THE NIGHT I DIED
Tonight I died well it happen the way I didn’t want it to happen. It was suppose to end like this. I was happy on could nine (if there is such a thing) I was enjoying my life and everything in it. I’m so much in love it wasn’t supposed to happen to me but it did. But who was to know that she would be the death of me. I didn’t think it would be. She didn’t even know she would be either but she was. Now back to the story. There I was trying to figure out how I was going to get to there to be wit her for the rest off my life. I’ve drove myself insane trying to get there. But everything I tried didn’t work at all. Out of the blue I got some news that I had an opportunity to get the great job. I packed everything I could to take wit me up there. I left half of what I owned and left the other have for a later date. All day long I had the shadow hanging over me. I couldn’t get that feeling out of my head.
Hours later has past and I got everything ready to go. Just as I got done the phone rang and it was her I was so happy to tell her bout everything I did that day. But she wasn’t herself. It was like she wanted to tell me something but she couldn’t come out and say it. But I keep on talking bout what is going on. And then she stopped me half way through it and said it’s not going to work. My heart stopped beating and shatter into millions of pieces. I didn’t say anything well she’s tells me why it’s not going to work. She said something bout how I was cheating on her. And I wasn’t at all one of my friends out the blue said that she was pregnant and it was mine.
I wouldn’t even think bout cheating on her. She’s my world and everything I do is for her. I stopped talking to most of my friends just so she won’t get the wrong idea bout anything I do. But now one of them decided to break us up so she can get me. I tired everything I could to tell her that I didn’t do anything and how can I get her pregnant when she stays in another state and I didn’t have time to go there of her here. When I’m always talking to her as much as I can. But I she didn’t want to listen to anything I said. She got of the phone crying and pissed off. Over something that’s not even true. I talked to the friend that started this mess in the first place. And cussed her out and told her that we wouldn’t ever be together.
I tried to call my baby back but she wouldn’t pick up the phone so I left a long message telling her I didn’t do anything she was trying to break us up. And it worked. But I’m not going to ever be wit anyone other the u. you’re my every thing and all I want to be wit for eternity. I would die if it’s over.
And that sealed my fate as soon as I said that. She called me right back. Saying that I wouldn’t die if I wasn’t wit her. She paused for a minute then told me that it wouldn’t be the same if we got back together. I told her it wouldn’t be either because I would be there wit u from this day forward. No one could say I did this or did that when your always wit me. She’s was like true. But it’s still not going to workout so I’m going to work. And u wouldn’t hear anything from me again.
Just as soon as she said that my eyes rolled into the back of my head my heart stopped I couldn’t breath. I hit the floor wit a loud thump. She was still on the phone calling my name. I heard her but I couldn’t respond to her. All I wanted to say to her for the last time was I love u.
I didn’t think I would die as soon as I did but that’s life for yea. I wanted to grow old wit her have kids together and watch them grow up and there kids arrive to the world. Then I would go but I didn’t even leave my seed or mark on this world. But I leave to go to a better place and maybe one day I can start over and find her again but who knows but my life is over. I’ll always remember the exacted time and date that I died.
Sick & Twisted
FEBRUARY 10 2008
5:15AM
