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Breathe
Breathe Walk with me along an empty beach of roaming desire. Take my hand let us shed this husk of guilty hesitation. Lie with me in sculpted sand of rhythmic passion. Make love to me as the delicate surf explodes all around us. Breathe Let go Taste the essence of who I am. Touch Release Feel me as we are one. Breathe.

Last Dream
I had one last dream before I died, Now that dream has been pushed aside. I can never see it happening, I guess it was really never ment to be. My dream is dead, Does it mean I will die soon. Is the lord finally going to take me home again. At least I know there, That I would be loved. Everyone couldn't blame me for everything. I would live in total serenity, No heavy mundane things to hold me down. Just a place full of love,Joy and happiness. Because spirit love is unconditional. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved©

Is The Penis Underpaid
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. _______________________________ Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. 5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. 6. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end o

Witches, Wizards, Pirates And Pissheads
Man bangles and cuff links and pendants and rings, Oh could you ever see me veil mysen in any of these things? I doubt you know why I could not be into your life Drip drip of suicide, your legacy man, I’ll hand you the knife There’s no surprising me any way or any day soon Just like the kids on the corner, born into the gloom It’s just too easy easy, it’s so fuckin’ easy I’ll tell you again cos you were not listening He’s just too sleazy sleazy, he’s so fuckin’ sleazy Forging this world as we all reap what we sew So, what? I just forgot. Magic or mayhem? Chaos, creation? The blood from a stone and the thorn of a rose so What were you saying? And where were you going? Time is a timeless hand; here gods are living in caravans Witches and wizards and pirates and pissheads I know so much about the things you know fuck all about Cowboys and crackheads then penguins and inbreds I care so scarce about the shit you blurt outta yer mouth Witches and wizards and

Forgotten Holidays
There was New Years Eve but not for me. Valentine's Day but you were away. Saint Patty's green you weren't to be seen. Easter came and went alone was how it was spent. The Fourth of July you promised but lied. Labor Day was so bad I was the one who was sad. All Hallows Eve you were a ghost to me. Thanksgiving Dinner you weren't a winner. Christmas Day.... what's left to say, You weren't here to celebrate Forgotten holidays, I still wait.

My Friend Or My Love
Someone who will be there no matter what the price. Someone who truly cares no matter whose throat you slice. To stand beside you in times of joy or pain Without ulterior motives, with nothing to gain. Who will laugh at your jokes no matter how bad they are and still tell you they suck or if you've gone to far. To hold you when you cry, Worry when your sick, Smack ya when your crazy, To help choose what to pick. Are you my friend or my love? On this I must choose. for the best love you can have.. Is the love who's a friend too.

Hi ,
Hello to everybody . I want to say I'm sorry for not being around much this week . I've been busy helping a friend doing a remodel on her house , And have been starting early and by the time I get home I'm beat . And have not been checking back in . I will get back to all of you that have rated added and left me comments in the last few days , Again thank you for understanding . I hope everyone has a great weekend . Thank you . luv you all , Tom

Wild Disease
Running in this land I never seen before Wonder if anything or anyone is alive With wicked weather like this i doubt any can survive Down pour as i walk across this forest path Feeling the rain, wind, and mother nature's wrath For i am lost and took the wrong turn on this mountain As the tree's move back and forth, leaves and sticks fall to the ground Making a loud yet violent sound I see the eyes that are red in the bush Do not think this creature wants me around Walking fast at a pace, see the fear across my face This creature makes a move at me As i quickly can see, i am in trouble I began to run across the rocky rubble Running in a dark cave Feeling again the fear hit me even harder like a wave From the sea and in the ocean i begin to get the notion That i will not survive, the creature and the red eyes i see again Looking at me from the entrance, is it the end? Not just yet, i see a black door rusty but what is it for? I open and shut it like a case,

Go Rich In Poverty. Go Rich In Poetry.
Poetry lets us put the beauty of nature - the clouds, the flowers, and the waterfall - into words. Poetry lets us see that things, which appear to be opposites, may just be different ways of looking at the same thing. How can we be rich in poverty? Wealth in poverty means finding pleasure in simplicity, finding the core of what's important, and saying it in the fewest possible words. We are so often caught up in the pursuit of more - more money, more toys, more prestige that we forget how satisfying the simple things can be. Think of the beauty of a sunset or a walk by the river, the fun of playing in a sandbox or swinging on the swings in the park, or in simply taking time to get something done the right way, without hurry. What riches lie around me right this moment?

.cocaine.
She lies there so pure, looks you dead in the eye Anticipation alone is enough to get high Temptation prevails, time to say your goodbyes Nose to the straw, straw to the line... If you come face-to-face with that sparkling white dust You'll soon see why turning away is a must Disguised as true love, only sinister lust Abandons the souls who have given their trust... You beg for more until you can't go on This is when I have won. So go on and give in to your weakness, it's your only sin.

Only In America
1. Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in America......do drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in America......do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a DIET coke. 5. Only in America......do banks leave both vault doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in America......do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in America......do we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in America......do we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in America......do

The "uncomfortable" Survey
(lets see if you can get through it. if not, you're too scared about your past) 1. Longest relationship? 16 years 2. Shortest relationship? 1 and 1/2 months...just ended sunday night...CHEATER 3. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you they love you? a few 4. Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were dating? Yes 5. Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts? OMG...yes... 6. Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?: i'm sure i have...not proud of it though 7. Are you happier single or in a relationship? in a relationship 8. Have you ever been cheated on? can you say "sunday night" 9. What is your favorite thing about the opposite sex? companionship 10.Have you ever had your heart broken? again...can you say "sunday night" 12. Talk to any of your exes? yes 13. If you could go back in time would you change things to where you could still be with one of ur ex's? yes 14. Any of your ex's fe

Swearing Like A Mother Fucker!
I couldn't help but laugh and agree with what actor/writer Stephen Fry said about swearing in an interview he once did. He said that "people often take offence because they see it at being unnecessary. But isn't that the whole point? Of course it isn't necessary, that's precisely why it adds a bit of colour and excitement!" Then he pointed to the cushion on the sofa where he was sat. "It's like this. Cushions are completely unnecessary but they make the furniture look more interesting, however we're hardly going to get somebody phoning in saying 'I was deeply offended to see that cushion there, it was completely unnecessary!' People should just fuck off."

Done With This Matter
WELL IT SEEMS KOW HAS DESTROYED ITSELF AND NOW THEY HAVE NOTHING BETTER TO DO THAN START CRAP WITH ME. I WILL NOT PLAY THIER GAME ALL WILL BE DELTED AND BLOCKED MY TRUE FRIENDS KNOW ME AND THAT6 IS ALL I CARE ABOUT SO IF YOU WISH TO BY INTO THIS THEN GO FOR IT BESIDES ANYTHING CAN BE BLOGGED Show Recent Messages (F3) MIKE: HELLO THIER DUMB: NOT BAD YOU MIKE: NOT MUCH JUST SHOWING HOW TO MAKE A CONVERSATION TO BLOG DUMB: OH COOL NOT BAD HUH PRETTY SIMPLE

Ache
Ache ~Tony Martinez I long to see you When I do My eyes ache for you You are so beautiful Your eyes, your face My heart melts for you I talk to you and I wish I could say so much But the words just dont come My voice aches for you So much I would do So much I want to do So much is held back My body aches for you I guess all I can say is I love you I ache for you

What Super Villian Am I?
Results: You are Riddler Riddle me that, riddle me this, who is obsessed with having a battle of wits?? Riddler=70% Two-Face=66% Dr. Doom=65% The Joker=65% Dark Phoenix=62% Mystique=58% Venom=56% Mr. Freeze=49% Lex Luthor=45% Magneto=39% Apocalypse=35% Catwoman=35% Kingpin=29% Green Goblin=26% Poison Ivy=25% Juggernaut=18% Click here to take the Super Villain Personality Test

This Site Must Be A Child Molester's Paradise
i think it's absolutely abhorrent the way you moms, dads, and grandparents flaunt pics of the children in your life on the internet! this is not the corner supermarket, we are complete strangers to you! we don't need to see pics of your kids, as well as know their names. did it ever dawn on you that someone may try to meet you online in order to gain access to your children? we teach our children not to talk to strangers. they don't have to. you're doing it for them.

Update On Giveaway
hey everybody...well i havent had many people helping out with this but here is the update. I need to get 10,000 comments to get my VIP and I have only gotten 2,022. Please come help out. If you need help leveling or just want rates...let me know when your in bombing and I will come to your page and rate whatever is you want me to rate. If you are close to leveling, I will rate everything on your page and my boyfriend will as well. Here is the link again. Just click on the pic and bomb away.

I Suffer Beautifully.
I suffer beautifully. I wish my wings could take me home. To be with the one I love. I wish my heart could be as one. As it was and since been forgotten. I wish my words could carry me Back to where I was before. I wish my heart would cease to beat and squelch this love once more. I wish my eyes could gaze upon your beauty and your grace that I may stand proudly again in my angelic grace. I suffer beautifully.

U Got What It Takes
DO YOU WANT TO BE A DJ. FOR A GREAT LOUNGE ON FUBAR IF SO WE HAVE OPENINGS. SO COME IN AND CHECK US OUT. YOU WILL MAKE SOME GREAT FRIENDS THAT YOU WILL HAVE FOR LIFE. AND WE PLAY SOME GREAT MUSIC. WE EVEN MADE IT EASY FOR YOU JUST CLICK ON THE PIC BELOW AND JOIN US. HOPE TO SEE YOU THERE SOON. WE LOVE NEW FRIENDS. (repost of original by '"MG"~ head promoter 4 IHS~' on '2007-12-03 12:43:00') (repost of original by 'critter69 Iron Horse Saloon's Official Licker' on '2007-12-03 12:48:13')

The Hardships Of Life
The sun sets so boldly on heavy hearts. The light dissipates across the land, And as it seems our life as well. We have fallen apart, together, not separate. The trek of life, has thrown us from our horse Now we wander, aimlessly alone. Through what once was love, we were triumphant. Now our love is merely glue That holds our day to day routine in place. As the darkness consumes us and we battle the beast of burden, We find ourselves fighting as two, not one. We pray that our lives shall return to us. Like a recant memory, that has faded away. Though like a candle our love still burns. The flame has withered to a soldering emptiness. The wolf knocks at our door, asking for more, When we have no more. We have no more love, patience, time or self-worth. Like the sun it has set boldly with in us. The dogs in the village howl, as if they too can feel our pain. We held a rainbow once, and as the colors focused To our eyes, it was gone. As my son lie

Hey Guys...
Just wanted to drop a quick FYI before I head off to sleep... I haven't been on in a number of days due to my teenage sister going into the hospital late last week. I've been pretty much at the hospital with her as I thought it was better for my OLDER parents to be at home at night taking care of my 3 year old sister. So I'm happy to say that my sister came home from the hospital this evening and things are looking good. So for those of you that I haven't gotten back to recently I'm sorry but now you know why...if I still haven't gotten back to you I do apologize but I will get back to you when I'm not so tired...damn but hospital couches SUCK!! Anyway...hope everyone's week is going well...mmmmuuuaaaazzz!! ~t P.S. Oh yeah...I'm FRICKIN excited that Pettitte is coming back!! WOOOOFRIGGINHOOOO!!! K now I'm really off to bed...gnight :)

Mozilla Firefox
FOR THOSE THAT HAVE PROBLEMS WITH USING INTERNET EXPLORER ON FUBAR, GO DOWNLOAD FIREFOX, IT WORKS VERY WELL WITH THE WHOLE SITE, INCLUDING THE MUSIC PLAYERS IN THE LOUNGES. HERE'S THE LINK TO DOWNLOAD........ http://www.mozilla.com/en-US/firefox/

A Man's Thoughts On Fellatio Aka Rebuttal Etiquette (by A Male)
1. First of all, yes you're obligated to do it. If you don't, we will find someone (younger, prettier and dirtier) who will. 2. Second, swallowing a teaspoon full of cream is a hell of a lot easier than licking a dead fish. 3. You want to talk about farting? Does the word "queef" mean anything to you? 4. I will use your ears as I see fit. don't worry about it and be thankful I'm not pulling your hair. 5. When you're on your period, stuffing something in your mouth is the only way to stop you from bitching and moaning. Suck it up! 6. Speaking of which, if you are bleeding for five straight days, you need all the fluids you can get. trust me. 7. You bitch about the taste, but trust me when I tell you that we get the short end of the stick in flavor country. 8. At least there is no danger of a dick bleeding in your mouth. 9. Play with the balls. 10. No matter how good you think you are at it, we've had better. 11. Caress the ass, too. We like that! 12. Mak

Salute To Ems Workers
He's been up for 48 straight, with 10 tripsheets to do, and the pager just went off again. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. She prays she can fit in a 2 minute shower, in the middle of a 48 hr shift, so she can scrub the blood off from the last patient before the pager goes off again. __________________________ You complain of a "headache" and call in sick. He comes to work, regardless of what is ailing him, because there is a shortage of EMS workers, and no one can cover him. __________________________ You drink your hot coffee on your way to the mall. She grabs a quick cup of cold coffee at the ER, to help stay awake for the next one. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He makes sure the monitor and laryngascope have batteries. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. She counts on her "buddies" to have her back when things are

My Career In Music
A few of you Fubarians have asked me what bands I’ve been in, so I’ll try to recount here some of the more notable bits of my not-so-illustrious “career”: In High School (in Redlands, CA) in the late 1970’s some friends and I formed a band that we called The Astral Slayride. Our line-up once included David Lowery, who was later to form the bands Camper Van Beethoven and Cracker -- both facts that he will never let me forget! We tried to play slimmed-down versions of of some of the popular tunes from that era, covers of anything from Aerosmith to ZZ-Top, but mostly drug-induced psychedelic jams that we made up as we went along. It never went beyond playing a few parties, but it was a learning experience. I was involved for a while, starting in 1978, with Jimmy James (not Jimi Hendrix), who was then manager of KCAL radio, which is still a very popular Rock radio station in southern California. We tried to play Prog Rock, but never really found much time to practice and spent a lot

Poetry
there once was a baby. so pretty and sweet. a precious young smile. and cute little feet. she was born in the winter. so perfect and clean. the most beautifull creature. my eyes ever seen. the way that she giggles. just brings so much joy. when mommy and daddy. give her a toy. when she is sleeping. shes pretty and pure. she must be an angel. for this i am sure. and when her eyes open. im sure shell still be. the most beautiful baby. one ever will see. we love you brook

A Day Of Oddness
so today my friend went to get coffee from 7-11 but they where close, also every time i try to look at my page or my blog, i keep getting checked by the bouncer, wtf, its my page, lol. anyways i am trying to pull an all nighter so that i know that i make it to school on time. so i feel a little crazy, lol

Horoscopes
they are sooo damn generalized they could apply to almost everyone right... but still Something isn't quite right and it might keep you from relaxing when you need it most. The good news is that if you can figure it out, you can fix the situation in a heartbeat -- so get to thinking! SOMETHING REALLY ISN'T QUITE RIGHT!!!! Now, lets start thinking... whate ever could it be. Oh, I know. My mascara is clumpng!!! Thats it!! No, wait, I can relax with it... Hmmm, why can't I relax. OOHHH the two hyper lil girls jumping around... hmmm... lmao sorry I had to be a smart ass. Anyways~ Last night Andrew was texting me until he fell asleep, literally. Like, texting one min, asleep the next. Which, was really very sweet. And then, per a convo we had about him not texting me good night... he messaged me this morning and told me he was sorry for breaking that rule, and not telling me goodnight, but that he just fell asleep. So, I was like, wow... he listens :) We'll see how thing

Smack My Ass
Just a bite on my nipple Or a smack on my ass. A pinch on my clit And a smack on my ass. When you pull my hair And thrust your cock if you dare And smack my ass. MMM, the excitement stirs Deep within me. Now those clamps You attach so tight To the best spots Oh what a delight As I begin to ride It’s not long before I find the cure For what I have longed for And now feel empty when you are not near You bring me to pure ecstasy So content So wet So wonderful Don’t want it to end Laying in each others arms. You smack my ass again.

The Difference Between His Life And Yours
Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. __________________________ You enjoy your iced triple mocha-frappaccino. He drinks dirty water and chews instant coffee like it's dip. __________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at, as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash on your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________

How Do I Feel
How do I tell you how I feel about you When everytime i think of you my body shakes everytime i see you my knees grow weak and everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end. When everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was there everytime i see you smile my heart melts and every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end. I've tried somehow to say: you're the sun that lights up my sky the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural high I want so much to tell you: that without you with me each day my day isn't complete that since day one I've always wanted to be with you that no matter what's going on in my life you're the reason there's a smile on my face and that loving you seems to be all I need to know. But everytime I want to the words just wont come out to you it may sound mushy or too cute you may not believe it so it's better I keep my mouth closed Then to try to tell you exactly whats on

If I Die Before You Awake,
This will touch you . . . it is also hard to hear and watch but worth it. The soldier singing has a great future in country music. I hope he (and all of them) makes it back A SONG FROM A SOLDIER IN IRAQ! WOW. very Moving! This loads fast, so watch and listen. This Soldier produced video is different, moving and heartwarming. This guy could probably land a recording contract when he comes home! http://www.flashdemo.net/gallery/wake/index.htm COPY AND PASTE TO WATCH If I die before you wake... Back home now I know you're probably sleepin' Over here it's the middle of the day I finally found the time to write a letter Sittin' here a half a world away I heard about all them folks protestin' As if I really want this war But that don't stop me from believin' There's just some things worth fightin' for CHORUS And if I die before you wake, I pray the world will take A good look at what God's given us That we could only understand, everythin

Merry Christmas
http://www.juggalofaith.com/ Jesus is the Real reason for the Season! 2 New sermons posted today Nov 28th.God Bless..Rev.B-Lotus Open message to those who hate us and this site, you really don't have waste your time emailing, We get hate mail all the time, everything you say will most likely have already been said, all you have to do is click the back button, But if your really bored and want to rant that is your constitutional right, you can still email us through the following address juggalofamily@juggalofaith.com ...Thanks! Have you accepted Jesus as your savior yet???, if you want to and don't know how, email us through our contact form. Hey Ninjas, if you have a link you want to put up on our site, email us (juggalofamily@juggalofaith.com) with new link in the subject line and we will post it, if you have a announcement you would like to make to the Juggalo world, such a a birth or death, email us the info and pictures of the person if you have some and we will p

Glitter You Pretty Hehe
Yeppies I am in that mood today and I got so much love yesterday from alot of you to help get spotlight.. still got a short wayz to go though! So anyways I just feel like showin love to my friends. You can tell ur friends as well I will do one for anyone that wants one :) Heres What I can make you.. just some examples Click the pic below to take you to my glitter folder so you can check out what else I have made if you want more ideas A college of 2 pics so if you want one with your sweetie I can do something like this. I can add text as well I can make you a rate fan add me pic Make it with just your name or a nickname Put a quote on your pic. What I need to know Borders and Text. -they can be animated glitter, animated backgrounds or non animated. *if its a animated background let me try it out 1st cause they sometimes glitch and dont work right. *You may pick out your own text and border just send me what you want me to use for your pi

Gold
THE DEEPEST KIND OF LOVE,I LOVE YOU CAUSE THE WAY YOU FILL ME AND THE WAY YOU KNOW I AM THERE THE TRUEST OF FRIENDS, I WOULDN'T WANT TO CHANGE YOU, YOU DON'T NEED CHANGING, YOU'RE FRIENDS SO CLOSE TO YOU LIKE FAMILY, THE TYPE OF PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO, WHEN YOU CAN TOTALLY CONFIDE YOUR HEART UNCONDITIONALLY,AND NOT JUDGE YOU, AND STILL LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE,... THAT IS GOLD.

Parents Who Drugged Us
PARENTS WHO DRUGGED US.. The other day, someone at a store in our town read that a Methamphetamine lab had been found in an old farmhouse in the adjoining county and he asked me a rhetorical question. "Why didn't we have a drug problem when you and I were growing up?" I replied, I had a drug problem when I was young: I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to church for weddings and funerals. I was drug to family reunions and community socials no matter the weather. I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to adults. I was also drug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, did not speak with respect, spoke ill of the teacher or the preacher, or if I didn't put forth my best effort in everything that was asked of me. I was drug to the kitchen sink to have my mouth washed out with soap if I uttered a profanity. I was drug out to pull weeds in mom's garden and flowerbeds and cocklebur's out of

Deleting Friends? Gimme A Fucking Break!
You know, everytime I spend time on this site, I see things that seriously make me laugh. This site is a bit more intuitive than alot of other sites, namely Myspace, Facebook or some other social site, because this site is virtually running everything that people do in real time. So it's easy to see how people make moves on this site...also revealing people's personalities to a large degree. The first thing I notice is too many people lay their feelings on the line on websites hoping to accomplish some sort of either feedback, response, or trigger feelings in people they are intending to read what they post. For example, people always talk about keeping it real before you add them, read their profiles, this that and the other...well, when you do, they begin to talk to the person who kept it real...ONLY to catch feelings! Then when the person stops talking to them, no fault of that person, just the nature of websites being cyclical in nature, this person sits behind a computer

There's Something About...
There's something about Being pushed up against a wall, face first Cheek resting on rough wallboard Breath caught in your throat Listening to the growling in your ear And trying to remember your own name There's something about being Pushed up against a wall Your back flat up against it Staring straight into eyes that see through you Swallowing hard Waiting for your heart to start beating again There's something about Being made to crawl across the floor To a seated Man, staring into your eyes Not letting you not look at Him Not letting you stumble Drawing you to Him without a word Trembling, a whimper caught in your throat There's something about Being pulled up by your hair Feeling that hand slink up your neck Into your tresses, close to the scalp Grabbing, gripping it, guttural sounds emitting from His lips The pain not nearly as strong as the urge To cry or bite a hole through your bottom lip There's something about Being bitten Especially on the

My White Knight
MY WHITE KNIGHT MAKES ME LAUGH, HE MAKES ME SMILE MY WHITE KNIGHT MAKES ME TINGLE, HE MAKES ME WARM MY WHITE KNIGHT TELLS ME IM THE ONE, AND I KNOW ITS TRUE MY WHITE KNIGHT IS THE ONLY ONE FOR ME, THE ONLY ONE I NEED MY WHITE KNIGHT NEVER LIES, NEVER CHEATS MY WHITE KNIGHT IS WITH ME FOREVER AND A DAY. I WATCH MY WHITE KNIGHT WALK TOWARDS ME, HIS ARMS WIDE OPEN... AND THEN....NOTHING I WAKE UP, RUB MY EYES AND REMEMBER IT WAS ALL A DREAM... THERE IS NO WHITE KNIGHT, NO RESCUE, NO ONE FOR ME FOR THE ONE I THOUGHT I HAD, WASNT REAL, WASNT ONLY MY WHITE KNIGHT, HE WAS SOMEONE ELSES TOO.. SO IN THE END, AFTER ALL IS SAID AND DONE, I REMEMBER A LESSON I HAD FORGOTTEN... WHITE KNIGHTS ARE ONLY A FAIRYTALE

Help Me Out In My Contest Please.
Hey, it's mee again and I know that you all don't like doing this. But I am askig nicely. I need a little under 9000 comments to get a one month VIP. Please help me out. Here is the link to it. Just click it and let the good times roll. :D Thank you kindly for all the help. http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=813171&albumid=625301&i=1639456280

Making Venison Summer Sausage
Ahhhhh my 2nd favorite winter past time...making summer sausage...I use select herbs and seasonings and add Jalepeno and pepperjack or cheddar cheese to make these scrumptious movie snacks. After ALL the ingredients and the cure have been mixed thoroughly together and stuffed into casings I smoke them for 2 hours @ 160* then bump up the heat to 200* for 1.5-2 hours. When the internal Temp reaches 160* they are done and taken out of the smoker and put into an ice water bath to stop the casings from shrinking and shriveling....afterwards....here you have it... VENISON JALEPENO AND PEPPERJACK SUMMER SAUSAGE

Never Surrender
Never Surrender Just a little more time is all we're asking for Cause just a little more time could open closing doors Just a little uncertainty can bring you down And nobody wants to know you now And nobody wants to show you how So if you're lost and on your own You can never surrender And if your path won't lead you home You can never surrender And when the night is cold and dark You can see, you can see light Cause no one can take away your right To fight and never surrender With a little perseverance you can get things done Without the blind adherence that has conquered some And nobody wants to know you now And nobody wants to show you how So if you're lost and on your own You can never surrender And if your path won't lead you home You can never surrender And when the night is cold and dark You can see, you can see light Cause no one can take away your right To fight and never surrender To never surrender Never Surrender

Idiot
This will get you blocked quick, fast, and in a hurry. I am a lady and not some cyber slut. He didn't even come off with a hi, just straight to it. Guys if that is what you are looking for just pass me by. I love sex don't get me wrong but, sorry I get nothing from the computer and will NOT ooooh and awww for you to get off. Sorry I have more respect for myself then that. I might be seperated but, until I am divorced I am still faithful. Think it is stupid? Oh well your opinion. I am here for friends only and if that isn't enough then I don't know what to tell you. It is one thing to flirt but, you step over that line you will get blocked. Don't ask me to meet you somewhere for sex that will sure piss me off. If I wanted to have sex with you trust me you would know. Don't ask me for NSFW pics. I don't have any up for a reason. Its is for me and the special person in my life. If I wanted them up they would be up. I took them down along time ago because I got tired of hearing "can I see

On Christmas.....i Will
On Christmas Eve, I was with you, eager to wake in bliss, to dream of memories, wakeful lingerings of joy, unspoiled by fears, thankful of each moment shared amid our cold December. On Christmas morning, I will wake with you, set to breathe you in, as I kiss you awake, and from that union, a melding of lips, where emotions exhale the scent of our first Christmas, a memory born. On Christmas day, I will wait with you, for the passion to return from the unwilling absence of a sorrowed longing, a desire for the intangible, attempts failed, and another year passing, in hopes to spy, the glimmer of belief in the innocence of a child. On Christmas night, I will find you, unburdened by that which was, heavy laden with tears, for another loss, uncontrollably foregone, now in the hands of memories, gasping to breathe it back, but being stretched too thin to recall, and I will still love you. On Christmas day, I will surrender, exhale to inhale your warmth,

Kinky Love
I wanna strip and grind my wet tight pussy all over your knee while u suck on my tits I wanna lay on your bed and masturbate while I watch you jack off as you watch me I wanna suck your cock so hard that you cant stand anymore I wanna rip the buttons off your shirt with my teeth I want to taste your chest lick your chest and slide my tongue up to your neck gently suck and whisper sweet things in your ear I wanna slide my fingers against the back of your neck and kiss you then slide on top of you and ride your hot thick cock till my pussy tightens around your cock and sucks out all your cum.................

12/06/07
While others lay down thier heads, Dream holiday dreams Of presents and christmas white kisses. I lay down and dream of sanity. The energy to move on normally. The relief of this pain that wrecks my body and seeps into my soul. The only light in my life comes and goes. I know its always there, And heaven knows I always want to see it. But sometimes I am blind to its sight and numb to its heat. When I make it disappear my heart skips a beat. Seems to love to hide during this season. Im always going crazy without any reason. Wake up dear lovers, To cinnamon kisses. I wake up to my delusional reality. The holidays are a happy season. But they never give me any more reason to leave my bed. 12/06/07

Love Or Lust
The difference between love and lust is merely a matter of time. When you take time to dive right in it's love , and when you make time to dive in it's lust.when you make love it's love and when you f*ck it's lust. Either way it's fun!

Emotions Run Deep (dedicated To Muah From Marquita Holley)
Emotions Spread like sunshine touching down to the ground as flowers blom to celebrate the love that goes through you. The warmth spreads from your heart to your fingertips as you caress your lovers face with the ease and grace. The sun goes away and your filled with nothing but gray By Marquita Holley To: My sexy bitch Rronda I luv You Mucho Besos

Sick And Tired
ok my feelings got hurt and now I am p*ssed off....I am sick and tired of getting walked all over...I am sweet,kind,and loving to everyone but I get sh*tted on all the time and I am sick of it...I am tired of being nice and I am tired of bending over backyards for ppl just to get fcked over...I am always there for ppl and I try to do for them but what the fck do I get??? nadda unless u are my true friend and you guys know know who you are...I never b!tch or let sh!t get to me but I am just to the point its getting old...So I am thinking maybe I shouldnt be so passionate and caring....maybe I should try to be one cold hearted b!tch....ok thought I would feel better after getting this off my chest but I dont but whatever....

This Is Fubar
When we first come to Fubar, we are classed as "Newbies". You realize that isn't so bad, after all, newbies still have lives, unlike those "Regs"! Fubar is good for your social life! You may even fall in love, you might lose your love, but you could find love again just browse and when you see a profile pic that suits you request a add. You fight with your friends, but that's ok too a couple of pretty comment images usually fixes that. You steal partners, you lose partners, no biggie, cuz that's Fubar life and we got the Bulletins and comments to prove it. These people have become your new family and friends, they understand you! Chances are your own family and friends never did anyway. Now for the spouse,,,remember him or her? hmmm, well you wonder when the fighting started? It dawns on you that it was the day after you you created your Fubar profile. The first thing you do when you wake up is turn the puter on, and there ya go, wow wee, there's all your friends! Oh how

Again
Betrayed once again By someone I called friend A dagger to the heart you would think it an art I opend my heart to someone A person I thought to be true Imagine my surprise I found nothing but lies My heart is abused Tired and confused Borken and bruised once again The fault is all mine I let myself be used Belle 07/21/07

How I Feel
Yeah Its my life In my own words!!!!!!!!!!!!! Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for? Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? When they know they'e your heart And you know you are their armor And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm her But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you? And everything you stand for, turns on you despites you? What happens when you become the main source of her pain? "Daddy go to now to work..... "Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?" I don't know go play Jack&Emma babys, your Daddy's busy Daddy's writing a song, this song ain't gonna write itself I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her That's The Bandit ya bandit need to be hard. And when I'm gone, just carry on, don't mourn Rejoice every time you hear the sound of m

Omg! This Is Getting To Be Too Much!
Seriously!!!! I can understand getting Bartab alerts for things friends do on my profile, or things they add to their own profiles. But, really! Do I need to be alerted every time one of my friends votes on a MUMM or posts a comment to one of THEIR friends? Kind of borders on stalkerish, don't ya think? Next, I'll be alerted every time someone goes to the bathroom!

Women
I can't understand why men think I'm like the other women on this site. If I call you a friend, then I'm a true friend. I'm not like the other internet hoes online trying to get to your dick or take your money or ruin your life...so why lie to me? Why pretend to be a friend and then secretly slip out the back door when no one's looking? Are you that insecure or untrusting? I know women have hurt men before and I'm sorry for all the women out there who can't stand up and apologize to you, but why get to know me and then just walk away from a friendship? I'm not that scary I promise. I'm an honest female and whatever you want to know, I'll tell you. I'm believing there's a whole lot more fake people in this world than I thought at first. But as always, with the heart that I have, I'll take it as a lesson learned and keep moving on with my life. I'm always here as a friend no matter what...

Hanging On
Hanging on to the past, hanging on where do i go who do i turn to. Hanging on why cant i just let go. Hanging to dreams that i know will never come true. Hanging on to a life i don't want. Hanging on why cant i just let go. I want to give up i want to run, but what's the use it will never go away. Hanging on to things i know i can never have. Hanging on why cant i let go. Hanging on to what, pain the tears that wont stop falling, the hartache of the way things use to be. Hanging on why cant i just let go. Not sure where i am going or even if it matters anymore. Hanging on just seems to be the only thing i can do. Hanging on why cant I just let go. Why are the tears still falling. I know that life isnt easy, and life throws things your way that you are never prepared for, but why do i keep hanging on why cant i let go so i can move on. I dont want to give up, cause then i know they will win. Will you help me to see this through. Will you be there for me. Han

To All My Friends
im going to apoligize now for the stupid people who come to your page to see what comments i leave you. fukin people need grow the hell up jealousy doesnt get you anywhere. if anyone of you have any problems with people coming to your page plz let me know and i will take care of it i dont need lose friends because of a few idiots on here...again i am sorry....

Mr. Green
Mr. Green was a silly bitch that always had an itch for something comfortable, but for someone with OCD it wasn't that unusual that he would always find something to fix, clean, or organize. So let's just say the guy was busy all the time. One day, Mr. Gteen was crossing getting some mail out of his mailbox. He was then sucked into an alternative universe where the word clean didn't exist. It was God's way of telling him to relaz. Wow. God missed the mark on that one.

~ Jim Croce - Bad, Bad, Lee Roy Brown ~
Well the south side of chicago Is the baddest part of town And if you go down there You better just beware Of a man named leroy brown Now leroy more than trouble You see he stand bout six foot four All the downtown ladies call him treetop lover All the mens just call him sir And its bad, bad leroy brown The baddest man in the whole damn town Badder than old king kong And meaner than a junkyard dog Now leroy he a gambler And he like his fancy clothes And he like to wave his diamond rings In front of everybodys nose He got a custom continental He got an eldorado too He got a 32 gun in his pocket for fun He got a razor in his shoe And its bad, bad leroy brown The baddest man in the whole damn town Badder than old king kong And meaner than a junkyard dog Well friday bout a week ago Leroy shootin dice And at the edge of the bar Sat a girl named doris And ooh that girl looked nice Well he cast his eyes upon her And the trouble soon began And leroy br

Silken Nightmares
the past come home to roost lost dreams lingering desire feeding more than an ego boost fuel again for passion's fire flashback to a time gone by memories play tricks on the mind blurring the line between truth and lie as bodies caress and hips grind clinging to each other with all their might driven to the point they no longer care alive again for just this night lost to the call of their silken nightmare

Another One Bites The Dust
YET I WAS FOOLED AND TRICKED AGAIN.... SO I GET FU-ENGAGED ..LMFAO THIS GUY PAYS NO ATTENTION WHAT SO EVER TO ME CLAIMS ITS BECAUSE HES TAKING CARE OF HIS DAUGHTER, YET HAS THE TIME TO BE ON HERE RATING AND SHIT, OKIE DOKIE....ITS SO FUNNY THAT HE WOULD THINK I BELIEVED HIM , HELLO IT SHOWS YOU ONLINE FUBAR DONT LIE AND NEITHER DOES YAHOO. WHY THE FUCK DO MEN LIE AND THINK SHIT IS COOL, ITS ALL A GAME TO THEM AND THEY REALLY DONT GIVE AS HIT ABOUT FEELINGS. THE WORD LOVE IS JUST A WORD WITH NO MEANING ANYMORE SO HOW THE HELL DO THEY EXPECT ANYONE TO TRUST THEM.I STOPPED TRYING I REALLY HAVE IT SEEMS THE ONE I TRULY WANT IS THE ONE I WILL WAIT FOR, UNTIL THEN FUCK THIS SHIT

Fucking Neighbours (literally)
Well that's annoyed the holy crap out of me... I was awake during the small hours of this morning being subjected to the sound of the lanky streak of piss that is my neighbour fucking the brains out of his new girlfriend. I deeply resent people having more fun than me - especially when they're so much younger than I am!!! Grrrrrr! My, it's been a long time.

Hop On My Train
This is my first Train!!! All you have to do is Fan, Rate and Add The Rules Are Simple. You must add fan,rate and add the host..... 1 Must fan, rate and add all riders... 2 Send me a private message telling me you are finished adding everyone and then I Will Add You 3 When Adding Others on my Train pls put Chocolate Bunnys Train Or You Will NOT BE ADDED!!! 4 Level 1 must have a Picture fudgesicle33@ fubar ReallyThick@ fubar

I Am Canadian
Hey, I`m not a lumberjack, or a fur trader.... I don`t live in an igloo or eat blubber, own a dogsled or ever had SARS.... and I don`t know Mark, Tina or Lisa from Canada, although I`m sure they`re really cool folk. I have a Prime Minister, not a president. I speak English, not American. And I pronounce it `about`, not `a boot`. I can proudly sew my country`s flag on my backpack. I believe in peace keeping, not policing, diversity, not assimilation, and that the moose is a truly proud and noble animal. A toque is a hat, a chesterfield is a couch, and it is pronounced `zed` not `zee`, `zed` !!!! Canada is the second largest landmass! The birthplace of basketball! The first nation of hockey! The Land of the runnaway slaves! and the best part of North America I AM CANADIAN!

Bad Driving Habits...
I was emailed some pretty gross pics of a car accident. I think if you have high school kids about to start driving, it is important to show and teach them that cell phones are not for driving... Also the smallest distraction when driving, can kill you... I almost got killed last summer while on Harley by a woman who dropped a pen while driving, bent down WHILE DRIVING to pick it up and came at me HEAD ON!! Needless to say after driving off the road, I turned around, caught up to her and finally got to have her ear when she got stopped at a red light.. She is lucky I did not slap the crap out of her for being so stupid!! A pen while driving?? Here is the link to the web page I put up with these pics... AGAIN they are GROSS!! Yet instructional.. http://www.winthelotto.net/cell_phone_driving.html

Don't Sell Yourself Short....
I think that throughout the past year I have learned the most in regards to relationships, friends and all the ups and downs that life brings. I believe that God makes everything happen for a reason and that life just isnt "random"! We all go out and like to have a good time to get away from work or maybe try to escape lifes problems but in the end when you wake up the next day, they are still there, still needing resolution on top of the mess and havoc that was created with liquor from the night before. It kills me to see this person going home with this person and then the next night its somebody different. Now, we all have a ton of friends and we all make sure we get home safely (knocking on wood right now)! But when is everyone going to realize that when your downtown getting hammered, talking to this cute new guy or girl, that what you see is probably not what your gonna get! Is this person actually gonna be in your life 1 month from now or maybe even six months from now? If you h

Time To Look For A New Gym ?
Time to Look for a New GYM ? (Bi-Guys) Last Tuesday, I stopped off at the gym near my office, after work. There were only a few people there, that evening. I moved between different equipment, getting the heart rate up and the sweat rolling. After an hour or so, I figured it was time for a shower and the long drive home. I was rinsing off, when a guy I had seen there a few times walked in. I just nodded, like guys do, went on rinsing off. When he dropped his towel and stepped under the water, my jaw dropped, as I caught a glimpse of his rod at FULL attention. I quickly looked away, as not to have him see the look on my face. After a few minutes, I had to sneak another peak. When I looked around he was stroking away, embarrassed he turned away apologizing, saying workouts always get him going. I told him not to worry, no one else was there. Like it did not bother me, WHEW. I got my nerve up and told him he had an impressive tool. He looked surprised, sayin

Will I Find Love?
She's Walking Down The Aisle She's walking down the aisle With a smile as pure as honey A gust of wind as smooth as silk A glimmer of hope A ray of light. She's walking down the aisle With lovely clothes of crimson red A look of a saintly figure A voice of an angel A silent whisper. She's walking down the aisle With eyes as deep as the sea A song of the morning bird A divine vision A picture of paradise. She's walking down the aisle Like clouds floating in the sky Like an angel ascending from heaven Like a drop of rain in the desert Like a promise never broken. She walks down the aisle. She asks me a question. I say the words to answer. And time stands still... As i say 'i do' - Sikandar Razzaq Bughio - reading this brought tears to my eyes and makes me wonder if i will ever fall in love or get married... does love exist? i am stuck on my theory that love is just a higher form of lust. can love be found over he internet? many seem to belie

Bigotry
Let's get into the meat and potatoes, or the hotdogs and hamburgers of Bigotry. Bigotry is text book defined as intolerance toward anyone who is of a different lifestyle or ideals. We can span this out further to say it is also intolerance towards people who are of a different race or perhaps even religion. It's kind of funny really, with all the technological advances and revolutions of thought and supposed free speech that we still are like the cave man ready to club anyone who isn't from our tribe. We live in a world today that it is so much easier to discriminate against someone who is different than it is to accept them. Acceptance doesn't necessarily mean you have to like it. Acceptance is merely saying that okay you're different than me but that's okay I don't have a problem with you. A comedian once said that racism in America makes no sense when there are so many reasons to dislike someone on an individual basis. I guess the key point there is in fact it does make no s

Finished!!!
FINALY ITS OVER! THANKS STEPHANIE! THANKS GEE-GEE FOR ALL YOUR HELP AND TELLING ME NO THAT I COULDNT EVERYTIME I WANTED TO STOP. CHEROKEE LADY,SEXYBABYBLUEEYES,EARTH ANGEL,SHERRI,REBEL AND HIS LADY,THE CONFEDERATE BOMBING FAMILY,SEXYNATIVECHICK,SOUTHERN,BETH,MIZZ SHADY,,SUP! AND EVERYONE ELSE THAT WAS THERE BUT I DIDNT SEE THANKS TO EVERYONE! OH SORRY FORGOT ONE.......................... THANKS DEERBUT HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT HOLIDAY SEASON!!! THE WATCHER

Wedding Plans
Are fucking stressful... and i just started this morning.. Damn.. i picked out my dress.. now i just gotta figure out what colors the wedding is going to be in.. and who is going to be in it.. and where it is going to be.. oh lawd there i go again.. AHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hard To Believe It's So Close!!
1. Wrapping paper or gift bags? Wrapping paper and sometimes put in gift bags too! 2. Fake tree or real? I like real trees but mine is fake. :P 3. When do you put up the tree? Very close to Christmas or like this year, not at all! 4. When do you take the tree down? Haha, known to be up close to Valentine’s Day. 5. Do you like eggnog? Yep 6. Favorite gift received as a child? The doll house that my aunt and uncle made for me! 7. Do you have a nativity scene? Yes 8. Hardest person to buy for? My aunt – she has everything she wants and wants for nothing so every year, I have to come up with something unique but something I know she’ll like, use and appreciate! 9. Easiest person to buy for? Children 10. Worst Christmas gift you ever got? Even if it wasn’t something I really didn’t care for, it was the thought that counted! 11. Mail or E-mail Christmas cards? Mail them if I do them. I’ve been slacking the last couple of years though. 12. Favo

Lost & Cold
Lost & Cold Lonely & Empty inside when your love fades in the wind like a breathe of death. Your heart bleeds for that touch of emotion to seal your soul. My mind plays tug of war with my heart ripping it into pieces of dying flesh. To numb the mind,drunkness prevails,but the heart of emotions flood my heart with tears of a child. Burning with your passion. I'm Lost & Cold without You! By: Me - Jason C. McQuistion ~JÐΘG3881~ÈÑҒΘRÇÈR @ ÑÄ§Ŧ¥ ŦĦ¥ĦÈ§ £ÖÚÑGÈ®~@ fubar

Yeah So.
Just might die in a snow storm tomorrow night. me and my besties are going to a concert tomorrow.... which i will not name because i REFUSE to get made fun of... and it's gonna snow like a bitch. So in case no one hears from me on Friday you know what happened lol.

Hey Yall
hello to all my FU friends! im having a bad week and ill be in and out but more off than on thank you all for the love i appreciate it and when im feeling better ill be back. everyone have a great week and i will talk at you all soon... for all the devils train riders~ ill be back to fan and rate you as soon as i can dont be upset if its not tomorrow.. bunny p.s. *muah* :D

"oh" A Little Word With Big Meanings..
Good Morning. How are you today? It’s Friday woooopeee with a Big Woo and a Little P…. come on that was funny…. Ok onward. Hey, how do you act when you see The Drivers Ed car on the highway or country road, intersection, you name it? Well normally I do the look twice and then look again…before proceeding past or by or even close enough to see that it is a car… Like Last night one snuck up on me…oh yea! I had been on my way home from work and all of a sudden there it was. It was a sedan of some sort, jazzy no less with a fancy ass decal on the side almost looked like a hippie mobile from the sixty’s …. Holy smokes it was the HDDS….oh nooooooooooo I thought they were out of Business! The Hippie Dippy Driving School the side of the car was all Psychedelic and all… weird designs of some sort… perhaps paint job and body shop traces… anyway… that is when you take the word “ Oh” and give it meaning. Oh yeah! See the word “ Oh” can be used in various sentences… stay with me here and I am su

Can I Get A Little Help...please
I only need like 22,000 comment to win my happy hour. PLEASE come and help me get this finished. I AM CALLIN ALL NBDS PLEASE I HAVE NOT SEEN MANY OF YOU. All my firends when you have time PLEASE help me get this over. THANKS SO SO SO MUCH...Just click the PIC..I'll thank you all and return the love I SWARE!!

Why Is It So Good To Be Human
i hate haveing so many emoations so many half the time its hard to control i hate haveing a heart its a wounder as so many times its been broken it still finds ways to remend its self i wish i could just rip that fucker out onces and for all so i will never follow it again haha too bad i wish i did not hvae eyes to see thu all the lies alot of people have told me ether on here or offline i wish i never had a brain so to think and alwasys Doubts everything very few people ether on here or offline i trust its very hard for anyone to gain my trust and if you fuck up onces no matter what you do its even more harder to gain it back iam not one of those people who will forgive iam very hard headed and thats becuse of the shit i went thu in life everytime i think i got something good in my life there alwasys something takeing it right away just as fast as i got it and here a really damn good ? why the fuck cant people take you for you specialy if they fall in love with you if you fall for

An Early Resolution
ive been very Hyped up about so many things these days i can hardly keep the smile from leaping off my face ..Ive decided with all this pent up Energy Ive made a VERY big decision .. As of Today ive started training myself to do the 3 day walk for a cure .. Yepp the Breast cancer walk .. Im waiting for Jan for the info to be up on the dates and all .. but Im going to do it in honor of my Aunt MaryLou and my Grandma both of which passed from Breast cancer .. Im going to see if we can start our own Local walks and do the same but take the monies raised and then donate them to the cause .. ive got a lot of training and a lot of information to gather .. if anyone knows anything about these walks .. has done them in the past or wants to walk also . please .. stop by .. Friendly Motovation works Wonders !!! Im off to walk the dog in the snow and then going to make my CD for workin out .. Bbs :)

Chapter 10 { Twenty Thousand Leagues Under The Sea
CHAPTER X THE MAN OF THE SEAS It was the commander of the vessel who thus spoke. At these words, Ned Land rose suddenly. The steward, nearly strangled, tottered out on a sign from his master. But such was the power of the commander on board, that not a gesture betrayed the resentment which this man must have felt towards the Canadian. Conseil interested in spite of himself, I stupefied, awaited in silence the result of this scene. The commander, leaning against the corner of a table with his arms folded, scanned us with profound attention. Did he hesitate to speak? Did he regret the words which he had just spoken in French? One might almost think so. After some moments of silence, which not one of us dreamed of breaking, "Gentlemen," said he, in a calm and penetrating voice, "I speak French, English, German, and Latin equally well. I could, therefore, have answered you at our first interview, but I wished to know you first, then to reflect. The story told by each one, entire

The Sex Dr
>>> > A Florida couple, Moe and Flo, both well into their>>> > 80's, go to a sex therapist's office. The doctor>>> > asks,>>> > "What can I do for you?">>> >>>> > Moe says, "Will you watch us have sexual>>> > intercourse?">>> >>>> > The doctor raises both eyebrows, but he is so >amazed that such an>>>elderly couple is asking for >sexual advice that he agrees. When the>>>couple>>> >finishes, the doctor says, "There's absolutely >nothing wrong with the>>>way you have intercourse.">>> >>>> > He thanks them for coming, wishes them good luck,>>> > charges them $50 and says goodbye.>>> >>>> > The next week, however, the couple returns and asks the sex therapist>>> > to>>>watch again. The sex therapist is a bit puzzled, but agree s.>>> >>>> > This happens several weeks in a row. The couple>>> >makes an appointment, has intercourse with no >problems, pays the>>>doctor, then leaves. Finally, after >five or six weeks of this routine,>>>the doctor says, >"I'm sorry, but I have to ask. Just w

Flying
My Vision Is Blurry. My Life Is A Mess. The Future Looks Bleak. My Mind's Close To Death. My Heart Has No Feeling. My Soul's Gone Away. My Bones Are All Burning. They've Left Me This Way. My Skin's Peeling Off. I'm Bleeding, I'm Dying. But Once This Is Over I Know I'll Be Flying.

Im In After Hours Where Are You?????
WELCOME TO FUBAR!Heyy just thought id drop by and invite you into the hottest new lounge on fubar. its a great way to meet new ppl while having a blast and listening to great music. just click the banner to enter!

Kids
1. A kindergarten pupil told his teacher he'd found a cat, but it was dead. "How do you know that the cat was dead?" she asked her pupil. "Because I pissed in its ear and it didn't move," answered the child innocently. You did WHAT ? ! ?" the teacher exclaimed in surprise. "You know,"explained the boy, "I leaned over and went 'Pssst! !' and it didn't move." 2. A small boy is sent to bed by his father. Five minutes later....."Da-ad...." "What?" "I'm thirsty. Can you bring drink of water?" "No, You had your chance. Lights out." Five minutes later: "Da-aaaad....." "WHAT?" "I'm THIRSTY. Can I have a drink of water??" I told you NO! If you ask again, I'll have to spank you!!" Five minutes later......"Daaaa-aaaad....." "WHAT!" "When you come in to spank me, can you bring a drink of water?" 3. An exasperated mother, whose son was always getting into mischief, finally asked him "How do you expect to get into Heaven?" The boy thought it over and said, "Well, I'll run in and out

Where Is All My Friend To Help 9,000 Left To Go
come on lets go we can rock this out tonight if you all help out please and thank you i will give 50,000 fubucks to who ever helps tonight and till we hit the 40,000 your choice hehehe come help please

~ George Strait - I Cross My Heart ~
I cross my heart Our love is unconditional We knew it from the start I can see it in your eyes You can feel it from my heart>from here on after Lets stay the way we are right now And share all the love and laughter That a lifetime will allow Chorus: I cross my heart And promise to Give all Ive got to give To make all your dreams come true In all the world Youll never find A love as true as mine You will always be the miracle That makes my life complete And as long as theres still breath in me Ill make yours just as sweet As we look into the future Its as far as we can see So lets make each tomorrow Be the best that it can be Chorus And if along the way we find a day It starts to storm Youve got the promise of my love To keep you warm

Instant Messengers
I know most of us have them and most of us use them all the time. So the question is which one is your favorite? Leave a comment on your favorite and if you want to add me to Yahoo Messenger my address is road_block@sbcglobal.net so add me and we can chat faster there...

My Beautiful Angel
My sweet beautiful angel... sent to me from above. I am so grateful to have found you, and I give all my love. You must have come from heaven, because you have pretty little eyes. When you gaze at me with them, my heart begins to fly. Your sweet angelic voice continuously rings in my ears. With you by my side, there is nothing I fear whenever we are together; you shine with a heavenly glow. Your beautiful angel face raises me up from feeling low. Yes, heaven is missing an angel, because you are here with me. You’re my sweet, beautiful angel, and ill love you for eternity!!

Happy Holidays Fubar Friends!
Hello everyone. Happy holidays! I am sorry that I haven't been around as much. I am just not crazy about the set up here, and I still like Orfay better. I know there is drama there, but it just works for me. Well, not much is happening. I have been working on Christmas photo shoots for the models. I am an official photographer for Candy Scandles. This week I will be working a freelance gig for a local realtor in town. Woohoo! Mike has been keeping me busy as well. Hubby and I went holiday shopping and this year will blow the kids mind. We got them a killer PC with a 26 inch flat screen. I cant wait to see their faces! I got my Mom a emerald and diamond bracelet, and who knows what hubby got me. I know we really went overboard this year, but with my income and hubby's we could splurge. Bless the man above for being kind. How are you? Let me know about your world too. I am meeting Jenn Thursday for lunch, and a little more shopping. Saturday I am seeing my favorite photographer (Scphoto)

Just Another Poem
Bees swarm along the fragile edge of darkness. Open wounds attract blood-hungry flies. Near my heart lie savage little souls Neatly arrayed to feast upon my life. In eight days God will be through with miracles. Even so, life is a gift of love. So how does one enjoy this gift of love, Even as one moves from light to darkness? There is no moment free of miracles, However swift and deep one's passion flies. Glory is the dancing quark of life, Alight with love and lust in all our souls. Born of the cataclysm, our burgeoning souls Race towards infinity, love Infinite, lust infinite, life Eternal as light billowing into darkness. Little do we see how far it flies As we spin through Earth-bound miracles. Nor can we comprehend these miracles. Darkness is the center of our souls, Like still black water in the moonlight. Love Is of this emptiness; unburdened, it flies Swiftly in widening circles, skimming the darkness, A motion outward at the heart of life. More c

How To Tell If Your Band Sucks
not sure if your band sucks? here's a quick checklist: 1) do you take more than minutes to set up, tune, and mic check? (trust me, the sound guy will fix you after the first song if there's a problem) 2) do you spend more than ten minutes doing mic checks alone? 3) do you need to have some announcer douche introduce you before your performance? 3.5) if so, does he ask the crowd a question and then say, "i can't hear you"? 4) does any member of your band have a hatchetman tattoo? 5) is your audience limited to underage girls and queers? 6) is anyone in your band currently going to Alcoholics Annonymous meetings? 7) have you been a band for over a year and never played a gig further than 30 miles from your garage? 8) does your singer constanly do the hair toss thing with his head to get his bangs out of his face? 9) have you ever been booed off stage? 10) does mother approve of your music? 11) is your first hit single a cover song? 12) between songs

The Difference Between Loving Someone And Being In Love
I'm noticing that people have a problem with distinguishing the difference between loving someone and being in love with someone. I love my cat, I love my friends, and I love to read a good book. I'm in love with my kids, myself, and my family. The ability to distinguish between the two comes with age, experience and knowledge. If someone says that they love you, don't automatically assume that they are in love with you. Just because I love spending time with a person does not mean that I'm in love with them. Luv ya!

Satisfaction
Satisfaction You ask me, "Baby, do I satisfy you" As I lay short of breath, my skin moist from the pleasure you've just supplied me I sigh at you and hope my eyes can reassure you Of just how much I adore you. You strive so hard to be good enough You don't realize that you have always been more than enough for me And your love is all I’ve ever needed from you. -We both know, you’ve always given me that We share the most intimate of moments, And just as I think it couldn't get any better You take me further A pool of sweat forms on my chest And I smile at you Amazed by your passion for me I am speechless You are the master of my satisfaction, I couldn't ask for more.

The Weekend
Friday night was for fun. Saturday night had just begun. I spent the night in my car. It seems that again I've gone way too far. My friends all told me it would happen. Did I believe them? I just turned laughing. I was eighteen and in my last year. The only thing I could think about was having a beer. I thought to my self as I took another drink; Would they tell me when to stop or were they going to make me think. I asked for the keys to go home. My only friend told me no. I did not listen and still I begged. My friend finally gave in. I was heading home and saw a car. I swerved to miss but I went to far. All I remember was a sudden burst of pain, And being transported to the ambulance in the rain. By Me..please do not copy or redistribute any of my works without my permission. Thank you Stacie Arnold

Love Of My Life
Sorrow fills my head Pain fills my heart Everyday without you is empty Sorrow fills my head Pain fills my heart Everyday gets harder to be away from you Sorrow fills my head Pain fills my heart It gets harder to sleep everyday Sorrow fills my head Pain fills my heart I cant stand to be without you Sorrow fills my head Pain fills my heart I love you so much you are my heart and soul Sorrow fills my head Pain fills my heart You are my one true love you are my soulmate Sorrow fills my head Pain fills my heart You are the love of my life what we share cant be deined

Let Me Set Things Straight
OK FIRST OFF I DONT LIKE DRAMA NEVER HAD NEVER WILL SO DONT GET ME IN IT.ID LIKE TO SET SOME THINGS STRAIGHT. FIRST OFF THOSE WHO KNOW ME, I MEAN TRULY KNOW ME ENOUGH FOR ME TO CONFIDE IN KNOW I DO SUFFER WITH DEPRESSION, THAT DOES NOT MAKE ME AN ATTENTION SEEKER OR A BASKET CASE, ITS AN ILLNESS DEAL WITH IT OR DONT PLAIN AND SIMPLE. I DO GET MOODY , I AM HUMAN I DO GET JEALOUS EVERYONE DOES. THOSE WHO ARE MY TRUE FRIENDS WILL STAND BY AND SUPPORT ME LIKE I DO FOR THEM THE OTHERS CAN KISS MY ASS AND MOVE ON, I AM NOT IN THIS WORLD TO IMPRESS ANYONE I AM ME. I DONT NEED CLIQUES OR BEING POPULAR TO FEEL GOOD ABOUT MYSELF.I GIVE MY HEART AND 100% TO ANY FRIEND OR RELATIONSHIP IM IN, DO NOT TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THAT. AS FAST AS I MET YOU IS AS FAST AS I CAN DROP YOU. I DONT MEAN TO COME OFF AS A BITCH BUT IM TIRED OF PEOPLE MAKING ME FEEL LIKE SHIT, SO DONT JUDGE ME IN THIS WORLD ITS NOT ABOUT WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE OR HOW MANY FRIENDS YOU HAVE THAT MATTERS, IN THE END ALL THAT MATTERS IS WHO YO

Woman May No Longer Blow Her Horn, And Bus Driver Ticketed...
Good Morning. Don’t you just hate it when tradition comes to an end? Well that is the case in which Jeri Priest of Denver Colorado is going through right now…withdrawal from blowing her own horn. See for the last 30 years after every point The Denver Broncos professional football team scored, Jeri blew her horn. A device not to strange to most of us. But strange just the same. Because Jeri’s horn was not one, but six car horns wired together for that awe inspired blast after every point the Bronco’s scored. It seems the neighborhood in which she lived in had gotten use to it. Well for 30 some years of doing this I guess they would come to expect it. Except for one Lawyer type that apparently moved into the neighborhood and I would think that person had been told of what transpired after a Denver Bronco score…but…perhaps not. The Lawyer who wishes to keep their amenity won their battle with this 69 year old lady and her husband. So the couple decided to give the horn contraption away to

I Am Not Mia
I figured I'd let my friends know that i am not missing in action!! I have been in this contest and i have been busy trying to win. Not only that I have been holding down another job. Most of you know how to get a hold of me if you need me. so muahzzzzzzzzz and I'll talk to you soon!!

I Need Your Help! Anyone And Everyone
Please...Please Please......Would someone please make a salute for me? I cant level up without one, and I have no way to make one mysepf, no cam, camera or anytihng like that. PLEASE............If someone would be willing to help me I would DEFINATELY appreciate and love you for it. Luisa

No Name
The night I met you in words only on a screen I knew I had to have you not only in my dreams! The words that we have shared have caused my heart to care At first I was a little frightened to share myself with you but you showed me ways to make my nights brighten You loved my body over and over again you took me to heaven and made me live again! I have come to want to devour you not just on this place but I want to touch your body and feel you near I want to hold you tightly not just in words but face to face: I want to pleasure you in all the ways we shared, I want to do things to you that others would only dare: I want to make our fantasies all come true for, babe, I want to fly with you.

Innovative Uses For Fruitcake
Innovative Uses for Fruitcake - Hold up your car when changing tires - Slice and use for poker chips - Use it to carve your turkey on - Use as replacement for Duraflame log - Take it camping with you...use it to weigh down the tent - Use it as a seat at a stadium event - Stand on it when you change a lightbulb - Put it in the back of your car/truck for snow/ice driving - Replaces free weights when you work out - Use as book ends at the school library

Huh?
what did i say to deserve this? *grins* sportwood: you have lost is debate , you are are so weak what a prick sportwood: block me , that is very easy ->sportwood: i really aint trying to upset you, im just trying to get you to shut the fuck up sportwood: you are weak you can not upset me . sportwood: he does and am i happy ->sportwood: you better hope he believes in illiterate dumbasses or you are going straight to hell sportwood: justice sportwood: never said anything about the bible , i onlyid God loves you and he does . He does believe in stice ->sportwood: i thought god frowned on suicide, yet another bible bashing twat that doesnt practice what he preaches sportwood: you are sick , shoot your self ->sportwood: trust me i will, now sssshhhhhh sportwood: gdo some more bad comments get your self off sportwood: you are ok , you just don'know it yet ->sportwood: you and your god can go fuck some choir boys sportwood: sure , you can ->sportwood: who is god? can

Why Christmas Trees Are Better Than Men!
Why Christmas Trees Are Better Than MEN! A Christmas tree doesn't care if you had other Christmas trees in the past. Even a small Christmas tree gives satisfaction. A Christmas tree always looks good, even with the lights on. A Christmas tree has pretty balls. A Christmas tree doesn't follow you around begging if you decide to choose a different one. A Christmas tree stays up for 12 days and nights. A Christmas tree is always happy with its size. A Christmas tree doesn't care if you sit around in your pajamas and watch soap operas all day. A Christmas tree doesn't get mad if you break its balls. You can throw a Christmas tree out when it starts to get old and droopy. You don't have to put up with a Christmas tree all year!

Come See Us We Support Our Troops
WE SUPPORT OUR TROOPS THANK YOU TO ALL THE MEN AND WOMEN THAT SERVE HEY ALL COME ON OUT TO THE IRON HORSE LOUNGE ALL WALKS OF LIFE WELCOME ALL REQUESTS PLAYED COME IN AND ENJOY THE TUNES AND DRINKS IN THE IRON HORSE YOU ALL WAS STAY FU'ED UP COME HANG WITH THE NICEST PEOPLE ON FUBAR AND JOIN MY TWISTED LITTLE FAMLIEY. THANK YOU FROM THE OWNER OF THE IRON HORSE SEXI DJ NOW COME SEE ME (repost of original by '~SEXI DJ ~R/L PROPERTY OF TECELOTE ~OWNER OF THE IRON HORSE SALOON ~ AKA IHS ~' on '2007-12-23 16:08:54')

Dads Advice To His Son.
A father said, "Son, the object of dating is to SCORE! And to do that, you have to give the woman something. So when you pick up your date later, make sure you have some flowers or chocolates to give her. Girls go crazy over that stuff. The more you give, the more you get!" So, the son showed up for his date with flowers AND chocolates. She was very flattered and pleased, and she rewarded him with a long, passionate kiss. She pressed her chest against him and rubbed her fingers through his hair,.... hoping to give him the best kiss that he had ever received. After the kiss, he turned and bolted for the door. "Oh! I'm sorry," she said. "I didn't mean to scare you away." "You didn't!" he replied. "I'm going out to get you some jewelry!"

A Christmas Story Movie
I think this is an all time classic movie. It is old but takes you back to what you really thought about those stupid gifts your parents got you and would've rather had that gun in your hand instead to "Put Your Eye Out". Good times when we wore those ugly pajamas with feetsies!

Rage
I'm so lost and not a soul around. I'm awaitting my death slowly if feels. Alone I have walked many miles and alone I am in the dark. Fear light will never hit my face again for I am in hell. RAGE By: Romae Harvey I tremble with fear in my vains. I cry with tears like rivers. I hunger for freedom with locks on my doors. I scream with no sounds in my voice. I scerry across the floor to a hiding place under the table. I hear foot steps the make my ears hurt. I see hands that want to kill. I see rage inside of you. what have I done now?

Christmas And Church.. Full Of Shit!
I have no intention of giving you the ba humbug with this blog today. But, since I can't go by a loaf a bread without some fucker ringing a bell in my face and making me feel guilty for not dropping change into his tin cup... I am going to go on a little bit of a Christmas/Church rant. Ho ho ho. It will never cease to amaze me how Church's take credit for all of the "good will" the they spread towards man this time of year. What a pile of bull shit. Church's either tithe or pass baskets around receiving tax free money to do what they will with. These Church's then feed homeless people really bad food, or give them sleeping bags. Call me crazy, but until a pastor goes out, digs ditches, and then gives that hard earned money away... He is going to have a hard time impressing me. The bottom line is that a Church does nothing more than allocate funds. Funds that they were given, and did not earn, yet when all this good stuff is done...who gets the credit? Some jobless fucker who

Tonight
Westlife - Tonight Lyrics [Bryan:] Lately I'm so tired If I took it all out on you I never meant to If I left you outside If you ever felt like I'd ignore you No my life is all you So put your best dress on And wrap yourself in the arms of someone Who wants to give you all the love you want Tonight, I'm gonna make it up to you Tonight, I'm gonna make love to you Tonight, you're gonna know how much I missed you, baby Tonight, I dedicate my heart to you Tonight, I'm gonna be a part of you Tonight, you're gonna know how much I miss you And I miss you so [Shane:] I don't wanna act like I know that you'd be mine forever Though I hope it's forever Don't want you to feel like I take you for granted Whenever we are together So put your best dress on And wrap yourself in the arms of someone Who wants to give you all the love you want [All:] Tonight, I'm gonna make it up to you Tonight, I'm gonna make love to you Tonight, you're gonna know how much I mi

Westlife - Uptown Girl
Westlife - Uptown Girl Lyrics Uptown girl She's been living in her uptown world I bet she never had a back street guy I bet her mama never told her why I'm gonna try for an uptown girl She's been living in her white bread world As long as anyone with hot blood can And now she's looking for a downtown man That's what I am And when she knows what She wants from her time And when she wakes up And makes up her mind She'll see I'm not so tough Just because I'm in love with an uptown girl You know I've seen her in her uptown world She's getting tired of her high class toys And all her presents from her uptown boys She's got a choice Uptown girl You know I can't afford to buy her pearls But maybe someday when my ship comes in She'll understand what kind of guy I've been And then I'll win And when she's walking She's looking so fine And when she's talking She'll say that she's mine She'll say I'm not so tough Just because I'm in love With an uptow

Westlife - I Cry
Westlife - I Cry Lyrics You said goodbye I fell apart I fell from all we had To I never knew I needed you so bad You need to let things go I know, you told me so I've been through hell To break the spell Why did I ever let you slip away Can't stand another day without you Without the feeling I once knew I cry silently I cry inside of me I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again I cry Cause you're not here with me I cry Cause I'm lonely as can be I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again If you could see me now You would know just how How hard I try Not to wonder why I wish I could believe in something new Oh please somebody tell me it's not true (oh girl) I'll never be over you Why did I ever let you slip away Can't stand another day without you Without the feeling I once knew I cry silently I cry inside of me I cry hopelessly Cause I know I'll never breathe your love again I cry Cause

Ex-roomates
Well I was going to move out of this house three of us were renting. The next day I went to get my stuff and the A#@hole refuses to give my electronics back and 42" tv. Well I guess it is of to court I go.

Christmas
You know Christmas is supposed to be a great time of year. I would say this Christmas for me was the worst. It was the first time I ever missed my Childrens Christmas. I just couldn't afford to go home. I talked to them and they were still happy. But they missed there Daddy. Then a good friend and I decided to visit our extended family (Military Vets) at the local VA. That turned out fantastic for all that showed up. That was the second piece to the Crappy Christmas. My Boss and I went and we waited around for an hour for a new friend to show. Then I found out what kinda happened. Its some drama shit. Then to top it all off at 1530 or so, my Dad called to tell me my Grandmother passed on Christmas Eve. I am hoping that life will get better soon. And I find myself in another pickle. Do i spend the money to go to the funeral. Its probably in a few days, so it would almost be same day booking for the ticket to Houston. Oh well. I imagine life goes on.

Love
Well, I find this Odd... I thought I loved Andrew. i mean, I REALLY freaking did. And I DO miss him at times. But, what i feel for Adam... is unexplainable. I find myself wanting to be around him all the time... I find myself wanting to never leave him, and wanting him to always be MINE. just hearing his voice makes me happy... Everything about him seems perfect. I mean, suuuuure no one is perfect... but still... I feel like everything I could ever want from a man, he gives me. He makes me feel, important... like, I'm the only thing that matters to him. I mean, obviously, i'm NOT... because, well, eevryone has all kinds of important people in their lives... but it's how he makes me FEEL... like I'm "number one" his little world... and I love it. He makes me feel important, and loved. I don't get ignored for stupid shit... I mean, he stays up late to talk to me, and my silly little butt is up at 5a when he wakes up talking to him. I mean, we spend hours each day talking... and m

Tonight I Await Thee
tonight i await thee yet who are you? i have drank the sweet red wine and think of your lips brushing lightly against mine, i peeled silently each petal from a dozen red roses and laid them on my bed I look at your picture in the mirror and hope those petals will caress your body who are you? will you come? I call with a whisper I need you I want you to taste you to feel you to be with you to be in you to feel your sweat falling on my face your hair mussed, fussed, short but still a handfull your teeth slightly pulling the tenderness of my skin as we laugh the silliness of the moment yet hunger screams aloud your name yet I do not hear, who are you who are you... I want to know poet

New Year Day Astrology Reading:
Tuesday, Jan 1, 2008 Ven Sqr Sun Your desire for pleasure, ease, and affection is brought to the fore, and may interfere with work or complicate situations in which you need to be acting assertively and on your own behalf. Your mood and attitude is conciliatory, and your need for love and approval heightened. Social gatherings and personal relationships are favored.

My Wonderfully Amazing Boyfriend
So, yeah... I guess i'm still on this Adam trip. I probably will be for quite some time... He is so amazing. Just the things he says to me, and the way he says them. And, god... the feeling i get when he kisses me. Wow. Like, i'm convinced he's the most perfect and amazing man I've ever known. I mean, god, i know I sound SO insanely stupid at times, but I have never felt this way about a man before... in my entire life... I mean, god, I've been through more men than underwear... ok, maybe not literally... actually, not literally at all... but you get the damn point!!! And yet, still, somehow, Adam means so much more to me. I can't explain it, except to say, I know I love him... SO very much. He's the only human alive I will wake up for at 5 in the damn morning... just to sit and chat... just so i can hear his voice... I can't imagine going on morning with out hearing his voice... cept on weekends when i can sleep in and hear it when i wake up :) I've never wanted to be with someone so

New Joke
A woman was shopping at her local supermarket where she selected 2 litres of low fat milk, a carton of eggs, 2 litres of orange juice, a head of lettuce, half a dozen tomatoes, a 500g jar of coffee and a 250g pack of bacon. As she was unloading her items on the conveyor belt to check out, a drunk standing behind her watched as she placed the items in front of the cashier. While the cashier was ringing up her purchases, the drunk calmly stated," You must be single." The woman was a bit startled by this proclamation, but she was intrigued by the derelict's intuition, since she was indeed single. She looked at her six items on the belt and saw nothing particularly unusual about her selections that could have tipped off the drunk to her marital status. Curiosity getting the better of her, she said, "Well, you know what, you're absolutely correct. But how on earth did you know that?" The drunk replied, "Cos you're ugly."

A Poem: By Pacey (inspired By Women Scorned)
Today I spent a bit of time talking with my buddy Jason and browsing other people's blogs. After reading several poems, I noticed none of them talked about things I care about or understand. I decided it was high time I put pen to paper...or finger to key...and do what I do best: be sick. The Player Girl you're so ugly But boy am I drunk I couldn't help but notice A little junk in your trunk I'll buy you a drink If it helps me to score But if it doesn't You owe me $6, you whore Then I'll stalk you all night Well, you and 4 other chicks And I hope 1 out of 5 girls Will show me her tits The DJ's playing the last song The club's going to close I'll have to make my move pronto If I plan on not calling her tomorrow To the bar I do stumble And some words I mumble As I begin to spit game I accidentally spit in her eye, wow I'm so lame "Your ass is amazing Your tits are the bomb I'd l

A Christmas Carol That Has Baffled Me
There is one Christmas Carol that has always baffled me. What in the world do leaping lords, French hens, swimming swans, and especially the partridge who won't come outof the pear tree have to do with Christmas? Today, I found out.From 1558 until 1829, Roman Catholics in England werenot permitted to practice their faith openly. Someoneduring that era wrote this carol as a catechism song for young Catholics. It has two levels of meaning: the surface meaning plus a hidden meaning known only to members of their church. Eachelement in the carol has a code word for a religious realitywhich the children could remember. -The partridge in a pear tree was Jesus Christ. -Two turtle doves were the Old and New Testaments. -Three French hens stood for faith, hope and love. -The four calling birds were the four gospels of Matthew, Mark, Luke & John. -The five golden rings recalled the Torah or Law, the first five books of the Old Testament. -The six geese a-laying stood for the six days of creation

Moon Dancer
She is the moon Dancer, Dancing amoung the stars. She has no worries, Her heart is full of love. If you look in the sky, You will see her shining. The moon dancer gives pure delight. So when your down and lonely, Look up toward the moon. Let the moon dancer sprinkle her love down on you. It will lift your heart, And the next thing you know, You will be dancing like her. Full of love, peace and tranquility. Dee Parenti All rights Reserved.

Life.
It amazing how life can seem great- no better yet amazing one week prior. Last week: 1) Kicked out the room mate from hell: no more stress. 2) Informed that my tickets for New York for New Years were ready and I would have my itinerary in a few days. 3) Headed home to see my family for Christmas. This week: 1) Room mate from hell remains a thorn in our side by stealing the pool key. 2) The tickets never came. There was no trip to New York. The friends I were to see never called to explain why. 3) My family left for Houston... as my grandmother passed away last night. I can't go, I have to stay with my brother who needs to watch the house. Hate this. HATE it all. -Rafael

I May Have Been Single For A Few Hours Yesterday But...(a Message For Boys Of Fubar)
That does not mean that I want your stupid ass hitting on me! For one, your on the fucking internet hiding behind a fucking monitor. GROW SOMEBALLS AND MEET WOMEN IN PERSON! Secondly, your fucking lines are lame... they are all the same! You may not realize this but I have heard everything motherfucking thing you have to say from someone else at one point or another! Therefore I DONT WANT TO FUCKING HEAR IT AGAIN! And last but not least, just because it said single, does NOT mean I am looking! And if it did, I sure as fuck would not find a guy on Fubar!! SO PLEASE! STOP FUCKING MESSAGING ME WITH YOUR pseudo intellectual bullshit or your fake motherfucking lines! IM SICK OF IT! For the tiny few who arent these bastards... disregaurd this blog. The rest of you however, CAN KISS MY FUCKING ASS! Choke on your food and die!

Pregnant Women In Bars
I've been cruising Fubar today just...chillin'. And something very disturbing caught my eye. The winner of some fu-contest (that I generally pay no attention to) was pregnant in their default and proudly displaying her belly. I don't think pregnant women are gross by any stretch of the imagination. Having been a pregnant woman at one time, I know it's a beautiful thing and there is nothing wrong with a woman who is proud to show off her belly. This is an online bar. It's like walking into a bar, seeing a pregnant woman with a belly shirt on, cigarette dangling from her fingers and a shot of JD in her hand. "Down the hatch, little one! Mommy loves you!" Eww. The beauty of this site is that people can generally post whatever they want. No one I've ever spoken to has had an issue offending me, so therefore, I have no issue offending anyone else. Is it me or is that sick?

Naughty Application
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Feel free to email Your answers to me instead of posting them here if You like!!

Trust In Me
trust in me cause i know the pain trust in me cause i know the cold nights trust in me cause i know the lonliness trust in me cause i know my heart trust in me cause i know my soul trust in me cause i know what i give trust in me cause i know who i am trust in me cause i know what i want trust in me cause i know i can trust you! !

My Self Alone
Alone I drift away, Alone I walk a thousand miles, Alone I fall asleep, Alone I stare at the sky, Alone I sit under a tree, Alone I cry. Alone I dream of you, Alone I hope and pray, to God who is oh so merciful and powerful to let me find my way. Alone I drift away, Alone I live today, and alone I'll die someday.

Giving Your 100% !!
Here is a little something someone sent me that is indisputable mathematical logic. It also made me Laugh Out Loud. This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint...it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Heres a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But , A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+

New Car......
OKAY!..my son is in cub scouts...and the pinewood derby is coming up in February....(if any of you know what that is).... Last year we won 2nd place overall...the year before we won for most creative.... This year?..im lookin for new ideas for our car...any suggestions to take it all?...... Thanx :)

My New Years Resolution
THIS YEAR I DECIDED TO KEEP IT SIMPLE.. NO MORE WIMPY EMO MEN....TILL I FIND WHAT IM LOOKIN FOR, NONE FOR ME THANKS FIND A DAMN RENTAL HOUSE THATS NOT FALLIN APART AROUND ME... TAKE CARE OF ME AND MINE...CAUSE AINT NO ONE ELSE GONNA DO IT AND SIMPLY ENJOY LIFE MORE...I'VE BEEN THROUGH HELL AND BACK, AND ITS TIME TO JUST LIVE... TO ALL MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS, I HOPE THIS NEW YEAR BRINGS YOU NOTHING BUT WHAT YOU WANT... MUCH LOVE, NIPSY

No Snow!!!! Yay!!!
thats right..i didnt get snowed in!! anyway, here is something for your reading entertainment.... The smile on her face Holds back the tears she cries Inside she feels out of place Being locked in her room at night Long sleeve shirts in summer To hide daddys wrath Why does he hurt her To afraid to fight back Then one day she has enough Something inside snaps Now it's her turn to play rough "Cmon give me another slap!!!" A little boy of seven Thought he went from Hell to Heaven But reality soon set in Taking blows from which he can't defend Fists turn to words Can't tell which hurts worse His faith in God is all he has "Father please give me strength to last" Finding strength in "You Can't" Refusing to believe Mommy's rants Now people crave to read his words Words he was once told were absurd Abandoned by Mom at such a young age Then she came back and claimed she had changed But old habits

Home Again And Staying
I am home to stay for good....I was with my ex the father of my sons.....He was a a$$ still is one.....I had to find out for myself.....I did Things just did not work out right I went back to the love of my life....He ask me to Marry him and I said yes.......My ring is awesome.....Love you always Boogie........I miss my babies very much......Love you Zakk and Ozzy......So far away from home ......

My Language
I have a 18 Year old daughter with autisam. She has been looked at as a freak in her life or even someone oh is so highly intelagent that people can not understand her and the way she is thinking or trying to communate with others. During her school years they said she wouldnt never speak english or communicate with others. She has proved them wrong. But the communacation isnt the same as when we talk to eachother she uses her music to speak what she feels and how her day is going. I have had people say poor you for having to dael with something that shouldnt be handed to anyone in their life time. I say poor you everyone in this world who does not look at autisam as someone who can communicate with everything in their surroundings. Even my dags know what my daughter wants or needs from them without saying a word.

123007 Horoscope
Although a friend or playmate may bring you good news today, you might not blindly accept it. If you believe there is more going on than is apparent, you want to get to the bottom of it. You may think that everything will work out fine -- and it could -- but don't dig too deeply. You might just uncover something you don't need to know.

Faster-than-light Take: Sweeney Todd And The World's End (five Years From Now)
A miracle of sorts has happened: Watching TWO film musicals on the big screen in the same calendar year. Amazing. Not since my late junior high school years and falling instantly for cinematic versions of Jesus Christ Superstar, Godspell, Little Shop of Horrors, Tommy, Grease, West Side Story and Top Secret (dammit people, that IS a musical!) had I felt exuberant over musicals. But you know, the planets and closest constellations (not to mention the right plot, songs and casting) must first align to create the perfect storm for me. I'll keep this review of Sweeney Todd brief. It's bloody good. Pun and no pun intended. As I said on my MS calendar, it was another role Johnny Depp seemed destined to play, even when he first joined forces with Tim Burton for Edward Scissorhands. Still fresh of 21 Jump Street and film fans were beginning to take notice 16-17 FREAKIN' YEARS AGO! Burton has made a career out of reveling in the truly ghoulishly, sardonic, mischievous delights that reign

Whats Your Sign? -virgo For Me
Mine is true......Is yours??? GEMINI -HARD LOVER (5/21-6/21) Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. good personalities. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. CANCER-CRAVES SEX ALOT (6/22-7/22) Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being In long-term relationships. Extremely energetic. Unpredictable. Will exceed your expectations. Normally not a Fighter, but will if neccessary. Someone loves them right now. LIBRA- THE PIMP (9/23-10/22) Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. AQUARIUS - THE ONE U CANT TOUCH (1/20-2/18) Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable.

They Gave To Me
I close my eyes to the evening sun My memories I now travel through Seeing all the history of my past Many are passing now in review I can see the heritage that I live The grief many of them came to bare The pain that they learned to withstand Knowing none other them did care A tear forms in my eye now As distant sounds I can now hear I listen intently to the message Of the pains they were made to bare I see the visions of my ancestors Reaching out to me as there I stand Opening their hearts from above Where in pride they all now stand I feel a warmth now enter me As day becomes that of night I understand the hardships they fought I can see their losses in their plight My heart opens widely for them Feeling they slip inside of me Letting me know that their sacrifices Are what have helped to keep me free The sounds now are fading I open my eyes in the night time air Looking to the heavens I now embrace Their home that is now up there I walk away in darkened

"secrets"
"Secrets" If you'd tell me your problem I'd tell you I knew And say "I'm worried too" Just cause you haven't said It doesn't mean that I don't know Even though you act real private Sometimes secrets show Sara Holbrook

A Man Walks Into A Bar...
A guy walks into a bar with a mushroom under his arm. He says, "I'll have two beers - one for me and one for the fun guy." The number twelve walks into a bar and asks the barman for a pint of beer. "Sorry I can't serve you," states the barman. "Why not?!" asks the number twelve with anger showing in its voice. "You're under 18," replies the barman. A neutron walks into a bar, sits down and asks for a drink. Finishing, the neutron asks "How much?" The bartender says, "For you, no charge." A golf club walks into a local bar and asks the barman for a pint of beer. The barman refuses to serve him. "Why not," asks the golf club. "You'll be driving later," replies the bartender. A brain walks into a bar and says, "I'll have a pint of beer please." The barman looks at him and says "Sorry, I can't serve you." "Why not?" askes the brain. "You're already out of your head." A man walked into a bar after a long day at work. As

Thought I Would Give It A Shot
I am on a quest. I would like to have the SpotLight ONCE ... LOL I see that today's Spotlight went for 12.5 (that's unreal lol) but I would like to try for it anyway. I am doing what I can to gain more fubucks on my own, but I will need help from my friends and family too...Can you help me? Will you help me?.... Here's the deal. I will appreciate help from any and everyone, and if in the case that I don't think that the Spotlight is attainable, I will return fubucks and do a special pimpout for everyone that helped me attempt to get the Spotlight! I am not sure if it is possible, but I would like to try....Thanks to you all in advance for any help that you may extend my way. ¢¾ JeNn ¢¾ Door Girl for Centerfolds¢¾The Sisterhood¢¾@ fubar

Love Is ....
Love is.... when the life we live and we give up for someone that we have in our life. Love is .... when you look at a child as it grows and you know that you made that and nurtured it. Love is....when sit and look around you and see hopw the nature of the world controls its self. Love is ...also when u can call friend and them ypour problems and cry on there shoulder without being mocked or ridculed. Love is farmost the easiest thing to and the hardest thing to let go. We all deal with it ways no matter how do it.

Some Funnies
A couple is taking a stroll in a lovely meadow when they come upon a wishing well. The woman leans over makes a wish, and throws in a quarter. Her husband decides he wants to make a wish, also. Unfortunately, he leans over too far, falls down into the well, and drowns. The woman stands there shaken for a moment, and then exclaims, "HOLY SHIT, IT WORKS!!!" ------------------------------------ As the woman passed her daughter's closed bedroom door, she heard a strange buzzing noise coming from within. Opening the door, she observed her daughter giving herself a real workout with a vibrator. Shocked, she asked, "What in the world are you doing?" The daughter replied, "Mom, I'm thirty-five years old, unmarried, and this thing is about as close as I'll ever get to a husband. Please, go away and leave me alone." The next day, the girl's father heard the same buzz coming from the other side of the closed bedroom door. Upon entering the room, he observed his daughter making passionat

Dreams & Sleeping
~Have you ever had a recurring dream? If so what was it? scarey one makes me almost cry ~Whats your most memorable dream? idk one i saw him again and was just happy ~How many hours sleep do you get each night? i don't have an average amount of sleep ~What time do you get up on a school day? when i went to school .... got up at 6:30am ~How many times have you stayed up all night? many many times ~Have you ever got so drunk that you don’t remember going to bed? Nope. ~What do you normally do last thing before going to bed? listen to music and try to fall asleep ~Does coffee wake you up? sometimes ~Does vodka put you to sleep? dont' drink ~Do you wriggle in bed so much that you wake up facing a different way to how you started? yup lol ~What was the last time you shared a bed? shared a bed? at a hotel with shannon lol ~Do you tend to dream about real life things more, or complete fantasies? mostly real .. some just strange . ~How long

Bullshit
This just fucking pisses me off. My step daughters got a package today from their dad who lives in oregon it contained their christmas presents which he said he sent out on the 20th. inside the package it contained a bracelet "cheap walmart kind with the removable links wrapped in some kinda small blanket like cloth. the notes to the girls were written on a plane piece of paper. the fuckin cheap ass didnt even send a fucking christmas card with it. they tried to act suprised but i think they were let down big time. yes i know becky will read this but this guy is a fucking asshole he comes in and plays daddy when he wants and other than that doesnt bother them. basically the rant is just because of the distance is no reason what so ever why they should have to suffer. your thoughts?

The Oil Field Explained...
The Oil Field Explained... A Few Good Men Style -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Those of you familiar with the oilfield might get a laugh out of this... Operations: "You want answers?" Accounting: "I think we are entitled to them!" Operations: "You want answers?!" Accounting: "I want the truth!" Operations: "You can't handle the truth!!!" "Son, we live in a world that requires revenue. And that revenue must be brought in by people with elite skills. Who's going to find it? You? You, Mr. Accountant? We have a greater responsibility than you can possibly fathom. You scoff at operations and you curse our lucrative incentives. You have that luxury. You have the luxury of not knowing what we know: that while the cost of business results are excessive, it drives in revenue. And my very existence, while grotesque and incomprehensible to you, drives REVENUE! You don't want to know the truth because deep down in places you

Sorry
i said things that hurt i said things to upset you i never meant to hurt you i never meant to upset you sorry for what i said i never meant for that sorry for what i did i never wanted to make you sad i love when we are happy i hate when you are sad i love making you laugh i hate seeing you down sorry for not holding you when you need it sorry for not making you laugh when you are down i promise to be more supportive i promise to keep you laughing i promise to show all my love to you i promise to hold you all night long sorry for all the stuff i said that hurt you sorry for all the sadness you had with me sorry for all the times it felt that i pushed you away my love for you will always be strong as time grows my love for you grows my heart is full when you are with me my life is worth millions as long as you are around

Twins Reunited After 35yrs Apart
To meet them today you would imagine that they had known each other all their lives. They share an easy intimacy that belies the fact that identical twins Elyse Schein and Paula Bernstein spent their first 35 years in total ignorance of the other's existence. They were given up for adoption to separate families as part of an experiment in the US to discover how identical twins would react to being raised in different family backgrounds. Neither set of adoptive parents knew the babies were part of a study or that they had been born twins. The research project took place under the guidance of a leading US child psychologist with the co-operation of prestigious New York adoption agency Louise Wise Services. It wasn't until Elyse Schein contacted the agency in 2003 to find out more details about her birth that the truth began to emerge. "I received a letter that said: 'You were born on 9th October 1968 at 12.51 pm, the younger of twin girls.' It was unbelievable. Suddenly another element o

For All My Fu Friends
OK Heres The Deal..Pit An His Girl Are In A Contest 4 Hottest Couple On The FU Drop A Rate On It Im Askn 4 Ur Time If U Drop A Rate On It Lemme Kno...And i'll make u a personal salute Just click the pic ty and luv ya all

Peotry
Who gave yourself to te death of the cross to save sinners, look uopn me most lustful of all: And I did love him with every inch of my flesh burning with his fingetips and the sound of his voice. My body upon his made me feel angelic and his kisses so seductive uopn my neck to my lustful lips. It started so easy as he held me tight agianst his frame, but as the candle dimmed his breath hastened as he touched me, my eyes shut tight with the biting of my lip tasting blood. As he kissed his way above my heart I whimpered softly. Hands all around my curves as if sculpting a wine glass. The scent of the vineyard arousing his craving as the kisses dwelled down te slope of my midriff to a decadent yet mysterious valley. Candy raindrops softly reflecting off the folds as he explored taking into him all that I hold sacred and cherished, and oh God did he touch with such respect of the temple, finding the gem that lies hiddin. Thighs shudder in a wake of tide overcoming me, drown

Sway
When marimba rhythms start to play Dance with me, make me sway Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore Hold me close, sway me more Like a flower bending in the breeze Bend with me, sway with ease When we dance you have a way with me Stay with me, sway with me Other dancers may be on the floor Dear, but my eyes will see only you Only you have the magic technique When we sway I go weak I can hear the sounds of violins Long before it begins Make me thrill as only you know how Sway me smooth, sway me now Other dancers may be on the floor Dear, but my eyes will see only you Only you have the magic technique When we sway I go weak I can hear the sounds of violins Long before it begins Make me thrill as only you know how Sway me smooth, sway me now You know how Sway me smooth, sway me now

Love Defined
What does Love mean? Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it. Touching words from the mouth of babes. What does Love mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Love is when

Racism On The Air
I listen to morning shows on my way to work. Some of them are funny, some of them...disturbing. Now I adore Steve Harvey but he has had some of the dumbest Strawberry letters. Like today. A woman is asking about what to do about her black fiance' who picks on her kids about being overweight and makes racist comments about white people. The woman is white, one daughter is white and the other two daughters are mixed. There's a lot of things that could have been said but for the most part, the comments left chalked up to an interracial relationship being "the" problem and she should stick to her own race because whites cant understand anything that blacks go through. Yeah...it's time to grow up and pick up that brain you left in lay-a-way while in in the womb. I've delt with ignorance and sometimes just down right stupidity since..well hell, I can remember. Coming from a little redneck town and being raised by a single mother who loves everyone reguardless of race can be pretty interes

Yay For Luvy!
she's getting two awards today for a photograph she took that was picked out of TWO counties here. Not only that her picture is hanging in a museum for a month. hopefully i can get out of here early enough to go to the ceremony. :)

Metroid Prime 3: Corruption.
In more Luvy news, I was playing it last night and she sat in the room and watched me fight the Berserker Lord. In an act of bravery, cause it can be described as nothing else, she decided to talk to me while I was fighting him and told me how to kill him. In that split second that I was distracted, he wound up killing me. I looked at her with a deranged look and she goes, "Um, I'm gonna go watch Hannah Montana" and ran out of my room. Once in complete silence and with no backseat gamer driving I killed him and moved on. I HATE being talked to when I'm playing. She was reminded of it last night.

Open~~up~~
TISMOM05 AND EVONNE NEED LOTS OF HELP GETTING THERE GIVEAWAY DONE... WE HAVE A TIME LIMIT...IT HAS TO BE DONE BY APRIL 11TH... TISMOM05 AND EVONNE WILL RATE YOUR PICS AND STASH 4 COMMENTS.. JUST EMAIL US WHEN DONE AND HOW MANY COMMENTS..... CLICK THE PIC THANKS ALOT EVONNE AND TISMOM05

A True Girlfriend
Grab him neck/butt/waist when you kiss him, it's a real turn on.Not his body.. • Stay on the phone with him even if he not saying anything. • When he's mad hug him tight and don't let go then kiss him • When he says he's ok dont believe it talk with him •Never flirt with other guys (he will remeber that) • Call him at 12:00am on him birthday to tell him you love him • Call him before you sleep and after you wake up • Treat him like a person and not something to show off for your sick ways • Tease him and let him tease you back. • Stay up all night with him when he's sick. • Watch him favorite movie with him. • Give him the world. • Let him wear your sport clothes. • When he's bored and sad, hang out with him. • Let him know he's important. • Kiss him in the pouring rain. • When he runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;"Que Paso Mi Nino?"

What Is A Friend?
What is a Friend? I wish i knew the direct answer. To me they stand by you no matter what and forgive you for everything. But others it means other things. I used to have someone i considered a mom to me my best friend I guess I wasn't a good friend in the end because we aren't talking and they said they would be friends no matter what happened. but it didn't work that way oh well you live and learn

Call Me A Baby!!
Just be naked when ya do it... :) Anyway, someone on here who I thought was a close friend removed me from their friends list… Went to make a typical funny comment as I have been known to do, and I was blocked from doing so… That makes the 2nd person too do that too me… Call me a baby butt I am removing both people from accessing my page AND from my CHERISHED joke email list… Friends don’t do that…

Learned The Hard Way
I've learned the hard way that until you kiss the cold dead gray lips of The one TRUE Love-of-your-Life, after witnessing their last breath in your arms, then having to walk away from their body for the very last time, you can NOT understand real loss. Before Gus died, I had nearly all of my possessions stolen. But I still had my life, and I still had Gus. So I got over it. Those things I lost were only things after all. I know I am blessed to have had Gus' amazing unconditional Love and I know it's more than some people will ever have. I also now know real loss, and that's why I don't sweat the small stuff anymore. Now I know first hand that the best things in life are not things, and compared to losing Gus, everything else is small stuff. Perspective is everything, and there is no substitute for experience. I'll never get over losing Gus, but I'm getting on with it. Blessed Be ~Drea

Barbie's Letter To Santa
Dear Santa, Listen you ugly little troll, I've been helping you out every year, playing at being the perfect Christmas present, wearing skimpy bathing suits in frigid weather, and drowning in fake tea from one too many tea parties, and I hate to break it to ya Santa, but IT'S DEFINITELY PAYBACK TIME! There had better be some changes around here by next Christmas, or I'm gonna call for a nationwide meltdown (and trust me, you won't wanna be around to smell it). So, here's my holiday wish list for 2008: 1. A nice, comfy pair of sweat pants and a frumpy, oversized sweatshirt. I'm sick of looking like a hooker. How much smaller are these bathing suits gonna get? Do you have any idea what it feels like to have nylon and Velcro crawling up your butt? 2. Real underwear that can be pulled on and off. Preferably white. What bonehead at Mattel decided to cheap out and MOLD imitation underwear to my skin? It looks like cellulite! 3. A REAL man ... maybe GI Joe. Hell, I'd take Tickl

Weather
I Got this from one of my Aunts today . Now she only lives a bit more than 2 hours from me . .Contrary to public opinion...this is NOT sunny California...we do not surf...we do not live on the beach....and the sun does NOT shine 365 days a year and it does get colder than 35 degrees. No-- we have had wind, (up to 60 mph- gusts-- sustained at 35)..we have had rain...about 2.5 inches in the last 24 hours...(not a lot compared to Georgia)...we had had cold (cold to us) temps...about 38-40 and expected to get colder with the third storm coming in....we do have electricity tho...even tho 100,000 people haven't had it in at least 24 hours.....in Butte County... Our canvas and steel gazebo ended up on the roof of the family room...taking the wood stove chimney for a tipping party....(yes the gazebo was anchored down with cinder blocks..which we have discovered can be moved by wind gusts)....we had a 60 foot cypress tree in our patio..uprooted...at lest 3 sections of the fence are gone...and

Lenny Kravitz-black Velveteen
Black velveteen Simple and clean Oh what a bad machine Black velveteen Supple and lean The 21st century dream Ready to please Free from disease Shes waiting on her knees Its not a sin Titanium skin Just take her for a spin Black velveteen Simple and clean Oh what a bad machine Black velveteen Supple and lean The 21st century dream Nice piece of kit Electronic clit Just sit down for a fit Ready to trip A guarantee hit Shes all you ever wished Black velveteen dont give a damn shell do dishes Black velveteen knows all the night spots in france Black velveteens cat smells like strawberry kittens Black velveteen always is ready to dance Shes ready to Black velveteen Simple and clean Oh what a bad machine Black velveteen Supple and lean The 21st century dream Black velveteen dont give a damn shell do dishes Black velveteen knows all the night spots in france Black velveteens cat smells like strawberry kittens Black velveteen always

Mother Teresa
Life Current mood: good Category: Life The Final Analysis People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered; ...Forgive them anyway! If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives; ...Be kind anyway! If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies; ...Succeed anyway! If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you; ...Be honest and frank anyway! What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight; ...Build anyway! If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous; ...Be happy anyway! The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow; ...Do good anyway! Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough; ...Give the world the best you've got anyway! You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God; It was never between you and them anyway. Mother Teresa 1910 - 1997

Geese
Loving father of Nigel, born 3-24-96 and died 6-10-96 Have you ever wondered why migrating geese fly in V formation ? As with most animal behaviour, there is a good reason which we can learn a valuable principle of mutual aid. As each bird flaps its wings, it creates an "uplift" for the bird following. By flying in their V group formation, the whole flock adds 71% more flying range than if each bird flew alone. Whenever a goose falls out of the group formation, it suddenly feels the drag and resistance of trying to fly alone, and quickly gets back into formation to take advantage of the "lifting power" of the bird immediately in front. When the lead goose gets tired, it rotates back into formation and another goose flies at the point position. The geese in formation honk from behind to encourage those up front to keep their speed. When a goose gets sick, wounded or shot down, two geese drop out of formation and follow him down to help and protect him. They stay with him

Bitch
When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts, or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means that I am free to be the wonderful creature that I am, with all my own intricacies, contradictions, quirks and beauty. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak up against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. I am proud to be a bitch! It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated, and determined. I want what I want, and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to s

The Gym Awaits
Damn, I dont want to go to the gym, but thats what I have to do. I'm trying to get in shape, besides I paid them folks my money, do they gonna see me, whether (I) like it or not. Now get them legs in the air. And one, and two, and three, and four now....... Toodles, The Southern Belle

Life
The sight of life is sore. The smell of life is foul. The touch of life is cold The sound of life is hollow The taste of life is bitter The pain of life is constant The absence of life is Death In Death, these cannot be! So then, the joy of life is Death

The Reflection Of Beauty: Genesis
In the reflection of beauty lies a woman, not like any I have ever known. In this reflection, reality and fantasy merge into one creating lust, passion, and envy. Her attributes, in a reality so dark and gloom, set in desperation and spawned by lack of faith (in love and for love) she becomes our paradise lost, in this desert we call life. In the reflection of beauty lies a woman in which a touch, as soft and gentle as the Down we lay our heads on, that would comfort mind, heart, and body; warming the coldest, darkest recesses of the soul. It would make any man, or beast, humble in the sight of what God had made. In the reflection of beauty lies a woman in which her celestial gaze would exhibit an eminent appearance of endless knowledge and wisdom. One in which we all long to acquire from her, yet knowing we could never bare the burden of truth. It is a history of all that is pure and innocent. In the reflection of beauty lies a woman who bares a love like none other. A love n

White Rose
White Rose by Walter Poe In the storm Stands the white rose tumultuous waves of destruction abound her Yet tall is the white rose strong in the face Of the sensed doom around her And she does not bow down Pure is the white rose In the compost earth growing eternal strength in the nights that so hurt I see not the white rose She is so far away But I long to protect her But only the words can I say So I send her my words And my poets heart To help her when there is hope to see her through Be Strong little flower Your heart will guide true And as long as you want I will always talk to you

Psych!!!
I feel myself changing as a person... not better or worse off... just different. I catch myself day dreaming randomly about some particulary grusome, yet amusing prospects. I've been seeing red again also... maybe I should tell someone, but i wont. I feel the time bomb ticking in the pit of my stomach as if implanted by some foreign scientist as a sick joke. So much has gone wrong, and so much more is failing by the minute, that I can only amuse myself by wondering when it'll go off. What really IS my limit. Im starting to feel like a caged animal... one thats being antagonized and pushed... everyone has a breaking point and im starting to crack. Tomorrow is NEVER promised today, and 'later' may just be too late. I find myself itching for life... craving it like an addiction. I feel as though im missing out on something AMAZING by doing 'nothing'. I have bigger dreams and aspirations than most; their just in a different catagory. I want a one-way bus ticket to vegas and 50 bucks to

Intel Unveils First Mobile Penryn Processor
LAS VEGAS -- Intel unveiled today the first Penryn laptop processors, a follow-up to the Penryn desktop processors that began to appear late last year. They mark a refresh to the fourth-generation (Santa Rosa) Centrino laptop platform and should begin to appear in new laptops next week. The refreshed Centrino platform uses the Mobile Intel 965 Express Chipset, which supports the new Penryn processor, wireless components, and graphics subsystems. Intel will introduce hardware support for Microsoft Vista's DirectX 10 graphics later in the first quarter of 2008. Intel will also introduce an upgraded Centrino platform (codenamed Montevina) later this year. Greener Chips The five new Penryn mobile processors --one Extreme and four mainstream--use Intel's new 45-nanometer microprocessor architecture, which is more energy efficient than the previous 65nm architecture. They still bear Intel's Core 2 Extreme and Duo branding with clock speeds ranging from 2.1-GHz to 2.8-GHz. Although

You Know Who You Are
everytime i talk to him it get harder not to think about him and it get harder not to miss him wish he was here with me and i wouldnt have to be wrting this he has helped me with so much and i know i wouldnt be this sane if it werent for him i had a rough year last year but thsi year it will be a lot better now that he is here in my life i know that it sounds corny but you know what he hasd always told me to be myself and say what i am thinking and what is on my mind so i am and if you dont like it then quit reading my shit cause i am who i am and aint no one gonna change me

Identity Theft, You Mean Identy Mark.
is bad enough having five identities of your own making and volition but when I get ten emails to ten different people from ten different people every day then I am surprised I am not sitting here going Phwerble Phwerble Phwerble, Phwerble.. Have you ever conceived the name Isolde Perdekamp, no doubt she is called Izze for short and there is nothing wrong with that, believe me. Well, she has sent an email to dg Merriman all about the pesky Canadian Drug company or supplier of drugs. I wonder if it is pot, because the way this is going I might just as well succumb to the dreaded weed of my own accord and then not care about the intrusive strangers. That sounds German, Isolde Perdekamp, I am not saying anything. Do they not know that I am trying to give drugs up and had it not been or a minor hicough then by March I would have been off the perishing things for good. That is medicational and not recreational!!! Hey, if there was a natural way to do it then I would try that bu

Tales Of My Adolescence - Part 1
When I was 8, in my school it was cool to collect pencils. They had this vending machine out in front of the cafeteria that sold them two at a time. That's where my lunch money went.. These weren't ordinary pencils, they had things printed on them. Sometimes it would be sports teams and sometimes it would be Atari games and sometimes it would be 'funny' trucker sayings. I got addicted to this and at one point, I was skipping recess and telling the teacher I wanted to clean the blackboard - but instead of doing that I would steal everyone's pencils from their desks. One day, I came back from recess and someone had stolen all of my favorite GoBots. I started to panic when I noticed they were missing, and then I cried and made a huge scene about it. It was so traumatic that it taught me a valuable lesson about stealing - that it fucking sucks when it happens to you. To this day though, I still have all of those pencils. Dont' ask me why. When I was 9, my mom took me to see

Do You Consider This Drama ??????
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Standing By Your Man With A Louisville Slugger
Tammy Wynette once said.. Sometimes its hard to be a woman,Giving all your love to just one man,You'll have bad times and he'll have good times doing things that you don't understand but if you love him you'll forgive him Even though he's hard to understand and if you love him Oh be proud of him 'Cause after all he's just a man Stand by your man Give him two arms to cling to And something warm to come to When nights are cold and lonely Stand by your man And tell the world you love him Keep giving all the love you can Stand by your man tand by your man And show the world you love him Keep giving all the love you can Stand by your man... For years I've tried, god knows I've tried, 11 years of trying but sometimes what Carrie Underwood said a year ago makes me feel better... Right now, he's probably slow dancing with a bleached-blonde tramp and she's probably getting frisky Right now he's probably buying her some Fruity little drink 'cause she can't shoot whiskey Right

If I Knew Then What I Know Now Then I Would Still Have Had Surgery. 21 July 2007
If I knew then what I know now then I would still have had surgery. 21 July 2007 OK. I am having the best time of my life now and it is only due to having the surgery. It has enabled me to do just as I please and with the added bonus of giving me the confidence to carry it out. At present I have not had a seizure so that is one year and three months now. Wonderful. Nothing seems to really bother me and in fact except for the war wound syndrome everything is fully healed. I appreciate so much more now and notice so much more oh but the only problem is with word recall and face recognition and maybe a little short term memory problems but these are not due to surgery because mostly these have actually improved from before surgery and were not connected to the seizures. It was all due to a problem in infanthood which is noted in the first entry and not due to suffering with epilepsy. As it is not a perfect world I would say that things are as perfect for me as they shoul

A Possible Earbashing. 28 November 2007.
A possible earbashing. 28 November 2007. I thought it would not get better but it seems that since having my ears cleaned in India the irritation caused by the sound of rustling plastic bags in the ears has eased off. It has not totally disappeared but it is certainly easier to put up with. A gentleman who had trained for 23 years in the art of cleaning ears spent a long time cleaning mine out whilst I sat on the sunbed on a beach in Goa. He worked hard for his money and everyone was entertained by the site of a man sticking a very long needle into a woman's ear. Whatever they thought it worked and my hearing has improved and the sound of silence is not so irritating so I do not need my MP3 on all the time now. Whilst on holiday I did have a black out but this was due to dehydration, the heat and lack of sleep due to the night time dog patrol, the excessive heat during the day and probably not drinking enough water. Whatever it was soon sorted thanks to a Doctor who gave m

Heaven Sent Me An Angel...
Heaven has sent you an Angel. Heaven didn't want her, so they sent her to me. I don't want her so, I'm sending her to you ! No ya can't send her back to me ya have to send her on to get rid of her...

Let Me
let me take your hand let me lead you away let me show you love let me show you the way i wanna stay here with you i wanna cherish every day and i promise you i will never walk away let me hold you in my arms let me look into your eyes let me in your heart let me stay inside

Angels
I sit and wait does an angel contemplate my fate and do they know the places where we go when we're grey and old 'cos I've been told that salvation lets their wings unfold so when I'm lying in my bed thoughts running through my head and I feel that love is dead I'm loving angels instead CHORUS: And through it all she offers me protection a lot of love and affection whether I'm right or wrong [Angles lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com] and down the waterfall wherever it may take me I know that life won't break me when I come to call she won't forsake me I'm loving angels instead When I'm feeling weak and my pain walks down a one way street I look above and I know I'll always be blessed with love and as the feeling grows she breathes flesh to my bones and when love is dead I'm loving angels instead Chorus

77'000 To Godfather
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Life
Today it is brought to my attention that I "am not good enough" at the house work that I do, the way I help raise my nephew, and at being a good helpful sister. I know that life has its different twists and turns but it hurts when your own sister makes you feel like nobody else in your life wants you. And knowing I believe in everything happens for a reason I have come to the conclusion on what to do with "not being good enough". I have decided I'm going to call momma down in TN and see if I can move back with her. I don't want to leave my nephew because he means the world to me, but I am absolutely unhappy and miserable day in and day out living in a house with my sister and her feeling like I'm her maid, her son's nanny, and her feeling like I owe her everything. I've cried already because I can't imagine how it is going to be waking up without seeing his bright smile every morning, and his hugs and kisses every day, and helping raise him into a good little man. I'm just hoping I'm m

T-shirt In Jan.?????
What is up with this weather huh? im in a t-shirt and its like early spring here. Anyway, nothing new to report for a change LOL. Hope life is treating you well. Be good to yourself. you deserve it! Here is another of my poems. Hope you enjoy! Listen To the sound of your denial Knowing the truth yet playing dumb all the while Watch As you start to believe your own lies Living in your bubble has made you blind Move To the beat of society's drum You can't think for yourself and you have become numb Fly Heading straight for the sun Reality sets in as your wings come undone You claim you can't find the pieces you have been missing Just listen

Clean Can Be Funny.
One day, a man came home and was greeted by his wife dressed in a very Sexy nightie. 'Tie me up,' she purred, 'and you can do anything you want.' So he tied her up and went golfing. ***************************************** A woman came home, screeching her car into the driveway, and ran into the house. She slammed the door and shouted at the top of her lungs, 'Honey, pack your bags. I won the lottery!' The husband said, 'Oh my God! What should I pack, beach stuff or mountain stuff?' 'Doesn't matter,' she said. 'Just get out.' ******************************************** Marriage is a relationship in which one person is always right, and the other is a husband. ************************************* A Polish immigrant went to the DMV to apply for a driver's license. First, of course, he had to take an eye sight test The optician showed him a card with the letters 'C Z W I X N O S T A C Z.' 'Can you read this?' the optician asked. 'Read it?' the Polish gu

Peace Out A-town
haha, I had to be retarded. Well you guys, don't miss me too much. I am driving to Austin tomorrow night after work and partying down with my best friend. Here's to a well deserved 3 day weekend and only a week or so from my birthday!!! Yup, January 23rd!!! &hearts later guys

Will I Live To Be 80?
I recently picked a new primary care doctor. After two visits and exhaustive lab tests, he said I was doing "fairly well" for my age. A little concerned about that comment, I couldn't resist asking him, "Do you think I'll live to be 80?" He asked, "Do you smoke tobacco, or drink beer or wine?" "Oh no," I replied. "I'm not doing drugs, either." Then he asked, "Do you eat rib-eye steaks and barbecued ribs?" I said, "No, my former doctor said that all red meat is very unhealthy!" "Do you spend a lot of time in the sun, like playing golf, sailing, hiking, or bicycling?" "No, I don't," I said. He asked, "Do you gamble, drive fast cars, or have a lot of sex?" "No," I said. "I don't do any of those things." He looked at me and said, "Then, why do you give a shit?"

Bittersweet
Flip a coin See it fly Hold your breath Let Fate decide The coin comes down And slams to the ground Fate has chosen me How can this be My luck has turned I am the happiest Ive been He leans forward His breath is hot on my lips He speaks those three words That I crave to hear He loves me And I him His gentle lips Make sweet contact with my own Beautiful passion Surging back and forth I awake from this dream This heavenly vision My smile is brief As I lay in bed It begins to rain I feel the drops Hot on my face

9 Things I Hate About Everyone
9 Things I Hate About Everyone 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2 People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V.. remote because they refuse to walk to the TV. and change the channel manually. 3 When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4 When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna Kick their asses! 5 When people say while watching a film "did you see that?". No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6 People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and

And This Bird You Cannot Change
Ok so I'm probably gonna lose a friend for this but i'm way past the point of giving two shits and a fuck about it... but ya know what if anyone wants to end a friendship then using song lyrics is the way to go.. bonus points to anyone who can tell me all the songs used (even if its a partial lyric) and who by.. btw I thought of editing it but really who else that reads this is gonna know who this was with so why bother editing that just takes too much time... btw there will be a part two to this cause a point was raised in here that I need to discuss further and share my thoughts on courtsieb: Hi Travis K: hi courtsieb: You should go to photobucket and look under CourtsieB i put up new pics Travis K: oh I should?> courtsieb: Well if you want to see new pics Travis K: ahh you mean i'm allowed lol courtsieb: What? Travis K: to see new pics of you courtsieb: Why wouldn't you be Travis K: cuase I'm not allowed to actually see you til your happy with yourself courtsieb: There'

Young Mother
When we are young everyone tells us not to have children. they say it will ruin our lives but as a young single mother I believe different. I had my daughter when I was 18 and have raised her alone. Yes my life has been slowed down and completely changed but its been totally worth it. Becoming a parent has probably been the best thing that has happened to me. Having a child of your own is an amazing experience. You learn to appreciate the little things in life that most take for granted. Sure things in my situation would probably be a lot different had my daughters father stepped up and did his part. kBut speaking for the single mothers I believe its safe to say that once you give birth to a child they become the most important thing in life. You no longer have time to worry about when the next party is, or what the newest fashion trend has become. Instead you are worrying about if you have enough diapers, or if your child needs anything, even if they are caught up on all the

Its Funny How..
i think everyone knows someone who wanted and was good enough to do something with themselves..but fucked it up.. you watch them and sometimes you kinda want to help or your like yeah fuck it i dont care lol well a girl that WAS a friend is now in this situation..she claimed we were best friends at one point but i never saw it that way..she put the rest of my real friends down, always lied to me, kept other things from me, fucked my ex, lol i can give a whole damn list.. but anyway this girl was so smart..straight a's 4.0 gpa..she wanted 2 be a lawyer and she could have...but she started to become real slutty and a big coke head..well thats when i cut this great "friendship" off..if you do drugs thats great..im not about to preach lol but it pretty much started this downfall.. her lying became worse..according to my other friends that talked to her..shes ditched them for guys, ditched for drugs, framed one of them with these drugs..she just kept losing friends.. now i hear that sh

More Than Just Where You Hang Your Hat At.
Home is the place where, when you have to go there, they have to take you in. --Robert Frost Our home is a place of roots, a place where we can always turn in time of need. Some of us may have had the experience of being away from home and not being able to make it on our own. We know what a relief it was to reach out at last and call our family, who we knew would take us in. We became people in our homes, we learned to eat and walk and talk there. We feel comfortable there, safe from the pressures of the outside world. It is up to us to keep it safe and healthy by growing in love and generosity there. Home is a place to really give of ourselves and put our best into making it happy and secure. It will affect our futures more than almost anything else in our lives. It deserves our prayers of blessing. It is our foundation, the source of our first feelings for others. May we treasure our home and the people who make up our family. What small thing can I do right now to make

Good Girls Gone Bad
Things Guys Do That Give Girls Good Reasons For Bad Behaviour: Mentioning their ex-girlfriend Running into their ex-girlfriend in the supermarket Keeping something their ex-girlfriend gave them somewhere their current girlfriend is bound to find it Flirting with some tartily dressed trollop Being "a bit distance"

Part Five
i wake up to feeling Master caressing my body..."good morning my sweet pet" he says deeply. i yawn and turn over and smile at him, my thoughts still swimming of the previous night "good morning my Master, this one will have Master's breakfast ready very soon" He nods but takes a hold of my wrist and rolls over on his back and pulls me on top of him. "but first.." he says with a grin.."i'm having my way with my pet"..i nod "of course my Master, as you wish" i smile and reply softly he must have gotten up earlier and grabbed some toys from the dungeon because quickly he rolls me over and binds my wrists with a black cord sitting on the bedstand. i smile up at him and await what he does next...he pulls me up onto my knees and whispers softly "Master is taking pet's ass this morning..." i begin to reply but he puts the ball gag back in my mouth..."and if pet makes any noise, or cums without permission she will be spanked. i nod silently and lower my head...he takes my legs and binds them

Thank You
I want to extend a thank you to those who make the extra effort to keep in touch and have some kind of friendship as apposed to those I have met on here and you know who you are, who "claim" to be friends and fans but do not say anything. I am happy to have those who want to be friends message me. I know I do my best to message or rate pictures,ect. It might be slow but I promise I will get back to you. Oh yeah and th ratings whores, take a hike, I am here to make friends and if you are here for points then let me know so I can discontinue the friendship but for those who are here for friendships, thank you for everything.If you really want to know me, I have alot of info on my profile and if you want to know more, all you have to do is ASK. HUGSsss and a handshake to you all and I am looking forward to all of us being friends or more in 2008 and beyond. HUGSSSSSSs

The Question
What can I do, To make you change your mind? What can I do, so you dont leave me far behind. I am the person I say I am. I dont play with others feelings. Emotional deciet is the worse kind, I have had it happen to me many times. Less than honest from the start, Then no room for forgiveness in their hearts. Strength I have gained from all the hurt, Comfortably numb is how I feel. The transformation from what I have endured, My soul is wise beyond it's years. We are a people, Who can not forgive. Unconditional love has left our hearts. Dee Parenti All Rights Reserved

Getting Lucky
A guy had an interesting experience recently Involving an "older" woman he met at a bar. She looked pretty darn HOT for 62. She was Drinking quite a bit and, while they were Chatting, she came right out and asked him If he'd ever had a "sportsman's double" - a Mother and daughter threesome. He said no, but she might be able to talk him Into it. So she slams back one last drink, Wipes her mouth and, looking directly into His eyes, says, "Tonight's your lucky night." So they go back to her place, she clicks on the Hall light right as they enter her place, and she Shouts upstairs: "Mom! You still awake?"

Fallin
here lately ive found someone that treats me soooo good. i havent known her long but it feels like ive know her forever. It's been soooo great getting to know her and talking to her and spending time with her. We have sooo much in common. I dont usually fall for people fast but i can honestly say that i am falling for her. Theres something really special her.

Time To Move On....
I've pretty much come to the conclusion that I am better off being alone in life. I know that sounds dramatic but it's true. I'm tired of drama, bullshit, lies, games and the like to want to deal with so called friends and relationships as a whole. That's all I'm going to say on this subject. So, for starting a new year (late as it might be) I will be taking down my fubar page. If you want to keep in touch I'm all for that. So, January 31st after I get home from work I'll be taking it down. If you are wanting to keep in touch, send me a message between now and then and I'll shoot you my number and email address. Katherine...

Rambling About Nothing
Ok so lately, things havent been going very well. Health wise, and guy wise. But most of all, im all stressed about my 2nd semester of college starting. As a lot of you know, i HATED the first semester, i am soooo unhappy there. I was alone all the time i cant stand it. And now this semester, im getting my own room. I know im going to shut down even worse then before and have no one to talk to at all, so i will probally be on here more often because i have no life and im scared and i dont know =( I just wish it really could just end. Im all nervous and my ulcers are getting worse and gahhhh i cant take it V_V

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Dear God
Dear God, its me. I am sorry for all the things I've done. I know you are all knowing and all seeing So I know I'm not your favorite one. Dear God, I have suffered so much But not as much as your son. And I know there's lessons as such To learn, that victories aren't always won. Dear God, I'm sorry for all the wrong That lay in my wake. I don't deserve to be remembered when I'm gone But will you please forgive me, just for my sake? Dear God, give me the strength To forgive, as I hope you will forgive me. You show the strength of great Just give me hope to see. Dear God, please give compassions to those Who need your love. Perhaps those who to who sow The seeds of hatred thereof. Dear God, I know that I shouldn't ask For you help and guidance in my petty affairs. But I'm told this particular task To which my very soul tears. Dear God, please forgive those who hurt me And the wrongs that they have bestowed. Grant them the same, to be able to see Th

This Heres A Two-fer.
so. im leaving in the morning for like a week. montana. word. my little bro lives there and we're gonna kick it. pretty stoked. so. if you got my phone number? text me. better yet. call. could be fun. the only numbers are answerin are 'private' ones, cause i know some of you are weird. or area codes i dont know. the two-fer of this blog... so. i was so completely stoked about having my new ipod for this trip. yeah. it took a dump again. this time though it aint fixin itself. last night i just decided to wipe my ipod again. now the computer cant find it and everything is going to hell around me. as usual. thats my life story. shit NEVER works out. its good for a while...then *KA-PUT* thats why i dont 'look forward' to much. if it happens, it happens. if not...no real loss. i forgot about that motto though this time around. so i called tech support...theyre sending me a box. yay. i send it in...hopefully it gets fixed. this is such shite. oh and t

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Angels Of All Sizes
She said we are her angels and that there are angels all around angels come in all sizes, some may seem to be strangers some are friends there are angels of all sizes, some are short, some are like big huggable teddybears some have golden hair shining like a halo.

Date
So I am single yet again this year for Valentine's Day and I would really like to go out and have a nice dinner. Is there any guy out there that is willing and available to take me out? I will pay my half but I do want to go out! Help!!!

Such A Sweetie!!!
I got this in a fumail tonight... I thought it was really sweet and his link is at the bottom of this blog. I really love them sweetie... :) Thank you! While Your Gone!! What do i miss Is it your smile That brightens my sky Is it your words That brighten my day Is it your silent laughter That fill me up inside And sends me into orbit What is it then? Its you! I just spotted you and all I can say is wow!! Your one sweet hottie. Wrote a poem for you! Because your sexy Stars shine But none outshine you The sun is bright But nothing outshines you Your sweet smile Lights up Fubar Like none I've seen In a very long time I hope your night Goes well For you Are one beautiful lady That deserves the best Take care sweety Ken ken7700@ fubar With Love To All *AngL*

Poem's
BEAUTIFULL ANGEL!!!! MY BEAUTIFULL ANGEL I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART. YOUR SMILE IS SO BRIGHT LIKE THE STARS N THE NIGHT..WITH THE DAYS THAT PASS MY HEART IS BROKEN LIKE GLASS.. THE DAY HAS COME FOR MY ANGEL'S HEART TO COME BACK HOME TO ME..THE PAST HAS COME N GONE SO NOW BRING MY ANGEL HOME.. I HAVE ALWAYS LOVED YOU WITH ALL MY HEART.. SO DONT BE ASHAMED MY BEAUTIFULL ANGEL TO COME HOME.. SO COME HOME MY BEAUTIFULL ANGEL... I WROTE THIS ONE MYSELF SO I HOPE U ENJOY...

This Is Sooooo Funny!!!!
WAL-MART Shopping I was in Wal-Mart buying a large bag of Purina for my dog and was in line to check out. A women behind me asked if I had a dog.................. Duh! Here's yer sign! I was feeling a bit crabby so on impulse I told her no, I was starting The Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care unit with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IV's in both arms. Her eyes about bugged out of her head. I went on and on with the bogus diet story and she was totally buying it. I told her that it was an easy, inexpensive diet and that the way it works is to load your pockets or purse with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The package said the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line was by now enthralled with my story, par

My Tarot
p align="center">The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Anger Inside
The years I spent with you in my life,was a waste of time, I now have to deal with the anger inside.. The bruises are gone but the pain still remains. My fear is automatic every time I hear your voice.I still have this anger inside You think I will come back and make a happy family,but you think wrong.How can I with this anger inside... I will always have this anger inside,no matter what I do,no- one to blame it on, no one to thank but you. This anger inside,I want to let it go. This anger inside,feels like a permanent part of me. This anger inside,is a fire that is fueled by the things you do and say. I need to find a way to let this anger out. or I will live all my life with this anger inside...

School 1967 Vs. School 2007
School 1967 vs. School 2007 Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1967 - Vice principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his own shotgun to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lockdown, the FBI is called, Jack is hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors are called in to assist traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1967 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2007 - Police are called, SWAT team arrives and arrests Johnny and Mark. They are charged with assault and both are expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't sit still in class, disrupts other students. 1967 - Jeffrey is sent to the principal's office and given a good paddling. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class a

A True Army Wife/soon 2 Be Ex.....
Thursday, July 19, 2007 ARMY WIFE HOOAH..... Current mood: creative Category: MY BIRTHDAY... Life ..> Army Wives HOOAH!!! I am an Army wife I've noticed in my present job, there is a tiny quirk. There's no respect at all and its not considered work! Well, I am here to show you another point of view, and give you an idea of what I really do! Here's my job description and to better understand, it's written in the language of the Army Man. I'm the IG, complaints come to me. I am the Medic, I bandage skinned knees. I'm the Legal Office and the courts-martial, too. I decide the punishment, how much and on who. I'm Health: Welfare, inspecting for junk, and the 1SG checking the bunk. I'm also Supply, in charge of food, clothes, housewares, diapers, toys, heaven only knows. I'm the MP who secures the door, I'm also the PVT who GI's the floor. I'm the Mess SGT who cooks all the meals. I'm TMP in charge of the wheels. I'm MWR plan

Just Pretend U Love Me If Anything It'll Help Me Thru The Day
Poems i found ---> thoughts going on right now Losing You I know I'm losing you, I feel you slip away, I try to hold you close inside, But your hearts gone cold and grey. Your eyes say you love me, Your touch says you care, But when you're not in my arms, I feel you couldn't care. It's like you never even loved me, My heart was not enough, And though you never hurt me so, Your touch is cold and rough. And still I want to hold on, I want our love to work, But in your brown and golden eyes, A saddness does doth lurk. My hand is there for you to grasp, In my heart you can confide, I'm losing you, I feel it know, A heartbreak I can't hide. I know I'll watch you walk away, I know I'll miss your smile, But in the end I know it's better, Than a life lived in denial. Losing His Touch by ~TwoOfHearts on deviantART Losing Faith i'm losing faith in love every breath gets shorter with every sound of rejection soon i'll be gasping for a

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Believe It Or Not
It was a wooden plaque hanging on a wall in a bar. A marriage license should be like a fishing license-- it expires every year and if you go out of state you can get a 3 day license. If you think about it girls and fish have a lot in common. They are fun to catch and if you clean and prep them right most are good to eat. Also if you decide to mount one you know it's going to cost you plenty! If you bring one home (no matter how well you treat them) They start going bad & fresh ones are always better. PRACTICE CATCH AND RELEASE.

Got New Kitty
Well 1/17/08 we picked up Rebel Knight our new kitten. He is 3months old all black except for one white whisker and a small diamond of white on his lower belly. He is a Handsome fella, He was a Humane Society rescue, He has been fully checked out by a vet and is healthy. A little shy but very loving once He gets used to you. He hid for a while when we first brought him home but once everyone went to bed he came out of hiding and cuddled up to me and Jake, purring up a storm. As soon as I can I will get pics up of the boy. His B-day is Nov-1-2007 (day of the dead LOL)

My Valetine... (ok, Omfg, Great Song For Adam!!! :d )
Valentine If there were no words No way to speak I would still hear you If there were no tears No way to feel inside I'd still feel for you And even if the sun refused to shine Even if romance ran out of rhyme You would still have my heart until the end of time You're all I need, my love, my Valentine All of my life I have been waiting for All you give to me You've opened my eyes And showed me how to love unselfishly I've dreamed of this a thousand times before But in my dreams I couldn't love you more I will give you my heart Until the end of time... You're all I need, my love, my Valentine And even if the sun refused to shine Even if romance ran out of rhyme You would still have my heart until the end of time 'Cause all I need is you, my Valentine You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

"r" Troubles
A young schoolboy was having a hard time pronouncing the letter ''R,'' and all the other kids were, of course, teasing him about it. To help him out, the teacher gave him a sentence to practice at home: ''Robert gave Richard a rap in the ribs for roasting the rabbit so rare.'' In class a few days later, the teacher asked the boy to recite the sentence out loud. The boy nervously eyed his classmates--many of them already laughing at him--then replied, ''Bob gave Dick a poke in the side because the bunny wasn't cooked enough.''

Saying Goodbyes
Last week, I had to say goodbye to a friend that I had spent many hours with. He was a friend for only a short time, but the time was good with us. I hate it that that was my only recourse of action. But I do feel a sense of relief. As days pass on, I will think on him less and less. That's the joy in healing. From each experience you grow stronger, you learn what to do and not. You understand better what to look out for. Before you think that I deleted in haste, think again. When shouts, messages and IM's go ignored, the obvious shows its ugly face. I felt a sense of sadness as I deleted him from my contacts, and he still has yet to "check me out". It's okay.Healing is good, it will allow something better to come along when the time is right. And yes, I still do.

I'm Not That Much Of A Virgo?
You have very few Virgo traits and you even enjoy the spotlight, occasionally. You rarely find fault in others and you are quite easy to get along with. You are not obsessed with health or hygiene the way most typical Virgos are and prefer a healthy balance in life. Fortunately, you also have a lot more self-confidence than most Virgos. To learn more about Virgo, click here!

Suzanne Pleshette Dies At 70
LOS ANGELES, California (AP) -- Suzanne Pleshette, the husky-voiced star best known for her role as Bob Newhart's sardonic wife on television's long-running "The Bob Newhart Show," has died at age 70. Pleshette, whose career included roles in such films as Alfred Hitchcock's "The Birds" and in Broadway plays including "The Miracle Worker," died of respiratory failure Saturday evening at her Los Angeles home, said her attorney Robert Finkelstein, also a family friend. Pleshette underwent chemotherapy for lung cancer in 2006. "The Bob Newhart Show," a hit throughout its six-year run, starred comedian Newhart as a Chicago psychiatrist surrounded by eccentric patients and neighbors. Pleshette provided the voice of reason. Four years after the show ended in 1978, Newhart went on to the equally successful "Newhart" series, in which he was the proprietor of a New England inn populated by more eccentrics. When that show ended in 1990, Pleshette reprised her role -- from the first s

1/20/08
well you would never believe the voicemail i got this morning... My son's 'sperm-donor' called and informed me that he spoke of my delinquint child support and my son told him that he would not come and see me until i got it caught up... bear in mind that whenever he's with me he tells me he doesn't want to go home. then the best part of the message: "well, you can have that computer back you gave devlin, i'll buy him a new one. You need to start paying cause i really need the money." is that not the stupidest thing you have ever heard. I can't wait for my lawyer to hear this! but on the other had, i am so pissed off cause i talked to devlin this past thursday night to make sure i was to pick him up friday. He said yes. then at 5:30 friday, something told me to call 'the dumbass' to make sure everything was ok. he said devlin was already at some friends house... blah blah blah.... what the f#ck ever!

Late Night Rambling
Hello everyone. Just here. Late night thinking. Sometimes cannot seem to stop that. Wish sometimes my mind had a shut off switch. I have had a pretty interesting night. My desktop pc come to find out locked up and burnt out. Not really sure what happened. My SAMS was acting up. Thought it was it. Went to reboot. So now I have to go buy another desktop pc. Didn't really make my night so sweet. But it's all good I am not gonna let it get me down. So keeping a smile around. Past few months of 2007 were probably the most trying I had since the loss of my dad. Especially when my cousin Gabe drowned. I guess in all this I found I have the capability to be stronger than I thought. But also found out the capacity of being weaker than I thought too. Used to say I was Superman and nothing could keep me down. But found out as someone put it even Superman got knocked down by kryptonite. No one is really promised a day or second past what they have gotten already. Life should be cherished a

Damn It All To Hell
Some sorry sack of shit thought that it would be wise to seal my damn ride... Ok so it was a nice car but the car I don't care about the $4000.00 stero system in it I do. Take the car give me back my damn STERO you mother fuckers. If you decide to help me out here there are pics in my Mine folder of my car so if you see it let me know... I am on a man hunt...

What?
Something Must Be by Oblivious Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Let this pain end," is all my heart will shout

Cheers
My eyes cried tears all day for you And now, even still... I love you and I long for you And forever and always will Cheers with me as I drink another Cry with me like there is no other... Ah, fuck it...I need a refill... Java Jan 2008 lmao...ah shit and you thought it was gonna be some sappy ass thought...AS IF..hehe..have a great day all

Michigan State Police Warning
Message: Warning!!!!! Message: MICHIGAN STATE POLICE WARNING *** State police warning for online: Please read this 'very carefully'..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually ; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of Rockhard abs or goes by his name Jason Stallings contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his instant messages or e-mail . He has the ability to track your home address. Whoever this person may be, he is a suspect for murder in the death of (3) women (so far) contacted through the Internet. He is a suspect in a shooting and is known for raping and beating young women. He is located in the MID-MICHIGAN area. Please send this to all the women on your buddy list and ask them to pass this on, as well. This screen-name was seen on Yahoo and AOL so far. This is not a joke! Please send this to men too...just in case! Send to ever

012108 Fluffy Starr Blog
just stuff.... Thanks very much for your "Ask Fluffy" questions. (Questions are closed now.) We will post the 10 most creative, yet not ridiculous ones (silly bunnies), sometime this week. Keep your eye on my page to see if yours got in! Working on a lot of stuff the last couple weeks, and this week as well. All music stuff, of course. But hopefully soon, I will have some announcements that I can safely make, without any "d'oh" moments down the road. I hate that! Sort of a slow start today. The weekend was a bit much this time, but those are the best ones, right? Friends, fun, and Rock & Roll. Yep. Well, it's time for tea. And then maybe some sunshine, since it is available today. Will have to wriggle into one of my little faux furs and brave the cold. Wishing everyone a great week.... x Fluffy. P.S. Do you like my new profile picture? It's brand new. Just taken on Saturday. Go make a comment in the gallery! Not here. Don't do it, or else you know what I'll have to do...

Broken Soul
I've lost my desire to be held. I've lost my will to love or be loved. I can tell now that I’m nothing more then a broken soul, That's all I’ll ever be... That's all I ever was. You can try to change it but you can't. You tried and lost your chance. I've lost too much to be anything more now. I've always been and will be a broken soul, Nothing more... Nothing less... That's all I am. Your still are what is left of my place of solitude... What's left of me... You never left me... And never will... But I am and always will be a broken soul.

If It Weren't For You
If it weren't for you By DJ Shimmer If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be stronger. I wouldn't have my guard up.. I would have grew fonder. Thank you for taking that away from me. And letting my eyes see what I refused to believe. You left yourself open, for me to let go. You weren't strong enough... But my heart was, though. If I was utterly mistaken, for what I have said. You would have contacted me.. But you let me go, instead. If it weren't for you, I would still be holding on. To something that wasn't even there anymore. Something that, for months, was gone. You've made it quite impossible to ever trust again. In time, I may find the right person, out there. But then again, no one understands. No one's ever loved me, for me. I thought you were the only one. You told me never to worry about things. And I was right, all along. I was always told to go with my gut feelings. I never did listen to myself. I refused to believe you were like everyone else. An

The World Today
Am I the only one to notice that in todays world a majority of people are out for themselves and could careless who they walk over to get what they want out of life? It seems like everyone I know is out to rip people off and get what they want out of life and to hell with who gets hurt. Is something wrong with me because I care what happens to people, because I cant walk over someone elses feelings to get what I want? I never knew that being a nice guy was such a bad thing? What do you think? Should I become like them or continue the way I am? Should I start using people as they do? I feel so lost right now. I am tired of loosing everything I have ever worked for so that someone else can get ahead.

Wish
Awakened this dying season such a beauty to behold Oh autumn hath arrived a tragedy painted dead Fallen am I without thee I am lost In a region of doleful shades I am withering away I dwell in the shadows of life A dismal state of mind I'm in pain Oh sun I hate thy beams Leave me here to sleep and dream In the midst of falling leaves In a garden of endless grief I yearn for thee my precious one Beneath a pale grey sky I dream of your embrace How I wish I had yo near in this oh so dolorous life Where dreams turn to dust I have lost all my hope Of lasting pain and unpresent bliss This soul of mine I welcome thee Eternal sleep Silent advent of white death I feel so cold Crystallized tears falling still Oh autumn hath died Enshrouded am I in thy mist of endless gloom Enthralled am I by thy beauty How I wish how I wish In the midst of falling snow In a garden of endless grief My forlorn soul of misery Where peace and rest can never dwell Hope never comes I see n

God's Dupes
God's dupes Moderate believers give cover to religious fanatics -- and are every bit as delusional. PETE STARK, a California Democrat, appears to be the first congressman in U.S. history to acknowledge that he doesn't believe in God. In a country in which 83% of the population thinks that the Bible is the literal or "inspired" word of the creator of the universe, this took political courage. Of course, one can imagine that Cicero's handlers in the 1st century BC lost some sleep when he likened the traditional accounts of the Greco-Roman gods to the "dreams of madmen" and to the "insane mythology of Egypt." Mythology is where all gods go to die, and it seems that Stark has secured a place in American history simply by admitting that a fresh grave should be dug for the God of Abraham — the jealous, genocidal, priggish and self-contradictory tyrant of the Bible and the Koran. Stark is the first of our leaders to display a level of intellectual honesty befitting a consul of anci

Is The Love Real
I gave you the only key That opened my heart You took it with ease No hesitation from the start You opened it slowly Vowing no pain would you bring Only to show me hat I missed You would make my heart with love sing I watched through the days As feelings between us grew Knowing the chances I was taking With this special bond with you Closer we became as each day passed I wonder at times if this was all real I had heard the word love years before But nothing compared to hat this day I feel Then I watched as something happened Not wanting to accept what I see Each day that has passed in recent days It seems that you have pushed away from me Some say I am wrong that it is not true You have not said the words I dread My heart pains missing what we had I wonder if our love is really dead I will keep my thoughts of the good times Knowing of the special bond we had Praying that my heart is still true Knowing that our love could never go bad If I am wrong and the ti

From A Dear Friend
Dear Here is your single's love horoscope for Monday, January 21: Going out is the last thing you should do, today. That's right, cancel those drink plans, curl up in front of the TV and veg out. The cosmos are trying to point you in the right direction, and that direction is home! LOL thanks for vegging w/me Her name is not important, but sunday night I took her and my daughter out for dinner. We went to Carrabba's then rented a couple movies and sat around all night eating popcorn and root beer floats. What does this mean?

Song
If I gave you everything that I have left to give would you still be mine tomorrow if there was only me would you still whisper sweet nothings in my ear hold me so tight and would you still call me dear. What if I had nothing but my heart and soul would you still laugh with me or would you let me go would you want me for me if I had nothing to loose oh baby I sure would like to know. What if I gave you everything what if I had nothing to give would you still love me the same would you even know my name could it be that everything and nothing could it be that you might be the one what if you really did love me what if this time I refused to run... Sometimes life can get you down and its easier to walk away than to have to face this pain eac

Confusion Sucks
I am sitting here all alone with so many thoughts going through my head You and I were talking earlier, but the word good bye was not said I am risking losing you without really knowing exactly what I will miss I wanted more than friendship and I knew this from our first kiss The chemistry between us is so incredible and very rare to find You know the age difference sucks and I can’t take the clock and rewind I am so confused on what to do with the options out there If I stay it won’t work, but if I go and never try would that be fare I care really deeply for you and that is to say without even thinking twice When we were not talking my heart sure in the fuck did not feel nice I can honestly talk to you about any and everything like I have known you forever You know I think back and can’t recall one person I have done that with ever I can’t believe that this is this such a fucking hard decision to make I mean really do I live in this world that I

Rude Men On Here
Ok lately I have been coming across rude men on cherrytap (fubar) when they dont seem to get there way they tend to start with degrading remarks or they go and post pic comments that are rude AKA ugly your fat disgusting ect.. like today there has been a guy everyday that shouts can I see your private pics and thats the only thing he says and nothing more well today I told him no that he was just getting on my nerves and def would not get in to my private pics by just saying can I see your private pics.. and so he responds I dont care anyway your on the chubby side.. so I have resorted to changing all my pictures to friends only and it sucks because Im not one of those people that has set everything to private to get points on here.. I mean I have gotten my profile flagged by the people that look for stupid shit like you can see the very top of my bra and it gets flagged for nsfw content.. I mean its sad to think that the men on here act like grown toddlers when they dont get there w

Why It's Time To Kiss Ie6 Goodbye:
There was more news on IE7 today, as Microsoft announced that they would be making the current browser more widely available through Windows Software Update Services, a facility for larger networks to run their own internal update server instead of having all users access Microsoft's Windows Update server. It's time for everyone who is still using IE6 to be asking: Why am I doing this? Windows users need IE, at least some of the time, such as to run Windows Update. There are also applications and sites which clearly prefer IE, and there are hacks and vulnerabilities which prefer it too. IE6 is documented to have many more vulnerabilities than IE7, not to mention plain old non-security bugs. No doubt there are applications and sites which work on IE6, but not IE7. The time has come to stop waiting for them to be fixed. It's something like 15 months since IE7 shipped, and they've had plenty of time to make the necessary changes. IE6 users are also behind the times. Microsoft say

The One We Lost
The day we met was on a day that was a special day. From that day on you became my best friend not knowing my name you wished me a Happy Birthday. That meant a whole lot to me. You made me laugh on this day. We had so many things in common. We were two peas in a pod. On October 22, 2006 I remember hearing your voice when we said goodbye. I felt the world crash down on me. I knew something was wrong. The phone call I got the morning after filled the room with tears and sobs your tragic death brought the "Trailer Park Family" closer together. "Boo" we miss you so much. In Memory of Brandon Earl "Boo" Knowles Feb. 16, 1985-Oct. 22, 2006 May you Rest In Piece

Contest At Club Kiss Lounge
1. Tonight Friday January 25 Club Kiss and Kiss Dance Radio will be having a contest. Here are the rules: 1. Come to Club Kiss between 9 and 11PM Eastern Time http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=51079 2. Join Club Kiss Lounge. This contest is for members only. 3. Once you join, type into the lounge, Enter me in the contest. 4. Our friendly staff will give you a number. 5. At 11:30 PM we will do a random draw of all the numbers entered, for a winner. 6. If you win you will receive a VIP for one month and 5,000 fubucks. 7. If you already are a member of Club Kiss just come in and say enter me in the contest and you will be entered. Watch for our contest all weekend, we are in a giving mood, so stay tuned, and keep on dancing. http://www.fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=51079

From A Sticky Bulletin By Dawn...words From Lost Cherry Archives By Babyj
A long time ago in a galaxy far far away.... Oops wrong scenario... A long time ago on a site called Lost Cherry, A time when kindness, manners and friendship ran rampant. There was a discerning sense of ethics and etiquette. Now as the site has grown many of the old ways have become a thing of the past. Making way for a much more “ME” orientated atmosphere. Luckily a lone internet scavenger stumbled across the dead cherry scrolls while rummaging through archives in a hidden data base. After hour upon hour the scrolls have finally been translated. Baby Jesus said unto the people of Cherryland...... This site is my gift to you, go forth my children, make friends, rate, fan and add in the name of love. I give you 10’s and 11’s for which to award our fellow brethren. Give them freely and give them often. The 1 through 9’s are of no use and only there to fill space, using them may result in hurt feelings or a rash of 1’s tossed right back at you. (rather damaging to your rating if

From Dawn And Booboo :)
Do you have Bama Girl love. Today is this AMAZING womens Birthday.. Stop by and show her alot of Fu-Love . Don't forget those birthday Spankins!!!!!!!!!! ♪LilBamaGirl♪~Shadow Leveler@ fubar This Birthday Pimpout brought too you by: ♥BooBoo♥@ fubar and ♥ ĦOŦ ΜΟΜΜÅ ♥@ fubar We♥you Tracy!!!!

Untagable
love untagable smells of sweet lust and roses kisses gently alite your face like the sea to the shore but it will quickly turn to storm lashing of words aginst the tiny ship you hold so dear anger threatens to make you go under then all is calm no words just tears like a soft rain fall to the sand your tiny love no longer aloft on the sea you miss it and leament your heart to the stars

Business Time
Ahh yeah, that’s right baby Girl tonight we’re gonna make love You know how I know? Because it’s Wednesday And Wednesday night is the night that we usually make love Tuesday night is the night that we usually go to your mother’s place and I teach her how to use the video machine again But Wednesday night is the night that we make love It’s when everything is just right You’re not too tired from your afterwork social netball team practice There’s nothing good on TV. Mmmmm… Conditions are perfect for making love. You turn to me and say something sexy like, “I might go to bed. I’ve got work in the morning.” I know what you’re trying to say, baby. You’re trying to say “Aww, yeah. It’s business time.” It’s business It’s business time I know what you’re trying to say You’re trying to say it’s time for business It’s business time Ooh It’s business It’s business time Aww aww yeah yeah The next thing you know we’re in the bathroom brushing our teeth That’s al

Questions
First Question: You are participating in a race. You overtake the second person. What position are you in? Answer: If you answered that you are first, then you are absolutely wrong! If you overtake the second person and you take his place, you are second! Try not to screw up next time. Now answer the second question, but don't take as much time as you took for the first question, OK ? Second Question: If you overtake the last person, then you are...? Answer: If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you overtake the LAST Person? You're not very good at this, are you? Third Question: Very tricky arithmetic! Note: This must be done in your head only Do NOT use paper and pencil or a calculator. Try it. Take 1000 and add 40 to it. Now add another 1000

Prayers For Dave -rip Steven
> > > > > > > > imikimi - Customize Your World imikimi - Customize Your World GO READ DAVES BLOG-Another Hard week-http://fubar.com/blog/182475/690345 AND LETS SHOW OUR LOVE AND SUPPORT FOR DAVE THUR THIS HARD TIME AND WEEK-PRAYERS AND FRIENDS ARE WITH YOU DAVE ALWAYS OUR GREAT FRIEND Crazydave FU Owned by Summer - Brit Bomber 6@ fubar

Girl Wants Boy
this is actually one of my own works that has been published Girl Wants Boy So these word are for you. Every single ,solitary line. Crafted with love and care. Red like the very best of wines. Every word has been carefully chosen. The message is initially in disguise. A boy I know certainly has one. Destiny before your very own eyes. Most girls think that you're cute. I think that you're more than that to me. Really kind and caring. Maybe you will come to me. Heather J Mcvey Copyright ©2007 Heather J Mcvey

Poem I Can't Sleep
I wrote this poem over 2 and 1/2 years ago. I can't sleep I toss and turn My heart races as it burns I hear echos of your voice Listening as it fills me with joy Thoughts of you in my head How I feel scares me to death I can't sleep I toss and turn My breath stops when I yearn For you Images I have are so Great and True That when we meet, we come unglued Every Inch of me Screams Your name I hope and pray you feel the same I can't sleep I toss and turn My Heart is tainted for you We don't know how the ending will be But I truly hope it is with me The only Question I have for you Does your heart yearn for me too?

Again
I heard from a friend today And she said you were in town Suddenly the memories came back to me in My mind Chorus: How can I be strong I've asked myself Time and time I've said That I'll never fall in love with you again A wounded heart you gave, My soul you took away Good intentions you had many, I know you did I come from a place that hurts, an' God knows how I've cried And I never want to return Never fall again Making love to you oh it felt so good and Oh so right Repeat Chorus So here we are alone again, Didn't think it'd come to this And to know it all began With just a little kiss I've come too close to happiness, To have it swept away Don't think I can take the pain Never fall again Kinda late in the game And my heart is in your hands Don't you stand there and then tell me You love me Then leave again 'Cause I'm falling in love with you again Hold me, hold me Don't ever let me go Say it just one time Say you love me God knows I

Re; Men Are Hypocrites
This is my response to the following blog: "WHy is it when a "female" see's/date...ect more then one person or anything along those lines there called sluts skanks whores hoes bithes ect but oh when a male does it hes a player and pimp hes the man blah blah fuckin quit being hypocrites and just except the fact that it 2008 and women can do the same damn thing and shouldnt be called names for it..." It's not right for ANYONE....MAN or WOMAN to play anyone. If someone has feelings for you and wants to be exclusive but your not willing to be exclusive. You don't deserve those feelings he/she has for you. If he or she is worth screwing why isn't he or she worth dating exclusive? If he or she wants to walk away because you don't want to date him or her exclusively, what right do you have to tell him or her you don't want to lose him or her? If you don't want to lose him or her then do the MATURE thing and don't be a player/pimp/slut/whore/skank.

Photo Update
Happy Tuesday !! I'm not on much at the moment cos i'm full of flu :o( But i popped on and uploaded some cool pics that i received in emails. I wanted to share them cos they are amazing, especialy the watermelons !! So please pop on over and take a peek and leave some love for me, check out my new albums 'pics to make you giggle and smile','egg art' and 'amazing watermelon art'. Hope you are having an awesome week. Thanks Lin xx

Sex Is My Religion
sex is my religion..let us pray@ fubar sex is my religion..let us pray This is a great friend of mine. She needs fu bucks for a ticker.She hasnt had a blast or a ticker ever.I think she deserves one.I already donated fu bucks for this worthy cause.So Spare a few bucks. Drink less and think of the needy. Thank you

Check Out This Bad Girl
Hey do you like page and pic rates,fans,well if you do you definitely wanna check out my bad girls sister Tulsa's Angel, oh and she is also my fu-owner... Stop by her page and give her some love and be sure to fan and add her and of course she always returns all love that is given to her So click the link and show her the love Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR Promoter ~ SgtRaider's Bad Girl/Sisters 4 Life/FuOwned by ^Sin^@ fubar

~~ Be My Valentine Application ~~
~~ Be My Valentine Application ~~ This is the "Be My Valentine Application" Everyone knows there's at least one person on Fubar that you want to be your Valentine. Heres the application for that special someone. Let's see who reply's back with the following filled out. Have Fun. Area 1: Name: Age: Phone: Height: Do you Drive: State You Live In: School: Grade: May I Call You: Single or Taken: Would You Date Me: Kiss On First Date: Will You Send This Back To Me?: Area 2: What would you do if I... I made a move on u: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I asked you on a date: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there? Area 3: What do you think about my... Personality: Eyes: Hair: Body: Area 4: Have you ever.... Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Wanted to hold me? Wanted to date me? Broke my heart? Kept something important from me? Area 5: "X" marks the spot

You Have To See This
WE WOULD LIKE TO TAKE THIS TIME TO INVITE YOU TO COME SHARE IN A FAMILY LOVE LIKE NO OTHER ! Tsisquo'ga ♥Native American Queen♥ ~ Club F.A.R. ~@ fubar Chief of Native American Pride@ fubar HOMEPAGE Native American Pride Homepage@ fubar WE TAKE PRIDE IN OUR FAMILY AND WHAT IT STANDS FOR . FAMILY RULES 1.THIS IS A DRAMA FREE FAMILY. ANY VIOLATION OF THIS WILL RESULT IN YOUR REMOVAL AND A BULLITEN WILL BE POSTED AS TO WHY. 2.THIS IS A LEVELING FAMILY. EACH WEEK A BULLITEN WILL BE POSTED AS TO WHAT MEMBERS NEED OUR HELP IN LEVELING THEM TO MOVE THEM TO THE NEXT LEVEL. EVERYONE MUST HELP THE PEO

R.i.p. Bro
I have tried to be a friend. Yet I have failed in the end. I have walked beside you around every bend. Atlast we have came to the fork in the road. I move left you move right. Finally all alone at the end of night. My mind wonders... I cant help but ponder... are you alright are you all alone tonight in the dark you dont like for all that has happened and inspite my thoughts return to you while I lay alone at night, I wish you well and dont worry,I hold no spite. for a friend On this day, a friend who I went through hell with in the army has passed. He fought a battle after leaving the service and lost. His memory will live on in me. He was the best scout I ever knew. The best friend a person could ask for. For those of you who know me, you know I was a sniper in the army and this man was my scout throughout it all. We served together we lived toegther, we fought together. Finally we were given a battle that although toegther we couldnt win.So long my friend, my

Tequila And Salt ,sweet Senitment
Tequila and Salt This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it every day. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10 When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11 Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. And always remember.

My Lounge
hey wats up everyone just made a new lounge called D-VO's playground every one is welcome tp come in and say and do anything they want, there are no rules wat so ever so wen i say talk and and do anything in my lounge i mean anything!! so come an visit and join the famil!! hers the lounge link http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=54681

Nsfw
Why is it my picture gets NSFW and no one else's does or when I mark one NSFW I get yelled at by the so called bouncer? I read the rules and the bouncer's don't follow them at all. If you are friends with them they will allow you to post anything you want. So I guess I need to become friends with the bouncers just so I can show my ass and tits online. Here are the rules from FUBAR themselves. What is considered NSFW (Not Safe for Work)? A photo is deemed NSFW if it is: * Explicitly sexual in nature (suggestive) and includes real photos, cartoon drawings, and all styles of animations * Overtly tasteless * Slandering to any person or ethnicity In addition to the above criteria, if a photo is a primary photo, it will be flagged as NSFW if it also contains a suggestive body part without the member’s face in the photo. If you have a borderline photo that is not considered NSFW and it was marked as such, there’s a chance someone who has ripped that photo is using

D.u.s.t.y!!!
? i sing out loud when i'm by my self just not around others ? my goal is to live forever. so far, so good. ? i HATE when people steal shit from my page and put it on theirs. don't you have your own imagination?! ? i'm usually the one making people laugh ? i don't trust you. i don't care who you are ? i love my boobs. a lot ? if i could live at Taco Bell, i would. ? i will probably be the most ridiculous person you've ever met ? i'm sarcastic as hell. don't cry about it. ? i am a crazy drive watch out!. ? i get the urge to laugh @ the most inappropriate times ? i ALWAYS have to pee ? if you're gay, i automatically love you. ? i love my family & friends to no end, they mean the world to me ? i have a dirty fucking mouth ? cheesecake always wins ? i will whoop your sorry ass in pop culture trivia ? i have a weakness for love songs & hot boys who can sing them ? i have OCD ? i'm arachnaphobic ? apparently i'm a hypochondriac ? i'm easily amused ? i'm a hopeless rom

Freinds
Think about this for a min...... If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, would you come? If I had one day left, to live my life; would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? This is a test to see who your real friends are or if you are just some one to talk to you when they are bored . . . send this to everybody on your list including the person who sent it to you. I just did.....because you are my friend. If I don't get this back I guess your not my friend

Am I A Ninja? Or Not?
I was at this hippie bar in downtown Atlanta wearing a tie. It was funny, because in a sea of people “trying to be different” I am the one who really stood out as an individual. She walked up to me and said, “Hi”. She was adorable and very drunk. After about a half hour of talking and lots of drinking I asked how old she was and she said, “Shhhh. I’m 19, how old are you?” Stunned I said, “Old. I am 25.” To which she responded, “That’s ok, my parents are seven years apart.” Score. We got back to her place and had some of the most horrible, drunken sex ever. We both passed out and I woke up an hour later needing to pee in the worst way. I walked out of her room wearing nothing but a pair of dress socks into the darkest house ever created. I couldn’t see my hand if I fully extended it away from my body. So I gingerly walked down the stairs where there was more light. There was no bathroom down there… But there was the kitchen sink. Once I got to the sink I quickly realized it was to

Thoughts And Feelings
How can you go ahead and take action when you don't feel like it? Set your feelings aside and do what needs to be done. How can you move toward your dream when you don't think you can do it? Set your thinking aside and follow your heart. Thoughts and feelings are powerful and extremely useful, yet they do not have to control you. You control you. Pay heed to your feelings and listen carefully to your thoughts. Then act according to what you know, in that part of you beyond thought and beyond feeling. Thoughts and feelings are important parts of life, and yet they are not the whole essence of life. Keep yourself connected to that ineffable presence that is life itself. Be guided by what you think and what you feel. And all the while, be true to who you are. -- Ralph Marston

What Has Happen ?
i have thought long and hard on this i may still not made a decision ever since the new feature on the bartab there has been alot less traffic on my blogs i have enjoyed reading comments on my blogs now some dont see when i have posted their bartab is scrolled so fast they missed it this has made it more boring to be here i dont know if this is a goodbye or not i have tried reading mumms more now and these have been changing too many have noticed the slow down when ever you post your pictures your friends dont know you did so your picture doesnt get rated so you post a mumm to announce i'm still experimenting with other things maybe there is a way to rid the boredom what has happen to lost cherry what has happen to cherry tap what has happen to fubar f-u-b-a-r must stand for something tired also of all the hate that has developed i dont know what it is ? jealousy if it is the fighting about ratings its fighting about who is gaining advantage i

Little Things In Life
So many times in life we over look the little things that make life worth living. It could be something as small that you wont even think about it until its gone. Something as little as a hug from a friend, a childs laugh, a kind smile from a stranger, or even the sound of chriping birds. So many small things that can make a person happy should never be lost. When you see a friend, hug them, make a child laugh. Enjoy these small things. There is a reason why these things are here. Life would be dark and cold without them. Its nice to know that there really are people out there that care, that things are there for a reason and everyone has a purpose. Be that kind of person to share a genuine smile. This life is far to hard as it is. So many bad things, its hard to find any of the good. But it is out there, you just have to let it sneek up on you. "Find out who you are an do it on purpose." Help others when you see that they need it. So appriciate the little things in life. You never kn

I'm Pregnant
MyHotComments Well, I juss wanted to let everyone know that I am pregnant and I'm so excited about bein a first time mommy...:) It'll be my moms first time bein a grandma. Well, Wish we luck within the next 9 months :) Thanx all!

Check Out My 2 Hot R/l Friends,show Them Some Love!!!
Hey so I decided to finally pimp out 2 of my R/L friends so please be sure to drop by their pages fan/add/rate and show them some love...they always return it Be sure to tell them I sent you so they know latinangel84 @ fubar Liz86 @ fubar This pimpout was brought to you by Ecuadorian Goddess*Sgt.Raiders fu-wife*Promoter of Goddess' BadBoys Of Fubar*@ fubar

Gentelman's Mumm: Friend Or Foe?
Since I'm a nufu, I couldn't reply to the question this brother raised on his mumm. But this is the reply I would have wrote. Hopefully he finds it. He as a friend that he thinks is a bad parent and what to do about it. He wondered what would be the correct course of action, talk to him/inform Child Services, or Mind his own business. This is my comment: Brother man, if you are concerned about the child, then express that concern to your friend. If you are concerned about your friend, express this concern as well. Few can judge what they know nothing about. What do you define as a 'bad parent'? Because one thing to you is often time different to another. Your friend could be depressed and suffering from low energy levels as well as a lack of empathy or sympathy for himself or others. If you think there is a SERIOUS danger to the child, of course inform the authorities. But if this is something that can be handled by your putting forward a little bit of effort, setting the

Should I?
I've been single now for almost four years and there seems to be no end in sight. I don't want to be alone anymore. Is my mate out there somewhere? Or have I lost all chance at being happy for the rest of my life. I have been so close to totally giving up. Should I give up, chase any man that comes close, or let it happen?

Irma Thomas
Irma Thomas The unrivaled Soul Queen of New Orleans -- a title officially bestowed by local officials, no less -- Irma Thomas ranks among Crescent City R&B's greatest and most enduring musical ambassadors, never enjoying the coast-to-coast commercial success of contemporaries like Aretha Franklin and Etta James but nevertheless breathing the same rarified air in the minds of many soul music aficionados.

The Girl Inside [a Perfect Lie]
The Girl Inside [A Perfect Lie] A perfect face Was said to be An imaged mirror That wasn’t me A perfect smile Not quite the same As the one I feel To hide the shame Of something they expect But I will never be Nevermore who I once was Trapped, I am not free A perfect world A perfect lie Trapped inside I awake to die For no one knows How hard I’ve tried.. No one knows The girl inside.

Sick
THIS WAS MY FIRST WEEKEND OFF IN AMONTH IHAD THE FLU SUCKED ICOULDNT EVEN GET OUT TO GET MY OIL CHANGED ISTILL FEEL LIKE SHIT BUT IHAVE TO WORK IF IMISS ILOSE DAYS PAY PLUS 130 DOLLARS BONUS IM GLAD THE GIANTS WON ONLY GOOD THING THAT HAPPEND RELLY ITS 430AM IN THE MORN ILEAVE AT 5TAKES ME ABOUT 40MIN TO DRIVE MY STOMACH IS UPSET IHOPE IDONT GET SICK IHAVE TO WORK TILL 430PM WELL IM GETTIN OFF OF HERE HAVE AGREAT DAY

When The Children Cry , In Memory Of Alijah James & Pee-jay's Daughter.
A little reminder, because we too often forget. Your child, Our Children are the future. They will are the building blocks, to creating a better place for you and I. The thing is, what kind of message are we sending the kids of today ? That it's okay to shoot some one, or steal from some one, do drugs or kill an innocent child ? Is that really the impression you want left stowed upon your child or nephew or neice ? Now is the time to take a stand, and do something about it ! Let's make this a better place for you, for myself and for the children of the future One voice alone can't act alone...It's going to take a little help from every one. Maybe this will remind you what we are all fighting for, if not....You need a serious evaluation !

Ida Corr - Let Me Think About It (dj Muzik-al's Thinking Man's Mix)
Ida Corr - Let Me Think About It (DJ Muzik-AL's Thinking Man's Mix) Another of my cut n'paste mixes constructed from the following mixes:- Funk D Bootleg 2007 Gregor Salto & DJ Madskillz Remix Fedde Le Grand Remix MBK Extended Mix Micky Slim Remix :) To listen/download http://www.esnips.com/doc/3397aa68-a1d6-489e-828c-e96121a96f88/Ida-Corr---Let-Me-Think-About-It-(DJ-Muzik-ALs-Thinking-Mans-Mix)-[www.djmuzikal.moonfruit.com

Breaking News, Breaking News
Zoológico de Santiago presenta a las primeras crías de tigre blanco nacidas en Chile El Zoológico de Santiago presentó en "sociedad" a los primeros cachorros de tigre blanco nacidos en cautiverio en Chile. Las crías, dos machos y una hembra, nacieron el 28 de diciembre de 2007 y pasaron de forma satisfactoria su primer mes de vida en cautiverio, bajo los cuidados de su madre "Luna", de cinco años de edad. THE NEW WHITE TIGERS OF SANTIAGO OF CHILE ZOO, THEY WASA BORN ON DECEMBER 28, THE NAME OF HER MOM IS "MOON",

Dealing Withmy Depression
First off lets establish that this blog is not intended to be used as away to make anyone help me gain points. It is simply my way of expressing what I am thinking. I am severely manic depressive to the point it has been very functional in many aspects of what I do in life. Most times I am great at disguising my condition by joking around and not being serious unless the issue warrants that I be serious. However my mental condition is also very destructive to a lot of my personal life because as of yet there doesn’t seem to be a combination of medications that have been able to help control my condition. At times my depression has me pushing away everyone important to me because I know that if I go unchecked for long I get to a point when being around people literally causes me heartache because I can’t always control how I feel. So far in my life no one seems to understand how I feel. I have a beautiful family that I love but I am at the point where I fear I am so far down the dark

Skulltrail, Preview Of Intel's Beast
CPU February 4, 2008 Skulltrail: A Preview of Intel's Beast By Loyd Case Rate it Yourself discuss Discuss this now (3 posts) Skulltrail. We're not sure who thinks up these names. It brings to mind visions of worlds where dark mages do battle with Paladins for world domination. Maybe that's what Intel had in mind when they came up with the name. In reality, Skulltrail is more of a workaholic engineer, devoted to getting the most done in the least amount of time. Skulltrail is a little short on the people skills, a little too loud, but like the geeky programmer who can write ten times as much code as his peers, Skulltrail gets the job done. Our beefy friend doesn't play a lot, but when he does, he delivers the same intensity as with work—but like workaholics, isn't quite as polished on the play side of the equation. When you get down to brass tacks, Skulltrail is an engineering workstation with some added chrome to be a pretty high-end gaming system. But its primary missio

Success: Of Life
SUCCESS: At age 4 success is . . . not peeing in your pants. At age 12 success is . . having friends. At age 16 success is . . . having a drivers license.. At age 35 success is . . . having money. At age 50 success is . . . having money. At age 70 success is . . having a drivers license. At age 75 success is . . having friends. At age 80 success is . . . not peeing in your pants.

Politics Explained As Cows
SOCIALISM You have two cows. You keep one and give one to your neighbor. COMMUNISM You have two cows. The government takes them both and provides you with milk. FASCISM You have two cows. The government takes them and sells you the milk. BUREAUCRACY You have two cows. The government takes them both, shoots one, milks the other, pays you for the milk, and then pours it down the drain. CAPITALISM You have two cows. You sell one and buy a bull. CORPORATE You have two cows. You sell one, force the other to produce the milk of four cows, then act surprised when it drops dead. DEMOCRACY You have two cows. The government taxes you to the point that you must sell them both in order to pay the taxes to support a man in a foreign country who has only one cow which was a gift from your government.

Tagged...dammit
10 Randoms: -I really don't like sushi. -I would rather listen to Big Band and Swing or Ska than anything else. -I'm allergic to cats, but I still want one. And I want a ferrett. -I'm actually terrified to move to Seattle. -Hopefully, someday, I will get to travel to Greece and Ireland...Irish boys are my weakness. -I usually do not trust women my age. -I want only daughters, if I ever have kids. -My favorite scent in the world is vanilla, followed by cinnamon. -I would rather smoke a bowl than get drunk. -I couldn't live without my mommy. -I don't like going into the water at the beach. ~Tagged by Erica~

Laboring Under A Label
We live in a culture that uses labels as a means of understanding the world and the people living in it. As a result, many of us find ourselves laboring under a label that has a negative connotation. Unless we can find a way to see the good in such a label, we may feel burdened by an idea of ourselves that is not accurate. It is important to remember that almost nothing in this world is all good or all bad, and most everything is a complex mixture of gifts and challenges. In addition, different cultures revere certain qualities over others, but this does not mean that these qualities are inherently good or bad. For example, a culture that elevates outgoing behavior will label an introvert in a negative way, calling them antisocial. In truth, the ability to spend time alone is one that most great artists, mystics, and visionaries share. Owning the positive side of this label can lead us deeper into our gifted visions and fertile imaginations. When we look into the lives of any of the

I Cant Wait To Get An Apartment
I cant wait to live on my own w/my man. I hope my baby gets a job and then we can move sooner. I wanna live in wedgewood commons, cuzz they have all utilities included and its the cheapest partments I know of in La crosse as far as efficiencies and 1 bedrooms. ******I CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!*******************

We Are Here
We Are HERE I got the video from Realm of Logic. Thanks Ben - I voted for Ron Paul today! Date: Feb 6, 2008 3:35 PM We have secured a bare minimum of 24, and we're projecting 42 delegates from Super Tuesday. Plus delegates from Louisiana, which we may win outright. We're also still facing the likely possibility of a brokered national convention, which means that all of the delegates will ultimately vote at the national convention not for whom they were bound by their primary or caucus, but for whomever they choose. Which means: WE CAN STILL WIN THE NOMINATION. And moreover, we will force the Republican Party to choose between McCain or Paul. And they will either choose Paul or go the way of the Whigs. We need everyone working harder than ever. If you are in a state that has already has its primary/caucus, or if you're from Utah, there's a new button beneath Step 3 on your list to call voters in upcoming states and help the Precinct Leaders out there. Please rem

Trust?
For the longest time I have always wondered about you? I always wondered where you are and if you existed? Could you look at me for more then what I know I am and tell me how your going to change my thoughts and feelings forever? Could you love me with all your heart, like I so wanna give to you unconditionally and selflessly? Could you look into my hazel eyes, tell me that I am there for you baby, and make me believe when in times I have not? Could I tell you how you thawed out my cold heart with just your stare and not have you look at me as if I am obsessed or clingy? Could I make you understand that since I met you, I adore you and you can trust that even if I were to go out, I would come home alone waiting for your call rather then with a random chick to fill my temporary ill's...and could I expect the same from you? Would you tell me with your eyes that I am handsome and how you think I am even if the rest of the world didn't agree? Could

Tag
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Hmmmm.....10 things 1. Work way to much, go in early and stay late. 2. Can't do without my cell phone 3. Leave cubard(not spelt right) doors open 4. Am anal about certain things 5. Can be an exhibitionist lol (at home alone on fubar) 6. Am happy I am divorced 7. My daughter is my life 8. Letting my hair grow long, have a bald spot in the back. 9. Would like to get my ear pierced 10. And waiting to tag someone else. Its all in good nature and for fun.

Eye's
I sit here imagining what it would be like to look into her eye's. When I realize I have billions of them, when looking into the evenings sky. So calm are her eye's as I look into the evenings sky. They are so warm and gentle as I see the reflection from the sky. Never have I looked into and evenings sky, as I would to have just one chance to look into her eye's.