Well, tomarrow is christmas and I will get to spend the holiday with the kids. It will be a great thing for me but thier father will not be here to enjoy it with them. However, it is not such a bad thing, since he will be getting them just before the new years. But it is not like he will be spending the holiday by himself though...he has his family too. But I have had the kids my share of the time for the year and now it is time for papa to spend time with his kids. He will get them for three months. It will be kinda hard on me here for a bit but I will be working two jobs and getting stuff done around here so that my ex can give me a breather for a bit...it is good but somehow I will have to cope with the long goodbyes. I have never been away from my kids more than one month. But in the meanwhile, my son, JJ, is well potty trained and has not wet the bed for over a week now. He is four so this is a good thing for my ex and I hope this is of great help for him. I will find something to do I am sure though...like read a book, color, draw...do something so that I do not have to worry about the kids so much, when I am not working that is.