hi angel...
woke up with mixed feelings...trying to grasp what i feel or think i feel...i don't know anymore...emotions are such fragile things...borderline...
i am so afraid that one of these days i'm going to wake up and find all my bittersweet emotions gone...and therefore....these mixed feelings that kept the last bit of romance in my heart alive...then i'll have nothing to look forward to anymore...hence...existing and not living...
i pray...to whichever god that's listening...once...just once...let me feel the reason why my heart is still pulsating...to feel what it yearns for...intense...passionate...smothering...suffocating...love and romance...till i can't breath no more and gladly succumbed ...
i'm tired...angel...tired of perpetually searching for something...something i don't even know if it exists...
yours...still...
rain
