Sitting by my computer waiting patiently for a letter.
Hoping I'll hear from you and then maybe I'll feel better.
Because I'm sick and lost without your love my gentle morning dove.
You were given to me, sent to me, you flew down from far above.
I miss you like the dry desert misses the dew and the rain,
And my heart aches for you with a sharp uneasy pain.
So then I hear the news that you won't be coming back.
Seems you were caught up in a crash and everything went black.
Well I'd give anything to have you here with me my dear,
Because now I just sit here lifeless drinking year after year.
Did I fail you? Was I not good enough?
I'm trying my love. I promised I'd be tough.
Could I have saved you if I had never let you go?
Oh my dear angel please tell my my love, say it isn't so!
Now my heart is black as coal,
And I've given away my soul.
My head is growing dumb,
As my skin goes slowly numb.
I shed a thoughtful tear,
As I cry, "Why did you leave me here!"
Alone I sit in the corner in the cold and in the dark.
Its been forever since my heart felt that sweet spark,
Of love, of passion, of deep and earnest desire.
It's been a long, long time since my soul was on fire.
Where have you gone my love and why?
Why did you leave my heart on the floor to die?
Come back to me my dear.
Whisper once more in my ear.
Say you love me still and hold me! Never let me go!
Say you aren't gone forever my love! Say it isn't so!
Well I hope you like these flowers. I got them just for you.
There purple, white, red, and yellow with just a hint of blue.
Are you happy now my love? Have you found eternal rest?
I wish you were here with me my love, but destiny knows best.
So as you lay there sleeping do you ever dream of me?
Do you ever stop and dream about the way it used to be?
Well its time for me to go now. Here I wrote you something sweet.
I'll lay it here for now. Goodbye until one day we meet,
In that land of perfect peace and eternal joyful song.
Rest in peace my lover. I promise it won't be very long.
--Love Always Your Lover--
--SlayerX--
