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Today...5-11-08
First off Im a chef so in the restaurant bussiness Mothers Day is HUGE. I cooked Breakfast and that was just HELL, but we made it through it. Half way through one of my cooks decited he wasnt staying so we had words and it turned into a fight and 3 people had to hold me back and they wanted the cops to come...needless to say he is one of my boys so we patched it up because brothers dont do each other like that. Then the dinner "manager" decited he was playing golf and not comming in. SO I got stuck cooking for 13.5 hours. not fun I was alone for 4 of those hours. And then I was expecting something special to happen today and it diddnt and that just crushed me completly....now im just here and mad at the world...And pretty unhappy...

Friends
The Journey of Friendship The journey starts as people meet they watch each other to see if they have anything in common and hear thier words as they speak. They soon realize tha they people they have chosen to speak with have certain special qualities that helps them to complete themselves. The journey though it may be good for them to travel becomes full of twists, turns, and obstacles for the people to take. It is through these types of situations that you realize how true of a friend that you have and are. In this part of the journey your friendships will meet its challenges as some of your friends will stop. Some will turn around, turning thier backs on you. And some will try to lead the way, acting as if they know how to get you through the difficult times. While a true friend will stand beside you take you by the hand to help you take the rough road ahead step by step with you. It is during this process you realize what friendship is, because those who stop or turn th

Dear Mama
happy mothers day to all th actual moms out there. im not talking about the moms who have kids and don't do shit for them, im talking about the moms who acutally raise the kids they help make and all that good stuff soooooooo this is for the real mammas out there!!!

Growing Pains
Growing Pains Life is full of its twists and turns. During these people, learn to deal with many types of pains. The pains come from many sources like death of family members, love endings, and children growing and moving out. The death of family members is a hard pain to learn to deal with. People deal with one. It is during the first couple of days, months, and years that it is the hardest to deal with. That is because of the feelings attached to these people. The love you have for them makes the pain seem almost unbearable. Once you learn that the people who passed on are in a better place you can start to move on. Meaning that loved ones are not here to deal with the troubles and tribulations of the world that we are living in any longer Love endings are probably one of the harder things to deal with. As you may have to face the person that you are breaking up with in daily travels, love can end in many ways. One way is that your significant other cheats on you

A Blow Job With A Twist
Blow Job With a Twist I wanted to just walk in and force you to your knees. I would already be ready and waiting, you know I don't get things very often. You wouldn't even have time to touch. I would pull down my pants and expect you to go there. To pleasure me with your mouth. To lick and suck so well like you always do. But this time would be different. I would stop you short of finishing me off. I would reach down below, take off your clothes and gently feel your pussy lips. I know how hot you get from getting me off like that. I would then take you and bend you over the table and penetrate you from behind. Today isn't all about sensuality, this is about being hot and taking control, this is about my needs and your needs. And in some little way this is about fulfilling fantasies at the same time. Once we settle in and find the motion that brings us both so much pleasure... I will know when I hit the spot and you bite your bottom lip... the dirty words start to come from your mouth

Speak To Me, Me Being Me (comment Page)
Hey everyone it is me the Sassy little red head purrs and laughs.. just wanted ya all to know I will keep ya posted on what goes on around here shhhh lol I am really bad at posting don't tell any one but I will make a point or at least try to let ya know where I am at... LOL for all you know I could be up a tree right now.. or up the creek with out a paddle either way you get the point...hugs and kisses The firery liitle Sassy one....

♥ Mom ♥
I caused you a lot pain and I didn't care, but you still loved me. I hurt you in so many ways but you always acted like you didn't see. When you gave me advice, I didn't listen and I learned the hard way. If I knew then what I know now, I would have told you how much I loved you every day. When you were growing sicker, I didn't want to hear you calling out my name. You waited for my calls and visits that never came. I always made excuses why I couldn't be there for you. You always told me go ahead and do what I need to do. I know now there is no greater love like your love you have for me. How much I need you to hold me and kiss me and hear my apology. I realize now I should have been there for you when you needed me. I refused to look and accept what was going to be. I need you now oh so very much. How I long to see your beautiful smile and feel your loving touch. I want to hear you tell me everything will be ok. I want to be a Mom just like you som

~ Changes In Life ~
Changes in Life I came across the poem and quote below and could really relate to it. I step into the future Don’t know what’s in store I’ll be walking new pathways Learning more Meeting new faces, Making new friends, The time has come to move on, It’s time to change. It’s hard to leave the things you know and understand And set out on a journey on unfamiliar land It’s hard to leave old friends behind and walk away, But the time has come to move on, it’s time to change. But my friends are a part of me, A part of my personality, Always there to guide me Wherever I happen to be The past leaves its mark on me, And makes me the person I am And the good things go with me When it’s time to change. The seasons turn And the years move on Nothing ever stands still Changing day by day Good wishes go with me And speed me on towards the sun The time has come to move on, It’s time to change. The seasons turn, and the years move on, Nothing ever stands

A Picnic For Us
We had always talked about a picnic like this. Now was our time to finally do it. I always loved picnics with you, being at the park in summer time, watching the wind blow your curly hair. Everything is green and the flowers are in bloom. You had made us sandwiches for lunch. You were so special like that. As we were eating and talking on the blanket something else came into our minds. Our conversation drifted from casual to sexual. We had picked up our lunch and it was just the two of us on the blanket now. We began to kiss and touch each others bodies. You went straight for my crotch and began rubbing my member under my pants. You know what your kisses do to me. I began nibbling on your neck and I reached up your shirt to play with your nipples. I knew you were getting turned on too. Lucky for you you had worn a skirt and I went without underwear today. I reached up your skirt and felt that your panties were wet and I pulled them down and off of your legs. You were now mine for the t

Against The Wall
Against the Wall First I would kiss you like you kiss me... I like it hard and heavy, that usually gets me all turned on. I would have to pin you up against the wall you know. And I would start with taking off your clothes partly, I hope you didn't have a bra on so the shirt could stay. But the rest of your clothing has to go. I would start at the top......kissing my way down...taking some time to suck on your nipples....and kiss your tummy before I went down on you. Yea I would have to get you off before I could bend you over and take you for myself

The Disease No One's Talking About.
Hepatitis C: The disease no one's talking about Hepatitis C: The disease no one's talking about http://www.statesmanjournal.com ALAN GUSTAFSON The Statesman Journal The disease is a 'silent epidemic' that is getting little public attention, state official says Ann Shindo takes to task the federal government for failing to confront hepatitis C in Oregon and across the country. "Remember when Reagan didn't say AIDS? That's where we are with hep C," said Shindo, the coordinator of viral hepatitis prevention for the Oregon Department of Human Services. "It's (like) 1988, pal, and no one's talking about hep C. "We have four times as many people nationwide living with hep C as HIV (the virus that causes AIDS) and we have no federal funds and state funds to address this epidemic." The national Centers for Disease Control and Prevention estimates that nearly 2 percent of all Americans, more than 4 million people, are infected with hepatitis C. I

Mothers Day In Porters Falls
Mother’s day in Porters Falls is rather unique, as I guess most holidays there are. You can't make this stuff up! This is un-embellished. You need to imagine my mom as Edith Bunker, and dad, maybe Tim Wilson. My sister and her husband where there also, as we were watching the Player’s Championship. My sister: They have the toaster that I want at Walmart. How about we stop and get it on the way home? My brother-in-law: We're not getting a four-slice model. You cook one slice and the three empty chambers sit there wasting electricity. Tim: Is he serious? Dad: Turn the TV up please. Mom: Oh! I remember when we got electricity. Your Aunt Jane was a baby and she used to stare up at the light bulb on the ceiling, like she was entertained. Tim: That was from exposure to lead paint. Mom: Oh, but electricity was a real treat for us! And then, as soon as we got electricity, you know what we got next? Tim: Electrocuted? Mom: No, we got a toaster! We were tickled to death! Tim: A

Blessing Of Wisdom
Blessing upon you. The blessing of perfect acceptance in the face of daunting circumstances. The blessing of contentment and peace while the winds blow and the wave rise higher and higher. Blessing upon you. The blessing of knowing when acceptance must turn to action for the sake of all concerned. The blessing of strength to forsake contentment and peace for the purpose of comforting another. Blessing upon you. The blessing of discernment: to recognize when to wait, and to understand when to move. You have made us for yourself and our hearts are restless until they rest in you.

The Tree That Went Miss-ing
Last night we went to sleep under a severe storm warning, but it was definitely north of us. No worry foolishly thought I. Today we woke and took Rebecca to the airport. After breakfast and shopping we make it home. Sure it was windy all morning - worse than most winds-days, but I didn't give it any thought.As we are pulling into the drive way I instantly notice something is wrong. I tell Ann "The big tree is down." "what" "Backyard" - I feel my panic rising so I focus on nouns - "Tree" "What?" I stop the car and point having given up on words. I drop into problem-solving mode. I nearly hope out of the running car to inspect the damage, when my brain kicks back on to notice the tree is down and whatever else might be true, gravity always wins. "Okay I am calm now" I say, really to me. I push the garage door button to no avail. No power. I park the car and get out. Our power runs along the other side of the house from the tree, so I walk the house and see the rest of

No Drama Allowed
That was drama that was started on my page.. I had deleted the comment before I thought about it. But at least I had the start of it. I dont care if you have an issue with one of my friends keep it to yourself. If you dont like it then REMOVE YOURESLF FROM MY PAGE. You wont hurt my feelings a bit. I WILL NOT TOLERATE DRAMA ON MY PAGE.

Injuries, Burnout And Other Thoughts...(note: Spoiler Re: Tna Sacrifice)
OK I have not posted one of these in about 3 months...so, here we go! Injuries - I am surprised by the amount of injuries in the biz lately. Torrie Wilson, a former WWE Diva, has been forced to retire because of back problems. ====SPOILER ALERT====== Kurt Angle, former WWE champ, has been pulled from tonight's TNA main event due to a neck injury. Matt Hardy and a couple of others have faced recent issues also (think within the last six months). Think about this: If it weren't for the business us fans love so much, these men and women would not go out there every damn night to entertain us. Burnouts - This is an interesting topic in and of itself, and one we aren't hearing half as much of. I believe Jeff Hardy has some major personal issues right now outside of the biz (and any Jeff fan knows what he has endured since his suspension a month and change ago). Compounding that, and I'm not a psychologist, but he may have burnt out because of his fast rise to the top of the foo

Virtual Border Fence To Hit Texas
Source: Houston Chronicle WASHINGTON — Sections of Texas' border with Mexico eventually could be secured by the same kind of high-tech "virtual fence" that's been deployed in Arizona, key legislators said Friday after touring the state-of-the-art surveillance network. The comments by two subcommittee chairmen with the House Homeland Security Committee — Reps. Sheila Jackson Lee, D-Houston, and Christopher Carney, D-Pa.— followed an inspection tour Friday of the $20.6 million virtual fence near Sasabe, Ariz. The project links high-tech surveillance towers, cameras, radar, ground sensors and unmanned aerial drones along a 28-mile section of the 1,947-mile international border. "In Texas, there is an outcry and a great deal of conflict over installing physical barriers along the border," said Jackson Lee, chairman of the panel's subcommittee on transportation security and infrastructure protection. "What I have seen here today can be a very effective 21st century tool to secu

I Just Dont Know
I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO THINK OR WHAT TO SAY..IM SO BLAH...I HAVE NO CLUE WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON YET I GET BITCHED AT FOR IT..I JUST WANT TO TRY BUT IT SEEMS LIKE YOU DONT..IM NOT TRYIN TO PUSH YOU AWAY YOUR PUSHING ME AWAY..LAST NIGHT i WENT OUT AND GOT DRUNK..THATS WHAT SEEMS TO HAPPEN ONCE A WEEK NOW..I JUST HIT THE GUTTERS AND WANT TO DRINK,BUT THATS STOPPING TODAY...IM DONE DRINKIN...I JUST WANT TO FLIPPIN ME HAPPY =[

Slow Dance
Slow Dance Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,"Hi" You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day,

Global Warming??? More Like Global Scare!
The past 2 winters temperature average not to mention this past APRIL 2008 temperature average alone was cold enough to OFF SET the past 20 years of the so-called "global warming" temperature raise. Matter of fact we are DOWN .25 F degrees on average from 20 years ago. LOOK IT UP. Yes the glaciers are melting but according to some very prominent and well-known scientist, the NATURAL warming of the Earth has caused this effect. The scientist today who say we are in a DIRE “global warming” phase are the VERY SAME scientist who said 30 years ago that we were at the start of an ICE AGE. As far as the coastal cities being flooded the Antarctica ice field has double and in a few small areas tripled in size in the past 10 years. This is according to NASA. The oceans levels have gone up a mere .50 inches. LOOK IT UP! Remember about 10 years ago when they were talking about the BIG HOLE that had opened in the Ozone Layer above the North Pole?? Well guess what that has CLOSED UP that’s w

Wht Would You Do If I...
what would you do if? 1. I was right next to you: 2. I kissed you: 3. I lived next door to you: 4. I started smoking: 5. I was hospitalized: 6. I was drunk: 7. i hugged u 8. I asked you to leave: 9. I asked you out: what do you think about my? 10. personality: 11. eyes: 12. hair: 13. body: would you? 14. be my friend? 15. keep a secret if i told you one? 16. kiss me? 17. go on a date with me? 18. keep in touch? 19. date me? have you ever? 20. lied to make me feel better? 21. wanted to kiss me? 22. wanted to bite me? 23. kept something important from me? 24. wanted to cuddle with me? and more. 25. who are you? 26. are we friends? 27. when and how did we meet? 28. describe me in one word: 29. what was your first impression? 30. what reminds you of me? 31. if you could give me anything what would it be? 32. how well do you know me? 33. when's the last time you saw me? 34. ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 35. are you gonna post t

Young Love
WRITTEN BY:LATENITEFANTASY Find a young man's heart that is searching for love A young lady's soul willing to love someone forever Create the perfect moment to meet Allow sparks to glow and giving butterflies a chance to dance Giving them the opportunity to let destiny take over Watch as "love at first sight" grows into pure love.

I Figured Out Why I'm So Angry Today
It's mother's day. My Mom passed away in 06, the day after Christmas. She was one of those text book examples of what a Mom should be. On Friday my 10 year old daughter, whom I have full custody of, came home with the most adorable pin & card she made at school for her Mom, she also made a little candle. Maybe the cutest thing I've ever seen in my life. She was so happy to be able to give her Mom a mother's day present. She started calling as soon as she got home from school, to her Mom's cell phone,, which, by the sounds of it was out of minutes. About 9 O'clock I get a call from her mom's cell phone. Some guy is on the other end asking,, demanding actually why my number showed up on HIS caller ID. I told the guy (already knowing where this was going) that it must have been her daughter trying to get a hold of her for mother's day. "Tell that cunt, when you see her, i want my fuckin' money." I'm not wicked tactfull when it comes to guys dusting off their tough guy ac

Guess People Are Sick Of The Sauce
http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/15482402/ Evangelical-GOP ties strained this election year Still far too soon to write off the powerful alliance The Associated Press updated 12:13 p.m. ET, Mon., Oct. 30, 2006 UNDATED - Of the many disturbing trends for Republicans this campaign season, one of the most troubling is the drop in support among white evangelicals. The number of conservative Christians with a favorable view of the party has plummeted from 74 percent to 54 percent between 2004 and this year, according to the Pew Research Center for the People & the Press. Evangelicals comprise more than one-third of GOP voters. But analysts say it's far too soon to write off the powerful Republican-evangelical alliance that helped the party dominate in the 2004 election. No alternative Conservative Christians have been here before - disappointed that Republicans they helped elect failed to enact the evangelical agenda - yet they have consistently returned to the GOP. Even as the

Stormy Passion
Stormy Passions by LateNiteFantasy© Thunder rumbles in the distance Lightening crashes brightening the room Reflecting, revealing and shadowing Creamy voluptuousness, fiery strands of silk Wild winds rattle the windowpanes Tumultuous breezes race inside To wantonly caress fragrant flesh Swallowing your breath as you exhale Tasting sweet heat upon your lips Fingertips exploring, finding hidden treasures Striving to control the storm building within Arousing passions slowly, gently Lips traveling, thirsting for your nectar Pacing my seduction with the storm growing without Rain’s bouquet infiltrates the room, As tongue discovers your moistness Drinking deeply from the red rose Between gleaming satin limbs Allowing your essence to quench my craving Holding tight as storms explode Without and within……

Starting Fubar
hello all im new on fubar. just getting the hang of things. me and my wife decided to get on here and check it out. Hope to enjoy all the features and all the new peeps we gonna be talking too. well hope to meet you all soon and get the hang of things. Jason

Dont Let Me Down
Don't Let Me Down BY;LATENITEFANTASY Please don't let me down Don't make my smile turn into a frown My heart still aches and is numb In the past I have been hurt by some Please don't you hurt me too I have a lot of trust invested in you Everyday I add some more Don't do me wrong and make me close the door Is my trustingness to much for you to take ? Let me know and from you I will partially break I'm sorry I sometimes get to carried away All I want in my life is for you to stay If I'm placing to much pressure on you It's only cause I'm trying to see if you are true I don't want to end up hurt any more I'm tired and hurt clear to the core Please don't let me down Don't make my smile turn into a frown Elton JohnDon't Let The Sun Go Down On MeMusic Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Help Me!!!! I Need Help!!! Get Name Tags!!!
Miss Crys-W.W.S. needs 20,000 comments to win a Happy Hour. I am offering 2 name tag for every 100 comments you leave. Examples of these are in both my default folder and Made for friends folder, but remember these are made and no 2 can be exactly the same, but will be close! So stop by leave as many comments you want and send me a private message when you have done them and let me know. I will do them as each one comes in. So go help her out and get a name tag for every 100 comments you leave her of your choice! Click Here to Bomb! This Offer Brought To You By! _Sweet_Thing_~ ~Owned by Rock-Fu~~Owner of Diamonds Forever~~Redneck Leveling Crew~~@ fubar (repost of original by '_Sweet_Thing_~ ~Owned by Rock-Fu~~Owner of Diamonds Forever~~Redneck Leveling Crew~~' on '2008-05-11 17:29:45')

Cool People
i kinda ramble a lil on here lol but i have been really lucky with all the people in my life that have helped me through so much you will never know what that means to me and just wanted to say thanks you are the best

Do You Have A Fetish?
. MEN, what fetishes listed here excite you? (list all that apply) Age Play Anal Sex (giving) Anal Sex (receiving) Asphyxiaphilia (breath play) Bestiality Biting Blindfolds Blood Body Hair Bondage Branding Breast/Nipple Torture Candle Wax Chains Chastity Devices Chinese Balls/Ben Wa Balls/Anal Beads Cling Film Cock and Ball Torture, Clamps, etc. Collar and Lead/Leash Confinement/Caging Coprophilia (Shit Play), Scat Cross Dressing Cupping (Suction of the Skin) Dacryphilia (Arousal from Tears) Defilement, Seeing a Partner Dirty or Wet Denim Depiation/Shaving Dildos (Handheld & Strap ons) Discipline Doctor/Nurse Fetish Domination Ears Exhibitionism/Sex in Public Feathers Fire Play Fisting Food Play Gangbangs Hair Pulling Handcuffs/Shackles High Heels Humiliation Infantilism/Diapers Klismaphilia (Douching/Enema) Knife Play Lace/Lingerie Lactation Latex Leather Making Home "Movies" Masks Masochism Massage Master/Slave Masturbation Mu

My Niece Is Here!
My niece is here and she is having a birthday today!!!! Show her lots of lovin!!!! Tell her that Trouble sent ya!!!! ~contentinmyjunk~@ fubar Send her gifts and stuff!!!! Love ya babe!!! Brought to you by Miss Trouble™ Club F.A.R Team Capt - Suave's Fu Wifey@ fubar

Be Gone All Next Week
Well this will be the final week of my finals. I know I haven't been on much and for that I am sorry. With all the funerals last week then finals, it has really took a tole on me both physically and medically. I might take a few weeks off fubar to get my life and my mind situated again. I will try and get the daily comments out if not daily, then I am hoping at least a couple times over the next few weeks. I am sorry for those of you that can't understand this. I am getting to the point in fubar as well when I max out all my rates people on my friends list to not get rated in return. Except from my regular daily friends ( thank you very much ). This has pretty much taken the fun out of fubar for me. I see my leveling going no where. Also I am going to be dropping the majority of the people on my list I am not here to be a number on someones page, I am here to make true friends and play the game. I was tempted to just kill this account and not return anymore. This is my 4th tme b

When We Talk
When We Talk BY:LATENITEFANTASY I feel like I've known you forever Except I haven't met you ever I've fallen in love with the unknown Please reach out and toss me a bone I want to know the person I've gotten to know I want to see the person I haven't seen I want to feel what my heart has felt I want to meet the person I haven't met Do you walk the walk The way you talk the talk With me are you true When we talk about you I have fallen in love with you Have you come to love me too You're the one I want to be with Please tell me you haven't been a myth I want to know the person I've gotten to know I want to see the person I haven't seen I want to feel what my heart has felt I want to meet the person I haven't met With me are you true When we talk about you I want to be with you But only if you've been true Do you walk the walk The way you talk the talk With me are you true When we talk about you Toby KeithCrash Here TonightMusic Vi

Sold Into Priceless
My perfection covered in gaudy scratches. Sewn with thick butcher twine on wine colored satin. A straight razor to my downfall. The confection of alabaster empathy from newscasters in new zealand all the way down to Nero in braces. Fakers and overpayed charlatans. Of ne'er do, and ne'er try. The body I was inside of, once my possession Now pissed on and lathered in filth, an unctuous stink of abandon, and doting imbecile imposter. Only fooling himself. Placing his heart on an altar to nothing, the antithesis to a One. I can't wait to watch you burn. In the saccharine folly of infantile conflagration whored and sold into priceless. Echoing my fiction. An abundance of patronizing sympathy. A failing of my apathetic oblivion. In a needle down a straw underneath one fresh cut strawberry. The tint of foamed coffee. The smoothness of a calla lily. A faltering ephemeral delusion of salvation. Crowning my achievements with no bod

Giorgio Bought New Shoes For $300.00....
Giorgio is in this country for about 6 months. He walks to work every day and passes a shoe store. Each day he stops and looks in the window and admires a certain pair of Bocceli leather shoes. He wants those shoes so much it's all he can think about. After about 2 months he saves the $300.00 the shoes cost and purchases them. Every Friday night the Italian community gets together at a dance in the church basement; so Giorgio seizes the opportunity to wear his new Bocceli leather shoes to the dance. He asks Sophia to dance and as they dance he asks her, "Sophia, do you wear red panties tonight?" Sophia, startled, says, "Yes, Giorgio, I do wear red panties tonight; but how do you know?" Giorgio replies, "I see the reflection in my new $300.00 Bocceli leather shoes. How do you like them?" Next he asks Rosa to dance, and after a few minutes he says to her, "Rosa, do you wear white panties tonight?" Rosa answers, "Yes, Giorgio, I

My Mother
As I remember Mom was my mentor and My teacher of right and wrong The one that gave me Advice on my life when I asked As I remember She was my healer when I was sick Mom was the one that gave me Comfort and the one who put me To bed at night and The one in which I Said my prayers with at night As I remember She was the one that I Told everything too Things that I never told My own family As I remember The way she smells The way she walks The way she talked The way she used to yell at me As I remember The day that she was hospitalized And I went home to be with her When I walked into her room I knew then that she had not Much time left with me As I remember When God came for her I cried and asked why now lord Why now I was not home yet to be With her and tell her that I loved her But my mom knew I loved her as I told her told her a while ago to go Be with Granny where she wouldn’t have to Suffer anymore and God would pr

My Heart
No more tears from these eyes will fall. Apology not needed, I will stand tall. Your words were cruel and yet I stayed. I tried so hard to live your way. I had no chance at winning this race. For in your heart I held last place. I walk away with tear filled eyes. Nothing in my heart but a list of lies. My heart is lonely and so weak, From loving someone who didn't love me. I tried lying to my heart with a fake smile. Yet my eyes told the truth from deep inside. There's so much sadness within my heart. My healing begins with us apart. Now my heart seeks comfort and peace. Knowing you never really loved me. My hearts love has been cruelly abused. What once was us, has now become you.

New Truck
Monday I bought a brand new Dodge pickup. I returned it to the dealer yesterday because I couldn't get t he radio to work. The salesman explained that the radio was voice activated: 'Nelson' the salesman said to the radio. The Radio replied, 'Ricky or Willie?' 'Willie!' he continued and 'On The Road Again' came from the speakers. Then he said, 'Ray Charles!', and in an instant 'Georgia On My Mind' replaced Willie Nelson. I drove away happy as a clam at high tide. Every time I say, 'Beethoven,' I get beautiful classical music, and if I say, 'Beatles,' I get one of their awesome songs. Today, a couple ran a red light and nearly creamed me but I swerved in time to avoid them. I yelled, 'Ass Holes!' Immediately the French National Anthem began to play, sung by Jane Fonda and Barbara Streisand, backed up by Michael Moore and The Dixie Chicks, with John Kerry on guitar, Al Gore on drums, Dan Rather on harmonica, Nancy Pelosi on tambourine, Harry Reid on spoons, Bil

The Darkened Walls
Beating heart, Ticking away the moments of life, Ticking time bomb Fighting to stay alive. Dying on the inside, Darkness closing in, Wrapping protective wings Around soul and mind. Love is love, And what is that, Sometimes wondering If love falls flat. Words we speak, Words we say, What does it all mean At the end of the day. Can they pierce These inner walls Can they break Through the darkness call. Walls so deep, Darkness so sound None can fathom I can't be found. Lost forever to the darkened walls. 5-11-08 by KC Zimmerman

I Thank God For The Suffering
I, I still recall, the first fullmoon of may 'neath whose rays we lay together And those bright nights on glassy waves When we would glide lightly away From the grain For wicked flights of pleasure Those visions fade Like ghosts to life's parade Though incisions once made her so vivid A scarlet whore With both heels in the door Of a heaven severed from me, insipid And midst the writhe of parapets Where angels sigh, lonely she sits Upon the lip Only a slip from whence I beg her That I would wish Her kiss a chrysalis To break to make my fluttered heart amiss And in those frozen moments won From grief that creeps to wreathe the sun In drapes inwove with deathshead wing I thank God for the suffering Love would have conquered all But for the rapture That ancient plan for my defeat Denied faith skies that would have set her free It seems again dreams wend to capture Once dancing in a spotlit waltz Through shadowed dimension Given to the rivers that bed

Do You Know This Guy?
I think I've spoken to him often. Mujibar was trying to get a job in India. The Personnel Manager said, "Mujibar, you have passed all the tests, except one. Unless you pass it you cannot qualify for this job." Mujibar said, "I am ready" The manager said, "Make a sentence using the words Yellow, Pink and Green." Mujibar thought for a few minutes and said, "Mister manager, I am ready" The manager said, "Go ahead." Mujibar said, "The telephone goes green, green, and I pink it up, and say, 'Yellow, this is Mujibar .'" Mujibar now works as a technician at a call center for computer problems. No doubt you have spoken to him. I have!

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My friend who sent me the suicide note didn't do it, and I am very glad that she didn't...I've been talking to her even more lately, and am glad I seemed to make some tiny difference that gave her the hope to hang in there... I'm weak, tired, in pain...ever since I had my surgery a year & 1/2 ago I haven't been the same...I've read some accounts on the internet where people having had an organ removed develop a lot of pain later on from the empty "pocket" where it once resided, it seems rather possible that's what my problem is...either way its a bitch...I haven't been on here much...I only have two friends, one of whom I speak with regularly online, the other whom I hardly ever get to speak to anymore, so I haven't been very inspired to be online much...I usually AM online, but am playing some game on the internet that requires the least amount of stress possible... It gets old waking up more days than not hurting to the point that it even hurts t

Sunday 05-11-08 (hugs)
Sunday, Mothers Day May 11, 2008 Hope YOU that had reason for celebration, did so with joy. And those that had no reason to give cards or flowers had an equally fun-filled and or fulfilling Sunday! All was good on my side of the screen. Mother enjoyed her meal & the family popped in to see her in sporadic fashion. Which makes it easier for her to chat with them that way - opposed to the all at once pandemonium that ALL the family gathering at the same time can cause. (lots of us) So a good gathering and happy exchanges ...

Help Wanted
ROCK HARD RADIO WORLD rockhardmusic@mail.com 607-527-7389 --HELP WANTED-- MEDIA SALES CONSULTANTS Commissioned Based Sales Sell Radio & Web Advertising to Businesses and Local bands in your Area. Must love talking to people, be creative, and good with numbers. Great Money for the right hard working type who wont take no for an answer. Should have a decent computer with internet access, and a telephone with a unlimited or high minute plan. ON-AIR DJ's Host your own Radio Show on one or more of our stations. You Need decent computer, Broadband Internet Access and some special software that we can provide for you if needed. Must follow the format and know how to entertain an audience. Air talents can make money from sponsorships sold for their shows. SHOW PRODUCERS We Need a host for our Extreme Metal Show and hosts for future shows to run on our stations and other stations that we will syndicate the shows with. Can you be creative, can you educate an

Mother's Day
Well I think mom had a good mother's day. Dad got her the outfit she wanted, I got her Jeff dunham comedy special. We played "Phase 10" and "Scrabble" this afternoon, me winning 2 of 3 games, dad winning the other, and mom getting whooped all 3 games lol. She didnt mind though cuz she is just as competitive as we are and she just enjoyed playing with us and spending time together. Overall a pretty damn good day. I hope you all are having and have had a good mother's day. :) HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all you moms and grandmas!!!

Sweetheart/'s Touch
BY;LATENITEFANTASY it is to feel not to see nails travel languidly connecting nerve to nervous static electricity as if a grid almost ohmless covered me your fingers magnetic pulled from node to nothing heading higher so insanely slow sensations trickle spiral up my spine along with fingertip mounted razors painting palest pain as while trailing dermic traces lightning strikes again and again from haunting hands to spine cord brain then raised neck hairs meet traced ridge at journey's end peaked pressure subsides leaving me in aching abstinence of those digit powerspikes a second an eternity until soothing silk sensation of a pacifying open palm ventures back to heal every pinch recently left and fine tune this mortal shell

I Hate The Way I Love You
I hate the way you tell me you love me I hate when you tell me you miss me I hate the way you make me think of you I was getting over you But you had to call And tell me you still love me I don’t wanna wait I don’t wanna be played I want to be over you You give me more and more pain I just wanna scream I hate you for doing this to me I hate how I still love you I wish I would stop loving you I am that kind of girl that loves you but hates you My heart wants to hate you Not Love you anymore It hurts way to much I wanna hate you.

Six Reasons I Hate You
I hate how in my dreams Your the one i picture. I hate how you held me In your tight embrase. I hate the way you spoke When you said I Love You. I hate the way you smelt After comming out of the shower. I hate the way you look When your leaning in for a kiss. But most of all I hate how you Never said GOOD BYE!

Aftertouch
AFTERTOUCH this is what an aftertouch is to a symphony barely noticed in the storm of what was this is lingering resonance nine hundred nanoseconds in duration but saying everything that was ever spoken in one final exhale when commotion was cut sharp into the loudest silence ever heard this is your face relaxing after exciting expression exercise to sink back into stillness almost closed eyes skin so unstrained brushing your still parted lips against mine this is your voice a soft moaning sigh in sharp contrast to the hollering high that seconds ago filled the room and my mind that uneloquent chanting exploding tonight this is so much more than my still hammering heart trying to lower the pulse as powerless we exhale and sink softly onto ourselves and welcome the aftertouch of a symphony for now

Please Support Relay For Life 2008
I am asking everyone to take a moment to look at my photo album Relay for Life 2008.........I am not asking you to rate them just take a moment to look at them..........I don't care about points here only getting a message out. The pics are of 2008 Relay for Life in my area......this is always a difficult event for me and my family.........I am a 1 4 yr survivor and just found out my cancer is back, my sister is a 23 yr survivor and her cancer is also now back.....6 yrs ago we buried both of our parents 4 months apart due to cancer.........so you see this hits very close to home for us. I am sure each and everyone of you know someone who has been touched by this silent killer. It is running wild like a brush fire taking lives everyday. The cost to purchase a luminarie is minimal compared to the cost to fight this disease to stay alive.......who knows maybe your $10 or $20 donation may be the one to make a difference. We want a cure not a treatment............. HELP US FIGHT T

Embrace Your Vagina
I just realized recently that it has been ten years since I started having sex. That is crazy! I feel like I should have a party for the death of my virginity’s tenth anniversary. Strangely although it has been a whole ten years it has really only been about 2 and a half years since I have really enjoyed sex to the fullest. Not that I didn’t before, it was just more hit and miss especially since I had a weird mental block for the first 7 years of my sexual life that caused my vagina to physically clam up to where it was excruciatingly painful to be penetrated. However now that I am a sexually liberated woman I feel as if there should be a celebration! Also since I just moved into my new place I was really wanting to have a housewarming party to show off the new place and basically fill my place with friends and start creating good memories here. Leslie, let me know when you can be in town next so I can schedule it so you can attend. I kind of want the party to have a theme bu

Have You Ever?
Have you ever felt like you were wasting your time, your life, your heart? Have you ever woke up and wondered why? Have you ever been given a gift and had it snatched away before you could truly enjoy it? Have you ever seen your future, and watch it disappear into nothing but cold blackness? Have you ever been greatful for a moment in time? Have you ever had your heart ache to the point you thought it might shatter? Have you ever cried so much you thought you could drown in your own tears? Have you ever had a dream that you couldn't remember? Have you ever loved someone so hard, that it pushed them away? Have you ever allowed yourself to be pushed away from love? Have you ever been told to smile for what you had? Have you ever been able to? Have you ever looked inside yourself? Have you ever seen your soul? Have you ever known true love? Have you?

Name Tags To Help Out This Friend!
Miss Crys-W.W.S. needs 20,000 comments to win a Happy Hour. I am offering 2 name tag for every 100 comments you leave. Examples of these are in both my default folder and Made for friends folder, but remember these are made and no 2 can be exactly the same, but will be close! So stop by leave as many comments you want and send me a private message when you have done them and let me know. I will do them as each one comes in. So go help her out and get a name tag for every 100 comments you leave her of your choice! Click Here to Bomb! This Offer Brought To You By! _Sweet_Thing_~ ~Owned by Rock-Fu~~Owner of Diamonds Forever~~Redneck Leveling Crew~~@ fubar

Me And My Hubby On The Phone Lmao
hey ya'll...So i finally got my hubby to leave me a voice comment on my player..I had to threeway him and coach him through it LOL...Its soo funny..There is something he says that u wont expect LMAO...Just click play and go to the first message afer my intro!. THE DATE ON THE MESSAGE IS 05/11/2008, 04:07 PM incase someone else leaves one. Enjoy Our retardedness! Here is his link incase you guys dont know who he is! lol. ?Smokey Bea?®?.AsH.WeeE's R/L Hubby@ fubar

Spin
I'd rather chase your shadow all my life than be afraid of my own I'd rather be with you I'd rather not know where i'll be than be alone and convinced that i know And the world keeps spinning round my world's upside down and i wouldn't change a thing I've got nothing else to lose I lost it all when i found you and i wouldn't change a thing you and i wouldn't change a thing Everything I know has let me down so i will just let go let you turn me inside out cause i know i'm not sure about anything at all but you wouldn't have it any other way Spinning Turning Watching Burning all my life has found it's meaning walking crawling climbing falling all my life has found its meaning

Monsta Luvins :)
The beautiful and lovely Justa Monsta needs 45K and some change to level to Fu-Queen. Will you help make it happen before she signs on again? What a wonderful surprise!!!! :D Here's a link to her profile and thanks to all who are able to help. She has plenty of beautiful pictures and some great stash. Have a great week!! justa ♥@ fubar

Only By A Poet
Only by a Poet Nothing but words….so gentle and effective. Functionality making it so painful and joyful…. Maybe so excruciating as well. Some would prefer bombs and guns to the horrible quiet of peace. Maybe its madness to some to see total freedom…..total paradise. Its never been done….at least not for a very long time. Its scary in a freedom giving kind of way. There would be no more of the comforting consistency of war. No more dealing with problems in a way so wrong for humanity. I for one seek the pleasure of growth coming like a beautiful day in the park. Face it those noise makers never really did work….did they? War mongers have seen there last days……voluntarily or not. The poet is going to speak to their souls. The poet creates a feeling of finality over ignorance. He brings the past to the present and drops it to oblivion….. As if it was nothing. He points to the past …….that slate has been wiped clean. Now he says…. create a new day…..a new world. One wi

Love's Rapture
Love's Rapture Follow me, release your love, Join me at love's Elysium. Envisage my body neatly buried Beneath the petals of your seduction. Reveal to me your secret desires, Encompass your warmth around my soul. Dance with me, chant my name, Feel the passion burn within. Embrace this moment, as we two Indulge in love's rapture

A Lover
A Lover by LateNiteFantasy© I long for a lover Whose aim will never miss my most deep erotic wish I crave a lover Whose kiss will float beneath my skin and whose touch will be more than paper thin I search for a lover Who will be wild like the wind and to all my sexual whims she will bend I cry for a lover Who will make love to me in a kama sutric way in a lover's game of play I seek a lover To who poems I will endlessly write about love in all it's glorious might --- I need a lover To hold me through the night and in the day, her love will not be out of sight I want a lover Who will stay with me beyond the break of dawn and in the morning will not be gone I would take on that lover Who like in the light of day will offer me love, not play I hear that lover Whose voice is calling me to that place where her love is falling free I am going to that lover Who will love the re

Update On Jeffs Death
news headlines... LAND O'LAKES — Some Pine View Middle students stumbled onto an awful sight at their school bus stop Friday morning: the body of a 19-year-old man who had committed suicide. "My son called and said, 'Mom, there's a dead man at the bus stop,' " said Rebecca Reyes, whose son Joshua, 13, was among the six or seven students who saw the dead man on a covered wooden bench, with a bullet wound in his head and a gun in his hand. "I ran down there in my pajamas and by the time I got there, the bus was picking the kids up and driving away," Reyes said. Another parent stopped the bus, but the driver told her he was taking the students to school. Once at school, the students were given counseling and some were picked up by worried parents. "I think the driver should have pulled over and called 911," Reyes said. "But I have to give the school credit, they had crisis counselors there. " School officials said the bus driver alerted the bus garage

After The Rain
by LateNiteFantasy© After the rain falls all over me Falling over my bare skin I will remember your face After the rain comes pouring down all over me Pouring down all over my naked skin I will remember your touch After the rain washes all my memories of pain away Refreshing my remembrances anew I will ever visit our sacred place After the rain falls all over me Refreshing my affections anew My heart will still have for you a loving space

Inside U
WRITTEN BY:LATENITEFANTASY Did you think of me today While you were busy with your life Did you think of things you'd like to say Does my voice cut through your memory like a knife Did you think of me when you heard a certain song Do you think of me when your day seems too long Did you think of me today Did you have the urge to call Did you see my face when you lied alone in bed Have you thought of me at all Did you think of me today Did I creep into your mind When you look at someone else is it me that you find Did you think of me today Do you think of me at all looking inside of you

You Are Priceless
Your eyes consume Me... Blind Me with dazzling light.. No ray of sun would dare outshine. Your mouth invites Me with the soft feel of dewy velvet I yearn to cling to you. Your touch elicits that pulsing surge.. Electric rush.. I would drink you. Your love is such perfection.. A timeless priceless treasure.. A lifetime of lifetimes.

The Extacy Of The Dining
The darkness folds in around me, The mists close in around my feet, The scent rises to my nostrils, The smell of blood is oh so sweet. Come to me now my perfect victim, Exquisite for the taste, Like a fine wine That will never waste. Just the thought makes me quake All over as I anticipate The pure extacy.... The extacy of the dining. Your heart fills with fear, While mine fills with glee. If you only knew how my touch Will set you free. And when I take you, The the choice is yours divine, To die in peace, Or join in the extacy of the dining! (c.) 1997 by KC Zimmerman

The Call Of The Vampire
A vampire at heart, That's what I am, Wanting to control All that I can. The blackness of night Is my time of day, And every place that I tread Is my domain. Catch me if you can, If you know where I lie. Just beware that You are racing against the sands of time. Blood is the libation That satisfies my thirst. And eternity on earth, That is my curse. So come to me now And let me hold you tight. Give me your life, And I will give you mine. Hear the vampire's cry Ringing through the night. Behold the lust Burning in my eyes. Can you hear the call? (c.) 1984 by KC Zimmerman

Tantric - Down And Out
Coming up for air so I can Check myself again and I stand Proven to the man sheltered Confidence we tend to shelf and Unexpected hunger drives me Just shut up and stand beside me I don’t need your understanding I don’t need to change a damn thing Though I’m used to have you here It's doesn’t change the man I was When you found me and there was no one else around me yeah Just turn the page and watch me grow There’s so many things that you don’t know About my soul Live and die but this will not get old Just when you think that you're down and out Don't preconceive what I'm all about Look for a reason that you have to start Acting like a friend that you are not And when you think that we played it out we come from the bottom and knock it out look for a reason that you have to start acting like a friend but you are not Nothing in-between to fall through I'm being myself who are you You stand above and look down You’re just a plagaristic clown You suck th

My Son
Just wanted to let my friends know that my 5 yr old David is going to be having surgery on monday. He has scoliosis and will be having growth rods attached to his spine. I will let everyone know how he's doing as soon as I can

Desire
Gazing into your eyes I feel a sudden rush My heart beats faster and my face becomes flush I can't believe you can make me feel this way Make me lose my train of thought not knowing What to say As you lightly run your tongue over my lips I burn for you and as your hands gently settle On my hips I crave for you My blood rising 100 degrees I breathe harder and get weak in the knees You softly pull me into your embrace And I can feel the wanting see it in your face

Embarassing Moment
A very shy guy goes into a bar and sees a beautiful woman sitting at the bar. After an hour of gathering up his courage he finally goes over to her and asks, tentatively, "Um, would you mind if I chatted with you for a while?" She responds by yelling, at the top of her lungs, "No, I won't sleep with you tonight!" Everyone in the bar is now staring at them. Naturally, the guy is hopelessly and completely embarrassed and he slinks back to his table. After a few minutes, the woman walks over to him and apologizes. She smiles at him and says, "I'm sorry if I embarrassed you. You see, I'm a graduate student in psychology and I'm studying how people respond to embarrassing situations." To which he responds, at the top of his lungs, "What do you mean $1000??!!"

Current Situation
To all my friends and family on fubar, please understand that if i do not reply to you right away, it is because i am not in the same home anymore. i have made the choice that i cannot live with my husband anymore and have to make my life all over again. at the moment, i am safe and protected. i am with friends who are taking care of me and helping to get what i need. hopefully by the end of the week, i will be set back up and have everything taken care of. untill then if Y/y ou have my yaqhoo name, i can be reached there. thanks to al my wonderful friends and family for the love and support. zircon

Happy Mothers Day
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL THE MOTHERS OF THE BAR AND BEYOND REMEMBER MOTHER IS THENAME FOR GOD ON THE HEARTS AND LIPS OF ALL CHILDREN AND TO THOSE OF US WHO HAVE LOST OUR MOTHERS AND HAVE TO MAKE THE TREK TO THE FINAL RESTING PLACE OF OUR MOTHERS GOD BE WITH U AND YOUR HEAVY HEARTS ON THIS DAY AND REMEMBER THE GOOD TIMES THE LAUGHS AND HUGS NOT THE PLACE WHERE THIER BODYS REST FOR IT IS A FAR BETTER PLACE THEY HAVE GONE TO AND WE WILL BE TOGETHER WITH THEM ONE SWEET DAY. GOD BLESS ALL MOTHERS AND THIER CHILDREN ON THIS THIER DAY

Gtkmb No. 1
1)Whos the last guy that you talked to? Dad 2) What is something you desperately want, right now? My leg to stop hurting 3) Most important thing you would always want in a relationship? Loyalty. 4) Do you tell your best friend everything? Yep 5) When was the last time you talked to your #1 on your top? Last night/ this morning 6) When's the next time you'll see your best friend? Psht. I don't know. Probably the next time I run into her at walmart for Stephany and Jessi will be here in a few days :DD 7) Do you fight with your parents often? Nope. 8) You still talk to the person who hurt you the most? Rarely. 9) Do you think you can last in a relationship for 3 months? I am now :D 10) How was your day, what'd you do?: It's been good. I surprised mom with her mother's day gift :D 11) Last compliment you received? IDK. That I'm gorgeous? 12) Are you taking anyone for granted? Nope. 13) Which is

True Story
This is a little weird for me to opening up on fubar Im usally a very quiet person about my own problems but you seem like the person who would understand. When I was in 5th grade I had to get surgery on my knee so I was exposed to morphine at a very young age I hated it. My young head was just bobbing around puking and smiling unaware of the things going on around me. It was awhile before I had to go back but when I turned 15 is when it started happening I would puke constantly and had to be hospitalized overnight to be short the expirence was traumatizing and I left early. For the next four years of my life I went in and out of hospitals and during my senior year of hospital is when it peaked to three to two vists to the ER a week and the cancer medication for nausea Zofran had to be used for me because my bodys resistance to pain killers I lost almost 30 pounds in one week because my stomach couldnt handle food my hair was falling out and the depression was kicking in. I would cry m

Life,love An Relationships
Ok, let me start off by saying that my views on life, love, and relationships are not what most people would consider "normal". Well, anyone who knows me knows that I'm not "normal" nor do I wish to be. So, if you're narrow minded and shallow....stop reading now and move along. I don't want to hear about how immoral I am or how your opinions are different from mine. I simply don't care. I am who I am and I won't change my mind because you don't like it. Now, I believe that life is a gift. It's given to us to enjoy and to live the way we choose to live it. I get so sick of hearing people on this site telling other people they are wrong for being gay, bisexual, not believing in God, or any other "different" way of life. Just because someone is not kissing your ass and pretending to be someone they aren't doesn't make them bad or wrong or immoral. Take love and relationships for example. I have seen so many people who are confused or upset because they are in love with more than one p

It Moves!
OMG!!! Maury and Irv got a phone call today from the slut Angel when last we heard from here she was in a home for pregnant unwed angels!!! lol Anyway she called today to let the boys know she felt the babt move today and that it has been very active! yeah happy news! Beforeyou all go counting no it is not to early for the baby to be felt yake in mind this is an angel and skull who are the parents duh!!!! they progress quicker! Now back to the news.I am now assuming that the baby will be born with legs and the such which of course this has maury and Irv so excited even tho they both know only one can be the dad they still can't wait for the birth so the bothe of them went to go tell daddy skull the good news and he was not as happy as the boys of this big move cause that just means one thing to him he knows if this baby is moving it has legs and with legs is doom this thing could go for world domination or even worse demolition!!!! whooo now he has not told the boys why he showed up o

Public Play
Techniques Adding realism to scenarios Many scenarios include the submissive being taken by "force". One fun technique that can make this more fun is to buy cheap clothing from a thrift store that can be torn, sliced, or cut off the submissive. Cheap, disposable clothing can lend a fun air of realism to the scenario. Extended Bondage For people who like bondage, one thing that can be fun is to have the submissive sleep bound. This is most easily done if the submissive's hands and feet are bound together; extended bondage in one position (as, for example, if the submissive were tied to the bed) can become quite uncomfortable. Note that if you do this, you should not leave the submissive in a room alone, and you should bind the submissive in a way which can be released quickly in case the house catches fire ! Extended Penetration With practice, it is possible to train a person's body to accept vaginal and/or anal penetration for extended periods

The Day The Penis Asked For A Raise
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, P. Niss The Response Dear Penis: After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations.. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You don't always observe necessary safety regula

Dead Tired.
Dead Tired Dead to the idea Dead to the feeling Love is dead to me not love of my family Nor the hobbies I have Dead to love another Dead to hope of having that one To tired or trying tired of failing tired of losing maybe the one Lost to never have again Am I that bad Are my flaw's so unbearable Some one reveal to me Not that it matters To dead tired Dead to the idea Tired of trying Dead Tired.

Tell Me.
Tell Me. Tell me now what you feel Tell me never again Ti's a lie or Ti's a line Heart's torn in tow by that phrase never to know the it's truth words no just sound's Word's have power Word's have truth's and Lie's Sound's have no meaning Sounds are beautiful and chaotic Sounds are Lie's of truth's Tell me now or never Tell me once ore forever Are these word's or sound's Are they real words or sound's written Written sounds are false sound's Only the thought, the memory make them real So are they word's or sounds So do they hold Truth or Lie's Tell me now tell me never again What those word's you said? I love you and in love with you Are they Words or sounds Tell me; Now Tell me; Never again.

Stop And Say Hi To Jak !!
Hello !! This is JAK who won my most recent auction! Stop by his page and show some love and some rates if you please a href="http://fubar.com/user.php?u=673308&friend=673308" target=_blank>۞JAK۞ Owned by 'Qtazabutton ~ ♥ ME!' ♥ Luvin' on my Crush ϖ@ fubar

Club Rush
Come check out My Friends and I at one of the Newest and hottest Lounges on Fubar. The music is popping and makes everyone want get up and dance. Come shake yer Tushy!!!!!! Owner Lee Dj Premire Owner @ Club Rush@ fubar Co-Owner SDGirl31 *** Co~Owner of Club RUSH***@ fubar Manager lindsey0918@ fubar Bartender They Call Me "BEANER".... Bartender @ Club Rush@ fubar Head of Security $$Mike$$**Security @ Club RUS

So Much Has Happened Within My Family.
It's been devastating to me the past couple of years. I sat back today creating a photo album of my sisters pictures for her grandkids today so they could know who nana was. It was difficult but that is one of the things I choose to do with my mothers day. I have been remembering today all who have recently passed and how lucky I was to have known some for such a short time, some for quite a while and others I never got to meet. Family is not to be taken lightly they are of great importance. This song I am going to put on this blog is for all of them. My mothers day remembrance of my family. Kaydence - Born to my daughter still born October 2006. Liam - Born to my stepson, died of Sids at 6 wks old Feb 2007. Hope - Born to my stepson, died of surgical complications at aged 2. June 2007. My Godfather: Passed on from Diabetes Sept.2007 My Godmother: Passed on from Alzheimers Aug.2007 Lastly, the light of my life my eldest sister who practically raised me, died April

Would You?
If I was in an auction would you bid on me? I am not the type to be a slave but it might be fun never know but I was just curiouse if I would even get any bids with this ugly mug lol. Please leave a comment thanks.....

Just Remember
TRY AND REMEMBER THIS AS YOU ARE STARING AT MY PICTURES TODAY.. THOSE TITS WERENT PUT THERE FOR YOU TO STARE AT, THEY WERE GIVEN TO ME TO NURTURE MY CHILDREN THAT STRETCH MARK YOU LAUGH AT IS THE SKIN THAT HOUSED THOSE CHILDREN THAT ASS COMES FROM CARRYING THREE CHILDREN THOSE EYES YOU TELL ME ARE SO BEAUTIFUL, THEY STARE AT THREE CHILDREN ALL DAY, WATCHING IN DELIGHT WHEN YOU ASK ME TO LOOK AT PICTURES OF YOUR COCK, THINK OF HOW YOU WOULD REACT TO ANY MAN SAYING THAT TO YOUR MOTHER AS YOU FLIRT WITH ME, TELLING ME LIES, PICTURE YOUR SISTER HEARING THE SAME THINGS WHEN YOU ASK ME FOR NAKED PICS, WOULD YOU LIKE IT YEARS DOWN THE ROAD IF YOUR DAUGHTER HAD THOSE POSTED?? SO, TODAY INSTEAD OF BEING A PERV...TRY AND REMEMBER, I AM NOT JUST A WOMAN.. I AM A MOTHER..A NURTURER..THE CREATOR OF LIFE I AM SOMEONES DAUGHTER, GRANDAUGHTER, AND SISTER THERE ARE MEN IN MY LIFE WHO CARE ABOUT WHAT MEN SAY TO ME AND MY HEART ALREADY BELONGS TO FOUR PEOPLE IN MY LI

September 11, 2001 Loose Change. What Are The Facts?
Why did the events on September 11, 2001 take place? What was the purpose? Was Al-Qaeda and Osama bin Laden behind it? What made the world trade center towers collapse? Why was there no wreckage of a Boeing 757 found at the Pentagon? Why were there 11 times the daily average in put options placed on Boeing stock just days before 911? Why did Larry Silverstein who already owned WTC 7, sign a 3.2 billion dollar 99 year lease on the entire WTC complex which included a 3.5 billion dollar insurance policy specifically covering acts of terrorism, just 6 weeks before 911? If you're someone who has unanswered questions about 911 then you might want to watch the following video revealing some behind the scenes footage and investigation. If you want to find out more about Larry Silverstein, simply type the name Larry Silverstein on google and you will find a bunch of interesting information ;) Now watch the video! Click this link if you want to watch this

Omg Funny!
A little boy was sitting on the curb with a gallon of turpentine and shaking it up and watching all the bubbles. A little while later a Priest came along and asked the little boy what he had. The little boy replied, 'This is the most powerful liquid in the world, it's called turpentine.' The Priest said, 'No, the most powerful liquid in the world is Holy Water. If you take some of this Holy Water and rub it on a pregnant women's belly, she'll pass a healthy baby.' The little boy replied, 'You take some of this here turpentine and rub it on a cat's ass and he'll pass a Harley Davidson.'

Please Do This! I Want To Know My Fu-friends!
I'M CURIOUS.... IF YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I want to know 40 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I want to know you better! BE HONEST!! COPY FROM HERE THEN SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BLOG OR BULLETIN. 1.)Q. Are you currently in a serious relationship? 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you? 8.)Q. Any Tattoos or Piercings? Explain where. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 12.)Q. Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude? 13.)Q. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me? 14.)Q. W

Judge Me
Judge me & i'll prove you wrong. tell me what to do, & i'll tell you off! say i'm not worth it & watch where i end up. call me a BITCH & i'll show you one. fuck me over & i'll do it to you twice as bad. call me crazy, but you really have no idea

Joy Of Love
WRITTEN BY;LATENITEFANTASY A sudden light... there is a sudden light upon the dark.. it blinds me in its brilliance it bathes me in sounds of everything could be and anything is possible. upon this shaft of light Angels sing and the fears of a bruised heart subside to slowly give way to hope. and this light as it gradually fades leaves its glow lingering in the subtle shades of gray that become Your gaze. where all things linger.. that are the You and i. and here i know the joy of love.

For All You M Others Out There.
I want to wish the Moms who are friends of mine here on fubar the very best of days on their Mothers Day. For all the love & care that you give to your families,children & spouses. I hope you all have a great day & know that men could do worse than emulate all that you do.Free Comments & Graphics

Our Heroes 2008
As most of my freind's and family already know that my son Wee Alan had made it to the final three in the Daily Record My Heroes for 2008, Well the awards where held on Fri the 9th May in the Hilton Hotel in Glasgow. Ross Watson Age 6 was run over by a 4 ton fork lift truck on his dads farm, He broke his pelvis, both collar bones and four ribs, his right lung was damaged and he suffered a hairline crack on his spine, But after only one month he had made a full recovery. Erin MacGill Age 8 was born with a rare chromosome disorder, At the age of two she lost the use of her left kidney and had to have it removed and only 12 months later her right one failed , She has to have daily dialysis while she is sleeping. Wee Alan Age 5 has Cystic Fibrosis which is an inherited disease that obstructs the airways in his lungs, He needs Physiotherapy upto 5 times a day , uses a nebuliser 3 times a day as well as up to 40 tablets per day , At the moment there is no cure and the life expectanc

Mother's Day Sucks...
So, the kids were up early today, in and out of the bedroom, bothering me all morning. I got up to go to work, and then got a call that I didn't have to go in until later, which was nice. It was then that I saw that a large glass of kool aid had been spilled on the table and my laptop was sitting right on top of it. So, I tried to clean it off and make sure that there wasn't any kool aid in it, and turned it on. It didn't fry immediately, but the keyboard didn't work. So, I took off all of the keys, cleaned it out, and put them all back on... about a five hour process, and it still didn't work. It was also during the reassembly that it was 2pm and nobody had made a move to make the kids anything to eat, so, I was stressing about the computer, making the kids pizza, which they didn't want, because they wanted something else... Blah... Now I've gotta get ready to head into work for awhile and be gone for the rest of the night...

As I Pine
Sitting in the darkness watching the time As I pine wanting some one to cuddle An wishing for something meaning full never gaining anything meaning full When it starts to seem ok It all ways seems to come UN fray The darkness Tuns an eerie Grey In the early morning coming day The loneliness passe's Eye's adjusting to the firer glow Blue sky as for as the eye can see Birds chirp as cars fill the road Another day is born with new life yet possibly new strife Who knows what to come Thy eye's close and night comes sounds of life song fills the air its time to Begin again Another day another life another sorrow Joy , hapless, to live and baer This what it is it sis what Live death joy or sorrow all for; nothing nothing but life.

Mother's Day
So Today's is Mother's Day. A Hallmark Holiday to celebrate all the good our mother's have done and do for us. I always found it so silly that we just celebrate our Mother's on one day, because we should celebrate them everyday. You are not just the best mom one day out of the year. It is a ful time duty and never ends even when you kids are al grown up and living their own life. Mother is only one my Grandma always tells me. I guess I never appreciated my mother as much as I do right now. I moved from Jersey back home to California about a month ago today and I left my 8 year old son with my mother. I did this so i would not have to pull him out of school early and so I couls get settled here in California. If it was not for my mom I would not have been able to do this. I appeciate that she is taking caremof my little pumpkin as I get situated out here. I call him my little pumpkin because he was born on Halloween. I love my mom and oculd never even repay her for all that

Real Love
we go through life looking to find that someone sepcial and to find that thing that we call real love..We get into a relationship excepting the best outtah it and it turns out to be different to what you wanted..they either lie..cheat..or beat on you and that makes it worster for you to get into another relations and always in the back of your mind you are thniking if that person is going to do the same to you too.But then you look at things that they might be different then before..I just want to find someone to spend my life with and find that real love of my life..

My Penis Is Smarter Then You And Has Higher Standards Then My Brain.
Ok, First of all most people on this site are full of shit. For some reason a lot of women on here seem to LOVE spitting all this game at me but never have the guts to back it up. You all must love fantasy land. So if you call me hot, I want your body, blah blah blah....first of all you have to earn that. "What, earn that?" Yeah, sorry sweetie, but just cause you are female doesn't give you the right to assume I want to jump your bones right off the bat. That's quite insulting, especially when any of you say something as stupid as "You Wish." If you ever say that consider yourself cut off from ever having a chance to touch me. I don't care how hot you think you are, I love being the first guy to ever tell a woman no for rude behavior. The look of shock on their face is priceless!!! :P Why should I reward a woman for bad behavior? If you always got a treat for doing something that was rude, you probably wouldn't think it was rude would you? Most guys are so ez, I can

What Is Your Hawaiian Name? Plz Leave Answer In Comments!
MY HAWAIIAN NAME 1. The first 2 letters of your name: CY 2. The first 2 letters of your middle name: CL 3. The letter i: I 4. Double the 3rd letter in your name NN 5. The letter a: A 6. Put it all together: CYCLINNA

Sexy Application
REPLY IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE w/ YOUR ANSWERS OR HERE IF YOUR BALLSY ENOUGH. DONT BE SHY...I DON't BITE UNLESS YOU LIKE IT LIKE THAT. LET THE FUN BEGIN........ 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position(s) and why???: 4. Do you think I'm cute, sexy or fuckin' hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. Lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Have sex on the first date? 14. Would you kiss me during sex? 15. Do you think I would be good in bed? 16. Would you use me as a booty call? 17. Can I use you as a booty call? 18. Can we take pictures of the act? 19. How long would we have sex? 20. Would you tell your friends about me? 21. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

From Terry To Katherine
From Within Your in my heart and your on my mind You mean so much to me I can't beleave your mine You said you love me and I really hope you do I said I love you and I've never lied to you When we're together everything seems to go right But when we're apart I some times cry to sleep at night I know I've never told you just how much you mean to me So I'll tell you now that I love you infinitely If you don't beleave this poem ask me I'll tell you so I really do love you even more then you know

I Will Return
For all my friends out here who know me...know lately ive been having some computer issues...Well every test, scan,program shows that there isnt anything wrong... but those i talk to know that i cant stay connected to the net, or i freeze...but...as of this evening...i have giving up on trying to resolove the issue on my own, i have even had help from a computer genious lol and we cant find the problem. So i am taking it in ,as of tonight to be fixed, so i wont be out here for awhile... to all my GOOD friends... you will be missed... for any NEW friends....well... ill have to get to know you later lol So for now....goodbye and hope to see you soon..... not sure how long it'll take cause nobody seems to have a clue what it is....SO GOODBYE MY FRIENDS... i will be back tho!!!

Poems
as I sit here in this place, I see so many unkown faces, I become scared, I feel so alone in this crowded Place, (Its so crazy)Why do I feel this way? Just because your gone, will I ever understand? will you ever be there again? I guess I never should have never pushed you away

About Comments. Also Noticing A New Fubar Feature...
Not my policy, but fubar's un-fubar perfectly reasonable policy, which I shall be more actively enforcing on my profile. (If you complain after I delete a comment or fail to approve it, and if you have or haven't bothered to read this, the TermsofService, etc., whatever- why should I care?) Racy photo comments (by friends in my family who can post them) and text comments which make me think "isn't this a public area of the site? mightn't someone walk in on their parent at a bad time..." - (the only areas where you're supposed to lock your doors- or which you have the option not to see at all- are the NSFW areas- blogs, photos, ...- not comments. So, I am putting the lid on -- a bit. One keeps one's area clean, or tries to.) (Oh, in other news, the option to have one's actions invisible to others' in the "bar tab" is no longer a paid-user-only thing, I see...)

Enrapture
Even though I'm not with you physically... I am with you...making you burn inside with life.. But You know I make you feel deeply inside yourself... So as your soul touched by mine..completely...and tenderly.. I have you captured.... And utterly Enraptured... LOVE

I Miss You So Much
It's been two year's that my papa went home to heaven and I miss him so much and wish that I had another chance to see him again..I see him in my dreams and I know that he is alright and in good health and smiling down on o0ur family..There are day's that I wish that I was with him..I remeber that day so cleary just like it happened yesterday and I miss seening my papa's smile and juat talking to him..I love you papa..you are never forgotten and always missed..REST IN PARIDISE PAPA..and save a spot for me and meet me at the gate as they call my name to come home..

Good Black Men
Good Black Men Good Black Men are indeed all around us. We pass them on the streets, in the malls, and at work. Most we can't see because we don't know what a good man really looks like. He usually isn't flashy enough or rich enough to turn our heads. He might not wear a suit or push a Lexus. He might not have a body like Tyson with a Denzel face. But, as you mature, you realize it's better to find someone who's got your back rather than someone who turns your head. A good man will stick with you thought thick and thin, the good times and the bad times, the happy times and sad times. He’ll be there when ever you need him even if u just needed some one to listen to or talk to. He may not always say what you want to hear but he all ways has your best interest at heart. A good man doesn't agree wholeheartedly with everything you say. He doesn't just tell you what you want to hear and do the opposite. He doesn't declare how sensitive, sweet, caring, sincere, etc. he is

I Promise You
TO:LADY KATHERINE FROM:LATENITEFANTASY(TERRY) I Promise You my love always and forever even when I am in heaven above you will always have my love I will be by your side through thick and thin not just every now and then I Promise you my love that will always be true no matter what you do I Promise to always be there and always to care to wipe your tears that you may cry in the years cause i promise you my love always and forever. MY LADY KATHERINE MY PROMISE TO TERRY: I PROMISE TO LOVE YOU ALWAYS WHEN MY TIME ON EARTH IS GONE,I SHALL BE WAITING WITH OPEN ARMS. IN THE BEST OF TIMES,IN THE WORST OF TIMES.I SHALL NEVER WALK AWAY.I SHALL NEVER FALTER THE TRUST YOU HAVE FOR ME.NOR WILL I SUBMIT TO YOU ANY HURT OR PAIN.I WILL WALK NOT IN FRONT OF YOU,OR BEHIND YOU BUT,ALWAYS AT YOUR SIDE.I SHALL BE YOUR SHOULDER WHEN YOU NEED TO LEAN ON IT.WIPE YOUR TEARS,BE PROUD OF YOUR.GIVE YOU ROOM TO BROW.NEVER CHANGE THAT IN WHICH I FELL IN LOVE WITH.I WILL BE YOUR STRENG

Ramblings...
Well I have all of my grades back for the semester: A in Advanced History of Alexander the Great A- in Advanced Civil War and Reconstruction B+ in Advanced American Foreign Policy C+ in Spanish 003 Total semester GPA: 3.26 So lets see... after being diagnosed with cancer and suffering a "brain injury" in a car accident my semester GPAs have been: 3.36, 3.84, 3.39 and 3.26. I'm either really lucky or school is just not trying anymore. In other news, home has been fun so far. Out almost every night getting into all kinds of trouble, the way life should be. I probably start working this week and they're way behind so I will be working a ton of OT but at $15.36 an hour and double time... I will be making an ass load of money. The next step? World domination. Happy mother's day to everyone out there... we owe those broads a lot.

Ive Come To Realize..
1. I've come to realize that my boobs... are big 2. I've come to realize that when I talk.. its useless..i think 2 hard in2 things n then sound stupid 3. I've come to realize that when I love someone... im 2 scared 2 say it 4. I've come to realize that I need... laid! lol 5. I've come to realize that I have lost... a lot of good memories.. 6. I've come to realize that I hate it when... people lie..duh 7. I've come to realize that if I'm drunk... im retarded justin knows..lol 8. I've come to realize that money... is useless.. i work 4 it 4 nothing.. 9. I've come to realize that people.. are tardos...2 faced...liars...not trustworthy 10. I've come to realize that I'll always be.... angry...i may not act like it but its always there 11. I've come to realize that I have a crush on... someone i will never get a chance with 12. I've come to realize that I can... work m

Urgent Prayers Needed For Jewels Member Of Club F.a.r.!!! Keep This Going!!!!
I am making this bulletin on behalf of Jewels, his step daughter messaged he has had another heart attack and is on the way to the hospital right now it does not look good and he needs lots of urgent prayers so please pass this along and pray that he pulls through this he has been a wonderful friend to so many on here and now he needs our prayers! Please repost/blog this and keep it going!! :::"JEWELS"::: * Club F.A.R. *.. Plz ...Fan + Rate = Add !@ fubar (repost of original by '~*TinkerbellMN84*~ {Please help me get to Godmother!!}' on '2008-05-11 00:06:36')

But I Love You
by LateNiteFantasyn© Sometimes my words are useless Almost like my thoughts are gone Vanishing into soul of fire And my heart feels emotionless and wrong What great love will cure my illness I don't know what words to tell you I am hurt and full of pain And I hate you, But I love you Will we forget our pastimes Stop basing life on what was before Not to say what used to be said I know that my suffering is far from poor I want to feel that lust Be able to bathe in my bloody veins Make me clean inside my mind To know the thunder of soul and my body rains So what time will take this away Gone like a faery in the sky Wishing my hopes to wells the irish sing And the scents of roses getting me high So much beauty in velvet petals Drops like bloody dew Seeing staind red lips drawing closer You hate you But I love you Tell me your dreams Make you hear the ocean in my heart of shell Let me hold you close Take

Hillbilly Test ????? Hehehhhe
Study each question carefully. Then, choose the answer that seems most correct (True or False) and circle the T or F as appropriate. 1. A clitoris is a type of flower. T F 2. Pubic hair is a wild rabbit. T F 3. "Spread Eagle" is an extinct bird. T F 4. Vagina is a medical term used to describe heart trouble. T F 5. Menstrual cycle has three (3) wheels. T F 6. A G-string is part of a violin. T F 7. Semen is another word for "sailor". T F 8. Anus is the Latin word for "yearly". T F 9. Testicles are found on an octopus. T F 10. Asphalt describes rectal troubles. T F 11. Masturbate is used to catch large fish. T F 12. KOTEX is a radio station in Bryan, Texas. T F 13. Coitus is a musical instrument. T F 14. Fetus is a character on "Gunsmoke". T F 15. An umbilical cord is part of a parachute. T F 16. A condom is an apartment complex. T F 17. An organism is the person who accompanies the chior in church. T F

Site Support Courtesy Of Year Of The Dragon
I haven't put out a bulletin with site support blogs lately. The following blogs will help simplify and enhance your FuBar experience, it will also help you out with site navigation and getting that perfect skin on your page, or maybe making an eye catching bulletin. Clicking on the links will bring you directly to the blog. Please remember...do not leave any NSFW comments on my pages. If you have a question or concern..please feel free to contact myself, or any other of the great Bouncer Team by clicking this link. The best way to contact us is through a Private Message as we are not always in front of our computers. :) http://fubar.com/help.php **The link above is also something you might consider bookmarking. The site updates are kept on there, and it does pay to read them and stay informed.** SITE BLOGS: Simple HTML For Your Bulletins/Blogs etc. http://fubar.com/blog/60737/576293 How To Make Basic Skins http://fubar.com/blog/60737/695744 Downloading F

If I Wrote You A Love Poem
by LateNiteFantasy© If I wrote you a love poem, would your whole heart give way? Would your mind turn to mush, would you beg me to stay? If I told you I loved you, would this charm you awake? Would you reach out to me, would this cause you to ache? And what would you do if my words were untrue? If you read them and saw that they weren’t meant for you? Would it give rise to anger or sorrow so deep? Would your eyes fill with tears, would your heart start to weep? No sense does it make that you’d question my love For you know, without doubt, that it comes from above All my thoughts and my dreams are about you, my dear And the words that I write make that perfectly clear So, please take from these words that I lay down today Hold them and keep them and tuck them away I write them for you, they’re my soul’s work of art They’re yours for the keeping; they were sent from my heart. MY ANSWER: YOU WRITE THE POEM AND MY HEART MELTS.MY TEARS WOULD CRY FOR YOU TO

Happy Mother's Day
To all my friends & family!! A couple of people i really care about reminded me of a few things as they were sharing parts of their lives with me & made me think!! So i figured i would share some with you!! To all the mom's who raise their children alone without any help from Anyone!! Happy Mother's Day!! Sometimes you have had to be both the mom & dad!! Thank You!! To all the moms who are seperated from their children for one reason or another You need to know your children love you & always will!! The distance in miles does not stop love!! Happy Mothers Day!! To all the dads single by choice or not you have done your best and your children love you!! Happy Mother's Day!!! Some of the men that i know are both mom & dad!! Thank You for being who you are & the sacrafices you have made in one way or another!! To all the divorced parents Happy Mother's Day & Thank You all for being who you are to your children & for loving them!!!! Thank you for being both parents if & whe

Thought Of The Day
happy mothers day to you all who are moms hope you are all having a good day! every child should have two things: a DOG and a MOTHER willing to let them have one. Dogs are better then human beings-because they KNOW- but do not tell :) oops this one was to be in the just rambling blog but hey to them all i will post a joke later

Souls Unparted
by LateNiteFantasy© The breeze in your hair on a hot summer day; the sun on your skin as you pass on your way. The blood in your veins that makes you who you are; the spark in your eyes when you push your self far. The words and the music the thoughts in your mind; the fire in your heart and your smile so kind. In your honey touch and in your salty tear; don't worry my love ... I will always be here.

Honesty
"NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" (Copy and Paste the entire application in a fu-mail to me. Fill it out and send..) 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. How long would we have sex? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Can I use you as a booty call? 23. Do you like foreplay? 24. What is foreplay to you? 25. Can we take pictures of the act? 26. Would you tell your friends abo

New Contest
im holding a million dollar giveaway 1st place is 1 million fu bucks minimum of 25000 comments 2nd place is a 1 month vip or 7 day blast minimum of 15000 comments 3rs place is a bling pack minimum of 7500 comments and a bling pack for the person with the most rates contest will start as soon as i have 10 entries

You Came To Me In A Dream Last Night. A Poem.
I SLUMBERED WELL UNTIL THE DEMONS AND WITCHES SOUGHT TO SHRED ME TO BITS IN THE ABYSS OF DARKNESS. I FELT A HAND REACH FOR MINE, WARM WITH STRENGTH AND TENDERNESS, FAMILIAR, I LOOKED TO SEE AND IT WAS THEE .FROM ACROSS THE RIVER AND THE DREAM TIME. WE STOOD SIDE BY SIDE, LEATHER CLAD, SILVER BLADES WE DID WELD . DEMONS AND WITCHES UPON US BOTH. SLAUGHTER AND SLAYED THEM, BATTLING FIERCELY MANY DID WE LAY TO WASTE. SPECTACULAR DISPLAY , OF MUTILATED DRAINED DRY BODIES WE DID FE LAY. WEARY AND SPLATTERED WITH HELLISH WASTE, I REACHED FORTH MY ARM AND HAND TO YOUR LEATHER CINCHED WASTE. DRAWING YOU TO MY CHEST, FEELING YOUR LIFE FORCE PULSING WITHIN YOUR BREAST. YOUR EYES ABLAZE , YOUR LIPS UPON MINE, OUR BODIES INTERTWINED. RETREATING TO OUR CHAMBER, TO DISROBE . BATHING EACH OTHER IN THE WARM WATERS OF THE POOL, THE CANDLELIGHT AND WINE. LINGERING, TRACING, A TEASING GENTLE CARESSES, OF EACH OTHERS MORTAL VESSELS,. SOULFUL GLOW CANDLE L

Digital Dance
by latenitefantasy© you click your mouse and I am the melody with a keystroke I am your ivory piano you play me like an old blues tune as your words tease my computer screen I am the notes driving your mainframe stored on your harmonious hard drive I am your memory chip that keeps you alive so lets burn this cd and make our computers dance....

Happy Mothers Day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Girly Comments & Graphics..HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!!! ~ROXY~ HEAD ENFORCER @ SNAKE BITE RADIO LOUNGE/SPIRITS DEN/GRETTER FOR SPIRITS DEN LEVELERS.. (repost of original by '*RØX¥*~§PI®IT £€V€£€®§ G®€€T€® H€ÅÐ €ЙfØ®C€® @§PI®IT'§ Ð€Й&¤§BЯÅÐIØ £ØUЙG€¤P®I§ØЙBITÇh#11¤ÇLUB F.Å.R.۞' on '2008-05-11 12:04:59') (repost of original by '♥Angel ♥ Co-Owner@Fetish/Co-Owner@ Erotic Fantasy ~ Owned by DJ Lost & his Stripper~' on '2008-05-11 12:07:23')

Marine Max J. Fuckin Collins
You have a lot of nerve to get ahold of me after the shit you pulled. You're a sorry excuse of a man and an even shittier excuse of a marine! I'm pissed that I ever met you, that I ever listened to your bullshit lies, and that I drove all the way to Cherry Point, NC to see you just to be treated like shit! You're a disgusting asshole that was horrible in bed and made me want to vomit each time you touched me. It's sad that you use your title to make yourself feel like you're worth something because in the end you're not some great marine that will do wonders for our country, you're a gross, short, disgusting mother fucker that sucks in bed!

Have You Ever Been In Love?
Have you ever been in love I have It's a wonderful amazing, delightful experience I boarded train rode bumpy aeroplane stood in baking sun walked, ran, skipped to his house. I missed breakfast often lunch, supper, forgotten Survived on butterflies living in my tummy How strange and funny Yet, I'd do it again and again without regret I stood in pouring rain Waited by telephone in vain Acted foolishly for a satisfying kiss Wrote words like these Got down on both knees and asked the question Will you?

Teachers And Cops
Teachers & Cops These are actual comments made on students' report cards by teachers in the New York City public school system. All teachers were reprimanded but boy are these funny! 1. Since my last report, your child has reached rock bottom & has started to dig. 2. I would not allow this student to breed. 3. Your child has delusions of adequacy. 4. Your son is depriving a village somewhere of an idiot. 5.Your son sets low personal standards & then consistently fails to achieve them. 6. The student has a "full six-pack" but lacks the plastic thing to hold it all together. 7. This child has been working with glue too much. 8. When your daughter's IQ reaches 50, she should sell. 9. The gates are down, the lights are flashing, but the train isn't coming. 10. If this student were any more stupid, he'd have to be watered twice a week. 11. It's impossible to believe the sperm that create

Announcement May 11th
I am starting a Spot Light fund and I have a long way to go! So here's what I'm going to do! For every 75k Fu-bux you send me I will do a SFW salute to you, what that salute says is up to you. This also means that 150k will get you 2 salutes Anyone who sends 200k or more will get 2 SFW salutes and a bling (as long as I have bling to give)! All who donate Any amount will be added to a pimp out that is already in progress that will be a permanent part of my blog and posted daily for at least a week after I get the spotlight! Just send your bux here! Include in your message what you want you salute to say! lauria♥Shadow Leveler♥Owned by Gary@ fubar

Mother Is The Name Of God On The Lips And Hearts Of All Children
"Mother is the name of God on the lips and hearts of all children"- "Eric Draven" from the Crow Demisis*Plus Size Pinup Girl*@ fubar ~LIL DEVIL~FU-OWNER OF IDRMOFS7~@ fubar ***Cole***Please stop by & sign my guestbook!!!@ fubar ~~Lucky's Btch~~Happy To Show U The Way @ The Real Red Dragon~@ fubar **KAT ** BLACK HAWKS PERV QUEEN@ fubar Happy Mothers Day

To Many Liers
why would you put a folder on here and say my eyes only if you dont want them to be seen dont put them on and why do you say add rate and fan to see pics and you people keep them lock that is a lie so that meens your not worth being a friend if you do that and why is it you people show nsfw pics and have a folder that is nsfw lock to people that will only buy you a blast we already seen it so whats the point you all know who you are and im so pissed off that you people want want want but dont give i have met alot of cool people and they know who the are so be fair and rate and comment open the folders and they have free sights to look at naked pics all day and free cam sights im just letting off steam and im aloud to

Roping A Deer
Roping A Deer (Names have been removed to protect the stupid!) Actual Letter from someone who writes, and farms. ________________________________________________________ I had this idea that I was going to rope a deer, put it in a stall, feed it up on corn for a couple of weeks, then kill it and eat it. The first step in this adventure was getting a deer. I figured that, since they congregate at my cattle feeder and do not seem to have much fear of me when we are there (a bold one will sometimes come right up and sniff at the bags of feed while I am in the back of the truck not 4 feet away), it should not be difficult to rope one, get up to it and toss a bag over its head (to calm it down) then hog tie it and transport it home I filled the cattle feeder then hid down at the end with my rope. The cattle, having seen the roping thing before, stayed well back. They were not having any of it. After about 20 minutes, my deer showed up -- 3

Gimmie 1's!!!!!
OK, here's the deal... I need 1's! I need you to go rate this pic a 1, yes a 1... Then go rate all the others a 10 or an 11! The point of this contest is to see who can have the lowest rating. No bombing required, just a few clicks.

Seduction
Seduction is not the manipulation of horny individuals banging it out on lazy tables but, consenting adults finding where they belong. It’s an art form compromising, finding out what works and applying the strokes, baptising every new experience and gradually rediscovering it all over again exercising what fans the flame exploring. An itchy libido is an opportunity for a grinding out of the ordinary a hammock, garden shed, legs interlock on a soft bed of flowers, and the showers that flow to a naked crescendo. Aggressive lingerie aromatherapy communicating effectively A bubble bath, foreplay drama, a touch of mystery ‘coos and ahs’ simultaneously holding and releasing eventually. Literature, music, tasting, postures, games, aphrodisiacs symbolism, potions, massages and faceless eroticism will play their role in the seduction.

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She Walk In The Beauty
She walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellowed to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impaired the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o'er her face; Where thoughts serenely sweet express How pure, how dear their dwelling place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints that glow, But tell of days in goodness spent, A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is innocent!

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Attitude Quotes
A positive attitude may not solve all your problems, but it will annoy enough people to make it worth the effort. ~Herm Albright, quoted in Reader's Digest, June 1995 Attitudes are contagious. Are yours worth catching? ~Dennis and Wendy Mannering Wherever you go, no matter what the weather, always bring your own sunshine. ~Anthony J. D'Angelo, The College Blue Book If you don't get everything you want, think of the things you don't get that you don't want. ~Oscar Wilde Life is a shipwreck but we must not forget to sing in the lifeboats. ~Voltaire I had the blues because I had no shoes until upon the street, I met a man who had no feet. ~Ancient Persian Saying If you don't think every day is a good day, just try missing one. ~Cavett Robert It's so hard when I have to, and so easy when I want to. ~Annie Gottlier Oh, my friend, it's not what they take away from you that counts. It's what you do with what you have left. ~Hubert Humphrey

Fear Quotes
You block your dream when you allow your fear to grow bigger than your faith. ~Mary Manin Morrissey Nothing in life is to be feared. It is only to be understood. ~Marie Curie Fear is a darkroom where negatives develop. ~Usman B. Asif Keep your fears to yourself but share your courage with others. ~Robert Louis Stevenson Panic at the thought of doing a thing is a challenge to do it. ~Henry S. Haskins The one permanent emotion of the inferior man is fear - fear of the unknown, the complex, the inexplicable. What he wants above everything else is safety. ~Henry Louis Mencken There is a time to take counsel of your fears, and there is a time to never listen to any fear. ~George S. Patton Many of our fears are tissue-paper-thin, and a single courageous step would carry us clear through them. ~Brendan Francis There is much in the world to make us afraid. There is much more in our faith to make us unafraid. ~Frederick W. Cropp There are

Courage Quotes
Courage is reckoned the greatest of all virtues; because, unless a man has that virtue, he has no security for preserving any other. ~Samuel Johnson (Thanks, Frank Lynch) Courage is not the absence of fear, but rather the judgement that something else is more important than fear. ~Ambrose Redmoon Every man has his own courage, and is betrayed because he seeks in himself the courage of other persons. ~Ralph Waldo Emerson Courage is what it takes to stand up and speak; courage is also what it takes to sit down and listen. ~Winston Churchill Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the little voice at the end of the day that says I'll try again tomorrow. ~Mary Anne Radmacher It is curious that physical courage should be so common in the world and moral courage so rare. ~Mark Twain People are made of flesh and blood and a miracle fibre called courage. ~Mignon McLaughlin, The Neurotic's Notebook, 1960 Sometimes even to live is an act of c

Atmosphere - Yesterday
”I thought I saw you yesterday but I didn’t stop cuz you was walkin’ the opposite way. I guess I coulda’ shouted out your name but even if it was you I don’t know what I would say. We could sit and reminesce about the old school. Maybe share a cigarette cuz were both fools. Chop it up and compare perspectives. Life, love, stress and setbacks yes. You could tell me how hard you had it. And you can show me all the scars to back it. And we can analyze each complaint. Break it down and explain these mistakes I make. I like to tangle up the strings of the puppetry but you knew me back when I was a younger me. You’ve seen Shawn in all types of light and I’ve been meanin’ to ask you if I’m doin’ alright. Yesterday was that you? Looked just like you. Strange things my imagination might do. Take a breathe, reflect on what we’ve been through or am I goin’ crazy cuz I miss you? Yesterday was that you? Looked just like you. Strange things my imaginati

Faith Quotes
Faith is like radar that sees through the fog. ~Corrie Ten Boom, Tramp for the Lord Reason is our soul's left hand, Faith her right. ~John Donne Faith is reason grown courageous. ~Sherwood Eddy Doubt is a pain too lonely to know that faith is his twin brother. ~Kahlil Gibran Fear knocked at the door. Faith answered. And lo, no one was there. ~Author Unknown If there was no faith there would be no living in this world. We couldn't even eat hash with safety. ~Josh Billings, His Complete Works, 1888 Faith, to my mind, is a stiffening process, a sort of mental starch. ~E.M. Forster Faith is spiritualized imagination. ~Henry Ward Beecher Faithless is he that says farewell when the road darkens. ~J.R.R. Tolkien Faith is courage; it is creative while despair is always destructive. ~David S. Muzzey Faith is a passionate intuition. ~William Wordsworth To me faith means not worrying. ~John Dewey Faith is putting all your

Trust Quotes
One must be fond of people and trust them if one is not to make a mess of life. ~E.M. Forster I think we may safely trust a good deal more than we do. ~Henry David Thoreau Our distrust is very expensive. ~Ralph Waldo Emerson You may be deceived if you trust too much, but you will live in torment unless you trust enough. ~Frank Crane The only way to make a man trustworthy is to trust him. ~Henry L. Stimson We're all born brave, trusting, and greedy, and most of us remain greedy. ~Mignon McLaughlin, The Second Neurotic's Notebook, 1966 Few things help an individual more than to place responsibility upon him, and to let him know that you trust him. ~Booker T. Washington I trust everyone. I just don't trust the devil inside them. ~Troy Kennedy-Martin, The Italian Job Many people say that government is necessary because some men cannot be trusted to look after themselves, but anarchists say that government is harmful because no men can be tru

Honesty Quotes
It is hard to believe that a man is telling the truth when you know that you would lie if you were in his place. ~Henry Louis Mencken, A Little Book in C Major, 1916 If you tell the truth you don't have to remember anything. ~Mark Twain Who lies for you will lie against you. ~Bosnian Proverb No man has a good enough memory to make a successful liar. ~Abraham Lincoln Make yourself an honest man, and then you may be sure there is one less rascal in the world. ~Thomas Carlyle A half truth is a whole lie. ~Yiddish Proverb A lie will easily get you out of a scrape, and yet, strangely and beautifully, rapture possesses you when you have taken the scrape and left out the lie. ~Charles Edward Montague, Disenchantment Those who think it is permissible to tell white lies soon grow color-blind. ~Austin O'Malley A truth that's told with bad intent beats all the lies you can invent. ~William Blake, "Auguries of Innocence," Poems from the Pickering Ma

Morality Quotes
Morality is the best of all devices for leading mankind by the nose. ~Friedrich Nietzsche, The Antichrist Morality is a private and costly luxury. ~Henry B. Adams, The Education of Henry Adams Without doubt half the ethical rules they din into our ears are designed to keep us at work. ~Llewelyn Powys Do not do an immoral thing for moral reasons. ~Thomas Hardy, Jude the Obscure, 1875 The laws of conscience, which we pretend to be derived from nature, proceed from custom. ~Michel de Montaigne, translated Our morality seems to be only a check on the ultimate domination of force, just as our politeness is a check on the impulse of every pig to put his feet in the trough. ~Oliver Wendell Holmes, Jr. Children lack morality, but they also lack fake morality. ~Mignon McLaughlin, The Neurotic's Notebook, 1960 We have two kinds of morality side by side: one which we preach but do not practice and another which we practice but seldom preach. ~Bertrand R

Seven Deadly Sins
I'm raging with ire, an ocean of fire, My Wrath is the path to all I desire. I'm inflated with pride, near-bursting inside, a self-centered repenter, Vanity's bride. I'm mired in mud, inert as a slug, Sloth is the cloth that's woven my run. I eat day and night, consuming all in my sight, A Glutton with nothing but a huge appetite. My will I ignore, my Envy's a chore, Over-zealous and jealous, I want so much more. I'm ravenous to feast, an insatiable beat, I concede to the Greed demanding release. I hunger for trust, my craving's a must, my sin is the Zin enslaving my Lust.

Hypocrisy Quotes
One should examine oneself for a very long time before thinking of condemning others. ~Moliere Every man alone is sincere. At the entrance of a second person, hypocrisy begins. We parry and fend the approach of our fellow-man by compliments, by gossip, by amusements, by affairs. We cover up our thought from him under a hundred folds. ~Ralph Waldo Emerson, "Friendship," Essays, 1841 He does not believe who does not live according to his belief. ~Thomas Fuller Whatever you condemn, you have done yourself. ~Georg Groddeck, The Book of the It, 1950 Many of us believe that wrongs aren't wrong if it's done by nice people like ourselves. ~Author Unknown Your religion is what you do when the sermon is over. ~Quoted in P.S. I Love You, compiled by H. Jackson Brown, Jr. Forbear to judge, for we are sinners all. ~William Shakespeare, Henry VI As no roads are so rough as those that have just been mended, so no sinners are so intolerant as those that hav

Integrity Quotes
I never had a policy; I have just tried to do my very best each and every day. ~Abraham Lincoln I hate mankind, for I think myself one of the best of them, and I know how bad I am. ~Joseph Baretti, quoted by James Boswell, 1766, commonly misattributed to Samuel Johnson Love all, trust a few, do wrong to none. ~William Shakespeare Transcend political correctness and strive for human righteousness. ~Anthony J. D'Angelo, The College Blue Book Wisdom is knowing what to do next; virtue is doing it. ~David Star Jordan, The Philosophy of Despair Character is doing the right thing when nobody's looking. There are too many people who think that the only thing that's right is to get by, and the only thing that's wrong is to get caught. ~J.C. Watts If you have integrity, nothing else matters. If you don't have integrity, nothing else matters. ~Alan Simpson Selfishness is not living as one wishes to live, it is asking others to live as one wishes to live

Louie Soprano
i have just found out that people on fubar are laughing at me. in my book when people pick on me, its cause i have total control of them. this is what i want, to be hated... cause i have nothing in my life thats really mine, i need this attention to feel alive. but some of the things people say about louie potter have made me too mad. so i need to be tough again, hence my new ego.. louie soprano. heres that ego at its finest. The bronx b...: Fat pig pussy unreal, I am absolutely superior to you in every way. Mentally and physically. You didn't think I was gonna find out where you live. Holy fuckin scum bag area.. LOOL.. You gotta be a nigger to live where you live or a spick same fuckin thing scum bag.. I kill scum bags like you and I am ready to do the time.. slit your throat from fuckin ear to ear.. Then call my dads mob friends.. OH I DIDNT KNOW LOUS DAD WAS JACK SARONES FIRST COUSIN.. HAHAHAHA OMGGGG JIMMY YOU LOST so is this any better than my gay spellcasting ego, or at thi

Faery Rain
by latenitefantasy© sparks igniting from trances of tangled twilight ~*~ inner radiance swells hunger within raven eyes in hopes of erecting twinkling stardust under the amethyst moon ~*~ tapping the lilac shadows of vacant breath faery drips fragrant violet wine in liquid rainbows ~*~ taste allows touch of pure essense from purple vines twice intoxicated by tropical orchid moon BLISS

Self Respect Quotes
In my day, we didn't have self-esteem, we had self-respect, and no more of it than we had earned. ~Jane Haddam Self-respect is the fruit of discipline... ~Abraham J. Heschel He that respects himself is safe from others; he wears a coat of mail that none can pierce. ~Henry Wadsworth Longfellow Better to write for yourself and have no public, than to write for the public and have no self. ~Cyril Connolly The willingness to accept responsibility for one's own life is the source from which self-respect springs. ~Joan Didion I prefer to be true to myself, even at the hazard of incurring the ridicule of others, rather than to be false, and to incur my own abhorrence. ~Frederick Douglass A man can stand a lot as long as he can stand himself. ~Axel Munthe To free us from the expectations of others, to give us back to ourselves - there lies the great, singular power of self-respect. ~Joan Didion Never esteem anything as of advantage to you that wi

Confidence Quotes
Nobody can make you feel inferior without your consent. ~Eleanor Roosevelt It took me a long time not to judge myself through someone else's eyes. ~Sally Field Don't let people drive you crazy when you know it's in walking distance. ~Author Unknown Our remedies oft in ourselves do lie Which we ascribe to heaven. ~William Shakespeare, All's Well That Ends Well A successful person is one who can lay a firm foundation with the bricks that others throw at him or her. ~David Brinkley It's not who you are that holds you back, it's who you think you're not. ~Author Unknown We have to learn to be our own best friends because we fall too easily into the trap of being our own worst enemies. ~Roderick Thorp, Rainbow Drive It ain't what they call you, it's what you answer to. ~W.C. Fields Whether you think you can or think you can't - you are right. ~Henry Ford I quit being afraid when my first venture failed and the sky didn't fall down. ~Al

Mothers
thank you to all the mothers on this special day. as the proud son to a very intelligent mom today is the day you should do nothing but expect everything. for all you do, say and keep to yourself, thank you if i had enough bucks, id buy all the moma and milf a round

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People are always looking for commenters for contests And raters for their pics Well look no further I am now a commenter/rater for hire. Need comments for a contest? Every 100 comments will cost 10,000 fuBucks Want your pics rated? Every 100 picture rates will cost 10,000 fuBucks If you are interested Send me a private message on fubar. We'll talk over details and whatnot. Have an awesome day!! °o.O[reLLa]O.o°@ fubar P.S. Please remember I am only 1 person I may not be able to get to everyone at once and my level only allows me but so much in a day. I also have the right to refuse any offers.

About Mom
If it wasn't for mom's out there, there wouldn't be a way to give life if it wasn't for mom's out there, you couldn't turn to them in times of strife if it wasn't for mom's out there, there'd be no delicious cooking if it wasn't for mom's out there, we wouldn't know where we get our good looks from To all the mom's i want to personally say "thank you" for who you are there's just so much that a mom does to their loved ones more than i can think of or write in this bulletin so the only thing i can say is go to your mom or some mom that you know and care for and give her a hug, and tell them how much you love them. and that's how you show love and Respect on Mother's Day. Lunch, gifts, cards, etc...don't come close to a "thank you" or an "i love you mom" HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all you mom's who i've come in contact with, either on here, or in real life. Much Love and Respect, Derek (aka $howtime)

Being Yourself
Looking for something else, I came across a page of quotes about being yourself. I think that is at least one on this page that everyone can relate to or appreciate. :) To be nobody but yourself in a world which is doing its best, night and day, to make you everybody else means to fight the hardest battle which any human being can fight; and never stop fighting. ~e.e. cummings, 1955 He who trims himself to suit everyone will soon whittle himself away. ~Raymond Hull God has given you one face, and you make yourself another. ~William Shakespeare All my life I had been looking for something, and everywhere I turned someone tried to tell me what it was. I accepted their answers too, though they were often in contradiction and even self-contradictory. I was naïve. I was looking for myself and asking everyone except myself questions which I, and only I, could answer. It took me a long time and much painful boomeranging of my expectations to achieve a realization everyone e

Louie Potter
i have a new one, where i pretend to be a satanic witch who casts spells on people who piss me off. i know ill only come across as being a total loon like always... but is telling a person they are cursed just another way of letting them know how weak and pathetic i am? or am i letting go of my built tough guy ego louie only cause it was too transparent? i dont know anymore, i just wanna be feared somewhere. heres some of my work... The bronx b....The funny thing is you think you get me mad. You do not, I just am in total control of you. I drive you nuts without trying. If you have read the Satanic bible, they say people that do not believe a spell has been put on you usually are the most suseptable to them. Jimmy I have put one on you, your days are numbered. Bad luck is comming your way. Christmas prank calls .. You are gonna pay with your life. If I do not kill you something tragic will happen to you I promise ! ;0 ps... how do you spellcheck in a shout?

Missing You
wrapped within white linen connection aroused music fading in the backround gypsy magic feels so right in red hot liqueur droplets burning bright strands of desire in a cold dark room spinning his heart to a lover's tune dancing gypsies heard her say "lets dance these lonely hearts away"

Louie Only
most of my egos i create to try to scare people, im only 5'5 and very much fat but i like to think of myself as being really big. i flex in my pics so you can see something....anything..please! i know i make fun of girls for being fat but when they look at my pics the know im just crazy. so do i look like jerry only? i know hes in his 50 now so i might have a chance with this one.

What Does Your Birth Date Say About You?
Your Birthdate: December 15 You take life as it is, and you find happiness in a variety of things. You tend to be close to family and friends. But it's hard to get into your inner circle. Making the little things wonderful is important to you, and you probably have an inviting home. You seek harmony with others, but occasionally you have a very stubborn streak. Your strength: Your intense optimism Your weakness: You shy away from exploring your talents Your power color: Jade Your power symbol: Flower Your power month: June What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

The Kiss
Looking into your eyes, taking your hands in mine, leaning forward, lips touching, gentle yet demanding. Soft then more. Oh so much more! We kiss and we fall into each other's arms, holding you, touching you, stroking you. Our lips part, our tongues meet. Our kiss talks volumes of poems yet to be written. Our kiss lives in our hearts and minds. Our kiss, just us. We kiss the eternal kiss and we are, for a moment, one You I and I You We kiss WE KISS And I am consumed I melt You melt I dissolve You dissolve We are consumed. We melt We MERGE. Just a single simple kiss but oh so very much more... Our kiss, The kiss, The one I hold only for you

A Master's Touch
by LateniteFantasy© As His touch brings her alive, sends butterflies to swirl and dance in her bare belly, she gazes with awe into eyes dark with understanding, wondering how He can see so clearly into her soul, know the longings, cravings which go unanswered unfulfilled. Her dreams become reality when His warmth enfolds her offering so much that she has been missing. When He fills her with His heat, rains come searing, soaking soothing freed by her submission to His yearnings and desires. His dominance a sculptor’s pick chipping away fears and oppressions releasing the woman she was meant to be.

Alter Egos Or Medication?
Hi, im lou. Im single 34 and i live with my mother. im spending all her money cause shes dying of cancer and waiting for her to get under the ground is asking too much. i have a loan against my house and i go through 1000 bucks a day on out of state women who dont know the insane loser pansey that i am. seeing how im such a loser in real life, is it wrong for me to have alter egos? a way to escape myself? or should i seek the professional attention before i hurt myself and other people pretending to be people that im not?

Mom's Day 2008 [may 11th]
my mom passed away april 26th 2006, 10 days after her bday...i love her so much and miss her too, she was my best friend, someone who listens to my thoughts and words someone i can hug just cuz lol. she will always be in my heart....so to all you moms out there.....you are so loveed by your kids..married or single i loveu too...you are the best friend of all your kids.... God Bless

Looking At Her
My breath catches, my heart skips a beat, thought is impossible. Every time I see her I die for a split second, instantly sent to heaven above..because she must be an angel. The most perfect of God's creations, the most beautiful thing ever conceived of. She redefines my fantasies, my most vivid imagination was so pale compared to her beauty...it must be the work of God. My lips pull, smiling without thinking about it. One of my employees asked me today why I smile every time I open my phone...I didn't think I did, apparently I do. The short answer is, she is my wallpaper. They ache, beg to kiss her, beg to press against her lips, kiss her skin, they beg to have a piece of perfection. My arms strain, without moving they seem to stretch, I can feel them reaching to my Love, aching to hold her. They want her in them, making me complete once again. My heart swells, it actually grows. Sometimes it hurts because it presses against my chest, it gets so big...but it's a good hurt, th

To My Mother.....
Happy Mother's Day Hammy, Without you, I know I wouldn't have made it sometimes. We may argue and create World War III sometimes. But that's ok. You were brave for taking me on when you were MY AGE, when I was born. You knew, I was going to be a challenge, yet you kept me, even when they kept asking you, if you wanted me. Not many mom's can put up with what you do. Not many mom's let their children have the freedom to do everything they dream of or desire, yet try to make them understand morals and responsibility at the same time. You let me live, you let me blossom. You let me express myself, through every odd stage I went though. And the little pain in your butt I am today. I'll always be your baby, despite being 5'6'' and 130 lbs now. I may have a mouth. I may be witty. I may be snobby sometimes.. But I always love you. Thanks for kicking me in the rear at times. Thank you for letting me stay in school, even though it put you through hell. Thank you, for letting m

Stupid Bitch
So my last ex girlfriend (before my most recent) IMed me, and god this felt good: yourstruly2340 (1:34:20 PM): Ummmm If I'm such a bitch why am I still on ur list? ONLYoneCANNOLI (1:34:52 PM): you're not on my list. ONLYoneCANNOLI (1:35:08 PM): not blocked, no reason to. i dont check your status messages, and i dont care. ONLYoneCANNOLI (1:35:29 PM): maybe a couple months ago i thought there was redemption to your character, today i do not ONLYoneCANNOLI (1:35:41 PM): i am over you, and it feels good. ONLYoneCANNOLI (1:36:24 PM): you can have your joe, your puppy, your bowling, your life, and you know what? good luck with it. ONLYoneCANNOLI (1:36:32 PM): i dont hate you ONLYoneCANNOLI (1:36:38 PM): but i only see you would be rotten to me ONLYoneCANNOLI (1:36:52 PM): you want to think that our little fling ended all because of me, go ahead. ONLYoneCANNOLI (1:37:06 PM): get what you want in this world, the way you think you should ONLYoneCANNOLI (1:37:13 PM): i got enoug

Moral Of The Story
The teacher gave her fifth grade class an assignment: Get their parents to tell them a story with a moral at the end of it. The next day the kids came back and one by one began to tell their stories. There were all the regular type stuff, spilled milk and pennies saved. But then teacher realized that Ernie had not shared a story. "Ernie, do you have a story to share?" "Yes ma'am. My daddy told a story about my Aunt Karen. She was a pilot in Desert Storm and her plane got hit. She had to bail out over enemy territory and all she had was a flask of whiskey, a pistol and a survival knife. She drank the whiskey on the way down so the bottle wouldn't break and then her parachute landed right in the middle of twenty enemy troops. She shot fifteen of them with the gun until she ran out of bullets, killed four more with the knife, till the blade broke, and then she killed the last Iraqi with her bare hands." "Good Heavens" said the horrified teacher. "What

Lifes Paths
I just have some thoughts. In my life i have seen more pain and strife than any one person should but it has made me the person i am guess im lucky i have the love of my lil girl i could be the only one that i ever get and i am fine with that i have been honored to meet some of the best people anyone could ever meet and and had the love of the most amazing woman i have ever met for one reason or anther we in alll likeliness will never be together if this person ever gets on fubar and happens across this pro file i want her to know she is the best thing thats ever happened to me and i will always love her if anyone who reads this gets to feel that feeling from another do what ever you have to, to keep it don't ever let it go don't make my mistake and just let it walk away cuz you will regret it for the rest of your life i would also like to say that if this person ever gets to this site and gets to this page that no matter where i am i will be there no matter what maybe some day our pa

Jealousy
Jealousy: Typically refers to the thoughts, feelings, and behaviors that occur when a person believes a valued relationship is being threatened by a rival. This rival may or may not know that he or she is perceived as a threat. Obviously, this week I'm a threat. Someone who claimed to be my friend (both on and off line) blocked me. From fubar, yahoo, his life. He prolly got with that girl he knows I don't like and she hates me too cause she thinks she's sooo much more intelligent than I, anyway if he got with her than jealousy is the supreme ruler in this case. Or he and his ex wife have worked things out and he promised her he would never speak to me again, she blamed me for their marriage ending... I was there for him as a friend when his marriage ended and now with this I see that my usefulness in his life has come to an end. I'm not gona say I'm not hurt but if thats how he is than he can take our friendship and shove it. I deserve so much more than to be treated

A Lazy Day
A Lazy Day The wind softly whispers through the trees a soothing melody of serenity Lying on my back on the grass I watch the clouds dance merrily by I start to see images appear in the passing clouds There is one that looks like a knight in battle could he be defending his true love or the king he has swore allegiance to and look there is one of a child picking a flower could it be for her mother these many more dance by My mind wonders through these images creating a story like those of my youth where fairies and kings and dragons and other wild things rule the earth The serenity calms my stressed out mind but all to soon my wondering thoughts are invaded by the soft pat of a passing rain drop bringing my reverie to and end I want to stay but soon the pitter patting of the rain becomes a downpour soaking me to the skin washing also those wondrous images from the clouds only to have them dance into my mind until another day of stresses in life push them deeply into the back of m

My Other Family
My Other Family I have another family as diverse and interesting as can be They all have different personalities and they mean the world to me Whenever I am feeling blue I know just what to do I walk over to my computer and talk to my wonderful family Yes some of you may think I am strange for most of the I have never actually met but their smiling faces have made my life a whole lot better my family on the net Joanne Anderson Beaty © May 11, 2008

How Do You Know It's Love
You see your world inside their eyes, You see their world inside your eyes, They stand by you in good times and bad, Falling in love is hard to do, But once you do there’s no turning back, For their soul locks deep into your heart Love is powerful, Love is strong, Love gives meaning to our lives, And happiness throughout our souls, Your face begins to glow and your energy builds more and more each day Don’t be afraid to love, Don''t say you don''t know how The true secret to learn how to love someone is to walk side by side with no walls around. Let down your shield and let that person become a part of you. Then look into their eyes and if you see your world inside their eyes then my friend you've discovered love.

River Of Our Dreams
We are no strangers to melancholy having drained the dregs of bitter cups and felt sickening sloshing of sorrow in the depths of our weary souls yes love’s pain is the most excruciating when laughter and touch are but memories and yet love’s joy cannot be measured even if memories are all that are left to us Ethereal the touch of reverie’s fingers yet real enough to cause the heart to sigh and the ears to anxiously attune themselves to whispers borne on winds of adoration butterflies flit from sweetness to sweetness or offer motionless magnificence cased in bell jars wings yet splashed with summer’s palette delicate colors, their beauty timeless, eternal If the scent of daffodil and wild rose fades and the sound of river’s gentle flow is silenced then rest once more beneath the oak with me if only in the wildflower meadows of your mind where none can obscure or steal our secrets where weariness and war are distant dreams and reality a brush of lips warm agains

Love And Friendship
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never know who is falling in love with your smile. What do you do when

Dare To Be You
We must view life as if each day is the first day of the rest of our lives. We should keep an outlook in our minds about life, as each day is the opportunity for a new start. We must learn to live each day to the fullest, and we can do that only if we learn to accept that we cannot change the past. We cannot stop a tragedy from entering our lives. We have to accept what has happened, accept the new person we have become by the tragedy that has entered our life and love ourselves no matter what. No one is perfect. The present is now, and we hold the key to the future. It is time to create the new you. Happiness and success come with persistence and hard work. You must have a goal and work hard. Follow your hearts to true happiness. You must have a destination, a goal and a plan. You are special. You can be anything you want to be. It is your turn to love yourself. I truly hope that each of you find the faith, hope, courage and strength to be happy

Risk
Risk There i was Plod-en along. Just another refrain Of the same damn song An endless loop to nowhere but despair. Couldn't see the escape. till you came along. exit stage right then straight on follow my heart Because even a 1% chance is better than what's gone on

Mother's Day
The second Sunday in May brings a day for which fathers and children everywhere scramble to prepare every year. Breakfast in bed, flowers, handmade cards, and presents usually signify Mother's Day. This honoring of Mom and her hard work usually brings a smile to her face. Being able to celebrate motherhood and thanking Moms for all they do has become a national holiday. Other cultures have had holidays celebrating motherhood since ancient times. The ancient Greeks and Romans had their own celebrations to honor the mothers of their gods. In the 1600s, Mothering Sunday was the fourth Sunday of Lent when parishioners returned to their mother church to worship. Later it became a day when servants were sent from their duties to spend the day with their mothers and families. It is generally celebrated today as Britain's version of America's Mother's Day. Mother's Day in the United States was first conceived around 1870 in Boston, Massachusetts. Following her experiences in the Civil Wa

New Support The Troops Parade
My friend has started a Support the Troops Parade for all who support our men and women are are engaged in the war on terror, to keep us all safe! Here is the site address: http://fubar.com/blog/212901/780263 Take a look, it is really GREAT!!

Confusion
Remember when you asked me what is love to me? people usally say it's cuddling and kissing and loving n caring what about the pain the hurt the yelling and screaming the late night phone calls with i miss u'z ya sure there is good n bad to love but what happens when u never get to say good bye what happens when u love some one so much and u never get the chance to tell them how u feel love is more than the late night phone calls the times u spend at the mall,, it's more than holding hands,, it's what is in your heart,, it's how u truly honestly feel love is when the world stops spinning and the sky is no longer blue the clouds are never gray and it never rains love is scary but it's also a wonderful thing I just wish i wasn't so afraid of love now... ~WRITTEN BY THE SMARTEST MAN I KNOW~

Happy Mother's
Happy Mother's Day to all you moms, grandmas, aunts, sisters, stepmoms, godmothers, fostermoms, and anyone who is a mother figure to someone. Also, to the dad's who are the dad AND mom. Wishing y'all a beautiful day!!!

Last Week Of School
i should be happy right? i mean 4 long years are coming to a close. well im not. i am so sacred. the last few nights have been absolutely terrible. all the stress and anxiety of the tests, letting a lot of people down if i fail. and not to metion WHERE THE HELL am i going? i mean i know what i want to do-be a firefighter. the pays not great starting off but firefighter all have second jobs. i am more than ready to move out. i tryn to find some inexpensive apartment somewhere... fuck this sucks. stess is litteraly maken me crazy... it sucks lookn back high school sucked. i did make some ver great friends-you know who you are and i feel there is no way i can ever repay yall- ESAR has been a huge part of my life and will always be. i have nothing but good memories. anway when i finish this week ill post more oh yea IRON FUCKN MAIDEN may 21. its gonna be hellacious on me cause i gotta leave late cause of BS school. then make it back thursday for some BS graduation shit. oh well i

Crawl Into Bed With Me - One Man's Opinion
Chorus ".... Crawl into bed with me and I’ll make you hate yourself." Verse 1 I’ve had it up to here with trust and you And party situations. Adam and Eve -- You are Fine specimen of fruitless indescretion. Stop swearing ... Stop fucking swearing ... You lied to me and it’s public information. So, stop swearing ... Stop fucking swearing... You lied to me. "And why don’t you just ... Verse 2 I’m sure the banter was so eloquent Wrought with gentle warmth and manners His eyes drawn in by your intelligence And his hands by your kind nature Stop swearing ... Stop fucking swearing... You lied to me and it’s public information. Stop swearing ... Stop fucking swearing... You lied to me. "And why don’t you just... Bridge Pants down and the writing’s on the wall: Chemistry at work. And this heart you’ve seized will never truly find itself. Legs spread and the silence turns to moans: Chemistry at work. And this heart that bleeds will never truly find it

Listen To Your Wife
This is a story about a couple who had been happily married for years. The only friction in their marriage was the husband's habit of breaking wind loudly every morning when he awoke. The noise would wake his wife and the smell would make her eyes water and make her gasp for air. Every morning she would plead with him to stop ripping them off because it was making her sick. He told her he couldn't stop it and that it was perfectly natural. She told him to see a doctor; she was concerned that one day he would blow his guts out.The years went by and he continued to blast them out! Then one Thanksgiving morning as she was preparing the turkey for dinner and he was upstairs sound asleep, she looked at the bowl where she had put the turkey innards and neck, gizzard, liver and all the spare parts and a malicious thought came to her.She took the bowl and went upstairs where her husband was sound asleep and, gently pulling back the bed covers, she pulled back the elastic waistband of

Happy Mothers Day
HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL THE MOTHERS Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shot s. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put him down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love bein

Clouds
Clouds above me How they roar Like someone’s knocking on heaven’s door Black and Gray In the Breeze you sway Never in one place to stay Drifting day by day Tears begin to flow Down here below Tears of joy or sorrow No one knows As Heaven’s door begins to close

Happy Mother's Day!
Why did God make Mothers? Enjoy the answers given by elementary school age children to the following questions :) Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of them when we were getting born. What kind of little girl was your Mom? 1. My Mom has always been my Mom and none of that other stuff. 2. I don't know because I wasn't there, but my guess would be pretty bossy. 3. They say she used to be nice. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel-hair and everything nice in the world, and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string. I think. What did Mom

Senior Moment
Awesome Senior Moment Here's a quote from a government employee who witnessed a recent interaction between an elderly woman and an antiwar protester in a Metro station in DC. There were protesters on the train platform handing out pamphlets on the evils of < ST1>America . I politely declined to take one. An elderly woman was behind me getting off the escalator and a young (20-ish) female protester offered her a pamphlet, which she politely declined. The young protester put her hand on the old woman's shoulder as a gesture of friendship and in a very soft voice said, 'Lady, don't you care about the children of Iraq ?' The old woman looked up at her and said, 'Honey, my father died in France during World War II, I lost my husband in Korea , and a son in Vietnam . All three died so you could have the right to stand here and bad mouth our country. If you touch me again, I'll stick this umbrella up your ass and open it.'

Come One Come All!!!!
I AM HOLDING MY FIRST EVER AUCTION !!! I WOULD LIKE TO INVITE EVERYONE TO JOIN. WE ALL KNOW HOW IT WORKS, YOU SEND ME THE SFW PICTURE AND OFFERINGS THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO USE, VIA FUBAR MEGGAGE TO DREAM GODDESS! IT WILL START MAY 19 AT NOON CENTRAL TIME AND WILL END MAY 26TH AT NOON CENTRAL TIME! JUST SO WE ALL KNOW THE RULES! NO DRAMA WILL BE TOLERATED (IF ANY IS STARTED YOU COULD BE REMOVED FROM THE AUCTION AND/OR FRIENDS LIST AND BLOCKED PERMANENTLY!) THERE WILL BE A 10K FU BUCK ENTRY FEE AS TO KNOW THAT ALL APPLICANTS ARE SERIOUS ABOUT JOINING! IF YOU HAVE ANY QUESTIONS PLEASE CONTACT: KO~~dream goddess~ ~fu wife &owned by magicfun cpl~~@ fubar BIDS ARE AS FOLLOWS THE CASH/FU BUCK EQUIVALENT CHART STICKY BULLETIN = 25000O FU BUCKS 1 TICKER = 250000 FU BUCKS 1 DAY BLAST = 375,000 FU BUCKS 1 Bling pk = 599,500 FU BUCKS 3 DAY BLAST = 600,000 FU BUCKS 7 DAY BLAST = 1,000,000 FU BUCKS 30 DAY BLAST = 2,500,000 FU BUCKS HAPPY HOUR = 5,000,000 FU BUCKS $

Don't Mess With This Mom!
My son caem home from school one day with a smirk upon his face. He decided he was smart enough to put me in my place. "Guess what I learned in Civics two, that's taught by Mr. Right? It's all about the laws today, The "Children's Bill of Rights" It says I need not clean my room, don't have to cut my hair No one can tell me what to think, or speak or what to wear. I have freedom from Religion, and regardless what you say, I don't have to bow my head, and I sure don't have to pray. I can wear earrings if I want, and peircing my tongue and nose. I can read and wath just what I like, get tattoos from head to toe. And if you ever spank me, I'll charge you with a crime. I'll back up all my charges with the marks on my behind. Don't you ever touch me, my body's only for my use, not for your hugs and kisses that's just more child abuse. Don't preach about your morals,

True Love
Love comes through the eyes That help me see this wonderful surprise I see this wonderful man Whom of which I can always stand Love comes through the ears That never hear fears They help me hear the words from you And help me pull through Love comes through the hands That make you my man Your touch creates chills Which make me go through many thrills Love comes through the mouth That will one day make you my spouse You say the right things at the right time Which help me keep my state of mind Love comes through dreams That make us gleam I dream about life with you in it And everything seems lit Love comes through smiles That extend for miles You can see all the joy That comes from my baby boy Love comes through affection That makes me feel your protection I feel safe and secure And always come back for more Love comes through the seasons That give me plenty of reasons Reasons that I Love You And make us true Love comes through the heart

A Dream In The Night
Lost in confusion and total self bliss I've found the relation between dream and wish A dream is a fantasy lived only while asleep But a wish has a compass vast, far and deep. A dream can bring true the wish never thought As your mind wanders aimlessly and feelings are sought. But a wish is a simple, momentous undertaking A grasping of things while still in the making. Now my understanding of wish and of dreams Have broadened my scope - or so it would seem But still I'm confused and nothing is clear Because you are a wish, yet a dream so dear. With the breath of each day, I wish for your sight Visions of loveliness turned to dreams in the night You've become such a fantasy with realistic tones I long for your love and time spent alone Sadly enough my dreams cause confusion For all their purpose are meager illusion And though the dawn of each day may be cheerful to sight I fear the darkness and my continuing fight. For now its a war - a battle within A dreadful nigh

Love Never Ends
LOVE NEVER ENDS……. You came into my life unexpectedly, and everything took a turn for the wonder. Your warm eyes, your smile, the sincere way you speak, and the kindness you showed me, all became a part of my life. As you unfolded yourself to me, I discovered more and more beauty my honey. I have never seen so much gentleness in one person. Without even knowing it, you were slowly making a place for yourself in my heart. It used to seem so hard at times to feel so close in a relationship. But it’s so easy to feel close to you. I can’t tell you how nice that feels. I realize now that I had never known what it meant to be loved until I was loved by you. Amongst the strokes of a wanton breeze, a voice I hear, sets my spirit ablaze. In lonely hours, in hopeless moments, when the thief of despair conjures me; I feel your touch, like soothing waves, It fills my soul and sets it free. The highest mountains, you took me to; In the skies I flew, like a maid

Beautiful Tags And Wonderful Words,from The Woman That Has Filled My Heart With So Much Love And Happiness
You make my heart flutter like a butterfly baby. I Love You so freakin much!! Like a butterfly whispering in the wind You breeze through my heart For all the days you fill my soul with love Every day with you is a blessed new start For all the wonderful moments we share in times of silence I Love You still For moments cuddled in your arms I treasure your love and always will I give you my heart with you smiles of joy and share my heart full of Love So blessed with you my dear man as I flutter about like a butterly above. I LOVE YOU BABY I Love You with all of my Heart, with every beat every second I breath baby. Thank you for always making every occassion so special for me. You're the love I've prayed for my whole life. Without you I can't breath baby. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH For all the days you fill my soul with love Every day with you is a blessed new start For all the wonderful moments we share in times of silence I Love You still For moments cuddl

Federal Govt.
The federal government is sending each and everyone of us a $600 rebate...some more & some less. However, if we spend that money at Wal-Mart, the money will go to China . If we spend it on gasoline, it will go to the Arabs. If we purchase a computer, it will go to India . If we purchase fruit and vegetables, it will go to Mexico , Honduras and Guatemala . If we purchase a good car, it will go to Japan . If we purchase useless crap it will go to Taiwan ...and none of it will help the American economy. The only way to keep that money here at home is to buy prostitutes, weed, beer, and tattoos since these are the only products still produced in the USA . Thank you for your help & please support the USA

Mothers Day
I SEND THIS POEM OUT TA ALL THA BEAUTIFUL MOMZ OUT THERE CUZ U R ALL LOVED VERY DEEPLY! A mother's love determines how We love ourselves and others. There is no sky we'll ever see Not lit by that first love. Stripped of love, the universe Would drive us mad with pain; But we are born into a world That greets our cries with joy. How much I owe you for the kiss That told me who I was! The greatest gift--a love of life-- Lay laughing in your eyes. Because of you my world still has The soft grace of your smile; And every wind of fortune bears The scent of your caress.

Blah Blah
Yes, yes, so it's Mothers Day and I am sitting here all alone, pouting cause I don't have a mother anymore, ok yes I am feeling sorry for myself that I didn't appreciate the time when I had her. So I guess, I am just going to stay in my Pjs, binge out and keep my house dark all day... UGH this is so not me..... Have a great day

Firstcontesti'veentered.....willuhelpme??
Okay I'm in a contest that runs till the 17th. Below is the link. Rates count as 10 points and comments count as 1 point each. So it will even help me if you would just go and rate the picture. Anything you do to help me will be greatly appreciated and if there is something I could do for you in return, please just let me know!!! Thanks everyone!!!!!!!

Staff
Getting ready to open a new lounge and i'm looking for a good promoter and coding person..Seeking out sexy fun loving individuals to help me run the lounge..So if your a lounge person and would like to be apart of making it a success please hit me up..Sassy

Water Runs Dry
We don't even talk anymore And we don't even know what we argue about Don't even say I love you no more Cause sayin' how we feel is no longer allowed Some people will work things out And some just don't know how to change Water Runs Dry Let's not wait till the water runs dry We might watch our whole lives pass us by Let's not wait till the water runs dry We'll make the biggest mistake of our lives Don't do it baby Now they can see the tears in our eyes But we deny the pain that lies deep in our hearts Well maybe that's a pain we can't hide Cause everybody knows that we're both torn apart Why do we hurt each other Why do we push love away Let's not wait till the water runs dry We might watch our whole lives pass us by Let's not wait till the water runs dry We'll make the biggest mistake of our lives Don't do it baby

Happy Mother's Day!!
Happy Mother's Day to all of my fubar moms. Many of you are M.I.L.F.S (if you know what that means) LOL! However each and everyone of you are special. Obviously w/out women there is no life so I thank you for that. I wish each and every one of you a Happy Mother's Day and may this day bring you great joy. Thanks for being one of my fubar hot moms. Wink @each and everyone of you. ;-) Much Love, T/H/R/I/L/L/E/R!

A Tribute To Mothers
Since the moment I entered this world, You have cared for me like no other. There is only one word to describe you, That is in every way a perfect Mother. In the years you have watched me grow So many memories we can now replay. You've been there to love and protect me, From my birth to this very day. When there's a cloud covering my path, Or a problem I am about to face. You'll be the one wipe away my tears, And put everything back in its place. Your warm touch is one of a kind, So gentle to send me to sleep. Your voice is one of an angels, A beauty only you deserve to keep. The way you always make me smile And the way you play with my hair. When I need to talk, you'll put me first, So I know how much you care. The sun in you're heart will continue, To shine in the future in all you do. The most special person in my life by far, I'm happy to say is you!

The 343 Lounge Invites You To Join Us
The 343 I want to tell yall about the 343 and what this number stands for...on September 11,2001 the day the twin towers were hit and fell to the ground...many firefighters and emt and police officers were killed...on that day 343 firefighters left this world all because they gave their life for what they love to do. The 343 lounge was created in honor of those fallen firefighters to honor and respect them for doing the job most men wouldn't do. We here in the 343 reconize the hard job it is to be a firefighter and what it means to save a life. People all over the world are saved everyday by some unknown firefighter that will probably never get the respect that he/she deserves but we here in the 343 want to give that unknown firefighter a place to come to when he/she needs a friendly ear to listen to them or just to laugh with them we believe it is important that all firefighters have some sort of support system if they don't have time to go out and join these types of

On Bended Knee
Darlin' I can't explain Where did we lose our way Girl it's drivin' me insane And I know I just need one more chance To prove my love to you If you come back to me I'll guarantee That I'll never let you go Can we go back to the days our love was strong Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong Can somebody tell me how you get things back The way they use to be Oh God give me a reason I'm down on bended knee I'll never walk again until you come back to me I'm down on bended knee So many nights I dream of you Holding my pillow tight I know I don't need to be alone When I open up my eyes To face reality Every moment without you It seems like eternity I'm begging you, begging you come back to me Can we go back to the days our love was strong Can you tell me how a perfect love goes wrong Can somebody tell me how you get things back The way they use to be Oh God give me a reason I'm down on bended knee I'll never walk again until you come back to me I

End Of The Road
End Of The Road (spoken) Girl you know we belong together I have no time for you to be playing With my heart like this Youll be mine forever baby, you just see (verse) We belong together And you that Im right Why do you play with my head, Hy do you play with my mind? Said wed be forever Said itd never die How could you love me and leave me And never say good-bye? Girl I cant sleep at night without holding you tight Girl, each time I try I just break down and cry Pain in my head oh Id rather be dead Spinnin around and around Chorus: Although weve come to the end of the road Still I cant let you go Its unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you Come to the end of the road Still I cant let you go Its unnatural, you belong to me, I belong to you Girl, I know you really love me, You just dont realize Youve never been there before Its only your first time Maybe Ill forgive you, hmm Maybe youll try We should be happy together Forever, you a

Friendship Bags...
MAKE A SPECIAL BAG FOR YOUR FRIENDS/LOVED ONES! Marble- To help you to keep rolling or in case you lose one. Sweet and Sour Candy- To help accept and appreciate differences of others. Happy Face- it's contagious Band-Aid- for healing hurt feelings Eraser- reminder that each day begins with a clean slate Lifesaver- to remind you of the many times others need your help and you need theirs Cottonball- cushioned support of friends for the tough roads ahead Rubber Band- reminder to stay flexible Candy Kiss + Hug- we all need them Paper Clip- to hold it all together Candle- reminder to share the light

Come Bid, If You Want 2 Own Me
WHO'S FACE WILL GO HERE? imikimi - Customize Your World I SIMPLY LOVE BEING OWNED, IT'S FUN I'M IN ANOTHER AUCTION... IF YOU WANTED TO WIN ME IN PEBBLES AND MISSED THE OPPORTUNITY AND WANT TO OWN ME COME ON IN AND BID! YOU ALL MADE PEBBLES AUCTION FUN..LETS MAKE THIS ONE INTERESTING THESE AUCTIONS ARE NOT ABOUT ME..BUT THE PERSON THAT GETS TO HAVE ME FOR A MONTH! YOU GET SPOILED BY ME...TELL ME WHERE TO GO FOR HELPIN YOU OUT! CONTESTS....RATING SOMEONE...ETC! AND HERE IS WHAT I AM OFFERING IN THIS AUCTION! 1. All My 11's During Ownership Period 2. NSFW OR SFW salute Owner Choice 3. Personal Folder in My photo section with Surprises 4. Pimped Out On my Profile Page, Bulletin & Blog 5. Added to top 5 Family & Friends List 6. Stash and Everything Rated During Happy Hour Of Course the Better The Bids The Better I Become! I ENJOY PLAYING THIS FUBAR GAME OF CONTESTS AND AUCTIONS AND WHAT NOT.... BUT MAKING FRIENDS..AND MEETING NEW PEOPLE ON HERE IS N

Happy Mother's Day Fubar Ladies
I have WAY TOO MAY friends on here to wish each and every one of you a Happy Mother's Day individually, so if you are a mom and on my friends list, I hope you have a nice relaxing Mother's Day. Make the men in your life pamper you, cook for you, do your laundry (all of it) and clean the whole house for you today. That is a much better present than any flowers or candy they could buy. It's your day. Relax, enjoy, reflect, and watch the guys do all the work today. :-) Unfortunately my man is out on the river working and can't be here to do all those things for me, but I did get woke up this morning by 2 little kids with homemade Mother's Day cards. It was sweet. Have a good day!

Need Help Over 3100 Behind 1st
I swore I would NEVER enter another contest but got talked into it not only is it a contest but a nightie contest lol. ONLY time you'll ever see me in a nightie once contest is over that's it NO more pics of me in anything but clothing. 1ST PLACE 1 BLING PACK FOR SIX MONTHS THAT IS 6 BLING PACKS 1 TO BE GIVEN EACH MONTH 2ND IS A 30 DAY VIP 3RD IS A 3 DAY BLAST

Happy Mother's Day!
I was sent this in an e-mail by my mom and thought it was so beautiful I wanted to share it with you. :-) MOTHERS and MOMS If you send this to just one person, it should make it all the way around the world by Mother's Day. This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, 'It's okay honey, Mommy's here.' Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collection

She Took My Fu Virgnity!
Here she is ya'll! I wanna show off my first FU Owner, Happy Country Girl! I'm excited about my first ownership and hope that all of my friends will drop in and help me celebrate my ownership by showin her some of your best FU Luv so that I can pamper her as much as possible! Happy Country Girl~~Shadow Leveler~~@ fubar I look forward to an adventurous month with her and plan on trying to spoil her rotten. ************************************************** Much FU Luv to my best of friends! Thru_a_diff_i Owned by Happy Country Girl oO*Shadow Leveler*Oo.. My "Eye" contest is open@ fubar

Poem
Look at your house , it’s empty Kind of like my heart when you left my soul no longer urns for your touch you where there but now your gone is he really that much better then me you left with out saying good bye you never even cared, your shallow you have a cruel heart and bad intentions I should have know to ever believe you I know better to trust any one now and that’s is all because of you I don’t wish you the best I hope he breaks your heart into pieces when he does my arms wont be open I will not take you back , I will have moved on you will been a distance memory then My life will be better and yours for once I will have over came you , the tide will have turned and thoughts of you will be gone and finally I will have moved on

Happy Mothers Day
For most of our lives, our mother is the one we can always lean upon. But there inevitably comes a time when we're given the opportunity to return that favor. Mother You mean so much to me; You taught so much to me. The love and advice you've shown Have always been given freely and taken with Great appreciation. Your love, your kindness and your caring Have made me the person I am today. Your triumphs, your mistakes, your wisdom, Have always, a place in my memory. For all that you have taught me, I know, and shall always remember, The sincerity and love you have passed along. If I surprised you in any way, It is only because I tried to Spread my wings, and lost my way; But always, you were there to guide me, No matter how obstinate I may have been, You were there; Ready to pick up the pieces and light the way. In all my times of need, I always knew You were there; a lifejacket To sail me through my stormy seas. And now the time has come for me to

Happy Mother's Day (yes,i Cried)
This is for the mothers who have or will have set up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer Wieners and Cherry Kool-Aid saying, “Its okay honey, Mommy’s here.” Who have or will have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can’t be comforted. This is for all the mothers who have or will show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who have or will run carpools, make cookies and sew Halloween costumes, and all the mothers who DON’T. This is for the mothers who gave or will give birth to babies they’ll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging or will hang on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze or will freeze their buns on metal bleachers at football or soccer games instead of watching from the warmth of their car

Weekend Opie And Anthony Links: Download The O&a Show, New O&a Podcast, New Boobs On Ratemywow, Animation Fest And Traveling Virus 2008 Tickets, New V
The sun is shining... the birds are singing... dogs are barking. It's a lovely day outside... and we're INSIDE... updating this website. As always, if you missed any of this week's Opie and Anthony Radio POgram, you can download the shows in their entirety online via AUDIBLE: Download the O&A Show 5/09/2008 (Jamie Kennedy, Don Imus, Jonny Fairplay, Sandy Kane's awful singing) Download the O&A Show 5/08/2008 (Sam and Tony Vs. Pat Duffy) Download the O&A Show 5/07/2008 (Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Rich Vos, Robert Kelly) Download the O&A Show 5/06/2008 (Penn Jillette, Michael Madsen) Download the O&A Show 5/05/2008 (Dov Davidoff, Cinco De Mayo) O&A ANIMATIONS ARE ON iTunes NOW!! (Jim Norton teach you how to play poker - online now!!) Opie and Anthony Animation Festival: The first annual Opie and Anthony Animation Festival is happening on June 5th, 2008 at Roseland Ballroom in New York City. The event is SOLD OUT pretty much, but if you missed the boat YOU CAN STILL

Naughty Application
"NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" (Copy and Paste the entire application in a fu-mail to me. Fill it out and send..) 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. How long would we have sex? 7. lights on or off? 8. Would you have to be drunk? 9. Would you take a shower with me? 10. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 11. Would you leave after or stay the night? 12. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 13. Condom or skin? 14. Do you give Oral pleasures? 15. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 16. Have sex on the first date? 17. Would you kiss me during sex? 18. Do you think I would be good in bed? 19. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Can I use you as a booty call? 23. Do you like foreplay? 24. What is foreplay to you? 25. Can we take pictures of the act? 26. Would you tell your friends abo

Hey.....
6K WHAT A RIDE! MOST WOULD SAY BIG DEAL BUT AT THE MOMMENT AND ALWAYS... IT WAS AND WILL BE TO ME! WHEN I STARTED I WAS GOING FOR THE BLING PACK WHICH WAS 4K THEN AFTER FIGURING OUT THAT THE VIP WAS 6K I THOUGHT WHAT THE HEY BUT WE WERE UNDER HALF WAY THERE AND DOWN BY ALMOST 1500. AND I GOTTA ADMIT I HAD MY DOUBTS BUT THEN IN MY EYES I COULD SEE YOU DOING IT! ANYONE WHO REALLY KNOWS ME KNOWS WHAT I MEAN BY SEEING IT. ANOTHER REASON I WILL NOT FORGET THIS IS THAT I SAW DIFFERENT FAMILYS IN THERE BOMBING FOR ME THAT TO ME IS A BLESSING AS IVE WANTED TO SEE THAT SINCE THE DAY I LEFT.TO ME THATS HARMONY I KNOW ALOT OF YOU STILL SAY WE CANT TRUST THEM THIS IS ON ALL SIDES AND ITS TO BE EXPECTED AFTER ALL THATS HAPPENED BUT IM SORRY IM GONNA BORROW SOMETHING THAT SOMEONE FUMAILED ME AFTER I SENT A PLAT CHERRY FOR HELPING.THE PERSON WHO WROTE THIS CAN BE THE ONE WHO SAYS WHO THEY ARE:) "the reason we bomb is to have fun, level people, help friends, make more friends. i en

I Love You Guys Lets Do It Again
I KNOW THIS WONT LEVEL ME BUT MY GOD YOU GUYS HELP ME GET A LITTLE CLOSER PLZ... THESE UPPER LEVELS SUCK HARD!!!!! 3 MILL TO GO GUYS HELP THAT GO DOWN TO JUST 2 MILL. CAN WE PLZ OH GOD DON'T MAKE ME BEG. IT'S NOT PRETTY... SCRATCH THE 11:00 PART TODAY ITS 10:00 AM AND I WANT LOADS OF LOVE.. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO EVERY MOTHER ON EARTH.. THERES NO MORE OF A HARDER JOB THEN OURS OR ONE THATS MORE REWARDING ALSO..

Happy Mother's Day, To All Mother's
Happy Mother's Day to all the mother's.I'm very glad to have a mother that i love alot and hope help her out since my father passed away on may 17th,2006.Hope every mother has a great mother's day.This is for all the mother's out there.

This Is Really Beautiful!
This is really beautiful! MOTHER This is a truly BEAUTIFUL piece. Please read this at a slow pace, digesting every word and in leisure...do not hurry....this is a treasure... For those lucky to still be blessed with your Mom, this is beautiful. For those of us who aren't, this is even more beautiful. For those who are moms, you'll love this. The young mother set her foot on the path of life. "Is this the long way?" she asked. And the guide said: "Yes, and the way is hard. And you will be old before you reach the end of it.. But the end will be better than the beginning." But the young mother was happy, and she would not believe that anything could be better than these years. So she played with her children, and gathered flowers for them along the way, and bathed them in the clear streams; and the sun shone on them, and the young Mother cried, "Nothing will ever be lovelier than this." Then the night came, and the storm, and the path was dark, and

Missing You
Dad its been just over a year since you passed away. I Still dont know why God had to take you from me especially when things were just starting to seem normal.I get so angry. I think you knew you were going and you wanted to make peace with me and that sucks even more when you think about it because you knew something wasn't right. And that is when you decided to make things right with me. It hurts me to think how you never really wanted anything to do with me until my 21st birthday then you die 2 months later. Come on lets be real. I have anger issues with you right now. I have unfinished business with you. How fair is that. You can clear up your unfinished business with me so you can die happy what about me. What happens when I die and I still haven't found my peace with you. I haven't said the things I wanted to say and I haven't been able to do the things I wanted to do. You said the night of my birthday "God can take me I'm ready I dont care." And I told you not to say that and y

Be Ready, Today, To Expect The Unexpected?
I'm delighted that the future is unsure. That's the way it should be. --William Sloane Coffin Some of life's richest moments are the most unexpected: the old friend met by chance, or the new one discovered when neither of us were really looking; the toy at the bottom of the toy box, rediscovered and loved anew; the book, the flower, the shaft of light we were in the right place at the right time to notice and embrace. It is important to dream and plan, to work toward goals, to mark the milestones we pass on life's journey. No less important, though, is to open ourselves to the unexpected joys awaiting us every day.

The Life That Is You
The life that is you You can choose to be happy or you can choose to be miserable. Which would you rather be? You can choose to make productive and purposeful use of the moments in this day. Or you can choose to let the time slip away and be left with nothing but regret. Life is what you decide you are going to make of it. What have you decided to make of the possibility-filled moment that is right now? You can complain that it's all so very unfair, but all that will accomplish is to bring you down even more. Or, you can fully accept life as it is and then experience the genuine satisfaction of making your way forward in spite of the obstacles. You can choose to hide behind excuses or you can open yourself up to the richness of life. You can decide to make the most of whatever comes your way, and know how great it feels to be fully alive and engaged in your world. No matter what has come before, life in this moment is what you decide to make it. Consider all the possibil

Just Think Its Funny
Well I just think its so funny that someone told someone else about something I was or wasnt gonna get. RIIIIIGGHHTTTTTTTTTTT !!!! Case guess what I GOT IT !!!! If you actually know me you will no what I am talking about.... If you dont know me sorry, if you did you would think it was funny. I know I give out so much info LMAO To the person who keeps running thier mouth back to certian people let them know I said KISS MY ASS!! See ya by the Pond !!

A Poem From My Friend
People say that the sun never cries, it only smiles all the time. But nobody knows tears of the sun is the sunshine! Whenever we see the sun smiling, in fact it is crying at that time. The sun brings its tears to warm up this world. Life is sometimes not so simple like we are seeing. One person’s sadness sometimes brings the happiness to the other. When you feel lonely, you shouldn’t give your heart the color of grey. Most passionate love is your mother’s love. The shortest love is other people’s love. The sweetest love is the love of your lover. But the most lasting love is the love of friendship. So, thank you for being my friend!

Happy Mother's Day
To all my mommy friends....Enjoy your day and cherish your children. And to all the men who have to play both roles as mom and dad....Happy Mother's Day to you as well!!! Much Love Babz imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World

Need To Level~read This!!!~~a Few Helpful Items
For everyone that is looking too level. Just sharing some helpful hits and some links too help make it easier on you LINK FOR PERSONS NEW TO FUBAR Please click here this lady has some awesome stuff for newbies to fubar check her blog out!!! Also Check out these two blogs- I made from bullentins for 2 of our most helpful bouncers: Razor's bullyPlease click here Year of the Dragon's bullyPlease click here To those looking to level easier when you find things on other friends page DO NOT RIP pictures that you would like too use ask them if it ok and give them credit for it. There are no points on ripped pictures!!!!! For those that are at 99% the only way too level up is too add a salute. If you need help adding one~~here is a blog on how too add them from Year of the Dragons http://fubar.com/blog/60737/324210 Please click here Having stash makes leveling so much easier. Here are links too help you find stash easier. Thank you to The Confede

Do You Know Her?
A man and his wife are dining at a table in a plush restaurant, and the husband keeps staring at a drunken lady swigging her drink as she sits alone at a nearby table. The wife asks, "Do you know her?" "Yes," sighs the husband, "She's my ex-girlfriend. I understand she took to drinking right after we split up seven years ago, and I hear she hasn't been sober since." "My God!" says the wife, "Who would think a person could go on celebrating that long?"

Mother's Day Special!!
I just wanted to say to all those mother who taking care of thier family and kids as I know that today is the special day!! And also I wanted to say for my Fu-Wifey Happy Mother's Day and of course it just not you as for every mother all over the world as I know being a mother is a big job and it's not easy to handle all the task you've done so much when you have kid(s) around you... Well,, I have one thing for all the mother out there.... HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!!! :D Your truly friendly Wild Wolfie

Sloppy Seconds
Now Available for Pre-Order! Who Wants Some of Wrath's Sloppy Seconds? Who wouldn't? Each year at the World Horror Convention, the most anticipated event is the Gross-Out Contest, where authors stand up in front of everyone and deliver some of the most disturbing, gut-wrenching tales anyone has ever heard. Wrath James White's stories are among the best of them. Now, we present his stories for the first time in print - uncut. Here are his four stories from previous years, as well as his entry for the 2008 WHC. But there's more! We have a bonus story that is "one of the most grotesque and horrific murder/rape/revenge stories I have ever written." Mark McLaughlin provided the cover art in addition to a hilarious introduction. Approximately 35 pages 6 X 9 Chapbook http://www.skullvines.com/main/page_bookstore.html

What A Year
I have had such a trying year already and it is starting to weigh heavily upon me. At the beginning of the year, my boyfriend came home from Iraq, you can't imagine how excited I was about that. Waiting for him to get off of that plane was tortue, after what seemed to be an eternity, I was finally going to be with the love of my life! That weekend was wonderful....heaven, he planned our future out that weekend, when he had to go back onto base, it was excruciating for me... but i knew that we would be back together in a couple of weeks for my bday, so it would be ok....that was the last time i saw him, he called me to make sure I got home ok, told me he loved me, would call later and then........disappeared. That has been several months ago and it still haunts me every day. To give your heart and soul to a person and then not even get a goodbye...it messes with a person's head. I have had such a hard time letting people in my life because of this. It is so hard for me to trust

The Story I Can Tell
Why is it you don't want me. but no one else can have me? Why do you pull at my heart strings, when you see the pain it brings? Why must you say cruel words, do you think otherwise you would not be heard? Every time you curse me it leaves a mark, like a thousand lashes of a whip across my heart. Do you think by putting me down, that you make me wanna keep you around? Your words are sharp like a blade tip, I do nothing to you, yet you still just trip. Nothing do you grant me, my friends are all gone, I can't see my family. I can't have a computer, or a phone, I can't even have keys to my own home. So I am just a prisoner in my love for you, and you are the guard and punisher too. At least I know as I sit in my private hell, I can help others get out because of the story I can tell. (c)MadCurves © Copyright 2008

Wild Mountain Thyme
O the summer time has come And the trees are sweetly bloomin' And the wild mountain thyme Grows around the bloomin' heather Will ye go lassie go? Chorus: And we'll all go together To pull wild mountain thyme All around the bloomin' heather Will ye go lassie go? I will build my love a bower (summerhouse) By yon cool crystal fountain And round it I will pile All the wild flowers o' the mountain Will ye go lassie go? (chorus) I will range through the wilds And the deep glen sae dreamy And return wi' their spoils Tae the bower o' my dearie Will ye go lassie go? (chorus) If my true love she'll not come Then I'll surely find another To pull wild mountain thyme All around the bloomin' heather Will ye go lassie go?

Fu-angels Team 2
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ******JUICY DEE****** RedheadWitha6InchTongue MISSYBEAR"N.A.P. FAMILY RECRUITER&PROUD CLUB FAR MEMBER" ~*Dirty's Angel *~Fu Wifey 2 JAMES*~Angel Gone Bad*~Fu-Angels*~ Eyes~Like~Stacy ??Da®k Kittÿ?? ~~Fo®eve® In Da®kne§§~~Fiesta Tappers

Fu-angels Team 1
ARE THERE ANY ANGELS OUT THERE... HIT ME HEART OF FIRE UP AND THEN FAN, ADD AND RATE THESE ANGEL'S TO BECOME ONE OF THEM. LET'S KEEP IT GOING SO WE CAN ALL GET GOOD FRIENDS.... ALSO, NO YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE NO GODFATHER OR BE PAST A CERTAIN LEVAL TO BE AND ANGEL. THIS IS JUST TO MAKE GOOD FRIENDS... REMEMBER TO FAN ADD AND RATE ME AS WELL LOL!!! "Heart of Fire"~Co of E.D.F.B.~ Club FAR~ I customize pic's!!! ~?PH3NOM3N@L UNBR3@K@BL3 M3?~ ?Thyckie Thyck? Club FAR ? The CoCo Diva (SpritLeveler) CaSpEr...W.C. M.(under boss purdyfam) NO FAKE PEOPLE PLEASE!!!!I WILL BLOCK YOU’RE A** ~*Deliciously Evil*~ **Member of I.B.N** ******JUICY DEE****** Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER Special R Kay Brown Eyed Beauty~Club F.A.R. Member and Proud Official Greeter of Club F.A.R.~ ~?LiL ShAwTy?~ (*BUST IT BABY*) FU-ANGEL!

Rain, Mere Rain
rain, mere rain by LateNiteFantasy© a candid walk through a moment with me the second after you reach the window your breath not yet mist there I reach you my arms wrap around you my hands warm against the flat expanse of your tummy standing, I spoon you to the best of my ability conforming the both of our bodies to the others curves and rises you are still a bastion of heat on a cold night we both are our nudity is intoxicating I'm drunk on you you turn your head to face me and we kiss and I swallow you down sweet rain perfect rain

Happy Mother's Day!
Justing sending a Happy Mother's Day to all you mothers out there. I want to put a smile on your face. So, here is a funny video for you to watch. Enjoy the video and your day. Oh and Mom! Happy Mother's Day and I love you very much. Thanks for everything you have done for me.

The 2nd Greatest Day Of My Life
tonight i took my kid to go see simple plan, one of her favorite bands......and some random dude gave me (me the old mother) but he was old too to passes to the meet and greet of simple plan......and my kid got to meet the band and get their autographes and she got to take some pictures with some of the band memebers who were out walking around....that was wicked cool.....and the guitar singer was singing me a song while i met them......and my kid is still floating on cloud nine.....and im so stoked that she is so flipping happy.....and i got to do this for her.....and the coolest feeling in the whole entire world is when you can make your kid's dreams come true.....so i truely rule right now......and she totally thinks im the coolest mother ever....and so does simple plan thank you very much....and anyways....today was awesome......

A Good Morning Fuck
a good morning fuck by LateNiteFantasy© a good morning fuck before the coffee pot growls before the world stirs imposing its demands before the sun rises over the pines when most of the inputs come from waking with you touching you, feeling you making you wet with my fingers kissing beneath your ear biting each rock hard nipple then easing into your pussy and drowning in the pleasure

My Climax
My Climax by LateNiteFantasy© It starts with just a tingle, slight From just behind my balls And slowly grows, a knot so tight As through the flesh it crawls Until I feel my ass succumb The muscles there go tense My mind’s focused, my body numb As nothing else makes sense Sensations passed into my cock Have made it gorged with blood As pre-cum weeps, it’s hard as a rock Awaiting soon the flood The tension spreads, my muscles strain Throughout my body now There is just one thing in my brain One thing I will allow My focus is on my release Frustrations for to rid All other matters now do cease Climax my welcome bid My time; more friction to employ I feel I will explode I cry, my face contorts with joy Sensations overload! Ejaculate – I feel it flow As if a river run I feel it built, about to blow Discharges like a gun As semen pumps out of my prick Sensations are sublime It is so much, so white and thick Spurts out, time after time I

Unicorns Behind The Scenes
UNICORNS behind the scenes He did not often take human form, but today he had because he was visiting. He knocked at the door, and heard it echo loudly through the house, and it was answered by a large, black man, Jola’s father. Who had to look up to see his eyes, and was surprised by his visitor's strength as he shook hands, but even more surprised by the gentleness of that handshake. Jola’s mother came to the door to meet him too, and she also shook hands with him, but instead of his strength she saw hundreds of scars on him, she had once as a little girl seen an animal mauled by wolves, and these scars reminded her of that so strongly that she began to cry. He put his other hand gently on top of hers and smiled, and in his so very, very quiet voice, he told her not to worry, the scars were old and no longer hurt. When he asked about Jola, they insisted that he come inside and wait, and as they led him through to the kitchen, he could smell her everywhere,

Please Pray For Him
Please keep my brother-in--law and sister in prayer. He is 46 years old, and 3 weeks ago had 2 "significant" strokes. His speech and cognizant faculties were only slightly impacted. He did, however, suffer severe impairment of his gross and fine motor skills on his right side. They attribute it to high blood pressure, high cholesterol, and stress. They say that whatever he is getting back will be within 6 months. Thank you for your prayers.

Latest Contest: Please Drop A Rate On The Pic If You Can't Bomb Please...thanks Sooo Much!!
Hi Everyone!!I have entered Johnny Devil's latest contest and could use your help!!If you wouldn't mind stopping by and leaving a rate and/a few comments, I would greatly appreciate it.All love will be returned.Thanks for reading and I look forward to seeing you there!!Take care!~Ms Taz~

My First Love
My First Love You were the first love of my life The one I wanted for my wife You were such an inspiration Gave me love and dedication You cared for me when I was ill Gave me warmth when I had a chill Forgave me when I pitched a fit And not once did you ever quit When others would have given up You would gladly bring me a cup You were always understanding When I was my most demanding You made me laugh when I was sad You helped calm me when I was mad You washed my clothes and fixed me meals Helped me through so many ordeals To me that really means a lot More than any present you bought You would always answer my knock You were always my solid rock Yet you always had a soft touch You helped me grow and taught me much No one could ever outshine you I always knew your love was true Even when we were miles apart You were always here in my heart I never took you to the prom But I will love you always mom

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well I had to give up guardianship of my son to my parents the court date will either be the 28th of May or 4th of june. I have lost all hope and feel even more depressed since finding this news. It was either lose him forever or give him to my parents i had no choice this way i get to see him right. well i been apartment hunting. I found one i really love its huge but problem is that the landlord thinks im 18 and its going to be hard to move stuff in it. OH for those who dont know i am homeless on the 19th of may. So with all that happening im really stressed so stressed i lost 2 clothes sizes in less then a month maybe even 2 weeks yay. I am finally on birth control. I have a period now which sucks. and my PCOS might be cureable. So with all this stress i might actually finally be skinny. OH and if my work is cool and gives me the time off in the form of personal leave ill be in Chicago next week or so. Cj

Drunk!
Tonight sucked ass!!!!! Drunk morons and yelling crying screaming.. Thank you Chris for putting some humor into my night!!! And I did tell her to get lower!! and she looked at me like I had three heads... I made my night... and I got to see a really messed up porn hahahaha ewwww!

Read This On A Website
A little background info.. I read this comment i am going to post on a site that had people talking about how Elisha Cuthbert's ass was saggy and how she had cellulite. I saw this comment and started cracking up laughing. ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Hello there, persons of the male persuasion. Yes, you. It’s time to draw your attention to a dividing line that separates the mature and immature among you. Yes, that’s right – one of those celebrated lines that separates the boys from the men. On this website as on many others, I’ve noticed a preponderance of comments from individuals who can’t seem to deal with a basic fact that pertains to being a female of reproductive age – a term, please understand, that includes not just the kind of female that gave birth to you, the kind that’s your sister or your friend, or someone else’s daughter. I’m talking about the females that turn your head on the street, that you flirt with in clubs – the kind you want

Nfsmw
Listen... I am Rock, it ain't no breakin' me I am Rock, it ain't no shakin' me I am Rock, that ain't no earthquake, it's me I am Rock (ohh) I am Rock (ohh) I am Rock, it ain't no breakin' me I am Rock, it ain't no shakin' me I am Rock, that ain't no earthquake, it's me I am Rock (ohh) I am Rock (ohh) I am Rock Know when you criticize me, before you try to, do me a solid Take a short walk in my shoes My boots, my kicks, my flip-flops, whatever I done seen rain and I ain't just talkin' weather But I'm a survivor Shame on you if you thought I would ever leave I'm a be right there where the legends be I am unbreakable, I'm Rock, I am never weak now I feel weak sometimes, but you'll never see I'm going through one of the roughest times in my entire life right now Still I got a slight smile I'm knowin' it's gonna be better days, like Tupac said And we go make it like Eve & them two LOX said Whos not fed up with something Life's about struggling and overcoming y

Prego Update!
I go to the doctor on the 30th of this month. The morning sickness ...aka..ALL FUCKIN DAY SICKNESS.. has started and is only getting worse. It's to the point where I even went and bought peppermint gum the other day (and I hate peppermint gum). I've drank more sprite/sierra mist/7-up in the past 3 days than I think I have in my entire life..lol I'm excited and scared at the same time. The hormones are already fuckin with me. I balled my eyes out yesterday for no apparent reason at all. I just started ballin and couldnt stop. The cravings havent started yet.. THANK GOD! I have however developed a severe case of pregnancy induced insomnia..lol I'm tryin to decide what I want to differently with this labor/delivery. I'm leaning towards a water birth. I think it would be neat. I'm also leaning towards no pain medication this time ( last time I had an epidural). Anyway, like I said last time I will try to keep this updated as things progress. If ya want to know

So What Is Love?
So what is love? Love is what you feel when you with someone you care for Love is what you feel when you do things for someone you care for Love is how you care for someone you like So what is love? Love is the way you care for your family Love is the way you care for your friends Love is the way you care for that certain person you call your girl friend So what is love? Love is when you miss someone, even for a minute Love is how you like everything about that person Love is every little thing you would do for each other So what is love? Love is when you talk on the internet for hours a day Love is when you would talk on the phone for hours till the phone dies Love is when you use all of your texts or minutes on each other So what is love? Love is the way I feel about my girl friend Love is the way I feel about a girl named Erica Love is the way I think we both feel about each other So what is love? Love is the feelings I have towards my new

Dedicated To My Mother
It's Mother's Day Today And You're No Longer Here. I've Missed You So Much These Past Few Years. I Know You're In A Better Place And Free From All The Pain. But It Doesn't Stop Me From Wishing You Were here Again. I Miss The Talks We Used To Have I Miss You Cheering Me Up When I Am Sad, I Miss The Meals We All Once Shared I Miss Having Someone Around Who Cared. I Miss You Mom More Than Words Can Say So I Wrote This Little Poem For You. To Let You Know I Haven't Forgotten You. Happy Mother's Day R.I.P. Mom Judy Mae Bethea (08/27/1931-05/16/2000) copyright©poeticangel

To All Mothers
This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's okay honey, Mommy's here. " Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. .. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at football or soccer games instead of watching from the warmth of their cars. And that when their kids asked, "Did you see me,

Motivation/encouragement
I am thiking of cutting out most of the sugar in my diet, it will be hard but thats why I need my fubar friends to help me, give me some motivation and encouragement. I will post a progress of what I'm doing, and what not. Today is my new day to start over again, and keep on track, working out at the gym this morning. SO PLEASE IF I NEED MOTIVATION AND ENCOURAGEMENT, Please leave me some thanks! Muahz.

Lulliby For Wyatt.. Sheryl Crow.
family Happy Mother's Day. I Probably won't get to see but a few of my babies today. My John, is probably lost to me forever. My Kristi, is probably not going to find herself any time soon. My Branda, is busy living her life and chasing her own babies. My Megan, she is busy in her own fairy tales. My three sweet young babies, Whitney , Leah and Hunter, will be busy puting smiles on my face. Sweet,but temporary ,are the joys of motherhood, Treasure them, because before you know it, you have to let them go.

Jewels Needs Our Prayers Again..
I am making this blog on behalf of Jewels, (tinkerbell started it) his step daughter messaged he has had another heart attack and is on the way to the hospital right now it does not look good and he needs lots of urgent prayers so please pass this along and pray that he pulls through this he has been a wonderful friend to so many on here and now he needs our prayers! Please repost/blog this and keep it going!! :::"JEWELS"::: * Club F.A.R. *.. Plz ...Fan + Rate = Add !@ fubar

More Than A Mother (thank You Tom G)
MORE THAN A MOTHER When God set the world in place, when He hung the stars up in space, when He made the land and the sea, then He made you and me. He sat back and saw all that was good, He saw things to be as they should. Just one more blessing He had in store; He created a mother, but whatever for? He knew a mother would have a special place to shine His reflection on her child's face. A mother will walk the extra mile just to see her children smile. She'll work her fingers to the bone to make a house into a home. A mother is there to teach and guide, a mother will stay right by your side. She'll be there through your pain and strife, she'll stay constant in your life. A mother will lend a helping hand until you have the strength to stand. She'll pick you up when you are down, when you need a friend she'll stick around. A mother is one who listens well, will keep her word; will never tell. A mother never pokes or pries but stands quietly by you

Searching For Love
So this is retarded, I always set myself up to get hurt always always, a guy I was trying to get to know a few months ago named Jason, hew 28 or 29 years old. Anyways we stopped talking and started talking recently again, turns on facebook he changed his status to in a relationship, that hurts really hurts. What am I doing wrong? Am I not attractive? What? My friend told me older guys are more mature, well I think younger and older guys are the same damn thing. They both did the same thing to me. WTFFF. Maybe I'm just too picky, but I also want an attractive guy you know. My last 4 year relationship I didn't care about what he looked like and now that I look at him now I don't know what I saw in him.

Vip Contest
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Ebay (cont.)
Ok so I was looking through ebay to find Playboy Items, they got rare stuff I would like but kinda pricey. But heres an idea of what I was looking at and wanting. These shorts are only 15.00 plus 5.00 shipping, not bad. I have that same wallet, I paid 20.00 for mine well wait no I got it as a gift for xmas, but it was 20.00 at spencers and on ebay its only 15.00 then I'd love to get these glasses but they are pricey online

Mothers Day
Tomorrow is not going to be the best mother's day for me. Both of my kids are here in town and both are busy. This is going to suck. My daughter is 18 and my son will be 17 in August. Neither one of them live with me and are both doing their own things tomorrow :( Last year on Mothers Day I was in Germany so I didn't see them then either. Sadly, its one holiday I would like to ignore if I could, but cant since I am staying at my moms. Kind of wish I could stay up all night tonight and sleep all day tomorrow, but I know that is not going to solve anything.

Ebay
So like my best friend and her hubby are addicted to Ebay haha, they got super nintendo games for $15.00, my best friend also got a halter top zebra print bathing suit for $10.00 and a Jem and the Holograms coloring book.. EEK I'm going to see if they have anything good on there! Is anyone addicted to Ebay??? Let me know :)

Million Fubucks Update..must Read If Your In It.
Since i'm taking my trip down to Texas on Monday. i'm not sure how soon i'd be able to get back online. it might be a few days to a few weeks. so i decided, after thinking it over, to close it. i don't want anyone on my account and it'd be hard for someone else to keep an eye on it. so to all the contestants.. thank you for participating in my contest. ya'll were great and didn't cause any drama or problems. thanks again for joining:) ~dinarocks ps..yes there r still winners.. read winner blog

My Saturday
So today was kinda cool. I was #3 on the Top Promoters list, then now I'm at #8 and my username turned purple haha COOLIES Anyway, I was suppose to go to that christening /first birthday but turned out the baby was sick with something, so it was cancelled. I still went to my best friends place, watched her hubby play super nintendo while we chatted and laughed. Then he went off to work, and me and her chilled. We walked to get a slurpee and some lunch then went back to her apartment, then we watched Sweeny Todd, I never seen it but I finally did today, so I don't have to rent it now haha. Then I came home, went to check my stuff and took a long nap. Then I was on youtube, looking at old old songs like from Juilo, Tom Jones, ABBA, BeeGees, The Moffats etc.. lol

Wrestling Blog
FOR THOSE OF U THAT WATCH WRESTLING I'M SURE YOUR AWARE OF THE UNDERTAKER GETTING STRIPPED OF THE BELT ON SMACKDOWN NOW I HAVE SAID FOR THE LONGEST TIME WWE NEEDS TO STOP PUSHING UNDERTAKER AND DEVELOP YOUNGER STARS BUT THIS ANGLE MAKES NO SENSE WHATSOEVER!! FIRST LET ME SAY I DON'T BELEIVE IN STRIPPING A CHAMPION OF IT'S TITLE UNLESS HE IS HURT AND REALLY CAN'T GET IN THE RING AND JOB THE BELT IT CHEAPENS THE BELT WHEN THE CHAMPION DOESN'T LOSE IN THE RING BUT WHAT IRKS ME THE MOST IS THEY STRIPPED TAKER THEN DECIDED TO HAVE A TOURNAMENT WITH EACH WINNER ADVANCING TO A BATTLE ROYAL TO FACE THE UNDERTAKER FOR THE BELT AT JUDGEMENT DAY NOW Y DOES THE UNDERTAKER WHO WAS STRIPPED OF THE BELT STILL WRESTLE FOR THE WORLD BELT DOES THAT MAKE SENSE??TO ME THEY WERE BETTER OFF KEEPING THE BELT ON TAKER AND HAVING HIM DEFEND IT AGAINST EDGE INSTEAD OF THIS LAME ANGLE WERE HE GETS STRIPPED BUT SOMEHOW STILL WRESTLES THE WINNER OF THE BATTLE ROYAL (EDGE) FOR THE BELT THAT HE

Odd Feelings
I dont really understand the feelings that are flying through my head and my heart. I watch a sappy love movie and I bawl my eyes out. I watch a horror movie and again if there is the slightist bit of romance and I am crying out my soul to it. I guess maybe because I am getting fearful that I am never gonna find love. is it so bad to want love? I dont think so. anyways I am still fighting with these feelings and anyone who talks to me can see that. its like there is this hole and I dont know how to fill it. I spend all the time in the world that I can with my daughter and though she is THE most important person in my life she can not fill the hole where a lover, friend, and confidant is meant to be. I can not wait until I am loved, truly loved, for who I am and I am able to love the same way. other then that I am doing great. I am spending lots of time with my family and I am watching my daughter grow everyday. she is becoming so beautiful and so mature at such a young age. she love

In The Corner
A woman was in bed with her lover when she heard her husband opening the front door. "Hurry!" she said, "stand in the corner." She quickly rubbed baby oil allover him and then she dusted him with talcum powder. "Don't move until I tell you to," she whispered. "Just pretend you're a statue." "What's this, honey?" the husband enquired as he entered the room. "Oh, its just a statue," she replied nonchalantly. "The Smiths bought one for their bedroom. I liked it so much, I got one for us too." No more was said about the statue, not even later that night when they went to sleep. Around two in the morning the husband got out of bed, went to the kitchen and returned a while later with a sandwich and a glass of milk. "Here," he said to the 'statue', "eat something. I stood like an idiot at the Smiths for three days and nobody offered me as much as a glass of water."

Whats The Point?
of putting a picture in some ones comment box with out leaving a comment? i mean if u have nothing to say to me, dont leave a comment, dont really want a stupid looking picture in my comment box unless ur a friend and it says like miss ya or have a good day and such...but come on just a worthless pic i can do without in my comments! well unless its funny then ill make an acception...so let me say it again IF you have nothing to say to me, not even hi or how are u doing? dont leave a worthless picture comment its just waisting space in my comment box. ALSO! STOP posting comments with Music on them! if u cant tell i ALREADY have my own music on my profile! i dont need your shitty music over lapping my good METAL! so STOP IT! thank you.

What??????
ok are you kidding me???..i am fully clothed and the only thing showing is a LITTLE cleavage, which i cant hide unless i wear a turtleneck ...so because i have curves my body is nsfw?????..you know i could understand if i was like alot of girls on here and had my legs spread in panties and a bra...for their default pic...so what gives???..if i had no curves i'd be safe for work????..ok so what are they doing on fubar at work anyways??????..i am upset and it takes alot to get ME upset...i'd like a bouncer to tell me why..please?..i dont get it....ty

This One Is For All The Moms On Fubar!!
Myspace Graphic Codes Before I was a Mom, I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts . I slept all night. Before I was a Mom, I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom, I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put her down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn' t stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the f

Missouri, Oklahoma After New Round Of Tornadoes
Everyone Knows we been getting some bad weather the last few months well sad but true heres some more... SENECA, Mo. - A tornado that spun across the Oklahoma-Missouri border killed at least 18 people as severe storms raked the nation's heart Saturday, injuring many and mangling buildings in the storm-weary region. ADVERTISEMENT click here At least 12 people were killed after severe storms spawned tornadoes and high winds across sections of southwestern Missouri, the State Emergency Management Agency said. Ten of the dead were killed when a twister struck near Seneca, near the Oklahoma border. At least six people were killed as the tornado flattened the northeastern Oklahoma town of Picher, authorities said. "They're going over the hard-hit area and turning over everything and looking," SEMA spokeswoman Susie Stonner said of emergency workers' search for victims and assessment of damage. "It's hard to do in the dark." The number of injuries across the area was not imm

My Son Richard
My Son Richard He is 14 years old and I love him with all my heart. I always thought that he had ADHD for a long time maybe 10 years and I just found out that he has Autism poor baby we didn't know and things are changing and I feel sooooooo bad because I thought he was misbehaving because he wanted to :( well there are times he does but there are things he does that is out of hand. I remember when he was a few month old (The time where they can stand up) well he always wanted to watch The Lion King and if it wasn't on he will cry and cry until I turned it out and when it was on he would laugh and cry when mofesta died he cried. I thought it was cute and I always told that story to everyone and I still tease him for that but I make him understand that I am joking :). IF I knew it was Autism (which the doctor that talked to me said he read stuff from the beginning he knew it was not ADHD it was autism. We could have did stuff differently. Right now he is scared to go to hig

Tattooin Peoples Asses Lmfaoooooooo
Create Your Own JUST BUSY TATTOOIN PEOPLES ASSES LOL AND BEING A LAZY GRANDMA...... PICS OF ME THE KIDS AND THE GRANDKIDS WHEN MY BROTHER CAME TO VISIT ALSO I AM OFF TO WINNIPEG TO SEE HIM AND WILL PUT UP MORE PICS LATERS MISS YOU ALL LOV YAS X0X0X0X0X0X0X free hit counters

Am I Liveing It
Ya know ,I work all night and then I sleep for a while ,get up and feel like shit the rest of the day.I can't work a regular job because I'm "dissabled"! soooooo, here I am pissed off and frustrated all the time because I've always earned my way,by whatever means necaserry(and if thats spelled wrong,,,,deal)And now I'm told "take it easy,you can't do this anymore".dissability won't and can't pay my bills for me and my family. So,,,am I liveing it? or am I just existing? I don't bitch much ,and I know it could be worse,and I thank god every day that its not. But boy,does this suck! I hope this is the place for this kinda stuff,so please let me know if i'm in the right place.

Love Survey
For each of the 15 sentences below,choose a number from 1 (not at all true) to 9 (defenitely true) that most accurately describes your feelings toward the person you love.Write down your number from each corresponding row. I get extremely when things don't go right in my reltionship with ____. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 I would feel deep despair if ___ left me. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 Sometimes I feel I can't control my thoughts; they are obsessively about___ 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 I feel happy when I'm doin something to make ___ happy. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 I would rather be with___ than anyone else. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 I'd get jealous if I thought ___ were falling in love with someone else. 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 I yearn to know all about___. 1 2

Hard Work
I always notice that those who work hard are rarely recognized; while those who tell the boss how good they are, receive advancements and promotions, even if they are not good as they say are. I guess it sometimes pays to promote yourself. Sometimes hard work does not speak for itself. Off course, sooner or later, those who advance and get ahead by making false claims and bragging, will not be able to live up to the boss' expectations. It is a long fall back down!

What It Means To Love A Soldier...
I was cleaning my saved e-mails and found this one from my wife while I was in Iraq, and it's just as true now as it was then... >THIS IS WHAT IT MEANS TO LOVE A SOLDIER... > >She stands in line at the post office waiting to send a package to >her husband, a U.S. Army soldier serving in Iraq. Envelopes, pens, >paper, stamps, sunscreen, eye-drops, gum, batteries, powdered >Gatorade, baby wipes and Twizzlers. >He said he needed the sunscreen and baby wipes. She threw in the >Twizzlers. >There's a common bond at the post office in this military town. >People aren't just sending letters and packages; they are sending >smiles, hope, love and just a touch of home. People look around at >the others, sharing their concern, fear and pride. They take comfort >knowing they are not alone. >Passing through the gate leaving the Army post, she enters another >world. A world filled with pawnshops, surplus stores, barbershops, fast >food galore, and of course, "Loans, L

Here's Some Fuckin Inspiration For Ya
My mantras. I am alive now and only now. I am not my past, the best of my past has carried over to make me who I am. In my head I have a notion of who I want to be. I will follow this and nothing else and my life will be everything I need it to be. I cannot run from my problems, I can only face them as they come. I will continue to cause the same trouble in my life until I learn the lessons that I am meant to learn. All I have in my life is my loved ones. I will never be afraid to tell them that I love them and remind them of it every day. I will NEVER apologize for how I feel. This is the most REAL part of me. If I cannot embrace my emotions, I will never be MORE than them. I can die at any moment. I am very mortal. My body takes a great deal of stress and punishment yet still accomplishes great things. I will prophesize my own life. "Argue for your own limitations and sure enough, they're yours." Think about that. I will never hesitate with what I t

Dom King...my Fu-owner
MY NEW OWNER DOM KING Serving Dom King will be quite Interesting! After All He Serves And Protects US I think its High Time He Gets Served Back! For One Month, I will Be his slave on Fubar! SO CLICK ON THIS LINK BELOW AND ADD/FAN/RATE Domking123 ***Member of the Confedrate Family***@ fubar AND MOST IMPORTANTLY DO NOT FORGET TO SHOW HIM SUPPORT FOR HIS SERVICES IN THE ARMY! GOD BLESS HIM AND ALL OTHER MILITARY MEN & WOMEN AT HOME AND AWAY AND KEEP THEM SAFE! THANK YOU AND GOD BLESS YOUR FAMILY AS WELL!

Deep In It
This Coptic woman's use of the word blueprint (demand for them in earlier yrs) suggests to me intensity. (heated conditions of forced thought scenarios, is how I define this struggle=then for me) My brother said quite similarly that he loves "models." Like for behavior & episteme. Dreams were my alliterative path for so long, were blueprints I thought I could count on, & one image left me wanting less of what I imagined & more of the outward fact, where I think the answer lies. A hulking corporeal auditory skinned-toned mass is what flashed in my mind's eye waking up one morning, just as Dylan sang "horns that blow in my face w/scorn." It was instructive because it countered me-as something receptive, but instead rather I was just a potential. I was basically dreaming of a sensory reality & expectant, but not solvent. There is this musician guy, I often refer to, whose perceptive way to evaluate anything thru his lyricism, is left open to scrutiny, because in the end it has everyt

Contest Standings
Current Standings In The Race To The 1st 5000 Comments.Im Only Going To Post The Top Five Scores Tonight. The !st to 5000 ! '†ЯдїЙ†~ 3000 comments DJ*BABYSCORPIO~ BLUE EYES~ 1100 comments BIG FAT DADDY~ 1058 comments LilMsMaria~457 comments So this is where we are tonight! LETS SEE WHATS GONNA HAPPEN TOMORROW!!! HAVE A GREAT NIGHT ¶PÃIЙT€Я™

*sigh*
I haven't written in a while, I guess I was trying to keep from crying. I've thought about you a lot lately. I'm watching PS I love you, and I keep thinking about you. Everywhere I go, I hear the star spangled banner and tear up. I never thought those words would move me so much. I miss you incredibly. I'm planning a trip to see your gravestone at Arlington. I don't know how I'm going to react. My mom is going with me, she wants to see too. I'm hoping to get the closure I need to move on. I love you dearly! I miss you more than words can ever describe.

Mothers Day...
I WANT TO WISH ALL THE WOMEN OUT THERE THAT HAVE AND OR CARE FOR CHILDREN A HAPPY MOTHERS DAY... YOU KNOW WHAT I'D LIKE FOR MOTHERS DAY??? TO GODMOTHER, THAT WOULD BE AWESOME!!! THANK YOU ALL FOR ANY AND ALL HELP HELPING ME TO GET MY GOAL...

Evil Intent Or Wicked Desires?
This was totally inspired by my BF Evil Intentions of a Wicked Desire. Love You Baby, you rock my whole world inside and out. You know just what I need baby and you always will. Eyes filled with darkened passion look deep into my soul. Searching for that piece of me that your loving soul knows. Deeper and deeper your passion starts to probe. Searching out my wild side to unleash it's passion. I've seen you a million times inside my dreams, never quite able to reach you. Wanting to touch you, needing to taste you. I've wondered what was in your mind as your eyes look through me. Were you seeing that hungry animal inside me waiting to be unleashed. You told me once that it was always the quiet ones that held the deepest desire. I know this to be very true because of what I feel inside. In my mind's eye I am brave and bold. I do not hesitate to take what I desire. My passion is not in check, the beast roams the night. Caution is thrown to the wind, no inhibitions can be found. In t

Calling All Lollipop Gurlz, Friends And Family
Tequila needs lots of love from all of her Lollipop Gurlz and friends and family to help her level to GodMother..... She is the best and the most giving person that I have meet on this site...so lets help our Creator of the Lollipop Gurlz become our GodMother...

A Mother's Day Blog...
This is the poem I wrote a couple years ago. After that, I'll go to a couple shouts... You picked me up when I fell down You've been there for me on the worst days You're my mom and you're my friend too You keep me on the straight and narrow Keep me focused on what is ahead We may have our differences But at the end of the day you're still mom and I still love you. Shoutouts... To all of the moms out there, from New York to California, from Washington State to Florida...hope your Mother's Day is great! To my mom...thank you for almost 23 years of life. Allowing me to learn in my own way, made me who I am today. Also, my sister...you've raised my niece well so far. Keep it up. And to my lady...the love of my life...There is no doubt. You are a wonderful mother. And beyond a shadow of a doubt...you'll always be such. You're also a beautiful woman inside and out and there's nothing I would trade for you...for two months you've been part of my life, calling me as many

Mothers Day Without Mom
On Mother’s Day, many people feel pressured to do the greeting card/Sunday brunch/bouquet of flowers thing. That is perfectly valid. It satisfies a need to prove you have a good relationship with your mother. Of course, relationships with one’s mother are complicated and can’t be watered down to good or bad or roses or daisies. Pretty much all mother-child relationships have some conflict built into them, some more than others. Today, however, I will address dealing with Mother’s Day when your mother is deceased. Obviously, any day that holds memories — such as a birthday, holiday or anniversary — can be be painful, and can remain painful for years. On Mother’s Day, everyone else is focused on their mothers. So the feeling of missing your mother — and feeling like you are the only one in the world without a mother — can intensify these feelings of loss. This holds whether or not you had a good relationship with your mother when she was alive. Though Mother’s Day

Mideast Reels As Hunger Outgrows Oil Earnings
Source: Financial Times For years, food policy in the Middle East and North Africa was very simple: hydrocarbon exports paid for carbohydrate imports. Rising agricultural commodities prices and a large population increase mean that the traditional policy is now untenable even if crude oil trades at about $120 a barrel, forcing countries in the region, including Saudi Arabia, to reconsider how it feeds its population. “The region has woken up to the new food market reality,” says Abdolreza Abbassian, an expert at the Food and Agriculture Organisation in Rome. The FAO estimates the region’s cereals import bill will hit $22.6bn this year (£11.4bn, €14.5bn), a 40 per cent increase on 2007. Since 2000, it has jumped almost 170 per cent. The rising bill is the latest signal of the looming food crisis hanging over the Middle East and north Africa, the region of the world most dependent on imports of food staples. Jonathan Calland, of Tilda, India’s largest exporter of basmati r

Mothers
A mother is someone to shelter and guide us, To love us, whatever we do, With a warm understanding and infinite patience, And wonderful gentleness, too. How often a mother means swift reassurance In soothing our small, childish fears, How tenderly mothers watch over their children And treasure them all through the years! The heart of a mother is full of forgiveness For any mistake, big or small, And generous always in helping her family Whose needs she has placed above all. A mother can utter a word of compassion And make all our cares fall away, She can brighten a home with the sound of her laughter And make life delightful and gay. A mother possesses incredible wisdom And wonderful insight and skill - In each human heart is that one special corner Which only a mother can fill! A mother can be almost any size or any age, but she won't admit to anything over thirty. A mother has soft hands and smells good. A mother likes new dresses, music, a clean hous

Fbi Targets Internet Archive
The Internet Archive, a project to create a digital library of the web for posterity, successfully fought a secret government Patriot Act order for records about one of its patrons and won the right to make the order public, civil liberties groups announced Wednesday morning. On November 26, 2007, the FBI served a controversial National Security Letter(.pdf) on the Internet Archive's founder Brewster Kahle, asking for records about one of the library's registered users, asking for the user's name, address and activity on the site. The Electronic Frontier Foundation, the Internet Archive's lawyers, fought the NSL, challenging its constitutionality in a December 14 complaint (.pdf) to a federal court in San Francisco. The FBI agreed on April 21 to withdraw the letter and unseal the court case, making some of the documents available to the public. The Patriot Act greatly expanded the reach of NSLs, which are subpoenas for documents such as billing records and telephone records th

Font Alts...blog Stolen From Emanon (since I Lost My Own From Old Profile) But His Is Better Anyways
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A Poem From A Friend Of Mine Ty Lostpoet
My friend Lostpoet wrote this beautiful poem for me. Thank you Lostpoet!!!! The Lady Soars with truth and Pride Stands up tall and strong She wont let no one hold her back No one will put her down With the Spirit of the Cheetah The courage of the Jaguar And the strength of the tiger inside This lady will shine like the stars above Singing her song for Peace and love She can dance upon the wind She can soar with the stars above She will rule now and forever With her kind and Gentle heart For as she Dances now with Pride she sings out strong and true Never holding back the dream Of finding love within For she sings out with the wind (Tony Kenyon 2008)

Photo Contest =i Think
Ok so I am not sure how this works but supposedly if U would go to this address & rate my pic for me I supposedly have a chance to win VIP status for a short period, Woo HOO whatever that means, anyways friends help me out here would ya!

Outkast - So Fresh, So Clean
Ain't nobody dope as me I'm dressed so fresh so clean (So fresh and so clean clean) Don't you think I'm so sexy I'm dressed so fresh so clean (So fresh and so clean clean) Ain't nobody dope as me I'm dressed so fresh so clean (So fresh and so clean clean) I love when you stare at me I'm dressed so fresh so clean (So fresh and so clean clean) Sir Luscious got gator belts and patty melts and Monte Carlo's And El Dorado's I'm waking up out of my slumber feeling like Ralo So follow it's your time at the Apollo Minus the Kiki Shepard what about a ho in a leopard-print Teddy Pender-grass cooler than Freddie Jackson Sippin a milkshake in a snowstorm Left my throat warm in the dorm room at the AU We do hey you And might do some cake too But you must have me mistaken with them statements that you make Cause Ain't nobody dope as me I'm dressed so fresh so clean (So fresh and so clean clean) Don't you think I'm so sexy I'm dressed so fresh so clean (So fresh and so cl

Codes For Bg's
Trying to get all my html blogs back... I am still learning myself but if I can Help I will! Big thx to Emanon my tutor! {{hugz}} 4 E! Just replace image url's with your own. BG W/O BORDER (will get bigger when you add your test and whatnot) WRITING GOES HERE WRITING GOES HERE BG W/BORDER WRITING GOES HERE WRITING GOES HERE BG W/2 BORDERS

Outkast - Git Up, Git Out
Nigga, you need to git up, git out and git somethin Don't let the days of your life pass by You need to git up, git out and git somethin Don't spend all your time tryin to get high You need git up, git out and git somethin How will you make it if you never even try You need to git up, git out and git somethin Cuz you and I got to do for you and I I don't recall, ever graduatin at all Sometimes I feel I'm just a disappointment to y'all Every day, I just lay around then I can't be found Always asked to give me some livin life like a bum Times is rough, my auntie got enough problems of her own Nigga, you supposed to be grown I agree, I try to be the man I'm 'posed to be But negativity is all you seem to ever see I admit, I've done some dumb shit And I'm probably gon do some mo' You shouldn't hold that against me though (Why not?) Why not? My music's all that I got But some time must be ingested for this to be manifested I know you know but I'm gon say this to you

Dj Tink
COME CHECK OUT DJ TINK AT THE REAL RED DRAGON LOUNGE..SHE'S KICKIN' OUT THE TUNES !!! Just click the lounge logo and hope to see ya there! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT TIME!!! WE ARE HIRING FOR DJS...PLEASE LADIES COME APPLY

Notorious B.i.g - Machine Gun Funk
So you wanna be hardcore With your hat to the back, talkin bout the gats in your raps But I can't feel that hardcore appeal that you're screamin, baby I'm dreamin This ain't Christopher Williams, still some MC's got to feel one, caps I got to peel some To let niggaz know... that if you fuck with Big-and-Heavy I get up in that ass like a wedgie Says who? Says me, the lyrical Niggaz sayin, "Biggie off the street, it's a miracle" Left the drugs alone, took the thugs along with me Just for niggaz actin shifty Sticks and stones break bones, but the gat'll kill you quicker Especially when I'm drunk off the liquor Smokin funk by the boxes, packin glocks is natural to eat you niggaz like chocolates The funk baby "I live for the funk, I'll die for the funk" All I want is bitches, big booty bitches Used to sell crack, so I could stack my riches Now I pack gats, to stop all the snitches from stayin in my business, what is this? Relentless approach, to know if I'm br

You Want Me To Do What?
Am i the best at rating? No Do i always immediately rate back? No Have i rated everything all my friends have? No But i try. When i first joined fubar i tried every few days to rate at least one friends pics & stash. However, i quickly noticed that only a very small percentage of those reciprocated. Okay. This is not my first rodeo. I know that most people in the world are selfish. And knowing this, i blew it off just as human nature. "Give me yours and i'll keep mine." But when i rate your pics or stash and leave you comments, then never get anything in return. Not even a token such as 1 pic rating. Don't message or shout me with a link to your contest cause you think i'm a total pushover. Just because i'm nice enough to rate anything of yours doesn't mean you can take advantage of me. I know that maybe 3 people on my list will even read this. I can almost guarantee the girl that put the link in my shoutbox tonight won't. This is just a way for me to vent. A

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imikimi - Customize Your World WE ARE A NEW LEVELING GROUP. GET WITH ME OR BREY SHE IS IN MY FAMILY TO SEE ABOUT JOINING US. WE WILL HELP ANYONE LEVEL. YOU WILL HAVE TO HAVE A SALUTE IN ORDER TO JOIN US. MEET THE LEVELERS SO FAR.....AND PLEASE ALL RATE FAN AND ADD EACH OTHER. ANY THING YOU WISH TO ADD OR IF YOU NEED LEVELED OR IN A CONTEST PLEASE SEND ME LINKS ILL PASS THEM ON. ~CONNIE~UNDERWORLD LEVELER@ fubar BREY ~N~ COWBOY(DIXIE DIVA) *UNDERWORLD LEVELERS*@ fubar lazer05~K.O.P.E's~rebel hellraiser 4LIFE*'@ fubar THIS DREAM GIRL IS A RISING STAR!!!@ fubar :::"JEWELS"::: * Club F.A.R. *.. UNDERWORLD LEVELER *~ LOVE~ FRIENDS ~FANS~RATES !@ fubar tuffy1 PLEASE sign my Gues

Dance Recital
Tonight was a special night for me. One I dreaded actually, as I have been a MOM a long time and was really getting tired of the concerts, plays, dance recitals, etc....but tonight was an eye opener for me. You see, my oldest daughter, is now 19. She started taking dance at about age 7 and by age 9 was performing solos at recitals. She's a natural, an awesome dancer, and I am not being prejudice...the town talks about her. Anyway, last year, she went off to college, wasn't going to dance anymore....her instructor begged her to stay and teach a couple of classes, earn some extra money and still perform as well. It worked out well....you see, tonight I was not only sitting there in awe of my own daughter's talent, I watched the 15-20 other younger girls who my daughter TAUGHT and choreographed for the past 8 months. It was a beautiful program and I am very proud of my daughter......here is a small portion of what I watched tonight.........enjoy!

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LUCKY/fu-bf 2~ MIZZ SHADY~@ fubar plz swing by give him some rateng luv give it to lucky. His sister is losing her fight against leukemia bone marrow transplant is not taking. Her body is rejecting it. According to the doctors she can go anytime... His son is also in the hospital fight an illness but hes going to be okay.. plz reach out you guys if you know him or not.. It don't matter someone on here is hurting badly and they need us. They need to know they are not alone.. and are cared about.. (repost of original by 'I WANT U 2 WANT ME Captain 2nd Alarm Hotties Promotions' on '2008-05-10 19:50:11') (repost of original by 'Illinois Transplant' on '2008-05-10 19:56:21')