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Smile
How come we choose from just two people to run for president and over fifty for Miss America ? I signed up for an exercise class and was told to wear loose-fitting clothing. If I HAD any loose-fitting clothing, I wouldn't have signed up in the first place! When I was young we used to go "skinny dipping," now I just "chunky dunk." Don't argue with an idiot; people watching may not be able to tell the difference. Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press 'Ctrl Alt Delete' and start all over? AMEN, AMEN !! Why is it that our children can't read a Bible in school, but they can in prison? Wouldn't you know it... Brain cells come and brain cells go, but FATcells live forever. Now that food has replaced sex in my life, I can't even get into my own pants. I saw a woman wearing a sweat shirt with "Guess" on it. So I said "Implants?" She hit me. Why do I

Funny
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Fine - This is the word women use to end an argument when they feel they are right and you need to shut up. Never use "fine" to describe how a woman looks - this will cause you to have one of those arguments. Five Minutes - This is half an hour. It is equivalent to the five minutes that your football game is going to last before you take out the trash, so it's an even trade. Nothing - This means "something," and you should be on your toes. "Nothing" is usually used to describe the feeling a woman has of wanting to turn you inside out, upside down, and backwards. "Nothing" usually signifies an argument that will last "Five Minutes" and end with "Fine". Go Ahead - (With Raised Eyebrows!) This is a dare. One that will result in a woman getting upset over "Nothing" and will end with the word "Fine". Go Ahead - (Normal Eyebrows) This means "I give up" or "Do what you want because I don't care".

You Are Not "nameless"
Darling! See here I am... Writing love letters to you in the sand, Painting a picture of my heart With your name and my name in it. And the wind... It just blows And blows, Sending my love letters to you. I sit here and watch my kisses Being blown across the miles, One after another, each one landing Like soft butterfly kisses on your lips. Yes, darling! I can feel your sweet lips. I can feel your warm body…and You’ve just been awakened by my love calls, Now…you are receiving my kisses. I whisper the words “I love you…” Gently into your ears, I kiss you softly on your lips And on your cheeks. Yes, darling!…This is really me! I’m really here for you! Flesh and blood …I am here! You are so breathtakingly charming When you wake up in the morning Your messy hair is piling up And then cascading down your forehead. Aaaahhhh!…..Is this really you? I softly whisper your name…for You are no longer “Nameless” anymore, Yo

The Eigth Wonder
Above painting is a combination of watercolor and acrylic paints. I have painted this about some time ago in 2004. This sandpaper ground that layers with beautiful mushrooms soft should not be of hindrance to me, as slowly I crawl. Like a snake, my slender body wraps around your arm, spirals up to your chest, admiring the views. I dance. Like a hungry fox, I inhale deeply, the aroma of your essence, whilst you whistle love tunes. And I, who gently kiss you on your cheek, thank our Creator for this wonderful transformation.

Only A Woman Can Express Her Passion...duh!
A raging storm Hurls its torrents That pound incessantly Against my window panes Fierce winds howl, Attuned to my mounting anticipation As I eagerly await your promised arrival. Our hour of ecstasy, soon to began This gnawing hunger that I have for you This powerful love This merciless desire Has consumed my every waking hour I'm lost within my passionate appetites Lost within enchanting power Rendered a helpless, wanton toy. Your toy! My life has richer meaning now Because of you, I sing! My life is exciting now Because of you, I laugh! My ache for you My thirst for you Ever increasing Never completely sated Am I doomed, Locked within this prison of passion? A willing victim of my love and lust, Of you, your scent, your body? Oh my dearest, hurry! My anguish is unbearable! My desire, ravenous! My love over flowing and eternal! Ahhh, sweet torture! My panting breath quickens As I hear you pound upon t

Children Of The Wild (my Twins)
I watch them playing in the sand Oh how very small their hands There are sometimes I wish they'd be All grown up like you and me But then there is the quiet night When I watch with such delight Sleeping soundly in their beds Wondering what visions dance through their heads When on some nights so dark and bleak The Night Mare makes it me they seek Then in my bed they crawl, it's true They may come as one or two I welcome them with open arms They know I'll keep them from all harms Amazing I can calm their fears So easily kiss away their tears They are not old enough to know That all the world is filled with woe They only know that mommy's near To shush away all their fear Sometimes they look me in the eyes And tell me such great whopping lies Inside I laugh, outside I fume For in this world it would be their doom I want my sons to know right from wrong But damn it's taking oh so long Some day I'll be inside each one's head Helping them through tough times ahead

I Need More In My Buns
I don’t need a teeny weeny in my bun You know that a tube steaks more fun I could use a chunk of bacon To stop my daily achin But I don’t need a teeny weeny in my bun I don’t need a teeny weeny in my bun You know your not feeding a nun When they’re hot they often shrivel And get lost when squeezed or swiveled I don’t need a teeny weeny in my bun I don’t need a teeny weeny in my bun In my grill they’re the first ones that’s done It seems they never swell And often turn to jell I don’t need a teeny weeny in my bun I don’t need a teeny weeny in my bun If you have nothing bigger then run Now I know I seem atrocious And my passion is ferocious But I don’t need a teeny weeny in my bun Now I’ll accept a beefsteak A sausage or even two Friends are coming over To my cook out for food and brew

Grandmothers , Contest
HEY LISTEN UP, IM LOOKIN TO DO MY FIRST CONTEST IF ANYONE INTERSTED IN THE CONTEST PLEASE SEND ME A PM WITH PIC, THE CONTEST IS FOR THE SEXXII GRANDMOTHER CONTEST, THE CONTEST WILL START ON 2/18/07 WILL RUN FOR ONE WEEK. IM LOOKIN FOR 10 SEXXII GRANDMOTHERS ,THIER WILL BE TWO WINNERS 1ST PLACE DIAMOND RING 2ND PLACE DIAMOND EAR RINGS THE CONTEST WILLBE JUDGE ON ON COMMENTS AN BOMBIN YOU CAN VOTE FOR YOURSELF, LETS KEEP IT CLEAN AN HONEST PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!! happy valentines

I'm Sick...
All I wanted to do this morning was leave work and go to the Dr. But NOOOOO, I couldn't freaking leave work. I'm sure you're curious as to why I couldn't leave work. (yea, I'm loopy on Nyquil right now) I couldn't leave work because I own the place and I had one employee out on vacation and another called in sick. I couldn't find anyone to cover the front for me, so I was stuck. This is the down side of owning your own business and the reality of it for me today isn't very welcome. I am almost envious of my employee that called in sick. I wish I could've done the same. Tomorrow I see the Dr. in the morning. Happy Valentine's Day, right? LOL I almost hope I get a shot to make me feel better quickly. My ears feel like they're going to pop, I might have pink eye, the pressure in my head is awful! And after coughing for a bit, I now can't swallow without it hurting. UGH! I'm going to bed...

Still Love You Fernando Guiterrez I Do
Still love you Fernando Guiterrez It's been so long Since I talked to you, I missed your voice No matter what I do. Everyday When I go to bed, I think of you, Cause you were the only one I ever had. I missed your Voice, And the words you said, I missed you telling me you loved me, No matter how much tears I shed. You were my moon, My guiding light, My shining star, When in my life wasn't going right You helped me through With life, When everything was wrong. You helped me take away the pain, When everybody was gone. And now your no longer with me, I still love you deep down inside, Cause you were my first love, No matter how much I tried to hide. Still love you.. By Cristionna

Tears Are Not Enuff
TEARS ARE NOT ENUFF My mind begins to wonder My heart begins to race As the memory of you Drifts back into place I got a picture of you smiling With a sparkle in your eyes You looked at me so gently And kept me mesmerized AS much as I tired Your face wouldn't go away Your eyes, your lips, your smile, I thought of you all day It was soon about 3 With you still on my mind I thought while listening to music In a flash it was 9 I made my bed To get some rest As I lay down I thought of nothing less The most important memories Replayed over and over again And I realized how I missed you As the days replayed again No, I hadn't known you very long But you had such an effect on me You captured my heart within a day As I begin to fall wishing for you and me The way it felt when we touched The way you made me feel It seemed that you were too perfect To even be real And that's when the tears Begin to form in my eyes They told myself how much

On Being Tired
I need to embrace Morpheus hold him close and treat him as a lover keep him within the circle of my arms that I might dream To feel the gentle swaying as my mind does slip maddeningly away and cover my mouth that I not scream His kiss upon my eyes would be welcome as a lovers kiss on a moonless night lips soft touch calling me gently into sleep Where is the god of dreams when one has need does he drink the wine of Bacchus high on mountains steep Does he terry long and lovingly with Clotho, Atropos, and Lachesis as they weave out my fate Perhaps he counsels Ares on long dark lonely nights tormenting him with hate Come to me now oh lord of sleep and dreams and take me far and wide from this place that I may sleep a hundred years in just a moments space. ©Dark

Five Variable Love Profile
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is medium. You probably have had a couple significant loves. And you may have even had your heart broken. But you haven't really dated a wide variety of people. Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence

He Promised He's Come Through This Is One Of The First Poems I Wrote When I Was Only 17
Here I am, Alone once more. I hear a Knock, On my door. I smile because I know its you, I knew on your promise you would come through. I quietly crawl out of my bed, Walk towards the door, This, I said: Thanks for coming, For showing up, I love you, boy, I can’t get enough. You creep on in, Take me in your arms, Embrace me, whisper loving charms. We have to be quite, parents are home, They wouldn’t agree, I'm barely grown. You lay me down, On my bed, Begin to gently give me head, I grip the sheets, Hold them tight, At this rate we’ll be up all night. I can’t make noise, I bite my lip, You stroke me with your tongue, the tip. You slide your finger, up inside, I’m all wet, so in, it glides. You begin to pull it in and out, It’s all I can do not to shout. You bring me to the euphoric ledge, Push me straight off of the edge. You climb over me and kiss my neck, My collarbone, my chest, your tongue warm and wet. You slide your finger in my mouth, I

:)
Ok well i created my profile yesterday, i have friends who have been trying to get me on this thing. But i have other pages i go to.. so anyways it is quite interesting on here. It will take some getting used to but im liking it already :) Cheers jen

Valentines Day
its just another day for corporate america to capitalize on and make uber amounts of money because people feel obligated to buy another person something to show their appreciation for that special someone it could all be avoided if men and women would stand up and show their love for one another everyday instead of just certain days out of the year come on people see the light and stop falling victim to big corporate tycoons i am not downing vday just the things behind it and how we don't see everyday truth

Daddy Do You Remember ? I Do
Daddy i remember when i was a little girl you'd hold me in your arms to protect me from this world daddy do you remember when i was about seven are family was always smiling until i was past eleven Daddy i remember wed have so much fun but when i turned 12 things started to come undone daddy do you remember? when you used to be relaxed you didn't worry about money or about the horrible pasts daddy i remember you'd carry me on your shoulders i looked up to you like my hero you were my defensive soldier daddy i remember you'd always make me laugh but then things started to change.. my smile hardly ever came back daddy i remember one night you came home mommy was asleep i was all alone.. i remember how you hit me slapped me in the face i didn't no what was going on what happened to this place daddy don't you remember Anna came in the room she started to scream yelling rite at you she said what the hells your problem you looked at he

Sublime-hung Kung Phooey
Who is this super hero? sarge? NO! Rosemary the telephone operator? No way man! Henry the mild mannered janitor? COULD BE! Hong kong phooey, number one super guy. Hong kong phooey, quicker than the human eye. Oh, hes got style, a groovy smile, a bite that just won't stop. When the going gets rough, hes super tough With the hong kong phooey chop. Hong kong phooey, number one super guy, Hong kong phooey, oh he's quicker than the human eye. hom chicky bomb chicky dong diddly dong diddly dong dong bow wow wow (pick it up pick it up pick it up) Repeat ---------------------- Numba one supa-guy.

Baby Girl
Baby girl you've fallen so hard, All your lack of trust and belief. I don't know how to pull you above the surface again, So you can finally breathe. I feel like I've betrayed you, Pushed you under the waves. But now I promise I'll save you... Reach out and you'll be okay. Sweetie you're so beautiful, I can't put your smile into words. Your laughter is unforgettable, And your tears chill me to the core.. Baby girl don't throw your soul away, Don't flush your heart down the toilet drain. Oh I promise you'll be thinner, For a few sacred days... But this sin will grow bigger, and so will your pain. Don't let their words pierce you, Or their looks leave a mark. Hold your chin up high, pretty girl Even angels had to learn to fly...

Lost At Sea
Red lipstick covers my face. Purchased a ticket for a free ride from the human race. Her lace costs nothing but a promise of passionate hips. She has a face that could launch a thousand lips. A lady Godiva, a leader of class, she is like a raging oceans tempest loch. My body''s her rocky beaches, my love is her tidal clock. Like a hungry piranha''s shock, she tears my flesh, gorging herself on my loving lift. A winter storms envelopes her body, as white snow blows, but her hot warming spine sizzles my drift. Surf goes up as we ride her rolling waves; my ships sextant goes in all four corners of her trade winds. Her Sun and Moon soon dispels any notion of stopping earths spell, for she has Gia’s taunt spine , loaded with curving petals that grinds. Blinding me to an unsettling swell, my heart pounds in painful pleasures death nell. Lost

Edgar Allen Poe The Raven
The Raven by Edgar Allan Poe Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore-- While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visiter," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door-- Only this and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow;--vainly I had sought to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow--sorrow for the lost Lenore-- For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore-- Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me--filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating "'Tis some visiter entreating entrance at my

Forgive Me
I’ll walk away from you I’ll walk away today I’ll walk away from you I’ll walk so far away I’ll walk a million fucking miles away so you can be ok Don’t look back please don’t look for me don’t look back please don’t look for me don’t look back I’m too far gone for you to see don’t look back, let me walk away let me set you free don’t cry and it wont hurt hate me and you wont be sad don’t look back and you wont remember but listen to the words and you’ll understand I did this so you can see you deserve much better than me.

Auditors Say Billions Of Dollars Wasted In Iraq --
Auditors say billions of dollars wasted in Iraq --House testimony focuses on $10 billion wasted or poorly tracked 15 Feb 2007 The U.S. government is at risk of squandering significantly more money in an Iraq war and reconstruction effort that has already wasted or otherwise overcharged taxpayers billions of dollars, federal investigators said Thursday. Of the $10 billion in overpriced contracts or undocumented costs, more than $2.7 billion were charged by Halliburton Co.. http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/17168266/

What
What Copyright © 2006 Brian T. Jackson What must I do? How can I explain All of the things, The thoughts, The feelings, The emotions, That swirl within This heart, This soul, This mind? My fingers strum And pick, My brush rolls through Wheels of color, My legs and feet Run, and leap, and dance In an endless celebration, Even though they don’t understand What it is they’re celebrating. My heart beats a rhythm, Like a tribal Beatle On a grassy stage. Foot lit by fire, Spot lighted by the moon. My soul sees the color Of a thousand universes, Entwined together By one Essence, One purpose, One understanding, Yet I do not understand. My mind holds the pen, The brush, The pick. And simply asks One Small Question… What must I do?

How Odd.
Mom and Dad told me of the mansion/castle. I went, armed with cigarettes and latex gloves to explore, and check it out. It was huge, sprawling, many drop offs and pits. A river ran under it. Night fell, I had to shimmy over a waterfall, easily 100' in the air. I found Death's scythe, and knew with it, I could have Her, and the power to rule. I refused, and left it. Eventually I found my way back out, days had passed, and I had no idea where I was. I wanderd the town until I found someone, and I asked where I was. "Ruth, New York" hundreds of miles from where I started. The couple I spent the night with knew of the castle, too. Time passed. Somehow it became mine....I asked what She would have looked like, had I taken the scythe. I was led to a ledge holding a statue of Her, only She was corrupt, and evil. I knew it was better this way, then. Still, I missed Her. I loved Her dearly. I hugged the statue in lieu of her. I never noticed the statue moving forward, being pushed

Faith No More-easy
Know it sounds funny but I just cant stand the pain Girl Im leaving you tomorrow Seems to me girl you know Ive done all I can You see I begged, stole and I borrowed Yeah Thats why Im easy Im easy like sunday morning Thats why Im easy Im easy like sunday morning I wanna be high Soo high I wanna be free to know the things I do are right I wanna be free Just me Oh baby Thats why Im easy Im easy like sunday morning Thats why Im easy Im easy like sunday morning ------------------ How I love sunday mornings with you, ba-bay.

Opposite Sex?
I have this friend who I knew since 1995. Shes been through hell most of her life and she got out of a bad relationship recently. She claimed she always thought I was hot and would give me a shot with her (Shes in another state), she called me about 5-6x for phone sex (until 1-2am) until she was shopping and got into an incident where she was on some form of medication. Alot of family issues fell on her, as well as being out of work. For a week she seemed to have written me off. She did this to me before and I found it annoying, and she just popped back up and I welcomed her with open arms and it seems like shes ready to pull this stunt again. I dont get the opposite sex, can someone help me out!?

This Is Whats Up...
Well...I have been side tracked a little. Started having a blast on CT. Love it here. The people are awesome. My focus has been altered a little. As many of you know...or some that actually give a shit, Im working on going to the United States Marine Corps. I am 5lbs away from it.. So, with that being said I wanted to let those of you that actually took the time to read this that I may not respond to comments as quick as usual. I will get back to ya asap. If you took time to read this, thanks. For the rest of the fuckhead that dont give a shit about me.. Fuck you! So with that being said...Im outty. Take care to my friends... and terrible times to my enemies. Later, ~Stump/Brad

Mind Out Of Control
Lying on my bed My handprint on my cheek Mysterious thoughts I don't know what I'm feeling Sadness? Pain? Tiredness? Genuinely confused above all else, I look to an assault on my throat for release. And once again it becomes apparent I am just like any other human Despite what shoots through my head I am not above emotion.

Which Is Your Worst Case?
Being on a sinking ship in the North Atlantic ---or--- Being lost in the Sahara? Be Aware An average person can remain conscious for only about one hour in water 40 degrees Farenheight Most people cannot survive more than three days without drinking water. Prolonged exposure to salt water can cause skin lesions, which are prone to infection. The Sahara can reach more than 130 degrees Farenheit during the day, increasing the risk of heatstroke.

Three Days Grace~just Like You
I could be mean I could be angry You know I could be just like you I could be fake I could be stupid You know I could be just like you You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You're wring if you think that I'll be Just like you I could be cold I could be ruthless You know I could be just like you I could be weak I could be senseless You know I could be just like you You thought you were standing beside me You were only in my way You're wrong if you think that I'll be just like you You thought you were there to guide me You were only in my way You're wring if you think that I'll be Just like you On my own, cause I can't take livin' with you I'm alone, so I won't turn out like You want me to

Matchbox 20~smooth
Man it's a hot one Like seven inches from the midday sun I hear you whisperin' words that will melt everyone But you stay so cool My munequita, my spanish harlem mona lisa You're my reason for reason But step in my groove Chorus 1 And if you said This life ain't good enough I would give my world to lift you up I could change my life to better suit your mood Because you're so smooth Chorus 2 An' it's just like the ocean Under the moon Well that's the same as the emotion That i get from you You got the kind of lovin That can be so smooth Give me your heart, make it real Or else forget about it I'll tell you one thing If you would leave it'd be a cryin' shame In every breath and every word I hear your name callin' me out Out from the barrio You hear my rhythm on your radio You feel the turning of the world So soft and slow turning you round and round Chorus 1 and chorus 2 repeat

Salome(part 4)
THE PAGE OF HERODIAS: Do not look at her. I pray you not to look at her. THE YOUNG SYRIAN: She is like a dove that has strayed .... She is like a narcissus trembling in the wind ... She is like a silver flower. Enter SALOMÉ. SALOMÉ: I will not stay. I cannot stay. Why does the Tetrarch look at me all the while with his mole's eyes under his shaking eyelids? It is strange that the husband of my mother looks at me like that. I know not what it means. In truth, yes I know it. THE YOUNG SYRIAN: You have just left the feast, Princess? SALOMÉ: How sweet the air is here! I can breathe here! Within there are Jews from Jerusalem who are tearing each other in pieces over their foolish ceremonies, and barbarians who drink and drink, and spill their wine on the pavement, and Greeks from Smyrna with painted eyes and painted cheeks, and frizzed hair curled in twisted coils, and silent, subtle Egyptians, with long nails of jade and russett cloaks, and Romans brutal and coarse, with

Salome(part 7)
SALOMÉ: But he is terrible, he is terrible! THE YOUNG SYRIAN: Do not stay here, Princess, I beseech you. SALOMÉ: It is his eyes above all that are terrible. They are like black holes burned by torches in a Tyrian tapestry. They are like black caverns where dragons dwell. They are like the black caverns of Egypt in which the dragons make their lairs. They are like black lakes troubled by fantastic moons .... Do you think he will speak again? THE YOUNG SYRIAN: Do not stay here, Princess. I pray you do not stay here. SALOMÉ: How wasted he is! He is like a thin ivory statue. He is like an image of silver. I am sure he is chaste as the moon is. He is like a moonbeam, like a shaft of silver. His flesh must be cool like ivory. I would look closer at him. THE YOUNG SYRIAN: No, no, Princess. SALOMÉ: I must look at him closer. THE YOUNG SYRIAN: Princess! Princess! JOKANAAN: Who is this woman who is looking at me? I will not have her look at me. Wherefore doth she look at

Salome (part 16)
HERODIAS: It was thyself didst steal it. Thou speakest at random. I will not stay here. Let us go within. HEROD: Dance for me, Salomé. HERODIAS: I will not have her dance. SALOMÉ: I have no desire to dance, Tetrarch. HEROD: Salomé, daughter of Herodias, dance for me. HERODIAS: Let her alone. HEROD: I command thee to dance, Salomé. SALOMÉ: I will not dance, Tetrarch. HERODIAS (laughing): You see how she obeys you. HEROD: What is it to me whether she dance or not? It is naught to me. To-night I am happy, I am exceeding happy. Never have I been so happy. FIRST SOLDIER: The Tetrarch has a sombre look. Has he not a sombre look? SECOND SOLDIER: Yes, he has a sombre look. HEROD: Wherefore should I not be happy? Cæsar, who is lord of the world, who is lord of all things, loves me well. He has just sent me most precious gifts. Also he has promised me to summon to Rome the King of Cappadocia, who is my enemy. It may be that at Rome he will crucify him, for he

Salome(part 23)(final Act)
SALOMÉ (cont...): Well, Jokanaan, I still live, but thou, thou art dead, and thy head belongs to me. I can do with it what I will. I can throw it to the dogs and to the birds of the air. That which the dogs leave, the birds of the air shall devour .... Ah, Jokanaan, Jokanaan, thou wert the only man that I have loved. All other men are hateful to me. But thou, thou wert beautiful! Thy body was a column of ivory set on a silver socket. It was a garden full of doves and of silver lilies. It was a tower of silver decked with shields of ivory. There was nothing in the world so white as thy body. There was nothing in the world so black as thy hair. In the whole world there was nothing so red as thy mouth. Thy voice was a censer that scattered strange perfumes, and when I looked on thee I heard a strange music. Ah! wherefore didst thou not look at me, Jokanaan? Behind thine hands and thy curses thou didst hide thy face. Thou didst put upon thine eyes the covering of him who would see his God.

Dick-o-phobia
SOOOOOO, i was on the phone w/ tiff, just now... and she was discussing and 8 inch inappropriate subject that arose at work... and i was like, did you giggle like a school girl? Cuz man, she does!!! When dick or pussys are discussed, it's like she giggles like a 11 year old virgin. It's some funny shit. Which is like, HOW THE FUCK ARE WE FRIENDS.... thats like, a whore being friends w/ a nun right?? But it was funny shit, so we're laughing our asses off over her penile-phobia... so if any figures the real word out for "sex organ" phobias, lemme know, but man it was great... good times... luv ya tiff!!!!

White House Is Reported To Be Linked To A Dismissal
White House Is Reported to Be Linked to a Dismissal 16 Feb 2007 A United States attorney in Arkansas who was dismissed from his job last year by the Justice Department was ousted after Harriet E. Miers, the former White House counsel, intervened on behalf of the man who replaced him, according to Congressional aides briefed on the matter. http://www.nytimes.com/2007/02/16/washington/16attorneys.html

Us Troops Kidnap Six-year-old Girl To Force Resistance Fighter Father To Surrender
US troops kidnap six-year-old girl to force Resistance fighter father to surrender 15 Feb 2007 Mafkarat al-Islam reported that US forces kidnapped a six-year-old elementary school girl, Maryam 'Abdallah, as she came out of her school in al-Habbaniyah, 90km west of Baghdad, on Thursday. Reports from al-Habbaniyah indicated that Maryam is the daughter of Shaykh 'Abdallah al-Mar'awi, a Resistance commander, and the abduction was apparently with the aim of pressuring the girl’s father to surrender. http://www.freearabvoice.org/Iraq/Report/report796.htm

Vacation
you know it is a bittersweet thing to go on vacation now and then everyone deserves it a little pampering now and then,a time for fun,in a place you have never been before,...And since I have decided to go on vacation this summer people are trying to stop me to go,I am going to DisneyWorld,and no one will stop me,people think they can stop me by stealing from me,It wont work,this is a once in a lifetime opportunity that i will not miss,So I will be going.

Fun With No Strings Attached
Just got back for Hedonism in Jamaica. Had a blast getting that all over tan. Sun was hot and the activies were hotter. LOOKING FOR PEOPLE TO GO ALONG ON JAN OF 2008. We had 72 people that went with our group FUN IN THE SUN CREW and 22 booked for 2008 because thay stated it was the most fun they ever had. So If your interested in having what we call the most fun you can without your pants on drop me a line. WYLD CHILD

"if I Was Your Boyfriend"
1.) How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.) Would you hold me? 3.) Would you take me places? 4.) Would you love me? 6.) Would you lie to me? 7.) If I was sick what would you do? 9.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? 10.) Want to have a future with me? 11.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? 12.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 13.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? 14.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? 15.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 16.) If me and one of your friends argued, whos side would you be on? 17.) Would you give me your myspace password? 18.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? 19.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? 20.) How good do I look from 1-10? 21.) How do you feel about me? 22.) Have I ever made you smile? 23.) Want to spend the night with me? 24.)

In Other Words.. I'm A Scorpio!
You May Be a Bit Histrionic... Dramatic and over the top, you crave attention. And you'll do anything it takes to get noticed. You love to be seductive, even when it's inappropriate. If you're ignored, you're easily hurt ... and act out even more! What Personality Disorder Are You?

I Am Just Your Average Girl:
I'm just your average girl, The reality is me against the world . Sometimes I don't know what to do or say cause either way it goes it's gonna be a bad day.. I mean there are people you can trust, then there's the on that treats you like dust. They say the truth hurts, but I am strong. But am I supposed to feel like dirt? To me life is a test!! Till time comes and youre put to rest, There's nothing left to saybut, life goes on so stand up to whatever and Livestrong.... This is to everyone and anyone who can feel and relate to this!!!! Remember "Life" is a precious gift so take hold of it now and ride with it till time comes!!!!!

Okay, Tomorrow...
tomorrow, I might not be around. I might have Jury Duty. Yeah, a day of sitting in a room full of strangers and basically wasting time just waiting for someone to either call my group number or dismiss it. Yep, Disneyland without the mouse. Or the rides. Or the fun.

"forsaken" Disturbed
Tis my song I'm over it You see I'm falling in the vast abyss Clouded by memories of the past At last, I see I hear it fading I can't speak it Or else you will dig my grave We fear them finding Always whining Take my hand now Be alive You see I cannot be forsaken Because I'm not the only one We walk amongst you Feeding, raping Must we hide from everyone I'm over it Why can't we be together Embrace it Sleeping so long Taking off the mask At last, I see My fear is fading I can't speak it Or else you will dig my grave We fear them finding Always whining Take my hand now Be alive You see I cannot be forsaken Because I'm not the only one We walk amongst you Feeding, raping Must we hide from everyone You see I cannot be forsaken Because I'm not the only one We walk amongst you Feeding, raping Must we hide from everyone Everyone Everyone Everyone [fading out]

Temple Of Wotan
Out of Chaos came light, Out of Will came life, Without form, without time From iron black space Through beads of crystal flame. Cosmic rays of light and sound, Spinning in seas of universal ether, Piercing the armatures of spheres. From the Mysteries-it comes. From the Legend-it comes. From ancestors of a thousandages-it comes. The Spirit, The Will, The Wisdom, Temple of Wotan Holy Book of the Aryan Tribes

Phantom Of My Love
Phantom of my love, Your lips imagine my words. Making love in an endless romance, Touching your heart in those places, Which takes your spirit so high. Phantom lover your fragrance Is on my mind, breezing upon time. Waves of desires wanting to take you To places of moonlight, and starlight. Cuddling you so close the universe Explodes in a blanket of twinkling stars. Phantom lover release the shooting stars Upon the heavens of lovemaking dreams. Those that a man takes a special woman, Upon a ride, that lasts a lifetime of smiles. Into the highest point of realities pleasure. But phantom lover your ghostly image Has to solidify upon my lips of need. So my words can do their magic on you. In those ways, that makes a woman, a WOMAN. Casting a spell to take you there and BEYOND, That every nerve in you wants more and MORE. Phantom lover these words are the beginning For the verse is an endless sensual climax. Of taking you there, and

Various Artists-- More Dead Then Alive
I'm sick of feeling like I need you Knowing I never did, I miss you Taking and breaking and hating My memories are all stained again I'm sick of feeding your attention Knowing I never did I distress you Faking, forsaking, and failing Fuck you for killing me It seems like everyday's the same And I'm left to discover on my own It seems like everything is grey And there's no color to behold I'm in hell I am prepared now Everything's gonna be fine one day too late I feel the dream in me expire And there's no one left to blame it on I am silence sent to find you I am violence sent to fuck you up Take me and break me, rape me, forsake me And my words will be here when I'm gone As I'm fading away against the wind And I'm sympathetic Never letting on I feel the way I do As I'm falling apart again at the seam And it seems I'm alone here, hollow again And the scars I am left with swallow again The same old feelings are taking over And I can't seem to make the

Poetry 16
She's a mystery, Silver lady of my dreams, She tempts me, With whispers in my sleep, She holds me, Helplessly with her eyes, She shows me, Forever with the night, She is a shadow, Midnight angel of my mind, She leaves me, With smiles on my window pane, She makes me, A prisoner of my own desire, She brings me, Ageless beauty to fan the flames, She is my fantasy, Midnight lover of my soul, She kisses me, Wantonly, sensuously through my open window, She gives me, Sweet inspiration endless and free, She wakes me, With fevered sunrise smiling down.

Childhood Romance
Are you running with me, Darling? Is the wind trailing your hair Is your face lit-up, by sunshine Are you waiting for me, there? I can hear the bells of your laughter As you reach out, to tag me, again I can hear your feet, crushing the grass As you pass by - like fire, in the wind! I can smell the fragrant clover As I inhale the scent of you - Oops! you slipped, and now I've tripped ... I love playing, Hide and Seek - with you!

Blondes N Bimbos
If blondes and bimbos were the same thing, the prefix 'bim' could be used to create new words that describe them: Bimbabble - noises coming from a group of blondes Bimbaffled - constant mental state of blondes Bimbait - short skirts, sheer blouses, string bikinis or other clothing worn by blondes in an attempt to attract the attention of males Bimbar - a bar where blondes hang out wearing bimbait Bimbag - a blonde's purse Bimbrushes - essential equipment in a bimbag Bimbastic surgeon - specialist in breast enhancements for blondes Bimbeeper - special instrument used as a homing device for lost blondes Bimbellow - sound emanating from a blonde after she finally got the most recent blonde joke she heard Bimbillion? - a blonde giving an estimate of anything Bimblaze - the result of a blonde trying to cook Bimblues - a blonde's state of mind after her latest boyfriend ditched her Bimboette - a young blonde Bimbonese - language spoken by blondes, largely unintelligible to an

Within Hourz
Voices down abandoned corridors And where do I take this pain Bury it my tragic love Bury it so deep inside A secret lover new affair The passion coursing deeper than the dawn's soft touch Bury it but it remains Bury it but still it sings Holding on to save my soul Holding on but letting go Scared to death afraid to see The darkness is as bright As the light could ever be

Keeping A Beautiful Woman Interested
Keeping A Beautiful Woman Interested >NOTE: You can read the story of how I learned to meet and attract women, plus watch some fantastic video clips of each of my programs right here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ ***DATING QUESTION FROM READER*** Hello, David! I want to start by thanking you for your work. Once in a great while, someone comes along that truly wants to help others succeed, and puts in the effort to the research and testing, and makes something great for others. You are one of those people, and I'm glad to see you succeed by helping so many others do the same. I was reaching to find answers, like a lot of us were, and found your material. It has been awesome. In the last week, I saw the most attractive woman I perhaps ever have. She was a 9.5 on my scale, which is truly rare to find for me. Not just in looks, but a great personality. Instead of giving in to my normal habits, I applied the methods you taugh

You're My Angel
You are my angel That flies through the night You are my sunshine My daylight You are my only true love forever And if you will ever leave me I know i won't make it through the night With three words Only three words I want to proove my love for you And those three words are: "I love you"

Voice Message
I have asked a few times but it seems that out of all my friends I only have 2 sweethearts that care enough to take the time and leave me a voice message on my page. I would do the same to all of you. It only takes a few seconds and the number is free. Just call and leave me a message saying hi so I can hear what everyone sounds like. My voice is there already so you can actually hear what a trolldoll sounds like. pleaseeeeeeeeeee!!! See i'm not begging you to Add Me, Fan, Me, Rate Me lol all I want is voice. take care Bren

What Is Really News Now Days?
Good Morning. A very foggy and still day in Lower Michigan starting out that is anyway. Black ice all over the place, so many fender benders will be expected around here. I just came up with a comparison. Doesn’t Britney Spears have a striking resemblance to Damon Wayans? Homey don’t play that! What on gods green earth was her motivation for joining the cue ball parade? Didn’t Shanade O conner do that and find out she lost a lot of steam… Apparently since Anna Nicole Smith was the talk of every news channel known to man Britney needed attention.. No Idea but stupid I guess. Here is a little thought; the judge in Florida is struggling with all the men saying they were the real Daddy of Baby Smith, Anna’s child. How about this… How about putting a fine on all those who lied and tried to bilk the Anna Nicole fortune by saying they were the father of her child. How about say… a fine of 10,000,000.00 I think that might weed out the get rich quick lawyers and the daddy wannabes. I get so

No Comments On This Please Pm Me If U Need To Say Somthing.
currently i feel the need to scream. i need to get this out of me, befor i can ever just be. i want to scream it at the top of my lungs. no one would hear me, no one can even see me. i want to hide and run away, but i want to tell you all today. im confussed and lost in the dark, and dont you dare bark. im afraid and upset, im scared and happy, im sad and tired, im lonely and crying, im glad and mad. im everyhting at once there is no danger, no fears to fear, no demons, no monsters, no anyhting. theres nothing there but what grows inside of me. should i just let it be, wait and see. do i need more pain and less life, whay must i have to have such strife. i lost in the sea of emotions, and no one even motions. what do i do, how should i say it, should i tell you, whould it matter, would you feel, would you care, do i care, should i care, all your eyes with accusing stares.... i dont need you, nor your aproval... i need my own, but im frearfull to t

Grandparents
GRANDPARENTS Grandmas are moms with lots of frosting. ~Author Unknown What a bargain grandchildren are! I give them my loose change, and they give me a million dollars' worth of pleasure. ~Gene Perret Grandmothers are just "antique" little girls. ~Author Unknown Perfect love sometimes does not come until the first grandchild. ~Welsh Proverb A grandmother is a babysitter who watches the kids instead of the television. ~Author Unknown Never have children, only grandchildren. ~Gore Vidal Becoming a grandmother is wonderful. One moment you're just a mother. The next you are all-wise and prehistoric. ~Pam Brown Grandchildren don't stay young forever, which is good because Grandfathers have only so many horsey rides in them. ~Gene Perret When grandparents enter the door, discipline flies out the window. ~Ogden Nash Grandma always made you feel she had been waiting to see just you all day and now the

Stolen Lyrics
Stolen We watch the season Pull up it’s own stakes And catch the last weekend Of the last week Before the gold and the glimmer have been replaced Another sun soaked season fades away You have stolen my heart You have stolen my heart Invitation only Grant Farewells Crash the best one Of the best ones Clear liquor and cloudy eyed Too early to say goodnight You have stolen my heart You have stolen my heart And from the ballroom floor We are in celebration One good stretch before our hibernation Our dreams assured and we all Will sleep well Sleep Well Sleep Well Sleep Well Sleep Well you have stolen you have stolen my you have stolen my heart Watch you spin around In your highest heels You are the best one Of the best ones And we All Look Like We Feel you have stolen my you have stolen my you have stolen my heart Music Video:STOLEN (by Dashboard Confessional)Music Video Code provided by VideoCodeZone.Com

Dont Kill Yourself, Let Me Doit!
Hiroski Maeue is accused of luring his victims by pretending that he was planning to kill himself with carbon monoxide gas. Prosecutors allege Maeue allegedly gained sexual pleasure out of watching people struggling as they suffocated, Mainichi Shimbun reported. "They were heinous and inhumane crimes of a type never seen before in history, and it's as clear as day that the death sentence is unavoidable," a prosecutor said Tuesday during closing arguments in Osaka District Court. The victims died between February and June of 2005, the newspaper said. Copyright 2007 by United Press International. All Rights Reserved.

Rejoice... Kooky Is In The House!
This is it... Kooky Nutt has finally made his way here! Rejoice! I am the King of the Bloggers! Check it out if you don't believe me. You want fun and excitement you can get it all in a Kooky Blog. Yea, baby... I am six foot, one...Weigh a solid 200 pounds of romping, stomping, graveyard destruction! I can kiss the gals and make them lie! I am an ex-porn stud. I know how to do it! I now live at my Hillywood Estate. C'mon over and party sometime. Try it and if you don't like it then delete me. What have you to lose? You can have Kooky Nutt or you can have them other old boys who don't know what to say or do! Take a trial run with the King of the Bloggers! It's free! But I is habit-forming! Yeehaw!

You May Have Your Salsa But...
http://www.nydailynews.com/front/story/499819p-421368c.html Texas may have its Pace Salsa, but nothing beats a New York Pizza and Canoli..Forgettboutit!!! Tastes of N.Y. for wounded heroes BY KATHLEEN LUCADAMO DAILY NEWS CITY HALL BUREAU At Sahadi's in Cobble Hill, Brooklyn, Akram Albaqal fills barrel with bulgur. City soldiers wounded in Iraq will get a taste of home next week when the City Council ships cannoli, bagels and hero sandwiches to their Texas treatment center. Council Speaker Christine Quinn crafted the plan after meeting with the service members last month at the opening of the Intrepid Center, a privately funded rehabilitation home in San Antonio. "They complained that they couldn't get any good food in San Antonio," Quinn (D-Manhattan) said yesterday, with other Council members and the five borough presidents by her side. The city will send the seven soldiers donations that include bagels from Zabar's on the upper West Side, Middle

"the Funeral Of Hearts" Him
"The Funeral Of Hearts" Love's the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy When love is a gun Separating me from you She was the sun Shining upon The tomb of your hopes and dreams so frail He was the moon Painting you With it's glow so vulnerable and pale Love's the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The funeral of hearts And a plea for mercy When love is a gun Separating me from you She was the wind, carrying in All the troubles and fears you've for years tried to forget He was the fire, restless and wild And you were like a moth to that flame The heretic seal beyond divine A prayer to a god who's deaf and blind The last rites for souls on fire Three little words and a question why Love's the funeral of hearts And an ode for cruelty When angels cry blood On flowers of evil in bloom The

Spring Break
Would yall help me decide on where and what to do for spring break? Hubby and I will have about $1000 to spend, and we have a baby sitter set up already. We will prolly drive to where ever we decide to go. I thought bout going to S.Padre Island cause my parents said they would take the kids all week. But I would like more suggestions please. Remeber we live in Kansas too lol

"falling"
"Falling" Falling slowly into a dark hole nowhere to run,no place to go trying to convince myself it will all go away but the heartaches and sadness seems to stay i feel like im drowning,with no way out no matter how much i scream and shout i sit alone and i think too much a fear inside not even god can touch my friends try an tell me it will all be okay but i cant hear them,i push them away The darkness surrounds me,i get more lost each day nothing will change it,no matter what they say im falling slowly into a dark hole nowhere to run,no place to go

My 'about M E
Most people seem to have several opinions of me: Im either a obnoxious,rude, stubborn bitch who at times lacks social skills and the ability to communicate with others. Or im so void of compassion people just want to beat the shit out of me or im one of the nicest people you'll ever meet in your life!! I seem to be a combination of all three at times but fall closer to the latter. I tend to be brutally honest at times and that tends to scare people. Most people dont like to hear the truth because it forces them to take those fucking rose colored glasses off and see the world for what it is....however sometimes i wish i could say things differently without hurting peoples feelings. but some people are going to get offended no matter how you phrase it. I always thought honesty was the best policy. So who am i to challenge it? I think sexuality is one of the greatest forms of self expression, poetry and music are just as great and when used correctly can have just as much impact

The Note
He pauses, and stops just briefly enough to check his pockets. If he'd done it before, it wouldn't have been as shocking but he took his time like easy rocking. He goes to her door for a third time it seems, puts it in the mail shoot and slowly leaves. He knows she'll get it, does he know if she'll return the favour and mean it? This is one of those times he knows he'll slowly savor. He'll wait a few days, and hopefully she'll leave him another note and agree.

247
i hate to ask for help but im only 247 points to my next level, i cant find anything to rate to get there myself. so if you got 5 mins, can you help me level up, i will get you a gift or rate you pics or something.

Chapter Vi (come Clean)
Dream Away… Dream Away… Falling deeper and deeper into my trance of sorts I guess I should explain myself a bit in detail. Im 5ft 6in tall, 28 year’s dead, dark brown hair, green eyes. Every day im haunted by my past. I look forward to the day I get revenge on the woman who made me this way. Feeling hollow from the inside out I get lost in the norm that is my life. The only thing driving me forward is the heartbeat of my children and the knowledge past down to me. Every generation a life story of sorts is past down. Every generation adds its own chapter. How to carry on and finish what was left over from the life before. How do I go on when I have already completed my goals? This sickness cannot be past down thank god! To become a child of the night you must be shown the way, as I was once shown many years ago. I fear for what I have become. I fear for what I am. Every beat of every heart that passes by, every whiff of every drop as one passes makes me crave the beast inside. Fighti

Firefighter
! The thirty fifth day of heat, smoke, dust and exhaustion. Still the inferno raged unabated. The wall of flame seemed to draw closer, ever closer. Back burning didn't help when the wind swung north, worsening an already hopeless situation. Come on blokes, get the fuck out. the fire chief barked, it's pointless. Where's Nugget? he asked. Over there, someone said above the confusion. Hiding emotion the fire chief said. Mate get back to town pronto. What's the problem, chief? The fire chief swallowing hard replied, The bastard swept through. Sorry Nug, you've lost your house. Fuck the house, the wife and kids okay? The fire chief didn't speak, he just stared at the ground. Jesus Christ, Nugget said, and ran into the wall of fire.

I'm So Excited
Oh I walked outside the hospital this morning about 630am and the greatest site met my eyes, the sunrise!!! Now why would that excite me so very much??? BECAUSE it has been dark dark dark here, not to mention cold cold cold and today was a sign of SPRING being right around the corner, a few weeks away!!! Yeah so it's the little things that make me happy.;-) I will be much nicer to people when I feel warmth and sun again I promise. Have a great day!

Update
Hi all!! Date went very well last night! he showed up alittle late..he has a blow out on i90..i was on the phone when it happened..but its was all good in the end..another date monday..we shall she where the road takes us.

I Am Dracula
You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Marius100%Lestat100%Dracula100%Akasha83%Deacon Frost83%Blade67%Angel50%Armand50%Spike33%Louis33%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

U+me+alone=???????
WE'RE L0CkED UP IN Y0UR R00M F0R TWENTY-F0UR H0URS & WE COULD DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED WHAT W0ULD Y0U D0 WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET... THEN REPOST THIS IN YOUR BULLETIN... YOU MIGHT BE SURPRISED WITH THE RESPONSES YOU GET. THEY COULD MAKE YOU LAUGH OR EVEN SMILE .. LOL.

State Trooper Humor
In most of the United States, there is a policy of checking on any stalled vehicle on the highway when the temperatures drop down to single digits or below. About 3:00 AM one very cold morning, Trooper Allan Nixon (Oklahoma Highway Patrol) responded to a call about a car that was off the shoulder of the road outside Shattuck, Oklahoma (western part of the state). He located the car which was badly stuck in deep snow with the engine still running. Pulling in behind the car with his emergency lights on, the trooper walked to the driver's door to find an older man passed out behind the wheel with a nearly empty vodka bottle on the seat beside him. The driver came awake when the trooper tapped on the window. Seeing the rotating lights in his rearview mirror, and the state trooper standing next to his car, the man panicked. He jerked the gearshift into 'Drive' and hit the gas pedal. The car's speedometer was showing 20, 30, 40 and then 50 mph, but it as still stuck in the snow, whe

Pic Comment Game Fun
1. Go to the profile of the person who posted this bulletin. 2. Pick a picture and comment on it. 3. But here is the catch...the FIRST THOUGHT/WORDS that come to mind when you see the pic is the comment you have to leave. No matter what the thought is, you have to say it. Scared? wait to see what I say about your pics!! REMEMBER SOME PEOPLE DO HAVE A COUPLE PAGES WORTH PICTURES PICK THE ONE THAT YOU LIKE!!

A Special Life Contin.
New Beginnings Fall 2004 Mark and Jenna were now blessed with a truly special gift. They were so elated to have been given the chance to raise such an amazing little fighter, but still could not see why God thought them to be fit for this precious little life. Mark and Jenna became Zachary Randell Shore's parents. Now began their new life as parents of a disabled baby. They knew things would be tough, but they were up for the challenge. With the news of Zachary's disabilities, the community did their part to help the young family. The fire department held a chili supper in his name and raised money for his trips to the St. Louis hospital. Donation cans were set up around town, countless churches put Zachary and his parents on their prayer lists, and he was even mentioned in a local newspaper. Zachary was such a happy baby, only crying when he was hungry or in pain. His cleft made feedings harder since he couldn't close his lips to create suction to suck from a bot

"these Seven Words"
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

Progressing
~I wrote this one for the school poetry book~ Waiting, Forever waiting. For time to pass, For it at last. Waiting, Patiently waiting. For the sun to rise, for my time to shine. Waiting, Still waiting. For the call of my name, For my claim to fame. Waiting, No longer waiting. For my time has come, Yes, it could be done! No longer waiting, Wondering. Will I do well? I tried to excell. Wondering. Will I use my wit, Continue to commit? Wondering, Waiting no more, For it's opened a door. Wondering. Full of wonder, At how much time, It took to be mine. Wondering. Foolishly wondering. Of how much I gained. Joy couldn't contain, My wondering. Remembering. Always remembering. Reflecting on teachers, How they did reach us. Remembering. I go on remembering, The pride I still feel, Makes my senses reel. Succeeding. Forever succeeding. Wanting to give back, To keep me on track. Succeeding. Finally succeeding. Though my roa

Random Thoughts
I am not here for a cheap thrill. I am not here for games. I am not here for sexual favors. I am defintly not here to get emotionally hurt I am here to make friends and support our troops. Latley I been taking down that road to sadness..I have been hurt and it defintly not fun.I didnt know friends are suppose to hurt you..Why do people get satisfaction knowing they hurt someone. Do they know what really happens when they hurt someone..I wish some would cus this pain kills..

Love Her Better Than Me
The day is done. I won't be long Until I can't go on Without your love. Everyone falls you know I just never thought I would. With pure grace and show I'll take this as I should. You've rejected me twice now, I knew that this would come. Just not so soon especially now, Packing up saying "it's been fun" ? Tomorrow is a day I must take Without you by my side With every bump bruise and ache I'll stand tall, I will not hide. I just hope you find happiness in her That she won't break your heart That you will find the peace you deserve And fulfillment in your heart.

Rip Baxter
If it should be that I grow frail and weak And pain should keep me from my sleep, Then you must do what must be done For this, the last battle, can’t be won. You will be sad, I understand Don’t let your grief then stay your hand For this day, more than the rest Your love and friendship stand the test. We’ve had so many happy years What is to come can hold no fears You’d not want me to suffer so When the time comes, please let me go I know in time you will see It is a kindness you do to me Although my tail its last has waved From pain and suffering I have been saved. Don’t grieve it should be you Who has to decide this thing to do We’ve been so close – we two these years Don’t let your heart hold any tears.

Military Wisdom
Military Wisdom I "A slipping gear could let your M203 grenade launcher fire when you least expect it. That would make you quite unpopular in what's left of your unit." - Army's magazine of preventive maintenance. ------------------------------------------------------------------------ "Aim towards the Enemy." - Instruction printed on US Rocket Launcher ------------------------------------------------------------------------ "When the pin is pulled, Mr. Grenade is not our friend. - U.S. Marine Corps ------------------------------------------------------------------------ "Cluster bombing from B-52s are very, very accurate. The bombs are guaranteed to always hit the ground." - USAF Ammo Troop ------------------------------------------------------------------------ "If the enemy is in range, so are you." - Infantry Journal ------------------------------------------------------------------------ "It is generally inadvisable to eject directly over th

Prayer Need For My Moma
hey yall i dont if yall know my mom but if yall are friends to me at all please keep her in yalls prayers shes not doing good at all i have left it in gods hands and if yall have any advice at please feel free to leave me a comment i dont know if yall have any body in yalls family that is sick its not easy watching youre love one being in pain or suffering and knowing thires nothing you can do for them except being thire for them and letting them know ever day you love them and if this is any body thats told me i dont take care of my mom dont bother with commenting and only a person can take so much my moms been through 36 surgercies and she has had cancer and now thats gone thank god and shes been through chemo and radation and now she is on this wound machine she is always pouring out blood from her breasts and she dont think she is going to get any better because its been to long and i always dream of my mom dying all i can say is my mom is a very strong person she has to be after a

Just Thoughts!!
Dead life is the way to be. Dead laughter is the way to be. Dead love is the way to be. Dead heart is the way to be. Dead soul is the way to be. Dead spirit is the way to be. Dead on the inside as well as the outside.

Thinking
Signs of things that come too soon Face the reaper at high noon Destiny of all mortals due Lives that end to make all new Icy touch of deaths sweet hand Comes to all in times demand One moment is all we have to live Only now is the gift we have to give All too soon we depart our flesh Making way for others fresh Who have to learn the lessons we know Take their falls and in time grow Time moves on we turn to dust All is as it should be in this we trust By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Fascinating
A teacher asks her class of 3rd graders to use the word "fascinate" in a sentence. She calls on a small boy sitting in the front row. "I saw an airshow. And it was very fascinating." "Good, but I wanted you to use the word 'fascinate,' not 'fascinating.'" She then calls on a girl sitting off to the left. "I saw some monkeys. They were very fascinating." "Good, but I wanted you to use the world 'fascinate,' not 'fascinating.'" Billy's hand shoots up into the air and she calls on him. "Teacher, teacher! I got one!" "Go ahead, Billy." "My sister's shirt has ten buttons, but her tits are so big she can only fascinate."

Part 3 Boredom
You have the best social skills. You love meeting new people and get along with practically anybody. You have tons of friends and are constantly making more. You rule. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com You will die of Pride You will die from the sin of Pride. You are the best and you know it. Unfortunately, everyone hates you for it and you're on many 'To Kill' lists. Which Sin will be your Death? at QuizGalaxy.com Karina -- [noun]:A person who has the ability to be invisible 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com 'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.com Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Precious Words
TONIGHT I AM ALONE... THINKING OF UR VOICE AND HOW I FELT SO HAPPY TO KNOW THAT U REALLY CARE FOR ME. AS I DO U. DREAMING OF UR FACE AND WISHING THAT U WERE HERE TO PROTECT ME FROM ALL THE BAD.. ALL THE CRUELNESS OF THIS WORLD. HOPING FOR THE DAY WHEN OUR LIVES WILL COME TOGETHER AND I WILL SEE U THE DAY THAT I CAN LOOK IN UR EYES AND KNOW THAT U R REALLY MINE. NEEDING TO HEAR THOSE SWEET WORDS OF LOVE AGAIN THAT FALL EFFORTLESSLY FROM UR MOUTH. THOSE 3 PRECIOUS WORDS... I LOVE YOU...... MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts

Down The Valley
Down by the salley gardens my love and I did meet; She passed the salley gardens with little snow-white feet. She bid me take love easy, as the leaves grow on the tree; But I, being young and foolish, with her would not agree. In a field by the river my love and I did stand, And on my leaning shoulder she laid her snow-white hand. She bid me take life easy, as the grass grows on the weirs; But I was young and foolish, and now am full of tears.

My Lovers Eyes
Within my lover's eyes I beheld a passion hidden Underneath a veil of disguise Surfacing slowly unbidden Sorrow,pain,hurt,all endured Had scarred our hearts and lives Warmth and joy now lured A love freely given to survive Our souls fight to unite Feeling an invisible strand Reaching out of sight Turning two into one Within my lover's eyes....... done by christine

Love Inside And Out
Love inside and out Love is an obsticle That tangles you in a web Love is the begining And it's the end Love is an arrow That stabs you from behind Love is a fire That burns from in side done by christine

Love In My Eyes!!!!!
When I first saw you, I wanted you to be mine. My love for you seemed to be true, As I became impatient my heart started to whine. Now that I have you, it seems that there is nothing more that i can do. The love in my eyes soon became a trance. And I became hypnotized And I can't see how much you cared for me. The love I concieved in my eyes,the love i found in my heart began to tear me apart Now what am I going to do. done by christine

Disorder
I've been waiting for a guide to come and take me by the hand, Could these sensations make me feel the pleasures of a normal man? These sensations barely interest me for another day, I've got the spirit, lose the feeling, take the shock away. It's getting faster, moving faster now, it's getting out of hand, On the tenth floor, down the back stairs, it's a no man's land, Lights are flashing, cars are crashing, getting frequent now, I've got the spirit, lose the feeling, let it out somehow. What means to you, what means to me, and we will meet again, I'm watching you, I'm watching her, I'll take no pity from your friends, Who is right, who can tell, and who gives a damn right now, Until the spirit new sensation takes hold, then you know, Until the spirit new sensation takes hold, then you know, Until the spirit new sensation takes hold, then you know, I've got the spirit, but lose the feeling, I've got the spirit, but lose the feeling. Feeling, feeling, feeling, feeli

Haters!
This is my official shout out to all of those haters who are slamming me for hooking up on CT with a girl you like. You guys know who you are! I wasn't originally looking for love here at CT. Neither was she! It just happened. Get over it! She loves me...I love her. If it was any of you guys, I'd hold no ill will toward anyone of you! If you're still hating on me, then I feel bad for you. That's just what I think about the whole thing. I came here originally to see what the buzz was with CT. I like it. The atmosphere is good. I found some people I like! I have no time for haters. If you want to hate, take it somewhere else. I don't need it!

Waiting Till Marriage:
In this age of time the whole idea about waiting to have sex until you are married is highly over rated. In the past I my have been the moral thing to do but by today’s standards it can’t be true. I feel that this may be one of the main reasons why the divorce rate is so high today. Let me explain and you tell me what you think. First of all I did wait till I married and it’s going on 18 years. I’ve never cheated on my wife but I have had the opportunity and wanted to but some how haven’t mustered up the courage to fallow through. The one time I did try I felt miserable and was with someone younger then me. After realizing that this was not what I wanted at the time I backed out. Just did not feel right. That person was a co-worker and she went to our supervisor and a big stink was had. The saving grace is that it did not happen at the work place or on the clock. I did tell my wife about it and we survived it and at work it settled down to. Anyway, after that ordeal I come to rea

Ok For Friends On Here Who Live Near Me
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My Eyes Closed
I close my eyes Loosen my grip Find my faith Say a prayer He takes me by the hand Smiles down on me Shows me no fear I’m free My eyes closed I take a deep breath Find my spot The safe I relax my body I find my inner me My eyes closed They begin to water The air is so cold It takes your breath It slides through your lungs It’s a reminder that you are one My eyes closed I found my free My solace My happy Something no one No faith No God Could give me My eyes closed I’m tapped I let go My grip was free A tap A reminder Hold on Don’t let go Hold on just a lil longer I open my eyes I breath in deep I find my tension I grip I tighten my legs I squeeze a lil bit I find my groove I smile I found my Heaven On Earth

Nothing Can Bring Me Down Today....
because i get to see my wonderful marine hubby this week!! ::does happy dance:: you all have no idea how good it feels to say that, lmao. only one day and 15 minutes left till i see him again....::giggles::....i have the biggest goofiest smile on my face right now lol. i fly out to california on wed. to meet him at his base...::sigh::...im on cloud nine right now. i have everything ready for my trip...well now i do anyway, lol. i was reading the faa guidelines for flights this morning and realized i coulnd't take the shampoo & conditioner i had originally bought...plus i needed a quart size ziploc bag. so seeing as i cant live without my hair care products it was off to walmart for a little pre-trip shopping. i managed to find some garnier shampoo & conditioner that met the faa standards...along with some hairspray, gloss syrum, & frizz control stuff. lol. hell...i havent seen my sean in months...& theres no way im gonna go see him with my hair looking like a birds nest.

Killing Time
i've often wondered whether my thoughts speak loud enough to reach where i want them to. (god, let him find me somehow) you've been gone so long it feels like years... i know you'll be back soon. and even if i never know what you're thinking i'll know that somewhere in your heart you miss me just as much. how could you care for someone like me? i didn't think i was anything special. but you did. and that, somehow, turned my world upside down into the mess of a woman i am curling up and waiting for your call your text your message... and i'm not even sure if it's love.

4 Little Letters
Just 4 little letters that can make a person do things that they would never normally do.. Just 4 little letters that can make the most powerful man fall to his knees to show that he cares. Just 4 little letters that can make a woman say things that she would never say. Just 4 little letters that can make two people one. Just 4 little letters that can cross all guidelines and make them disappear. Just 4 little letters that can make the samallest diamond seem huge. Just 4 little letters that can make the biggest problem seem very small. Just 4 little letters that is so hard to say and even harder to say with meaning...

Changes
why is cherrytap making all these changes? why now are we having to pay for all this stuff that used to be free? are they trying to make it where we don't post like we used to? At least we aren't getting charged to visit our friends and the new people. or are we?

Different, Original, Cool "about Me"
Thanx Wims, I love doing these (as long as it is not written by a 15 year old!) Different, original, cool, new "About Me" Basic Info Name: Cynthia (CinDee) Age: 34 Race: Whiter than white (Amen Sister!) Sexual Preference: Bi / straight preference Religion: Wiccan Birthday: 11/21/72 (Last Day of Scorpio Baby!) Shoe Size: 10 Hair Color: Dark Brown Eye color: Pale Blue Gray State you currently live in: Pennsylvania Favorites! Color: Crimson Red, Emerald Green and a new found love for all shades of Pink. Type of Vegetable: Lettuce or Green Beans Song: Right now - Feels Like Tonight by Daughtry; All time - I Melt With You by Modern English TV Channel: A & E, Court TV, Discovery and History Radio Station: When I listen to the radio, 105.9 the X Animal: Pussy Cats Day of the Week: Saturday Shoes you own: My Go-Go Boots (Not the torture vinyl ankle boots I wore last Saturday, that's for sure!) Cell Phone/ Pla

Which Kind Of Panties Am I ??
You Are Thong Panties Woman, you are one hell of a ride! You're a total wild child - and you live for crazy times. Men are attracted to you like flies to honey, even though they know they should stay away. You need a expert cowboy who can keep in tune with your free spirit! What Kind of Panties Are You?

Why Do Guys Like Me?
Guys Like That You're Charming You're the girl most guys can't get out of their heads Even if they met you on a bad hair day :-) You just seem to "click" with everyone you meet So even if a guy forgets about you for a second... his friends haven't! What Do Guys Like About You?

Some More Fun!!
You scored as Marvalo the wizard. They call you the wearwolf, you sold your soul to live for ever, but since satan needs souls you must kill every full moon. you're dark, and you're The wizard.Marvalo the wizard69%Mr.Leach Satan's head vamp.58%Dr.Necrophilia, the Armed mesiah or the AnitChrist55%Worm tthe demon50%Maiden Funerals, the chalice of satan.45%Morfin- the first vampire33%Who is your satanic icon?created with QuizFarm.com

What To Be A Derby Diva?
Yes, roller derby is making a big come back. The most exciting all female contact sports on skates, wearing mini skirts, fishnet stockings, lip styx wearing diva's you'll ever see here in the Inland Empire... WE ARE "THE INLAND EMPIRE DERBY DIVAS" the first in Riverside / San Bernardino CA. I love it... it is the best thing I have done for myself..at 45 turning 46 in a few days. It is a all female 21 & older flat track derby league that is looking for females to join us Diva's on skates & be apart of our team. Hit me up... leave a message if you are interested.

Drifting
You got me drifting like a cloud in the wind Following going with no anchor to hold me down Rolling like a ball tossed down a hill Know way to steer which way I may go Tossing from side to side like a ship with no oar But yet you still have me begging for more I can't find my way out Like a house with no window or doors I am trapped Inside this dream Needing to get out wanting to stay I don't know which way to go drifting on I way I scream but no one hears my cry But you may see it if you look deep into my eye Full of passion for love, willing to give needing to share But still you are right next to me and not even there Or do you even care what I feel deep down inside Is it your anger or is it your pride That keeps you from understanding who I be It is only the man that love you yes it is only me Trying to share what I feel with love and with joy But what you receive is only that which annoys Now is it me or your perceptio

Bill Cosby Knows Best
NAACP Leaders Were Stunned to Here Bill Cosby Give this Speech. Can't Blame White People by Bill Cosby They're standing on the corner and they can't speak English. I can't even talk the way these people talk: Why you ain't, Where you is, What he drive, Where he stay, Where he work, Who you be... And I blamed the kid until I heard the mother talk. And then I heard the father talk. Everybody knows it's important to speak English... except these knuckleheads. Mushmouth is what they speak! You can't be a doctor with that kind of crap coming out of your mouth. In fact you will never get any kind of job making a decent living. People marched and were hit in the face with rocks to get an education, and now we've got these knuckleheads throwing that all away. The lower economic people are not holding up their end in this deal. These people are not parenting. They are buying things for kids. $500 sneakers for what? And they won't spend $200 for Hooked on Pho

The Old Paths
THE OLD PATHS I liked the old paths, when Moms were at home. Dads were at work. Brothers went into the army. And sisters got married BEFORE having children! Crime did not pay; Hard work did; And people knew the difference. Moms could cook; Dads would work; Children would behave.. Husbands were loving; Wives were supportive; And children were polite. Women wore the jewelry; And Men wore the pants. Women looked like ladies; Men looked like gentlemen; And children looked decent. People loved the truth, And hated a lie; They came to church to get IN, Not to get OUT! Hymns sounded Godly; Sermons sounded helpful; Rejoicing sounded normal; And crying sounded sincere. Cursing was wicked; Drinking was evil; and divorce was unthinkable. The flag was honored; America was beautiful; And God was welcome! We read the Bible in public; Prayed in school; And preached from house to house To be called an American was worth dying for; To be called a

Failure...
For those of you who know, and for those of you who dont. Me, who has in college a 3.5 GPA and works her ass off to make ends meet failed my Cop school test. Yes me who studies atleast 3 hours a night, always says can't do something im studying. Failed with a 71. Passing is an 80. To make things worse my asshole of a classmate calls me to tell me that after i left everyone went back in the classroom to discuss scores. I was the only person who failed. She told me that she was upset because she made the lowest score of an 89 out of a smaller group in our class. We have like 13 people and she was upset because the highest gpa group which is like 6 people, she wasn't first in the class! Yeah ok im done with my ranting. Im upset that i failed and pissed. Oh yeah forgot to add, this test decided on who was staying in the class and who was dropped from the class. To take the course again it's like 400 bucks i dont have.

Semper Fidelis In A Garden Of Stone
Thank you Semo_MCDad from MarineParents.com for allowing us to use this wonderful example of the meaning of Semper Fidelis you have written. Last Sunday as my son prepared to return to his MOS school from liberty an old WWII Marine friend of mine asked us to follow him to the final resting place of a young Marine who lost his life in Iraq. This young man had two great loves. The Marines and Harley-Davidson motorcycles. Both are remembered on his stone. I want to tell you about it. It is a beautiful black granite stone. On the front is the young Marines dress blues picture engraved into the stone with startling detail. To the left of the picture is the EGA, the symbol of the Marines, with USMC engraved beneath it. To the right is a full rendition of this young Marines H-D Heritage Softail, with Harley etched into the stone beneath it. Along the face of the stones foundation 'Do not grieve for me, for now I am free, I am following the path God laid for me'. On the back of the ston

Chapters One And Two
LEARNING TO FALL By Brian T. Jackson This book is a work of fiction. All characters and events described herein are fictitious, and are products of the author’s imagination. Nothing described within these pages should be considered in any fashion to be true or factual. All opinions expressed herein are solely those of the author, and not necessarily that of any other person, institution, organization, or government. Copyright © 2007 Brian T. Jackson. All rights reserved. ONE Throughout the course of my life I’ve done some very bad things. I won’t get into a list; I wouldn’t know how to begin to number it, but I will admit that I’ve done bad things, and I’m going to write about them. You’re going to read about alcoholism, drug use, and violence. Things that are considered bad in most civilized societies. That doesn’t make me a bad person though. Not at all. It doesn’t make me a bad man. What does it make me? Human. It makes me human.

A Segment From A Book I Was Writing...
He begins to tremble and shake with a violent twist but with a seemingly steady left hand, while attempting to cut quickly and with as little of pain as possible. His wrists still not ready for the contact of the razor sharp edge of razorblade. As his wrists prepare, but prepare too late, the flesh peels open, exposing the ravishing live pink flesh underneath. The blood now a bold red, in color laughs as it seeps into the surrounding skin and spills over his wound and over his now numbing arm, dripping to the floor tiles. The blood crawls like a snake through the cracks in the floor tiles. A flashback of his past few weeks come back to him and hit him hard. He doesn't want to recall every heart aching moment he had brought himself to suffer through, but it insists on repeating and seeping through the back of his young and ruthless mind. When a young woman with beauty and visible enthusiasm chooses to become friends with this young man. One that is extremely unfathomable, that p

Update On Mom
Well, mom has finally been transferred to Rush Memorial Hospital in Chicago. they are having a very difficult time getting her combativeness and anger under control. They had to put her on Haldol, which is a very strong antipsychotic med. With me living in Alabama, and her living in Indiana, it is very difficult for me to process the idea of my mom being angry, let alone violent! On March 6th, my dad will be gone two years. As for me, today started the reliving of events that led up to his death. I was there. I took care of him for three months before he left us. I still find it difficult to really believe he's gone. That I will never hear his voice again or touch his face or hands. I can't imagine how difficult that has been for my mother. To be with someone nearly 66 years and then for them NOT to be there, has got to be the toughest thing to ever have to get through. On March 15th, my mom will be 88 years old. Will she live to see her 89th birthday. I doubt it, b

With This Kiss
With this kiss I'll give you my world And I promise to be your perfect man The smile on your face day and night The one who'll never leave your sight With this kiss I will express true amour How much I admire you and how I adore A lifetime of happiness that will remain You'll be my sunshine when the sky rains With this kiss I'll keep in you my heart I'll let you in but please don't ever depart I'll miss you when you're not close to me And when we're together you let me be With this kiss I want your love forever I don't want to face a day not together Hold my hand and lead me the way Love me and spoil me every single day

What Do You Do?........
what do you do when the one person you care about most in the world, the one you Love more than anything in the world, the one you would do anything for, give up everything for even your life cant find it in their heart to talk to you? ive watched you go through hell from afar, not because i wanted to, but because you asked me to. I couldnt bring myself to fight with you about it because even though i know its wrong to just let you walk away i had no choice, i couldnt hurt you, i couldnt fight with you or be angry with you even when i hurt the most. Ive never given up on you, i never will. I will always hold out hope that one day, youll miss me as much as i miss you, that everything we went through together will mean something again. You are still and always will be my best friend, the love of a lifetime, my better half, my concience, my heart and soul, my whole world. Maybe im foolish, maybe not. I believe in love, in trust and honesty, in all the good and bad that come from it, I bel

Hard Hearted
a darkened doorway never crossed a flame which never flickers a heart that never loved holding back a thousand tears thinking back througout the years abused and used is all she ever is shes been broken but now she's free for the one who calls will never be a hardened heart which turned to ice a cruel hard bitch is in its place abused and used is all she'll ever be a tortured soul which learned to hate she'll be your naughty girl before its too late she'll come when you call your pretty lillte thing shes been broken but now she's free for the one who calls will never be

Buddha
"Do not believe in anything simply because you have heard it. Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations. But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it." --Buddha

Takeing A Break
Hi everyone this is just to let everyone know that i will be takinga break from doing weddings bue to my new working schedule. If you are in need of a Pastor i can send you the name of a good one. Thanks Token

Smiling And Waiting
Down the aisle Decorated in white I'm smilling and waiting for you Friends and family guard the path leading you to me still smiling and wating for you Music plays your friends walk in Smiling bigger waiting for you Suddenly my breath is taken seeing you my knees start quaking smiling and waiting for you Stunning vision dressed in white walking on her daddy's arm you see me smiling and waiting for you Every step bringing me my life still smiling and waiting for you suddenly by my side my chest swells with pride here i am teary eyed knowing that I have my bride at the party thrown for us everyone fights for your time I stand there watching you my wife smiling and waiting for you I will be more than proud to go through the rest of my life smiling and waiting for you.

You Know You're Old When...
Passing this along, made me feel old, lol. 1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. >> > 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. >> > 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. >> > 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. >> > 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. >> > 6. You watch the Weather Channel. >> > 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and >>"breakup." >> > 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. >> > 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." >> > 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids >>next door won't turn down the stereo. >> > 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around >>you. >> > 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. >> > 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. >> > 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's >>leftovers. >> > 15. Sleeping on the couch make

My First Hater
I DO NOT REGRET THAT I SPEAK MY MIND,AND TELL PEOPLE LIKE IT IS ALTTHOGH IT MAY STEP ON SOME TOES,I DO NOT CARE IF I LOSE ONE PERSON WHO JUST DOESNT UNDERSTAND OR WHO DOES NOT KNOW ME,...TELLS ME TO GET LOST CAUSE I WONT MEET HIM HOW RUDE.I AM NOT THE ONE WHO PISSED IN YOUR CHERRIES,SO GET OVER IT AND TO THAT HATER WHO KNOWS WHO HE IS,...GET OVER IT.AND QUIT BEING SO FULL OF YOURSELF. THIS WAS WRITTEN FOR BIG DAWG.AND IM NOT SORRY FOR ANYTHING.

What Level Of Hell Are U Going To
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)ModerateLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very High

Whats Your Hidden Sexual Talent
Using your hands Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your hands. You are damn good with them, and know how to make your lover feel incredibly sexy with just one caress. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Missin' Sweetie
It isn't easy being married to a truck driver. Especially not when you're me. I mean, I have needs, and those needs need to be met a lot more often than they're getting met right this moment. I'm used to him being home, available to me most of the day, and definitely every night. Mind you, I'm really not complaining. He's working hard to keep me happy, and I am. I know I get better lovin' in the days he's at home than most women get with a man home every night. I'm just missing my favorite anti-depressant. So, yeah. I'm feeling a little neglected and wanting something I can't have.

What Planet Are U From?
You Are From Neptune You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability. You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea. Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion. You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone. If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything. What Planet Are You From?

March 2nd 2007
spring time is around the corner. I felt it in the air while the sun was out. I went to see my sister at the coffee bar. its weird seeing her work cause she only works like twice a week. anyways its another weekend. the week wasn't too bad. I am using my new computer. Its got that windows vista on it. I know almost 0 people have this operating system. I'm pretty happy with it so far. Nothing to compain about. The only thing i really hate about windows is all the excess that is on it. I'm a pretty basic person and I get tired of the updates. Speaking of updates I never get any updates from people. Most women i've met are married or with kids.. or both. I don't really have any squabble with anyone right now. I don't expect too much from people. I don't think anyone should. Just worry aboutmyself and get through whatever needs to be. I had to redownload all my IM's so that is always a trip. Im gonna be good and not download any porn on here. Just keep it PG ..

The Death Of Love
I see the rain fall down upon your hair, it shines and looks like gold, and I still choose to stare, but it seems so old… I watched as a fire burned inside my heart, and all my dreams were torn apart, you grasped my soul, took it whole, and beat it into oblivion, I cant see the beauty you saw in me, the death of loves still lives deep, deep inside of me, I recollect the misspent hopes and the pitiful dreams, and all the savage beatings in between, I saw no light and I put up no fight, the danger of the lust still cowers and lingers inside of me, I grimly loathe the taste of your soul and its purpose with me, I cant see the beauty you saw in me, the death of loves still lives deep, deep inside of me, forever I hold onto my soul, I shall not let it go, through the moat of the blood that was drained from my heart, but was replaced by the very red wine, that we used to drink all the time, in our hands was the image of a tarnished rose, that grew so deep within concrete, the roots were rebo

Incredible Fetish Sex Machine
The world was so mechanical, and all it's sex was obscene, mechanical lust existed, and the incredible fetish sex machine, fucked by choice, mr. super hate machine tainted insecurity, and branded the super nipples into steel, and hung you dead up in the rotting tree, driving love into the heart of stone, eating away all the remains, just to get a good bone, Balistic desires trended and mended the sovereignty in the eyes of a demon child, praising the lord that the woman is the devil, and that the god of war was alive, and surviving inside the mind, self-indulgence in an utter display, seen from the blood of an asshole, never wanting anymore to hold so fucking tight, running away from lucifer's sent demise, are the cries of a suffer genius, and a vivid, lustrious sex symbol of eternity, and in the eyes of satan did call for world domination.

51% Barbie, A Little Scary Lol
i am barbie Body: [ ] You own over 10 bottles of nail polish [ ] You own a designer purse [x] You own perfume that cost over $60 [x] You had/have fake nails [x] You have more body/hair products than you can use [ ] Your pet is a chihuahua/Pomeranian/Yorkshire Terrier/Siamese [ ] You have/had clothes/shoes/accessories for your pet [x] You have enough clothes to cover an entire refugee camp. [x] You have enough pictures to create your own wallpaper. [x] You have/had a pink comforter, carpeting, walls or sheets. Total: 6 Do you: [x] Have a hair color that is not your natural color [x] Have "blonde moments" at least once a day [x] Buy stuff because it's awesome and then never wear it [x] Constantly keep your phone at your side [x] Dance around in your room when nobody else is home [ ] Have a name for your car [x] Know what celebrity is dating who and who broke up this week [x] Refuse to go out in public without makeup [ ] Prefer to be called "princess" Total So

How I Got My "other" Nickname
So there's this much younger man...we've known each other for a while now. He and I have had this little flirtation thing going on between us for a while now. It started when I was managing a store inside a location he worked at. He'd stop by and chat and flirt. Back when he was 17 he gave me a hug and said "You know, it's only illegal if I tell." I laughed and reminded him that it would be illegal if I knew. I'm not like that. Then he turned 18 and he gave me a hug and whispered, "You know, I'm legal now." And still I hesitated. I thought about it, I won't lie...he's intelligent, he's hot, and he's charismatic... He's a bit of a redneck, he fills out a pair of jeans beautifully. He's going on 20 now. I've still not given in to the temptation, but I've recently told him that if he wants anything to happen, he's going to have to be clear and be sure...not to mention make the first move. Personally, I see it as inevitable...but I'm not in any rush. And i

Greek To Me
You would think only a lexicographer or an etymologist (a dictionary writer and a word studier, respectively) would find a book about the Greek alphabet interesting. Well, they would be pleasantly surprised, and I expect most of you would too, by Alpha to Omega: The Life & Times of the Greek Alphabet. Alexander and Nicholas Humez have put together in this 1981 book (ISBN 1567921019) a delightfully witty history that combines scholarship with storytelling. While reading about the letters themselves and the terms derived from Greek which they begin (e.g., Gamma is for Gaia, Genesis, gamete, and gynecology), you might find yourself reading about its ties to Gilbert and Sullivan operettas or the rediscovery of Troy or the history of self-propelled flight, digressions which really make this book fun and readable. I felt like I was sitting down with an old friend reading this, just as the best books do. Really, it's as easy as learning your alpha beta gammas. Before regaling you with what

Moment By My Warrior Princess
When we lock, In our embrace, Everything slows, And stops in place, For just that moment, I hold you near, Time resuming, Is what I fear. Test and trials, To overcome, As time passes, Will never be done, But in that moment, I feel free, Because I love you, And you love me.

Nsfw?
If there are graphics or ID's of mine that you feel are NSFW then please send me a pm explaining this and I will mark it MYSELF. If my graphics continue to be marked as NSFW by others and if my account is deleted because of this then I will NOT remake my account. I will just leave. If that is what some of you want then keep it up, if not then come to me as a friend. I wont bite, unless I am asked to. Eddie

Why Is It That
when women are online men are brave enough to chat to them but i have notice that there is a new hex about the mminute the men ask the women if they are married they back off granted in some cases this is good but what if the women actually want to speek with the male population online ??? i have been treated myself like this and it is so annoying so i though i would let everyone know i dont bite if you want to chat please do . yes i am married and yes i have male friends if you ask there is more to my story. just remember i dont bite honest, i would like to hear from as many people as possible

Military
A group of military Officers are standing around talking when a Lieutenant said, "I feel that making love is 80% fun and 20% work." Captain responded by saying, "No, I think that making love is more work than that. I would say that it is 60% fun and 40% work." Then a Major says, "No, making love is definitely way more work than that. I would say that it is 20% fun and 80% work." They are all contemplating these revelations when a private walks by. The officers call the Private over to ask his opinion. The Major says, "Excuse me, Private, we are having a discussion and would like your input. The Lieutenant says that making love is 80% fun and 20% work. The Captain says that making love is 60% fun and 40% work. I say that making love is 20% fun and 80% work. Private, what is your opinion?" The Private smiles and says, "Sir, you are all wrong. Making love must be 100% fun because if there was any work involved, you would have the enlisted men doing it for you."

What Is Love?
"Attention is the most basic form of love; through it we bless and are blessed." - John Tarrant "We love because it's the only true adventure." - Nikki Giovanni "Love is like quicksilver in the hand. Leave the fingers open and it stays. Clutch it, and it darts away." - Dorothy Parker "Love is friendship set on fire." - unknown "Love is an ideal thing, marriage a real thing." - Goethe "To be in love is merely to be in a state of perceptual anesthesia." - H.L. Mencken "Love is everything it's cracked up to be. That's why people are so cynical about it...It really is worth fighting for, risking everything for. And the trouble is, if you don't risk everything, you risk even more." - Erica Jong "Sometimes love is stronger than a man's convictions." - Isaac Bashevis Singer "Love is the master key that opens the gates of happiness." - Oliver Wendell Holmes "Maybe love is like luck. You have to go all the way to find it." - Robert Mitchum "Love stretches

Ode To My Goddess
Ode to My Goddess The mere thought of you My blood boils to incredible sexual heat My soft lips moisten like leaves in a torrential downpour My every waking desire is to serve you, My Goddess Your Breasts, big and soft Nipples hardenening against my tongue as I nurse them Raw animalistic desire, worship of my Goddess I love her, live to serve her On Your knees taste my warm tasty Sex Like the Cat Goddess Bastet she purrs Eyes like limpid pools, gateway to my soul My tongue flickers eagerly Her labias plump and moist my tongue determined to serve and please Holding my head in place, demanding perfect satisfaction Her primal fount pumps against my serpent tongue My hands holding, caressing her glorious tush Like a tiny Cock, probing her, touching her Desperate to release her divine nectar Pushing me onto my back You know mama has to get to work Impaling herself upon my manhood She is Goddess Grand mistress of my Body, mind, and soul Like the

Kingdom Of Heaven
A minister dies and is waiting in line at the Pearly Gates. Ahead of him is a guy who's dressed in sunglasses, a loud shirt, leather jacket and jeans. Saint Peter addresses this cool guy, "Who are you, so that I may know whether or not to admit you to the Kingdom of Heaven?" The guy replies, "I'm Peter Pilot, retired American Airlines Pilot from Dallas." Saint Peter consults his list. He smiles and says to the pilot, "Take this silken robe and golden staff and enter the Kingdom." The pilot goes into Heaven with his robe and staff. Next it's the minister's turn. He stands erect and booms out, "I am Joseph Snow, pastor of Saint Mary's in Pasadena for the last 43years." Saint Peter consults his list. He says to the minister, "Take this cotton robe and wooden staff and enter the Kingdom." "Just a minute," says the minister, "that man was a pilot and he gets a silken robe and golden staff, and I get only cotton and wood. How can this be?" "

The Awakening (part Two) An Erotic Story
The Awakening--An Erotic Story (part two) With leash in hand, she pulls me towards her, telling me to turn around. I can feel her grab my wrist as she un-cuffs me. She tells me to take off my shirt. Without any hesitation. I happily oblige and start to smile in the process. But that smile doesn’t last long, as she tells me I am only to smile when she tells me I can. She then proceeds to slowly undress in front of me, telling me not to move or look away, but to keep watching. She is amazing ,a true goddess. Her beauty is stunning, leaving me almost speechless. She now starts to walk over towards me telling me to get on my knees. And again, I drop to my knees without any fight. She is right in front of me now. I can smell her scent, and it’s driving my wild. I can’t control myself... my hands start to wonder up her legs. She slaps me and tells me to keep my hands at my side, that she’ll tell me when and if I can touch her. She then continues to tease me, touching me, rubbing agai

Photo Update !
Happy Monday all I hope your week has got off to a good start. I have updated my photos , take a look in my family album and show some lurve !!! I've also added some easter facts to my stash in the 'dunno' section. Have fun and enjoy !! Lin xx

Friends Of Sorts
FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE ASS FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" FAKE ASS FRIENDS: never seen you cry. REAL FRIENDS: cry with you FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAL FRIENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE ASS FRIENDS: know a few things about you. REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAL FRIENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Are for awhile. REAL FRIENDS: Are for life.

I Love Someone,...
I love someone,And yet It is hard,because I can't tell them that I care for them so,For fear that they may have love for me too,...so I shy away,...for if I do not, I may get completely lost....because I do not want my heart to break like glass,It is fragile.

Personal Ads (another Rant)
I read the personal ads once in a while. It's pretty much more for amusement than out of any quest for "the right man", for a couple of reasons. The first is pretty simple; I'm not really looking for "the right man". Reason number two is that somehow I never seem to qualify as worthy of attention in these ads. Seems I just don't measure up. Or don't want to. Does anyone? Let's take a close look at the typical gay personal ad. "GWM, straight acting/straight appearing, seeks same.." First of all, I guess I am a "GWM", though it's definitely not the primary way I'd identify myself. I'm not sure what "straight acting" means to this guy, but to me it means he's an asshole. How exactly does he "act straight"? By lying to his friends and dating women he feels nothing for? By being "butch"? By pretending he likes football when he really wants to go to the opera? "...35 (look 26), attractive..." I don't think I've ever seen a personal ad from an unattractive person. Or f

What Is Your Seduction Style?
Your Seduction Style: The Coquette You are a pro at playing the age old game of hard to get. Your flirting style runs hot and cold, giving just enough to keep them chasing you. Independent and self-sufficient, you don't need any one person to make you compelte. And that independence is exactly what makes people pursue you. What Is Your Seduction Style?

*~*moving*~*
for all who dont ko im moving and jus a heads up, i might not beable to get back to yall right away, cuz i gotta get the bills together and figure out sum shit..but i love yall, and i will miss u guys. well holla at me...ill try and get back soon as i can..holla

Feelings
If only my tears could speak, They'd speak, how my broken heart Is unable to mend They'd speak, about all my fears Weaknesses, and doubts They'd speak, how my heart and soul Have deeply hurt for the few depressing days They'd speak, of all the memories Which haunt me everyday in my dreams If only my tears could speak, They'd tell you, the pain inside my heart And don't know when it heals They'd tell you, about my wishes For once, i could see you and hug you for a litlle while They'd tell you, how my head Is confusing for a lot of things They'd tell you, all my thought of self And my wishes, my life would end... Everyone around me And everything inside All of it is dying, And it's something I can't hide. Anger is stirring, Sadness, pain and fear; Things are flying at me, Is there nothing I hold dear? My friends and my family, I know they're trying to help, But I know I can't do it If I can't help myself. For some reason, though, Some

365 Days Of Walking The Red Road
My friend, I am going to tell you the story of my life, as you wish, and if it were only the story of my life I think I would not tell it, for what is one man that he should make much of his winters even when they bend him like a heavy snow? So many other men have lived and shall live that story, to be grass upon the hills. ---Black elk OGLALA SIOUX, 1863-1950 A NATIVE TO KNOW Black elk was born in 1863 on the Little Powder River. When he was nine years old he received a vision that gave him a "special power".A power instrumental in his later becoming a prominent member of his tribe. A religious medicine man. He traveled the world and spoke to many about his beliefs and spirituality. In 1950 on the Pine Ridge reservation he passed away.

To The People Who Know And Love Me..
I love ya'll. I have some of the most amazing friends. Always there to cheer me up or make me laugh. I have never claimed to be perfect, or even close. I have many faults..some know this better than others and love me anyway. I do not expect perfection in any form, or anything resembling perfection, but I do expect the friends I have not to lie to me. When you tell me to shut up..guess what, you'll be lucky if you hear from me again. When you lie your ass off and I know it you better believe I'll call you on it and if that messes up your plans..well too bad you shouldnt have lied! When you are a stupid naive woman that will believe anything a man says, simply because he looks good..don't come cryin to me when you learn your lesson after I warned you the first time! Duh! Am I a bitch? Today I guess I am. I have my moments. to everyone else fuck off! **Thought for the day** Don't blow sunshine up someones ass if you're only going to rain on their parade

A Sadist's Wetdream.
The Offspring is good at making me all happy even though they write about dysfunction and crap that would depress most people. However, I know when I turn off this facking music I'll be back to my normal thoughts. Which is never good. Mostly because I am frustrated, young and stupid. I'm frustrated because my willingness to bend, tolerate, and go along is wearing thin in the area of Benji C. I hate bullshit highschool games, and he loves playing them. Except I dont think he even knows he's playing them. I hate waiting, I shouldn't be doing it. Mostly because, I'm not one to wait around for someone to grow the fuck up. He's 4 years older. He should know this shit by now. Telling him how I feel is out of the question simply because I get serious about the decision to be with some one or not to be with some one rather quickly. I can see myself with some one or not after conversating maybe a week. However, I know that is not where he stands. So..I move on? Or I stay and wait forever?

Zombies
drifting to deep sleep, blackness all around not a sound to be made. wondering in my white shimmering night gown, long dark hair ever still, green eyes wide open seeking my way through the dark. fog curling swirling creeping up to my bare feet just ahead i see figures creeping along the fog, branches of twigs starts to entangle my feet to keep me still, spread my fingers apart to claw away the branches. zombies comming to my way i start to run. i run into the blackness forever running no where to run to. nothing for miles i run in eternity. my bare feet swifting faster and faster and the zombies some how get closer and closer thier finger tips just about reaching my flowing hair, i dont seem to be moving at all even my legs run faster and faster and they somehow are still behind me. zombies grasp my arms, tackled being ripped apart. i awake in cold sweat dripping to my bosoms, beads tickling my forhead. head pounding hard as my heart trys to slow down. i see my breath in the cold air a

Moving
THIS IS JUST TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT WE ARE MOVING SOON, ACTUALLY THIS WEEKEND. US MEANING: HITMAN6,NICOLE AND MYSELF. WE WILL BE BACK ON AS SOON AS POSSIBLE SO DON'T FRET. JUST KEEP SENDIN US LUV AND WE WILL RETURN THE FAVOR AS SOON AS WE GET BACK ON HERE. I WILL BE ON HERE PERIODICALLY CHECKING THINGS AND TAKING SHORT BREAKS FROM PACKING BUT THIS WEEKEND NONE US US WILL BE ON. SO LOVE TO ALL OF YOU AND DON'T WORRY WE HAVE NOT FORGOTTEN ANY OF YOU! PEACE AND MAY GOD BLESS YOU ALL!!!! ~TWEETYJINXIN~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~ ~HITMAN6~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~ ~NICOLE~GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY~

New
well here is my first blog on here...where I rant and rave and just plainly put my thoughts on whatever the hell I feel like it. If ya dont like what I am saying...either dont read...or remember it's just a blog.

Omg The Countdown Is On
well i've just looked at the calendar & it's only 7 days til i get my head shaved. i didn't even think anything of shaving my hair off when i nominated to shave it at the start *as i was doing it to support friends who had suffered from leukaemia* but now that the time is getting closer i'm getting nervous & realising that i'm losing a HUGE part of my identity. my hair is one of the first things people notice about me due to its length *i measured it recently with a neighbour & it turns out it's actually half my height (for those who don't already know, i'm 6' tall so that's a lotta hair)* anyways i'm gonna leave this here & wish me luck with it all:D luv's ya's all muahhhhhhhh

Food For Thought
This isn't meant to offend anyone just thought I would put it out there!!! This is a speech made by Bill Gates in regard to high school students and things they will not learn in school!! Rule 1: Life is not fair ..get used to it! Rule 2: The world won't care about your self esteem. The world will expect you to accomplish something BEFORE you feel good about yourself. Rule 3: You will NOT make $60,000 a year right out of high school . You won't make vice-president with a car phone until you earn both. Rule 4: If you think your teacher is tough, wait till you get a boss Rule 5: Flipping burgers is not beneath your dignity. Your grandparents had a different word for burger flipping they called it opportunity! Rule 6: If you mess up, it's not your parents fault, do don't whine about your mistakes ...learn from them. Rule 7: Before you were born, your parents weren't as boring as they are now. They got that way from paying your bills,cleaning your clothes and listening to you t

Worthless
I keep getting nightmares when I'm under sedation. So even when I sleep I cant get a vacation, From the stress, the worries, the severe agitation, I'm just waiting to die, and I'm not very patient. I need to climb out of this hole, and do it immediatley. Before I take this knife and stab myself repeatedly. God, if you're out there, you're neglecting your child. You're suppose to love me whether I'm perfect or wild. You keep sending me rain and I aint got an umbrella, So I stand here an angry, cold, dripping wet type of fella. But if the sun were to shine, would my life be much better? No, I would just be one hot, sad sucker with my taste stuck on bitter. So I trudge through the rain, with nowhere to go. Why even stay to do the same thing tomorrow? I am living my life with absolutley no purpose. What else do you do when you know you are worthless?

The G Spot. (goddess Spot)
The G spot (GODDESS Spot),(about 1 inch diameter)like a beautiful pink botton inside the vagina,up about an inch and half to two inches. Appropriate stimulation will cause the female to take a deep breath and push down and release. Most women describe the sensation as feeling as a tingliing - they have a powerful urge to "Release", same sensation of pushing when squirting. They take a deep breath, hold it and push right into ectasy. with love, Myke Bragg

Thank You All For Your Well Wishes
Make your Comments HEARD at COMMENTYOU.com Thank you all for your well wishes, I know who my real friends are. Make your Comments HEARD at COMMENTYOU.com Little update, I am feeling a little bit better, almost human again. Death lost this fight... lol. I am back at work but not sure for how long.

19 Form Is Important In Exercises
Back when I first got into improving physically I would talk to friends and we'd compare notes on how we were doing. We'd talk about how many repetitions we did, how much weight we were handling, how far we were running, always quantities of something. These things were a good motivation to go for more trying to stay at the front of the group but there was something wrong. While you are training you are working to improve yourself, to get stronger, have greater endurance and many other things. The reason for training is often being able to isolate some part of an activity and make it better. That part is made better by going through the movement with perfect form and then improving the number of repetitions and/or weight handled as you do it. If you didn't notice the key point there is doing the movement with perfect form first and foremost. That's right! Perfect form. Have you ever been in a gym and see some fairly large man with a dumb bell in each hand jerking it up d

Random
Well One thing about being a paranormal invetagator is the unusual things you see.Most of the time you can't hear it with out a recorder but my fav.Part is when the supernatural gets involved then things get intence.Questions flood me a wonder of how in the hell is that even possable????But my mind is open but closed as well.I have been searching for the unnorm since I could see them or hear them but I feel them as well.I did how ever run in to a SkinWalker and I will talk about him in another time.I have gotten close to a werewolf real close and ill post about that as well.But I think i am on to something That maybe there are immortals out there.Have I found One????? Well thats a good question.And as of yet no but along my way I have understood that the soul is immortal can can possess the body.All religions talk about it.Have I found and Imortal spirit possession??????Yes and I have been in an on line communication with him.I would like to take it to a more personal level to record h

Dont Smash On What I Believe.. Bitches.
The Bible Is Bullshit Christians murdered indians Christians murdered indians In the history of the human race Of all the inspirations for the separation of man from his true tribal culture Of all the inspirations for acts of violence from one man onto another, From one nation onto another, from one oppressor onto the oppressed. There is no more guilty party and inspiration than those books known As the holy bible the Koran and the bagavad gita to spread separation of mankind. The bible is bullshit, the bible is bullshit The bible is bullshit, the Koran is a lie, the bagavad gita did not fall from the sky These are the books that were written by men. They've caused wars, now follow if you can, They took away our love and gave us fear Tried to make us hate the one who put us here Then they took our sacred songs and made them wrong Then they took away our prayers and gave us theirs The bible is bullshit, the Koran is a lie, the bagavad gita did not fall from

For Once
For once I am content For once I am at ease For once I am just living not trying to am to please. For once there is a calm inside my troubled soul For once I am serene for once I feel whole. For once I let my life go as it may for once I ignore those who try and betray For once I am letting go letting life unfold for once I am ready for anything that may be told. For once I don't care if I understand or not Life I am just letting happen because it's the only life I got.

Loving Deeper Than A Man Can Go
Reaching down in the depths of my soul... a man loving to no end Admiring her beauty... understanding that it runs to the soul... the heart A work of art... poetry in its best form... without words Holding her hand... feeling the texture of her skin... the creases craved within them Admiring the color of her eyes... to the amount lashes that surrounds them Running your fingers through her hair... smelling the scent of her shampoo on your fingernails Rubbing your nose against her ear... breathing upon her neck... lips so close to her neck Closing my eyes to see her face and remembering her touch and the feel of her body Its pressed in my mind like a map fully detailed which marked every curve felt upon her body Loving her deeper than a man can go... is it possible? Listening to her every cry... wiping the tears of pain from her existence The words flow from her lips... like water in a river So refreshing on a hot summer day... like a breeze that dries up the sweat from your

Telling Someone You Love Them/ Searching For A Special Someone
Telling someone I LOVE YOU is a serious step in life, that a lot of people take for granted and causes some people including myself to lose trust in someone. But there is always that one special person that comes into your life and changes all thator so it seems.they makes you believe in life and love again. I am 42 YEARS OLD Female who thought I found that special someone but one way or another when it happens there is some way I feel i mess it all up even if it isn't my fault. I guess it is going to be back to looking for that special someone that i know will make me feel that way.... are you out there somewhere???

Iin Whom I Trust
Psalm 18:2 “The Lord is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer; my God, my strength, in whom I will trust.” Do you know the greatest thing you could do to give God glory? It's not to give a million dollars. It's not to give your body to be burned. It's not to go overseas as a missionary. The greatest thing you could do to glorify God is to believe God. Faith says, “God, you are trustworthy.” Don’t just sing about your belief in a great God or pray about your belief in a great God or even read about your belief in a great God. You must believe Him. A strong faith glorifies God! Meditate on these Names of God today: Prince of Peace, Lamb of God, Bright & Morning Star, Dayspring, The Good Shepherd, Messiah, Alpha & Omega.

How To Treat Insomnia
Treatment Overview Insomnia is often a symptom of another condition rather than a condition of its own. If insomnia is caused by medical or psychological conditions, treatment will focus on those underlying conditions. When poor sleep quality itself is the major problem, medications can be prescribed short-term to relieve symptoms. Recently, there has been increasing support for therapies that involve modifying behavior and lifestyle. These two approaches—sedative-hypnotic medications and behavior therapies—may be prescribed together, with the medications helping to provide a good night's sleep in the short term and the therapies helping you to develop long-lasting changes in approaches to sleep. * Work with your health professional to first try to determine whether another condition—such as depression, anxiety, pain, use of stimulants or medications, inactivity, or poor sleep habits—is causing your insomnia, and treat the underlying cause. * You may be able to treat

Just One!!
One Question a quick question ONE QUESTION.. Ok, I had this sent to me and I thought it was cute. If you dont want to do this, no biggie! I thought I would post this and see what happened. Question.... 1 question. 1 chance. 1 answer. That's all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) Any one question, no matter how crazy it is. ANY 1 question!! Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I promise to answer it truthfully. The catch is, you have to repost this and see what people ask you.

The Voice Of A Lonely Heart
The sound of a lonely heart cannot be heard from a distance. Only by getting in real close can you hear its voice calling for someone to hear...begging to be heard by someone...alone and adrift, lost at sea, and slowly sinking, the lonely heart never gives up and constantly yet silently, the lonely heart calls out hoping to be heard. "Random Thoughts" P.T.

An Early Spring Time Shower
Thunder rolls...chasing after a bolt of fast moving lightning and this begins the start of one of those many thunderstorms that we experience down here in south GA. I watch as the rain falls from the dull gray sky for a few mins and im living in a different moment....its funny how the past seems to flood your mind with memories of moments done passed by....I bring myself back to the moment and realize...I love the rain....the way it sounds as its falling thru the tree leaves outside...the heavy drumming on the roof during a hard down pour....the lullaby rhythm of it falling to the ground.....and it makes me wish i had someone here with me to lay around with and just listen to the rain falling outside....no...that is wrong...its not just someone i wish who was here with me...no...theres someone specific.......the one who made me begin to like the rain.....it is with her i wish i could be sharing this first early spring shower with....i remember a day when it seemed as if the sky had ope

What Tarot Card Are You?
You Are The Magician You are powerful and wise - beyond what anyone can see. Deeply complex, you have the resources to connect to the spiritual and material world. You posses the knowledge to manipulate your life and the lives around you. You also have a great healing power, should you choose to use it. Your fortune: You have unhidden powers that you have yet to tap into. Soon, you will better understand how to use your intellect and intuition. Believe it or now, you will discover how you can manipulate yourself and others for good. You are at the beginning of a path of spiritual enlightenment. What Tarot Card Are You?

My Weekend
I had one hell of a weekend. Tiffany and got to hang out, and I got to hang out with my brother... it was hella awesome. And I got my labret repierced and dyed my hair like dark red... it's pretty cool.... Anyways, it's been cool hanging out this weekend.... I have enjoyed it a lot. I just don't get the time w/ my friends like i want anymore.... Although I needto spend some good time w/ the girls this week.. Which i totally plan to!!!! Anyways, I can't think of much else to say right now....pretty sad though... nada to say.... anyways, hope everyone enjoyed their weekend!!! OOHHHH and robin was drinking and DIDN'T have sex *lol* Shocking huh???

Miss April/may... Join The Runway!
DO YOU WANT TO BE MISS APRIL/MAY? I AM LOOKING FOR ANY LADIES OUT THERE THAT JUST WANT TO SHOW WHAT THE HAVE! NSFW OR NOT IT DON'T MATTER!! THIS IS A CONTEST!! CONTEST WILL GO ON FOR A WEEK MAYBE TWO WEEKS DEPENDING ON HOW MANY PPL I GET TO ENTER THE CONTEST!! RULES: HAHA THERE ARE NO RULES.. BUT NO DOWNRATING OR SLAMMIN ANYONE ELSES PICS OR REPRORTING THEM!!! PRIZE WILL BE: YOU IN MY PROFILE FOR A MONTH BLINGIN YOU OUT!! A LINK TO YOUR PROFILE TELLING PPL TO GO SHOW YOU SOME LOVE!! A BULLETIN/STICKY WITH YOUR PIC THAT YOU WON WITH. THE PRIZE THAT YOU WON!! AND MUCH, MUCH MORE!! GIFT: WEEK BLAST AND A VACATION OF YOUR CHOICE ALONG WITH A VACATION FOR ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS THAT IS NOT IN THE CONTEST. (SO IF YOU WIN.. YOU GET THE BLAST A VACATION AND YOUR GIRLFRIEND GETS THE SAME THING.. BUT THE BLAST!!) SO MUCH FUN!! NOW GO ON NOW GO GET YOUR PIC LINKS AND YOUR FRIENDS TO JOIN!! HERE IS THE LINK TO MY PROFILE booshine***CT Wifey To Annie O***Add As A Frie

I Love Him...like No Other, He's My Only Lover!
Well here's an update....Me and Jeremy didn't work out, which is no big disappointment to me...I think I finally found the one for me....It's kinda funny...we are two of a kind and everything just works out great. JR is 25 years old, 6'6, so sweet, so sexy! I have my own personal giant who loves the hell out of me. I'm so happy with everything that's going on with us. He's hardcore badass with a soft side, shhhh don't tell him that I said that....hey hey now, anyone wants to know more...hit me up!

The One
His mind reaches out to me He senses all that I am He comes to me in my dreams Pleasing me in ways no other has The hunger with in me Is wild, fierce It demands satisfaction It demands release The touch of his hands Brings fire to my soul The taste of his mouth Stirs the hunger within me My body ignites in fire Under his caress, his kiss Waves of pleasure Yet, creating havoc I beg for sweet release Release for my mind Release for my body Release for my soul He is the only one The one to satisfy the hunger He is the only one To release me from myself

Love
Love What do you do when you love something you can’t have, something so close to you but yet so far away. You want to go for it put not push to hard you want to let it be but you think it may go away. What is love? Is it something that you hold onto when you find it and never let it go? Or does it come more than once in this life, the love of you life? I think not. Our song is still playing.

Nothing But The Truth
Never owned a brand new car, never worked in a white collar and never held a woman longer than i could hold a dollar. I can't remember ever wanting for a second of my life even if I did it cost too much to pay the price. I never danced on the dark side but now I'm starting to play. There's no secrets I have to tell so you don't have to say a prayer for me I just said one for myself. I've been bloody bruised and broken once or twice in my life. I brought most of it on myself but I never complained or comprimised. My pride is too hard to swallow. My pride is kept in my heart, it's a place you'll never get. Mild mannered, soft hearted, and hard headed as you can get. So here's how it is. I'm living my life under my terms, i'm calling all the shots as far as I can see. I don't owe nobody nothing I don't answer to a single soul. It might not work for you but it really works for me...............

Damnit People,, Help Me Out Here.
Listen guys I really want my girl to win this contest she is (REAL) an been through alot of shit in her life time,,, I know we all have however if you were to read the profile you'd understand why I want this for her so much,,, she needs to feel good about herself and the life she lives so please come help her win this,,, bomb the shit outta her..... HERE IS THE LINK TO CONTEST PICTURE!!!

What Do U Do?
ALL MY LIFE I HAVE GIVEN NEVER ASKED FOR ANYTHING REALLY IN RETURN. MAYBE THAT IS WHY I AM FEELING THIS WAY NOW. I HAVE SAID TO U WHAT I FEEL INSIDE TOLD U SOME THINGS IN MY LIFE U EVEN MADE ME HAPPY ENOUGH AGAIN TO SMILE. BUT AGAIN I FEEL LIKE I AM LEFT WITH THIS HEART ACHING AND I DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO TO EASE THE PAIN. I WANT TO REACH OUT AND RUN TO U... BUT.. I FEEL LIKE U R PUSHING ME AWAY. WHAT DO U DO WHEN THE ONE U WANT DOES NOT CARE ANYMORE FOR U WHAT DO U SAY WHEN U FIND OUT THAT THEY R WITH SOMEONE NEW? WHAT CAN U DO BUT WALK AWAY AND SAY GOOD LUCK AND GOODBYE? AND NEVER EVER LOOK BACK, COZ U DONT WANT THEM TO SEE U CRY.

Shoutbox
Hey all my friends i love chatting with all of my friends here but that shoutbox is driving me crazy so if any of you like too chat and have yahoo messenger feel free too add me jdhutchens38614. I will still chat on the shoutbox as long it is not having one of it's fit's. Thanks and everybody have a great week.

Men
i find it strange how men think... so, dennis and i argued this evening, as usual... he's pissed about me moving, yadda yadda ya... plays his normal "how is this going to affect the girls..." Then comes in 20 minutes later CRYING.... yes, i said CRYING.... going "depsite what you think i really do love you, i just wish we could get along" And i'm like, "dude, when i was pregnant and never did anything wrong, and you were yelling and screaming at me plain and simply cuz i couldn't do much when i was puking my guts up all day, WHOSE FAULT WAS THAT?!?!?! When I was perfectly happy, go lucky, didn't have a problem w/ anything, who was bitching that i left a light on, or a cabinet open, or dishes in the sink?!?!?! Who is the one who FINDS reasons to bitch at me? WHO is the one who sits and makes snide comments about my looks?!?!? YEAH, WELCOME TO REALITY, I WAS SKINNY AS HELL, HAD KIDS, GOT FAT!!! What am i supposed to do?!?!? become a fucking junkie? Hmmm, would that fix anything??? NO.

Blogtalkradio!!!!
LEARN SOMETHING !!!! Current mood: artistic Category: News and Politics BLOGTALKRADIO FUSING TOMORROW WITH TODAY By: Karen Morris Internet Radio has been around for years and not really made too much of a buzz in the industry, until now. The new BLOGTALKRADIO.COM is different, powerful and available to you and me. With a myriad of show possibilities and options 24/7, there is always something new for you to learn, something to laugh with and something to help make you healthier, happier and more centered. From stock portfolios to entrepreneur mothers, Emo kids to reporters on the frontlines of the Iraq conflict, BTR offers you hours of poignant, informative and hilarious radio hosts and shows. Some of the Hosts on BLOGTALKRADIO.COM are well known and will be even more well known in the near future to people who just decided to jump on air with a few friends and do their own show. For instance, the host of Politics One, Daniel Myers, is a 16yr.old young man who

B/c It Makes Me Feel Better
i still jump in puddles to splash the person next to me. i eat ice cream when it is cold out. i laugh at all of my own jokes, b/c i get them. i stand on my head for no reason at all. when i am feeling down i will hang upside down over the couch. i paint my toenails so no one else sees. i get kicked out of wal*mart when there is nothing better to do. i don't tie my shoes i chew my nails i hug myself. i do all these crazy things b/c it makes me feel better.

Beauty
What Type Of Beauty Do You Possess?? {Girls only - WITH PICS!!} Vibrant - You possess a vibrant beauty. You are completely unpredictable and you love to have a good time. People are attracted to your carefree attitude and the fact that you can take their mind off of anything that is bothering them. You don't look at the consequences of your actions, and your motto is that if you get caught doing something wrong just make sure you don't get caught next time. People are also attracted to you because you know how to have a good time. Guys love this about you.Please rate!!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Needing You
Needing You You have made it all of the way in You have reached the core of my heart It has been so long since I have been this exposed I wrap around your words As if they became your body I feel your presence As I would your breath On the back of my neck Sometimes I am overcome with a longing A wonderful need for you It saddens me Yet gives me hope It seems as if I feel more alive each day This frightens me sometimes Desire for you seems to help me overcome most fears My hands that can dance across a mans body without thought And know how to please him Are suddenly empty Not to be filled until they touch you A deep ache penetrates my body I need you I truly have been discovered And you are in me How do I satisfy this growing need?

Family Please Read!
We just added 30 new photos to our private folder! They are very very hottt! Please go rate dn comment bomb them for us so we can level up and post more! This wil lbe the final update till we can level up and post more ! We are tired of deleteing photos to add new ones! lol! We have plenty of cherry bucks saved up so gifts and love will be spread plentyful to those who help us out! Thank you to all of our sexy cherries and we will return the favor! Remember, if you are in a cintest let us know so we can bomb you! Thanx again everyine for all the love adn support in advance!

Dr Phils Test- I'm A 41
Dr. Phil scored 55; he did this test on Oprah-she got a 38. Some folks pay a lot of money to find this stuff out. Read on, this is very interesting! Don't be overly sensitive! The following is pretty accurate and it only takes 2 minutes. Take this test for yourself and send it to your friends. The person who sent it placed their score in the subject box. Don't peek but begin the test as you scroll down and answer. Answers are for who you are now......not who you were in the past. Have pen or pencil and paper ready. This is a real test given by the Human Relations Dept. at many of the major corporations today. It helps them get better insight concerning their employees and prospective employees. It's only 10 Simple questions, so..... Grab a pencil and paper, keeping track of your letter answers to each question. Make sure to change the subject of the bulletin to read YOUR total. When you are finished, repost this. Make sure to put YOUR score in the subject box.

Do I Belong
Does it have to be What's the purpose of all the things I see What could it be they want from me? Is it bravery or consistancy Is this a game That started years befor I came Are all the rules still the same If I'm insane,Who's to blame Can I play the way I want or am I the pawn? Can I make the moves and decide what is right and wrong Do I belong,Do I belong? What's going on Will I have the chance to change the song Before my bodies dead and gone Will it belong before the dawn Are all of my dreams Nothing more then some worthless scheme Is my body just some cold machine What does it mean,Can I redeem? Jimbo/Copyright/3/15/07

Enya Book Of Days "lyrics"
One day, one night, one moment My dreams could be tomorrow One step, one fall, one falter East or west, Over earth or by ocean One way to be my journey This way could be my Book of days No day, no night, no moment Can hold me back from trying One flag, one fall, one falter I'll find my day maybe Far and away Far and away One day, one night one moment With a dream to be leaving One step, one fall, one falter Find a new world across a wide ocean This way became my journey This day brings together Far and away This day brings together Far and away Far and away. I have posted this song in my stash under trackz. Please check it out I think you will like it.

Wtf
Sat night I fell on the ice and broke my right wrist. What luck! I hadn't even had a drink yet isn't that the shits. I did go have one before I went to the ER and two after the ER. I needed a drink after that shit.

Answer These Would Yeah It Would Kill U
1. ever been naked while chatting online? 2. have u ever masterbated on cam? 3. have u ever picked yur nose and whiped it somewhere is so where? 4. ever farted during sex? 5. do u fart in the tub and giggle? 6. do u shave or trim or wild rice it? 7. ever dated someone cause they had a sweet truck or car? 8. if i asked to see u naked whould u show me if u could? 9. do u like huge house sterios or lil desktop ghettos? 10. do u love black label society? 11.have u ever peed yur pants as a adult? 12. is there any differance between circumsised or not? 13. ever had sex with a guy with a lil winky? 14. do u like it in the bum? 15. tell me a secret a dirty one? 16. do u love giving blowjobs or just give them to be nice? 17. do u like me? 18. would u cyber with me? 19. whats the nastiest thing u ever done comeon i wont tell ima fuckin freak here? 20. tell me a something funny that happened to u during sex repsot if u want but send this

Irish Blessings
IRISH BLESSINGS..... TO ALL MY FRIENDS ON ST. PATRICK'S DAY..... MAY THERE ALWAYS BE WORK FOR YOUR HANDS TO DO MAY YOUR PURSE ALWAYS HOLD A COIN OR TWO MAY THE SUN ALWAYS SHINE ON YOUR WINDOWPAIN MAY A RAINBOW BE CERTAIN TO FALLOW EACH RAIN MAY THE HAND OF A FREIND ALWAYS BE NEAR YOU MAY GOD FILL YOUR HEART WITH GLADNESS TO CHEER YOU. MAY THE SADDEST DAYS OF THE FUTURE, BE NO WORSE THAN THE HAPPIEST DAYS OF YOUR PAST. YOU'RE NOT AS YOUNG AS YOU USE TO BE, BUT, YOU'RE NOT AS OLD AS YOU'RE GOING TO BE. SO WATCH IT. MAY THE ROAD RISE UP TO MEET YOU, MAY THE WIND BE ALWAYS AT YOUR BACK, MAY THE SUN SHINE WARM UPON YOUR FACE, AND RAINS FALL SOFT UPON YOUR FIELDS,AND UNTIL WE MEET AGIN, MAY GOD HOLD YOU IN THE SMALL OF HIS HANF. MAY YOU BE IN HEAVEN, A HALF HOUR BEFORE THE DEVIL KNOWS YOU'RE DEAD.

Points To Ponder
In the last few days I have been talking with, and reading, many views on beliefs etc. Many people criticize those that do not believe the same way, or do not have an "organized" religious belief. Now I have alot of friends of different beliefs lets say. Not necessarily a "religion" but their beliefs are different than others. Ive watched in shame as they are berated and ridiculed for their beliefs from others who claim to be "christian". So, altho I am in the midst of questioning many things myself, here are some questions to ponder when ridiculing, or judging someone else for their beliefs. 1. If my good deeds in life determine whether I go to heaven or not, why did Christ have to die for my sins? 2. Keeping the above in mind, IF Christ died for my sins, why would I need to ask for forgiveness at all as they've already been forgiven and/or paid for? 3. IF God made "man" in his image, why did adam and eve become ashamed when they realized they were naked in the garden of

A Dream About You
Adjusting the water to the right temperature, I am satisfied. Pulling my shirt over my head, my hair falls languidly down my back. My hands slide down my stomach to reach the zipper of my jeans, unzipping them and sliding them over my thighs, down my legs. I step out of them and glance at myself in the mirror. I can't help but wonder what you might think if faced with the same image. My hands caress my breasts softly before reaching behind me and unclasping the bra. Letting it fall unceremoniously to the floor, my breasts swing free. Bending over, I pull down my panties, stepping out of them and letting the underwear join the bra. Looking myself over again in the mirror, I strike a few poses, pretending you're watching. Giggling at how ridiculous I am being, I decide I better get on with my shower. Stepping in, I let out and audible sigh as the warm water envelops me. It washes over my body, caressing every part of me. My fingers follow the trail of water do

To The Countess
To the countess The stake plunges in my heart every hour we’re apart Sleeping in my silent tomb, the scent of your sweet perfume Longing for the nightly touch as the moonlight begins to brush Counting hours till we awake, even though I’m damned, you bring me to heavens gate Scott Baker

Boundless Love
I still can't believe What you mean to me There's nothing to stop This love of you It crosses state lines It knows no physical limits It can't be stopped By any human alive You're the world to me I can't live without you You're all I got You're all I need I love you so much I can't say it enough You're all I have And it's a boundless love

Watch Out.
Hi there to all my CT friends, i just want to point out that sometimes people are not what they are. This person sent me really lovely poems, however poems which he classed off as his but was written by someone else. I am sure that he has many "friends" on CT and who really think he writes all these poems for people...however he may do. But in my case, it wasnt. ..................... this was what he wrote on my comments page, which is still posted on my homepage:- "Hello My Angel, I was looking at your pictures, and realized just how Beautiful you really are? And so much like a Beautiful Rose in bloom. So, that inspired me to write you this little poem. A White Rose... The red rose whispers of passion, And the white rose breathes of love; O, the red rose is a falcon, And the white rose is a dove. But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips; For the love that is purest and sweetest Has a kiss of desire on the lips." This

Gentleman Caller
Your gentleman caller... Well, he's been calling on another. He loves his forbidden fruit... And as it dribbles down his chin He cries, "Baby, I've been drinking with some friends! Now how 'bout a little kiss..." Bad boy... Rub his nose in it. What a mess. ... and he's playing dumb. Do do do do do do do do... I'm not looking for a lover... All those lovers are liars. ... I'd never lie to you. You say you want to get even? Yeah, you want to get your bad man good? Well, are you in the mood? You bad girl... Does it feel good being bad? And getting worse? Do do do do do do do do... But in the morning, on the sober dawn of Sunday... You're not sure what you have done. Who told you love was fleeting? Sometimes men can be so misleading to take what they need from you. ... Whatever you need to make you feel like you've been the one behind the wheel. The sunrise is just over that hill, The worst is over. Whatever I said to make you think that love's the reli

What Dose One Do
What dose one do if they dont know what they want . I mean I married and I love that part but what is next I thought there wasnt anything after that . I mean I would be married and nothing more but I want more but what? I got a job and I still feel as if something is missing. And kids are not the answer so what is?

Candle Light Kisses(poem #2)
Candle light kiss's between you and me make promises for a future to be. Candle light and a shadowy face will this lead me to fall in disgrace. Candle light kiss's and whispered words from the heart. Our souls will never be apart. *note i know the words are not spelled right but these are how she has written the poem and I am not changing the way she has anything Im typing it as it is written*

Birthday Month And What It Means
¢¾ APRIL = SWEETIE APRIL means that your really good looking. Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Shy towards opposite sex. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves travelling. Dislike being at home. Restless. having many children. Hardworking. High spirited.

Crude Jokes
Blond Joke Did you know about the blond who........ Got excited because she finished a jigsaw puzzle in 6 months, and the box said "2 to 4 years." Burnt her nose bobbing for french fries. When asked what the capital of California was, she said "C." Cooked her turkey for 5 days because the instructions said 1 hour per pound, and she weighed 125. Changes the baby's diaper only once a month because the label said, "good up to 20 pounds." After losing in a breaststroke swimming competition, complained that the other swimmers were using their arms. Couldn't call 911 because she couldn't find an "11" on any phone button. She Was Sooo Blonde She thought a quarterback was a refund. She thought General Motors was in the army. She thought Meow Mix was a CD for cats. She thought Boyz II Men was a day care center. At the bottom of an application where it says "Sign here:" she wrote "Sagittarius." She Was Soooooooooooooo Blonde...

Do U Want A 7 Day Blast?
I am begging for your help. Please click the link below and join Bucky's Fan Club. Even if you don't want to pay for membership and get the autographed CD, join with the free option. Help me win a phone call from Bucky, pretty please? I'll buy as many pimpin' gifts as I can afford for those who sign up. ALSO!!!! The first person to sign up with a platinum membership, I will buy you a seven day blast. Just send me in a private message the e-mail you used to sign up with so I can verify it. THANKS AND HUGS!!!!! CJ Bucky Covington Fan Club

Adding As Fans And Friends
i want to make sure that i have added u as a friend and a fan so if u look and i am a fan but not a friend or visa versa please message me and let me know. if u see i have and u havent added me as a fan please do thanks mrmarine

The Devil With The Three Golden Hairs
There was once a poor woman who gave birth to a little son, and as he came into the world with a caul on, it was predicted that in his fourteenth year he would have the king's daughter for his wife. It happened that soon afterwards the king came into the village, and no one knew that he was the king, and when he asked the people what news there was, they answered, a child has just been born with a caul on, whatever anyone so born undertakes turns out well. It is prophesied, too, that in his fourteenth year he will have the king's daughter for his wife. The king, who had a bad heart, and was angry about the prophecy, went to the parents, and, seeming quite friendly, said, you poor people, let me have your child, and I will take care of it. At first they refused, but when the stranger offered them a large amount of gold for it, and they thought, it is a child of good fortune, and everything must turn out well for it, they at last consented, and gave him the child. The king put it i

King Thrushbeard
A king had a daughter who was beautiful beyond all measure, but so proud and haughty withal that no suitor was good enough for her. She sent away one after the other, and ridiculed them as well. Once the king made a great feast and invited thereto, from far and near, all the young men likely to marry. They were all marshalled in a row according to their rank and standing. First came the kings, then the grand-dukes, then the princes, the earls, the barons, and the gentry. Then the king's daughter was led through the ranks, but to each one she had some objection to make. One was too fat, the wine-barrel, she said. Another was too tall, long and thin has little in. The third was too short, short and thick is never quick. The fourth was too pale, as pale as death. The fifth too red, a fighting cock. The sixth was not straight enough, a green log dried behind the stove. So she had something to say against each one, but she made herself especially merry over a good king who stood quite

The Poor Miller's Boy And The Cat
In a certain mill lived an old miller who had neither wife nor child, and three apprentices served under him. As they had been with him several years, he one day said to them, "I am old, and want to sit behind the stove. Go out, and whichsoever of you brings me the best horse home, to him will I give the mill, and in return for it he shall take care of me till my death." The third of the boys, however, was the dunce, who was looked on as foolish by the others, they begrudged the mill to him, and afterwards he would not even have it. Then all three went out together, and when they came to the village, the two said to stupid Hans, "You may just as well stay here, as long as you live you will never get a horse." Hans, however, went with them, and when it was night they came to a cave in which they lay down to sleep. The two smart ones waited until Hans had fallen asleep, then they got up, and went away leaving him where he was. And they thought they had done a very clever thing, but it

The King's Son Who Feared Nothing
There was once a king's son, who was no longer content to stay at home in his father's house, and as he had no fear of anything, he thought, I will go forth into the wide world, there the time will not seem long to me, and I shall see wonders enough. So he took leave of his parents, and went forth, and on and on from morning till night, and whichever way his path led it was the same to him. It came to pass that he arrived at the house of a giant, and as he was so tired he sat down by the door and rested. And as he let his eyes roam here and there, he saw the giant's playthings lying in the yard. These were a couple of enormous balls, and nine-pins as tall as a man. After a while he had a fancy to set the nine-pins up and then rolled the balls at them, and screamed and cried out when the nine-pins fell, and had a merry time of it. The giant heard the noise, stretched his head out of the window, and saw a man who was not taller than other men, and yet played with his nine-pins. "Littl

Fair Katrinelje And Pif-paf-poltrie
"Good-day, father hollenthe." "Many thanks, pif-paf-poltrie." "May I be allowed to have your daughter?" "Oh, yes, if mother malcho milchcow, brother high-and-mighty, sister kasetraut, and fair katrinelje are willing, you can have her." "Where is mother malcho, then?" "She is in the cow-house, milking the cow." "Good-day, mother malcho." "Many thanks, pif-paf-poltrie." "May I be allowed to have your daughter?" "Oh, yes, if father hollenthe, brother high-and-mighty, sister kasetraut, and fair katrinelje are willing, you can have her." "Where is brother high-and-mighty, then?" "He is in the room chopping some wood." "Good-day, brother high-and-mighty." "Many thanks, pif-paf-poltrie." "May I be allowed to have your sister?" "Oh, yes, if father hollenthe, mother malcho, sister kasetraut, and fair katrinelje are willing, you can have her." "Where is sister kasetraut, then?" "She is in the garden cutting cabbages." "Good-day, sister kasetraut." "Many thanks, pif-paf-poltrie." "May I

Rejection Lines And What They Mean
From a Woman 10. I think of you as a brother. (You remind me of that banjo player in “Deliverance.”) 9. There’s a slight difference in our ages. (I don’t want to date my Dad.) 8. I’m not attracted to you in ‘that’ way. (You are the ugliest dork I’ve ever laid eyes on.) 7. My life is too complicated right now. (I don’t want you spending the night or else you may hear phone calls from all the other guys.) 6. I’ve got a boyfriend. (I prefer the company of my cat and a half gallon of Ben and Jerry’s.) 5. I don’t date men where I work. (I wouldn’t date you if you were in the same ’solar system,’ much less the same building.) 4. It’s not you, it’s me. (It’s you.) 3. I’m concentrating on my career. (Even something as boring and unfulfilling as my job is better than dating you.) 2. I’m celibate. (I’ve sworn off only the men like you.) 1. Let’s be friends. (I want you to stay around so I can tell you in excruciating detail about all the other men I sleep with) From a Man 10. I thi

Taxes..bite
Wow.. I just had my taxes figured. I am usually right on it as soon as I get all my W2s back. But this year is different. I have been putting it off cause I knew I owed. I wouldn't have owed a damn cent if I hadn't withdrawn my 4o1k out. The reason I did this is cause last year I changed jobs. I had went from a decent job of having a 401k for 9yrs to working for a damn temp service. I knew I had to do something with the money. I knew I really should have rolled it over into a IRA. But I don't know about most people..but that shit confuses the hell out of me. It is like they write it in Greek. And then get you all confused and later on fuck you in the ass cause your confused and don't realized you just handed over your life savings to crooks. Well maybe thats alittle overboard but on the other hand I was struggling and needed a little extra cash to help out with my bills and my meds. So withdrawling the money seemed like the right thing to do. Man I should have been kicked in the nuts f

How U Know Cheery Tap Is Taking Over Ur Life
How u know cheery tap is taking over ur life . . . . . . sad but oh so true!! 1. You are at a bar or club and you suddenly realize you recognize someone. You can't figure out how and then it dawns on you... You have never met this person before, but have spent a considerable amount of time looking at their cherrie tap. 2. After meeting someone your conversation somehow leads to - "So, are you on cherry tap?" 3. Your mobile phone bill suddenly reduces, as you now use cherrie tap as a means of communication. 4. You take out your digital camera....purely to capture classic 'cheery tap moments' and declare to everyone in your company 'that's going on facebox 5. Conversations with friends consists of 'did you see that on cherry tap!?' 6. You check your cherrie tap as soon as you get up, as soon as you get home..basically whenever you have a free minute in the day. 7. You become an official 'cherry tap stalker' when your intentions were merely to quickly check for any

This Is Getting Over You
Today I woke up, Younger than I've been in years. Not concerned with what's outside And peers, I don't have any. No one is my equal because I'm the king of rain. Controlling with my moodswings, Throw a thunderstorm your way, way. Drowning girls is a game I play. Today I woke up, More awake than I have felt in years. Not concerned with anything, no tears. Well I'm done with that shit. No one is your equal because you're the queen of pain. Controlling with my mood temps, Staring at my shoes while running away, way. Drowning myself is a game I play. Drown myself away, Drown myself away, away. Goodbye. This is getting over you. This is getting over you. This is getting over you. This is getting over you. This is getting over you (I'm not tired of being alone). This is getting over you (Tired of being alone). Getting over you (Being alone). This is getting over you (I'm not tired of being alone). This is getting over you (Tired of being alone). Getting over y

Dextromethorphan Hydrobromide.
Way back college boy, live on eleventh floor. head out my window, wonder what I'm living for. Knock on my door, what's in store, it's my buddy Bux with the rabbit ear pockets saying he is out of luck. Need a forty for party thrown by Laura Kang at Rubin. All he's got is snot and a box full of Ludens. Tell'm bout the tussin, we're Hayden ho hustlin' interrupting discussions about Reagonomic reprocussions. Fuck'm, we're fuckin chugaluggin. soon my stomach I'm huggin I'm trippin or something my coat I button, keep it down like a dungeon. you could call me the cough medicine curmudgeon. frankly, the feeling's fuckin fantastic I'm tripping like Jesus in the desert when he fasted, Like it's the night before we all get drafted, Like we're rowing through some rapids with Kevin Bacon, white water rafting Like you're in Epcot center on acid? Exactly.

Yay Im So Excited :)
Im so happy. Today I got to talk to my wonderful hubby!! Made my day so much better just to hear his voice. I had forgotten about all the drama that has gone on in the past week. Well, I have found out his leave date. He will be on his way here from Iraq on the 06th of April. Im so excited!!! He will be in my arms again for 18 days by the 08th. I so cant wait!!! Just made my day. So for those of you who talk to me every day, Im sorry, but I will not be on here for the time of his R&R. You can leave me Luvin's and etc. on here though if you wish. But, yeah, 16 DAYS!!! hehe... and he leaves from the sand box!!!

Adding Friends
what's up everyone, I see alot of people steppin up on their soap boxes and complaining about this that and the other, but I am here to tell ya that this is a computer, and I know that some people use it to meet other people to have sex with and to me that is just odd, First of all you should make friends first, and how to you do that if all you want to do is invite people to be your friend, and then you don't talk to them anymore, If you want to add friends, atleast make them friends and talk to them. We are not all sex starved pervs. and here to lie and cheat and rape any of the girls that talk to us. I am very happily married and all I am out to find is to find some friends and new people to talk to, so come people if you want to be friends, then be my friend and talk to me, other wise just mind your own and have a great day.

Blessed Ostara
OSTARA (pronounced O-STAR-ah) is one of the Lesser Wiccan Sabbats, and is usually celebrated on the Vernal or Spring Equinox right around March 21 (although because of its origins, may instead be celebrated on the fixed date of March 25). Other names by which this Sabbat may be known are Oestara, Eostre's Day, Rite of Eostre, Alban Eilir, Festival of the Trees, and Lady Day. The Christian holiday of Easter is very near this same time, (notice the similarity in name?), and is determined as the first Sunday after the first Full Moon after the Vernal Equinox. The name for this Sabbat actually comes from that of the Teutonic lunar Goddess, Eostre. Her chief symbols were the bunny (for fertility and because the Ancient Ones who worshipped her often saw the image of a rabbit in the full moon), and the egg (representing the cosmic egg of creation). This is where the customs of "Easter Eggs" and the "Easter Bunny" originated. Ostara is a time to celebrate the arrival of Spring, the renew

Followers Are Always #2
We are all born equal, yet different in our own ways. We all thrive to stand out in the world in one way or another. However some loose themselves when they aren't being who they really are. That is the first step to becoming better than what you are now. "No man could be ideally successful until he has found his place. Like a locomotive, he is strong on the track, but weak anywhere else." - Orsen Marden. Avoid following a crowd. Be an engine, not a caboose. As Herman Melville wrote: "it is better to fail in originality than to succeed in imitation." Average people would rather be wrong than be different. We relinquish three-fourths of ourselves in order to be like other people. Confority is the jailer of satisfaction and the enemy of growth. Ask yourself, "If I try to be like him, who will be like me? If I'm not me, who will I be?" The more you develop your potential, the less you will become like someone else. Trying to be like somone else is self-defeating. One of your

We Break From This Program For The Following Bullitin For My Family/friends/fans (present And Future)...
Ok.. so some people haven't gotten it yet... I don't know why, it's in my blog and on my profile. That is, for the people who can and will read them! I am doing a study for a sociology class. We are doing media studies and this is mine. Someone just asked me if I didn't think people don't know who Jennifer Aniston is. Duh, who doesn't know who she is? Personally, she is one my favorite actresses and is very gorgeous. This is my tribute to her, I am a huge fan. Just so you all know.. I know that you all know who she is.. and I am not trying to be her!! Or use her pictures to pass off as my own... Thank you and please enjoy the rest of your scheduled programming! Please fan/add me if you show love, so I can be sure to return it!@ CherryTAP -Seana

Will You Pls Help
i could really use some hlp , this is my first contest i have ever entered and i just cant get anyone to come by an help me out would really appriciate if u came by even to leave just one comment , or maybe alot lol will return the favor to all who help

Love Yourself Everyday
Here's a little something about myself: "ME" Poor little rich girl was all I was told never needed anyone except to respect the old Daddy's little girl gave me so much love, But when my mother walked away so did his love I walked this life with so much pain the tears fell over and over like showers of rain, I was always sad and lonely inside Couldn't understand why I just wanted to hide I didn't think I deserved anyone's love or friendship or even worthy to say hi And one day I woke up and kissed my past goodbye I held my chin up and learned the meaning of love first love yourself and the rest falls from above! love:veronica

Wtf Am I Thinking
NOT REALLY SURE WHAT IS GOING ON WITH ME RIGHT NOW... AND I REALLY WISH I KNEW OR COULD FIND AWAY TO FIGURE IT OUT... I AM DATING TRUELY THE BEST GUY I HAVE EVER MET, AND HE DOES EVERYTHING HE CAN TO MAKE ME HAPPY BUT THERE SEEMS TO BE SO MANY STUPID LITTLE THINGS THAT HURT SO MUCH AND I TRY TO FORGET ABOUT THEM REALLY BUT I CANT AND THEN I END UP DOING OR SAYING SOMETHING WRONG... I FEEL LIKE I AM STARTING TO PUSH HIM AWAY AND THAT IS THE VERY LAST THING THAT I WANT TO DO IN THE WORLD... I FEEL LIKE IF I DONT FIGURE OUT WHAT THE F IS WRONG WITH ME I WILL LOSE HIM FOREVER.... I WANT TO GIVE HIM MY ALL AND TAKE EVERYTHING THAT HE IS GIVING ME... AT THE SAME TIME I WANT TO BE HAPPY ALMOST EVERYDAY AND NOT FEEL LIKE MY FEELINGS ARE UNINPORTANT AND WRONG... I DONT KNOW WHY I FEEL CERTAIN WAYS SOME TIMES I JUST FEEL UNHAPPY... I CAN SAY THAT I AM THE HAPPIEST I HAVE BEEN IN ABOUT 6 YEARS...

I Love You Deer
SUPERIOR, Wis. - A 20-year-old man received probation after he was convicted of having sexual contact with a dead deer. The sentence also requires Bryan James Hathaway to be evaluated as a sex offender and treated at the Institute for Psychological and Sexual Health in Duluth, Minn. ADVERTISEMENT "The state believes that particular place is the best to provide treatment for the individual," Assistant District Attorney Jim Boughner said. Hathaway's probation will be served at the same time as a nine-month jail sentence he received in February for violating his extended supervision. He was found guilty in April 2005 of felony mistreatment of an animal after he killed a horse with the intention of having sex with it. He was sentenced to 18 months in jail and two years of extended supervision on that charge as well as six years of probation for taking and driving a vehicle without the owner's consent. Hathaway pleaded no contest earlier this month to misdemeanor mistreatme

Women......
There is this horrible collision on the corner of main and elm streets. Both cars are totally demolished, yet both drivers crawl out of the wreckage unscratched. The woman looks at the man and says "This must be a sign of destiny... You are a man and I am a woman, our cars are totally wrecked yet we are unscratched. This is a sign that we should spend the rest of our days together. The man, startled, says "Yes, I believe your right". The woman then says Look, this bottle of wine on my back seat didn't break... This is also a sign that we should drink to celebrate. Again, the man, startled, agrees. He opens the wine and drinks half the bottle. He then hands the bottle to the woman, who puts the cork back into the top. The man, surprised, asks the woman "aren't you going to drink the wine"? The woman replies, "No, I 'll just wait for the police". Moral of the story - Beware of women... don't ever f*ck with them...

Dr. Seuss Lost Tongue Twister.
Instructions: 1. Read each line aloud. THIS is this cat THIS is is cat THIS is how cat THIS is to cat THIS is keep cat THIS is a cat THIS is dumbass cat THIS is busy cat THIS is for cat THIS is thirty cat THIS is seconds cat 2. Now go back and read the THIRD word in each line from the TOP. 3. Dumbass.

Vasaline Survey
lol lol lol lol A man doing market research knocked on a door and was greeted by a young woman with three small children running around at her feet. He says, "I'm doing some research for Vaseline. Have you ever used the product?" She says, "Yes. My husband and I use it all the time." "And if you don't mind me asking, what do you use it for?" "We use it for sex." The researcher was a little taken back. "Usually people lie to me and say that they use it on a child's bicycle chain or to help with a gate hinge. But, in fact, I know that most people do use it for sex. I admire you for your honesty. Since you've been frank so far, can you tell me exactly how you use it for sex?" The woman says, "I don't mind telling you at all... My husband and I put it on the door knob and it keeps the kids out."

For My Love..
A glance...a sigh...a sound Anticipation is too much His eyes show flames within She waits for his first touch She breathes in deeper breaths Stirred by his very nearness He hasn't even touched her She feels him none the less She leans in his direction Knowing that he's the one Who stirs her heart and soul From this she can not run A brush of fingers tender Her breath stops in her chest Nothing has ever felt so pure With any of the rest Electric current fills them Snapping both between She feels herself grow dizzy Like something in a dream Carresses soft and tender Cause passions to ignite Flashing to smolder, to flame All through the night Flesh to flesh they burn Molten in their desire Breast to chest they move In a dance of pure fire His hardness in her hands Stroke him to surrender His fingers find her flower Liquid heat weeping from her Sweet kisses, tasting lips Crackling burns desire Kneeding flesh and parting thighs To lick

Sunrise....
Sunrise, And a new Day Is breaking through... Morning, Of another day With out you... But as the hours roll by No ones there to see me cry Except the sunrise... The sunsrise and you. Tired Eyes, Search from sea To shore. I'm searching For love and nothing more. But from now till who knows when My sword will be my friend And i'll love you... For the rest of my life. Sunrise, bless my eyes take me home,..make me whole again... Sunrise...

Contest...who Would Like To Enter??
I am thinking about having a Man With The Sexiest Legs Contest. If any guys are interested please send me a pic of your sexy legs in a PM. Would like to get about 15-20 guys ASAP!!! Thanks, Angel

A Misdiagnosis
I sometimes wonder where some of these doctors get their lisences. I had previously wrote about having yet another ovarian cyst. Yeah, that's not the case. I left work early yesterday with some serious pain in my abdomen and a fever. I was thinking that maybe the cyst I had ruptured or something. I went to the doctor and it turns out that yes there is no cyst. I was diagnosed with PID ( Pelvic Inflamatory Disease ) PID is a bacterial infection of the uterus and causes scarring. When it flares up, it brings pain and fever. Thankfully, this was NOT brought on by an STD. PID comes with some STD's, but I tested negative for all of them.( kinda hard to get one when you arent having any sex ) In any case, what they thought was a cyst is really scarring on my ovary. There's quite a bit of scarring. I am on antibiotics and we will see what happends. I am happy its something I dont have to worry too much about for now. I will deal with this the rest of my life, but that's ok. I know what it is

I May Be Gone For A Bit ...
I'll be gone for the weekend, and maybe longer from CT , thanks to the person that hacked my computer. It is in the process of being fixed For those of you that are real friends, I will contact you when I return. As for everyone else, I will be around it may just take awile. See you all later! Rebekah

The Last For Sure
You stir me so deep inside Now my feelings I can’t hide The flame burns out of control Now I don’t care about my soul Only the passion I hold for you Only You are the one who knew How desires we share can fan the flame That nothing of the world can tame Fires that forge two into one makes us forever till time is done To think you. To breathe you every day To long when apart for you in every way To know that forever you’re my heart and soul And to know without you I will never be whole Bonded in the spirit that we both share No other heart and soul can compare By R, Thomas Dinsmore

Surgery Went Well........
My surgery (to remove my gallbladder) went well the other day, but i am still in alot of pain. I wish i knew the other day what i know today and i would have never had it done! I would have let death take over. I dought that after all i have been through yesterday that i am going to go through with my 2nd surgery ! I am praying that i will be better before tomorrow cause i cant handle this pain much longer expectly with these kids. Its really hard trying to explain to a 5 year and 8 year old why they cant touch you.

The Fallen Soldier
The Fallen Soldier Fallen Soldier All Alone Fallen Soldier Far From Home. Trickling Down His Face A Tear, Forgetting How It Feels To Fear Death And All It's Fate And Glory. Now It's Here, No Need To Worry. Fallen Soldier All Alone Fallen Soldier Far From Home He's One Of Those They'll All Forget; The Life He Lived, The Goals He Set, The Ones He Loved, The Ones Who Wait To See His Nearly Forgotten Face. Fallen Soldier All Alone Fallen Soldier Far From Home Now Breathing's Just A Waste Of Breath And Living's Just A Waste Of Death As He Searches For A New Address; A Brand New Home Free Of Loneliness. Fallen Soldier All Alone Fallen Soldier Far From Home Lying Motionless On The Ground, The Battle Raging All Around. For Now He Is Not All Alone. This Fallen Soldier Is Welcomed Home.

My Soldier
My Soldier Every night, I pray that you are safe. I treasure every last word you ever said. To my love, although far away, I see only you, and the things we shared. Come home safe and sound. I need for you to be around. I fell in love with a soldier, he has my heart in his hands, along with his gun. His letters keep me holdin on, clinging to what we have. How I miss his loving touch, and the warmth his kisses bring me. I fell in love with a soldier, and I await the day he comes home,to hold him close and never let go. I fell in love with a soldier.

Dedicated To My Father
I love you now and forever, for to me there is no end I am sorry Dennis I never called you dad I was scared that I would lose you again now I see you will always be with me not as only my father but also as my guardian You dried my tears took away the fears One more day just to say Hello and I love you not goodbye. You promised that you would never leave and now your so far away. Is there a love so pure as the love we shared father and daughter To close my eyes I see your presence there were no lies only fatherly love how can you say don't cry On the to of your mountain I feel your love shine through the clouds Knowing that your time here was brief yet your memory continues on the path you created. I know its not the same here without you I know that you are in a place with smiles and music. You will be there to meet me for you never left me. When time seemed to be against me, you were there to stop the wind from blowing me over. I woke up one day and you were gone forever yet yo

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Germany
Hello, I went to Germany with a friend here in Emmen, The Netherlands, is a truck driver and got to see alot of western Germany, the Netherlands, Belguim and Luxemborg. Some of the small villages kind of reminded me of small Texas cities, but then again, if you knowabout Texas, here are many German Americans in Texas so gofigure. I really enjoyed seeing many countries. I dont know if I am ready to come back to the states, but I will have to when I am out of cash. Well hey everyone, I will let all of you know when I will be back soon........

Little Johnny
Little Johnny was talking to a couple of boys in the schoolyard. Each was bragging about how great their fathers are. The first one said: "Well, my father runs the fastest. He can fire an arrow, and start to run, I tell you, he gets there before the arrow!" The second one said: "Ha! You think that's fast! My father is a hunter. He can shoot his gun and be there before the bullet!" Little Johnny listened to the other two boys and shook his head. He then said: "You two know nothing about fast. My father is a civil servant. He stops working at 4:30... and he's home by 3:45!"

Wouldn't Mind Getting This...
Near my workplace is an old building for sale:It used to be a funeral home.It'd be a great building for a Satanic church. tag: funeral home, commercial property, satan, satanic, satanist, satanism, religion-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-*-Ave Satanas!Join me at CherryTap.com

Am I Mexican?
So some of you know that I was adopted and that my heritage is allegedly Scottish Irish and Native american...now Im a little skeptical I think my parents had to be mexican because every day at 2pm I get the sudden urge to leave work, go home, and take a nap.

Cinderella No More
empty walls... it's amazing how home can reflect who you are. sitting in the dark, the lonely dusk envelops me, i used to be such a beacon. my glass slipper was shattered, the pieces swept away in disrepair... lying in the trash somewhere... it got thrown away long ago. and no one knows that but me. my hair falls around my face, knots and frizz for days clouding my sight... but what's the point anymore? no one sees beyond face value... and my face value deteriorates by the day. how sad to wrap yourself in an existence that's lost its meaning...

Wet
Wetness does not always pertain to water in an ocean or lake, Sometimes is refers to how I feel when I remember your embrace. I only have to think of you and remember me in your arms, my legs quivering, my mouth moaning. I have fallen captive to your charms.. I long to feel your body on mine, to know the taste of satisfied love, to lie quietly in your arms we fit together like hand to glove. You are the sweetheart of my life, you are the one sure bet. You never have to wonder baby you can always make me wet..

Lust
Tell me what I'd have to change, who I would have to be, to slip into your arms, for you to make love to me? Must I climb the highest cliff, swim on the ocean floor, crawl over broken glass, would you demand that I do more? Could you take me as I am, with my issues and my flaws, pull me to your chest, without hesitation or pause? Wrap me in your passion, expose your every need, press your lips to mine, every secret freed. Need me more with every breath that slips into your chest, please me nightly, miss me daily, never compare me with the rest. Grip my wrists, look into my eyes, and say the words I long to hear. Kiss me sofly and say my name, forever, hold me near. Do I ask for wishes that could never quite come true? Is my sin my greatest fault, that I really do love you..

You Are Afraid
you tell me he is everything you want but you are to afraid to let him know you are afraid you might get hurt you are afraid he won't love you but you won't let him in you don't want to be hurt you wonder how he feels you know everything you want but you won't let him in you are afraid he don't feel the same but you will never know you are afraid to find out so you sit at home all alone wondering if he loves you but you are afraid to tell him he will never know how you feel you put yourself down just because you are afraid to let someone in you are afraid to let him know you keep your feelings to yourself you are afraid of being hurt you want him to know but you are too afraid to let him in you don't want hurt you don't want to feel the pain you are afraid

Soldiers Prayers
*i didnt write* Lord, I pray from day to day To help me understand How Americans view their heroes And how they judge a man If being famous Is looked upon with awe, Something is wrong with our values What are we fighting for? I'm in the military And proud of what I do But I need to feel some strength and love That's why I pray to you. Some of our families left us And now years have passed I feel the burden and the stress For each day could be our last I'm in the field of combat With bullets surrounding me, There are few that care For those who've died Protecting those born free I'm asking for some comfort Some support, and one thing more To get RESPECT and HONOR From the Americans we fought for You and I are heroes Fighting for our land to be free And 'tho no one has heard our names, We're the heroes, you and me Our awards weren't televised, No speech with tears in our eyes Why is our county too blind to see That the heroes will always b

Endless Breadcrumb Highway
If we could control The weather Some folks would Never stop The rain If we could control Forever Some of us would Not allow pain If we could control Each other No one would Ever grow If you disappeared Forever Would anyone but Me Ever know

Rules Of The Southern Life Style
1. Dont order a steak at a Waffle House. They serve breakfast 24 hrs a day, so let them cook something they know. 2. Don't laugh at people's names. Merleen, Bodie, Luther Ray, Tammy Ann, Mari Beth and Inez have all been known to whip a man's all for less than that. 3. Don't order a 'bottle of pop' or 'a can of soda'-- this can lead to a merciliss beating. Down South it's called Coke, even if you want Pepsi. 4. Don't show allegiances to any college football squad that isn't an SEC team. All others are a bunch of candy asses that get to play Wyoming every week. 5. Don't refer to Southerner's as a bunch of hillbillies. Many of us are/have been more literate than you (e.g. Welty, Williams, Faulkner), better educated, and generallu much nicer to boot. We've got plenty of bussines sense(e.g.Turner Broadcasting, MCI WorldCom, MTV and Netscape). Naturally, we can have lapses in judgement(e.g. Clinton,Fordice,Duke). We don't care if you think we're dumb, we know better! 6. W

Happy Birthday!!!
Happy Birthday Charlie, I can think of a million ways that are a better way to celebrate your 35th Birthday!! I will see you in the blink of an eye and until I do party it up in heaven and save me a great place up there!!! I miss you and I love you!!!

Automobile Air Conditioning
The 3 Goldberg brothers, Norman, Hyman, and Max invented and developed the first automobile air-conditioner. On July 17th, 1946, the temperature in Detroitwas 97º. The 3 brothers walked into old man Henry Ford's office and sweet-talked his secretary into telling him that 3 gentlemen were there with the most exciting innovation in the auto industry since the electric starter. Henry was curious and invited them into his office. They refused and instead asked that he come out to the parking lot to their car. They persuaded him to get into the car which was about 130º - turned on the air-conditioner and cooled the car off immediately. The old man got very excited and invited them back to the office, where he offered them 3 million dollars for the patent. The brothers refused saying they would settle for 2 million but they wanted the recognition by having a label "The Goldberg Air-Conditioner" on the dashboard of each car that it was installed in. Now old man Ford was m

I Am Free!
My eyes have been opened, my purpose is clear. No longer am I enslaved to myself, no longer am I chained to my fears. My Masks are hung up, though I have not left the stage. A new character is born out of an old familiar ones return. A boldness is shown, a confidence never before seen. A grace, a poise, all of that, that is me...

Where Did The Time Go???
There's a beat dancing in his heart and it hammers in his chest He can feel it slow down these days for time calls it to rest The years have flown by leaving scars to mark the days baby showers and funerals mingle together in the haze He hopes that when this all shakes out that He'll be on the positive side He prays that Heaven will open up and that he'll avoid the downward slide Soon the light will fade and He'll have to step over He'd hope to watch my children grow and dance in fields of clover So shed no tears for this dying man For his life was complete and full He'll go to a place where they know his name and peace is the guiding rule Time ticks with each new day and a boy will become a man He'll take his place in the sun and fulfill the Master's plan For with every life, there comes a death and Nature makes this so embrace each moment when it comes because time will never let you know Bryant

No Sense Or Non-sense
No Sense Its makes me no never mind because I’m blind to the foolishness I allow myself to drift as I lift up my thoughts to those things in life that I’ve bee taught It’s not my fault, but really it makes no sense How people try to destroy things that they don’t know Trying to stop the growth of a passion With distraction of selfless satisfaction and await a rewarding reaction Foolish thinking on your part You see even though it makes not a bit of sense to me the feelings do from my heart And that is where it all starts All your childish wishes and wishing for things to snap like the most Delicate thing It just isn’t going to be something that will be happening You see like Martin Luther I too had a dream And that is one day as I lay and gaze at the Blue sky I will no longer need the tears in my eyes My life will be without the downpour of sorrow from the roar Of a man that has for all his life cried I feel so alive and now I’m seeing things differently a

New Job
hell fuckin yeah, i just got a new job offer today and they pay 3 dollars more a hour...!!!woo hooooooooo...hate to leave where im working now but the money is calling me....steph come on and take the job, remember more money means more stuff, FOR ME!!!

Nasty Sex Joke
okay so a guy is near the end of his senior year in high school. Unfortunately, he still has to share a room with his younger brother who is only 9 years old. One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!!

My Friend Kurtis Is Looking For Love
http://www.cherrytap.com/user/633215# this is Kurtis profile he is looking for love. he dared me to do this so here goes. we is a good person with an amazing smile. he has a sense of humor, and has a lot of respect for any woman he has dated. He has been unlucky in finding ms right. so if you want to talk to Kurtis, he is on her and asked me to post his yahoo mail as well, Want to know more just ask Kurtis tordeck320@yahoo.com also has yahoo messenger tordeck320 so single ladies drop him a line he is waiting for you. SEE WHAT HAPPENS KURTIS WHEN U DARE ME

On Days You Miss Someone
TEARS FALLING ON MY KEYBOARD, ALTHOUGHH I TRIED HOLDING THEM BACK, BUT THIS IS ONE OF THOSE DAYS,... A DAY THAT I REALLY MISS SOMEONE, A DAY I CAN'T GET THROUGH WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT THEM,AND I WONDER TOO,IF THEY ARE MISSING ME OR THINKING ABOUT ME AT THE EXACT SAME MOMENT, I WONDER IF THEY HAVE DAYS LIKE ME WHERE THEY CAN'T MAKE IT THROUGH THE DAY WITHOUT AT LEAST THINKING ABOUT ME ONCE,SO MY FEELINGS HIDE IN THE SHADOWS UNTIL WE TALK,...IF ONLY IF IT'S JUST TO SAY HI,EVEN FOR A MINUTE,....

The Parrot ~*~thanks Roy~*~
A young man named John received a parrot as a gift. The parrot had a bad attitude and an even worse vocabulary. Every word out of the bird's mouth was rude, obnoxious and laced with profanity. John tried and tried to change the bird's attitude by consistently saying only polite words, playing soft music and anything else he could think of to "clean up" the bird's vocabulary. Finally, John was fed up and he yelled at the parrot. The parrot yelled back. John shook the parrot and the parrot got angrier and even ruder. John, in desperation, threw up his hand, grabbed the bird and put him in the freezer. For a few minutes the parrot squawked and kicked and screamed. Then suddenly there was total quiet. Not a peep was heard for over a minute. Fearing that he'd hurt the parrot, John quickly opened the door to the freezer. The parrot calmly stepped out onto John's outstretched arms and said "I believe I may have offended you with my rude language and acti

Good News/bad News
Some of you who know me will understand the significance of this... from my inbox this morning: ========== Dear Randy, Apologies for the delay in getting back to you. Unfortunately, despite my interest in publishing your manuscript, the publisher has decided against proceeding. I realise this is not the news you wanted to hear, but I would like to assure you that most of the delay is as a result of putting across as strong an argument as I possibly could in favour of your manuscript. Despite my best efforts, our publisher was not comfortable that the book could be financially successful. He has suggested that the story was too black and white and needed to be more ambiguous to be marketable. We both agree that the concept and subject matter are highly original and that it is a story worth telling. Again, I'm sorry to be the bearer of bad news. Keep at it, I'm convinced you will find a suitable home for your book. ===== So.... Godspeed begins the rounds again...

The Meeting.
After walking for what seemed like an enternity, with nothing but locked doors and dark holes she sees something staring at her from around a corner. It's quick but it was there. Something very large and white. A Rabbit? "Hello? Is anyone there?" She calls. No answer. Determined to find who or what was just looking at her she starts to run, timeing out when to jump over the holes. She runs for a good five minutes before she even catches a tiny glimps of what she had seen. Hearing her it picks up speed bounding down the corridor. "Wait! Please! Come on you furry son of a bitch, wait!" She pants as she continues to run. Before she could open her mouth to yell at the creature, it ducks through a little door at the very end of the hall. "How in the hell...?" She thinks once she gets to the door and sees that it is little more than the size of a doggie door. "That things was twice the size of me and there is no way I can fit in there." Frustrated she throws herself down

Pisssed Off Momma
My Daughter Ashley has been in training since November and has been through it man. Broken fingers, broken elbow, mono 2 times, bitten by a brown recluse spider and they took away her chance to come home for 2 weeks before she reports to her first duty station because she has mono again ! Please keep her in your prayers that she does not get sicker then she is and that she regain her strength after all she has been through! Just needed to vent! signed a pissed off momma!

Not Moving
everything fell through. Mom may be staying in town but will be moving to her own place. Everthing is getting rearanged. My broter may not be able to have her living there. So thing will have to be figured out. Until then she is here... but i am still technically living alone...i think

The Meeting....part 2
She had to remind herself that she had family obligations at the end of the summer. She had to return to her home, family, job, and school. She did not want to think of that yet. It was still early in her visit. As she returned to their conversation, the more she learned about this stranger with the blue eyes, the more he piqued her interests. She studied him as they talked. His voice was soothing with just a slight southern accent, probably undetectable to most ears. She loved the human voice and always really listened to its nuances. She loved the way he made her laugh. His blue eyes shining as he laughed at her jokes. His smile was showed a tenderness that she did not expect from this cowboy. Yes, he was all cowboy, this man that sat beside her. She could feel the heat rising from somewhere deep within the recesses of her being. It was almost unrecognizable at first because she had not had these stirrings for many years. They continued to talk, exchanging their playful banter

The Secret
The secret Hiding your secrets on the phone Telling half truths in monotone Meeting at work or someplace were there a lone Getting made when I ask with a deadly tone Hide the IM’s as I walk by ,as you talk to the other guy Verbal love notes on the phone when I Am at work And you were home all a lone The giggles and laughter’s when your with him tearing me apart Deep with in . Scott Baker

Just More Shit No One Cares About
Just more shit no one cares about Okay so I know I told everyone I would tell what happened with me and my family during the tornado but it's pretty simple we are all okay. It was scary a little bit but for some reason I wasn't extremely frightened. We were all okay. There was an old lady down the road whose oxygen tank ran out so me and my neighbor ran down there to get her all fixed up. It felt good to do something like that for someone. Also something that bothered me was that I was standing outside watchin a tornado and thought man that's bad ass lookin, and me and my brothers and cousin and neighbor was crackin jokes and stuff as if it were entertainment. I find out this morning the tornado I was lookin at hit someones house I know. Suddenly everything was put into perspective and me and my brother went over to see what we could do to help out. But yeah we are all okay and that's that I guess.

To The One That I Love
you are the one that i awake for in the morning.you are the one that makes it hard for me to go to sleep at night when ur not in my arms.you are the one that i can't wait to talk to everyday.you are the first and last thought that goes through my mind.you are the one that i met in my dreams every night.baby you are the one that has made it possible for me to love again and be loved.and for that hun i will always no matter wut love you and never leave you i will always be by your side.even tho im not there with u right now baby i will be soon i hate being away from you and baby i kno you have been through alot in your life.and yes i kno that i cant change that but one thing i can do is make sure that you dont ever have to go through any of that fucked up crazy shit again.and that i promise you my love.i am you shoulder when u need to rest your or to have a good cry.i am you ear when you just need sumone to sit and talk to.baby i kno it has been hard for us so far but hunnie i promise it

Dark & Jealous Ep - Out Now
My 3rd release and my first on the new sister label of Oryx Music "Axum" is OUT NOW on DJDownload, Beatport.com and JunoDownload.Released exactly 1 year after I started experimenting with my own sounds it blends Progressive House, Techno and Electro (you know by now I have to do my own thing ;) ). Released on the eve of my birthday. It also features another storming remix by Lucas Greenberg and my first vocal track "Jealousy feat. Narosis". Thanks so much for helping to make this a fantastic year. Its all down to you. Select the images below to purchase:- Get your own Flash MP3 Player

Some More Sex Questions ..
1. Sex is best in the morning, afternoon, or night? Morning, afternoon and night 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? take my half out of the middle 3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken? Chicken 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Yes 5. What leg do you put in pants first when putting them on? Left 6. Candles or Incense? Candles 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? Yes 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? Yes 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? No 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? Stove top 11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty? Car 12. Shower or bath? Shower 13. Do you pee in the shower? No 15. Mexican or Chinese food? Chinese 16. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? Both ... I can be moody 17. Do you love someone on your friends list? Yes 18. Do you own sex toys? Yes 20. Your favorite restaurant? Outback - Chili's 21. What did you hav

Sixteen Years
Standing here alone staring into the sky I ask God why why me Why take away 16 years of my life what did I do wrong I had a dream set and now it’s gone You’re telling me that I have to stay strong How you suppose to do that when you feel like you don’t belong I hate this I feel so out of place It’s as if my soul has disappeared without a trace

Pictures
Hey peopleSomehow I turned into a night creture on accident. That happens during the weekends I guess. I didn't get much sleep wednesday night, and then stayed up all night thursday night. So then, I slept all day friday. I woke up around 6pm. That kinda sux, but ohwell. I somehow have to break this cycle. Right now, it's 343 am.I need to go to sleep. But I'm not tired cuz I slept all day. I think I'm going to try to go to sleep soon anyway, and then try to wake up kinda early and stay up. That should fix the problem. Plans are easy, following them is the hard part. I scanned some pictures I did a long time ago, in a land far far away... ( highschool, or shortly there after ) Some of them take forever to upload. Also, my scanner I have here isn't very big, so some of the pictures get cut off somewhat. It's one of those things that takes patience for me to do. It seems like I uste to be a whole lot more patient, but then some died or something while I was in the army. There

How Bad Do You Want Me?
HOW BAD R U WANTED????? Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! It is really amazing to see what people really think about you...and I promise you are probably going to be shocked at some of the responses.... (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) call me.....(__)____-___ repost this and see your results ;)

Two Things
#1 GEEKS ARE NOT UGLY #2 I AM A GEEK AND I AM OK WITH THAT! Don't send me messages saying...you don't look like a geek...thats stereotyping. I know plenty of cute geeks! And you say geek like its a bad thing? I don't care what you might think about me you'll get by without me if you want Well,I could be the one to take you home Baby we could rock the night alone If we never get down it wouldn't be a let down But sugar don't forgetin' what you already know That I could be the one to turn you out We could be the talk across the town Don't judge it by the color, confuse it for another You might regret what you let slip away like the geek in the pink (do do do...) well like the geek in the pink, yeah (geek in the pink) Well my relationship fodder don't mean to bother nobody But Cupid's automatic musta fired multiple shots at her Because she fall in love too often that's what the matter At least I talk about it keep a pattern of flattery and She was starin' thro

Show & Event Schedule
Click banner to enter lounge MONDAY Noon - DJ Vicarious 6:00 PM - Eggs & Kegs - DJ Raven Midnight - Eggs & Kegs - DJ Raven TUESDAY Noon - DJ Vicarious 8:00 PM – Dragan Attack - DJ Dragan 10:00 PM - Nice Fuckin' Show - DJ Evil Midnight - The Sin Within - DJ Aphro WEDNESDAY Noon - Dodge This - DJ Trinity 8:00 PM - Dragan Attack - DJ Dragan 10:00 PM - Rock Yer Box - Doc Nasty Midnight - The Disciples Of Rock - DJ Cru THURSDAY Noon - DJ Vicarious 8:00 PM - Mayhem And Rage - ShotDaddy 10:00 PM - Eggs & Kegs - DJ Raven Midnight - The Black Mass - DJ Lucifer FRIDAY 4:00 PM - Dodge This - DJ Trinity Midnight - The Leathur Lair - BratPrince SATURDAY 8:00 PM - Dragan Attack - DJ Dragan 10:00 PM - Nice Fuckin' Show - DJ Evil Midnight - The Genocydal Empire v2.0 - DJ Genocyde (every other Saturday) March 31 SUNDAY 4:00 PM - Nice Fuckin' Show - DJ Evil 6:00 PM - The Lycan's Den - DJ Lycan 10:00 PM- The BodyShop - DJ Krash Midnight - The Disciples

Banana Chocolate Chip Cake
BANANA CHOCOLATE CHIP CAKE 1/2 lb. butter 1 1/2 c. sugar 4 eggs 4 very ripe bananas, mashed 2 tsp. baking powder 2 tsp. baking soda 1/4 tsp. salt 2 tsp. vanilla 3 1/2 c. flour 1 pt. sour cream 12 oz. pkg. mini chocolate chips Cream butter, sugar, eggs. Add mashed bananas. Add dry ingredients alternately with sour cream. Lastly add 1/2 package of mini chips. Pour in greased pans square cake pans. Sprinkle rest of miniature chips on top. Bake 350 degree oven 1 hour 10 minutes.

Bodyscape
From where I lie, nestled between your tender thighs I see stretching out before me the spectacular landscape of your beautiful body. My nose is surrounded by the untrimmed bush that sprouts upon a bony ridge. Unseen, my tongue has found the fountain of your womanhood and your earthy taste is sweet within my mouth. My eyes travel across the flat plain of your soft stomach, lingering at that shallow crater where a small gold ring decorates the rim most distant from me. It is a rolling meadow to the lush foothills of your breasts. Small firm mountains, a matched set, twin peaks each topped with its own perky nipple sitting alert as though calling out for attention. Beyond the mountains your chest and neck display the warm reddish flush that signals your arousal, like flowers announcing the coming of spring. My eyes travel over your chin, finding full lips that reveal nothing of your intense inner pleasure, save a small upturning of each corner. Your eyes are tight

Tennessee Trip
Hey everyone i just got back from my trip to seee my Dad and his wife and my new niece in Tennessee. I also wanted to try out my new camera. I took many many shots which i cant wait to post on here. Well the trip was fun. I love down there so much and i wish i could move right now. I feel like i can berath and the people there are so nice and friendly. Not too mention the scenery is absolutely beautiful. Well any way off to bed for me as i just drove ten hours in a Jeep, which let me tell is no Caddilac.

Polite Way To Pee
During one of her daily classes a teacher trying to >>> > teach good manners, >>> > asked her students the following question: >>> > "Michael, if you were on a date having dinner with a >>> > nice young lady, >>> > how would you tell her that you have to go to the >>> > bathroom?" >>> > >>> > Michael said, "Just a minute I have to go pee." >>> > >>> > The teacher responded by saying, "That would be rude >>> > and impolite. What >>> > about you Peter, how would you say it?" >>> > >>> > Peter said, "I am sorry, but I really need to go to >>> > the bathroom. I'll >>> > be right back." >>> > >>> > "That's better, but it's still not very nice to say >>> > the word bathroom at >>> > the dinner table. And you, little Johnny, can you >>> > use your brain for >>> > once and show us your good manners?" >>> > >>> > "I would say: Darling, may I please be excused for a >>> > moment? I have to >>> > shake hands with a very dear friend of mine, whom

19 Ways To Keep A Girl
19 ways to keep a girl 1. DON'T FORCE HER TO DO ANYTHING. [She won't trust you if you do & it'll be awkward] 2. Grab her hand when you walk next to each other. [She always gets butterflies when you do it; it makes her feel like you want her] 3. When standing, wrap your arms around her. [It makes her feel like you really love her.] 4. Cuddle with her. [She'll feel like your there for her] 5. Hug her from behind [It makes her feel special] 6. Write little notes. [She smiles. They're cute; The end] 7. Compliment her Honestly. [No girl likes a liar and no girl likes a person who lies about it when you compliment her] 8. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible. [It makes her feel wanted] 9. Be super sweet to her. = ) [All girls like a super sweet guy] 10. Call her at night to wish her sweet dreams. [She'll go to bed with a smile] 11. Comfort her when she cries. [She'll feel like you'll ALWAYS be there for her] 12.Wipe away

Autism Awareness And Contest
Autism is a neurological developmental disorder characterized by an impairment in social interaction, communication skills, and in behavior. Autism can be very severe or mild. It can occur in any race, financial background, ethnic background, religion or other. People with autism range from severely retarded to highly intelligent and all have widely varying symptoms and other developmental disorders involved. to learn more.. http://www.autism-society.org/site/PageServer?pagename=about_whatis_home This is Nic my 5 year old son. He was diagnosed at the age of 2 1/2 . He is the greatest :) And even though I already win by having him..... Click his pic and show him some love in this contest :)) xox wonder if i shouldnt have done this?

Real Bravery
I read this in a newspaper column. I thought it was particularly touching because I have a good friend with cancer of the breast and bladder. She is a dear friend whom I love dearly. I can only hope that she will find consolation in these words and the faith of the brave man mentioned below. On January 21 of this year, Tony Snow, the White House press secretary, spoke at a Prayer Breakfast in Washington, D.C. His remarks were interesting since Mr. Snow found out that his colon cancer had returned and had spread to his liver. He said, “In many ways, having cancer was the very best thing that ever happened to, other than marrying my wife.” He said the death of his Mother from colon cancer produced a “shadow that follows you.” He said he wasn’t afraid of dying but is afraid of leaving his wife and kids. Mr. Snow spoke about the importance of “faith and attitude. You have to make a choice about whether you want to live.” Speaking of a friend who had cancer in several parts of

The Night Healer
Through the night you softly crept Into the mind, my body kept What flowed through my veins, but a potion, Of fully restored love and devotion. Through the night your soul was swept To the bed where my eyes slept. You guided me into an unknown ocean Of faith to love with all emotion. Through the night you flew to nest Inside the warmth of my own breast. Plunged into my darkness to offer light To mend the wound of blinded sight. Through the night you came to rest Inside my dreams, by you were blessed. Gave me hope to love, I used to fight, You came to heal me through the night.

Roll On
Sneaker Pimps Roll on, these doors are open Roll off, you can come next time, I'm in love with your confusion, on your knees When you're breathing through your elbows, Down on me, down on me Roll on roll off, Roll on roll off, Don't take that wrong Don't take that wrong Roll up, these doors are open, Load up, come next time Don't try to hurry me along, Just walk ahead a little gone Roll on roll off, Roll on roll off, Don't take that wrong Don't take that wrong Roll on, going down on me, Roll off, make it easy on me, You cant think you're someone special, On your knees, Were throwing punches underwater, Sink with me, sink with me, sink

How Do I Know
how do i know when i meet the right person,who will be honest and open with me,and would be proud of being with me,my ex husband came to see my daughter and he had made a comment,if they knew about you they would not stay with you,i think that if someone leaves because of you being ill is real shallow.

Why Just Tell Me Why !!
I just wanna know WHY??? Why do men play games?? If ur feelin a female & start catchin feelings wats wrong wit that?? R u putting up a wall cus uve been hurt b4 or wat?? Damn cant u just b real with us just ONCE would ya!! Why u gotta play mind games with us all the time?? WHY DAMN IT!!! I try 2 b true 2 this guy like I always am 2 a man & I find out some scandalous info on him. ONCE AGAIN I GET PLAYED LIKE SPADES & GET SET 4 REAL! He has lied 2 me about a girl he had a sexual realtionship with in the past, talking 2 his ex girlfriend in his hometown that he just left & moved here (not the same girl), & he tried 2 holla @ my friend!! WTF IS HE TRYIN 2 DO MAKE A BITCH SNAP & F*** HIM UP OR WAT??? Then hes saying NO I aint tried 2 holla @ her & I dont want nothing 2 do with my ex we just talk on the phone, & he supposedly aint doin ?? with the girl!! BITCH PLZ I AINT BOO BOO THE FOOL. I TRY NOT 2 GET CAUGHT UP BUT 2 B HONEST I DID CATCH SUM FEELINGS (DIDNT WANT 2 B I DID). HE DENIES EVER

Maturity + Mental
So I went to the doctor today Changed my meds for depression and anxiety. And told my doctor about my last incident of SI'ing. I am now going to start counseling.:-)I'm proud of myself for no longer hiding my problem and taking the initiative to be treated. Got my phone bill paid today, and got a book of stamps. Now I just need to finish signing papers for all zachs docs and shit and send it all back off.I still need to go get dinner..

Accepting Friendships
This blog is once again open to all on CT. Please do not try and add me as a friend if you do not have 2 photos of yourself up. I will deny you if you only have one up of yourself, or some image. I really am not trying to be mean, but I do not know who you are if you dont have 2 or more photos up of yourself. I do not want a stalker like I had sometime back. I do not want someone adding me as a friend if they are not the person in the image. And its only fair on me, to deny anyone without an image of themselves up, 2 or more. Its in my blasts, please respect my wishes. thanks. debs

Love Lost And Found
as the sun shines upon your face i feel my heart begin to race you touch my skin, tears start to flow i know deep inside you are destined to go i rage to the heavens 'why offer this gift? if only to snatch it away oh so swift?' my heart lies in pieces my soul burning low, my sunshine has faded, my moon lost it's glow a heart cannot fly if it's wings have been broken this heart, it will die from words left unspoken i hide from the light the shadows i'll claim until a new love comes to call my hearts name to mend this torn soul it will only take time until i can find the love that is mine that day will come the shadows all flee when the soul of a new love will call out to me i will wait for that day and trust it will be my heart will be whole again happy and free....

This Sucks
alrighty guys, feelin a lil down....my friend is going through some tough times and her mom is a heavy drinker, to the point where she needs counseling, and detox and all that other stuff...but yeah....it scares me and makes me sad...just thought i woudl share seeming as i dont have anyone to talk to right now...cya later...

Kiss
I stand at the end of the bar, in a deep gaze of the wall. Drifting away not sure when i might fall. Just hoping to hold something, hoping for the one. and then you slide into my arms. You stand under me till I come too. As I look down at, your just staring at me. For how long? I will never know. But i don't care cause your there. Your arms wraped around me tight. I can't stop staring into your gorgeous eyes. You smile only hoping to bring one to me. I still can't stop thinking though. Your gorgeous eyes. Your rightous smile. Your gentle touch. I think im going to melt.If only you knew what stired in my head. Its more then just any of that. Its your laugh. Your smile. The way you treat me. All you do is just stare at me.As you gaze at me I can't help it. I want it. No i need it now. So i have to take the chance. In my mind no ones around. The room is empty, the whole fucking town. But everyones watching. Everyones staring. Cause they know whats coming. Yet are you oblivious. A man can

Tell Me What Your Name Starts With
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lo

Damn You And Your Surveys Bryan
1. Sex is best in the morning, afternoon, or night? All of the above 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? Right 3. Who was the last person you slept with? Slept with with how? Well both their names begin with D 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? Hell no 5. What leg do you put in pants first when putting them on? Right 6. Candles or Incense? Both 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? Haha... no comment 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? Don't think so 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? Nope 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? Depends on what I'm making 11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty? Car 12. Shower or bath? Shower 13. Do you pee in the shower? LMAO... no! 15. Mexican or Chinese food? Like them both 16. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed? A little of both 17. Do you love someone on your top friends list? Many 18. Do you own s

Another Random Set Of Lyrics.... That I Really Like...
In the day In the night Say it right Say it all You either got it Or you don't You either stand or you fall When your will is broken When it slips from your hand When there's no time for joking There's a hole in the plan Oh you don't mean no nothing at all to me No you don't mean no nothing at all to me But you got what it takes to set me free Oh you could mean everything to me I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark I can't say that I don't know that I am alive And all of what I feel I could show You tonite you tonite From my hands I could give you Something that I made From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid From my body I could show you a place God knows You should know the space is holy Do you really want to go?

Hormones
The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month When all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his very life Into his hands This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's License in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, or significant other!! Do him a favour and pass him a copy. DANGEROUS: What's for dinner? SAFER: Can I help you with dinner? SAFEST: Where would you like to go for dinner? ULTRASAFE: Here, have some chocolate. DANGEROUS: Are you wearing that? SAFER: Gee, you look good in brown. SAFEST: WOW! Look at you! ULTRASAFE: Here, have some chocolate. DANGEROUS: What are you so worked up about? SAFER: What did I do wrong? SAFEST: Here's fifty Quid. ULTRASAFE: Here, have some chocolate. DANGEROUS: Should you be ea

Sexiest Milf Contest . . . Lol
I figured I'd give it a try and see how well I fair in a competition. I haven't been on here the last few days. My world has gone completely crazy!!! Think all is coming to an end and it'll be pretty much straightened out! Anyway, gotta get off of here and fix supper for the lil ones. Vote for me as much as possible and c how far we get! Thanks for your friendly support! Sexiest MILF link: http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=646897&albumid=288097

Omg This Is So True!
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it's time

True Or False
TRUE or FALSE Can you guess which of the following are true and which are false? 1. Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning. 2. Alfred Hitchcock didn't have a belly button. 3. A pack-a-day smoker will lose approximately 2 teeth every 10 years. 4. People do not get sick from cold weather; it's from being indoors a lot more. 5. When you sneeze, all bodily functions stop, even your heart! 6. Only 7 per cent of the population are lefties. 7. Forty people are sent to the hospital for dog bites every minute. 8. Babies are born without kneecaps. They don't appear until they are 2-6 years old. 9. The average person over 50 will have spent 5 years waiting in lines. 10. The toothbrush was invented in 1498. 11. The average housefly lives for one month. 12. 40,000 Americans are injured by toilets each year. 13. A coat hanger is 44 inches long when straightened. 14. The average computer user blinks 7 times a minute. 15. Y