my angel....
i don't know how long i can keep this going on...theis overwhelming feelings i have for you...i feel like it's going to overflow and drown me...i can't breathe....you're everywhere ... and i keep breathing you in...i see you everywhere...when i'm awake...when i close my eyes...keep missing you...wanting you....
god ... i'd climb the highest mountain...cross the deepest ocean...just to be with you...if only once...just once...you'd look my way...look into my eyes...you'll know my deepest secret...my deepest desire...
to watch you...listening to you...so near and yet so far...reaching out and not being able to touch you....i can feel my heart bleeding...i wish...can only wish...i'll be able to find the strength to tell you what i feel...but i know it's closer to impossible...you over there and i'm over here...c'est le vie...
will write again...
yours...secretly...
rain.
