I have been threw hell and back.. Loving those who don't know how to love back.. Trying to hard to be the best that I can has just served me the biggest kick in the ass.. Things for me never work right. So why do I still put up a fight.. I keep my head high with tears in my eyes. To show all that I can still shine.. Why do I continue to please everyone else but the one thing I can not do is please my self.. I'm the one that stand in the background and looks around to realize all I can do is frown.. Now I'm sinking and begining to drown.. In my own abyss of self conflict..
