As I watch the darkness slowly engulf me, I feel my life slipping away. Happiness is no more and I feel it will never return. How did I lose all that I ever cared about? I give and I give and this bastard called life continuously takes more than I am capable of returning. My breath has been taken from me. Sucked from the deepest portals of my being. I am now on my knees, no longer strong enough to put one foot in front of the other to take one simple step. I crawl as I struggle to find the answers to where I went wrong. Digging deep in this rock bottom pit I have been forced into. Digging deeper as I feel the walls of darkness closing tighter around me. So tired. I must lay here in the darkness and rest....as I gasp for breath for my weary body. 
