because I feel it way down deep into my heart. I feel the glow of your heart, and it warms my soul, from the bitter cold of loneliness, to the warm embers of my friends love for me. We walk along and you slowly release me, from holding me close to just holding my hand. And after a time you walk away from me, telling me you will be with me always. And even when you’re away I feel you close to me, holding me, keeping me close to you. I don’t have to wonder where you are because even though your not standing here holding my han

Town Bound
Just in for a sec to let u know i'll b outta town until after tomorrow . my son has 2 have a sleep study done . most of u dont know my personal life , but heres a tid bit 4 your thoughts tonite.......he's 3 years old , my son's oxygen levels drop when he sleeps....this is one test in a set outta 3 they gotta do , and im scared . im not asking 4 votes or comment bombs, im asking for repost on this 4 prayers . much luv , cherry chums ! - Amy

Early Valentines Gift
> > > > > > > > A friend sent an early "Valentine" to see if it will make it around the world by Feb. 14th. > For God so loV ed the world, > > > That He gA ve > > > his onL y > > > BegottE n > > > So< FONT face=Arial color=red size=6 BACK="#ffffff" PTSIZE="24" FAMILY="SANSSERIF">N > > > T hat whosoever > > > Believeth I n Him > > > Should N ot perish, > > > But have E verlasting life." > > John 3:16 > > Send it around the World > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >

A Man's Raging Kisses Of Stormy Passion
He lured her into the eye Of a passionate storm Raging with his wet kisses Forcing her to use Her lips as oars And row her untested mouth Across a great sea of passion Roaring from his heart With romantic winds Gusting up to 100 heartbeats per kiss Fiercely she rowed With her unsinkable lips Through wave after wave Of his raging wet kisses Until she reached The quiet shores of paradise Nestled between the semicircles Of his heart Where he had A tenderized feast Of endless love prepared To serve her romantic-beated lips And passion-soaked mouth

I'm A Scorpio, The Sex Addict
.:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. .:LIBRA:. The lame lover Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Spontaneous. Horny. Erotic. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing in Bed!! Will blow your mind. Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna %&(@ with...you might end up crying. The most irresistible. .:ARIE

A Magical Night
Turbulent emotion, consumes the air As we approach completion, Whispers from the shadow inviting us both, There to encourage, sing out an invitation To gain knowledge, to know, to feel To experience each other in various ways I know this was no ordinary night as Silence surrounds us and I appreciate you Like an innocent child you lay sleeping. Thank you my love, what a magical night.

About Me
Hello Everyone, Here is a little something about me in hopes everyone reads this. I am a single mom of 4 YES 4 , 2 boys 18 and 15 as well as 2 girls 16 and 10.I have been SINGLE NOW FOR ALMOST 7 YEARS BY CHOICE. To many people are set out to hurt each other or do the control thing if you are in the BDSM life style well then thats a different story but thats not controling ones life or their feelings. In which to do the control of who one feels is wrong in my eyes. BDSM is not that of a life style in to which one controls who one feels emontionally in my eyes. That in which happends in that lifestyle is that of one choosing. I am currently looking into a mini tummy tuck to make my self feel better about my self and as well as look better.Another one of my choices. I was told by someone that my pictures I have here on CHERRY TAP. Are disrespectful. Well Again as I tell everyone IF YOU DON'T LIKE WHAT YOU SEE THEN TURN THE DAMN PAGE. YOU DON'T NEED TO MAKE RUDE COMMENTS I AM NOT HERE T

And Now A Poem I Wrote
I wrote this poem a couple years ago for a friend, and she is still a good friend, one that if she ever left me a part of me would die, I love her a lot, always will to. And no she and I don't have more than friends relationship,so don't get that idea OK. Her nickname caused this poem to ignite inside me, and well here is the result. Be gentle in your comments, this one is really mine LOL Stirring in my bed, I feel you move nearby. I wonder why I love you so much, but I do know the one main reason why. Every morning you wake me, gently kissing whispering in my ear, gently blowing in my ear, saying good morning and how much you love me. Its your kisses in whispers that keep us together, and forever will it, for you always know what words to say, and where to touch, where to kiss. For your kisses in whispers are what I need to survive, for its how you say I love you every morning. As the years pass you still wake me gently this way, for its an expression of our life's together,

Placebo Heart Wound
I have memories I was told Would not exist I can feel you Thinking of me I do not know Who I’ve become I do realize My throne is gone But I still have Places to sit My heart’s the same As yesterday My brain is just In the way With thoughts Of the past And excuses Of now But anyhow As remarkable as It may seem I feel I’m living In a dream As reality throws Me to sleep And relief I’m still the leader Of a parade Dragging all the Floats I made It is just good to be Back on the streets Hoping to locate Stories to share Maybe even Someone who cares And wants to hear All about My release From what had Trapped me Beneath What I used to Rise above And help understand The meaning Of a love

Inaugurating This Blog By Moving
a post from the PenguinBlog here, which needs to be made easier to find. (Apologies to King Nothing though, whose comment was appreciated and is lost thereby...) -- (Erich Fromm, quoted in Aldous Huxley's Brave New World Revisited {Harper & Row Perennial Library 1965 republication of 1958 original, paperback, p.21}): (Fromm) "Many of them are normal because they are so well-adjusted to our mode of existence, because their human voice has been silenced so early in their lives, that they do not even struggle or suffer or develop symptoms as the neurotic does." (Huxley: ) They are normal not in what may be called the absolute sense of the word; they are normal only in relation to a profoundly abnormal society.

Souls Behind The Eyes
Searching through a maze of images on a screen, I freeze at the sight of one that momentarily stilled my pulse. The sight of an eye gazing silently at me spoke to my soul and penetrated my being with such force I yearned to reach out and comfort his hurt, erase his suffering, protect and hold his sensitive spirit, and Love his Pain away. Behind the eye I saw an aching soul, which housed a tender, passionate heart undeserving of the abuse witnessed and felt by the child that dwelled within. Strong, dominant leader of men he became. A being of strong character and analytical intelligence, father of two men-children, provider, protector of family, fruit of his loins. Women recognize the potency of his power, awe at the gentleness nestled within his strength, swoon at the sound of his comma

Looking For Cats!
~~ Cat Contest ~~ I am looking for cats for my contest. First cat contest on CT! Best Cat on CT contest! most comments wins! VIP & VIC gifts awarded to the winners! will open on 2/8 thur 2/15 thanks maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Family
THIS IS JUST A NOTE TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT SOME OF US HAVE STARTED OUR OWN FAMILY AND WE ARE EXTENDING THE INVATATION OUT TO ANYONE WHO WOULD LIKE TO JOIN. ALL OF US IN THE FAMILY FIND LARRY THE CABLE GUT AS FUNNY SO HE IS OUR MASCOT. EVERYONE IN THE FAMILY GETS A MORPH AND BASICALLY ALL WE ARE TRYING TO DO IS TO GIVE PEOPLE A FAMILY TO BELONG TO HERE ON CHERRY TAP. WHERE WE TAKE CARE OF OUR OWN AND HAVE FUN. WE DO NOT DISCRIMINATE OR JUDGE AND WE WILL LET ANYONE JOIN. AS OF NOW THERE ARE 9 OF US AND WE ARE LOOKING FOR OTHERS TO JOIN US. SO COME AND HAVE FUN WITH US!!!!!!! THANK YOU FROM~~ TWEETYJINXIN~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY HITMAN6~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY BIGDAWG69~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY Make your own Banner here!

Looking For Dogs!
~ Okay Dog Contest ~ I'm looking only for pets for my contest. contest will start 2/8 thur 2/15 Most comments wins! VIP gifts And Extra VIC gift for the Winners! Thanks Maria want to join click on the pic! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

2003 Us Air Attack On Uk Convoy
Covered up by the US military but uncovered by our news reporters. mistaken a CONVOY of TANKS displaying the orange rectangle for a flatbed trailer???????? HOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! pilots remarks were... "this sucks" "were in jail now man" see the link below... http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/uk/6334769.stm

Tapestry Of Desire
What happens when a woman wants to please her man... I look into your eyes... While circling the inside of your thighs With the sultry touch of my finger My hand ever so close to your growing fire. I lick your candy lips And lightly outline your manhood Feeling you grow larger, harder At my wanting touch Kissing softly and sweetly As our passion within grows Aah... but wait! if you touch me.. I will stop! I tell you to relax, Keep your hands beside you Close your eyes, keep still Just FEEL what I do to you My tongue flicking your nipples Caressing your precious sacs within my fingers Gently squeezing, rolling, caressing, I delightfully watch your maleness stiffen and dance Within the cloth of your boxers The tip lightly stains the fabric The desire building within

Worldrock Lounge & Dj Schedule
a> SUNDAY (EASTERN TIME ZONE APPLIES) 6:00 - DJ Lycan 10:00 - DJ Krash & The BodyShop Midnight - DJ Cru & The Disciples Of Rock MONDAY 6:00 - Raven Interviews 8:00 - Acid Fallout Midnight - Raven Interviews TUESDAY Noon - DJ Trinity 8:00 - Acid Fallout Midnight - DJ Aphroditee WEDNESDAY 10:00 - Doc Nasty Rocks Yer Box Midnight - DJ Cru & The Disciples Of Rock THURSDAY 6:00 - Raven Interviews 8:00 - Shotdaddy & Mayhem And Rage Midnight - DJ Lucifer & The Black Mass FRIDAY 6:00 - DJ Trinity Midnight - The BratPrince & The Leathur Lair SATURDAY Midnight - DJ Genocyde & The Genocydal Empire v2.0 (every other Saturday)

My Heart's Symphony
She was my guiding light in times of darkness, My rock when I was devoid of strength, Wisdom when I had no clue what to do. Understanding when I performed the unexpected Encouragement when fear reared its ugly head. I miss the sound of her laughter, And the love that poured from her lips with each word she spoke. She lived a life full of God's unconditional love. An angel, my angel, here on earth. I miss the touch of her still baby-soft skin That 94 years on this earth did not weather I miss asking her what she needed Because I certainly needed her caring words To guide me, lift me, and carry me through my day. It has been a little while now Since she has gone to meet the Creator, The One who allowed me to have her in my life And Who allowed her to nurture me To become the person you see now. I feel bittersw

Tomorrow Is Another Day
Some dear friends of mine have been going through some hard times. This inspired me to write an inspirational blog. I hope I have succeeded. Two things in our lives are definite. The Democrat presidential hopeful will put his or her foot in their mouth and tomorrow will be here. When times are bleak and the road ahead seems unmanageable. Remember that tomorrow will be here. Tomorrow is another day. Tomorrow brings with it promise and closure. Our problems may not cease or go away but we will have a new sense of clarity and strength to take on her hardships. The best thing about tomorrow is we don't know what it will bring. It has so much potential. Whatever may be hurting us or weighing us down may seem less overwhelming. They may even seem trivial in hindsight. We can approach tomorrow with a new sense of strength and determination. We can overcome our demons. If only for a day. Life throws a lot of obstacles at us. It can be an albatross that never se

Love This Song!
RANDY TRAVIS - 4EVER N EVER You may think that I'm talking foolish You've heard that I'm wild & I'm free You may wonder how I can promise you now This love that I feel for you always will be You're not just time that I'm killing I'm no longer one of those guys As sure as I live this love that I give Is gonna be yours until the day that I die -- Oh baby chorus... I'm gonna love you forever, forever & ever amen As long as old men sit & talk about the weather As long as old women sit & talk about old men If you wonder how long I'll be faithfull I'll be happy to tell you again I'm gonna love you forever & ever, forever & ever Amen They say that time takes it's toll on a body Makes a young girl's brown hair turn grey But honey, I don't care, I ain't in love with your hair And if it all fell out well I'd love you anyway They say time can play tricks on a memory Make people forget things they knew well it's easy to see it's happening to me I've already forgott

~ Tattoo Contest Now Open ~
~~ Okay I'm Ding A Tattoo Contest ~~ 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments 2nd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments 3rd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments 4th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments Remember you can comment bomb on your own pic! will run from 2/6 thur 2/13 thanks maria

Joke
One Night After Watching Who Wants To Be A Millionaire... A man and his wife went to bed and the man was getting very frisky. He asked his wife if she was in the mood. His wife answered, "Not tonight dear, I have a headache." The man replied, "Is that your final answer?" She said "Yes." "OK, then I'd like to phone a friend." he replied.

To Tute
click pic show mad love You are so special! Today is ".. Buddy Day". Send this to your .. friends - even me, if I'm one of them - and see how many you get today! ~xoxo!! ___________________________#__# _________________________#__##__# ________________#########_#____#_# ________########____________##_#_# _____##__##____________________#_# ____##_#___#_____________________# ____#_#___#_________________##___# ____#_#__##___________#######_____# ____#__#_#_________###________##__# _____##_______###_#_____##_____#________####### _______###_______#_____###______##____##__###__# _________#______#________#___#__#____##_##___##_# _________#______#_______#####___#___##_##____#__# __________#_____##____##_______#____#__#_____#__# ___________##____##__________#######___#___##__# _____________##____##_____###_____#_____###____# __________#############_####______#_________# _______##_______#______#____#_____#___________# _____##_________#______#____#_____##_________#

You Know Youre In California When....
All highways into the state say: "no fruits." All highways out of the state say: "Go back." The Terminator is your governor You can't remember . . . is pot illegal? It's barely sprinkling rain and there's a report on every news station: "STORM WATCH" You actually get these jokes and pass them on to other friends from California. Your coworker has 8 body piercings and none are visible. You make over $300,000 and still can't afford a house. You take a bus and are shocked at two people carrying on a conversation in English. You don't care what race people are because you're too busy wondering what gender they are. You have a very strong opinion about where your coffee beans are grown and can taste the difference between Sumatran and Ethiopian. You know which restaurant serves the freshest arugula. It's barely sprinkling rain outside, so you leave for work an hour early to avoid all the weather-related accidents. A really great parking space can total

You Know Your From California When....
The fastest part of your commute is down your driveway.. Your sense of direction=Toward the ocean and away from the ocean. You eat an In n Out burger at least once a week!!! You know how to eat an artichoke. The primary bugs that you worry about are electronic. Your car has bullet-proof windows. Left is right and right is wrong. Your monthly house payments exceed your annual income. You can't find your other earring because your son/brother is wearing it. You drive to your neighborhood block party. Your family tree contains "significant others." You don't exterminate your roaches, you smoke them. You see 25 lawyers chasing an ambulance. More than clothes come out of the closets. You go to a tanning salon before going to the beach. More money is spent on facelifts than on diapers. Smoking in your office is not optional. You pack shorts and a T-shirt for skiing in the snow, and a sweater and a wetsuit for the beach. Your children lear

Sweet,valentine
Sweet and sensuous little Valentine's Day poem... Your lips, succulent and sweet as melon gumdrops, glistening with sugary dew. Your kiss, nectar of your essence devours my soul, and drinks of my life breath within. Your touch electrifies my warm skin, tenderizes my heart, envelops me with desire for… Your body, pressed naked against mine fire mounting within our loins, marinating our juices, tasting passion. Chocolate candy smooth, silky and rigid, simmering with vanilla cream to release within my cotton candy folds. Savory brown gravy poured over my cinnamon buns, creates a culinary sensation when your hot chocolate explodes within my éclair. Your love, charming and tender as God above encases my heart and spirit, everlasting

Joke
Charlie marries a virgin. On their wedding night, he's on fire, so he gets naked, jumps into bed, and immediately begins groping her. "Charles, I expect you to be as mannerly in bed as you are at the dinner table." So, Charlie folds his hands on his lap and says, "Is this better?" "Much better!" she replies with a smile. "Okay, then," he says, "now will you please pass the puszy."

California 1
I love being a California girl...got this in an e-mail today and had to share....some are so true and most are too funny... You know you're from California when.../ Californians are better because....... You say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and "hell of" and "hella"(Nor Cal only) and "faded" and "stoked" and "fo sho" and you say them often You know what real cheese taste like. You don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear. You can wear sandals all year long. You go to the Beach - not "down to the shore." You know 65 mph really means 100. When someone cuts you off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we dont fuck around on the road. The drinking age is 21 but everyone starts at 14 (legally 18 if you live close enough to the border). Our governor can kick your governors ass. You can go out at midnight.

Tuesday
One of those days. Ever have one? Im having an ugly day. You know the ones where ur really self conscious and you get a complex? lol I lost all my "crushes" except one. How sad lol. Imma go crawl into my little corner and curl up and cry now.

I Thank You Girl
The sun is up, the sky is blue, There’s not a cloud in sight, I lay awake the whole night through, Until the early light, I reached for you, a time or two, And gently brushed your cheek, Said how much you mean to me, While you were sound asleep, And I thanked you girl, You moved a little then you smiled, Giggled like a naughty child, And it was such a lovely sight to see, I felt so blessed to just be there, To hold you close, and stroke your hair, And feel the love within your heart for me, I can’t explain what I did right, To feel the way I did last night, No, I can’t explain, But if I could, if I just knew, My darling one I swear to you, I’d do it again, And I thank you girl, ‘Cause there’s a million men would give their sight, To take my place for just one night, B

This Is One Of The Best Poems I Know
For those of you who wonder where I got this from to put on your site as a comment, I wish I wrote it but I didn't I just love it though. It describes a woman in ways eyes cant see, nor a heart can feel, it simply just is, beauty, plain and simple so without anymore fanfare, here is Lord Byron's She walks in beauty like the night. SHE walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellow'd to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impair'd the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o'er her face; Where thoughts serenely sweet express How pure, how dear their dwelling-place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints that glow, But tell of days in goodness spent, A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is

Cold Weather Fun
For those of you living in frigid freakin temperatures right now.....here's something kinda fun to do :) My son came home with this from science class the other day, so of course i had to try it :) Boil some water, and then take a cup full of it and toss it in the freezing cold air....(don't throw the cup, just the water) Most of it will evaporate before hitting the ground and it looks kinda cool. Just a little something to pass the Winter blues..... Love Ya, XOXO Ryan

Dads Contest Updates
~ Okay since I'm doing a DADS Contest ~ I want to do a DADS contest for all the fathers out there! So send me your pic and i will enter you . VIP Gifts Given away always in my contest....lol 1st DAD is...... with 1190 comments 2nd Dad is...... with 422 comments 3rd Dad is...... with 179 comments 4th dad is...... with 1 comments starts on 2/3 thur 2/10 most comments wins you can comment on your pic thanks maria click on pic to enter contest! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Friends
IS THIS U? A FRIEND IS THERE WHEN IM FEELING LONELY AND WONT FEED ME ALOT OF BALONEY HE IS THERE WHEN I FEEL LIKE CRYING AND YOU WILL NEVER CATCH HIM LIEING A TRUE FRIEND IS ALL OF THESE THINGS AND MUCH MORE ONE WHO IS ALWAYS THERE TO OPEN THE DOOR TO EAGERLY OFFER A HELPING HAND ONE WILL HELP YOU TO STAND A BUDDY IS ONE WHO YOU CAN PLAY BALL AND SHARE YOUR DARK SECRETS AND ALL BUT A TRUE FRIEND IS MORE THEN ALL THIS AND ON THE CHEEK HE LEAVES A TENDER KISS THIS POEM IS WRITTEN BY MY DAD TO ME FOR MY FRIENDS

Worlds Of Warcraft.
Dear friends, My name is Tara and I am an addict. I have been hooked on and have been playing for three days...Worlds of Warcraft Therefore neglecting my cherrytap friends. I hereby promise that I will be on this afternoon to rate, leave messages upload pics and comment peoples pages. If it happens that I don't get to ur page today...leave me a sad smiley in my comment box and i will get to yous as soon as possible! Love you all....Me

Attention!!!!! I Need Your Help Please
goodmorning all u beautiful cherry tappers as most of u probably already know i am in the classic beauty contest. I really need all the votes i can get to help me catch up. it would greatly appreciated iof u could copy and paste the link below and maybe leave 20 or more votes for me and for those of u who do please let me know when u are done thanks and have a wonderful day. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=339852&albumid=188333&i=1705006537

Kd With Pet Contest
~ Kid with a Pet Contest ~ I'm going to open a kid with a pet contest part 2 cause part one was so much fun....lol so it will run from 2/8 thur 2/14 winners win vip gift and a vic gift both everyone in the contest wins something ! 1st kid is...... with 1 comment 2nd kid is...... with 1 comments comments + rates = total send me ur pic link to my inbox and i will add you in! you can also comment bomb your pic too! thanks maria ~~UBER MARIA Will Be Back On Monday..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Give Yourself A Moment
Tuesday, February 6, 2007 Give yourself a moment When there's something that needs to be done, give yourself a moment to do it. When there's a decision that must be made, give yourself a moment to think it through. When life demands a response, give yourself a moment to find the most positive and meaningful one. When someone is explaining something to you, give yourself a moment to truly listen and to understand. Life is made up of many moments, one right after another. The big outcomes, results and achievements depend on what you do with all those little moments along the way. With each moment you can choose to let it pass or to let it bring you down. Or, you can decide to make good use of that moment with positive purpose, value and love. How many times have you looked back on your life with regret, and wished you had given yourself a moment to do what could have easily been done? Now is your opportunity to avoid such future regrets by recognizing the great value in

Moms Contest .....
~ I'm Holding a Mother Contest ~ Starts tommorrow at 9 am central time ! Let's see who makes the Top Mother in comments. so all moms send me your pics and i'll add you to the contest. 1st mom is..... with 1656 comments 2nd mom is..... with 1345 comments 3rd mom is...... with 1039 comments 4th mom is...... with 248 comments 5th mom is...... with 68 comments 6th mom is...... with 2 comments 7th mom is..... with 1 comments 8th mom is..... with 1 comments Remember you can comment bomb your own pic! Contest will start on 2/2 thur 2/9 again mom with most comments wins! thanks maria click on the pic to enter contest! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

This Is Why I Get Bashed And My Kids Pics Were Photoshoped
2007-02-05 08:21:46 #45 of 129 yeah we dont see all the good things that we have done there, like turn the infastructure of the country to shit, like no running water, or electricity, or the 655,000 plus iraqis that are dead and the children that are left behind that will someday seek vengence against us....yeah your right...all the good, really if you ask me saddam had his boot heel on all the right people in Iraq..sorry but its true, and i dont think it was worth one ounce of american blood, i mean look at all the multiple amputees that are coming home from there....for what...get gas under 2 dollars a gallon, so i dont feel like im filling my tank with blood and maybe i will agree with you.... its a pile of shit, and many soldiers are in agreement, and if they are not then they dont have the mental capacity to understand it....i mean the entire world is against us on this one, so try to make look good if you must, but its complete shit....and i guess iran next...wow, we really

In The Mist
I think we like to put too much in on basket, or is that scattered around hell and gone and not sure which way to go. Sometimes I wonder about that. One of the things that flashed through my mind as I was standing outside meditating, IT was too dark to take any longer of a walk with the dog.. I am not going to risk him getting hit in dawns light. Nothing like that quiet feeling in the mist of dawn, not sure where the sun is going to come up, but you know it is going to. So as I am doing this this morning, I am listening to the frog croak with my heart beat, which was kinda fun :)

Need Some Luv
I'm in the sexiest valentine contest and ned your love. Comment bomb me and I'll help you out when you need it. Of course it goes without saying that I would help a friend regardless, but any help you can give me right now would help. thanks clic the pic

It's Off To Work I Go!! Lol
Time to head to the office! All the guys are in school as they should be, lol! Yay! The high in Western Wisconsin today will be 9 degrees above zero. And it is snowing, as we speak. A nice dry, fine snow! Beautiful! My two silk veils arrived - each is 10 feet by 3 feet, lol! Ah, think I'll need to shorten them a little, lmao! But I have a red one and a deep purple one. Lovely!! Can't wait until we can actually use them to dance. Have a fantastic day, everyone! Much love and hugs to all! Blessings, all over the place, lol!!! I do appreciate your friendship so very much. Later!!

You Be The Judge
so i get this email from my ex: This is to inform you,that if you do not contact me soon,we are going to take legal action against you for visitation and custody of madison. I have been Extremely patient with you,and you have completely ignored me,i am her father,and i will be allowed to see my daughter,and i believe a judge will agree with me. You've gotten off easy so far with me agreeing that we had open visitation,and now you are abusing that. You and only you,are keeping me from seeing my daughter,this will end. To keep things civil,and out of the court system,i suggest you contact me immediately so i can again start seeing my daughter on a regular basis. -Jack this is my reply: This is to inform you,that if you do not contact me soon,- Jack, you don't make it easy to contact you without you accusing me of me being obsessed and stalking you. Also, Jen tells me, as you know because I sent you some of the 48 text messages I received from her in Dec., saying not to contact

Our Troops
WE MAY NOT SUPPORT THE WAR BUT AT LEAST SUPPORT OUR TROOPS THEY ARE FIGHTING FOR OUR FREEDOM!!!I PRAY THEY ALL COME HOME TO STAY SOON THEY ARE IN MY PRAYERS EVERYNIGHT..CAOME HOME SOON..AND THANK YOU FOR ALL U DO FOR THIS COUNTRY

Iraq
I know this will make alot ppl mad at me ,so give me hell!!,My boyfriend is in Iraq and I'm mad as hell at Bush, but when my guy came home on leave ,he show me something that change my mind,,,Alot of younger ppl like myseft willn'T remember this because I didn't,,,, AND THEN HE SAY THIS,,,THEM PEOPLE KNOW WHAT IRAQ HAD BECAUSE OF CLINTON INTELL AND NOW TELL ME WHAT CHANGE ?NOTHING EXCEPT BUSH TAKING ACTION ON CLINTON INTELL BECAUSE BUSH DIDN'T CHANCE INTELL UNTILL 2003,YOU SAY NO WMD ,SO WAS IRAQ AFRAID OF THE U.N.HE LAUGH ,AND SAY IT WAS MOVE SADDAN WOULD NEVER HAVE DESTORY THEM... OK GIVE ME HELL

Once She Say's I Do.
Why is it Guys don't care who they fart in front of. I know we all do it and its a natural thing. Here's a question...Why is it when with a group of people...if we burp we say excuse me and its no big thing... but once someone farts... everybody starts laughing their asses off.

Fuck The World
ICP (INSANE CLOWN POSSE) LYRICS "Fuck The World" [Violent J] Fuck. Fuck this shit. Fuck givin it to me. [Chorus:] If I only could I'd set the world on fire If I only could I'd set the world on fire If I only could I'd set the world on fire Sya fuck the world! (Fuck the world!) If I only could I'd set the world on fire Fuck em all! (Fuck em all!) [Violent J] Fuck you, fuck me, fuck us Fuck Tom, fuck Mary, fuck Gus Fuck Darius Fuck the west coast, and fuck everybody on the east Eat shit and die, or fuck off at least Fuck pre-schoolers, fuck rulers Kings and Queens and gold jewelers Fuck wine coolers Fuck chickens, fuck ducks Everybody in your crew sucks, punk mother fucks Fuck critics, fuck your review Even if you like me, fuck you Fuck your mom, fuck your mom's momma Fuck the Beastie Boys and the Dali Llama Fuck the rain forest, fuck a Forrest Gump You probably like it in the rump Fuck a shoe pump, fuck the real deal and fuck all the fakes Fuck all

A Lick
Pass This Lick To All Those You Wish To Taste….If You Get 1 Back Your Lickable…….. If You Get 3 Back Your A Tasty Treat……..If You Get 10 Or More Back....Your F***** LickTastic!!! Have A Kick Ass Day :o)! Now Ya'll know that I would send you all back one of these sooooo consider yourself offically " LICKED ALL OVER TO THE FULLEST." Which means that YOU'RE ALL LICKTASTIC !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Our Dog
To all that know me and/or my sister well, we had a german shepherd named Smokey. Yesterday at 2:05 pm he was put down. He was massively sick and not doing well at all. He was 9.5 yrs old and one of the best dogs we have ever had.

The Boy!
Apparently the boy went to a Superbowl party with his father on Sunday and wound up out lasting most of the grown ups. I was told he was the only baby there and he was walking around and making friends with everyone. LOL. Such a happy lil guy! =)

He Wanted Shock And Awe...well He Got It!
This war was suppose to be about "Shock and Awe" to "smoke em out of their caves" get Bin Laden and Saddam..... What the f**king hell is this! U.S. 'friendly fire' video revealed POSTED: 8:38 a.m. EST, February 6, 2007 LONDON, England (CNN) -- A British tabloid newspaper has released what it says is a cockpit video from a U.S. fighter jet being used in the investigation of a "friendly-fire" incident in Iraq in which a British soldier was killed. The Sun posted the 15-minute video, along with a transcript, on its Web site under the headline: "The tape they wanted to hide." A coroner investigating the soldier's death had demanded the video be released and presented as evidence in an inquest, but U.S. authorities refused. The incident, in the early stages of the Iraq war, involved a convoy of four British vehicles. Orange panels on the vehicles were misidentified as orange missiles. The pilots' coordinators gave assurances there were no coalition forces in the area

Dream State
These questions, a confession, destiny or another destination in this ever changing situation. Will they meet in time, or will it be denied like the last time he tried and felt that despite his effort he got no ride. Maybe the sun only shines on tv, maybe it'll never shine for you or me, despite how it feels this cannot be just a dream. If it is, I'll wake up, lonely and scream. Why do I get these dreams that remind me, of what is not now happening to me? Two dreams, different places, different people yet it all felt, it all seemed so real to me. As these dreams fade, I'll walk, and wonder for another day. Give me hope, give me the lucky charm to persevere and walk this path, this rope.

Waiting
Day one of waiting to hear back from the editor from Literoica.com and anxiety is setting in. I am pleased that he liked the story so much but at the same time I am hoping that my grammar was not too badly botched up for the story. Again... as soon as I hear anything from him I will post it here.

The History Of Valentine's Day
The History of Valentine's Day Every February, across the country, candy, flowers, and gifts are exchanged between loved ones, all in the name of St. Valentine. But who is this mysterious saint and why do we celebrate this holiday? The history of Valentine's Day -- and its patron saint -- is shrouded in mystery. But we do know that February has long been a month of romance. St. Valentine's Day, as we know it today, contains vestiges of both Christian and ancient Roman tradition. So, who was Saint Valentine and how did he become associated with this ancient rite? Today, the Catholic Church recognizes at least three different saints named Valentine or Valentinus, all of whom were martyred. One legend contends that Valentine was a priest who served during the third century in Rome. When Emperor Claudius II decided that single men made better soldiers than those with wives and families, he outlawed marriage for young men -- his crop of potential soldiers. Valentine, realizing the inj

Did You Know?
Did You Know? There are many opinions as to who was the original Valentine, with the most popular theory that it was a clergyman who was executed for secretly marrying couples in ancient Rome. In any event, in 496 A.D., Pope Gelasius set aside February 14 to honor St. Valentine. Through the centuries, the Christian holiday became a time to exchange love messages and St. Valentine became a patron saint of lovers. In the 1840s, Esther Howland, a native of Massachusetts, is given credit for sending the first Valentine cards. The spirit of love continues as valentines are sent with sentimental verses and children exchange valentine cards at school. Looking for Love - 188 million Valentine's Day cards are exchanged annually, making Valentine's Day the second-most popular greeting-card-giving occasion. (This total excludes packaged kids valentines for classroom exchanges.) (Source: Hallmark research) - Over 50 percent of all Valentine's Day cards are purchased in the six days prior to

It's My Life...
You have exaggerated demands on life but you are cautious enough to try to hide these beliefs from the outside world. You are covert enough to try to impress other people around you with your achievements and at the same time able to put on an act of pretending to be 'humble' - being the same as everyone else. It would appear, however, that whatever you are doing seems to be working out O.K. For some time now you have been feeling rather insecure. You are looking for - and needing - an environment that can offer you roots, stability and a position that will relieve you of excess tension and stress. It's the old old story - I am misunderstood - my partner (be it in your private life or in business) just doesn't understand me and YOU also believe at this time that you are being completely MISUNDERSTOOD by one and all. It then obviously follows that you naturally feel inhibited and not appreciated. It is perhaps because of this belief that you feel compelled to stand back and let th

Jingle Bells ... Aussie Style
Jingle Bells (Aussie style) Dashing through the bush, in a rusty Holden Ute, Kicking up the dust, esky in the boot, Kelpie by my side, singing Christmas songs, It's Summer time and I am in my singlet, shorts and thongs Oh! Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way, Christmas in Australia on a scorching summers day, Hey! Jingle bells, jingle bells, Christmas time is beaut !, Oh what fun it is to ride in a rusty Holden Ute. Engine's getting hot; we dodge the kangaroos, The swaggie climbs aboard, he is welcome too. All the family's there, sitting by the pool, Christmas Day the Aussie way, by the barbecue. Oh! Jingle bells, jingle bells, jingle all the way, Christmas in Australia on a scorching summers day, Hey! Jingle bells, jingle bells, Christmas time is beaut!, Oh what fun it is to ride in a rusty Holden Ute. Come the afternoon, Grandpa has a doze, The kids and Uncle Bruce, are swimming in their clothes. The time comes 'r

Ahh So This Isnt So Good...
Monday (yesterday) I was involved in a car accident. My poor little del Sol is now undrivable and Im sad... Dont worry everyone... I've only sustained bruises. It was my fault unfortunately :( But no one was hurt thank god. My car looked a hell of alot worse than his did. The whole bumper was taken off of mine (it was plastic lmao) and at least he had all of his. Suprisingly, I didnt have nightmares last night about it. In the mean time, I've met this great guy who's a great support beam for me. He listens, and gives great advice. Theres quite a bit of age difference but we can talk for hours (or at least I usually do the bitching haha). So yeah... Right now, I have goods and bads. The great thing is, I have this good that'll be there for me no matter what happens. Its a great feeling. Have a great Tuesday y'all :)

I Hate Reading The Newspaper
EVERYDAY I PICK UP THE NEWSPAPER AND READ IT FROM FRONT TO BACK..AND EVERYDAY THERE IS ONE OR MORE THINGS I READ THAT EITHER MAKE ME MAD OR MAKE ME CRY. TODAY I LEARNED THAT A 23 MONTH OLD WAS FOUND WRAPPED IN A BLANKET A LIL SWEATER AND A DIAPER ONLY IN FREEZING WEATHER IN AN ABANDONED PLAYGROUND DEAD..A FATHER AND HIS 3 YOUNG CHILDREN WERE SHOT TO DEATH. AND A YOUNG MARINE VET OF THE IRAQ WAR HAS COMMITTED SUICIDE. THEY SPEND ALL THAT TIME TRAINING FOR WAR BUT WHAT THEY DONT TRAIN U FOR IS THE TRANSITION FROM WAR TO REALITY BACK AT HOME. HE CRIED OUT FOR HELP AND NO ONE PAYED NO MIND TO HIS CRY FOR HELP..I SALUTE THIS UNKNOWN SOLDIER MY HEART GOES OUT TO HIS FAMILY.. I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THE FEELINGS THAT GO THROUGH ALL THESE SOLDIERS MEN AND WOMEN ALIKE. I CAN ONLY IMAGINE THAT IT IS VERY DIFFICULT TO SEE FRIENDS WHO ARE LIKE BROTHERS AND SISTERS DYING AMONG OTHER THINGS...I AM LEFT SPEECHLESS WHEN IT COMES TO THESE BRAVE MEN AND WOMEN. I CAN NEVER THANK YOU OR REPAY U FORTHE SAC

My Grandmother
Yesterday was one of the hardest days i have ever had to go through.Burying my grandmother.I thought i would be strong but it broke my heart so much.But she looked so beautiful,just as she did when she was 25.Her makeup made her skin so smooth hardly no wrinkles and her hair,omg,they did it just as she would of when she had gotten married to my grandfather.It truely was amazing to see how she looked when she was young and in the 30's and 40's.What really broke my heart was to see my mom,godfather and godmother go up there to see her all at the same time and all cry on each others shoulders.Beings my mom is the baby girl of the bunch she greatfully held it together,but talking to herself for the last 2 years to get her trhough this was what she needed.I truely believe she would of died with my grandmother. Discovering that the things i know about death is pretty much nothing at all,except we pass on into Gods hands.I beleive i learned that our loved ones would not want us to morn the

The Perfect Man!
The Perfect Man The perfect man is gentle never cruel or mean he has a beautiful smile and he keeps his face so clean The perfect man loves children and will raise them by your side he will be a good father and good husband to his bride The perfect man loves cooking cleaning and vaccuuming too he'lldo anything to convey his feelings of love to you The perfect man is sweet writing poetry from your name he's a best friend to your mother and kisses away your pain He has never made you cry or hurt you in any way...... OH SCREW THIS STUPID POEM............ THE PERFECT MAN IS GAY!!!!!!

For My Best Friend*in Memory*
The time has come for me to release you Free to fly high above this world. Where the flowers forever bloom & The ultimate love fills the space. In my attempt to try to keep you I've only been able to hold the anger Not realizing that I have to let you go I can't hold on. I'll no more keep your pain alive, I won't try to hold you down. I'll let you fly on to higher ground. My grief has left a numbness, as if this isn't real You are in my heart forever, but I know I have to let you free. Soar high. Laugh as a child that feels the joy of the moment. Play among the rivers flowing through the hills. Roam the fields of daisies. Fly to the top of the mountains. With closed eyes, I see you among the flowers, High above the clouds. Your presence blows through me with the breeze. Your smile beams down on through the sun. The full moon brings the light of your laughter to my mind. And the Butterfly in

Beats Me.....
Last night I had a very odd dream. I was in a park and was surrounded by swarms of bees. Bees don't bother me in real life. I leave them alone, they leave me alone. Yes, I've been stung before, but I hold no fear when it comes to those kamikazee honey mills. But this dream disturbed me a lot. Everywhere I turned, they were there, hampering my movements. I guess I'm bothered most by the fact that I don't know what this dream symbolizes. Ordinarily, I'd assume the swarm represents the hustle of my life and the way all of the different things that I have going are making it difficult for me to function. But right now, my life is calm. Work is good, not overwhelming. I'm not involved in a new play or anything else that takes up my spare time. So why this dream? I do know that I am lonely. My LLW (Lovely Lady Wife for the uninitiated) is working a lot of hours, and I don't see much of her. We did spend a wonderful weekend together, however, so I got my batteries recharg

Where Will You Be Caught Having Sex?
Albert DAmico was caught having sex! In the middle of the act, caught in the throes of passion in the bathroom ... you've been caught by Alf! 'Where Will You be Caught Having Sex?' at QuizUniverse.com

Hey
since my friend rhino invited me i have had the chance to meet new people and friends. and for all those who added me allowed me to add them and rated my pics and profile thanks so much lol. i hope we remain friends

Tortured Tourist
Note: I know some of you are waiting for the conclusion of Turnabout, but unfortunately, my computer seems to have lost the file. While I try and recover ti, I thought you may enjoy this new tale. Sarah had been enjoying her last day in Cuernavaca, and had planned to spend it peacefully navigating the archeological ruins that the city was famous for. She had been traveling alone, as she hated to travel with others. She always wound up compromising her own plans, and neglecting the things she really wanted to see to keep her companions happy. But now, as she stood with camera in hand in front of the small deserted hacienda, she was in heaven. She was so engrossed in the framing the picture that she paid no attention to the sound of the approaching van. She was far off the beaten path, having hiked out of the nearest town hours ago in search of more interesting subjects for her photos. She gave little thought to the sound, expecting it to increase in volume and roar past h

This Sums Me Up Pretty Good...i Think
Your Birthdate: June 4 You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined. Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation. Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you. You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively. Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness Your power color: Navy blue Your power symbol: Shield Your power month: April What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Hi All
Well here i am at cherry TAP, like i don't need another blog web page, right? So who am i, what you really want to know? Name: Ken Thomas, Nationality: Australian, Date of Birth: October 7 1965, Martial Status: Engaded To Sharon, Height: 5ft 6inc or 164cm, Weight: 68kg, Shoe Size: 8, Hair Colour: Mixed, Eyes: Hazel, Hobbies: Swimming, Employment: Tabcorp, Favorite DVD: Sin City, New Police Story,Whats Eating Gilbert Grape, A Lot Like Love, Oceans Eleven Favorite Music: Tata Young, U2, Robbie Williams Favorite Actor: Harrison Ford, Favorite Actress: Salma Hayek, Role Model: Jackie Chan, Favorite Video Games: Tomb Raider, NiGHTS, Phantasy Star, Favorite Food: Thai, Japanese, Number of Tattoos I have: Too many, Would you Bungee Jump: Yes, Pepsi or Coke: Dr Pepper , Do you drink alcohol: No not really, Do you Smoke? No, Do you Swear: Fuck Yeah, Do you Sing? Yeah Right Do you like Thunderstorms: Yes Do you play an Instrument: Guitar but it's been years sinc

Ladiez Ladiez Ladiez
**ATTENTION PLAYMATEZ** THINK YOU GOT IT ??? I NEED TO KNOW IF U WANNA ENTER NO LATER THEN MIDNIGHT EST ON FEB.15 UNLESS ALL MONTHS ARE FILLED UP AND I WILL UPDATE BULLETIN AS SOON AS I CAN Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from www.sexiluv.com ~~ OK HOT LADIEZ I'M HOLDING A CONTEST STARTING FEB.16 OPENING AT 1 PM EST(FRIDAY) AND IT WILL END ON FEB 28 12 MIDNIGHT EST(WENESDAY). I WANT 12 LADIEZ ONE FOR EACH MONTH. **RULES ARE AS FOLLOWS** .. NO HATING ON OTHER PEOPLE IN CONTEST .. U MAY BOMB YOURSELF..COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED .. HAVE FUN !! .. IF THERE IS A TIE IT WILL COME DOWN TO RATES AND COMMENTS SO MAKE SURE TO TELL YOUR FRIENDS TO RATE ALSO .. YOU WILL HAVE TO PIMP YOUR SELF..BULLETINS,BLOGS,BLASTS,STICKY ETC.. ..MONTHS WILL BE AVAILABLE AS SOON AS THIS POSTS SO IF YOU DON'T LET ME KNOW RIGHT AWAY THE MONTH U WANT MIGHT BE TAKEN ** I WILL BE TRACKIN CHERRY BUCKS EARNED AND ALL WILL BE SPENT ON WINNER THRO CHERRY GIFT SHOP WHEATHER ITS ONE BIG GIFT OR SEV

Drama & Life Why Does It Have To Be So Hard & How Do You Deal With It????
Well Me and my X are Best friends and are there to talk to but maybe that is the way it's suppose to be but I am happy with that if I can't have him as a Lover then I am Happy Having him as a Friend at leat I don't Loose Him completely Well Things are going Ok I guess I am happy to a certain extent I Love My Job and I have my Friends and Family & Kids that Love me and Keifer that is my heart and my lil sweetie my 2 year old God Child he is a rooten egg but he's my lil Rotten egg and X's and their prombles how in the hell do I get pulled in them and end up friends with their girl Friends Hell I just don't understand it is weird and to talk to her and hear her say I Love him and don't know what to do it's just Crazy I don't know how I do it maybe it's just that I am the kinda person that can Listen to PPL when they have a promble but hell X's Girl Friends WHAT THE FUCK ??? I just don't know maybe it's cause I am a good person and I simpathize with others and Have a good

New Me New Additude
Well I have been thrugh a lot in the last 2 weeks or 3 I had a fucking fat ass hooker that was suppose to be my friend cause me to loose the person I loved but I took care of her for awhile till that right day and time comes around then I am gonna finish what she started but you know I have handled the break up better than I though I would I guess it is a good thing it happen this soon instead of a few years down the road I didn't have enough time to get in 2 deep but a friend of my witch is my X has been talking to me he just went through a breakup qalso so we are kinda there for each other but my heart is really with him he had me from hello yeah I know it is a song but he did we break up and things happen and come back around to me and him I don' know what that means but it keeps happenin I just don't understand why some ppkl gotta cause shit for others and screw up their lifes and I wish they would leve me alone it's been 2 damn long since I had a happy realtionship well maybe I

Rant
rochelle called me before work last night which was nice. she seems to be the only friend i have who tries to keep in touch with me and who calls me, other then felicity ne ways. it's always nice talking to her because it seems like we always have plenty to say and it doesn't get really quiet or anything, where as with people often you simply run out of things to say. part of it is probably cuz we only talk every so often so more happens in between. she's nifty. ive pretty much not eaten in the last two days. on sunday i had some eggs and sausage thats all i ate the whole day, and yesturday i had one chicken sandwhichy thing from work/ so ive had one meal a day the last two days, and i didnt have time to get food before i left work cuz derek had to give me a ride thanks to my car and i knew he needed to get to work and there's pretty much no food here, tho i s'pose i can heat up some mac n cheese noodes n eat them with tomato sause since i dont have milk n such to make mac n cheese

Lifes Fucked Up Twists And Turns
So life is strange, odd, off? Take your pick! Life doesn't always take the road you want to, but what can you do about it? Well....let me tell you what I do (just did).... First, get angry/upset that this is even happening to you. Second, cry, YES, CRY--why....I don't know..but it seems any time the heart is involved and it doesn't get what it wants, the tears just seem to flow! And let me tell you, if you were to look at me right now, you would know that my heart is broken (but hopefully fixable!) Third, your logic kicks in--I AM OK--YES, I CAN MAKE IT.....(when does this actually come back around?) Fourth, your face is no longer tear streaked, you can now manage to speak more than one word without your voice cracking--meaning there is a end in site. But you then remember...OMG! I really love this person, how can I be angry at them, because there is too much love there....then you think WHY did I shed so many tears over this BECAUSE this is what makes that other pe

Funny Must Comment On
Joe says to Mike, "My elbow hurts so bad. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer downat Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars . . . A lot cheaper than a doctor." So, Joe depositsa urine sample in a small jar and takes it to Wal-Mart.He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart" That evening, while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water, a stool sample from his dog, urine samples from his wife and daughter, and a sp

Heartbeat
Darling Dawn: The Spirit part of me understands about human taboos & unconditional Love gives US the right to choose the other each day … but the selfish Human part of me feels like this … ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ HEARTBEAT! Dreaming of Love I dreamed of YOU, dark to light to dark to light, dreaming of YOU it seemed I flew, dark to light to dark to light. Curving upward then swerving down, light to dark to light to dark, soothing, sensuous, swishing sound, light to dark to light to dark. Fooled by the notion of regular motion, wooed by the wind in my face, I laughed and cried to the same emotion, unable to see that I swung in place. Dark to light and back and forth, Love swinging a pendular course, dark to light to dark to light, I soared ‘thru life a fool in flight. Declaring Love I flew and dreamed, dark to light to dark to light, caring for you I flew it seemed, da

Bbrrr This Cold Weather Has Got To Go
DAMN DOES THIS COLD FRONT HAS TO GO. IT HAS BEEN IN THE MINUS HERE WHERE I LIVE. KIDS HAVENT GONE TO SCHOOL AND MY CAR IS FROZE UP WHICH REALLY SUCKS. THIS MORNING IT IS -8 WITH OUT WINDCHILL. WE WERE HAVING SUCH A GOOD WINTER HARDLY ANY SNOW AND IT WASNT TO BAD WITH BEING COLD IT WAS STAYING UP IN THE UPPER 20'S AND THIRTIES BUT NO IT HAD TO DROP. LOL WE HAVE BEEN SITTING AROUND WITH BLANKETS AND THE OVEN DOOR OPEN WITH THE OVEN ON AND IT STILL IS COLD IN HERE IT CAN'T KEEP UP. I IMAGINE PEOPLES HEATING BILL IS GOING TO BE OUTRAGEOUS. MINE IS INCLUDED IN THE RENT THANK GOD. WELL TIME TO GO BACK UNDER THE BLANKETS TO GET WARMED UP AGAIN LOL.

A Brief History Of Valentine's Day
A Gnostic Valentine Far more prominent historically than any of the Saint Valentines is Valentinius of Alexandria (c. 100 - c. 153). He was an influential Gnostic teacher and a candidate for Bishop of Rome in 143. In his teachings, the marriage bed assumed a central place in his version of Christian love, an emphasis sharply contrasting with the asceticism of mainstream Christianity. Stephan A. Hoeller assesses Valentinius on the subject: "In addition to baptism, anointing, eucharist, the initiation of priests and the rites of the dying, the Valentinian Gnosis mentions prominently two great and mysterious sacraments called 'redemption' (apolytrosis) and 'bridal chamber' respectively.". The Roman goddess Juno is often depicted as a severe beauty. The festival of Juno Februa was celebrated on February 13-14. February Fertility Festivals In Guerber's passage on the worship of Vali: "Vali is god of eternal light, as Vidar is of imperishable matter; and as beams of light were of

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the time going to faster it is always going like that in this world no one can stop any thing we have one life the day who is going we cant bring it back my cherries familly ,fan ,friends all my love for all of u did any one from all of u dream about any thing specail to come to his life to change it ..... if it happened try to follow it cause it will be anther life very beautiful u can see this world without any problems i try to fix some thing in my life and i think it is coming soon to be good i want every one there to know u are my familly here i love all of u u all have from me all the respect cause i didnt meet any one on this life like all of u .......... with my best wishes... trible_xxx-alfa-fox-99

Valentine's Day In Other Cultures
Thanks to a concentrated marketing effort, Valentine's Day has emerged in Japan and Korea as a day on which women, and less commonly men, give candy, chocolate or flowers to people they like. This has become an obligation for many women. Those who work in offices end up giving chocolates to all their male co-workers, sometimes at significant personal expense. This chocolate is known as giri-choko (義理チョコ), in Japan, from the words giri ("obligation) and choko, a common short version of chokorēto (チョコレート), meaning "chocolate". This contrasts with honmei-choko, which is given to a person someone loves or has a strong relationship with. Friends, especially girls, exchange chocolate that is referred to as tomo-choko (友チョコ); tomo means "friend" in Japanese. By a further marketing effort, a reciprocal day called White Day has emerged. On March 14, men are expected to return the fav

Who Are The Criminals
Who are the criminals, the citizens or the government? At the end of 2005, one in every thirty-two Americans were behind bars, on probation, or on parole. Have the citizens gone crazy or has the government become out of control? 2.2 million citizens were either in jail or prison! Think about it! 2.2 million people locked up! 2.2 million people losing their rights! Families losing a love one, families losing an income, and families thrown in crisis by the government. This is just in 2005! 49% of the population growth in federal prisons is due to drug charges. Peace loving citizens who may grow pot are locked up with murders, rapist and robbers. A grandpa who may have a little plot of plants growing is locked away longer than a bank robber. It doesn't matter that grandpa may be growing for medical reasons. He is growing, therefore by the government's standards he is a criminal. Let me give you an example: A friend of mine was a sleep in the back seat of someone else

Lupercalia - The True Origin Of St. Valentine's Day
Lupercalia is uniquely Roman, but even the Romans of the first century were at a loss to explain exactly which deity or deities were being exalted. It harkens back to the days when Rome was nothing more than a few shepherds living on a hill known as Palantine and was surrounded by wilderness teeming with wolves. Lupercus, protector of flocks against wolves, is a likely candidate; the word lupus is Latin for wolf, or perhaps Faunus, the god of agriculture and shepherds. Others suggest it was Rumina, the goddess whose temple stood near the fig tree under which the she-wolf suckled Romulus and Remus. There is no question about Lupercalia's importance. Records indicate that Mark Antony was master of the Luperci College of Priests. He chose the Lupercalia festival of the year 44BC as the proper time to offer the crown to Julius Caesar. According to legend, the story of Romulus and Remus begins with their grandfather Numitor, king of the ancient Italian city of Alba Longa. He was oust

Roses- The Meaning Of Each Color
Roses- The Meaning of Each Color Roses come in a wide range of colors. Each different color has a different meaning.It sends a silent, yet extremely important message from the sender to receiver. Make sure you are sending the right message when you select roses for someone, else he or she will get the wrong message! Red = Love, beauty, courage and respect White = Purity and innocence, silence or secrecy, also reverence and humility Pink = Appreciation,"Thank you", grace, perfect happiness, and admiration Dark Pink = Appreciation, gratitude Light Pink = Admiration, sympathy Yellow = Joy, gladness, friendship, delight, the promise of a new beginning Orange = Desire, and enthusiasm Red and White = Given together, these signify unity. Red Rosebud = A symbol of purity and loveliness White Rosebud = Symbolic of girlhood Thornless Rose = Signifies "Love at first sight"

About Valentine's Day
Valentine's Day is a celebration of love and lovers. The roots of Valentine's Day goes back to ancient times, when people paid honor to the Roman God of Fertility. This was known as the Feast of Lupercalia, and was celebrated even then on February 14th. The traditions of Valentine's Day are broad and many. It is a time to exchange cards or small gifts. Chocolates and jewelry are the big hits of this holiday as is romantic dinners. It is a romantic event for lovers and a fun event for kids and family. Many a couple become engaged or wed on this day. For others it is a day to fall in love. Did you know? While 75% of chocolate purchases are made by women all year long, during the days and minutes before Valentine's Day, 75% of the chocolate purchases are made by men. Over $1 billion of chocolate is purchased for Valentine's Day. Saint Valentine's Day Massacre During the "Roaring twenties(1920's)", mobs, crime and gangsters were at a height in many parts of the U.S. Alcohol w

Oh My!!!!!!!!
hands caressing lips parted rapture and joy in your endless teasing cut me and kiss me thrill me and kill me pain and pleaasure is what i seek soft and gentle hard and fast bodies entwined coupling so sweet biting, licking, kissing bodies struggling to be in control i know what you want i know what i want driven to madden heights shuddering, releasing and now just sleeping

Pink Ribbon Picture
I got an e mail today informing me that my pink ribbon logo I designed has been placed on a great site that offers free pink ribbon designs for use on websites. It's been around about ten years, so it's very much a honor to have mine included with the other great ones that are found there and continue to be able to help this wonderful charity in a small way :D http://www.carolsutton.net/pinkribbon.html

Random
Random Survey! When showering, do you start the water and then get in or get in and start the water? HEAT IT UP FIRSTDo you read the labels on your shampoo bottle?YESDo you moan in the shower like the people on the herbal essence commercial?NOT THAT I KNOW OFHave you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings?NOHave you ever brushed your teeth in the shower?YESHave you ever dropped your soap on your foot?YESHow old do you look?DUNNOHow old do you act?4What's the last song you sang?GALLERYHave you recently become a member of anything?YES BLOGGER.COM

The Chemist. Quote/ Poem
The chemist who can extract from his heart's elements, compassion, respect, longing, patience, regret, surprise, and forgiveness and compound them into one, can create that atom which is called love. KAHLIL GIBRAN

My List Of Guidelines ~~please Read
~~~PLEASE READ CAREFULLY~~~ MY LISTS OF "RULES" 1. I HAVE MAD LUV FOR EVERYONE THAT SHOWS ME LUV AND I WILL DO EVERYTHING I CAN TO GIVE IT BACK. 2. I HAVE A FINACE' THAT I LUV VERY MUCH, AND I HAVE A BEAUTIFUL HOME WITH HIM. YES, WE HAVE OUR ISSUES AT TIME BUT IT DOESN'T MEAN IM GOING TO DISRESPECT MYSELF FOR YOUR PLEASURE 3. IF YOU DIDNT UNDERSTAND #2... LET ME EXPLAIN - PLEASE TALK TO ME, GET TO KNOW ME... IM UP ALL HOURS OF THE NIGHT AND ILL KEEP U COMPANY NO MATTER WHAT UR GOIN THROUGH. - BUT DO NOT DISRESPCT ME OR MAKE ME UNCOMFORATBLE IN ANY WAY OR I WILL BLOCK U. - RATE AND COMMENT MY PRIVATE PICS, I LUV TO HEAR FEEDBACK AND LEMME KNOW WHAT U THINK, I MAY EVEN FLIRT WIT U, BUT DONT TALK ABOUT HOW UR BEATIN OFF TO MY SH*T, THATS UR OWN DAMN BUSINESS AND ITS CREEPY ! BOTTOM LINE I AM A WOMAN, I AM MORE THEN A ITALIAN PU**Y. I AM TO BE RESPECTED, AND RESPECTING ME IS KNOWING I HAVE A MAN IN MY BED AND I AM VERY MUCH IN LOVE ! I feel like i really had to get

Good Morning All, Happy Tuesday To Ya
How do? Good Morning and whippee-gee-willickers not real sure what that phrase means other then happy day. How’s the world responding to your needs today? Or better put how is the world treating you? Me you know ah so, so here. It’s cold so I am moving slow, slow. I just left out the L & W and chicken scratched it down as so, so. I best check the caffeine level of this mornings brew. Once again no school for the colomites today (Colomite is my term for a Coloma Comet, Mandy’s High School) due to the cold and the chance of Frostbite and Hypothermia and those two little gems are why the schools are closed in southwestern Michigan today. I also bet if I look in the mirror my hair would be standing on end. Can hair stand? If so then why is it always lying down on my head? And here is one, I have heard the saying bad hair day…does that really mean that someone’s hair did the unspeakable? So in essence when someone scares you so bad that your hair stands up on end, that actually could mean

Constant Dilemma
This was sent to my bulletins on myspace and I thought I would share it here because it is so damn true. Have you ever experienced getting out of a romantic relationship where you felt as though you were already at the end of your rope, but you were still determined to go on? Sadly, many people unconsciously give a negative answer to this question by denying themselves the right to be happy. While some people see finding someone to love as a "dream come true," others view it as their "worst nightmare." For the latter, falling in love is a constant dilemma that puts them in an emotional roller coaster. People who have loved and lost often become emotionally scarred. They may be haunted by disillusionment because of unrequited love, or they could be traumatized by pain from previous relationships. Their hearts pound with joy when they feel that new love has come along. They consider the possibility of loving and being loved again. Still, they are afraid to welcome the love that k

Need Help
hey everyone.. i have been having loads of trouble getting help for this contest.. i am way behind but catching.. if you could stop by and leave at least one comment i would be very grateful.. i will return the favor all you need to do is ask thanks in advance

Latest
The spiritually enlighten mind Passes through a world so blind Unwilling to see things as they are Refusing bridge the distance so far Blaming the poor for their fate Holding closed freedoms gate Allowing none to pass and live in peace Seeking rewards while others they fleece Misdirecting the public with a show Yet those now awake already know That this sham that passes for virtue Is only a secret to the sleeping few Awakenings come to all in their time Then the spirit evolves to the sublime Overcoming these earthly bounds Till one at a time the tone resounds Finally in time we stand as one all Joined as one at conclusions call Free of the madness consuming for naught Free of control and all that it brought Running free in every way that may be At peace with the universe through eternity By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Bad News For Me
It was a blow that will be shocking me for days to come. I\'m at work minding my own business and enjoying the fact that it was a slow Monday night and myself, Nicky and Courtney were just goofing off and yapping-then Shyna, my manager comes in and gives me news that I would have rather heard from a family member. It seems that my grandmother has cardiovascular disease and they found a spot on one of her lungs (a mass-is what the nurse actually said.) They are sending her for a biopsy of it this week because they are afraid it is cancer. Shayna drops that bomb on me as if I should not be affected, but she is expecting me to merely feel sorry for my Aunt Mary-because it\'s news about HER mother. I remind her sternly that she is also talking about MY grandmother and the very woman that raised me! I was silent for quite some time. I knew not what to say and feared bursting into tears if I said anything. I did my nightly chores and was friendly to my guests, but I know I seemed distant. Wo

What Eyes See...
i realize the pains i have caused. thorough such glorious acts of bitterness and anger. a new definition of sorrow shall arise. it will be nurtured in the minds of those who cross my path. when released upon themselves, it'll offer limitless dreams of pure rage and hatred. how does one avoid such treasures, you ask? tis simple. use the knowladge of the weak and feebel. the one's who have so hurriedly risen to power only to be taken and consumded by that same power. naa. that isn't the answer. but it is a guide of sorts. for one to honestly hone and weild this power you will have to be tested. for only those whom can withstand such a test shall be granted a truely wonderious gift. the gift that so shines brightly in the darkest of shadows. for it hides in the vail of contempt, with the pang of unbridadled lust. there is no potion that can be consumed to fight what is already in you. there are no magical drugs to cure this part of you. but i do offer you an idea. one oh s

Friends?
IF YOU ARE A REAL FRIEND..DID YOU READ MY PROFILE AND GET TO KNOW ME A LITTLE BEFORE YOU DECIDED TO ACCEPT ME AS FRIENDS...OR EVEN ASK ME TO BE FRIENDS? ON MY PROFILE ITS STATES THAT IM VERY BLUNT.YOU HAVE A QUESTION FOR ME,I WILL ANSWER IT THE BEST WAY POSSIBLE,I WILL NOT!! BEAT AROUND THE BUSH TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER.YOU WANT ME AS A FRIEND.KNOW THAT I WILL NEVER FUCKING LIE TO YOU.IF YOU ARE AFRAID OF THE TRUTH,THEN PLEASE DONT TALK TO ME..AND PLEASE REMOVE YOURSELF OFF OF MY FRIENDS LIST.IM A REAL FRIEND,JUST BECAUSE IM NOT THERE PHYSICALLY DOESNT MEAN IM NOT MENTALLY,I LISTEN TO ALL MY FRIENDS.I TALK TO ALL MY FRIENDS.I WILL NEVER FUCK A FRIEND OVER.AND IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT MY PROFILE HAS TO SAY...THEN HELL RATE IT A 1...I DONT CARE ONE LITTLE BIT,WHO IS IT HURTING? IF IT MAKES YOU FEEL LIKE THE BIGGER PERSON RATE ALL THE ONES IN THE WORLD....OK?

My Tortured Soul
My heart is like a swirling tidal wave crashing on a deslolate shore. The days past by in agony that seems never ending. Life keeps throwing obsticales in my path that make me wish for death all the more. It seems like the more I pass the more that do come, making it like a staircase winding. So to this life I will take your tests, and pass them with out fail. Still the heart that beats inside feels cold and unbeating. Maybe some day you will let me out of this invisible jail. Or maybe that is just a dream so fleeting.

Cant Be Saved
"I'm stuck in a coma, stuck in a never-ending sleep. And some day I will wake up and realize I gave up everything." I hear the song in my head a nights, asleep I feel reality sink in. I awake to be dreaming, dreaming away life never knowing things in life I had, I had gave up for nothing but selfishness. Questions with no anwsers linger in my head, finding that I know the anwsers to questions I dont know. I lay my head to rest once again, this time I dont think I'll ever awake between reality and finction I feel as if im always dreaming, so will I ever wake from this coma Im in... sorry peepz, right now im tired and I decided to make a new poem but I think it sucks!!! tell me honestly what u poeple think!!!!

Rock Star
I was thinking that if I had any musical talent and was in a band (but I dont so I am not, though you dont need talent to be a rap star, but I hate rap) what would I call the band. The band would have to be called "Magilla Rocks". The first album would be a collection of rocking covers of classic blues and soul tracks, similar to the tracks on the Blues Brothers and Committments. So then the album would have to be called ... Magilla Rocks Under The Covers

Finding My Meaning!
You know lately I have been taking a step back and watching the people around me. I have never realized how much I am taken for granted. To the people in my life that have been bringing me down I wish you all well in life. I need to move on. When reality catches up with you I am sorry for the pain that will be caused. When you cheat on your husband, lie to him and take his money, Kiss someone else's husband and lie to your friends you should own up to what you have done. Not make false accusations about others to take the blame off yourself. To the sometimes friends remember the times I have been here for you when you thought your world was crashing down around you and I was your shoulder to cry on but when I needed the same in return you were too busy to care. It's gonna be sad the day you need someone more than anything and no one is there. Here is my favorite part!! To my true friends that have been here with me and never backed down. I love you!! Thanx for your presents in my life

Grafitti
just a little something i wrote... Grafitti burried here among the living tearring voraciously at the earth that smothers the breath from your lungs the coffin of your monotony has drown your spirit photographs of memories speak a thousnad words of sadness the mutiny of your morals was the final nail a razor would ahve been faster and spared you years of torment torment brought upon yourself like a plague of demons concealed ny benevolence a trojan horse of pain which you sought to subdue with paint and needles your skin a metal-ridden canvas only temporary relief your money has provided the forfieture of your soul has left nothing but an empy carapus a decaying hedge you have grown around your heart your illusion of reclusiveness can be easily incinerated by someone that is selfless with time an anchient medical cure is now your cry for help a cry dissapated by your masochistic phychosis

Warm Fuzzies...
ok so i got that off my chest and feel much better now... hehehehehehehehe. So sending u all hugs and warm fuzzies cause i can... got my pent up anger at toyboy out of my system... Bloody boys... need a real man maybe...my oh my i can dribble on and on with shit... hehehehehe So if you are reading this entry send me some love to cheer me up.... remember i gave u warm fuzzies....

My Bad....
Sweet talker u know just what to say so why did u go and walk away why leave me bleeding and wanting more there is gonna be pain when i give u what for such sweet lies and promises whispered in my ear now anger and sorrow is my only comfort dear i will tear out your heart as u ripped out mine right from the start there was this matter of time where the sweetness you spoke was so easy to believe with my eyes closed shut i can open them and see your a liar and cheat and ill hurt you so bad u thought u had me beat but u only made me mad so beware when u cross this little black duck cause sure as hell u know ill kill u sick fuck.

Just Sitting At The House
Hey Everyone:) Its 4:33am and yes I am still awake. I just can't seem to go to sleep at nite I am always wide awake lol I know what it is its the computer that keeps me up its my addiction lol. It is freezing outside gosh I miss Summer. If anyone can snap their fingers and make it Summer here tomorrow I sure would appreciate it:) I haven't been up to much lately. This past weekend I went over to some of my friends house and played poker, shot pool, karaoked, went to Wally World, and then to the wonderful Waffel House. I had a blast though kicking everyones butt at poker hehehe witch is great for me considering I am just learing how to play. Well I hope that everyone is doing good. Drop me a line whenever you all are not busy:)

If This Was...
If the first thing you heard this morning when you woke up was that this is your last day. What would you do? Would you be scared? Would you embrace your time left? Would you make ends with your enemies? Would you hold the ones you love? Would you feel regret in life? Would you be satisfied with your achievements in your life? Would you want to spend you last moments alone? Would you want to spend it with that special someone or family? Would you tell that special person in your life that you love them, cause you was to afraid to tell them before? You begin to think about questions you can ask your self if this situation was placed before you. Life is what you make of it. So live day by day and make the most of it. Live each day like it was your last. You never know when your time is up. Do not be afraid to speak your mind at all cost. Do not hold back or you will miss out on things that could be the greatest thing that has ever happened. Don't be afraid to take those risk. Look fo

It's Eternal
It's Eternal by BlueWolf It's not the things you say to me that make me love you so much. If you never spoke another word, I would hear you through your touch. It's not the things you give to me that sets your soul apart. If I never saw another dime, I would still be rich in heart. It's not in the way you touch me when embraced in a lovers dance. If the song in your heart stops playing, we'll sing to the tune of romance. It's knowing you'll always be there, you're my once in a lifetime friend. And knowing that you still love me with a love that has no end. It's knowing in my final hour that your love will carry me through, as I drift into eternity, where I'll patiently wait for you........

New Life
destined for something greater. thats what i felt today. i talked to a couple of friends and realized that everyone feels like there destined for something important, at least once in a while. so the question is what can i do that someone else can't. i guess i am about to find out, or die trying. oh yeah, i like beer.

Heart Breaking
she cries to go home with her mommy so does baby brother soso sad only to know you cant stop the heart ache of there pain because someone falsely lied and took that right away them sad little tears and missing there sweet face and smile so much you cry everyday and it hurets so bad inside and to think of the pain they are going through only to not beable to fix it in time is all you can say only able to wipe there tears away and hope theyll be ok as they walk out the door til the next 1 and only time in a week you have a hour with them feeling so lost and so mad and all you can do is whats best for them so they can come back and to hold them just one more tijme as they sleep and to go fun outtings a such as we do it is so so hard thyats why this is so heart breaking because i cant fix it right now and it is so hard

Dreams
Have you thought how big your dreams are, or once were? I see very often that most people especially when they are young will have huge dreams and visions of how they want their lives to turn out. Thats great I'm a dreamer and I would never change that I always encourage those around me to dream as well! Most people have dreams and goals that are larger than their income, but rather than expanding their incomes to match their dreams what do most people do? They will shrink their dreams and goals to match their income. Its sad but it happens all the time and the reason it happens is because people get into the 'job mentality' Now I'm not saying that there is anything wrong with going to school and getting a good job. In fact most of you on here probably have done that and I commend that! But if you look at society today it doesn't work anymore to do the traditional, go to school, go to college, get a degree and get a good career. If you look at the way things are A students bec

My Dog/my Soulmate.
I love my dog. She never judges me. She never tells me that I talk too much. She never makes me feel as if I'm not good enough. She always gives me kisses when I ask for them. When I've had a bad day, she's always there to make me feel better. When I've had a good day, she's always there to share it with me. When I feel alone, she's always there to snuggle me. She always greets me with a smile. She never asks for more than I can give, yet she commands my undivided attention. She loves me unconditionally. If my dog were a man...she'd be perfect for me.

2 Dreams,,,,,,
Two dreams I have, one to have a family of my own and to be President of these United States. One my seem simpler then the other, can you guess which? To me both are very far from me. I feed my brain with knowledge everyday to better myself for my goal to be President. Can a nobody from the midwest become President? I have no family ties to goverment and no real time to big money. So you can say I have a ways to go. But my goal to be a father and a husband seem further away then that. I have not been on a date per-say in years. I have not had a grlfriend in many more years. My longest relationship I believe was less then a year long, maybe 10 months. And that was when I was 19, I am 31 now. So which if any of these dreams will come true? If i was a betting man, I'd put money on me Being President, before I become a husband and father. President Lincicum

In Awe.
Sometimes I'm amazed by the human ability to just throw caution to the wind and do something that goes completely against everything they are supposed to stand for. Hypocrisy should be punishable by death. What's the point in living if you can't even hold true to your principles?

Stangzine Is Up And Running
Well I know, I've been MIA Again, but this time it's for a great reason. I've started my own online magazine...yay that!! So drop in, sign up for the mailing list and I'll see you here and there too! Just click the pic to see it, I just finished it.

Hi
Hey there just wanted to take some time and say hi and thank everyone who has visited my site. I am sitting here at work tonight waiting on 8 oclock to roll around. thank god i have my love to talk to and keep me company or id probably go crazy. i am going to go see her this week i am so excited it hasnt been that long since we spent time together but it seems like forever. she lives in canada so i am in for a shock when it comes to the weather lol but she is worth it and i wouldnt do it for anyone but her. i know this is not gonna be too exciting to most people that read it but oh well im almost done lol. well everyone yall take care and have a goodnight and where ever you are be safe. take care

How Are You Doing Tonight??
Hey everyone! How are you all doing tonight? Hope you had a good weekend! I wanted to send some greetings in a quick bullitin to everyone on my family, friends, and fans lists. You are all way sweet to me!! Please Repost, for I want to say hi and invite new cherries to my page for some new friends to talk to! if your not any of these.. feel free to stop by, fan me and friend me! (and if you are, please check and make sure you have rated/fanned me please! I will return the favor!) XOXOXOXOXOXO Seana

He's My Man
They always tell me you can do so much better You say that he's wrong You say that he's no good Leave him alone Cuz he's gonna hurt you But what they don't know is how he makes me feel You say that he creeps Always running the streets He's playing the game And he'll never love me You say that he's fake But why does it feel so real No matter what you say I ain't goin no where No matter what you think I'ma always be there The love that we share it lives inside of me No matter what you hear-ing, its all in the past No matter what you feel-ing his love is gon last The heart of his soul it breathes inside of me He's my man He makes me feel so special My man He makes me feel so precious My man He makes me feel wonderful My man With him I'm so comfotable My man He's thuged out but he's my man You say you don't trust him Becuz he's been locked up You say he in trouble Cuz he out in a strip club But you were youn

Are You Crank Enough ?
Are You CRANK Enough!! (My Review on The Movie Crank) An amazing love story...Attractive Well groomed British actors and their perfect bodies female counterparts..a logical storyline with clean humor made for the entire family... all this and more can be found in some pussy movie that isn't crank.... If your a male (or even a female with some resemblance of testicles) than you should definetly pick up this fucking classic of a movie... It falls in line with such greats as Scarface, The Boondock Saints, Pulp Fiction, Sin City, and other movies with a bad ass pimp named Burt Reynolds.. Crank is grab your dick and make sure its tucked away nicely cause the manliness of this movie might cause it to explode form your pants. (hell i went through 4 pairs of pants myself through this movie.... I recommend something with an elastic band... or just watch the movie completely naked with a raging hard with a hamburger on the end of it and a beer in your hand, to make you feel like a

Gotta Leave Gotta Move On
When I first met you, you told me exactly how it would be You had a lady and couldn't spend all your time with me I only wanted to kick it, so I said 'cool, you can keep her' Long as you satisfy me But as the weeks went by I, I started feelin' strange Somethin' was deep in my heart, somethin' I can't explain I think I'm fallin' in love with you boy I'm needing you so much, I'm cryin' just to feel your touch I gotta leave you I didn't want no man I didn't wanna fall in love, and I didn't care about your girl I didn't care how we would end up But that was then, this is now I think I'm experiencing love I don't wanna wreck up your home That's why I'm convinced, I gotta go When I first met you, you told me exactly how it would be You had a lady and couldn't spend all your time with me I only wanted to kick it, so I said 'cool, you can keep her' Long as you satisfy me But as the weeks went by I, I started feelin' strange Somethin' was deep in my heart, somethin' I

The Fear
The Fear of losing you... each day i fear u to say i not true i love someone else then each day i feel bad till u arrive my past haunts me taunts me but dear i know u would never hurt me but things happen if they were suppost to happen i know when i look in to your eyes its true you do love me but things u say and do blind me or do they show me what i can not see. well dear this means i love you but don't hurt me my heart belongs to you take good care of it charish it as i would yours i love you but my past haunts me help me learn to leave the past behind and open new doors to the better things in life

The Ultimate Hockey Game: Starring: Islam, The Sword Of The Prophet And The West As The Puck.
Thinking about it makes my head hurt. But I have to write this down so that my conscience can be clear, and so that I don't start screaming. Actually, primal scream therapy is starting to look pretty good after my monthly review of the "news". An essay of this kind is not really a venue for problem solving. Instead, it's simply a bird's eye view of the thoughts that motivate the Author and it's not in any way intended as a thorough treatment of the subject. That would mean a complete manuscript devoted to the problem, and I'm not sure I want to commit to that. As a girl, living in Iran gave me a somewhat unique take on all this. While many of my friends are "pro-Israeli", they are also at the same time in favour of the policy of appeasement in the war zone we call Iraq, and of the Islamic world in general. Post 9-11 Americans, are torn between their love of democracy and their willingness to dialogue, and just what to do about those pesky terrorists. The problem is

To All The Cherries
I am not a good writer like my friend Rayne , but I did want to write in case anyone reads this . Thanks to everyone on here that has opened me with open arms , to those true friends, who talk to you more than just for ratings this is for you.. Thank you very much , if you ever need anything , a good friend, someone to talk to, someone to listen , someone to laugh with I am here for you.

Oh Yeaher.
tommorrow. the queers. chicago. at the note. just got my ticket. kinda pisses me off...okey, REALLY pisses me off. but fuckin a. these shows are like no other. and im goin by myself. LOVELY. simply. lovely.

Lost Little Penis
I need your help, you see I have a little problem. last night my penis just got up and left me. when I got up this morning there was a note from saying how I mistreated him and he was going to pack up his balls and leave. I dont know where he would have gone, he has never been out on his own before and I dont think he knows what the world could do to the little guy. I am worried sick for the little guy so if any of you are driving down the road or out for a walk and happen to see a penis with a couple of balls reach me right away and I will come get him. he may be hungry and tired but keep your distace I dont know what he is capable of when scared and alone. Thank you all for your help I really appreciate it!

For You
When I Look Into The Sky My Mind Is Gone And I Don't Know What Else To Do I Try To Block The Stress That Caused This Mess But A Cuddy Still Feeling Blue Been Throught Alot My Mind Is Gone Stay Fresh All Day There's No Time To Play Work All Day And Hustle At Night I Still Think About All Those Fights Tried To Work It Out But Wasn't Feeling It But Then i Looked Up At Sky And Wondered Why All The Things I Put You Through Can't Compare To The Feelings That I Still Got For You When I Can't Be With You I Think Of You Your The One And Only Key To My Heart I Thought Nothing Could Tears Us Apart Still Feeling Down No But I Still Think Of What Could Have Been There's No Time To Waste If You Feel Me In..........

This Can Change Your Life
The title is simple, but its powerful and weather or not you understand this, this is real and happening. E-commerce has hit 15% market penetration, The slides that you will see on this seminar can't even keep up with how fast the internet is moving. Check out the webinar (online seminar) that explains this phenomenon and the power of the internet. Its only 10 minutes long but the information is powerful and life changing, depending on how you look at it. https://www.gotomeeting.com/register/245011761 Thanks - Ransom

Titanic
Titanic, What Really Happened that Fateful Night? by Dr.Turi Titanic Dragon PLANET, POSITION, (HOUSE), DIGNITIES Sun, 24Ari39, (1), Personality Born to be # 1, exalted Moon, 24Pis33, (12), Deception Doomed at sea Mercury, 25Ari32, (1), Competitive Judgmental error, retrograde Venus, 02Ari56, (1), Pride Egocentric, detriment Mars, 05Can12, (4), Danger and accident on board of the ship, fall Jupiter, 15Sag07, (9), Traveling publicity, dignity Saturn, 19Tau47, (2), Financial disaster Uranus, 03Aqu14, (11), Shocking surprise, dignity Neptune, 21Can02, (4), Religious ceremony, exalted Pluto, 27Gem10, (3), Death in traveling Dragon's Head: Aries - Titanic Personality and Fate: The great liner was the biggest and most expansive build to date and was to be number one in the world. Aries is ruled by Mars (Lord of danger) and Mars rules engineering, steel, speed, competitiveness and fire. Dragon's Tail: Libra - Titanic Karma: The sign of Lib

Lost Part One
LOST After a day of backpacking through the blue mountains you decide to head home a little after sunset. On a lone dark road winding thru the woods trying to find a major road, the check engine light comes on forcing you to pull over. A sigh of disbelief escapes your lips wondering what else can go wrong, as you come to a dead stop smoke bellows from underneath the hood. You lay your head against the steering wheel in a sigh of frustration, you pull your cell phone from your purse to attempt to call for help, but you so far out in the woods there is no signal. As a wave of despair washes over you curse a loud, as you sit there for a few moments looking in both directions and no sign of any passing cars the darkness seems to creep up all around you enveloping you. You scan there area looking for some sign of life a house to make call from would be nice you say to yourself, then off in the distance you see a light, you head out to see if hopefully you can reach the source and cal

If I Take My Heart Back
If I take my heart back, how would you feel? If I released you back into the world, what would you do? If I said, "I cannot any more.", would you be sad? If I admitted fear, would you relieve me? If I felt I will lose you, would you even care? If I lost you, would you come back? I feel as if I'm going to lose a battle against something I cannot control. It's as if I am working towards nothing. At the end of it all, I shall be the one to cry, as I have tonight. My pain will become me and I will become my pain. At the end of the day, I will have lost. And, there's nothing I can do about it.

My Broken Heart
I wrote this, i think about, 2 years ago... ish.... before lexi... before the lexi drama.... i will discuss that in a moment.... this is the letter i wrote to lindon, in like, mid 05? myabe earlier ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Lindon~ Although you'll never read this letter, I needed to get this out. And one day may give you the web address so you can read it. In March of 2000, when I walked into Newkirk Highschool, wearing my black plastic leather pants, marilyn manson shirt, my dog collar, and my black make-up, you would seem to the last person in this world I would have fallen in love with. You were so quite, shy sort of, but in this insanely sexy way. You seemed, normal. You were really goofy, and made me laugh. And while trying to hide it, I realized I could just stare into your eyes for the rest of my life. You can tell a lot by a person's eyes. Yours were very kind. I knew what kind of person you were before I ever got to know you. After we s

Aqua Teen Hunger Force Attacks
this is what pisses me off people dont realize the diffrence between a promotional stunt and a act of terroism its a damn cartoon charater on a light bright not some muslim on a camel or in a plane with a bomb get real people WOW its the attack of the moonanites

Seek Not My Heart
Seek Not My Heart by Kit McCallum Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

Not The Bar!
curled up in my comfy recliner and wandering aimlessly through the world of the internet.... i took a nap... it was so nice ... then my wonderful nap was disturbed... wilum was banging on the front door.. .woke my hubby up from his nap to prepare for work tonight... "the bar is on fire" to which my hubby replied (half asleep i might add) "thats nice ill take care of it when i go to work tonight" lol... my hubby crawled back in bed and i walked in to find out what was going on.... He gave me the message and told me to wake him at 9... though i was thinking in my head... wait... ur bar is on fire ... how are you gonna work tonight..??? The on-duty bartender called and asked him to come over.... we went over.... fire trucks were lined up around the block and we had to figure out what was going on... made phone calls to the owners and bartenders to let them know what was up......... FUCKIN CRAZY! luckily, there was no real damage to the ba

A Firefighter's Life
I just got this from a friend and decided to repost it as my first blog. SO READ IT! You stay up for 16 hours He's been for 48 straight _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. The rain in the middle of the interstate keeps him awake as he uses the jaws to cut a family out of a car. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He's chilled to the bone, hasn't eaten all day, has the flu, and then runs into a burning building __________________________ You drink your coffee on your way to the mall. He pumps on a five year olds chest on the way to the hospital. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He makes sure the pass device on his air pack is working. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He watches his buddy fall through four floors of a burning building. __________________________ You walk down

Witch One Are You
A Native American grandfather was talking to his grandson about how he felt .He said "I feel as if i have two wolves fighting in my heart .One wolf is the vengeful ,violent one and the other one is the loving compassionate one" .The grandson asked him " Witch one will win the fight in your heart?"The grandfather answered " the one I feed " BlackHawk

If I Was Your Boy Friend
1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.) How many times a day would you just want to hold me? 3.) Would you take me places? 4.) Would you love me? idk where number five is . 6.) Would you take me anywhere special? 7.) If I was sick what would you do? and idk where number eight is . 9.) If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 10.) Would you think about the past? 11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? 14.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? 15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.) If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? 17.) Would you give me your myspace password? 18.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? 19.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? 20.) How good do i look from 1-10? 21.) How do you feel about me? 22.) Whats my best physica

Survey Says..
9 lasts: Last dollar spent: Conflict: Vietnam for PS2 Last cigarette: never Last beverage: Mt Dew Last movie: Jeckyl + Hyde Last phone call: Anna Last song played: blink-182 - Miss You Last bubble bath: ages Last time you cried: the other night, got thinking about a lot of things Last thing you ate: tacos 8 have you evers. Have you ever dated a best friend: yes Have you ever skinny dipped: no Have you ever kissed somebody and regretted it: no Have you ever lost someone you loved: my grandmother when i was like 4 or 5 Have you ever been dumped: Yes. twice Have you ever been drunk and threw up: nope Have you ever ran away: no Have you ever wanted someone u thought u couldnt have then found out they liked you: Yes. 7 states you've been to. Illinois, Missouri, Colorado, Washington, Oregon, Kentucky, Indiana. 6 things you've done today: (in no particular order...) talked to Anna, went to work, came home, went to wal-mart, went to Movie Gallery, came home

Angry Cyber Fools/preditor
Cherry tap and other venues like this is a way to meet people with common interest. Every one you meet are not going to like the same things you do. Which should be fine because we are all different. Yet for some that is not an easy task because rejection tears them down. It could be thier up bringing,maybe they were abused as children, or quite possibly they have low self esteem and self worth. IF you choose to do the cyber sex thing I say go for it but don't bark at us that don't. below is a real conversation Big Daddy: bye hoe ->Big Daddy: go away perv Big Daddy: watever bitch get out my box ->Big Daddy: get out my box perv I did not ask you to send me no messages Big Daddy: well leave ->Big Daddy: because thats not something I do Big Daddy: why not ->Big Daddy: really well I cna't help U with that Big Daddy: same here and very horny ->Big Daddy: nothing much ->Big Daddy: hello Big Daddy: wats up cutie ->Big Daddy: hi Big Daddy: hi Now tell me is this

Y?
y tell me u like me when ur only out 2 hurt me? y act like u care when u couldnt give a damn at all? y pretend like everything is ok when it really never was? y wanna b my friend when ud rather hate me instead? y not just b real wit it? y not save us all some time? y even bother 2 pretend like things are ok? y fix something that cant b? y bother 2 even wonder.... Y?

Story No.3
okies, here is yet another story, a little longer and tbc..lol Enjoy, ~Sticky~ She stood at the stove, watching the water start to boil for the pasta, she had been planning this dinner all day and wanted it to be perfect for when he got home. Pasta, steak, salad, red wine, the whole 9 yards tonight. She perked up when she heard the door slam in the living room, she looked back and wondered why he's home early. She shrugs and turns back to the stove to keep an eye on her water. Suddenly she catches a scent in the air, his cologne fills the room as he enters and slowly moves up behind her. She chuckles lightly as she starts to turn to greet him. She suddenly find herself pinned to the counter as he moves close to her, his chest pressing up against her back, his mouth moving to the back of her neck. He bows her head forward as his tongue moves over her skin, licking and kissing at it, her hands reach back and caress his thighs and moves forward, finding his already hard cock. She sta

To Those It May Consern And Nsfw
dont ask to be added to my family so you can see my secret NSFW album. if i want you in my family i will fucking put you there. i am not on here to parade my naked ass for poor horny lonely men that cant find a date in the real world. i am on here to have fun and make new friends. and i am certainly not here to play amiture porn over web cam for your entertainment. just because i get payed to talk dirty over the phone, dont assume i am going to do it to you for free. if you dont want to have a least one real convo with me you should delete me now cus sooner or later i will delete you. i dont want your drama or your disrespect and chanses are good that i dont want your dick or your filthy mouth. i have absolutly no problem getting layed here in real life and to be completly honest creepy internet stalkers just dont do it for me... so in conclusion if you come at me with something along the lines of "hey baby wanna cam?" or "hey what cha got in that family album? can i see? add me add me

Hey Everyone
Hey everyone i thought i would finally get back on here and update everyone. Lets see well i havent been feeling good lately my back is hurting alot worse as the pregnancy progresses and its getting harder and harder for me to be able to do alot of stuff now by myself but what can i do right. my faimly is in Indiana and my friends work all day so really i dont have nayone out here but its cool. My little sister is having sugery on her shoulder she is having a metal plate put in due to a softball injury that went unnoticed so im worried about that. My due date is May 22nd but i am hoping she come in April my first one was early so i hope she follows. I am hoping to move out of the house i am in right now and move into a bigger house at the beginig of March but we will see. I\'ve also been sick lately with the weather changing and everything so it really sucks but thats the update im still alive and kicking not doing as good as i should be but hey that comes with being pregnant and havi

Girls U Gonna Love This One
2007 version of I WILL SURVIVE SING IT GIRLS!!! At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, That I grew strong, And I knew that I could take you on.... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French Fry! I should have known that it was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dream Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those jeans! Go on now - go, ! Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a brat to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, with a handful of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self control not to laugh out loud, When I saw

If You Could Hold A Conversation With The Big Man On Campus....?
If you could sit with Baby J over a couple cups of coffee (or mugs of beer) for an hour and talk with him, what serious questions would you ask him? What would you want to talk about?

My Boring Day
Well, today was alright. I have been pretty busy, as always. Had some fun with the kids, got my homework done, and went to school. Tonight we had another "field trip". We went to the juveile detention center. It was pretty darn cool. These classes I am takin are really awesome. Each time I go to class i learn something new. I dunno, i feel like I could talk for hours about my little class... its amazing. I feel like, for once in my life, I am actually accomplishing something. I love my classes... I love going to school, although getting home at 10pm really does suck, A LOT. But, it's still a lot of fun!! Hmmm, what else to talk about...w ell, I get 3k on wednesday... cool cool... other than that, nothing i can think of to talk about....so i'll update as needed...

2012 - Parallels Across The Globe
There are striking parallels between a diversity of cultures relating to 2012 and there are many world views available to us. Emissaries from manydifferent traditions will speak about the beliefs & prophesies of their culture.Hopi Predict a 25yr period of purification followed by End of Fourth World and beginning of the Fifth.Mayans Call it the 'end days' or the end of time as we know it.Maoris Say that as the veils dissolve there will be a merging of the physical & spiritual worlds.Zulu Believe that the whole world will be turned upside down.Hindus Kali Yuga (end time of man). The Coming of Kalki & critical mass of Enlightened Ones.Incas Call it the 'Age of Meeting Ourselves Again'.Aztec Call this the Time of the Sixth Sun. A time of transformation. Creation of new race.Dogon Say that the spaceship of the visitors, the Nommo, will return in the form of a blue starPueblo Acknowledge it'll be the emergence into the Fifth WorldCherokee Their ancient calendar ends exactly at

Whirl Genie (no Answer)
Ring Ring Brring No give up I am not coming to the phone Ring Ring Brring Sorry not today Ring Ring You are wasting your time Brrriiing! The silence preceeding the beginning of my own voice playing is a most welcome repreive from the violent and monotonous pulsations of my God-awful ringing machine Congratulations you have succeded in contacting my answering machine Well salutations but it does not want to hear from you Not any more than I do Nope it is true Not today I ran out of my timeless patience for pointedly to the point questions I will not answer to your silliness You see yesterday I was intercepted by a genie And he contemplated my revulsion at questions no less He and I are on the same plane He too is accosted by complicated inquiries So we toasted to your ignorance alas perhaps one too many times Consequently I am hugged by a cloud Only it wasn't lovely it was suffocating But no more! For the wind blew T

Dark
I'm swimming all alone in a pool of darkness and I feel like darkness is slowly pulling me under I yell for help but no one is there to hear it I begin to see the water at eye level and I kick and flail fighting to stay above the darkness But the darkness won't let go of its hold on me and I slowly begin to give in to the feeling that lies below the water line the waters starts to fill my lungs the lungs that once held so much life yet now they allow the murky water to replace that I know that this path doesn't lead to happiness But why doesn't someone grab my hand pull me from darkness's grasp? because no one knows I stand at the boundary the boundary between light and dark so I give in to the thing that holds me All of the strength and all of the courage that I once held in my heart can't save me from the water So I slowly slip below the world of conscientiousness undetected by the occupants of that world I don't want to fight anymore I've given into darkness

Korn-here To Stay
This time, taking it away I've got a problem With me getting in the way Not by design So I take my face and bash it into a mirror I won't have to see the pain (bleed, bleed) This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again The hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh I cannot grieve anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've taken everything And oh I cannot give anymore My mind's done with this Okay, I've got a question Can I throw it all away? Take back what's mine So I take my time, guiding the blade down the line Each cut closer to the vein (vein, vein) This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating Anticipating all the fucked up feelings again The hurt inside is fading This shit's gone way too far All this time I've been waiting Oh I cannot grieve anymore For what's inside awaking I'm not, I'm not a whore You've take

~~the Clintons~~
Labrador Hillary Clinton called Bill into her office one day and said, "Bill, I have a great idea! I know how we can win back middle America and secure my presidential victory in 2008". "Great, but how so you propose we go about that?", asked Bill. "Well", Hillary responds, "We'll go down to a local Wal-Mart, get some cheezy clothes and shoes like most middle Americans wear and then we'll stop at the pound and pick up a Labrador. When we look the part we'll go to a nice old country bar in Iowa and we'll show them that we really enjoy the countryside and show admiration and respect for the hard working people living there." A few days later, all decked out and with the requisite Labrador at heel, they set off from New York in a westerly direction. Eventually they arrived at just the place they were looking for. With dog in tow they walk into the bar. They step up to the bar and the bartender takes a step back and says, "Aren't you Bill and Hillary

...now With Pooping Action!
http://buncheness.blogspot.com/2006/09/talkin-shit-with-barbie.html Holy hell. The most disturbing thing is that you put the dog crap BACK INTO HIS MOUTH. Yes, kids, when Fluffy does his bidness, shove it back in his mouth! >< If anyone can find the commercial for this, I so want to see it. *found it http://barbie.everythinggirl.com/activities/btv/as_seen_on_tv/ click on "tanner" box.* They look like fuckin Tic Tacs ewww!

New Info And Changes Made (february 5th 2007)
THE KLUB HOUSEKLUB CITY JAMZKICK ASS INTERNET RADIONEW MUSIC ADDEDOVER 400 NEW JAMZNEW AND CURRENTNEW JAMZ FROM THESE CATIGORYSURBAN RAP ROCK MAINSTREAM RYTHEM DANCENEW STATION ID ENHANCEMENTS ALSO ADDEDDONT FORGET THE THREE GALLRY WEBSITESADULT This gallery is for adults only male and or females that wish to post any and all hot and sexy pics of themselfs!!! This is a nude and non nude gallery and was created upon request from manny that wanted a place to post sexy pics and have a much better gallery set up that what they have right now!!! This gallery is able to create gallerys inside gallerys as well as adding keywords to make it searchable via the net!!! T have your gallery youl need to register!!! Do not register if you are not going to add pic or have a gallery of your own!!!TEEN This gallery is for teens only male and or females that wish to post any and all hot and sexy pics of themselfs!!! This is a non nude gallery and was created up

So I Bought Stuff
Yep, went to the Mens Warehouse with intentions of getting only a suit and some casual stuff. Figured 500 bucks. So 1200 dollars later i can say, damn im gonna look good lol. Discovered the new mach 3 power razor. Omg I love it, guys its worth the 10 dollar for it. Man makes shaving so easy and so much closer then before. Spent 400 on grocerys as well, and another 100 on some stuff for my girls. It was all in all a expensive but fun day!!!!

Valentines Game!
Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... n be honest!!!! [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] No, I dont like you like that [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. ;) I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be ________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly! Do you think im a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do

A Bit New .. =)
So I am new here and this seems like a lot of fun. One of my Lj community members told me about it so thanks to him I'm here. My name really is Nena, I'm a student and I have a full time job. I do cam shows sometimes on yahoo username turtoform. I haven't in awhile so maybe soon I will. FAQ Why do you post photos? I like it =) -Nena

Andrew W.k.-never Let Down
Never wanna break your heart Never wanna make you cry Never wanna give up and die Even if you can't stand up Even if you lose your life I'm a friend by your side You're never gonna be alone You can never let down Never let down You can never let down Never let down Never wanna make mistakes Never wanna do no wrong Never have a place to belong And I'm never gonna leave you out If you ever lose your way Not alone or betrayed I'm always gonna be around You can never let down Never let down You're doing alright You're doing ok Just follow your heart And don't run away You can never let down You're doing alright You're doing ok Just follow your heart And don't run away You can never let down You're doing alright You're doing ok Just follow your heart And don't run away Never wanna break your heart ---------------- Andrew W.K. Music VideosMusic Video Codes by VideoCure I would have the courage to fight Satan at the gates of Hell

On A Night Breeze
I wish I could say that I wrote this poem because it truly is beautiful but I can't.I hope you like it! On a Night Breeze Softly whispered words of love Float gently on a night breeze 'Cross the many distant miles Over meadows, streams and trees. Floating 'cross the open land 'Neath night skies crystal clear Searching for your listening heart For you alone to hear. Soft and warm goodnight kisses Blown gently into the night Float languidly through starlit skies Until at last they light. They swirl about your slumbering head They caress your sleeping face Sent to you in sweet dreams Gentle kisses 'cross time and space. Night skies filled with words of love And kisses that fall like the dew Are sent across many distant miles Every twilight from my lips to you. by Allison Chambers Coxsey 2002

Pregnancy And Infant Loss
After seeing Innocentprncss's profile and her support of pregnancy and infant loss I am a survivor and supporter of this so like her I added a guestbook to my page for those who have suffered a loss or those who support those who have to add themselves. If this pertains to you or someone you know, please stop by and add yourself. Those who are grieving need to know others do care. And while we watch beautiful Kimmy grow and anticipate her delivery with joy and love for them in our hearts, feel for those who were ripped apart by sudden loss of life so new. Thanks to Kimmy and any other moms-to-be on CT for sharing her pregnancy and joy and beauty with us all! I have suffered two losses and have 3 grown children for which I feel very blessed, but I will never forget. Thanks to Innocentprncss for caring and sharing on this wonderful forum and for the guestbook idea for this, and all you do for this cause. Thanks for your time.

Sexy Acceonym
- Terry King's Sexy Acronym - Tis for...TantalizingEis for...EroticRis for...RacyRis for...RisqueYis for...Yummy is for...Kis for...KeenIis for...IrresistibleNis for...NakedGis for...Gyrating The Sexy Acronym Generator at QuizUniverse.com

Are You Fucking Kidding Me?
For ONLY $100? Am I reading this Happy Hour thing right? There is no reason to give anyone $100 for one hour of cherrytap fame. You know how long it takes me to make $100? At least 15 hours. You have to be out of your mind.

Sunday
So, the girl I referred to earlier on this space, I met her on Sunday. Sometimes, pictures are not accurate. She was much cuter than I expected. She was very cool, but shy at first. She kept fiddling with a newspaper at first. Later on, when we scoured through Westport, she opened up and showed her personality, which I liked. We hung out for over 3 hours, which is long for a first date/hangout. Maybe my cold heart is thawing, but I hope it's not the last time we hang out.

Where Should Be
In 1951 (the year you were born) Harry Truman is president of the US Julius Rosenberg and his wife Ethel are found guilty of conspiracy to commit wartime espionage President Truman removes General Douglas MacArthur from his command in Korea from making unauthorized policy statements Inauguration of transcontinental television with President Truman's address at the Japanese Peace Treaty Conference Scientists develop UNIVAC I, the first mass produced computer Rush Limbaugh, Tommy Hilfiger, and Orson Scott Card are born he Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger is published Disc jockey Alan Freed uses the term rock and roll to describe R&B, in an effort to introduce the music to a broader white audience New York Yankees win the World Series Los Angeles Rams win the NFL championship Toronto Maple Leafs win the Stanley Cup I Love Lucy debuts What Happened the Year You Were Born?

Need Some Lovin'..
...have had a rough time of it lately. About a month ago, I was in a car accident, and yesterday I broke a front tooth. I went in today to get it fixed, and ended up having a root canal on the same tooth, and another cavity fixed :( Any love you can toss my way, I will return it I promise! Love you all XOXOXO Seana

Coming To A Stage Near You, Morality Check Will Rock You.
Coming to a stage near you, Morality Check will rock you. With The Thunder like rhythm section of drummer Gomez, and bassist Bum, to the duel guitar attack of JC, and Wesley Pipes, to the textured keyboards (and sometimes guitar playing) provided by Ron George. Then there are the vocals, provided by the voice of Corey James. Cory is one of the most original vocalist this area has seen in a while. His haunting vocals will stick to your soul long after the live set is done. With a new album due in a Couple of month's, and one of the most lively live shows in the area. Morality Check is a force to be reckoned with.

Wat Hapened Yar U Born
In 1951 (the year you were born) Harry Truman is president of the US Julius Rosenberg and his wife Ethel are found guilty of conspiracy to commit wartime espionage President Truman removes General Douglas MacArthur from his command in Korea from making unauthorized policy statements Inauguration of transcontinental television with President Truman's address at the Japanese Peace Treaty Conference Scientists develop UNIVAC I, the first mass produced computer Rush Limbaugh, Tommy Hilfiger, and Orson Scott Card are born he Catcher in the Rye by J.D. Salinger is published Disc jockey Alan Freed uses the term rock and roll to describe R&B, in an effort to introduce the music to a broader white audience New York Yankees win the World Series Los Angeles Rams win the NFL championship Toronto Maple Leafs win the Stanley Cup I Love Lucy debuts What Happened the Year You Were Born?

Ok I Am Having A New Contest. Want A 7 Day Cherry Blast And A Platinum Cherry ???
ok holding my first annual sign and cherry blast contest. the rules are this. ok the person who makes the best sign pic, saluting all your cherrytap peeps and show them all why your friends here at tap are the best. and you can email the pic of you or i can rip it from your gallery and put it in my contest gallery so everyone can vote on you and see if you saluted cherrytap the best. you can comment on your own pics as many times as you want and get all your friends to comment bomb ya. the pic has to be of you only and make one hell of a hot looking salute sign showing your cherry friends the hottest love to get people to vote. the first person to 30,000 comments win and there is no time limit except to when we get to the point where someone has 30,000 comments. start sending in your pics tonight and will be accepting them at anytime. let me know what you want to do and good luck. please repost as the more who repost this the more fun this contest will be.

Big And Beautiful
you know what guys wake up big is beautiful we are more easy going because we don't think our shit doesn't stink and we are great lovers you don't have to be a toothpick to be beautiful most people in the us are big so why are we worried about being thin we need to look deaper thin just looks give big beatiful girls a chance so start looking for us bbw we will show you a good time

~~tough As Leather~~
Dan Rather, Peter Jennings, Cokie Roberts, and a tough old U.S. Marine Sergeant were all captured by terrorists in Iraq. The leader of the terrorists told them that he would grant them each one last request before they were beheaded . Dan Rather said, "Well, I'm a Texan; so I'd like one last bowl full of hot spicy chili." The leader nodded to an underling who left and returned with the chili. Rather ate it all and said, "Now I can die content. Peter Jennings said, "I am Canadian, so I'd like to hear the song "O Canada" one last time." The leader nodded to a terrorist who had studied the Western world and knew the music. He returned with some rag-tag Musicians and played the anthem. Jennings sighed and declared he could now die peacefully. Cokie Roberts said, "I'm a reporter to the end. I want to take out my tape recorder and describe the scene here and what's about to happen. Maybe someday someone will hear it and know that I was on the job till the end." The leader

Good Bye
Bitch mentality on the brian. nuttin' but hatred running through my vains. Love from me you'll never again obtain. Sweet talkin' me won't get you anywhere. How am I bein' unreasonable and unfair? When it was you who decided to run and hide. Actin' like it was a curse to be by my side. You the one that left me all alone. So I learned to live without you on my own. And now that you see that Im doin' jus fine. You want your life to be a part of mine? Well I aint havin' it! Cuz Im through with your punk ass, "I still love you" bull shit. I'm tired, and I know I deserve better. wich is why to everything you say I jus respond witha "whatever." "Whatever" that you love me. "Whatever" that you care. "Whatever" that you need me. "Whatever" that you swear. "Whatever" that it's over. "Whatever" that it's done. "Whatever" that a new life you have begun. "Whatever" that you're sober. "Whatever" that you're clean. "whatever" that you think Im bein too mean. After everythin'

Just Cause
The stars twinkle in the midnight sky as I wait for you to come by.The moonlight hits my face as a tear begins to slide down my cheek cause I know deep down you are not coming by.The tears start to pour for I know I have lost you and you didn't say good-bye.

Tell Me
Tell me how you feel about me.Don't run and hide.Tell me what you need and I will try.Tell me that you won't ever leave.Tell me that I am the only one you need.Tell me you will dry my tears that I cry.Tell me that you will never say good-bye.Tell me it is forever you and I.Don't tell me that its over cause you will make me cry

Sunny Day
Today was a nice sunny day. I went to school, that's always a nice break from the other aspects of my life. I went to sally's today after school. I got stuff to dye my hair blue. My hair was still brown from dying it before I went to drill. That should fade out soon. My ex got magenta stuff. The same stuff that I used the first time. I helped her with her hair, and then used the left over stuff on my hair. My hair isn't totally pink. It wasn't really meant to be. This way it will be more colorfull when I use the blue stuff that I got. My ex made mexican eggrolls, well like two of them. Then she had to get in the shower and rinse the stuff out of her hair. So I made the rest of them. They were pretty good. They weren't really the conventional sort though. They were made with chicken sausage instead of ground beef. ( red meat bad... lol ). I have test in my personal relationships class tomarrow. It's probably going to be hard since we went over alot of information. T

Junkies Pain
The hot sweats, cold chills, withdraw pains, can only be cured by my little white grains. Theres no other way and no need to look, for deep inside you know you are hooked. Youll give up your morals your conscience your heart, and you will be mine untill death us do part.

Hand Signals
A man and his wife were doing yard work outside. The wife goes inside to take a shower. The husband was still outside and wanted to rake up the leaves on his front lawn, but he couldn't find the damn rake. He yells to his wife, who looks out the upstairs bathroom window, "Where's the rake?" Unfortunately she can't hear him. So he decides to point to his eye (meaning I), points to his knee (meaning need), and then makes raking motions. She has no idea what he means and yells, "What?" So he goes through the whole routine again. She nods, this time, like she understands what he's trying to say and, then, points to her eye, points to her left breast, points to her ass, and points to her crotch. Her husband is totally confused (and somewhat aroused), so he goes into the house, runs up the stairs, and leans his head around the corner. "What did you say?" he asks. She replies, "Eye, left tit, behind, the bush."

The Black Mamba
I continued on with my "workout regime", as my current blog fans have entitled it, at 5:30am this morning. I'm pretty motivated when I put my mind into it. I think I could do ANYTHING, if I really wanted to! It lasted an hour, and it was back home to bed for another hour. It's a great feeling to workout early in the morning and then get to take a nap afterwards. You don't always get that pleasure when you go to the gym in the afternoon, or evening, unless you're going to sleep for the night right after you do it, but who wants that? Haha, not ME! I want to feel alive and do lots of things after I workout. And of course after I have my one hour nap! Let's get onto the GOOD stuff, shall we? We shot the first two scenes for my new movie Odd Jobs today! The first was Rico Strong, "The Black Mamba" and the existentialist, Sasha Grey! The second scene was with Roxy DeVille and Arnold Schwartzenpecker. If you want to see more on those shoots, there are free pictures up of them on my website!

Facts About Timmy
facts about Timmy 1_ I'm 6 foot 1 inch 2_ Hiking is something im getting into during the warmer months.. i can't wait cause it really has helped gotten me stronger..gets a lot of stress out 3_ I almost died when i was 2 yrs old.. had a lot of lung problems. thanks dad for smoking 4_ i was a pallbarrer at my grandmas funeral 5_ Everyone thinks I have a tall family when I'm just the freak of the family 6_ Never lived anywhere else but maryland 7_ My right bottom jaw hurts 8_ I did tap dancing in state competition at 6 9_ Was 5th place in the middle school geography bee 10_ My parents share the same first letter of their first name and my dad's name rhymes with my name ~Timmy~

This Site Is Aging Me Part 2
Well, my profile now has my correct age so it looks like they fixed it. Although, my birthday is a little over 2 weeks away so I'm wondering if it will change then. I have a feeling I'm going to get to be 34 for a little longer than I should. Wait ... that probably not a bad thing. I wonder if I can get them to make it go backwards. LOL

The Fire
The Fire My Heart beats rapidly in it’s cage As you stare straight into my soul You bore down deeper and deeper Until you find my utmost desire You come back to the surface and look into my eyes Going no further So as not to brave the chaos of my soul once more You reach towards me My heart flutters As you place the cool tips of your fingers on my cheek I tense up Then give in You slowly run your fingers down my back I inhale sharply You trace my collar bones My shoulders My shoulder blades My spine You stop… I sigh, wanting you to do more Your hands come back to my face You lift my head And look into my eyes once more We both want this We both need this I can see it in your dead black eyes Suddenly they light With a passionate fire such as I’ve never seen before We can't save each other So why do we stay so long In one moment Are we afraid of what may happen? Quickly yet hesitantly You pull my face forward Our lips co

Allow Your Own Inner Light To Guide You
There comes a time when you must stand alone. You must feel confident enough within yourself to follow your own dreams. You must be willing to make sacrifices. You must be capable of changing and rearranging your priorities so that your final goal can be achieved. Sometimes, familiarity and comfort need to be challenged. There are times when you must take a few extra chances and create your own realities. Be strong enough to at least try to make your life better. Be confident enough that you won't settle for a compromise just to get by. Appreciate yourself by allowing yourself the opportunities to grow, develop, and find your true sense of purpose in this life. Don't stand in someone else's shadow when it's your sunlight that should lead the way. Work hard at what you like to do and try to overcome all obstacles Laugh at your mistakes and praise yourself for learning from them Pick some flowers and appreciate the beauty of nature Say hello to strange

Appreciating Our Past
It is easy to be negative about past mistakes and unhappiness. But it is much more healing to look at ourselves and our past in the light of experience, acceptance, and growth. Our past is a series of lessons that advance us to higher levels of living and loving. The relationships we entered, stayed in, or ended taught us necessary lessons. Some of us have emerged from the most painful circumstances with strong insights about who we are and what we want. Our mistakes? Necessary. Our frustrations, failures, and sometimes stumbling attempts at growth and progress? Necessary too. Each step of the way, we learned. We went through exactly the experiences we need to, to become who we are today. Each step of the way, we progressed. Is our past a mistake? No. The only mistake we can make is mistaking that for the truth.

You Have Just Been Kissed(edited)(repost)
YOU JUST HAVE BEEN KISSED BY THE CHERRY FAIRY HERE ARE THE RULES YOU MUST PASS THIS ALONG TO EVERY ONE YOU KNOW INCLUDING THE ONE WHO POSTED THIS IF YOU RECEIVE IT BACK THEN YOU KNOW YOUR ARE LOVED 1 KISS = YOU ARE LOVED 2 KISSES= YOU ARE VERY LOVED 3 KISSES= YOU ARE EXCEPTIONALLY LOVED 4 KISSES = YOU ARE MORE THAN LOVED SHARE THE LOVE WITH EVERY ONE YOU KNOW Simple Music can make you sing. Simple Hugs make you feel better. Simple things can make you Happy. Hope My simple Melody will make you smile. _______________%% _______________%% ______________%%% _____________%%%%% ____________%%%%%% _____________%%%% _____________%%% _____________%%% _____________%%% _____________%%% _____________%%% _____________%%% _____________%%% _____________%%%__%% _____________%%%__%__% _____________%%%___%__% _____________%%%___%___% _____________%%%___%___% _______%%____%%%__%____% ______%__%__%%%%%%____%% ______%___%%_____%____%% _______%____%%%%%____%% ________%

Life Is A Theator. Invite Your Audience Carefully
Not everyone is healthy enough to have a front row seat in our lives. There are some people in your life that need to be loved from a DISTANCE. It's amazing what you can accomplish when you let go of, or at least minimize your time with, draining, negative, incompatible, not-going-anywhere relationships/friendships. Observe the relationships around you. Pay attention. Which ones lift and which ones lean? Which ones encourage and which ones discourage? Which ones are on a path of growth uphill and which ones are going downhill? When you leave certain people do you feel better or feel worse? Which ones always have drama or don't really understand, know or appreciate you? The more you seek quality, respect, growth, peace of mind, love and truth around you...the easier it will become for you to decide who gets to sit in the front row and who should be moved to the balcony of Your Life. "If you cannot change the people around you, CHANGE the people you are around." Remember tha

Accident And Scars...
I HAD A CAR ACCIDENT IN AUGUST 2005. I WAS IN A SATURN COUPE AND WAS HIT BY GMC JIMMY.. HEADON. THE JIMMY FLIPPED OVER MY CAR PINNING ME IN THE CAR. WHEN RESCUERS ARRIVED ON THE SCENE I WAS MARKED OFF AS A CASUALTY. IT TOOK THEM 2 1/2 HOURS TO GET ME OUT OF THE CAR. INJURIES INCLUDED...BROKEN NECK, BOTH ARMS,BOTH SHOULDERS, 13 RIBS, COLLAPSED BOTH LUNGS, LACERATED MY LIVER AND SPLEEN, CRUSHED MY PELVIS AND BROKE MY HIP. AFTER SPENDING 26 DAYS IN UT HOSPITAL...I CAME HOME IN A WHEELCHAIR AND HAVE TOTALLY RECOVERED EXCEPT FOR MY RT HAND..APPARENTLY WHEN I BROKE MY ARM IT SEVERED THE RADIAL NERVE..SO I HAD A WRIST DROP AND NO USE OF MY HAND AND FINGERS. I'VE HAD TWO TENDON TRANSFERS THAT DID GIVE ME USE OF MY FINGERS BUT NOT THE WRIST..SO TWO WEEKS AGO THEY PUT A PLATE IN MY ARM AND HAND SO THE WRIST WILL BE IMMOBILE. I'VE ACCEPTED THIS AND ALL IS GOOD...EXCEPT...I HAVE SCARS. I'M NOT SELF CONCIOUS ABOUT THEM..BUT IT MAY OFFEND OTHERS...SO IN THE FUTURE PICS THAT I POST..YOU MAY NOT WANT

When Ur In Love
i saw this in a bulletin and i really liked it so i had to copy it to my blog for others to read. just so you know i did not come up with this. When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand When she wants a hug she will just stand there When u break a girls heart she still feels it when u run into each other 3 years later When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine When a girl stares at you, she is wondering why you are playing games When a girl lays her head on your chest, she is wishing for you to be hers forever When a girl says she can't live without you, she has made up her mind that you are her future When a girl says, "I miss you," no o

Prayer Wheel ( Repost)
Please send this on after a short prayer. Prayer wheel for our soldiers...please don't break it Prayer Wheel "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. I ask this in the name of Jesus, our Lord and Savior. Amen." Prayer Wheel: When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world There is nothing attached.... This can be very powerful.... Just send this to all your friends. Do not stop the wheel, please... Of all the gifts you could give a US Soldier, Sailor, Airman, Marine &others deployed in harm's way, Prayer is the very best one.

The Homeless Love Song
The Homeless Love Song By Alan This poem comes to me from a homeless man I met in Sacramento. This man was named Derek, and he is to this day one of the nicest people I have ever met. He told me a story of how he became homeless, and I will always remember his story, for it is one of the saddest ones I have ever heard. Although Derek was homeless, greasy, and dirty, when he talked you could see the normal side to him that used to be. I remember thinking this man was once a really good-looking man, for now he was old, weathered, and ugly. He is the man that made me think beyond the stereotypes, and opened my eyes to a reality that is unimaginable to the normal person. You may have to read it a few times to fully understand it. I wrote this poem from Derek's perspective. The street is cold, dark, and bare. I sit on the side of it with an emotionless stare. I think about all the problems in the world. Then I get up and think; "why the fuck should I care?" I have problems of my ow

Buddy Day
Today is ".. Buddy Day". Send this to your .. friends - even me, if I'm one of them - and see how many you get today! ~xoxo!! ___________________________#__# _________________________#__##__# ________________#########_#____#_# ________########____________##_#_# _____##__##____________________#_# ____##_#___#_____________________# ____#_#___#_________________##___# ____#_#__##___________#######_____# ____#__#_#_________###________##__# _____##_______###_#_____##_____#________####### _______###_______#_____###______##____##__###__# _________#______#________#___#__#____##_##___##_# _________#______#_______#####___#___##_##____#__# __________#_____##____##_______#____#__#_____#__# ___________##____##__________#######___#___##__# _____________##____##_____###_____#_____###____# __________#############_####______#_________# _______##_______#______#____#_____#___________# _____##_________#______#____#_____##_________# ___##___________#_______#___###__###________# __#__

Shitty Day
so.... work today was okay.. i was excited all day cause i was supposed to see Sylvia and Lily today after work...we were going to go to the park... so i got jazmin also.. then shit hit the fan... jazmin started being a brat as soon as we got to my house... then sylvia flaked... so i went to the VFW and sat there bored for like 2 hours... then i went to go see ryan (last night me and ryan got into an arguement cause he wouldnt stop saying rude comments to me (even if he was joking.. it still hurt.. btw- ryan is a guy i WAS talking to) the whole time we were at his dads house yesterday)... and to see if he would apologize for yesterday.. which he didnt do.. i even told him that he should say sorry.. and all he said was "would it make a difference" and i said "yeah... it would make a huge difference" and then he walked away and never said anything. So... mom(Patty) and Ernie (her new bf) invited me Jazmin, Sandy, and Ryan to go out to dinner. So i was putting Jazmin in the car and th

Prayer Wheel...
Please send this on after a short prayer. Prayer wheel for our soldiers...please don't break it Prayer Wheel "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. I ask this in the name of Jesus, our Lord and Savior. Amen." Prayer Wheel: When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world There is nothing attached.... This can be very powerful.... Just send this to all your friends. Do not stop the wheel, please... Of all the gifts you could give a US Soldier, Sailor, Airman, Marine &others deployed in harm's way, Prayer is the very best one.

The Three Little Pigs Have Dinner
There were three little pigs that went to a restaurant for dinner. The waiter came to the table and asked if they would like something to drink. The first piggy said, "I would like a Dr. Pepper." The second piggy said, "I would like a glass of tea," The third piggy said, "I would like a glass of water." When the waiter brought the drinks, he asked if they were ready to order. The first piggy said, would like a Hamburger." The second piggy said, "I would like a Steak." The third piggy said, "I would like a glass of water." When the piggies were finished eating, the waiter asked if they would like some dessert. The first piggy said, "I would like a hot fudge sundae." The second piggy said, "I would like a banana split." The third piggy said, "I would like a glass of water." When the piggies were finished with dessert, the waiter brought their check. Before he left the table, he asked the third little piggy why he only ordered water. (No groans pleas

__________________ Global Marijuana March - May 4th, 5th, 6th - Everywhere (globally) __________________
http://www.globalmarijuanamarch.org http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Global_Marijuana_March http://cannabiscoalition.ca http://www.legalize.org http://legaliz.info Legaliz.info Translated Global Marijuana March info on Girls Gone Weed RE: Global Marijuana March - May 4th, 5th, 6th - Everywhere! ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Jack Herer Date: Feb 5, 2007 5:02 PM

Stay Away From Axia College, Uop!
I'm sooo pissed right now. I enrolled in Axia College of the University of Phoenix in November. They've fucked up my financial aid. I haven't received a reward letter, but completed my first block of classes on Sunday. Many of the instructors do not take the courses seriously, in fact one actually stated verbally to me that it is a "hobby". What serious school do you know that hires people who think it's a hobby? WTF? They will grade you on requirements never stated but "generally assumed". How is a new student supposed to know what "general academic assumptions" are, unless they are stated somewhere... like the syllabus? I had an instructor post 5 days before a 750 word essay was due (I saw it 2 days prior) that there was a list of topics to choose from. Excuse me? I work for a living and started my essay two weeks ago. The instructor debated the validity of my argument that he should have posted the fucking topics weeks earlier, since UOP is a school for busy profession

A Soldier's Silent Night
This is one that I did not write but a US Marine had this posted in his stash. I have only read it twice because it brings me to tears each time. Wake up America cause that dirty messy guy that you just passed up on the street with his hand out just asking for a quarter could just have been a soldier like this. We don't know what each one of them has gone through. They all have there're stories but not one story will be the same. They also have different levels of what each can mentally handle. Many have been pushed way past that breaking level in situations the average American couldn't even think of. I don't know the exact percentage but I do know that it is very high. Our homeless population isn't just boozers and junkies. It consists of more than half being war veterans unable to leave the nightmare behind. Even the sick shouldn't have backs turned to them but even more so our heroes discarded off as just a homeless bum on the street kills my heart.

Bush Wants $700bn For Military
Bush wants $700bn for military 05/02/2007 19:17 - (SA) Bush asks Democrats for help Bush wants $100bn for Iraq Senate clash looms over Iraq I do not feel abandoned - Bush Bush gets $70bn for Iraq war Bush gets $70bn for Iraq war Pentagon needs $439.3bn Washington - President George W Bush on Monday proposed more than $700bn in new spending for the US military - much of it for the Iraq war - in a budget that would curb domestic programmes from health to education. Bush also warned that even more spending for Iraq could be needed, as he unveiled a $2.9 trillion budget for fiscal 2008 certain to stoke anger among Democrats already braced for "sticker shock" over the war tab. The costs of the 4-year-old war are inching toward a staggering $1 trillion mark. If congress approves the war-funding request, the United States will have spent $661.9bn on combat in Iraq, Afghanistan and related activities, the administration said.

I Think I'm Getting Carried Away
I think i'm gettin a little carried away putting too many 'cutsie' things on my page... i mean really! a H.R. Puff n Stuff video?! LOL Is anybody out here old enough to even know what that is?

A Lesson In Life
Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good or bad luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, if they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. If someone hurts you, betrays you , or breaks you heart, forgive them. For they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to who you open your heart to. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but because they are teaching you to love and opening your heart and eyes to things you would have never seen or felt without them. Make every day count. Appreciate every moment and take from it everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. Talk to people you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Hold your head up b

~!real Friends On Ct!~
Well..I really have to say! I have met a few losers, a few psychos, not to mention the gratitous think they're better than they really are on this site~ But wow I have met some kickass ppl on here!! It's kinda been amazing, since lately there just seems to be too many assholes around! Today I got a sweet text from someone, not the first either, and he's just a friend. Someone else got on their webcam lmaooo and acted nutty even put on a wig to make me laugh! (haha I think you all know who that was)(Even got to see his wife! it's just too kewl) LOL got invited for a weekend to just hangout with someone. (tempting!) I have to say, this place as surprised me & I'm glad for it! KeeP RockinG Luvlies LOVE & LIGHT

Pray
I cry myself to sleep at night and wonder when you are gonna come back to me.I pray every night that god will bring you back to me.I wake up hoping you are there beside me telling me everything is gonna be okay.Kiss me like you use to do,hold me and never let go.Tell me you love me ever day and nevr walk away.So when you hear a voice at night in your ear its me praying for you to come back to me.

The Raven
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visitor," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door-- Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow;--vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow--sorrow for the lost Lenore-- For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore-- Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me--filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating, "'Tis some visitor entreating entrance at my chamber door-- Some late visitor entreating entrance at my

This Week
well work went by quick tonight im glad...and i am only workin 4 days cuz i took off friday for some hella fun...so excited and may have some special company too...it will be a great weekend and its about time cuz im about to go crazy with my usual routine haha well till next time have fun everyone

Kids
someone please help me and tell me that my kids will not be monsters forever......lol for anyone that has two girls should know what im talkin about. my 2 oldest are girls (11&8) they fight like no tommorrow and whine and cry. i am so afraid of the dating years. i think i will find a corner to hide in.....lol dont get me wrong i love my children with all my heart, but i think when they hit a certain age they turn into something i dont know. so by all means if anyone has the book on parenting....lol or any great advice please feel free to leave some.

~you Know If You Are From California If........
Subject: California Living So as not to be outdone by all the redneck, hillbilly, and Texan jokes, you know you're from California if: 1. Your coworker has 8 body piercing and none are visible. 2. You make over $300,000 and still can't afford a house. 3. You take a bus and are shocked at two people carrying on a conversation in English. 4. Your child's 3rd-grade teacher has purple hair, a nose ring, and is named Flower. 5. You can't remember ... is pot illegal? 6. You've been to a baby shower that has two mothers and a sperm donor. 7. You have a very strong opinion about where your coffee beans are grown, and you can taste the difference between Sumatran and Ethiopian. 8. You can't remember ... is pot illegal? 9. A really great parking space can totally move you to tears. 10. Gas costs $1.00 per gallon more than anywhere else in the U.S. 11. Unlike back home, the guy at 8:30 am at Starbucks wearing a baseball cap and sunglasses who looks like Ge

Salvation
SALVATION You speak the words you think I need to hear Spacing each one out, trying to give them the power To make me change my mind The words melting in the air as they fall from your lips Lost forever without any meaning to me No key can unlock the mind There are no words That can heal me The simplicity of nothingness is what I feel No prayers will be answered; save your breath, not me On your knees to beg and plead a way out for my soul I am ripped on the inside, torn to pieces and restlessly tired You cannot save one who no longer exsists Who you once knew is gone Tortured by my thoughts and dreams; that beckoning voice gets Sweeter How did the enemy find me here Salvation is mine with my last breath leaving The answers no longer needed The questions answered and the pain gone

My Heart My Love
Be strong my heart for I must be able to endure to challenges of life; the good and the trying that come with my love. Be courageous my heart for I must make decisions that effect not only me, but also my love. Be faithful my heart for temptations are a fact of life; the will to withstand such evils only strengthens my love. Be hopeful my heart that each day will bring new discoveries to my life; for these discoveries will allow me to grow with my love. Be honest my heart about my feelings, my dreams, my ambitions, my needs; for to lie to myself is to lie to my love. Be happy my heart for there is good in everything around me; as I have found goodness through the eyes of my love. Be still my heart for with my love I have found strength, courage, faith, hope, honesty and happiness. And with these, together my love and I shall prosper...day by day, year by year.

What Dreams May Come
this is a poem written by me and a friend. I hope you enjoy....jo$hua What dreams may come when you hold my hand And whisk me away to a far away land On horses of white, muscular snow; Brilliant in gliding, silent but bold. My hair will flow long in the wind The sun will be bright and warm on my skin. My aura will grow tall with red and pink With all of the words that I think you would think And the world will go on with flowers and groves Of sycamore trees and patience and love… What dreams may come in sleep where time stands still. The dreams of love are pure and real, Like a newborn child waiting to learn, Sitting alone patiently waiting my turn While spirits in black float around my head Thinking of you and the things you once said. The warmth of the sun brings dark to light. A new day arrives so warm and bright, Reminds me of times filled with laughter and fun Lying here thinking of… What dreams may come in this land of the dreaming As I lay, my thoughts spinning, lingering

Friends
I wrote your name on a piece of paper, but by accident threw it away. I wrote your name on my hand, but it washed away.wrote your name in the sand, but the waves whispered it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay. Send this to everyone you love including the person that sent it to you. I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends. I'm surrounded by angels, but I call them my best friends!

So Happy
well i am so happy magickme and i set a date 07-07-07 we are gatting married. we have already got the rings, place and soon we will have everything else. i am so happy. soon magickme will be part of los varelas

Great News
I found out today that I have been invited to try out for an all woman's full contact football team. I am soooo excited. I dont know where I will find time for it, but it is exactly what I needed. It is a national league so if I make it, I might be coming to your town soon. I try out in 2 weeks and I am going for a defensive lineman position. Wish me luck!

Oh, Yeah!
Would you makeout with me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would you sleep with me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Am I attractive? []sexy as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay [] Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Yes [] No [] Don't know Name one thing you would like to do to me... I look like.. [] A player [] One time thing [] Next bf/gf [] A friend [] A friend with benefits [] A possibility [] A loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Yes [] No [] maybe Would you rather.. [] Hook up with me [] Cuddle with me [] Date me [] Friends [] Friends with benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend with benefits [] Husband/Wife Would you give me a lapdance? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe Would u give me your number if so l

Contests
I'd like to do a few contests....hottest midwest, eastcoast, westcoast, and southern ladies...4 contests...would like to have 8 women in each if possible...would be based on comments of course...winners will recieve either a ring,cherry, or earrings...dependent upon what they want...anyone interested??

Questionaiire
Would you kiss me? [] yes [] no Am I? [] kool [] sexy as hell [] fine [] cute [] okay [] ugly Do you think im a virgin? [] yes [] no I look like.. [] a player [] hubby/wifey type [] one time thing [] next bf/gf If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me just because of my looks? [] Yes [] No Would you rather.. [] hook up with me [] cuddle with me [] have sex with me [] date me On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [] 9 [] 10 Are you going to repost this so i can answer for YOU? [] yes [] no what would you want me to be to you? [] friend [] fuck buddy [] girl friend/boy friend [] wifey [] friend w/ benifits

Whats Going On In My Life....
I am sorry I have not been online alot lately but there is a reason for that. My mothers cancer has come back and its not good at all. They found about 10 cancer cells in her back and 3 cells are hitting her liver. I have not been able to sleep real well since I found this out. My father is so stressed out he is having chest pain. I am very worried about both my parents. I wont be on much here, but I hope I can keep all my friends.

Please Go Add My Aussie Baby To Your Friends
HE IS SUCH A SWEET GUY AND A VERY LOYAL FRIE ND... HE WILL HELP YOU OUT BIG TIME FOR ANYTHING YOU NEED AS LONG AS YOU RATE AND FAN HIM... HE IS A TRUE FRIEND ON HERE.... GO ADD HIM,,, RATE HIM ... FAN HIM..... PLEASE IT IS WORTH HAVING HIM AS A FRIEND :) THANKS JUST CLICK THE LINK BELOW THOMAS@ CherryTAP

Questions;;
1:Your name: 2:Age: 3:Favourite position(s)?: 4: Do you think I'm hot?: 5:Would you have sex with me?: 6:Lights on or off?: 7:Would you have to be drunk?: 8:Would you take a shower with me?: 9:Have you ever thought about having sex with me?: 10:Would you leave after or stay the night?: 11: Do you like cuddling afterwards?: 12:Condom or skin?: 13: Do you give Oral pleasures?: 14: Do you like to receive oral pleasures?: 15:Have sex on the first date?: 16:Would you kiss me during sex?: 17: Do you think I would be good in bed? 18:Three-some?: 19:Anal yes/no?: 20:How many times would you like to cum?: 21:Would you use me as a booty call?: 22: Do you like fore play?: 24:Can we take pictures of the act?: 25:Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?:

Lol, So Funny
I am getting back online and trying to get caught back up on the cherry tap here, giving people comments back and so forth I always try to get back to everyones page that leaves me something. Larry thanks for the cherry blast you got me, that was so sweet. I changed my page. I always like change in case you noticed, lol, there so much music I like and pics I want to share, and sayings I love or that caught my eye, thats why I change, and it keeps my page looking new!!!! Kisses Alyse

Men
ok can anyone tell me what goes on in a mans mind? i have yet to figure it out. they tell you one thing and then do another. dont get me wrong i know all men are not this way, but why do i seem to find the ones that are this way. yet men havent figured out that women will talk to each other and ask questions and catch men in lies. even when you tell them you are goin to do it. i guess its like the joke says.....when a woman stays out all night all of her friends will give her man the same story.....when a man stays out all night....his friends will give different stories and one will still swear he is there even though he is home already. lol hope everyone is havin a good day.

Let Me Know Your Answers =d
:*Basics*:: *Name: *Age: *Location: *Height: *Hair (color and style): *Eyes: *Piercings/tattoos: ::*OTHER*:: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 13. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10? 14. Favorite body part on a gurl/guy? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? ::*What Would You do if...*:: * I cried: *I said I liked you: *

Random Thoughts On Turtles Fucking
ok. this is completely random, even for me. I saw a picture of 2 turtles fucking yesterday and it reminded me of a guy i was...well, fucking, until recently. I know that sounds crass, but even with all his "I love you"'s and other bullshit, we never were in a relationship. Anyway, it surprised me for several reasons. 1. i've never seen turtles fucking before. 2. i wanted to copy the pic and email it to him because it was funny and reminded me of him. 3. that is not normal behavior for me. After we stopped...seeing eachother, i spent a few days royally pissed off @ him. A few more royally pissed off @ myself for believing his bullshit. Then i got over it. I deleted his phone numbers, pictures, emails, email address...yadda yadda yadda. I can honestly say i have no desire to see him again, no desire to speak to him (not even to tell him off, and that surprised even ME), and certainly no desire to have him cross my mind ever again. Yet, here i was, laughing my ass off and thinking

Life Is All Smiles And Tears
& i know first hand how true this is. i lost my cousin recently to the war. he was a 27 year old green beret. known to people only as carlos. he had a passion for his work that only a few can ever really say they understand. he died only after he made sure his wounded buddy was safe. he died giving those bastards hell. he left behind his 22yr old wife vannessa and 2 year old twins kayla and natasha. he was & always will be an american hero. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ok...ive said what needed to be said for my cousin. but while im on the subject of military....my husband is set to get leave in march. i cant wait to have him home...i dont even care what we do or where we go as long as im with him. i got a letter from him today...& thank god for it....it really lifted my spirits. i love his letters because they make me laugh...cry...smile...blush...overall they make me feel connected to him. i miss him around...but im not c

Time For A Vent
Ok, so the "certain someone" is online at the moment. How do I know this you might ask? Well he is actually on CT right now and just recently visited my profile. Here's the best part. Ready?? He's not talking to me for some DUMB reason. Maybe I am being a bitch but at this point I dont really care. He says we are still together and we are still bf/gf ( ugh I sound soooo highschool.) If we are still together am I not entitled to SOME contact?? We talk once a week. MAYBE twice. We have talked on the phone once and that wasnt even a conversation really. Once since he left Dec. 8th. I wanted him to come see me in 2 weeks but he "cant". I offered to buy a train ticket but the trip is too long. I would travel to the end of the world for him, but he cant go 12 hours each way for me? I must be trying too hard. I am pre menstrual and sick. My head and my heart are fucking killing me right now. Am I wrong to feel like this. To always be questioning EVERYTHING he says and does. Am I supposed to b

Do I Make You Proud??
Do I Make You Proud By Taylor Hicks I've never been The one to raise my hand That was not me And now that's who I am Because of you I am standing tall My heart is full Of endless gratitude You were the one The one to guide me through Now I can see And I believe It's only just beginning This is what we dream about But the only question with me now Is do I make you proud Stronger than I've ever been now Never been afraid of standing out Do I make you proud I guess I've learned To question is to grow, That you still have faith, Is all I need to know, I've learned to love, My selfish part of me, And I've learned to Walk on the road I believe. Everybody needs to rise up Everybody needs to be loved To be loved Everybody need to rise on Everybody needs to be loved, to be loved This is what we dream about But the only question with me now Is do I make you, do I make you proud This is what we dream about Never b

Applcation For Valentines Day
Looking for someone to spend Valentines Day with! He must be nice, funny, interesting and wants to have fun! He must also live in the same state as me and must not live anymore than 45 minutes to an hour away! If anyone is interested, apply below with the following: Full Name: Age: How you know me: Why you think you would make a good date for Valentines Day: Where you would take me and what we would do on Valentines Day: All applications must be in by February 10, 2007 or sooner! ;)

Don't Check Them Out
I HAVE NEW PICS OUT AND STASH AND DON'T RATE THEM IF YA ARE NOT A REAL FRIEND AM SICK AND TIRED OF RATING AND VOTING ON YA , BUT IF YA ARE MY REAL FRIEND THEN SHOW ME SOME LOVE CAUSE YA KNOW IN YUR HEART AND SOUL THAT I HAVE DONE ALOT FOR YA:)

How To Stay Young
Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay “them ” Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. “An idle mind is the devil’s workshop.” And the devil’s name is Alzheimer’s. Enjoy the simple things. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person, who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive. Surround yourself with what you love, whether it’s family, pets,keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge. Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable,improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help. Don’t take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall, even to the next county; to a foreign country but NOT to where the guilt is. Tel

The Things I See
Through bloodshot eyes I peer out and see an unending pain The pain of men bound by manacles and chains Fastened together in the manners of beasts of burden Bound by yokes and reigns Because I walk with them I too feel their pain Victims in the continuing trade of slaves Locked into the oppression of mental and emotional caves A confinement perpetuated for years beyond their numbered days But sadly now it’s our own lust that binds us as slaves Hearts tainted and hopes of true freedom removed Like Stella we wonder aimlessly in search of our grooves Bleeding profusely from wounds no ointment soothes And it’s the children who truly suffer as a result of those removed Childhood smiles are replaced by anguished tears Asks of bravado are worn to mask young men’s fears While the indecencies of this system age them beyond their years And oceans of despair form from their families tears The things I see are mothers’ worst nightmares And they are not the only ones th

Wow...i've Had Some Thoughts
All I've ever wanted is to meet an honest guy who likes to have a little fun, laugh a lot, and not want to screw around on me. So far I haven't met anyone that's cheated on me, but what do you do when you meet someone who has a girlfriend and they want you too... greedy bastards. I'm really not sure if I should just give up and leave it to fate, or try to get out more and put myself on the dating market. I really don't know what's sooo wrong with me that I can't find a guy to like me for who I am... just a silly ole' country girl lookin for a good man.

Maxine Humor
A minister decided that a visual demonstration would add emphasis to his Sunday sermon. Four worms were placed into four separate jars. The first worm was put into a container of alcohol. The second worm was put into a container of cigarette smoke. The third worm was put into a container of chocolate syrup. The fourth worm was put into a container of good clean soil. At the conclusion of the sermon, the Minister reported the following results: The first worm in alcohol - Dead. The second worm in cigarette smoke - Dead . Third worm in chocolate syrup - Dead . Fourth worm in good clean soil - Alive. So the Minister asked the congregation - What can you learn from this demonstration? Maxine was sitting in the back, quickly raised her hand and said, "As long as you drink, smoke and eat chocolate, you won't have worms!"

Damn
Yes, it is nice to meet you too Well I have been here a time or two What did you say? Oh, my name… my name is Ojekeme My gaze was of interest to you, that’s good to know You thought I was staring, naw baby that aint so I was just wondering if you would notice me today This is not the first time that I’ve thrown a glance your way See I’ve watched you from afar for some time And I’ve conjured up all kinds of images of us in my mind Baby all the freaky things I’d do If you would allow me just one night with you Yes, I know I have some hella nerve But you would too if you was checkin' them curves It’s just like damn baby you know what you got You’re like a Hot 97 summer jam, like nuclear hot Shit, baby I’ve made love to you so many times in my mind I’m surprised you can walk straight But don’t get offended boo, all I’m asking for is a date I’m just being honest after all, cuz’ you stepped to me, right? Yeah I’ve got an animal nature but who said anything bout tonight

Pain
sometimes the pain is the only thing keeping me alive. its the only ting that could take you so close to death and remind you that youre still living. blood and scars theyre all reminders.letting you know the pain is real.

I Knew My Candy Was Beter Lol
Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance aliveWhat Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Higher Education Should Be Mandatory In This Country
I can't stand uneducated, mis-informed, narrow-minded individuals. If you can't back up your shit with logical, planned, reasonable proof, or with at least an EDUCATED theory/opinion, don't attempt to debate or argue with me. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, but when you can't support your own shit, step down. That is all.

Ask
A mother asked President Bush, "Why did my son have to die in Iraq?" Another mother asked President Kennedy, "Why did my son have to die in Vietnam?"Another mother asked President Truman, "Why did my son have to die in Korea? Another mother asked President F.D. Roosevelt, "Why did my son have to die at Iwo Jima?" Another mother asked President W. Wilson, "Why did my son have to die on the battlefield of France?"Yet another mother asked President Lincoln, "Why did my son have to die at Gettysburg?" And yet another mother asked President G. Washington, "Why did my son have to die near Valley Forge?" Then long, long ago, a mother asked... "Heavenly Father, why did my Son have to die on a cross outside of Jerusalem?" The answers to all these are similar..."So that others may have life and dwell in peace, happiness and freedom." IF YOU DON'T STAND BEHIND OUR TROOPS, PLEASE, FEEL FREE... TO STAND IN FRONT OF THEM! And i would be will to go back to Iraq a 3rd time in a heartbeat for everyo

2007 Rules:add-on
New Rule: For all you cherrytappers and myspacers; make a smaller profile. Stop putting all the add-ons like music videos in the About Me sections. About Me should tell who you are. For Christ's sake people, these huge ass profiles are taking up 4 gaziilion magabytes of my hard drive and making my computer jump off the desk and give me the finger as it strides out the front door. I mean, come on...15 minutes on DSL to load a page just so we can see if they're gonna show the oobies!

Your In My Heart
IF You wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today. Send this to all of your friends, and me if I am one. If you get 7 back you are LOVED!!! Here are the numbers of what kind of friend you are based on how many you get back.. 1-3 ~ you're a bad friend 4-6 ~ you're an okay friend 7-9 ~ you're a good friend 10+ ~ you're great friend

Thoughts On Age
GAMES FOR WHEN WE ARE OLDER: 1. Sag, you're It. 2. Hide and go pee. 3. 20 questions shouted into your good ear. 4. Kick the bucket 5. Red Rover, Red Rover, the nurse says Bend Over. 6. Musical recliners. 7. Simon says something incoherent. 8. Pin th e Toupee on the bald guy SIGNS OF MENOPAUSE: 1. You sell your home heating system at a yard sale. 2. You have to write post-it notes with your kids' names on them. 3. You change your underwear after a sneeze. OLD IS WHEN: 1. Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. 2. You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have to go along. 3. Getting a little action means I don't need fiber today. 4. Getting lucky means you find your car in the parking lot. 5. An all-nighter means not getting up to pee! Thoughts for the weekend: Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctrl Alt Delete' and start all o

I Am..
A daughter, a sister, a grand-daughter, a niece, a cousin, a friend. I am a partner, a student, a young girl, and a grown woman. I am confident and scared, terrified and excited. I am loving, and caring, and thoughtful, and hopeful. I am sick and tired. I am shy and friendly, and careful and careless. I am broken and whole. I am misunderstood, misguided, and mislead. I am hard working and determined, but a little scared on the inside. I wish on stars and dream my dreams. I pray to God and cry my tears. I smile on the outside, while I'm dying on the inside. I listen to others who won't listen to me. I walk on eggshells, and I walk on fire. I believe in passion, but not true love. I love you and I push you away. I want you, but not so close. I am everything and nothing all at once, and all I want is for you to.... love me.

A Prayer Request And A Cry For Help?
An Urgent Request..Please help me Current mood: sad Category: Friends Hi, Since you are reading this, and I got your attention, I need to ask for help! A friend of mine I go to school with, a real sweet, dear friend who is an all around good person. A person, who would give you the last crumb she had for herself, the last shirt on her back just to make sure you were fed and had warm clothes, is having a tough break. She was just diagnosed with Inflammatory Breast Cancer (IBC) One of the rarest forms of breast cancer there is. It is also, the most rapidly spreading forms of cancer. Please take the time to read her story and help me and my classmates help her through your prayers and maybe donations. My friends name is Laquitia Franklin, she is in her 30's. Back in November, she discovered a lump in her breast. She just started a new job and did not have health insurance at the time. She had to wait to save up enough money to go to a doctor. When she went, sh

My Life Needs A Do Over Today
Ok so I left off with the disapearing act of the maintenance man. So right as he bolted on me, the phone rings. It is the school nurse telling me that my daughter has a mild case of food poisoning. *ACK* So I rush over to pick her up and I got her the attention she needed. Then I returned home with her to get her settled in and wait for Eddie to come home from work. Well then the Houdini maintenance man decides to show up to fix the toilet. UGH! Now I have to send him away because I need the bathroom for my sick kid. God only knows when I will get it fixed now. While tending to my daughter, one of my dogs apparently had a hell of a time in my purse. He managed to eat all my cards! So I had to call the bank and get those replaced and have money transferred into our local account so I could have access for what we need until the new cards get here. I finally get all of that taken care of when the workmen finally showed up to fix the broken boiler! YAY! Something good! So

I Knew It Lol
You Scored a 97% which means you are a .... You are a passionate lover. You are the complete package and you recieve the complete package. You are NOT selfish and yet you still don't get walked all over. You're what everyone looks for and you show the opposite sex what it is like to truly be loved. Anyone who gets you is truly lucky.What kind of lover are youTake More Quizzes

January 27th - February 2nd
As you know, Hillary Clinton has decided to run for president. She’s thrown her hat into the ring. And then bill threw his ring into the drawer. Party! Party! The knock against Hillary running for president is that she’s smart, but not electable. Or as political experts call that: a Democrat. John Edwards, who is also running for president, is being criticized because the new house he just moved into is one of the biggest in North Carolina. It’s 28,000 square feet on 102 acres. See, Edwards became famous for talking about the two Americas. Now both of them can fit into his backyard. According to the British Journal of Psychiatry, marijuana can cause panic attacks. I don’t know . . . The only time I have ever seen a marijuana user look panicky is when they are out of marijuana. On a campaign trip yesterday Hillary Clinton suggested that she knows how to deal with evil and bad men because she had to put up with her husband which . . . explains why Hillary wants to lo

What Bullshit
i cannot figure shit out...ENLIGHTEN ME PLEASE.... WHY DO MEN THINK IT IS OK TO START DATING ONE OF THEIR EX WIVES GOOD FRIENDS...WHEN THEY KNOW HOW WRONG THAT IS...THEY WOULD BE PISSED IF ONE OF THEIR GUY FRIENDS STARTING DATING THEIR EX WIFE...THAT WOULD BE GROUNDS FOR A FIGHT....SO WHY IS IT OK FOR THEM TO DO IT.... WHAT BROUGHT ALL OF THIS UP IS THAT I FOUND OUT THAT MY RECENT EX HUSBAND IS DATING ONE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS....AND IT FUCKING HURTS...BADDDDDDDDDD....BUT YOU CAN'T SAY THAT TO HIM OR HER NOW....BECAUSE YOU DON'T WANT EITHER OF THEM TO KNOW HOW MUCH IT HURTS....SOMEBODY HELP ME...I NEED SOME GOOD ADVICE....

The 70's
Those Born 1930-1979! TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter and drank

Fastball-the Way
They made up their minds And they started packing They left before the sun came up that day An exit to eternal summer slacking But where were they going without ever knowing the way? They drank up the wine And they got to talking They now had more important things to say And when the car broke down they started walking Where were they going without ever knowing the way? Chorus: Anyone could see the road that they walk on is paved in gold And its always summer, theyll never get cold Theyll never get hungry Theyll never get old and gray You can see their shadows wandering off somewhere They wont make it home But they really dont care They wanted the highway Theyre happy there today , today The children woke up And they couldnt find em They left before the sun came up that day They just drove off And left it all behind em But where were they going without ever knowing the way? Anyone could see the road that they walk on is paved in gold And its always su

Foolish Love
I’m a guy and she’s a girl. I love to listen as she talks to me. It’s not because I want to listen I want to learn also. I wanted to know what she’s talking about. If she doesn’t to talk then let her heart speak out. If she wants to hear me talk then I’d talk to her. I want to talk about what she’s thinking Besides giving her words of comfort I want to give words of relief as to how she is feeling right now. If we don’t want to talk then let’s just hug. Let’s just hold ourselves as our hearts beat because It’s always so good when your heart is close to me. The love I give you is beyond the oceans we swim; the skies we fly; and the clouds we flee in glee. The love in our hug could lead us into bed so that once we’re naked a compromise is reached and that compromise is that. We lost what we wanted to know. We slipped away from reality but most of all We wanted to forget ourselves because tomorrow will come and we don’t want it to come. We want nothing of it.

Remember The Soldiers
REMEMBER THEM Another soldier dies today, we pray and say we really cared He gave his life so we could live and other lives be spared So why do some hate that man for what he believes is right For without his love and sacrifice, our lives would be a constant fight So hate not that man of the military who is willing to die for you Give them your love and support to help them make it through For if he was not there to fight the battles that you would not undertake Your life would be meaningless and your life someone else would take For the military men and woman that risk their lives to keep us safe each day Are the real heroes of this world and for their safety we should pray So ask yourself would you face all the terrible risks that they constantly endure So you can sit in your freedom of place, a place that they secure We the military are not inhuman, not criminals, not people without a heart We ask not for sympathy, just your support while we are far apart And

A Soldiers' Night Before Christmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

What Is It?
What is it about your voice that is so calming? What is it about your eyes that see into the deepest parts of me? What is it about your love that makes me feel as if I can do anything? What is it about your confidence that makes me feel safe? What is it about thinking of being with you that makes me smile? Knowing that you and I have a future together and that we will be together chases all my doubts, all my fears, all my concerns away... I know the answer to all the above questions... It is the pure simple truth that YOU are my souls match....YOU are the one I was meant to meet and fall in love with..... YOU, my love, ARE my present and my future..... I love you from the deepest parts of me.....

Excerpts From My Book: Rantings Of A Mad Man
Remember me? The forgotten one with the penchant to help lost souls, even though I myself am lost. Thesay that that which does not kill you only makes you stronger...or makes you mad enough with a vengeance to search out and find that which tried to kill you in the first place. Am I mad? Am I mad because I have tried to find that very thing...Death? death is no stranger to me. He comes in the middle of the night like a theifto steal away my loved ones and the ones I care about. He stole away my mother, my father, my beautiful, belove, princess, Carrie. Yes, I mourned for my mother and my father, but not as deeply as I have mourned for my beloved Carrie. Some say circumstances change people, sometimes right down to the very core. And I have changed. I am not the same man that I was a year ago. Not the same gentle, kind, giving soul who would literally give the shirt off his very back to one in need. No, I am much different today. More callous and cautious. Carrie's death

Shadows Of Forsaken Time
Shadows of forsaken time by Raven NightSpell Shadows of forsaken time. Memories of the times gone by. Holding close to present day. Trying to remember everything you say. Knowing what the future holds. I try to ignore the searing colds. Holding close to the warmth you bring. Reviling in how you make my heart sing. The ever present pushed of till the morrow. Constantly fending off the future sorrow. Still I try to hold on to this day. Memories of the times gone by. Wells of tears grow in my eyes. Passing memories of the things you used to say. The strength I had seams to fray. The warmth you gave stays in my heart. Even though now we seem so far apart. Memories of you seem to turn to shadows. Memories of the times gone by. Strength renewed because of you. Memories of the things you used to say. Bring me the faith to continue a new day The horrors of sorrows still come to me. Wile the memories of you set me free. The warmth you gave fills me anew. And th

Blonde In The Snow
It was snowing heavily and blowing to the point that visibility was almost zero when the little blonde got off work. She made her way to her car and wondered how she was going to make it home. She sat in her car while it warmed up and thought about her situation. She finally remembered her daddy's advice that if she got caught in a blizzard she should wait for a snow plow to come by and follow it. That way she would not get stuck in a snow drift. This made her feel much better and sure enough in a little while a snow plow went by and she started to follow it. As she followed the snow plow she was feeling very smug as they continued and she was not having any problem With the blizzard conditions. After an hour had passed, she was somewhat surprised when the snowplow stopped and the driver got out and came back to her car and signaled for her to roll down her window. The snow plow driver wanted to know if she was all right as she had been following h

Curtain Rods
CURTAIN RODS---- PRICELESS She spent the first day packing her belongings into boxes, crates and suitcases. On the second day, she had the movers come and collect her things. On the third day, she sat down for the last time at their beautiful dining room table by candle-light, put on some soft background music, and feasted on a pound of shrimp, a jar of caviar, and a bottle of spring-water. When she had finished, she went into each and every room and deposited a few half-eaten shrimp shells dipped in caviar into the hollow of the curtain rods. She then cleaned up the kitchen and left. When the husband returned with his new girlfriend, all was bliss for the first few days. Then slowly, the house began to smell. They tried everything, cleaning, mopping and airing the place out. Vents were checked for dead rodents and carpets were steam cleaned. Air fresheners were hung everywhere. Exterminators were brought in to set off gas canisters,

Online Postings...consider This Thought
With the recent suits against MySpace.com, YouTube and various entertainment companies regarding website content, leaks and inappropriate promotional tactics I'm just going to add my 2 cents. Freedom of speech is one thing, the freedom of information act had some good intent, but at what point do we start considering personal safety, right to privacy and appropriate ethical behavior when it comes to our actions. The only thing that saves MySpace.com, and to some degree the higher powers here at CT as well, is that this is considered a public forum and doesn't fall under anything that could be defined as "private". Remember though intent and content are the key factors in determining the ability for a case to go forward and be tried when you get down to the basics. I'm just waiting for the day when MySpace, CT or YouTube gets a subpoena or court order and violates it and then the corporate unraveling begins. I'm curious as to how many instigations are started due to the fact that

New Rules For 2007
New rules for 2007 New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com. There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days--mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Trout? New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: lucky bastards. New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols.If you're a grown man, they're pictures of men. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care ab

A Desperate Cry
A Desperate Cry Nov. 23 2003 by Raven NightSpell In this night the darkest blight has befallen me. As I try to bear in mind what things that may be. These harsh and cold thoughts run through me. Time ticks by my thoughts begin to fly. Each thought grows harsher than the last. Every time I look time seems to pass to fast. As each minute passes I feel even more must have past. Every thing is getting dim every thing begins to spin With every passing moment my soul seems to fray. Every minute seems an hour and every hour turns a day. The world around me is dark, dim and turning gray. My fear my terror that which haunts my very core. I fear the light, *that once bright and glorious light* is fading fast. This lights guiding radiance once brought me out of darkness. Sadly disparagingly seemingly loosing its brilliance. Oh the fear the suffering the panicked blindness. Faster and faster I run never stopping never resting. Again faster and faster still as the light

Prayer Wheel For Our Soldiers
Please send this on after a short prayer. Prayer wheel for our soldiers...please don't break it Prayer Wheel "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. I ask this in the name of Jesus, our Lord and Savior. Amen." Prayer Wheel: When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world There is nothing attached.... This can be very powerful.... Just send this to all your friends. Do not stop the wheel, please... Of all the gifts you could give a US Soldier, Sailor, Airman, Marine &others deployed in harm's way, Prayer is the very best one.

More Than A Regular Few Days
the drive to jess' house was fine. my dad rode in the subaru and my mom drove ahead of us so we could follow. we got there and jess and andrew came out to meet us. the driveway was icy so it was funny to watch me try to balance everything and try not to slide. we chilled at her house, then jumped into her dad's truck (me and andrew squished in the back) and drove to the room at the community center. we only had to unload food and drinks and run outside for cigarette breaks. the band got there and andrew apperantly knows them. i had no idea they were a heavy metal band but it worked out nicely with the DJ. we helped finish decorating and mingled wit the early people. my friend chris s., angel, vicky, george, andrew, "white chocolate", and ivan were there. not a lot of people showed up and a few left to go get some drugs. i danced with the jess and ali and some other girls to most of the songs. after the band tho, it got boring and i ended up sittin outside for a lot of it

We Fly High
I wear a mean dark pair of shades Aint you cant see my eyes unless my head is bent , you dig We fly high, No Lie ,You know this (BALLIN!) Foreign rides, outside, its like showbiz (We in the building) (Girl) We stay fly, No Lie ,You know this (BALLIN!) Hips and Thighs, Oh my, Stay focus Ya boy gettin paper (Money), I buy big cars (Foreign) I need fly rides to drive in my garage (Choose 1) Stay sky high (Twisted), Fly wit the stars (Twinkle ,Twinkle) T 4 ? Flights , 80 grand large (BALLIN!) So we lean with it, pop with it (Bankhead) 'Vertible jones, mean with the top listen (Flossin) I'm sayin clean with the bottom ?(Do It) I Hop'd out saggy jeans and my rock glistenin(BALLIN!) But I spent bout 8 grand Mami on stage doin the rain dance (I think she like me) She let it hit the floor, made it pop (What Else !?) Got my pedal to the floor screamin fuck the cops(Do It!) We fly high, No Lie ,You know this (BALLIN!) Foreign rides, outside, its like showbiz We fly hi

Hair Cut
A salesman checked into a futuristic motel. Realizing he needed a Haircut before the next day's meeting, he called down to the desk clerk to ask if there was a barber on the premises. I'm afraid not, sir," the clerk told him apologetically, "but down the hall from your room is a vending machine that should serve your purpose." Skeptical but intrigued, the salesman located the machine, inserted $15.00, and stuck his head into the opening, at which time the machine started to buzz and whirl. Fifteen seconds later the salesman pulled out his head and surveyed his reflection, which reflected the best haircut of his life. Two feet away was another machine with a sign that read, 'Manicures, $20.0 0'. "Why not?" thought the salesman. He paid the money, inserted his hands into the slot, and the machine started to buzz and whirl. Fifteen seconds later he pulled out his hands and they were perfectly manicured. The next machine had a

Another One From My Mom. Lol
Another One from My Mom. LOL Mildred, 93, was despondent over the recent death of her husband Earl,so she decided to just kill herself and join him in death. Thinking it would be best to get it over with quickly, she took out Earl's old Army pistol and made the decision to shoot herself in the heart since it was so badly broken in the first place. Not wanting to miss the vital organ and become a vegetable and a burden to someone, she called her doctor's office to learn her heart's exact location. "Since you're a woman," the doctor said, "your heart is just below your left breast.. Why do you ask?" She hung up without answering. Later that night, Mildred was admitted to the hospital with a gunshot wound to her knee.

Pics
JUST THOUGHT OUT OF MY 5 HUNDRED AND SOMETHING FRIENDS THAT ONLY TWO RATED THEM. PLEASE FRIENDS AND FANS HELP ME OUT. I WILL DO THE SAME FOR YOU AND HAVE DONE ALOT FOR MANY OF MY FRIENDS. THAT IS WHY WE ARE FRIENDS, I HOPE SO ,THANK YOU , MUCH PEACE N LOVE TO ALL EVEN IF YA DON'T RATE THEM:)

..him..
Black leather collar,Wrapped around the neck of a good boy.Leash snapped,Hooked on the ring.Leading down the path.Kneeling with head held high,Thighs spread apart.Hands resting with palms face up.Eyes cast down,In submission,And absolute love and trust.The sweet submission,Not seen by many.With total loss,Of control.Only to the One,Deserving of such a gift.

Top Back
Haaaa...Mannie Fresh I got you nigga I'm gonna show these niggaz what to do with one of your beats I'm shuttin the whole block down Here comes trouble homey I'ma tell you how the king like to ride homeboy [Chorus: repeat 2X] I like my beat down low and my top let back Can see me ridin 24's with a chopper in the back Ya like ya Kenwood hot and ya top let back If ya rims sit high and ya windows pitch black [Verse 1] I'm the man in my city ain't nobody fuckin wit me You can ask the real niggaz and all the bad bitches I'm a known drug dealer I always have 50's And the thugs and the killers was all in class wit me SS'S on 26's watchin some television Shorty I'm never slippin got the berretta in vision And ready to pop the clip in, ready to get to trippin Ready to show these folks a celebrity pistol whippin Pimp stolen' the automobile and the roof for the tag missin Polices' try to pursue me it's nothin but gas given Addicted to fast livin, yes I'm one of my dads chi

What Now?
There are a few things in my past and my here and now as well that I'm not real proud of, a lot of people I deal with that most others wouldn't even talk to. I cant really talk a lot about that cuz ya just never know who reads these things. Anywho, I was out of town for the past few days, I returned to find out that, and this is the hard part, an acquaintance of mine that is in the same business as me, fell asleep at the wheel and crashed his truck into those concreat e deviders in the middle of the highway. He was cut out of the truck via the 'jaws of life' and is at KU Medical Center in Kansas City with 90% of all the bones in his body broken, one of his legs amputated, and with 15% brain wave activity. OK, here's the scoop; this person and I had not gotten a long since before we met one another. We had mutual friends and he talked a lot of shit on me for someone who had never even met me. So, one of the mutual friends set us up to meet without either of us knowin

Rhythmic Embrace
Rhythmic Embrace Aug 20 2006 By Raven NightSpell When my heart beats a bounding And me legs are a flound'ing 'Tis the radiance astounding And my hearts deep seeded needing For another’s heart to be beating Quickly now and still much faster Only this be not knowing And for this I wish were showing Wile fluttering hearts silently moaning Only this I wish were true Oh to be something new This one thing I wish to do One thing I do hope to be This thing that I may never see For my souls wanting surrender As the music holds my wanting And the rhythm so unstopping For this my will becomes undaunting The music moves divine and grace Unyielding hold from this place Beaming flush upon my face Entrancing dance is my hold Heat arising from where, untold Truly wanting to give in My strength within quickly fleeting From the music sensual beating Ending in simple wanting, needing. ( phew needed to get that out for a wile )

Cold Sweat
i feel so hot but my skin is still cold i begain to fade in and out the pain started so deep inside now its just poring out of me in a cold sweat to my knees i fall face is emotionless feeling so high from the pain its better than any drug to be able to kiss the lips of death then live to enjoy that feeling by-ME

Funeral
Well, everything started back on saturday. I woke up depressed and I had no idea why. Then when I called my uncle to tell him I was on my way to drop a few things off at his place, he told me that my great aunt passed away the night before. So I figured out that's why I was depressed when I woke up that day. Today I went to the funeral depressed like my mom, my uncle and other family members on my mom's side. It's hard for my family, but we're gettin through it.