You know what I let you know, I show only what I want to show. You see what I let you see. It can never be that you see the true me, because I keep it locked up for eternity. I keep it deep down buried in my soul. I'll never let my true feeling's free. I fall in love and try to show him, but then I go and get screwed over. I put you before I put myself, but you act as if my love for you was never felt. My heart get's abused, as I am being used. Alway's afraid to open up, because I alway's get hung up. Always looking for a friend, one that I can trust and depend on. Trying to forget my past, but I alway's seem to finish last. Constantly remembering what Mi Familia went through. Wondering if it will happen to me too. Can true love really work out? Or will there alway's be doubt? As the one who get's hurt cries out. My love never seemed to mount to anything at all, Big or small. I highly recommend that you don't go off the deep end. And pretend to amend, and say you are in love when you not, so remember what you can do, to someone. You can hurt that person until the day they die, all because you told a lie.