i just woke up. i sat up until 4 in the morning maybe it was the two energy drinks lol. but, i woke up at 7 terrified after some nightmares, ussually i dont even start dreaming untill the last 2 hrs or so before i wake up. but anyways the first part was so realistic im not even sure it was a dream. all i remember is laying there and suddenly feeling terrified and frightened to death that someone might come into the house. and then i got up to lock the door finally cuz i told myself not to lay there in fear but fight it. i think the laying awake scared part i may have been mostly awake but was so half asleep i thought i did get up then it turned into dream.
so i got up to lock the door, but it wouldn't close all the way so the lock wasn't working and then all the power went out. there was like a slight light shadow so i could see and then it suddenly just went pitch black. and then i dreamt that i was in a huge house well i think there was more to how i got there and such but the next part i remember was being in the kitchen and a guy i work with was there making breakfast. ravyn's parents were in the living room so i was all scared to walk out there,i asked him if they knew he was there and he said yes.
suddenly ghosts started making the ceilings shake and i said damnet they've done this the last 3 times i've been here and i started yelling at them walking towards the living room. then i remember hearing ravyn screaming something having to do with blood and it sounded like she was being hurt and my heart started pounding. i started sprinting towards the stairs to go up to where her room was then i woke up. i always seem to wake up before i'm able to do anything to make it better, and then i was just worried about her and lay awake for a while.
after that my dreams weren't so vivid once i went back to sleep or anything. just remember seeing ravyn and trevor. don't remember if it ended up being happy or not. i think i had a dream where things were somewhat ok, though not really sure. the rest of the night is a blur right now. so yea that wasn't fun but i survived. just another bad dream. ive had those since i can remember. before i had teenage hormones i never new a good dream.. lol. i just dont like that it felt like there was a not so nice ghost in my house, and it's felt like that before. i miss my protective loving presence. it reminded me of a time me and ravyn sat in my room in the dark with all electronics off and suddenly felt scared. i felt terrified to go upstairs and get food with her alone for some reason. *sigh* but i ought not think about it too much.
