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My Passion In Life
Today someone asked me, “What is your passion in life”? Hell, I had no answer at all. I thought about it for a while and couldn’t come up with a damned thing that I am really passionate about. Well, except for my two boys but then again what good parent is not passionate about their children. Right now I am in an empty void in my life. I wake up and think to my self, “What the fuck is this shit all about”? Meaning life as it is, I sit on the edge of the bed dreading to have to get up and do the shit all over again. I get my fat ass up and walk out to the front room and there are my two silly ass boys getting into some shit they know damned well they ain’t supposed to be in and I fucking smile my ass off and give them both a big hug and tell them I love them. There, right there is when I realize that’s why I am doing this shit all over again another fucking day. I have to, I mean if I don’t who the fuck else is gonna love them better then their own father. So my only pass

New Pics
ok, so i put up some pics of my son after a car accident in October 2006. They are graphic so please be forewarned. He is doin well now...3 years old and faster and stronger than ever with no memory of the accident. I put these up to stress the importance of loving your friends and loved ones cause you never know when they might leave your life. Dante was non-responsive when he arrived at the hospital and then spent a week in NICU at CHKD (Children's Hospital). He had a concussion and an inflamed spinal cord. As I said he is much better now but I thought I was gonna lose him and to this day I cherish every moment that I have with my children. So please tell those that you love what they mean to you and show them everyday with no regrets.

Love
When we feel love and kindness toward others, it not only makes others feel loved and cared for, but it helps us also to develop inner happiness and peace. Love, like truth and beauty, is concrete. Love is not fundamentally a sweet feeling; not, at heart, a matter of sentiment, attachment, or being "drawn toward." Love is active, effective, a matter of making reciprocal and mutually beneficial relation with one's friends and enemies. We all need friends with whom we can speak of our deepest concerns, and who do not fear to speak the truth in love to us.

Topless Carwash For Charity
SHIRLEY, New York: Male drivers who paid $5 for a topless car wash in a New York city ended up getting doused with disappointment. Scantily clad women held up signs along a parkway advertising the car wash on Sunday and telling the drivers where to go. But hidden behind a big blue tarp it were shirtless male firefighters who were washing the cars. "A little bit of a bait-and-switch," Assistant Chief Donald Prince admitted. "All the guys back there are all topless." Female drivers did not seem to mind the shirtless firefighters. Male drivers, though, felt they were getting short-changed. Mike Matias was hugely disappointed when a man soaped up and rinsed his car. But he said at least his $5 went to a good cause: All the money raised will benefit school booster clubs and charities, the Brookhaven fire department said.

Away From Desk "afk"
I know it seems like I just got back from a weeks vacation, but I'll be gone again from Aug. 23rd to Aug 29th. I'm heading to North Dakota. Long time friend is renewing his wedding vows. Since I introduced him to his wife of 30yrs, they both felt I should attend. I'll be sending pics via my cell phone if I can get service out there. See you all in 6 days.. Sir Dave

Mind Trip
As I lay on my bed My mind starts to wander A journey begins Without a single step How far will it go Where will it end I don't seem to have any control 10,000 different roads Which do I take? Nevermind, my mind has decided I'll try them all. Yea I know its short...I just wrote it out of boredom at 6AM!! August, 23rd, 2007 @ 6AM

Looking For This
GIVE HER ONE OF YOUR T-SHIRTS TO SLEEP IN. LEAVE HER CUTE TEXT MESSAGES. KISS HER IN FR0NT 0F Y0UR FRIENDS. TRUST HER 0VER EVERY0NE ELSE. TELL HER SHE L00KS BEAUTIFUL. L00K HER IN THE EYE WHEN Y0U TALK T0 HER. LET HER MESS WITH Y0UR HAIR. MESS WITH HER HAIR. JUST WALK AR0UND WITH HER. F0RGIVE HER F0R HER MISTAKES. L00K AT HER LIKES SHE'S THE 0NLY GIRL Y0U SEE. TICKLE HER EVEN WHEN SHE SAYS ST0P. H0LD HER HAND EVEN WHEN Y0U ARE AROUND Y0UR FRIENDS. WHEN SHE STARTS SWEARING AT Y0U TELL HER Y0U L0VE HER. LET HER FALL ASLEEP IN Y0UR ARMS. GET HER MAD, THEN KISS HER. TEASE HER & LET HER TEASE Y0U BACK. STAY UP WITH HER ALL NIGHT WHEN SHES SICK. WATCH HER FAV0RITE M0VIE WITH HER KISS HER F0REHEAD. GIVE HER THE W0RLD. WRITE HER LETTERS. LET HER WEAR Y0UR CL0THES. (SWEATSHIRTS) WHEN SHES SAD, HANG 0UT WITH HER. LET HER KN0W SHE'S IMP0RTANT. LET HER TAKE ALL THE PH0T0S 0F Y0U SHE WANTS. KISS HER IN THE RAIN. CALL H

Plz Pray For My Sis
Please pray for my sister she is in the hospital unresponsive and I just wanted to ask all my friends on here to pray for my family........I have already lost my dad,my mom and my brother-in-law in the sum of 3 years and I can't lose her please pray for her and even if u don't know her it will help more than you know.....She has 2 sons that just lost their father 3 months ago and I know how it feels to loose both of your parents and I dont want them to know how that feels so please pray for her and my family I thank you all that pray and all of you that read this!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hell Explained By Chemistry Student
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well: Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these relig

Where Is Jen??
Hey guys Figured id write because i haven't in awhile? AnyWasy. So im sitting here at my computer having my first smoke of the morning.. thinking I should totally quit THEN i let the smoke out of my lungs and in haul again...( LOL) The kids are getting ready for school. They start @ 8:40. ( Breanne just biffed it on the kitchen floor) She is ok.. But slipped on her backpack! (That was pretty funny actually) Anyways! I have a full day today! My dog has a groomers appointment @ 9. I have to go train for my job today. I ended up taking that nursing Job. Working part time. Ill be working sat and Sunday! 12 hour days. ill be able to get at least 24 hours on the weekend! So Mondays ill be drained!. We move into the house Middle of September. I cant wait!!!Once i find my camera??? Ill take some pics of the house! So there is an update :| I think ima go take a HOT shower and just stand there for 20 min with my eyes closed. I hate Mornings!! Much love to my Friends!! Muahhh

Let Me Explain!
ok so i've been getting some comments and private messages from people that were in my family at one point and are no longer there let me explain....i've recently cleaned out my family list and deleted anyone who no longer comes by...or if they do...don't take the time to say hello or leave me something personal...or anyone who has has no idea how to maintain some level of friendship with me without only talking about sex....cmon guys...is that really all that ur thinking about?? so the people that u see in my family are people that i talk to on a regular basis and most likely know my name, where im from, etc...in other words really know me...which is what i'm trying to get at...so for those of you that just want to see me naked and jerk off...then go to youporn.com its a great site that i recommend...you can get some porn there and relieve urself... oh and if i add u cuz im having a good day or we clicked after talking and i wanted to let u see then enjoy them and be gratef

Kid Shows
So my kids are all about this show on Nick Jr. Lets just say its annoying as frack. I think this is worse then Ren and Stimpy. :p This show is called Yo Gabba Gabba. Here are some clips. And why is Elijah Woods on here? He kinda looks umm scarey here! Children shows are goind down hill.. and I say it started with Barney :p Thanks for reading my rant! Feel free to comment :) Love ya all Misty

Blahhhhhh
Alright so the shit hit the fan yesterday, and well ever since then my mom keeps bringing up issues for dealing with money, that i don't have. I am sitting on the line as is and everytime she brings shit up like that I get closer and closer. Well I raised my voice and she goes into her anxiety attack and all sad sounding I don't like you snapping at me like that. Fuck I'm dealing with a lot of stress and want to get away for a while and be by myself, and you keep coming in asking about this and that and it costs this much and i have no money for it. What would you do if someone did that shit to you i mean come on. Fuck.

Ooooo
Ok so obviously other then makin friends and whatnot the point of the website is too pointz and advance as far as possible so the other day i was tryin to level up and a friend suggested i should try a mumm....well lil did i know that i would be attacked!! I messed up yes totally did it wrong but ya know i dont think callin me a whore and twit and whatever else they said was neccessary...So my thot is this why do they find it neccesary to compltly be an ass...yes sumtimes they are funny but come on why put someone down..so anywayz thot id thro that out there its been botherin me!

Friends
Well to all my friends who actually read my blog...i know i know its boring. But anyways, I am going through a lot of crap right now and I am sorry for not being around. Life hasnt been to great lately for me. But I am not going to go into all the gory boo hoo details about it. My problem, not yours...LOL So anyways...if you want to send me messages I more than likely will get them but just give me time to respond to them. I do not have daily computer access so it might take me a little while to respond. And then again it might not. For those few of you who do know what I am going through(wifey:P), I really appriciate having you as a frind and you know I love you and you really dont understand how much you help me by just being able to talk to you. Sometimes just being able to talk about it is the best medicine. Ok so enough about me....hope you all have a great day and I miss you all and love you all :P

"me" In The Shower!
Ok ladies. I got a bone to pick with some of you! If you have thispicture in your photo album, then DELETE IT! It stopped being funny after the first 100 time I've seen it! I think I speak for all the guys (Well. All the STRAIGHT guys) when I say It' not funny! Here we are hoping to see some boobies, and all of a sudden...SHIT! All the blood rushes back to our brain. And we keep clicking on it, because we're freakin' horn dogs, and our peckers wont let us pass over it! We have to click on it! It might not be that lame ass, cruel fucking pic THIS time! So please. I'm begging you. Let the played out, lame ass, older than God's parents joke die a horrible, and painful death! By having it on there... And besides...AUSTIN WANTS TO SEE BOOBIES! So. I don't know who the "Dumb Ass" award goes out to this time...the ladies who keep putting that annoying pic on their page, or us horn dog guys who can't resist clicking on it? I'll let y'all Vote on it!

Funny-------
I had a bunch of Canadian dollars I needed to exchange, so I went to the currency exchange window at the local bank. Short line. Just one lady in front of me. An Asian lady who was trying to exchange yen for dollars and she was a little irritated . . . She asked the teller, "Why it change?? Yesterday, I get two hunat dolla fo yen. Today I get hunat eighty?? Why it change?" The teller shrugged his shoulders and said, "Fluctuations". The Asian lady says, "Fluc you white people, too!"

...curseword
Marking it NSFW because I say fuck. FUCK FUCK FUCKITY FUCK AND FUCK YOU IMBECILES THAT LIKE TO MARK EVERYTHING NSFW. Today has sucked from the moment I woke up and checked my email to this very moment where I'm sitting here and I can't make myself stop crying. Everything is a disaster. Let's just go with dress rehearsal so that I don't even have to talk about how my day started out sucking. My makeup looks awful. I hate the orange. I'm going to have to pick a different color scheme because it's just not pretty with the red hair. Not to mention it's nowhere near bright enough. I can't get my skirt to stay in place and the footless hose I got are not wanting to cooperate, so pinning wasn't working out either. The skirt is far too long so I have to roll it down. I wish it was shorter but I'm scared to sew it and screw it up. Also. I look like a fucking COW. I don't understand it. Jennifer is larger than I am, or at the very least the same size and manages not to look that bad in her co

Attnetion All Freinds And Family
i dont have alot of time...my service will be shut off within the next hour due to the incompetiance of my room mate..my email is pimp_ride_76@yahoo.com if you want to keep in touch...i will be checking my email from time to time from he library as time permits until i can figure out what im going to do...nuthin but love for ya Gimptastic

I Want To Thank Agent 47
I WANT TO THANK AGENT 47 FOR THE MORPH HE DID FOR ME. IT'S AN AWESOME PIECE OF WORK. EVERYONE STOP BY HIS PAGE AND SHOW SOME LOVE FOR THE MAN. CHECK OUT HIS PICS AND ALL. HE'S A MAGICIAN. THANK YOU AGENT 47 FROM THE GHOST RIDER

Exhiles From Delight
Came across this surfing the web one day and just liked it. So posting it for anyone else that might like to read it. Exhiles From Delight We, unaccustomed to courage exiles from delight live coiled in shells of loneliness until love leaves its high holy temple and comes into our sight to liberate us into life. Love arrives and in its train come ecstasies old memories of pleasure ancient histories of pain. Yet if we are bold, love strikes away the chains of fear from our souls. We are weaned from our timidity In the flush of love's light we dare be brave And suddenly we see that love costs all we are and will ever be. Yet it is only love which sets us free. author: unknown

In My Heart To Stay
In My Heart to Stay I wake up each morning To the light of a brand new day, And tilt my eyes toward Heaven, Thanking God in every way. I thank him for waking me up, So I can look into your eyes. Because I don't know where I'd be Without you by my side. You make my life complete, I now have a reason to live. You make all of this possible With the love that you give I don't know what I'd do If you ever went away, Because without you by my side, I couldn't live another day. My whole-hearted promise to you, Is to love you each and every day. There is a special place in my heart That you will always stay. Robin Capps Copyright ©2007 Robin Capps Yes I did write this.

My Angel
My Angel Heaven must be missing an angel, Because you are one who lets her light shine. If God gave everyone an angel, I know for sure you would be mine. Every time I hear your voice, The dark clouds roll away. Just to see your beautiful smile, Brightens up my day. I'm glad that I can be More than just your friend. And I know that you will be here for me Until the very end. Whenever I'm down and lonely, God always helps me see The angel who's always been there, Is you who's here with me. Robin LaRue Capps Copyright ©2007 Robin Capps I wrote this one also.

Amazing ....
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Depressed
the lies u tell me u swear are the truth the calls in the night i always get from you you never answer your phone when its me calling you but god forbid if i dont answer yours you came into my life like a bull on the run i swear i shoulda looked before jumping that gun you have caused me pain and tons of grief for which i wont forgive you because your not worth it to me you ruin plenty of lives and take many of hearts for what i do not get is why your never care the people you hurt friendships you break is things i cant deal wit and its the things that i hate you make sure im not happy just to satisfy your needs i swear you get off sittin here watching me bleed the blade into my skin blood runs to the floor the 1 thing i only know for sure is you cant hurt me anymore

A Quickie In The Shower
One time I was taking a shower. I felt a chill breeze against my wet skin. I looked out and saw a silhouette against the shower curtain. I gasped as the curtain was yanked open. My boyfriend was standing there nude, his mouth open, his eyes bulging out as he stared at me huddled in the corner. His cock was hard and red, and pointed at me threateningly, like a gun. He got in the tub with me, the water flattening his hair and dropping down off his face. The drops bounced off his chest and shoulders as he moved against me in the corner. He grabbed my wrists, pulling my hands away from my chest, holding them high above my head with one hand so he could stare at my naked body. His other hand pressed against my boob, pushing it flat against my chest with his palm. He rotated his hand, then closed the fingers around my tit, squeezing the meaty flesh. He stared down at my tit in fascination, as his fingers squeezed and squeezed it repeatedly. His hands came around me, hugging me tightly as h

Blog I Wrote Four Days Before My Daughter Was Born.
my life for the past 6 months has revolved almost completely around my new baby. at first, i was scared to death about having a kid, because i was afraid that i wasn't mature enough to handle it, or that i wouldn't have anyone i could count on. but the longer i've been pregnant, the more i've been able to get used to the idea, and although being alone with my new daughter, taking care of her by myself for the first time once i've recovered from delivery, will be scary, i'm ready. i'm preparing myself the best that i can, and that's all anyone can expect. no point in even worrying about it. the one common thing that everyone has told me, even people i haven't spoken to for a while, is that i'm going to be a great mom. i contested them by saying that they were just being nice, but they'd insist that it's the truth. maybe it's because i've always tried to take care of people whenever i could my whole life. taking care of people is the one thing i've always been really good at, so

Damage Family
Yes I'm talking to you!! Back when this site was still lost cherry a family was born, and all of you who are part of a family know how important these people are to your lives. Fat Tony who is no longer with us (R.I.P Friend) created the one and only Damage inc radio lounge, but to those of us who are part of the Damage family, it was so much more then a lounge. It was a place where close friends came together & all formed a special bond. Like all familys we all had our little disagreements but what family doesnt it just brings you closer in the end. With the passing of Tony Damage inc is no more, but even though the lounge is no more every single person in the family is still a big part of who i am, wether we talk once a day or once a month, we all know where we came from and remember all the things we've gone through together. With or without this site, these people will always remain in my heart, we aren't the kind of family who thrived on points or at being the best, we are there f

Make Love To Me
Oh, come with me Take me in your arms Kiss me long and deep Feel my passion rise Remove my clothes Caress my soft skin With your fingertips Feel the softness Of my tender breasts Beneath your hands Touch them, stroke them Squeeze them, knead them Cover them with kisses Close your lips around the nipples Feel their hardness With your tongue Delve into me With your hot tongue Devour me Taste my essence As I scream your name... Make love to me!

Who Am I??
Who am I? I'M ABOUT 8 INCHES LONG. MY FUNCTIONING IS ENJOYED BY MEMBERS OF BOTH SEXES. I'M USUALLY FOUND HUNG, DANGLING LOOSELY, READY FOR INSTANT ACTION. I BOAST A CLUMP OF LITTLE HAIRY THINGS AT ONE END AND SMALL HOLE AT THE OTHER. IN USE, I'M INSERTED, ALMOST ALWAYS WILLINGLY, SOMETIMES SLOWLY, SOMETIMES QUICKLY, INTO A WARM, FLESHY, MOIST OPENING. THERE I'M THRUST IN AND DRAWN OUT AGAIN AND AGAIN MANY TIMES IN SUCCESSION, OFTEN QUICK

Wtf
Now I have some rude ass new sales guy (who started mon) who just told me that I was rude... me of all people... DUDE... don't F*** with me today! He asks me something and I say I don't know that is Jason's... he comes back with oh you don't like people talking to you do you? Excuse me? what do you mean? He then says... oh well you were just acting really rude about having to answer the question... DUDE... F*** YOU

Tale Of A Lady
Tale of a lady Here’s the story, nothing but the facts The lady was frustrated, she couldn’t relax. She needed to find, a much needed release. Until then, there would be no peace. Every night, she’d stand before a mirror She was waiting for a knight to appear. At night, as she’d start to undress Waiting for a knight to help her from distress When one day, there was a knight heading south Could this be him the words whispered from her mouth. Can this be the man of my dreams? Will he fill my evenings with passion and screams? As their eyes met almost like a spell. Into his arms she fell. As their lips hungrily kissed, She knew, this is what she’s missed. He gently picked her up and laid her upon her bed. An, out of her mouth, these words were said. I love being as one with this gentleman. He explores my body, fills my needs like he understands As their bodies became as one, her head begin to spin. As he slowly but slo

Thrown Away By Family
you know its pretty damn bad when the family your born to throws you otta their life and tells you never to come back, just because you wanna be with someone you love. Well thats whats happenened. The one sister in the whole world that i love more than anything called me everything in the book because I'm moving to a different state to be with Jim. Its heartbreaking to know that the people I call my internet family care more for me than my own family. And even worse ...it's sickening to think that even though we both went through the same hell, she found someone to love her but is angry that I've found someone who loves me and my son? What the fuck is that? I still love my sis even if she did throw me away, thats just how I am. I may not be good enough to love but damn it I'm still gonna love her...she can't change that.

In Severe F**kg Pain
My fuckin back is hurting so bad!!! Would feel better for someone to jus beat the fuck outta me!!! Im about to take a damn flexeril and knock me out for the next 3days!!! the pain is soooo intense that its damn near crippling me!!! has to be my damn hip thats outta joint again cause the pain is soooo intense that its un freakin real!!!

Another Pissed Off Song
SLIPKNOT LYRICS "Before I Forget" Go! Stapled shut, inside an outside world and I'm Sealed in tight, bizarre but right at home Claustrophobic, closing in and I'm Catastrophic, not again I'm smeared across the page, and doused in gasoline I wear you like a stain, yet I'm the one who's obscene Catch me up on all your sordid little insurrections, I've got no time to lose, and I'm just caught up in all the cattle Fray the strings Throw the shapes Hold your breath Listen! I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will remember before I forget BEFORE I FORGET THAT! I'm ripped across the ditch, and settled in the dirt and I'm I wear you like a stitch, yet I'm the one who's hurt Pay attention to your twisted little indiscretions I've got no right to win, I'm just caught up all the battles Locked in clutch Pushed in place Hold your breath Listen! I am a world before I am a man I was a creature before I could stand I will

Ughhhhhh
damnit roomie is SUPER horny so she asks my man over LOL!! maybe w/all the pain im in ill let them just play but damnt Nick will want me to join in ughhhhh someones goin to be rubbin my back lmao back later maybe even new pix will follow

Life
A wealthy old lady decides to go on a photo safari in Africa, taking her faithful aged poodle named Cuddles, along for the company. One day the poodle starts chasing butterflies and before long, Cuddles discovers that he's lost.. Wandering about, he notices a leopard heading rapidly in his direction with the intention of having lunch. The old poodle thinks, "Oh, oh! I'm in deep doo-doo now!" Noticing some bones on the ground close by, he immediately settles down to chew on the bones with his back to the approaching cat. Just as the leopard is about to leap the old poodle exclaims loudly, "Boy, that was one delicious leopard! I wonder if there are any more around here?" Hearing this, the young leopard halts his attack in mid-strike, a look of terror comes over him and he slinks away into the trees. "Whew!", says the leopard, "That was close! That old poodle nearly had me!" Meanwhile, a monkey who had been watching the whole scene from a nearby tree, figures he can p

Tailgaters
FINALLY DOT IS HELPING OUT INSTEAD OF HURTING US! Ohio, Kentucky on the watch for truck tailgaters State police in Kentucky and Ohio are taking part in a new campaign asking four-wheelers to give big trucks a little space.The campaign is part of a national program spearheaded by the National Highway Traffic Safety Administration known as Ticketing Aggressive Cars and Trucks, or TACT. The program is aimed at teaching driver awareness around commercial vehicles. The Ohio DOT and Kentucky Department of Vehicle Enforcement are also helping out with the states' respective campaigns, putting up signs that read "Don't get a ticket, leave more space."According to the Ohio State Highway Patrol's Web site, 70 percent of car-truck accidents are not the fault of the trucker, and a leading cause of the wrecks is that four-wheelers don't give trucks enough room.

The 7 Sexes!!!
there are 7 kinds of sex: The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say 'screw you'. The 5th kind of sex is called: Religious Sex. Which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. (Very Popular) The 6th kind is called Courtroom Sex . This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws you in fr

A Gift From Heaven Above
You changed my world with a blink of an eye That is something that I can not deny You put my soul from worst to best That is why I treasure you my dearest You just don't know what you have done for me You even pushed me to the best that I can be You really are an angel sent from above To take care of me and shower with love When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear And your touch have chased away all of my fear You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile It is even better everytime you smile It so magical those things you've made To bring back my faith that almost fade Now my life is a dream come true It all began when I was loved by you Now I have found what I am looking for It's you and your love and nothing more Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment In my life something I've never felt I wish I could talk 'til the end of day But now I'm running out of things to say So I'll end by the line you alr

5 Reasons Why "letting Go" Is So Difficult
5 Reasons Why "Letting Go" Is So Difficult My earliest memory of "letting go" something takes me back to my toddler years. I was so used to the feeding bottle, and I couldn't understand why my parents insisted that I get used to a cup. I am an adult now. (I sometimes have to convince my self this!) During the years that have gone by, I have had to "let go" of many things. I am sure that you too, must have had your share. It could be shifting houses, migrating to another country, changing jobs, relationship break-ups, the death of a loved one..... The list goes on. The reality is that Change - is The Only Constant In Life. Life is such that sooner or later we have to "let go" something or someone we have become attached to. If you asked someone for advice on a "let go" matter, you probably have got lectures. Something in the lines of "Take my advice, I don't use it anyway". "Leave", "get over it", "move one", "You will get used to it". Have you gotten any of that lately? I

A Goodnight To An Angel
Yes, it is true that you were sent from up above I personally want to thanks him for creating you Created to be loved and sent to me; I will love you For everyday that goes by, you'll never miss those words I make it my business to say them to you I Cherish You, I Love You, and all the other romantic words Sweetie, you were sent from up above and you're perfect in every way No other comes near to you and no other can surpass you You were created perfectly and I see it this way You are already more perfect to me than others can see Your heart is better than gold and even a huge diamond rock; it also happens to be the most priceless one of all. You are always in my heart As I carry you there protecting you from harm I think of you I dream of you You are truly the one for me I made a wish one day It has come true God I thank you for bringing her to me You truly have sent me one from above I promise to cherish and love her for as long as I live Sweetie, I think of you

Confused
The government keeps deprivin us, bribin us into dept and further ingnorance, livin up ourselves but only to be crumbled to death I've been told so many tales till up untill today i've been left confused knowin the shoes of who the man drowned in our sins is just the point of views of ancient men, so i've been told, those who've contradicted the world hurled up tornadoes storms until they got the sea shell's pearl, word! How longer can u hold up a morage? dodgin Gods and God see the sun will always shine after it fogs guards stand in these vacekits keepin the truth from the curious faces, ancient ages ago I figured man interpreted as so when God spoke, go walk to the river he said, he saids when he talks you'll quiver, ohhh ok so he's just livestalk you need his liver. In ancient times one language was spoken but his knowledge is plenty.

1st Week
Alright I just finished my first week of classes (first two days of each class), and I think that I am going to enjoy it. I have about 40 some odd pages of papers to do, a paper a class, so four separate papers. Two of them are teacher directed, one has to do with medicolegal investigations of death (most likely I'll do this one on sharp force injuries), and then a paper on DNA typing (this I'm going with the MuMMer selection of the down sides of DNA analysis). Now for each class, and teacher associated with that class. I will start off with DNA and Medicolegal, since the teacher is the same person. DNA seems kinda boring, yay molecular biology. Medicolegal, the class I was afraid of, seems like it will be the class I will like the most. He told us about one of the M.E.'s he worked with that would splash blood at officers when they were standing too close during the autopsy. Kinesic interviewing and interrogation, all I can say is, who wants to play poker with me in January.

Shocking
47 % 1 in 2 women wher i live are raped half the girls where i live half moreover of that 47% 60% will have it happen more then once with differnt ppl or the same its disturbing In BC, sexual assault is twice the national average: Almost 1 out of 2 women in British Columbia have been sexually assaulted (47%). (D. Kinnon, "Report on Sexual Assault in Canada," Canadian Advisory Council on the Status of Women, Ottawa, 1981

Libra - The Harmonizer ( Sept 23 - Oct 22)
Remember, if you are on the cusp of another sign you most likely will have features of both signs...which may lead you into total confusion...... AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart (Jan 20 - Feb 18) Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. 11 years of bad luck if you do not forward. PISCES - The Dreamer ( Feb 19 - Mar 20 ) Generous, kind, and thoughtful. Very creative and imaginative. May become secretive and vague. Sensitive. Don't like details. Dreamy and unrealistic. Sympathetic and loving. Kind. Unselfish. Good kisser. Beautiful. 8 years of bad luck if you do not forward. ARIES - The Daredevil ( Mar 21 - April 19) Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) L

So Theres This Girl
Well theres this georgeous girl that has the most amazing ways of making me smile more than i have ever smiled before. Shes honestly truly amazing. If you are reading this Babygurl i love you and hope u get better soon.Anyways all it takes ais a single word from her and im falling all over the place I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!!!!!!! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO

8-23-07
Today is best for reviewing old business or thinking back on your personal history. Though you generally prefer the present (who doesn't?), you have a lot to learn from what went on before. =================================================== Could see how much this applies to what has gone on in the past. As far as the present I am focusing in on the future.

9/11 Facts....coincidental Or Not??
9/11 facts....coincidental or not?? (open Word 4 real!).... Body: and you KNOW me.. i never do or repost these things because they never work but this did. FREAKYYY.. Now listen to me! Read through all of this, and don't stop till you hit the bottom, or you'll regret it! UNITED WE STAND 1) New York City has 11 letters 2) Afghanistan has 11 letters. 3) Ramsin Yuseb (The terrorist who threatened to destroy the Twin Towers in 1993) has 11 letters. 4) George W Bush has 11 letters. 5) The two twin towers make an "11" This could be a mere coincidence, but this gets more interesting: 2) The first plane crashing against the Twin Towers was flight number 11. 3) Flight 11 was carrying 92 passengers. 9 + 2 = 11 4) Flight 77 which also hit Twin Towers, was carrying 65 passengers. 6+5 = 11 5) The tragedy was on September 11, or 9/11 as it is now known. 9 + 1+ 1 = 11 6) The date is equal to the US emergency services telephone number 911.

The Bullah Standards
1. Get off your lazy ass and stop using scrunchies! 2. No, I will not put out for a steak dinner and a Charm's Blowpop! 3. If I don't talk to you for a few days, I am not playing games. I just think you are really creepy and I don't want to hurt your feelings by telling you. 4. If someone sends you a picture and describes it as "The Caverns" don't fall for it. They do not mean a natural formation (Thanks Ron and Angie!) 5. Unless you are going to a costume party, banana clips are unacceptable. 6. You are not Poppin Fresh, so get rid of the muffin tops! PLEASE!!! 7. Beware of the gnomes! 8. Wash your hands before you touch my sister, you dirty raisin!!!!! 9. I don't care what your "real" name is, now you are TICO! 10. Two words..."chicken dance"! 11. Its fun to play the light weight on a date....he won't know what advantage hit him...tee hee (and be careful, it hurts the man feelings if you drink him under the table) 12. Who said

Dared Me
Ok, my great friend and sexy hot chillie, dared me to make a silly blog, so i'm writing in here to tell you to go give her some love, she's in desperate need of it... ROFLMFAO... there you go sweet chillie.. done for you MUAHHHHHHHHHH

Music Buff Needed!
Ok, here's the thing. This has been driving me crazy for about a week now and I figured since I (nor the immediate people around me) can figure it out....I would put it out in FUland. There is a song that was done in the early 90s (I think) that has what sounds like the same melody as the breakdown part (that starts on minute 1:45 of the below video) of Three Days Grace's "Scared." I think it might also have some of the same lyrics but I am not sure. It's basically the background music that clicks my brain to another song. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE try to help me figure it out! The first person to guess it right will win a free blast.

What A Dream...
...Ok, so last night I went to bed early, resulting in a very sextastic dream. It was a dream of somebody I like a lot. And I must say she is beautiful from the inside, out. Anyways, I saw her at the edge of a bed draped with silk and candles lit throughout the room. The window drapes were open, so I was able to see the luminance of the moon shine upon her figure. She sees me just stand there as if she's waiting for something spectacular to happen. And as she does, she smiles with the beauty of her heart, which always smiles and therefore makes me smile at the same time. I draw nearer to her and she seems to be a bit anxious as she observes me walking towards her. She appears to be wearing lingerie that you would see at Victoria's Secret or Fredrick's. Her hair curled to perfection, and her make-up makes her eyes stand out the most. I go to her and kiss her first with a putter kiss and then slowly develop into a makeout session. I put my hands around her neck, and seem to stimulate

Rachel
rachel i love you, and i have done you wrong. you trusted me to protect you, and love you. but i hurt you, because i didnt trust myself, i got scared, because of my insecurities. i let you down, and killed you inside. if only i knew how much you meant to me then, this wouldn't have happened. i cant breath with out you. all i want is to be with you again. so im telling the world what a fool i am, what an asshole i am, and what a piece of shit i am. if i have to get down on my knees and beg you to take me back, thats what i will do. i dont care what people think of me, all i care about is you and being with you. so this is my way of showing you, by telling the world, how sorry i am, and how much i love you, im nothing with out you

Dorfus Dippintush
MY NEW NAME IS IN THE SUBJECT.....DON'T LAUGH UNTIL YOU FIND OUT WHAT YOUR NEW NAME IS. We all need a little stress-reliever! This only takes a minute. Please don't be a bore and ruin it. Send it on to everyone you know including the person that sent it to you. Sometimes when you have a stressful day or week, you need some silliness to break up the day. If we are honest, we have a lot more stressful days than not. Here is your dose of humor... A. Follow the instructions to find your new name. B. Once you have your new name, put it in the subject box and forward it to friends and family and co-workers. Don't forget to forward it back to the person who sent it to you, so they know you participated and what your new name is. And don't go all adult - a senior manager is now known far and wide as Dorky Gizzardsniffer! The following is excerpted from a children's book, Captain Underpants And the Perilous Plot Professor Poopypant

So Tired!!
okay, now everyone freaking out in the office i hadn't time to eat lunch in the last 2 days :( and i eat only dinner when i get home (think that i drank tea with milk twice during the day and nothing else) work work work work... i guess now they realized my last week working in the bank will be the next one!! lol and i told them i'm quitting like like 10 days ago! well, what can i say? i'll be all tired and sleep a lot the whole weekend... but only after the graduation celebration on saturday morning heheheheh :P i'll take pics i promise but returning to the first point: I'M TIRED AND HUNGRY! tomorrow i need to go hunting new shoes for this suit i'll wear on saturday ... lol yay more shopping i'm tired for that too... I NEED VACATIONS PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Elevator Music
Another town on this lonely road, Travelling from where my strife was sowed, Where I had become the walking dead, Yet I still bop to the elevator music in my head. Three times loved, three times wife, Love has failed within my life, To hell with love, I've no more tears to shed, But I will continue to hum with the elevator music in my head. Again I will walk this trail in hopes that someday I will not fail and into love I will not tread. I will resist it with the elevator music in my head. And when it comes time that from my lips, come no more rhyme and I quietly lay within my earthen bed, Visitors may hear my elevator music in their head.

Uneasy Rider
Artist/Band: Daniels Charlie Lyrics for Song: Uneasy Rider Lyrics for Album: A Decade of Hits I was takin a trip out to L.A. Toolin along in my cheverolet Tokin on a number and diggin on the radio Just as I crossed the Mississippi line I heard that highway start to whine And I knew that left rear tire was about to blow Well the spare was flat and I got uptight Cause there wasn't a filling station in sight So I just limped on down the shoulder on the rim I went as far as I could and when I stopped the car It was right in front of this little bar Kind of a red-neck lookin joint called the Dew Drop Inn I stuffed my hair up under my hat And told the bartender that I had a flat And ywould he be kind enough to give me change for a one There was one thing I was sure proud to see There wasn't a soul in the place except for him and me He just looked disgusted and pointed toward the telephone I called up the station down the road a ways He said he wasn't very

New Contest
New Contest Your Best Salute to Fubar or ME! Be Creative! Contest will run two weeks starting August 31' 2007 6pm est - Sept 14' 2007 6pm est. Most comments wins - 1 rate = 10 points ( also used in case of tie ) / comments = 1 point Self commenting and commenting bombing is allowed Need at least 10 entries to start contest. 1ST Place Prize - $20.00 dollars to use as you wish 1mth VIP/ 7 Day Blast/ 10 Ticker Credits 2ND Place Prize - 3 Day Blast 3RD Place Prize - 50,000 in Gifts from the FuGift Shop. All entries will receive a trophy Rules - 1. Must fan rate add me to comment ( need to be on my friends to comment ) 2. no nsfw pics allowed 3. Be nice to other contestants no downrating allowed or rude comments or pic will be removed form contest. Send private message with link to pic to me ~*ღLadygrayღ*~@ fubar

Written 10-15-06
DON'T GIVE ME PROMISES ABOUT TOMORROW STILL FEEL THE PAIN OF YESTERDAY GRAND ILLUSIONS FROM YOUNGER YEARS THAT LIFE WS SUCH AN EASY GAME TO PLAY TOMORROW'S PROMISES TURN TO MEMORIES AS SHADOWS CHIP AWAY AT YOUR HEART FAIRWEATHER FRIENDS AND FOOLISH CHOICES MAKE YOU ILLFATED FROM THE START QUESTIONS ALWAYS REMAIN UNANSWERED THE ONES THAT BRING REAL PEACE OF MIND IS IT LOVE, OR MONEY AND POWER HOW TO GET ALONG IN A WORLD SO UNKIND LOCKED IN A PRISON CELL DOING TIME SENTENCED TO MISERY LONELINESS & STRIFE NO ONE WILL COME AND SET ME FREE AND FEEL THE SUNSHINE ONCE AGAIN IN MY LIFE PRAY TO THE LORD, IN THE DEAD OF NIGHT THAT THE ANGEL OF DEATH COME AND TAKE MY SOUL MY CURSE IS TO GO ON FOREVER WITH STORM CLOUDS IN THE DISTANCE, LISTENING TO THE THUNDER ROLL

My Adventure Starts Tomorrow
Well i found out that this sat there is a biggest loser audition...its not far at all and i am going to attempt to get on the show.. Yes i am overweight and i am telling people it.. i wont go into detail only a select few know.. anyways i believe that this will be a start to a new beginning.. even if i dont make the show.. i want to take this and turn it into a a positive either way. I use to be a athlete and i going to take that mentality of an athelete and put it into this journey. I have to be smart about it because of my foot.. but i am a determined lil big soul..lol.. i going to make a month to month scrapbook to start of things and i really did get pics.. yay!!! i am soo nervous about this audition but excited... wish me luck ill need it.. also the love and support of all my friends..

Drama
just letting it be known 1. I will not tolerate he said/she said or he did/she did BS anymore. 2.You can not and will not drag me into the middle of something that for starters is none of my business. 3. I am not interested in your sex life and problems it caused others. 4. I am not interested in who did you wrong and why if they aint fucked with me I got no problems. 5. You cant use me to get dirt on anyone else. Crazy? yes, but I aint stupid. 6. Im not a deck of cards, dont play me. 7. You may fool me and thats fine but be prepared cuz I can and always do find out the truth and I am not ashamed to confront you with it. So basically when you start shit, dont put it on my doorstep! Drama dont live here!

Nsff (not Safe For Fubar)
Ok now im sure people will take this the wrong way but here it goes anyway, cause im so misunderstood at times. im all for disablity and Social Security but nothing ticks me off more than people who abuse it. For example those people who have disabled parking stickers in their window, you see them and assume they are disabled... YET they get out of the vehicle and RUN to the front door of a store i just get tired and frustrated for having to pay for those "fakers" In All honesty, I would qualify for the standards to get the disabled Sticker, I had Open heart surgery at the age of 2 weeks old they took the main artery that goes too the heart and replaced it with a vein in my arm, so while most of you have a pulse, i dont :P. well in one arm anyway. But i can go out work a full 8 hrs on a job i am able to be athletic, i dont have any restrictions. I have been on unemployment once, and that was kinda nice, but it also made me open my eyes too something... Tax payers was actually

Update
Apparently, my poor little girl has a very mild case of whiplash. On Monday, my mom was rear ended, and had not even realized she had been hit. My mom has a more severe case of whiplash than my daughter. Both are seeking treatment. PEOPLE NEED TO PAY CLOSER ATTENTION WHEN THEY DRIVE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD!!!! She will be ok, but I'm still an unhappy momma, but then again who would be in my shoes?!

Just Venting....
You know there are times when you feel like expressing something out loud but at the same time you don't want to be judged for it well I'm having one of those epiphany moments and not sure what to do! I've had these ummmmmm emotions bottled up for sometime and I just pushed them to the back of my head but since yesterday for some reason they came forward and now I've done nothing but think about them! It's weird that always just suddenly happens to me! So, right now I'm broke and I'm a mess and not sure what to make of it and I want to shout it to the world but I know some people will not hear me out! :P Somehow I want the world to know everything but then at the same time I'm waiting for that "one" guy to take the time and have the patience to take down my wall and just a fair warning to him there will be a river of tears as I'm writing this now I'm crying which it's becoming hard to write this! :P But yeah is there anyone out there that will? A lot of things I don't do for my better

1990's
(If you're under the age of 13...you shouldnt even read this) and if you do, you should not repost this. Just because you were born in '97 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it. You're a 90's kid if: You can finish this [ice ice _ _ _ _ ] You remember watching: -Doug -Ren & Stimpy -Pinky and the Brain -AAAAAAAH Real Monsters! -Rockos modern Life. -Gargoils -Looney Toons You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You just cant resist finishing this . . . "iiiiiin west philidelphia born and raised . . ." You remember: -LEGENDS OF THE HIDDEN TEMPLE!!! -Step by Step -Family Matters!!! -Dinosaurs -Boy Meets World!!!! -Wild and Crazy Kids You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at scho

You Know You Are Living In 2007 When...
1. You accidentally enter your password on the microwave. 2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years. 3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. 4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you. 5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses. 6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries. 7 Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen. 8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't have the first 20 or 30 (or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it. 10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee. 11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : ) 12 You're reading this and nodding and laughing. 13. Even worse, you know exactly

For Her....
You ask if I love you And I choke on my reply I'd rather hurt you honestly Than mislead you with a lie And who am I to judge you In what you say or do I'm only just beginning To see the real you And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I wanna hold you til I die Til we both break down and cry I wanna hold you til the fear in me subsides Romance and all its strategy Leaves me battlin' with my pride But through the insecurity Some tenderness survives I'm just another writer Still trapped within my truth A hesitant prize fighter Still trapped within my youth And sometimes when we touch The honesty's too much And I have to close my eyes and hide I wanna hold you til I die Til we both break down and cry I wanna hold you til the fear in me subsides At times I'd like to break you And drive you to your knees At times I'd like to breakthrough And hold you endlessly At times I understand you And I know how

About Depressiong And Suicide
okay for starters if your gonna be an asshole or bitch about it dont even bother reading but if you truly have a heart maybe youll understand okay i have noticed alot of people have friends who have suicidal thoughts or have tried or a manic deressiant as i am and people think its stupid and yada yada yada open your fucking eyes people all you fucking critism does is fucking hurt that person worse have you ever stopped to think that maybe they told you this because they need help ... i mean come on some people dont talk about it for attention they talk about because they are fucking affriad and need coping recources to help with pain and i true friend would sit down and shut the fuck up and listen to them not just be like OMG your suicidal what a loser.... what if it was you think about it i spent a night in the ER and a week in a mental ward for taking a full bottle of pills and yes i said a full bottle i almost died and some of my truest friends just shut up and sat d

Good Bad..........im The Dj
so check this....... and what i thought was going pretty bad is now pretty good for the time being i mean dont get me wrong i was thinking i wasnt going to make it threw this little adventure of homelessness but sure enough i found a pretty good spot. im in the one place i thought i wouldnt be which is right near the place where i grew up and its in a real nice area as well it kind of reminds me of one of my ex's place that was up here (huh i really do miss her come to think of it) at any rate the friends who have let me stay here with them just offered me a room that is not occupied and i would only have to keep up the place a little for rent untill i find a good job which i already did they have even given me total athority over some of the rules and up keep of the house hold(muhaa silly fools) :OKAY NOW THE REAL BLOG: IVE (OOPS GET OUT OF CAPS) ive really been trying very hard not to snap at people or even have such a down like persona during the whole time of my littl

Horoscope August 24, 2007
A call or visitor brings a situation you have to deal with immediately, even if you're facing a million pressing tasks. There's nothing to be done but focus on the matter at hand. The sooner it's done, the better. hmm....

The Meeting-my Attempt At A Very Short Story!! (i Know I Cant Spell)
Well it was here at last the day they would meet for the first time. So far the day was going well she had butterflies but had kept busy trying not to think about it,but as the hours ticked away they where getting worse. As dinner time came it was only an hour till they would meet she was so nervous food was off the menu. The thought to call and cancel the meeting kept popping into her head,but she decided not to. They had been chatting on line and by phone for a few week,he had such a nice voice she could just listen to him for hours and he look very cute in the pic she had seen. She just hoped when they did meet she wasnt going to be a disappointment to him. Then that was it half an hour time to set off to the place they would meet,she felt sick with butterflies.Standing waiting for him to pick her up she had to fight the urge to go home,she had never felt so nervous about meeting some one. Finaly she saw the car pull up,my god she thought he's a good looking guy way better tha

Uniformity
Crime and Loot A Criminal's passionate pursuit Shoot dont please Please dont shoot Back and Forth Inside a cell of conviction Thier stomach rumbles for guidance Thier ears too deaf to listen Is it what just that's? That's just what it is A dyslexic life formula Too complex to comprehend Dreadful Days Dreadful Nights A flinch too quick They might end your dreadful life Like three, two, one One, two, three We can all be leaders Now follow me Through twisted plots To a land of Freedumb Were criminals are all around But we dont see them.

Tired Of It
ok im tired of people acting childish because i dont rate 10 all the time, i rate as i see fit, dont yell at me yell at the people who run this site, im only on here to meet people, i only rate a 1 if i hate the pic and i only rate a 10 if i really like the pic, if you dont like that then go somewhere where they only allow perfect people, im not perfect and nether are you, i can accept it can you? this is a public website not your pop contest in which everyone is a winner, if it makes you happy tell the people who run it to take out 1-7 and only keep 8-10 or even 9-10 so that you can feel like you are the most beautiful person in the world,

Lets Get Physical Last Time I Promise Lol
My Physical Survey Physical AppearanceHair Colorlight brown with highlightsHieght5'5"GlassesnoShoe Size9Casual or FormalcasualLong or Short HairlongManicured or NaturalnaturalEye ColorhazelLet's get PhysicalLights on or OffoffBed or TabletableRomantic or WildwildRisky or SaferiskyHugs or KissesbothEars or NeckneckWalk fast or SlowfastDance or Tap FootdanceWalk or RidewalkStay in or Go Outgo outSpontanious or PlannedspontaneousOrganized or FrazzledfrazzledEarly or LatelateTaken or SingletakenHigh Places or Well Groundedwell groundedSwimming or SkiingswimmingHiking or Beach Strollbeach strollVertical or HorizontalhorizontalBath or ShowerbathRoll-on or Sprayroll onHot or ColdHOTTongue or LipsTONGUEType or WritetypeRead or SingsingTalk or ListentalkOne of the Gang or OutsideroutsiderLoud or QuiteloudSchool or WorkworkSmoke or DrinkdrinkThanksgiving Dinner or Midnight Snackmidnight snackNapkin or Hand TowelnapkinTheater or RentalstheaterCandle lit Dinner or Pizzapizza

My First One...blog, Here, That Is
Ok...so my roomie turned me onto this site the other day. After fumbling around for about an hour, i've discovered i can write a blog here. Ya know...yer basic meanderings of the mind. Word vomit, so to speak. So, here's a brief history on me: Recent transplantee from cali to mass. Various reasons, none of which really require or need to be stated. Heh, i'm here, k??? Now what the hell do i do?? Not a clue. I've been "single" since around October last year, which is actually ok. Heh, my vibrator doesn't talk back, annoy me...unless it needs the batteries replaced. It's all good. I remember years ago thinking i'd grow old & be the bag lady you'd see hanging out in alley ways, or walking down the street. Course, i'd be a macy's bag lady..uh..or nordstroms. Haven't really met any guy i'm interested in, but then i haven't really attempted to meet anyone. I like the place new place. Cost of livings less. My crazy lil heathen dog gets to now live with his bitch (roomie

Collection Agencies
I am so pissed off. My grandmother passed away this past June & she had some hospital bills from her stay. She died in the hospital. Now the collection agency keeps calling to ask "her family" to pay the bill. I don't get it, it's not like she has to worry about having bad credit, and the hospital didn't save her and send her home. They couldn't help her and she died, and now they want to get paid for it. That is such b/s. How do they have the nerve to ask for money from someone who is deceased!!

Difference Between Men And Women
Difference Between Women And Men 1.NAMES If Laurie, Linda, Elizabeth and Barbara go out for lunch, they will call each other Laurie, Linda, Elizabeth and Barbara. If Mark, Chris, Eric and Tom go out, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla, Peanut-Head and Scrappy. 2.EATING OUT When the bill arrives, Mark, Chris, Eric and Tom will each throw in a $20 , even though it's only for $32.50. None of them will have anything smaller and none will actually admit they want change back. When the women get their bill, out come the pocket calculators. 3.MONEY A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs. A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need, but it's on sale. 4.BATHROOMS A man has five items in his bathroom: a toothbrush, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel from the Marriott. The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able

Urban Word Of The Day
August 24, 2007: Remasculate The opposite of [emasculate]. To grow one's balls back after they have been shrunken by an especially effeminate activity. God, the girlfriend dragged me to go see License to Wed... it was terrible. I had to remasculate afterwards by watching Die Hard: The Bloody Retribution.

Immediate Emotions (poem)
Immediate emotions Anger, Frustration, Aggravation, Aggitation, Sadness, Confusion, Bewilderment, Hostility, Slighted, Pissed, Stressed, Disappointed, Discouraged, Hurt, Alone, Isolated, Blue, Mad, Down, if I had a thesaurus nearby, I am sure this list would expand dramatically. Not having a good day, feeling as if I am not having a good life I know it is just a feeling and my life is really alright Shitty things happen all to often to us it seems When will the dark cloud lift and things be again like a dream? When will things all seem to fall in place? When will I again look in the mirror and see a smile on my face? When will our struggles be fewer not more? I guess when the day comes we are knocking on heavens door Life is all drama at least so it seems Life is a test to find our strengths hidden deep I feel like I have been tested much moreso than most I am wondering now if my life is just a joke I love lots of people and have been loved

Foul Mouth Jerks
Today I been hit up by so many foul mouthed jerks for just putting my opinion out there. This is the USA right..I'm not in some foreign fucking country where women don't have an opinion???? this asshole DJ Tripp...puts in my shout box: beccause i make all of them not safe for work... for one cuz i'm not a point whore... and for two because i dont need my shit reported anymore. People like that need to shit or get off the pot...if he can't take the comments then don't do the postings...shut the fuck up and move on. Like duh grow the fuck up asshole. He just came back under a different name and acted like a two year old child...lmao...sent me a thing that said get a clue...on how to be a better person and yet he can't even take constructive criticism...imagine that..hahahaa too fucking funny.

Top Signs You've Had Enoug Of The 90s
Signs You've Had Enough Of The 90's You try to enter your password on the microwave. You haven't played patience with real cards in years. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. You e-mail your work colleague at the desk next to you to ask "Do you fancy going down the pub ?" and they reply "Yeah, give me 5 minutes". You chat several times a day with a stranger from South America, but you haven't spoken to your next door neighbour yet this year. You buy a computer and a week later it is out of date. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends is that they do not have e-mail addresses. You consider The Postal Service painfully slow or call it "snail mail". Your idea of being organised is multiple coloured post-it notes. You hear most of your jokes via email instead of in person. When you go home after a long day at work you still answer the phone in a business manner. When you make phone calls from home, you accidentally insert a "9"

Hey
just to let you know, that i have graduated my basic training today. I am heading out for my Advance training tomorrow. Will stay intouch more when i get another internet access. Thanks for all the loves and comments, i miss you and love you all oh so much. Peace and love. Moe

You're The Man Now Dog
What is YTMND? YTMND is a site created for the purpose of furthering the creativity of its users. It stems from an idea that, using sound, and image, and some text, the users can convey a point, funny, political, or otherwise, to the general media.

Joke
Body: 1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do we

Hmm
Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why is "abbreviated" such a long word? *Why is it that doctors call what they do "practice"? Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour? Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food? When dog food is new and improved tasting, who tests it? Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes? Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections? You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why don't they make the whole plane out of that stuff?? Why don't sheep shrink when it rains? Why are they called apartments when they are all stuck together? If con is the opposite

Makes Sense
This woman should run for president. Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one ticked off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care about the Koran when the fanatics in the Middle East start caring about the Holy Bible, the mere

The King
Well this one was interesting... Not only did he try to cyber, he tried to justify his stupidity and insult my intellect in the process. During this IM he tried initiating a voice conference three times... he's not good at getting a hint. mike: hey Jessi: hey mike: whats going on Jessi: nothing much, what's going on with you? mike: nothing just woke up and im kinda horny lol Jessi: that happens mike west: r u horny mike west: lol You missed a call from mike. Jessi: don't you people ever read profiles? mike: no what does it say? Jessi: not to bother messaging me regarding sex mike: what u mean Jessi: I mean that if I'm horny I go get laid, not cyber You missed a call from mike. mike: what if u cant get laid in the morning lol Jessi: I can and even if I couldn't I don't need an audience to get off mike: well im not saying lets have cyber sex mike: but we can talk about sex You missed a call from mike. Jessi: that's the same th

Me , Myself And All The Others
Alittle About Me ........ I'm a Single dad trying to raise a 15 year old boy thats actually my best buddy . I'm a Southern Caif Auto Dealer ... I love the business .. gives me the freedom I need to do what I want when I want .... My Dream is in 3 years I'm selling everything and Moving to Fiji and opening up a bed and breakfest on the Beach ... If you've ever been there you know why .. As to why I'm here ... I'm not a friends whore or comment whore .. I've turned down alot of friends request not because I'm better or don't like you .. but theres a certain # of people I can feel comfy with and like .... #'s are just that .. their not friends .... Most on my friends list I've know for sometime and are special people in my life ... a few new ones are there cause they struck me as special in some way .... And Soon we'll form a lounge that well be very special and a tight knit group of friends ... So to that ........ I'm here but some days I'm there ..... Jim

Ok Guys...don't Do This!!
Hey there everyone! So, if any of you gentlemen are wondering how NOT to speak to me upon meeting...this is it. Seriously guys, I can't speak for all women, but I'm gonna say the MAJORITY don't wanna be talked to like this by a perfect stranger. It's just creepy. This was in the shout box, so ya gotta start from the bottom and work your way up. :D Enjoy his idiocy! new tothis: how rude bye ->Daizygirl1...: because I have a tendency to speak to people who rely on wit and intelligence new tothis: wow i just cam to your face thx new tothis: WHY?? ->Daizygirl1...: well, do what you will but the conversation is SO over lol new tothis: i am actually strokin off to u riight now i cant help it please dont be mad ->Daizygirl1...: well, I take care of my 3 children and I'm a full time student new tothis: yea well that is ok so what do u do for work fun ->Daizygirl1...: nope...don't even have one actually...I guess that makes me pretty technologicall

The First Time We Met
The First Time We Met The first time we met I didn't really know How we would turn out Or the way things would go We talked a few weeks Went out a few nights I didn't know how But something felt right That night in my car Looking into your eyes You kissed me the first time And caught me by surprise My head just soared I was in a different world Because I couldn't believe I was with this beautiful girl I kissed you in return Holding you in my arms Making promises to you To keep you safe and warm Robin LaRue Capps Copyright ©2007 Robin LaRue Capps

Working!!! For Those That Wanted To Know!
Hey guys, for those of you that wanted to catch me at work, i'll be starting shortly and on until it's too painful to keep going ;) if you don't know where to catch me, just click here and find the live video chat button ;) wishing you all a wonderfully freaky friday! also, those that haven't done so, please come check out the PsYko 5150 lounge, great people, great music ;)

Clothes
The clothes make the man. Clothes are an extension of how we see ourselves. If your clothes are praised or jeered, this may reflect the self-esteem curve you are currently riding. Losing clothes may indicate a feeling of vulnerability. If you don't believe this, strip in the mall and see how assertive you feel. It may also reflect a sexual or exhibitionist fantasy. Acquiring clothes can be a mixed event. Who hasn't gotten a gift of clothing that later became a story of bad fashion lore? However, acquiring clothing for yourself that fits perfectly and makes you feel powerful may herald a positive transition in self-esteem or perception. Sometimes, you may acquire clothing for special purposes or clothes that carry with them magical powers. In this instance, the clothing may represent a search for cosmic providence or protection.

Read This Could Change Ur Life.
Ok guys, this truly is freaky, the Phone literally rang as soon as I read The last word of this email!!!!! I am taking the bait Hope it works! What do I have to lose right? Just read the little stories and Think of a wish as you scroll all The way to the bottom. There is A message there - then make your Wish. I'm 13 years old, and I wished That my dad would come home from The army, because he'd been having Problems with his heart and right Leg. It was 2:53 p .m .. When I made My wish. At 3: 07 PM. (14 minutes Later), the doorbell rang, and There my Dad was, luggage and all!! I'm Katie and I'm 20 and I've been Having trouble in my job and on the Verge of quitting. I made a simple Wish that my boss would get a new Job. That was at 1:35 and at 2:55 There was an announcement that he Was promoted and was leaving for Another city. Believe me...this Really works!!! My name is Ann and I am 45 years Of age. I had always been single And had bee

Ghost Rider Needs Ur Help
Hey everyone> I've been so busy with contests this week , Now I need to finish mine up. I need only 2745 more bombs and its over. I really want this 1,000,000 Mansion. Here is the link to my pic. I thank you from the GHOST RIDER

Blonde Prays
A broke blonde decides to ask God for help. "Dear Lord," she prays, "if I don't get some cash, I'm gonna lose everything. Please let me win the lottery." Lottery night comes, but the blonde doesn't win. She prays even harder, saying, "God, why have you forsaken me? My children are starving. Please just let me win this once." Suddenly there is a blinding flash of light, and the blonde hears God speak. "Sweetheart, work with me on this," he says. "Buy a ticket."

13,500 To Level A Leveler
SHES ALWAYS THERE TO LEVEL EVERYONE AND WORKED HARD THIS WEEK TO GET DOWN TO HERE..GO SHOW HER LOTSA LOVE YOU WONT REGRET IT SHE LOVE YA RIGHT BACK DJFawn~Club Far~DJ Vampires Lair~Shadow Levelers~Fu-mum to Castironbitch, Dorkass and Funny Guy~#1 D@ fubar

Confusion
Yesterday, I was asked by a very good-looking young man to chat. Started out very innocent then turned on a dime. Instead of my usual, politely opting out of that type of conversaion, I joined in. Halfway through I was feeling......dirty, alone, scared disappointed in myself. Why...Why did I do this? My marriage sucks, I am not the girl I was in high school. The cheerleader who dated the star football player, the girl on the homecoming court, the one who never had to worry about a date to the prom but I am not an ugly duckling that feels they have to do anything to please. I once thought I was a strong woman with a purpose in life, to always make others feel happy. I am a good person, but yesterday I was a down right dirty person. OMG, what have I done. I know many of you out there are thinking, its not like you commited murder or anything but for me to bring myself to a level like that is like injuring my soul to the core. I have never felt so dirty in my life. Never again, w

Slayer Hell Awaits !!!!!
SLAYER will come on stage at 8:10 p.m. Prepare for the ultimate in heavy riffage to hit your computer screen on August 25th. And the best part? It's all LIVE! Watch Slayer shred in San Diego on August 25th from the comfort of your own chair. Starting today, Slayer fans can access daily video updates from the tour on their YeboTV.com profile pages — including interviews with the band and highlights from the tour leading up to the August 25 webcast. In addition to viewing the show live, fans will have a virtual all-access pass to the behind-the-scenes locations and activities leading up to the concert. YeboTV.com will have five cameras posted at various locations at the San Diego Sports Arena, and fans can choose if they want to check out catering, watch the stage be set up, or see the members of SLAYER arrive, as examples. In addition, YeboTV will have five video chat rooms where fans can converse about the show in real-time. Details for when these exciting features will go live

Save 10% On Your Order
I am a Passion Parties Consultant. I sell adult novelties. I am running a special for Fubar Members! All orders placed before 11:59pm cst tonight, can use the code GIVEME10 to save 10% off their entire order! If you have any questions, just shout. My website is http://divakaren.yourpassionconsultant.com Place an order and let the games begin!

How Far Would You Go For True Love
If you love someone how much should you do in order to show them how much you really care? If they say they love you; how much should you expect of them to prove to you that they really do? How often should you allow them to fall from grace and still be in your heart? What constitutes an unforgivable sin if you truly love someone? Last Question... When getting your heart broken doesn't even hurt anymore are you beyond the ablity to ever feel true love again? Would love to hear your answers. JBear

Dsc Fam Plz Read..
To my dsc family before I post this before I head to work. I'm not being mean or being a bitch. I would appreciate any one and everyone that I added and fanned, please add and fan me back. I'd definetly would appreciate it ilke you would like the favor back, It is very irritating. So please do that thank you.

I'm Done
My blood ran cold as ice today When I saw you smirk that way The temptation was so great To give in to nine years of hate I'm not the scared girl I was long ago I'm a new woman, you don't know God lives in me now And it's because of Him how I was able to drive right by And look you square in the eye I didn't quiver or shake I didn't dare hesitate You are no one to me anymore I've shut and locked that door And threw away the key The day He saved me

An Update....
It looks like the contest is going to be fun... I have 13 contestants so far, and ready for this? Most of my contestants are well known mummers!!! Thats right, mummers....so this should be very interesting!!!! I will send all contestants notice a little bit before I open the folder.... I need at least 2 more people so if anyone knows someone who should enter, please send them to my page!!! I might give a sneak peek of the contestants before the contest...

Hell - Exothermic Or Endothermic?
The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid-term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well. Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different Religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state that

Comment Bomb My Pic And Save A Kitten
everytime someone bombs my pic in the contest i am in, god saves a kitten. please save as many kittens as you can!!! please click the pic below and save as many kittens as you can

Your Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 148 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Re: Severely Injured Marine Needs Ur Prayers
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: US NAVY WWII MEMORIAL SITE Date: Aug 24, 2007 4:25 PM Severely Injured Marine Needs Ur PrayersJeremiah Here is the story that I had just finished writing when you & I started talking last night. Mary Hello EveryoneThis week, I want to do something that we've never done before. Today I received a message from our group member Barbara, or some know her as her MySpace profile name of, Sought Out 7. In her message, she shared with me that her son Jeremiah had been injured again in Iraq. Jeremiah was our honored Marine of the week, back in July of this year and in this story, it shared how he had been injured in Iraq prior, in July 2005. I added a message to the bottom of that story from back in July of this year, to bring it to the top of our message board, so it can be easily found again. 'A price for freedom'Back in 2006, Jeremiah said five of the original 13 in his squad were either killed or wounded so severely that t

The Value Of Friends
A well-known speaker started off his seminar by: holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we make a

Thank You To Our Military!! ( Petition Hwy 401: Hwy Of Heroes)
There is a petition circulating on the net to have a portion of Highway 401 designated as the "Highway of Heroes". The web site reads Quote Let's officially designate 'Highway of Heroes' In Ontario, when a Canadian soldier dies for his country in Afghanistan they touch Canadian soil at Canadian Forces Base Trenton. From there, a funeral procession leaves the base and heads to Toronto, Ontario taking our departed heroes to the Centre for Forensic Sciences. Along the 172km path of Highway 401 people fill the overpasses to show their support, waving Canadian flags and signs, in a sort of paying their respects to the fallen and their families. It's been unofficially dubbed the "Highway of Heroes" and I personally would love for an official naming of the 401, from Trenton to Toronto down to the Don Valley Parkway "The Highway of Heroes". It's already called that to the thousands of people who line the bridges along the way and it should be remembered as such in the future for generati

Shes Been There
her smile shines althrough the day, u can see a twinkle in her eyes that shows shes happy,but for some reason shes blue every morning when its time to get up,her voice is loud u can hear her from miles away, and u can also feel the vibration of her comin your way, shes good to me so ive been good to her, but at night is the best part thats when she acts black,if u cross her she'll make u pay 4 that, but she been there when i need her the most, shes was always there when i was too drunk walk, when my cuzzin need someone to get him from school and she came quick when the police were invovled, i love this girl shes mines til the end only sortin people can have her as a friend.

It Is Now Time For All My Freinds To "shine"
To All My Family,Friends,And Fans! As you all know I never ask for any type of help,ratings or comments from anyone. I send out Lots of Comments to Alot of people and never ask for anything in return,except for them to be a friend. Well,the time has come for all of my people to "SHINE" for me,as i am asking you all to go to a very dear Friends profile and extend some of the Love that i send to all,to Her She has been accused of being a "FAKE" and If you know her, you would know that not to be true! She as REAL as the Sun Risin' in the Morning! She has told me she is sick of this. She Told me that she may leave here. If this were to happen. I WOULD BE CRUSHED! All i ask is to stop by and leave a little Love to Her Let her Know that she is supported here. Tell her i sent ya She really needs her spirits Lifted. So,I say to you all My Great Friends,Just give a Little, of what you get from the good people here! Jus

P_neis
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for thefollowing reasons: I do physical labor. I work at great depths. I plunge headfirst into everything I do. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. I work in a damp environment. I work in a dark workplace that has poor ventilation. I work in high temperatures. My work exposes me to contagious diseases. Sincerely, P. Niss The Response: Dear Penis: After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the administration rejects your request for the following reasons: You do not work 8 hours straight. You fall asleep after brief work periods. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. You do not stay in your designated area and are often seen visiting other locations. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shift. You don't always observe necessary safe

Tonight!!
Chance Encounters is Re-opening it's Doors!!!!!! Come join in on the fun Tonight starting at 9:00 p.m. CST. Door prizes to all how come and join our lounge! Brought to you by: Yoda ~ CT Hubby for Calissta ~ Confederate Bombers of CT ~ Club F.A.R. ~ bbG Fan Train ~@ fubar Calissta ♥♥ DJ_Goddess ♥♥ Vampy Priestess ♥♥ Yoda's CT Wife@ fubar

The Life We Are In
In a world so full of hate GOD I pray it's not all our fate The lives we live, so full of sin Never giving ourselves a chance to win We convince ourselves that this is love Pretend to believe in sometring upabove Our faith we never really give Cause who in trhis world really wants to live In a place consumed with grief How can anyone get any relief Tears they come more than smiles And laughter lasts only for awhile Sinners choose to live as they please Never give love only spread disease This place we are in is shed with blood We tell ourselves if we could We'd take our chances with hell Try to convince ourselves that it's just as well No one here lives for free It's in our souls that we must believe!!

Highway Of Heroes
HIGHWAY OF HEROES There is a petition circulating on the net to have a portion of Highway 401 designated as the "Highway of Heroes". The web site reads Quote Let's officially designate 'Highway of Heroes' In Ontario, when a Canadian soldier dies for his country in Afghanistan they touch Canadian soil at Canadian Forces Base Trenton. From there, a funeral procession leaves the base and heads to Toronto, Ontario taking our departed heroes to the Centre for Forensic Sciences. Along the 172km path of Highway 401 people fill the overpasses to show their support, waving Canadian flags and signs, in a sort of paying their respects to the fallen and their families. It's been unofficially dubbed the "Highway of Heroes" and I personally would love for an official naming of the 401, from Trenton to Toronto down to the Don Valley Parkway "The Highway of Heroes". It's already called that to the thousands of people who line the bridges along the way and it should be remembered as su

Yes!!! Nfl Has Done The Right Thing!
YES!!! The NFL pulled through and have sent the right message :D NFL suspends quarterback Michael Vick indefinitely after he files plea By DAVE GOLDBERG and LARRY O'DELL, Associated Press Writers August 24, 2007 AP - Aug 24, 6:40 pm EDT No matter how nuanced his confession for involvement in dogfighting, Michael Vick got no leniency Friday from the NFL. Commissioner Roger Goodell suspended the Atlanta Falcons quarterback indefinitely without pay, just hours after Vick filed a plea agreement that portrayed him as less involved than three co-defendants and guilty mainly of poor judgment for associating with them. Vick acknowledged bankrolling gambling on the dogfights, but denied placing bets himself or taking any of the winnings. He admitted that dogs not worthy of the pit were killed "as a result of the collective efforts" of himself and two co-defendants. Goodell wasn't moved and didn't bother to wait until Monday, when U.S. District Judge Henry E.

The Wedding Plan!!!
Site: To be determined. Outside. The wedding prayer: Cherokee Prayer "God in heaven above please protect the ones we love. We honor all you created as we pledge our hearts and lives together. We honor Mother Earth and ask for our marriage to be abundant and grow stronger through the seasons. We honor fire - and ask that our union be warm and glowing with love in our hearts. We honor wind - and ask we sail through life safe and calm as in our father's arms. We honor water - to clean and soothe our marriage– that it may never thirst for love. All the forces of the universe you created, we pray for harmony and true happiness, as we forever grow young together. Amen." Possible Wedding Vows (Will change a little): GROOM STEP 1: O’ my beloved, our love has become firm by your walking one with me. Together we will share the responsibilities of the lodge, food and children. May the Creator bless noble children to share. May they live long. BRIDE STEP 1: This is my commi

Wrote By '*devilishlangelicdawn*thegrimreapermymaster*d.a.g.*'
My mind is pregnant with disillusions, With all the lies you tell, The blood u sucked from my heart made me pale, Closed my eyes, Feed on my trust, Every word you say, Makes everyone believe, Don't they see my pale corpse laying on your feet?, I guess they want to wind up like me, You seduce them with your song of death lies and everything you say, One day you will pay, My ghost will seek revenge, And drag you back to the bowels of the hell which u escape, Again there u will dwell.

Wth Were They Thinking
Today went great Blake got on his bus and was very excited!!!!!!!! Well a few friends came over so I went out with em and my girls till about 8... When I got home my mom tells me they lost my son....Come to find out his teacher put him on the wrong bus and didn't get home til almost 5 His teacher put him on the wrong bus because the buss drivers couldn't decide which bus he was going to ride...first it was bus 8 then it was bus 6 then it went back to bus 8 holy shit MAKE UP YOUR MINDS!!!!!!!!!!!!! But other then that he said he had a great day...he brought me home 3 papers the colored and one of em with his hand that said I Love You!

Antoinette
I remember Antoinette - gangly woman/girl (not quite grown), honey colored hair limply framing her long (often sad) face, eyes like candle flames. Her brothers and her father always called her Andy. I kissed her once while dancing underneath a mirror-ball, slowly, first, beneath the ear, then tentatively on her tender lips - she cried. I never understood the scattered pieces of Antoinette - I was only seventeen and never said goodbye, just goodnight - and never saw her again. Thirty years are gone - I can still smell her hair and hear her muffled sobs; I still see her in a strapless prom dress across the dark gymnasium and I wonder who she really was and what became of Antoinette. © All rights reserved

Elvis
Elvis Barrett blows smoke rings and businessmen, smells their money on the dresser and they think his smile is for them. Every hustle has a dollar sign. Friday nights in Newark are as rich as he will ever be, but that's enough for Elvis. It takes a lot of liquor to wash away the white crust of his dreams gone south. He was all the rage once - jumping queues and striking poses in Manhattan night clubs - hobnobbing with the hoi polloi (back when he was pretty). Tomorrow Elvis will pour 54 Percodans into his trembling hand, choke them down with sloe gin, and piss himself while he falls into dreamless sleep. He'll only be missed by his mother and an ink salesman from San Mateo who loves him like a son but treats him like a bitch. Goodnight, sweet prince. © All rights reserved

Do I Ever Get Anything Right?
I sometimes wonder, do I ever get anything right? I mean, someone is always mad at me. The ex for not signing papers to refinance the house or anything we have to do together...then there is my parents that don't think I do anything right and yell at me almost everyday, mostly dealing with how me and the ex are dealing with the kids....then there is my sister that is trying to make me a better person, but I'm just not living up to the expectations....I'm on the computer too much, I'm not working enough, I'm not doing what they say, I'm moving out to be on my own, I'm not staying with them longer, I let the ex have the kids too much, the ex don't pay child support, I'm going to school and not working more, I stay up too late, I'm not doing things they want me to do when they want me to do them, I don't stand up to the ex like they want me to...... So, what am I suppose to think? What am I suppose to do?

Food
As I sit here writing this my stomach growls at me. I try to hush it with some water. This lack of food is not due to there not being food in the house, there is always something I can find. But more of a personal demon trying to survive. The demon that tells me feeling hungry all the time is normal and eventually it can just go away. That I can survive on just water and energy pills. I know the demon is lying to me but it is hard to ignore the demon. I have known it for so long and can easily find comfort in its cruel arms. It is like the love for an abusive lover. One will keep going back just because it is safer to know that one will not be alone instead of being safe. The demon has been there for me when a guy hasn't, and has made me happy when I see the scale drop from the day or week before. The demon convinced me that a weight of 122 is a better goal to try for than a more healthy but heavier weight of 130. My friends all fight for me to hear their voices that it is

The Flavor Of A Penny
I know this will seem odd, but bear with me. I am estimating the speed of a sneeze in the broad stillness left by her departure, and the allergic scratchings, like branches of some spirit tree on the shell of her that my hands have found. Twenty-five years have passed, yet her nipple still folds into my mouth with the odd flavor of a penny - I must wash it down with liquor (but it returns, knocks on my door, and beckons me to the grave of her grey skin). I'm so tired of gin - the word is knotted to me like Emily, forcing me to take smaller breaths until I am no longer sure that I am alive. We'll never escape the circle game of drunkenness and rutting, dead, and fucking to prove we aren't - our legacy has become forty-six condoms and a five-day cycle, every month until our children are born, new ghosts erupted from her tears (and mine). Christ, I am alone, again, in the quaking stillness of her departure, held captive by dreams of her return.

Learning To Cuss
A 6 year-old and 4 year-old are upstairs in their bedroom. "You know what?" says the 6 year-old. "I think it's about time we started cussing". The 4 year-old nods his head in approval. The 6 year-old continues, "When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with 'hell' and you say something with 'ass'. The 4 year-old agrees with enthusiasm. When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year-old what he wants for breakfast, he replies,"Aw hell Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios." WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out with his mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. She locks him in his room and shouts," You can stay in there until I let you out." She then comes back downstairs, Looks at the 4 year-old and asks with a stern voice, "And what do YOU want for breakfast, young man?" "I don't know," he blubbers, "but you can bet your fat ass it w

So...
So yeah.. start the game off and we're doing GREAT .. scored a touchdown right away! Score another in the 2nd quarter. Then we start noticing lightening.. ref's hadn't noticed it yet. Gets down to 11 minutes in the 2nd quarter.. they delay the game for lightening. So we take off and go to McD's to waste some time. Get back to the field.. and they say ok the game will start at 9:40 .. the game start back up and I swear.. before they even get 2 plays done there is another front moving in ...... grrrrrrrrrr so they ended up calling the game and we finish playing it tomorrow nite. We're up 13-0

Changes
Just about the time I think I have it figured out, something else changes. A few months ago my last kid moved out. I packed up her stuff and put it in the garage and drug in my stuff. Started setting up a guest/craft/computer room for myself. Didn't really get the room where I wanted it but had a good start on it. Thught I had all the time in the world to do it. Now she is moving home. I really liked living alone, little things were big adventures. Like not coming straight home from work, running around in PJ's all weekend if I wanted to. Cooking or not cooking. Now I need to change the way the kid and I relate. She is not a little girl anymore and I am not mommy. This is weird. Rules have to be set down right away. She will pay rent, utilities, food, and gas if I have to drive her around. She has to have a job. She will help with house work. And I get to use the computer and phone when I want to and for as long as I want to. I need to let her be an adult. O

Fayetteville
i dont like it here... in fact i hate it... I miss all my friends from Minnesota all my friends from washington... i miss having a life and knowing ppl. i haven't met anyone on here so far that was worth my time and effort. there's so many almost straight druggies out here it kills me. and guys... fuck they're the worst here. (no offense) but they get all 'i wanna be your man' and then they disappear like a figment of my imagination. i have a job, but i hate it. i hear kelly springfield (goodyear tires) is hiring a massive amount of ppl like everyday, and so that's where I'll be monday... aren't there 'normal' ppl here that you can just hang out with and act well, civil? I thought i'd try looking for military ppl to talk to, since i'm used to them, but it seems like they're all so full of themselves out here... or maybe i'm just so generally dissatisfied with everything around me right now, that i can't see the good in front of my face... who knows! alright i'm do

You Can Be The Man Of Your House".
The husband had just finished reading a book entitled "You Can Be The Man of Your House". He stormed to his wife in the kitchen and announced, "From now on, you need to know that I am the man of this house and my word is Law. You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight and when I'm finished eating my meal, you will serve me a sumptuous dessert. After dinner you are going to go upstairs with me and we will have the kind of sex I want. Afterwards, you are going to draw me a bath so I can relax. You will wash my back and towel me dry and bring me my robe. Then, you will massage my feet and hands and fluff my pillows and make me comfortable for a good night's sleep.Then tomorrow, guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair?" The wife replied, "The fuckin' funeral director would be my first guess."

Enlighten Me
some1 please enlighten me....why is it that women always say that they want a nice understanding faithful honest man.....but then when they have that they dump us our cheat on us our continuously lie to us? Hell the last girlfriend I had actually dumped me for being too good. She said I was perfect I treated her and her daughter like goddesses. I even gave up my dream job to get a better paying job for them, I had taken her daughter in as my own. What was most horrid in that whole situation was that I hadn't just lost her I lost my beautiful babygirl...I still miss her every day so please some1 tell me why. Why when I do everything they treat me like shit? Not a single one of them has been able to come up with a reason, none of them had a bad word to say about me...well newayz thanks all.

Navajo Chant
House made of dawn. House made of evening light. House made of the dark cloud. House made of male rain. House made of dark mist. House made of female rain. House made of pollen. House made of grasshoppers. Dark cloud is at the door. The trail out of it is dark cloud. The zigzag lightning stands high upon it. An offering I make. Restore my feet for me. Restore my legs for me. Restore my body for me. Restore my mind for me. Restore my voice for me. This very day take out your spell for me. Happily I recover. Happily my interior becomes cool. Happily I go forth. My interior feeling cool, may I walk. No longer sore, may I walk. Impervious to pain, may I walk. With lively feelings may I walk. As it used to be long ago, may I walk. Happily may I walk. Happily, with abundant dark clouds, may I walk. Happily, with abundant showers, may I walk. Happily, with abundant plants, may I walk. Happily, on a trail of pollen, may I walk. H

Pickup Lines
Why is it that soooooo many men feel the need to use pickup lines in order to talk to us women?? I mean...seriously...haven't we gotten past that?? I know for me personally....I'm more impressed if a man approaches me....introduces himself....and tries to strike up an intelligent conversation....versus a man who comes up to me and says something like "did it hurt....when you fell from heaven"....are there any men out there who can just be themselves????

Quit My Job
So yeah... I Quit my job tonight. I finally snapped. Sick of people walking al over me, and picking fun at me, and treating me like crap. I have worked there for 3 yrs over the past 4 yrs. I asked for two weeks off and even got the days covered and I still had to work two of the days, because it wasn't an "Official Vaction". A month later the NEW cook ask for tens days off a week before and gets them all covered..... even the owner covered five of the days. i had mine up for like 3 months and still i had to beg people to cover my shifts and till had to come in on my vaca and work.

Hate Being Used
ok i hate being used as a babysitter ok. now some of you know that i was babysitting not anymore the kid was a punk to my son threw things at him. bit him 3 times and the dad did not care. i called them all day the other day then left them a message well they did not call me no they called my husband just because he has way with words. can we say the guy is a pussy who is scared of women lol pussy. then he called my husband again tonight and told him he has 20 bucks for me. i have now have rules for this shit.

Smashing Pumpkins - Mayonnaise
Fool enough to almost be it Cool enough to not quite see it Doomed Pick your pockets full of sorrow And run away with me tomorrow June We'll try and ease the pain But somehow we'll feel the same Well, no one knows Where our secrets go I send a heart to all my dearies When your life is so, so dreary Dream I'm rumored to the straight and narrow While the harlots of my perils Scream And I fail But when I can, I will Try to understand That when I can, I will Mother weep the years I'm missing All our time can't be given Back Shut my mouth and strike the demons That cursed you and your reasons Out of hand and out of season Out of love and out of feeling So bad When I can, I will Words defy the plans When I can, I will Fool enough to almost be it And cool enough to not quite see it And old enough to always feel this Always old, I'll always feel this No more promise no more sorrow No longer will I follow Ca

Marrage
my marrige is over my husband left me. i feel like my whole world is falling apart so fast i can't stop it. i keep thinking that if i would of stopped trying to change him so much to actually change myself a little things would be ok, like if i wasn't such a bitch he woulded of been such of an ass. i don't know wat to do anymore.

Fleetwood Mac - Don't Stop
If you wake up and dont want to smile, If it takes just a little while, Open your eyes and look at the day, Youll see things in a different way. Dont stop, thinking about tomorrow, Dont stop, itll soon be here, Itll be, better than before, Yesterdays gone, yesterdays gone. Why not think about times to come, And not about the things that youve done, If your life was bad to you, Just think what tomorrow will do. Dont stop, thinking about tomorrow, Dont stop, itll soon be here, Itll be, better than before, Yesterdays gone, yesterdays gone. All I want is to see you smile, If it takes just a little while, I know you dont believe that its true, I never meant any harm to you. Dont stop, thinking about tomorrow, Dont stop, itll soon be here, Itll be, better than before, Yesterdays gone, yesterdays gone. Dont you look back, Dont you look back.

How Did We Get Here?
My brother It has been over a year since my bother had passed away, I remember this event with great detail. A few weeks before he had passed my mom called my telling me that my bother was in the hospital with a liver problem. About ever other day I would get a call on his status, this was like riding a rollercoaster… He went to possible recovery to No recovery… The Call The call came in at dinner time on a Sunday – My bothers condition has turned for the worst. This time I knew that there was no way he would pull out because my mom had bought ticket for me to fly out to California… As I scrambled to get packed and ready to leave I was sick to my stomach – My bother who I have only talked to a few time in the past 12 years was ill and I had no idea how ill he had been… I arrived to California on a Tuesday – I stepped into the hospital and was met by my mom, my younger bother, and my bother's wife… we all hugged and then I proceed to get caught up on his condition… Betw

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Bad Day Or Just Me?
I am here working on another mix, and been working on designs all day as usual, but I notice I am doing more free work for those who claim they will pay but don’t. Or say they will do what they can to support and help and as much as I personally appreciate any time anyone gives to help. When does some one say enoug is enough and call it quits? Or am I just having a bad day? And i am not meaning everyone -- I knwo there will be several reading this thinking it means them -- but I am sure different situations make different reasons. I am just referring to those who I finalized my work for and bam never hear a word again and no reply back for payment or what they said they would. I am just having a bad day lol I guess........................ I do have to say there are some I adore because they do what they say and I have more respect for those people than anything and will do everything I can for them. Also don’t forget to vpte for your favorite DJ’s at djmag.com I did and i encourage

Week 2
I love my new job. This week went fast. Yey. My boss is great, everyone in the group (of 9) is awesome, and everyone is super intelligent. And all a bunch of geeks! So, I am quite content in what I am doing. There was another job that I was being recruited for at the same time. It was a job I really didn't want, but I told a very dear friend of mine about it, and he's interested!!!! I hope he get's it if he wants it. I've been really tired since going back to work. It's just amazing how a job really cuts into your free time. I've been coming home and having to work on homework for my class, do dishes and make dinner. But I like that my wife is well taken care of. And it gives her more reason to appreciate me. She's bed ridden for the moment due to a ruptured disk, and the pain is intense. She's being treated for it, but it takes a lot of time for those to heal. I like being able to blog here. Even if no one reads it, it does let me express a lot of stuff. So fellow Fubari

Political Soapbox
I received an email from a friend who sent me one of those patriotic chain letters that said that I shouldn't be so selfish as to always worry about my little problems when there are soldiers fighting in Iraq. Here is my reply: It's not that I don't support the troops, but I hate these type of emails. Those Americans soldiers weren't forced into the military. They voluntarily signed their life away. And if we didn't have such a screw-up as a president, they wouldn't be over in Iraq. So many self-righteous hypocrites act like if we don't think about the soldiers "protecting our freedoms" (uh, more like "killing Iraqis") every single day, we aren't patriots and are somehow committing some sin. I think it's more patriotic to question our government, to make sure that it's doing what it's supposed to do, and hold it accountable when it doesn't, than to just blindly trust it and fall in line. I just hate any chain letters, including stuff like this or "my 6 year old daughter has le

Crazyness
Im an honest person But alot of people think Im crazy Due to me being so truthful After the facts are proven to be true From what I say People dont say there sorry to me just wonder how I knew Its a mystery like how secret societys stay in power Each election A new person gets in but since kennedy was killed Its always been skull and bones in charge But now its to ovious So the next president will be a members wife And give Him a high ranking place Your about to vote for bush again but only in a sence then a war on Iran will begin If it dosin\'t before hand Because society has been sexist for to long So you want a women in charge now Not that it matters anyways Your voting machines can be hacked by the Cia She will win Al gore should have won last time so you cant say its not possible... The world you know is an illusion Almost everything the tv and your leaders tell you is bullshit Your true enemy is money (The world bank) (Oil tycoons) They br

Back To Work:(
I AM SORRY THAT I HAVEN'T BEEN ON LATELY, BUT I AM BACK TO WORK...SUMMER IS OVER AND I WORK 5 DAYS A WEEK... I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS N FANS,FAMILY :) JUST THOUGHT THAT YA MIGHT WANT TO KNOW WHY I HAVEN'T LOGGED ON THAT MUCH..HAVE A AWESOME DAY AND I LOVE YA:)

She's Pimpin Out Her Husband ;) Heres Your Chance
Now that I have your attention, ladies.....this is NOT a joke. I'm helping my husband find a 'playmate'. We have an open marriage and since I've been 'lucky' lately, he's asked me to help him in his search. I promised to do my best. This is part of keeping my promise. He's looking for a reasonalbly attractive, natural born female, beween 25 and 50 years of age (exceptions can be made for the right person), and living in or around the Renton WA area (25 mile radius [again, exceptions can be made for the right person]). Height, race, coloring, etc., doesn't matter. And while he prefers HWP, being 10 to 15lbs over the ideal is okay. Bisexual is also prefered but not neccessary. Must be STD/drug free (a little 'herb' usage is okay). A smoker and/or light drinker is okay. Honesty is a MUST! If married (or have a significent other), please make sure you're allowed to 'play'. We don't go behind each other's backs and we don't want to become the 'other person' in some divorse case! No head

Finally!
Well after searching for 3 months since moving to Nashville, I finally found a house! Lil pink house on the corner! LOL Definately will be painted before winter! I can't wait to empty my storage unit and get busy to starting my new life! Good things to come. Now if I could just get a band going I would be set!

Helpful Household Tips
A few helpful household tips you probably never have needed, but I've learned. 1) Christmas Ornaments and Washing Machines full of clothes don't mix. 2) A dryer with a fabric softener sheet is a good way to get little shards of glass (from an ornament maybe) out of clothes. 3) Wash and Wear clothes still need to be dried. 4) Hanging a Wash and Wear shirt while sitting in front of a fan doesn't work well. 5) Blowing on powdered dishwasher detergent to spread it around (and out of the holder so it can snap shut...) doesn't work well. 6) Powdered detergent burns the eyes when it gets into them.. Hope these help, and hope that I have no more household misadventures.

Who I Am
I thought it would be an idea to introduce myself, and tell you all a little about me. I am 28yrs old, living in the city of Norwich in the UK. I am a big fan of rock/metal/goth music, and spend most of my spare time listening to it. I study the psychology of cults & serial killers, as I like to know what could motivate the behaviours shown by them. My favourite subject of study ar the Manson Family, as there is so much that just wasn't reported or was distorted about them. I have a facination with all things Vampire related, and have had since I was about 7, to the point that I even have some reproduction 17th/18th century clothing. I like piercings, I have 11 so far, and plans for at least 4 more within the next year. I am a very easy going guy, and enjoy good conversation, especialy if it's intelligent. Well thats me, I'm sure some of you will have questions you want to ask, and I will be happy to answer them

Inside A Guy's Head (ty ~angel~)
When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile ____________________________________________ When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand ____________________________________________ When she wants a hug she will just stand there ____________________________________________ When you break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later ____________________________________________ When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind ____________________________________________ When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply ____________________________________________ When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around ____________________________________________ When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all fine __________________________

Morons!
I was playing in an online tournament last night for over three hours. 5000 players entered and at this point in the tourny there was less than 400 left. I had AK. I made a hefty raise and had 2 other players call my raise. I get an Ace on the flop but also a low straight draw. I bet big. The one guy folds and the other re-raises. I figure I have the best hand because unless he has 2,5 I'm good. Sure enough the moron called my pre-flop raise with a 2,5 off suit!!! He got a straight on the flop. Fuckin ridiculous! Over 3 hours of play for nothing because one idiot didn't know how to play poker right. I hate playing a perfect game only to lose because another player played his cards wrong and lucked out.

Need All The Luck I Can Get. I'm A Capricorn
ARIES - TheDaredevil Energetic. Adventurous and spontaneous. Confident and enthusiastic. Fun. Loves a challenge. EXTREMELY impatient. Sometimes selfish. Short fuse. (easily angered.) Lively, passionate, and sharp wit. Outgoing. Lose interest quickly - easily bored. Egotistical. Courageous and assertive. Tends to be physical and athletic. AQUARIUS - The Sweetheart Optimistic and honest. Sweet personality. Very independent. Inventive and intelligent. Friendly and loyal. Can seem unemotional. Can be a bit rebellious. Very stubborn, but original and unique. Attractive on the inside and out. Eccentric personality. 11 years of bad luck if you do not forward. GEMINI - The Chatterbox Smart and witty. Outgoing, very chatty. Lively, energetic. Adaptable but needs to express themselves. Argumentative and outspoken. Likes change. Versatile. Busy, sometimes nervous and tense. Gossips. May seem superficial or inconsistent, But is only changeable. Beautiful

Leaving Fubar
I am going to be deleting off from this site in a few days. Anyone wanting to keep in touch with me can email me at RednKarl@gmail.com I would love to hear from yall. I just dont get on here enough now to make it worth my while or anyone elses to stay here. Email me if you want to keep in touch. hugs, Cindy

All Of Me!
~**ALL~OF~ME~!! I'm so tired of being the "ONE", the one who every one hates. Listening to all their childish fears. If they are not gonna be a friend I wish they would just leave, leave me alone. Their presence still lingers, and it won't leave me alone. The pain is to real and the pain will never heal. Time can not erase all the bad, it only gets worse. When you cried I was there to wipe your trears, and held your hand through all the pain. No matter what it seems you still have all of me. Now you have bound me with the life you left behind. I've tried so hard to tell myself you are gone even though you was with me I was alone all a long. I thought you was real, but all you did was make me feel broken. I love the way you laugh, and I held you high and felt all your pain and sorrow. I keep a photograph of our happiness, and I don't feel right when you are gone away. I don't feel you near. The worst is over now, now I can breathe again. There is so much for you t

Gone For A Few Days
Ok i will be gone on mon the 27th mite be home on the the 28 at the latest on the 29th I am going in for a surgery on my heart they told me its beating way to fast and they have to slow it down if not it could kill me....ummm so i hope to see all of y'all when i get back *hugs and kisses* Much love blue eyes aka grace

Happy Birthday !!!!!!
Hey .. if you've come to check this out . Make sure you stop at Their pages to show them LOTS of Birthday Luv !!!! Rich "Suck it before the Venom reaches my heart" suck it before the venom reaches My heart@ fubar Cliff "The Black Side of the Force" The Black Side Of The Force@ fubar Orkut Comments & Glitters , Myspace Comments

A Heartwarming Story
Subject: The Elephant story- really great!!! I don't usually like these heartwarming stories, but this one is truly interesting... Really worth reading. In 1986, Jay Turnbull was on vacation in Kenya after graduating from Northwestern University .On a hike through the bush, he came across a young bull elephant standing with one leg raised in the air. The elephant seemed distressed, so Jay approached it very carefully. He got down on one knee and inspected the elephant's foot and found a large piece of wood deeply embedded in it. As carefully and as gently as he could, Jay worked the wood out with his hunting knife, after which the elephant gingerly put down its foot. The elephant turned to face the man, and with a rather curious look on its face, stared at him for several tense moments. Jay stood frozen, thinking of nothing else but being trampled. Eventually the elephant trumpeted loudly, turned, and walked away. Jay never forgot that elephant or the events of

'free!!' Plz Watch! This Is Wonderful!!!
She called... Blacks, Whites...wait African Americans and Caucasians, Asians, excuse me. Vietnamese, Philipenes, Koreans and Jamaicans or Haitans, waitin' Hispanics y'all. Please be paitent Mexican, Puerto Ricans, Venezualean, Cuban, Dominican, Panamanian Democrats I beg your pardon, you partied with the late, great Reagan? Republican, Independent, Christian, Catholic, Methodist, Baptist, 7th Day Adventist, 5 Percenters, Hindu, Sunii Muslim, Brothers and Sisters who never seen the New York city skyline when the twin towers still existed. But still She called. From the bowels of Ground Zero she sent this 911 distress signal. Because She was in desperate need of a hero, and didn't have time to decipher what to call 'em, so she called 'em all Her children. The children of the stars and bars who needed to know nothing more than the fact that she called. The fact that someone attempted to harm us this daughter who covered us all with her loving ar

Our Season Quest
We started our quest this week to hold onto our number ranking in the country. Yes our college team from our very small school in the mountains of NC is the number one ranked cycling team in the country in Div I. This week we started racing with a day of racing in Asheville and Charlotte. This weekend we are in Atlanta training for Track Nationals in three weeks in San Diego. It looks like this year we should be able to attain a top three finish.(we were fourth last year) Then six weeks later we host the College Mountain Bike National Championships. Looking to improve on out third place finish from last year. Then just six weeks after that we head to Kansas to defend our National title at Cyclo Cross Nationals. So if you happen to see the Lees-McRae College trailer or just a LMC rider in your area, give them a thumbs up and a cheer!

Trial (courtroom)
Being on trial is a common dream event, although it sometimes gets acted out in uncommon ways. Our society is oriented towards problem-solving through litigation. The result is that lawsuits have become the new lottery of our era. Being tried for your actions in dreams can be a non-sense sort of dream insofar as you may be tried for something against which there are no laws. In addition, the roles of the court characters may be filled by friends, co-workers, a spouse, siblings or other family members. In dreams of this case, you may fear that your life is being over-scrutinized in waking. There may be secrets that you are keeping deep within the subconscious that need to be processed. If you are in one of the legal roles in your dream it is likely that you feel a need to protect yourself. This may be protection from the influences or dishonest conduct of others, or a general feeling that people are not leveling with you. If you are defending another, it may be that you feel life

I Fianlly Started My New Job
Last night was the first night on my new job. Actually it isn't exactly new. I'm working for the same company just a new position. Things went well but I have so much to learn. Tonight I'm taking a note book to write down important things. There are so many codes and passwords to learn. I hope I can remember them all. The best part is I get to walk around and mingle with the customers. Before I was stuck in one little spot for 10 hours. Oh and did I forget? I get off a lot earlier. Last night my trainer and I got to break up a fight between two customers over a slot machine. Never a dull moment!!! I need to get a new pair of shoes. These were fine for standing still but walking in them is something else. And I have to carry 2 pouches with my equipment belted around my waist. I never realized how much $5000 , a calculator and a radio weighed so much. Oh yeah, and all my personal things...lip gloss, hand cream. peppermints, etc.... I hurt like hell when

Stress Relief
The boss of a Madison Avenue advertising agency called a spontaneous staff meeting in the middle of a particularly stressful week. (This is one pretty sharp boss!) When everyone gathered, the boss, who understood the benefits of having fun, told the burnt out staff the purpose of the meeting was to have a quick contest. The theme: Viagra advertising slogans. The only rule was they had to use past ad slogans, originally written for other products that captured the essence of Viagra. Slight variations were acceptable. About 7 minutes later, they turned in their suggestions and created a Top 10 List. With all the laughter and camaraderie, the rest of the week went very well for everyone! The top 10 were: 10. Viagra, Whaazzzz up! 9. Viagra, The quicker pecker picker upper. 8. Viagra, Like a rock! 7. Viagra, When it absolutely, positively has to be there overnight. 6. Viagra, Be all that you can be. 5. Viagra, Reach out and touch so

What Evey Kiss Means
-Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________

Downward Spiral
The events over the last week have dug up feelings and thoughts I hadn’t experienced in years. Feelings and thoughts I rather leave buried under dust, cobwebs, forgotten, and lost in the deepest corners of my mind. These thoughts are threatening to send me spiraling downward; sending me back to a place in my mind that I rather not re-descend to.

My List!
The perfect girl... 1) is semi outdoorsy 2) will drink but not excesivly 3) Has a sense of humor that makes me smile even when im down 4) Wants a real relationship. 5) is not all about sex 6) has a cute personailty 7) cares about her looks but not so much that it drives her batty 8) likes herself and doesnt need constant reminders that shes as wonderful as she is. 9) must be above average inteligence 10) will not flake out on dates and will call me if she does 11) has a smile that will light up my heart if not the room 12) Likes my freinds enough that shes willing to hang out wqith them. 13) Gets along with my mother and familly 14) doesnt mind that i shake. 15) well help me get motivated in the parts of my life that im not.

The Vampire
The Vampire Lord Lytton, 1858 I found a corpse, with glittering hair, Of a woman whose face, tho' dead, The white death in it had left still fair, Too fair for an earthly bed! So I loosened each fold of her bright curls roll'd From forehead to foot in a rush of red gold, And kissed her lips till her lips were red, And warm and light on her eyelids white I breath'd, and pressed unto mine her breast, Till the blue eyes oped and the breast grew warm, And this woman, behold! arose up bold, And lifelike lifting a wilful arm, With steady feet from the winding sheet Stepp'd forth to a mutter'd charm. And now beside me, whatever betide me, This woman is, night and day. For she cleaves to me so, that, wherever I go She is with me the whole of the way. And her eyes are so bright in the dead of the night, That they keep me awake with dread; While my life blood pales in my veins and fails, Because her red lips are so red That I fear 'tis my heart she m

Last Chance Then I'm Gone For Good !!!!!
This is my final time of dealing with bullshit with whoever it is running around here threatening people I'm friends or family I call this STALKING and I'm losing friends becuz of it so either talk to me about whatever problem u have or never seee me again becuz this will be tha last time u hear or see my name on fubar and that's 4realz I'm fed up with this childish bullshit from this person so grow up or move tha fuck on please !

Haterz
fuck haterz! if yOur gOnna hate... Or think im talking tO yOur man! then yOu definately need tO make sure that yOu keep yOur man Off this site! dOnt cOme arOund asking me why he leavin me gifts and cOmments bitch this is the internet sO get Over it!

Grilled Cajun Chicken
Grilled Cajun Chicken This superflavorful chicken recipe requires very little prep work. You can even add the spices to the chicken in the morning and let the breasts marinate in the fridge all day. Then just come home, fire up the grill and -- voila! -- dinner is served. Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1 teaspoon salt * 1 teaspoon cayenne pepper * 1 teaspoon paprika * 1/2 teaspoon white pepper * 1/2 teaspoon black pepper * 1/2 teaspoon oregano * 1/4 teaspoon garlic powder * 1/4 teaspoon onion powder * 1/2 cup lemon juice * 1/4 cup vegetable oil * 4 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves Directions: Combine the dry spices in a small bowl. In a shallow glass dish large enough to hold the chicken in a single layer, place the lemon juice and oil. Add half of the spice mix; stir to combine. Add the chicken breasts, turning to coat both sides. Marinate for 30 to 60 minutes at room temperature or 2 to 3 hours (or overnig

Marinara Sauce
Marinara Sauce Farmers' markets and supermarkets alike carry plump, sweet tomatoes at this time of year. Use a big bag of 'em to make this delicious marinara sauce, which, with your favorite pasta and a salad, makes a quick, easy weeknight dinner. Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 2 pounds plum tomatoes * 3 tablespoons olive oil * 1/4 cup chopped onion (optional) * 1/2 tablespoon chopped garlic * 2 tablespoons chopped fresh basil * 2 tablespoons chopped fresh oregano * Dash black pepper * Dash salt * 1/3 cup Romano cheese Directions: Dice the plum tomatoes and set aside. Heat the oil in a large skillet. Place the onion (if using), garlic, basil, oregano, salt and pepper in the skillet and heat through. Cook until the oil takes on the greenish color of the herbs, but do not brown the garlic. Add the tomatoes, stir through and simmer on low heat for 20 to 30 minutes. At the end of the cooking time, stir in the Romano cheese and

Spiced Mediterranean Burgers
Spiced Mediterranean Burgers Try these well-seasoned Greek-style patties when you're hungry for a better burger. If your supermarket doesn't have ground lamb in the meat case, never fear -- the butcher will be glad to grind some for you. Credit: The Gourmet Burger by Paul Gayler Servings: 8 Ingredients: * 1 pound finely ground beef * 1 pound finely ground lamb * 1/2 onion, peeled, finely grated * 1 teaspoon finely chopped garlic * 1 tablespoon extra-virgin olive oil * 2 tablespoons chopped fresh flat-leaf parsley * 1 tablespoon chopped fresh cilantro * 1 teaspoon dried oregano * 1/2 teaspoon ground cinnamon * 1/2 teaspoon ground cumin * 1 teaspoon hot pepper sauce * Salt and freshly ground black pepper To serve * 8 small baguette rolls/pita bread * 8 shallots, peeled, thinly sliced * Chopped fresh flat-leaf parsley * 4 large tomatoes, thinly sliced * 4 whole fresh cilantro leaves

Color Blind
I ask myself daily why color is such an issue to so many people. Maybe I am just color blind but I think that there is so much more to be worried about in this world than apperance. Every person in this world is someone regardless of color, shape, size.... why are we all constantly stuck on outward apparences. Life can be so much more worth while if you look past the cover and read the book. You never know what kind of person you can meet in life if you just take the time to see, truely see the person and not the shell. If you just took the time.. that person could impact your life in so many ways. It's not just an issue of race, but an issue of size. So many people out there see an over weight person or a very thin person and automatically begin judging them. Come on people stop being so shallow, those people deserve a place in this world just as much as you do. So heres the thing, if you have a problem with race or size, don't push your issues on me, and for your sake I pray

*alert* Missing: Abducted Woman
Missing Idaho Falls Mom Aug 22, 2007 12:33 AM EDT ABC LOCAL 8 NEWS A 21-year-old mother is missing, and police say there are no indications of foul play. However, she did leave her 4-month-old child at home, unattended. STEPHANIE ELDRIDGE Missing since August 20 2007 Stephanie Ann Eldridge, also known as Stephanie Ann Wilkey, last seen at her home at 662 Holbrook in Idaho Falls around 11:00 p.m. Monday. She was found to be missing a little after midnight. She is described as a white female, 5'2", 130 lbs., dyed red hair and blue eyes. If you have any information, please call the Idaho Falls Police Department, Detective Division at 612-8630. Its been more than 30 hours since anyone has seen or heard from a missing Idaho Falls woman. Police are calling the disappearance of 21 year old Stephanie Eldridge suspicious. KIDK Newswatch 3's Rick Montañez has more from the family. The family sits waiting tonight hoping for clues that might tell them where Stephanie i

What Have I Done???
Most of you guys have already seen that I got my hair chopped off. I don't know what in the hell got into me. I hate it! No matter how hard I try to like it or make it "me" I just can't. I miss my hair. I tried to kick myself in the ass but I couldn't reach. :P Thank God my hair grows fast. To any of you girls with long hair that get the idea in your head to try something new and cut off most of your hair.... slap yourself in the face for even thinking it. I'm so depressed right now that I could cry. I know I ruined my hair. Some of you have said nice things about it, but you're my friends and I know you wouldn't purposely say something that would hurt my feelings. It's okay though. I have eyes and I can see it myself. I hope you guys have a great night. I'll probably be up half the night in tears. G'nite

August 25, 2007
August 25th 2007 I have realized that I am not alone. I wake up with it everyday. I go through out my day with it. I eat with it. I sleep with it. Loneliness. Every day that goes by, this is edified to me more and more. It is definitely something I would like to not think about. It is there when I get up in the morning. Loneliness. I can't take it anymore. Sometimes it subsides and takes a back seat to other things. I meet someone really nice and it seems to happen like clock work. The woman that I meet just disappears or just flat out tells me that she doesn't want anything to do with me. Is it cause I am "too nice"? I mean I will do just about anything for anyone. Anyone that really knows me can and will attest to this. I have always been that way. Always. It just seems to be betraying me. All women seem to want now is the bad ass. From what I have observed from walking through the mall and walking down the street, that seems to be the tr

Zen Truths
1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me the hell alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and leaky tire. 3. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 5. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 6. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 8. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 9. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. 10. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and drink beer all

The Reason
Do not ask me now while I am drunken on the juice of our first kiss, suspended on "what if" between yesterday and forever. Do not ask me while the orange sun sets just beyond your perfect gaze - words will betray me. Oh, but if you ask me while your hand is slipping from mine and you are falling away, returning to your sadness, I will tell you: the reason we are here is to feel, to learn, to hurt, to heal; to make the most of senses while senseless and in love; to love so completely that it hurts while you are near and hurts the moment you leave - not to die complete, but completely spent. © All rights reserved

Just In Case
Just in case you weren't feeling too old today, this will certainly change things. The people who are starting college this fall across the nation were born in 1987 . They are too young to remember the space shuttle blowing up. Their lifetime has always included AIDS. The CD was introduced the year they were born. They have always had an answering machine They have always had cable. Jay Leno has always been on the Tonight Show. Popcorn has always been cooked in the microwave. They never took a swim and thought about Jaws.! They don't know who Mork was or where he was from. They never heard: "Where's the Beef?", "I'd walk a mile for a Camel",or "de plane Boss, de plane". McDonald's never came in Styrofoam containers. They don't have a clue how to use a typewriter Do you feel old yet? (Sorry) Pass this on to the other old fogies on your list. Notice the larger type, that's for those of you who havetrouble reading. Save the earth. It's the only pl

Please Contact Me
Please contact me I would like to rip a pic of all the family to post in my family album...either send me a private message or send me a mail message letting me know what pic you want ripped and iffen it is ok to rip it....Thank You all.

Blowjob Etiquette (by A Female)
1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule #5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, don't tell me I've jus

Happiness
WHY IN THE HELL DO I TRY AND MAKE MYSELF HAPPY??? I DONT KNO WHY I TRY TO.. STUPID I GUESS U WOULD THINK I WOULD HAVE LEARNED BY NNOW AND I HAVENT. WELL I HAVE COME TO THIS REALIZATION NOTHIN MATTERS AND HAPPINESS IZ A JOKE JUS LIKE THE INTERNET AND THIS LIFE... EVERYTHING MEANS NOTHIN AND I DONT CARE ABOUT IT AT ALL... NOTHIN IZ WORTH IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH YEA AND PEOPLE JUS RATE ON HERE... I BET NOT ONE DAMN PERSON READS THIS SHIT!!!!

8-25-07 Huh?
You've exhausted the limits of one area you've been exploring, so it's just about time to move on to something else. You may want to survey where you've been in anticipation of future travels and growth. ----------------------------------------------------- Huh? lol I had to read it twice. Well now I dunno about this one, ha ha ha ha.

Fat Hooker
Ingredients: * 1 oz Vodka * 1/2 oz Peach schnapps * 1/2 oz Malibu rum * Fill with Orange juice or pineapple juice Mixing instructions: Pour first three ingredients in a highball glass filled with ice. Fill with orange or pinapple juice, stir well, and serve.

Turnoffs That Make Good Guys & Great Gals Wave Goodbye
This is some advice I wrote after reading my friend WILDCAT's following blog: 10 Turnoffs That Make Good Guys & Great Gals Wave Goodbye I have only wrote comments for the men. I will write some for the women also, shortly. #1 Showboating is BAD for attraction. Only a minority of women care about material things, good looks and power more than they do personality, sense of humor, etc. These are probably insecure, cold, manipulative Barbie Dolls you wouldn't want to date anyway. You can have whatever you want, but you have to let women discover it, instead of telling them about it. If you act like your Porsche and multi-million dollar company is no big deal, and you let her discover it by happen chance, THEN they will be impressed. #2 You don’t need a manicure, but dressing well and being clean goes a LOOOOOOOOONG way with women. If you have a good sense of style, it will often get a woman’s initial attention. Then you can sweep her off her feet with your personality, charism

A Friend So Dear To Me
I found you as a gift sent by heaven above. A special person filled with care and lots of love. You're God's instrument to me, you're always there to make me happy, you lend your hands when I was down, You never let me frown. The simple joys you've shared enlightened my heart, Your understanding mean so much when I was hurt. I'm so grateful enough that i found someone like you. A friend so dear to me and that is YOU. THIS IS FOR MY BEST FRIEND TRICIA

Scrubs
I went out and bought my first sets of scrubs today! I'm so freakin' excited about starting me CNA course and continuing my education for my RN degree. Yay, I'm so happy that I have FINALLY found a career choice to be excited about!

Really Makes You Think
If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart ofwhiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be our choice? Decide first... no peeking, then scroll d

49,000 Togod Father
HAPPY HOUR IN 10 MINUTES LOVE ON HER HARD LETS GET THIS DONE...I WILL BE UP UNTIL SHE GODFATHERS WILL YOU HELP US Lets all help make her a God Father. Shes got 49,000 to God Father. Shes got a lot of pictures and stash to rate.Show her some love. ღBalieღplz fan n r8 b4 addღ@ fubar

My Grandmother
Hello to all my friends and family. I regret to inform you all that finally my grandmother has passed into the hands of her maker. She passed away on Aug. 25, 2007 after a prolonged illness. God rest her soul in peace. I love you all and thank you for all the prayers I have recieved for myself and my family. Thank you all.

Adults Only Survey
Body: Adults Only Survey! 1. Sex is best in the morning, afternoon, or night? morning, afternoon and night! 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? I'm single. I sleep in the middle. 3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken? Sure. 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? No. 5. What leg do you put in pants first when putting them on? Left 6. Candles or Incense? both 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? Sometimes. 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? No. We played house. 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? Uh... 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? Stove top 11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty? Car since it's always dirty anyway. 12. Shower or bath? Shower 13. Do you pee in the shower? Uh... 15. Mexican or Chinese food? Both 16. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Combo 17. Do you love someone on your friends list? Sort of. I don't really know them, but they

Angel
sent from heaven sweet angels embrace to be on this earth with such grace not only an angel also a man i'll try to please him the best that i can my heart is his to forever hold with the love that fills me i'll never grow cold my heart races when he's near so safe around him i have no fear simply because i've fallen in love with an angel sent from above. Copyright:chantal Plummer

Games
TO THE PEOPLE WHO HAVE ACCEPTED MY GAME REQUESTS...I LEFT COS MINE DIDN'T UPLOAD. ALSO A REMINDER, IF I INVITE YOU TO PLAY A GAME IT IS A MASS MSG THAT I SEND TO EVERYONE, SO FIRST COME FIRST SERVED.LOL. IF YOU MISS A TURN I WILL END THE GAME, SO PLEASE DON'T ACCEPT IF YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO PLA OR DONT WANT TO PLAY

A Love Unkept.
So Pure. Such untainted rigid beauty to encase like a tinfoil moon. These shadows play in my garden at night all the more beautiful that they are not mine. I cannot hold air for it has no form. Movement escapes me if I follow the wind. You see, there is something so glorifying in the subtle dark. Something so sweet in the ungiven chase. I mock myself with each smile gave and my laughter enough to set me free If I could one wish I would give it away I pull my dreams from the sky on anothers kite I sail and I sail deeply in forgotten eyes Why should I share its color so blue? If I could but entice a melody so soft but if once I could, I can no more but such rapture would these fingers sing of unmarked graves and black hopes long I long for nothing for my shelter is safe and these winds they will not carry words such secrets lie in harbored breast and when I dance it is with the steps of tommorows grace, and love unkept.

Open Please!!!!!
MY MOM ON FUBER MAKE ME STAY ON THERE B SHE IS A GOOD WOMAN SHE LIKE MY MOM THAT I NEVER HAD WHEN I NEED HELP SHE IS THERE NEVER PUT ME DOWN MY REAL MOM IS NOT LIKE THAT AT ALL I WISH I HAD HER 4 A MOM I WOULD DO EVERY THING 4 HER NOW PLEASE GO SHOW HER SUM LOVE SHE ALLWAY GIVES ME TLS WHEN I NEED IT I REALY LOVE YOU A LOT OXXO :) THANK YOU 4 BEEN MY MOM HUGGG Wêll Ì† Äïñ† Gðññå Lï¢k Ì†§êl£@ fubarCool Myspace CommentsCool Myspace CommentsCool Myspace Comments

Something I Found When I Was In High School
She wishes she was just like the girls at school, Like every other teenage girl with the crushes, Drama, the whole high school experience, She wishes most of all people understood her not just judged her and made fun of her for how she is, She wishes one guy would hold her close and tell her everything is going to be ok But most of all... She wishes that she could find her one, only and fall deeply madly inlove, hoping it would never end...

The Arrival
Little fingers curl up tight to make a tiny fist, As fairy lips purse out as if to make a gentle kiss... Eyes wide as kitten's and little button nose, You look like someone's angel---down to your pudgy toes... Although you are so wrinkled and you face is still so pale, And the only song you seem to know sounds like a shrilling When you are here before me, finally, I feel complete I've waited so long, sweetheart... at last, we finally meet. This is a poem that i wrote after my daughter was born.

What Is The Point?
What is the point of living this life if peace can not be found? What is the point of fighting the fight when the arguments go round & round? What is the point of being in love when all it brings is pain? What is the point of working things out when you slowly go insane? What is the point of saying "I'm sorry" when things just start anew? What is the point of saying a word when you think every word's untrue? What is the point of holding on when you just walk away? What is the point of staying alive when you dread another day? What is the point of having a life when nothing goes your way? What is the point of anything when heartache is here to stay?

I Miss You
I sometimes think it's been too long to cry still. Everyday I still think of her. And I wish she was still here. I feel like I should be over this, that crying is just my weakness showing. But I admit. My friends are my weakness. I would do anything for them. I would give my life. If she would come back. For everybody's sake. I wish it everyday. I want her back. And if there really was a God, he could make it happen for all of us. Shannon was very much so the glue that held so many people together. Including my right mind. And I slowly am losing it. With every time I smile, while behind it I am thinking of her. And the life she led that was so much greater than mine. She was amazing. She was going somewhere. She was famous. She was everything. To everybody, to her mother. Who now has no children left. I lost my best friend, my sister. She lost her only child. And for some, Love. Shannon, in a sense, was amazingly aware of the way life worked.

I Would....
Like to... See Lightening Strike Something In Water Make At Least 1 Major Motion Picture Write At Least 1 Novel, And Get It Published Own A Horse Visit Every State In The Nation Visit Every Continent At Least Once Go On A Cruise Visit Every Country in Europe Visit Japan Visit Australia Visit New Zealand Visit Iceland Visit Greenland Visit The Amazon Rainforest Visit The Congo Visit The Sahara Visit The Dead Sea Visit Jerusalem Visit Egypt Visit China Visit Canada Visit Vadican City Visit The City of Versallies Visit Greece Visit The North Pole Own My Own House Fall In Love Get Married Have At Least 1 Son Have At Least 1 Daughter Go On A Honeymoon Own My Own Professional Camera Draw And Complete At Least 1 Comic Book/Graphic Novel Become A Jedi Graduate From College Try Surfing Try White Water Rafting Try Parasailing Pet a Cheetah Pet a Wolf Pet a Whale or Dolphin Own A Snake Grow A Rose Garden Make A Memorial Film To Shannon Have To Give

When You Were Mine
Well as alot of you should know by now, i am not a metal head. nor would i try to be. I like all types of music. But back to this song This song speaks to me b/c it talks of heart brake it reminds me of my ex. "Sometimes I Wake Up Crying At Night And Sometimes I Scream Out Your Name What Right Does She Have To Take You Away When For So Long, You Were Mine" That is one of the Huge things that speaks to my heart. Couse he cheated on me. And got mad at me couse I blow my top about it. I want to know why, why could he not just stay with me Was it couse i am sick. I know I am a hell of a person. I have a temp from hell, but you have to do something Awful to piss me off. What was so wrong with me? I tried so hard to keep you. Even after i left you, i came back willing to try to work it out. I was spineless to you. Well as he should know now that I am not anymore. I can stand up on my own to feet, I don't need you anymore. But why do you still have the power to hurt

The Darkness Wont Go Away Today
there is a darkness in my heart as of late i cannot seem to drive away a sinking, and a pulling i dont know what it means, or where it came from it makes me feel so alone so hurt and dark a little scared sometimes when i cry, i cant stop. i always used to be able to stop i dont know how to tell him how to ask him for help. i know he deals too, he would think i was just trying to make his problems seem less too often am i sitting here at this computer alone it makes it so easy to forget most nights but today.... today it doesnt go away today it keeps coming i cooked three pots of baby food today i made a cake with chocolate frosting brownies and meatloaf with asperagess and stuffing i cleanded the bathroom three times i vacummed twice upstairs and down i cleaned the kitchen i dont know how many times but it still wont go away and i still dont understand and i'm still crying and i hid it long enough for him to take a shower and leave god why did i do th

Untitled 2
i dont know how to make this go away i dont know how to make this stop, i dont know how to hold up my hand. and in the end, i will cry myself to sleep, and no one will know. and i will die alone, scared of the ghosts that dont exist, of the deaths that havnt happened yet, pushing through the pain without any drugs, just like before, just like always

Sunday Morning...
...one more before I go back to sleep, it is Sunday morning..and I heard this song in a lounge this morning...SO and the lyrics kinda go with what I talked about before, sorta...lol. I dunno, I'm sleeping on and off so whatever...I like No Doubt..and the video is total cheese and has really nothing @ all to do with what the song is about..haha..enjoy the vid and your 'Sunday Morning..'..

Race Today
What would you do for one more day? Sit on the couch and watch TV... complain about things that don't really matter... fight with someone you love and not make up? Ask a cancer victim what they would do with one more day. What would they trade just to have one more day...

Wacky Ways To Meet Someone????
Found on a MSN site, who grabbed it from another site.... **************************************** Wacky new ways to meet someone Smart, single person that you are, you know that attending parties, dating online, joining a group to brush up on an interest (be it wine-tasting or kayaking), and frequenting your local pub can all be ways to meet your match. But if you’re interested in trying something really new and different, consider some of these offbeat ways that single people nowadays are mixing and mingling: 1. At spelling bees One of the latest ideas for mingling and meeting a mate happens to be singles’ spelling bees, which have become quite a hit. Fueled by the popularity of books like Bee Season, documentaries like Spellbound, and even an off-Broadway hit, The 25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee, these events were the brainchild of Zac Kushner, coordinator of recreational programming for Makor (www.makor.org), a New York-based organization that specializes in offbe

Muh Ear
Wound up going to the emergency room yesterday I just couldnt take it anymore. Very few doctors available on Saturdays around here, I hate to use the Emergency room like that but I had to. And a good thing I did, I have somehow ruptured my ear drum. And let me tell you it hurts, it hurts bad. Thank god they gave me pain medicine, I'm not one for pills unless absolutely necessary but lord my ear was killing me, to the point of crying :-(. Still wish I knew how it happened, haven't been in any weird accidents, no ear infections, nothing. Woman kept asking me if someone was hitting me at home. I'm like laughing at here, my boyfriend would never do anything like that, heck I'm the grumpy one around here lol.

Fuck Or Pass
There is at least one person on your Cherry TAP list that wants to fuck the hell out of you. So lets play the Fuck or Pass! game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a message saying "Yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your Cherry Tap list that wants to do u so!!! Repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it

Michael (sick Not Slick) Vick
I haven't checked it out but I bet Michael Vick's website is probably shut down. If it isn't I have a suggestion for all of you. Considering the messy situation he is now in he could probably use some help in brightening his day. It's not everyday you get the chance to go from playing in the NFL and making millions of dollars to going to prison and paying millions of dollars back to your former team. Let's all use music shall we? Send him some songs. Here are the songs I would send to Mr. Vick right about now... 1. Dog Eat Dog by Ted Nugent 2. Beware of the Dog by Kevin Ayers 3. Who Let the Dogs Out by Baha Men 4. Jingle Bells (The one with the dog barking along, I know Xmas is 4 months away but...) 5. Any song by Three Dog Night And oh, maybe someone could send him both versions of The Longest Yard on dvd.

Photo Ratings
I am not a 10, nor do I ever believe I will be. I think I'm around a 6 or a 7. What I don't get is why people automatically have been rating me a ten, when on other websites my average is around 4.5. I would rather have people be honest. I'm honest when I rate photos, so why isn't everyone else? I think it's rather lame that so many people can't be honest about what they think of others on here. You wouldn't rate everyone a ten in real life, would you? No, so why do it here, you know? Don't rate someone a ten unless you really mean it.

Dog Fighting(disturbing)
How can any human being put 2 dogs in a pit and sit bac and watch them rip each other apart... these poor dogs go through hell to satisfy the needs of some sick and disturbing ppl. we should be allowed to put these ppl in a pit with some of the dogs they have tortured and let the dogs show them just how it feels to be confined in a small space with nowhere to go whilst bein savaged.... the only choice these dogs really have is to kill or be killed!!!!

Because Of You
yep this pretty much describes how i feel right about now!!!!! "Because Of You" I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did, You fell so hard I've learned the hard way To never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it's not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that's weakness in your eyes I'm forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can't possibly break When it wasn't even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me

Wondering If U R There?
For years now as I know many have been not just myself..Searching for that kind of feeling that no other can compair beyond the butterflies in the stomach and the everlasting dreams...I want more there has to be that someone that can complete those feelings of longing.

Lottery
Lotto Have you ever played a role in this scene? You stop by your local convenience store to pick up a nice Vanilla Coke, some Twinkies and maybe a pack of smokes and you find yourself behind someone deep in the throes of a scratch-off frenzy. That's okay, right? I mean if a body wants to buy a lottery ticket so be it, who am I to judge? It's cool right up to the part where you realize as they're scratching off two tickets at a time (in front of the checkout mind you), they're also asking for more tickets based on what they find as they scratch along. It's multi-tasking at its best. Yeh, umm give me a ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhmmm Pot o' Gold, no make that two and a Brewster's Million. Yeh, I got two winners here and I'll throw in the dollar. Wait a sec, okay... ahhhhhhhhhhhhmmm yeh and let me have a Super Seven and a couple of them uh, those ones with the little piggies on em. Yeah, those! Okay, two of those and... wait, this one's no good - ok, this one's good - I

All In The Game.........
What's real? This? Heck no.... There are a few people who really care but there are few. The rest are players and really don't matter anyway. They like to toy with your emotions, making believe they really care until they tire of you and move on. So what... Did I fall for the game? I guess I did. I am one of the many, the fallen who just quit caring as I once did. My wall of protection has once again been reassembled so I don't have to feel anymore. Am I now cold? No... I still love and hurt but I just refuse to let it get to me anymore. Sometimes I feel I am cold and empty but who really cares? You? When was the last time you called just to share yourself and not because you thought I was in a emotional termoil? I don't need therapy!!! I need good trustworthy friends who really care for me as much as I do for them. I know I am not fooling anyone.. My heart is still in the same place no matter how hard I try to cover up or deny. I still cry.... but alas I digress ....

Supporting Our Troops And Veterans
Sure, it's a nice thing to see, all those magnets, bumper stickers, web icons, etc. But have you actually gone up to a soldier or a veteran and thanked them, shake thier hand and welcomed them home, or ever given them a hug? We need to show more compassion to our men and women who are either in active duty or is a veteran. So reach out today and support our troops, and thank a veteran for your freedom.

Whole Stuffed Camel
Whole Stuffed Camel 1 whole camel, medium size 1 whole lamb, large size 20 whole chickens, medium size 60 eggs 12 kilos rice 2 kilos pine nuts 2 kilos almonds 1 kilo pistachio nuts 110 gallons water 5 pounds black pepper Salt to taste Skin, trim and clean camel (once you get over the hump), lamb and chicken. Boil until tender. Cook rice until fluffy. Fry nuts until brown and mix with rice. Hard boil eggs and peel. Stuff cooked chickens with hard boiled eggs and rice. Stuff the cooked lamb with stuffed chickens. Add more rice. Stuff the camel with the stuffed lamb and add rest of rice. Broil over large charcoal pit until brown. Spread any remaining rice on large tray and place camel on top of rice. Decorate with boiled eggs and nuts. Serves friendly crowd of 80-100. THIS IS A REAL RECIPE!!!!

Suicide Or Breaking Down Inside.....
the crimson blood flows from my viens, dripping to the floor below.. tears of pain running down my face, thinking of the love I will never know. the ache inside i can take no longer, I know there is no other cure.. All I ever desired was that perfect kiss, and a love that would always endure. as my mind begins to faulter and fade, I begin to weaken and sigh... I leave you now, but don't be saddened, this is my final goodbye.............. (before you ask, yes I wrote this--

Wanting
softly running your hand down my arm feeling your breath hot against my neck as I run my nails across your back you reach up and grab my hair pulling it roughly exposing more neck as I arch my head backwards you nibble up the side my neck until you brush your lips against mine leaving me wanting more

Attn.........
ok look ppl, i have my beliefs and i know some ppl dont agree or whatever. i beleave everyone has that right and i dont downrate anything because of it. BUT, i am getting sick and f*cking tired of the hate mail and sh*t i get because of what i support and beleave. so let me clear up a few things for the asshats trying to screw with me...... 1. i hate the war and i hate bush with a passion. my ole man is forever scared emotionally and physically because of bush's greed..... so fuck off, your preaching to the choir 2. i am a military supporter 100%. OH YES! it can be done, you know, hate bush but support the troops. if you hate this war so much then lay the blame at the feet of who's responsible..... bush and his rejects. 3. i own a gun and i beleave that thier should be stronger laws on buying guns and so forth but not take my right away to own one..... blaming guns for death and crime is like me blaming my keyboard for mis spellings. i mean a gun doesnt 'wake up' and decide

Venison Salami
Venison Salami 2 lb Ground venison 2 tsp Curing salt 3/4 tsp Garlic salt 1 tsp Mustard seed 1/4 tsp Black pepper 1/4 tsp Red pepper 1c Water Combine all ingredients; divide into thirds and form into long rolls. Wrap in heavy duty aluminum foil; refrigerate 24 hours. Cover rolls with water in pan. Bring to a boil; boil 1 hour. Unwrap; drain. Chill before slicing. Meat may be a bit pink, but is fully cooked.

Love In The Making
You touch my hand and my body goes weak, With sweet gentle motion, your Kiss meets my cheek, Your lips search for mine, so soft and so light, And flames of desire burst forth and ignite. Your arms wrap around me, you pull me so tight, My wanting and need, I can no longer fight, My body now quivering, with each move you make, With thrust for fulfillment, I tremble and shake. So gentle you are, as I bear you my soul, To have you completely, is my burning goal, Like poetry in motion we search and explore With desire still building, our passions both soar. With rhythm so perfect, each Kiss a delight, Our love in the making is a beautiful sight, Our passion frenzy climbs still, As we give up our all, with this need to fulfill. Hearts beating faster, no mountains to high, With fires now blazing, we soon touch the sky Our two souls entwining as we melt into one, And euphoreic elation has finally begun. Wondrous explosions bring moans, of pure joy to the day, Sat

Strawberries & White Wine (romantic Dessert)
Strawberries and Wine 3 cups fresh strawberries, hulled and quartered lengthwise 3/4 cup white sugar, or to taste 1 1/2 cups dry white wine (Chardonnay is best) Place strawberries into a medium bowl. Dust with sugar, and then pour the wine over them. Cover and refrigerate for 2 to 3 hours. Let the strawberries stand at room temperature for 15 to 20 minutes before serving. Spoon berries into 6 dessert cups, and distribute the remaining wine over the berries.

Updating Profile
OK, I did it, I updated my profile. Now I started this almost 2-3 hours ago. You would think it's just and update on how a person is and adding a few things .... well let me fill you in on the adventure that I just went through ~thanks to the powers that be~ For every post to update you have to put in the little code ... well you put in the code and hit submit like a good little FUBARIAN then the communist bouncer moves in for his code ... you then put in his code ... guess what ... all the codes you put in ... GONE ... the commi bastige took it, then you start over. STUPID AZZ ....(insert words here) I'm a sum what smart individual .... everyone has there moments. So I had to figure this much out, so the bouncer wouldn't take my stuff, ~OPEN A FILE~ in word or notepad, something ... paste everything there. Get it in the order you want and then copy and paste into the section your working on. Cause if the bouncer comes back and you put in that code you will loose everything but

Last Day In Ny
Im feeling sad this house has been my home for 10 years. Ive painted scrubbed and planted every inch of this house and yard. SIGH!!!!!! So onward to other things another chapther in the book called my life is over and a new one begins. Wish me luck please I need it. Now if yall ever find your way to the Big easy give us a shout. MUAH The Goddess

What Really Upsets Me On This Site.....
What really upsets me on this site is that I feel its ok to have an oppinion...if you dont think I am a ten...fine... but to just be a hater and give like a 1 or a three.... Thats just mean. My rate here couldn't consern me in the least, because its not what man... or woman, thinks of me but what type of a value God has on me. It just upsets me that people are just so full of hate... or maybe its jealousy? that they have to give such low rates. Comments would be appreciated here. God Bless Ya for reading it so far. (((( BIG HUGS ))))) Victoria

A Year Down And 3 Months To Go
A year down and 3 months to go in Iraq Town of Tonawanda soldier trudges on http://www.buffalonews.com/home/story/148769.html (If you go to the story on the Buffalo News Web Site, they have more pictures in an HTML Gallery. ) By Nathan S. Webster - SPECIAL TO THE NEWS Updated: 08/26/07 7:09 AM BAYJI, Iraq — Out here, on the garbage- strewn desert hardpan by the unused city railroad tracks, the early afternoon temperature on a thermometer probably reads about 130 degrees. It lies. Spc. Joseph Vergo, 21, from the Town of Tonawanda, trudges through that punishing Iraqi heat under some 90 pounds of gear and armor — even before factoring in the 27-pound, M- 240 machine gun strapped over his shoulders, and all the ammo that goes with it. In the early going of the day’s patrol, he takes up the column’s last spot, walking backwards at times, scanning the long and empty city streets for suspicious behavior. Outside the city limits, the patrol of a dozen soldi

My Thoughts Of Me , Life N Fubar
I just wanted to finally create my 1st blog, and say thank you to all my friends and family at fubar,for everything i luv u all!, ya know life gets me down sumtimes, not only because of my different situations; as in disability, life in general, n love as well, but i come here and everyone makes me smile laugh, and feel loved. So to you all thanks again! Special thanks to Bassmaniac, for bringin me to Fubar, and Lujak, for makin some cool pics for me.Keep the love flowin and the drinks comin cold!

Last Night
I had what I did amusing last night, I was walking down the street minding my own business then all of a sudden some dumbass came up to me (obviously drunk or on something) and said "I'm mad, gimme money" I told him no, so he repeats himself ordering me to give him money. (i hardly carry cash on my so i didn't have any money on me) Standing my ground I told him no again, then he holds his cigarette lighter up at me and told me if i din't then he was going to brun my hair, again I told him no...then he just shouts "GET OUT OF HERE!!!" and telling me to leave town (WTF??? lol). At the same time he was yelling at me, he flung his arm in the air pointing in a direction, I flinched because at that second I thought he was going to try and take a swing at me, so I just got myself in a fighting position just in case. Then he just walked away...all I could do is laugh.

Introducing The Hug Brigade!
Heartsound-President of The Hug Brigade@ fubar President simple gal, MEMBER OF THE HUG BRIGADE@ fubar FU Wife of Nellie~JERSEY BRAT ~ U.S. Military Supporter@ fubar cutestlittleangel@ fubarDerfla9969@ fubar Master Shadow Raven~~Lord Darkblood Dragonslayer~~Pls rip my candles to show suport for Dream Catch@ fubarManda Luvs #20@ fubar **SweetNSassy** Top Promoter of *The Anything Goes Lounge*@ fubar We all noticed a need.We were seeing updates on statuses that said things like "I need a hug"...so we have all come together to form The Hug Brigade!If you know anyone that needs a hug...please send a link to that person's profile to one of these people. The Hug Brigade will be sure to make sure they are properly hugged!

Reality
There was a time that I really believed that friends you made on the internet were really friends That they cared, that they listened, that they would be there like they said they would. Just like any friend in the "real world". And I suppose I do have a few that I still believe in in that way. But more and more often, I find myself disappointed. Disappointed in broken promises, or by finding the "truth" really isn't the truth, or finding you were just a way to fill a void in their lives for a short time. I guess I am too trusting, too ready to believe in people. I'm just not good at seperating fantasy from reality. Once someone told me to stop wasting my time being down over losing an internet friend. She tried to convince me that friends on the internet is really a fantasy, nothing more. That none of it is real. Some days I think she was right. A quote that comes to mind .. and I know this is just part of it.... "All the world is a play".. though I have also heard it s

Smile Contest....
ok, I have now sent you all a link to your pics for the contest... I am going to go ahead and open the folder now... Dont forget its rates, but comment bombing is cool too, you might need it at the end of the contest.... Have fun with it!! The contest ends Monday Sept. 10 at midnight EST...

Wtf?
Ok...im going to put this the best way I know how.Ive met some really polite nice friendly people on here...but ive also met some pretty fucked up people as well. You know I try to keep up with everyone and show everyone the same respect. But when I countinue to come across a page or blast or blogs about wanting to kill yourself or dying...its getting old already. Here it is you bitch and complain about not liking your life or not wanting to be here..then go ahead do it..have at it cut ya head off and shove it up your ass.Because personally if your life was that damn miserable you would have done it by now and if you are thinking about it then you pretty much have your head up your ass anyway.But then again maybe its an attention seeker. Look here there are people out here everyday that are dying due to serious problems with there health. Aids,cancer,heart attacks...that wish and pray they had just an extra day on there life.Kids that die from lukemia cancer...you name it,then there ar

Will Never Forget
It will be three years since you left me Just when it seems like it is getting better I can't forget That night will haunt me for the rest of my life The sound of the shot, the smell of the powder, the look on your face not answering me I can't stop the dreams of that so I just don't sleep now i dream about you being there Holding me telling me you love me, that you are waiting on me. People Thinks that it is easy to move on and they say i should just forget and move on I have tried to forget and it gets worse how do you forget, how do you let go all the good times, all the memories, the way you held me, they way you loved me so wonderful that i know that i will never have that with anyone else No matter how hard i try, noone will never be able to touch me like that No one can hold a candle to you. I love you forever In memory Zack Burton died Sept 3, 2004

Hmmm...
I am going to be starting a waitress job soon and I have no experience as a waitress so I am kind of nervous yet excited at the same time cuz I havent worked for so long since my husband was in Iraq I just wanted to be with my kids. I cant wait to start and I am just waiting on them to let me know what day I will be starting. I am hoping also to start taking some online classes for college and start getting life on track a little more. I know it may take some time but hey not everything can happen at once right?

Dared Against The Fall
Most people live, lives of quiet desperation The happy few follow their hearts Most people die regretting the things they wished they'd done Few look back and smile for they have made their dreams come true I pray to be among the few, I strive to be one of two Who can look back and see Endless miles of memories I fear to be One of two Who look back with sorrow Seeing rivers of tears flowing Wishing that if only that once They would have reached out Just a bit further Dared against the fall To be among the ones who found that it wasn't so far That despite the fear it wasn't so hard That despite the doubt it was true To fall upon the ground Not alone To see the stars together And to know in your hearts that the bodies in the heavens are dreaming dreaming to be you.

I Kiss Her Still
Dark in the corners of my mind Hidden by boxes and other debris Locked behind the door I keep my secrets. Calling from the darkness. Secrets that fate has given to me. Stumbling under the weight and the doubt that crushes me Weakly I fight the demons who if unleashed would kill me Slowly they would enjoy their task They revel in my pain My agony feeds them Cruelly fate brings more demons to my door. Sinister is the smile gracing the lips of fate I know the razor lies behind the crimson I kiss her still The cuts sear deeper The blood runs thickly down my throat The kiss is my payment and my curse. Still I long to feel the icy lips on mine To smell the wisps of perfume dancing around her And I know a new sin to hold By invisible don 1/31/07

As It Is
Oh, to caress the sweet warmth of your breasts, the flesh, firm yet pliant, 'neath my fingers, causing a swell of desire to dwell in that beautiful bosom, which lingers... The soft, silky feel of your skin sends a thrill and a shudder thru me as we touch, with our arms wrapped around one another, we drown in the sea of desiring so much... sheer bliss for me this would utterly be, to fulfill our desires, set our souls on fire, with the passion of you around me... Your sweet lips, so full, entice as they pull my tongue out to mingle with yours; they wrestle and twirl, and my head starts to whirl, making me want you much more... The caress of your hands as they're stroking the glans of my penis excite as it grows and it throbs in delight awaiting it's flight, in the wetness which from you now flows... sheer bliss for me this would utterly be, to fulfill our desires, set our souls on fire, with the passion of you around me... As my manhood enters

Personal Responsibility
I have a problem with guilt. I freely admit it. I could blame my Catholic upbringing, but let's face it -- nothing about that stuck except an intense dislike of kneeling, so why would the guilt? Alas, while there is plenty to blame Catholicism for, certainly my guilt is not one of them. No, I place the blame for my almost pathological avoidance of inflicting hurt on others purely on my own shoulders. As someone who tends to be sensitive to slights and small hurts herself, I go out of my way to avoid bringing pain to others -- go out of my way to an extreme. When queried as to my shortcomings as a significant other, my exes all shared variances of "you're wonderful, except you need to stop worrying so much about hurting people." While I do not act in opposition to my own nature or overall self-interest, I will, in essence, take pain onto myself in order to avoid hurting others. I worry constantly about how best to word things so as not to hurt others. Every conversation that might

Money
money money money....the root of all evil they say. Try living without it...that is pure torture and what is more evil than torture? I'm not destitute by any means...I have a roof over my head, a job and a car to get me from here to there.....but since I have started hoarding money for College for the wee one....I'm really feeling the pinch. I can't go to all the great concerts coming up in the next few weeks.......I am truly on a budget for the first time since getting out of college. It sucks. Money is freedom....freedom to live in the manner you desire! I have read about people starting web pages actually begging for money. Now I would never go down that road...but how genius is that? The chick I read about used the money for shopping and paying off her shopping debts. I think I will start a college fund web page for my girl....probably not...but it is fun to think about.

Old Friends!
Hi to all my old friends and new ones also sorry have not been on much been real busy with work and also at the gym getting ready for up comming bmx races October and november will be real hard for me to be online and catch up with friends. There is a bmx race comming up in October in Orlando Florida the Disney bmx cup I hope to race in that and of course at the end of October is the A.B.A. Grands in Tulsa Oklahoma. I thank you all for being my friend and all the love you have shown Eddie before his passing thank you all for being my friend and spending time with me when you can and checkin out my pics. take care all... Jay

Myspace Announcement ((wtf))
MySpace Announcement Tom Latest Update: Aug 23, 8:25pm PDT Hey, you didn’t lose any friends. Things might just look kind of screwy while we fix friend counts. you might see some pictures with a big red x and DELETED in your friends list this weekend. don't freak out. we are running a big cleanup job to remove all the red x profiles in your list and everything will be back 2 normal by the end of the weekend. also, no big whoop if you already deleted the red x profiles. those are just people who are no longer on the site

A Fairy Wish
In the green shadows made by the great oak trees, I stay hidden to feel your touch is forbidden. I am just a wood nympth My home is in this oak tree in your mind I am a mere myth. You’re a mortal man Who has wondered into fairy land. Awakening love and desire in my tiny heart. When you sang a lovers sonnet beneath my tree. My fairy heart belongs to you I want to get lost in the deep blue pool of your eyes and listen to your heart sing melodies of love. Atlas it can not be I am just a fairy Heartbroken I wrapped myself up in the foxgloves letting my tears sprinkle across the bluebells. Wishing I were allowed to throw a coin in the wishing well. Only Queen Ana can bestow upon me a life of mortality. But only if you can hear the sound of my lost tears. One single teardrop must touch your soul. To make me a woman pure and whole. No pixie dust can I scatter in the wind; reaching for your soul within. Days I sat here and cry soon I will wither and die. T

Funny Story
*keep in mind i got 2 hours of sleep the night be4* ok the last night me and tiff spent together as a couple she was over pickin up her computer. my father reformated it and updated it. now be4 he reformated it i coped alot of info onto my protable hard drive. but for some reason her "my doc" file didnt transfer over. keep in mind i just wanted to watch a movie called disturbia then go have some fun*wink wink* so cuz of the my doc thing she was just alittle upset. and spent most of the night on her computer down loading so files*aol yahoo ect.* by the time she finished it was about 1 or 2 am and i was just to tired to watch a movie and if i was to tired for a movie i was sure to tired to get myself up. so on the last night i didnt get to hang out with her, or watch a movie...OR EVEN GET LAID. :( and now we broke up. so i dont even know when the next time i will.

= Suspect Device =
Stiff Little Fingers are a punk band from Belfast, Northern Ireland, formed in 1977. They started out as a schoolboy band called Highway Star (named after the Deep Purple song), doing rock covers, until they discovered punk. Despite major personnel changes, they are still touring and recording as of 2007 They decided that Highway Star wasn't a punky enough name, and decided to call themselves Stiff Little Fingers, taking the name from a Vibrators track. Stiff Little Fingers - At The Edge...Live And Kickin DVD Just got this and it is the dogs balls! Features live footage from the band's 2004 performance at the Hackney Ocean. Tracks featured include: 'At The Edge', 'Tin Soldiers', 'Alternative Ulster', 'Barbed Wire Love', and more. (crap youtube vid is NOT from the DVD) Stiff Little Fingers - Barbed Wire Love I met you in No Man's Land Across the wire we were holding hands Hearts a-bubble in the rubble It was love at bomb site All you give me is bar

One Day At A Time
I know it's only been a few days since my wife left, but it's hard on me. I barely have any desire to eat, can't sleep, and every so often I just feel like breaking down. I don't know what to do with myself now that she's not here. I miss her so much. Things will get better for me I know. For now, I'm just going about my normal buisness and trying to keep myself busy. I'm spending a lot more time online and trying to talk to people to keep my mind off of her. I just have to take it one day at a time.

I Wrote This My Senior Year And Won An Award For It...
Romeo and Juliet Two houses fight, although they are the same. The only difference is what lies within the name. A brawl breaks out, that could not be postponed. It was most likely caused by too much testosterone. A party is thrown, where the lovers eventually meet. Romeo knows it is forbidden, yet he does not take defeat. A proposal is inevitable, in a scene so unforgettable. They secretly marry, trying to be coy. But, unfortunately for them her father seeks to destroy. He has promised Juliet to another man, and because of murder Romeo is sent to another land. So, she and the priest devise a plan for Romeo and Juliet to be together again. She'll drink a poison to make her sleep, but her family will think she's dead and weep. Miscommunications occur, and things go astray. In the end, with their children, both house had to pay.

Eye Opening...
The social manipulations of society through fear and division have completely detached human’s form their sense of power and reality, a process that has been going on for century’s if not millennia. Religion, patriotism, race, wealth, class and every other form of arbitrary separatist identification thus conceived has served to create a controlled population utterly malleable in the hands of the few. Divide and conquer is the motto, and as long as people continue to see their self’s as separate from everything else, they lend themselves to being completely enslaved. The men behind the curtain know this, and they also know that if people ever realize the truth of their relationship to nature, and the truth of their personal power the entire manufactured zeitgeist that they prey upon will collapse like a house of cards. The whole system that we live in drills into us that were powerless were week that our society is evil that is fragmented etc and so forth…it’s all a big fat lie…..we

Forgive
Forgive me for love. I cannot feel you now but I remember traces of God between your words. We were sharing those moments - I swear you knew it then but the forgetting started for you too soon after. I don't throw away miracles like laughter, the physics of electrons aligning, or windows to a place between now and forever - these things belong to me. I remain. I taste the charged air enveloping us, and I need the whisper of your "maybe now" to fill me once again. It really was like that. Forgive my remembering. © All rights reserved

Outta The Hospital
okay i'm up an awake. i had to go to the hospital around 3 inthe morning and I hate that damn place. Seems like I got viral pharyngitis, a fancy way of sayng upper respepitory infection with sore throat headaches and fever. I'm doing ok, just tired alot so dont worry bout me. I'm too onery to stay sick, lol.

How To Pick Me Up
I was recently asked to write a little something that would detail how to pick me up if I were out and about. I believe that this is an unfair advantage to give to one person so I’m gonna share it with everyone. Below is a short list of do’s and don’ts when trying to pick me up: It’s all about the approach Don’t roll up on me like you’re some kind of daddy mac playa. Leave the pick up lines at home (unless they are painfully stupid and just for an ice breaking laugh). Don’t glance past me like you’re trying to look at me without being caught- I can see you too. Do have the balls to look at me and smile (I like to be eye fucked). Send me a drink if we’re at a bar and actually follow up by coming over to enjoy the drink with me. If we’re in a different setting ie casino, bookstore etc try to find something mildly of interest to me to approach me with to discuss ie are you winning or I read that book and I liked this one too. Heartfelt small talk goes far with me. Convers

Going Thru Some Shit
Hello to all my friends and fans here at Fubar. I hardly ever write anything in my blogs, im usually sharing sites and graphics and videos. I currently live with my boyfriend, Weve been together over three years. For the past two weeks now he is constantly over his ex's house helping her.."who knows if thats true" His ex just moved into her own place and he is over night after night coming home later and later, First it was after midnight, then 2 or 3 in the morning. Now he's comimg home 5 or 6am. I suffer from bipolar disorder and i take meds for it. I can't help but believe he is cheating..He says it's all in my head. Bipolar or not i know what he is doing aint right. Am I over reacting? Ive considered leaving because it's getting to a point, where i just don't trust him any more.

Beautiful
Beautiful, are you, as the flowers of the field. Beautiful, is the sound of your voice. Beautiful, is the touch of your hand. Beautiful, are the eyes that speak of love. Beautiful, is your understanding and kindness. Beautiful, is the way you always consider others. Beautiful, are the courage of your convictions. Beautiful, are the silent, countless words of, I love you. Beautiful, is the softness of your touch. Beautiful, are the children that you hold dear. Beautiful, is your faith, honesty and loyalty. Beautiful, are the people, you bless with your love. Beautiful, are you secret acts of charity. Beautiful, is the goodness, you give to all. Beautiful, is the way your never judge anyone. Beautiful, is your never dreaming...that you are indeed so beautiful. Beautiful, is your heart...your very soul. Beautiful, is the way you have made this a better world. Beautiful, is the helping hand, you extend to all. Have I told you, you are beautif

Dude Can Cook!!
Ok...I love to cook...I really do. And I am good at it. I never knew how good I was until a week ago Sunday. My SCA friends and I had this idea for one of their b-days. We were going to do a competition like Iron Chef, only we would use things used at a campsite. No electric to be used whatsoever. So we got the contestants: Myself and my good friend Roger (check out Alaxander MacBlakrose on my friends list) and the secret ingredient was: APPLES!! They gave us that a week before so we could prepare. The day of the competition came and the rules were simple: had to make at least 3 dishes and you were judged on usage, presentation and flavour. I had come with 6 dishes in mind, but only ended up making 4. They started the competition and I was off. I made a dried apple compote, which consisted of dried apple rings, other dried fruit, sauteed in orange juice with lemon slices and cinnamon sticks. Once that was done and removed, I made the next dish, which was a bottle of my very

What Dose It Mean? Fubar?
FUBAR is an acronym that originated in the military to stand for the words "fucked up beyond all repair." This is often softened to "fouled up beyond all repair" in reference to hardware. The programming and documentation equivalent is "fouled up beyond all recognition." Sometimes the last word is "recovery" or "reconciliation" or "reason." F.U.B.A.R. International is the name of a film company founded in 1989 by several businessmen seeking adventure. They went on location to film natural disasters. Some of the disasters were artificially created, especially avalanches, which could be triggered by explosives. Company executives vacation in Vail, Colorado every year, and have become local celebrities. These days, F.U.B.A.R. International markets clothing and novelty items. Because foo, an unrelated term, appears phonetically in FUBAR, programmers have taken to using both foo and bar as metasyntactic variables when two such variables are needed.

I Am Worthy...
I AM WORTHY It is plain to see and irresistible to ignore. The fact that I AM WORTHY... How when I walk into a room their bottom lips drop to the floor. I see their gaze and their posture restructured, I see their waves and their glasses fog as though the temperature had dropped in the room. You see there is more to me than a cute face, my hella shape and my radiant smile, I have a sort of a "Je ne sais quois", clairvoyance and style. Hard to resist but even harder to understand, The fact that I AM WORTHY... And when the time is right I know God will send me the love of my perfect man. One who can be as gentle as a feather but yet as strong as a bull, One who is sensitive and kind and won`t try to rule. Until God sends him fella`s I have no time to spat because... I AM WORTHY I AM WORTHY I AM WORTHY It is as simple as that!!! Lies I don`t accept Games gets no respect Leeches always get the boot. And playa`s I`m ready

In My Heart (this Is For A Special Person)
press play!!! IN MY HEART There is not a single word that expresses how I feel But I know in my heart that my feelings for you are real When i'm feeling blue you know just what to say your gentle soothing words Brighten up my day your amazing deep eyes your sweet friendly smile wanting you in my arms makes my whole life worth-while you are the sun that lightens the day you are my warmth when I am cold you are my candle in the light you are the one I want to hold You have always been there for me you've always given me a hand you can always make me smile you take time to understand If I didn't have you in my life I don't know what I would do Because you mean so much to me In my heart I will always love you

I Stand Alonea(the Poem Go Out To A Special Deadbeat!!!!!)
Wrong Way Take your opinions and shove them down your throat Bleed Rot Gag until you choke Following the path that will lead to your demise Do you need more black and blues to open up your eyes? Ripped and torn to pieces screaming out your name As the dictators walk by and puts you to shame Open your mouth and pour out pathetic souls Walking across the fire with bare feet on hot coals Take your pride Take your shame Take your useless cries Put it in a bottle and throw it to the skies Watch it fall and land, broken open on the ground Look how much the gods care at your feeble handmade crown Shut up Walk away Hang your head like a child Waste all our time and make this journey so worthwhile Give me the keys and I'll drive far away Just promise me you'll lay here and forget me today

Am I That Horrible?!?!
I need some love! I feel like a crushed lightbulb, all outta shine...been dicked over again by a guy I thought actually cared...I'm about to put my heart on lockdown, cause if you can't get to it, then you can't break it again...I think I'm right about that. I hope so anyways....

Lost Love
Turning way right back, the very hands of time And wishing that I, had then, made you mine For you were my hearts, only true treasure The endless many times, you gave me pleasure Making endless love, was a sweet past time indeed? It was often only the morning that would intercede We must have shared, a whole lifetime together It should have went on, and perhaps lasted forever Did you ever really know my heart loved you so? Did you feel the same did love for you also grow? For to have spent just one night, within your dreams Would have gave me a lifetime, of loving it seems For you were simply but, a schoolyards love crush And never even knew, my heart loved you so much

Sad Love Poem
What we thought was love and happiness? Is now gone all that's left is to move on. Say goodbye and walk away. Take your wounded pride put it aside. The game of love you have lost. Your broken heart is the cost. Count your blessings and pray. maybe You will win at the game of love one day. Just learn when to walk away. Your strong enough to say good bye. Don't hold back it's okay to cry love hurts sometimes

Thinking About You
I remember when you said, "most of the time when you can't sleep your thinking of someone" then you asked me who, now I realize that you were right and when I can't sleep I find myself thinking of you how I miss you so, then I drift off to sleep dream about you, wake up once again thinking about you and the way things use to be I find myself wanting to tell you how much I miss you and how I want to tell you I love you but, then I realize things aren't the way they use to be and things have changed... I wonder if there will ever be a day where I don't think of you without saying to myself I love him and then I wonder, do I ever want that day to come?

My Lil Girl
Dear World, I bequeath to you today.. one little girl, in a pink ruffled skirt, with a matching bow in her hair, two brown eyes that dance when she laughs and bouncy brown hair that flashes a hint of red in the sun. I release her to you world.. To teach her the things that she will not learn under her mothers care. Today she will learn to stand in lines, to listen for her last name first, to sit quietly and concentrate. Today she will learn that it isn't nice to chase lizards in the yard or put frogs in her bed. Today she will learn that it isn't cute to say each of her dolls names one by one as she says her goodnight prayers.. or to tuck them in individually. World, I bequeath to you my heart of hearts, in a pink ruffled skirt, with a matching bow in her hair, two brown eyes that dance when she laughs, and bouncy brown hair that flashes a hint of red in the sun. Today she will begin to learn what unfairness means, she will learn what it is to be misunderstood, to love some

Goooood Morning Everyone
goooood morning everyone hope you have a grrreat day and just remeber to smile,remeber someone loves you on fubar:)i want to thank everyone for rating and commenting my pictures and i will get to your soon i hopd you all are awsome

Heaven And Hell...
John and Bob were inseparable childhood friends. One night, they both died in a terrible car accident. When John woke up in heaven, he began to search for Bob but could not find him anywhere. Very distraught, he ran to St. Peter and said, "St. Peter, I know Bob was killed in that accident with me, but I can't find him!" St. Peter said, "My son, I am sorry to tell you Bob didn't make it to Heaven." This upset John so much that St. Peter agreed to let him see Bob one more time. St. Peter parted the clouds and John saw Bob sitting in hell with a keg on one side and a beautiful buxom blonde on the other. John looked at St. Peter skeptically and said, "Are you sure I'm in the right place?" "My son," St. Peter said, "looks can be deceiving. You see that keg of beer? It has a hole in it. You see that woman? She doesn't!"

Your Profile Settings And How To Change Them.
HOW TO CHANGE YOUR PROFILE SETTINGS IN ORDER TO USE THE AWAY/ONLINE MESSAGE as well as change your profile settings to do this .... 1) Go to the gray tool bar to the white lettered link "MY" Home | My | Top | New | Search | Browse | Invite | Games | I'm bored... | Gifts | VAULT | Help | Logout 2) then click PROFILE 3) this will bring you to your account setting page 4) Now look on the right hand side and scroll down the list until you find the link, HOME PAGE STYLE 5) You will have three choices: Newbie , Original, or Power 6) Choose: ORIGINAL,or Power, I perfer power, but thats my like may not be yours 7) Then go to the bottom of the page and type in the bouncer ID and then click SUBMIT remember to do this or it will not save your settings. 8) Now click on "Home" (homepage), this is where you will find the online/away message setup under your name, if your setting is Original, if you deside to use "power" the "my online Status" will be just below th

2 All Who Are Starting School This Semester...plz Read
I JUST WANTED 2 SAY GOOD LUCK 2 ALL OF U N HOPE U ALL DO GOOD IN WHATEVER U R TAKING...HOPE NOTHING STOPS YA FROM DOING GOOD IN UR LIVES....JUST GET RID OF THE BS OF OTHERS N THE WORRIES U HAVE IN URSELF N IN UR LIVES N HEART CUZ BS IS NOT WORTH IT IN THE LONG RUN HONESTLY.. IF U LET IT, IT WILL BRING U DOWN,,,,, I KNOW ITS NOT AS EASY AS IT LOOKS BELIEVE ME BUT TRY... TRYING CAN HELP ALOT.... DONT BOTHER PPL WITH BS THATS NOT WORTH IT...IF U HAVE PROBLEMS THAT ARE REALLY HAPPENING THEN SEEK FRIENDS N FAMILY BUT DONT CAUSE BS EITHER..... BS WILL NOT GET U TO UR GOAL.... STAY POSITIVE LOVE TESS

Dummy Downrater
Just received a "3" from this dummy. First of all, you shouldn't photoshop when you don't have a clue what the heck you are doing... Secondly, just because your self esteem is low and you can't stand that there are other women here that are much younger and better looking; that doesn't mean you should downrate. Thirdly, I haven't let it bother me in a while, but today it just plucked my nerve. Rating me a "3" won't make me old and ugly like you, dummy! Thanks for the points also. Helping me keep my ranking of 185. She has photo comments and profile comments blocked too, so she/he/it knows what he is doing. To my friends that will actually read this, block her and show her some "luv" :p Happy Monday! kissdbythesun@ fubar

My Next Life
Saw this on another site and thought it was a good read.. My Next Life... I want to live my next life backwards. You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day. You get kicked out for being too healthy; go collect your pension. Then, when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're young enough to enjoy your retirement. You drink alcohol, you party, you're generally promiscuous and you get ready for High School. You go to primary school, you become a kid, you play, you have no responsibilities, you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions; c entral heating, room service on tap, larger quarters every day, and then... you finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case.

A Prayer
Goddess, please bless me. Help me have the strength to stand on my own if need be. Help me have faith in myself. Help me have faith in you. Help me be the kind of woman I want to be. Help me to be calm and rational, in my thinking and manor. Help me know that I am a beautiful tool of you. Help me to that that beauty when no one else does. Help me find validation from within, instead of looking outward for it. As above, so below So Mote it be!

Welcome Home Baby Girl
Proud hopes no fears; anticipation smiles, "Have a seat, dear..." Close eyes breathe deep electric touch wakes you from sleep... Arms bound as lips kissed; identity wanes with a nipple's twist... Focus challenged by voice and touch; led so deeply as your fingers clutch... Mental sight of your "self" burns bright when you place your trust within My might. Welcome "Home" My little one... life unfolds for we've just begun. Welcome home baby girl. Traveler

1 Of My Favorite Songs-akon Don't Let Up-
(Dont Let it Get To You, No Baby) Girl I Know you're fed up but things gonna get a lot better (Dont Let it Get To You, No Baby) Don't wanna see you give up, whatever you do, don't let up Girl i Know that things are hard now And you're feeling like you're all alone Mom & dad's no long 'round now 'Cause now you're grown with kids of your own Baby dad is nowhere to be found While you play the role of mom & papi (Raising them all by yourself) Always home and can't go out now Can't remember the last time that you were happy Whatever you do... (Dont Let it Get To You, No Baby) Girl I Know you're fed up but things gonna get a lot better (Dont Let it Get To You, No Baby) Don't wanna see you give up, whatever you do, don't let up Every man that you meet on the streets You're looking at him like he's an enemy (Just give us one more chance) Girl I know that you can't hurt no more You've been damaged, can't trust nobody [Don't Let Up lyrics on And I know that you c

Recent Stuff
If I seem a little distant, or distracted... If I seem like I'm depressed and sad... 1 of my son's is in a 2-6 month psychiatric placement. Yes it's best for him right now. I tell myself that everyday, it doesn't make it any easier to see him struggle through life... My fianances will will be strapped but if it's best it's best... He doesn't like being there any more than I like having to do the tough love thing. In so many ways I feel guilty, yet in reality I shouldn't it's all part of the disorders that he has... I wanna cry everytime I go see him, I just want to bring him home and tell him it will be ok... but right now he needs to be where he is, learning coping skills and how to manage his meds without me. For his future, I'd much rather see him in 6 months of treatment than a lifetime in prison for something he didn't know how to cope with. So just bear with me through the tough times and know that my smile is a little reluctant right now... I don't need people making

Oif "v"
Well, Here I am.....Again. WTF! Why do I keep ending up over here? What do I hope to accomplish? I know part of why I keep coming back for more is due to the camaraderie, But Damn! Is it really worth all of that? HELL Yes!! I wouldn't trade any of the worst days I have had over here for any other. I love my family with all of my heart. But there is something inside of me that just keeps me in the game.

I Got What It Takes
IM IN THE MOOD TO WRITE TODAY...LATELY IVE BEEN DOING ALOT OF THINKING ABOUT MYSELF. I THOUGHT "FUK,I GOT WHAT IT TAKES!" LOOK AT ME...IM HOTT!BUT IT GOES WAY BEYOND LOOKS,IM A REALLY SWEET GURL. IM A GOOD FRIEND,A GOOD LISTENER AND I LOVE TO HELP ANYONE WHO NEEDS ME.MY PARENTS DID A HELL OF A JOB RAISING ME CAUSE I HAVE GOOD MORALS AND VALUES. IM A HELL OF A GURL AND I LOVE TO HAVE FUN.I TAKE WAY TO MUCH TIME TRYING TO LOOK MY BEST AND I ALWAYS FEEL SEXY NO MATTER WHAT I WEAR OR DO.IM A HELL OF A CATCH. SO WHY AM I WITHOUT THAT ONE THING I WANT THE MOST.I AM PICKY BUT I DESERVE THE BEST CAUSE I GIVE THE BEST.IM NOT TRASHY AND I WONT ACT LIKE SOMEONE IM NOT..I DONT NEED TO. IM A REAL GURL WITH A WHOLE LOT TO OFFER.GET ME BEHIND CLOSE DOORS AND I'LL BLOW YA MIND!!!BE GOOD TO ME AND I'LL BE BETTER TO U. SO I SAY....COME GET ME BABY,YOU'LL NEVER MEET ANOTHER ME FUCK YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Inspirational Quotes – Loss
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal. ~From a headstone in Ireland When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight. ~Kahlil Gibran It's so curious: one can resist tears and 'behave' very well in the hardest hours of grief. But then someone makes you a friendly sign behind a window, or one notices that a flower that was in bud only yesterday has suddenly blossomed, or a letter slips from a drawer... and everything collapses. ~Colette While grief is fresh, every attempt to divert only irritates. You must wait till it be digested, and then amusement will dissipate the remains of it. ~Samuel Johnson We must embrace pain and burn it as fuel for our journey. ~Kenji Miyazawa Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose. ~From the television show The Wonder Years If you're going through

Gettign Somethings Out
this is a tough situation i am my feelings are torn into a million little peices. I cant seem to open up enough to let things out. I have to go to court and face my oldest son for what he did to his younger brothers. I love my oldest son with all my heart and not so sure what to say to him when i see him he sexually assualted his 2 younger brothers and it is just tearing me apart inside. I love all my kids but what do you say when something like this happens. and all of them are your kids what do I say to the oldest one who has put the blame on me when all i ever did for him was good what would you say when he says that he never wants to see you again and then you have to face him in court what would you say. I just need some opinion having a real hard time with this. srry just needed to get soemthings out. You can read it or just walk away but i need all the love and support i can get right now need lots of prayers

I Finally Did It!!!
I finally left that loser I was with....(refer to my old blog post titled "The Drunken Boyfriend Saga") Well it happened again last Friday night. This time it all happened in front of everyone at the bar. This time, I didn't go home with him and Sunday, I went and got all my stuff. Including my Shania and my car....It is officially over between us...This is something I've been planning for some time...saved up a little money to make due till I can find a job, but all will work out...Thanks for reading!

Masks
I write this today feeling a very intense pain...... and I finally realized, that as much as people run from pain, hide from pain, we all need pain to help us grow, to understand the world around us. I know this sounds odd, but the pain I feel now I know will give me knowledge later on. I have so many people in my life that live there lives with masks on, making them immune to pain, but causing pain themselves. Guess they are the lucky ones...........I could never find my mask....... well for anyone that reads this, thx for your time......

The Gay Flight Attendant
THE GAY FLIGHT ATTENDANT My flight was being served by an obviously gay flight attendant, who seemed to put everyone in a good mood as he served us food and drinks. As the plane prepared to descend, he came swishing down the aisle and told us that "Captain Marvey has asked me to announce that he'll be landing the big scary plane shortly, so lovely people, if you could just put your trays up, that would be super." On his trip back up the aisle, he noticed this well-dressed and rather Arabic looking woman hadn't moved a muscle. He says to her in a jolly tone "Perhaps you didn't hear me over those big brute engines, but I asked you to raise your trazy-poo, so the main man can pitty-pat us on the ground." She calmly turned her head and said, "In my country, I am called a Princess and I take orders from no one." To which (I swear) the flight attendant replied, without missing a beat, "Well, sweet-cheeks, in my country I'm called a Queen, so I out rank you. T

Anger
anger is not love anger is driking anger is killing someone anger one thing never do love, anger love not anger anger is ramming you head throug a glass door when your are man you do stupid things stupid things that are stupid when mad you dont feel nuthing anger we all have anger you cant change when mad stays stay away from everyone anger can kill because you do stupid things when mad sleep anger just anger ANGER

Upset
What is wrong with everybody? Why so crude? Where did I fault them? When have I hurt anybody? All my trust... "Best Friends" - I called them Why for every word of goodness So much trouble, so much pain? Why does good inspire rudeness? Why upset me, why again? I don't need no chaperone, I will cope with life alone!

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