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The Lose In My Heart
Ok you all i know that this isn't the type of thing that you want to read in here but i am someone that has noone to talk to. it starts in the year of 1983,Dec.24. well every one in my family was meeting at my house for christmas. every one but my aunt and grandmother had made it there. it was about 1:30 pm and we got a phone call from the state police. they said that they had some very bad news to tell us. i just happen to be the one that answered the phone too. they said that there was a very bad wreck and my aunt and grandmother was involved.they were about 10 min. from the house. i and my mother went to where the wreck was to get them but there was noone to get...when we got there. there was a cole truck sitting on top of my aunts car and she was under the wheels. my grand mother was throwen from the car.i tryed to get to her but noone would let me near the car. her and i had just got into a big fight on the phone 45 min before and i never got to say i was sorry or that i

A Little Thing I Wrote
Darkness inside me bound to consume my spirit, will you try to hear it, my desperation of a cry, or is our friendship but yet another lie, sometimes I ask myself why bother to try, finding myself on the brink of letting out a cry, but I think its starting to sear..... Eternal bliss of hope that seeds itself within me waiting to be set free, what is it that should be said to let you out into view, or does it matter to that of what I have hopes for or less there of, Thinking of what I should say if not mutter to myself , what is this beast within myself that spiked itself so deep within ones self that you can't seem to make it budge..... once more you ask yourself a question........do I want this thorn to move itself from within, or do you enjoy the feeling as much..... I do ... I do enjoy this feeling..... But then once more its starting to sear....... I only can realize that this was no beast , but a brillent array of swirling feelings.... pain , happiness, fear , hate, lov

The Figleaf
A Nun, badly needing to use the restroom, walked into a local Hooters restaurant. The place was hopping with music and loud conversation and every once in a while the lights would turn off. Each time the lights would go out, the place would erupt into cheers. However, when the revelers saw the Nun, the room went dead silent. She walked up to the bartender, and asked, “May I please use the restroom? The bartender replied, “OK”, but I should warn you that there is a statue of a naked man in there wearing only a fig leaf.” “Well, in that case I’ll just look the other way,” said the Nun. So, the bartender showed the Nun to the back of the restaurant, and she proceeded to the restroom. After a few minutes, she came back out, and the whole place stopped just long enough to give the nun a loud round of applause. She went to the bartender and said, “Sir”, I don’t understand. Why did they applaud for me just because I went to the restroom?” “Well, now they know you’re one of us,” sa

I'm Here
Just updating you guys. I've moved in and am starting to work on the setteling part. Though I think once I do settle we're going to be moving again lol. Though it'll be a good move because we'll have our own house that doesn't have any of that umm lets see how do we word it?? oh yes that old ex feeling. Well I'm off to play pogo. Love Stace

Day To Day
Hello, how ya doin? I'm OK. I need a girlfriend really bad.Because yes I'm married but he's getting OLD & I'd rather have sex if I'm bored then watch t.v. or eat.LoL Uploaded some New photos.well actually they are old photos but.lol I'll be getting some Pics taken soon and there will be more... Hope you like them. Be honest, but not cruel please. Ok gotta end this byte.LoL Love Bobbie

James Earl Tincher
I can't believe she's finally going to be a mother. My sister, Denise, and her husband, Danny, have been trying to have a baby for four years to no avail. Going through various methods to have a successful pregnancy, they finally were able to carry the little one they have been waiting for after three miscarriages. Denise was diagnosed with a rare blood disease that deterred her best efforts at becoming pregnant. After multiple doctor visits they prescribed a blood thinner to assist in keeping her blood from clotting too much. Giving her a shot in the hip and or stomach, this procedure was repeated three times a day for the entire pregnancy. I don't think I've been as excited as I was waiting for her to give birth to this little angel. The entire nine months that I waited were like I was waiting on a watched pot to boil. I would think to myself that if I have to wait any longer I'm going to crazy from the anticipation. Finally at five o'clock on October 18, 2001 I was called

In Sweet Surrender
soothe the ache that gnaws at me wrap me warm in that tender place tame the beast that howls inside bond close to you by healing grace whole and smiling I'm alive again sweet surrender to my lover's call she stops my endless litany of doubt her nimble tongue pushed deep warmly filling up my hungry mouth while fingers soft, stroke my loins rising ready to meet our needs sweet surrender to hunger's call silken flesh slides lithely over me quiet strength that in love's service she pins me gasping to our bed legs round my head, she rocks till we tumble locked together sweet surrender to passion's call

Super Glue
> > > > > > >>A little boy came down for breakfast one morning and asked his > > > grandma, > > > > > > > > > >>"where's Mom and Dad?" and she replied, "They're up in bed" so > the > > > > little > > > > > >>boy started to giggle and ate his breakfast and went out to > play. > > > > > >> > > > > > >>Then he came back in for lunch and asked his grandma "where's Mom > > and > > > > > >>Dad?" And she replied "They're still up in bed " and the little > boy > > > > > >>started to giggle and he ate his lunch and went out to play. > > > > > >> > > > > > >>Then the little boy came in for dinner and once again he asked > his > > > > grandma > > > > > >>"Where's Mom and Dad?" And his grandmother replied "They're Still > > up > > > in > > > > > > > > > >>bed" and the little boy started to laugh and his grandmother > asked > > > > "What > > > > > >>give's? Every time I tell you they're still up in bed you Start > to > > > > laugh! > > > > > >>What is

I Wonder...
1440 Friends....only 20 Family...and only 68 Fans..why is that?.....because[i think]REAL WOMEN[real men also]is not so easy 2 find...women who want 2 talk,2 reach ur soul,not only participate and organise those endless contests,not just rate and reach this useless levels...show off=showin[g]arround here...anyway,as i said,i love u all,my female friends..i respect u..i admire u...all the best 4 u...all the time!!!!!!!!ur eternel fan,claudiu

Mama...
She used to be my only enemy and never let me be free Catching me in places that I knew I shouldn't be Every other day I crossed the line, I didn't mean to be so bad I never thought you would become the friend I never had Back then I didn't know why Why you were misunderstood So now I see through your eyes All that you did was love Mama, I love you Mama, I care Mama, I love you Mama, my friend, you're my friend I didn't want to hear it then but I'm not ashamed to say it now Every little thing you said and did was right for me I had a lot of to think about, about the way I used to be Never had a sense of my responsibility Back then I didn't know why Why you were misunderstood So now I see through your eyes All that you did was love Mama, I love you Mama, I care Mama, I love you Mama, my friend, you're my friend But now I'm sure I know why Why you were misunderstood So now I see through your eyes All I can give you is love, is love Mama, I love y

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Choose
Strangulation is better than pain, Love sucks,….. When it’s not sensational stains, Painful as it may seem, I go in and out Pro to Con Pain to bliss, Too much pain Less bliss Crazy dreams Unbelievable feelings Dried up tears Wet pillows Scattered tissue art Waste basket full Heart so empty Terrible feeling, Screaming works Dancing hurts Singing resorts More crying Driving fast Don’t wanna die Abolish his presents Hard to do Hold on tight Even harder Letting go Seems the logical Road go What to do What to choose Leave him or Love him???/ Must choose And soon Not sure if I want to die with an unhappy heart Ciao~~~ Chantal k.

Air
Your Element Is Air You dislike conflict, and you've been able to rise above the angst of the world. And when things don't go your way, you know they'll blow over quickly. Easygoing, you tend to find joy from the simple things in life. You roll with the punches, and as a result, your life is light and cheerful. You find it easy to adapt to most situations, and you're an open person. With you, what you see is what you get... and people love that! What's Your Element?

What's Wrong Here??
what's wrong with my thinking here?? I have spent most of my life, bouncing from job to job, mainly because I lost daycare because my ex would pay them while she had custody. I had alot of friends help me out. Now I am getting on my feet, I will loan people money and , of course they are supposed to pay me back. Of course, that doesn't alway happen, but it's ok. Remember the golden rule?? Also, I am the world's worst housekeeper, am a total slob when I want to be (it comes from years of being alone). I really didn't care. I still have my son living with me, don't charge him much to live here, although he is 22. I loan my daughter and son in law money to buy a car or rent a new house, while I live in a run down mobile home. I give my mom $100 a month to repay her for the money she has given me over the years. Now am being told I need counselling because I let people walk all over me. I admit; I have my insecurities and defense mechanisms, but, who doesn't??

Risk
Oh death may say of dreams in youth - "You never knew her private truth." So much we weren't prepared for, Hearts should be nurtured and cared for. I stepped into this dance with you, I chose to take this chance with you! Facing risk, I knew the dangers . . . For when the dancing ends, Though many remain friends, Some become Strangers!

Joke6
A blind man was describing his favorite sport, parachuting. When asked how this was accomplished, he said that things were all done for him: "I am placed in the door with my seeing eye dog and told when to jump. My hand is placed on my release ring for me and out I go with the dog." "But how do you know when you are going to land?" he was asked. "I have a very keen sense of smell, and I can smell the trees and grass when I am 300 feet from the ground" he answered. "But how do you know when to lift your legs for the final arrival on the ground?" he was again asked. He quickly answered: "Oh, the dog's leash goes slack."

Black Nights And Blue Tears
As i look up in the sky my tears run down my face ... just thinking about u tears me up... i cant go 1 night with out thinking about u ... wanting to know how it would feel to be by your side walkin down the streets kissing at the concerts doing things i never thought i would ever do ... now that u left me i will never know how to feel that something that i felt with u ... not knowing if any1 will love me again not knowing if i could love any1 like i loved u ... i dont even know if i will fine any1 like u ... now my nights are balck and my tears will alwayz be blue

Petition For Dog The Bounty Hunter
SIGN THIS PETITION...HE BROUGHT JUSTICE TO PEOPLE WHO HAS BEEN DONE WRONG BY A CRIMINAL...WHY SHOULD HE HAVE TO PAY FOR THAT..PLEASE HELP HIM OUT AND SIGN THIS PETITION MUCH MAHALO, DEE http://www.petitiononline.com/dwayne/petition.html

This Week...
This weeks gonna suck. I still have my husbands bug + puking. oh, sorry. tmi? too late anyway. I have about 10 major project due for school this week. Before you say "why didn't you start early" I go to an online school. We can only see the week's assignment on sunday. So, my layouts are on hold for now. Feel free to rip my skins! That's what they're there for. When/If I get to a high enough level I'll make a lounge and start skinning for those too. See you next week!

Passion
Her passion took me From part of the way, To most of the way, To all the way; From the raging rapids To the waterfall, To calmer waters, To the still beneath. From seeing, To knowing, To feeling, To being Good, Better, Best. From nothing, To something, To everything; Without fear, Without judgment, Without hesitation; With honesty, With hope, With passion. Her passion took me To the place Where words stop short, A place beyond thought. Showing herself to me, Ourselves to us, And me to myself; All with passion.

Adult Survey
*Honesty For Adults* *Relationships* What is your current relationship status? Very happily in a committed relationship Have you ever cheated on a significant other/bf/gf? yes Would you ever cheat on anyone? not anymore Have you ever thought about cheating on anyone? duh!!!! What are your thoughts on someone who cheats? they need to re-evaluate why they are in a relationship if they want to cheat Have you ever had a one night stand? yes *Family* Are your parents still married? not since i was 3 yrs old... Do you have any children? yes If so, how many and what are their ages? 1 daughter 22 yrs old Were they planned or unplanned? unplanned What are your thoughts on stay at home moms? i was one and

I Need Your Help!
I need your help please, I have been nominated to appear in this weeks contest for "The Hottest Girl in Porn." I have no idea how this happen but it would be great if I could simply place in the top 3! (lol) So I am asking all my friends if they would cast there vote for little old me! Here is the link to cast your vote: http://www.thehottestgirlinporn.com Thanks again for helping me out and I have a few new videos and pics that will be going up in the group this week so be ready because they are going to be HOT! XOXO Kitty Langdon

Magick
†MAGICK† MAGIC IS THE PROJECTION OF NATURAL ENERGIES TO PRODUCE NEEDED EFFECTS. ... scott cunningham when i was a lil girl i knew a very bad witch. she did very selfish things, and harmed others w/ her magic, and eventually it consumed her. she really scared the hell outta me. yrs. later, i was reintroduced to it, and i was told that i had a gift for the tarot, even though i was skeptical, i started to read cards and do simple candle magic. let me just say, that it really does work. over the yrs, i have come to help many people find their way thru very difficult times, as well as protect them n their loved ones from poeple who meant them harm, or just alot of negative energy. you see, where thoughts go, energy flows. its like the rabbits foot, it is empowered w/ good energy so it usually does bring good luck, then there is the evil eye , so to speak, that sends bad energy to someone. they say be careful what

Very Naughty Quiz
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? 2. Do they know it? 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend’s list? 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? 6. What is your favorite position? 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? 8. Give or receive oral? 9. Kinky or sneaky? 10. Loud or quiet? 11. Ruff of soft? 12. Foreplay or not? 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? 14. Spank or be spanked? 15. Condoms or not? 16. Masturbate or not? 17. Role-playing or not? 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this?

Doctor Visit!
On Living Longer I recently picked a new primary care doctor. After two visits and exhaustive lab tests, he said I was doing "fairly well" for my age. A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him, "Do you think I'll live to be 80?" He asked, "Do you smoke tobacco, or drink beer or wine?" "Oh no," I replied. "I'm not doing drugs, either!" Then he asked, "Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?" I said, "No, my former doctor said that all red meat is very unhealthy!" "Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, sailing, hiking, or bicycling?" "No, I don't," I said. He asked, "Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?" "No," I said. "I don't do any of those things." He looked at me and said, "Then, why do you give a shit?"

A Feeling
Cupid's Chokehold Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) It's been some time since we last spoke This is gonna sound like a bad joke But momma I fell in love again It's safe to say I have a new girlfriend And I know it sounds so old But cupid got me in a chokehold And I'm afraid I might give in Towels on the mat my white flag is wavin' I mean she even cooks me pancakes And Alka Seltzer when my tummy aches If that ain't love then I don't know what love is We even got a secret handshake And she loves the music that my band makes I know I'm young but if I had to choose her or the sun I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (b

Deployment Comming Soon.......
The first of many blogs..... For the last few weeks I have truely noticed I am a Army Wife.... With the deployment coming on so fast and all the "normal daily things" time seems to be flying.I have noticed in the past I have been both mom & dad,friend,maid,caretaker,nurse,the works over the years and never really paid attention to my daily life. Yesterday my Husband came home from being in the field for 3 weeks and I sat up at the company for quite a few hours with the other wives and soldiers talking and being handed paperwork for the deployment not far off. See there is a few wives in my husbands company that have been through deployments before (that is NOT saying it is easy for them in anyway as a spouse) and they were like ok we know the routine.I being a first time spouse(not just a girlfriend/best friend this time) it was different. Even though I have been going through different field excerises (which are a week or longer at a crack) This one was the LAST one befor

Finished!!
So, I'm finally done with all the community service that I had to do to keep myself out of jail! I'm sooo happy to be through with it. Today is my mother's birthday and I'm taking her to Medieval Times, she has always wanted to go. That's an exciting end to a really busy week. I can't wait to get my camera working again, then I can upload some better pics to cherry tap. I love this site, Thanks to Tabi for hooking me up with it! Love to all, Ariceli

Holla At Ur Boy
whats good everyone. i just want to take the time to thank evey body who have stopped at my page to shoe me some love and rated my pics and left me some comments. dont think that i have forgot about u. i am takin the time to hit everbody back up with some love. so keep the love and the comments commin and i will do the same and heres my link rayray803@ CherryTAP

Another 43 Things About Me...
43 Things You Never Think to Ask 1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? Never Imma good girl unfortunately 2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters? Open eyes and happy 3. When's the last time you've been sledding? LIke 5 years ago I think 4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? I'd take the chance to spoon someone in a damn heartbeat 5. Do you believe in ghosts? 100% 6. Do you consider yourself creative? at times yes 7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife? Without a doubt 8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie? Angelina 9. Do you stay friends with your ex's? several of my ex's are friends 10. Do you know how to play poker? yes 11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? alot when I was younger 12. What's your favorite commercial? none 13. What are you allergic to? nadda 14. If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around do you run red lights? Imma good girl no 15. Do you have a secret that n

The Mystical Miss Tickle
The Mystical Miss Tickle has a most unusual kink It's weirder than many you could mention I would think She loves to capture males so they can not get away She'll strip them bare and naked and then tickle them all day To get a guy tied down is her favorite situation And to skillfully administer that tickling sensation So her squirming, wriggling captive, laughing helplessly will find That the tickle torture treatment will almost blow his mind If by chance her victim is a ticklish sort of chap He'll find that he has fallen into quiite a fearful trap Her tickling fingers mercilessly stroke and glide and roll From the tips of both his ears to each vulnerable sole The Mystical Miss Tickle is a fiend in human shape And when she starts to tickle you, my friend, there is no escape You've no option but to take it all- to laugh and shout and scream While she tickle you all over, more than in your wildest dream She'll search out all your ticklish places with amazing ski

21 Choices
Food & Drink McDonald's or Burger King? McDonald's Pepsi or Coke? Pepsi Coffee or Tea? Tea Chips or Pretzels? Chips Pizza or Chinese? Chinese Beer or Wine? Wine Fries or Onion Rings? Fries Clothes & Acessories Jeans or Khakis? Jeans T-Shirt or Polo? T-Shirt Boxers, Briefs, or Panties? All Footies or Crew Socks? Crew Sweatshirt or Sweater? Sweatshirt Belt or No Belt? no belt Leather or Pleather? leather Random Cats or Dogs? Cats Tattoos or Piercings? both Winter or Summer? neither Rap or Rock? rock Bath or Shower? shower Grey's Anatomy or Desperate Housewives? neither Doing Actual Work or Taking Surveys? hahahah http://www.pimpsurveys.com/view-survey.php?id=2076

Eternal Rest
As I look down at the silver blade My memmories begin to fade Thoughts start to cross my mind My misty eyes are going blind Will anyone remember who I was My mind is slipping into a state of fuzz I start to remember all the times I had the good and expecially the bad My time is drawing near All of the sudden my heart flows with fear I pick up the knife All I can think about is taking my life Blood flows form my wrists like a river My body begins to quiver I realize this is for the best I am now happy in eternal rest

Fraile
The mind is a fragile yet beautiful part of life, As well is the heart exceptionally more fragile, therefor no one should toy with another persons heart nor mind because in a functional basis neither one is any good, nor can they funtion without the others presence. In conclusion I recieved some news today that put me back in a spot that I thought id be done with. I have heard that me heart is being tooken from me again. So I am feeling like I can't funtion properly, I again have to figure out a way to heal again, the trials just keep coming, and I am running out of ideas. So what to do I have no idea..... Im Lost!!!!

Inner Pain
I wrote this for a friend that is like a sister to me basically and it was my way of saying you are not alone. Understand that people care. Understand that they will be there. You are not alone in this battle you fight. Dont ever give up. Just get through the night. Youve been through a lot. Its not hard to see. The sadness in your words remind me of me. I too at one time felt sorrow and pain. The sun was removed and all I found was rain. You have what it takes to make it on through. Youve got your sister and me. We are here for you. In a word or a hug. The gesture is shown. Know in your heart. You are far from alone. Right now is a test to see what you need. Find it within. Eliminate the people of greed. Your feelings do matter. Dont ever think less. When you feel bottled up. Get it off of your chest. Talk and cry. Please dont hold it in. Rise above your fears. Tell yourself you will win. Sis, you can do it. You just gotta believe. Set your s

A Poem
You came into my life on a cold January day I got to know you and you took my breath away Before you I didnt know what my heart was for You taught me it was for loving you and all I want is more! We may have rough roads up ahead But if we believe in every word thats been said Then we can get through this just fine And we'll be together forever and all time. You're a great guy you have to believe its true I only tell you this because I believe in you You're the only one in the world for me Baby, I love you and this you need to see. I want to hold you and kiss you for the rest of our lives I cant wait for the day i'm finally your wife Until then everything we do or say is meant to be For it will make us stronger, closer, and yes even happy!!

Linkin Park To Perform On Snl On May 12
On Saturday, May 12, Linkin Park will be the musical guest on SNL, hosted by Molly Shannon! This will be their first TV performance of “What I’ve Done” before their album, Minutes to Midnight releases that following Tuesday on May 15. Be sure to check your local listing for the air time.

I'm Gonna Kick Tomorrow...
I dont know how much longer i can live like this.Waking up and not knowing what has happened and who i hurt.I cant keep dealing with the difficulty of living like this.It doesnt only affect me ,but also the people around me.I know I am a decent person,but in the end I alway turn in to the asshole.Its like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde every other day.I refference it in my mind Dr.Heywood and Mr.Hooker.I am not crying out for help,just an explanation,why my life must be this way?I have siblings that have no problem living life as it should be,but I am that lone black sheep.There are several good reasons in my life for a change,but then I cant find the courage to change what i should.Everytime I want to tell my cure to go away and never see me again,but i always leave a p.s. stating I'll be here tomorrow come find me.Im so lost and confused on everything.It seems to werk out so clearly for everyone else but me.If I could start all over again I would.I know everyone has their own problems and hav

Susan G Komen For The Cure
Below is a letter that my mother sent out to all of her friends and family. I will support my mother and sister in thier efforts to raise the money in donations for a cure for breast cancer. As it is told below from my mom, I have an Aunt that is a survivor of breast cancer. What my mom didn't tell you is that she had another sister that died of cancer. My mother and my sister are walking 60 miles in 3 days to help find a cure that will keep our loved ones around for thier next birthday, or holiday, or just another day to spend time with them. In February, Theresa and I signed up , and started a Team to walk in the Michigan 3-Day for Breast Cancer. Since then, I have been trying to compose a touching letter to send out to my family and friends asking them to donate to help us reach our goal of $2,200 each. I can't tell you about a friend that is battling breast cancer. I can't describe to you how a neighbor with small children lost her fight with breast cancer. I can

Lost
Lost Empty is now the way of my life Nothing moving,days of endless night The soul dies a bit at a time But all i hear is that I'll be fine. Does love die within if it's not used Will betterness be my only fuse? A life of pain dulled by drink No emotions.I try not to think. A woman you meet,you know is the one But distance, and mistrust make it undone So then comes the drinking,sex,and lies neither trusting,neither tries Running on empty..my love fades away At least thats my statement,what I must say What must I do to end all my pain I think all I feel will end up in vain She says that she loves me,should I believe Too much has happened,so much in between. Then she says she feels for another It tears at my gut like a jilted lover All i want is her by my side Everything to her i would confide My lifeforce,my love,my endless soul Only with you do I want to grow old You had my soul,my love from the

Mind Boggling
Have you ever thought you thinked you thought a thought??..or was it just a thought you thinked you thought??..whatever you thought you thinked, was just a thinked thought you thought you thinked..... amazing enuff this does make sence....roflmao

Happier
Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress~$5000. Tux rental~$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one suitcase. You can open a

Feelings
Sitting here looking out the window its a cold rainy day. All i can do is think about you, but then i think about you leaving. The tears fall down my face, my broken heart aches, but there's only one thing to stop the pain, thats your body close to mine as you gently hold me. You tell me everything will be ok, but only until you leave me to be with someone else. So i'm here without you, i don't know what to do, without you i'm lost,confused, lonely, hurt, and not sure just what to do. I need you, i want you, and I love You. But does love even matter anymore, does anything matter to you anymore? At the end of it all i'm still sitting here looking out the window, its a cold, rainy day.

Leaving Cherry Tap
I will be removing my profile and leaving CT had fun while I was here!!!!!!! Those that got to know me also have my e-mail and yahoo messy !!!! Those that didnt take time to get to know me and would still like to can get me at sweetdaddy_k@yahoo.com or same name under yahoo messy!!!!!!!!! Have fun and enjoy !!!!!!!!!!!!

Longing
This is for all you Harley riders waiting so impatiently for spring... LONGING As weeks go by she sits alone Cold and lonely without me Her smooth clean curves And her strong stark beauty Haunt my waking thoughts And call to me in dreams A constant longing a powerful force Unseen yet always there Patiently awaiting the time When finally I'll come to her Tenderly stroking those curves and say "The sky is clear and the snow has gone The time has come once more for us to be as one." Then straddling her saddle I let her engine roar And once again ride This beautiful Harley I adore. By A.L.Bois 01-24-07 copyright ©2007 by the author. All rights reserved by author.

The Real Problem With Pit Bulls
The Real Problem with Pit Bulls The real problem with Pit Bulls is people - specifically the people who own them. There is much debate about breed specific legislation which will effect Pit Bulls or similar breeds. There is one side that considers them a threat to the community and wants them banned and/or euthanized. There is the other side which points to instances of heroic actions and paints them as gentle pets. As in most debates, there are valid points on both sides of the argument. The problem is that dog owners, regardless of the breed they chose, need to take responsibility for properly training their animals. Taking a dog home requires a commitment. Too many people seem willing to provide food, shelter, a proper bed, medical attention, etc., but fall short of committing the time required to properly train their dog. The dog that is chosen will be part of the family for a long time. The dog, the humans in the household, and the neighbors will all be happier if the

Fun Stars 5-28-07
Something's causing a few waves, but not to worry -- your boat's in no danger of capsizing. Luckily, your loved ones are around; they'll take the oars and handle the steering for a while. Soon you'll be safely on shore.

Fucking Grow Up!!!!
I got this from a guy a while back as a comment, is this a new pick-up line i wasn't aware of?..lol..i wrote down my thoughts about this. really hits on my current mood! Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fulfill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice things about them not to flatter them in hopes that you'll get some, but because you know they like to hear them. In short... we need to grow up and stop acting like freakin retarded little boys! So here are my thoughts on that: #*** Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fulfill our sexual desires. And maybe realize women have needs and desires too. Last thing I need is an other selfish fuck-buddy with empty promises to add to the collection. Or to be added to his collection, so he can boost his ego with me as

Realism
Lately, those who u think are friends, seem to be shady and two sided. In the past several months, i have made many "friends" on CT, some of which turned out to be fake, and some who I believe to be real. I have seen staged deaths and mockeries enough to drive you insane. That's the realism of internet communities.. fakeness to a degree. I had became a DJ at a lounge that at one point was very popular, and had many friends in it, and i have seen many other DJ's come and go, some to start their own lounges, so therefore creating a rift in our lil family, others have "died" but not really. I have spent months dedicating myself to the lounge, and when times got rough for the owner, i said i would take over for them, and ease the load. I gave my ALL on top of my daily life. Working numerous hours for the benefit of the lounge, while other's were "to" busy to help us out, when they were needed the most. On that note, when it comes down to it, the owner decides that the lo

100
You can be like thats real, thats fake all you want! But i know! I know! If its that 100. I mean you act like its a... test or sumthin. Even when you a child you know a hug or a kiss is genuine you know what im sayin so. Cut that shit out! N i can't trip cuz i know ppl think the same bout me BUT! Those that know...know that im 100. 100% 100 full 100 me! No matter what that shit might be... thats him! I mean that me!

Anyone Got $3,000 I Can Have..
so.. talking about music stuff.. i ended up wandering over to access's site - the makers of my keyboard.. i love my keyboard.. but ive had it like 7 years now.. and its getting tired.. and one key doesnt work.. and so -- can you guys get me this: isnt she pretty

This Song An Loss Of Friendship
OK I DONT WANNA BRING DRAMA AS I AM THE LAST PERSON FOR THAT BUT THIS HAS JUST BUGGED ME FOR TOO LONG NOW AN JUST NEED TO VENT A BIT... THIS SONG HAS MEANING TO ME AS A FEW MONTHS BACK I THOUGHT I MADE A CONNECTION WITH THIS AMAZING GUY ON HERE...YAH HE HELPED ME THRU SOME ROUGH TIMES AN WE TALKED BY PHONE EVERY DAY AN THIS SONG HE DECIDED TO ADD AS THE RINGTONE FOR WHEN I WOULD CALL HIS CELL...IT WAS CUTE AS IT TOOK AWHILE TRYIN OUT DIFFERENT SONGS AN TRYIN TO DECIDE WHAT ONE TO PICK AN THEN HE SAID WELL I JUST WANT THIS ONE...OK OK LONG STORY ...BUT WHENEVER I WOULD HEAR THAT SONG I WOULD THINK OF THAT CONVERSATION AN HOW HE MADE ME LAUGH SO... WELL LAST MONTH I GO ON VACATION AN WAS NOT ABLE TO TALK WITH HIM DAY TO DAY LIKE B4...SO WHEN I GOT HOME A DAY EARLY OF COURSE I WAS EXCITED TO CALL AN TALK TO HIM TO CATCH UP...WELL, HE WAS UNABLE TO TALK AN SAID HE WOULD CALL BACK LATER....OK FINE...BUT HE DOESNT, SO I SEE HE IS ON HERE SO I SAY OK GUESS I AM NOT IMPORTANT ENOUGH TO CALL BA

Women
I just ate a girl's puss for over an 1hr and she got off i know of twice but she said I was wrong and hadn't got off. Bullshit!!!!!!!!!!!! Next vthing I know she is getting off for the 3rd time. I don't know about the rest of the men in the world but when I get a woman off I sure as fuck know it. I'm not being cocky but when I know , I know so women respond. I'm not trying to be a jerk or self-centered I'm just being me and honest so write me back.

How To Handle A Husband
>A couple was celebrating their golden wedding anniversary on the >beaches in Montego Bay, Jamaica. > >Their domestic tranquility had long been the talk of the town. >People would say, "What a peaceful & loving couple". > >The local newspaper reporter was inquiring as to the secret of their >long and happy marriage. > >The Husband replied: "Well, it dates back to our honeymoon in >America," explained the man. "We visited the Grand Canyon, in Arizona , >and took a trip, down to the bottom of the canyon, by horse. We hadn't gone >too >far when my wife's horse stumbled and she almost fell off. My wife >looked down at the horse and quietly said, "That's once." > >"We proceeded a little further and horse stumbled again. Once more my >wife quietly said, "That's twice." > >"We hadn't gone a half-mile when the horse stumbled for the third >time. My wife quietly removed a revolver from her purse and shot the >horse dead. > >I SHOUTED at her, "What's wrong with

Sick Of Shit!!!
im sick of the shit. why is it a certain person cant get the hint that you dont wanna be with then and they keep shit going and you cant do anything bout it. this guys been bothering me and wont leave me alone. ive came right out and told him i dont want him, and that im with a great guy. he just dont get the hint. im sick of the way he treats me and josh. he keeps his crap going all the time and im sick of it. i dont know how much i can keep on taking from him. hes tryingto get me and a friend fighting over him which wont happen, hes not worth it. hes trying to get it where josh wont talk to me, which weve already discused it, and that wont happen either. i dont know if i can keep this up. i told him to delete meverything he has of mine and forget bout me, but he wont. he keeps ripping my pics and im sick of that too. he needs to learn to grow up and just to forget bout me. i cant keep this up!!! something needs to happen and happen now!!!

Hel
Long have I faced this place full of dread. I distrubute those about that arrive I am watcher of the dishonored dead I am among the living, but not alive I am a half white and black is my other side That which is white, does not see or speak That which is black, is how i will abide A ripple in time, that i must find and tweak For then I shall return to find my prey My servants are both tardy, Ganglati and Ganglot Their names are slow as are they I watch them for hours and they don't move alot My father is Loki a Giant and a God by all rights My loving mother Angurboda is a great giantess I was stolen by other Gods, the cowards of night They feared the God of cunning and his boldness I am known as a great horrible Hag, ruler of Helheim My plate is full of hunger, my knife brings famine Those who die of age and disease are mine for all time My sick bed with glimmering misfortune sheets i examine An impassable river flows around me for eternity a monstrous

I Want To Thank Everone
TOMORROW I WILL BE LEAVING.I HAD FUN BUT ITS BORING NOW.IM NOT RICH AND NOT GETTIN NOWHERE.NOTHINGS GOING TO GET DONE .SO IM GOING BACK TO MY OLD SITE.TY ALL FOR THE FUN...I WILL MISS ALL MY FAMILY AND GOOD FRIENDS I MEET ON HERE.I WILL GIVE YOU MY MESSY BEFORE I GO.HAVE FUN AND LOVE YA GUYS!!!

Im A Redlight On This Sidewalk
Im a casual footstep laying at your feet- your a little girl in the sun- who just cant take the heat. Serves me right- laying on this sofa- wasnt expecting changes- just because i was turning pages. Damn thats a great picture- but id never tell u that- your a security blanket- and when u need security you fake it. Im a drifter that was coming your way- im a red light on this sidewalk cuz im on from time to time. Im a football man in resting- and an attitude when questing. Your a dramtic figure with your perfect figure- standing in the mirror. Im a class act with parents- because i know it matters- your a smartass when questioned even if you deserve it Your a pretty face for happy- and a sad eye for gloom,....your the one thing stuck inside me- when im stuck inside a room. Im a laugher on stage and even on the regular- your a passinate soul that deserves to fly- and so am i Your a winner in anything you do- all i have to do is ask you- Im a man taking leaps o

Truth
If you don't open your eyes to the Truth..You will never see it...Make sure you are not just listening to what you want to hear and are ignoring the truth that is right in front of your Eyes... Keep Your eyes opened to the truth even if it hurts to do so!!!

Just Not Right....
Ok i have came to the disicion... I dont wanna keep doing what im doing to get or keep these crushes..... its not only wrong but not only am i a dogg but now i feel like a pig... So if i do not make what i need i will be posting my myspace address for all to contact me who wants to...... i kinda like fubar and dont wanna leave but i have to choose between whats morraly right... ok for u that dont know the crush was a bet if i dont get them i must delete my acct...simple so i need 60 to keep 50 and then i want not a 1... thanks .......... Tongue..........

Try Again Thanks Pie Daddy..lol
Hornyscopes!! AQUARIUS Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship, it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on.They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs.Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MALE IN BED He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control hims

New Event Coming Up
Well Equinox 07 for Belegarth is coming up. My warcamp is looking at almost 50 members. I become a Riddari ( a nordic knight ) next weekend. Plenty of wenching, warring, and merryment :) By all means come look at my pics and stash to see what I do for my enjoyment. Also after this weekend I will have more pics available :)

These Thoughts
i cant shake the feeling i am failing everything that means anything to me i feel like i cant do nothing right everyday i wake up i feel like i have failed the one person that means the world to me and i cant take that without this person i wouldnt be alive today and before you all get dont do yourself over a girl its not its my dad cause seriously if my ad wasnt there when i was 2 i would be dead cause i drowned and he saved me i have truely failed my family and what they stand for i have failed my grandpa and my dad the 2 people who mean the world to me i have all these inventions to make but i already know they will never make it out there not cause there not good there great they will change so much for the good but i cant shake them no more my family means the world to them and i fail them how can i be there for anyone else or good for anyone else if i cant help myself all i want to do is help but i cant even do that no more all i know is everyday its getting worse and worse and m

I Broke Up With My Girlfriend
It was Monday the 17th, i was sitting down for dinner with my girlfriend, after a long day at work, I was tired but in a good mood. I was in the process of moving my girlfriend into my place, it took a year for me to decide that, being a single dad for most of my five eyar olds life has been hard so i dont let people in and out of her life, I thought that i was being careful. It took me two months to even bring my daughter around my girlfriend, fora period of time she thought that i was married and was hiding it from her, but i proved her wrong. Anyway on that monday as we sat to eat, she looked at me with a weird look on her face and she then smirked sheepishly and told me that she was pregnant. I was shocked, to be honest I knew that i used protection to avoid this, but i thought well maybe it leaked or what ever. THe thing is that, two days later, Im taking her to the doctor and we get into a conversation about things, when all of a sudden she started to cry.

Sex Poem
roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Father Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid roses are nice violets are fine. ill be the six if you be the nine. roses are red violets are blue condoms will rip now watch you get screwed -auther unknown

I Was A Star 2
As some of you saw in my "I was a star 1"blog,i was an awesome high school football star who broke many records.this is the video of the state championship game where i was injured.it was one of the most brutal games in nyc history.the video quality is a little better!

Top Ten
1. LOVE ME IF U CAN-TOBY KEITH 2. COLLIDE-HOWIE DAY 3. TRIP-HEDLEY 4. SORRY-BUCKCHERRY 5. HEAR U ME- 6. I TRIED-BONE THUGS AND HARMONY 7. MOMENTS-EMERSON DRIVE 8. SLIPPIN-DMX 9. THREE DAYS GRACE-NEVER TO LATE 10. EVERYTIME I HEAR YOUR NAME-KIETH ANDERSON

Wtf Ii
Listen, I am so sick of this, and where are all of these so called friends. I see you all posting and reposting your trains, your contest, and you level ups. Here I am as a friend and a victim to a sick picture stealing stalker and hardly any of you will even repost the bulletins on this jerk. It also can easily happen to you, as I have seen in the past with other friends. Sometimes some things happen here that are a little more serious than points and levels and most could care less, lets hope you are not the next victim to then see how sickening this feels. If you have any amount of desency or humanity, please help me and read on. and please look for and repost my bulletin War it shall become, are my friends really standing behind me, we shall see. None of us here want or care for drama, and in times like this we have to get rid of it ourselves, and in our numbers as friends we can achieve this. I have been stalked, attacked, and harassed by this man off and on now for over 6

Need Some Feedback
i need my friends to take a look at this for it's something i realy like to take into support. tho i'm not having enough feedback on it now to actually get it into approval. GO VOTE AND COMMENT!! just click the link above people don't be scared that it will take of the crushes. if someone seriously has a crush on you then he/she won't take it off!! if they do dissappear then you know the truth that some people are just crushing around for the fun or because someone asked them to crush them before adding them.(now that's just plain stupid! )

Here Is How It Goes
I am sitting at working thinking about how I am going to occupy my time. I started at 7am and it has been a slow day. We ran 1 call and it was yet another fire alarm. I am not saying that I want the world to burn up around me or anything but sometimes calls do help you get through the 24 hour shift. I am sure all the citizens in Annapolis, Maryland can rest easy as nothing burns in bedrock or so they say.

Career
So, I'm literally bored out of my mind and I decide to take one of those idiotic online quiz thingys "What's your nightmare career?" So I fill out all of the questions and apparently my nightmare career is data enterer. What do I do for a living you ask? I am a data entry operator! I must tell you that im extremely excited to be entering into college next semester...thank you very much!

Wtf?
Ok I just had someone completely new with no friends or anything rip my salute pic, andnow he won't answer why Just be careful and I want to make sure I recorded this in case something funky happens later..LOL MUAH Beware..no reason to rip...:( allen35@ fubar

You Are My Angel
The day we met I did not know her We were strangers in the night Both of us not sure of ourselves Or of our place in life I needed a strong hand to help me someone who would protect me and understand my many moods, the way I am An angel graced me with her presence the strength was felt so strong she's helped me through rough waters when my belief in myself was gone Suddenly I am flying I am not afraid to fall for with the love of my angel I will survive it all.

Didn't Like
He didn't like the casserole And he didn't like my cake. He said my biscuits were too hard... Not like his mother used to make. I didn't perk the coffee right He didn't like the stew, I didn't mend his socks The way his mother used to do. I pondered for an answer, I was looking for a clue. Then I turned around and smacked the shit out of him... Like his mother used to do.

The Bloodstain
The Bloodstain retold by S. E. Schlosser The Phelps place was an old, abandoned property with a monstrous, decrepit Victorian house that was supposed to be haunted. It should have been a good resting place for the local deer hunters, but they would not go near it. A few that tried came away before midnight with tales of ghostly thumping noises, gasps, moans, and a terrible wet bloodstain that appeared on the floor of the front porch and could not be wiped away. Phelps was an Englishman who had purchased land some 20 miles off the Mendocino coast in the 1880s. He had built a huge, fancy Victorian house all covered with gingerbread trimmings and surrounded by lovely gardens. When everything was arranged to his liking, he sent out party invitations to everyone within messenger range. It was the biggest social event of the year, with music and dancing and huge amounts of food. Sawhorse tables were set up with refreshments, and drinks were set out on the front porch. People came f

Kill Me
Kill me, Free me, The pain is too much. Let me die, Drowning in pain, Kill me. I can't see you, Sorrow is blinding me, Free me from the pain. Let me die, Drowning in pain, Kill me. Kill me, Free me, The pain is too much. Let me die, Drowning in pain, Kill me.

'history' Of The World
'History' of the world from student bloopers collected by teachers throughout the United States, from eighth grade through college freshman level. Read carefully, and you will learn a lot. The inhabitants of Ancient Egypt were called mummies. They lived in the Sarah Dessert and traveled by Camelot. The climate of the Sarah is such that the inhabitants have to live elsewhere, so areas of the dessert are cultivated by irritation. The Egyptians built the Pyramids in the shape of a huge triangular cube. The Pyramids are a range of mountains between France and Spain. The Bible is full of interesting caricatures. In the first book of the Bible, Guinesses, Adam and Eve were created from an apple tree. One of their children, Cain, once asked, "Am I my brother’s son?" God asked Abraham to sacrifice Isaac on Mount Montezuma. Jacob, son of Isaac, stole his brother’s birth mark. Jacob was a patriarch who brought up his 12 sons to be patriarchs, but they did not take to it. One of Jacob’s so

When You Look At Me
Uniquely you Uniquely me both as different as different can be I wonder what you see when you gaze that way at me You smile slowly and i am filled with fear what exactly is going on here? lines crossed boundries broken Yet, not one word has been spoken Just that one look makes me wonder what spell you have put me under

10 Rules For Dominants
TEN RULES FOR DOMINANTS 1. Be Patient Until you enter into a relationship with a submissive, you have no more right to order him/her around than does anyone else. Give your bottom time to get to know you and what you are like. Finesse and subtlety are major elements of dominance. Similarly, strength and gentleness go hand in hand. The sensitivity and awareness (or lack thereof) that you show in the real world is likely to be repeated in the playroom. 2. Be Humble You may be God's/Goddess' gift to the world, but no one needs to hear it or wants to hear it. You will have ample opportunities to show how good you are - and plenty of opportunities to make a fool of yourself. No matter what you claim, the "real you" will show through in a scene. Don't set yourself up for a failure by developing expectations that you know you can never reach. 3. Be Open Although the top is classically considered to be the teacher in D/s-SM, you can always learn from your bottom, no matter how inex

Miles Away
MILES AWAY FROM THE ONES YOU LOVE STARRING AT THE STARS UP ABOVE WISHING ONE DAY YOU COULD BE HOME INSTEAD OF SPENDING THE NIGHTS ALONE DREAMING OF THE DAY YOU FALL IN LOVE WISHING TO THE STARS ABOVE WISHING THAT ONE DAY YOU ARE HAPPY TO HOLD SOMEONE AND NEVER LET GO TO EMBRACE AND ADORE TO CHERISH AND TO LOVE DREAMING TO THE STARS UP ABOVE MILES AWAY FROM THE ONES YOU LOVE

Wtf!
ok so i was watching Judge Mathis today & saw the most outrageous thing ever! They say hicks come from AL but i think they missed the number 1 hick in NC (sorry if ya live there).He takes a man to court & sues him because he bought a grill and inside the grill he found this mans amputated foot. Well thinking it might be from a murder he calls the police. The police return the foot to the rightful owner & now the man who bought the grill wants it back so he can charge people to come see it! They call him the Foot Man! WTF????well since technically u buy as in in that state the foot was rightfully his. So the judge had to award him $5000 but let the amputee keep his foot. What kind of world do we live in where u sue someone for their own foot????omg!

Screen Shot Class 101
Screen capture Transferring the current on-screen image to a text or graphics file. There is a "Print Screen" function in the operating system that copies the contents of the active window to the clipboard, which can then be pasted into a graphics application to print it. If there is no active window, the entire desktop is copied. There are also numerous screen capture (screen grabber) programs for Windows and the Mac that offer more sophisticated capture capabilities. For example, any or all of the windows can be selected by moving the cursor on screen. Some programs can capture the contents of an entire scrollable window Step 1. Click Print Screen located where Image above shows Step 2 Goto START menu (Programs)then (Accessories)go down to your (Paint) program OPEN....at top of screen you'll see FILES and EDIT...click EDIT go down to PASTE Step 3 After you paste the image from your computer screen save file as ______ the name under that is SAVE AS TYPE....c

This Morning
Rising again why? To meet the dawn of the day How did my life come to this now An empty future filled with memories Face in the dirt again another day just eats away at me Because I don't belong here No, I don't belong here It just eats away And I feel as it's tearing at me Don't tell me why I should try When I know your not listening You don't hear me So why should I try? When it just eats away Tell me why I should try tonight Was going to kill myself today But instead I've found a better way Through you This cant last forever If I killed myself today then I won't find a better way and I won't. This can't last forever, no It just eats away and I feel as its tearing at me Don't tell me why I should try When I know your not listening You don't hear me So why should I try? When it just eats away tell me why i should try tonight you'll hear me now Shut up you don't know a fucking thing About what I have seen Another day will pass I put this kn

Slowly Falling Out Of Love
What happened to romance and feeling true love? It has seemed to disappear along with the respect,intimacy and general aww of a relationship. We marry thinking that it will be that way the rest of our lives,however when it fades fast and nothing seems to make it all bounce back,what else is there left to do?

So I Bought A Vip :d
hi everyone!!!!! i hope you all are doing well, and having a great saturday :) im feeling a bit hung over today after last night...i didnt really drink too much; it was the combo i drank. started off with a couple red beers then moved on to a couple shots of goldshlauger(sp?)and then back to another beer. not the best combo of drinks. my tummy was not pleased. anyhow...everytime i drink too much i wake up at the crack of dawn, and cant get back to sleep!! im so tired, but alas...so i decided to buy myself a vip. :D i thought it would make me feel better, and it has! lol :D now i can upoload even more pictures! yay! and i can give away 11s! keep an eye out for my blogs, cause i will be giving 11s to people who comment :) also...i have room for 25 more family members. i havent decided yet how im going to choose, but i will let you know. more news...i have decided to join another one of kristan smiths contests. i was in her first 2 and i won both, so im going fo

So Not Gonna Happen
I just got this in my mail here........ hello, i have seen you while i was roaming arround the profiles... i am a german dominant and i am looking for an online-sub. when you are interested in bdsm related chats, cam-to-cam chats, tasks... exercises... and when you would like to know more, just send me a message. i am still in contact with an online sub with cam that i have trained in the past, till i released her for her hubby who is now her master. you would have the possibility to see her as a friend who can help you to understand yourself or to see if you are interested in bdsm or a dominant in your life. you should have a cam or digicam to prove your gender, when you would like to talk with me about this topic. it would be really nice to talk with you about this... a female domme with cam can also be involved. have you ever thought about serving someone? to serve someone mentally or sexually... to take care about somebodys needs to talk with him about mental or sexual desi

Are You Ghetto????
You know you ghetto when Your best sets of glasses came with jelly or pickles in them You gotta tv that works sitting on top of a tv that dont Your idea of a jacuzzi is your family piling in the bathtub an farting You buy a dress to front for the night and return it the next day You got hair down to your ankles when the day before you had a fade When your grill is the most expensive thing you own When you car cost 1,200 but your beat and rims cost 12,000 When you know good kool aid has so much sugar in it that it stops dissolving and sits at the bottom of the jar When you got 3 babies born within a week of each other Your source is income is making babies You gotta $35,000 car and stay with ya mama ok thats just part 1 with more to come...feel free to add your own if you wish in a comment...and im out

Im Bacccckk!
i MANAGED TO GET FULL PRIVILEGES BACK AND IM OFFICIALLY OFF GROUNDING! lol iM GOING TO BE MOVING EVERYTHING OVER FROM THE OTHER PAGE TO HERE AND TRYING TO NOTIFY AND NEW FRIENDS I MAY HAVE GOTTEN ON THERE THAT I DONT HAVE HERE!PHEW! NOW MAYBE I CAN WORK ON GETTING MY RANK BACK UP :) AND TALK TO ALL MY WONDERFUL FRIENDS IVE MISSED SO MUCH! IF YOU HAVENT ALREADY PLEASE RATE THIS BLOG AS IT HAS SLIPPED QUITE A FEW SPOTS IN MY ABSENCE AS WELL!

Wtf
There's a new wrinkle in the Spygate controversy between the Patriots and the Jets. According to a published report, a Jets employee was asked to stop videotaping the Patriots sideline during the first quarter of a game in Foxborough last season. Jets officials claim everything was above board. "All filming at last year's Patriots game was done with pre-approval from the Patriots and in accordance with NFL rules," Bruce Speight, the Jets' senior director of media relations, told Newsday. The Jets employee at the stadium was removed but the camera was not confiscated, according to the report. The employee's filming took place on the mezzanine level of the stadium. The newspaper also said there was some confusion as to which Patriots home game the videotaping occurred. New York played at New England twice, including a playoff game. In Week 1 of this season, New England was santioned by the NFL for videotaping the Jets' sideline. The NFL took away the Patriots' first-ro

My Contest
I need some serious help. I am still in a position to get a happy hour. But i need some help from my friends to come help me comment. I need 75,000 comments i am close to 5,000. Thank you to all my friends that have helped so far. I have been commenting myself for the last two days. I am lonely come keep me company. I will gave away gifts and fubucks and 11's to anyone that helps. Hugs. Lucy

Hit On At Work
Ok so I was at work yesterday which was kewl. I work as a server at a resturant in Huntington Beach. While some know where others have no idea where i work lol. Im sorry Im not gonna tell just anybody where i work. What if they are potential stalkers? I got hit on twice yesterday. That does wonders for a girls ego lol.

My New Friend Please Check Her Pics - Private Ones Are A Must See Xxx
Please can you do me a favour and check out my new friend , she is extremely beautiful and her pics are a must see , especially her private pics . check her out to see . thanks so much vicky@ fubar

Train Encounter, Part 1 (rated M For "my Virgin Eyes!!) View With Caution
It was a gorgeous Saturday morning. I was not too happy about having to work today but I had a presentation that I needed to finish for a meeting on Monday. I had no choice. Reluctantly, I showered, but decided to skip shaving. Not like anyone will be at the office to notice anyway. I got dressed in my suit & tie, grabbed my brief case and coffee and headed out the door. I hailed a cab half-heartedly, and told the driver to take me to the train station. . As I stepped onto the platform awaiting my train, I caught a glimpse of a beautiful woman I’d never seen before, reading a book as she sat on one of the benches. Her hair was a beautiful red, long and curly. The mild spring breeze gently tossed her locks about her face and her fingers brushed it aside and she turned and for a moment, her eyes captured my stare. I smiled nervously and opened my newspaper, not noticing I was holding it upside down. She let out a giggle and went back to her book. Embarrassment got the best of me as I

01-13-08 (friends)
S u n d a y s The old Kid Rock song reminds me of Sundays - Not for the "God knows why" reference, But because I have fond memories of some friends - and that song that all tie into Sunday Road trips. Funny, back then I thought those friends -That I was out whooping it up with - Would still be my friends today. Been a long while since I even seen them ... After years of friends coming and going, I guess I should be used to it by now. I've come to expect Internet friends to Suddenly depart and disappear without a trace ... But funny if you reflect back - to those who once were so close to your heart in the years gone bye - How only a select few still remain there! Environment can cause it ... Being what happens to either or all. New friends Work Place Marriage/Relationships Geographic in others ... Being the distance, either physical or mental distance. Circumstance is usually the culprit ... You know that there's no way to

Mid Life Crisis, Maybe?
The other day someone asked me to describe myself but not with the usual stuff like what movies I like, what kinda music I like, things of that nature and I was at a complete loss. I have no clue who I am. I have gone so long in life as someone's wife and mother I seem to have forgotten who the real "Katie" is. I often joke and tell my family and friends it's not if I lose my mind but when and I honestly think that time is drawing near. So if this is my mid life crisis, does this mean I can go buy a sports car and sleep with a young hot guy? I'd settle for just hiding out somewhere to just try to figure out who I really am.

They So Lie.....
whoever said the radioactive pill don't have side effects lied!!! LOL i've been sick the whole time to my stomach and still am so if i'm not responding to your shouts or whatever that's why. Been trying to sleep alot.

Democracy In Action
It has taken me months to get my room to smell like a good old fashioned poker den. Months of cigarettes, cigars. And tonight, I had to bow to the majority in the house and shampoo the carpet. Now I have to start all over. However, it has given me an idea, an air freshner that smells like a poker den or even a good old honky tonk bar. I would get rich.

More Interesting & Wonderful Things About Me...thanks D...this Is Gonna Be Fun!!!
...i have decided that i'm gonna update as i think of things that are maybe a tad more interesting than my original 10...although i must say that i took great pleasure in reading the responses...so...ever the frustrated writer...i trudge onward...sheeeeeeett... ...see earlier blog for 1-10... 11. as i was driving today to pick up my lovely little car with a BRAND NEW CLUTCH...i remembered that i didn't mention the time i stopped 4 lanes of highway to get a dog that was runnin across the road...yes, it was a 65 mph speed limit... yes, i am crazy...and, yes, i almost got arrested for it...but f*uck it...that's what brakes are for...right?!?!...and the dog made it, all is well, and i was on the radio news... 12. this is really a continuation of #11...i get really upset...usually to the point of tearing up, when i see an animal dead at the side of the road...or in the road for that matter...and yes, i have been known to stop and "find a better resting place"...if ya know what i me

Hate
I am so tired of everyone hating on everyone. Can't we have a day when there are no hate bullys and no talking behind peeps backs. I just don't understand it all anymore. I am tired of defending actions and sticking up for people. I have just been hurt to much this last week and by peeps that are very close and special to me. I just don't understand anymore. I just don't. Anyway I want to leave this with a cheerful note because hugs are always free and so is love!! Huggles and Snuggles to all those that are having a smile day!!

10 Weird Things
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I have found a special someone. 2. I hate driving! I think of it this way it not important Im not driving there cause it wasting my time and gas. 3. Ha ha I always tell myself Ima fill up my gas tank to full and never do cause Ima be damn cheap since the damn cost of a gallon now 4. I smoke. 5. I have 2 beautiful girls 6. I am an procrastinator 7. I hate cleaning a bathroom 8. When I dont feel like answering a phone I wont I let that phone ring and leave me a message and maybe I will call back but this is all the time 9. Had an addiction, overcame 10. One minute I can be nice, next minute I can be mean!

Daddy's Empty Chair
A man's daughter had asked the local minister To come and pray with her father. When the minister arrived, He found the man lying in bed with his head Propped up on two pillows. An empty chair sat beside his bed. The minister assumed that the old fellow Had been informed of his visit. "I guess you were expecting me, he said. 'No, who are you?" said the father. The minister told him his name and then remarked, "I saw the empty chair and I figured you knew I was going to show up." "Oh yeah, the chair," said the bedridden man. "Would you mind closing the door?" Puzzled, the minister shut the door. "I have never told anyone this, Not even my daughter," said the man. "But all of my life I have never Known how to pray. At church I used to hear the pastor talk about prayer, but it went right over my head." I abandoned any attempt at prayer," The old man continued, " Until one day four years ago, my best friend said to me, "Johnny, prayer is

Normal Friends Vs. Redneck Friend
normal friends vs. redneck friend FRIENDS: Never ask for food REDNECKS: Are the reason you have no food. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. REDNECKS: Call your parents mom and dad. FRIENDS: Bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REDNECKS: Would be sitting next to you saying, Damn...we fucked up...but that shit was fun!" FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. REDNECKS: Cry with you. with the good and the bad FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REDNECKS: Keep your shit so long they forget it's yours. FRIENDS: know a few things about you. REDNECKS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. REDNECKS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. REDNECKS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" FRIENDS: Are for a while. REDNECKS: Are for life. FRIENDS: Will take your drink away when they think you've had eno

About Me
Full Name: Charles Haveone Eye Color: Green Hair Color: Shaved Brown Height: 6'0" Shoe Size: 8 1/2-9 Ring Size: hummm dunno Heritage: German/Irish Graduating Year:1983 Birth date: Oct:17:64 Zodiac Sign: Libra ...::Firsts::...>or med..lol Romanic or Spontaneous: Spontaneous Sense of Humor or Sweet: Sense of humor Hook up or Relationship: Relationship ...::Currently::...

~me~
Just wanted to let everyone know how i'm doing. I realize it's been awhile since i've been on here, but alot has been happening... i recently broke up with my love of a year patt, and am single again... don't get me wrong, it's been hard but hopefully time will heal the hurt i'm feeling.... My best friend sean is my roomie now and we are living in an apt. in oklahoma until early summer when we hope to pack up and move to colorado... i'm wayyyy excited about this, since i've never lived anywhere but oklahoma. I have friends there i cant wait to see.... Anyway, just wanted to let you know i'm doing alright and hopefully you'll start seeing me on here again more often.. you can always email me or add me to your messenger.. i'm neomaoklahoma@yahoo.com...... i heart you all!!! ~Patrice~xoxo

Good Reading
If God brings you to it he'll bring you through it..... Read this...I mean REALLY read this This is without a doubt one of the nicest good luck forwards I have received.. Hope it works for you -- and me! You have 6 minutes There's some mighty fine advice in these words, even if you're not superstitious. This has been sent To you for good luck from the Anthony Robbins organization. It has been sent around the world ten times so Far. Do not keep this message. This must leave your hands in 6 MINUTES. Otherwise you will get a very unpleasant surprise. This is true, even if you are not superstitious, agnostic, or otherwise faith impaired. ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, 'I love you ,' mean it. FIV

What The ???
ok my life is odd read previous blogs to find out more tonight i have had a great time right up until the point where someone that i have been seeing lost her mobile phone espcailly as we had gone to london for the day camden the palace houses of paliment the works lots of pics on the phone some idiot stole it from a place where i been a dj and where my best friends now work we looked through the cctv and asked everyone if they had seen it and they all said NO! crying in my arms she couldnt get over the fact she had lost it and nothing i did helped well eventually i got her in a taxi and home after an hours walk home very very drunk i now write this to you only to find when i get in she had it all along in her clevage !?!? wtf so not only has the evening been ruined by the mare but also i now have to write to everyone involved and explain what went on !! grrrr!! and all she can say is sorry how the hell do you miss a phone in your clevage !?!

Rain
Any one else about to get washed away besides me. Here in Eastern OK, it has rained 7 inches in 24 hours... I don't mind a little rain, but shit this is a little much. Can't even get out to the highway for the 3 different bridges either under water or washed out...

Poem
The Moon and Stars are the objects In my mind. When the night falls in to the darkness, my mind drifts in to sleep. I think of you, the only one for me. Wonderful thoughts, of our past, fill my mind, your soft touch, your arm around my body holding me tighter and tighter each time. Then my mind wonders to our future on the day I wish I could be with you. In a few hours I will be with you, and It will be like it once was, and our life will be happy.

Beginning Ranks
Our Family General and Founder Rebel_128 Rebel_128~Last Tribe~General~R/L fiancee to Rebel'sAngel Colonel and Co-Founder Rebel'sAngel ¢¾Rebel'sAngel¢¾-R/L fiance to Rebel_128~Colonel for Last Tribe~ Major of Campaign Affairs wolfspirit8993 wolfspirit8993 Last Tribe Bombing Captain 6'1playground 6'1 Playground ~Last Tribe~ First Lieutenant to the Bombing Captain Dukie Dukie ~Last Tribe~ Members PEBBLES PEBBLES last tribe azhippie azhippie ~ Last Tribe Misti_1 Misti_1 ~Last Tribe~ luvslilblackwolves luvslilblackwolves State Of Shock state of shock Sassy sassy ~Last Tribe~ Java (her give a damn is busted...lol) Java ~ Last Tribe! My "Give a Damn" is Busted!!! Immortalfirewolf

Job Search
My job search has seemed to fizzle out somewhat. But Friday of last week, was the start of something else. I talked to my boss, and weve had a few good positive conversations about work. For one, she was never mad at me, but was mad at someone else. Were also working on a way to keep my job, and work around a scheduale to allow me to go to school. I dont know what else is going to come of it, or if im going to go any further for now at finding another job. Id say a good half of the reasons I was going to quit are now gone, but the other half is still there. All this, from a few conversations, and at least a few others to come. Kind of amazing to me what can be accomplished.

Military Vs. Civilian Time
I don't think most civilians really realize the difference between military time and civilian time. it more then just saying dinner is at 1830 or i have to get oh i have to get up at 0600. there is more to time then just the numbers on a clock. I don't think any civilian's really "get" the time that is lost when our service members are away. I want you to sit and think what you had to eat last Saturday for lunch. Do you remember? No? Then think about how long ago last Saturday seemed.... Just how it seemed, in reality it was 7 days, but to a military spouse, that's a lifetime. That's another week they've been apart, another week closer to coming home, or getting that fateful news that they wont be.... Imagine being told that your loved one is being sent away to miss all of the following: Picture this: He'll be back January 2009. It's only September 2007. Quick glance that's missing a whole year in between. Do you see that? Jan. 09. Seems a world away huh? You can compl

This Time
This time, this place, can never trace, must win this race. no more crying, no more lying. This time I must face what is left of what it use to be. I can never see you again. This time I must say goodbye, this time is the end, you once were my friends, but i have come to the bend, not playing your games, dont need no fame. with every tear, was it really for real could you really feel the pain, or see the chains that i couldnt break. Did you ever really hear me calling, everytime i was falling. I must awake, I must live, so i can give back the life you took from me, never allowing me to be, but i can see. This time I say goodbye.

Show These Special Ppl Some Love
HEY!!! THESE ARE ALL SOME SPECIAL WOMEN WHO ARE REAL SWEET HEARTS AND NEED ALOT OF LOVE FOR STANDING BEHIND ME. PLEASE SHOW THEM AS MUCH LOVE AS YOU CAN. THEY ALL WILL SHOW U LOVE BACK JUST DONT MESS WITH THEM OR IM WILL HAVE ME IT DEAL WITH. THIS IS DJ NILLA OWBER OF THE GREATEST RADIO ON FUBAR DDR dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEED$RADIO.COM~ proud 2 b fu-owned by Steve (yay me!!!)@ fubar THIS IS DJ DANI A CARING AND SPECIAL GM TO US ALL ~♥Ðani♥~DJ SMURFETTE~GM @ DiRtY DeEdS RaDiO~*FU-OWNED BY DJ TAZMAN*AND PROUD FU-OWNER OF DJ BLOOD*@ fubar THIS IS Èvîl Àñgël A GREAT AND OUTSTANDING PERSON Èvîl Àñgël†Ðëмõñ Ç®ëш ÀΜ Šhïƒt Lëâðë®†♠Ç∫ùβ ƒÃ®♠@ fubar THIS IS DREAMY A WONDERFUL AND GREAT PERSON TO KNOW Dr3@my3y3d_B@bygir!~Greeter 4 Dirty Deeds Radio~~Fu-owned by 'Innateness Hypothesis'@ fubar LOVE YOU ALL AND GOD BLESSS!!!!

Rip Neil
NEIL YOU KNOW YOU WERE MY NUMBER 1 AND NO MATTER HOW MANY YEARS GO BY YOU WILL ALWAYS HAVE YOU IN MY HEART. I GOT TO HAVE MY BABY I GOT MARRIED I EVEN JOINED THE ARMY NOW ALL I HAVE TO IS BECOME A LAWER AND I WILL... RIP YOU WILL ALWAYS BE WIT ME I LOVE TILL THE END OF TIME AND EVEN AFTER THAT. RIP AND I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR WIFE... I LOVE YOU!!!!! FOR EVERYONE WHO HAS LOST SOME ONE LEAVE A COMMENT IN MEMORY OF THEM. NEIL COLUMBUS SHEFFLER APRIL 1968-JULY 2000

Just Things
Have you ever had one of those days where it just feels like nothing is going right at all, even if it. I woke up in a semi good mood, and now the day is almost over and it just feels like Im just on a road to no where.. Im fine but feeling blah anyone have any ideas to help me get out of this blah mood.

Full Circle
In the stillness of the night when thoughts run wild I lay quietly and ponder life’s joy and sorrow Many times I wander aimlessly amidst my mind Searching for any inkling of my tomorrow Perusing my past in movie theatre form I view all those things which caused me pain I have seen my eyes weep mornfully many times And have wondered if I will ever see the rain Many comforts lie softly hidden behind those tears Yet, somehow I have seemed to make due Rising in the morning, accepting the sun willingly I realize at once that I see life with a different view Could it be that I was meant to suffer strife To teach me of all those things not mentioned, yet felt To remind me that life is a gift forever encompassing Those things which are both eloquent and svelt? I have experienced the best of both worlds I have suffered the pain of a discontent lover and more I have explicitly relished in the joys of being a parent I wonder what will be behind the next door Love,

Contest
This contest is a little different. Instead of the same old comment bombing thing im gonna host a scavenger hunt.. Rules are simple: 1.)submit a pic of you with each of the 25 items below (either next to or holding the object,you must be visible in each photo)1 item per photo 2.)link me a photo to use for the contest for you to place item photos in. 3.)if you don't know what something is just ask and i will be happy to explain. 4) 25 items 25 pics 5) place pics in folder as comments to your pic PRIZES: determined by time of last photo arrival 1st place-1 month VIP and 100 11 rates 2nd place-1 day blast and 75 11 rates 3rd place-50 11 rates contest will start on 4/11/08 and end on 4/25/08 if still no winner will go by most items good luck and have fun 1) a kids toy 2) any brand of toothpaste 3) a bumper sticker 4) a birthday cake(any kind) 5) a shot glass with any brand of whiskey on it 6) a Red candle 7) some kind of melon(ie.. watermelon, cant

Surprise
TO ALL THE LOVELY PEOPLE WHO ARE IN MY CONTEST, I HAVE DECIDED THAT IF YOU HIT ONE OF THE MARKS WHICH IS 10,000, 5,000, OR 3,000 YOU WILL GET A PRIZE. ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS DO IT IN THE NINE DAYS. I FEEL IT IS FAVOR FOR ALL THE POINTS I WILL BE GETTING.

Drama
IM SO SICK OF PEOPLE ACCUSING AND CAUSING DRAMA THAT MUST BE HOW THEY WANT 2 LIVE WELL I DONT!! WHY IS IT WHEN SOMEONE IS MISERABLE THEY NEED COMPANY ? IM NOT THE ONE AND THEYRE SO INSECURE OR UNTRUSTWORTHY THAT THEY TRY 2 PUT IT ON YOU SOOOO SAD

Enjoying The Marathon..
Life is like a marathon. We run and run, not knowing where (or how far) the finish line lies. We focus so intensely on prolonging the race but sometimes--despite our best efforts--the race is cut short. Too often we don't relish the path of and enjoy the details instead of just pounding the pavement of life. What personal boundaries can you expand to help you enjoy your life? Today meditate on the simple joys: a warm bath, reading a book to a sleepy toddler, or spending quality time with your family and friends. All of life contains bumps in the road such as losing your job or an unforeseen illness. But it is up to us to determine the quality of our lives. Remember, we don't always determine the distance, but we can determine the path. Angelic Boss aka Dr. Feel..;)

Auction Open Start Bidding Now!!
WANT TO OWN ~SHELLE-BELLE~? Now is your chance. Thats right your very own ~Shelle-Belle~ has entered into an auction. So if you want to own me for a month check it out. Highest bid wins me. Luv ya all. CLICK THE PIC TO START BIDDING!!!

Promises Broken
Promises made never to be broken. Alas they are broken nonetheless. I promised I would never let anything hurt you. Yet I hurt you without trying. I promised to always be there for you. I thought I was but I guess I was not. I promised to always take care of you. Yet I became the one needing care. After all the promises were broken. I promise I will never break them again. There is no one there to listen. I now see the only promise we can keep in the end. Is the promise of love unconditionally no matter what happens.

Coming Back!!!
THE FIRST GROUP FROM SACRAMENTO, CA TO MAKE IT BIG ON THE WEST COAST WITH HIP HOP/RAP MUSIC "THE BEAT BOYS" AND I'M ONE OF THE MEMBERS FROM THE GROUP. www.westcoastpioneers.com/labels/macola.html PEEP US OUT TODAY also coming soon our re-release ALBUMS from the EARLY 80'S...."THE BEAT BOYS" from NORTH HIGHLANDS/SACRAMENTO, CA. WEST COAST HIP HOP LEGENDS...www.facebook.com/prince.julian1 (PHOTOS) OR www.youtube.com/supersubzero1 (VIDEO & SONGS)

Many Blessings
Many Blessings and Heart felt Thanks to You and Yours... In Memorium Have you ever looked, really looked, at a soldier's face? Sometimes it's young, barely an adult the hopes of youth still painted in its features. Sometimes it's old older than faith, older than wisdom, older than time. And sometimes...sometimes it's a bit of both all at once. Sometimes it's gritty and pained, remembering the face of another who has fallen. Sometimes it's laughing, pleased to have a moment of peace. Most of the time it's proud because it knows, the world is a different place a better place because of it. Next time you look at a soldier's face, see if you can find that glint of pride. Sometimes it’s hidden, and you have to search it out. You'll find it in the eyes always in the eyes. For the eyes are indeed the windows to the soul, even a soldier's soul. And when you've carefully examined every feature of that soldier's face, stand up straight and tall and smile your best smile.

Ppl Make Ya Go Hmmm
I dont know about the rest of you, but have you noticed that when u are rating pics of ppl and u give them whatever rate your gonna, that when u watch your bar tab, you will see where they hve gone and checked you out, and they dont give you a rate, personally i think thats bullshit, even if you dont like what u see or whatever you could at least have the courtisy to at least give me a 3 or something lol, hell I rate something at least, it just kinda irks me that there are so many rude azz ppl here, new members and old members.

For Honorary Members
RULES ARE BASIC AND WILL BE ADJUSTED AS NEEDED. 1. No Drama Allowed! 2. All must fan, rate and add ALL members. **New Prospects send a note when u add stating Fu Luv Bomb Squad. 3. Must add owner to family. 4. Become member of our Lounge. 5. Officers will decide on who to bomb. 6. Any member not actively involved in helping others will be removed from team and will receive no help in any contest or giveaway. 7. Blog will be updated as new members join. Please Check on Owners page daily and repost the new blog onto your profile. 8. A blog will be updated daily , with the member that is currently in a contest. Members MUST read to keep updated. 9.Must be a member of the Squad for 2 weeks before u recieve any bombing assistance!!! 10. All rules are subject to change as we grow. the limit on the amount of contests you can enter may too, but since we are new will keep it this way. *It can't be stressed enough that these rules are subject to change and all membe

Sheding Skin
shedding skin and when the day's done, hope, you expect a better end, unfulfilled oaths andheartaches, yet, just cause you're wandering in the desert, that doesn't necessarily mean there's a promised land... so desecrate, destroy, root them out... anyways they never deserved their place there...

Mu Auction!
This Naughty girl Pebbles has gone and made me be naughty. Come check out this Naughty Auction and bid till your fingers and pockets hurt!! I am offering Rate 300 pic rates 11's (or more) Upto 300 stash Rates~3SFW Salutes~3NSFW Salutes~Blog Pimpout~ Weekly Bully Pimpout~ Owned by in my name~ add to family~ 1 day blast~100,000 FuBucks.Plus much more yummy suprises and treats! You have to add her as a friend to see the link

What I Have
some of my SWEETEST friends have been asking me what happened to me this last weekend well here is a simple way to explain what i have / happened to me... Bell's palsy is a paralysis or weakness of the muscles on one side of your face. Damage to the facial nerve that controls muscles on one side of the face causes that side of your face to droop. The nerve damage may also affect your sense of taste and how you make tears and saliva. This condition comes on suddenly, often overnight, and usually gets better on its own within a few weeks. Bell's palsy is not the result of a stroke or a transient ischemic attack (TIA). While stroke and TIA can cause facial paralysis, there is no link between Bell's palsy and either of these conditions. Palsy simply means weakness or paralysis. The main symptom of Bell's palsy is a sudden weakness or paralysis in one side of your face that causes it to droop. This may make it hard for you to close your eye on that side of your face. Other sym

Can You Handle Me For A Month???
Bid on me and let's find out! Just click this pic to bid. I even threw in some xtra stuff for the highest bidder. SO LET'S SEE IF YOU CAN REALLY HANDLE ME...CAUSE I GOT ALOT OF LOVE TO GIVE. KISSES~N~HUGS

Come Join Me
Dear friends, I' m now playing Wonderland Online. Do you want to join me and thousands of others around the world? WLO is great game because of its many unique playing systems, and great scenery. Some of these systems include a great combat system where you, and several freinds can all fight at once And a Large home and equipment building system, that allows you to turn items you gather from fights, mines, clay pits, and more, into useful devices and equipment, that can help you in quests, fight, or just to build your own dream home in Wonderland. So come join me, and thousands of others spread out 4 servers, and see what wonderland has in store for you. http://wl.igg.com/ WL video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H61elndMT8w WL Screenshot: http://wl.igg.com/community/screenshots.php

I Was Tagged!
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 15 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 10 people to be tagged, listing their names. Don't forget to let them know that they've been tagged, and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I love the ocean and light houses 2. I have a two year old son. 3. I got my foot caught in a bike when I was two and now have a scar the length of my left foot (from my pinkie toe to my heel) 4. I have been to 4 colleges and still haven't finished my degree...maybe one of these days 5. I have been to almost every state in the US 6. I was born on Friday the 13th 7. I'm a beer drinking chick 8. I enjoy sports however I am not athletically inclined :-)GO RED SOX! 9. Global Warming concerns me and makes me wonder what we are leaving for the coming generations. (This scares me!) 10. I love to laugh 11. I would rather curl up with a good

7/8
this auction and chance to own me ends on 7/9. so come on and get in ur final bids! even if u dont bid please stop by and give me a rate... i dont care if is a 1 or an 11 or anything in between lol. current winning bid is 250k and a 7 day blast.

Pagan In Hell
A Pagan dies and, to his great surprise, he finds himself standing before some pearly gates. The Pagan asks, "Where am I?" Peter says, "You're at the gates of heaven." The Pagan says, "But I don't believe in heaven." Peter frowns at him. "You're one of those Pagans, aren't you?" "Yes. I believe I'm in the wrong place; I'm supposed to go to Summerland." Peter says, "Sorry. We took over Summerland, and it's temporarily closed for remodeling." "What should I do now?" Peter says, "Well, since we don't allow Pagans in heaven, you have to go to hell. Sorry. Just follow that path that leads downward and to the left." The Pagan walks down to hell, where the gates are standing open. He walks in and finds beautiful meadows, happy animals, and clear streams of water. He walks on in and begins exploring, and after a few minutes a courtly gentleman walks up to him and bows politely. "Hello, I'm Satan. You must be the guy that St. Peter phoned me about. Are you a Pagan?"

Phenomenal Woman
Now, this is an amazing poem. To me anyways. Many years ago, gleamed from my mothers end table, this poem opened my eyes. I didn't want to be a pretty woman. I didn't feel pretty and didn't desire it. I wanted to be known for me. Not for how I looked, but for who I was. This poem personified that for me. Years later, it has taken on even more meaning for me. Now from a womans eyes, I see this as the true definition of physical beauty as well as a womans inner beauty. I am not your traditional beauty, but I am fucking beautiful. In my own way. Not because I fit the normal standards of physical beauty. Because I am what I am and carry myself with pride. This is the package I was given to work with. Flaws and all, it is mine. I love my big ass, it provides cushioning when I fall. My obnoxious laughter means I am enjoying my life. I love my thick calves, they provide strength and stability. My crooked smile adds character. I adore my scars, for they remind me where I've been. My stretc

When Bishes Lurk...
Why when you know you can't stand me do you want to come look on my page... Jealous much? Why when you know I will see you on my auction photo you come and look...Jealous much? You know I can get bids without fucking begging all day...Jealous much? Doesn't it bug the crap out of you when they think they own the place, yet they have to beg for every blast, happy hour and bling pack they get.. Jealous much? Stop the lies will ya?? I never deleted shit! Funny how you would take a screen shot of your comment then all of a sudden I delete it so it's no longer on the bulletin?? Makes you look like the dumbass and not me! Who takes screen shots of their comments?? Only those trying to set people up to make them look bad. But there are some very smart people on here who saw right through your stupid stunt!You know you deleted your own comment. Just back the hell off and leave me and my friends alone will ya, cuz everyone on fu knows how desperate you are for attention. Jealous much??

Lord Wolf's My Love's Auction Is Open
Hard Sun (Album Version) - Eddie Vedder & Corin Tucker Presents His First Auction: Picture Link: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=943123&albumid=839987&i=1164146923# Contestant #1.Lakota Princess http://fubar.com/i_come_in_peace Thumbnail Link: ---------------------------------------------------------------- Contestant #2 Lord Wolf: http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=943123&albumid=839987&i=1164146923#518105731 http://fubar.com/lrlsociety Thumnail

The Heat Of Love And Compassion Can Melt Anger.
The glassblower is an artist who takes broken glass and melts it in a very hot furnace. Then the glassblower blows through a long tube and creates objects such as cups and plates and pieces of art. The sharp edges of our anger are like pieces of broken glass. We all have things in our lives that anger us - it is only human to bump into our sharp edges. One edge might be crabby, another silent and withdrawn, and still another yelling and screaming. The heat of love and compassion can melt our anger. This may take the form of sympathy for ourselves, or for the people we love. More often, it is the compassion of those around us that helps melt our anger. Sometimes saying I'm sorry is a good way to melt anger and find the love underneath it. What beauty can I create with my anger today?

Im In A Bling Give Away Please Help Me So I Can Help You!!
Hey evry one I am in a Fubling give away and I need 20,000 comments. so please come and help me out I am going to be making Salute pic's for every one I see helping me, you can all so privet message me to let me know that you helped me out. I will me helping my friends leval when I get the 70 bling pack. so please help me out. I will help you out if you eed any thang ok!!Love,Salty baby

Atraction Test
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Saturday August 23rd
Tonight my husband and I are going to a very upscale strip club called STARS CABARET in Oregon. It is part of my birthday gift from my husband to me. We have never been there before but we have heard about it from many of our friends. I am so excited about going tonight. I told my husband that I will be tipping the girls rather than he tonight. I find that so intoxicatingly arousing - paying hot NUDE women to dance and entertain my husband to get him so turned on that he can last forever afterward. For those of you who don't know, in Oregon the girls dance totally nude, and I mean TOTALLY nude. And tonight there is a headliner appearing at the club for a couple of appearances. I will find it very entertaining and provocative watching the guys at the club go nuts over the dancers. I am sure that my husband will find it very entertaining also to watch the other guys in the club looking at me too. He loves to tell me about any guy who is checking me out wherever we

Rear Ended!
Me Mark and the baby I sit for Javion dropped the boys off at school today. Was needing some gas so we drove to get my check cashed and decided on some mcdonalds sausage biscuits.. which are the BEST lol Sittin on Hudson Street at a stop light and all of a sudden... we were THROUGH the light!! We hear a BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPP and me and Mark look around, we had been rear ended. The car that didnt feel the need to stop at the stop light was a Escort wagon and boyyy was it fucked up!!! and her horn was stuck and blaring!! I drive the rest of the way out of the way and park. Me and Mark turn around and look at each other and to the car behind us.. and hop out. I check the baby who was totally fine not even crying and Mark is yelling at the lady MY NEW VAN! WE JUST FUKKIN BOUGHT IT!!! she is crying wahh im soooo sorry. The guy that I parked in front of his house came off his porch.. he was waiting on a cab and told me it was her fault I seen her run the light! I asked him to

Doggy Style!!!! For Dust_me_pink
We're gonna do it Doggy Style! The rules for this Ride are pretty basic, you must Fan/Add/Rate all yer fellow Dogz on the Ride. If you are already friends leave them a profile comment sayin' "Riding Doggy Style". No drama Please!! Tagz are also easy to get, just rate the already made tagz and let Dust_Me_Pink know when you are done in a private message The Lead Dog ~Ðü§† M€ Þîñk ~Club F.A.R ~ The Lollipop Gurlz ~SBG @ fubar Yer Dogz ♕ LuAngel ♕ ~*~Fu Bad Girls ~ Fu Owned by Tappinit & SilverPixi

Sorry 4 Not Being Good Enough...
Alright So I'll start off by saying that I am no where near perfect and I make a lot of mistakes sometimes more than Most would think. I tend to care to much for people even if they don't give a *BEEP* about me in return. My life isn't as together as some people would Like to think. I have a lot of problems in RL. I have a mother that is very ill that I have taken care of for 4 years now, its really taking its toll on me. I don't always make the best Choices or Dississions however you would like to look at it. So yea recently I fell for someone that I probably shouldn't have. It just happend I had No control. But of course I don't fit the "image" of what a woman is supposed to be I guess. I'm not the skiny pretty looking type of woman. I'm Sorry Its just not me. I'm Fat n ugly MY BAD. but lately I'm just thinking maybe its just easier for people to walk away than actually work at something and take a chance. So I guess this is me just saying... I'm NOT Sorry for L

The Fu Asylum
The FU Asylum You know the routine. Rate/Fan and Add each of the following people listed below. Please DO NOT just accept the persons friend request...visit their page, rate and fan them back and leave them a comment. When you have rated everyone message me (aGEM4life) to be added to the list. Rate my folder of Visual Ques To Tell You About Me to receive your personal FU Asylum tag (and you'll know why I was committed lol). Start with this one... Those who have been committed so far... ♊aGEM4life♊ HersheyK Dee75 Carnie Slave2Fantasy tat_man73 ~Metal Baby~ RevMichelle Goofy Girl

Anti-war Protesters, And Voting.
The fact is I'm sick of these mother fuckers who protest war, who have never fought or even been willing to fight in one. If you didn't vote even if you are FOR the war SHUT THE FUCK UP. You have NO right to speak. Voter turn out in the US is SAD and yet people cry and bitch about what is going on in their country. Voter turn out in 2004 was a sad 56.70% that means only 56.70% of the American population should even have a right to bitch about what is going on. In the first Democratic elections in Iraq 79.6% of eligible voters turned out, only 70% of eligible people in the US even bother to Register to vote. The age group 18-24 has the lowest registration rate of only 58%, while most protesters fall into this category, you will pick up a picket sign which has ZERO weight at all, other than getting you a blast of teargas to the face, but you wont pick your ass up off your couch watching CNN to go cast a fucking ballot that WILL make a difference. You lazy fucks. 73% of US Veterans cast

Apple Raisin Pumpkin Pie
Autumn Recipe Apple Raisin Pumpkin Pie Serves about 8 1 unbaked 9" deep-dish pie crust 1 cup raisins 1 (10-ounce) jar sweetened applesauce 1/3 cup packed brown sugar 1/2 teaspoon ground ginger 1 teaspoon cinnamon 1/2 teaspoon nutmeg 1/4 teaspoon salt 3/4 can (10-ounce) pumpkin 1/2 cup evaporated milk 2 large eggs, beaten whipped cream for garnish Pre-heat oven to 400 F. Bake empty pie crust for about 10 minutes. Remove from oven and sprinkle raisins in the bottom of the crust, then spread applesauce over raisins. In a medium mixing bowl, stir together sugar, spices and salt. Stir in pumpkin, eggs, and milk. Pour mixture into pie crust. Bake below center of oven for 40 minutes or until set, or until a knife inserted in center comes out clean. Cool to warm temperature to serve. Garnish with whipped cream if desired.

The Awakening
I came across this and it was inspiring to me so I thought I would share. :) A time comes in your life when you finally get it ... when, in the midst of all your fears and insanity, you stop dead in your tracks and somewhere the voice inside your head cries out ENOUGH!!! Enough fighting and crying or struggling to hold on. And, like a child quieting down after a blind tantrum, your sobs begin to subside, you shudder once or twice, you blink back your tears and begin to look at the world through new eyes. This is your awakening. You realize it's time to stop hoping and waiting for something to change...or for happiness, safety and security to come galloping over the next horizon. You come to terms with the fact that you are neither Prince Charming or Cinderella and that in the real world there aren't always fairy tale endings (or beginnings for that matter) and that any guarantee of "happily ever after" must begin with you...and in the process a sense of serenity is bor

Police Say Teen Plotted To Kill Mom For Breast Implants
Amazing. . . . . . FOUNTAIN, Colorado (AP) -- A Colorado teenager hired men to kill his mother so he could use her money to get breast implants for his girlfriend, police said. Nikita Lee Weis, 18, was arrested on suspicion of conspiracy to commit first-degree murder, said Fountain Deputy Police Chief Mike Barnett. Weis' mother, Hyun Weis, was attacked Thursday with a small wooden baseball bat at her home but escaped, authorities said. She was released Friday from a hospital. His girlfriend, Sophia Nicole Alsept, and two men police said he hired, Juan Antonio Velez Gonzalez, 18, and Brandon Michael Soroka, 19, were also arrested on the charge of conspiracy to commit first-degree murder. Barnett said Weis wanted to sell his mother's car and use money in her bank accounts to pay for breast implants for Alsept, 21. Barnett also said the suspects discussed wrapping Hyun Weis' body in plastic and dumping it in the desert in New Mexico or Arizona. All were being held

In Texas
Well, I'm in Texas. Got here on the 28th. Signed in, took my free "time-off" to find a place to live and to go get furniture from my house in Arkansas. I found a 3 bedroom, 2 bathroom duplex with a garage. It's about 1300 square foot, in a quiet new subdivision. The house is only a couple of years old, and well, it's safe. I looked at a bunch of places before deciding on this one, and even continued to look before deciding, and some of them closer to base scared me. Then I signed into the replacement detachment for some inprocessing. That is nothing new. Same old same old. I am SO danged glad I do not have to live in the barracks. They are having formations at 10 PM everyday, and on the weekend 10 AM. The weekend formations include this weekend which is a 4 day weekend. I went by my unit on Thursday to say hi and let them know I'll be there probably Tuesday because I'm a Senior (E-5 and above is considered senior NCOs, and E-6s are almost treated GREAT!) and Seni

Our Next President? Please Think Before You Vote!
Some of you may have seen this before... This will make you re-think: A Trivia question in Sunday School: How long is the Beast allowed to have authority in Revelations? Guess the Answer? Revelations Chapter 13 tells us it is 42 months, and you know what that is? Almost a four year term to a Presidency. All I can say is Lord Have Mercy on us! According to The Book of Revelations the anti-Christ is: The Anti-Christ will be a man, in his 40s, of MUSLIM descent, who will deceive the nations with persuasive language, and have a MASSIVE Christ-like appeal....the prophecy says that people will flock to him and he will promise false hope and world peace, and when he is in power, will destroy everything. Is it OBAMA?? I STRONGLY URGE each one of you to repost this as many times as you can! Each opportunity that you have to send it to a friend or media outlet...do it! I refuse to take a chance on this unknown candidate who cam

El Al 2 (jeg Tror Jeg Har Funnet Svaret)
Tesen er at Israel betyr konkret å knytte Isis til Ra. Og da jødene befant seg i Egypt var Amon knyttet til Ra. Amon-Re eller Amon-Ra. Og vi har historien om Evas syndefall og slaktingen av lammet som forståelseshorisont. Det fører til antagelsen av at en kvinne ble mentalt knyttet til Ra under oppholdet i Egypt. Og den nærmeste vi finner er kona til Isak (jødens stamfar), Rakel. Rakel viser en forbindelse til Isak i navnet Israel. Dermed kan navnet henvise til både Isak og Rakel. Selv om Isak som navn på hennes mann kan ha blitt ført til senere som en forståelseshorisont. El i slutten av navnet hennes knytter henne til Ra som solgud. Det burde bety at Eva er den samme personen som Rakel. Hvis det stemmer har problemet vært forbindelsen mellom Amon og Ra. Det var i seg selv en falitterklæring, og det kan ha fått konkrete konsekvenser i forhold til kvinner. Samtidig virker det opplagt at Amon ble knyttet til Ra fordi det ikke fantes noen gangbar vei videre fra Amon. S

Level Up Luv
HEY Y'ALL!WHAT'S UP? SINCE I'M TRYIN TO LEVEL UP..I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP.WHEN YOU BECOME A FAN,THEN COMMENT MY PICS & MY PROFILE PAGE,..bling! bling! bling me please!! YOU'LL BECOME PART OF MY FAMILY!TRUST ME! IT'S SOOO WORTH IT! ONLY MY FANS & FAMILY WILL HAVE ACCESS TO SOME OF MY COOLEST PICS! I added some new ones and a couple of really sweet pics too! Y'ALL ALSO WILL GET A SPECIAL GIFT FROM LIL 'OL MOI,PICKED OUT JUST FOR YOU! SO, DON'T FORGET TO BECOME A FAN,MAKE THOSE COMMENTS AND RATES FOR MY PICS!!SEND A REALLY COOL GIFT IF YOU ARE A TRUE FAN! Y'ALL HELP A SOUTHERN GAL OUT & HOLLA BACK NOW, YA HEAR? XOXOXOXOXO MANY BLESSINGS,

Random Poetry From Inside
having these mixed emotions. driving threw my mind. Wanted all the answer.. And never seeming to find. You walked threw my wall and released my chians I screamed out your name Only for me to die in vain You say you want to try this but i see the fear in your eyes Longing for the answers only wanting the truth But the lies they just keep spreading.. Threw the walls they will leak. The truth about you will spread fear The other female crys in the corner.. While you just smile nimbly Do you know the pain You caused her? Do you know the tears she sheds? Only answering yourself, to hold your wall up Trust me i do it to But is it fair to her I ask you only once Because i believe it will But dont lead me down the same trail as everyone else does So if your sincere about what you mean Grab my hand n lets leave.. from this Nightmare!

Can't Wait
This new Friday the 13th movie should be the best yet, Due to the fact that it has been produced by one of if not the best Directors and Producers in Hollywood ( Michael Bay ) He has Directed movies such as ( Con Air, Face Off, The Rock, Pearl Harbor, Bad Boys 1 and 2.

Auction Bonus!!!
Auction Bonus (for those already in the auction) Well I told ya this was my first time hosting an auction!! LoL So yea i am a lil unorganized, LoL Anyway......... along with the auction i am having a rate contest!!! whoever gets the most rates on their auction pic will have their choice of a 3 day blast or a 12 credit bling pack!!! so...... get all your friends to come rate your pic and you could get an extra bonus!!! ~JΛmîξ £¥Ññ♥R/L Fiance' of Jãkξ The §ÑåkξAuction Hostess Thanks and good luck!!

Rainy Days
So its raining...an uncommon occurrence in San Diego. Sometimes I hate rainy days, the sky bursts open and my past wanders back into my head. Makes me want to cry tears of my own as memories of things that are gone fill my head... I dont know what exactly it is about the rain that makes me remember, maybe its the cloud darkened sky so much like the inside of my own head, maybe its the raindrops like the tears I have forced myself not to cry for so long. I dont know. All I do know is...I wish I had someone on this rainy day to chase the swirling malignant clouds away from an already tsunami damaged heart, Warm me up so I can smile against the rain.

Got This In An Email
During this election year let's be reminded of these words: * You cannot help the poor, by destroying the rich. * You cannot strengthen the weak, by weakening the strong. * You cannot bring about prosperity, by discouraging thrift. * You cannot lift the wage earner up, by pulling the wage payer down. * You cannot further the brotherhood of man, by inciting class hatred. * You cannot build character and courage, by taking away people's initiative and independence. * You cannot help people permanently, by doing for them what they could and should, do for themselves. Do you recognize the author? It was Abraham Lincoln Very, very wise words, written years ago and we still don't get it.....

Ack
Things have vastly improved at work since my last blog. Not perfect, but improved. I've been sick all week with a cold and somewhat stomach bug. Not something you really want to expose preschoolers to. Mostly caused by my body being run-down. I've recently developed some sort of insomnia where I'm awake half the night cuz I'm not tired till after 1, then when I go to bed I don't fall asleep. Anyway. I called in sick yesterday. That worked for five minutes till they realized two coworkers were off/had to leave early. So I had to work. Today I called in sick; I need to rest so I can get better. I was told I could have it as long as I went to our meeting, so I went. I was then told I needed to wait an hour or so for my replacement to get there. Ok not a big deal, one hour won't kill me. And then we get called and told my replacement also called in, and they're short-staffed over there, so they can't send anyone, so I need to stay. I was pissed off. Unlike yesterday, I did not have e

So Far So Good!!!
Since I posted the blog about auto 11's, I have gone from an average of about 65 photo views a day, to over 1000 in a day. In a two day period I have done approx. 90,000 points and have acquired A spot on today's Fubar spotlight at #387, a spot I never before reached and I have been coming to Fubar since June 25th. Since posting my blog, some auto 11 users especially those selling their private pictures for bling credits have stopped visiting my page. I still rate em, don't get me wrong, but I will not chase them around waiting to see when they will have auto 11's. 10's will just have to do, that's what I get mostly and I am very happy to receive them. I mean there is the possibility of receiving less. Let me add that these points aren't just the results of my effort alone, I joined the "Sin City Train" and have been receiving a lot of visibility thru it. A special thanx is in order to AZ*DSC*IBIC www.fubar.com/user/810030 This blog is a work in progress, all comm

Playing Around
It is my two year fubar anniversary and I have my first auto 11's bling. Please rate me and I return all love. All you have to do is P.M. me!!! ~ Cherokeelady~ ~Proud Member Of The Confederate Bomber Family@ fubar

Friends
"My Friends" I know at times, i get really down and depressed. Having alot of feelings i know are not good to be having within myself. Questioning why it is i seem to always be messing up on things. Being able to talk to friends, is one of the best therapies i have found yet. Not really anything else, other than my poetry, helps me through the days that are really rough. Feeling as if everything i do or say, is always wrong. No matter how hard i try, always end up failing and making things even worse than way they were to begin with. Wanting so many times, to just be able to vanish and not having people worry about me being a burden unto them. Realizing that in this life of mine, my greatest reality is MY FRIENDS!!!! p.j.page 11/13/08 12:15 am

Sexiest Man On Fubar Contest (closed)
Enter Fubar's Sexiest Man Contest! 1st Place~VIP & 3 Day Blast 2nd Place~3 day Blast 3rd Place~100k fubucks ~May trade blast for 12 Bling Pak To enter: 1) You must have an approved salute. 2) Send me the SFW pic/link of you that you would like to use, with what you'd like the caption to say. 3) Most rates/comments combination wins. (15k minumum to win) Rates = 10 points Comments = 5 points 4) Bombing allowed. Even bombing yourself. 5) Contest begins as soon as I have at least 15 contestants. Ends 7 days from begin date. 6) NO DRAMA!!! Contest Hostess She Just Wants to Be ******************************** Lovingly Pimped Out by: Carrie Please repost Thank you!

63% :o
You Are 63% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Extremely High You're very sexy. You just have that certain something that takes over a room. You know how to attract, entice, and keep whoever you want. You are truly appealing. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have?

The Beginning.....
Prologue -------- Cambridge, a scholarly city of learning. Home, to among other things, one of the best universities of the world. But...appearances can be deceptive, and there is much more to Cambridge than meets the eye. Sometime in the 18th century, the Baron Fortesque was made Chancellor of the University. Seeing the advanced science and technology around him,this good man was overpowered by the dark force of greed and became obsessed with knowledge and power. This lust for knowledge led him to hire the best scientists and craftsmen the land had to offer. Fortesque kept these unfortunate individuals in shabby hovels fit only for rats, cockroaches and other vermin and worked them all day in an attempt to create a machine which would make him the richest man in the world. One day, one of the scientists drew up plans for a massive steam driven engine which was capable of achieving the alchemists' dream- transmuting matter. Fortesque immediately had the man im

Ouch
I am posting this to inform and to urge. I have never been an activist per se, but I have been thinking lately of starting. I was rear ended by a drunk driver Friday night. I am in soo much pain, I can hardly stand it. This is me BEGGING you to PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE be careful when you go out. Bring a friend, a designated driver. I am SO lucky my son wasnt in the car with me; I continue to thank my lucky stars every day. I know I whine and complain a lot, but please people, if you drink dont drive. It ruins lives, it takes away their cars, their families, their paychecks when they have to take time off of work because they cant stand or sit up. Also, when you do drive, drive the same at 2 am as you do at 2 pm, or 4 pm, or 9 am. It is the same road, and the same vehicle. When the light turns yellow, STOP! hello!!! Red light means STOP, not let off the gas and hope the light turns green before you get to the person who did stop! Thank you, this public service announcement has been brought

Christmas In Heaven
Christmas in Heaven I drove by the post office today, saw the flag at half mast. A soldiers duty was fulfilled at last There's a soldier girl or boy Not coming back to Illinois As a parent with a son serving so far away. I know, the pain someone feels today. Someone died for you and me. Another hero lost fighting for his country. Some soldier's in heaven this Christmas, a new warrior at the pearly gate. We're all saddened at this soldier's early fate. Long ago, God sent his son to save us, a soldier duty is to protect us as well. We pray, that peace can be found but, only time will tell. Amazing grace, how sweet that sounds, a soldier died to save us. Another brave soldier will be in heaven this Christmas

Beware People
I had this girl contact me here on fubar.well i said to her i am here for friendz.... and she asked me if i liked porn.... most people do, and if the guys want to follow her email go for it, but she kept pushing me to go to this site, hell for all i know she coulda been a cop, and well the site coulda been young kids and that is wrong, all she wanted was you to sign into her website, and who knows from their what coulda happened... maybe get you credit card info... who knows, but stay away from this girl she is 22yrs old and is a hussy... here is her email.....karensolo85@hotmail.com

More Blahness
I am hurting. :( Yesterday we rotated my tires (the bald ones we put on the back). It was brutally cold and windy. My hatchback doesnt stay up on its own, so I had it propped open with a broomstick. Stupidest mistake yet... was putting the jack and stuff back in and was really leaning into the hatchback.... the stick blew out and slammed the metal of the door right down in the middle of my back where it was injured in October. I didnt really feel it yesterday cuz of how cold it was outside, but last night I certainly did and today I am :( Can anything else go wrong? and hi how are you guys?

120908 Celldweller Blog
final album cover) Celldweller SVH Pre-Orders Shipping Next Week We have just heard from the manufacturing plant that the Celldweller SVH CDs shipped out to us today and we should have them early next week. If UPS does there part in getting them to us on time, all pre-order CD's will begin shipping next Tue & Wed (12/16 & 12/17). You should receive a notification e-mail when you're item ships, letting you know that it has been shipped. Thanks to everyone who pre-ordered the CD! If you haven't pre-ordered the CD yet, it's only $7.99 for a few more days. As soon as the CD is in our hands and shipping to customers, the price will go up to $9.99. See the Final Tracklist & Place Your Pre-Order now at FiXtstore.com ---------- James Rhodes Celldweller Productions | FiXT

Auto 11s... Carrie's Let's Make A Deal...
Let's Make A Deal You buy me a $50 bling pack And I'll do the following... Bling you an Auto 11 Rate all your pictures when you run it. Giving you 100 - VIP 11s as well... And if you run it before January 4th or on a weekend, I will rate all your pictures with 2 different accounts... Make you a pimp out bulletin and keep it reposted ********************************** If you are interested... Let me know... Carrie

To Make You Smile 4 The Christmas Holiday!
When four of Santa's elves got sick, the trainee elves did not produce toys as fast as the regular ones, and Santa began to feel the Pre-Christmas pressure. Then Mrs Claus told Santa her Mother was coming to visit, which stressed Santa even more. When he went to harness the reindeer, he found that three of them were about to give birth and two others had jumped the fence and were out, Heaven knows where. Then when he began to load the sleigh, one of the floorboards cracked, the toy bag fell to the ground and all the toys were scattered. Frustrated, Santa went in the house for a cup of apple cider and a shot of rum. When he went to the cupboard, he discovered the elves had drank all the cider and hidden the liquor. In his frustration, he accidentally dropped the cider jug, and it broke into hundreds of little glass pieces all over the kitchen floor. He went to get the broom and found the mice had eaten all the straw off the end of the broom. Just then the doorbell ra

Love My Fu Friends!
I just want to thanks all those that helped me level up to Godmother. I have some awesome friends that stuck with me diligently until I got there! I so wish I could show you how much it meant to me that you stayed with me the whole time! I love you all more than you know! Light & Love Always, Paulette Please show these AWESOME people some love! They are the best kind of friends to definitely have! The Dark Queen@ fubar DragonROAR - a demonic dragon@ fubar Bart910 (Fu-Slave to Baby Soft Skin)@ fubar Lady Moonlight@ fubar Bassmaniac Enforcer @ Immortal Radio@ fubar ♥ Baby Soft Skin ♥`FU-WIFE TO BART910~@ fubar ~Ginger Baby~ ~TEAM AWESOME~@ fubar Again….I thank you all from the bottom of my heart! xoxox

Auto 11's
I have Auto 11's Activated Tuesday January 6th at 12noon EST til Wednesday 12 Noon EST.. I'm trying to hit my ultimate Fubar Goal of Disciple. Bonus:I will be giving out Fubux for Pic Rates 10K per 100 pics rated. OMG He has Auto 11's Again!!! He's going for Disciple 1.3 Million to Disciple !!! This Pimpout brought to you by ☮Kevin☮

For My Friends.
Hi, My father died at 9.30 this morning ( UK time ). Despite the fact that his death comes following protracted illness I am somewhat in shock, my feelings are changing from moment to moment as those of you who have lost someone close may have experienced, it's uncomfortable but entirely normal, I know I have a whole grieving process to go through and know enough about that and myself to know that I will both manage and from where I can get support, I got at least that much from the training etc. I'm certainly not looking for sympathy, I am NOT powerless, but rather some understanding if I dont answer you in the shout box or reply immediately to any other message sent. I may appear online but I may wander off either figuratively or literally. I will of course be away for a while in the not too distant future for the funerel etc but will let you know here as best I can, in other words I may disappear for a bit but I'm sure to return to my great and loving friends here. La

The Club Mystic Family!!!
MOST OF YOU KNOW THAT I HAVE BEEN EXTREMELY ILL FOR THE LAST FEW MONTHS, AND I WANT TO THANK YOU ALL FOR HELPING TO HOLD THIS FAMILY TOGETHER... YOU ALL RAWK!!! I NEED ANOTHER TEAM CAPTAIN...ANY VOLUNTEERS? SEND A PRIVATE MESSAGE TO ME, AND I WILL EXPLAIN WHAT I NEED... THERE WILL USUALLY BE A MESSAGE IN THE STATUS ABOUT WHO TO RATE; IT WILL USUALLY BE SOMEONE WITH AUTO-11'S, TO HELP YOU LEVEL, BUT SOMETIMES IT WILL BE SOMEONE ELSE WHO HAS HELPED US OUT IN THE PAST...IF YOU HAVE A FRIEND WHO IS CLOSE TO LEVELING, OR HAS AUTO-11'S THAT YOU WOULD LIKE FOR US TO HELP, PLEASE LEAVE THEIR LINK IN THE COMMENT BOX ON THE HOME PAGE!! ALSO, MEMBERS THAT HAVE AUTO-11'S RUNNING MAY USE THE HOME PAGE AND THE MYSTICAL HELP PAGE TO RATE THEMSELVES...PM ME FOR LOGIN INFO! AS USUAL, ANY BEEFS, GRIPES, QUESTIONS, OR SUGGESTIONS SHOULD BE DIRECTED TO ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE! THANKS! Home Page Club Mystic!@ fubar Godfather -----> Disciple 5,899,373 Points to go! (+268,080) Founder

What Our Family Does!!!!!
OUR FAMILY'S MAIN PURPOSE AS A LEVELING CREW IS TO DO EXACTLY THAT...HELP THEM LEVEL BY RATE/FAN/ADD THEIR PROFILE AS WELL AS RATE THEIR PICS AND STASH ITEMS...IF U WANT U CAN ALSO BUY THEM A DRINK OR SOMETHING OF YOUR CHOOSING TO GIVE THEM MORE POINTS AS U RATE...REMEMBER...THE MORE SHITFACED THEY R THE MORE POINTS THEY GAIN FOR RATING PICS AND STASH...I WILL BLOG THE PEOPLE THAT NEED HELP LEVELING BUT IF U KNOW OF SOMEONE PLEASE FEEL FREE TO LET ME KNOW AND I WILL GLADLY ADD THEM INTO OUR BLOG TO BE HELPED OUT.....ANY MORE QUESTIONS FEEL FREE TO SEND ME A FU-MAIL ASKING SUCH QUESTIONS...THANKS, SINCERELY, P.R. STUD FOUNDER OF THE GODFATHER FAMILY LEVELING CREW....

What We Do As A Leveling Crew
OUR FAMILY'S MAIN PURPOSE AS A LEVELING CREW IS TO DO EXACTLY THAT...HELP THEM LEVEL BY RATE/FAN/ADD THEIR PROFILE AS WELL AS RATE THEIR PICS AND STASH ITEMS...IF U WANT U CAN ALSO BUY THEM A DRINK OR SOMETHING OF YOUR CHOOSING TO GIVE THEM MORE POINTS AS U RATE...REMEMBER...THE MORE SHITFACED THEY R THE MORE POINTS THEY GAIN FOR RATING PICS AND STASH...I WILL BLOG THE PEOPLE THAT NEED HELP LEVELING BUT IF U KNOW OF SOMEONE PLEASE FEEL FREE TO LET ME KNOW AND I WILL GLADLY ADD THEM INTO OUR BLOG TO BE HELPED OUT.....ANY MORE QUESTIONS FEEL FREE TO SEND ME A FU-MAIL ASKING SUCH QUESTIONS...THANKS, SINCERELY, ANGEL1111 CO FOUNDER OF THE GODFATHER FAMILY LEVELING CREW....IF U WANNA JOIN JUST HIT ME UP IN MY SHOUT BOX OR MESSAGE ME

Calling In Sick - Hilarious !!!
Cat Lover or Not, this is hysterical! We've all had trouble with our animals, but I don't think anyone can top this one: Calling in sick to work makes me uncomfortable. No matter how legitimate my excuse, I always get the feeling that my boss thinks I'm lying. On one recent occasion, I had a valid reason but lied anyway, because the truth was just too darned humiliating. I simply mentioned that I had sustained a head injury, and I hoped I would feel up to coming in the next day. By then, I reasoned, I could think up a doozy to explain the bandage on the top of my head. The accident occurred mainly because I had given in to my wife's wishes to adopt a cute little kitty. Initially, the new acquisition was no problem. Then one morning, I was taking my shower after breakfast when I heard my wife, Deb, call out to me from the kitchen. 'Honey! The garbage disposal is dead again. Please come reset it.' 'You know where the button is,' I protested through the shower pitter

Want To Stop
I want to stop thinking. I want to stop thinking about HIM. I want to stop worrying that I'm always making bad decisions. I want to stop second guessing myself. I want to stop being redundant. I want to stop making jokes when I'm in the middle of a serious thought. I want to stop praying for the same things all the time. I want to stop crying unless they are happy tears. I want to stop believing in love if I'm not likely to find it. I want to stop doubting that I really will find love. I want to stop analyzing every single song I hear, wondering if anyone has ever heard it and thought of me. I want to stop wondering if anyone ever thinks about me at all. I want to stop subjecting my friends to mindless rants guised as blogs. I want to stop wondering what to have for lunch. I want to stop worrying about how to say no when I used to say yes. Any ideas?

Why Do I Feel Like This
why do i feel like this i cant breath i am never happy any more i don't what to do any thing i don't want to get out of bed i cry my self to sleep every night i miss the one that i love but dosen't love me anymore some days i just feel like dieing going to sleep one night and never awake but i can't i have a son that needs me and dosen't have any one to care of him why can't i keep the guy i love so much that i had a son with him and all he did is leave me with nothing i lost my job my home my life and the only one i realy loved with all my heart and he didn't care as long as he got away and find some one new to be with i hate feeling this way i just want to know why was i not good for him i gave him every thing and only asked for him to be true to me and he couldn't do that i was true to him and in a way i am still in love with him but i know he will never love me and he never did he just wanted something that i had but if i know that he dosent love me then why do i feel this way i wa

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Iran says Obama's offer to talk shows US failure. US President Barack Obama's offer to talk to Iran shows that America's policy of "domination" has failed, the government spokesman said on Saturday. "This request means Western ideology has become passive, that capitalist thought and the system of domination have failed," Gholam Hossein Elham was quoted as saying by the Mehr news agency. "Negotiation is secondary, the main issue is that there is no way but for (the United States) to change," he added. To all the bleeding hearts and Liberals: This is why you can't negotiate with these Towelheads. They still live in the days of Thermopylae. Prophet Mo was born June 8, 632. That is where they have stayed. Very few advancements have been accepted in their primitive little corner of the world. And no advancements in technology, medicine or science have been contributed to the world by the great Middle East. The only thing they have contributed is beheading, stoning women for bein

Mama
She was my best friend. The one I could talk to about anything and everything. She always understood me even when I made no sense at all. She always know how to make me laugh when I was having a bad day. She always knew how to make me feel better when I didn't feel good. She was always there when you needed a shoulder to cry on or a rock to stand on to be strong. She always told you how it was, she never sugar-coated anything. She would out-right tell you if a decision was right or wrong or smart or stupid, whether you liked her answer or not she didn't care, she was just honest. She was always there when you needed a friend, and she was always there when it was time to be the mom. She always knew the right things to say and the right ways and times to say it. She was always phone call, short drive, or short walk away. She was always there when you needed her the most. I could go on for days about all the things that Mama was. But now mama is gone, but will always be in my heart,

Thoughts Of Freaking You
Thinking about freakin you making your heart skip that beat making your knees weak just making you want more and more until you cant take no more of me. Just making it feel so right just for me and you. Just doing whatever you want me to do to you loving you touching you eating you all you can ever believe until we both go to sleep and you thinking about ways of how you want me to freak you

Can't You See?
Gonna take a freight train, down at the station, Lord I don't care where it goes. Gonna climb a mountain, the highest mountain, Lord And jump off, nobody gonna know. Can't you see? Oh, can't you see What that woman, Lord She been doin' to me? Can't you see? Can't you see What that woman, been doin' to me? I'm gonna find me a hole in the wall, I’m gonna crawl inside and die. Call my lady now, a mean old woman, Lord Never told me goodbye. Can't you see? Oh, can't you see, What that woman, lord, she been doin' to me? Can't you see? Can't you see, What that woman, lord, she been doin' to me? Gonna buy a ticket now, as far as I can, Ain't a-never comin' back Ride me a south-bound, All the way to Georgia now, Til that train it run out of track Can't you see? Oh, can't you see, What that woman, lord, she been doin' to me? Can't you see? Can't you see, What that woman, she been doin' to me, oh lord? Can't you see, oh, can't you see, What that woman, lord,

I Was Tagged By My Sister :)
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. love the color blue 2. i have a thing for flames and wings 3. i find tattoos to be extremely sexy 4. im scared of letting someone love me 5. i am a textaholic 6. telling me about the girls you have been with is a complete turn off and will make me step away faster than anything 7. if i ever tell you "I Love You" you better cherish it for as long as you can because i mean it 8. i wear my heart on my sleeves sometimes so it dont take much to discourage me from saying or doing something 9. when i am pissed i tend to keep to myself for long periods of time 10. i am me Ryan Kristina John CJ Johnson Mik

Comments
All my friends know that I send daily comments and I get enough positive response to continue this effort but occassionaly I get a rogue message from a so-called friend telling me to stop sending them crap and then they block me... Not everyone likes the comments and I can certainly understand that but they simply need to tell me thank you but they don't like the daily comments. I guess politness is a fading quality on the FU these days. If you don't like the daily comments, all I ask is be polite in letting me know and if you don't want to be my friend anymore, again let me know politely

Trying To Survive.......
What did I do today Well, I can't remember now I'm just tryin' to survive The best way I know how My heart just keeps on wanting The one who doesn't want me now So what if I go crazy Goin' there keeps me alive Livin' makes it clear I'm just stuck right here Tryin' to survive

It's Really Funny.
How people that want you to flirt back with them, get angry and then block you afterwards. I mean christ, I barely know you, why would I give you my phone number? I'm not a flirtatious person. If I'm attracted to someone, yeah of course, but geez. I'm into real relationships, not just a one time fling...even if it's online. I'm not going to act butthurt toward someone who's into flings, because it's their life, their choice. But for someone to block me...because I wouldn't flirt back? That just kinda shocks me. I don't mean to be offensive. Someone on here asked what kind of guys I like... so here goes: Guys with long hair, I really honestly love the scene look(if I had to pick a "look"). I love guys that have the same interests as myself. That sort of thing...they have to atleast like music... I know I'll never get a guy like that. So it's fine. Sometimes you have to realize, that until you improve yourself, you're just going to end up with guys that cheat on you

Never Meant...
Never meant to hurt him Didn't want to make him feel the pain But he doesn't understand Why I still hold on to others And now he's not sure Probably thinks he's nothing to me It's just so hard They say you have to hurt one to love one But I don't want to hurt him Yet can't seem to stop loving the other I never meant to hurt him

Jaun's Go To Move
It was Tracy's Birthday yesterday so a bunch of us got together to celebrate. I twas the usual crowd at the usual place with the addition of cake. Tracy received a similar pin to the one I got for Valentines day (see previous blog). This made me feel better because now I am not the only one with ugly jewelery. Hers is a fly but she kept calling it a bee. Jaun also made it very clear that I owed him some sort of sexual favor because I tongued his ear ring off at the Renaissance fair. This was when I was blacked out so I told him he actually owed me the sexual favor. The next stop was the Todd XXX for a new birthday toy. Tracy must be in her mid 40's and has never owned a vibrator. I stayed pretty sober because I didn't want to leave my car anywhere. That's when I saw it so clearly. Jaun's signature move. Jaun is always with us when we go out always ready for another bar or more drinks. He waits for one of us to get really trashed and then he offers his prey a ride to t

Touched By An Angel By Maya Angelou
--- if you've ever loved you will find this poem to be pretty accurate Touched by an Angel We, unaccustomed to courage exiles from delight live coiled in shells of loneliness until love leaves its high holy temple and comes into our sight to liberate us into life. Love arrives and in its train come ecstasies old memories of pleasure ancient histories of pain. Yet if we are bold, love strikes away the chains of fear from our souls. We are weaned from our timidity In the flush of love's light we dare be brave And suddenly we see that love costs all we are and will ever be. Yet it is only love which sets us free. Maya Angelou

I Know
I know for a fact that you can't avoid drama. It's everywhere. It's part of life. People that say they are "drama free" are liars. I think what they mean to say is that they don't start it themselves. Which in essence is a lie as well. I can't explain it and anyone that calls me a liar will probably just win because frankly, I don't feel like arguing about it. Anyway, what I'm kind of wanting to vent about is the people that actually start it for no reason. I mean if a person is 'attacking' another person, the other person has every right to say something back. I know I would....I'm veering off of what I was wanting to say here. What started this was something else on here, and I know I'm probably starting some of the drama that I'm bitching about, but I'm seriously just looking for answers. So what if a person asked a question. You may not have liked it but when the person that it was asked to already answered it, why did you feel like you had to throw your 2 cents in? It mak

Leaving For A Bit
i will be without internet for the next couple weeks heading to a couple bases in northern germany....and the last time i was there had no internet connection where i was will miss most of you..lol..and will see you when i return

Love Poems
One wish If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

Desperation, Stephen King.
Do you know how cruel your God can be, David. How fantastically cruel? Sometimes he makes us live.~Desperation, Stephen King. The world has teeth and it can bite you with them any time it wants.~The Girl Who Loved Tom Gordon, Stephen King. When his life was ruined, his family killed, his farm destroyed, Job knelt down on the ground and yelled up to the heavens, "Why God? Why me?" and the thundering voice of God answered, "There's just something about you that pisses me off".~Storm of the Century, Stephen King. God had turned His face away and why not? This horror was as much His doing as hers.~'Carrie', Stephen King. True sorrow is as rare as true love.~'Carrie', Stephen King. Alone. Yes, that's the key word, the most awful word in the English tongue. Murder doesn't hold a candle to it and hell is only a poor synonym.~Ch. 9, 6 'Salem's Lot, Stephen King. The town cares for devil's work no more than it cares for God's or man's. It knew darkness. And darkness was enough

Girlfriend Application Lmfao
Lmao Revised and Redone. Original stolen from BloodSoakedKiss What's your full name: (may be substitued for "Hey you" or "babe" etc... for now) Age:b Years you have been this "age": Birthday (Note: This information is not entered in to the main database - do not assume I have it beyond this application procedure): Your current location: Location of X-boyfriends, their level of jealousy, propensity towards violence, and likelihood of owning a firearm: Are you willing to commute / relocate?: At 4am because of a drunken request?: Sexual Preference: Number of times prefer sex per week?: Height: Weight: At what altitude?: Body Type Into giving oral? (if you are not put "Does not qualify - Disregard App" at the top margin of the first page of this application): (if you are put "FAST TRACK CANDIDATE - CODE A" in LARGE red print at the top margin of the first page of this application): Do we already know each other?: If so, how did we meet?: List any major physical changes si

Horny
PLEASE RATE THIS FOR ME! Two elderly ladies are sitting on the front porch, doing nothing.One old lady turns to the other and asks, "Do you still get horny?"The other replies, "Oh sure I do."The first old lady asks, "What do you do about it?"The second old lady replies, "I suck a lifesaver."After a few moments, the first old lady asks, "Who drives you to the beach?"

Lol
International Rules Of Manhood 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella.2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances:(a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master.(b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car.(d) One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game".(e) When she is using her teeth.3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours.5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable.7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must

Soldiers Screwed Again
This was a repost of a blog a friend of a friend posted. I just wanted everybody to see what the government REALLY thinks of us.......... The Department of Homeland security has black listed Vets. as possible domestic terrorist. They have informed law enforcement to be on the look out for vets as possible terrorist. So now I have to worry about driving around with my Vet plates I am a target. This morning I wrote a post about a Homeland Security paper that warned about “right wing extremists” and the threat that they may pose to the government. This paper basically lumped in people who are either pro second amendment, anti abortion, anti illegal immigration, or pro smaller government (or more than one or all of the above) with white supremacists and domestic terrorists. As maddening as I found that paper there was one aspect to the paper that I missed this morning and to me it is much more egregious. This is what the Department of Homeland Security thinks about our m

Candy
its a rainy afternoon in 1990 the big city geez its been 20 yrs candy u were so fine beautiful beautiful gurl from the north u burned my heart wit a flickerin torch i had a dream that no one else could see u gave me love for free candy, candy, candy i cant let u go all my life ur hauntin me i loved u so candy, candy, candy i cant let u go life is crazi candy baby yeh, well it hurt me real bad when u left im glad u got out but i miss u i had a hole in my heart for so long i learned to fake it & just smile along down on the street those men are all the same i need a love

Easter
sin is the path that we pave thats why aftR 3 days HE rose from the grave spring,flowRs N bloom,its the Bginning of life finilly a chance 2 b 4 givN 4 all of R strife so we celibrate the shineN of lite decurating eggs with colors beaytiful & brite hidden 4 the childern 2 find,fun is had smiles all around,not a face is sad gathRd N a basket,while laughs R shared all as a reminder how lives R spared and of a LORD that cared anuff 2giv us a SON we seek with all R heart gatherD and held close tell the day we depart -JUICE

Gavin Part 3... La
We woke up somber... knowing he had to go. I watched out the balcony and his bus rode away. I waved like an idiot hoping he could see. I walked back in the room feeling empty. I didn't understand the feeling. I had spent maybe 6 hours with this stranger and I felt a connection like I've never felt before. From there we talked on the phone incessantly. Anytime he had a signal we spoke. We decided that no matter what, we HAD to see each other again. Ok first of all, I can't get a guy to buy me a half a pack of gum around here let alone fly me anywhere... but... he flew me out to LA to spend the last days he was going to be in this country. I was so nervous the day I flew out. I was anxious, scared, excited. We had been talking and emailing for a month since he left me on that bus. I pulled up in the airport shuttle. I got out, ready to puke. Then i saw him my heart leapt. I dropped my bags. He grabbed me and hugged me. We kissed for what seemed like an hour. (poor valet) We were s

Friends
I would like to thank all of my friends, family, and complete stangers for helping me level.Not only did I level, you guys pushed me to "Top Dude" of the week, Rated #61. This would have never happened, without the help of all of you!! During this past week, we all know Fu has been messed up,and things have gone missing. Many of these items included messages, rates, and people who left lots of rates. A lot of these items never got a thank you, from me. I want everyone who stopped by my page to know how much your rates, or views is appreciated. Thank you all, Mike UPDATE: Well, you all got me to Oracle. There are too many friends that have helped me along the way. So many, I;m afraid I would miss someone to try and name them all. You are all very special in one way, or another. You bombed me,rated me,pimped me, and blinged me. There are also people who rated my pics, that I never got to thank. I hope you will read this, and accept my much appreciated thanks. Please don't be a strang

Boundary Issues
I work with someone that has boundary issues. Seems like everything they do, they want to run it by me. E-mail, phone calls (both at the desk and on the mobile if I am not at my desk) at all hours to ask me questions or to just check in. What is really annoying to me is that this person does not work for me, nor are they even on my team. Yes I know a lot about the system, it is my design after all, but that doesn't mean I am on your 24X7 call because you are just unsure about your job. I really try not to let me frustration over the whole matter come out, but it's difficult for me. I'll let you all know how to really annoy me fast. Try to contact me with the urgency of a house fire. Seriously, I got a phone call (which I didn't pick up because I didn't hear), a voice mail, a text and an e-mail all for something that could have waited for no less than six hours. Even now just typing this I am getting a little annoyed. Anyone have an idea about this, should I A) Just get bett

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WASHINGTON -- Tackling an issue sure to rouse sports fans, lawmakers pressed college football officials Friday on switching the Bowl Championship Series to a playoff, with one Texas Republican likening the current system to communism and joking it should be labeled "BS," not "BCS." John Swofford, the coordinator of the BCS, rejected the idea of switching to a playoff, arguing it would threaten the existence of celebrated bowl games. Sponsorships and TV revenue that now go to bowl games would instead be spent on playoff games, "meaning that it will be very difficult for any bowl, including the current BCS bowls, which are among the oldest and most established in the game's history, to survive," Swofford said. “ It's like communism. You can't fix it. ” -- Texas Rep. Joe Barton Rep. Joe Barton of Texas, who has introduced legislation that would prevent the NCAA from labeling a game a national championship unless it is the outcome of a playoff, bluntly warned Swoff

Story Of My Life
This is a story about four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody and Nobody. There was an important job to be done, and Everybody was asked to do it. Everybody was sure Somebody would do it, Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it. Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job. Everybody thought Anybody could do it, but Nobody did it. So it ended up that Everybody blamed Somebody when Nobody did what Anybody could have done. If this gives you a headache.....welcome to my life.

Sadness
I have a want that is slowly turning into a need and when it reaches that point the next step is not care if I get it or not. I want to be wanted, I want to be important to someone but I am not and I know I also know I am in love with someone I am not important to

Arguing
The other day, Nancy and I got into some petty argument. (I say it was petty. She would have said it was Armageddon.) As is our nature, neither of us would admit the possibility that we might be in error. To her credit, Nancy finally said, "Look. I'll tell you what. I'll admit I'm wrong if you admit I was right." "Fine." I said. She took a deep breath, looked me in the eye and said, "I'm wrong."I grinned and replied, "You're right."

Something Diff From My Complaining
**So, here's how it works:** 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. Don't lie ♣ Opening Credits:♣ When Doves Cry-- Ani DiFranco (cover song) ♣ Waking up:♣ Bang Your Head Mental Health -- Quiet Riot ♣ First Day at Highschool:♣ Simple Man -- Hank Williams Jr ♣ Falling In Love:'♣ Wicked Games -- Chris Isaak ♣ Fight Song:♣ American Honky Tonk Bar Association -- Garth Brooks ♣ Breaking Up:♣ Running On Empty -- Jackson Browne ♣ Prom:♣ Everything Dies -- Type O Negative ♣ Life:♣ Signs -- Tesla ♣ Mental Breakdown:♣ The Sounds of Silence -- Simon and Garfunkel ♣ Driving:♣ Mack the Knife -- Sinatra ♣ Flashback:♣ Like A Virgin -- Madonna ♣

Bubble
You ever have one of those days where everything seems to be all cloudy and like you are looking at everything through a bubble or a mist of fog or something? That has been the way I have been all day. I am exhausted as hell but can't sleep. I am not used to everything hitting me all at once like an 18 wheeler. I am sure I have made some irrational decisions just out of the blue the past few days, and eventually I will fix those. Not sure if I am going to the funeral or not yet, I think I am going to try, I have to, I don't want it to weigh down on me anymore then it is now. At the same time I need to be excited for my daughter graduating Saturday, it's her day! All she kept saying to me today is mom I can't believe I did it. I am super proud of her, and it will be such an extreme joy to watch her walk on Saturday. Then she will have her senior all nighter. I feel bad that all this has happened with my grandmother passing away right at the time of her graduation. I also called the

Drifting
What a wonderful hesitation Who would bear to feel sorry for me Dropped another pill just to calm me Collapsed to my knees and fell fast into sleep There I was drifting Way out into the sunshine Expecting to crash but I'm tied to a string Look at me I'm a tangled puppet I might be a mess but I sure can survive Find myself awake counting sad days 1-2-3 that's too many for me Dropped another pill just to find me Reached for my hand But It was already there Then I started believin' That I fell out of a tiny raindrop That lost its way when it decided to roam Chasing me was a hungry dweller But I had escaped it by pretending to die Come follow me you won't expect the illusion You'll see, it's my imagination Hand me your eyes I will put them in front of mine You'll see a little better You'll see a little better What a wonderful destination Where I am now I can no longer see Dropped another pill just to kill me Collapsed to my knees And fell fast into sleep There I was drifting Way out into t

Why Women Cry
A little boy asked his mother, 'Why are you crying?' 'Because I'm a woman,' she told him, 'I don't understand,' he said, His Mom just hugged him and said, 'And you never will,' Later the little boy asked his father, 'Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?' 'All women cry for no reason,' was all his dad could say, The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry, Finally he put in a call to God, When God got on the phone, he asked, 'God, why do women cry so easily?' God said: 'When I made the woman she had to be special, I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort,

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Finding Ourselves
Never easy finding someone to share in all that really matters we fell into each others arms before we knew who the real person inside was. We had taken a chance with one another hoping we would find common ground as the years passed by. We chanced the difference, tested our love just to find it only grew stronger with each new day was never easy being from different walks of life. Though we pursued foreword in the quest to finding something other than our love that would bind us closer together joining all the things that meant the most into one thing we both could believe in.

Rhianna @ Palms Pool, July 4, 2009
Well, I was chillin at the Palms Pool today, down at the end where the chill cabanas are and who comes and sits right beside me??? Rhianna. Man!! It was hella cool. We talked about her tatt (the stars on her neck). Her friend has a piercing like mine on her cheek bone and we talked about how ppl trip out all the time about the piercing and "how does it stay in?" giggles. I tried taking her picture when she wasnt looking but the Security arses were all over my camera like white on rice. I did get some of the entourage leaving cause the Security dude was in front and not looking, but we will see. the Camera ended up submerged in water. We will see if Best Buy takes it back (14 day return period). Man what an awesome day. Im burnt to da crisp!! Happy 4th of July 2009!! *kttn*

People On People
why in fu or any other site. do people rag on others by calling them hurtful names,is it a game to make those fell far superior toward others..or are they in need of a real life? me ,myself i comment in my own manner and none of it hurts,it heals..so why cant some seem to feel for others too..i view others sites not only see..i speak in an honest tongue..

For A Friend...
17 huh? the death of youth...the condemnation of adults around wanting you to be an adult...the battle with friends over moving on to new things...god i remember 17...a time of pain...lonliness...isolation...being adopted by grandparents and dealing with a generation who had watched people my parents age go thru the world of rebellion, freedom, peace, love, drugs...the age of aquarius and woodstock...manson and the family...viet nam...oh my god...when i think of how i would have thrived in that world...that age...i would have been long gone from the world i lived in...off to hitchhike across america and just being who i am...someone who has no clue about why the hell their conception was allowed...an accident that was brought into this world in the name of a catholic god...abortion was not an option...and when i think that ten years later i may not have existed...it boggles the mind...i read this poem...and think of the wars we all go thru in our minds...good against evil...the id want

2997th Victim
The 2996 Project was made so that all the victims, 2,996, would be remembered on this day. In my heart it should 2,997..because one victim who had no voice is almost always forgotten. Most people have never heard of him...well here he is..and here's my remembrance of him. On this day eight years ago the world was changed forever. The victims of September 11 should never be forgotten. I'm taking this day to remember a victim who had four legs instead of two. A victim who I feel is forgotten because he wasn't a human. He was a Port Authority Police Canine. A four and a half year 90 pound yellow lab named Sirius. And the only canine officer killed in the collapse of the World Trade Center. On the morning of September 11, 2001 when the first plane hit Sirius was put in his kennel in the basement of tower 2 by his partner Officer David Lim. David told him, "Wait here boy, I'll be back for you." But sadly he never made it back for his partner. David Lim was trapped in a stairwell when the

Seeing My Doctor Today
I will be seeing my doctor today to speak to a nutrionist and learn how to eat properly to correct my hormone levels. Have been feeling down a bit lately and had some test done and it seems that my hormones (of all kinds) are elevated, decreased and have gone sideways since my hospital stay two years ago. This is the same hospital stay I had where I almost died from bleeding ulcers. So now they will try to correct my hormones through, supplements, precriptions and nutrition ... I sure it hope that will help. Have been feeling blah for months and have been gaining weight and now I find out that it is all because of my imbalance of hormones.

How To Catch A Fish
Jamie aka Scottgirl, she is one of my dearest friends. I love her to death. Her and I share the same sign and we are very much alike. She wrote this, and when readig it, it hit me, that is me! I would like to thank her for putting how I feel into words. She is a wonderful person. I love you Jamie and thank you for remaining the rock in my life! So have your eye on a Pisces woman. You find yourself attracted to her because there is something so mysterious and intriguing about her that you just can't figure out. Join the crowd. Making a Pisces woman fall in love with you is the easy part, its keeping her attention that's hard. You may always feel like there are parts of her you can never touch. If you are astute enough to notice theses things. And if you are not you wont last long. She needs her shadows to feel safe. When she loves she does so with every bit of her soul. This requires her to be very vulnerable. She needs that shadow to run to when she is overwhelmed or if things

Reap What You Sow
You Reap What You Sow The man slowly looked up. This was a woman clearly accustomed to the finer things of life. Her coat was new. She looked like she had never missed a meal in her life. His first thought was that she wanted to make fun of him, like so many others had done before. "Leave me alone," he growled... To his amazement, the woman continued standing. She was smiling -- her even white teeth displayed in dazzling rows. "Are you hungry?" she asked. "No," he answered sarcastically. "I've just come from dining with the president... Now go away." The woman's smile became even broader. Suddenly the man felt a gentle hand under his arm.. "What are you doing, lady?" the man asked angrily. "I said to leave me alone. Just then a policeman came up. "Is there any problem, ma'am?" he asked.. "No problem here, officer," the woman answered. "I'm just trying to get this man to his feet. Will you help me?" The officer scratched his head.

Random
1. I am told I have sad eyes but I think I smile too much 2. I can't live without my cell phone. I check to see if it's on my person at least a million times a day. Whether I stick it in my pocket or bra. 3. I try to always look on the brighter things in life and hate when I feel down. 4. I would be lost without my two sisters. They are complete opposites from each other and different from me. But they help me work problems out in my head 5. I am happier with the person I am now then the person I was 10 years ago. I am proud of what I have done. Though I miss sharing it with someone. 6. I have more fun sober then I have ever had drunk. 7. I hate pity party throwers. I have more respect for people who deal with their problems then look for people to fix them for them. 8. I am addicted to cream cheese. I love it. I can just eat it on crackers. or bread. or pita chips. or plain. It's a sickness. 9. I sometimes stand outside my

Whaaaaa I Want I Want I Want Gimme Gimme Gimme
1. I have never had a Happy Hour or the Spotlight. 2. I have never had a blast or a ticker bought for me. I have paid for 3 and won 2 in auctions. 3. I have always paid for my own VIP. Don't have it now because I'm broke. 4. I have bought VIP's, blasts, tickers and bling packs for others, but never have recieved one. 5. I have donated millions of fubucks to people. I have never recieved any back unless I worked for it. 6. I have never been given an Auto 11 or a bomb, but I have given many. 7. I have never recieved anything higher than a 10 credit bling. 8. I have given 416 blings. I have recieved 192. 9. Tomorrow is my 3 year fu-versary here. I've been here since Lost Cherry and still have yet to make it Prophet. 10. I have never had my account deleted. Some of you may think this is a ploy to get stuff, but if you really know me, you know that's not true. I see a lot of people on here, begging and crying for stuff and if they don't get it, they get all butt hurt. I'm thi

My Survey Answers...
1. When is the last time you held hands with someone?months ago2. You wake up as the opposite gender, what's the one thing you do?ONE thing?3. Have you ever crawled through a window?yes4. Where is your mom?at her house5. Morning or night person?night owl all the way6. What was the last movie you watched?Definately, maybe7. Do you have a crush on anyone right now?yes8. You have a difficulty doing..?trusting anyone anymore9. Things about the opposite sex you notice first.eyes10. What do you do when no one is watching?private things...hehehe11. Ever been in love?yes12. What's something your friends make fun of you for?hairy13. What is your curfew?whenthehellever i come in14. Would you ever dye your hair red? never again15. You + alcohol =trouble16. What's your worst personality flaw?too trusting17. Which country would you like to visit?italy...scotland...ireland18. Do you want a well paying job or a job you enjoy?both if theres such a thing19. Do you wish to have the same best friends wh

Shadow In The Glades
Shadow Glades The grass cuts up my fingers as i drag it across the blades,in this little world you've created called shadow in the glades.I search for you for nothing of course your gone by now,you were the perfect actress now take your final bow.I wish you never decieved me because now my heart is torn,lying in shattered pieces you could've hid your horns.The hell you left me to live in burns me to the core,scraping off my fingertips making my body sore.I know your watching somewhere laughing at my pain,hiding behind a corner driving me insane.Why dont you come and kill me take the knife and rip my flesh,how can you leave me here alone with your sins to confess...

*sigh*
I start this blog out not even knowing what to say..With so many thoughts flying threw my head. 5 minutes ago I made my weekly call to my grandfather to check up on him and also see what's going on with his cell pone cause i keep track of him and those things. Well knowing that my grandmother has been in the hospital and he's been in the hospital..I only thought it would be proper to ask how they are both doing. If they are feeling better cause of their flu symptoms and elderly aches and pains. He said to me not so good and of course not wantng to tell me anything because my father died only a year ago. So after a few minutes of pushing the issue he tells me she has cancer. Cancer? When anyone says cancer it sinks ur heart...now my grandmother and I never got along and I always said when it's time for them to go (my grandparents) I want her to go first cause i am just way to close to my Grandfather to let him go.. Now that I know she has cancer it changes everything. I don't really wa

My Pretty Peom From My Heart
beautiful face, I'm shy to talk to you. You're the eagle I must watch No matter what I do. You're the beauty, wild and free, The mistress of my eyes, Rolling through exultant air, Alone in pristine skies. I would take you for my own Could I but have your wings, Could I but go where night begins And frozen sunlight sings. Could I but have you for my love, How might we fly together! But I must watch you from below And long for you forever. But I must be the one below And long for you forever.

Assholes...
My children's' cousin's father....... After a hearing it was determined that defendant is a Second Felony Offender and was sentenced on the Predatory Sexual Assault Against a Child to 25 years to Life; on the Sexual Abuse 1st to a 7 year determinate term with 15 years post release supervision; and on the Endangering the Welfare of a Child to 1 year, all to be served concurrently but consecutively to any current prison term.

I'm Not Pretty!
Okay i was rating pix and i have noticed this shit alot lately and have ranted about it before but now i need to rant this in print. 1. girls and guys who have playboy bunny background! i am not pretty enough nor naked enough to have playboy bunnies scrolling in my background. i think it takes some balls for an ugly old woman to think she is that amazing to refer to herself as a bunny and have the bunny heads floating around her background. REALITY CHECK! HUGH HEFNER WONT SLEEP WITH YOU, YOU ARE HIS AGE! 2. MORPHS!! now the playboy bunnies arent as bad as this, you are ugly! you have a pic of yourself morphing between yourself and christina agulira wtf! are you kidding me or yourself? haha you dont look like her or anyone else you morph into! if you are going to morph into someone be realistic. dont even try to look that good you will hurt yourself and it will cost way too much money. so instead of wasting the time to make that pic to make someone think you resemble a celebrity GO T

Him
HE HAS CHANGED MY LIFE AND WITH HIM I WANT TO BE.... EVERYTHING ABOUT HIM IS WONDERFUL.. HE MAKES ME SMILE WITH JUST THE WORDS HE SAYS OR JUST BEING AROUND FOR ME WHEN I NEED A FRIEND... HE IS THE BEST AND I HOPE THAT WITH HIM I CAN BE

This Is The Kind Of Drug I Am
Cannabis You are creative, philosophical and deep thinking. Ideas flow more easily for you than most yet you never seem to get anything done! Your a lover of nature, life, and beauty... and your always up for a snack. You have an increased appreciation of music and the arts. You are more aware of what people think of you both good and bad, which sometimes makes you a bit paranoid. Normally boring and tedious tasks are more interesting to than others, and your patience is remarkable!

The War To Begin All Wars
It’s hard to imagine that World War I involved 35 countries. It lasted five years, from 1914 to 1918. The United States only fought from 1917 to 1918. A year was more than enough time, however, to claim too many lives, and people held tight to the notion that this was the very last war. When the fighting stopped, leaders of several countries signed an Armistice on the 11th hour, of the 11th day, of the 11th month. An Armistice is an agreement to stop all fighting, in other words a truce. This truce was signed on November 11th, 1918 at 11 A.M. This is important to know because Veterans' Day was originally called Armistice Day. This day was set aside to reflect and remember the sacrifices men and women made during World War I in order to ensure peace. The first official celebration was on November 11th, 1919. Veterans who survived the war marched in parades and were hometown heroes. A Veteran is any soldier who has fought in a war. Ceremonies were held and speeches were made. World

Thank You
For My Family Thank You Its been a long time, over due. There is not a day that goes by that i dont think about what happened to me about 4 years ago. There is a beginning to all this, right now I just want to say how much I love my Parents, my Mother, and Father, my Brothers, and sister-In -Laws, and Uncles and Aunts for all the parts that they took in helpping my family out and rushing around as they did for them in the few hours that they had to bring everyone together at the time. I wish that i could say that i remember everything that was said to me , but i can not, and that is what bothers me more than anything at times. I am so greatful that i have such a loving family who stood by myside the whole time and never gave up on me and who put all their faith in Gods hands. I have a strong family , and I just wanted to say That I love you all very much, and thank you for never giving up on me. Its still hard . I may not say it like i should But I love you a

Nsfw
Before I start on this, I want all my friends to know I do love each and everyone in a different way. My top friends, I keep you close to my heart, even if I am not close to yours. You may have done something..just ONE thing ..that made you special..different from everyone else, but you are there because you had some heart in you at some time. I am really beginning to feel like complete shit on here. I know it is a game. But do i have to be naked to play? I have two people that will go out of there way to really do things for me. I do not need to mention names, because the people that don't, know who they are. This is not an attack. This is me being really sad. I have serious things happen to me...no one does anything...a girl shows her breasts..she gets a hh. I can't lower myself to that...but it hurts to know i am playing a game...and trying to be a real friend...but no one wants that friendship. They want what i wont show. and it hurts. Just know, if you're on my list, get off if

Tagged By Mike Hunt
ok guys. i'm not really good at sharing a ton of personal stuff, but i'll do my very best. 1) i am the oldest of my father's children and the youngest of my mother's. 2) i lost the most important woman in my life, to breast cancer in 2005. the grief sent me into the worst bout of depression i've ever known (i was 5 months pregnant and subsequently delivered a premature, 4 pound son) 3) i was a very troubled teenager, and ended up in several different "homes" due to my behavior. 4) i believe in God, but am not affiliated with a church right now. 5) the last year has shown me that i'm capable of anything i put my mind to.. and i WILL see myself through the things i have committed to. 6) i'm addicted to music, without it.. nothing in my world would make sense. 7)i used to be a nail biter, but gave it up 3 years ago.. and now my damn nails break all the time. 8) i'm feircely loyal to my friends and family. i will stand behind those that i love, until the bit

Unwanted Stuff.
Here's a list of stuff I hate/pet peeves because boo is bored or at least she was 5 hours ago. Let's see if I can get to 10. 1. Drama filled statuses. I have just started deleting people who put things like fuck off you asshole If you don't like it stay off my page. I don't mind the profanity but I do mind your need to make your whole friends list rush to your side. 2. People who fail at satire. Making a racist statement and then calling it ironic does not make a satire win. It makes you socially (perfect example of satire fail) retarded. 3. The fact that drug dealers are so unreliable. just sayin. 4. People that say "that's my thing". ex: wearing all stars with skirts is my thing. no it's not. 5. verbally abusive assholes. i got a friend with a verbally abusive new husband. I would like to stab him in the face but she has no where else to go. Hopefully she can find a new asshole to latch on to. 6. entertainment shows that aren't The Soup. Fuck you mary heart, mario Lopez a

The Firefighters Pledge
I Pledge my life,Like my Brothers before meTo fight the fires to the bestof my ability.Through my training and what I have learnedI'll use common sensenot to get burned.I'll always be alertTo hear the weakest shout,I'll work quickly and efficiently To put the fires out.Through smoke and flame I'll give my all,Like my brothers before me who did fall.And if something should go wrong,And Death should make his callI'll neither take nor place no blame,For I know I gave my all.

Awww Fuck
first off i haven`t been around much lately, kinda bored with fu, but not the people, know what i mean? ok point of this blog i think it`s time i finally broke down and did my first block yep, WICKED, that crazy canadian cunt my insane fuckin fu wifey she has turned into a twat blocker since she got knocked up i love her dearly but she has more mental problems than charley manson`s whole family combined that and as of right now she has one of the cutest lil asses that god ever made and i don`t want to have to look at pics in the coming months where it looks like a white ford explorer

Pimp Out
If you want a pimp out get 30 of your friends to rate and comment this pic and i will pimp you out! in the comment it must say "sent by (your name)" Here is the link http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1450398&albumid=1924646&i=3484258547&idx=2

Hey Tiger... Sand Traps Suck!!!
I know by now alot of you out there have heard about this crap Tiger is going through. I know alot of you have their opinions about whether he cheated or not. And, I know alot of you out there are thinking exactly what I'm thinking.... Who the fuck cares!!! Yes, Tiger was an upstanding man in the golf world, and everyone thought he could do no wrong. Yes, Tiger is worth over a billion dollars, and yes he is hooked up to one hell of a hottie Elin Nordegren. Who most men would kill to be married to and, in between her legs nightly. But, really... is this really shocking to everyone? Are you telling me that your surprised to find another high paid athlete cheating on his hottie of a wife with a not so hot bitch who can't keep her two pole pleasers shut. I'm sorry to say but that really doesn't shock me one bit.. In fact I was waiting for this to happen. Again, only in America were there is no honor or loyalty, and if you got millions to throw around, hopeless women will throw there vagin

I Pray For You!
Haven’t been in church sinceI don’t remember whenThings were going greatTil they fell apart againSo I listened to the preacherAs he told me what to doSaid you can’t go hating otheswho done wrong to youSometimes we get angryBut we must not condemnLet the good Lord do his jobAnd you just pray for themI pray your brakes go outRunning down a hillI pray and flower pot fallsFrom a window sillAnd knocks you in the head like I’d like toI pray your birthday comes and nobody callsI pray your flying high when your engine stallsI pray all your dreams never come trueJust know wherever you areHoney, I pray for youReally glad I found my way to churchCause I’m already feeling better and I thank God for the wordsSo I’m gonna take the high roadAnd do what the preacher told me to doYou keep messing up And I’ll keep praying for youI pray your tire blows out at 110I pray you pass out with your best friendAnd wake up with his and her tattoosWherever you are, near or

Untitled 001
I knew the moment I talked to you.I was in love with you..My eyes are wide.For this moment.I cannot hide.I want to show you how much .I love you..Your beautiful eyes..It was no surprise.Set me on fire.Your my hearts desire.I will always know that your hearts desire.I can feel it from outside in.

Handbook 2010
Health:1. Drink plenty of water.2. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.3. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants..4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm and Empathy5. Make time to pray.6. Play more games7. Read more books than you did in 2009 .8. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day9. Sleep for 7 hours.10. Take a 10-30 minutes walk daily. And while you walk, smile.Personality:11. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.12. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control.. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.13. Don't over do. Keep your limits.14. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.15. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.16. Dream more while you are awake17. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..18.. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with His/her

Requirements
Thought this was hilarious so im posting it in this blog. My daughter's requirements for me to have a boyfriend. 1)Has to have a job! 2)keep the job because how else is he going to spoil her! 3)Spoil her 3 1/2)has to be a cowboy...lmao 4)was has to be cute to her specificatons now its he can be cute to me but has to have horse's 5) through 7) dont remember.. My son's requirements... 1)I can not have one!!! LMAO!!!!

Evil Angel
The howling man Am the father of lies, the bringer of evil am the sin that will set you free. In darkness you will fear me, before me Christ will kneel Am the howling man that goes by many names but you know me as Satan. Jose Hermosillo

Femdom Power
“I’m so glad you’ve come to accept this,” she said as she hooked her thumbs into her pink panties and pulled them slowly down over her big, round buttocks, positioned just a foot or so from where he lay on the bed staring up at her. She paused, with her panties pulled halfway down her ass and looked back over her shoulder at him, where he lay, eyes riveted on her behind, helpless before her sexual power. Slowly, she stretched one leg after the other, moving her buttocks up and down before his eyes. She heard him groan, and then he looked up and their eyes met and she smiled, and they both knew that he was hers to use however she wished. Now she bent over to pull the scrap of pink silk down her legs, showing him where his face was going to be. He closed his eyes. It was far too late for him to say ‘no.’ Straightening up she pulled her long, light brown hair back and tied it in a pony tail. His eyes travelled up the smooth curves of her hip, back and s

This Was Titled "wait! Bandwagon Don't Leave Me Behind"... I Copied And Replaced My Own Answers....lol
If I were a month, I would be October. If I were a day of the week, I would be Friday(night). If I were a time of the day, I would be midnight with a full moon. If I were a planet, I would be Earth. If I were a sea animal, I would be a dolphin. If I were a direction, I would be South. If I were a piece of furniture, I would be a overstuffed rocking chair. If I were a liquid, I would be wine. If I were a gemstone, I would be a warm ember glowing topaz. If I were a tree, I would be an Elder. If I were a tool, I would be a crochet hook. If I were a flower, I would be a carnation. If I were a kind of weather, I would be a warm summer night. If I were a musical instrument, I would be a fiddle. If I were a color, I would be numerous shades of purple. If I were an emotion, I would be passion. If I were a fruit, I would be a honeydew melon. If I were a sound, I would be the gentle sea breeze. If I were an element, I would be water. If I were a car, I would be a 1968 Pontiac

Men
Men are like. . . Laxatives. . .They irritate the crap out of you.Men are like. . .Bananas. . .The older they get, the less firm they are.Men are like. . .Vacations. . .They never seem to be long enough. Men are like. . .Weather. . .Nothing can be done to change them.Men are like. . .Blenders. . .You need one, but you're not quite sure why.Men are like. . .Chocolate Bars. . .Sweet, smooth and they usually headright for your hips. Men are like. . .Coffee. . .The best ones are rich, warm, and can keep youup all night long.Men are like. . .Commercials. . .You can't believe a word they say.Men are like. . .Department Stores. . .Their clothes are always one half off. Men are like. . .Government Bonds. . .They take soooooooo long to mature.Men are like. . .Mascara. . .They usually run at the first sign of emotion.Men are like. . .Popcorn. . .They satisfy you, but only for a little while. Men are like. . .Snowstorms. . .You never know when they're coming, howmany inches you'll get

Ur Poem!!
babe.....im inspired to do this poem just to show you YOURE ALL THAT I THINK OF.... WHILE YOU'RE AWAY.... I cant be with you today but if you close your eyes and think; I'll be beside you in the kitchen wearing your shirt - standing by the sink... I'll be with you in the bedroom waiting quietly on your bed; just close your eyes and think of me, relieve those memories in your head.. I'll stand by you in the bathroom, an unlikely place to meet; I'll smile at you so playfully as i let you brush my teeth... I'll be your light in the darkness, shining steady through and through; &n

Just Some Helpful Reminders
Dear Non Pregnant People, I have created a list of simple precautions around pregnant woman. 1. Do not walk up to a lady and pat her belly. a. you dont really know if shes pregnant b. she probably doesn't like being touched. 2. When she tells you that's shes not due for another 5 months do not look at her in astonishment! a. shes about to kill you (run like hell) b. RUN LIKE HELL 3. I dont know what the fuck "glow" your talking about.. a. shes probably sweating from having to get up b. she wore to much make up. 4. Pregnant people have a tendency to fart and burp. a. dont be so shocked b. look away 5. DO NOT MAKE A PREGNANT WOMAN WAIT TO PEEEEEEEEEEEE a. self explanatory there I have more im sure By the way my baby's ears just moved from its neck to the side of its head and its eyes moved from its ear space to the front of its face.... Exciting isn't it? Also on a sick note my baby's skin is translucent Wicked and the pomegranate

4 Exercises To Sharpen Your Brain
4 Exercises to Sharpen Your BrainBy Dr. Maoshing Ni - Posted on Fri, Jun 19, 2009, 1:12 pm PDT Dr. Mao's Secrets of Longevity by Dr. Maoshing Ni a Yahoo! Health Expert for Alternative Medicine Visit Alternative Medicine Home » More By This Expert 4 Exercises to Sharpen Your Brain8 Commonly Used Herbs and their Healing Properties5 Secrets to Preserve Your Eyesight All Blog Posts Did you find this helpful? Rate this blog entry: Sign in to rate!Sign in to rate!thumbs up thumbs down 95% of users found this article helpful. Think of your brain as a muscle: It gets stronger with exercise. Your everyday mental tasks are like walking, but how about a real workout? Try these simple exercises to boost your brain power and clear away the fog of forgetfulness. 1. Use your non-dominant hand Tackling new tasks improves brain capacity in younger people and has a restorative effect on mental faculties that are declining. Boost your brain power right now by performing everyday acti

Nail Clippings
It was a sunny day in the frozen barren land.... A day that seemed like a perfect day to get new phones. As i drove towards the mall listening to a variety of music and really no one pissing me off while driving. All seemed well.. I get to the mall and woah look an actual expectant mothers parking spot. I am in luck, there is good in this pregnant world. Im glad I wore runners because walking the cement floors of a mall is a nemesis to a big pregnant lady.. I make it to the store, Im standing in line hes there with another client so i find the nearest wall and lean on it... Oh looks hes done my turn, Hes my guy... the guy you make your store buddy cause you shop their so often they know you... He grabs my phone I tell him what i want he says it will be 20 minutes do you want to sit in the lounge ill turn on the tv. My stomach is growling so i tell him im going to run and grab some food... I make my way to the bread and saucery company, a cute little coffee shop. I grab a sausage

13 Traits That Move Me (or Just Get Me Hot).
I can't really say what I look for in a person, it's different with everyone. There are definitely things that catch my eye, though, or my brain. And, as I'm fond of lists of 13, it seems, here goes. 1. Graceful people. Especially hands. An elegant smoker. A ballet dancer. A fire spinner. A martial artist, or just a good fighter. A skater. A musician. Believe it or not, despite my sharp-thing-magnet implant, I am actually fairly graceful. I appreciate it in others. Overly muscled people disgust me. Nothing gets me hotter than a dancer's body or classical curves. And if they know how to move that body...oh boy, watch out. MINE. 2. True interest in my passions. Don't just smile and nod and pretend to be interested in my crazy gamut of obsessions. I don't expect to have EVERYTHING in common with anyone, but I have a pretty darn wide range of interests, and we likely have more than a few things that we both like. I promise if you have a real burning for something or character trait I kno

Joke Of The Day
The Moral of the Story... A teacher gave her class of 11 year olds an assignment: To get their parent to tell them a story with a moral at the end of it. The next day the kids came back and one by one began to tell their stories. Ashley said, "My father's a farmer and we have a lot of egg laying hens. One time we were taking our eggs to market in a basket on the front seat of the car when we hit a big bump in the road and all the eggs got broken. "What's the moral of that story?" asked the teacher. "Don't put all your eggs in one basket!" "Very good," said the teacher. Next little Brandon raised his hand and said, "Our family are farmers too. But we raise chickens for the meat market. One day we had a dozen eggs, but when they hatched we only got ten live chicks, and the moral to this story is, 'Don't count your chickens before they're hatched'." "That was a fine story Brandon." Michael, do you have a story to share?" "Yes. My daddy told me this story about my Aunty Sharon. Aunty Sharo

In Nomine Sicktanick
"All these child molesters and all this crowd that's coming out of the closets, Imma tell you something brother that's more than depravity. Any man that'll take a screwdriver and poke the eyes out of children and duct tape their mouth together and seduce four year old girls. That's not depravity, that is demonology. Men sleeping with men is not depravity, that's demonology. Women sleeping with women is not depravity, that's demonology. Humans sleeping with animals is demonology. Adults raping and molesting children, that's more than being wicked. That is being possesed with the fallen spirit from Hell itself"Hear the call in nomine SickTanicKDisciples rise and see the power of the blackest magickHear the call in the name of the beastDisciples rise and recognize it's the time for the feastAstrological phenomenons be me signInside the Necronomicon will you read these linesThe book of fifty dead names the ancient onesThy kingdom come thy will be done and now the beast I will summonZia din

Landing Strips
Times When You Just Have To Trust The Pilot....Good thing the passengers can't see out the front of the plane!! 1. Tioman Island , off the coast of Malaysia 2. Wake Island, Pacific Ocean3. Macao International Airport

Antebellum - Need You Now
Picture perfect memories scattered all around the floor. reaching for the phone, cause I cant fight it anymore. And i wonder if I ever cross your mind for me it happens all the time Its a quarter after one im all alone and I need you now said I wouldn't call but I lost all control and I need you now, and I dont know how I can do without i just need you now Another shot of whiskey cant stop looking at the door, wishing you'd come sweeping in the way you did before And I wonder if I ever cross your mind, for me it happens all the time Its a quarter after one im a little drunk and I need you now said I wouldnt call but I lost all control and I need you now. and I dont know how I can do without I just need you now... wooh oo wooh oh Yes I'd rather hurt than feel nothing at all Its a quarter after one im all alone and I need you now and I said I wouldn't call but im a litt

Whats Up?
Still new to this site, pardon my ignorance of a fellow digital bar place. I notice a lot of attractive women here or at least pictures of men pretending to be women . This site is pretty funny and isn't as strict as I thought it would be, I am not gonna pay 7 bucks for some sort of shout? Anyways I am a real person not fake or some stupid ass bot. I have a semi-political/drunk/comedy website at www.thebeerbarrel.net come check us out make sure you have a beer handy, and since it's free speech lots of bad words get said, but the great thing is you get to say em back without censorship. Anyways I will still try to figure this place out, I am not used to black background on a webforum sort of hurts the eyes a bit but I will live.

We're In This Together - Nine Inch Nails
"We're In This Together" I've become impossible holding on to when when everything seemed to matter more the two of us all used and beaten up watching fate as it flows down the path we have chose you and me we're in this together now none of them can stop us now we will make it through somehow you and me if the world should break in two until the very end of me until the very end of you awake to the sound as they peel apart the skin they pick and they pull trying to get their fingers in well they've got to kill what we've found well they've got to hate what they fear well they've got to make it go away well they've got to make it disappear the farther I fall I'm beside you as lost as I get I will find you the deeper the wound I'm inside you for ever and ever I'm a part of you and me we're in this together now none of them can stop us now we will make it through somehow you and me if the world should break in two until the very end of me until

Very Scary
Look in the mirror and see the truth. The government is getting closer to forcing every company in America to accept unions and every worker to be in a union. (Keeps us more easily controlled). Any company that doesn't accept unions will be run out of business and every employee that doesn't join a union will lose their job. If you are a union member you hope for better wages and benefits so you support whatever your union bosses promise. It is trickle down economics. The government gets more from the unions and then the union bosses raise your union dues so they are enriched also. Now comes the truth to the lie. The lost revenue from taxes from non union companies and laid off non union employees will have to be made up somewhere so more union dues and cut benefits are headed your way to the point where you are making less then you are making now but the government and unions will claim you are the lucky ones because you still have a job while the rest of us are unemployed. When it g

From "the Cambridge Songs" (iam Dulcis Amica)
From "The Cambridge songs" (Iam dulcis amica) Karissima, noli tardare studeamus nos nunc amare sine te non potero vivere iam decet amorem perficere My dearest, do not hesitate! Let us now study the art of love. Without you I cannot live Now is the time to perfect our love!

Brenda Is A Fake Here Is The Proof
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Mayonnaise Jar
The Mayonnaise Jar When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, When 24 hours in a day is not enough; remember the mayonnaise jar and 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and start to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full.. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured it into the jar. He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded With an unanimous 'yes.' The professor then produced two cups of coffee from u

A Poem From Chris
My name is Chris I am three, My eyes are swollen I cannot see, I must be stupid I must be bad,What else could have made My daddy so mad?I wish I were better I wish I weren't ugly, Then maybe my mommy Would still want to hug me.I cant do a wrong I cant speak at all Or else im locked up All day long.When im awake im all alone The house is dark My folks aren't homeWhen my mommy does come home I'll try and be nice, So maybe ill just get One whipping tonight.I just heard a car My daddy is back From Charlies barI hear him curse My name is called I press myself Against the wall I try to hide From his evil eyesIm so afraid now I'm starting to cry He finds me weeping Calls me ugly words,He says its my fault He suffers at work He slaps and hits me And yells at me more,I finally get free And run to the door Hes already locked it And I start to bawl,He takes me and throws me Against the hard wall I fall to the floor With my bones nearly broken,And my daddy continues With more bad words spoken, 'Im

Spent Time In The Hospital And Now Work Is Fucking Me Over
So I am not amused.Went to the ER for a follow up. I have a cyst on my right ovary as those who read my shit know. And it hurts like hell. So I had a list of "return ASAP if this happens" 3 out of the 6 happened. I called 911. They have more important people to take in and then posted on FB for a ride. Called Shuana who lives down the street. Well Her and Tae both showed up at the same time.... Keep in mind Tae lives father away and they left at the same time... you speed daemon you!So I go in. They thought it was my appendix. Took a CT scan. Appendix is great. Kidneys good. Bladder fine. Cyst still there... Oh crap pneumonic mass in my left lung. Stuck me over night. I'm showing no signs of pneumonia but they told me I could have walking pneumonia and that it may not show any signs. I have an infection in my bladder. Commonly known as a UTI bladder infection. On meds for it. I was vomiting alot. Got a med for that. My cyst pain went from 8/10 which I can ignore to 10/10 which I starte

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In just five months, the largest tax increase in the history of America will take effect. They will hit families and small businesses in three great waves on January 1, 2011: First Wave: Expiration of 2001 and 2003 Tax Relief In 2001 and 2003, the GOP Congress enacted several tax cuts for investors, small business owners, and families. These will all expire on January 1, 2011. Personal income tax rates will rise. The top income rate will rise from 35% to 39.6% ( this is also the rate at which two-thirds of small business profits are taxed). The lowest rate will rise from 10% to 15%. All the rates in between will also rise. Itemized deductions and personal exemptions will again phase out, which has the same mathematical effect as higher tax rates. So much for only soaking the rich! The full list of marginal rate hikes is below: The 10% bracket rises to an expanded 15% The 25% bracket rises to 28% The 28% bracket rises to 31% The 33% bracket rises to 36% The 35% bracket rises to

I Haven't Written A Poem In Months!
I guess that means my life is becoming boring and predictable. I need a nice energetic gal to help inspire me and break up the monotony. So if you're interested let me know and we'll just see if you can replenish me.

All Hope Lost
In the darkest hour, where your nightmares live, all is lost and forgotten, there's nothing to forgive. There's no reality, in todays society, all dreams doomed to fail, when there's nothing left, but betrayel. Past the gates of Hell, there's a story to tell of eternal pain and strife, the destiny of a lost life. In a world gone mad, there's chaos to be had, hope and desire gone eternal life to the poor unfortunate one. So long my friend the world's coming to end, nothing left, but anger and hate, The decisions been made it's much too late.

Insert Clever Story Name Here.
She sat there, perched up on that worn out bar stool, her beer making a ring shaped pool on the tired wood of the bar top. Black lined eyes searching for the bartender to bring her another pint of that delicious golden brew. "Rock Goddess" he had called her. She laughed at the nickname everytime she heard it. Rock Goddes... if that were true, shouldn't she be with a "Rockstar" at this bar? If that were true, shouldn't she be smiling and laughing with her friends at this bar? If that were true, shouldn't she feel something other than pure disappointment at this bar? She laughed to herself again before the bartender saw that her pint was dry. He brought anothr at her signal, which usually just consised of a two finger salute, but tonight she merely bowed her head, and he knew. Bartenders... Mind readers with a license to drown it away with spirits and brew. Amazing. Black tipped nails traced the lip of the pint glass before bringing that sweet nectar to

Ugg 5803 Bailey Button Boots¡ªoriginal, Credibility And Super Luxurious Comfort
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THE STORIE OF MY FUFAMILYThere once was a dude named Black who met a chick named Sdmf Dee. Black became very very close to Dee, and called her Brown sugar and very Heavenlee666. Dee decided to let Black meet her Rich brothers, Bls Kevin,Chris USA86,christopher, ReLLik and of course Sandmn2051. Dee met all Blacks sisters DaviGurl, Raven, Tiggy and Kinky Chula. Black said one of his sisters looked like a Dreadlockula666 was way to Hard 2 Handle and just a Lint Licken Cootie Queen. Dee thought Black was kind of mean for sayin that. So she shouted are you Siruis Jacko! you must be on Cocaine I swear! Black said hey Dee your in a lilbitotrouble now! I sure aint tappinit no more! Dee said pfft what ever were is the Mfkn og Foreplay anyway huh! You like my cousin SLDC anyway pfft Shebledglitter to! Dee started to just get furious and acted like a Typhoons kitty. Black said MMMHmmm sure Dee she was tastiilykeKandy to! Dee said what ever ya HolyDiver I am gonna go play Domino's with Dj Bayfana

Frustrated
life is so frusterating these days. i spent the last year and a half paying off most of my bad debt. but thanx to the rules most of the shit will stay on my credit reports for 7-10 years?! r u kidding me!? so im workin with a place that helps get negative stuff removed and so far its workin, but im still not gettin approved for credit. i need a car real bad and i can afford the monthly payment with ins as well but NO one will give me a second chance. oh wait i forgot to mention i was approved through a place that helps with bad credit it was a piece of shit mini van (which i need cuz i take my neice and nephew to school) don't get me wrong i would've taken it but it just didn't seem safe for the kids to travel in and i wasn't paying 300 a month plus ins for something that wasn't worth it. im so irritated cuz idk what to do anymore. no one will co-sign for me which i don't blame anyone for, its my own fault. but whatever happen to second chances? the fuckin banks got bailed out by t

Surround By Swat With M-16s Like Americas Most Wanted. No Warnt No Humain Treatment, Police Burtaility
On Saturday Oct 7th at 11:00pm to 1:30ish on stand off with 15 offericers carrying M-16s and police dogs. The Situation begins while I was sleeping I woke uo to police surrounding my aunt and uncle that I help take care of as both are very sick and uncle is not looking to last much longer. Anyway my uncle shot three round from a pilot gun into the side of sheild to scare stupid as cats of the property because we own wolfs. Anyways this drug dealer setting down at the end of our drive thought some how 30 rounds of shout guns went off at her which was not the case. This lady called and stated we had high power guns which we aren't even carrying. Next thing I hear is offers surrounding our house and using blow horn for my uncle and myself to come out with hand up. Get this my uncle was little over 200lbs just about a year ago and now weighs less tahn 135 lbs. He was sick on the toilet and can barely move around because of having a broken back a while back. I had to help in out of the ho

The Yadlow Method Revised
Greetings neighbors: I have been here for awhile and once again felt the need to explain the way I do things here on Fubar. Let me restate what a lot of folks say time and time again- FUBAR is a PLACE FOR FUN AND RELAXATION. Not everyone needs to hook up with someone and desires to date legitimately or illegitimately on this place. For myself, I enjoy using this site during my down time at work and looking at pretty faces on the profiles isn't all that evil (depends on how hard you look sometimes) and people watching is an actual pastime for me. So as to encourage a neighbor like atmosphere, I present the following steps I go through: 1. I will review your profile and rate 10 or more. 2. I read the About Me sections of each profile that takes the time and trouble to post them. The more expressive, the more likely I will fan you if you have a salute. No salute, no fan and no add to be friends. Just a rating of pics that may catch my eye on sad profile and even blogs if allo

Poem, Hell
"welcome to hell can i take your coat, would you like a glass of wine? how about cavier? no? well its straight to bussiness then. i would like your soul if you dont mind? no it can never be freed. you would stay here forever. :D the sound of a quill scratching a signture echos welcome to H3ll can i take you arm? would you like being burned alive or maimed? how about decapition? No? >:D Too Bad....

Just 'cause
Just wanted to say hi.... I feel so dirty...I've been paid to add people to my family....yelled at for giving someone points...been called every imaginable mean and dirty names...I though Goddess were supposed to be treated with respect hrm?

Poem
If I Die Tomarrow If I Die Tomarrow, And you broke my heart today. Will it still be broken. If I Die Tomarrow, Would your heart be fill with sorrow. If I Die Tomarrow, Would you really know how much I Love You, When you did'nt give me chance to show you. If I die Tomarrow, Would you Regret not letting me Kiss or Hold you. If I Die tomarrow, would you forget about me. If I Die Tomarrow, Would you regret not telling me You Love Me. Would you have me to die ,not knowing or showing me. If i Die tommarow, Would you miss the way it felt to to Kiss me Knowing how much Love I Had for You. If Die Tommarrow, would you not feel empty and lonely inside. If I Die Tommarrow, would you wish that you told me and showed me everthing , You wanted me to know. If I Die Tomarrow, Would you blame your self for me dieing, Not knowing how much you really Loved me. If I Die Tomarrow, Would you feel a shame, Because all I wanted, was to Love and give you evrything in Life that you wanted that I could give you.

Lol Too Funny How Some People Have To Be So Lame
So, I havent posted a blog in some time. I used to love reading blogs about fakes being busted and finally gonna do one of those myself. Chump calls himself Randy Orton and claims to be the actual wrestler. Goes as far as stating on his profile that he is a single dad, blah blah blah. So me being me asked in a comment how the real Mrs Randy Orton would feel and that I'd love to see a salute or him get the old verified celeb status they used to have on here. Funny now I'm blocked yet the woman also claiming on fubar to be "Da Bitch wife to Randy Orton comes and rates me a 10. Gawd I love fakes, lol http://fubar.com/5780958 link to the profile if you'd love to go say hi :)

Ugg Is Not Only A Brand
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I Dont Even Know Anymore
For the longest time now ive been pondering what is it that im doing wrong. No one of the opposite sex at all no attention i mean im not looking for all the attention or i want them all lovey dovey on me either but not even a look when im out at public places no one to talk to, and when i do get setup i get thrown aside by the asshole ones. I feel like giving it up on this, its been 2 years and im 20 bout to 21 and i sit at home and work..this life of my blows badly .

Important Facts From Manswers!
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A Helpless Soul?
While you SCREAM at your woman, there’s a man wishing he could whisper softly in her ear… While you HUMILIATE,OFFEND and INSULT her, there’s a man flirting with her and reminding her how wonderful she is. While you HURT your woman, there’s a man wishing he could make love to her. While you make your women CRY there’s a man stealing smiles from her… Sadly a lot of people go through domestic violence without even the smallest hint of it happening to them by the people closest to them. What could be so wrong with that person that they decide to stay and take the abuse rather then leave and get out of the situation? Truth is a lot of the people going through it feels as if they have no one and no place to turn to. It's the hardest thing to be out in this world and this society during these times. for some they feel trapped with nowhere to go so they tend to stay because only half the time it's bad. They find themselves trying to focus on the good a

My New Rig!!
Yea,I FINALLY found the kind of rig I wanted,in my price range,below that actually,lol. I now have a 1996,(I know,but if you saw this rig,age wouldn't matter to ya),GMC blazer w/ 4 wheel drive. It is in great condition in and out,no rust,clean,no rips in cloth seats,pw/pl,NICE cd/radio player,auto,v6AND only about 35,000 miles on it.I STOLE IT for $950.00.Cool huh?.....Of course it does need something to pass inspection,but it's only a muffler and a brake line and bf will do the work for me for nothing plus get parts cheaper than I can. Going to play with my new rig,have a good night all,love yas,mauhz.(h)

The Sweet Taste Of Your Love
The sweet taste of love Still lingers in my mind A succulent tasty morsel A treasure worth its find A wet and juicy fruit That fills my mouth with joy Like candy to a baby An edible sexy toy With nectar sweet as honey A syrup of flowing silk Like a bubbly kind of lava As smooth as warm clear milk It breathes with scented oils Like a flower in the mist And blossoms when caressed By the feel of a lover's kiss A dessert at its very best When embraced with lots of love I know I'll never get enough Of this treat I'm thinking of

Fading Summers Sunday
The once white hot summer sun now mellows to autumn’s deep gold, Trees shimmer in reds and browns as shadows lengthen in Septembers fading light, The air moist as morning dew hangs heavy in to late mid morning, Waiting to become winters morning frost, Air freshens to the chill on October’s distant breath, First seasons leaves hanging ready for falling in end of season anticipation, And I stand and watch you turn, As early fall’s sun glints from the waves of your hair like crests falling on white sands, I stand motionless in the hyperactivity off the mute, With only the will to pull you back, As courage deserts my ability to react, Each one of your footsteps pulls mono tone back across fading brown eyes, With bloodshot shinning back through once again, To wake upon a damp pillow beacons if I should wake tomorrow, As I weep to convulsive contortions through the never ending dark of night, Forgive me for ever loving you in my silence of protection, Never

Arrivals/departures
The travel was intermittent. He had become so used to it that He had lost count of the conveyances, the types and time mattered not. His boots still on his feet, the sand never quite gone, He trod onward. The sounds of a bustling life washing over him unheard or listened to. The sounds He was listening for had not been made yet, so His ears remained alert, yet unhearing. Hollowed footsteps echoed for Him, and the emptiness of the long way gave birth, to a open expanse of life as He had forgotten... Hell and horror still in His eyes, the smell of death not familiar, but merely with one always, replaced with Cinnamon buns fresh from the oven and the overpowering scent of 100's of perfumes and colognes, cloying but making Him seek something He had shied from forever it seemed. "Jefferson!" He heard and recognizing that as his name, He turned and physically shied away, as a skittish but curious colt would, from the outstretched hand of Eunice P. Shoemaker of Paducah, Ky. "Welcome Home Sol

If I Could Dream.....
If I could dream I would dream of you How things would be even though we are through Life isn't what it was supposed to be Never turns out the way we plan Things change Can get out of hand I am sorry for what is not there I didn't expect it to turn out that way If I could change it It still wouldn't be the same People change sometimes for the better Its hard to understand Why things fall apart I only want whats best for you Even though it might not be me You must move on to find another dream Don't forget who you are even though you might Life seems hard You will find your way If I could dream I would dream of you Finding your place in this ever changing world

Just A Thought..
I have a lot to say, but I choose not to. Unspoken truths are sometimes the most important. We know what we do in our actions, and we learn consequences to them. If you are not learning important life factors everyday then what is your purpose? People seriously think that their wrongdoings will rarely backfire. But it does not matter if it is today, tomorrow, or fifteen years from now: Karma will present itself. For life only returns what you give it. If you wanna live in lies then eventually your life will be a lie. Clean up is harder the more trash you throw around. Lies only benefit those that fabricate them. It is true what they say when you are being selfish: The world does not revolved around you. But in honesty, we are the center of orbit in our own individual worlds. When we are hurt, it is the "most important thing in the world." To us. I do not like to hurt anyone or anything, but to live a life without pain is simply unrealistic. A fantasy, but unrealistic.

Resume 1st Draft. Fuck You Too.
Objective: World Domination followed by benevolent leadership. Experience: I've been to a lot of places. I've seen a lot of shit. I can drink a LOT of vodka. I am very fluent in shotgunning beers. I am very skilled at using my tongue during sex. I am very proficient in Diablo II Lord Of Destruction. I am seriously addicted to Final Fantasy. I can masturbate very quickly.(I'm done) Achievements: I beat Diablo II Lord Of Destruction countless times. I've beaten Final Fantasy more than anyone you know. I've beaten every version of Zelda. I have a Level 32 Bard Wemick in Dungeons & Dragons Education: I graduated high school as a probationary requirement. I dropped out of college cause it gets in the way of drinking. I am currently a student of the school of hard knocks. References: Fuck your problems.

Army Pvt. 2 David Evans Jr.
Died May 25, 2003 serving during Operation Iraqi Freedom 18, of Buffalo, N.Y.; assigned to the 977th Military Police Company, Fort Riley, Kan.; killed in an Iraqi ammunition plant explosion in Diwaniyah, Iraq, May 25.

My Dream
My Dream @ @ @I'm lying in my bed ready to drift off to a peaceful sleep, wearing only a white Lenin and lace nightgown. I suddenly have a feeling of being watched. I turn and look towards the curtains blowing in the breeze bringing the smells of roses and jasmine from the garden. I decide there is nothing. I am almost asleep again when I see you. Looming in the shadows, you step into the moonlight. My heart jumps with fright. You speak in the deep and dangerous yet familiar voice. Hello my Bella Donna. I tremble as you are forbidden to me, yet I yearn to have you for my own. You come closer to the edge of the bed reaching out to me. Urging me to take your hand, mine begin to tremble. That's when I feel the heat of your touch for the first time. As you sit on the edge of the bed you pull me to you and bend to kiss me. Your hair caresses my cheek as you kiss me softly. The heat of your lips on mine sends a delicious chill down my body. You pull me into your arms embracing me to

A Dream Or Was It??
your sitting on a couch and a blindfold covers u from behind... you feel a set of hands undress you and kiss you... you feel a sent of hand and lips going all over your body slowly... you feel the lips go down between your thighs... until u feel ur clit getting sucked on and nibbled....you moan and groan as you get wetter and wetter... you beg for a kiss but the lips keeps eating your sweet pussy until you cant take it any more then you get a kiss so u can taste your sweet jucies... as u kiss u feel a hard cock slid in your wet pussy....it goes in and out slowly and goes faster and harder until u cant take it any more and scream in ectasy....you are then flipped over and the cock is slid in from behind you feel the cock going in harder and faster as you feel a spanking and your hair pulled you scream again as you cum harder then before....then u get a kiss and the person is gone... you take off the blind fold and fall asleep wondering if it was all a dream

My Nightly Sexual Pleasures
You walk in the house and notice the lights are off candles litYou can even tell I’ve been cookinYou call out to me but you get no answerYou hear a sound and you can tell it’s running waterYou go to the bedroom and there are rose petals on the bedNow you know what lies aheadThere is a whip cream, strawberries, and bottle of champagne on the night standNow you really wanna know where I amYou call out to me and I walk in the roomYour mouth drops as you say oohIm standin there in a red nightie, red thong, and red pumpsReady to have a little funI begin to undress you , you say I love you booI say I love you tooI can tell you’ve had a long day so I sit you down and massage your back going down to your legs up to your stomach slowly working my way up to your neck carassing it then slowly start to kiss and give your neck a little tongue Then I ask if you’d help take this off meOf course you jump at the opportunity....... Then you start by tightly gropping me slowly pul

Europe's Greece Ultimatum 2
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Hearts Desire
HEARTS DESIRE You had left me wounded, crying in the dark. Why must I go through this? Why must I feel this pain once? What did I do to deserve such deep pain. You held me high, higher then any man would; you gave my heart such life, such hope. You took it away in a heartbeat, you gave me the I love you's but you really were hiding the behind the lies you told. The only heart that I had ever owned up to having now broken, that same heart I gave to you; hearts are only given once. I gave you my heart, you knew it was fragile but you still walked out on me. My heart desires only you, no man will ever fill in the hole that you had left behind; My soul forever yours never to be given out again. Pain through out my body, and to see that you found someone else to play with. What did I do to deserve such pain? Why must I go through this pain? I love you even though I can not have you anymore, I miss you but I realize that there is no way to be with you. Even though I have given you m

The Reference Design For Cypress Cy4623 Ps2
Cypress, the world leader in USB controllers has reinvented its leadership position in the low speed USB market with a new family of innovative microcontrollers. With the microcontrollers, the peripheral developers are able to design new products with a minimum number of components. The enCoRe II USB technology builds on the enCoRe family which has an integrated oscillator that eliminates the external crystal or resonator, reducing overall cost. Also integrated into this chip are other external components commonly found in low speed USB applications, such as pull-up resistors, wakeup circuitry, and a 3.3V regulator. The overall system cost is going to be reduced by Integrating these components. The enCoRe II is an 8-bit flash programmable microcontroller with an integrated low speed USB interface. Despite the microcontrollers may be used for a variety of other embedded applications, the instruction set is ideal specifically for USB and PS/2 operations. Cypress off

Fear, Why?
People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that’s bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they’re afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they’re wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It’s all in how you carry it. That’s what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you’re letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.

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On one hand, I believe everyone has some good inside of them, and I'm the first to give someone a chance. I can be your best friend, or I can be someone you will never forget. I try to make a positive impact with those I meet, and I am the one friend you can depend on to lift you up, when you're feeling down. On the other hand, if you mistake my kindess for weakness, you will lose me. I have taken abuse before, but I refuse to take abuse from anyone ever again. I will not be tossed away without having something to say about it, and please believe, what I have to say will cut you like a knife. I stand by those who deserve my trust, but once my trust is broken, you will never get it back. Tread softly on the path you walk with me, I will carry you when you are weak; I will find you when you are lost, and I will lift you when you fall; but desert me, you will walk alone.

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" I Only Wonder" At times I sit back and question myself as to, The things I've done and choices made in he past. Deep down I wonder if I am actually lucky at all, Or am I to be doomed for all of eternity to come. There are friends I have made in this life who, Honestly and truly mean a very great deal to me. Sometimes it seems as if some of them though, Could honestly care less what or how I feel. They to me are closer than most of my family, Yet to a lot of them, I am nothing but a joke. Guess that the times now in this life are but only, The things that make you ask why we even try. Mine eyes have had many a tear shed, And my heart has had quite a few aches. I sit and ask myself a lot of times you see, If people actually even care or like me, I just simply but only wonder!!!! PJ Page 6/25/2012 1:14am

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The Sound Of Abuse
Dishes breaking, fists are shaking, children crying, mom's denying. Father's yelling, but no one's telling about the sound of abuse from behind the door. Baby's sleeping, mothe'rs weeping, brother's screaming, father's gleaming. Sister's crying as father's trying to force her down upon the floor. You hear the screams, you hear the shouts, you here the abuse; there is no doubt. You hear the yelling and are finally telling about the sound of abuse from behind the door. Now brother cries as he testifies, sister's in the loony bin. Baby's dead and mother's head feels as if its caving in... but the sound of abuse from behind the door, wont be bothering you... not anymore.

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Ok..I am taking applications for a new girlfriend...Im serious Even I know this aint E harmony, well I dont fit that anyway.. As this is non-conventional I well aware of, but its a long shot Im willing to take the risk. please no hate mail..I aint forcing no one to do this ok.. If your really interested, message me and I send you the information..

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Missing your Love .. Missing your smiles Missing the way you'd tell me everything would be right .. Missing your voice, Missing so much of you ... sometimes it hurts so bad .. and i don't know what to do .. Missing your hugs ... Missin you so .... Wishing there was something i could do .. just to have an extra few moments with you ... Loving Always .. from afar .. hoping i get to a chance to see once again ..

The Best Way To Get Rid Of Ants
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If She Chooses
Her beauty set before me But I want to know more. Will she open her heart Or simply close the door. Her beauty so entrancing My eyes she would own But to see deep inside her And learn what is not known. A Goddess to my eyes. Golden her heart must be A true gift from her if it She chooses to let me see.

Shame..
Shame feels so right hide in the dark. gets the best of me I ran and hide dance in the night go home be a mom and no one knows my life. Shame feels so right hide in the dark. Dress in my heels for the night I have the floor and move with the music. I don't know where to belong all around me is moving so fast letting go of my soul. To much on my mind where is the ground keeping up with the world to make them all happy. Shame feels so right hide in the dark. I make believe I am crying. Blood of tears walking in the valley of death every night. Walk into that space I tried to get out I lost my way I been right I been left I been bet I been wrong I been left behind I made mistakes lost in time....now where do I go from here free myself free my soul... bY Christine 1:09 AM

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