Fubar Blog Posts 2

I Hate When People Don't
I hate when people don't answer message or shout box. Anyways I wish I could meet more people that are local. I have made a few cool friends but I want people who will talk and do want to talk. I do lose hope from time to time. The few friend have been helping and keeping me from slipping to deep into a depression. Well I hope to make more friend soon.

I Hate Reading The Newspaper
EVERYDAY I PICK UP THE NEWSPAPER AND READ IT FROM FRONT TO BACK..AND EVERYDAY THERE IS ONE OR MORE THINGS I READ THAT EITHER MAKE ME MAD OR MAKE ME CRY. TODAY I LEARNED THAT A 23 MONTH OLD WAS FOUND WRAPPED IN A BLANKET A LIL SWEATER AND A DIAPER ONLY IN FREEZING WEATHER IN AN ABANDONED PLAYGROUND DEAD..A FATHER AND HIS 3 YOUNG CHILDREN WERE SHOT TO DEATH. AND A YOUNG MARINE VET OF THE IRAQ WAR HAS COMMITTED SUICIDE. THEY SPEND ALL THAT TIME TRAINING FOR WAR BUT WHAT THEY DONT TRAIN U FOR IS THE TRANSITION FROM WAR TO REALITY BACK AT HOME. HE CRIED OUT FOR HELP AND NO ONE PAYED NO MIND TO HIS CRY FOR HELP..I SALUTE THIS UNKNOWN SOLDIER MY HEART GOES OUT TO HIS FAMILY.. I WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND THE FEELINGS THAT GO THROUGH ALL THESE SOLDIERS MEN AND WOMEN ALIKE. I CAN ONLY IMAGINE THAT IT IS VERY DIFFICULT TO SEE FRIENDS WHO ARE LIKE BROTHERS AND SISTERS DYING AMONG OTHER THINGS...I AM LEFT SPEECHLESS WHEN IT COMES TO THESE BRAVE MEN AND WOMEN. I CAN NEVER THANK YOU OR REPAY U FORTHE SAC

I Hate Snow
in the last 2 days it has dumped 6 ft of snow on my little patch of earth i have push shoveled plowed swore and yelled . i hate snow!!!! the poor dog (yellow Lab) cant even jump into the snow to do his business he just suts there kinda floating in mid snow i have to pull him back out and now the weather dork says im in for more the rest of the week ARRRRRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHH

I Hate Falling In Love
this isnt gonna be the perfect blog by all means and im sures hell not doing a spell check so if there is a misstake oh well... I have sat on the phone with my b/f for the last 3 hours.. his father is in the hospital and has been for the last couple of weeks and im not able to talk to him much for now because the most of his time he spends at the hospital which i totally understand.. but we live 4 hours from one another and i am suppose to make the trip to see him on the 12th and stay all week for valentines day.. sounds like a great plan right? he can stay there and be able to see his dad but he would have me there for the big V-Day also.. i really do care about him.. i feel like im falling head over heals with this guy However the V-Day plans are cancelled.. i had to just call and cancell all the reservations for that week because now he doesnt want me to come because of his dad being in the hospital.. ok i can understand not being able to go out nd do much hell im expecting t

I Hate You
I look into the shadows and see you sitting there. See you with your knife slowly sharpening. I look at your face and see an expression That is mine. I stand there waiting for you to get up. You finally stand and I run. I hear your footsteps behind me. I run up the stairs and out the door. Into the blistering cold I fly. I look around for someplace to hide. I feel the sting of your blade on my back And I run to the left. Without thinking I run into the street. I don't dare look behind me. I can hear you breathing behind me. I can smell the liquor on your breath. I can see your bloodshot eyes. I can feel your touch on my skin And I get sick. I finally fall to the ground unable to run Any farther. I see your shadow. I look around and I don't know where I am. I know if I scream no one will hear. No one cares. I turn to face my doom. I turn my face up to you. Hatred in my eyes. I look up........ And I see Myself.

I Hate Guys
Just cause I go over my bf's place once uninvited, he all of the sudden won't talk to me. I got a hold of him yesterday and he said he'd call me today after work. Well, no call! I did nothing wrong. Im so mad.... would you be mad if your gf came by unexpected ONE time??

I Hate Internet Gangsters
Ok as u can see my name is (ICP IS FOR METROSEXUALS)Does not mean i hate them just Little Kids who clam to be juggalos or homos whatever like to talk shit cause i guess they think i look good.So my name came about.So then these little bitches wanna call me out like im a bitch or something.(Word to the wise I will beat a lil bitch down)But anyways im getting off topic they have threatened to kill me with there hatchets or something but for those of you that know me on a real life lvl and personal know I find it funny so to all u ICP fans that are not lame and think my name is funny (WE ARE COOL) all the others CAN GO FIST THEMSELVES

I Hate Being In Love
I really hate being in love with someone. Today has been a real frustrating day. I wish I could just punch him in the face. I let my guard down with him and told him almost everything about me. Hell we have been together for 7years and just had our 3 child yet he has been playin to many games. I get everyone has there way of passing time, but does it have to really include other women. Do you have to use my weaknesses and play on them? Now I have called him out on them and told him its over, that he cant have me and them also. He can't have his cake and eat it also. Not with me. Makes me wounder, y stick around so long, and keep having kids with me if he really didnt love me. Damn it, I hate loving him. I told him to pack his shit and get out this morning, yet he thinks I'm kidding, I don't think I was laughing. He can go be with the bitch he keeps talking to, hell I'll pack his dirty clothes up and give them to her myself. They both have bipolar so they can live in wounderland togethe

I Hate Boyfriends.
They steal my friends away from me. I have not hung out with my best friend since she got her new boyfriend. Yes, she is a busy woman but, apparently not busy enough to hang out with that guy every ngiht =[ I would never stop seeing my friends over a boy. They will always be there. He will not. I will still be here when he is gone. I guess I just have to wait till then to see my best friend. Sigh

I Hate
I hate the way i feel i just wish i could be without pain without worry. I hate wondering if ill wake up tommrow. I hate being afraid. I hate haveing to ask for help no being able to do it myself.I hate my body because it has betraed me.Most of all i hate hate!

I Hate The Male Species! And Yes I Can Spell That Word.
Ok its final i hate guys they suck! Lol ok what would yall do if you had a guy, he sent a pic to you of a hot girl saying it was a yummy pic. Wouldnt you be upset. but then he claims he was just messing around, but this is after he said he was getting even with you for talking about your gay friend. Doesnt it sound just a wee bit jerkish to you? I have no reason to be upset? If he didnt think she was oh so "yummy" then he wouldnt be looking through her profile and pictures like he probally does all the time with these slutty looking girls on his friends list that i havent said anything about. >=(

I Hate Shoveling
The only part of snow I hate is shoveling. Everything turned to ice. I shoveled 2 hours yesterday and probably 3 today and barely got the car out. The tires were stuck in so much ice. So now I am sore and in need of a massage..lol. My ankle hurts like ____. I twisted it so many times on the ice. So now it hurts even worse than before..lol. Will it ever get better? My son is here till Monday. Right now he is talking on the phone with one of the kids from school.. playing RuneScape. I know.. boring stuff tonight, but I have my son with me so thats all that matters. I'll sneak some time in though while he plays.

I Hate Banks...
Banks are the devil!!! I had three fradulant charges made to my account for internet porn which consequently sent my accout negative. Then the bank charged my $170 in overdraft fees which they refuse to reverse until they do the "research" to make sure the charges are bogus! And then on top of that, I deposited my check today, and they said that because the account is so negative that there may be a hold put on the check... Please just shoot me!

I Hate....
I hate this feeling of emptiness. I hate bein hurt.. i hate that i put myself out there to be hurt.. I hate not being there for my son.. i hate the feelings i have.. i hate The thoughts in my head.. I hate the ppl who tell me they wont hurt me then turn around and hurt me... I hate All this depression.. I hate not knowing what to do next.. I hate Wakin up in the morning.. I hate the fact that I lived a life so fucked up ... I hate when ppl tell me they know how i feel.. That sayin Been there done that.. is FUCKIN BULLSHIT.. No one knows what ive been through and how i feel inside... You will never know unless u walked in my shoes.. and i wouldnt wish it on anyone.. I hate The world.. I hate not being happy... But then i stop and think out of all of this... What i really hate is......ME... I HATE ME!!!

I Hate Ninjas Part Ii
A while ago I wrote a blog about how I hate ninjas, a few days later I was talking to someone who really got me thinking. Ninjas are sneaky, and have been honing their skills by hiding your keys and the remote and such. But what could they really do to keep up their skills? They hire out their skills right? They were spies and assassins right? And the US is the most powerful and technologically advanced country in world right? Well I figured it out. Ninjas have been hiding Osama Bin Laden. Think about it, it makes perfect sense. We have all kinds of cool satellites and cool gear, we have put out HUGE rewards and have scoured the region looking for him. People like to mention how he is 6’5” and traveling with a dialysis machine. You would think that would stand out. How does he keep evading us? Ninjas, that’s how. Osama Bin Laden has hired ninjas to keep him hidden. That is okay, we can use that against them. Now instead of trying listen in on cell phone conversations we nee

I Hate The Navy!
My hubby is in the reserves, and he got called up to active duty. Well Last friday i had to take him to the reserve center to leave for deployment.....he's goin to be in Va fer about 2 months r so, and then they r sending him to Kuwait. So he's gonna be gone fer at least 9 months... :( UGH!! I HATE THE NAVY! He's gonna miss so much, our son graduating from kindergarten, my brother graduating from HS! And he has to put off finishing college! UGH!

I Hate It...
why do i always set myself up to be hurt??? why do i always wear my heart on my sleeve??? why do i let my feelings run me??? i can't stop it.... i can't control it.... all i can do is let it fill me.... and let it break me. pain is getting to be a normal part of my life... in all honesty i don't know what being completely happy feels like. more than likely never will. because i always set myself up to hurt. always want what i know i will never have... long for it... yearn for it... think about it.... dream about it.... until it completely envelopes me in it's pain and torture... but i endure it because i can't bear to let him go. my walks become more frequent as my chest tightens at every thought... i try to deny it... i try to push it away... but i can't. it's my own fault... my own doing.... nobody elses... it's something that i have to deal with... becuase i'd rather feel the pain of being in love than the pain of a broken heart.

I Hate..........
I hate these feelings I get everyday Feelings of isolation I'm scarred in dismay Alas, the thought in me has awoken I'm broken Can you make it all better? Please tell me you can Save me from life's evil plan Unspoken, these feelings in me have awoken I'm misunderstood Told I'm nothing good I wish for closure I wish for hope I wish for the ability to cope Inside, I'm crying Asking myself why? Why I go from day to day Letting these feelings consume me this way I scream loud In this faceless crowd But nobody hears I feel so weak My soul is tired Love is all I require Can you give that to me? I'm empty inside, can't you see? My heart was taken away from me I want to fly away Runaway from all the world But I know I can't I'm stronger than that Running from all the world Is something too weak for this girl

"i Hate You"
her-So perhaps you will take care to remember that in the future. She snapped at him, exasperated and exhausted. Hoe do you make someone with the mentality of a brick wall see sense? him-Did you mean to say the future, or our future? her-The future. I have no place in yours and we both know that. him-Then why are we still having this conversation? her-You know I cant think of a single reason why. Goodbye.

I Hate Snow!!!
I really hate all this fucking snow we just got dumped on us here in the Midwest. I live in Milwaukee, WI, and on Friday night, it started to snow at 11PM. Just as I was walking out of work. Talk about shitty timing. We ended up getting about a foot of snow over night. Then it stopped snowing sometime in the early morning. It started to snow, yet again today, Saturday, at about 8PM. We are expected to get another 2 to 3 feet of snow, if not more. The timing could not come at a worse time! I had plans with my youngest son and I had to cancel that. I'm totally bummed out. Oh yeah, and my landlord plowed the parking lot, putting the snow that was plowed, to just below the top of the back bumper!!! Pissed me off to NO end. I can't leave the state due to a stipulation I insisted on when I got divorced in reference to my kids. And I love my job. I'm stuck in this state that I was born and raised in, until at least 2025 when I can retire and move the hell out of dodge!!

I Hate You
I HATE YOU You’re such a fuck to me I can’t even put into coherent words How much I truly hate you Everyday I think about you It brings a smile Then I talk to you And I have butterflies You are an asshole More so than any other Your opinions make me sick You are always one sided I will never hate anyone the way I hate you You bring the worst out in me And hate me in return All I want to do is yell and scream I hate you the most You drive me insane I hate to defend You question my actions And those around me I can’t help everything It is what it is Get the fuck over it And know I HATE YOU The most Which in return Shows you I love you You stupid stupid fuck

I Hate My Life
Yes, I have some things set up for me in the future, but it hit me last night how very much I hate my life. I'm enrolling back in college, and should be getting a student loan after I do, but until then, I have no money (for bills or otherwise). I have no movies because our DVD player broke, and we have no cable, internet, etc, to keep us entertained. Now, I could very well read books all day and be ok, but my hubby gets pissed off because he doesn't like to read and it leaves him left out. The other thing is, because of our financial status (and the fact that we have a broken window that won't let us get our house above 65), our son is at hubby's mother's house. SO, I have not had my son in our own home in about a month now. So last night it hit me that 1. I feel like an absolutely shitty mother and I miss my son with everything I have 2. I hate being broke, especially when I've been broke for about two years now 3. I'm tired of not having a car (it broke down) and not being able

I Hate Mondays!!!!!
Ok what a weekend, thursday, I was really crabby come to find out, I was getting the damn flu, my bf had it monday and tuesday of last week. I thought I wasn't going to get it, well Friday I came to work and my damn body started acheing WTF!!!! Then then the damn weather people are talking about we have this big winter storm coming, great I am suppose to go and see Delirium on saturday, but I am sick, well lucky me its starts snowing, so I am sleeping all on and off saturday and the show get moved to sunday at 6:30p, well sunday they decied to move it to March 10th , oh man thats the night of a big party I want to go to and well these tickets cost $200 so we are going to Ames, to see the show, then to that big party, maybe we will see if we even go at all. No biggie though! SO we went out last night with some friends and we got drunk.........WARNING ******* Stay away from draft beer, it will F*** you up, and make you feel like crap. ok and now a friend came by and got me lunch and now

I Hate It
I really hate it when something doesn't work!!!! I just tried to upload a folder of pics from my twins 1st birthday but it keeps telling me that the pics are all to big to upload. I checked they are only about 4 KB on average!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!! Now I am pissed off!!!!!!!!!!! I need to beat something (someone)!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Where is my paddle and bullwhip at!!!!!!???????!!!!!!!

I Hate Men Who Make Me Feel Like This
i know there are so many things i want to say if i'd let myself have the balls to say them. i know i'd tell you just what i felt, but then again, i'm done wasting my energy. there are so many bullshit lies you've told that i don't know what's real. there are so many things i wish were right that i'll never open my mouth to you again. i'm so done hearing what i wanted to hear. what i wanted to hear was the fucking truth. but you're incapable of honesty... because you want a piece of me. i hope your next lover leaves you in ruins. i'm just gonna sleep it off.

I Hate Being Sick!
Can I just mention that being sick SUX! Big time! But being a sick phone sex operator can either work for you or against you. Sometimes you get REALLY lucky and get that sexy deep throaty sick voice. The other half of the time you're coughing and gagging (ok.. that can work too) or you just lose your voice completely. Basically I'm just waiting to either get "deathly" ill or feel better. At this point I really don't care which I just hate this in between stage that I'm currently at. Not really feeling well enough to do a lot of stuff. Kinda run down but nothing that a nap doesn't usually cure. Anyway... I'll stop whining and hope that my voice hits that deep throaty sexy voice tonight for all the guys who are hoping to get off to my moans and begs.

I Hate This
i hate when girls play head games with me i want some one who,s not going to play head games with me i want some one to love me for who i am and not what i am not it just piss me off to no end so if ur going to play head games with me and play games with my heart and feeling dont fucking bother me at all i dont need that shit and dont want that shit ok JUST KILL ME AND GET IT OVER WITH NOW

I Hate Love
It sucks... the few girls I actually did love more than anything, is hard to be friends with. I still care about them, want to be with him, want to take care of them.... But they always end up with guys that treat them like shit.... and I don't understand why they always cheated and left me. I know I'm not attractive, or super awesome... But christ, being treated like shit by some pot head stoners that are going no where in life is alot worse than being with me... I'm boring, I'm pretty dull, a huge nerd, but I lead the life nearly every one wants... Like I could understand a lil more ditching me for one of my friends because atleast I could understand wanting to fuck a famous musician or tattoo artist, not some shit bag ... how the fuck does that work? Ok explain this one to me, i'm begging.... Why are the "bad boy" loser so much more attractive than the guy that has more connections in the music industry trying to start his own fucking business. I've met my favorite fucking band

I Hate The Flu!!!!!!
Well, I am sick with the freakin' flu! My whole body hurts and my head is hot and feels like its gonna explode. I am debating whether or not I should go to work in the morning. Bah! Anywho, despite me being on fire and hacking my lungs out, I am clearing out my mess. EVERYTHING must go! My friend Tam came over Friday and we trashed a whole bunch of stuff. I doped myself up with flu medicine and was about half dead but it felt good to know that I don't have so much crap. Now I'm searching for doctors in Jersey that can take care of me like the doctors here did. I love my doctors here in Austin, they know me inside and out. I wish I could pack them up and take them with me. I truly need out of here. I need to see new places and know what it's like to live in other places. I know all my fears will disappear when I get there. Thank you Tanya for being there for me. You are my guide and as cheesy as it might sound...my inspiration. (please don't start singing that cheesy 80s song

I Hate The Stomach Flu
the night before i had a wonderful time celebrating my best buddys birthday....we took him to a good old Irish pub....had some yummy dark beer...and some good fish and chip....later on that night when I got home my stomach started turning and killing me...so pretty much all that night I was vomiting...didn't get much sleep....the next day my stomach was still hurting but thank goodness I was able to keep food down....I was trying to get some bread out of the refrigerator when a beer cans fell from the top of the refrigerator and landed on three of my toes nearly breaking them....so I had to suffer with that pain turning stomach lack of sleep....than my mother calls and says my son...is acting up....so I had to think of ways to punish him....took away his computer for thirty days and he's not going to any parties at any of his buddies houses for quite a while most likely till the end of the school year..... I hope today goes much better.....there's other crap that happened but I won'

I Hate It
I hate it when you walk away I hate i when you don't call me back I hate it when you put me down I hate it when you call me names I hate it when you put your hands on me I hate it when you cheat on me I hate it when you lie I hate it when you don't answer my calls I hate it when you make me cry I hate it when you said you would never leave I hate it when you did I hate it when you push me away I hate it when you don't say i love you I hate it when you don't come around I hate it that your out of jail I hate it that you left me for my friend I hate it when i see you with her I hate it that you don't see what i see I just hate you all the way

I Hate Everything And Everyone
everyone can go fuck themselves i really don't give a shit nothing matters if i just disappear no one would even notice or give a fuck maybe i would be better of then to stupid dumbass fuck offs

I Hate My Neighborhood!!
First my car gets broken into, glass smashed and the whole nine, then I get a parking ticket for being exactly one minute late moving it. The cop was like "well I aready started writing it". I was lie where the hell were you when my car was getting broken into. The worst part was the only reason why I was late moving my car is because I had to park 10 blocks away because there werent any other spots!!!! ahhhhhhhhh. I hate this neighborhood.

I Hate Myself.
i hate you. so much. i hate how you do this to me. you hate when people play games with you. but what about me? what about when you play games with me? i don't know if you're telling me the truth. and i so want to believe you. because i'm in love with you. and i hate it.

I Hate Making Presentations!
I hate making Presentations! To be good at something, you don't necessarily have to be a genius, just a little bit better than everyone else. The problem is, once you start to be good at something, other people start thinking of you as the expert - and it doesn't matter if it's fly fishing, cooking, basket weaving, nuclear physics or whatever. And then, because they think of you as an expert, they start expecting you to be able to tell everyone else what it is you know. If you are really unlucky, you will be invited to talk to groups of people about what it is you are good at. This is where I am right now, having to give a half hour presentation in two days to a group of people I don't know, about a topic that is not that interesting and I haven't even started preparing... Arghhhh!!!

I Hate Mornings.
They are too rushed for me. I am so much more of a night owl. I wish I had the patience to homeschool. I could sleep in then. LOL Coffee is what sustains me though. Without my coffee ready to go when I wake up, OMG....I don't want to think about how bitchy I would really be. At least after I get the oldest 2 on the busses the rest of my morning slows down a bit. I get to just chill on here and play around on the computer for about an hour. It's my "down time" because the 2 yr old is bound to wake up and when he does...he is on full speed within 10 minutes or so. lol I can't complain too much though. Life is good. There will always be trials and tribulations in life. That is what makes life worth living. But I gotta be me....I gotta find something to bitch about. That's what the husband says anyway. lol

I Hate Poetry.....so Here's A Poem
Hands and Flesh Hands stroke across my skin Dance along willing flesh Hands that are rough At first a gentle caress Anticipatory sweat forms on my warm flesh My heart rushes blood through my veins No thoughts in my head No fear in my heart A freedom pierces my soul It's a freedom from control And still remain whole It is peace to finally submit Freedom and peace two words distant to me All day being what is expected But when laid bare before those hands all those chains become unbound My soul is no longer affected It is peace to finally submit The red heat burns my skin the sting slowly sinks in Freedom and bondage connected Nothing else matters No sin burdens me My world becomes flesh and two hands Pleasure and peace to finally submit

I Hate The Fact...
I hate the fact that when someone rates you something lower than a '10', they are anonymous to you unless they put a message on your wall. If someone rates me a '1' I would wanna know who and then ask them why I deserved a '1'. If this wasn't so anonymous, I don't think anyone would have the balls to rate below a '10', but since their identity is safe, they can be the punk bitches that they are. If I rate something below a '10' then I put a comment why I did so, but then again I've never rated below a '10'. So I say, if anyone out there rates anything of mine below a '10', please let me know who you are and don't be a punk ass, trick ass, mark ass bitch about it. If you feel something in your heart about me, LET IT OUT! LET IT BE KNOWN TO ME AND EVERYONE HERE! Can I get an amen?!

I Hate This Damn Disease
No more can'ts, don'ts, Shouldn'ts, I wouldn'ts. I hate this damn disease. Always a watcher, always a babysitter. I feel I have no room to breath. Check your blood sugar, don't eat that.. where are you at now? FRiends that care. I feel torn, hate and worn. Tired of doing everything right. Hurting inside, anger appears. why shouldn't I cease to fight? Sugars too high, sugars too low... that's the rollorcoaster of my life. Tired of pills, tired of pricks, tired of hearing doesn't that hurt? Tired of my life always seeming so fascinating to others every time I bring out the black case. Fingers a mess, callasses there, is it time to test again? It's really not fair. I'm only 21...Every where I turn, theres another dessert another candy, another thing I can't eat. Playing in sugar, yes it's fun.. but I would like occassionally to eat. Strict diet to follow, 3 meals a day and snacks inbetween. Not hungry now, is it really time to eat again? Oh hell I hate this, what I thought to be a

I Hate Windy Days
i only made a custom speaker box yeasterday b/c the damn wind was terrible. now i have speakers in the center consol as well. can't wait for another nice day so i can wire all the front speakers. then i'll hook up the battery to see if the radio works.

I Hate Being Sick..
hmm.. i hate being away from the people i love, from the things i like, from my boring - normal life... that's why being sick is not really a good excuse for me, especially now when it's my summer vacation. i dont wanna be away from any normal thing i've lived with (and that now includes Cherry Tap and you guys who're reading this right now ^_~) because it makes me feel so sad..and well..away from my so called "life". And so, i've resolved into writing this stuff - sort of an explanation why in the middle of my CHerry Tap addiction i was gone for two and a half days - so that at least u'd know what happened (that is if your interested to know.. ^_~) so..yeah , that was what happened. i got into a hospital (everything else's boring, i tell you, but if you want the full detail come and private message me or give me a shoutout so i'll give u a blow by blow account on what happened ^_~) and now im back home..resting (supposedly - my mom said stay away from the computer

I Hate Threats....lmao
Okay this is what happenings when u do things the right and fair way: plz read everyone.... ~*one'...: U WASTED ALOT OF MY TIME AND THE DIRTY SOUTH CREWS TIME AND U WILL PAY FOR IT I PROMISE U THAT ~*one'...: I MADE NO OTHER ACCOUNTS!!! AT ALL ~*one'...: JUST BECAUSE THE GUYS U LIKE WERE LOOSEING DONT GIVE U THE RIGHT TO KICK ME OUT . I SEEN YOUR BULLITEN ->~*one'...: the point is u made other accounts to win and if u keep this up i will show ct the bogus accounts with u in them ~*one'...: I DONT WANT A GIFT. THATS NOT THE POINT ~*one'...: AND THE DIRTY SOUTH CREW WILL HAVE SOMTHING TO SAY ABOUT THIS . ->~*one'...: i will by u a gift worth ur points ~*one'...: ALL THE POINTS YOU GOT!!!! I WILLL BE GOING TO CHERRY TAP WITH THIS ~*one'...: THE DSC HAS PUT ME AHEAD $R Whi+e K...: SWEET TO HEAR IT. GOT TRUE SURPORT ~*one'...: your saying im cheating???????????

I Hate People
So today I woke up and I was still feeling sick, but I knew that I could get through my 8 hour day of work so I went. My friend JC asked me how I was when I arrived and I told him that I wasn't feeling well. His response was that he could tell because this was the first day of me working there that I wasn't smiling. I then proceeded to wait on the customers when all of a sudden, I notice that my pants from the knees down are wet. I look behind me and there's a spill on the floor yet no one tells me of what. They also don't apologize for spilling it on me. Then nobody bothers to mop it up so when the line of customers are gone, I grab a mop and do it. A simple "I'm sorry" would have been appreciated and I asked a few times about what was spilled but nobody answered me. Then throughout the rest of the day, fellow workers and customers make me feel like I'm fucking stupid. "Hey Kristina, you can't do that." Well nobody ever fucking told me so how the hell was I supposed t

I Hate Subject Lines
well, the weather SUCKS, i'm in a crabby moood, got nothin to do, i'm on break alll week, literally everyone i know is busy. guess what?? i'm bored. and in a crabby mood. i just laughed out loud at the word crabby. i'm just one of those special people! i miss slave to rock!!! :( i haven't talked to him in a loong time and i miss him!

I Hate Being Single
being single suck being single sucks so bad because i don't have no one to hangout with got to the clubs with or to the movies with helpppppppppppppppppppppppp!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Hate Myself For Logging In
okay why would these two white trashy looking bitches rate the moon a 1...its a pic of the moon... they dont like the moon.. who dosnt like the moon? lol! i swear this site is full of shetards..whatever i digress.. this place is just really blinky...i mean there is shit all over the place would be nice if it was simplified a bit...just a thought and come on i can know who rates me tens but no other ratings that is pussy shit.. its like a damn democracy.. i really dont know why i even stay here,,,honestly......its the decline of the western civilization..

I Hate Moving!
Ok well I hate moving in the first place, but I hate it even more when I don't have a choice. Hopefully something good will come of this, don't know what that will be yet, but I have a feeling that living with the in-laws will have something to do with it (such as humility and a newfound appreciation for living in one's OWN house). In case you were wondering, no I don't currently have a house of my own, I lost it to foreclosure. So now, me and the rest of my family (4 in all) are living with my in-laws in a 55 and over community, so there are no other kids around for my son to play with. Also, my job said not to come back because they felt the commute would be too long and I wouldn't want to do it for long. At the moment life kinda sucks, but thank god for family. Best to you all!

I Hate This Posts!
Someone PLEASE tell me why the hell someone would waist their time and mine to post "this is fucking stupid" on a MUMM they didn't like? I mean come on! This is supposed to be fun right? Listen. It's like the T.V. If you don't like what you see...TURN THE FUCKING CHANNEL! Don't put someone else down because dig different shit than you. That's what makes people interesting. I mean if we all were into the same shit this would be a boring ass world. All my C.T. friends are unique. That's why I love y'all so much, and that's what interests me. So..."Here's to you hate mail poster!" You are my "dumb ass of the week!"

I Hate Bad Friends!!!!
why is it when you need someone more then they will ever know they seem to turn there back on you??? its weird you know it makes you question every thing you ever shared with that person all the memories all the laughs.... they were all so great!!! Then you find your self wondering why you were every in there life at all?? You can only do so much for some one only take so much shit before you just get sooooo pissed that you can't see why you every did any thing at all!!!! The love of a friendship is a two way thing as is everything between two people! so why is this one so one sided and why do i.... care if i will never talk to him again and why..... am i so hurt??? I wish he was here and it was someone else pulling hard on my heart strings!!!!! I know he would have the wormest hug to make me feel better but instead he is hanging out with another girl and lying to me about it!! I don't know what to do but i'm going to wright guys off for awhile the are to much work and i'm so tired!!

I Hate Guys Like This
Girl: I was at my grandmothers helping her around the house Boy: Why didnt you ###### call me? Girl: Baby Im sorry i lost track of time Boy: Not as sorry as your going to be bitch (the boy grabs her by the hair and slams her to the ground) Girl: Please baby stop im sorry Boy: Kicks her in the face and then the ribs and says I called your ###### grandmothers house you were not ###### there you lying peice of #### Girl: Wait stop please let me... Boy: Steps on her throat and says Shut the #### up bitch. Get's over the top of her and starts to rape her. Girl: No baby please Stop please Boy: I said shut the #### up and he spit in her face. He then pins her down with her hands above her head, and he penatrates her Girl: Please stop your hurting me please. She starts to screem and tries to get away Boy: Bitch if you don't shut up i sware to god ill kill you after a few minutes he finishes and removes the rest of her clothes and pushes her out in the snow, sa

I Hate You
"I Hate You" [Talking] I would like to welcome everybody today First, before I get into my speech...because I do have a speech The sounds you are listening to are provided by Kid Joe ah yea...I'm Shawn Jay and I want to make a special announcement for all the baby mamas I see you bitch [laughing] You too bitch Baby, baby, baby you know I love you Baby, baby, baby you know I love you SHUT UP I hate you so much right now [8X] [Shawn Jay] Lemme calm down I think I need to smoke one Ya messin with my nerves I gotta get away .... from you Battle of sexes, more beef then summer jam both blamin each other, pointin fingers like Uncle Sam I be chillin man ... she just flip on some ol' shit Woman hold a grudges like piss on a road trip she be answerin my phone like she stay in my crib worryin' about who's callin like she payin my bills complain complainen every day and I feel you gon' have to be happy with callin' me baby daddy no mo' ridin and kickin' it... bl

I Hate My Dumb Ass Job!!
i dread going t owork all the time its not cutting the bills or anything im going t otry to become a cocktail waitress i think i would do great im a nice friendly person!!! tell me what you think about the new job situation!!

I Hate School
ya so i found out that im failing 2 of my 3 classes an i have to gett a b average or im kicked out of my school witch also means im kicked out my house an insurance an have to go back to wi wit my mom an dad woo hoo or find my own place to live which i cant afford to do ahhh i hate life it sucks

I Hate This War
Ok, bare with me this is my 1st blog. I dont even know where to start. A few days ago I was the happiest woman I think I have ever been. I was in love, engaged to the most wonderful man alive, and moving on with my life! Then something happened...the war took his best friend and when that happened it took a hueg part of Bryan as well. I cant even begin to imagine what its like to lose someone in a war, to touch them one day, say bye to them as they go on a mission just to find out that hes not breathing anymore and that you wont be standing beside him at the gym in October anymore. Now I know, they signed up to fight, they signed up to do this shit, but no one expects to die! Not like that...not ever! Bryan is pushing me away, called off the engagement, called off us. I cant lose him...I dont want to lose him...he is my rock! when I met Bry, all my fears and lost hope went away. He seems to really get me, he knows the real me like no one else does. Have you ever met that one person who

I Hate Girly Men
I hate people so much sometimes!! I hate how some men can have that feminine mentality. I don't date girls for a reason. They're fucking insane!!! I do not want to have something to do with you if you're going to act like a bitch! Why?! Why do I bother sometimes?? I hate effeminate men! Give me a man that doesn't give a fuck. One that knows just because I'm breathing in the general direction of something with a penis does not mean I want to marry it. Give me a man that is not going to be up my ass asking where I've been and why I went 3 hours without talking to him...Jesus Christ!!! I feel better now. Sorry to have to anyone who actually read this. I just needed to get that off my chest.

I Hate War
1. Would you get back with your last ex if you could? no, i don't think so. 2. What color shirt are you wearing? tanish. 3. Would you kiss anyone on your top friends? i do everyday. 4. Do you have a 'thing' for someone on your top friends? no. lmao. 5. How many people on your top friends list do you know in real life? all except kat von d. lmao. 6. How many kids do you want to have? uh, preferably none. 7. Do you have a good relationship with your parents? yes. my mom is my love. 8. What name would you want besides the one you have? gertrude. what, it's classic. 9. Would you ever make out with someone of the same sex? i have. >_> 10. What did you do for your last birthday? i uh. had a surprise party! 11. What's your main ringtone on your phone? can't take it by all-american rejects 12. What time did you wake up today? 6:54 13. What were you doing two nights ago? sittin' at home with my mom and sis

I Hate Needles....
I really hate needles especially ones that are used for medical purposes. I can handle getting a tattoo, but what I can't is getting a spinal tap. That big needle coming at me just makes me cring. The thought of being paralysed or having them screw it up is frightning enough. I have to have several because of my MS. They check regularly the protein levels in my body. Yeah for me. I don't have any family or friend's to talk to about all of this except my hubby. If it wasn't 4 him I would have to give my injections myself. It was a huge deal being diagnosed mid way through my second pregnancy. I am the only person in my family with it. Multiple Sclerosis I always though that it was something u were born with. I never realized that u could have an adult onset & it come out later in life.

I Hate You
Good evening to y'all .. I hope everyone have good night tonight! my evening was not too bad. I am little lonely down here. It would be nice if I am cuddling with someone :) anyhoo i am going to crash and good night to y'all message me sometime :P

I Hate Bad Weather
so what the fuck? i have the worst luck this week with weather. i leave utah to go home for the weekend last thursday and we get a huge hail storm and tornadoes that touch down maybe 2 miles from my house. i watched golf ball to lime size hail bounce off my roof (pics to come). this was all on friday. the rest of the weekend was hit or miss with rain and sun. but for the most part there was only 1 day, sunday, of nice weather. it was nice to get some work done in the yard back home though. :) then i attempt to fly back to utah yesterday, tuesday, and my flight gets canceled due to lightning and tornado watches in dfw area. so tonight i finally make it back to utah, and what do you know, its fucking snowing. and the weather man just said that it will be in the morning. showers friday and into saturday. can i please have some spring weather? i'm so fucking sick of rain and snow. [/rant] EDIT: pics of all the hail.

I Hate Moving
AS MUCH AS I HATE THE IDEA OF MOVING, IT IS GOING TO HAPPEN THIS SUMMER. I AM MOVING BACK TO STOCKBRIDGE. I AM TIRED OF BEING SO FAR AWAY FROM MY FRIENDS, MY JOB, AND THE PLACE WHERE I STILL SPEND MOST OF MY TIME. I MOVED BY MYSELF LAST YEAR TO MY CURRENT PLACE. I HAD SO MANY SO CALLED FRIENDS WHO OFFERED TO HELP OUT, BUT I ENDED UP DOING IT ON MY OWN. THANK GOD I DIDNT HAVE BIG STUFF TO CARRY. I HAVE DECIDED THAT THIS TIME, I AM GOING TO PACK EVERYTHING UP, AND HAVE SOMEONE COME MOVE IT FOR ME. NOT THAT I WOULDNT DO IT AGAIN ON MY OWN, BUT BECAUSE I CAN NOT RELY ON SO CALLED FRIENDS, AND MY INJURY, I WONT DAMAGE MY BODY TO GET IT ACCOMPLISHED.

I Hate My Life
Everyone hates me All they do is yell I hate my life Everyone wants me to leave Everyone hates me Why can't I have a normal life Why can't I ahve people who love me Don't cheat on me Everyone hates me Why live on threw life When no one likes you Everyone wants me to leave Everyone hates me It's hard to live on When no one loves you No one cares about you I hate my life Why can't it end I'm sick of everyone hating me Not liking me I hate my life It's time to end it

I Hate Him
Dear sprem giver, I am glad that you don't want your two beautiful girls in your life. I don't understand why you don't want us. We loved when we were younger. But when you left me at the age of 9years old I started to hate you. Everyone told me to forgive you and that you would come back relizing what you have lost. But they are all wrong. I knew the day you left you didn't really want us. I would of understand if you and my MOTHER weren't married. It would of been hard, but not has much pain as I am in right now. Its hard not having my dad, I was always your little girl. But I grew up and mature that not all men are like you, you were just a drunk druggie. I am so against all the wrong you did, and i will never treat my children like you did/do. I won't even treat my husband like you treated mom. I could never hurt anyone as much has you hurt me. I still cry my self to sleep at night sometimes because I kinda miss you. But I know you won't come back, and if you tried I wo

I Hate Liars!!!!!!
You know, I consider myself to be a pretty laid back person. Most of my friends know that I try not to let things affect me to the point of pissing me off. But it really gets me when people go around telling stories and lies about someone else just to start shit. I mean what to have to gain from that? Why go around saying that my husband is saying that he loves you when it's me he comes to and asks to come back home to him? You know if he has really loved you that much, wouldn't you thing that he would have taken the opporotunity while we were separated to try to be with you? Especially since you were the one constantly crying on his shoulder telling him what a jerk your husband is and how you wanna leave him. Hmmm, I think that should have been a red flashing signal right there. You know also, I understand that you were in a lower social circle that my friends and I in high school, but why badger my friends about it 10 years later? Sooooo childish! I tried being friends, but after bei

I Hate Crying. Don't You?
You know what? I hate feeling like shit. I'll always be sorry. You know what else I hate? Feeling so bad that I can't help but be a stupid girl. And crying. At 3. And posting blogs and bulletins about it.

I Hate Fake People
I hate fake people I don’t get it, really I don’t Why pretend to be someone your not Are you not sick of living a lie Isn’t it hard to remember Who you told what tale to Do you like being paranoid Thinking, wondering, waiting For your little game to be over Knowing that everyone will know Know who you really are Why do this Do you enjoy hurting others Much less yourself Is this what you do for fun How you get your kicks Don’t tell me “I had no choice” That "society made me lie" And that "I was pushed into it" Saying I wouldn't have talked to you Wouldn't have cared about you Do you think so little of me Think I am that shallow Blaming me for your disseat You’re the victim and its my fault Your really some piece of work Well, then maybe your lie is a good thing Maybe you being so fake is justified Because now I know How little you think of me And how stupid you think I am So, then I should say this Thank you so much You have really do

I Hate My Dreams
they scare me half to death. memories of helplessness and pain, of harships and duress. worries of things yet to come. nightmares, terror, and fear. my mind is the world's best, horror movie, picture show.

I Hate To Be The Voice
I hate to be the voice of Rodney King here, but, cant we all just get along? Is the internet not infinite? Is there not room enough for everyone to speak their minds? I do find it interesting when people want to hush others because they dont like what has been said. In the face of opposing views, we dont need less freedom, we need more. Please, speak your mind. Just try to use a little thought before hand. See, I believe when a fool wants to show you their true nature, let them. Get out of their way. You wont have to convince anyone else that their postition is an inferior one. They can do that all on their own....

I Hate Fucken Men
Im sick of being used by them all just for sex. Im deleting all the guys outta my phone. I dont want any guy to call me unless they aint going to use me for sex. I dont want to just be friends with benifits with guys i want more then that. FUCK ALL MEN GRRR...

I Hate My Job
Well nothing has changed. I hate my job. I am so tierd of STUPID people. Why is it that when people are runk they feel the need to act stupid in the drive-thru. Dont they realise that just because they are out having fun that I am still stuck at work? GRRR. I wish people would get a clue. Then I have crew members that feel like they can act stupid becuase the drunks dont care. I wish they would realise that they still have a job to do. I would fire him if I could. In other things well.... Oh thats right all I do is work and sleep. I guess I am just gonna have to be happy with that. I am goin out on my day off.

I Hate Subtitles!
ok so me and my friends tina and steve went to see that new nicolas cage movie NEXT, turns out we bought tickets for the movie for def people or something, cuz the movie was in english BUT, there was subtitles though the whole movie and subtitles annoy the fuck out of me! was a good movie though, ill probablly do a reviw of it tomorrow but right now i have a headache! I FUCKING HATE SUBTITLES!

I Hate Everything About You
I had written a pretty good blog about ten minutes ago... but it got erased because I accidently hit the "back" button. Goddammit. Scott fucked me over. Hardcore. The one person who claimed he would NEVER do that, has done that, in fact. He screwed me over so hard that I don't think I can ever trust him again. I'm still unsure on whether I want to talk to him or just break it off completely. He didn't think I would ever find out...and I stumbled on his damn blog last night, not knowing he even used this account anymore. And all his actions were right there...right in front of me... and it killed me. I am dead. From the inside out...

I Hate Stupid People
Just to let everyone know I hate Shauna 'Lips like Morphine' Bailey.... I have never met another person so rude in my life... If you see her on her please tell her to kiss my ass... Thanks

I Hate My Sons Dad
I fuckin Hate HIm with a Passion.. He is the Biggest Prick i ever met in my life.. its Mothers Day and He isnt home.. He wont let me see my son and He wont let me talk to him.. So Yea Happy MOms Day to me..

I Hate This
idk whats gonna happen...last week manuel told me that he just needed sumtime to think about things, clear his head. hes been stressed out alot latley...so i was lk aight kool.....he called me saturday....talked 4 lk 7 min....he told me he was going back 2 the Marines. because it aint worth a shit here. n if he dies over there he dont care. but hes changed soo much hes not the same person ne more....he didnt even tell me he loved me or nething lk he always does *n my closest friends know that thats 1 thing hes ALWAYS telling me* idk he says that he hopes things dont change between us....he wants 2 be w/me....but it seems lk he pushing me away.....lk yesterday. he said he would call me when he got home.....yeah he didnt call.....i called him...but no answer....so its w/e i guess...damn its always lk this! everything is good 4 a while...then sumthin always has 2 happen .we'll jus see what happens *N ERIC I KNOW WHAT UR THINKING....BUT JUS DONT B TELLIN ME STUFF CUZ I DONT WANNA HEAR IT.

I Hate You
I hate the way you smile I hate the way you laugh I hate the way you talk I hate the way you walk I hate the way you dress I hate the way you fix your hair I hate the way you look I hate the way you lie I hate the way you stare at me with those bright blue eyes I hate the way you are I hate the way you broke my heart I hate the way you made me cry and most definitly I hate that you don't like me I hate you

I Hate Being Shy!
I have this fantasy..... This woman i know, shes about 21, beautiful, funny, cool, and sexy. She flirts with me alot, and at first i thought it was just playful, but the reality of it maybe getting real is starting to look possible. I think about how bad i just want to lay her in my bed and look at her, touch her, taste her, and pleasure her in ways she may have never imagined. Shes just my type too. But I'm older, bigger, and not nearly as attractive. Some might say i am, whatever, i need confidence because if that ever happens, i'd be too shy, giggle and back down, then kick myself later. She might just be playing still. But OMFG! She crawled in my bed while i was sick, showed me her new nipple ring..WHILE IT WAS ON, she offered me a lap dance, (of course, she was drunk) and shes always popin to see me. I might have a real chance to fulfill my fantisys about her, or i'm building myself up for another rejection.

I Hate To Be Political Here But.......
Sees that those who wish for all who enter this country, whether legally or illegally, be allowed to do so without regards for this counrty's laws. There are lies being told about people doing killing farmwork for little money, which I will admit might be true, but the real truth is that most are taking the skilled labor jobs in constrution and in the hotel and restraunt business were not only pay much better than farm work but do in fact take jobs away from REAL American citizens. However, this illegal imigration situation is solved, I hope that all involved would be more honest about who is doing what.

I Hate It When You Get The Wrong #
Subject: FW: THIS IS A CLASSIC - DEFFINETELY WORTH PASSING ON " Hi honey. This is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?" >> No Daddy. >> She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul." >> After a brief pause, >> Daddy says, >> But honey, you haven't got >> an Uncle Paul." >> Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy, >> right >> now." >> Brief Pause. >> Uh, okay then, >> this is what I want you to do. >> Put the phone down on the table, >> run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and shout to >> Mommy >> that Daddy's car >> just pulled into the driveway." >> Okay Daddy, >> just a minute." >> A few minutes later >> the little girl comes back to the phone. >> I did it Daddy." >> And wh

I Hate My Computer!
Does anyone even remember dial-up anymore? Guess what I do because I live in a town that is divided between broadband and dial-up. I'm fortunate, not, to live in the dial-up area :-(. I hate the way it runs on rainy days like today. It takes me forever just to view a dang profile, not to mention if I wanted to leave a comment. I think that's why I haven't been to everyone's page yet. I hate that! I'm noisy and want to know what everyone has on their page to make my better lol. So much for my rant. Thanks to everyone who has been so nice to me. As a newbie, it's refreshing to know that they are still people out there that go out of their way to welcome someone new. It means a lot to know that they are people out there that are interested in who you are and what to be friends with you. Even if you're on dial-up and computer stupid lol. I love looking at everyone's profile. They are so great ones out there. I love all the graphic! Whoever told of them are a brainy person, couldn't

I Hate This Site
Ya'll are the most immature adults I have ever had the displeasure of getting rude comments from Wtf?? Pleeeeeaaase, for God's sake, dont pro-create .... Aaaaaaah, whats the use... We're doomed as a civilization

I Hate Friday Anymore..
Seems like more often than not these days I spend Friday nights by myself. Never had that problem before. Guess everyone ran off and got a life and forgot to tell me I should go with them! Thanks. Thanks a lot everyone! So I guess I am going to sit here all night, watch movies I've seen a million times, eat tons of popcorn and mope. *sniffle* Damn, what I wouldn't give to go to the actual theater and watch a movie tonight. Anywho, that is all for this broadcast of boredom. Hope you all enjoy your weekend!

I Hate It When I Feel Like A Nobody...
I hate it when I feel like a nobody because I'm never treated like somebody. Why must it always be this way? It's not like I started a fray. I'm just being myself all the time and nobody treats me like I'm even worth a dime. Isn't there anything to do to make it better? Isn't there even a word to use or even a letter to make the feeling of right now stop? Should I just forget about getting to the top? Since there seems nothing to do so just forget about the zoo. I know when I'm not wanted when they bark, so I might as well stay in the dark.

I Hate Being Single!!!
Here I sit.. All alone, late, bored. This gets sooo old. Why is it if there are so many single girls, no one wants me? How is it the only ones I find are crazy? When do I get to be happy for once? I know I tend to be negative. I try not to be, But I've not had an easy life. I just wish I could find someone who liked what I liked and loved me for me and who I am. Not who they think I should be. I dunno.. I just wish...

I Hate Bs N Drama!
Ima gettin pissed off at a "friend" and his bitch and don't know how to handle it .. ima a nice person i take it all to heart and when i get walked on or talked about .. its just fuckin not nice.. as i said i am nice.. till its time not to be nice.. and its fuckin that time she better back off or she will get a lot fuckin more... current rating: 10.04 (98) click here to rate an 11! sasselicious's lounges CherryTAP Support (10) The Scooter Bar a place for bikers and friends to hangout (Adult only) (6) (see all) Comments on sasselicious: MsWendy 2007-6-4 6:21:14 Hey Listen to me Sassy Whore I am not one to play with.. you steped on the wrong persons toes here.. BITCH!! I don't start shit at all but i sure as fuck wont back down to it either! so you better keep my fuckin g name out of your fuckin mouth or i will slap it out for you! do you understand you wrinkled up old nasty pussy! now.. again DROP my name! and stop ya fuckin shit.. y

I Hate Pain
I don't know why but the right side of my chest all the way up to my shoulder started hurting last night and hasn't stopped since and the pain seems to be getting worse even now. I'm finding it slightly difficult to breathe and it's scaring me. I wish I knew what the hell is wrong.

I Hate People Who Steal,,,
Their is a member on CT that is my neighbor. She has been out of prison for a couple months. She served 14 months for fraud and failing a drug test for crack cocaine. Well when she got out of prision she befriended me everyone was telling me that I need to watch my back cause she will steal anything she can get her hands on. Well the other day I was taking a nap with my son when I woke she has done stole stuff off of my porch. She admitted to her BF that she took it. So if you hate theives as much as I do pay her alittle visit and let her know. I give everyone the benifit of the doubt before this happened I would do anything for her. Now she isn't welcome at my house anymore, You don't steal especially from someone you consider to be a friend. Here is her link and that is not her actual pic. twsted bitch@ CherryTAP

I Hate Moving!
Ok after today people I have no idea when Ill be back online. I have my phone I can check messenger with but thats gonna be it. Probably be at least a month before can get internet up and running again! GOD I hate moving! This will be the 2nd time in 6 months! Well I got a crap load of cleaning left so I suppose I better get moving gotta be outta here by flippin 2pm. Get ahold of me thru messenger or if you have my phone # call/text me. Laters!

I Hate Romance Movies
Romance movies, remind me that I don't have something that is important to me. Love. I've lived my life growing up not knowing if my mother really loved me. People can say that they love you, but its action that shows it. My mom would say that she loved me, but then neglect me. I've noticed lately that she does something that she does something all the time that hurts me. Whenever I try to talk to her about my feelings or about something I think is important, she tells me that I'm making a big deal out of nothing. As if my feelings didn't matter. I want what she has been unable to give me. I want someone to unconditionally love me. To accept me with all of my flaws and faults. I want someone that is going to be there no matter what. And then I watch a romance movie and I am reminded that I don't have that, that I've never had that. Romance movies go overboard in fantasy but but sometimes they demonstrate what love is really all about. I know that in order to find and

I Hate Everything About You
Every time we lie awake after every hit we take every feeling that I get but I haven't missed you yet Every roommate kept awake bye every sigh and scream we make all the feeling that I get but I still don't miss you yet only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you why do I love you I hate everything about you why do I love you Only when I stop to think about you I know Only when you stop to think about me do you know I hate everything about you why do I love you you hate everything about me why do you love me I hate you hate I hate you love me I hate everything about you why do I love you

I Hate Everything About You
Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven’t missed you yet Every roommate kept awake By every sigh and scream we make All the feelings that I get But I still don’t miss you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love you Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven’t missed you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love you Only when I stop to think About you, I know Only when you stop to think About me, do you know I hate everything about you Why do I love you You hate everything about me Why do you love me I hate You hate I hate You love me I hate everything about you Why do I love you

I Hate My Phone!
Hello everyone! Well...I was going to add some pics to my ct but my phone sucks!!! Everytime I try to take a pic and think it looks good enough to put on here it ends up blurry. I am not going to give up though, I will have more pics of me, current ones even posted on here soon!

I Hate When This Shit Happens!!!
ALL of my Photos will be set to my family and friends only. I enjoy making things for everyone. But I am having pics marked, that are used for comments everyday, from some of the graphics sites that we use. So any other of my pics that are marked in the future, will be promptly deleted. The same as they all have been. I do not have NSFW Pics for a reason... I like for my friends and family to be able to enjoy what I do for them. And if I see someone uploading an nsfw pic, I dont go look at it. Because if it is marked I can pretty much understand that it is prolly none of my business. And I dont need to see it. I want everyone to feel welcome to look at my pics. Therefore not safe for work, is a no for Meee. And there are lots more where these come from. I edit things for enjoyment. It is my escape from reality. But I guess there also has to be a reality check. lol ~X~Just Meee™~X~S.B.A.B.~ Œlìte Bõmber§~Œnfôrçer~X~@ Ch

I Hate Bells And Whistles
I don't like the animation here; it's tooooo freaking much, the pages take tooooooooooooo long to load because of all the animations......toooooo many freaking alerts in that bar tab crap.........really really aggravating trying to do stuff on here; probably why I don't bother with it on a daily basis............nuff said for now!!!

I Hate My Ex
So I got served court papers on Monday morning! Seems as though, after nine years my ex is going to sue me for child support. Fucker, I totally hate him. First he stole my freakin son from me now he thinks for some ungodly reason that he can take me to court and not only sue for child support, but the other things he is asking for literally made my lawyer laugh. I cant wait to have my day in court, he is gonna be sorry he ever messed with me. Sorry, just had to get that off my chest!!

I Hate It So Much, I Love It
Why do you do the things you do? Why do you hurt the ones you love? Why do you hurt the ones that loves you? Why do you say the things you say? When you know how much it hurts me. You said that you loved me. You said that you would never lie. And like a fool in love I believed you. You never told me how you really felt claiming I never told you my true feelings. But you were wrong. I told you all the time but you were too blind to see it. And now it is too late. So let me share my feelings with you one more time before I walk out the door. I hate your smile. I hate your eyes. I hate your hair. I hate your laugh. I hate your jokes. I hate when your happy. I hate your voice. And I hate when your around. I hate those things so much that I love them. Don't ever say I never told you my feelings because I just did. But it is too late. I am through with this. But most of all I am through with you.

I Hate Shawn Boler
I know hate is a strong word, but right now I want to drive all the way to fucking Chicago to our corprate office and stangle that fat fuck. He has been such an ass to us. We do competive shop, which is where we shop our parts on other sites to compare the prices. He gives us the same list of 12 useless competitors every request we give him. Right now I am doing VW convertible tops. None of these fucking 12 sites carry these tops. I mean come on, target, crutchfield, quadratec, none of these site carry VW parts. Ofcourse they dont. He is just to fucking lazy to do the research and get us some competitors. He sent us back and email saying "until further notice the competitors are going to be the same." What about things like this. Ahhhhhhhh. I am just so frustrated. I want to call the asshole but I am afraid to do so. Well if he wants to be able to compare prices, he can shop that one. I am done!!! Fuck you Shawn!!!

I Hate This Shyt
ok so i'm writing this not to cause drama with my ex...and i put this in here cuz i knnow chances are more then likely he will read it but right now i'm phuken pissed and i don't care...so i wake up this morning in a good mood...things have been going good between me and my ex...hanging out almost every day again...doing the whole boyfriend girlfriend thing again but not being official...which is fine with me cuz if n e thing it's been about a week and there still hadn't been any arguements...but then i know a guy who know's my ex's most recent girlfriend who was the girl before me...well i'm told this chick has diseases and shyt so obviously i become curious and start to wonder if he was having sex with or with out a condom...so i had been trying to get a hold of him cuz i left my work id at his house and when he called me i asked him...then he proceeds to tell me that it's non of my business and i tell him that it is cuz if it's true then i have the right to know since we have been h

I Hate........
tonight i had my ex call me... he's been trying to get me back and i wanted to give him another chance just so that i would be able to say that i didn't give up you know. well he fucking calls me and asks if i talked to one of his friends. and when i told him that i didn't i asked why... then he precedes to tell me that he said something that was kinda fucked up and that i should take it to heart... well he started to just skirt around the issue and i finally just got pissed was like what the fuck did you say.... he tells me that he told his friends that i was going hill fast just like all of his other ex's... well at first i was surprised so i didn't react then when i wasn't shocked anymore i flipped out on him... i can't believe he said that about me... well two can play that game if he wants but i don't have the energy for the bullshit... i'm done if he wants to play them games he can find someone who will put up with his inability to have a job, lack of bedroom skills, immaturi

I Hate Horoscopes
Virgo, Today the Stars make you seem fascinating and attractive to others. This would therefore be the most opportune moment for starting a new romantic affair. Work wise, you'll be somewhat penalized by jealousy.

I Hate Cheaters
i fucking hate cheaters, someone looks yu in the face tells you they love then as soon as your back is turned cheats on you, then when you find out they stil swear they love you bullshit once a slut always a slut thats my opinion

I Hate Players
I have been single all of my almost 21 years of being alive. I have had many guys interested in me time and time again. I said no to all of them, cause I know how some guys are, they tell you they love you and that you are the only girl they want to be with, but then you discover hmmm why is there another girl saying I love you to him in their profile. Kinda makes you wonder now if he is really tellin you the truth about how he feels about you deep inside his soul. I do not Like players guys who just play you to get in your pants and then leave and move on to another girl and do the same thing. If I am goin to date a guy I will only be with him and no one else, and I really want him to be the same way. I do not want to hear shit about his fuckin past girlfriends cause to me that is the fuckin past and now is the future. What happens in the past stays in the past. So word of advice if you love someone dearly please do yourselves a favor do not be a fuckin player and sleep around with ot

I Hate...
Bitches who dont know how to do their job. When you get married, its your job to COOK, CLEAN and Keep your man happy. Is that so damn hard to do? Thats how it always has been, thats how it always should be. Stop sucking so bad, or dont be married. For fuck sakes. Jesus. Womens rights, that's what all you lazy bitches are gonna try to whine about. No, we all see through the fact that you are too damn lazy OR too damn retarted to do your job, so don't kid yourself. Seriously. Womens rights are great. I benefit from them every day and I appreciate them very much. BUT, when I get married I will understand the unwritten rules of being a wife and Cook, Clean and make my husband happy. End of story. Perhaps I was just raised better, I dont know, but get a clue and stop being such a dumb lazy asshole. Why do you think men cheat? THEY AREN'T HAPPY. Fix it. Yes, divorces have happened for a long time blah blah, whatever. None the less, they weren't as common before the 70s. Ya know

I Hate
Dood I hate when you give an honest rating like say you give someone a rating of 1 just cuz thats what you honestly think it deserves rather than do what everyone else does and just gives a rating of 10 , then they come back and are all pissy with you cuz you gave them that rating deal with it ppl its just a fukin website !

I Hate You
I hate the way you say my name Even more when you gave me the blame I hate the way you talked about me behind my back As if I was one of your boys I hate the way you came back bumping your gums Sayin "I never cheated" I hate it when u fogot about me To sleep with tha ruca who was my friend I hate you even more for makin me fall in love with you There was something but now theres nothing

I Hate 6 Degrees Of Separation
http://www.silive.com/news/advance/index.ssf?/base/news/1184069791105030.xml&coll=1&thispage=1 Vigil for a wounded cop Islander on life support as police stage all out manhunt for shooter Tuesday, July 10, 2007 By JOHN ANNESE STATEN ISLAND ADVANCE STATEN ISLAND, N.Y. -- Russel Timoshenko went to college to study engineering but ended by following the path of several young men in his neighborhood: He became a cop. "It was a camaraderie of friends that wanted to go out there, to protect and serve," said Victoria Gentile, his next-door neighbor in Bay Terrace, whose 23-year-old son is also a cop. Now Timoshenko, 23, is on life support in Kings County Hospital, where friends, family and fellow officers are keeping a constant vigil. The officer was shot twice in the face after he and his partner pulled over a group of armed men in Crown Heights early yesterday morning. Cops are still hunting the shooters, who ditched their vehicle a few blocks away. Once

I Hate Stupid People
why is it that so many people on here cant read a profile. what people just cant take the extra couple seconds to see what it says or they just think ,hmm ill just rate and look at pics. i can say this i am on here alot. i love to chat with my friends and meet new people, but im not looking to hook up with anyone, and for the other idiots, out there, if you dont like your profile, dont go and copy some-one else's information or pictures to make your self look better. it only makes you look bad. stop the madness.

I Hate Her...
The rage over the events of today is still building inside of me. I have no idea why i have let what was said get the better of me but it has. The best thing to have done would have been to not of opened that IM and just let it go right? Well haha thats easier said than done when you are humiliated, degraded, betrayed, rigidly cold, heart broken that someone would even fathom to say the things they have said to me today. I cannot even express my rage towards this person right now. possibilities of ever being friends again are for now and some time probably very much out of the picture. I was supposed to be the better person in this situation and just let it go, but how can you let something go that rips down your dignity? It was like this person took salt and poured it all over an open wound... I will say this, everything i said to and about this person still stands true until i get an apology. They owe me this much. Until then, do not expect me to be the one to go to you with

I Hate Mri's
Just got home from having my head MRI'ed. I hate those. It was my first one and hopefully my last but it moved to number one on my favorite things to hate list. I told them there wasn't any thing in there but mush but they wanted to look and see anyway. Sheesh. Well it's Friday. TGIF... I hope all of my "Family", "Friends", and "Fans" have a great weekend. Think of me will you...

I Hate Users
I wanna know why girls are annoying. God for bid if you are friends with their significant other. My friend lee said a friend will be there for you no matter what, and that is kinda true. A TRUE friend.I do not mind helping people but not when I get nothing in return. A friendship is give and recieve.I am tired of hanging out for people to use me for shit, and they wonder why I do not talk to them anymore. Or they say I will pay you back..yeah when?? This pertains to a few people so do not act dumb you know if you used me or not. But I am learning, I just do not care anymore to some degree. I haven't talk to this chick for like a few months cause of how she is. surprised? grow the fuck up and be an adult this is not myspace and you are an adult. Maybe I drift from people cause I a sick of being a sweetheart and then being used. Is that all I am good for? And I a starting to get used to being used. Use and abuse me and then throw me to the curb. It gets old after awhile. And i am g

I Hate Haters??????
Let me rephrase that....I was taught never to hate. To hate is to be hostile or have animosity towards. That, I would never have for anyone or anything. But I do know Haters will make you open your eyes and realize why they hate so much. You have no choice to open your heart and mind to wonder why people hate so much just because their hatered never goes away. They spend some much time hating, never stopping to realize why they hate so much. HATE is a 4letter word just like LOVE, so I guess as easy as it is to LOVE, it is as easy for someone to HATE! So I'm going to leave you with this one........ I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Hate You
I hate you i hate you for the lies you tell i hate you for the love that failed i hate you for being you i hate you for not seeing me i was here all in your face you never seen me at all could not feel the breaths i take, where were you when i needed you most... when i cried did you even see the tears fall?? I think you walked away felling nothing at all..where you even here did you hear my call where you even here at all..was i something to fill the void?? Was i a game that you watched fall....do you even see me standing here waiting for you and the love you promised?? Did you really love me was it all a lie???? I gave you everything even my life if you asked...my last breath was for you i called out your name you laughed in my face like it is a childhood game, and now there is nothing left the tears have dried, i hate you,i hate you i hate you so...as the time goes by my hate only grows... i am under a spell so stupid in love..i gave my last breath as you stood and watch di

I Hate Prudes
Okay, so I want other people to live and let me live, right? So,I try SO hard not to be judgemental, but I've got to say....I HATE PRUDES!!! I don't mean those who just stay quiet when the topic of sex comes up, I mean those militant hateful people who brag about how uptight they are! Perfect example, I'm a member of an adult cam site, right? I think the word adult in the title implies a certain behavior. I love to show off on cam, I'm an attention slut and I freely admit it. (Of course, I'm several other kinds of slut too! LOl) So, the guys who drive me NUTS on there are NOT the ones who nag me to get naked, or look at their pics, or even the ones who brag about their size(annoying, but not to the point of insanity). No, the ones I HATE are the ones who BRAG they NEVER show on cam, and the women who do this are just as maddening. I just don't get it. There are TONS of chatsites on the web...WHY WHY WHY join ADULT sites if you are going to get snooty about NOT participating.

I Hate Begging!
So sometimes u gotta suck it up and beg when u want something right...lol well here i go Pretty pretty pretty *gets on hands and knees* (I know what ur thinkin...stop lol)pretty please will u go by my page and make sure that u became a fan! I will love u forever and ever and ever.... If you luv me then u know that I shouldnt have to ask hehe but i am anyway just in case Yes im a dork we have established this. If you already r a fan UR THE BEST!!!! If you dont want to then i appreciate being a friend and cumin to check this out anyway Im like some away from being a legend so thats why i have become obsessive So go by fan me and make me the happiest girl alive sorry if i ask for too much Have a great day Luvz, ~Cindy

I Hate Down Raters
Damn with in 6 min i got down rated on my display pic fist was a 2 then BAM 6 mins later heres a 1. fuck that pissed me off well i just gave them what they gave me then blocked them cuz if ther willing to do that in the first place ther more then likely they will rate me 1s as many timeas i would let them so i say fuck that u get what u give. but man i rate any thing i 10 i know it sucks geting down rated y do it but yeah its happend b 4 of cours lol. so thats me 4 now its been a long time sens i vented lmao LOVE YOU ALL ~LindaICE~

I Hate Moving
well I have finally found a new place to live. and it is a really great place and I don't think I could get any closer. Its right next door. and that is where the good parts end. What should have been one of the easiest moves in my life has just turned into the worst move of my life. I must be out of my current apartment by August 5, but the house I"m moving into won't be ready for me until the 12th. and I can't get either date to move closer to each other. My current asshole of a landlord is having ppl come into my place to tear out the carpet and completely redo it on the 6th. My new landlord is still living in the house I'm about to start renting won't be moving into his new house until the 12th. He won't be able to move into his new house until he gets new carpeting put into it. So I'm going to be homeless for about a week all because of carpet. It fucking sucks! So now instead of just carrying things across the yard to my new place I have to rent a truck and put all my s

I Hate Myself
hate that you fooled me With your infectios smile I hate that you told me you loved me When you were lying all the while I hate that you were so jealous When he was just a friend I hate that you turned this Into something we cannot mend I hate that we screwed this up Past the point of no return I hate that you never believed me Trust is something you should learn I hate that you ignore me now As if we never were I hate that you betrayed me For my pain there is no cure I hate that you broke my heart You don't know what I've been through But most of all I hate myself for letting you

I Hate The New Name For This Site!
I really do... It's fairly offensive to me. Yes I know "cherrytap" wasn't much better... but it was less offensive to me. I am seriously considering deleting my account on here because of the name change.

I Hate Everything
Well, not really. I'm just real frustrated right now. I'll tell ya up front this will be used to get rid of some of my built up tension. If you don't care or want to hear me bitch about things then don't read. Not all of my blogs will be downers but this is the only outlet I have for my emotions at the moment. As a few of you know my wife recently decided she didn't want to be with me anymore. We've been "apart" for a couple of months. The frustration comes from the fact that we still have to live in the same house. Talk about stress. She is trying to find a job and another place to stay. She explicitly doesn't want the house. She hates the town we live in and the fact that it is so far from her family, and in her opinion, any kind of social life. The biggest issue I have right now is that I still lover her. If we are really over i would like to try to get on with my life. But if she's just confused or depressed or whatever, and is just trying to "find herself," t

I Hate My Life
Hey People, my life is a wreck right now and i dont know what to do. My best friends dont care about me anymore, i think im on the urge to loose my Wonderful Girl Friend Chloe which i got a really bad feeling she is going to dump me and i wouldnt know why. i feel like nobody cares about me, i got no job, no money, i have lost vauable things my parents through out of my room when cleaning and can never be replaced. Im so tired of living like this. I feel worst than i have my entire life and i dont know what to do anymore. i got nobody to turn to, i got nothing to live for and i feel like i am a complete nothing. can anyone give me the support i need? i dont know what to do and im so hurt i feel like a person with an empty soul and shattered heart. :( i hate my life!

I Hate Being Alone
yeah we have all been there, when we think we might have found that one person who might just be the one that we will spend the rest of our lives with. saddly it all falls apart and your left with the question of why and what could we have done differant? what sucks is that you put so much into the relationship to have it just thrown aside like a chewed up piece of gum and even though you had your heart broken you cant help but love them with every broken piece still. i hate being alone when i cant share my warmth with another person and share all the good times that can be shared (and yes i hate the fact that all kinds of sexual tension keeps building up)

I Hate My Car
So today, and for the past few days, been working on my car with my friend. I bought new headers (Kooks Long Tubes), Kooks X-Pipe, and Borla Exhaust. Spent about $2,300 on this shit. These headers are a bitch and a half to install. I may have the Goddamned thing towed and installed professionally. This is seriously kicking my ass. I feel like I've been fisted all day long today and have nothing more to look forward to beside more fisting tomorrow and the day after. I'm going to beat the hell out of my car. Argh!! Gonna go take a shower, get some food, and take 3 benadryl and go to sleep. I'm mentally and physically fucking exhausted.

I Hate This Shit!
I fucking hate the fact that females keep rating my husbands pictures and adding him to thier fans list. Don't they get he is married and does not need any girls as friends. I've always been a jealous person and I can not help it. I do not think a guy and a girl can be just friends. There is always a hidden agenda from either end. Ok ya every guy I've been with cheated on me so I think he will to. He did marry me though and gave me the beautifulest (did I spell that right?) baby girl ever. But I still have that fear he will do something. I have his passwords for all his accounts...his emails, this site and myspace. I check them everyday and I deleted friends requests from females and comments from them as well. So if your a female and not a family member do not bother to add or comment to my husband. He will never see it because I will delete it!! It might sound retarded and immature but this is how I am and It isn't easy to change.

I Hate White Trash....
Why does white trash think the rules dont apply to them.Why do they think there problems are worse then anyone else.WHy do they have gaggle of kids and bitch about how many kids they have.How come they dotn pay there bills then bitch repo man came.My co worker needs to be tossed in the river.

I Hate Him
I'm sorry but I've had enuff. Moved Arkansas a few monthes ago from Georgia. I thought life would be better new start. He's gotten worse. I love my husband but I hate him. I'm not going to explain. I'm just venting. I'm a widow on weekends, he comes home whenever he's done drinking and whoring around. I can't take this anymore. He's making my soul die inside. I have to go back home. Anything is better than this. whew. that felt good. have more to say but not going to at this time. Will post another vent another time. Wow, didn't know just that little bit would help that much.

I Hate My X
From July 26,19999 until now I have raised my daughter on my own with my mothers help. My husband then in 1999 decided to take the law into his own hands and had been in prison umtil this past August, for Use of a firearm within city limits with intent to maime, disfigure or kill .Also firing a police officer. All these since then I have taken care of my daughter and raised her right. First day he came out of prison the firt words out of his mouth were i need a piece of ass and some money.Well that didnt set wel with me and i told him so. During the years we were together i lived a life of hell because everynight he was out with his friends getting hi and drunk hed come home beat the hell out of me and to be honest the time he was in prison was a relief to me! He has done nothing but cause trouble for me since he has gotten out of prison now hes trying to take my daughter from me after he tried to sign his rights to her away so he wouldnt have to pay child

I Hate The Month August
yes that right i hate this month this time last year i was at the hospital with my family cause my grandma had to go back in and at that time they told us that she might not make it till the end of weekend well she did and was able to go home a few days after she went in but then the following thursday the 17th i was coming home from my best friends house and my day calls me and tells me that my grandma was back in the hospital so on friday we(me and my mom) go up to see her and say our last goods bye's and that was very hared to see my family so fucking sad that night and it didnt help that my aunt was a fucking bitch to me and my mom yes i know that my mom and dad are nolonger together but that does not give you the right to tell me that my mom has not right to be here cause she not family yeah the right she is my mother and she all the right to be there as i do so the next day we head back to the hospital and by this time she had already pased away so now you know why i fucking hat

I Hate Fubar
I am on this website not much time anymore. Because of the people on here. Women showing their boobs to get rated by men who wanna see NSFW pictures, blasts with the message: 'show me luv, I return the luv' only for the higher goal: to level up, up and further up till you are a godfather or whatever. You can not even spell the word love! Do you even know what love means?! This is just a stupid website people! It is just a game! While I am writing this I see a gentleman who shows his middlefinger in a picture he added with this blast. You guys are so unbelievable selfish and rude. And stupid. I rest my case.

I Hate When Its Right
My Horoscope for today on Fubar Reach out to that one friend you haven't heard from in a while. Most likely they've got something to say that they're not sure how to express. Your gesture might be all they need to start talking. Well when I was with my boyfriend, I lost a few friends. I have been slowly going back and getting in touch with them. My best friend in the whole wide world, Nikki, and I had a big falling out. After I let the old man I emailed her to apoligize and stuff. I have been waiting for almost a week for a reply, thinking she doesn't want to talk to me any more that I really did hurt her. Well she emailed me today and we have made amends. I am so happy right now. Now, how funny is this.

I Hate Second Shift Work
And soon I will be returning to it. I really need to find another job. I can't do this another series of months. I have a life and don't want it to be compromised for work (even though i need it to pay bills). I gotta find some other place to work. Some place that pays more than where i work now. A nice 8$ an hour job would be nice 40 hours a week @ $320 a week and $640 bi-weekly. It will be $1280 each month. I can use that to pay a lot of bills and old debts and every other thing I need to pay after rent and whatnot. I really need to quit this and find a new one. I need some place else. I will miss the people i work with but money comes first in a situation like this. Besides I want to buy a car and start investing not to mention I want to go back to school and start paying for classes.

I Hate Stereotypes
I really don't fit in to any stereotypes of "Blackness". Apparently those stereotypes are what attract a lot of women to some men. I'm not a thug, I don't drink and smoke weed or any of that...yet I seem to feel constant ridicule for being something I'm not..its the little comments I notice "You don't sound black" or "You are the whitest black guy I've ever met" "You aren't black" What the hell is "being black"? Those are like daggers destroying the very fiber of everything I've worked to not become. I get cold shouldered because I'm not dressed a certain way, or talk a certain way. I get cold shouldered because I don't do things a certain way. What is wrong with bucking the system of stereotypes? Or has society so conditioned us that there is only one way for certain people to act? I choose not to drink, smoke and do drugs, for the same reasons others chose to do them. I am different. I am not a stereotype. So if it means I spend a lot of time alone...so be it.

I Hate My Family
Already, my dad will no longer help with college, but keep claiming me on taxes so I can't file FAFSA by myself unless I move out of my mom's place, but my dad doesn't want to help with me having a mode of transportation, rent, utilities, the works, so it's either go to school and be homeless, or stay with my mom and not have an education. Fuck, I can't get a loan without his help cause of my age.... fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

I Hate My Life
Not to long ago I was so happy had everything I ever wanted a beautiful wife and 4 beautiful children then out of nowhere my beautiful wife OF 8 YEARS desided that she wanted to seperate now I Have lost everything that mattered to me why because all I ever wanted was to have a happy family now all I keep thinking about is wanting to end it all. I have lost a part of me and I dont know how to get it back. Im so hurt ,lost ,and confussed I dont want to live anymore I love her so much and cant take the pain anymore Dear Lord Help Me PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

I Hate Taking Pictures
I hate taking pictures. The never look like me. I don't know what it is, but I keep changing in each picture. No two pictures ever look the same. What's crazy is, I only cut my hair bold every so often, and or if I don't get enough rest, I don't look the same. Because of always looking different all the time, I don't like taking pictures. Someone wanted to know what I looked like for real. Haha. I bet most folks would probably block me now that they know what I look like for real. That's cool, cause I know who's real.

I Hate Moving
who ever said moving was fun has never been poor and must not of had way too much stuff. I am finding stuff i didn't know i had. I hate moving. At least i moving to the other side of town. I start school and i want my vacation already. AHHHHHHHH ~Stacy

I Hate That You Have To Leave!
I hate that you have to leave! I wish you could just stay here with me. I would treat you betta than any otha, i want you to be my one an only lova. cant you see, we met for a reason, you're supposed to stay forget about leavin. you run through my mind all damn day i hate it, but i wouldnt have it any other way. i can show you, an make you mine, all i need is for you to share your time. with me, thats all i need, to make you see, that you an me, we could be, oh so happy. Ok that was a weirdly formatted poem, but that shit just came out like that. enjoy.

I Hate You Now
I hate you now... For all you've done. For all these tears I've cried. All these lonely nights. Lies, broken promises and the fairytale life I dreamt of. I hate you now for loving her. Giving her all the things we shared. For pretending I was all you ever needed. I hate you now for forgetting me. Giving up on all I know we could be. Never picking up the phone to call. Acting as if we never mattered at all. I hate you now because I need you to smile. I long for you everynight. Because I want your love no matter how much I try to deny it. I hate you now for stealing my heart, for the fact that I love you more than words can say. Because you haunt my dreams and flood my thoughts. I need you so bad it hurts inside. I hate you because I can't forget and don't wanna let go. Because you are all I want and you don't even know. I hate you now....

I Hate Love
"Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."

I Hate Bills
So I get paid weekly by direct deposit into my account. Me, Mr brainiac decided to pay some bills. I paid the rest of what I owed on my fancy camera, my hydro, my master card and my visa. Ooops, I forgot to leave enough for food! I just got home from the store, but I had to use my credit card. Man that sucks!

I Hate My Car!!!!!
I HATE MY FUCKIN CAR!!!!..... SO I'M DRIVIN DOWN THE ROAD AND SMOKE JUST STARTS COMMIN OUT OF THE ENGINE LIKE MOUNT ST. HELLEN......WTF...IT SHOULDN'T BE MURPHY'S LAW...IT SHOULD BE CHRISSY'S LAW...ANYTHING THAT CAN POSSIBLE BREAK, BLOW UP, OR GO WRONG...WILL INEVITABLY HAPPEN TO ME!!!!! I REALLY HOPE I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE IN THIS BOAT...PLEASE COMMENT....I NEED MAD LOVE RIGHT NOW!

I Hate Cops
You know that ole saying don't drink and drive? Well, I drive a taxi, but in this town, I get a ticket if I stop in front of a bar to pick up drunk people. That's right. I pulled over next to the curve to pick up some guys that flagged me down, and then they decided to walk, and as I was ready to pull away, a cop stopped me and gave me ticket for "parking" in a fire lane. Shame on me for stopping for 30 seconds so that people would'nt drive drunk and kill someones mother or father. What the hall was I thinking? My goal in life now, is to get a dash cam and record the police doing as many wrong things as I can catch, and in this town......It won't be very hard.

I Hate Stupid People.
Ok if you work in a place that you cant view some of this stuff why even look at other people stuff. just because it is not safe for you work does not mean it is bad at my work. if you dont like what you see then leave. go fuck your self. why would people be looking at this sight at work. do something... earn your money. and if you are someone boss and you are on here STOP IT !!!!! you should be setting the example.

I Hate My Parents For What They're Doing To Us.
They've taken away my everything. They've taken away my heart. I won't last six moths without him. I'll die from a broken heart. He was going to take care of me. He was going to take care of our baby. I lost our baby. I may not even be able to have kids from what the doctor said. Eating makes me sick. I have nightmares when I sleep. I can't live without him. They just don't understand. He was my world. He was my everything. He was the only things that kept a smile on my face. I'm completely miserable now. I would give up everything for him. I would give up this whole bullshit life. I hate my parents for what they're doing to us. They're ruining this part of our lives. Age is just a number. The difference will always be the same. We're going to be together anyways. So why keep us apart now? I guess they expect things to change. They expect us to move on somehow. He was going to wait for me at e

I Hate My Life
i can never do anything right....today my g/f broke up with me.... i had a chance to stay close and maybe try again later but i fucked that up...i was alright until i looked at the ring i got her on valentines day... after that i broke down... i hate it i love her with all my heart and she says she still loves me.... hell i was thinking of a wedding too.... but now i have nothing.... i'm broken....cant do anything but lay here and cry... yes i said cry...i miss her so much... i hope i dont lose her ever....i dont know what i'd do without her..I LOVE HER....

I Hate My Life
HAVE YOU EVER MISSED SOMEONE SO MUCH, THAT YOU WANTED KILL YOUR SELF SO YOU COULD BE WITH THAT PEARSON YOU LOVED SO VERY MUCH!! I LOST MY BROTHER ON SEPT. 9 - 11 - 2001 HE WAS WORKING INSIDE THE BUILDING WHEN ALL THAT HAPPENED. WANT HIM BACK SO BADLY MY LIFE FEELS SO VERY EMPTY WITH OUT HIM IN IT!! HE WAS MY BEST FRIEND AND MY BROTHER, NOW I HAVE LOST 2 THINGS THAT VERY SPECIAL TOO ME!! AM THINKEN ABOUT GIVE UP EVERYTHING I HAVE AND ENDING MY LIFE REALLY DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO LIVE FOR.

I Hate Love Songs - Gwar
I hate love songs and I hate lovers I hate everything that I can't have so I hate you I hate love songs and I hate lovers I hate everything that I can't have so I hate you I hate movies with happy endings Like that one I saw where all the girls were beautiful like you Like you Like you Like you I hate wet dreams and masturbation I hate everything that feels good like sex with you I hate flowers and little birdies Makes me wanna puke when I see something cuddily like you I'm bored with your insanity I'm too tired to smile at your stupidity You've got the very best of me fell in love push came to shove but you broke so easily I love hate songs 'bout mass destruction other people's pain takes my mind off you I love puppies when they're road-kill They're too cute too live, too cute to live, too cute like you I'm bored with immortality I'm too tired to stick it out for eternity You've took the very best of me fell in love push came to shove and you broke

I Hate Me Life
i hate the face that i hate my life. i hate the fact that i cant find that one person i'm ment to be with. i hate the fact that my aunt passed aways amd isnt here to spend halloween and xmass with us i hate everything right now. i hate the face that my dad is where is and cant be here with me. i hate the fact that i dont really have anyone i can talk to right now that knows whats going on in my life. but one of the things i hate the most out of everything. is that everything is happening at the sametime. and that there hasnt really been time for it to hit me one thing at a time. i hate the fact that i hate everything and that nothing can go good for me. i hate the fact that i cant sleep because on all this. i just hate everything right now. i hate me life and that thers only a handful of ppl that know why and but most of all i hate the fact the their all to busy to talk to me and clam me down like old times. sorry to everyone that gets mad at me for this but i had to get it out. i'

I Hate This Shit
Man I hate it when I do stupid shit . I thought i was doing ok with the bank account and low and behold i mess up and bounce a check shit might be two checks for all I know thought there was more in there . then the bank takes out their fee and then ya fucked royally he don't get paid again untill NEXT Friday So I don't know what I'll do untill then .. Damnit might have to make a phone call I NEED A JOB Ugghhh

I Hate Working The Wk End!
Damn every other wk end rolls around and I have to spend 38 hrs of it at work.That Blows big time, but at least I only have to work 2 a month, so I shouldn't bitch too much. Hope every one has a good one! Love to all who reads this!

I Hate...
Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven’t missed you yet Every roommate kept awake By every sigh and scream we make All the feelings that I get But I still don’t miss you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love you Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven’t missed you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love you Only when I stop to think About you, I know Only when you stop to think About me, do you know I hate everything about you Why do I love you You hate everything about me Why do you love me I hate You hate I hate You love me I hate everything about you Why do I love you

I Hate This Place
Well everyone i was living in Va . I was dating a navy guy he deployed and when he returned he was not the same person . It was just more than i wanted to handle i did not need another child to raise so i ended it and and i moved in with friend well that was nice but some strong feeling started coming out and i ended moving to ga and he moved to md we still talk and sucj but it is not same you get so use to be with someone for like 7 months and now were so far apart . im tryin to get back in school and become to become a RN and then maybe do some more school after that . im livin with my parents greta people there are but it is small town and i choose not to hang out with people i use to when i lived here before i made some bad choices when i was here last some im not proud of but all i can do now is move forward and im tryin but i so wnat to move back to va all my friends are there or in general area so we will see what happens i will try to get it updated . wow woohoo my first blog

I Hate Good-byes
I probably burned a bridge slightly tonight by not bringing my friend's mini-van back on time tonight...which kind of sucks, but I had my reasons. About two years ago a there was a former co-worker who really got along with me famously, and we're still the closest of friends to this day. Thing being is that her kids think I'm the coolest thing since sliced bread, lol! Her oldest son, is a marine, and is getting shipped over to Iraq soon. Anyways he was in town for the weekend. So I hooked up with him and some of his friends. Stitch is still down, so I asked to use my friend's minivan to get there. I told them I'd be back at ten but, things ran a little later than that. Two hours to be exact. Which has made the owners a little hot under the collar. But it's hard to walk away from a 19 year old tells you that, he thinks as one of his coolest friends ever, and says "You would've made a great step-father. Even my little brothers have said it." There was more, he confi

I Hate Yahoo So Much
BUZZ!!! Jackie brown: FUCK OFF therider143: ok fine therider143: can i see u? therider143: on ur cam Jackie brown: no Jackie brown: i dont have one Jackie brown: bye therider143: wait Jackie brown: no Jackie brown: you're getting ignored therider143: ru virgin? Jackie brown: thanks for annoying me Jackie brown: no I'm a filthy whore with cum dripping out of my cunt Jackie brown: good bye

I Hate Men Like Him!!
I HATE MEN LIKE MI EX I MEAN HE SITS THERE AND SAYS DAT HE IS TIRED OF ALL THESE GIRLS BEING BITCHY AND DUMB BUT ALL HE DOES IS TRY AND PLAY US ALL AND I GOT SOMETHING TO TELL YOU DUDE MAYBE IF YOU START TO TREAT YOU GIRLS RIGHT AND NOT TRY AND CHEAT ON DEM ALL DA TIME DEN MAYBE THE RIGHT ONE WOULD STAY WIT YOU!!! I MEAN LOOK WHAT YOU DID TO ME AND I DID ERYTHING FOR YOU AND SHIT I STILL DO!!! SO STOP SAYING YOU LOOKING FOR THE RIGHT GIRL AND JUST OPEN YOU DAMN EYES AND LOOK I'M STANDING RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU WAITING FOR YOU TO SEE DAT I AM DA ONE FOR YOU!!!!

I Hate My Life
hey u know thesaying that u can always trust and animal more than a person that is was one of the most true things in the wor ld and i should know the meaning best and plus animals don't leave unless forced or unless somethings happens i wish people could just be more like animals i am so sicking tired of people and there shit they do i think it also much easier to talk to animal then a person i just wish i din't feel this way maybe i would have more friends but i can't help it.

I Hate Sperm Donors
So basically to sum life up...my son's father and believe me i use that term quite loosely is the worlds biggest douche bag. So this last thursday he was supposed to have him overnight hadn't seen him in two weeks but was too busy being white trash and had to set up for garage sale..so i offered a couple of hours instead of an overnight well he couldn't pull himself away from being such a douche bag to come and pick up his son...so that's the first instance in a chain of events. So i have been reminding him that pictures are tomorrow, i have been calling him everyday for a week trying to get him to give me money so i could order pictures so my son wasn't the only one of my ex's kids that didnt have picture up around there house...i even offered to cover the pictures costs and he could pay me back when he is supposed to get my son for this weekend, while i was reminding him of the pictures and asking which package he wanted to order i reminded him that we had a 28 dollar snack fee for m

I Hate Stupid People
YOU KNOW I JUST HATE STUPID PEOPLE. THEY GET ON THE FREAKIN INTERENT AND ACT LIKE EVERYTHING ON HERE IS A BIG FREAKIN ASS DEAL. SO WHAT IF SOMEONE WHAT TO LEVEL UP AND SO WHAT IF SOMEONE WHAT TO WIN CONTESTS BY TEAMING UP WITH PEOPLE. THAT IS OUT PROGOTIVE THE GOD GIVEN RIGHT BY LIVING IN THE GOOD OL' USA----IT CALLED FREEDOM!!!! I CANT STAND TO READ SOMEONE'S COMMENTS AND SEE THEM BEING DOWNGRADED BECUASE OF HOW THEY ACT ON HERE. SO FREAKIN WHAT. HOW DO YOU EVEN KNOW THAT THAT IS THAT PERSON. YOU DON'T SO GET A LIFE AND LET THE INTERNET WORLD STAY JUST THAT. THIS IS ALL FOR FUN PEOPLE SO LET'S TRY AND KEEP IT THAT WAY!

I Hate At&t / Cingular
i got a Razor last year for my birthday because it was pink and cute. well my charger broke a while ago, so i got a new one, it broke. so today i went up there and the woman wanted to charge me 30$ for a new one, i said "the phuck i am why should i pay for another damn charger when they break?" and she just looked at me so i said "either give me a free new charger or put a new phone in my hand" so she called the manager out there and i told the ugly lil feller "i refuse to pay for a piece of shit charger when the last two broke, either give it to me for free or give me a new phone of my choice" and so after pissing me off even more he finally gave it to me for free. lets just say when my contract is up ill be going to Verizon or somewhere else where the shit dont break. this is also why im highly pissed off right now, so proceed with caution!!! x-x-x Riot Girl

I Hate You
I thought i could have trusted you, I have been deceived, I thought everything you said was true, Yet your lies have been seen. Like shattered glass upon the cold floor, Isolation surrounds the darkness, Revolving around a slamming door, Secrets are left untold to define the silence. With each word, My blood seems to curl, The vision through your eyes, Makes me want to hurl. I hate you for what you have become, I hate you for degrading me, I hate you for everything you've said, I hate you, why can't you just set me free?? I hate the fact that i cant trust you, I hate the fact that i actually cared, I hate the fact that you threaten, me, But most of all... I hate that your the one i fear

I Hate You ( By Angeleyes )
I HATE you i hate you for EVERYTHING that youve ever put me through and for everything you WISH to put me through what have I done to make you hate me so much what have i done for you to make MY life a living hell and you DARE scar the innocence that i once had and will NEVER have again i hate you for ALL those time you LEFT me standing ALONE in the dark standing there in the rain and you JUST left me to drown in my pain i hate the times when i KNEW there was SOMEONE else but I chose NOT to listen and i told myself there wasnt i HATE all the times WE laid there and you whispered those sweet LIES to me i hate the times i THOUGHT you cared when you NEVER did i hate waking up KNOWING what you did to me knowing the WORDS that were said and knowing that i will NEVER be able to erase them and will NEVER forget it i hope the ones who have came before and after me have learned the TRUTH of who you are and i hope they never had to go through the pain i did and i hope the

I Hate Porn
You know recently I discovered that I hate porn. It is bad for you in so many ways you cant even imagine. Heres what Im talking about. You know when your all by yourself and no one is around. You walk over to the DVD player and say what the hell and you pop in a porn. Well thats where it starts all inocent at first but then it turns ugly quickly. Its just you and the porn. A great looking girl walks in to your room (Via you TV screen) And she starts to get undressed. You fell a little stiring in that special little place, then she starts to get undressed and you get a little more excited. Then she starts to play with herself , And you start to well you know guys. And while all this is going on You feel like you have developed a nice relationship with this woman. And then some guy with a big huge horse cock walks in and fucks the shit out of her. Im Telling you it will mess with your mind. So save your self the agrivation and do what I did and quit watching it.

I Hate This...
they changed my network at work, and fubar is blocked. I don't have a computer at home at the moment. so, i'm not neglecting folks, i promise, i can only use the computers i can get access to. so... leave love, so i can get excited when i do get a chance to log on. :-)

I Hate Racism! Get This Drift...
An Open Letter to the Atlanta Chapter of the NAACP Dear Dr RL White, Head of the Atlanta Chapter of the NAACP, My name is Mike. I am 27, and I am neither a member of your organization nor a resident of Atlanta. Normally I wouldn't bother you, but then I came across this article, and it compelled me to write. Since I am white, I am going to tread carefully, so as not to offend your gentle sensibilities. But, Dr White, you are a dumb fuck. Speaking for white people everywhere, let me fill you in on something. This case was not a race issue. It was about killing dogs. And if there is one thing people don't stand for, regardless of race, its killing dogs. You compared it to deer hunting. Again, Dr White, you are a dumb fuck. When was the last time a deer greeted you at the door when you got home from work? Or curled up next to you and gently nuzzled in to take a nap? Dogs are pets, you moron. They aren't meant to be killed for sport. The failure to make this distinction o

I Hate That I Feel This Way...when I Shouldn't
Staind ~ Fill me up I just had to let you know cause I don't always let it show you give me needed room to grow and I just had to tell you so you fill me up, you're in my veins a look could take my breath away and all these things, you give away sometimes I take for granted It's just like poetry inside to hear you breathing by my side like I’m in heaven and I’ve died so glad you're with me for this ride you fill me up, you're in my veins a look could take my breath away and all these things, you give away sometimes I take for granted I see your face to start my day makes all my bad dreams go away and all the stupid games we play wouldn't have it any other way you fill me up, you're in my veins a look could take my breath away and all these things, you give away sometimes I take for granted

I Hate Haters
Why is it that skinny ass bitches can have pics in their bras and panties (if that much clothing) yet I post pics in my corsets and they get marked NSFW? Don't hate on me because I'm hotter than you. Don't hate on me because my tits are bigger than yours. Don't hate on me period.... stupid ass bitches.

I Hate Nightmares With A Passion :(
Hello all! If you don't know me very well, then you may not understand this, but I really just need to get it off my chest. I am VERY into dreams. I think that there are sole reasons for them, and I believe they have have a plethora of meaning. I, myself, have dreams just about every night. Usually senseless, until lately anyway. I mean, I usually can't remember the dream the next day. I still think the dream has meaning and I still think it's sufficient, but I feel I remember the dreams that God wants me to remember. I've been having happy dreams lately about someone who has become very close to me. Granted, he's my fubar hubby, but anyway moving on. My dream last night started off with my little brother Richard and me entering a pretty dangerous contest. The contest was to swim into a cave and risk getting our hands eaten off by some weird animal, to get whatever was hidden behind these animals. It wouldn't have mattered if a glut of people showed up, they would all ge

I Hate My Car
I got my car for free and it has done me good until now the last 2 months. first the hood comes up on me while i am drivin down the interstate going 70 mph then i get that fixed and not even two days later i am on the side of the road again the alternter went out. i though that would be it but no now i need to put in a new started and this time i have to do it my self i have never done it before but i guess i better learn starting today. i hate my car right now!!!!

I Hate Myself For Losing You
I woke up today Woke up wide awake In an empty bed Staring at an empty room I have myself to blame For the state I'm in today And now dying Doesn't seem so cruel And oh, I don't know what to say And I don't know anyway Anymore I hate myself for losing you I'm seeing it all so clear I hate myself for losing you What do you do when you look in the mirror And staring at you is why he's not here? You got what you deserved Hope you're happy now 'Cause everytime I think of her with you It's killing me Inside, and Now I dread each day Knowing that I can't be saved From the loneliness Of living without you And, oh I don't know what to do Not sure that I'll pull through I wish you knew I hate myself for losing you I'm seeing it all so clear I hate myself for losing you What do you do when you look in the mirror And staring at you is why he's not here? I hate myself for losing you And oh, I don't know what to do Not sure that I'll pull through I wish

I Hate Ppl
I have a fault, it is called being too damn nice. Well there is one person that I am DONE with. Damn person likes to start shit. Running their mouth about things they have no knowledge about. That is one thing that pisses me off so fast that it makes me sick. Right now I am furious. I guess being a nice person is my downfall, but I don't know how to be a bitch. Well not the kind of bitch I am learning I need to be. Ok enough of this little rant. I'm sure there will be more of them to come.

I Hate You David
On a free ride home from the embassy I saw the governor, and his lover holding hands When I got to my place, I emptied my suitcase And opened the windows wide If you could save yourself, you'd save us all Is that what you called me for, is that why you're knocking on my door? The time I've spent, working myself to death Thought that's what you wanted I thought you needed my help To make it good again, to make us strong To make you happy, to push you along And gain some respect, to be thrown a crumb I was on my knees, when you knocked me down The wheels fell off, the bottom dropped out The checks all bounced, I came in your mouth Your mother came calling but there was no one around The trash caught fire when the leaves turned brown The vultures were circling when the circus left town I left you a note but I wrote it in disappearing ink If you could save yourself, you'd save us all Is that what you called me for, is that why you're knocking on my door? The time

I Hate This Feeling
i hate feeling like a zombie, floating with no sense. i hate being something i'm not, pretending everything is okay. i hate not being who i am, conforming to what others want me to be. i hate not knowing where i'm at, where i'm going, who i'm with. i hate this feeling of not being free, i feel confined,constricted,bound.

I Hate Moving!!!
So, once again, I must pack up all my shit, load it in trucks and move 10 miles up the road. I'm thrilled that I will be in a bigger, much nicer place. It is just the whole angonizing process of moving that gets me. The move is 2 weeks away and I am just starting to put shit in boxes tonight. Between work, my kids, my bf, and life in general I will be hard pressed to be done in time. And, of course, I am easily sidetracked by things I would rather be doing. I know, quit whining and get it done. Easier said than done. I just can't wait for it to be over.

I Hate 7-11!
Every time I go into the 7-11 next to the gym, I get hit on by the clerk. Doesn't matter if it's male or female. EVERY-SINGLE-TIME! The last two times, they were male. Ricky and today was Russell. I walk in there for bread, a snack for Moose, some cheese and a diet green tea for me. I just got done working out. I'm in workout clothes! Ok...nothing very "sexy" about them. Nothing "revealing" just t-shirt, pants, sneakers. Basic...freakin' clothes! Walk up to the counter and start putting my items down. Russell reaches out to "help" me. He accidentally gets tangled in my hair. No big deal... Russell: Oops! I'm sorry ma'am I didn't mean to do pull yer hair... Me: That's fine Russell: I usually like to get ta know someone before I start pullin' on their hair! Me: :O and actually speechless... Russell: So kin I git yer name at least since I done pulled yer hair an all... Me: *thinks he's going to see it on the CC slip anyway...* Maria Russell: I'm Russell Nice to

I Hate Niggers (but Not Black People)
I propose that we make it known that 'nigger' should no longer be used or understood as a racial term. Nigger means 'ignorant,' and that's why it was applied to black individuals in the first place; rednecks thought black people were unusually ignorant, and they may or may not have been right. For years, I've used it as a derogatory slang term for 'ignorant urban-style asshole.' You know; your hip-hopping gang-bangers who should have been a wad that ended up on their Mother's lower thigh and made her a clean 20 dollars. I don't hate black people. I hate niggers. Now, like any one, I've noticed that black people are more likely to be niggers. This is because black people, for several reasons, follow a trend of poverty, as well as a pattern of idiocy (not that white people don't do the second.) The poverty is simply because they were put in that position by the government up until the 60s and the trend hasn't died. The idiocy is because many of their black peers usually pressure

I Hate Idiots Like This
a certain friend on my fubar has up on there status trying to find a minister so me being the person that i am i try to find a solution to the problem. So I message her and ask what do you need a minister for basically and she says to marry me in a lounge im like whoa hold up why in the fuck do you need a minister to grant you wedding vowes that will just be a waste of time in the long run now getting fu married is one thing but having a fu-wedding now thats just plain idiotic and senseless so do yourself a favor if your among one of these kind of idiots that has to have a fu-wedding then please just delete me off your friends list im not even close to interested in talking to someone that has a maintained iq of about 70 and the normal iq level of most americans is 120 if you are below 90 points on the iq level or just plain senseless enough to realize that you are wasting someones time by having a fu wedding then fuck off!!!!

I Hate My Freakin Laptop
So my laptops new thing is the blue screen of death and randomly disconnecting from the internet and not letting me reconnect unless i restart it 12 times... 3 more weeks of laptop hell and im getting a new one.... thats all... 3 more weeks... i may be on and off for the next 3 weeks... but not on as much as i normally am becuz my laptop loves to be temperamental.... good night :-)

I Hate....
-Avril Lavigne -Needy people -People practically fucking in public -Loud douche bags who chew gum -skanks -that lead singer of the pussycat dolls -rap music[god thats all that plays anymore] -guys who hate gurls cuz they r fat -stupid friends -liquor whores -welfare scammers -useless people -life wreckers -long horned grasshoppers -summer -MY HOMETOWN (more to come)

I Hate Being Sick And This Is Official
I am going to just blog this since I figure this is the easiest way to explain more things.. I ended up going to the E.R. on Monday for nausea and headaches. Well, let's see, I had a CT scan done to rule out my hydrocephalus (Water on the brain is the term) and to make sure that my shunt was functioning properly (nurse said ventricles were constricted so the Neurosurgeon I had was called) and he did a shunt tap to confirm that the shunt was working. Good news is that I still have my shunt and won't need brain surgery again anytime soon, bad news is that I still have to deal with nausea and headaches for a while longer...

I Hate My Job
Well today was a really fucked up day at work....I've been at my job for about 5 months and been low man on the toem pole which is understandable except for the fact that some stupid little wetback who's only been there like 3 days is now further up the totem pole but i guess that's what happens when everyone in charge is a mexican....can anyone say reverse racism....let me know what you think and any advice to help me get through my workdays

I Hate
1. People that think i play around with stuff . 2. Hater. 3. People that like to play with people emoitions. 4. Drama. 5. Liars 4. Drugg addicts. 5 Lazy. people .( im lazy and continue to move foward) 6. Bigits and Rascist people . 7. Phoney people 8.You if this is you .

I Hate
When people decide they no longer want to speak to you. At least have the decency to say, hey you know I don't want to talk to you anymore because of "said" reason. If I was being a bitch, just tell me. If I no longer interest you, tell me. If you don't want to tell me the exact reason, then so be it. Just have the courtesy to tell me my days of conversing with you have come to an end. I'm not wasting your time so don't fucking waste mine. I don't play games, I don't like candy coated nonsense, just keep everything real when you talk or if you chose to talk to me. That's all I ask because I would do the same.

I Hate It When....
Okay, am I just being too much of a bitch or what? I HATE it when I'm on the phone with someone talking to them and telling them something about me and then they AREN'T EVEN LISTENING TO ME! For instance...I was just on the phone with my cousin and I was asking her if she was done with my radio/cd player/tape player she borrowed and I was trying to explain to her that I found OUR FAVORITE BOOK on tape and wanted my radio back to listen to it...plus since I don't have tv I like to listen to the radio while I'm online. Anyway...she just COMPLETELY ignores what I'm saying and carries on a conversation with someone else in the background!!!! I couldn't BELIEVE IT!!!! Anywho...it just pissed me off and needed to vent. OKAY...NOW I'M PISSED. My cousin was supposed to cut my husband's hair cause we are getting out pictures taken today as a family with the kids, but she just called me and said that "her wrist hurts too much" but the truth being that she is hanging out at Wal-Mar

I Hate Drugs
ok my friends talked me into going to monster massive and rollingfor the first time it was not fun ppl kept fucking up my high til like two in the morning lost all the friends for one thing and totally stressed the fuck out once i found them they had me drop another pill after the second pill i was feeling great i was have a great time but the come down sux major ass so its the last time i roll i hate drugs except for herb but i wouldnt call it a drug lol i think thats my last rave too

I Hate New England!!
God how I hate the New England Patriots!! Someone tell me where the sportmanship is when you have the game well in hand (38-0) with 9:20 left in the game and you run up the score with two more touchdowns?!? WTF?!? I want to know why Washington was called with holding penalties all day when New England didn't get one and don't tell me that they weren't becaus the were...how Washington was called for offensive pass interference when Randy Moss pushed off a defender to score a TD?!? WTF?!? And don't get me started about the hated Red Sox!! Someone please tell me why players like Bonds are scrutinized for steriod use when there are two in Bean Town (Ortiz and Ramirez) who should be tested... GO COLTS!! KNOCK BRADY ON HIS ARROGANT ASS A FEW TIMES!!

I Hate Person Ro
Ha ha not really I am tryin to study for stats midterm and i am soo fucked cause he had me sign up for fubar where i learned of the glory of the mumm My allnighter has pretty much a waste ha ha

I Hate The Library!
OMAGODDESS. I so need to get internet at home again. I can't leave comments. I can't even view profiles. It messes the library comps up. I can't do anything from this damn thing but check messages and post blahgs and repost bulletins. This sucks big time. I NEED REAL INTERNET!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARRRGGGHHHHHHHH

I Hate My Job!!!
ok so i work at this place that only pays me $8.50 an hour as a supervisor and i work 12 hour shifts i have a boyfriend and 2 kids and i am barely afloat i have put in apps at other places and i work my ass off when i took this job i was told i would get a raise and ha ha i didn't its really starting to get to me and now to have extra money i am working 7 days a week just so i can buy christmas and its really getting to me i am used to making $17-20 an hour there are just no jobs worth having here its no wonder the suicide rate is up i mean look at how high everything is now and what us hard workers are getting paid cause some big time company thinks they can pay shit and they wonder why we dont make qouta i mean come on pay us what we desiver and i am sure everything will go up but no they can't do that cause it wouldn't work for the company now would it ha thats a crock of shit i mean come on and the goverment wonders why we are going bankrupt and why we have so many homeless sorry t

I Hate This Shit Ppl Need To Relize The Stuff Thas Going On
/>From: i lost the love of my life im trina surviveDate: Nov 14, 2007 7:35 AM Wake up and pay attention!Why do people commit suicide?Why do people cut themselves? Why do people become anorexic and bulimic? Why do kids bring guns to school?Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them?Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys?Why cant people show their sexuality freely, without worrying about being judged?In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves?I KNOW WHY! "Whores"

I Hate Mandatory Overtime.
Yesterday, I had mandatory overtime. I had to do 16 hours, then go in today. We have a list everyday of people who have to work overtime. I was not on it the previous day so did not expect to be second on the list. If I had known I would have been prepared, I would have brought a sandwich for the evening and a snack for the night. The sandwich would have been turkey and 2 slices of wheat bread while the snack would have been some grapes. There is no refridgeration at work for the employees to use. And with only 15 minutes for a break, that makes it impossible to go anywhere for food. The building is parish owned and they are slow on doing anything to improve the working conditions for the sheriff office employees. Everyone know that if you work a high stress job it is important to eat right and to get enough sleep. On top of that I was recently dianosed as a type 2 diabetic, so meals are very important.

I Hate You
I hate the way you make me feel, I'll never be good enough for you and it tears me apart Use me up till you feel better then toss me aside, what are friends for right It makes me cry when I think bout it, could never say what I want to cause it wouldn't make a difference So I sit and stay quiet watch you go about your business, only the people you feel closest to can hurt you like this I hate the way you make me feel, cause as hard as I try I can't hate you at all

I Hate Drama
So, I have been seeing all these drama bulletins lately. To be honest, unless it personally affects me I don't get involved and I really don't care. I will always be here for all of friends to talk to. My heart truly goes out to those that are harmed in anyway by the drama. It is heartbreaking to see a good person hurt by lies or by someone just being an ass. I personally think that if you cheat or knowingly spread malicious untruths about someone you should have your account deleted. However, before deleting any accounts you should have proof beyond a reasonable doubt that the offender deserves this punishment. I realize that with over a million people on fubar it is hard for the bouncers and other administration staff to keep up with everyone and everything. I am a patient person. I can wait...for a bit for someone to do the right thing. As I said before I will always be here for all you my friends. However, do not assume that I am immediately going to be on your sid

I Hate Holidays
I don't know if I have ever told you that I do hate holidays and mainly because is three days I have to stay home and then I realize that I am alone and my family is far away..oh well at least I have my kittens now maye this one won't be so lonely

I Hate Fuckin Christmas
I SWEAR I DO I HAVE NO JOB BILLS ARE PILING UP ON ME IT IS LIKE THE WALLS ARE CLOSING IN ON ME AND WHEN I DO GET MONEY IT I HAVE TO PAY THE BILLS AND THEN LSITEN TO MY KIDS CRY BECAUSE I CANT AFFORD THEM CHRISTMAS DOES LIFE GET ANY EASIER FUCK NO I FEEL LIKE THE WORST MOM IN THE WORLD AND I CANT STAND IT

I Hate...
BITCHES.... i FUCKING hate BITCHES... you know who I mean, the girls out there who say one thing, like "I'm nice and I'm cool and I just want to be a good person" blah blah blah, when in reality they are DISGUSTING BITCHES who only care about themselves. They don't think of their kids, they don't think of other people, they think of themselves and then act like they got it tough. Some people call them narcissists but in reality, these girls are just BITCHES, plain and simple. And stop lying about the type of person you are -- you KNOW that you're BITCHES, stop pretending you're not. If you know you are and are honest about it, that's cool, that's respectable. But if you pretend and say shit like "I'm just trying to be me and get along with everybody", well, then, you're just a fucking liar and it's bullshit... It makes me fucking sick... Yeah, my grammar isn't so good in this blog and that's 'cause I'm fucking PISSED 'cause i HATE bitches....

I Hate Users
Maybe I'm just in a bad mood again but I really hate people who think its OK to use other people. Just for their own. Frankly I don't trust anymore. Too many liars cheaters and whatever else out there that have their own agenda. Maybe I should stop caring or having emotion for anyone anymore. Just my opinion some people really suck.

I Hate My Life!!!
my life sucks no one loves me and no one fucking cares all people ever do is talk shit and never do nothing about it it husrt to be hated and not know for what i know i probaly dont make any sence but what ever not like u even care why r u reading this u dont care no one dose!! im sick of people acting like they care about me and then just end up using me just like everyone else dose i have feelings to but no one cares about my feelings or what i want or nothing!!

I Hate It When You Wont Talk To Me !!!
Im 500 mile from you and you wont talk to me i said im sorry for not saying goodbye i told you why its not goodbye its see you later your my sister and i love you and my best friend ive almost been gone for 30 days please talk to me i need you love you sister ANGEL

I Hate Doctors!!!
my situation with my health isn't getting any better. i have lost some of my motor skills on the left side of my body. when i get real tired i start dragging my left leg and cant seem to hold onto any thing with my left hand. like my vision it comes and goes. right now my leg just feels heavy. called the doctors office and basicly got told there wasnt any thing they could do to speed up the medical system. simply informed me that if i continued to get worst to go back to the emergengy room. i already have 2 emergency room bills and all they want to do is give me meds for the pain. that i want take because they just dont work. so what is the point. besides if they did work it would just conceal the fact i have a time bomb in my head waiting to go off. i rather feel the pain and know what is going on than ignore it and pretend everything is ok. oh one more thing it is really hard for me to focus and type rite now so im not online as often as i was before. posting comments is really diff

I Hate Depression
i just hate depression you know it makes you numb takes the joy out of life it sucks everything that you were from you and leaves an empty shell. a shadow of your former self. my sleeping habits have gone out the window i don't sleep until morning lately then sleep until 2 or so in the arvo i have no energy i feel so exhausted dead inside. i have soooo much work to do things to catch up on but i just don't have the energy to do so. my camera is my life in terms of money but lately i cant even look at it just to depressed to work the passion isn't there and if ya know photography you'll know that passion is 99% of a photo. i am just trying to stay ahead of the darkness trying not to slip to deep like before my body wears the scars of a darkness so self destructive so dangerous it can kill you. so if i seem a little down just realize its out of my control. friends help always! i love my family and love my gf who is so supportive of me in that way i have mo

I Hate Fake People
I cannot stand fake people EVEN IF THEY ARE FAMILY BY BIRTH...I Am tired of People trying to act like they Are Friends or Family then turn around and lie, Steal,And Talk shit..You Know People like you have no Friends And You Wonder Why HELLO Your Fake thats why..I am Done With Fake People I Don't Need you At All..I Was Happy without you and I will Be Again..I Need only Myself To Be Happy.. The Friends I have Are One in A Million And Cannot Be Taken... YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE DAVID AND SUE.....

I Hate Little Bitches!
You know, I hate little 20 something assholes that talk alot of tough shit on the internet when you KNOW they are a little BITCH in real life. Next time you want to talk SHIT,...you MAY want to figure out whom youre fucking with. AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE...YOU COCK-SMOKING ANAL WART!

I Hate Bullshit !
well i guess i should have listened when people told me that being around a certain some one who cause bull shit ! the questions OMG ! Just cause you with some one everyday does NOT mean you are fucking them ! I mean really !!! Or does it ?? Maybe it can be assumed but NOT ! Cant you be friends with some one and be around them and yeah even love them and NOT be fucking them ??? Well, I have proven that is possible ! I am so pissed off at the stupid people in this town who have ASSUMED that ... here's your answer .. NO we are not fucking .. we have not and will not . we are friends .. yeah we are close and all that .. but if i am going to have a friend with benefits it wont be him !

I Hate This Shit.....
Ok we all know I speak the truth an I cant stand a fuckin liar..... so here it goes. I recently found out that someone on here was posing as a women to get you guys to buy them HH's Blast's Vip's an Ticker's.A lot of you are falling for it so Im posting the proof I have... Its a chance Im willing to take.....There is some stupid shit in here but if you read it all you will see what im talkin about...... chris hack (12/2/2007 5:27:31 PM): hey Christine (12/2/2007 5:27:36 PM): ya chris hack (12/2/2007 5:27:40 PM): ya chris hack (12/2/2007 5:27:43 PM): what did i do Christine (12/2/2007 5:27:48 PM): nothing at all Christine (12/2/2007 5:27:53 PM): im just in a bad mood Christine (12/2/2007 5:27:56 PM): sorry chris hack (12/2/2007 5:28:00 PM): whats wrong hun Christine (12/2/2007 5:28:13 PM): nothing really chris hack (12/2/2007 5:28:26 PM): i remade the profile Christine (12/2/2007 5:28:35 PM): what profile chris hack (12/2/2007 5:28:40 PM): the crystal one Christine

I Hate Winter
second snow of the winter and i put my car into a ditch im fine no damage to the car just dont know how long it'll be stuck have to wait till my dad gets off work so im stuck at my folks till then or possible over night if they deside not to tow it till tomorrow this fuckin sucks

I Hate This
my life is so gay i hate it with a passion i just want to end cuz im tired of my family treating me the way they do and stuff like that and now i have my friends treating me the same way and i hate it with a passion that everyone has to judge people all the time by the way they act why dont they just get to know them first and then go from there

I Hate Fakes ( Plz Comment And R8 Ty )
well where to begin hmm well lets start with the fact that i started the iron horse saloon so all walks of life may come and hang out i hired what i thought was a staff i could trust but in the end half of them so called friends stabbed me in the back for voicing an opinion and they tell me oh we love you sexi we will always stand by you all i can say is stop being fake i am not fake i am who i am i do not turn on ppl over petty bs and the funny thing is when the couldnt bring my lounge down the went below the belt and went after my personle lfe now come on give me a break i have heard of low but that takes the cake and the funny thing is those behind it will deny it all yes i am venting but i do want to thank all my true friends for being there for me if i could afford to get all my true friends on here a pimpin gift i would but the best i can do is give my thanks and ask you all to come see me i

I Hate You All
i hate you all.go fuck yourselves.seriously.right in the god damned asshole...with a pointy stick.this is prob the gayest site ever....or im just in a bad mood.all of you fuckers suck.everday its the same old shit with the same old motherfuckers.show me your ass...or lets see some titties..with a random twat or two.i have never really noticed how many god damned idiots there are here.maybe that makes me one two...oh well..FUCK YOU ALL. youre all some dirty fucken whores

I Hate...
my math class. tomorrow is the last day other than the final. i'm happy about that. i didn't do the extra credit even though i'm boarderling failing. opps. But what ever. I'm really just sick of that class. I don't get it, don't like it, it's so boring. I start passing out and have to fight to stay up so i don't look like a fool passed out in class. so i never want to take a math class again. :( I'm so excited about next semester though.

I Hate This
Why is that people will tell you that they will call you back or help you out and then just not do it? I HATE this. I try very hard not to make promises I can't keep...I feel like that's my job as a good friend to do what I say I will. Whether it be just a phone call or whatever. I don't think thats asking too much of my friends. OH WELL life will go on I just had to vent a little.

I Hate People.
I really don't have much else to say. MuMM: I Broke Up With My Boyfriend Last Night, He broke up with me because the stripper attacked me because i was being shy (i was jus respecting my man and not actin like i usually would), i told him what happened and he thinks i fucked the stripper....yet we all have our develish sides....i cheated on him when we first started (twice)...should i keep my mouth OPEN or CLOSED and tell him that i cheated on him? Comment: Kill yourself. Its the only logical solution Shoutbox?: Bottem to top, like usual. ->Bella-K: Did you not read a thing I just said? Not to mention you're the entertaining one. You're a whore and wonder why people don't want to be with you. That is always a great laugh. Bella-K: yea, yet u jus keep on going and i love it, i havnt had a laugh this good since god knows when....keep going please ur very entertaining ->Bella-K: Who started talking to whom? I believe you are the idiot that opened your mouth, so a

I Hate The Snow
Its 12:30 in the afternoon and its snowing like mad....the kids have been let out early.....What the hell... I hate the damn snow... and I hate living in New England..... This weather sucks...its cold....its slippery....and now it is infested with the children....LOL....Please I need a drink... for we shall all be stuck for the next few days........

I Hate Steps
I haven't been blogging for quite a while now. Somehow or rather I feel that my muse has been stolen from me. Everyday feels like a struggle and I know I'm trying to run away from grieving over the loss of my mom. I mean it has been a couple of months. I need to move on. She wouldn't want to see me this way. Sad, hurt, frustrated. Tomorrow is Eid Adha and I'm supposed to spend it with my dad and my step mom. I hate her. I try to be nice but she always has some sarcastic comment and pretend to be oblivious to it because she's afraid that my dad might punch her in the face for being mean to me. I'm going to accept the fact that she's looney and stop seeing her.

I Hate My Job Day!!!
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- When you have an 'I-HATE-MY-JOB' day, please try this. On your way home from work stop by at the local pharmacy and purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson. Be sure this is the brand-named thermometer you're purchasing. Proceed to your home, enter and lock the door behind you, and lift the telephone receiver off the hook You DO NOT want to be disturbed. Change into comfortable, loose-fitting clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Then open the package and remove the contents, carefully place the thermometer on the table or a surface where it will not be broken, chipped or cracked by mistake. Then unfold the instructional materials packaged with the thermometer and read in its entirety. Please remember to read even the small print sections. THAT'S WHERE THE FUN BEGINS, and where you will find the following

I Hate The Holidays
So this year I get to spend christmas, my birthday, and possibly new year's by myself. My mom walked back out of my life. My good friend is going home tomorrow to visit family, and my girlfriend is in PA with family and I have no money to get out there. God the holidays are depressing.

I Hate The Holidays!!!
It never fails.....my life goes to hell when the holidays comes around. It's always something that comes along and fucks me up. Last year, my ex's niece decided she wanted to tear my car up. She and my ex's new girlfriend threw a brick through the back glass, and slashed all 4 tires. Over $600 in repairs were done. This year, my 7 y/o son stepped on my laptop, which is less than a year old, and broke the LCD monitor. I paid a good bit of money for that damn thing, and I am HIGHLY PISSED OFF about it. I called HP to see if it was covered on the warranty, and I was told that it wasn't. Then they told me that I would have to pay $700 to replace the screen. I managed to get to Walmart and catch another one on sale, but does anyone have an idea of how bad Walmart is this time of year??? **shudders** OMG I HATE HOLIDAYS!!!

I Hate Christmas...
we arn't cellebrating christmas... we instead cellebrated alaura's 2nd birthday. but this is not what this blog is about. i don't have a job or money... job soon... going to go find work, night job.... but that's not what this blog is about. Whaat has 5 wheels, needs a paint job, and someone to make sure it's ok under the hood... that's right my new car!!! it's cheep, going to get it fixed and what not... and going to get my licens, then i'll drive to and from my job (i know by then i'll have a job... considering aiming for winco.) but but omg. weeeeeeeeeeee sometime tomarrow i'll take a picture of my P.O.S. car.

I Hate Titles
The emptiness is stunning. A holiday that used to mean the frantic ripping of paper, exclamations of awe, and the constant phone calls of relatives too far away to stop by for dessert later on is gone. My house is silent; dead. What used to be my family is with their family, former in-laws, new friends, cousins, and a few guests I don't know from being on the wrong side of a divorce. Their house isn't silent; children are laughing, the phone is ringing, paper is ripping, the oven timer is going off, and somewhere Christmas carols are playing in the background. A few of them right now are thinking about complaining. The noise and excitement are most likely deafening. Here, I am alone. This is my first christmas alone, staring at a computer with some desperate man's unheard plea in my shout from the night before, I feel like wrapping paper around nothing. I feel dead inside and alone. I am debating on whether I want to watch a movie and, for a moment, plant myself inside a false

I Hate You
I hate you For the way you made me feel The way you made me think The lies you spoke to me The fact I let you close To see deeper into me As we spoke The fact I started falling for you The fact I cried because of you And your ignorance You disgust me now You're so full of it and we all know it You're a pathetic excuse for a man A loser and asshole My hatred grows more and more Day by day The only way to heal the wound you caused I wish I could see you hurt like me But you deserve worse You wonder why no-one wants you This is why You're a fake You're so full of bullshit it's oozing from your skin You pretend phobias to gain sympathy Suck it up Life's a bitch and the rest of us deal with it So why do you think you should be cradled and given sympathy? You deserve nothing of any sort God you're a waste of perfectly good human skin and organs Grow the fuck up..

I Hate Everything
i was going to blog but im not because my blog is nsfw. had i typed it, it would have been construed and culturally biased and morally questionable. so therefore i have spared you my rant against a particular person, and instead provided these lovely invisible bunnies for your entertainment. -love- mgmt

I Hate The Patriats
FUCK THE NEW ENGLAND PATRIATS. THEY SUCK ASS AND DIDNT DESERVE TO FINISH THE SEASON. I HOPE THE INDIANAPOLIS COLTS BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF THEM AND GO TO WIN THE FUCKIN SUPER BOWL!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I Hate People
Tell me how or why it's fair that people are selfish, demanding, incosiderate and self centered, but it's MY fault when they aren't happy? Or how it's fair to demand something of me that I can't give? From now on, I do things the way I want. I won't accomodate you. If you don't like it, well then that's just too goddamn bad. Go find someone who gives a flying fuck. Don't ask me for favors, I won't do them. Don't demand things of me, I won't give them. Don't throw a fit because you didn't get your way, I DON'T CARE. My life is about me. If everyone else can be that selfish, then guess what? Now I get to play my way. Fuck you!

I Hate Moving!!!
So as of today I still hate moving.. I hate packing.. so much shit to pack, especially when you have a 5 yr old running around destroying things... lol trying to decide what to keep and whatnot to keep... oh well such is life... gotta love military moves I guess hahahaha... Anywho thats my day.. packing packing love it......

I Hate Secrets..
Here I am again, left guessing who might possibly be sending anonymous gifts, this time Valentines Hearts. I ended up with 31 Mistletoe Kisses and only knowing where 11 of them came from. Now, I have 31 Valentines Hearts and I don't know where any of them have come from. For a former Coast Guard investigator, this is absolute torture. I would love to know, and yet probably will never know. They have come as follows: One person sent one; another sent 25, and a third has sent 5. Who ever sent them, thank you, I hope one day you'll reveal yourself to me. Thank you who ever you are!

I Hate Being Single....
I hate being single for so many reasons... Who knew that dating would be so tough! Playing the waiting game hoping he will call and disapointed when he doesnt. talking to your friends online and saying I have a date and actually he played you like the sucker you are. ( well I feel like I have sucker written on my forehead with a permanent marker )well no more the S.O.B... and to top it off I am sick, got a virus thats been going artound so I feel lousier if all possible :(

I Hate Hawaii Even More Now
*sigh* If it's not one thing it's another over here I swear. So I had to sign a 6 month lease for this stupid cracker box I'm moving to so I'm stuck and hating it. The phone was suppose to be hooked up already but it wasn't my number, okay, it looks like that's fixed, FINALLY. Now I find out cable isn't available there. Stuck with a dish and 500 channels that I don't care about. (maybe I'll just watch movies on my lappy, I dunno) Here's the real pisser~~~~after thinking DSL was no problem there, come to find out it's not available. FUCK, it looks like I'm going to be stuck with dial up cause as my luck has been, wireless isn't going to work either. $#@%$#%^!! This place is too backwards for me, I can't wait to get off this rock. End rant/

I Hate Liers
i hate liers Current mood: annoyed i hate lies and fakes and those that talk about you behind your back.If you can tell me in my face than keep your mouth shut, THan when i confront you about it dont lie to me tell me straight up what you said and why that you said it , And than i wont be your friend anymore because you cant be trusted and if i dont have trust in you than dont need you,. If i cant rely on you when i need it than i dont want you . I have a life that i need to take care of i have kids that need me and i dont need all the bull shit or the drama that you can leave home to your moma

I Hate Fubar Today
I created a MUMM today, to see if others could help me dicide whether or not i was fit enuff or not. Well, what a lot of Jelous and bitchy nasty members are aluriking around. Not all of them, but the first comment was, " we are gonna bash the hell out of this MUMM" another was, "your an arsehole" and then one person wanted to try and get my MUMM closed, and they succeeded. Totally unfair and when it got cloesed, the member must have an annonimous account, they left this next comment on my page INVALID MUMM SPECIFIED HAHAHAHAAH STUPID COCKSUCKER. This is awful behaviour, and FUBAR let this happen. These immature muppets, and the worst thing is Fubar for giving em reasons that did not apply to my MUMM for closure Ive appealed and wait for there reply.

I Hate Myspace
I would like to send a big FUCK YOU to myspace support for being so much help in trying to figure out why I was deleted. They can blow me while I shit and lick the terd out of the bowl while a midget with downsyndrome fucks them in the ass with a spiked strap on.

I Hate Moving
Well I made it to my new home and it was a great drive but damn was it a pain in the ass. I am so flippin tired. I would be sleeping if it were not for the dumb dog waking me up super early. The kids start school today and then I have a bunch of things to get done around the house but it is a nice area and I am happy. Hopefully I will meet some cool peeps up here LOL

I Hate Wiggers & Wannabs!!
BEING SIMPLE~ little man blaming me 4 his short comings... little skank gf thinks she's the bomb... 2 boys who need 2 b w/daddy... drugs & wannab dealer... NOT ME!!... if he's got caught... NOT my fault... wigger wigger wigger... going... waaa waaa waaa... gf going nowhere as is he... jealous~tryn to bring me down... I'M doing so well... I DO NOT have to get sooo messed up I do not know where I am... I told him~HE'S FUCKING WITH THE WRONG PERSON~ DOES HE CARE?~nope! SO he will learn very soon!! DO NOT EVER FUCK WITH THE ORIGINAL~ TEXASBITCH p.s. I had to delete the old blog~it was messed up...HIT THIS BITCH UP!!

I Hate Being Jealous!
I try and I try NOT to be, but it's so hard. There's a whole big story here and I don't feel like displaying the whole thing in detail, but the gist of it is my husband and chatting with other girls here, there or anywhere. It bugs the shit out of me! I know he loves me. I know he'd never hurt me by cheating on me. Yet, I still get this white, hot furry balled up inside me when I find out he's talking to other women. I feel like I've been punched in the gut, my face gets all hot and red. I feel like I can't breathe. It's so stupid! I hate women who think they can control their husbands and who they are friends with...yet, I find myself doing almost the same thing by questioning him all the time about who he's yaking with. It's so anal and I don't know what to do to stop it. He's nothing but a big flirt and loves to meet new people...that's why we both are here...but every time he talks to someone new, a woman, it hits me again, this wave of jealousy. I HATE IT! I know he's probably

I Hate Being Sick
GAWDS I HATE BEING SICK had this damned cold/flu since last weekend started out small now its keeping awake and no sleep.....wish i could just keel over and die, i know thats bad today for i have family and friends who would definitely miss me, but i am miserable...absolutely miserable! coughing sore throat...so sore right now i think id prolly lose my voice if anything else.

I Hate You
I Hate You! I hate you because out of no where you stole my heart and soul! I hate You because you said not to be afraid to love you so i did! I hate you because you hurt me and promised that you wouldnt! I hate you because you you ripped my heart and soul right out of my chest! I hate you most of all Because I still love you! Dedicated to Darin.

I Hate These Things!!
The rules are: Once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose 5 people to be tagged. No tag backs. 1. I used to play guitar in a band called Placebo, (no not the famous one) 2. I have an amazing skill for remembering the most random bits of information 3. I have a weird habit where every time I use a hand dryer in a restroom, I have to read all the writing on it before the timer runs out, (yep imma freak). 4. I had to have my apendix removed at age 11, because it went gangrene! 5. I have been known to spend a whole day cleaning my car. 6. I don't actually like the taste of alcohol. 7. I'm allergic to most animals. 8. I have a 12" scar on my left thigh 9. I am a complete perfectionist, (thanks for that trait dad). 10. When driving by myself, I sing in the car religiously TAGGED: MJ Crazy English Chick Eque Faith the Original Cheryl

I Hate Hospitals
It's funny when you go into an ER and say you have chest pains, but not to worry its not my heart how they still freak out. I told them my medical history with Lupus and that the lining of my lungs are inflamed, that is the reason for my chest hurting. It also is amazing how doctors think you are a silly unknowing female, when they don't believe you. I know just as much if not more about my illness and I don't most of the time need xrays, blood work, EKG'S or anything else to tell me whats going on. I am very in tuned to my body and usually can tell you what pain is from what illness. I hate it when you prove to the doctor you knew from the get go what was wrong and proved them wrong. Because then they talk down to you still trying to desperately hold on to their God status they cling to. All I ask is to listen to me and not to talk down to me. I very much know what is wrong with me and only need something for pain and to have it documented. I have learned to hate

I Hate....
~I HATE THE WAY YOU MAKE ME FEEL ~I HATE THE WAY YOU LOOK ~I HATE THE WAY YOU MAKE ME SMILE ~I HATE THE WAY YOUR VOICE SOUNDS ~I HATE YOUR EYES AND GLEAM IN THEM ~I HATE THE WAY YOU DRESS ~I HATE THE WAY YOU TALK ~I HATE THE GIRL THAT STOLED YOUR HART ~I HATE HOW I CANT TAKE MY MIND OFF YOU ~I HATE HOW I DREAM ABOUT YOU AND I ~I HATE WHEN I SEE YOUR NAME ~I HATE EVERYTHING ABOUT YOU ~BUT THE THING I HATE MOST IS....I DONT HATE YOU AT ALL!!!

I Hate Pigs!!!!!!
Well last night i got asked all night to go this fn party and kept on saying that i didnt feel like going and stuff like that. But later i decided to go anyways, so i hopp in the car and not even 5 minutes later i get pulled over for having something hanging in my rear view mirror. After last night i can now say that this fn cop was in it for filling up his quota for the month!!!!! HE CAN KISS MY U KNOW WHAT!!!!!

I Hate Feet
I hate feet...just look at these ugly shit kickers: Man proudly displaying "Ugliest Feet Fucking Ever" This is my proof there is no God. Feet are designed to piss me off, no two ways about it. Feet are so fucking ugly I want to stand out side, and at the top of my lungs scream "What's going on?" This bitch needs a boot in the jaw Porn is good cause the guys always leave their white socks on, and the chick wears high healed "fuck me" shoes. But beaches are a nightmare - and what's worse is New Zealand has this cultural belief that shoes are "optional" in normal daily activities like going to the movies or the store. I have honestly seen people going in public restrooms with bare feet. I didn't go in after them - who knows where those feet have been if they consider a public piss pot "safe". NZ is sick. These fucks don't wear shoes...ever. I feel like I moved to a Third World Country...It's like the whole country has a foot fetish except me

I Hate Today
I hate today. I hate waking up feeling sad, lonely, and pissed off. There is no reason, really, well except, I am sad, and lonely, and that pisses me off... I guess there is something really wrong with me, I have lots of friends, and shouldn't feel so lonely, and sad, but I do. I don't think how I feel has anything to do with my relationships with my friends, I think it has to do with me personally. My personal life sucks, and sometimes I just can't deal with it. All I want to do is find a place, go there, and sit. I don't want to think or feel. Like I said, I hate today. Darkness

I Hate Laundry
Isn't it amazing how your house can be so messy and you can say to yourself everytime you walk in the door, "I need to clean this place up!" and yet, you do nothing. Maybe that's not 'amazing' per se, but it is an interesting thought in the least. What I am amazed at though, is how much laundry I have. I'm still waiting for the laundry fairy to come on by and do it for me — it's been 24 years, I think she (maybe it's a he?) is a little overdue. Funny how I just automatically thought that the 'laundry fairy' was a chick; it seems in my mind that that would be a very proper job for a woman laundry fairy to hold, not some biggin named Joe who's wings can't hold him up ,but I better stop talking before I have the feminists after me…Even though I'm a woman. In other news — aren't women incredible? I'm pretty sure we make the world go round. (The nice thing about that comment is if a crazed chick accuses me of being sarcastic I can act totally surprised; but if they laugh at it, I can fu

I Hate Guys
It sucks being a guy because it means I'm genetically programmed to be horny and gross. I don't go out of my way to think boobs are hot, or farts are funny, it just happens. What I hate the most about guys is how they hit on girls. All guys think they are pimps. No guy will accept the fact that he's ugly as butt-fuck. Guys think hitting on girls is like the lotto - if you play long enough, you're sure to pick a winner. We look at people like Kevin Federline and think "Well, if jerk off landed Britney - and I'm not a dumbass like he is, surely I can do better than Britney Spears". This is where it all falls down. Everything to guys is a competition, and getting the hottest girl possible is the prize we all want. What most guys fail to realize is Britney Spears is a red-neck and was woo'd by Kev's 1984 Camero. Guys just don't get it. The worst specimens of male-kind will be at the clubs. I've seen a guy hit on 20 girls in a row, and call them all bitches for not g

"i Hate My Job" Kinda Day
When you have a 'I Hate My Job' day, [even if retired you have those sometimes] try this: On your way home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the thermometer section and purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson Be very sure you get this brand. When you get home, lock your doors, draw the curtains and disconnect the phone so you will not be disturbed. Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken. Now the fun part begins. Take out the literature from the box and read it carefully. You will notice that in small print there is a statement: 'Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested and then sanitized. ' Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times,'I am so glad I do not work in the thermometer quality control department at Joh

I Hate Him.... :(
Seriously guys dont get better.. doesnt matter their age.. anything.... you do everything you possibly can. try as hard as you possibly can and they dont give a shit. honestly how do you think it makes a girl feel to go on your page.. see comments from a girl he actually talks to on a regular basis saying thinking about you.. and its some guy eating out a girl.. or that he just gave her a diamond ring gift on fubar. ok yes yes its just fubar. but i dont give good gifts unless i give a shit about the person. i dont see anyone giving a way random mansions. give me a break. then to sit and tell me you do like me.. and you do wish you could be with me.. and to pretend to be sad and upset.. cuz im hurt when really you dont give a shit cuz you have a million other girls you are feeding that same shit. fuck jay i thought you would be different.. you arent.. and i just cry and cry thanks.

I Hate....
I hate the way you look at me, And the way you act so weird. I hate the way you have no clue. I hate it when your far, not near. I hate your stupid everything. And the way you have no fears. I hate you so much it makes me sick- It even makes some tears. I hate the way I talk to you. I hate it when your mad. I hate it when you make me happy. Even worse when you make me mad. I hate it when your just my friend. And the fact that you don't care. But mostly I hate the way, I don't hate you. Not even close, Not even a litle bit, Its just not fair.

I Hate Being Sick
Okay so every year when spring rolls around the corner I get sick.. EUGH!! last year it took me until like May mid June to get better.. So now it's starting again.. Blah.. Maybe it's allergies but I had that test done unless I have new allergies that I have no clue about.. needles to say I HATE THE DOCTOR & I HATE BEING SICK.. But thank you to all who have left me get better wishes appreciate it.. & thanks for the cards also =) So I just gotta fight this thing before I leave for europe.. I can't wait.. what will happen in Europe will stay in Europe =)

I Hate Job Hunting!!
Well now that I am almost completely better, its time to find a job. This is the part I hate. Give me any job and I will work 110%. I hate trying to sell myself to get a job. I can talk my way into any job if given a chance to get an interview. My problem is not many will talk to me due to lack of work history. It has been about 5 months and still its hard to sleep alone. After years of having someone sleeping next to me its been hard to adjust to not have anyone there. Don't get me wrong it is a much needed time to find myself and figure out what went wrong and try to fix it. I have done a lot of refection on my past ex's and my life. I have finally realized I have gotten over most of the really bad shit in my life. Granted I will never forget, but I refuse to let it affect me like it used to. I also realize that I am scared of trying to date again. To get involved with someone will be a true test if I have really learned from my mistakes. I do not want to ge

I Hate Reality Tv
Anyone else sick of all the reality crap on TV? Pretty soon it will just be down to one show called ‘Who Hasn’t Been on TV yet’ and it’ll be me, three Amish guys, and the WNBA all-stars. And there’s nothing real about them. Let’s put up a bunch of unemployed college kids rent-free in a condo, and call it The Real World. Any college kids live like that? You want real, make those 10 losers share a 3-bedroom house, hit the plasma center for food money and have a kegger to make rent. The Bachelor - one guy dating 25 beautiful women, yeah, that’s real. How about a show where a guy tries to date two women without either finding out. There’s a show. The Bachelorette - a woman using a bunch of guys to get free dinners and gifts? That never happens. The Nanny shows - great idea to reward shitty parenting by paying them to be on TV. And how bad would that piss you off to spend months working your ass off on a great show like ‘Friday Night Lights’ only to realize five times as many pe

I Hate Fast Food. Heck, I Hate Chemically Treated And Processed Foods.
Are people not at all aware of the chemicals they're putting in their bodies when they choose to eat certain foods?!?!? If I had to choose between a sure death and a probable death, I'd choose Burger King. Educate yourselves, people! Nothing pisses me off more than a lack of knowledge. There are a lot of disgusting ingredients used in fast foods that would easily make your stomach turn should you decide to read up on the subject. http://www.thatsfit.com/2007/11/19/weird-fast-food-ingredients/ http://www.ask.com/web?o=kw&l=zk&q=fast+food+is+bad+for+you http://www.truthinlabeling.org http://www.msgtruth.org http://www.fatcalories.com/ I suggest watching the documentary Super Size Me and reading Fast Food Nation. http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Fast_Food_Nation Don't you owe it to your body to eat healthy? Mind you I used to weigh 350 pounds. Upon eating organic foods only, I now look average let alone I am MUCH happier and healthier. The end.

I Hate Birds...=/
Your Power Bird is an Eagle You are spiritual and able to soar to great heights. You are a true inspiration, and many people look to you for guidance. And you are quite demanding in relationships... but you're worth it. People know that you will become even greater than you imagine. What's Your Power Bird?

I Hate This!
Has anyone been getting or have received a phone call and when you answer it they dont say nothing then u hear a busy signal! But then they keep calling and then you let the answer machine get it and you hear a phone ringing and then it saids im sorry you have a dial a long disence number you must redial etc. Has everyone ever got one of those? If so how did you stop it or got any advice?

I Hate Poem
I hate him for trying I hate him for leaving I hate him for caring I hate him for lying I hate him for being nice I hate myself for trusting him I hate myself for believing him I hate myself for talking to him I hate myself for not giving up on him I hate myself for even liking him I hate myself for hating him

I Hate.........
I hate to see you mad I hate to see you sad It makes me feel so bad What you feel, I feel That's because our love is real I hate to see you cry To always have to wonder why? I'm sorry I sometimes do the things I do That always make you feel blue I'm sorry if I hurt you so My anger is sometimes hard to control

I Hate Russians
On my way from work I see a Mercedes driving like a total douche. I pull up closer and see...a huge sign on the back that says THUGS in Russian. Everyone around here already hates Russians as it is since the mafia plagues this location, and I can clearly see the reason why. UGHHH

I Hate Love
“Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I HATE LOVE.” By Neil Gaiman

I Hate Liars Cheaters And Especially Lying Cheaters
not much to it than that. if you think you're an exception, youre wrong. either you're with someone and shouldnt be bothering with me or you hold interest in others and i cant deal with a man that cant make up his mind. no, choosing to be with all of them is not making up your mind especially not if youre going to lie about it showing insecurity. i'll be your friend, you can tell me tht you think im in love with you, get over it. this is the internet and i could be any one i choose to be or anything for that matter. I could be the flying dutchman or Elizabeth or Grumpy Bear. I could be a man, a woman, adult or child, living anywhere acting anyway I choose. How I see things is that I like knowledge and when I seek it, I dont want it wrapped in lies. If I obtain knowledge that is not the truth, I havent learned anything and that to me is pointless. All in all, what I want to relay is that I'll be with someone when it happens to be true.

I Hate This B*tch!!!!
No I don't! She has turned out to b a real friend! Which is exactly what I need right now! Please help me level her! is sooooo sweet! You will love her!! Come help her level up! She returns all love!

I Hate My Damn Life!!!
LAST JAN. I THOUGHT I HAD PULLED MUSCLE IN MY LEG AND I FOUND OUT. I HAD A BLOOD CLOT FROM MY ANKLE ALL WAY UP TO MY THIGH. WENT TO THE HOSPITAL THEY ASKED ME FROM 1 TO 10 HOW BAD DOES IT HURT I SAID 0 CAN'T FELL DAMN THING!! I HAD SURGREY ON MY RIGHT LEG THEY CLEAN UP AS MUCH AS THEY COULD. AND THEY PUT A FILTER IN MY CHEST KEEP THE BLOOD CLOTS FROM KILLING ME!! AM NOT ALLOWED GET TATTO BECAUSE I COULD BLEED TO DEATH SO TTHERE WENT MY B-DAY PREASENT I WANTED FOR NEXT TUESDAY!! WENT DOWN THE FUCK EN DRAIN JUST LIKE EVERYTHING ELSE I WANTED IN LIFE!!! WISH I COULD HAVE A NORMAL FUCKING LIFE LIKE EVERYONE ELES!!! SOME TIMES I WONDER IF WAS I REALLY MENT BE HERE, REASON WHY I SAY THAT BECAUSE IF IT CAN'T GO WRONG GETS WORSE FOR ME SO DAMN TIRED EVERYTHING GOING WRONG 4 ME!!!

I Hate Layovers Lol
so... I'm in Charlotte Airport. luckily I had enough time to go outside for a smoke and still have about 30 minutes of internet time until we start boarding. I should be in New Orleans at around 3:30 eastern time. I'll be posting pics as I go along, so I don't have a ton to do at the end of my trip. Hugs

I Hate Little Towns!
OK...explain this one to me! Back in December of 07 I believe it was...I had a speeding ticket and had to go to court. It was cancelled because of the snow we had. Well the little town I had the ticket in put me in as not appearing to court. Which has caused me nothing but problems. Hence tonite. Got pulled over by Ohio State Patrol. Why? For a freakin license plate light blown out! So while he is doing this shit, come to find out that my license is suspended because of this mess. Sooooooooo I couldnt drive my car to work...had to call a cab. Spent 6 bucks on getting a cab to work. Called Michael and I have a ride home. But getting to work is going to be a challenge Saturday nite. I guess I am walking. So I get to work all stressed out...and I get an emergency phone call for a supervisor here. So I did the usual and transferred the phone call to the supervisors phone. Well the caller called back and cussed me out said that he will make sure i get fired. So not

I Hate
I AM THE ONE TO BUILD YOU UP WITH ONE SINGLE TOUCH....AND THEN TO TEAR YOU DOWN LIKE I OWN THE TOWN.....IF I LOVED YOU LIKE I SAID I DO I WOULD OF NEVER DONE WRONG TO YOU....AND THEN TO LOOK IN YOUR EYEZ THATS WHEN I DIE....I SHOULD OF NEVER LET HER CONTROL MY LIFE AND DIRESPECT MY WIFE....IF I COULD ERASE MY PAST WITH THE EXCEPTION OF MY KIDS I WOULD DO IT SO FAST....WAS LIFE REALLY NEVER MENT FOR US....I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT THOSE WORDS I DON'T TRUST....TO BEAR OUR OWN TO RAISE A CHILD IN A SINGLE OR DOUBLE LOVING HOME....TO BATH HIM OR FEED HER....RAISE THEM AND READ TO HIM AND HER....I DREAM OF THE DAY DANTE TAKES HIS FIRST STEPS....AND KAYLA SPEAKS HER FIRST WORDS....BUT LIFE IS NOT THAT GOOD TO HAND US WHAT WE PATENTLY WAITED FOR....SO ANGER FILLED MY SOUL AND HATERD CAME UNTOLD....ARGUMENTS FILLED OUR PRESENCE AND LIFE SEEMED SO BLUE I'M SORRY FOR WHO I BECAME TO YOU....THOSE RINGS DOWN THE DRAIN YOUR HEART THAT PAIN....MY UNCALLED MEANNESS MY CUNNING EYEZ THE TONE IN MY VOICE AND

I Hate Everything
George Strait has never been so smart. I hate everything. I hate my job. I hate my room. I hate my bed. I hate my boots. I hate my computers. I hate my TV. I hate the phone. I hate the internet. I hate driving. I hate hearing the choppers flying into the hospital. I hate the sand. I hate the sun. I hate the forsaking heat. I hate the stairs. I hate the hallway. I really hate everything right now. I hate being sober. I hate being celibate (forced because of distance). Oh yeah, and I really hate the time difference. Well, I have been trying to figure some stuff out, and every time I get one answer, another 2 pop up. I have tried to figure out why, what, when, where, who, and how, but none of it seems to make any sense anymore. Everything I do, it seems to lead to another curve in the road, and another set of new questions. I guess I am just destined to be lost. I don’t feel close to my family. I don’t feel close to my friends. I don’t seem to connect with

I Hate Everyone
Some stupid chick in the checkout line Was paying for beer with nickels and dimes And some old man who clipped coupons Had argued whenever they wouldn't take one All I wanted to was buy some cigarettes But I couldn't take it anymore so I left I hate everyone (4x) All the people on the street, I hate you all And the people that I meet, I hate you all And the people that I know, I hate you all And the people that I don't, I hate you all Oh, I hate you all Some fucking asshole just cut me off And gave me the finger when I fucking honked Then he proceeded to put on the brakes He slammed on the brakes, but I made a mistake When I climbed out of my van he was waiting But he was six three and two hundred pounds of Satan I hate everyone (4x) All the people on the street, I hate you all And the people that I meet, I hate you all And the people that I know, I hate you all And the people that I don't, I hate you all Oh, I hate you all I bet you think I'm kiddin

I Hate The Way...
i hate the way he makes me feel i hate the way he loves me i hate the way i love him i hate the way he makes me crazy i hate the way he looks at me i hate the way i look at him...i hate the way i love to hate him but I love him anyways...i hate the way he sees me i hate the way he craves me...i hate the way i want him i hate the way i need him...i hate the way he wants me most of all i hate the way he sees right through me.

I Hate That I Cant Hate You
i hate you why did you go were we not good enough did you even know who i was gona be or where i was gona be did you even love me did you even love us i dont see why you left please help me see why you left us you didnt stay around you werent there for my first bike or my first concert you werent there when i broke my arm when mom protected me from harm maybe you were the harm that she needed to protect us from i dont know but i wish i did you didnt seem to care you must not of looked back as you walked out that door and now your with that whore i dont know her i never want to because shes the one that you turned to she took you i hate when you make me smile i hate when you make me laugh but i hate it when i cry because i dont even know why i miss you i never had you there you didnt wipe my tears you didnt care enough but youve made me tough i hate that you let me fall but mainly i hate the fact that i cant hate you at all.

I Hate Myself For You
I hate myself For every tear But i cant hate you for causing them. I hate myself for hanging on But can't hate you for letting go. Every tear that falls angers me more Reminds me of a love that we may have never had. If it never existed, why am I crying If I meant so little, why promise forever. How can always last for a mere two weeks Shouldn't it last a lot longer? Damn you for the pain that fills me completely Consumes me, controls me And will eventually destroy me But thanks for the memories At least those are real Though built around lies That you told so easily Without a care So why do I? Yet another reason to hate myself.

I Hate You
I hate when you smile at me Cuz you make me crazy about you I hate you when I talk to you Cuz you make me speechless I hate you when you are out of my sight Cuz it makes me worry about you I hate you when you are in front of me Cuz you make my heart beat faster I hate you when I see you everyday Cuz you make me love you more each day I hate you when you make me fall in love with you Cuz you make me realize I can "NEVER" live without you

I Hate Fubar
Not sure why ppl find it so fun and entertaining.Might just be me but I find it rather boring.Only use for it for me is storing pictures.Hell,I won't even do a stupid ass salute lol. Whats the point? Honestly.I'm sure I'll get a lot of shit from ppl here but I really don't care.Oh,and FUBAR is great for venting my hatred.FUBAR is really no different then MySpace.Both have kids on it posing as adults.Yes,THEY ARE HERE.Anyways;Fubar sucks.Just had to vent.

I Hate You
dude i tryed my hardest not to piss him off but i fuckin give up im lookin 4 someone new who knows what i like and doesnt leave me 4 some fuckin slut fuck you i hate him and love him but he brings me up to push me back down

I Hate Stupid Ppl!!!!!
OMG. Ok so i quit working for one lounge and started working for another lounge. Both lounges are awesome, and until today i felt bad about leaving the lounge i left, that was until the lounge owner went off on me and started acting all psycho this morning. I had quit over immaturity and drama in the lounge from the owner, and she proved my point on it this morning. I am tempted to store the conversation on my stash or something, but I am not going to stoop down to her level. I will be warning all my friends not to work for her because she wants you to stay forever, forget what u might want or need to do. I am happy in the lounge I am in, and if u want to come visit me, I am now dj'ing in The Naughty Spot, so come visit me.

I Hate The Way I Love You
I hate the way you tell me you love me I hate when you tell me you miss me I hate the way you make me think of you I was getting over you But you had to call And tell me you still love me I don’t wanna wait I don’t wanna be played I want to be over you You give me more and more pain I just wanna scream I hate you for doing this to me I hate how I still love you I wish I would stop loving you I am that kind of girl that loves you but hates you My heart wants to hate you Not Love you anymore It hurts way to much I wanna hate you.

I Hate You
I hate you I hate you with all I am I hate you with all I could be I hate you with all I was I hate you with all I will be I hate you with the force of the love I once felt I hate you into oblivion I hate you more then I hated myself I hate you more then I’ve ever loved I hate you more then I will ever love I hate you and your filthy lies I hate you and your spinelessness I hate you and your filthy whore I hate you more then I could ever ignore I hate you and the blackness you created I hate you and the void that was left I hate you and the hope that remains I hate your soul above most everything

I Hate Morphine (don't Read This If You Don't Want To Be Bored)
This medication is fucking with my emotions. I am a VERY unemotional person. I stumbled into a forum for military wives and it brought back all of the bad memories of my husband being in. It slammed me! I had to hold on to the chair and remind myself to breathe. My poor hubby was scared to death till he saw what was on the screen and quickly closed it out. I had a bad experience, well multiple bad experiences when Jay was in. Things that I wont talk about here because it goes far to deep. I don't really need to talk about it anyway. If I forget about it then its like it never happened. It was a long time ago so I need to get a damn grip! I just want to curl up in his lap and not think of anything.

I Hate Everything Revisited
Well, it seems that I am back to hating just about everything. I was starting to look at things in a positive light. I was getting out of my funk. I was realizing that my life wasn't too bad. I realized that I was the one causing most of my issues in life, me being defensive, and shutting down so I didn't have pain and hurt. Looking back now, that is why I was so miserable on R&R. Well, also looking back, I was not just causing issues in my life, but in others. And now it has compounded. It has just exploded in ways I would have never thought. Granted, this has been a wake up call, and makes me see things I had not seen ever. It's amazing that when the blinders come off, you just see everything clearly. I am seeing stuff that I wish I would have seen at least a month earlier. I wish I would have seen so much, primarily in myself. Thanks for reading.

I Hate Drama And Phony People
AS MOST OF MY CLOSE FUBAR FRIENDS KNOW CHAN AND I ANNOUNCED OUR ENGAGEMENT 2 WEEKS AGO. AS MANY PEOPLE KNOW DJ CHAN IS THE OWNER OF YOUR ADDICTION. WELL WHEN WE ANNOUNCED THE ENGAGEMENT HALF OF THE STAFF AND SO CALLED FRIENDS LEFT. THE QUESTION THAT SHOULD BE ASKED IS WHY DID THEY LEAVE. WELL THATS SIMPLE THEY ARE WHINY LITTLE SHITS. IF THEY CANT HAVE THEIR WAY THEY THROW A FIT. AS SOON AS WE ANNOUNCED THE ENGAGEMENT I HAD GIRLS TELLING ME THAT CHAN WAS CAMING WITH THEM ON DAYS THAT I WAS WITH HIM. WELL THAT IS FUCKING FUNNY BECAUSE THERE ARE TWO CAMERAS IN THIS HOUSE. ONE IN OUR BEDROOM AND THE OTHER IN THE LIVING ROOM. CHAN ISN'T GOING TO CAM WITH ME IN THE ROOM AND THE OTHER CAMERA IS IN THE LIVING ROOM WHERE MY SON WAS SLEEPING. THEN I WAS BEING TOLD BY A TON OF GIRLS THAT HES STILL TALKING TO THEM AND FLIRTING WITH THEM. NOW I AM A FLIRT I ADMIT IT FROM THE GET GO. BUT I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN IN LOVE WITH CHAN. ITS NOT MY FAULT THAT SOME GUYS TOOK ME JOKING AROUND SERIOUSLY. I WAS ALWA

I Hate, Therefore I Am
Do you know what happens to a boy when his mother routinely betrays him for her own personal gain? He either becomes very f***ing angry or turns gay. He learns to never trust a woman ever again. Mine did that to me most of my life. When I had something important to say about how I felt, she told me to shut up because her TV show was on and she couldn't hear it. When she has anything at all to say, even if it's something EVERYONE AND THEIR DOG KNOWS, she won't shut up until she's forgotten about it, and if anyone tries to shut her up or even logically try to make her stop talking, she just starts yelling and screaming and making everyone within earshot want to shoot themselves just to get away. Trust me, if I'd had a loaded gun, I would not be here today. When I told her very personal sh*t as a kid, things I didn't want repeated, guess what? It became part of the conversation when she started talking to her "friends" the next time (yes, even they only listened because they didn'

I Hate
I hate going around my friends I hate seeing their kids I hate going to their weddings I hate that im the only single person in my group of friends.... I hate that im thinking about going back to him just so im not alone anymore.... I hate that no one see me as more then a one night stand I hate that I hate my friends

I Hate You So Much Right Now
men are the same exactly play all the same games all they are is heart ache and pain that is exactly why i fucken hate you right now and you deserve all the pain you have felt and will feel cause trust we as women will get you back if it is not me it will be someone and i will be there to say how does it feel or maybe i will just look past you as though your not standing there cryin for me to hold you making yourself sick over some one who is not worthy when you thought that they were but they are just another woman or man like the rest a player a heartbreaker undercover as some one genuine and deserving of love well i say fuck you

I Hate Alabama
Fuck this place. So I went to Vegas for around 9 days. I didn't realize how much I missed it, and my friends... and just everything out there. So, I'm looking for a job out there. And when I find one, I'm packing my shit and getting the fuck out of Alabama. If you like Alabama, or if you're from here and find this to be upsetting, you haven't lived yet. This place is a steaming, shitty hot mess of garbage. I can't wait to get the hell out of here. Flying back in last night, I felt more depressed than I ever have in my life.

I Hate This Shit!
I really don't like running. I don't. It's just when you have an EX like mine, there is nothing else to do but run. I never get the chance to fucking sit still. Ah, but he did love on me again.... And then he hurt me, AGAIN. I don't know how it is I can succumb to him like that. It's just too overwhelming. I still love him so, but hard to walk away from him. Goddamn, I am so fucked up! I need some new serious meds. Theses damn pills make me so weak and so fuckin' vulnerable.

I Hate
i hate when a guy pretends that he loves you and that you are all he needs but then soon as he sees another girl he be all in her fucking face and swears up and down that they are just friends when they are actually fuckin buddies but he doesnt know that u know the real truth about EVERYTHING.....i hate when the guy you know turns into the guy you KNEW when you think everthing they use to say was tru and find out that is was all a lie.....they dont realize that they have to tell a lie to cover up the 1st lie and they have to keep lyin so they wont get caught but they dont know that they already are.....i hate fake guys like that dont you

I Hate This!
Phil is showing signs of being into the same things as He-WHo-Must-Never-Be-Named was into (an ex... you all know who.. THE ex). aside from THAT uncomfortable ness. I supposedly have 20k in a bank for when i turned 18. and do you know what i want to do with it? No, not a shopping spree. No, not a fancy house. No, not a wedding. No, not vacay. I wanted to ration it at first, make it my emergency money... well, we have an emergency. If i don't lose weight, i might lose my mind. Literally. I am FREAKING OUT. I have a large gut. lots of rolls. cellulite like you wouldn't believe possibly on a 5'ft tall girl. cottage cheese, hideous stretch marks so deep you could row a boat down them... it's no wonder phil shows no interest in me. I'm not up to my usual bitching. i have photos and a video as proof, and there will be more. there will be proof i'm not "thick" or "curvy", that i'm just plain run-of-the-mill fat. What will the money be

I Hate People
between 330 and 4 this morn i was on my way home and stopped at the raceway to pick art up some sweets. so no sooner than i pulled up i dont even get the car in park when this black guy about 5'0 tall maybe 21 come up to the car and was talking shit tring to hit on me and i was tring to blow him off nicely lot of good it did me but the motherfucker stole my phone i keep in the my car door and he was leaning in my car door talking she well i looked away for half and sec and i hear my lighter move which i keep in the same spot and i felt for my phone and it was gone and i called him on it but bastard said he didnt have it but i know damn well he did and i told annie to call the police and he took off him and his two so called uncles got in an older model jeep wrangler and took off down hwy 18 toward bolivar cops comes and takes a report then i remember my spider rings in the same spot too but guess what its gone too this makes me hate this fucking world even worse and goes to show that

I Hate People!
So, today I checked out someone's page that I probably shouldn't have because the person like hates me. Well, he comes off telling SOMEONE ELSE to tell me to block him, and says why, but I won't repeat here cause some people don't know. Anyways, this person and I used to be very close, but this bullshit has to stop. He doesn't even have the fucking balls to tell me himself. To me, that's childish. He's such a big fucking man, but can't even tell someone like me how he feels? Oh bullshit. I'm not going to say names in here, nor will I in SB, so don't ask. If you're important enough, you already know. As for the "other stuff" that he said, it's bullshit too. He is bringing up shit that is gone and in the past. Yes, I have done some stuff on here that I probably shouldn't have done, and people have found out. Don't ask me how, because I have no idea. Anyways, he's making big fucking jokes about it. Ok, so I've made mistakes, big fucking deal. Everyone does. I'm sure his perfect ass h

I Hate My Life.....
grr...i mean could more shit happen? so my car has been wrecked..it wont work..and i am now without a damn car :( and the driver of the car shall remain nameless....lol because when i kill him i dont want anybody to know it was me..ok i wont kill u..but im kicking ur ass.... anyways...i am not happy

I Hate Liars!!!
LIAR!!! LIAR!!! LIAR!!! LIAR!!! SO IM NOT ONE TO REALLY START DRAMA OR LIKE TO REALLY BE IN DRAMA! THIS JUST REALLY GOT TO ME. JUST LIKE ANYONE ON THIS SITE, IM INTO AUCTIONS. I THINK THEY ARE FUN, AND I ENJOY RATING, MAKING BULLIES, AND DO STUFF FOR PEOPLE, JUST LIKE ANYONE ELSE ON THIS SITE. SO AS MOST OF YOU KNOW, I GOT A LIL FUBAR'd AND DELETED MY FIRST ACCOUNT, WELL WHEN I CAME BACK I GOT INTO MY FIRST AUCTION AND THIS MAN "BRIAN" BID ON ME AND TOLD ME THAT HE WAS NOT GUNNA LET ANY ONE ELSE WIN ME, I THOUGHT WELL HELL THATS COOL....YA KNOW WHO WOULDN'T LIKE THAT Owner of "NINEMMRUGER", "Pervy" & "DREAMGURL"@ fubar OK SO HE WINS ME, AND AT THAT TIME I HAD A VIP AND HE BID A 3 MTH VIP AND 1 DAY BLAST ON ME, AND HE HITS ME UP IN MY SB SAYING IM GOOD FOR IT, IM GOOD FOR IT, YOU CAN ASK "SO- AND SO" (WHICH ARE SOME OTHER GIRLS THAT HE OWNS). SO I TAKE HIM FOR HIS WORD, WELL THE TIME COMES FOR RENEWAL ON MY VIP, AND HE GOES AND GETS ME A 1 MTH VIP(IM LIKE OK WELL MAYBE HE F

I Hate Liars
My g/f broke up with me a month ago. She said she has some shit she needed to work out. She started hangin out with this girl who's 19. She said they were only friends who had similar issues and that's why she's hanging out with her. I knew in my heart there was something else going on but I gave her the benefit of the doubt (well, kinda).Anyway, all these little clues are leading me to believe otherwise. About two weeks after we broke up (oh did i mention we live together...so much fun and she's my best friend too..double whammy)she tells me the real reason she broke up with me is cuz she fell out of love with me months ago and she started to have feelings for the 19 yr old (which I knew in my gut). I approached the 19 yr old and asked her what and if anything was going on and she replied "we're just talking". I go on vacation for a week and when I come home I find out that they have been hooking up since they day after I left for vacation and they stayed in my house on MY BED! Now te

I Hate
LIARS people who don't know how to tell the truth all need to die of shut there fucking mouths i can't stand BACKSTABBERS there just wannabes and all they do is give me a goddamn headache live life love thats what i say and i try to live by it but when someone pisses me off there is no way that i can be docile and it sucks driving me nuts no way to make it stop love but cant stand sometimes step back watch the day unfold bitching cant help some times it heals my anger sometimes it just increases it but who the hell knows if ill ever reach sanity again but life moves on rather we want it to or not

I Hate My Job Day
When you have a 'I Hate My Job' day, [even if retired you have those sometimes] try this: On your way home from work, stop at your pharmacy and go to the thermometer section and purchase a rectal thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson Be very sure you get this brand.. Change into very comfortable clothing and sit in your favorite chair. Open the package and remove the thermometer. Now, carefully place it on a table or a surface so that it will not become chipped or broken. Now the fun part begins. Take out the literature from the box and read it carefully. You will notice that in small print there is a statement: 'Every Rectal Thermometer made by Johnson & Johnson is personally tested and then sanitized. ' Now, close your eyes and repeat out loud five times,'I am so glad I do not work in the thermometer quality control department at Johnson & Johnson.' -----------------------------------------------------------------------

I Hate Politics!
And no, I'm not talking about the current presidential political campaine...I mean the everyday shit, y'know, all the phoniness and ass kissing that goes on in your everyday life of politics. It's rampant and ravenous within every inch of our working and socializing lives! I am dreading the day when I have to once again venture into to the fucking rat race of it all! The phone rings tonight and it's a former coworker and dear friend of dh(and me!) ...someone said something about something he said and now everything is being misconstrued, and drama ensues... Really? Why does this shit happen everywhere? I mean, everywhere, any place, everyone has something to say to someone and truthfull or halftruthfull, things get taken outa context and the fucking world goes to shit! In the end, most likely, it's because of some pansy ass, insecure, intimidated, rookie that has something to say...in all the wrong ways...and basically makes you realize there are few people in this world

I Hate Girls
So, there is a specific person on here (who shall remain nameless) who is really starting to get to me.. again. If you know me at all, I'm sure you know who I'm talking about. Anyways, so I don't talk to her, don't look at her, don't acknowledge her in any way, NOTHING, yet she had the nerve to comment on someone else's blog about ME, saying that I'm fat and whatever? Ok, so I know that. It's not like you're not saying something that I don't know, but good lord. Look in the mirror once in a while. You're not exactly Miss Skinny either! And you're so perfect, but who was the one who got their account locked and had to make a new one? Who was the one who STILL can't change statuses? Not me. :) I probably shouldn't even be blogging this, but it's really starting to get to me. After all this time, she still has to say stuff? Wtf? Grow up already. One last thing - I'm sure that someone is going to run back and tell her I posted this, but that's ok. I really don't care. :)

I Hate You
i feel used by you what was i just something to pass the time? you made me smile made me think of things i never would of i felt alive with you yet i was nothing to you even tho you made me feel like something i'm done feeding ur ego making you feel like ur a good man ur not ur a piece of shit i hate you I hate you for everything

I Hate You.
I linger on the memories of the past while dabbling on the hopes of the future / Confusion about myself dellusions about my health / As I tipp the bottle back the burning in my throat seems more homely than an attack / Addiction no affliction to the bitching im subsided and yet equally devided / I can feel myself sliding yet hide in denial no problem just a excuse for the truth / The truth of which I hide dispise cant arise held down beaten by forefound / Member of my child hood a father who just never understood / It is not I who holds the bottle it is he I just spill tears from the eye for him and the disease / A weakness that you have brought upon me I shell avenge the guilt you've inflicted / To me im destroyed cursed when from birth I could've been gifted / Your bad choices have left our relationship shifted she is more a problem than a solution / Yet you choose her over I what has she shown you that determines your side / You were all I had the only person

I Hate Being Rude
Ok a person apparently thought that it was ok to be very rude and insistant with me on sending him pics that I do not care to send him. So I blocked him!!!!! I was being asnice as nice could be, but he truly pissed me off. It takes me awhile to get to the point where enough is enough and frankly I am getting tired with guys asking for me to perform sex acts on myself and then send a pic to them. If I want to send you a private pic of myself I will, but on my terms. I am not opposed to chatting with anyone online and getting to know someone. I have a tendency to be nice to those who are nice to me and respect me. So keep that in mind the next time you demand something from me.

I Hate Love
"Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life .... You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like maybe we should just be friends or how very perceptive turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination; not just in the mind, it's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."

I Hate You
I cant believe It isnt true You couldnt have done this But here's the proof Right in my face This slap burns The cut bleeds And all you see Is how selfish i can be? You're the one who lied Who hid this from me You broke a promise One you should keep Now the connection is gone The love has faded How you'll fix this Is a mystery to me How do you prove That you still care? I hate you Now i'm waiting Where's your proof?

I Hate Things Right Now!
OK, SO FOR THOSE OF YOU ON MY LIST WHO KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON I AM FUCKING GOING NUTS! MY DAD IS IN THE HOSPITAL AND I AM JUST ABOUT TO LOSE MY HEAD! MY STEP MOM, IS BEING THE BIGGEST CUNTY BITCH I HAVE EVER MET RIGHT NOW. I AM SICK, DON'T FEEL GOOD AND ALL SHE CAN THINK ABOUT IS HOW IT'S ALL HER FAULT THIS HAPPENED. MEANWHILE, I'M FREAKING OUT BECAUSE HEART PROBLEMS ARE A HUGE DEAL IN MY FAMILY... IT RUNS IN THE FAMILY AND WE WERE ALL HOPING THAT IT WOULD SKIP HIM, BUT APPARENTLY NOT BECAUSE HE'S HAD A HEART ATTACK.... NOW I WAS TOLD BY THE NURSE ON THE CARDIAC UNIT THAT IT WILL HAPPEN TO ME..... IT'S HEREDITARY..... I HAVE A WONDERFUL MAN WHO IS VERY SUPPORTIVE AND MY HUGS, KISSES AND LICKS GO OUT TO HIM. HE KNOW'S WHO HE IS..... ANYWAY, JUST NEEDING TO VENT.

I Hate You
I hate the way you make me laugh I hate the way with one word you can make me cry I hate you make me feel like my world is broking I hate that you break my heart over and over You should have never said forever when you knew you couldn't be true forever I hope one day when you are old and setting remember the old times that when you think of me you cry I hope you miss me forever Like I miss you

I Hate That When I Ask You Why...
the answer is always "I don't know..." Infuriated doesn't even start to describe the feeling I have when I hear those three indecisive, inconclusive, effortless words jumbled up into some sort of excuse I'm just supposed to accept. It's detrimental to my willingness to communicate, to understand and be empathetic. In all honesty it just makes me want to bitch slap your ass! Saying "I don't know" is like saying "I don't care" it shows no intuitiveness to ones own thoughts. I think you are just lazy! You don't want to tell me. You don't want me to know. Your secretiveness is winning you over once again. You're a coward. Unable to say for fear of my reaction. Why can't you just be honest regardless of what I have to say? Make your way and tell me the truth... My patience is thin, nonexistence at this point. You say the same thing for so long and my attitude is acceptable. Yours, however, is not!

I Hate Math
This is My 12 Year Olds Home Work. WTF??????????? All questions refer to the number: 14,635,872.635. Also known as: Fourteen million six hundred thirty five thousand eight hundred seventy two POINT six hundred thirty five thousandths. Questions 1 through 11 begin with: Round the above number to the (blank) position. Q 1. Hundredths position Q 2. Tenths position Q.3. Units position Q 4 Tens position Q 5. Hundreds position Q 6. Thousands position Q 7. Ten thousands position Q 8. Hundred thousands position Q 9. Millions position Q10. Ten millions position Q11. Hundred millions position Bonus Questions: Q12. Rounding this number to WHAT POSITION yields the largest number? Q13. Rounding this number to WHAT POSITION yields the smallest number?

I Hate Sarah Palin!
I already didn't like this cunt, but now I have even more reason to hate her! ------------------------------------------------- This is an article I found, Here's the article and petition link. http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/968322162 This summer, Alaska wildlife agency personnel staked out a known wolf denning site – a practice that is illegal under Alaska law – and, using helicopters, gunned down 14 adult wolves from the air. When they landed, they found 14 helpless pups in the nearby dens – infant wolves just weeks old – and methodically shot each one in the head. 28 wolves gunned down in all. Due to a loophole in federal law, Alaska is the only state in the U.S. where a few hunters still use aircraft to shoot wolves or chase them to exhaustion before landing and shooting them point blank. But the practice of "denning" – the killing of wolf young in the den – is prohibited even under Alaska law. This killing of 14 wolf pups disturbs even longtime hunters in Alas

I Hate You
I HATE THE WAY I FEEL ABOUT U MY FEELINGS SO STRONG AND DEEP I HATE THE WAY I SEE U IN MY DREAMS WHEN IM ASLEEP I HATE WHEN I SEE UR EYES I DROWN IN DESIRE I HATE THE FACT UR MY FLAME IN MY FIRE I HATE THE FACT THAT U MAKE ME CRY I HATE IT CAUSE I NEVER KNOW WHY I HATE THE WAY U MAKE ME TOUCH MYSELF WHEN I THINK OF YOU I HATE THE FACT THAT EVERYTHING I DO I DO FOR YOU I HATE THAT UR ALWAYS ON MY MIND AND EVEN MORE I WISH TO GROW WITH U IN TIME I HATE THE WAY I HEAR UR VOICE AND ALL MY PROBLEMS SEEM TO DISAPPEAR I HATE IT CAUSE ITS YOU I WANT TO BE NEAR I HATE THAT I CANT LIVE WITHOUT YOU AND HEAR YOUR VOICE OUTTA THE BLUE BUT MOST OF ALL I HATE THE FACT THAT I DON'T HATE YOU AT ALL CUASE NOW I HAVE YOU

I Hate This Danm Shit!!!!!
****JUST SO IM VERY CLEAR I AM MARRIED TO A VERY SEXXY MAN , I LIKE EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM , BUT FOR SOME REASON I ALSO HAVE FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE ELSE. WISH I COULD MAKE IT ALL GO AWAY , IM TIRED OF SEEING THIS PERSON AND WISHING I DIDNT HAVE TO GO HOME OR WHEN THIS PERSON LOOKS AT ME I WANT TO GRAB THEM AND KISS THE UNHOLY HELL OUT OF THEIR LIPS! IT DOESNT MATTER IF IM SPEAKIN OF A GUY OR GIRL THE POINT IS THIS OTHER PERSON DOESNT LIKE ME THE WAY I LIKE THEM , THIS PERSON IS GREAT TO BE AROUND AND HAS A CUTE LAUGH AND A AWESOME SMILE! BUT TO SEE US HANGIN OUT TOGETHER UD KNOW OW I FEEL ABOUT THEM , THIS PERSON KNOWS EXACTLY WHO THEY ARE , I DONT HAVE TO NAME A GENDER OR SEX! AND THE SAD THING IS ONE MINUTE ALL I CAN THINK OF IS ALL I WANNA DO IS KISS THEM TILL MORNING THEN THEIR ARE MOMENTS WERE I WANT TO SCREW THE HELL OUTTA THIS PERSON BUT IM AT THE END OF MY ROPE! I WILL CONTINUE TO BE THIS PERSONA FRIEND FOREVER BUT I NEED ADVICE ON HOW TO MAKE THIS SHIT GO AWAY!!!!!!!

I Hate My Exs'
ok my day yesterday started off pretty shitty. My ex wife blew up because I would not be getting my kids until Monday instead of a 1/2 day yesterday.So anyway she calls me up around midnight and wanted to apologize for her actions. She also wanted to talk about the past and why she cheated . I am past that part in my life and I don't want to talk to her about it ,let alone forgive her for it. She hurt me deeply . I told she had no idea what kind of hell we faced over there,and her response was she wanted me to suffer. But what got me is when I returned to the states after being gone for all that time. I was the only one who had no one to great me. I saw fathers hugging their kids, something that I wanted. I saw families together again and i came home to no one. I had to call my dad to come pick me. And the kicker i got woken up by my ex girlfriend at 4am this morning.needless to say all she heard was a dial tone. god what a pissy night .

I Hate Political Mumms....
I promised myself I wouldn't get involved anymore with these kind of forums, but damnitz........ What this guy is refering to at first is I tried to be funny on his next mumm. Something about "I bet the Autobots will win over Cobra".... Yet the prick felt it neccesary to SB me instead of keeping it to the mumm... (read from bottom to top) ->JAI...: you're the one who "invaded" my shoutbox.....fucking d'uh ERIC 4 RON...: you cant stay on topic..at all.....i guess you are just a stupied hick.... get the fuck outa my face...im done with you. ->JAI...: "IRS"....yeah my friend, you sound like a Ron Paul "slave".... how else are we going to fuel our government?!? by DELETEING the IRS?!?!? GET.FUCKING.REAL. ERIC 4 RON...: im a fuckin slave........youre a fuckin slave!.... ur not?? define "income" according to the IRS handbook..... you cant its not in there..... ur clueless.... ->JAI...: It's funny how quickly you call anyone not agreeing with you a "slave"

I Hate Hate Hate...assholes....
I am a bit....er...how you say....slutty from time to time...but that doesn't give anyone the right to treat me like a slut! (Well, unless I'm in the bedroom with them and I tell them to, but that's a different story all together!) I don't have a whole lot of rules here ppl! I mean seriously! WTF?!?!?! RULE #1) DO NOT LIE TO ME!!!! I will kill you! I'm not even joking! I don't think that should be a big issue! I'm not asking anything more of you than the Legal System asks of anyone who has to go on the Witness stand! You know what the truth is, I just want to hear it so there are no misunderstandings. If you just want to have sex with me, tell me that, odds are, I might be feeling the same way about you! Don't try to trick me into liking you, or making me think that it's gonna mean all that and a bag of Fritos to you! If you wanna get laid, tell me that to begin with...I should have the option to say..."hmmm, I'm not interested...." or "Sure, why the hell not?" Men, Women, Count

I Hate Love Songs - By: Gwar
Well I hate love songs, and I hate lovers, I hate everything that I can't hurt so I hate you, I hate movies, with happy endings, Like that one I saw, where all the girls were beautiful, Like You I hate wet dreams, and masturbation, I hate everything that feels good like sex with you, An' I hate flowers, and little birdies, Makes me wanna puke when I see something cuddly like you, An' I love hate songs, 'bout mass destruction, Other peoples pain takes my mind off you, An' I love puppies, when they're road kill, They're too cute to live, to cute to live, Too cute like.... YOU! I'm bored with immortality, I'm too tired to stick it out for eternity, You took the very best of me, Fell in love, push came to shove And you broke so easily, I hate love songs, I hate love so I hate you

I Hate Your Old Jokes
Nah I hate you old joke cos you're the one I love Men du misforsto litt. Skulpturene handlet ikke om å legge dem flate. Vi har to tårn. Og vi har ikke to tårn. Så langt er jeg enig. Det er uimotsigelig. Og vi kan se dem både som splittelsen i vesten generelt, splittelse mellom kropp og sjel, splittelse mellom muslimer og kristne, mellom mann og kvinne, mellom meg og dama jeg var forelsket i da jeg lagde dem, mellom Europa og Ux som en teoretisk galskap, mellom Roma og Egypt, og mellom Kina/Asia og resten av verden. Det å se den splittelsen, og stå i den, fører til frykt. Og det å fjerne dem fjerner ikke problemet. Løsningsforslaget når man står i den er å forsøke å bearbeide den. Skape en løsning: 1. Og den desperate løsningen i den forbindelsen er å begynne å banke med hammer. Kjøre en bombe inn og se hva som skjer. 2. Den andre løsningen er å bearbeide tårnene bevisst. Skape allianser, møteplasser og broer. Det er også en bearbeidelse, men ikke så drasti

I Hates My Advisor :(
My dumbshit adviser at school was supposed to email me my pin number when registration started... well.. almost 2 weeks later i finally get the damn thing... Now.. most of the classes I need are full... sooo I am having to beg to be admitted... Not fun... right now I am taking Math113- MWF at 12pm-1250pm TTR at 140pm-230pm EDUC216- MW at 1pm-215pm I have a TR night class (HISTORY) scheduled but will likely have to get out of that because I don't know if I will be able to get my work scheduled changed... WHAT I WANT! Math113- MWF at 12pm-1250pm TTR at 140pm-230pm English221- MW at 1pm-215pm (classical myth woohoo) EDUC216 online... and MAYBE the history night class if i can get the work schedule changed... i am considering a 10-1150 art education class that i need as well.. but that will likely have to wait a while because I don't want to take it yet lol

I Hate These Things Grrrrrrrrrrr
HOW sex starts... Now this is funny...true..but funny!!! ...a smile leads to a laugh ...a laugh leads to a high 5 ...a high 5 leads to a hug ...a hug leads to a kiss ...a kiss leads 2 makeout ...a makeout leads 2 finger ...a finger leads to a hand ...a hand leads to a lick ...a lick leads to a suck ...a suck leads 2 a f@ck. So tell me how many people are you gonna smile at after you heard this cuz sex is like math. ...u add the bed ...subtract the clothes ...divide the legs ...leave your solution ...and pray you dont multiply! post this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you post this in 15 mins, your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 1:11a.m. REPOST THIS iS ""How Sex Starts lol

I Hate Fu-bishes!
So, let me first start out by saying this statement: "Friends are people that you help when they are in need." Is this a true statement? I've been inclined to believe this. I have friends, people that I consider true friends, that I would do anything in my power for, and I know they would do the same for me. Those are the people that I can confide in when I need it. Those are the people who I know I can trust with personal information and my secrets. Those are also the people who I have the most respect for. Out of these people who I consider friends, 99% of the time, and whoever knows me know this, all that I usually ask for in return is respect. Is that too much to ask? Occasionally I do ask for help, but only if I really need it. On the occasion that I do ask for help (and usually it's very small, especially on Fubar), I more or less do expect it. Is that wrong of me? I don't think it is. Ok, so I rambled on a bit, but let me give a bit of background information on this s

I Hate Liars
Why did you have to be such a prick Men like you just make me sick When we first met I thought you were cool Little did I know You'd play me for a fool You told me things that I wanted to hear It pulled me in and I couldn't see clear I liked you a lot your a friend this I can't deny So tell me the truth and for once, DONT LIE It's hard not to notice how your acting so weird I'm afraid this is exactly what I have feared Is it something I said? What the hell did I do? Just come out and tell me but I already knew! It's not a hard question; requiring a simple yes or no Cause I'm too damn good to be your best friend So give me an answer and make it quick - I won't waste my time on another sorry guy Now guess what I've found out I know about your life. The secrets you've been hiding. I trusted you.. you lied. Oh...but I'm not bitter I'm quite content you see It's about time you know you've barked up the wrong tree I'm not like most

I Hate Being Accused Of Things I'm Not Doing
WELL HERE I SIT IN PAIN AND MY "FAMILY" THAT IS THE fu-bombers FAMILY WANTS TO SAY THAT I HAVE NOT BEEN KEEPING UP WITH MY FAMILY DUTIES, THAT IS PARTIALLY TRUE, I HAVE A HERNIA THAT DOES NOT ALLOW MR E TRO SIT FOR VERY LONG PERIODS. AND SO I GO LAY DOWN AND LEAVE FUBAR OPEN SO IT SHOWS ME AS ONLINE SO PPL WILL VIEW MY PROFILE, BELEIVE IT OR NOT IT DOES MAKE A DIFFERENCE ON THE VIEWS YOU GET. BUT NOW I'M BEING ACCUSED OF BVOTING ON MUMMS WHICH I DONT DO MUMMS AND HAVE MAYBE VOTED ON A WHOLE HANDFUL OF THEM SINCE JOINING FUBAR ..... BUT THEN SHE LIES TO ME SAYS IT WASNT HER AND SHE DOESNT KNOW WHO SAID IT , WHEN I SAW THE PROOF OF HER PEGGY SUE IN SB OF FRIEND AS BEING THE INE WHO SAID IT, AFTER SPENDING TWO HOURS BOMBING THE TARGET AND SEEING ONLY ONE OTHER PERSON THERE WHICH WASNT HER, BY THE WAY SHE SAYS ......... YUOU KNOW WHAT TO HELL WITH HER AND THE FU-BOMBERS THEY SUCK....MAY THEY ROT IN HELL!!!!!!!!!!!

I Hate Greed
The third worker, quit around the 7th, voting day actually, because she is 'tired' she said. Got her daughter to hand me the keys while she sat in the car..that is sad. Could not do it herself. Earlier, she told the manager she did not have to work due to a settlement from a hospital here. She is working to show her kids that they will need to work. Thinking about it, she also works at Sears. If someone does not have to work, then why hold two jobs and ask for more hours? She, the manager discovered, is also first cousins with the person fired after I was hired. We assume she was going to 'take' the drop offs for herself for extra cash(again the extra money) like we do. Like we do???? Do not think so. The owner told the manager to hire someone as he cannot afford the overtime he pays us. I do hate greed. Everything in that shop is paid for. All he pays for is the repairs, which are slow to happen, and supplies for doing laundry. Oh! and the lease. He has money and thinks every

I Hate....
So Im really unhappy with assholes who bought houses they couldn't afford. Thanks a lot! You knew you couldn't afford a 350k house, and now my tax money is going to buying out that b.s. Blah on you! And blah @ the banks for lending you the money! and blah @ the homeless fuckers squatting in the foreclosed homes! booooooo!

I Hate Economic Slumps
Well, here I sit and it's the last month of 2008 and I've been through a lot of ups and downs this year. First off I haven't been employed since July. This was "ok" for a few months, but then the monies started getting lean. Bought a new house in February and made my house payments through November thinking I would have a job by then. Wrong. I'm letting the house go back to the finance company and thanking my lucky stars I didn't sell or trade my old house. It's gonna need some work, but I'm just going to pour the $$ into it rather than trying to make a payment I cant afford. The unemployment through my state ran out last month but I did qualify for extended benefits though the feds....Thank goodness for that or I really would be in a pickle. There are just NO jobs here. Don't get me wrong, I'm not whining....I have a house to live in, money in the bank, I'm healthy and I have FuBar!

I Hate
when I stalk someone into a blog of someone who isn't on my friends list, and the poster leaves a comment along the lines of "OMG! THE Captain Cooter stopped by MY blog!" or I go to someone's profile, and they say "OMG! I can't believe the great Captain Cooter stopped my lowly old me's profile". I'm not a celebrity or nothin. I'm not better than anyone else. Ok, so maybe I am better than most...but still, I'm just an average guy. I don't get why people get so wet in the panties when I stop by their page. It makes me feel awkward. It also makes me feel awkward when bouncers send me a friend request. I do a lot of bashing on them and the site admins...I know they know me for it. Another thing that is odd is when one of the red profiles stop by my page. They do it more often than you'd expect. And one of the almost-red girls stops by my page at least once a week. I have fumous stalkers. Seriously...I'm not that net-famous, am I?

I Hate You! Help!
You have to love it when people who start conversations by cursing you out suddenly try to be your friend, simply because they see it as a challenge. This particular chick thought that I could help her with a problem she was having. Here's her misery, for your possible amusement... "oh really I , me, have ur attention.... okay first of all...this is kinda long but bear with me... I was talking to this guy on here, we were pretty good friends I thought,... But neway, I'm married to a prick (kinda like you) so I enjoy the the good conversation, anyway every now and then we'd talk a little dirty but nuttin too bad you know, but then he's all of a sudden wanting me to call him and him me and shit... I'm like no if you call here my husbands gonna go fuckin crazy so..... my retarded ass calls him, ( i know he's got my number now) but i'm not worried about dat, anyway, buts he's all like trying to be a dick and shit, were chatting and he's all telling me i'm gonna have to hold on an

I Hate My Job
ok i hate stupid people who come into work doing nothing but bitching from the moment they walk in the door and then to jump on phone in middle of a dinner rush and refuse to get off and then get mad at me because i unplugged it. then have the nerve to say that i was talking about her when i said hurry up with the trash so we can get the store straightene up before something else happens even though i was talking to someone else entiresly. so of course i had to tell her that the world dont revolve around her and she had the nerve to tell me the world dont revolve around me either. Excuse me i am the manager so as long as i am manager in charge the world of my job does revolve around me. then have the nerve to walk out and quit and expect me to write a letter stating that she quit. i am so fucking sure that i am gonna write that letter for you i will get right on that. dumb bitch. and then when i call for help no one wants to come in well guess fucking what if they need me on my days o

I Hate My Life - Theory Of A Deadman Lyrics
So sick of the hobos Always beggin for change I don't like how I gotta work And they just sit around and get paid I hate all of the people Who can't drive their cars Bitch you better get out of the way Before I start falling apart I hate how my wife Is always up my ass She always wants to buy brand new things But I don't have the cash (Oh please kill me now) Oh I hate my job All of my rich friends I hate everyone to the bitter end Nothing turns out right There's no end in sight I hate my life How come I never get laid Nice guys always lose How could she have another headache There's always some kind of excuse I still hate my job My boss is a dick I don't get paid nearly enough To put up with all of his shit (Get on your way) I hate my job All my rich friends I hate everyone to the bitter end Nothing turns out right There's no end in sight I hate my life I hate that I can't tell When a girl's underage You know I tell her she's a nice piece of ass The

I Hate
I hate the fact that after all those things I have sacrificed for you, you still left me, shunned me and found someone else... I hate the fact that you could just switch your feelings off so easily after all those moments we had... I hate the fact that I was there all along with you when your voice was needed to be heard, but when I needed somebody to lean on - you were never here... I hate the fact that after all those awful pains you made me suffer, you're still using me to satisfy your life and fulfil the emptiness of your living... I hate the fact that you have turned into everything I ever hated... I hate the fact that I think you were ashamed of admitting me all along... I hate the fact that I have come to realise you were just playing around with my soul... Despite all, I hate it so much every time I saw you that you always looked so damn pretty... I hate the fact that no matter where I went and what I did, everything and everywhere reminded me those mome

I Hate You
I hate to smile I hate to laugh I hate to giggle and grin I hate to skip I hate to dance I hate to twirl and spin I hate the sun I hate the stars I hate that sort of thing I hate the grass I hate the trees I hate the birds that sing I hate the sea I hate the sand I hate the seashells too I hate the world I hate it all I hate that all I don't hate is you

I Hate You
I hate you I want to cut your wrist Then,let you lie there Drenched in blood And, when your blood dries up You looking Pale as a ghost I'll celebrate with a glass of wine From your favorite bottle I hate you I want to cut off your dick Put on the grill With your favorite greens And, let it burnt I'll serve it to you On your favorite plate With you favorite beer And a note saying "I hate you"

I Hate Mel So Much
Happy Birthday Cubby. Sometimes the hours in a day are sufficient. Mel, you are the biggest asshat I've ever met (Hmm. One or two possible exceptions). People may want to curse here: I do. For the record, I never asked.

I Hate Dieting
So im on a diet, the story of my fucking life. But im more of a all or nothing type girl. So i guess instead of dieting you could call it fasting. Thats what years of being picked on about your weight will do. Im not gonna sugar coat it and say i dont have an eating disorder. I for sure do. But im a 18 yr old girl so im just accepting it lol. I will go throw myself a pitty party now. Anyway, ive decided to keep track of the weight i will be loosing on here. My goal is 50lbs. A lot huh? i know. But ive done it before so i can do it again. So im eating less than 1,000 calories a day to accomplish my goal. And hopefully it will become a lifestyle.

I Hat3 Tw33k3rz!
U may not know me, I DESTROY homes & tear FAMILIES apart! I'll take your CHILDREN & that's just the start. I'm more precious than DIAMONDS or GOLD, the SORROW I bring are a sight 2 B~hold. If you need me I'm easily found in every CITY & TOWN. I'll live with the RICH & the POOR. I may live down the street , even next door. I'm made in a LAB, just not like the lab you think, My Ingredience are under your KITCHEN sink! I have MANY names, but the one U no best is......... CRYSTAL METH. My POWER is awsome just try me once & see... TRY me TWICE & your soul will B~long 2 me! You can try me once but I'm no game. If given the chance I'll drive you INSANE!! Once I process you, you'll STEAL, you'll LIE, you'll do WHATEVER it takes to get HIGH! The CRIMES you'll commit for the HIGH & FAME will FEEL like MILLIONS once I get into your VEINS! You'll LIE to your MOTHER, & STEAL from your DAD! Even when you see the TEARS in thier eyes, you won't be SAD! You'll forget your MORALS & how y

I Hate Dum Ass Ppl..
HAVE YOU EVER HAD ONE OF THOES DAY THAT YOU JUST WANT TO SLAP SOME BODY WELL I HAVE.. GOT A EMAIL FROM SOME BODY I HAVE NO CLUE WHO HE IS...ALL I KNOW THAT HE IS FROM OVER SEAS ...WHAT THE HELL GIVE HIM THE RIGHT TO PUT CRAP ON MY PAGE AND CALL ME NAMES YOU SON OF BITCH YOU HAVE NOT FUCKING CLUE...GET A DAMN LIFE....

I Hate Everything About You.
Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven’t missed you yet Every roommate kept awake By every sigh and scream we make All the feelings that I get But I still don't miss you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love you Every time we lie awake After every hit we take Every feeling that I get But I haven’t missed you yet Only when I stop to think about it I hate everything about you Why do I love you I hate everything about you Why do I love you Only when I stop to think About you, I know Only when you stop to think About me, do you know I hate everything about you Why do I love you You hate everything about me Why do you love me I hate You hate I hate You love me I hate everything about you Why do I love you

I Hate This So Much
I cannot stand it. Every time i start feeling better i just get ridiculously depressed again. It just feels like i climbed the mountain just to jump off. I don't even know so whatever. not like anyone reads this anyway

I Hate To Rant Again, But...(yes, Someone Irked Me
I'm not going to win too many friends today by saying this, but finally I have to say it clearly. If you don't want to date me. I don't care(No exclamation point). I don't need to shout it because I'm in complete 'sigh' will-you-get-over-yourself mode. Whether it be an ex-girlfriend or someone online or just some lady that I know. I say: Really? The only thing that I recall made of the best things on earth is Snapple. Yeah, you have your own individual greatness, yet you do not understand that being a single person means that I still have choice just like you do. Yes, ever since you were 12 or 13, dudes have been trying to get something from you. But keep in mind that there are more of you than us. There are women that are more this or that than you. Billions! So why would I be in fetal position in a dark corner knowing that you of all people didn't want me? I think other men are pathetic when they slobber and beg and worship as if their female deity will shine the light on

I Hate My Clients.
This guy asked to be put on a different payout method, but of course, never returned his paperwork. So I sent him an ICQ message and immediately regretted it. Clarissa: Hello Client, this is Clarissa from Porn Circus. Please let me know if you're available. Client: hellohello Clarissa: Hello Client, how are you? Client: i'm still alive and how are you these days? ;-) Clarissa: I'm doing well, thank you. Clarissa: Do you have a minute to talk? Client: Would you like to date for me? ;-) Clarissa: Not particularly, but I did want to know if you're still interested in being paid by Epassporte. Client: yes, but i wont mess with paper '=_) Clarissa: Then unfortunately we can't change it. Client: :'( Clarissa: Company policy, sorry. Client: That mean they love paper and woodjob and writings ;-) Clarissa: If you say so. Clarissa: In any case, once we have the paperwork, we can make the change. Client: what i need to sign to get epassportes Clarissa: I can resend the form.

I Hate You
Hate is such a strong word but I hate you! I hate the way you make me feel, hate the way you look at me like I am just a posession. I hate the way you touch me then ignore me all in the same. I hate that you make me feel like a maid rather than your partner. I hate that you take pleasure in material things and ignore what is important. I hate that you made a baby with me and won't share the responsibility. I hate how you make me feel I am worthless and weak. Fuck you asshole I am done. I no longer will be angry, no longer will cry for you, no longer will hurt because of your words and actions. I deserve a hell of a lot better and know it now. Screw you I don't need you in my life. I hate you