Fuck it!...I give up! I do not care anymore!.....I'm tired....I'm tired of trying to be there for ungrateful people who call themselves friend's when all they do is complain and disrespect you in everyway when you constantly tell them to stop!! Not only do I lose a "friend" in the process....I get hurt, they tell me not to get too attached and I don't but it's going to hurt no matter what! I've tried so many time's with this person...I've forgiven him too many times and I can't take it anymore I have respect for myself so therefore I had to let him go so he would know that I was serious this time and I wasn't playing game's....he think's he could just call me name's anytime he want's and get away with it...maybe with the old me he could have but there's a new Michelle in town and I refuse to put up with people's bullshit! I've dealt with stupid people all my life (18 years) and I'm tired of being the good one who's just too nice and let's everyone walk all over me..NO! It's not right...I can't really call him a friend because when I told him that was it I wouldn't put up with him talking to me that way...he acted like a child and started calling me fat names and talking shit to me....unbelievable!!!! I guess that right there proves he wasn't my friend in the first place....and fuck no I'm not being too sensitive ...like everyone like's to put it...I'm standing up for myself....if I don't who the fuck will?!?! No one!! I'm not going to be so trusting anymore...I'm done having my heart and my kindness stomped on damnit! I think it was a good thing that it ended cuz once it end's once....it's just going in the same direction in the future....me and him didn't go....not even as friend's.....we just CLASHED! I guess your just going to meet people in your life that you can't even be friend's with, sad but true...it's not about liking the same damn thing's or anything like that...it's about being there for eachother and being able to talk to one another and respect one another...cuz if you don't have any respect for your friend then why are you friend's...better yet how could you call them a friend if they disrespect you?....all I know is I'm not going back...in the past I would have but I'm keeping my pride and moving on....like they say "AFTER IT'S ALL OVER.....LIFE STILL GOES ON"
