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Why?
And you wonder Why?? Why does she cry? Why can't she be Happy? Why does she think she's worthless? Why would she hurt? I wonder how many people know what emotional abuse truely is? What it does to live with it day in and day out... How it effects your outlook and your self image... It leaves invisible scars, sometimes deeper and more painful than physical abuse... Daily battles within to try and overcome the person you have become, not realizing that somewhere along the way you lost yourself... and became everything he told you over and over again... You loose your self esteem and confidance... The ability to believe in yourself...You start believing the worst and hear the voice in your head over and over again... sometimes screaming, sometimes whispering...but always there. Your friends and family never understand... they think you are crazy for staying ... but what about the kids, what about the commitment? where did the love go? was it ever really there?? How could I

Why????
Some of you may know that my 5 year old son is Autistic. I also have a 7 year old daughter. On any given day my daughter will torture my son just for fun.....and I suspect, to drive me INSANE!!!!!!!! My son has a tendency to SCREAM when he is upset and his voice is high enough normally. WHY OH WHY does she do this to him and to me????? I can't imagine that she enjoys the screaming anymore than I do!! Today has already been one of those days.....it's only 11:40am!!! TGIF is all that I can say right now. I needed to vent cause they are driving me insane today!! Thanks for listening. Any advise will be greatly appreciated! LOL!

Why
MOST GUYS MESS UP NOT ON PURPOSE, SOME GUYS DO IT TO GET A RESPONSE, THERE ARE A FEW OF US THAT CANT SEEM TO SEE THAT THEY HAVE IT MADE IN THE SHADE AND THEY TAKE IT FOR GRANTED HOW CAN YOU TELL IF YOUR ONE OF THOSE GUYS HERE IS A QUIZ???? 1 DOES YOU GIRL EVER JUST PUT YOU ON CLOUD NINE WHEN SHE WALKS IN? 2 DOES SHE MAKE YOU THINK THE SUN RISES AND SETS WITH HER? 3 DOES SHE DO THINGS THAT SHE WOULD NOT DO IF YOU WASNT WITH HER? 4 DOES SHE ONLY WANT RESPECT AND LOYALITY AND YOUR LOVE? WELL IF YOU ANSWERED YES THE THESE 4 THINGS GUESS WHAT DONT FUCK IT UP SHE IS MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU SO CHARISH IT AND DONT TAKE IT FOR GRANTED BECAUSE IT WILL HURT IF YOU LOSE IT.

Why...
Why do people constantly feel like they have to lie? I mean is it just something that comes that friggin easily to them? Why do people lie about careing about people? Does it make them feel better about themselves? I mean can anyone honestly answer that? Maybe someone who lies to other people will give me the answers I'm looking for. It sure as hell would be nice.

Why?
Why Do I? Why do I smile at the sound of your voice? Why do I let you take over me as if I had no choice? Why do I let you touch me in places never touched? Why do I like to have you around so much? Why do I melt at the tenderness of your kiss? Why do I feel like I could live forever like this? Why do I put my heart in your hands? Why do I answer to your every demand? Why do I tell you leaving me is not your wrong? Why do I let you know with out you I'm not quite as strong? Why do I take you back even though I know it's not right? Why do I feel like I should please you by not putting up a fight? Why do I care about you even though you hurt me? Why do I turn my head from what's plain reality? Why do I try to hide from what is true? Why do I still have these feelings for you?

Why
Death, departure, walk away, walk out Should I or should I not pout Family and friends Lovers and one-night stands I have loved, lost and lived How do I trust, how do I love again I should move on, it's all in my past But my pain remains, continues and lasts This pain lingers in my heart, mind and soul Damn it - why is this world so cold How can I have faith in God and family When people I love are taken from me Where can I find true and loyal friends I'm sick of the lies, fights and revenge

Why?????
Okay so I must be the dumbest girl ever lol. Why do girls think guys like us other than to get into our pants, but yet we still let them get into our pants and then cry afterwards like babies because the guy doesn't want anything to do with us anymore. Well I'm done with that too lol if i get used like a piece of meat i am going to do the same back, who wants to be the first to be used like a piece of meat by me?

Why?
So.... I made a great friend here. I thought we had a real connection. Suddenly, and without warning, this person cut off all contact with me. Shera was a wonderful lady. I imagine she still is. I'm just hurt that someone who claimed to be such a good friend cut me off so abruptly. This was a person who claimed she coudln't get through a day without hearing from me, who never failed to cheer me up, and the two of us helped each other through rough times. Now she's gone. She deleted her profile here, she doesn't respond to private email off site, and she seems to have forgotten I exist. It hurts. There is one positive side. It got me thinking about other relationships in my life, and it leaves me determined to make sure these people aren't left wondering if they are still important to me. If I ever made you feel neglected or alone, I do apologize. It won't happen again! Enough of my whining.

Why
let me see, it seems like a good time for a journal. a journal is suposed to be a question of sorts that one can not figure out for the day or week or year, right? or a thought.. (we will get there)why is it He is always so willing to be rid of me?that is the question.why is it love is truly so blind?and then as always what is truly the point?You would think the point would be happiness or love perhaps money or things. when is it the fact that you love some one so much you are willing to sacrfice happiness to be with them? something long lasting and undeniable for something that you would think lasting and inpetrible. then there it all go out the ever loving window. "OVER WHAT?!?" you might ask? simply put a piece of ass..

Why???
Why do new people on CherryTap have to be so mean? Lately I have been getting so many downraters on my page. Mostly they are young females who are new to CherryTap. Ocassionally it is a male but most of the time I get good rates from the guys. What's they matter little girls? Can't handle it because a mature woman is hotter than some barely pubescent girl? I am not normally a negative person but I am getting sick and tired of this. I am through being rational with these people. Here's the way it's going to go from now on. I do ot go on anyone's page and give them a bad rating UNLESS they attack me first. I am through trying to find out why they rated me low. I on't give a shit WHO pissed in their Cheerios. What ever they rate me I'm rating them one lower. Childish? Maybe. But I'm tired of sniveling little snot nosed brats trashing me. When I joined CherryTap, May 1,2006, there were less than 25,000 users and all was good. People were happy and friendly. Most are that w

Why????
Why must some people be a bitch. You see a pic you like and ask someone if you can rip it. They tell you sure. but with the new way they have the pics you cant tell if they have ripped that one from someone else. Anyway I got the total bitch out today from a someone just because i ripped a pic from another friend. and then she downrated the pic. how Juvenile is that. come on we are adults here. im not going to do like others do and put a link to her profile. that would put me on her level. just needed to vent.

Why?
This is my heart it crys night after night in pain not for anyone more for everyone. I feel everyones pain i cant tall what it is but i know that there is a pain everyone has a pain but i can feel it how deep it goes or wide it is. I cry because this is my pain. I love so many and so many say they love me but yet i dont feel it. Why Why does everyone have to hurt. This is my question and i will live on intell i find the answer.

Why?
Why would someone have to go and put a Married mans name in the ueser that they haveing it say the name that they are uesing when put and ****** lollipop and not careing that they may make the mans wife mad and maybe the wife dont like to shear her husband....

Why?
Why can't you let me go? Why can't you just leave me alone? Where is the love that we used to have? Why are you just making me sad? You told me our love was only true. Why did I ever believe in you? You messed with my heart and my mind and my soul Why cant you just let me go? (chorus) (and) Why cant you just go? Why dont you ever leave me alone? Why do you mess with me everytime I'm at home(/end chorus) (repeat 1x) Can't you see I love only you? Why don't you think, you think that its true? Why do you think that I love only you? Our love has always been on the brink Everytime I grab for you I sink. Why are you messing with me? (Shout)Why cant you just let me be?! (chorus) Just go, leave me alone (repeat 1x) Just go, why dont you ever leave me alone?

Why...
Why is Kindness not rewarded..its punishment? Why is it when someone cheats they turn it around on you? Why is it when someone gets caught doing something, they say I was only acting a certain way to get a rise out of you? why is it someone who claims they love you, name call you? why is it you give all you can give but its never good enough? Why is it someone who says they dont cheat ends up being the cheater? Why does someone who accusses you of cheating is the one cheating? Why is it hard to value friendship (especially on this site)? Why does someone question your love no matter all you do for them? FEEL FREE TO ANSWER ANY THESE QUESTIONS....GOD KNOWS I WOULD LOVE INPUT.....

Why??
I just don't get it. My ex husband is at it again he thinks its more important to go on vacation with his girlfriend then to pay his child support. Maybe i'm crazy but the most important thing in his life should be taking care of HIS kids. I am doing my best to provide for them by myself but if i remember correctly i did not make these children by myself. He thinks by not paying he is hurting me but in actuality he is hurting them cause i have to work more oh but wait i can't do that cause he won't even watch them so i can make more money to make up for what he doesn't do. He said to me that he would never do this to me or to his boys but i guess he lied once again. What makes it even worse is that his girlfriend who supposedly "loves" my boys lets this go on. I mean come on i would never wanna be with someone who does not put their children first. I guess it just shows what kind of person she really is. But i guess most of this is my fault cause i married the moron so i guess

Why
We starve within these streets of pain while the world around us fight to gain, something that is shared with those who have and abundance of things taken for granted. We bite the sugar bullet of a world that mocks and hates, within these walls of comforts passion we suffer the same fate. I stand stall with a fist held high, scream strong to fight the power, for the power is not here for me in this deadly sorrow filled hour. We take time and money to fight in wars, while children cry in pain, the rich continue to get richer, looking down these narrow viens. I sit and ask the question, because the world around me cries, I know we have the power but we truly do not use it.... WHY?

Why
You say you love me But you still treat me this way You say you want to be with me But you still treat me this way You say it's forever But you still treat me this way You say you care about me But you still treat me this way You say I mean the world to you But you still treat me this way why! DONE BY WHITE QUEEN

Why ??
Why do I always hurt ? My heart aches, my eyes are swollen .. My feelings slammed against a wall without warning ?? My tears just fall when ever I think of you and your sweet words to me ...now all empty !! My silly heart beleived in you I asked for the truth and recieved a blank hole !! I think of you and what might have been or could be ?? I sit here alone locked away from the world outside for fear of being broken again !! I know I should move on with what ever I can find in me, but somehow I cannot do it !! I have lost the person I once was and I don't know how to find her no more !! She's deep inside waiting to see if she is safe to come out of the dark place she has hidden herself ? The sorrow, the aching will not stop the pounding and pounding just keeps hurting and hurting ...... A Broken heart & Soul forever Broken forever sealed Away.

Why???
A year and a half ago, I had surgery to prevent having more kids. I did this only because the doctors and my husband said that because of my health, it would be too risky to have another one........I wanted one more. After my surgery, I spent days crying because I wanted one more, just one more. It was taken from me. I was robbed of my biological right to reproduce. As I cried, my husband told me it was silly and stupid to cry over it, because we didn't need another baby, it would just be another mouth to feed.......That really hurt. Well, now we are divorcing and he has a new girlfriend and I'm happy for him........BUT......He informed me yesterday that he and his new girlfriend are going to try to have a baby.........I cried. I love my children, take care of them love being a mother probably more than anything.....but I can't have my last one. But HE can go ahead and continue to reproduce when he doesn't take care of his children, doesn't doesn't see them as anything but "mout

Why??
Here's a question for those Cherry Tappers that give a damn!!! Why in the hell do these men on Cherry Tap get into their feelings when u explain to them that u don't wanna meet up or you don't wanna have net sex with them?? I mean it's really not that big of a deal but I was sittin here high as hell thinking and I just wanted to ask somebody!! Oh and another question why when u tell these men u have a dude they trip the fuck out and start acting like kids with the jokes and shit(and I thought this shit was for 18 and over)? I mean don't get me wrong I am flirty, freaky, and a tease sometimes but you know everbody's got there own way of doin things!!!! BO$$ BITCH!!!

Why
You know what pisses me off the most????? People who sign up on here and dont put pics up.... I know of a few who just sign up to see our profiles and shit... Thanks for letting me get that off my chest

Why?
The one thing I can not understand or will never get is why someone has to play with other people. Be it emotionally or for gain, or for any reason. I will never understand the mind games. What ever happened to honesty and honor. If someone was not wanting to be in a relationship or friendship they have the responsability to tell the other person. People are not mind readers and can not asume or understand enless you tell them. I see too many people i care about her by this and even myself hurt by this. LET THEM GO if you don't want them, TELL THEM JUST FRIENDS if that is all you want, TELL THEM YOU CANT DO EITHER ONE if you feel no matter if friends still won't work out.................BUT STOP DRAGGING PEOPLE ALONG !!!! Its not fair to them!!!! ~*~HUGS~*~ To Everyone ~*~HUGS~*~

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I should expect it. I should be o.k. with it. It is how things are meant to be. And yet I desire the touch his cheek, his hand, his lips. I yearn for him to say he loves me. I wish for a kiss. I want him to say he wants to be with me, as more than just a friend. But it is not to be. How could he see me in any other light, than that of a friend. Like everybody else. It is the best I can hope for. And yet I still desire, yearn, wish and want. Why will I never learn? Why does my mind play tricks on me? Why can¹t it be me he wants? Why is he willing to settle for her, but not me? Why does it tear at my heart so much? Why can't I just let go? Why?

Why?
Life is a barren wasteland Deprived of all its reason Science is its deep, dark dangers Emotions its swirling sandstorms For here alone I sit as I strive to comprehend am I the ULTIMATE CAUSE or just another end?

Why ??
Why does so many peoples are posting music players as comments ??... I usualy browse 3 to 4 pages at the same time... Have you ever listen to 3-4 songs at the same time ?? That's great (sarcasm here) what do you think ??

Why
Why have I become so restless? Why does it never seem enough? Why do people say they want people to talk and yet never say anything? Talking is a two way street!!! Why do I feel unexplained rage Shrugs...... Guess its just life

Why!!!
Why is it that we leave the ones we LOVE for the ones we just simply LIKE!!!! I am so confused on why I left the one man that truly made me happy for someone that makes me so miserable. Can anyone possibly help me out and give me some good advice. I really hate myself for what I have done too. Well if anyone can help please do. Take care and I will BLOG again soon.

♣ Why? ♣
Why does nobody ever fucking help me with any fucking thing i help everybody i can but i get shit in return so i am posting this blog to say fuck off and do not ever ask me for shit just look at the pic it speaks for me if you do not understand my words ( only few people are exempt for this blog you know who you are )

Why
Why blink, this second's over End of days is near Don't cry for fallen soldiers Freedom has no fear Why hold the hand of sorrow Tears show such disdain Thorns will bloom tomorrow In floods of salty rain Why pray on tainted alters Deaf saints hear no screams Pious lips will falter Taste bitter broken dreams Why hope as brilliant daybreaks Long night put to sleep Lost and lonely heartbreaks Eternal shadow's deep

Why ????????
Why do people hurt others? Admit they knew their actions would hurt you and go ahead and do it anyways? Admit the same actions would hurt them and go ahead and do it anyways. Then after the fact continue with the same behavior while all along insist they LOVE YOU ?? Please post your comments and feelings on this. JG

Why
Why is it that I am constantly meeting people that are not over the people that came before me? Why is it that they think that they are, but their actions, their words, and even their writings say otherwise? Why am I always the dumb one to believe what anyone says? Why do I take them at face value and believe that maybe it is me that they dream about at night and not her? And finally, why do I do it to myself time and time again?

Why?
Why is it always me? I can never find a guy to make me happy. I always find the losers of the world I really wish I was another girl. I'm tired of being told I am so nice and so sweet. Maybe if I was mean there'd be a nice guy I'd meet. I'm tired of being lonely, but I am tired of being used. I am hoping and praying to God to bring me good news. Is there something wrong with me? Is there something I have done in life to make me unworthy?

Why???!!!!
Why are men such pricks? One minute they seem interested and the next they are too busy or you just never hear from them again. Why do they do this? Do they think it's cool to let someone just hang on until they are so depressed they want to kill themselves? Well it's not. Then to hear from them that it's not the right time in their lives or some shit along the same lines. This is why I'm still single and so ready to end it all. Someone please help me to understand it all.

Why?
CAN ANYONE TELL ME WHAT THE FUCK I AM DOING WRONG? I HAVE HAD 3 SERIOUS RELATIONSHIPS IN THE PAST 3 YEARS AND HAVE BEEN COMMITED TO ALL 3 WHILE IN THE RSHIP, BUT YET I ALWAYS GET PLAYED. MY MOST RECENT CHEATED ON ME WITH MY GF OF 7 YEARS AND THAN LIED ABOUT IT ONLY TO GET CAUGHT. ANY SUGGESTIONS? HOPE YA'LL AINT MAD JUST REALLY NEEDED TO VENT

Why
Why is it no matter what is said or done to you they always say I didn't mean to hurt you?Why is it that when they hurt you they say it was an accident?Why is it when they say they love you you wonder if they mean it?Why is it that the pain you feel leaves but is never gone.Why is it when they keep hurting us and treating us bad we go back.Why is it when we are with them we are so alone.Why is it when they say they hate you and are leaving you wish it was true.One more thing why is it there is so many whys to ask and none of them will make us feel better if answered?

Why
Why do we live in such a world Where beauty means everything? Where you have to be skinny and thin To make friends or be nothing Where you must have a body That's nice, hot, and thin In order to be liked In order to "fit in" We live in this corrupted world Where we manipulate each other For our own twisted benefits Not considering the thoughts of another Why do we live in this world Full of such complex predicaments Where every second, there is drama Whether it's on purpose or on accident We live in such a world Where people are becoming lazy Sitting on their couch all day While their memories, becoming hazy Why do we live in such a world Where everyone becomes so clueless All these guys and girls so stupid Everyone becoming so damn oblivious Why is everything changing To something too difficult to understand And these expectation built so high That it's hard to follow a demand Why has the world become so fake? Where everyone is back stabbed

Why
Whydo people feel the need to lie to people. I guess things are not always as they seem. I guess I should not be surprised at people lying to me. And especially on here. They say one thing and totally mean something else. Is it so bad you look for love and companionship and people have to take advantage of that.Well another week is done and gone. Got the cleaning, laundry and the ironing done. Yes ladies I do iron LOL Thanks to my Mother I learned all of those things and do like to have my dress clothes for work to be ironed with creases. Well the Emergency Operations Center at work asked around if we had pictures of our deployment which I did some of us do take pictures others do not. So I sent them a few and they had one that I forgot was taken. So I will put it in my pictures after I resize it. It was of me doing something I had never done before and that was stand up in front of a lot of people teaching them about the Blue Roof Program. Whew I got over that fast no time to get the

Why?!?
You know i sit here every fucking day and night, not knowing what to say or how to express whats going on in side of me. Some of you might know about my profound neck injury and osme of the issues because of it. But many of you do not know the horrible depression this injury has put on me. I wake up and every singe thought of every single minute i think about the injury, how am i goign ot pay my mounting bills. The piles of it heaped on my table. How am i going to survive in life. Will things ever get better for me? Im massively in debt with student loans, since ihad to pay my own way into college. So im sititng here without a cent to my name. The State is deciding my fate right now, are they going ot order an independant medical exam, do a retraining or do a permenent settlement. Im starting to lose everything i ever had in my life that was ever good for me. I can no longer wrestle or coach especially if i am going to go on permenet disability. That was all my life ever consiste

Why?
why is it that no matter what you do, how nice you be towards people you always got to have someone hatin? You know i figure that these people have nothin goin for them, so they wanna try to steal my shine. I guess i will never understand the mind of a hata, because i could never be one.

Why?
My heart is crying out in pain Sadness so deep it floods like rain The memories of you and I Haunt me as I sleep at night The hurt is deep, I cry so much My body aches for your soft touch Your kiss made everything feel so right I can't help but love you with all my might You've gone and left me all alone here Down my face runs a salty tear I lay here thinking in my bed Of all the things you've done and said Why'd you lie and use me so I just can't rest until I know Know why you used me and went away When I ask, you have nothing to say Now here I am so cold inside The day you left was the day I died

Why
Ok so im siting here drinking, thats no so unusual right? i have some why ?s 1) Why do you fall for a guy that dont fall for you? 2)Why does my heart feel like its broken sometimes? 3)Why does a man sing to u on the phone and sing side to side lmaoooooo! 4) why do people talk mack behind anothers back, to thier face they r your friend and behind your back they talk smack? 5)Why did i do what i did lastnight? 6) Why am i writing this? OK thats it sorry just had to write down something!

Why
why why is it that people only like me when i take my pills so what i have ADD i m a little out of it so it that a reason for u not to like em i think not so why cant any one like me for who i am not even my family can every one likes me better pilled and if i dare to show who i am i must not have taken my pill or i need to take another I'm so feed up with every one telling telling me i need to take pills why dose every one have to be so mean will this always be will i always be drugged the rest of my life im so tired of not being what every one wants but why don't they care what i want i'm tired of taking pills everyday but i guess it doesn't matter what i want jsut what very one else does by jna

Why
WHY DID HE SACRIFICE HIS ONLY BEGOTTEN SON,WHY DID THEY CRUCIFY HIM BECAUSE THEY KNEW NOT WHAT THEY HAD DONE.WHY DID HE EVEN THINK TO ALLOW US TO LIVE,BECAUSE OF THE LORD JESUS CHRIST HE DECIDED TO FORGIVE.YES HE FORGAVE US FOR THE WAY WE CHOSE TO LIVE, BUT HE NEVER FORGOT ABOUT WHAT THEY DID.SO HE SHOWS US MERCY AS WE GO ON OUR DAILY WAY,AND FOR HIS MERCY AND CONSTANT FORGIVENESS I WILL ALWAYS PRAY.WE THANK YOU JESUS FOR DYING FOR US THAT DAY,I THANK YOU FATHER FOR LISTENING TO WHAT YOUR SON HAD TO SAY.BECAUSE OF YOUR ULTIMATE SACRIFICE EVEN FOR MY ENEMIES I WILL PRAY,I WILL PRAY THAT THEY WILL BELIEVE IN YOU AS I DO IN THE SAME WAY.RECEIVE MY SOUL FATHER TAKE ME IN MAKE WHOLE SHOW ME THE WAY,HELP ME FOCUS MAKE ME STRONGER AND IN MY HEART,MIND AND SOUL YOU WILL STAY......AMEN...PEACE ...PAPI..

Why
why do i have to keep repeating my self i dont have messangers i have ct im sorry but that is the way it is i know some of you want to cam and there isnt nothing wrong with it but i have no cam either

Why?
Why, do you always do this to me? Why, couldn't you just see through me? How come, you act like this Like you just don't care at all Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall? I can feel, I can feel you near me, even though you're far away I can feel, I can feel you baby, why It's not supposed to feel this way I need you, I need you More and more each day It's not supposed to hurt this way I need you, I need you, I need you Tell me, are you and me still together? Tell me, do you think we could last forever? Tell me, why Hey, listen to what we're not saying Let's play, a different game than what we're playing Try, to look at me and really see my heart Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart? I can feel, I can feel you near me, even when you're far away I can feel, I can feel you baby, why It's not supposed to feel this way I need you, I need you More and more each day It's not supposed to hurt this way I need you, I need yo

Why
Where to begin, I have a lot of women as friends on here for one reason, I LOVE WOMEN. I love the way a woman looks. Her eyes are kinder. Her lips are softer. Her smile is warmer. I don’t care what her race is women are beautiful no matter what their color. It does not matter if they are young or older; they all have something special about their look. Tall, petite, thick or thin, a woman’s body is fantastic to me. I love the softness of the curves, the warmth of her skin. Good lord I could go on for hours. A woman’s body is a gift. If she chooses to give her body I am honored. The female body is a beautiful gift. If she wants to be taken do it with fever. If she wants to be loved, do it with passion. Most of all I try to please her, because I know she will do the same for me. I think my favorite reason is to have the opportunity to form a relationship. A friend, a woman is easier on my eyes and ear. She is someone I can talk. I have a lot more reasons but I was t

Why
Why do things happen when there's no reason Why do you say things when you know you don't mean it Why do you pretend that nothing happened Why am I scared when everything's "OK" Why have I moved farther and farther away Why can't I say what I want to say Why don't we talk about the problem Why do we act Why can't we be normal Why, why do we have to ask questions Shouldn't the answers be there Why, why do we say why

Why
Why can you not see that you do not have to live like that Why can you not enjoy the things that make you smile Why can you not accept the person that you really are Why do you deny me the the ability to see you happy

Why
All I’ve been doing was crying, Crying my 1,000 tears Wishing you would come back to me, Wishing that you were here It seems right now as if you want, Want to hurt me even more I wish that you could understand that My heart is already sore I still cry a 1,000 tears cause you Throw a lot of women in my face I tried and tried but I can’t move on I don’t know why I think you can’t be replaced I don’t understand how you can tell me That you will never stop lovin me Every time I turn around I cry Tears my eyes can see Why o why is what I ask myself Why do I keep on letting you hurt me I never made you cry a 1,000 tears So why would you want to make me How can you tell me I’m not the one When it has been so many years Within those years you would think no tears But they came because you didn’t care You would think because of a 1,000 tears That I would be all dried out Nothing hurts more but to know you’re not here And that you are no longer my spouse

Why?
Why do people tell you that they are going to kill themselves when in reality they are too scared to?! Is it just for attention? I mean common, the first few times, I got worried, tried to talk them out of it. I know what its like, I used to be suicidal. Almost succeeded once. But after about the 6th or 7th time, it gets kind of old. Evidently, this person is trying to OD on happy pills. Is that even possible? I dont know, all I know is that it is stupid. Get some fucking help. The world is not out to get you, and its not ending. Stop being a fucking attention whore and go hit your head against a wall a few times. Im sure that'll help. But please stop claiming you're going to do something when you really arent. Especailly something as serious as that.

Why?
WELL THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG IN CT AND ITS MOST LIKELY A PRETTY DUMB ONE BUT WHO CARES IF YOU DON'T LIKE DON'T READ IT WITCH I KNOW MOST WON'T ANYHOW.... WELL I PUT MY HEART OUT THERE AGAIN FOR A VERY SPECIAL GUY I FELL FOR ALL HIS WORDS TELLING ME HOW HE KNEW I WAS THE ONE AND HOW HE WOULD WAIT AS LONG AS IT TOOK TO GET MY LIFE IN ORDER SO WE COULD BE TOGEATHER THINGS WERE GREAT (I THOUGHT) WELL HE WENT AWAY FOR A FEW DAYS PROMISED HES CALL OR CATCH ME ON HERE EVERYDAY (HUMM MAYBE HEARD FROM HIM TWICE) I WROTE TO HIM I CALLED HIM AND LEFT MESSAGES EVERYDAY BUT HE NEVER RETURNED ANYTHING WELL HE DID TWICE SAYING IT WAS ALL GOING TO BE OK TO JUST HOLD ON TILL HE GOT HOME NOT TO GIVE UP ON HIM SO LIKE A FOOL I SAT HERE AND THOUGHT ABOUT NOTHING BUT HIM DAY AND NIGHT AND FELL FOR HIM MORE AND MORE WELL HES BACK NOW AND I HAVE STILL NOT HEARD FROM HIM I GEUSS IT WAS ALL A DREAM AND I JUST WOKE UP I MEAN COME ON IF YOU WANTED TO BE WITH SOMEONE AS BAD AS HE SAID HE WANTED TO BE WITH ME WOULDN

Why???
Why is it (no offense to you guys out there!) that guys are allowed to talk to someone of the opposite sex but if us women do it we get nothing but accusations??? Or if we want to do something different to ourselves we get the 21 questions?? Or if we decided to start eating better and working out more we get the "Who are you doing all that for?" And when we say for ourselves and you get all defensive and say that we are doing this for another guy??? Can some guy answer this??? My guy is driving me nuts and I want to see where in the hell he is coming from! Targeted Glitter Comments

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I often ask myself why things are the way they are. At times I hate my life. I live a few states away from the woman I want to spend the rest of my life with. I'm broke, I have a shitty ass car. The worst is I hate my dad he's so controling, even though I live on my own he thinks he can still tell me what to do. My only joy in life is talking to Rachael and a few other people they know who they are. Anyway that all for now.

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Why do we fall Why do we grow Why is it life can be so sublime,yet so cruel Why do we stand on the sidelines, when we can captivate people with our uniqueness. Why do we tell people lies to hide ourselves when what makes us the people we are can be seen as beautiful Why Why Why

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There is a guy that goes to work everyday like every one would normally except this guy worked in the basement of a 17 story high buliding he lived in, on the top floor. Every morning he makes his lunch locks his apartment, goes into the elevator to the basement and punches in, off to work he goes! He takes his break and eats in the break room in the basement and goes back to work till the end of his shift. It is then that he goes back into the elevator and goes to the 14th floor and walks up the rest of the way....why?

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why do men have to be such inconsiderate bastards...sorry to all the decent guys in the world. But im just about sick and tired of gettin walked on and treated like shit! I am nothing but nice to guys and they take advantage of me and then just throw me away when they are done with me or when they find someone else...or in some cases have someone else..but still choose to lead me on...for once i would just like to meet a guy that considers MY feelings...i guess thats just askin too much...cuz i still havent found it yet..so i've decided to just focus on me and my kids for now...and if mr. right comes along then maybe just maybe ill consider guys again...i just dont have any trust in the opposite sex anymore...can ya blam me?

Why...
Why do you look at me like that, As if I’m not good enough for you? Why do you care what people think If you truly love me? Why do you turn and walk away Instead of trying to explain? Why do you hurt me so bad? Why can’t you just be a man?

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This has NOTHING to do with the war...I totallyh support all our men and women serving our country and fightng to keep our freedom intact.... [[You have to click 'Reply To Poster', and then copy and paste in a different bulletin or you wont get the whole bulletin]]Why do people commit suicide?Why do people cut themselves? Why do girls become anerexic and belimec? Why do kids bring guns to school?Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them?Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys?Why cant people show their sexuality freely, without worrying about being judged?In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves?I KNOW WHY! Cliques"Gangstas""Preps""Nerds""Goths""Emos""Scene//Hardcore kids""Punks"^^^AND THATS NOT EVEN HALF OF THEM!Society in generalWe live in a world where if your not skinny, not beautiful, not sexy, not straight...your tortured, abused, and humiliated. We say that w

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Why, the most asked question in the world. So let me ask you a question. Why is it that the rough and tough man that beats the crap out of a woman, treats her like dog crap, and cheats on her constantly can keep a woman and not have any second thoughts about what he's done? Now I have another question for you, the reader, Why is it that a guy like me, sweet, caring, loveable, treats women with respect, will never cheat or lay a hand on her, gets the butt end of the deal and always winds up with the girl that has no life, no humor, no nothing...a real dead beat to sum it up. Why can't I get these women that are so afraid to leave the man their with for someone that would actually treat them right? If anyone has an answer please, please reply to this or to me! That's all for now, I'll do another one later!!

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i got a question for everyone. why is the man upstairs punishing me? for some reason he is i keep loosing my friends. one of my friends he was awsome he was my best friend i would do anything for him same with him and me but he moved to ohio, than a guy i work with me and him are great friends we got along we hung out its was fun now he is moving on the 24th of this month to vegas, and here recently i lost a very very good friend she moved to oklahoma ive been friends with her for a long long time like almost 2 years we both been threw alot together and we both helped each other when things got bad and she up and leaves :( i dont know what im doing or whats going on. im wondering whos next.. i have a friend in washington thats very sweet kind and everything all in one that i havent got to talk to in a while cause she is on a road trip. i feel like im just lost. i got friends here still but its a matter of time that they leave to. i cried today when i found out my friend was gone on the

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Why do I always hurt ? My heart aches, my eyes are swollen .. My feelings slammed against a wall without warning ?? My tears just fall when ever I think of you and your sweet words to me ...now all empty !! My silly heart beleived in you I asked for the truth and recieved a blank hole !! I think of you and what might have been or could be ?? I sit here alone locked away from the world outside for fear of being broken again !! I know I should move on with what ever I can find in me, but somehow I cannot do it !! I have lost the person I once was and I don't know how to find her no more !! She's deep inside waiting to see if she is safe to come out of the dark place she has hidden herself ? The sorrow, the aching will not stop the pounding and pounding just keeps hurting and hurting ...... A Broken heart & Soul forever Broken forever sealed Away.

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Why Do Guys Try To Act Tough? Why Do Guys Think Its Cool To Fight? Why Do Guys Always Do Gross Stuffs? Why Do Guys Think And Talk About Sex So Much? Why Are Some Guys Such Jerks? Why Do Guys Care So Much About What Gurl Looks Like? Why Don't Guys Like To Talk About Their Feelings? What Does A Guy Really Want In A Gurl? Why Are Guys So Different From Gurls?

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I recently chose a new primary care physician. After two visits and exhaustive lab tests, he said I was doing "fairly well" for my age. A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him, "Do you think I'll live to be 80?" He asked, "Do you smoke tobacco or drink alcoholic beverages?" "No," I replied. "I don't do drugs, either." Then he asked, "Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?" I said, "No, my other doctor said that all red meat is unhealthy!" "Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, boating, fishing or relaxing on the beach?" "No, I don't," I said. He asked, "Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?" "No," I said. "I don't do any of those things." Then he looked at me and asked, "Then why do you give a shit?"

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.Why?. Why do years go so fast? Not leaving anytime To make special memories last Why is the world so cruel? With all the pain and hate It is hard to keep your cool Why is love so complex? Just a simple I Love You Should remove all objects Why is loving someone so tough? When you open yourself up But even that is not enough Why do people you love hurt you? Its harsh to deal with the pain And harder to make it through © butterflies

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Why can't I find what I'm looking for? Why do I always fall for the wrong guys? Why don't some guys understand I mean it when I say no or that I'm looking for more than random hook ups? Why can't life just always be fun and games?

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why have we changed names again can somebody let me know !!! i loved it being lost cherry ..... and then just got used to cherry tap but now FUBAR ?? wtf is that all about !!! gggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr xxx

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I need to know why is it that men are only after 1 thing sex....they don't care to get to know a girl as long as she will put out thats what they care about and it is really starting to suck...Most of them do not care who u are on the inside they just see whats on the outside how is that fair? I am not trying to insult all men out there just the ones that are like that who think women are just fuck things and not actual people....Guess what we are human too.....

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I'm a patient person but I hate playing the waiting game. God only knows how long I have to sit here and put my life on hold for something else... If you had the chance would you swoop me up and never let me go? I know who I am and I'm pretty sure you can accept me for that. My attraction to you grows stronger with every glance at your pictures, yet I cannot seem to move forward. I believe I'm ready to, but I'm afraid maybe you're not...Not with me anyway. I'd give you my heart and I wouldn't want it back...That's the way I see it...I would do everything in my power not to hurt you. I would love you as long as you'd let me...Are you willing to open your heart to me? If the answer is "yes" then baby I'm right here. Catch me before I fall...

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Okay, I havent been on CT for a few days, but I heard a yahoo rumour about me and one of my good friends and I just wanna ask.... Rumour is my friend is trying to get me to leave my husband so he can marry me...oy...pull your head outta your ass woman.... Why can't a woman and a guy be just really good friends, with out some jealous chick spreading rumours?? I mean come on!! I get along so much better with guys then I do with woman cause of the damn drama woman seem to wanna create. Why do most woman seem to be jealous of me when all I am is a friend to the guy there has never been any thing more?

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Why me? Why do I have to be so insecure that every little thing gets to me? People have just screwed me over so bad in the past that now I trust no one. And it's like I trust them at the beginning and then once I fall for them I put up my guard. Why does love have to be so hard. We already have so many things in our way for us to finally be together and be happy so why do I have to be this way too? Uh.....god this shit is really starting to piss me off!

Why
Why do Men think that they have to lie to impress a girl? If you are just truthful from the beginning then there is nothing that you have to explain later. There is no good reason to lie to someone. It makes it real hard for a girl to put her heart out there when every man she comes in contact with lies to her. There are few that don't but 90% do. Whether it is stealing, lying about how you look or lying about anything it is just not right and not fair to the other person. You don't have to pretend to be something you are not just be yourself and the rest will fall into place. So all you men out there that lie grow up and realize you don't have to lie to impress us just be truthful is it that hard.

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Here are a few things to think about..... Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting weak? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have mat

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Why we should count our blessings... I know some of you have seen this photo going around, but I'm not sure how many of you know the full story behind it. This picture is tragic in every sense. A starving child collapses as it crawls toward a feeding station in the famine struck country of Sudan in 1993. In the background a vulture waits for the child to die. The horrific and haunting picture was published around the world and became an icon of Africa's anguish.The South African photographer, Kevin Carter, who already famous in South Africa for his fearless coverage of deadly township violence, had headed north of the border with Silva to photograph the rebel movement in famine-stricken Sudan. Seeking relief from the sight of masses of people starving to death, he wandered into the open bush. He heard a soft, high-pitched whimpering and saw a tiny girl trying to make her way to the feeding centre. As he crouched to photograph her, a vulture landed in view. Careful not to disturb the bi

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Wake up and pay attention!Turn Up Your Speakers & Listen! Why do people commit suicide?Why do people cut themselves? Why do girls become anorexic and bulimic? Why do kids bring guns to school?Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them?Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys?In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves?I KNOW WHY! "Whores""Geeks""Goths""Emos"AND THAT’S NOT EVEN HALF OF THEM!Society in general

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why is it that why i do anything some ppl question me about what im doing? or if someone leaves something on my page i end up getting a smart a** comment about it? i thought everyone was here for fun but there are some that are jealous of anything that others get? i mean come on this is a fun community not for hatting on one another. just a thought treat others the way you want to be treated.

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Why is it so hard to find something you think you want, but don't really need? Why is it so hard to live in a world so messed up? Why would you want something you know you cant have? Why do you think everything matter's? Why do we feel that we need someone, to be someone? Why do we make such a big deal out of nothing at all? Why do we care what people think, feel, or say to us? Why can't we just live in this world together? Why does something so small, seem to be the biggest thing in life to us?Why is it that i'm doing this? Well the only answer I have right now is: WHY NOT

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why do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front? why do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke? why do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters ? why do they have drive-up ATM machines with Braille lettering ? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why is "abbreviated" such a long word? Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour? Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food? Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections? Why don't sheep shrink when it rains? Why are they called apartments when they

Why
Time and Time again I think, Am I lost or am I found, Time and Time again I wonder, Why do things keep going around, Time and Time again I see, People lie and people cheat, Time and Time again, I just want to say don't beat.

Why???!!!
Anger welling up inside... The rage and hatred eating a hole in my soul... Pray to God that I don't find you alone... I will haunt your every waking moment... What the hell were you thinking??? I put my trust in you, weren't we friends??? And you taint that friendship with all that is unholy in my eyes... How could you be so cold and selfish??? What lack of morols made you decide to do what you did??? Did you honestly think in anyway what you did or tried to do was acceptable??? Now I sit here alone in a dark room thinking of ways to get back at you... To exact my revenge in the most unforgivable way possible... You have made me your worst nightmare... I hope you are ready to accept the consequences of your actions...

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I do not understand what the deal is here lately. Why is there people feeling the urge to think they have the right to tell me I need to change my life???? It leaves me wondering what is so wrong with my life that these people think it needs to be changed. So since people feel the need to tell my life needs to be changed maybe they need to walk in my shoes for a day. It leaves me feeling like I have to explain why my life is the way it is now.

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I know that everyone says that things happen for a reason but I still dont understand why an infant must die....In this day and age with all the doctors and lifesaving gadgets they have why did she have to die..........For 4 months she faught like a good soldier and then finally gave up. She would have had the best that life had to offer at her feet......Loving parents and wonderful uncles and aunts and a loving twin sister too.. But now the twin sister must go on by herself........I know it is a unanswerable question but I just had to ask............at least she is up in heaven in her grandma's arms now...........

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why is it people you care about irritate you the most sometimes and why is it some of us dont have brains enough to walk away from a situation before we care or are attached to someone to much. i walked away from someone a few says ago because after nine months being told patience and giving i just couldnt take it anymore. i was always there for her when she needed anything and always giving but the more i think i never really got anything in return and i was willing to give her everything i had. i got told half truths and wasnt told the truth about a few things slowly the story changed till i knew what was going on and you know i didnt deserve that

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well i just got word from galen that they aren't releasing him until either monday or tuesday. they want to try him on some new medication and they have to watch him for 2 days to see how he does. I can't go all weekend without him being at home and it is tearing me up inside. I get to see him tonight for at least an hour and a half and then i get to see him for 2 hours saturday and sunday and then hopefully he will be home monday. i can only pray and keep my head up right now.

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Why is it that everyone on Fubar, is just interested in the pictures of people and not on what they type out of themselves. Is our society only a society built on images and not of thought? Have we lost the will to learn from one another? Do images teach us about what someone thinks, feels, or has gone though in their life? Don't get me wrong, I love to look at pictures too, but I know that I can not get the feelings or lessons of a person by looking at a photo. This is just a thought standing alone and unread.

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amen. dont read if your're immature...seriously Why do we sleep in church, But stay awake through a 2 hour movie? Why is it so hard to talk about God, but so easy to talk about sex? Why are we so bored when we look at a Christian magazine, but find it easy to read Playboy? Why is it so easy to ignore a Godly myspace message, Yet we repost the nasty ones? Why are churches getting smaller, But bars and clubs are growing? Think about it, are you going to repost this? Are you going to ignore it, cause you think you'll get laughed at?

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cant we just be at peace with ourselfs ....why do we judge our self on others opions ... or others feelings towards us ...how can ppl let others words hurt them to the point of self distruction why do we as humans have to be weak unless others convince us we are strong ... STAND ON YOUR OWN BE ALONE HAVE PRIDE FOR WHO YOU ARE !

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Someone please tell me why there are so many on this site that are petty? Why are there so many on this site that feel that it is ok to act like you are doing them some grave injustice because you only want them as a friend? Why do some get so angry that they start to get nasty? Then you have the haters that act like you are doing something wrong because you look good. They sit there and down rate your pics and profile, then you ask them why and they say because they hate stuck up bitches.... Funny I have never talked to these people and have never seen them until they come to my page... I have not now nor have I ever presented myself as anything other than who I am. I have never been stuck up. I always try and be nice to everyone. Still I get these people. One of these had me so pissed off that I am seriously thinking of saying the hell with fubar all together and delete my profile. This is getting crazy.

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" WHY" WHY AM I HERE, I CAN NOT SAY. WISHING IT WOULD END, EACH AND EVERY DAY. WHY CAN'T THEY SEE, OR FEEL WHAT I FEEL? I TRY TO GO ON, YET THE PAIN IS STILL REAL. WHY CAN'T THEY BELIEVE, I'M TELLING THE TRUTH? FEEDING MY SORROW, IS WHAT THEY DO. WHY WON'T THEY TRY, IF I'M WIILLING TO BELIEVE? I DO NOT KNOW', WHY THEY LET ME BE. I ASK ONE QUESTION, AS I LOOK IN THEIR EYE'S. WATING FOR AN ANSWER NEVER GETTING A REPLY............." WHY " ? by:Paul A. 8-21-7

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Why Why when I see your face mine lights up??? Why do I long for you to call out my name??? Why do I sometimes wish you did not know my name??? Why do I hate the sound of your voice??? Why when I see your face do I want to scream??? What is that fucked up feeling I have when I am near you??? Why do I even care%3

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I've only been saying for like 4 months now that I'm pregnant. And now I'm due to have the baby any day and its "Well, why were you keeping it secret?" DUDE..I write it on my pics..I've been posting new photos of myself as my pregnancy progresses...I'm proud to be pregnant, and this is not my first. If you have a problem with pregnant women..its cool, just simply don't contact me and have a great weekend Monique Dupree The first Black Scream Queen

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Plunging towards the dead spot as I claw and tear at my very own soul to escape this dank shell that is my own personal hell. Forever falling away from the light that is my sanity. No way out of it further and further i fall without a rope to climb out and noway to tell where the bottom is or what is there. Wasted is my life for efforts were all in vane nothing completed when everything was started. Now born into a new life of constant strife, I fight my way to see the light, but only to crash and burn and wait for the next turn of events in the world to summon me from my black and forever decending hole of dispair. The question I have is WHY??

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It hurts To see you look at her The way you looked at me Not so long ago The pain Its real inside The tears I cry It won't go away The fear That I could love Another one again I ask why The smile I feel inside to see your face I know that I can love

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Enough is enough! My ex-wife has done anything she could to get on my nervous. It's bad when she got married only after 9 months from the date of our divorce! It's even worst when the guy she married is the SAmE guy who she cheated on me with and that they're expecting their first child together NEXT month! And dont get me started on how she makes my angels (ranging from 2 years to 8 years old) call this assh#$e "DAD"! But what makes me wanta forget my responsibilities to my children and to GOD is the fact that she let's him hit them!!! I'm at the END of my rope with her and her husband but I got to remember NO MATTER how much I want to PHYSICALLY hurt him that my children have to live with them both and any negativity that their mother feels WILL be felt by my children as well!!! PLEASE PRAY FOR ME AND MY ANGEL SPROUTS...PLEASE!!!! Thank you for reading this blog!!!!!

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Why are men so fucking stubborn? Damn Im divorcing the asshole and he still gets to me. 28 fucking years of mental abuse. I finally wake up and realize it and tell him I want out. I found the lawyer, and I file for divorce. Now the asshole decides he is going to file bankruptcy and he wont wait until the divorce is final. SO I get sucked up into this shit too. How does he find all these ways to hurt me. Its not just the words, God knows he is an expert at that. But FUCK FUCK FUCK! When will this nightmare end?!

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Why is it that some people feel the need to upload a gazillion pictures of themselves which all look like they were taken only seconds apart? How many pictures do you need of you looking away from your webcam with your head twisted the same damn way? People show some originality. Just because they let you upload a couple hundred pics on here, doesn't mean you have to fill them all up. 20 different pictures is a lot better than 100 of the same damn pose. Or at least mix it up a bit. What's funny is how many look like they took a lesson from Deb from Napoleon Dynamite on how to take a picture! LFMAO!

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The Darwin Awards have shown us the length to which some people will go to help humanity by removing the STUPID gene from the gene pool, and not allowing it to procreate. But what about those people with this gene that refuse to darwin themselves in the name of a better world? This is dedicated to those people, who through their own stupidity, show us that natural selection doesn't always work. These fools just keep on going and going and going... These are my ramblings and If they offend.. tough. To quote George Carlin..." I don't have pet peeves; I have major psychotic fucking hatreds!" What you find here is going to be some of the psychotic episodes. Hope you like them...

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Why do people think that just because they live near me, I will add them? Just because you live 20 minutes away or whatever does NOT mean I want you on my friends list. If you didn't write a message with your add request, you will be rejected. I don't care if you live next door. Oh & "Hello from Rochester, Buffalo, Batavia" etc. is NOT an acceptable message either. I don't give a SHIT where you live :).

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I love the Military, I have served for a total of 15 years. I can honestly say its been the best years of my life, I've made some fantastic friends and people, like the good people of New Orleans when I went there during Hurricane Katrina to assist in the cities recovery. I've also had some bad expierences, some I wish I could forget, like losing a good friend during Desert Storm who took care of me when I went on my first overseas tour away from home. I also like all of the places I've been like Panama, Germany, Kosovo, and various cities in the United States, again all wonderful people and places. I don't think I will ever understand why countries must war against each other, I don't think anyone ever will, perhaps its just the nature of man to destroy. I also believe on the other hand that it is something that will never end, thats why I serve in the Military, I believe their are people on this planet who cannot defend themselves, someone has to do it for them. I think e

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Look at us baby, up all night Tearing our love apart Aren't we the same two people who live through years in the dark? Ahh... Every time I try to walk away Something makes me turn around and stay And I can't tell you why When we get crazy, it just ain't to right, (try to keep you head, little girl) Girl, I get lonely, too You don't have to worry Just hold on tight (don't get caught in your little world) 'Cause I love you Nothing's wrong as far as I can see We make it harder than it has to be and I can't tell you why no, baby, I can't tell you why I can't tell you why No, no, baby, I can't tell you why I can't tell you why I can't tell you why

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Why is it whenever I talk to a guy it always leads to when are we meetin to have sex. I don't ant to just have sex with someone, I want to have a guy I can conect with and do things with. I don't get when you tell someone that you want to just have someone to chill with and go out. Whatever just needed to vent.

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i sit here at my pc and i ask myself why is it good for women too chat to men when they feel like it, and no matter what the chat is about when the woman wants to chat at a later date or time we get ignored.

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she questions why? why me? she looks for answers but none ever seen to come to her, searching her face she seeks for a clue as why her, but it is a question that will not be answered, for she can search her eyes and tell there isn’t any reason, she turns and he is there ready to take her into his arms and hold her, stilling her fears and tears, and she knows it will be Ok, he will make it all seem worth while

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Why is it when when we want things to happen then they don't happen, but when we don't want them to happen then they actually do happen. The reason i said that is because i have just been told from my family(what family i have left) that my grandmother-in-law(my mum's sister-in-law's mother) to cancer today. I live in Sth Aus at present & my entire family lives in Melbourne & to make it worse i'm moving house the day after the funeral which is in Melbourne on Tuesday & i move house on Wednesday. I even had to leave work early this afternoon as i just couldn't let anyne there see what may happen to me & when i got home i just broke down into a million pieces because my grandmother-in-law was more of a mother figure to me than my real motherwas or will ever be. This lady had the best soul & spirit that anyone can or will ever have, she will be shorely missed in my life but she'll be with me in my heart, mind & spirit & keep a close eye on me in my life!

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we go on in our life looking for love. we spend time in the abyss, looking for what we hope will be the one. willing to go to hell and back to find the which makes us complete. sometimes it takes us a lifetime, sometimes it is right in front of us, and some times we miss it altogether. sometimes we feel so lost that we do anything to make our selfs whole .i don't know if we will ever find what we are looking for, but i hope we will.

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tell me why a mumm that ask me level up is need to be mark nsfw it not right so i desided do to that don't ask me to help other sorry but i don't get help i won't help other then . it luv for luv in my world !!!!!

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Why do we do the things we do? We make decisions so fast without even thinking sometimes Then we have to live with the consequences forever. Sometimes we do things without even thinking Why do we do the things we do? How many times do we have to do stupid things before we learn? How many people do we have to hurt before we realize what we are doing?

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You know its funny where life takes you. You think you got a hand on it all and somehow you get knocked right back down. Take me for instance... I am 31 years old and I have been married and divorced, have lived in more places than I can count, traveled this country (without seeing anything I would have loved to)( my ex was a truck driver), was born in Mo but am currently living in texas (where I said I would never live), and am more confused than I have ever been in my entire life. I feel as though I am 100 years old. Everything in my life has been one drama after another. When does it all change? After I die maybe? I keep saying I need a break or a vacation but that just does not seem to happen. The question in my brain is when do I get a break? When does something good happen for me? I don't think that this is life at least not one I want to live. Oh brother!

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fuck this planet,fuck you all, When does this bullshit end?Our lives go round in circles and we don't know who we are.why do we love, or hate or live ?Why do we die?Do we choose when we die,or is it just our bodies following the patterns of eternity?Do we have past lives or do we live and relive the same life over and over?Do we only get one life?Pain is the only thing that seems tangible right now,andI don't want to cut,I stopped a long time ago. I don't know what to choose part of me wants to keep going and see where life takes me and part of me wants to cash the chips in and just lose it,I may go back to my self-destruction but then again I could exert self-control.I just want to feel whole again,I'm only half a person,half a soul.I have nothing,I had everything,and I lost him and I hope he comes back,I feel lost even though I know I can go on.I still would like to be the one by his side.In the end I want to be the one he coes home to. Raksha Soulraven ©2007

Why?
Why is it that some men are so cruel? They sit there and talk all sweet to you one day. Then the next day when you try talking to them, you find out they blocked you. I am getting so sick and tired of getting hurt by men and people in general. Just because I am overweight does not mean that I do not have feelings. I am sick of people playing with my emotions just to knock me down again and again. I am done.

Why
Honestly Folks what is the point of down rating someone. What did that person ever do to you. I know when I first started on this site I did it once and then realized what the point. Is it to hurt someone's feelings? Do you feel better about yourself? what is it.

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i wonder why people request to be your friend but then never message you im sure im not the only one who this happens to and if i am then boy i suck lol (and not in a good way) well that was a pretty lame blog but im not in a very creative mood right now hopefully they will get better and hopfully i will find an answer to my question :) (K)

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last night I get a return message from a friend of mine; He's in Nashville, his 3 year old grandaughter has cancer, something called Ewings' sanoma(sp) Just makes You wonder sometimes, I guess life really ISN'T fair.

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Why do I just want to scream! scream out of anger, really really loud so that I am heard. Why do it I hate this? hate everything! I just want to know why I am living? What is my reason of being here? What is my reason of being what i am? Why I am so nice when I was born in hell? Why I cry so easy when I should be tough. Why life is so hard? Why people are so quick to judge? Why when I drive on the highway all I can think about is running into a brick wall going 90mph? Why all of my girlfiends has kids and I don't? I want to know why! I JUST WANT TO KNOW WHY! Everything in life is so hard to understand! I going to SCREAM, because I don't understand, scream even louder because I will never will. Should I give up now? Take the easy way out? Not like my life is going to get any better!

Why...
Why do we make spur of the moment decisions that we regret later? The first time this happens you can forgive yourself..but for some of us it continues to happen and for those people they seem to want sympthoy from friends and family so they dont continue to think that they are uncapable of making a decent decision... Then on the other hand there are those people who dont make any major decisions due to fear... They do not want to dissapoint anyone, but what they do not realize is that they continue to dissappoint themselves... Someone please explain to me as if I was a four year old so I can understand, Also which type are you? Maybe a little of both?

Why ?!
I am so sick of talking to people, getting to know them think things are progressing and then finding out that I was sadly mistaken! Why is it that a guy can talk to you for weeks and all of a sudden loose interest? Do I seem boring? Well maybe I am then. I am sure I am doomed to search for someone to make my life better, to make my heart full of joy for eternity. Am I not worthy of anyones love? Oh, I know so many guys talk away for fun, but for gods sake dont get a girls hopes up then. Dont make it out as if the hopes are mutual just to disappear out of someones life forever. I truly find it disgusting and my heart is just sinking deeper and deeper into the abyss, I love easily, not foolishly as in think I love people that I havent met before, but I feel I cannot take anyone serious anymore, my heart is just getting smaller and smaller, there will probably not even be room for any true love if that would ever show up in my life. Why does it always happen to me?

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Why is it that people think Just because you have a realtionship online that it is based on getting sex not everyone online it out for just sex I'm not I have a man online we have a relatinship online on fubar to be exact and I love him. But so many people seem to think that online relationship or people online saying they want a relationship are out for only sex. Well Peole this girl isn't and everyone should know that What I ahve with my man is a reality it isnt based on sex it is a more persoanl level. Just had to get that off my chest.....

Why??????
I MISS MY BEST FRIEND DLDG IM ON TO THE NEXT STAGE OF COPING WITH THIS LOSS WHICH IS REALIZING SHE IS TRUELY GONE I HAD A LITTLE GLIMMER OF HOPE SHE WOULD COME HOME BUT THATS NOT GONNA BE POSSIBLE NO MORE SMILES,HUGS OR KISSES ON THE CHECK NO MORE SUPRISE VISITS OR PHONE CALLS I KEEP ASKING WHY BUT IM NOT GETTING ANY ANSWERS IM ASKING FOR PEOPLE TO BRING HER HOME AND BEING TOLD I WISH I COULD I JUST DONT UNDERSTAND ALL I HAVE LEFT OF HER ARE MEMORIES BUT THE SELFISH SIDE OF ME IS SAYING THATS NOT GOOD ENOUGH I WANT HER HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!I GUESS ME WRITING IS SOMEWHAT HELPING ME I DONT KNOW HOW TO FEEL IM MAD AND SAD SHES GONE IM REALIVED SHES IN A BETTER PLACE THANK YOU ALL FOR LISTENING AND BEING HERE FOR ME AND TO THE ONE SPECIAL PERSON YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE I REALLY OWE YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOUVE DONE THE LAST COUPLE DAYS RIP DLDG ILL NEVER EVER FORGET YOU AND YOU WILL NOT EVER BE FORGOTTEN 12/22/78~9/14/07

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So, you've read some of my other blogs and know that I am getting divorced, AGAIN... well, this is the last time, let me tell you this... but that is another blog, and don't want to go there right now... What I would like to talk about is a conversation I had with a perfect stranger over the weekend... I was extremely upset after Devlin's football game this past saturday night, causing me to miss my date (sorry bigjeep07, muah & miss you). Then around midnight my brother dragged me out of bed, made me get ready and took me out to a new bar in town. They had a live band, dancing, pool tables, bar, the whole nine yards... I was wishing I could crawl back under the covers. After my first margarita, I walked back up to the bar to order another... of course passing 6 pool tables with 2-6 people each and people sitting at tables before you get to the bar itself. I'm sure you know by now I am loosening up and starting to cheer up a little bit, when out of the blue this young looki

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I LOVE TWO MEN. BUT WHY WOULD I LET THE BETTER ONE GO! MAYBE I FELT I DIDN'T DESERVE HIM AND I'M CONFUSED. WHY IN LIFE DO WE DO THINGS WE DON'T WANT TO DO? WHY DO WE HURT THE ONES WE TRULY LOVE? WHY DO WE LET THE ONE WE WANT TO BE WITH GO? I'M SO CONFUSED. AND I CANT GET HIM OUT OF MY HEAD. I CANT SLEEP , I CANT DO ANYTHING BUT SIT HERE AND CRY OVER SOMETHING I DID TO MY SELF. DUMB HUH, I KNOW. I HOPE SOMEDAY HE WILL FORGIVE ME.BECAUSE I'M TRULY SORRY FOR THE PAIN I CAUSED HIM , WELL BOTH OF THEM. AND NOW I'M ALL ALONE AND WHY BECAUSE I FUCKED UP! AND I JUST WANT HIM TO I STILL WITH ALWAYS LOVE HIM WITH ALL OF MY HEART, OMG WHY DID I DO THIS!!! IM SORRY!!!

Why?
why is it that when you are looking for a good guy you cant find one??? why is it that all men think girls are only for sex? DAMN it i want a guy to want me for more than just sex...is that possible?? im sweet caring and have lots of love to give!!!

Why???
You say you love me... But why does it hurt so bad? You gave me great things... But made me feel so sad. You said we would always be friends... But now, when I need you the most your to pissed and mad. When you left I didn't unterstand... what did I do to deserve this? Why did you have to hurt me so bad? I know we had are ups and downs... but who does't? You were the only one that I knew I could count on.. But where are you now? These are the questions I ask myself everynight before i go to bed WHY??????

Why......
Why are so many guys "afraid" or "intimidated" by single mom's?? Not ALL of us are looking for a "DADDY" for our child/children or a paycheck!! We are capable of handling our own. I know in my situation, I have 2 children (13, boy & 7, girl)they don't see their "dad" & it is a good thing. I am in NO WAY looking for a REPLACEMENT. It would be nice if the man I date is a good role model. Someone who isn't lazy, disrespectful, abusive (in any way...drugs, alcohol, physically, etc...)someone who can be a FRIEND. But, it seems like men are afraid of getting involved. Yes, I know it is difficult because as a single parent we can't just 'get up & go...' or be as 'spontaneous' as we once were BUT we are still very capable of loving & caring & making a partner happy. If there are ANY guys that can shed some light on this I would LOVE to hear it..... XOXOXOXOXO

Why?????
How can one person who says that thay still love you, put you through so much hell???? Why do thay have to play games with your heart??? Why do thay not have even the guts to addmitt that thay are just as much fault as you are??? How can a person do the things thay do, and not have any feelings about what thay are doing???? This can not be humen!!!!! How can you just give up someome that you shared a life with for 4 years,not careing about the other person???? Theses are quastions I ask myself each and everyday. I guess I will never know the answners. Cause thay have giveing up on me all together!!!!! That is so unhumen and unkind!!!! But I guess it does not matter???? It will not stop tham from doing what thay belive or think is right for them.

Why
why must our closest pass why must the ones we love turn on us why is the the world full of stupid people why cant i stay out of trouble why cant people just leave the past in the past why cant i just look to the future and see brighter days ahead why must people cheat on the ones they love why cant i find a women to love me for who i am ILL TELL YOU WHY CAUSE THIS WORLD IS A FUCKED UP PLACE AND ITS GOING TO SHIT FASTER THEN ANYBODY COULD EVER IMAGINE AND IT HAS TAKEN ITS TOLL ON ME IN THE WORST WAY AND IM SICK OF IT ALL SO I SAY FUCK IT GIVE UP ON TRYING TO MAKE ANYBODY HAPPY I SAY FUCK IT ALL AND IF YOU AINT MY FRIEND THEN FUCK YOU

Why????????
Would somebody please tell me why the things you want in life are so hard to get no matter wat you do there's a door in your way. My head is numb and my heart is weak I feel the hurt burning through my veins, my whole body shakes my hands aren't still, I can barely see around me my vision blurred with tears your face ur voice just won't leave my head no matter how much you hurt me, no matter how much i try to forget you and say goodbye I can't my heart won't let me. So wtf do I do i wanna fight more then ever.......i'm tired and it hurts I wanna hold you but I can't, i wanna kiss you but i can't and why.....I would never hurt you I just wish I could have been trusted to show that..on the side lines i will wait because my heart just won't let go and i'm sick of fightin myself and my feelings i only hurt myself more.....my feelings lie deep with in my heart hoping one day I can tell you and not be afraid to completely lose you.......one day i'll understand why I couldn't have you.....

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I'D LIKE TO KOW , HOW COME EVERYTIME I ASK FOR HELP TO LEVEL , I ONLY GET A CHOICE FEW THAT COME HELP ME OUT, IT ALWAYS SEEM LIKE ITS THE SAME PEOPLE ALL THE TIME. BUT WHEN I'M ASKED TO HELP SOMEONE I AM ALWAYS THERE.. JUST GETTING A BIT UPSET SEEING HOW ONESIDED PEOPLE CAN BE..

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Why do some people assume everything is about them? I can't post something without someone assuming I am talking about them and it is driving me crazy!!! I guess some people on here can't figure out that some of us have lives offline too.... I'm not going to point any fingers and I'm not trying to start an argument or anything, but come on... I guess what really aggravates me the most is that I have already had this discussion before.... I'm so pissed right now that i feel like throwing my computer out the door, and I would if I didn't need it for school work.... I do want to get something strait though...I am here for friends...in case some of you don't get it, if I tell you I love or ♥ you, I am saying it out of friendship...I have no other inclinations than that...I am not now nor will be looking for love on this website.... with that said, I think its time to take a break from this site....I am tired of all the bullshit...I may be back, I might not....

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Why do i waist my time? Is it really a waist of time if i don't see it that way? People keep telling me i'm waisting my time, but i see it as i am trying to put in time. Sure nothing really comes from it, but that could be my fault. Maybe i am not trying hard enough, maybe... Maybe i'm not good enough, my friends keep telling me i am waisting my time. There are other women i am friends with, and one of them really likes me a lot but i don't see her as anything more than just a friend. I feel like if i was to just say fuck it and try and go with a women that i really don't want to be with that would be a waist of my time. I'm not just looking for some one to fuck. I could find some drunk chick in a bar for that, then wake up the next day and not remember her name and would still think about the other. Maybe i am... Something good has got to happen to me

Why?
Can I not just be friends with someone and them not like me more than a friend? seriously it is getting to the point i don't want to talk to anyone anymore. I am who I am and I will never stop being me but everyone needs to back off. Most know I am in a relationship and have a life as well and it drives me nuts that those who all the sudden have strong feelings for me get pissy when I don't say hi all the time or back off. I have a life people just as anyone else and the only reason I am online half the time is when I do my school work or business and it is nice to chat with people. It goes both ways and I am not going to be the one always saying hello

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WHY THE FUCK DO PEOPLE HAVE TO PURPOSELY STRESS OUT PEOPLE THAT DONT NEED IT? FOR THOSE THAT DONT KNOW I AM PREGNANT AND THE FATHER IS CLAIMING I AM A FUCKING LIAR AND THAT IM NOT PREGNANT. WE HAVE BEEN FIGHTING WHENEVER WE SEE EACH OTHER. TRYING TO FIGURE OUT WHAT THE HELL TO DO. I HAVE STARTED CRAMPING THE LAST FEW DAYS FROM THE STRESS AND FIGHTING. CAN I JUS GIVE UP?

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Why is it that I always fuck everything up? I feel like I can't do anything right sometimes.... I am supposedly good at cooking and video games... Yet for some reason I can't even do those most of the time... I fuck them up. I try so hard to be a good boyfriend and lover... But yet again I suck at that too. I always end up getting jealous or angry about stuff that I guess shouldn't matter... Well for some reason these things matter to me and I can't shake them. I don't know how this is going to affect my life now but I can't change the way I feel about some things... I believe that if you are in a relationship then you give everything to it. You don't go to other people to get fulfillment. You should talk to your significant other and let them know what you need. Then that person will do their best to help you.... Am I wrong in this? Becasue that seems to be the way my relationships go... I try my hardest to make them happy but they always have to go to someone else to be happy... I am

Why
damn, i loved my sister so much why is it everytime i'm with family they remind me of when my sweet sis passed? and remind me that i wasn't there....pisses me off i wanna fight...but who do i fight?.....i wasn't there

Why
Taking back the time together The arguments and the fighting Why did this have to happen to us Once you left I lost apart of me baby We said things we didn't mean to say Why couldn't we have fix this situations It's so hard letting this feeling go away Moving on and hustling everyday is so hard Can't seem to get the memories out of my mind No time to throw this a way have to find you Once I saw you were with another couldn't handle Don't know how to put the words anymore to you I was the fool who didn't have the strength Should have learned my lesson once you told me Can't eat or sleep at night looking at my phone Love is just a game you play it learn from it Just need to let this feelings go away for me But I got through it letting go of the old things That is the only way I can do what's right for me

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Most of my friends know that I struggle with an addiction to drinking. I have joked at times that I was an alcoholic, but I have to face the truth. I had secretly been trying to clean up my act. I considered myself lucky that I have been semi-prepared, responsible and rational while out having my fun. I had never had anything catastrophic happen to me but I was doing foolish shit that was hurting the man I love…and since I love him more than I love myself, I made a commitment to stop drinking. My cousin called me late Saturday evening and asked if I could come get him and his friends from a bar because their designated driver hadn’t shown up. My cousin has been gone for 4 years so finally being of age and around old friends was a huge thing for him. I went in to find the celebrating idiots after having to hunt him down for 2 hours. Once I found the group, an old friend of my cousin's bought me a beer. Being that I was and still am very serious about not drinking, but not wanting to

Why
Taking back the time together The arguments and the fighting Why did this have to happen to us Once you left I lost apart of me We said things we didn't mean to say Why couldn't we have fix this situations It's so hard letting this feeling go away Moving on and hustling everyday is so hard Can't seem to get the memories out of my mind Don't know how to put the words to you anymore Can't handle the pain living without you now Should have learned my lesson once you told me Can't eat or sleep at night looking at my phone Love is just a game you play it learn from it Just need to let this feelings i have go away Moving on passing through the days thinking Getting myself out of this situation wasn't easy But I got through it letting go of the memories That is the only way I can do what's right for me

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OMG I swear things keep getting worse!!! I just found out that my ex won't be going to trial for what he did to our daughter until January :( I just want to move on with me & my kids lives NOW!!! I don't want to be stuck in this dumbass town any longer I can't deal with it...I feel so alone & I want my own home, our lives back, someone to hold me at moments like now...GOD I don't know what I did wrong in life to deserve this hell we're going through but I don't know how much more a person is supposed to take!!! So anyhow I am possibly moving to a new town if I can talk my attorney & dhs into letting me...That would help some to be near more family & away from this drama filled town grrrr...I'm willing to do whatever it takes to make sure that justice is served on this man for what he did & protect my kids no matter what...Wish me luck everyone cuz I really, REALLY need it right now...Have a good day everybody :)

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What is it with me and men??? i have no luck and am constantly picking loosers who lie, cheat and break my heart!!!! seriously is there some kinda trick to getting the right man? i know i dont need one but they come in handy when lawns need to be mowed and garbage taken out!!! (Joking) I just broke up with this guy who said he wanted to grow old with me and could see us sitting on the front porch at 90 waiting to go inside for a naughty.. well more fool me for believing him!!! i swear im so blind sometimes.. but not always fooled.. when i asked if he chated he said no but then didnt speak to me for about two weeks even though i emailed called and sent txt to all of which were not replied to..so my guess is that he did do the dirty.. they way i actually found out was here in fubar.. one of the chicks he screwed stalked him and broke into his page here an private emails etc.. so good riddance i say.. if he wants to do that then its his loss cause he just lost the best damn thing that

Why???
Why, Why, Why Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people

Why
why is it that the whole love and feelings thing has to be so damn complicated ? why does something that feels so right have to be so wrong? why is it that everytime i think of you my mind goes crazy with happy thoughts? why do you have to be so sweet and caring ? why do you even talk to me ? im just another female that come a dime a dozen... im nothing special... i just dont understand and my mind is filled with alot of whys ......

Why?
Why do we judge eachother on appearance without learning who the person is? Because we live in a shallow society. You see someone that's very good looking and assume they're perfect, but then they turn out to be the biggest asshole you ever met. You see someone that looks desheveled and assume they're a jerk, but then they turn out to be the sweetest person ever, kinda like me. Why do we let the media make us believe these stereotypes causing us to miss out on getting to know someone great just because they look a certain way? Why? Does anyone know? I don't think anyone ever will. - Julian L

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Everyone is asking me what is wrong. I have some personal issues going on in my life. Yes Im truely hurt I never knew anyone could ever treat me so poorly, with dis respect and such hatred. When it has involved my heart and my childrens hearts I know it is time for me to move on. All of you that I talk to on a regular basis know my yahoo ID and I will be on and off there I will keep my fubar page for now but I feel very dead inside and dont know what to say to anyone. My TRUE friends Please get with me on yahoo. XOXOX Joyce

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how come when i do everything that i can for someone i still turn out to be the bad one...the one that ruins everything??? Am i to nice?? are people that shallow that they have to take advantage of that?? do i need to become the cold heartless bitch that everyone calls me(jokingly)...well maybe it wont be a joke anymore.... im sick of everone walking all over me.... is it really that wrong of me to wanna be nice to people....

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I don't under-damn-stand it. There are tons of cute women out there who literally hate themselves. Some put up naked or graphic pictures of themselves so they can try to feel better about themselves, but more often than not they are reluctant at best to believe the comments such photos garner. I have read many profiles and seen many pics on this site and far too often cute girls are tagging full body pics with self deprecating remarks about how fat they are or about how they don't like the way they look. I wish they could see the beauty everyone else does. I heard a student of mine comment about bigger girls, he said they need love too, just not from him. That is fair, it takes a special eye to truly discern beauty and understand that not every woman should be a twig. Curves are wonderful and everyone has their own tastes. Personally I have dated women from a size 0 to a size 20 and I have to say they all have had complexes about being too fat, the size 0 was even a bulimic and

Why?
Why is it that men on here can't take a hint? Even after you smack them with it! OK now this is not meant for my real male friends on here, just the idiot's with no respect! I am sick of guys not listening to the words "Not Interested"! If the word Married that is clearly in my name does not tell you this. Or if the 50 time's I say not here for guy's, I'm married, I'm satisfied, or I DO NOT CYBER, do not effect you enough to keep you from hittin on me, Then understand "NO"! I was just accosted by a guy who kept going no matter what I said. I even mentioned the fact that he is sittin next to me. his responce was he didn't care. Sorry but this to me is straight diarespect of both my hubby and I, So I called him a choice nameand said I could care less if he cared. I also told him I don't get my jollies off the computer and that he should have read my profile and to get lost. In turned he called me a hoe. So i blocked him. Yes I'm steamed but not by the name calling cause I called him one

Why?
Being my blog I have every right to talk about what I so choose...so if you dont like what you are about to read then feel free to go back to your homepage and have a nice life. What I cant figure out is why women feel it necessary to lie to someone. If you arent interested in a guy then why dont you tell them that instead of saying you are and want to get to know them to just turn around and ignore that person...it infuriates me because Im a great guy and Im worth getting to know but you women insist on being gluttens for punishment and always go for the guys that you know are going to treat you like crap over and over when there are guys out there like me who will treat you as you should be treated; loved and cherished. So I ask you why?

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Why did you leave without saying goodbye? DId you not love me? Did I not make you happy? Why did leave me with the burden of not knowing what to do? Did i disappoint you? Did meet your expectations? Why do I hurt so bad, did I deserve to have my heart ripped without being or knowing it? Why do i live with with all these things with no answers. Can you answer my questions?

Why???
What do men really want from gals??? Do they truly enjoying playing with our hearts...or are they just to dumb to realize what they are doing! Why do they seem to always want their cake and eat it too!!! Honestly....Is there anyone out there who just wants ONE woman???

Why?
why do ppl get fu married? real marriage isnt bad enough? gawd ppl you look like morons with these fake marriages. If by some slim chance you actually do meet these so called fake ppl, you really think you are going to want to marry them? i have a lot of guy friends on here who are always crying to me because some bitch on this site played them or was fake, or whatever, do me a favor, run fast, dont take this crap so seriously, just have fun. thats why im leaving soon, i cant deal with fake ppl, and not many can deal with my bluntness and honesty. i dont fall for mens crap, and well guys dont even bother anymore lol i love my friends, you know who you guys are, the ones on my list who dont talk to me, well why add me? come say hi but not if you are easily offended and if you are into fat chicks, please dont even bother lol love most of you, tolerate the rest

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I was in Seattle today doin my own thing. People watching mainly. I saw a couple that looked completely opposite of what they were supposed to look like. The girl, clearly a prep, was dressed in Abercrombie jeans, a pink hoodie, and Doc Martins (WTF?). The guy? The complete opp. He was dressed in baggy pants (the ones with the zippers everywhere), a black Megadeath jacket, and what looked like combat boots. Right as I looked at them I asked myself, Why? Why is he with her and vice versa? Is there something that I am missing completely? Well, they must've seen me looking at them because they came up to me and asked me what was I staring at. I looked at them, smiled sweetly, and said that I was looking at how different they looked from one another. Well, they just looked at each other, then looked back at me and asked if I had a problem with it. I looked back up at them and said that, no, I didn't have a problem with it. In fact, I thought that it was pretty cool that they didn't care wh

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Why were you so selfish? Why were you so cruel? How could you ever think That suicide was cool? “My life was screwed up,” Is what you would say, But you didn’t have to End your life that way. I would have helped you In your time of need. But you wouldn’t let me, The only emotion you showed was greed. I miss you so much More than you will ever know, But my life has moved on And I also must go. Your life is over And mine will go on. I wished for so long That you weren’t gone. All I want now Is to know why. Why would anyone Want to die?

Why
Its funny how hello is always accompanied with good-bye Its funny how remembering good memories can make you cry Its funny how forever never seems to really last Its funny how much you'd lose, if you forgot your past Its funny how friends, can just leave you when you're down Its funny how when you need someone they’re never around Its funny how people can change and think they’re so much better Its funny how many lies can be packed into one love letter Its funny how people can forgive even though they can’t forget Its funny how one night can contain so much regret Its funny how crazy and ironic life turns out to be but the funniest part of all, is that none of this seems funny to me

Why
You came into my life, I have given you everything you have asked for, EVERYTHING, and yet you still take me for granted. You still dont listen, you still dont do the little things I ask for. I have asked for so little. You know that you have admitted that. Yet still nothing. Why? Maybe what they say is true maybe it's all a game, maybe I'm not real to you. Maybe you dont care. Despite everything I have done, despite everything I have given. You still have the guts to take me for granted. I'm left with nothing left in me except for questions. Right now all i can ask is why?

Why?
Another night of staying up till morning arguing and fighting. I'm so wore out that it's so pathetic. I'm at work, but I feel like a zombie. I'm an emotional wreck and so drained. To beat it all I still have no earthly clue what all was wrong. I was working on a wedding veil that I sold when he came home from lunch. The next thing I know he's telling me how it's not worth it and that I don't charge enough. That I spend too much time trying to make a business that isn't ever going to be what I want it to be. That it's not going anywhere and all I'm doing is wasting time. It's my time...I'm not taking anything away from his time with me or the kids time. Why? I feel like any time I get something going for me he wants to take it away. Why? Then my oldest wanted to know if she was going to be able to go to her soccer game (the kids are on fall break and we are leaving to go see my parents on wednesday). He gets ill with her and says no. I ask why and things escalate into I don't know what.

Why
why are people so full of themselfs why cant everyone be friends why do people hurt others why are people so mean why are they so closed in theyre shells why why why why why do people break our hearts why do we have to suffer so much why isnt life better why do we have to be sad why cant we just be always happy why why why why probably cause everyone just wants to take advantage from each other . i dont know anything anymore , probably we were just meant to be sad and lonelly at the end , like when death comes and takes the ones we like and care for . why why why makes me sad cause the good ones are the first ones to go . why not take the rapers and murderers first and leave the good people behind. why

Why?!!!!
Why, Why, Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep

Why...
doesn't anyone take the time to read profiles anymore? i mean seriously...if we took the time to write it shouldn't we expect the common courtesy of it being read by all who venture onto our profiles? i mean, hell, i'm sorries to be a bitch but if you ask me a question that i wrote the answer to on my profile...nevermind...

Why
why do you have a site with all kinds of pictures and then make them all private... wtf... you certainly put them on there for a reason... if your going to be all lame about your pics take them the fuck off geez

Why ?????
WHY CAN'T I BE THE PERFECT EVERYTHING YOU WANT ME TO BE WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LET ME MOVE ON WHY CAN'T I RID MYSELF OF ALL YOUR PAIN WHY DO YOU THINK EVERYTHING IS ALWAYS ABOUT YOU WHY DO I LET YOU GET TO ME WHY DO I EVEN BOTHER TO BREATHE THE AIR THAT SURROUNDS ME WHAT DID I DO TO MAKE YOU HATE ME I LET YOU HAVE YOUR WAY IN EVERYTHING YOU WANTED FROM ME YOU HAVE TURNED ME EVIL AND COLD IM DARK UNABLE TO SEE THE LIGHT OF DAY THE HATE EMINATES FROM YOU I HAVE NO TEARS TO CRY ANY MORE THE HATE DRYS THEM UP I WANT TO SCREAM AND BEAT YOU DOWN I FUCKING HATE YOU AND ALL THAT YOU DO AND I HATE WHAT I HAVE BECOME BECAUSE OF THIS HATE A HATE THAT CONSUMES SWALLOWS AND IS UNFORGIVING HAND ME THE GUN ILL DO IT MYSELF I WANT IT OVER GONE DONE DARK BURIED ENDED COMPLETE YOUR SEED WILL MOVE ON AS WILL EVERYONE ELSE I DONT MATTER ATLEAST NOT TO YOU I DONT THINK I EVER DID JUST SOMETHING TO TOY WITH A PLAY THING FOR YOU TO BREAK SMASH KILL CONSUME EVI

Why?
Why do men lie?? They tell you everything that you want to hear, totally sweep you off your feet all to find out that everything he told you was a lie.. Do you ever trust him again? You told me that you loved me, You told me that I was everything you needed and wanted, You told me that you were going to stay and grow old with me, You told me even if I tried to push you away you would stay because you loved me to much to let me go, You told me that you wanted a family with me, You told me that you wanted to marry me... So now I am asking you why did you have to lie?? You hurt me very deeply more than I have ever hurt before.. You asked me if I can forgive you, the answer is yes.. Can I ever forget what you did to me and how much you hurt me, the answer is no...

Why..
Why... Why do the ones we love hurt us the most.. Why do the ones we love betray us so often.. What am I to do.. Do I tell the one I Love somthing that could change every thing? Or do I keep the trust of a friend..of family, and if I do then do I lose the trust of my Love? I feel things sliping and I have to sit back and watch. If I get to involved then more people get hurt. I hate this I hate not knowing what to do..I hate having to choose my sides.. I should beable to talk to who I want with no problems. But that is not my complaint.. I have no problem talking to both sides I just dont want to walk this tight rope any more. So tell me how can I choose, how do I pick between my Love and my friends and family when we are all sapost to be close. So tell me how..give me a answer please...

Why?
why do men always think that because i'm pierced and tatted up that somehow that makes me a whore? not only that but that even though they themselves are gawd awful ugly that i am somehow desperate enough to want THEM??? Why do women feel the need to talk like babies to men? What the hell? Just talk.. no one likes that whiney cry baby shit! Why do ppl always think that just because you rate them that entitles them to try to get you to have cyber sex with them? and whet exactly is that?? and what could be gained from cyber sex?? where is the fun in that? what is the problem with just being cool with someone and NOT wanting sex? Just because i say your cute, sexy, or whatever doesn't mean i want to marry you!! get over yourself. Why do men say they love my smile when they really are checkin out my tits? why can't ppl be honest? Why is everyone ugly on here like captioning their pics saying.. "this is me..HOT!" like trying to validate themselves... if you think your hot then god bless you

Why?
I cannot hide these emotions I feel ... I am so confused and wish I could get this over with. it is a never-ending emotional roller coaster with you. once I think the ride is over, another tremendous fall lies ahead ... you love another, and that I understand. but living with it, I cannot bare ... I love you, those words mean so much to me. it is a terribly over used phrase I know, but when I say it ... I mean it with all my heart. I love you. there are no other words to describe it ... I know it is love because of how much pain it causes me night and day ... I wish and hope with all my heart that this would be over and done with ... but it never is. why?

Why?
Why do people get mad at me for making my own decisions? Why do people act like I have been misinformed?! My decisions towards joining the Marine Corps were not made after some recruiters brain washed me.. I came to the decision on my own.. I even went and checked out the other branches..which they couldn't offer me what I was looking for..and that came from them... not the Marines telling me negative things about the other branches, because that did not take place at all. I am 22 years old.. and a mother.. I am adult enough to make my own decisions and don't need people constantly trying to talk down to me or second guess my choices. Especially one where it involves the future of myself and my son. This is my decision to make.. and I will make it!

Why?
So as i was sleeping last night, I had a dream. I dreamed that I was in the special forces. Why did i dream this? I dreamed it because its my subconscious living out my lifelong dream. My lifelong dream growing up was to enroll in the Air Force Academy, and become a pilot, fighter or transport I just wanted to fly! Now I just want to know why i was born with a fucked up hip that wasnt developed so theres no way the services ever would have accepted me. Why me? thats a question I wonder alot of lately. Why was I born? Why am I here on earth? What is my purpose? Im 28 years old and I really dont know any of those answers. I wish it would quit eating my insides, I wish i could lead a normal life like most other people/friends in my life.

Why ?
Why do people have to lie? That makes me want to cry.. Why do people have to deceive? Does it give you relief? All I ever wanted was you.. And you made me blue.. When I found out you weren't true.. You tore my heart in two.. You told me that you loved me.. How could this be? You treated me like shit.. And I wish I didn't love you one bit.. I love you..now you know.. But you just have to go.. For you see I need someone true.. Not someone who gives me the blues.. I need some time to breathe.. So please..just leave.. **** sorry, had to vent..tired of all the liars and playas here on the net

Why?
Why? Why...do people judge someone? What is the purpose of judging someone, you don't even know? How can a person get to know another person if they judge that person before they get to know them? YES, I am a plus sized woman...I have more of me to love, and yet i'm looked down upon because i'm not a skinny, boney looking, sickly thin person, who thinks it's a sin to eat food. I'm a southern Belle through and through, I talk southern (because i am), I even cook southern, (because it tastes Good), I may have extra to love, so what? Why is that so bad? Why is it so difficult for a guy to see me on the inside and want to get to know me? Society had viewed us as obsese, overweight, and just plain fat...But why is it society's problem to tell us what we already know? Did we forget we got more of us to love? Are we walking around saying, "OMG...Look how thin i look, i could be Barbie, i look so thin..." Heck i know i'm big, doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure it out. And

Why?
Good evening Fubar. As I sit here and listen to Jaheim "Long as I Live", I've come to realize that people in this world are different as far as touch, scent, smell, feelings, etc. But through all opposites and diversities between two people, why is it that Love, bring two totally opposite people together as one? I ask why again, why is that so? People are born not knowing what fate lies ahead in relationships like; trust, Love, lust, deceit. Why do we find it on our lives to take on that risk? Is it a fear of being lonely or a comfort zone knowing that you have someone there? If you read this blog, please comment. I Love criticsm! Good or Bad. I won't knock you.

Why?
Why the hell do people spell their name out with weird symbols? I mean honestly. A few here and there is cool, but your whole name? WTF? Are you trying to be 1337 or something? It's not working. 1337 is the replacement of letters with numbers with certain acceptable, easy to write symbols, not the obscure bizarre symbols that make the screen look like the limb of a leper. 7hi5 i5 1337, kiddi35. 7h|5 |5 7h3 m0r3 4dv4n(3d f0rm 0f 1337. †Ħ¡§ ¡§ ήθ†. You are not 1337. You are stupid. Stop, before I forcibly stop you from playing in the gene pool. Oh and get rid of the excessive amounts of hyphens and asterisks from your name. You make your page look like the flesh of a leper, and I avoid your pages as is befitting a leper. You are all stupid and idiotic. Lepers of teh_intarsuperwebnets: 0 Pierced Psycho: pwnage

Why
why do they always blame you when you not the one at fault for what they caused to happen on thier own vialation? why do they always tell you its your fault when you break thier heart when they broke yours first? why can't they ever take the blame for what they did to themselves? why can't they let go when they know they've already lost you? why do they always have some kind of excuse why it's not thier fault for you breaking thier heart? why do they always think that it's all on you when thier the ones who can't let go of what they've already lost? Why is it that they all act the same to try and tell you that you are the slut that ruined the relationship when thier the ones who said they were still in love with someone else and didn't want to be with you any more? Why can't they just accept the fact that you don't want to be with them any more? Why am i always the one at fault for someone

Why
Why is it that no matter how hard you try it never works out according to plan? Nothing ever goes the way we intend it to and someone always winds up hurt even if we started with the best of intentions. Well this girl is done with it. I'm tired of trying to make life go in good directions and always winding up with a bigger pile of stink then what I started with.

The Why
ok, it's a lil bit of crazy pic i have on now haha yes, i felt like doing that i have in my head that song of nelly furtado.. shit on the radio in case you didn't listen the song before.. here it goes

Why?
Why can't men just be upfront and honest? Why do most of them feel the need to lie?? Lies almost always end up coming out eventually, and then what do ya have? ...... somebody that's hurt, sometimes I don't blame some of you for wanting to hurt some , hell, can't say that some don't deserve it........ but, there are those of us that really DON'T deserve to be hurt! I know that not 'all' men are assholes,liars,cheats,etc. so don't think that for one minute that I'm 'man bashing' all men. I'm not. I just wish those that hurt others so damn much would at the very least grow a set and at least be upfront, give a woman the choice to decide whether she wants what you can offer or not....... the worst she can say is no, and so what , is that such a big deal ? NO! move the hell on and find one or a million if that's what you want,that WILL want what you can give or offer, even if it's only a fuckfest .......there ARE women that want no strings, go find those and leave the one's that w

Why
it would seem as of late that people want more from me then i will give. and it is makeing so called friends back off .so i will say up front that i dont buy blasts or spotlights to me that is like buying a friendship. why should i have to buy that. it is just not me .if people want to be a friend cool but i dont ask for cams ,i dont ask for phone sex so it would seem i am an odd ball here then .so if this is what u think of me then dont be a friend .i try to be a nice guy but if i thought all ladys were the same i would get bitch slapped lol so why think all guys are the same .so i will leave it at that sorry i had to bring this up .but it hurts when some one says they are a friend then do this .so i will go back into my cave if u want to get to know me knock on my cave door it is always open to real friends

Why
Okay y is it that when you are with a new guy the old one always comes back some one explain that then you realize that you made a mistake and that you should really be with the old one because you still love that person. but when you get back with him you are so happy and all that but in the back of your mine you miss the new guy? and y is it that the second divorce is a hell of alot harder than the first on you mentally ?

Why
i was used to having this feeling that i dont have anymore there used to be gentle hugs with passionate kisses and sad misses i just loved that feeling like you know someones there now i am stuck in the cold With nothing at all to wear i used to be cuddled and even kept warm also was kept calm during a storm but i began to be smothered with feeling of nothing i regret this decision to get help Please God why Now i am alone he has found the company of another

Why
why do i sit here alone day in & day out what is wrong with me i wonder at times ...why i am i still single real time ..maybe cause no wants me is why maybe there is something worng with me that i cant see ....sometime i sit here wondering what love is ..knowing i will never find that one out ....when i do get close to someone i always get hurt in the end thinking this might be the one and it never is ...why do i always let a guy get close to me so i can get hurt again ..now i can see why iam still single at times am always getting hurt in the end ...its not worth it no more for me to get hurt my heart & soul is something that no one will get again untill the time is right when i feel i should let someone have it untill them locks my heart & soul tosses the key of to the side hopeing never to find it ...as i dont wanna get hurt anymore .

Why?????????
Ok i have seen alot of blogs... asking for help with contest..... i'm not ask for nothing.... just that the people on my freind list drop a line from time to time....... i just want to get to know you all a lil.... i have tried to help you in your contests, dropped lines in shout boxs, commented, and give gifts. But no one seem to care to get to know me.... why is that?

Why?
i guess its depression but i ask myself why do i have to feel so alone? why dont men want a woman who can love, be faithful and want nothing in return but their love? why do i go to bed alone and wake up alone crying? why do i live on a dream of someone loving when they satre so damn far out of my reach? why do i believe the I love you's when I love you are thew three most sacred words in the world..why does my heart get broke time and time again? i keep telling myself that in time the pain will end and some day just SOME DAY.... Will the SOME DAY ever come? will it only be when i lay my head in the ground to rest that happiness will finally come....

Why?!?
I want to know, why am I so nice? I mean, the ex left me for his gf and they are living in our house. I call up the ex and she answers the phone and I can't be mean? I have to go over there today to get the last of my stuff and I tell her that i did not know if they wanted to be there when I picked up my stuff or not. I guess I might just be biding my time for now. Everyone keeps getting mad at me for making it easy for him since he was such an ass to me, but I don't know how to be mean and just can't, even when mean things are done to me.

Why????
Why do people commit suicide? Why do people cut themselves? Why do girls become anorexic and bulimic? Why do kids bring guns to school? Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them? Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys? Why cant people show their sexuality freely, without worrying about being judged? In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves? I KNOW WHY! CLIQUES "Gangstas" "Preps" "Nerds" "Goths" "

Why
Why are you always right about the life I have, the guys I date, the choices I make? I hate that you always know the way things will go, the outcome for this, my decision for that. You make me cry. You make me beg. You make me want to puke. You make me want to die. I can't take this anymore. I want you gone forever. Just leave, go away. The pain is just unbearable. So stop making me cry. Stop making me beg. I'm tired of being a slave because of all the pain you've caused. Back off. Don't touch me. Don't kiss me. Don't hug me. Go fulfill everyone's dreams. Jump off the cliff. Pull that trigger. Just die you asshole.

Why?
why is that when you are a compassionate and caring person like me there is all these people that come into your life and use that againist you? I mean i cant help that i love so deeply and care for the ones i love with so much compassion. You would think that with all those qualities that it would be easy to have someone who loves you the same. But oh no i allways gotta hook up with these asshole who feed on it and use me up i think that they think i would turn into the trash that they want me to be. But im too strong willed for that shit! I love being the person that i am and i changing for shit! I just hope i can block the assholes from ever entering my heart again!

Why?
When we first met, you said to me... Live the way... ...which you want to live Then you are... ...never alone... ...I promise it... And then you smiled to me... ....Like an angel... _____________________________________________ Later when your wings grown your back, I saw you... ....when you were flying... ...Angel with white wings... them really exist.... ..................angles.............. _____________________________________________ Please... Never... leave me... ....alone... Don't fly away...wihtout me.... ....never.... .....please.... And you promised me ...you won't... ...I was so happy then... _____________________________________________ But you didn't stopped flying around sky ...I thought... ...."It's okay to me" .... ..........But it wasn't........ And you always told to me Don't worry about it... I will never leave you.... Behind me... .....I won't...... I even couldn't leave... ...without you.... And after you said that you alwa

Why?
Why do I continue to try? Why love someone who cannot possibly love me back? Why allow myself to be hurt over and over again? Maybe because at night, alone, in a dark room, he is the only thing I can think about. He is the last name on my lips before I fall asleep, and the first name on my lips when I wake up. Why doesn't he love me? I am not sure. To use his words "I crave you". But then says, "I don't want you with me." I am just completely baffled by all of this. You ask me if I need closure....I know I don't need closure, I need a beginning. I need you in my life. I need you to understand all that I have explained to you about why I am who I am. I realize I will never be able to have this. But since you say that you "crave me" I can crave this. Maybe someday I will have what I need and crave...until then, I will simply keep doing as I have always done....Keep busy with work, lose myself in my childrens' activities. But at night, well at night, that is mine and everynight in

Why?
I always find myself in a relationship with someone who finds it unacceptable that I remain friends with my ex's. I believe that you usually start out as friends, to a degree, then move on. So why can nobody retain the friendship, if other circumstances do not show promise? Society has dictated that if you have an intimate relationship with someone, that it cannot be any less. Why?

Why
well i have been thinking alot lately about alot of things and i am not ashamed to say but i sit alone sometimes and cry about alot of things from money to being alone which is a choice and i cant understand why it upsets me so much other than i would rather be alone than with someone and have a chance of getting hurt it gets really bad around the holidays especially i know it is ironic well i had to get it off my chest so there it is i cry and i dont know why

Why
One word that cant be tamed to one thing. Then again it comes with so many unanswered thoughts and questions. All of which has to be found out. Some way some how. Mainly......Why and what she realy thinks of me?

Why
Why is it that a guy looks at us females and all he wants to do is get into our pants? Can't anybody just get to know us before they want to fuck? Of course fucking is good, don't get me wrong, but we don't always want to be like, hey what's your name, mine's liz, wanna fuck? We want to feel like we actually know the guy before we drop our pants. Alright maybe I shouldn't be putting all females into a group because trust me all females are not like this, maybe i am just a real mother fucker who is looking for another real mother fucker...

Why????
WHY DO PEOPLE COMMIT SUICIDE? WHY DO PEOPLE CUT THEMSELVES? WHY DO GIRLS BECOME ENEREXIC AND BELIMIC? WHY DO KIDS BRING GUNS TO SCHOOL? WHY DO KIDS GET DEPRESSED... SO THEY START USING MED, AND ABUSING THEM? WHY DO GIRLS NEED TO ACT LIKE SLUTS TO IMPRESS GUYS? IN THE BILL OF RIGHTS, IT SAYS WE HAVE FREEDOM OF SPEACH! SO WHY ARE WE SO AFRAID TO SPEAK UP FOR OURSELVES? I KNOW WHY!!! CLIQUES "GANSTAS", PREPS, NERDS, GOTHS, EMOS, SCENE/HARDCORE KIDS", PUMKS... AND THATS NOT EVEN HALP OF THEM! SOCIETY IN GENERAL. we life in a world if your not skinny, not beautiful, not sexy, not straight...your tortured, abused, and humiliated. We say that we are all equal but, there is still racism, sexism, and people judging others based on there religion, color, size, heritage, ect. I AM SICK OF IT! Stereotypes, and everything else. I want to live in a good place, without suicide, rape, murder, and JUDGEMENT! I WANT TO STOP THE MADNESS. IF I ONLY REACHED TO 1 OR 2 PEOPLE THATS FINE. AT LEAST MY CONCIENC

Why.....?
Why...? Why do I love you With all my heart? Why did I fall for you From the start? Why do you cause me So much pain? Why do you stick to my heart Like a stain? Why couldn't I see You weren't gonna stay? Why did I believe You were gonna take the pain away? Why did you play my heart Like a game? Why couldn't you ever Feel the same? Why do I sit In my room all alone? Why do I pray You would call my phone? Why didn't it bother you When you made my eyes tear? Why cant I stop thinking of you, Why can't I say goodbye Why do I still get jealous When I see you with another girls? Why do you come back in my life As soon as I'm letting go? Why do I still get butterflies When you just say hello? Why can't I forget about you And put you in the past? Why does a part of me still believe That me and you were made to last?

Why?
Why do i do what i do? why do i hurt myself? cutting, squealing? am i mad? am i sad? i don't know mixed feelings messed up to scared to talk someone help HELP! i screwed up messed up my life now i pay the price cure me someone why do i hurt myself? why?

Why
people have been asking why im leaving fubar 1st i get wrongly accused of being a stalker and lose a friend over it when i try to get the person to talk to me he hides behind a girl and is to chicken to talk to me i say whatever i come here to get away from drama i have to much of that in real life so i say goodbye and grow up to some people

Why!!!
Why cant I stop the screaming inside. all I want and need is him here with me I know he is always by my side why cant my heart be set free He was going to be the one the one to cherish forever and now he is gone but not in my heart never I need something to ease the pain of missing and wanting him here I know he is with me everywhere I just want to feel his touch again just let this feeling end!!!

Why
I dont understand people, and i dont understand the system. I have recently got my kids taken away from me for some stupid shit. I have been with out them for three weeks now. What I dont get is there are people out there that gives their children alcohol and slaps them across the face to where it leaves marks, Or beat up their spouse, girlfriends infront of kids and nothing happens. I dont understand that. I have also been told i have friends and you know what i have found out is that the people who say they are your true friends just turn their back if its not about them. I have found who my ture friends are and i have found out that out of all my so called friends only three are standing here to support me and keep me going. I would like to say thank you to them. if they read this they will know who they are. With out you guys i dont think i would be making progress to get my kids back. Again thank you!!!!1

Why
Why, Why, Why: *Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting dead? *Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough money? *Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? *Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? *Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? *Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? *Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? *Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? *Whose idea was it to p ut an "S" in the word "Lisp"? *If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? *Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? *Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? *Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized?

Why?
Why is it you meet someone and you think they are awesome, handsome/beautiful, sincere and truly into you and yes, you have fallen for them. You go through months of having nice times even if the times you spend are few and far between. You understand and sympathize with everything that they tell you is happening. Things start to look bleak, but you are patient and then things are looking up. You hear those words you have waited to hear, those three words that are suppose to make you feel wanted and desired... So why do I feel so hurt and confused?

Why
many have assked me why I am stressed and depressed well alot is going on right now in my life. I am having a problem with my hands that is affecting my job, another is dealing with a friend and what she is going with her. I wonder if a friend is a friend when you try toi help them and they seem to ignore you when you are just trying to make sure that yourself doesn't get lose in the process of helping them. how far do you go to help someone that you care about without giving up more than you have.

Why?
why is it that guys build you up by telling you how much they like you, how pretty you are how much they want to be with you, get you to start to believe them and then just knock you down by throwing the friend card like you have no feelings, no emotion. im really wondering if i am that unloveable that not one guy out there could really want to be with me, want to love me. i know this sounds all sappy but right now thats just how i feel. i swear i just need to go get drunk.

Why?
Heartbroken.....Empty....Dark......Broken....Hurt....Sad.....Unfeeling....Lost..... Why is it that the ones we care about the most......Are always the ones to hurt you the worst???? My sun was shining for a change and in a moment...I am in darkness once again.....Alone....Confused....Angry.... I feel as though my soul has left me....Cold and Hungry..... I hope to feel the warmth of the sun shining on me once again.......

Why!
Okay I need a guy who can take control. I mean Guys these days are just not freaky enough or into the same things i'm into . I mean come on i need a man not a boy who is afraid he's going to hurt me or some bull shit lol.

Why
A DREAM FOREVER CRUSHED The moment I saw you I had to let you in I saw this amazing love starting to begin I opened my soul to a beautiful vision of you I hoped, I prayed that your feelings were true I have never before loved and I have paid the cost Alone and empty and feeling forever lost But, then, I had thought I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground You had gone beyond all limits for me Giving me everything for the world to see I now will search again my whole life through And I swear I will never find anyone quite like you You are so very special to me I only wished that you could see My heart alone makes just a single beat A sound so low and so incomplete My heart all alone, waiting to be heard Waiting for your love like songs from a bird My heart with yours had such tenderness Now without you it feels nothing but emptiness A heart alone, searches for its mate You were my dream now it's too late Forever your heart it hears That sound it ha

Why
Can someone please tell me WHY I have ONLY 22 RATES on the contest that I am in, and I have: 95 FRIENDS 178 Fans 103 Fan of ??????????????????????????????????? OK, If I have upset folks, please let me know! This is NOT drama, I can promise you that... it's just a simple question!!! If you have an additional 20 seconds, please rate the photo below. Thank you, ------------------------------------- PS: Just rate the Photo -- NO COMMENTS!!!!

Why?
WHY... WHY DO SOME MEN HAVE TO LIE AND SAY THINGS THAT THEY KNOW WILL MAKE YOU FEEL SPECIAL AND BEAUTIFUL ? AND YET THEY ARE JUST WORDS TO HIM BUT TO YOU THEY ARE MORE... AND YOU FIND OUT THAT YOU ARENT THE ONLY ONE HE SAID THOSE SAME WORDS TOO. I ASK MYSELF WHY DO THEY TOY WITH EMOTIONS AND FEELINGS LIKE IT IS NOTHING ? IS THEIR ONE MAN OUT THERE THAT CAN PROVE ME WRONG ??

Why?
Why is it that when your nice to someone it automatically gets misconstrued as flirting? Just because I say Hi DOES NOT mean I want to sleep with you! If I call you sure as hell dont mean its a booty call!!! Whatever happened to being JUST FRIENDS???? Does that not exist anymore? OMG!! Some people really should get a LIFE outside of the net.

Why????
so why is it a hard task to find some one that i can have a good time with and make happy .... a girl friend would be a better word for it .... is it how i hold my self ...is the way i look ... self dought is killing me .... but they all way say you will fine what your looking for when you stop looking .....but does that play with the rules that im just going out of my mind with out some one to hold and kiss and spend the time i have with them ..... but thing all way end up gray and white .... where i want coler ... reds and yellows .... i think im a good guy but that is what i see in my looking glass .... so can any one tell me if it just my looks of would someone out there like a date with a real nice guy that has a job and a car and show her a good time ....no matter where and when ... so some let me know

Why
Kiss Off i need someone a person to talk to someone who'd care to love could it be you could it be yo-ou the situation gets rough, and i start to panick its not enough its just a habit and, kid, you're sick darling this is it well you can all just kiss off into to the air behind my back i can see that stare they'll hurt me bad but i won't mind they'll hurt me bad they do it all the time yea yea yea they do it all the time yea yea they do it all the time yea yea they do it all the time do it all the time they do it all the time do it all the time they do it all the time do it all the time I hope you know that this will go down on your permenent record oh yea well don't get so distressed did i happen to meantion that i'm impressed i take one one one cause you left me and two two two for my family and three three three for my heartache and four four four for my headaches and five five five for my lonely and six six six for my sorrow and

Why....
Why does my soul hold on To this pointless life No good ever comes Only pain and hurt Are all that i ever feel All these scars i bare overlay day after day and year after year Love is just a mirage Always seeing it, but never able to attain no matter what i do nothig evr changes just a new wound and more pain my heart, soul, and mind left staind beyond repair

Why
Hey Recently i've been going through alot in my life. I've got a lot of people that I think are my friends, that really aren't I don't think. I feel alone and wish I had more friends to hang out with. I've recently been bitchy at alot of people. I'm sorry. listen if you read this and you are on my friends list and I talk to you its just a friendly hi how are you doing? if you dont wanna talk to me when I shout out at ya. delete me from your profile. I bet in the end I wont have many people on it. Well ok. Bye

Why?
why does it hurt so > when we have our differences > or when we argue over something > > why is it that i cant do right > even when i do try to listen > yet it never seems to be enough why cant i just do as told to make everyone else happy and not be crying like i do how come it never fails that no matter what i do it is never enough for people why is it that i always seem to cause problems and mess things up for everyone else im around or care for is it just because of my ways is it because im the mess up here please let me know so i can end it and if it is me that causes it all then let it be known that i lived and loved because i'll end it all to save you from problems....

Why
Why is it that the first thing out of some mens mouths is...." YOU HAVE GREAT TITS" Do u really think that a good women is going to respond to that....If so i guess thats why most of u are still single...GROW UP....i guess thats why i go for older men...they have a little more resrect what do u think girls....

Why?
why is it when you break up with some one you hurt more then them? He moved down here for me and now that we are not longer hes leaving after a week of us not being together. why? questions roll through my mind. Was he going to tell me if i hadnt called to see what he was doing? Did he ever care for me? Did he ever love me like he said? Was he going to tell me the day i left to go back home for christmas? Can i really have him take me to the airport with out breaking down? Why does it hurt so bad? I think about it alot, if it was the right desition or not. I know it was bc i wasnt happy but now im depressed and sad. Why? it was my choice, my doing and i dont understand. I sometimes wish i was little agen, and didnt have to worry about geting hurt. I just dont know what to do anymore, i dont know if i could take that chance with another guy. I dont think i could take geting hurt anymore. I think i should just lock everything up inside and not let anything show ever. Just be one of those

Why?
Why is it.. that when a good thing starts happening, someone has to go and change it? In this particular blog, I'm reffering to one of my few lounges that i'm subscribed to. When it was under a different name, it seemed really popular, and busy. Now the "owners" have gone and changed the name, and the format of the background for the lounge, and everytime I seem to go online, there's never anyone in there. WTF? (If there's spelling mistakes, I appologize .. i've had a bit to drink tonight) Just curious

Why
WHY do people tell how I should be? WHY do they try to tell Me that I'm really this person or that? WHY do they think they know who I really am? WHY when its cold as hell out does My fuel filter on My truck have to clog up? WHY do people think they need to make snid comments when I walk by? Yet, cry 'cause I wont say two words to them? WHY do people think I'm a bad person cause of My interest? WHY do people get offended why I tell them the honest truth?

Why
why do i do it i have a good thing goin and i detroy it in every way i dont know why i have one but i want more i want to stop it but dont know how i need to just stop step back and take a good look i dont wanna self destruct but im gettin close to it the better things get the worse i seem to make em and i cant seem to stop it but I AM DAMN SURE GONNA TRY!!!

Why??
Ever notice how seemingly straight men will post a HTML comment on your page of half naked dudes with their hands down their pants? Are these men who post such comments closet homos?? I think it's pretty fuckin weird. And sorry girls, if you post a picture of a half naked chick on my page, I'm gonna think you're queer too.

~~why?~~
Ok someone please help me on this how come when you start talking to someone do they feel like they need to play with your mind.. Why do they say yes I want a relationship when in all reality they don't they are just looking for an easy piece of a**... Things would be alot easier if they come out and say hey I just want to have sex with you that's it.. They might get it a lot faster than playing the whole mind trick thing.. If they come out with the truth in the beginning then the other party has a chance to protect themselves and decide if they want to get involved or not and if they do then it's their own fault if they brought the feelings into it and not so much the other person who was straight forward with them from the start... So how come people do this and not be straight forward from the start, but play around with the people's emotions.. I feel that one is better prepared if they know somewhat, what they are getting themselves into .. I know not all the time one doesn't

Why?
Why do people think that it is ok to play with your emotions? They think that life is a game, going through it and fucking peoples lives up. I am so tired of people thinking that I am one that they can fuck with. It hurts to damn much. I was once told that I needed to stand up for myself. Well i am now doing it. I am tired of the shit that people do, not only to me but to my friends and family. I believe that everyone was put here for a reason. Well I can tell you that the reason that you were put here was not to fuck with my emotions. I am done. I will not be hurt anymore. Life is to fucking short to have someone mess with you. Everyone needs to grow up and be a man, because i dont have time for little boys. You wanna be a man then step up, show me that you can handle it. Until then dont even bother with me.

Why???????
Do you believe there is a god? I mean in the news here in Savannah there is just so much sad shit going on. I mean,I do not know. It really makes you think. How can they preach the love of god,when he lets children his most precious ones die with cancer/SIDS. A 18 month old was killed this morning here when her daddy ran her over he did not see her.2 16yr old boys throw a rock at a girl, and almost killed her, they/it fucked her up "real" bad!!A man tryin to make sure his family had a christmas workin 2 jobs, starts driven a cab, gets robbed and shot and it was his 1st day, only been in the car maybe 2-3 hrs. Kids with cancer there parents not able to afford christmas, get help from I say an angel in hiding, they get gifts to give there kids and money to help with other things(i guess god does answer some prayers), it is great that they got help. But how could god give the cancer to them, beautiful precious babies, they did not do anything wrong!!!!!!!!!!! I am just ranting, not having

Why
Why do so many people live in poverty? Why is it that those same people never win the lottery? Why do we get charged with receiving stolen property And the cops don't even know we did it -- they just say, probably? Why does life have so many questions? Why do ten-year-old kids pack Smith and Wessons? Why is there so much violence in this world? Why do the men always hate the girls? Why do people say they're down, but they're not? Why do we lose our truest homies to gunshots? Why is our society so twisted? Why are people on America's Most Wanted's hit list? Why, when we're arrested, we don't learn our lesson? Why is it that our moms are always stressin'? Why do we disregard the law? She broke your heart, so you broke her jaw? Why are people fake? Why can't they be real? Why do people think they're hard, with a nine millie-mill? Why do people have to be homeless? Everybody deserves a home, and everybody knows this Why can't everyone live in peace? Why are we locked

Why
why come to my page to NOT do nothing just wanted to nib shit?? see anything good?? steal a pic did ya lol at least have the decency to click a 10 on a pic or say hi in the comments if you come by huh???

Why!!!
Why the fuck do I care? What should it matter to me if an asshole is well an asshole to me? Its just a reason to rid myself of the influence.Im thinking that all the men of my life should really get a damned clue that Im not dealing with this shit.If I wanted games and getting lied to I would have stayed with Jeremy. I would have been miserably happy in that situation. But I left and I wanted a new life and a new damn chance.Yeah I fucked up.Yeah I didnt do what was right everytime that I should have.But regardless I deserve respect honesty and the chance to make my amends.I am broken--I need help gluing myself back together.I am on my knees begging and the only problem is you dont even see me at your feet.Im a slave to the impossible and the impossible is being loved and wanted and kept.Why am I not good enough? Why do you discard me and through it in my face? Sad part is I know why---Because I let you.Because you know I will be back and because Id rather be at your feet begging t

Why?
Why is it even when I know something isn't good for me... I can't just let it go.. can't walk away? Why do I hold onto hope that it will change? I'm terrible when things change in a friendship.. when you are no longer close.. when things force you apart. I want to fix what I can't.

Why??
I don't understand it.. Why do I keep getting dicked around by women. I am completly honest and up front and yet they still cant be honest with me.. Do I just attract women that play games or what??

Why
Why is it so hard for me to explain what my heart and soul truly contain The words come to me with ease but when you are around they become difficult to seize For my love towards you is blind and it is also..... one of a kind I have never felt this way so I always want you to stay because when you are not around..... I feel broken so my love for you is my only token Somehow I wish to be with you forever I do not wish to ever be severed For when my love for you was born my heart and my mind felt as if they were torn For I wish to be more with you but I cannot So I will try to love you with all Ive have in my heart

Why...
Do bad things always happen to good people, especially during the Holidays. A lady I work with found out right before Christmas that she has breast cancer. they had already removed the lump but now she has to sit around waiting to find out if she needs kemo or if they got it all. For New Years my aunt and uncle usually go over to my parents place to visit, well last night they didn't show and my parents thought nothing of it. We come to find out today that my Uncle had a major stroke last night. He's in intensive care so no one except immediate family can visit. One of his kids is in Europe and she's trying desperately to get back home. He has bleeding in his brain and if he does pull through this half of his body is paralyzed. I just don't get why such terrible things always happen during the holidays.

Why
Why is that people never stop and look around anymore. Everyone seems to always on the go! You'd be surprised what you might see if you just stop and look around sometimes. You might see your next true love or smell something new that you just have to find out what it is. I sugest at somepoint you sit in a crowded area for just fifteen minutes and just look around. I think you'll like it!

Why
The Why's of Men 1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (Because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T MEN BLINK DURING SEX? (They don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (They don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (Becau se their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (So they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties.) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (You need a rough draft before you make a final copy.) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (Don't know....it never h appened) (C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (Because a vibrator can't mow the lawn) Remember, if you haven't got a smile on your face and laughter in your heart... Then you ar

Why??
This is really meant just to get the thoughts out of my head. I have been up so long that I cant think and blogging is sometimes a release of what you are thinking but just cannot or do not say. Someone very dear to me had a heart attack last night....this is someone that I have spent 15 years of my life with and until now had very little contact....sad but true. Why does it take something like this to happen before you wake up and realize the things in life you have/had are taken for granted. Why is it so hard for us just to stop and see how fortunate we really are and all the things we have to be thankful for. Why do we give up so easily when things seem hard? Why are we having a pity party for ourselves over such little trival things that really mean nothing in the long run. And most importantly why does it take something so tragic to make us wake up and see that we are never given a second. We are all living on borrowed time so why not live life to the fullest instead of

Why?
WHY IS IT YOU STILL LOVE SOMEONE SO MUCH EVENTHOUGH A PIECE OF YOU FEELS LIKE YOU KNOW THAT PERSON IS EVENTUALLY GOING TO BREAK YOUR HEART? WHAT A FOOL SOMEONE AS KIND AND GOOD HEARTED AS ME CAN BE.....AND PERHAPS WAS.......

Why
Why is it that ex's try to create drama for you?? Play a guilt trip game with you trying to make you feel bad when they are most at fault?? Is it that they are so caught up in their own drama that they do not realize what they are doing in life?? It must be insecurity or something along that line, because it seems like the one who is hurt the worst gets over it faster and moves on, but the one that does the hurting can't let go, WHY??????? They try to put you down and don't understand why you are acting this way. Well, guess what, I moved on and am enjoying myself, yes I am happy, happy to be out of the sick and twisted drama. Yes naturally I am an asshole, but when you put it straight out there and still get the "I have forgiven you, and love you, and want to be friends with you", wtf don't you get the message?? You fucked me over good and you expect me to just drop everything and come running back, NO!!! It is the same dram sequence over and over. Yes it would be nice if we

Why??
What is the point of stopping by and not say hello?? I think that is pretty damn rude..I could less about the points..but is it really that difficult to be nice and say hi??....I noticed that 98% of my profile viewers didnt bother to say hi..Not even calling me a bitch(which has happened)... So that had me thinking..There is like 400 + on my friends list and I maybe talk to 20 regularly...That just tells me that the rest are either just there to earn a few points or simply an "attention whore"..Or both...I am neither and thats why I could less about points and wont lose any sleep over deleting peeps that are just taking up space... Well thats all folks..Im done with my rant...for now anyway..lol Time to finish up the deleting...

Why
I love the way you look at me your eyes so bright and brown, I love the way you kiss me your lips so soft and smooth I love the way you make me happy and the ways you show you care, I love the way you say "I love you" and the way you're always there I love the way you touch me always chills down my spine, I love that you are with me and I'm glad you are mine.

Why
why walk if you could run why wait if you could just go why hide if you can stand out in the open why blend in when you can stand out why be someone else when you can be you why just stand around when you can have fun why be quiet when you can be outta controll crazy why be normal when you can be weird why keep your opinions to yourself when you can make them known why let someone push u around when you can stand up for yourself why watch it rain when you can run out of play in it why hold it in when you can let it out

Why
why is it that when u feel alone, no one sees, why is it that when u need someone, they aren't available, why is it that u cry urself to sleep, and no one hears, why is it that when u are lost, no one finds u, why is it that u can love someone so much, no one sees it, why is it that happiness can't remain, sadness invades, why is it when u call someones name, they don't hear, why is it that u dream, and u never want to wake, why is it that life is so hard, let u strumble and fall, no one picks u up, why is it that when u finally admit u need someone, they turn and stare, why is it ppl can hurt u when angry, words that scar the heart, why is it that loniness has no cure, when all u want are arms around u, why is u sometimes feel dead inside, and no one sees ur silent screams, why is it that when u are so weak, they expect u to be the stronger one, why, why, why!

Why
The other day Sondra showed me these photos I have entered below and I wanted to write my thoughts. What The Hell!!! We see the news everyday and see nothing but stories of death and destruction. We see the papers full of a story of some bad seed solder thats 1 in a Million and I see this Brave young man with smiling children and I want to just rage at it not being on the front page of every paper nation wide. So to each and every one of you from just an old war dog myself, Honor these young men and women that have placed Each of you above their selves. They spend their days and risk all to make you safe. And as you can see they bring joy to a people that have seen very little in a very long time. So when you see the next bomb that goes off remember that a thousend solders are helping people find a better life and stopping the spread of the Desease called Jihad.

Why
Ok so everyone has been wanting to know what has happend to me. Yeah I know I havent been here and well havent been responding to just about everyone. I dont mean to make anyone feel like I am being rude, or just not nice. I am a very nice person and well love everyone to pieces. I have just been going through alot right now. As most know I have children and I am a single mother just trying to make it in the world and support her kids. Earlier this week I got up like I normaly did, got my oldest off to school and got myself ready for work. I got to work and everything was going as normal. I left the office to go get lunch to come back to alot of shit that I was not prepared for. Now I used to work for Quik Cash and handled alot of $$ during the day, so I left but not before I ballanced my drawer. I came back with lunch for everyone we ate and then went back to work. I ballanced my drawer again and it was $100.00 short. Now anyone that truely knows me knows for a fact that I am

Why................
Why........... Life is a never ending freak of time, Twirls and twists. You never know where your going. To far ahead to know where you've been. The faces melt away as you find yourself all alone, The pain grows. Despair settles within, The blood flows throughout your minds eye. You look in the mirror and see the aging, As you wash away the blood upon your hands. Is there an end or is life just a crazy twisted way of pain to endure? Linda Bowers 1-10-08 RIP MY FRIEND PAUL DYE....... MAY YOU FIND YOUR PEACE 1-11-2008 Wish I was to dead to cry The self affliction fades Stones to throw at my creator The masochists to wish I cater You don't need to bother I don't need to be I'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I wont let go til it bleeds Wished I was to dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason My flaws are open season For this I gave up trying One good

Why
He's like a drug. I cant get away from him. Even when I'm with someone else, all I do is think of him.. I cant sleep, I cant have fun. I sit and wait for the phone to ring or watch the clock. When I catch myself doing this I think about how stupid I am. God what is wrong with me?! I wish he would make up his mind about which one of us he wants and let me go if that is the case. I cant take this. I try to see other guys. I have 3 that live away from me, but the mean so much to me. I wait for the moment I get to meet them. but i cant break free from him. I thought about getting him in my own way, but do I really want to do that? I believe in Karma; if its to be it will be... but do i have the patients to wait? what would happen if i did twist it to my own way? would either of us be happy? Probably not. God, I just wish he would make up his mind... I'm afraid I'm going to hurt others in the path. Hurt people that I love. I dont know what to do.....

Why?
ok everybody, im a soldier. im in iraq right now. i want to know why it seems that everything has changed? i have almost no control over anything in my life any more. i know what the problem is, its because im here. im used to taking care of everything in my life from bills to kids to loving my family and wife and kids. im letting things get to me that normally dont bother me.what the hell is the issue with every soldier that goes to war coming back all screwy in the head? i just dont get it. i want to know why damn it, why? my job isnt even one of those crazy jobs, im a mechanic, plain and simple. why cant things just be the same? why does it all change? independance is great but, i like it when im depended on buy my wife, kids, family members; it makes me feel important. im not a glory hound but i hate it that its like i dont even matter. if i never made it home would ppl get over it and carry on like normal after a few weeks or would my death haunt them for the rest of there lives?

Why....
why do we fall in love so quick and easy....is it that we need somebody by our side or are we afraid to be lonely and feel we must always have someone...is there such a thing as love at first sight? i used to believe there was, i remember the day i met him, i thought i was in heaven. he was smart, outgoing, cute, and hadda a great personality. i thought to myself he is definatelly the one.as the days went by i fell more in more in love with him, he was my world my everything, i thought wed be together till the day we died, have a good life, get married, have a family and everything would be ok. i always looked forward to coming home to him and his beautifull smile or him coming home to me, that was one of my favorite parts of the days. but as i guess as the days went by he decided that he wanted it no more. i believe everything happens for a reason and i hope that one day things will be rite between us. i know we had our ups and downs every couple does,and i hope he forgives me...

Why 10?
Why do they give you the opition to rate a picture 1 to 10, if you are suppose to give everyone a 10? My rating system is very differant than your, I guess. No shirt or looked like a kid(sorry not in to guys my sons age!) got low scores. Had some thing cool in pic got meduim scores. And only FUBAR pics and friends got 10's. so I think I was fare!!!

Why
“Have you ever been in love? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one person, no different from any other person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats at you and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.” Good Night World tomorrow will be a new day...

Why?
I kiss your picture every morning and night Why did it all have to end without even a fight One day you were all loving and caring The next at my heart you were tearing I wish you could understand how much you mean to me Wish there was I way I could just get you to see What you're doing is not the best thing for me I don't want to just live my life to only just be There's a hole in my heart that will never be filled Even though you think this is what you have willed No man will ever replace you in my soul There is just too big a hole I know that you think you are doing what's best But forget that thought forget the rest Come back to me and I'll show you what's true I love you so much I'm the woman for you

Why?
Why is it that people come to my page, when they obviously want nothing to do with me? i am a fucked-up insane little unhappy critter with masochistic tendencies. i am by no means good for anyone. also, if you have told me to fuck off-repeatedly-in the past, why do you continue to stalk my page? either speak or stay away, but don't let me just see that you've been here. it's irritating, unnerving, and makes me wanna road trip with Mr. Sharp-my friendly little double-bladed knife. don't fucking stalk me. all it does is annoy me. go away or speak. and by speak i mean apologize for being a prick and telling me to fuck off in the first place. among other things. if you see yourself in this, you know who you are.

Why
O.k. I made freinds this past year I even was able to find myself havin feelings of love for one person and one person only. Then this person up and stops talkin to me period then they block me for no reason but there own. I think I at least deserve to know why I have not done a thing to this man to have my feelings hurt I have been faithful I go from home to work and back. So I deserve some kind of closer to this relationship he ended it not me so some kind of explanation is wariented don't ya think? So if u r reading this and know why this person did this drop me a line to tell me and if you r the person who did it then at least have the decency to say why you did it.

Why?
ok so i admitt it. i am not the best looking guy. but i feel i am far from ugly. so i do not have big arm or six pack abs. but i am in shape. i may not have a black belt in martial arts, but i can still kick the crap out of some one when i need to. so what if being a bartender is not the best job with great money, but i enjoy it and support myself and have helped others with what i make. so why it that i can not find "my other half"? why is it that the girls i meet only want guys that are model types or that have lots of money? i sit and search myself. i go out and talk to women yet all i get is that they r not interested. i can understand it if they have a husband or a boyfriend. but why is it that i can not even get past the hand shake?

Why?
WHY DID U LEAVE ME? WHY DID YOU GO? WHY DID YOU TAKE THE ONLY THING THAT KEPT ME ALIVE? IS ITS BEACUSE I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH? ID IT BEACUSE YOU WHERE SCARED? OR WAS IT BEACUSE YOU DIDNT LOVE ME ANYMORE? WHY DID YOU LEAVE? WHY DID YOU GO? WHY DID YOU TURN YOUR BACK TO ME WHEN I NEEDED YOU THE MOST WHY DID YOU LEAVE ME? WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO?

Why?
Feelings are such a bitch to have! Why do we love when we know we cant be loved in return? Why do we fall so hard and fast we dont know whats happening? Why do we see more into things than whats really there? All these things we do, and we only hurt ourselves in the end! When I told you that I loved you, I meant just that! Hate me if you want to, but I cant help the way I feel! But I hope that you will still be my friend when I have had the time to heal!

Why
Why why is it that all things seem destroyed why is it that you work hard and no one notices why is it that you try to sleep and no ones cares why is it when you need space you are always in a crowd why why why why is it when you care no one else does why is it that when you are down the ones who call you a friend kick you why is it that when you are in pain someone wants to poke why why why why is it that no one listens when you speak why is it when you are grouchy every one wants to push the answer no one cares anymore no one cares anymore this is the life we live this is the world today is the one the ending cant come to soon the ending cant come to fast a fifth of whiskey and a bottle of pills my head starts to swoon lights growing dimm my patients wearing thin no dreams to come flashing lights effects from the pills you think charcoal black to bring you back 3 months in a ward back to the same old why's

Why?
Why the hell did I go to all the trouble of writing stuff about me only to be sent tons of requests by people who obviously didn't read a word about me? I am as close to lesbian as a bi woman can be yet prolly 90% of requests fro friendship have been from guys. I'll make a bet with anyone that most of them never say a word to me.

Why?
I have come to the conclusion that life is definitely a mystery. I have done 29 years of nothing but trying to help people and some I have made an impact with and other's I haven't. But my question is why do men have such a hard time expressing themselves?

Why?
I am bursting with emotion And I don't know what to do My heart feels torn in many ways And it is all because of you Each night I lay in bed to sleep But all I do is cry You've hurt me in so many ways I feel like I could die My hopes, my dreams, my happy thoughts They all have faded away And everything would be different If only you'd stay I use to trust so easily But you made it disappear When you left you took my heart Now all I feel is fear I fear that I might once again Be caught in someones trap And in the end alone again My mind it just might snap Someday I hope to love again Someone who'll always be there I can't help but wonder Why didn't you just care? By: Samantha Lewey

Why
why is it i am an evil hateful person....i wish i knew...what i say and what i do...makes me angry at times that i lose control ...makes me feel like i have no soul...i know i have said it a million times before....to you it's just a bore...i wish i knew what to do....cause in reality i do care for you why am i the way i am...i have no clue and i am losing myself all the time forgive me please when you are ready

Why...
Why does it hurt so bad to lose something I never had To have these feelings and nothing to do just sit around and wait for you Why is it so hard to move on knowing what we had is gone Is there a place where happiness is Even though there's still a fizz In my soul when you are around your name is a beautiful sound Now all I can do is wonder I lost it all in one little blunder By not telling you how I really feel trying to act like its no big deal Now I know the nature of my errors I just wish I could get rid of my cares Yet I can't now my heart won't let me get rid of a person who fills me with glee Just by hearing her sweet name Knowing my feelings are still the same I must move on to a new life Leaving behind my feelings and the strife I am only human and I am weak But for you there was a beautiful streak I would do anything to repent the day When you hung on my words waiting to say What I really wanted from you I chose the wrong words for an excuse Now I

Why?
A chilly winter wind Against the windowpane… Your soft breathing as you sleep Wishing I could do the same… But alas sleep eludes me To much on my mind… Seeking answers Only time will find… Why must those I love Suffer illness and such pain? Wishing that I could Make it all right again… I am merely human No “magic wand” possessed… All I can do is pray God will do the rest…

Why?
You said "We would never go to war", but everything you have promised has been spit right in our country's face. Family members, who have joined to serve our country are now soldiers fighting for our freedom. What was believed to be a safe place is now a strike zone. We believed your every word when you stated that you would protect us, but the trust we once had is so far gone to be seen. Our soldiers are dying left and right, and all we can do is cry. Our protection is very little, but there is one question. Why?

Why?
Why is it no matter how hard you try to please everyone it never works? Why is it in your process of making everyone happy you forget about yourself? Why is it no matter how many people you want to make happy the one that you 100% for sure you want to spend the rest of your life with winds up hating you? Why do you change who you are after someone close to you dies? Why can't I just get on with my life? Why can't I get her out of my mind no matter how hard I try? Why can't she see the way I cry?

Why??????????
Have you ever stopped to think about this??? 1.) You have to have a license to hunt.. 2.) You have to have a license to drive 3.) A license to fly a plane 4.) You even have to have a license to sell alcohol But one of the most IMPORTANT thing in a person's life you don’t have to have a license or even schooling to HAVE A CHILD!!! I am sooo tired of seeing these dead beat bitches and dead beat fathers having kids and not taking care of them or better yet taking crapy care of their child (ren) why make your kids suffer its funny how these same people get to live off the system and sit on their butts all day but someone who tries to give their child (ren) a good life cant get crap for help. I may not be the best parent because I know im far from perfect, but it seems like more and more these days’ stupid people are having kids and not taking care of them.. Everyone wants to point a finger and say oh how sad your kids dad isn’t around but ill have you know this much B

Why
why cant i just love a civilian man? how come i always fall for the military guys. all they ever seem to do is break my heart. and now i have two wonderful guys...neither who are military but just cant let my military men go. one of the two men knows how to make me smile without really even trying. the other tries but there are just things i doubt when it comes to him. i really want to give another man a chance to show me that they arent all bad but im scared. i dont want to get hurt again. and i think i know the man who could make me see that there are some good ones out there. but he is a little ways away and i dont know how to even go about seein where something like that would really lead to. he knows who he is cuz we have kinda been talking bout meeting and seeing where things lead. but i really dont know if i want to take the chance of hurting him cuz i know that i have thing for military men. he is such an amazing man...and yes i say man...that i dont want to hurt hi

Why
Ever since I was young They said don't smoke You'll lose a lung I hear it again with every toke There keeping me lighter There everywhere I look I've quit before But always come back There here with me now Turning my lungs black They say it takes years To clean out the shit Who are they kidding They've rotted to shit Even if I quit now There is no telling Will I live longer Or die screaming and yelling The doc says it's fatal He say's six months if I'm lucky He say's live your life Find a new hobbie "HOBBIE!!" I say you dumb fuck a new hobbie will kill me sooner with my damn luck so now I wait counting the months sitting, waiting thinking "just be" asking the sky. "Why me."

'why' 11-11-2002
you beat her use her and mentally abuse her,but she stay's.she has a undieing devotiin to you but you hurt..why?all she want's is peace but you give her hell..people say she should leave..but she won't or is it can't??one day he will kill you her mother predict's..and the very next she silit's her wrist's. she lie's for him...she would die for him...soon she can't take it her heart is breaking...she get's a gun and say's i'm done....she pull's the trigger...and as she lay their dyein she say's all i wanted to know is why????

Why????
Why is it that when you're already in a bad mood or sad mood do you have a tendency to listen to music that makes you feel even worse, then cry????!!!! How is that logical by any means????!!!! Geez!!!!

Why....
Good Morning… The question on everyone’s mind today has to be why? Why does this continue to go on? Why do students kill other students? Another tragic event unfolded yesterday at Northern Illinois University. At or around 3:00PM a gunman open fired on a crowded lecture hall apparently a introductory geology class killing five students and later in a battle with another gunman yet to be identified was killed himself. This screams copycat of the Va. Tech incident. You know, after the Va. Tech incident I seen a blog by a person who apparently was full of information on the killings and said she understood and felt compassion towards the gunman. Stating humility and how certain students are treated for his actions. I sit here and see how some view life. They do not view it as a privilege but as a sacrifice they have to make. They often refer to others causing their actions and the blame should be on the victims of the shootings due to the fact they treated that person or other persons b

Why?
As i sit here dwelling on my life as it is at this very moment, i begin to OA (Over Analize)about things that have developed. I sit here sick, tired, alone and searching for that special something that has alluded me all my life. Valentines day actually made me think alot more as i was alone and longing for the companionship and special that comes with the day. I have just come up with some questions that will define what it is i am trying to say. Why is it that the people in your life who only do the right thing and travel the right road always get the short end of the deal? My dad who served his country and lives a simple life in the mountains has had to endure 3 cancer surgeries and 2 bouts of chemo in 4 years?? Why is it my mom who would do just about anything for anyone and is just the greatest woman i know, had to endure the same surgery and came out without a single complaint. Why is it that as i do more and more for my fiends, the less they seem to respond. Why

Why?
i sit in silence wonderin why Why do i get these feelings? These urges, the need to run my hand slowly up your thigh over your nice round ass up over your beautiful breasts then to place my lips upon yours to massage your tongue with mine why do i feel the need to kiss your neck to run my lips down your stomach the need to please your every fantasy the urge to hear you softly moan while i rub your clit why do i feel the need to taste your sweet juices to lick you to kiss your private spots to make you moan in Ecstasy to make you feel every bit of my need for you

Why???????
Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are flat? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Whose idea was it to put an "S" in the word "lisp"? What is the speed of darkness? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up every two hours? If the temperature is zero outside today and it's going to be twice as cold tomorrow, how cold will it be? Do married people live longer than single ones or does it only seem longer? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why do people pay to go up tall buildings and then put money in binoculars to look at things on the ground? Did you ever stop and wonder......

Why?
I think I've about had it with men, been hurt, played and lead on way too many times in the past 4 or so yrs that I've been single. I don't and never will understand why they ( the one's that I HAVE run in to or been involved with ) can't just be honest and upfront from the beginning, that's all I've ever asked by any body ..... I give them plenty of chances to just be honest yet, they won't. Why?? I've been hurt by the one's in the past but this last one hurt me even more than those did, why?... Cause I truly thought that he would never lie to me or lead me on or play with my heart or mind like he did. I left for a few days to make sure that my head n heart were in the right spot just to come back to find out that he's started gettin close to somebody else and that he lead me on. Now he's with that other woman and I'm saying good bye to him forever , I won't ever talk to him again, which is for the best, for me! And now I find myself in a situation of having no tr

Why?
why cant you see i love you, why cant you see my love is true. why cant i breath when your near me why cant i speak. why am i crying , why do i keep trying. why cant i win your love. why is it so hard to do, why cant i prove, that i am in love with you. why cant we ever be, why cant you ever love me.

Why?!?
Why is it that I can't have one day go by without having to clean up some catastrophic mess? Most days it's even more than one mess. My lovely 3 yr. old son is so into torturing me by seeing what he can get into and make a mess with. My girls NEVER did or pulled the kind of stuff that he does. Is it just boys or is he REALLY out to get me? lol. I'm going insane.....CALGON OR SOMEONE...TAKE ME AWAY....HA!

Why ...
Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin ? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline 'Psychic Wins Lottery'? Why is 'abbreviated' such a long word? Why is it that doctors call what they do 'practice'? Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? Why is the time of day with the slow est traffic called rush hour? Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food? Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes? Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections? You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why don't they make the whol e plane out of that stuff?! Why don't sheep shrink when it rains? Why are they called apartments when they are all stuck together? If con is the opposite of pro, is Congress the opposite of progress? If flying is so safe, why do they call

Why
Im feeling so much pain and i ask my self will i ever be the same . For my heart is now broken and with out a word evan spoken. Not a word was said and yet inside i feel so dead. I was floating on cloud 9 and it seemed so right and everything was fine. But once again im left with the feling of emptiness, yet another sleepless night filled with tears and distress. They say if you love sum one set them free, but why do i always have to do it. Why is it always me .

Why?
I Just wanna know 1. Do People READ profiles- i get alot of wanna go out, what do yea got on, are you married la la la!! bull shit. 2. Whats up people want to be added and then you never see them again is it all about points here? I Just wanna say am here for FRIENDSHIP!! thats it! am not here to be picked up on am MARRIED and happy!!!. am just here for the FUN and friendship nothing more. And Finly i have gotten to know some really cool people in the last few months just to Name a few Dale (Justfishing) i knew him from another site that is no longer Livedigtal but just got to know him better here on fubar and yahoo he is just a real sweetheart and a awsome!! friend i think the world of him he is as true as they come thanks dale for the awsome awsome friend that you are love ya for that. Rena i just hooked up with her about 2 weeks ago she is just a sweet person thanks Rena for your friendship am so glad to see you here and now on LiveVideo there are alot of you fro

Why
why is it ppl tellme im a great person and so pretty and a great personality but yet i can never find a nice guy to love me the way i can love him to be his best friend as i can be his i just wonder when in the hell is it going to be my turn to be happy

Why
Well I need to get some stuff off my mind. It seems I have a case of dejevu in the worst form. Anyone who has read my past blogs will see the circle come to term. My wife and I have been tring to work through our issues since she came back last summer, My trust issues I had with her have made me be a bit leary of her intentions pretty much the whole time. Well she was getting a bit too frusterated lately and told me she was going to go away for the weekend. While I was at work she left. I came home to find that she has taken much more than what is required for a weekend. My kids, their beds and most of their clothes all gone. She even took the phone our dog and our camera that my dad goave us for Christmas. I dont get it. How can she say to me she is going away for a few days to chill and then take the beds with her. Not quite upfront. I just wish she would be upfront with me. Its hard to swallow this again. The same time of year as last time same circumstances in our hou

Why
help Current mood: sad ever since she was a little girl she always loved to smile but slowly things changed now she seems to always be in denial. the girl's now lonely she dosent give a damn for family nor does she have many friends and why, she's starting to see. she hasnt ever been herself and now again she's all alone and she can't seem to find herself happiness is definitally not shown. She's hiding her true feelings behind a porcelein smile nobody knows how she cries herself to sleep more than just once in a while. her fake smile hides it all her deep regret all the horrible memories shes forever trying to forget. Theres almost no time left she must hurry wake up from this depression so she can finally see. She's a beautiful girl but her emotions arent so lovely and if she can get through this she can once again live peacefully

Why
Why By: Deborah A. Boyd You asked me why I love you I cannot tell you why All I know is what my heart tells me And that my dear is no lie I can however tell you The things that draws me there The things I love about you The things I hold so dear I love your sense of humor I love the softness in your eyes I love the way you hold me And make me feel safe inside I love the way you're protective of me I love the way care I love the way you make me feel When others are so near I love the man inside you I love the man you are today I love the values instilled in you I love you all the way You are my nights You are my days You are the life that breaths in me each and every day You are the man I dream of The man of my many thoughts The man I wanted from the very start So take me as I am Trust my word when I say I love you my darling Till we part our ways. Just be true to my heart For you alone have the key I give it to you freely For all oth

Why????
Now this is fucking strange as hell.... I met a guy who I thought was funny as hell and made me laugh like crazy till my face hurt... We go out... and have some drinks and we are talking and exchanging life experiences.. you know the usual... And you have a great time together, and then he asks you what you are looking for in a guy and or relationship!! So I proceed to tell him what my expectations were and I am totally honest... I didn't lie don't believe in it because I don't have anything to hide... O.k. so the night is comming to a close and I have him take me home.. And I call him alittle later to see if he made it home o.k. and just to find out that the bastard is married... Now tell me why in the hell does people play them selves off to be something that they are not??? Now mind you I feel stupid... For falling for the shit .... and to be honest I can't believe that I wasted my fucking time!!!!! So, being the woman that I am... I will just go on and if I see him ag

Why
why do people add you then never talk to you? is it just me or does this annoy anyone else too. i mean yeah i want as many freinds as i can possibly get yes but i dont want you to be on my freinds list if we arent going to be freinds i'm not here for popularity or tosee how many friends i can get i'm here to meet new cool people so if u dont want to really be my frined then dont add me please

Why
Why is it the things we want are so dam hard to get.Love,money,respect,friends,and joy for a few things.Just when you think you have what you want it is gone or just out of reach.Makes you want to give up but afraid to stop and loose it.Should you go for it or say hell with it.Nothing is easy in life like I said so why not fight for it and give it a run for all it is worth.If it was easy the worl would be a happy place and we would be bored to death.So I have to say Fight,Live,and learn.

Why
Why do i feel like dieing? its just that i just want to give up and not try anymore. I sit,stand,walk, and pace all day and think do keep tring or just lie done and just let time and the reaper take me? oh well tell me what you think.

Why
A poem is something, Not everyone can write, A poem can make, Long and restless nights, A poem can be, Anything you feel, A poem is also, Something you can steal, A poem is personal, From the start to the end, A poem is one time, No one can pretend. Because when you write one, It may be filled with doubt, A poems a good thing, Because its my way out.

Why
Why can't we see the people we love the people we need why do we alway lose the ones we love by the stupid things we choose why is it always to late and the ones who loved us now only have hate why can't I get him out of my head with all these tears I cry and wish for my heart to mend why did you have to go away and why oh why did I not stay If only I could relive that moment in time you would still be mine

Why
i dont care any more, i wouldnt give a flyin fuck if i didnt wake up in the morning at least id be at peace n with my nan. why does guys wait to be told that you need help and support in stead of takin the initative, and see that you are hurting and that you need support, im so fed up of feeling alone, and to be ho9nest, you 'on thenet' think you are there forme, butim askin you, are you REALLY there? you cant get hold of me and give me qcuddle when i need ojne, you cant go through my daily life with me and support me through my struggles, your online the 'vertual world, for vertual friendships, yeah you can find the occasional one that will last but will they bethere for you or will they do runners like the others have before. YES they will they always do. im sick of not havin my friends and family around me, im fed up of been alone and yes even with chris and skye im alone, i dont care as much as i should do, i hate who i am. i hate not been able to do anythingwithout ha

Why
Why does she not realize how I feel anymore and how can I get her to realize how i feel? How can I get her to feel the same as she did? Being a dom is not working,true love is not working. Why is a dom crying and hurting so much? A lie. Someone lied and I am paying the price. All I want is her. My slave~grrrl.

Why?
I DONT KNOW ABOUT ANYONE ELSE BUT ALL I KNOW IS IM SO SICK OF PEOPLE, THEIR LIES AND STUOID SHIT. WHY CNT PEOPLE JUST BE HONEST?DO WHAT THEY SAY THEY R GOIN TO DO...BUT THATS JUST NOT HOW IT GOES YOU KNOW.IT SUCKS AND I AM JUST SICK OF IT..I LIKE TO THINK THERE IS STILL GOOD IN THIS WORLD

Why?
Why is it that with certain people we feel comfortable enough to "let down our hair" while with others your always angry around them? specially with divorced parents... your more comfortable around one than the other... I've noticed that I'm very laied back when im with one parent than with the other one... (im not specifying who out of respect for both) but i just dont understand why one treats me like an adult while the other one dont. i mean its almost as if one is happy ive grown up and the other dont ever want me to grow up. of course thats prolly parents for ya. One day i hope to understand why both parents cant be happy about their child... and why one parent disapproves of everything while the other looks at you and tells you "your an adult now... you make your own decisions but i ask you to make wise ones not ones you will regret later on in life". i also hope that one day i can win both parents respects and not be torn between them both because i love both my parents to

Why
As I sit here with arms and wrists bleeding, I wonder why God why, Why can't I just end my life, Tormented and tourtured is my soul, Broken and torn apart is my heart, Why can't I just forever enter the dark? Wam blood flowing over me, but true darkness I will never see, Why do I have to live? Knives, guns, ropes and chains, nothing will take away my pain, Blind within a light I can never truly see, Why must I live life in misery?

Why?
We as a species have only evoled 10.009% of what our bodies and minds can truly accomplish. Why is the reason for this pause in our acention? To be continued after I achive a higher level of awareness...

Why
Why must we fight Why must we always be right Why must we have to be so mean Why must we always need to be seen Why must we leave each other in the wind Why must we always leave each other in a bend Why must we love each other like no other Why must we always see thru one another Why must we argue all the damn time Why must we have to play make-up thru rhyme. I just want to love you I just want to feel you I hate nothing about you I adore everything about you I hate myself for all the pain i've done I Love You.

Why?
A DREAM FOREVER CRUSHED The moment I saw you I had to let you in I saw this amazing love starting to begin I opened my soul to a beautiful vision of you I hoped, I prayed that your feelings were true I have never before loved and I have paid the cost Alone and empty and feeling forever lost But, then, I had thought I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground You had gone beyond all limits for me Giving me everything for the world to see I now will search again my whole life through And I swear I will never find anyone quite like you You are so very special to me I only wished that you could see My heart alone makes just a single beat A sound so low and so incomplete My heart all alone, waiting to be heard Waiting for your love like songs from a bird My heart with yours had such tenderness Now without you it feels nothing but emptiness A heart alone, searches for its mate You were my dream now it's too late Forever your heart it hears That sound it ha

Why??
WHY ?? By me My eyes are still wet from crying , my tears wont dry , can i forget ? .......no . my thought go out to all brothers and sisters who are dying in countries where we do not belong , once i thought different , but now that i see that my country has left me alone with my fear , anger and pain , i see all different , maybe now i see right . so many friends came back in a box , i´ve seen many wives cry , children and perents cry , now its my time too cry. I´m the one with the rifle on the right , once i was proud , today im not, im just broken and sad. MRRCP 2008

Why??!!
Ok so I friended a person on here. And chatted once n a while as a friend and this guy went psycho! Always messaging me and bugging me. I finally tell him off cuz I'm sick of his psychoticness and the fact he's trying to find where I live and such...stalking me...and it's getting kind of scary! I hope he gets the point and leaves me alone...but yeah before I block him he re-rates me a '1' and then makes remarks about me being a fat cow, ugly, a bitch, no wonder I'm single, etc...Um yeah maybe because of assholes and psychos like you make me stay away from committments! Regardless... http://fubar.com/user/1527769 Watch out for this guy ladies...he has some serious head issues! When I told him I was sick and used a sick day to stay home and rest he gave me shit about what I use MY EARNED VACATION TIME AND SICK DAYS FOR! Hello buddy you are a truck driver and supposed to be out on the road but for some reason you haven't worked in weeks?!?! Get a life! And not to mention t

Why
THIS IS NOT GONNA BE A DEPRESSING BLOG..... THIOS IS A BLOG TO SHOW HOW SOME PEOPLE CAN BE TO THEIR OWN KIDS..... I LOVE MY KIDS TO DEATH AND WOULDN'T DO ANYTHING TO PUT THEM IN HARMS WAY.... WHAT HAPPENED 12 YEARS AGO WAS FOR A REASON AND I'M GLAD IT HAPPENED THE WAY IT DID... I THINK I HAD GOOD DAYS WHEN THEY WEREN'T ABUSIVE AND SOOO PAINFUL... WE ALL STRUGGLE AND I NEVER WANTED MY KIDS TO STRUGGLE THE WAY I DID... REASURANCE IS ALWAYS GOOD... NOT THE ANSWER, BUT IT HELPS.... DOES IT FEEL GOOD TO SEE SOMEONE ELSE IN PAIN.... I KNOW MY KIDS FEEL IT EVERYDAY I CAN'T DO ENOUGH FOR THEM AND THAT MAKES ME WEAK.... BUT SOMEHOW I MANAGE TO STAY FUKIN SANE... IT'S ALL A HUGE DREAM I CAN'T GET MY ASS TO WAKE UP FROM..... COULD YOU EVER JUST ABANDON YOUR KIDS.... I KNOW I COULDN'T... THAT'S WHY I HAVE HAD THEM FOR ALMOST 4 YEARS ALONE.... NO CHILD SUPPORT... NO HAPPY BIRTHDAYS AND NO MERRY CHRISTMAS TO MY KIDS FRO0M THEIR OWN MOTHER.. .... YEA... FUKIN PEOPLE.. SORRY I NE

Why
Why do grown men act like they care when a week or so down the road they throw you away like yesterdays news? Why would they go to all the trouble of making you feel comfortable talking to them...tell them all your secrets...get you to really open up to them...then never talk to you again. Then if thats not bad enough...they dont even have the nerve to tell you they dont want to talk to you anymore...they just leave you hanging. I am to the point where I say to hell with them all!

Why?
why do we do the things we do? some days i have no clue wtf I did what I did. why do we want things we can't have? material things and people, people can be worse. Why do we love the people we do? Love is a bitch Why do some days feel worse then the day before? and last..... WHY ME???

Why...............?
Why is it that men come off acting really sweet and once you finally decide to give in and give them a chance then boom they change into total assholes? They act like they never acted sweet to you and that it's all in your head. That is bullshit, they just play with a woman's emotions til they think that they have broken that woman down til she can't be broken down anymore. Once they have a woman right where they want her, which is to start really missing them, then they cut her completely out of their lives, like she was some piece of raw meat that had spoiled. Do men really have hearts or is that just another prize package that they want women to think that they have? As far as I can tell, they don't have hearts or at least most of them anyway, so they have to pray on the women's hearts. This pisses me off so much, cause men can never really tell a women exactly how they feel. Whether it is because they are scared of their feelings or they are just plain assholes I have

Why?!
so i was wondering..why is it so effing hard to find a DECENT man in this effin state!? why cant i find a man that will treat me right..who wont use me nor lie to me nor play me like im some retard?!?!?! *and yes motherfucker i KNOW u lied to me many upon many of times!! u know who u r!* UGH!!! not saying i'm looking here but for god sakes, isnt there a normal, decent, loving, kind hearted, non using guy out there???? im not a bad person and do NOT deserve to be used and abused like that. ugh!! :(

Why!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!?
Hello again, I'd like to pose a question and I'm sure none of you will answer because you're too busy being fake and looking for points BUT, I'll ask anyway cause I'm really bored at this moment. Why exactly do so many of the women on this site dress like whores? Oh geeze, I've gone and done it, I spoke my mind again. No really, why do SO MANY of the women on this site dress like nasty gutter sluts? I hate to say this but I will anyway umm, many of them really don't have the bodies for wearing the stuff that they do. Well ok let me put this another way, if you weigh 700 pounds and you're wearing a thong and a tiny bra for your picture, you have made a mistake and you are making people go blind when they see it. And before some smart ass says "just don't look", well don't say that cause you can't help but see them as they scroll on by on the top of the page or god forbid one of them makes a blast and BLAMO there they are in all of their glory. Also, I have seen way too many "ol

Why?
don't you even care anymore? don't you see what your words have done to me? the joy of day, has left my eye's the laughter has left my heart the light of my soul has faded to just a spark, barly a flicker in the dark your words have cut in to me like a knife each and every time now all i feel is nothing at all only sorrow where my joy once was only pain where my laughter once lived why have you done this to me? didn't my love mean anything to you? anything at all? why? why have you hurt me? why, oh why do i still love you? why wasn't it ever enough? oh why? why must my body go on when my heart has already died with our love? why? why!? WHY!!? by,ally cat(diva)

Why?
Well here we are. Thousand gathered on Fubar for a variety of reasons. Most of the people in the circle of friends that I associate with on here are much alike in that we are single for whatever reason. Most of us in our 30's and 40's and whether we admit it or not, we are looking for something. But what, and why? I suppose I need to speak for my situation. What am I here for? Am I looking for something? Am I looking for someone? What am I hoping, if anything, to accomplish? The answer? I really don't know. Am I just looking to pass time? Like wishing my life away in order to pass another day, another week, another month? Will things truly be different then? Will I? A lot of questions but not many answers in my case. I think I am here because it is popular and, as my kids would tell you, I'm usually one of the last to jump on board any new movement. Am I looking for something? No. I really have everything I need. Not everything I want, but everything I need. Am I looking for so

Why??
why is it that people dont listen or comprehend anything that is said??????? You read a blog, leave a comment to where the person cant reply, and then still keep looking at their profile but dont say or do anything.............. What's the point??? I dont understand what thrill or high you can get off of looking at someone's profile and not doing anything? It's pointless, childish, and plain stupid. If your going to look at someone's profile constantly....at least do something.......... GROW THE FUCK UP!!!!!

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Why did I fall for you? Did you give me some distant clue? I try and try to get you out of my head, But the thoughts of you grow stronger Each night I fall asleep... What do you want, What do I hve to do? Just to prove to you, that I would be oh so true? My mind is filled with your memory, to rid you from my heart would give me no glory... You seem to be everything I want in a man So, I'd like to hold you if I can... But if you want me to let you go, All you have to do is let me know. ♥ You.

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I dont understand what u want What more do you need What more do I need to change I want you back i miss you I need you I love you theres no other way to say it I know it took a long time but here I am why cant you see that was it all for you I am afraid not but its done my transformation I wanna say ha ha You never thought it would happen Well the price I have paid should clear my debt most likely it wont i ll be payin for the rest of my life well im done ventin time to go in my corner and cry

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so close yet so far! I never knew what this ment but now i do somone i love a lot is right next to me now yet i can get near them because of problems I am just tired of feeling this way I want everything to be right and it is not I feel like shit i just want to stop with it all

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Ok, so I am usually not one to complain about much, but recently my boyfriend and I broke up. We were together for four years. He has three daughters and well, his oldest is 12. I found out he had been cheating on me with an 18 year old girl. He is 34. I gave him my life and did everything for him. He never had to worry about anything. He never had to ask or want for anything from me. I guess loveing someone isn't enough these days. The hardest thing for me to except was the fact that I not only lost the man I loved very dearly, but I lost three angels that mean so much to me. I still talk to the girls and his family, but as far as talking to him it is just to hard to hear his voice. I won't lie. I still love him dearly and hope things work out for him. I will not be around to take him back when he realizes he had a great thing. I guess the only thing I can do is look at it as a lesson learned and move on. I have been knocked down before and got up, so I guess this is not

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Why do you always want what you know isn't healthy? Why does the heart ache for the one thing it shouldn't have? Why does the brain turn off common sense the one time you truly need it? Why does the soul not know when it's time to move on? Why does it acceptable to be abused by the one person in your life who should be cherishing you? Why when you say it's over does it always seem to be beginning? Why when the phone rings and you know that the last thing you should be doing is answering it do you run to grab it? Why when your emotions say no does your heart scream yes? Why does the word comfortable also mean forgiveable? Why is moving on so hard? Why line up to have your heart smashed? Why doesn't hope ever die? Why hold on to something that was never there?

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Why do I find that when I am at my lowest point and keep my hearts little hurtful splinters inside a person I trust but probably should'nt always finds a way to make it a million times worse. Why when I am asked to open up and told that I am so this and so that do the people I trust make me feel like crawling under a rock and mind traveling through the situations that made me this way from the start. I know that we need to find faith within ourselves and try to make the best of things but why why do people just act so heartless? Why when I am leary of opening up and keep to myself do I try to put faith in people that never had a drop of faith in me but shadowed it with drawn out whispers of genuine and whind up being whispers of deceit. I know this may sound stupid but I am puzzled as to why! Why does a person that I never really asked anything of find the need to fill me with lies when if anything all I needed was a great friend. I am not the perfect person as none of us are or the

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I HAVE BUILT MY ACCOUNT TO A HIGH LEVEL AND SOMEONE HACKED MY ACCOUNT.... SHOULD FUBAR DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS? I THINK SO IT IS NOT FAIR I CAN NOT GET MY WORK BACK AND HAD TO START OVER FROM SCRATCH..

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When you find the one love them like no other, Remind them as you would no other, Some people were met be, others not Why do we open up just to have someone hurt us? We are all here in the pursuit of the one to make us whole. But why does God make the journey some times unbearable? We love people that don't love us, But we think we cannot live without them?

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Why are you hurting her When her heart already aches Because of what you're doing I have to hear her cry I'm the one who has to be there To pick her up when she's down But she will always question that Because of what she did to me And the closer I get The harder the pain gets So this I have to ask When will you answer her To stop all these tears I hope you will answer her soon So she'll be happy once more

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So why southern geltman like me single in real and fu. I nice till srew me. I great guy and good listner. I would give my gf the world. I don't smoke or drink or do durgs. I have clean record. I am honst and very faithful. I not player and wear my heart on my shevles. I am just real tryed of get hurt and get my heart broken. Why do get hurt and fall for someone tha want nothing to do with me

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I feel so alone and confused, sit and wonder what have I done to, the man that I love. Why all this madness, Why all this hatred, Why must I feel so alone, Why so inlove, Why so confused, Why can't we just make up, Why do I love him so much, Why can't we just be the way we used to in the beginning. The love, compassion, and the fire that burned in our eyes. WHY?????????

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I really dont understand men! Maybe its not for me to understand. I wonder if ALL men cheat? Y is it that alot times they dont take a girls feelings into consideration? Y dont they stay single if they just wanna flirt and look at a bunch of nasty whores?! I guess thats why they have the saying, "Date like a man so u dont get played like a bitch!" Ive always been taught to express my feelings but when it does no good should u keep expressing them?! Im tired of being lied to and treated like I'm stupid! God knows my heart and knows what I need and desire. I just gotta keep faith in HIM and HIM only!

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I have been trying to go to sleep for hours now. All I get is tossing and turning, flipping and flopping. All I want is to be able to sleep I am so sick and tried of wasting my days sleeping when I could be out doing something. What do I get me staying up all night and sleeping all night. I am starting to think that there is something seriously wrong with me. GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I hate it all day!!!!!! Thanks for allow me to vent lol Love you bunches

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Think its ok to boss a girl around?slap her around a few times and teach her a lesson?She's just a dumb "bitch" a "slut".No! Shes human being, a girl that deserves to be loved and respected. Not used and thrown out like a piece of trash.A "man" should NEVER hit a woman.And should never force his girl to have sex with him,thats not something you do to the person you supposedly love.

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If your lips were made for kissing Why can't I kiss you? If arms were made for holding Why can't I hold you? If a voice is made for talking Why can't I talk to you? Why can't you see, why I need you here with me Why can't my heart be perfect... Why don't you want to be with me? Why do I feel pain, thinking that That you're never thinking of me ! Why does love hurt, when it's suppose to feel good? Not like it should? Why can't you give one chance to prove my love? Cause I'm sure, you're sent, from up above ! Knowing that you love me, would make me so happy ! Cause life is nothing like it's suppose to be, Days are dark , summer is cold Gold is silver and silver is gold Love is hurting , pain is here ... My heart is breaking , you're not near ! You're just in my head , in my heart, in my mind, And I will never be able to leave you behind !

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OK i want to know why the hell people lie and tell you shit, ok take this, u meet a guy he is everything u wanted, good looking sweet caring thoughtful and he made the pain of a past love go away, u guys are in love madly in love and then a year later he tells you he stopped loving u awhile back and that he loved his ex still, that he loved her the entire time and that he lied about saying he didnt...how would u honestly feel? i mean then he goes and rubs it in ur face like it was your fault and that u need to be punished...i mean ok so im dating again i dont rub it in his face, i dont even bring it up unless he brings her up. he made me believe he didnt love her nor like her anymore and then he goes and leaves me for her...the pain of that is horrible.. all i wanna do is lay in bed and not move and wish death. i hate love i hate everything to do with love and i hope to never fall in love ever again...its worthless and it hurts and i hate it..like i hate anything to do or made me feel

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I just dont understand why it is that there is this one certain person i can't stand not talking to him but could never tell him that!! and then i have another that wont leave me alone i started treating him like crap! but then i realized i didnt like it when this one certain person does that stuff to me! so now i am nice to him and he keeps telling me he loves me! i feel bad cause i will never feel that way for him...and i want this other guy but he just dont feel the same way for me!!!my point being why is that the one you want dont want ya back and the one you dont treats you like a Queen!

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Why is it that that so many people are fake? I mean is it just because they have such a crappy life? Who don't? But damn if you are going to lie, at least be good at it and think on your feet! Cuz people talk trash, and can't back it up. Or some how they forgot they even said anything just moments before.. Damn I swear there isn't honest people anywhere it seems..

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What makes a person say mean things to a total stranger. I created a mumm and i got quite a few people to comment on my appearance. Compareing my pics to monkeys and micheal jackson. That was so rude and disrespectfull. I am fully aware that i am not attractive to most people. I has taken me years to adjust to my changing appearance. People often make fun of things they don't understand. Do you really think i wanted to turn white. I would give anything for this bot to happen to me, but it has and there's nothing i can do about it. I try not to go out much because theres allways some jerk how likes to point and laugh and make jokes about my condition. I would like to thank all those people on this site who reminded me today why i never wanna go out in public again. THANKS FOR RUINING YEARS OF THERAPY.

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Ok, folks here it goes - I'm tired of the fan, rate, add, point whores. I deleted over 150 of them today. I don't need the extra baggage. I don't need to call you my friend just because I need imaginary points. So here's some ground rules from now out: 1) Just because you rate me does not mean I will rate you. If I do rate you, it's because I want to. I'll take my time and go through and rate your pictures when I choose. I do have a life outside of fubar. Sorry, it's the way it goes. 2) Same as above for fanning. 3) Do not add me unless you talk to me. If you send a friend request without at least saying hello, you can count on me not adding you. 4) Do not post HTML comments on my photos. Also do not post anything gross or crude unless I know you, we have talked and I know that you're just kidding around. I'm tired of people I don't even know asking to ride my dick. Grow up. 5) No more HTML comments in my profile. If you want to talk to me, talk to me! I don't need to

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You have to wonder from day to day why things are the way they are... My mom has always told me that everything happens for a reason... I am starting to wonder if everything we DO is for a reason. I have done something that has ruined a great thing and i look at the situation and think "well there was no reason to do that " So I wonder what it all really means????

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This explains why I forward jokes. It may be a repeat but it has such a nice message..worth reading.. A man and his dog were walking along a road. The man was enjoying the scenery, when it suddenly occurred to him that he was dead. He remembered dying, and that the dog walking beside him had been dead for years. He wondered where the road was leading them. After a while, they came to a high, white stone wall along one side of the road. It looked like fine marble. At the top of a long hill, it was broken by a tall arch that glowed in the sunlight. When he was standing before it he saw a magnificent gate in the arch that looked like mother-of-pearl, and the street that led to the gate looked like pure gold. He and the dog walked toward the gate, and as he got closer, he saw a man at a desk to one side. When he was close enough, he called out, 'Excuse me, where are we?' 'This is Heaven, sir,' the man answered. 'Wow! Would you happen to have some water?' the ma

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is having a CRIMINAL RECORD not enough to tell someone that this guy is probably bad news?? if you know a guy has kids that he doesnt take care of, why are you f**king him?? why cant i be nice AND a slut?

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why ppl keep thinking i'm mexican or latina??? i'm so not that!!! i'm white,american,german,french cajun as in coon azz,cherokee indian and italian!!! ha ha ha but ppl think i look like fran drescher on nanny show on life time and also lana turner in 1950's mystery book called '' falcon ''

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nothing changed i have been here for years and yet still the one that has to shed tears you said you were not ready for a relation ship i said i would wait she came and you fell quick it hurt so bad but for some reason i stayed i dont know just couldnt walk away could never figure what she had that i dont but talk bout it you decided you wont my heart screamed for you like yours did hers even if i wanted to i couldnt fall any further and still not quite good enough it hurts but i am tough according to you everyone else is better and im stuck here writing dear john letters you want the ones that are gonna take your heart and run away but the one that really loves you you wont give the time of day and i hear the same thing everytime that its not me its you but yet you forget bout me when in the picture comes some one new how is it that it hurts to much to think bout love when it comes to you and me but you meet a new chick and there is no other place you wanna be ju

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Ok maybe I'm just confused, maybe not....why do men expect so much..it seems like it is always do for me or chase me. why doesn't it ever work both ways? and why the hell can't they be a lil more understanding when it comes to life?

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It's hard to frame my thoughts. On Wednesday at 5:23am here in Vegas, my world was shattered. My nephew Devon passed away after a massive infection (Septic Shock) ravaged his body. He was 11 years old. This hits me so hard because this kid was special to me. *I* chose his name, and we were best friends from the time he could talk. While a special needs child, he was so smart - You should have seen his ability to take a few objects from around the house and make these incredible contraptions. Seriously, an architect would have been proud of these structures. While I love my other nephew and my niece dearly, Devon was (For lack of a better term) my favorite. It was his strength from the time he was born that impressed me the most about him. I'm not talking physical strength - Even though he WAS our little "Ox" - But the strength of his character. He had a force of character and will to always succeed that made him unique. You see, he was born VERY prematurely. So much so that