this sucks--i'VE been suffering with the wrong end of the bipolar days now--these holidays don't help--damn-they hurt so much-so sabbath is over--i rush to my e-mails----went to email address 1---2 google alerts(good) and 15 spams---then to e-mail address 2--my music business and friend address--NOTHING--ZERO-ZIP-NADA--now i really feel unwanted and like dying--so i go to myspace--yay--2 real messages--thank u gals--but 36 f-ckin spams--17 from those i wrote to to tell them to please stop spamming me.
and thank you here who really do care--love yas
