I Lay lifeless as I feel you touch me
I've given up fighting
You laugh stealing my innacince
as the tears fall from my cheeks and hit the bed
You come into my room in the dead of night
and kill me inside
I no longer know what it's like to feel anything besides the pain
thanks to you no one will every make me smile
You whisper in my ear your rotten thoughts
of what this is sapose to be
telling my I should enjoy the things you do to me
but explain to me how?
You've ripped my clothes and my soul
never will things be the same
how can I ever love knowing what you've done?
knowing you could do it again...
I've scream so many times for you to stop
but it's like you can't hear
all you know is you and nothing else matters as long as you get your pleasure
when you finish you kiss my forehead
take my sheets and tuck me in
whispering
I love you sweetie see you in the morning
you look at me waiting for a response
I look up at you knowing the words you want to hear
I hear myself say them the words I hate so much
"I love you too daddy"
I watch you leave and wait quietly for your foot steps to fade
I cry sightently into the night knowing that it will only happen again
