Fubar Blog Posts 3

I Dont Have A Damn Clue...
so hmmmm i've lost my footing my grasp on the ground an now here i sit its 3 44am i got work in the morning an im still awake what am i waiting for? someone to call? txt me? maybe..... ive waited an waited but nothing ohwell. I'm falling apart my hearts gone an i'm only getting worse why am i self destructing....is it my own fault? did i cause my own decay?.. i tried as best i could but now i just feel like im faling apart from the inside out an it blows theres nothing i can do to stop this bleeding.... i'll be gone soon anyways I sit here thinking contemplating my life the lives of others. i wanna make things better but i know i cant do anything like that in the condition im in.... all i'll cause is more pain when i open my mouth so i'm left with my other alternative an thats written word gotta get those feelings out somehow right ? go blog..... fucken hell im so damn lost an confused i wish there was an easy solution to this feeling...

Kids + Horror Movies =
Funny ass commentary. the kids are watching 28 days later and some of the funny things said so far: Sibi: Um, are those people parts? Me: Yea. Sibi: COOL!!!! Then as the first zombie showed up: Luvy: I thought they were supposed to be slow... Me: I don't know i guess they're super zombies. Luvy: yeah they're running like nobodies business!!!!! hahahahah, i'm highly amused since i don't like this movie.

Good News, Bad News
so.........you want the good news right?? the good news is .....its offical! i dided good on the interveiw so they going to send another letter or call for my pee test date .....then im going to start this new gig ..AT 15 AN HOUR TO START!! (i almost nutt myself when they said that) the bad news.........my final on fubar will be comming with in the month! ...no it isn't fuicide im leaving gracefully (or tring to) i just won't have time to fubar w/ yall anymore so its time to bow out and move along ......sooooooo my final act will be comming ...ill let you know don't worry

Fed Up 2008 August 13th
I cant keep my mutha fucking mouth shut again i mess up something t hat i could have for a life time yet i again opened big unfeeling mouth and mind i had thought i put away for keeps and blurted out that the woman i love was a "fatty" to one of her pets, she heard that and we got into an arguement and she got hurt, i left so sher wouldnt have to look at me and i could calm down, i apologized and all and she would not take it from me so its over just like that. why am i so much like that that i blurt it out so unknowingly? am done with dating for now...not completely but just for now. sighs :-(

Will You Remember Me When I'm Gone?
This song definitely describes how i feel at times, because i feel my life is coming to an end call me paranoid but i've always felt i never belonged here so my time would come soon, I dont fear death anymore but one thing i've always said was i wanted to leave my mark on ppl ive known met loved cared deeply for an this song.... definitely describes it all.... if you can youtube this song for me an listen to it please its "Leave out all the rest" by Linkin Park Or better yet i'll imeem it in here.... Leave Out All The Rest - Linkin Park I dreamed I was missing You were so scared But no one would listen Cause no one else cared After my dreaming I woke with this fear What am I leaving When I'm done here So if you're asking me I want you to know [Chorus] When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some Reasons to be missed And don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest

Bullet With Butterfly Wings-smashing Pumpkins
The world is a vampire, sent to drain Secret destroyers, hold you up to the flames And what do I get, for my pain? Betrayed desires, and a piece of the game Even though I know - I suppose I'll show All my cool and cold - like old job Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage Now I'm naked, nothing but an animal But can you fake it, for just one more show? And what do you want? I want to change And what have you got, when you feel the same? Even though I know - I suppose I'll show All my cool and cold - like old job Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage Then someone will say what is lost can never be saved Despite all my rage I am still just a rat in a cage Tell me I'm the only one Tell me there's no other one Jesus was th

A Litl Humor!
The nice part about living in a small town is that when you don't know what you're doing, someone else does!! The best way to forget all your troubles is to wear tight shoes!! My mind not only wonders, it sometimes leaves completely!! (Boy, that's the best way to put it for my life lately!) One of lifes little mysteries is how a 2 lb box of candy can make a woman gain 5 lbs!! Women over 50 don't have babies because they would put them down and forget where they left them!! Reason to smile..every 7 min of every day, someome in an aerobics class pulls a hamstring!! Insanity is my only means of relaxation!! If you have something, set it free. If it comes back, it will always be yours. If it doesn't come back, it was never yours to begin with. But, if it just sits in your livingroom, eats your food, uses your phone, takes your money, and doesn't appear to realize that you had set it free. You either married it or gave birth to it!! Have a great d

Rules
LOUNGE RULES FOR 1. THIS IS A COUPLES ONLY LOUNGE 2. OUT AND OUT SEX WILL GET YOU EJCETED AND BANNED 3. ALL COUPLES MUST JOIN TOGEATHER 4. NO LINK DROPING 5.SHOW STAFF AND OWNER RESPECT 6. HAVE FUN AND ENJOY THE LOUNGE ***CLICK THE LINK TO REJOIN THE LOUNGE***

Would You Be Brave Enough?
lol this is a random thing that occurs between myself, ruby, and stina whenever we catch The Devil Wears Prada. We watch the singer Mike and notice that this kid has some form of hyperactiveness that causes him to hold his inner mosher in onstage. If you watch him in the video you'll see what we're talking about. xxxxxxxxxxx

Health
I do know this much though , I need to slow my ass down. I must of pushed my body past the envelope last night and this morning. Part is my fault and part is my roommates fault , the reason I say this is because she thinks her medicines and health are more important than mine . I am on a seizure and chemical imbalance medication , at I have been out of for months and as usual I have to wait. And I have made myself so sick I am tired .

My Prayer
Let me do my work each day; and if the darkened hours of despair overcome me, may I not forget the strength that comforted me in the desolation of other times. May I still remember the bright hours that found me walking over the silent hills of my childhood, or dreaming on the margin of a quiet river, when a light glowed within me, and I promised my early God to have courage amid the tempests of the changing years. Spare me from bitterness and from the sharp passions of unguarded moments. May I not forget that poverty and riches are of the spirit. Though the world knows me not, may my thoughts and actions be such as shall keep me friendly with myself. Lift up my eyes from the earth, and let me not forget the uses of the stars. Forbid that I should judge others lest I condemn myself. Let me not follow the clamor of the world, but walk calmly in my path. Give me a few friends who will love me for what I am; and keep ever burning before my vagrant steps the kindly light of hop

F*ck It
This weekend I gave the Philly area an audition, a chance to show me that there is any real reason for me to stay around here. In true Philadelphia fashion, it failed with flying colors. I'm going to move, hopefully soon. People will suddenly say "Oh dude, why are you leaving? OMG We should totally hang out before you go!" But they're missing the point. I don't feel like I belong here or at least in this situation. I wish people would just cut the crap and be normal. Just stop lying, stop being shady or hiding behind something that isn't you and just be yourself. And people wonder why I have trust issues...

Bwuaha.
Now, as many of you remember, Pat and I are no longer dating beyond a reason of a doubt. I haven't talked to him since the day we broke up, and I have no desire to talk to him. I changed all my passwords he knew, and I'm assuming he changed all his. I even handed over various accounts to him that were under my email. I'll tell you what. It was a pain in the ass, but I didn't care. I was happy to have it all separated so I never had to deal with him again. Minor detail. Jenny is my best friend. Jenny is the ex of his best friend. Jenny still has to live with that fat son of a bitch ex, therefore she has to see Pat. I guess for whatever reason, Pat seems to think I took the time out of my day to hack his Halo and photobucket accounts. Yeah right. You want to know what I've been busy doing? Having a life. Taking care of my daughter. Playing COD4. Having fun with my boyfriend. BOYFRIEND. The guy I'm going to move in with. The guy I'm so fucking happy with its ridiculous. The guy tha

Testing B/g Codes
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This Is Funny..
one day a fly was flying over a lake, a trout was watching the fly thinking to himself "if that fly drops four inches, i can get him." Behind the trout was a bear, watching the trout, watch the fly, thinking to him self "if that fly drops 4 inches the trout will get the fly and ill get the trout." behind the bear was a hunter watching the bear, watch the trout, watch the fly thining to himself " if that fly drops four inches the trout will get the fly, the bear will get the trout, and ill get the bear." behind the hunter was a mouse watching the hunters cheese sandwich, watching the hunter watch the bear, watch the trout, watch the fly, thinking to himself " if the fly drops four inches if that fly drops four inches the trout will get the fly, the bear will get the trout, the hunter will get the bear and i will get the hunters cheese sandwich." behind the mouse was a cat, watching the mouse watch the hunters cheese sanwich, watch the hunter watch the bear, watch the trout watch the fly

Hi
"CAN I INVITE YOU OVER TO MY HOUSE.....SIT YOU DOWN ON MY COUCH....HAVE A LITTLE CONVO.....POUR SOME GREY GOOSE....AND TAKE YOU TO MY BEDROOM......LAY YOU DOWN ON MY BED.....AND TURN THE LIGHTS OFF ......LIGHT A FEW CANDLES.....TAKE OFF MY CLOTHES.......WALK TO THE DRESSER AND TURN ON SOME MUSIC.....THEN WALK SLOWLY BACK OVER TO THE BED......GET UNDER THE COVER.....AND ASK YOU TO DO WHAT YOU NEED TO DO TO GET COMFORTABLE....I SLOWLY CLIMB ON TOP OF YOU AND BEGIN TO KISS YOUR STOMACH....AND WORK MY WAY DOWN.....AND FINALLY I GET ON MY KNEES AND START..... ...............PRAYING THAT YOU WILL BE BLESSED EVERYDAY!!..... GOTCHA ....I WONDER WHAT YOU WERE THINKING ABOUT WHEN YOU WERE READING THIS....SEND THIS TO ALL THE SEXY PEOPLE YOU KNOW INCLUDING ME!!!! (IF YOU THINK I AM SEXY. ) IF YOU GET 5 BACK YOU ARE CUTE! IF YOU GET 7 BACK YOU ARE HOT! IF YOU GET 10 BACK YOUR DAMN SEXXXY!!!..........""

Update On Tropical Storm Fay/my Experience I Went Through Last Night.
well, Thank god i am okay!!!!well it was very frighten to me last night because all of a sudden i heard loud noises like howling,and vibratons from the windows,the trees were moving fast and all.The power went out and cable also went out so all i had was a radio,but it was ok.I finally went to sleep thank god but when i woke up still no power or cable...just alot of debris outside finally at 5:30pm everything went back on thank god.....but i am ok yay...i made it yay!!!what a rough night though....

Yeah. So..............
I was sitting on the porch with one of my best friends and she said the funniest thing i've heard in a LONG time: 'This guy called the salon today. He was from Europe. You know Australia.' ................

This Week
So far this week I've gotten sick... with my charity bike race on sunday so I will be out of shape for it. On top of that it seems like I have a "provoke me" sign on my back that all kinds of people are listening to. Only 7 more days of work then I can take a vacation...

Last Chance To Donate For Livestrong Challenge 2008
I'm just letting everyone know that tonight is the last chance to donate to the LiveStrong Challenge Philly 2008 Event. I will be doing a 10 mile bike sprint again this year and I have raised over $600 so far this year, over $5,000 in the last 3 years. All of the money donated goes to support the Lance Armstrong Foundation which works with the community to raise awareness of cancer and its effects as well as support survivors, such as myself. Lance won the 100 mile race last year and he will be doing it again this year if you want to stop in and see him in person. Anything you can give will be greatly appreciated. Every dollar goes to help someone just like me so please donate. Thank you. The site to donate at: http://philly08.livestrong.org/macstrong215

Marriage (myths And Realities)
MYTH: Loneliness myth that marriage will end your loneliness. REALITY: Many married people are still very lonely. MYTH: Fulfillment Fallacy which makes you believe that being married makes you complete human beings. REALITY: A couple complements one another, not completes one another. MYTH: Marriage Is for everyone. REALITY: There are a lot of unmarried people who are extremely happy. MYTH: Monogamy myth makes you believe that you are the only couple who is dealing with infidelity. REALITY: Infidelity happens to many couples. MYTH: Romance will always be alive in a good marriage. REALITY: The everyday problems and challenges of married life can often cloud over romantic feelings. MYTH: Marriage makes people happy. REALITY: You can't expect your spouse to be your one source of happiness. Marriage can complement your own individual happiness. MYTH: You won't have major problems if you truly love one another. REALITY: A good marriage doesn't just happen. It takes

Stuff About Me
HUMOR TEST Sunny/Dark: 8/10 drY/Gross: 7/10 Traditional/Offbeat: 0/10 Active/Passive: 2/10 DGT -- Dark Gross Traditional. This makes you a Prankster. Comedy for you is when a person is kept in the most discomfort for the longest period of time. This means practical jokes, pranks, and sticking a hair up a sleeping person's nose so he slaps himself awake. You are probably locked in some terrifying practical joke one-ups-manship with a like- minded soul. You are also probably a dude. You are able to acknowledge that Dumb and Dumber was a good movie, and that makes you a good person. You might like Meet the Parents, Punk'd, and that part in Bruce Campbell's If Chins Could Kill where he convinces a friend that his car has been shoved off a cliff. I'm not describing this adequately. You got to read it. 12 % are this type. 58 people have taken this quiz since tracking restarted on October 20, 2007. Here is the distribution: DGO Fanboy/Fangirl 3.4 % ....

Saddle Up To Find The Cure
So tomorrow is the Saddle Up to Find the Cure (for Breast Cancer) horse show. Im really nervous. I have not gotten nearly as much time on Buck as i would like hes not even neck reigned yet. wont back up with me on his back. Im really scared im going to go there and make a complete ass out of my self. I know im there for the cuase but it would also be nice to place well in the classes im in. Work really put a dent in Bucks training so did starting out with Classy. So i dont know what im going to do. I have great shirts great tack and a not so well trained horse. I know i know i know just go and have fun, but how much fun are you going to have if your embarrassed cuase your horse is not doing well.

Triumphant Displaying Of Grit And Speed
Jamaica’s Asafa Powell flew past the finish line with the final leg of an amazing world record in the 4x100-meter relay, his teammate Usain Bolt soaring after him to celebrate. The contrast between the events could not have been starker, coming as they did right after each other Friday night at the Olympic stadium. But for all the speed and joy of the fastest set of men on earth, they followed an event that is both much less appreciated in the United States and almost unimaginably grueling. The American Bryan Clay’s triumphant moment in the decathlon came after he all but staggered across the finish line at the end of the 1,500 meters. The track announcer greeted him with the news that he was the Olympic champion, to which Clay responded by pitching forward onto the track. Clay had spent the last two days competing in conditions that ranged from blistering heat to near monsoon, toiling at 10 track and field events. “Emotionally, it was a tough meet,” Clay said. “I started out so we

Please...inform Yourself!
please...inform yourself.... ah, friends. it's been a while, i know. but there are things heavy on my heart tonight, things that lift my soul so that i feel as if i could change the world, and a grief so heavy i can do nothing but sit here and weep. i've spent this week in my classroom, working working working, preparing for the imminent start of another school year. tonight was open house, and the excitement at seeing my students from years past, as well as those new faces i will have the opportunity to be part of for a while...there is nothing like it. the excitement, the fear, the sheer joy at being allowed to do the exact thing you were put on this earth to do...it's like feeling the breath of God filling your lungs until you can do nothing but stand still until the storm of joy passes. i came home tonight exhausted, elated, nervous...but mostly just exhausted. my feet hurt, i hadn't eaten all day, and my bed was whispering my name. as i was in bed, reading and absentl

Making Up?
About 8 months ago a girl I was best friends with for 4 years and I stopped being friends. Well when we had actually been friends I knew her sister had been trying to get pregnant and actually had concieved a baby. Today I get a text from my ex best friend saying that her sister had lost the baby and just thought she'd let me know. I seriously had no idea what to do...I thought about trying to talk to her a couple times but I am a very stubborn person and I dont make up with people easily. I called another friend and told him what happened and I asked him if I should text her back, call her back, ignore it etc. He convinced me that life is too short to have grudges against people and that I would be the bigger person if I tried to reach out to her. So I worked up the courage to call her and it went to her voicemail and I left her a message saying I got her text about her sister losing the baby and I was really sorry for her family and that I would pray for them and that if she ever wan

Just Because I Want To Take Off My Clothes
Okay, so the surgery date is Sept. 17th and in between now and then I will be living at the gym and going to Disneyland...an odd combo I know, usually when I think of Disneyland I think of big ears, not big... Anyways, got entangled in...let's just say a net and keep it simple,anyways, between that and getting the flu I missed about a week of gym time and I had already assessed that I was not fully utilizing my time there as it was so...my amazing math skills have me at about a gazillion hours behind schedule...hmmm maybe I shouldn't have carried that 2. So I guess I'll be doing double shifts of cardio and increasing my weights and while at DL, or rather at our hotel, I'll be swimming laps every night before bed. It wouldn't be such a big deal but I'll be recuperating for about 3 weeks...3 weeks of me not moving much at all, medicated and probably comfort eating=fat ass, so why am I sitting here typing while I should be running out the door? Not sure, guess I felt really com

Good Bye
I have reach a turning point in my life. There are things I need to accomplish and I feel it's best that I leave fubar and return when my world makes sense. I'm open to staying in contact through IM or phone. If you're interested send me a private message by Thursday August 28th. You've been great and I'll miss you! XOXOXOXOXO

Some Thoughts Regarding Punishment, Domination And Sadism
All rights reserved. This is an original article by S. Garrett. 02/24/03. Submissive Loving holds exclusive rights. Some thoughts regarding punishment, domination and sadism I am a Sadist. I enjoy inflicting pain for its own sake. It excites Me. It makes my pulse quicken; my genitalia throb. All my fantasies since I was in My teens had some element of pain involved in them. It runs through to the very core of my sexuality. I do enjoy inflicting pain on a girl that enjoys suffering pain. It is a sharing experience. However, My Sadism is entirely selfish. It never enters My head whether or not the victim enjoys it. It is never performed for her benefit; just mine. When I am angry, I find that my enjoyment of pain is attenuated. My sadism has nothing to do with punishment, revenge, or a release of anger. I just enjoy inflicting pain - pure and simple. I have to admit that something in me sees it as a little cowardly to hide this behind some 'excuse' for inflicting the pain. I feel n

What Role Do You Play?
You Are the Guru You are a naturally good counselor. You are inspiring, encouraging, and compassionate. You are eager to help everyone who crosses your path, even those who don't want to be helped. You are a natural healer. People feel at peace when they are with you. You are so good for people, in fact, that they go through withdrawal once you're gone. You quietly do your own thing, without openly resisting. You secretly try to fix every problem. Your biggest regret is not being able to help as many people as you'd like. What Role Do You Play?

The Little Prince Can Be Sad...
Oh, little prince! Bit by bit I came to understand the secrets of your sad little life... For a long time you had found your only entertainment in the quiet pleasure of looking at the sunset. I learned that new detail on the morning of the fourth day, when you said to me: "I am very fond of sunsets. Come, let us go look at a sunset now." "But we must wait," I said. "Wait? For what?" "For the sunset. We must wait until it is time." At first you seemed to be very much surprised. And then you laughed to yourself. You said to me: "I am always thinking that I am at home!" Just so. Everybody knows that when it is noon in the United States the sun is setting over France. If you could fly to France in one minute, you could go straight into the sunset, right from noon. Unfortunately, France is too far away for that. But on your tiny planet, my little prince, all you need do is move your chair a few steps. You can see the day end and the twilight falling whenever you like...

My Personality
According to youniverse.com, I am: A DREAMER: I'm an an adventurous person with a limitless imagination. I like space to think & see beauty even in the most inhospitable environments. When it comes to art I appreciate precision and hard work. Nothing is more impressive than real craftsmanship. For me, music is all about joining in; a bit of self expression. It's always on my mind and helps me let off steam. AN ESCAPE ARTIST: Always the first to take the leap, I like to look forward, & try to have no regrets. I like to see where life takes me-this positive attitude will give me a wealth of experience. For kicks I like to switch on & satisfy my curiosity. I'm a bit of a tech head at heart. Sometimes I love nothing better than to stay home. When it comes to holidays, I'll take experience over comfort every time, whether under canvas or under the stars. I love the chance to be in the wilderness & relish the freedom of being in charge of where I'm heading. A JUNKIE MON

Lyrics To Lasso The Moon
"Lasso The Moon" Written by: Dorff/Brown I know you're out there somewhere 'Cause I've held you in my dreams And I'm waitin' for the day it all comes true So close and yet so far away You'll be more than just a dream some day I'll hold you in my arms but 'till I do Chorus: I'll get by I'll wait until the rivers run dry If it takes a million years girl I will know a million years can't come too soon Somehow, somewhere our eyes will meet and then and there The sparks will set a magic night on fire And I'll lasso you the moon I'll know there'll be a lot of little girl left in the lady While the woman in her will love me all night long I know one day she'll come to me Some things are just meant to be There'll be a place in time where we belong (Chorus)

Bomb Her Contest
DJ ANGEL EYES IS IN THE SEXIEST DJ CONTEST & NEEDS HELP BOMBING IT. HERE'S THE LINK YOU MIGHT HAVE TO ADD THE HOST ALSO & HERE IS HER LINK ~*JÁÐÊ*~RØ§Ê*~((R/A/F - LUV RETURNED ))ØWÑÊR & DJ @§WÊÊTWÁTÊR§ *~FU-OWNED BY ''SMUT@ fubar

Cherokee Succotash
2 lb fresh or dry Lima beans (baby limas are best) 3 cups fresh corn cut from cob 4-6 onions (wild or pearl) salt to taste 2 tbs melted bacon fat 2 pieces smoked ham hock 3 qts water pepper to taste (optional) Soak beans, if using dry ones, for 3-4 hours. Bring the water to a boil then add the beans. Cook at a moderate boil for 10 minutes then add the corn, ham hocks, salt & pepper, and onions. Reduce heat and cook for 1 hour on a low heat. http://ppisces17.ning.com/profile/2dso0jfli7ve3 I AM INVITING YOU TO COME AND JOIN ME AT MY NATIVE PRIDE NING PAGE I AM THE OWNER OF THIS SITE . ! THE LINK YOU NEED TO JOIN ME THERE IS LISTED ABOVE.THANK U RACHEL!

Forrest Gump
Forrest Gump: I'm not a smart man... but I know what love is. Young Jenny Curran: Dear God, make me a bird. So I could fly far. Far far away from here. Forrest Gump: My momma always said, "Life was like a box of chocolates. You never know what you're gonna get." Forrest Gump: Mama always said, dying was a part of life. Forrest Gump: You died on a Saturday morning. And I had you placed here under our tree. And I had that house of your father's bulldozed to the ground. Momma always said dyin' was a part of life. I sure wish it wasn't. Little Forrest, he's doing just fine. About to start school again soon. I make his breakfast, lunch, and dinner every day. I make sure he combs his hair and brushes his teeth every day. Teaching him how to play ping-pong. He's really good. We fish a lot. And every night, we read a book. He's so smart, Jenny. You'd be so proud of him. I am. He, uh, wrote a letter, and he says I can't read it. I'm not supposed to, so I'll just leave it here fo

This Is How You Get Blocked!!
Here is a perfect example of an idiot who got blocked without reading my page first. I'm so tired of this crap!! Enjoy...have fun reading his mistake!! There are hundreds of Dream Bodys in this place. Nice, but nothing touches a Woman with a Body that also has a Beautiful Face. Rare. Extremely. The Best reward from Sex comes from watching such a Woman's eyes roll back in Her head and she sighs as She tries to breathe and hold Her kiss with you all at the same time, and you Feel Her shudder as She comes. I have no use for the teenyboppers here, they are just eye-candy. You are the type of Woman I came here for in the 1st place. Thank you, Lady Kasie. I close my eyes and your naked Body is lying on a masseuse table in front of me. Beside you is a can of shaving cream, a Venus razor, a bottle of your fave Bath & Body Works Massage Oil, a K-Y His & Hers pack, a 9" vibrating latex toy, two bottles of wine, and one red rose. I could keep you occupied for hours and now I have

Unfinished "one Of Those Days"
I lost the verses and don't want to try and recreate them on the fly so I'll just post the chorus and come back later, lol that's why I love the small white square it's so accomodating :) I think my muse has ADHD because I often receive only smatterings of a song and of various genres...don't worry you can spot most of the country tunes by the saccharin sugary texture ;) ONE OF THOSE DAYS ~CHORUS~ It's just one of those days When it's safer To crawl back into bed Lock the door, turn off the phone And pull the covers over my head Run away by staying in Wait it out Till it's safe to start again It's just one of those days ~CHORUS~

"i'll Never" Sap Alert
Again, blame my muse and the fact I had just quit smoking and that really f's with your brain and this was the first stringing along of coherent or whatever...it sucks but I like to use it for comparison...much how I use "Dude Where's My Car" for movies ;) I'll Never No matter the miles No matter the distance I'll never be too far Away from you No matter my fear Of any resistance I'll never be too Scared to follow through Because you've given me The things I need to finally Believe in me and nothing's Standing in my way anymore I'm standing now, you helped Me off the floor And I'll never be the me I was before No matter the cause No matter your calling I'll never be the one to turn on you So when you stumble Whenever you're falling I'll never be not there To catch you Because you've given me The things I need to finally Believe in me and nothing's Standing in my way anymore You came inside and opened up That door And I'll never be the m

Have You Ever Loved A Woman By Bryan Adams
http://ppisces17.ning.com/profile/2dso0jfli7ve3 I AM INVITING YOU TO COME AND JOIN ME AT MY NATIVE PRIDE NING PAGE THAT I OPENED UP! THE LINK YOU NEED TO JOIN ME THERE IS LISTED ABOVE.THANK U RACHEL! To really love a woman, to understand her You gotta know her deep inside Hear every thought, see every dream An' give her wings when she wants to fly Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms You know you really love a woman When you love a woman You tell her, that she's really wanted When you love a woman you tell her that she's the one 'Cuz she needs somebody To tell her that it's gonna last forever So tell me have you ever really Really, really ever loved a woman? Yeah To really love a woman, let her hold you Til' you know how she needs to be touched You've gotta breathe her, really taste her Til' you can feel her in your blood An' when you can see your unborn children in her eyes You know you really love a woman When you love a woma

If Bruce Campbell Was Gay His Name Would Be Chuck Norris..
Pretty horrible weekend so far with dots of good karma along the way (like getting to talk to a really awesome person who I didn't think I'd be able to). I was sick for most of Saturday with a migraine from Hell. No rhyme or reason for it really besides mother nature just kicking me when I'm down. Was randomly brought home a Chuck Norris facts poster which now hangs behind my couch next to the window. Not exactly proudly... Tonight the plan is to drown my sorrows in a few games of Call of Duty 4 (and maybe Halo if the opportunity presents itself) and Monster M-80. My tongue ring arrived yesterday so that's getting repierced tonight (the only piercing I've ever done myself in the past) and until I can find a good needle to sterilize I'm off to do dishes and hang out with my daughter. Have a badass weekend kids!

Bad Kitty!!!!!
Bad Kitty Wants a Spotlight Yes, this time is for me!!! I will need all the love from all my Friends and Family! Please, Help me I will Accept any Donation I can get.. Gimme More - Britney Spears I had wait till the moment I got close to be a Godmother to ask for big time Donations!!!! I Need about 11 Mil to have to Bid on the Spotlight and Still Have a Little for my self after..... Please Help, I will safe Everyone Link and make an Thanks Bully after I get the SPOTLIGHT!!!! I will Wait To see Who Donates Rates Are very welcome that give me Fu-Bucks too!

Fuck Sylvanas Court.
We were doing Sunwell trash, and a guildie bitched, moaned, yelled, and shouted on vent for 30 minutes about NOT getting the pally buff he wanted. the pally finally said "it's a mod that gives ALL dps salv, if you don't want it, click it off." so he started cussing her out, calling her names, going WAAAAY outta line. I, as an officer, told him to stop. so did another guild officer that was with me, and the raid leader. he didn't listen. so i went to the guild leader, and informed him. He posted in the guild chat, asking the guy what was up. the guy played it off like i was over exaggerating. a rogue that was runnign with us backed him up. the guild leader chose to let it be. we have strict rules on how we behave when pugging a raid, and he wasn't following them. I got upset and said i was gonna log for the evening, and the rogue told me to chill out. the guild leader said "oh, she's just having a bad day". which, this is the only time in six months i've blown my cool over someone being

Blind Eyes
When you look at me, you don't see me. You see a reflection of what you want to see. Some see only the flaws, the imperfections, what is lacking. Some see only the things they like, ignoring the outward flaws. Seldom does one look past what they can see with their eyes. Your eyes must be blind to see who I really am. Too often we decide we like someone not for who they are, but for what we see. We forget that the body is simply a vessel created to carry the essence of who and what we are. It does not make us good or bad, It does not define intelligence, humor, ability to care, compassion, values, honesty. It does not define our capacity to love or be loved. It only defines the tangible things, things that decay and fade with time and age. Deciiding to care for a person based on what you see, may cost you the best friend you could wish for, or maybe someone you could love. It may bring you heartbreak because often when we see the outward beauty, we miss the ugliness

Vampire Heartbreak
VAMPIRE HEARTBREAK I HAVE SEARCHED THE CENTURIES TRYING TO FIND YOU. I'VE WATCHED SILENTLY IN MY GRAVE FOR YOU TO FIND ME. I'VE WALKED THE STREETS OF THE WORLD LOOKING FOR YOUR FACE. YOU GAVE ME YOUR WARMTH YOU MADE MY COLD HEART BEAT AGAIN. THE NIGHTS BELONGED TO US TO THE GODDESS IN ALL HER DARK BEAUTY. WORDS WERE SPOKEN SO BEAUTIFUL AND TRUE. I KNEW,I FINALLY FOUND YOU. BUT YOU PIERCED WHAT WAS LEFT OF MY HUMAN HEART. TEARS OF BLOOD RUN DOWN MY CHEEKS NOW WE NEED TO PART. MY ETERNAL LOVE THAT I HELD SO LONG AGO. MY ETERNAL LOVE NOW AGAIN, I HAVE TO LET YOU GO.

Memories Of A Shard...
Why is it still here??? Why does it hold on??? I have lost all need for it... it sticks in me like a lost child... If I could reach you I would throw you away, like I did with the rest of your kind... You have caused nothing but trouble in me. you gave me false hope, you gave me pain, you gave me suffering beyond human words... why? Why do you like to hurt me so? I can nolonger bear the pain of failure you have so willingly given to me... I have bleed so much to try. I have gone blind from the endless tears you given me. Leave me be... I don't want to remember that painful past. I don't want to fall like that ever again... Don't you see..? You are the only one left here... The rest has been left behind on this long journey. little by little they broke off and left me. now there is only you little one. and its time for you to go... there is no place for your kind here. find the others and be happy. maybe

Update On Life
As you all know i recieved word (on Friday29th of this month)that my daughter was VERY ill an was passing she is still in intensive care an doesn't have much time she is fatal staus. Im not sure when im gonna go home but no one is visiting at this time an well my ex took my kids out of my life 2 yrs ago i still try to keep in contact when he permits.. Anyway i'm going thru this not being able to have that closness that most get during this time in there lives ( mine is 9000 miles away) at war an i wish he could come home ( but he's doingit for ALL of Us..) so i'm hoping my friends an Family on here keep supporting me /US...you were also asked for advice o bring my husband home NO luck with that an if they can truth be told this is one of the hardest Months in Afganistan.. Well he is needed there he is top gun /nco position(13B) he goes out side the FOB about 5 times a week an he pulls hotgun/guard 6 out of 7 nights a week.. Well im Hangind in there with the support of my friends

Make Gamerkitten A Godmama!
GO DO IT!!!!!!!One of the sweetest people on here is creeping up on Godmother level. She has lots of pics and stash to rate so go show her lots of luv. :) What are you waiting for? DO IT!!! Don't forget to repost :) (repost of original by 'pip1966 Owned By Coppertop' on '2008-09-03 00:04:03') (repost of original by '{GaMerKiTTeN}¢¾ *Chriz's Girlfriend*' on '2008-09-03 00:08:49')

Dilemmas :)
1) Im an INDEPENDENT woman ! Yeah, thats why u're here and after something :) 2) Nick = Sweet/ Sexy/Bitch/Whore/Crazygirl/thisgirl/thatgirl. Profile comment : I dont cam, I dont cyber, I dont suck,I dont lick Heheh..So plz be more picky be4 pickin your nick. 3) Friendship accepted. Sorry, my msn, messenger or whatever is for family & FRIENDS... HUHH ?!?!?!?!?!? 4) Im FU wifey, Fu engaged of somebody Hahaha..R u nuts ??! :) If u are so loyal, what the fuck r u lookin for in Fuck bar ? :)) Yup..we can increase the samples.. God..i love these places :)))

Me
I am having surgery on the 19th of this month. They are going to fix my hernia and do an abdominal plasty at the same time. Also i have to have a mamogram they have found lumps in my chest. Looks like i am falling apart. That is suppose to be done on the 11th of this month. So please pray for me and keep me in your thoughts.

Sex Poem
SEX POEM!! Roses are red, Violets are corney, everytime I see you, oh baby I get horney, eat me, beat me, bite me, blow me, suck me, fuck me, very slowly, if you kiss me, dont be sassy, use your tongue and make it nasty!!! A GUYS GOB!! A guy sticks his location, In a girl's destinstion, To increase the population, For the next generation. Do you get my explanation? Or do you need a demonstration? MAKE YOU GO MMMMMMMM!! Tongue and lips, legs in bed, kiss my neck, i'll give you head... feel my body, rolling round, hardcore sex, shake the ground... in the shower, in the car... best sexual pleasure, ive had by far.. so when yu see me, i kno u'll smile, cos i just told yu bout the best sex, i've had in a while SEX IS A GAME!! Sex is fun Sex is a game One night of pleasure Nine months of pain Fathers an asshole Babys a gift its all because the fucking condom split! ! !

Tell Me What U Think
tell me what u think i jus wrote this in a blog to someone totally random about this question? should i date someone younger(not me a randon fu-member) i know my opinion. i jus totally thought of it it jus flowed from my lips like lavender incense. read and tell me what ya'all think........ Go for whatever ur heart yearns for. do not rely on anything or anyones opinion. your heart will tell u the truth it doesnt lie it only takes perseverance and true love to get through any type of adversity be it age or anything else. i have always followed my heart it may hurt sometimes but u eventually find the one true soulmate u deserve

1211999
Alone and weeping wondering pondering is happiness real? feeling cheap and unimportant unneeded unwanted confused and crying hopeless now overcome emotions raging BREAKDOWN tears streaming reality sets in never first always close but so far away

This Sucks
my back has been fucked up since the early 90`s. i`ve learned to cope with it,constant weed use , muscle relaxers and tabs. i think i really fucked it up this time good, can only sit for 5 minutes and had to stifle a scream when i tried to wipe my ass this morning. ok that`s enough whining for today.hope any that read this have a good day

Walking In My Shoes-depeche Mode
I would tell you about the things They put me through The pain I've been subjected to But the Lord himself would blush The countless feasts laid at my feet Forbidden fruits for me to eat But I think your pulse would start to rush Now I'm not looking for absolution Forgiveness for the things I do But before you come to any conclusions Try walking in my shoes Try walking in my shoes You'll stumble in my footsteps Keep the same appointments I kept If you try walking in my shoes If you try walking in my shoes Morality would frown upon Decency look down upon The scapegoat fate's made of me But I promise now, my judge and jurors My intentions couldn't have been purer My case is easy to see I'm not looking for a clearer conscience Peace of mind after what I've been through And before we talk of any repentance Try walking in my shoes Try walking in my shoes You'll stumble in my footsteps Keep the same appointments I kept If you try walking in my shoes If

Get Your Bling Bling!!!!
So here I go again hosting yet another bling auction so as always bids will start at 20k fubucks Auction will end Sunday September 14th at 8pm Eastern time And the blings to be auctioned are as follows: So come on by and bid on these blings remember you have til Sunday Night 8pm Eastern time so bid as much as possible

Lotsa Randomness About Me!
1) Single,Taken, Crushing, Heartbroken? TAKEN!!! by the best Damned Juggalo in the whole Fucking world! 2) Are you happy with that? DO bears shit in the Woods? 3) Would you kiss your ex? YUCK!!! That would involve not only seeing him, but smelling him, GROSS 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? once, maybe twice... 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? only if you REALLY want to have sex with someone else. not just kind of want to. NO, Are you fucking retarded? 6) Do you want kids? Someday...when I have a house and a husband... 7) How many? maybe like one, or two.. 10) If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you? umh, yeah I would, not that it would change my relationship...I would just like to know.. 11) Have you ever fallen completely in love? I have been in love with the idea of being in love with someone...I have realized that it wasn't true love.. 14)

His Feellings
To all the stars in the sky, hear my cry. I only wish I could feel her touch, stand by her side, hold her hand, and thank god that it is real. My dream, to be one with her for eternity, for I know in her I found myself, my soul. She will never be alone for I am always with her, my soul mate. Live as you’ve never lived, love as you’ve never loved. And enjoy life with me by your side, tonight I will be dancing with her in my dreams, as I sleep her scent fills my nose, her taste, my lips, her touch my body, and her love my heart. Today I pray that she feels the same for I have never loved someone so deeply, truly, unconditionally. Only in my dreams have I ever imagined a love so pure, so magnificent, I only hope that I am not a fool for believing that my dreams could become reality. Someone said that every man has his fairy tale, but also said it can be to good to be true? So what is a heart supposed to do in the face of adversity? I question the universe and wait for a response

By The Inkfreak
I played with her hard nipples for a few seconds before I moved down between her legs. She opened her eyes and looked at me. I pushed her thighs far apart and used my fingers to spread her pussy lips. Her body was trembling. My mouth was so close to her pussy she had to feel my breathe. I took my tongue and licked her from her ass very slowly up to her clit. Then I lifted My head up and looked at her and said, “Do you want me to stop?”“No Daddy, Please No,” She begged me.“Then you better be a good girl. Daddy will tell you when you can cum. Do you understand me?”“Yes Daddy,” she answered.

Haiku Poetry Trying Again
soon i am gone bye this by my own hand you think it is i think not soon it is all right i'm ready to go right now you see it is i think so soon i am gone bye give me the green light right now it is i think not soon it is all right no more two face lovers you see it is i think so soon i am gone bye easy come easy go i can see it is i think not haiku is style of poems consisting 3 lines with syllable count of 5-7-5 haiku in japanese has be easier cause each Hiragana is one syllable

The Pure Surf
I pretend to show, I dream on unended oceans. White water blowing through you, cleansing your soul from that tainted hell. So pure as an angels soul, I giggle foolishly for hours. An ache in my belly, a yearning for the pure like gods touch. My morbid soul whisked away, where the drugs they greatly fail. Wind blows cools the heat of the day. To end that day how the dolphins play.

After Effects Of September 11th
Seven years later, we're still feeling the effects. Do you know what they are? Seven years ago. September 11th, 2001. You may have been at work, at school, or at home. No matter where you were that day, you know what happened. And you'll probably never forget it. No one will, especially the people in New York. Firefighters, volunteers, people who worked in and around the World Trade Centers, and people just passing by. The death toll from that day is 2,752; or so most of you think. But that number is growing slightly as these years go by and is going to continue to rise. The firefighters and anyone working in or around Ground Zero on that day, and months afterwards, are still being affected. Do you remember seeing pictures of the giant smoke cloud rising? Ever wonder what exactly it was? Well, it contained 2,500 different substances, among those being glass, construction debris, fibers, cellulose, asbestos, lead, and even mercury. The people who worked anywhere near that cloud took

Thoughts Of Danielle(reprised)
It wasn't 20 minutes ago, that I said "I heart you." blew you a soft kiss... cause it's time for bed and as soon as my head hit the pillow beside me these thoughts of you, they just filled up my head Everything that you are, is all that I've wanted I guess a better phrase would be, all that I need you don't want to change me or make me act different and you do not get mad when I'm smoking my weed I can feel in my heart, that you're taking me over stimulating my mind with your cunning... your wit I'm sure that the haters will all come a running But FUCK ALL YOU HATERS... CAUSE, MY GIRL'S THE SHIT!! so now I just sit here, my mind justa spinning replaying again, all our laughter tonight is it natural to feel everything is so perfect? Is it wrong just to feel everything is so right? there is one thing, that I know you can trust in I've never been given, what I've wanted this much All day long, my thoughts are about you longing for the day.. that I feel your t

Whoot We Getting Married
.....is proud to announce our ..... THE FU WEDDING OF Kenn & Enchantress September 21st @ 9:00pm cst/ 10:00pm est SO PLZ DONT MISS THE BEAUTIFUL BINDING OF THESE 2 SPIRITS!!!! So What Are You Waiting For? (click here to enter) We are getting fu-Married all is welcome to Join this. SO Come have some good times and Some Drinks and Great Tunes . Can't Wait to see you there.

First Knight
He thundered across my dreams as if on a white stead... but he needed no such horse... for his words were the bearers of his presence. He came to me as if he were a conquering King, who had every right to take as he so wished… yet when he touched my soul, my mind, my heart it was my gentle and loving First Knight. He seduced what he wished from me as if I had no will.. for truth, he quenched a thirst I long had not admitted, a need I dared not whisper aloud. Yet somehow this tower of strength and prowess saw and knew my innermost secret… and had the velvet touch of an angel that drew it from me. What now? Shall I retreat.. for surely this one who knows me as I am shall not stay for long… then where shall I be? But nay… tis true that darkness follows sunshine… and with it comes our demons to be dealt… but to deny this dream… this vision… this passion… ahhhhh, that would truly be the worst nightmare of all. So, come my First Knight… you are invited and welcomed into my dreams, my lif

This Love-pantera
If ever words were spoken Painful and untrue I said I loved but I lied In my life All I wanted Was the keeping Of someone like you As it turns out Deeper within me Love was twisted and pointed at you Never ending pain, quickly ending life -- [Chorus] You keep this love, thing, love, child, love, toy You keep this love, fist, love, scar, love, break You keep this love I'd been the tempting one Stole her from herself This gift in pain Her pain was life And sometimes I feel so sorry I regret this the hurting of you But you make me so unhappy I'd take my life and leave love with you I'd kill myself for you, I'd kill you for myself -- [Chorus] No more head trips

Cops Were Called,,,by A Unplugged Phone???????
ok,now my life is strange anyway,,but last night it got a lil worse.im at a friends house playin the wii.having a good ol time,and those of you who know me know not much of a drinker,so yes,,know what i was up to,lol.well like i said having fun being messed up,and a car pulls up in the driveway in the middle of the night.well we thought weird,but then hey its prob our friend coming back,well my other friend,whos house we were at ,get sup and walked towards the door,and instantly hollers cops,wel yeah,we freaked out ,middle of the country that is a lil bad,haha.well they walk outside ,i stay in and umm,hide something,,or try to.the cop WALKS UP AND ASKES WHAT IS WRONG,,,,o,blows our minds right then,,we are like what?he says that someone there called the cops and didnt say anything,ok weird,knowing my friends phone isnt even plugged in,,yeah its in the phone jack,but phone not plugged in,so no power,we had to prove it to him wasnt us,sigh......so somehow the phone is calling out,and to

Less Of A Woman
my meds are making me lose my hair. its not noticable, and the doctors said it WONT be noticable. but i know its happening. and it makes me feel so inadequate. this morning when i took my shower, almost two hand fulls of hair came out. oh my god. i feel like the song sara beth by rascal flatts. all i could do was drop to my knees and cry. ive been doing nothing but crying. what do i do. the one person im comfortable talking to seems like they wont give me any support so i feel so alone. just gimme some comfort

Respect Goes A Long Way
look you all i dont care if you talk to my wife and she dont care if you talk to me. we do have an open marriage, but we will under no circumstances deal with dis respect, if we say no to you viewing private pics then the answer is NO. dont harrass us about it.

Free Blings
LEAVE 500 COMMENTS AND GET A FREE BLING FROM MIZZZ. BRAT Click on one of these pictures if you would like to help,, DON'T FORGET TO E-MAIL ME FOR YOUR FUBUCKS Mizzzz Brat"~Johnny Chimpo.~ My Fu slave & Personal Body Guard...Must have salute & read profil@ fubar

Hi, How Are You Doing?
Hi,How are you doing? This is a problem ive been having since ive worked at target, im sure any of you who have ever worked Retail especilly as a cashire can relate.... I greet all my guests when they come to my check lane, i say Hi how are you doing today? like any normal person would....but i dont always get the normal polite responce of im doing good, im great, how are you? or something along those lines..... here are some of the responces i get on a daily basis when i greet people who come to my check stand... 1.. they just ignor me.... 2. IM FROM OREGON (and shove there licence in my face) (get this one alot) or TAX EXEMPT! 3. they try to speak spanish to me and when they reilize i dont speak spanish they get mad. 4. be quiet im on the phone! 5. GRRRRR (yes some one has accully growled at me when i greeted them) 6. No i dont want to open a target card (im required to ask when it prompts me to when they are paying) 7. i want this much on this gi

To Those Who Miss Understand Me?
If I rate your page;blog;stash or whatever on my own it is cause I want to, do not think I will do anything for anyone anymore without some fubucks attatched to it, why you ask cause since I have been here on fubar I have been one who helps people without being asked but when people I have rated can not find there way to my page for whatever reason to return the love I gave them or some that say thank and that is it, thank me for the help I give you and you can't show me the same. This will end today and I am going to start taking names of those I rate that do not rate me back, if you don't rate me back I block you plain and simple. It is like an unwritten law that people on Fubar go by and it is no secret either. I excuse the newbies cause they still don't know but all the rest know better!!!! I said this before and I will say it again if you can't help me what do I need you for? someone answer that question?

Three "working" Days Later...
So I did it. I started working online at MFC. It’s a great, very model friendly site. At least from what I’ve heard and experienced so far. There is the occasional asshole, but I’ve seen more good than evil in this scenario. Not exactly what I was expecting. I earn 50%, which is better by far than any other site I’ve looked into and so far by regular means have made a serious killing. The only thing that’s been irking me is people are very fickle. Let me rephrase…men are very fickle. I’m sorry, but if you don’t specify what you want and exactly how you want it before we go in to private I won’t know what to do and I will take the time to find out so I can make your experience as good as it can possibly be. I’m a cam girl for Christ sakes not a damn mind reader. Don’t get mad at me if YOU didn’t take the time to tell me what you wanted before hand and I take the time to ask to make sure I get it right. They aren’t all assholes of course. A lot of the guys on there are sweeter than

If You Ever Wondered Who I Am...
[The Basics] First Name: Charlene Date of Birth: 1/29/80 Nicknames: Charlie, Nene, Sweet Pea, Firned, Frick, Croissant.... Where were you born?: Washington, PA Are you Male or Female?: Female What time were you born?: 8:38 pm Astrological Sign: Aquarius Job?: Title Clerk/Accts. Payable Where do you live right now?: At home Eye Color: Mostly green...technically hazel Describe your hair: I swear its brown...and long...and thick Height: 5'3 Righty or lefty?: Righty Heritage/Race/Nationality: Heinz 57 baby! Innie or Outie?: Innie Age: 27 Sexual Orientation: Straight Tattoos: Nope Piercings: Ears [Childhood] Is there anything that was weird about your birth?: Not really, but everyone followed me out of the room and they left my mom there freezing with no blankets! How old were you when you started talking?: Not even a year What was your first word?: dunno...but I could spell my last name before I could say it! Who was your first best friend?: Kiley Stanish How di

;selkjroisgdrewe
With anxious heart and troubled mind, To roam the earth forever bound, She's leaving everything behind- No other choice, no middle ground. She spoke her peace, and said her words, And realized it was her fate. She can't survive in both of worlds, Get out, or it will be too late.

Grrrr.....
why is it that whenever i finally am able to relax and have fun and feel good about being able to do it.... do people have to always end up making me feel like shit for wanting to do it in the first place???? i give up.... :::hides back in her hole:::

Greywlf
It's Greywlf's birthday... Good friends are so hard to find but there are so many on fubar that it amazes me everyday. This gentleman is one of the best friends a girl could have and I feel blessed to call him friend. He is gorgeous both inside and out. Today is his birthday so let's go show him just how loving the people of Fubar can be... Love him up FU-style. Give him tons of birthday love and wishes. He deserves all the love you can share. Here's his link...and don't forget to tell him that Kimmie and Vitamin de sent you...we love him!!! greywlf This bulletin requested with lots and lots of love by the beautiful and sexy "Kimmie"

Haunted Places In Mississippi
Haunted Places In Mississippi Last Updated: June 2008 Baxterville - Myrtle Grove Cemetery - Occurrences of people walking through the cemetery when no one is there. Feelings of dread when you are in or outside of the cemetery at night. Strange occurrences at homes that surround the cemetery. Graves at the cemetary date back to the mid 1800's. Biloxi - Former Biloxi Regional Hospital - When an active hospital, dying patients would see young girls at the end of their beds. One time there was a sighting of a tall, white figure pass through the dispatcher area, which became extremely cold. Locked doors can be heard opening and slamming shut during the night. Biloxi - Keesler Air Force Base - 334th Training Squadron - The 334th training squadron has a haunted wing. A young airman hung himself during training in the wing. Now strange things happen in the wings surrounding that wing. The wing was closed for a year but then an overflow of students came and the wing was reopened. I

Lost..
Inside I'm lost Lost without you, Lost missing your voice, your laugh... Just lost missing everything about you.. How I want to hear from you.. But, I don't know if I ever will. I didn't know caring for someone would end up like this.. Feeling so hurt and lost.. rlf

Ah . . . Sorry To Bother You Mr. Obama, Sir
Ah . . . Sorry to bother you Mr. Obama, Sir Excuse me Mr Obama, I mean Senator Obama, sir. Um . . . know you are busy and important and stuff. I mean running for president is very important and . . . ah . . . I hate to bother you. I will only take a minute ok, sir? See, I have these missing pieces that are holding me up, and I was wondering sir, if you could take time out of your busy schedule and help me out. You know, no big deal, just some loose ends and things. Hey, you have a nice place here! The wife sees houses like this on TV all the time and says boy she wishes she had digs like this you know? Is that painting real? Really? Wow. I saw something like that in a museum once! Oh, sorry sir. I didn't mean to get off the track. So if you could just help me out a minute and give me some details, I will get right out of your way. I want to close this case and maybe take the wife to Coney Island or something. Ever been to Coney Island ? No, I didn't think so. . Well, l

#2
DO YOU LOVE CHOCOLATE?? WE DO TOO!!! HOW ABOUT FU-BUCKS HMMMMM?!?! Attention!!!! Please read the Blog first before you begin. 10s Rating/commenting Game Well You want fu-bucks we want rates so lets trade! ~~~Verified Salutes required to receive the Fubucks~~~ IF YOU RATE 100 pics a 10s (during HH) = You get 10,000 Fubucks IF YOU RATE AND COMMENT 100 pics a 10s (during HH) = You get 15,000 Fubucks You'll need to send a Private Message for M!£ai and/or AXL when you have finished so you will get the Fubucks. No Shout Box, Gift Message or any other method, Private Messages only! Please allow us sometime to send you the Fubucks, as we are not always here. You may start practicing rating my blog ;-) Have Fun! No drama PLZ!!. CLICK (ANNE GEDDES FOLDER) M!£ai™{KMA}♡Taken by Mr Dub...♫ AXL's Partner in Crime@ fubar CLICK (GREECE FOLDER) ♥ Axl ♥ ~Queen B~ MILAI's Partner in Crime@ fubar

Auction/contest Now Thru Oct 6
~NEW Auction, AND Rates Count~ Pretty Please rate my auction pic~~~ I need someone to spoil! So...buy me, own me...and maybe we can build a new u~Friendship!!! ~~~I promise to be a great pet~~~ thanky thanky.. xoxo ~heart :D

5 Things Dominants Want In A Submissive
Since this article will focus on the needs and wants of a Dominant when looking for a submissive, I am going to leave out the very important attributes like a good sense of humor, honesty, respect, listening skills etc. I want to focus on those things that I deem to be unique to this kind of relationship and I ask that you please excuse the use of he/ him/ his for the dominant role and she/ her/ hers for the submissive role. I do not mean to exclude female dominants or male submissives at all. Please do take the gender as meaning both, in fact I will try to include both in most places in this article. 1. Sincere desire to please: Yes, I know, a lot of us have the sexual fantasy of being forced to do things and to not have control at all. That way it is easier to not accept responsibility for our own actions too. It might be really sexy to start a conversation with a dominant and focus on how this really excites us, but in reality, having to force a submissive to do anything all t

Hurt Feelings
HURT FEELINGS REPORT ANSWER QUESTIONS BY CIRCLING THE APPROPRIATE ANSWER. DATE:____________________________ TIME OF HURT FEELINGS:______________________ AM/PM A. WHICH PART OF BODY WERE HURT FEELINGS INFLICTED THROUGH: EYES – EARS — BOTH B. IS THERE PERMANENT FEELING DAMAGE: YES ?NO C. DID YOU NEED A TISSUE FOR THE TEARS: YES ?? NO REASON FOR FILING THIS REPORT: 1. I AM THIN SKINNED: YES NO 2. I AM A PUSSY: YES NO 3. I HAVE WOMAN LIKE HORMONES: YES NO 4. I AM A QUEER: YES NO 5. I AM A LITTLE BITCH: YES NO 6. I AM A CRY-BABY: YES NO 7. I WANT MY MOMMY: YES NO 8. ALL OF THE ABOVE: YES(circle this one since most likely all apply) NAME OF ‘ REAL MAN’ WHO HURT YOUR FEELINGS: ___________________ IF YOU FEEL THAT YOU NEED SOMEONE TO HUG GO HOME TO MOMMY AND LET HER HUG YOU AND CHANGE YOUR DIAPER. IF YOU FEEL AS THOUGH YOU NEED TO SPEAK TO SOMEONE TO SOOTHE YOU PLEASE CALL THIS NUMBER: (800) CRY-BABY OR (888) SIS-GIRL GIRLY-MAN WHO FILED REPORT: _______

Holding On
Is there any meaningful feelings left in us, or we are all just guided by raw needs? When we see someone in need we turn our head, Is it because we feel bad or because we don't care ? I don't see anyone helping eachother out anymore just step on top of eachother to feed their selfish needs. Maybe i am just crazy but I can bearly find any humanity in people. They don't care about starving children, the broken and defeated, they just look out for one and only. It's as if i see the world coming down in peaces while people turn their heads and put their middle fingers up. Do you find this sad or just turn your head? I am battleing with the same things and trying to restore some peace in my but sometimes i lose. These are my thoughts right now....

Bret Michaels Made Into Wax??
For those that have followed the band Poison and Bret Michaels, plz check out this petition...A die-hard fan started this petition for Madame Trussaud's Wax Museum, and has asked them to add Bret Michaels to the museum Online petition - Bret Michaels Made into a Wax Replica at Madame Trussauds in NY

Info On Me
just some info so that i dont get to many of the same questions about my self.... lol jk but if ur wondering... i grew up in cali was there for 20 yrs and moved to tx for 2 yrs thought that as a thing to last but as fait would have it it didnt so i moved back home to cali till about 3 yrs ago when i came to vegas ... i love it here ... my job is awsome and i love what i do ... i have the best friends out here even though my best friend is still in cali...hoping to change that soon... friends say that i am too out going for my own good and that i hold nothing back im straight forward and upfront about everything... i hold the meaning to being a scorpio to a t and never forget to dot the i's about it... my week is at work all day and weekends u can find me at the bar... its our spot and a chance for all us to hang out at i love football baseball and nascar basketball only when my team plays thou no im not a normal girl so i have been told i love to 4x4 in my truck its my f

What Does Your Burger Say About You?
What Your Burger Says About You You are very gluttonous. Even if you're full, you'll still clear your plate. You are a very open eater. You like many types of tastes, and you'll eat just about anything. You are straightforward, honest, and ambitious. You tend to be direct about what you want when it comes to food. You have trouble making decisions quickly. Everything looks good to you... especially at a restaurant. What Does Your Burger Say About You?

Tech Help Please
Ok, so my son's have screwed up their system. They'd been playing WOW for several days, and so one of them thought he'd restart the system and got several blue screens. Each time the message was the same but saying something else had gone wrong. I took a pic of one of the screens. Have any of you seen this and is there any way around formatting the hd? They system used to be mine and I neglected to take pictures off of it before giving it to the boys. I hate to lose all those pictures. Any and all help is greatly appreciated.

My First Cruise Part Three
OK Last blog entry on my vacation Let's see...Well The ship, Norwegian Sun, was built in 2001 and had ONE automatic door on the entire thing...on the top deck! I also had to contend with four-inch metal lips to pop wheelies over to get thru the already narrow doorways! The buffet food was mediocre at best and I ate there probably 80 percent of the time but I did have three pretty good restaurant meals of the five restaurants where I ate! The waitstaff were very good to me My first excursion was in Mazatlan at a shrimp luncheon on a private residence where a Dutch Expatriate lived It was 95 degrees F and 95% humidity By far the worst weather on the trip and my least favorite moment of the vacation The town is filthy and old We had to beg for an electric fan and she did offer to let me rest in her villa I did just that But being it was supposed to last 4 1/2 hrs I could only stay 2 1/2 There wasnt anything to do after eating! Next was a town highlights tour of Zihuatanejo/Ixta

Helping Those Who Have Auto-11
I have had the pleasure of talking to a few of the higher level fu's and they actually do appreciate all the help that they have been getting but I have also heard that people are starting to get pissy and upset because they aren't getting the help they want in return well you need to stop and remember that those that we are helping are helping others to and they may not have the rates at the moment but I am sure that they will make the trip to your page and return the favor. It is silly to get upset and mad over something so silly like this...you need to also remember your not only helping them to the next level but your helping yourself to get there too....what I am talking about it what the Vic's pay for monthly we non vic's are getting a chance to do for free so what if you don't get rates back your still building your own points an fubucks there is no reason to get mad about not getting rates. If your not careful you watch an see if fubar don't take away the auto 11 and th

Free Dj Software
If U Like Or Want TO Be A DJ Its Very Simple and very Inexspensive,just do the following: Go TO www.winamp.com And Get The Full Download Version All For Free,Then Within Winamp Program U Can Get Your Plugin Download In Shoutcast Radio.. Enjoy and have fun...

True Love
Love is like the ocean it can be very blue & empty like nobody is there for you. Sometimes it is like a wave crashing on you withought warning,but it goes away. Love is like a garden, the more you care for it the larger it grows come winter it goes. But what is true love? True love is like the soul, it never dies nor grow's old, it is eternal like heaven above, now that is TRUE LOVE.

History Of Generations
- The Silent generation, people born before 1945. - The Baby Boomers, people born between 1945 and 1961. - Generation X, people born between 1962 and 1976. - Generation Y, people born between 1977 and 1989. - Do you know why do we call the last one generation Y?

Sleep
I can't sleep..without dreaming I can't dream..without sleeping I don't sleep..I don't survive But to survive..I have to sleep!! He chases me in my dreams, this evil man I am so scared of..I have tried to talk about it but no one listens or cares..how do I get this man in my dreams to leave me alone so I can sleep..because I am running out of energy to stay and fight!!! WHY WON'T ANYBODY LISTEN!!!!

Bid On Me!!!
Do you want to own me? Do you want me as your slave for a month Do you want me to rate all your pics 11's Do you want me to make you a NSFW Salute? Then COME BID ON ME Diana has put me up for auction So come and take advantage of me I promise you, you will be happy

Thoughts To Myself
Relationships are tricky. When your going after a girl you give it your all. If its because you need the companionship or you really mean it. After a while you stop trying because youve achived what you want. I see it in relationships all the time especially mine. The lesson to learn especially in today age is never stop trying. The rewards for small things, ie. showing up to her work to pick her up and just go anywhere to help release the tension of the day, flowers, a massage or even to cook dinner at home. Even a little email works wonders. The hardest part ive had is listening to the subtle noise that a woman makes. Im not talking about the audiable type of noise but the underlying noise, ie. "My back hurts" means would you please rub my back, "I hate my commute" means can you pick me up sometime and take me home, "Lets do something" means lets do anything that gets us out of the house. Another trouble ive had is letting my wall of pride down. Ill let my fellow man know that

Look For The Rainbow
Look for the rainbow when things go awry And remember the beauty you've seen in the sky, Reflect on it's promise and think,as you do, Of the joy and the hope that are waiting for you For rainbows are simply reminders we see of God's endless love for you and for me.

Once My Life
Can I change my mind Did I think things through It was my life at one time Got up early Found something's missing My only name No one else sees but I got stuck Soon forever came. Stopped pushing on for just a second Then nothing's changed Who am I this time Where's my name I guess it crept away. No one's calling for me at the door Unpredictable won't bother anymore Silence gets harder to ignore Look straight ahead there's nothing left to see What's done is done life has got it's hold on me Just let it go what now can never be I forgot that I might see So many beautiful things I forgot that I might need To find out what life could bring Take this happy ending away, it's all the same We won't waste this simplicity on possibility Get me up, wake me up, dreams are filling This trace of blame Frozen still I thought I could stop Now who's gonna wait. Now what do I do can I change my mind did I think things through It was once my life It was my

Dying Rose
So delicate and beautiful, for all to see. With warmth and love, she grows . But with neglect, she dies. Petals fall like tears. Until there is nothing more to see. What was once beautiful, has now died. Eva S. Schneider

Wtf Else Am I Going To Do With My Life
...so I've been thinking over my options and... A.) I can work a bunch of dead end jobs in an economy that looks like a dried turd on a hot stretch of high way. B.) Forge history with my blood... who know, maybe hundreds of years from now people will know my name! ...is there really a decision?

Phobic
You Are 8% Phobic Wow, you're scared of very little. And you're always conquering new fears that come up. Have you considered a career as a stunt double? You should at least go on one of those crazy reality shows where you eat bugs! How Phobic Are You?

This Is Me
OK ..I GOTTA DO THIS...I'M SO SICK AND TIRED OF PPL MISJUDGING ME, THEY PUT STUFF..LIES IN THERE HEADS BECAUSE OF THE WAY I LOOK...ESPECIALLY U MEN. U SEEM TO THINK THAT IM NOT REAL,IM REAL AND NO IM NOT A FANTASY CHARACTER....I CAME OUT MY MOTHER JUS LIKE EVERYONE ELSE. IM REALLY DOWN TO EARTH KINDA GIRL BUT I AM A BALL OF FIRE, DONT PISS ME OFF CAUSE I DONT TAKE SHIT FROM ANYONE. I AM DIFFERENT WHEN IT COMES TO LOVE I FIGHT FOR WHAT I WANT AND WONT STOP TILL I GET IT. TO BE INLOVE IS SO IMPORTANT TO ME. ON THE FLIPSIDE IM NOT ON THIS SITE TO BE A PLAYER,FAKE, OR MESS WITH PPLS HEADS. I DONT DO THAT,BESIDES IM IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE ON HERE HIS NAME IS ZARDIO AND HES ALL I NEED AND WANT. IF I SAY I LOVE YOU......I DO IF YOUR THE ONLY ONE IM FUKING....THERE IS NOONE ELSE IF UR MY MAN..........THATS IT NUFF SAID IF WE ARE TRUE FRIENDS......I GOT UR BACK IF U TRUST ME..........I WONT DO ANYTHING TO BREAK THAT IF I'M INVESTING MY TIME IN YOU........I WANT YOU TO DO THE SAME IM THE K

Uh-oh Mongol...
Raid targets Mongols motorcycle gang http://www.latimes.com/news/local/la-me-mongols22-2008oct22,0,754213.story Brian Vander Brug / Los Angeles Times Those arrested were brought to Montebello Police Department headquarters for booking. Other agencies involved in the investigation were the U.S. Attorney’s Office; the Los Angeles County Sheriff’s Department; the Las Vegas Metro Police Department; and the federal Bureau of Alcohol, Tobacco, Firearms and Explosives. Dozens are arrested on federal racketeering charges after a multi-agency investigation. Federal agents also want to seize the Mongols' insignia: 'We're going after their very identity.' By Scott Glover, Los Angeles Times Staff Writer 11:21 AM PDT, October 21, 2008 More than 1,000 heavily armed federal agents and local police fanned out across Southern California and cities in five other states early this morning, arresting dozens of members of the notorious Mongols motorcycle gang on federal racketeering charg

Kicking Boxe's!
Upon Each Turn, There is a Block, Which route you take, Could lead to Disaster, Or happiness, Choosing that block, Right or wrong, Can mean Sucess or failure, Failure is a minor key, Improve, Adapt survive, Improve, Adapt , Listen to the sea, Somebody holds the key, To life & Loveing, Ignorance is not an option, Listen to your Brothers & sisters, No matter how much they howl, We've all felt pain, Under the rain & Burnt by the sun, Fight Untill you can't fight, Run until you can't run, Blessed be to all those In dire need, Let people plant the seed's, & The trees grow, The flower's Bloom!

Poetry
"The Tramps" The Rides Have Gone Away Again, At Least For Another Year, Most Stash Away Their Helmets, Chaps and Other Ridin' Gear~~~~ They Claim The Weather's Way Too Cold, or Wet, Which Makes It Slick, Yet Call Themselves a "Scooter Tramp" And THAT Just Makes Me Sick~~~~ See "The Tramps" Are Not Another Name, Ya Get When Ya Ride A Bike, It's "Earned" And "Lived" And "Chosen" And A Different Way Of Life~~~~ It's Not A Name That's "Given", It's The Way Ya Choose To Be, So If You're Called A "Biker", Stay The Fuck Away From Me~~~~ You'll Never Know The Life I Do, Or Ever Have The Heart, That Comes From Ridin' "Snow-Blind", Or So Wet Yer Shit Won't Start~~~~ The Name "Tramp" Comes From Endless Hours, Of Kickin' Till You Cain't, Or Jiggin' Up A Chopper Frame, And Mixin' Yer Own Paint~~~~ It Comes From Ridin' Next To "Bro's", You KNOW That Have Yer Back, Or Sittin' Down 'Long Side The Road, When Yer Scooter's "Blown Her Stack"~~~~ It Comes

Always In My Heart...
someone very close and dear to my heart sent this to me today... and again it brought tears of both joy and sorrow to my eyes. i hope that you see this hon... and know that no matter what... there will always be a place in my heart and soul for you. no matter what happens... i'll always be your colabear. love you always. I'll Always Be There For You. ----------------------------- Should you ever be in need Or if ever shadows fall, Please remember I am here And will always hear you call, I'll be there at the break of dawn Untill the sunset's gone, And throughout the night time hours My support you may count upon, I will never desert you No matter what life brings along, For I will be here for you always To help you to be strong, So should clouds ever gather And upon you then descend, Please know that I am here for you On that you may depend.

Alil Reminder Of Me Miss Me Pray For Me Wish Me Luck On My Trip.....
to anyone that cares enough to read this blog... Well i'm leaving on a trip hopefully tomorrow night i'm going to florida should be great fun from what i heard an the people waiting on me to get there. Wish me a safe trip i know its gonna be rough on me seeing as its gonna be two an a half days till i get to where i wanna be yay....im not looking forward to that lol seeing as i get figgity an wanna get up an move around an go RAWR!!!! cause i'm confined to a single spot yes i know BAD santi BAD lol .... Well i'm off to buy my duffle bag an ticket today HOPEFULLY well the bag for sure but the ticket i dunno i really hope i can.

Ccr's Long As I Can See The Light
Put a candle in the window, cause I feel Ive got to move. Though Im going, going, Ill be coming home soon, long as I can see the light. Pack my bag and lets get movin, cause Im bound to drift a while. When Im gone, gone, you dont have to worry long, long as I can see the light. Guess Ive got that old travlin bone, cause this feelin wont leave me alone. But I wont, wont be losin my way, no, no long as I can see the light. Yeah! yeah! yeah! oh, yeah! Put a candle in the window, cause I feel Ive got to move. Though Im going, going, Ill be coming home soon, Long as I can see the light. Long as I can see the light. Long as I can see the light. Long as I can see the light. Long as I can see the light

This Stuff Annoys Me....
SEAN DUBBS: hello?? PunkStarChik81: yo SEAN DUBBS: u busy?? PunkStarChik81: nope SEAN DUBBS: wanna show?? PunkStarChik81: show what SEAN DUBBS: u see my pic on your box PunkStarChik81: no, but i know what it was before so im not looking SEAN DUBBS: just me SEAN DUBBS: well a huge part of me PunkStarChik81: if it's still your cock, i have no reason to look at it SEAN DUBBS: ok, it is but y no reason to look @ it?? PunkStarChik81: i don't want to SEAN DUBBS: ok SEAN DUBBS: sorry PunkStarChik81: its ok SEAN DUBBS: u r really sexy PunkStarChik81: thank ya SEAN DUBBS: where do u live?? PunkStarChik81: on earth...in oregon SEAN DUBBS: oh PunkStarChik81: why? SEAN DUBBS: just wondering PunkStarChik81: lol ok SEAN DUBBS: bcuz ur sexy SEAN DUBBS: and if u were closer i would love to talk to u PunkStarChik81: talking is good...lol SEAN DUBBS: and.... PunkStarChik81: and? SEAN DUBBS: nm PunkStarChik81: hmmm? SEAN DUBBS: ok SEAN DUBBS: i would love to take u out SE

She Whispers
Eyes sparkling, she whispers It's even better with my hair down hands reaching behind her head back arched, full breasts high ringlets fall onto pale silken skin warm gold cascading over us Legs spread she pins me down her head a cloud her hair the rain washing over me soft and gentle lips like lightening strikes dancing deftly wrapping me up in her web wrapped tightly in her tresses

The Black Zodiac
The First Born Son Life-->Little Billy Michaels loved to dress up like his heroes, the cowboys on TV. The Seven year old never listened to his mother and his father dubbed him "Billy the Brat." But his parents never disciplined him and little Billy always did just want he wanted. And now Billy’s sorry that he never listened to his mom, who suggest that he not play Cowboys and Indians with a real bow and arrow and that he not shoot the arrow straight up into the air the way that his buddy Danny did. Death-->Billy was shot in the head by a bow and arrow. He looks like an average child, except for the arrow sticking out in the middle of his forehead The Torso Life-->Jimmy "the Gambler" Gambino never learned his lesson. A constant gambler, he always had a knack for landing on his feet. "Larry "3x" always warned Jimmy not to get over his head, his head, his head, But the Gambler didn't listen and he lost his shirt in a big poker game with a made guy. He would have bet his wife a

Army Spc. John J. Edmunds
Army Spc. John J. Edmunds 20, of Cheyenne, Wyo.; assigned to the 3rd Battalion, 75th Ranger Regiment, Fort Benning, Ga.; killed in action in a crash of a UH-60 Black Hawk during a training mission, on Oct. 19, 2001 in Pakistan. Died: October 19, 2001

Navy Engineman 1st Class Vincent Parker
Navy Engineman 1st Class Vincent Parker 38, of Preston, Mich.; based at Norfolk Naval Station, Va.; drowned aboard an Iraqi freighter that sank on Nov. 18, 2001, in the Persian Gulf. Died: November 18, 2001

Lost
When your mind is full of nothing but clutter, You dont know if you should turn one way or the other. Twisting and pulling in all directions, While trying to find yourself in your own reflection. You dont know what happend, You dont know what went wrong, And wondering if finding yourself will take very long. Most people cannot understand, Why you wont let them reach out and touch your hand. The fear of again opening your heart, because that was the very thing that tore you apart. For so many years you have been denying, That its your true friends you should be confiding. You push them away, Not knowing what to say. Needing to express your emotions, But not sure in which way. Will anyone ever understand how truelly lost that you are, Or will you always live your friendships keeping them afar.

A Single Father's Perspective
Please keep an open mind while reading. This is not a bashing of single mothers. In fact, I have nothing but the utmost respect (and awe) for single mothers. This is merely a single dad's perspective. It isn't done to evoked sympathy, probably not even empathy... just an understanding of how I feel by not being the custodial parent. I've talked to several single moms over the years, including my sisters. I've heard their take on rearing children without a father figure present and I do know the difficulties. Without the father playing an active role, a single mother must be both mother AND father to her children. She has to be both care giver and disciplinarian... not an enviable task. I understand that fully, but yet when I have tried to express empathy I've been met with: "but you don't really understand" or "you can't say that, unless you've experienced it". True... but let me tell you what I have experienced. It's true that I don't know what it's like to be the custodial pare

I Am
…I am the dream that visits you in the night, I am the vision when your fantasies take flight. The body of a woman and the heart of a child, A soul as old as time, free and sensuously wild. …I am dark desire and carnal passion, I submit to your needs and satisfaction. Whenever I hear your animal cries, I will meet them with satiated sighs. …I am untamed with a heart unowned, A sexual siren right down to the bone. I will crush your will, you'll beg for more, Staking my claim, making your heart soar. …I am animal lust and sweet release, Between my thighs I tame any beast. My wetness running down seals the deal, I hear your groans and feel you spill. …I am never satisfied and wanting more, Licking and sucking you until your sore. One of a kind, can you handle one such as I? Most men cant but your welcome to try. I am…Sex in the flesh!!!

Thank You...
I want to thank each and every one of you for all the birthday luvins you gave me...I wish I were able to thank you separately but I was flooded and had a hard time keeping up...Much love and respect to you all...Hugss

A Stranger Now
A Stranger Now My heart aches to write about love To truly have a smile upon my face My painted on smile and covered eyes Leaving me lost without a trace Your smile you claim I bring Yet why don’t I feel that I’ve lost the touch we had Not knowing where it went wrong at You told me once I had your heart But that has escaped my hold Now entered into the blackest pitch To the slave traders I’m sold I feel I am simply cast aside Misery to me has been endowed I was once special in your heart Unfortunately just A Stranger Now

Insomnia
Ugh...it sucks. I used to hate it when I had to get up at 5 am to go to work...I still hate it when I have to get up at 9. You may think 9 isn't that bad, and it really isn't...but for someone who doesn't get to sleep until 6-7 am normally...it's still a hassle. Now that I'm working again....I have something else to dread (Y)

Top 10 Benefits Of Sex
1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth. ================================ 2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow. ================================ 3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner. ================================ 4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers! ================================ 5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being. ================================ 6. The more sex you have, the more you will be o

Regarding Barack Obama
UrBabyGurl88: hey you fat ass cunt. you should put down the oreos, turn off your pc, get off your fat ass & stop being so damn stupid. you are nothing but white trash & that damn african will not win. they do not call it the WHITEhouse for nothing. stupid drama queen cunt have you seen anything a little more racist? ps i dont eat oreos.. i dont like chocolate.. and #2 she isnt on my friends list therefore she cant even see my pictures so thanks for calling me fat :)

Xno Opens For Stephen Pearcy 11/22/08
DJ PJ Will be at the COACH HOUSE in San Juan Capistrano on Nov 22 with XNO who is opening for Stephen Pearcy!! Tickets are going FAST.. Click the poster for more infoCLICK THE PIC TO CHECK THEM OUT

Making My Own Yellow Brick Road
I'm moving to Omaha Monday and then I'm going to upstate NY next Friday. After Christmas I'm going back to NY for good to go to school and be with my girlfriend. I'm so excited!!!!! I'll be on sooner or later. Talk to you guys later.

Never
wonder why we tell the lie about Never the excuse of moving on after passionate love together we Never did this Never had that Never gonna change Never, in fact held truth until the day it rained on our roof trickling a look sprinkling a word pattering of disagreement showering of hurt all wet in our own disgust we turned to me or you as unjust Never listened Never took time Never spent money Never got mine and if that weren't worse throw in a Never loved me the dam burst who is gonna survive drown each other in tears? pack our stuff and run or turn to to each other to keep love alive? and say Never's a lie Remember... Emails, texting phone calls, confessing meeting at a fun place honest, not to save place smiling, laughing admitting something's happening meet again every chance true romance quiet times watching movies at a club we danced cooking together walking in bad weather hear comes the rain again we Never asked for each

The Godfather Auction & Rate Contest~
Bubble Bath Salute..YOU Bet! Check me out in Auction and place your bids~ it's a CASH only auction so that means no FUBUCKS. If you cant bid would you give me a pic rate Please...If you click and rate my pic, drop me a note or shout and I would love to buy you a drink~xoxo Ty!

This Is Fun
Send me a private message telling answering all the questions below. It doesn't matter if you're not single. Don't be afraid, because the person you send it to is as dirty minded as you. ;) lol 1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. Lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 23.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Right Where It Belongs....
See the animal in his cage that you built Are you sure what side you're on? Better not look him too closely in the eye Are you sure what side of the glass you are on? See the safety of the life you have built Everything where it belongs Feel the hollowness inside of your heart And it's all Right where it belongs What if everything around you Isn't quite as it seems? What if all the world you think you know Is an elaborate dream? And if you look at your reflection Is it all you want it to be? What if you could look right through the cracks? Would you find yourself Find yourself afraid to see? What if all the world's inside of your head Just creations of your own? Your devils and your gods All the living and the dead And you're really all alone? You can live in this illusion You can choose to believe You keep looking but you can't find the woods While you're hiding in the trees What if everything around you Isn't quite as it seems? What if all the w

This Is What I Have Found So Far
When love is present and at it's peak, all is pleasant and I can sleep. When it vanishes, the dark clashes then the clowns come, and my world crashes. During my wake, the deepest pain is felt all of my sanctuary gone, noone to help. So anger rises and swells, soon to heal. Pain changes to violence, and again i can feel. one day at a time

I Dreamed Of You
I woke up this morning with the smell of your skin fresh in my memory. I dreamed I was in your arms, my face burried in your neck crying for the joy of being with you again. I did not want to wake and let go of you. I could feel myself slipping, being tugged away from your arms as morning light crept through the blinds of my windows. I woke up with tears streaming down my face and I still can't stop crying. Why does life have to be so painful? I still love you so.

Swept Away In Seconds.... It's My Fantasy
That all too familiar whisper, the one I love to hear,It beckons me.... It didn't even have to plead,I had no control.... Sometimes I wish I did.... I love how it feels to be a woman and be gifted this desire.... to be swept away in seconds in just one thought.... I can fly anywhere I want to, really.... it's all up to me.... I wanted to taste his kiss.... just one more time.... I wanted to feel his hands on me.... just one more time.... It's all up to me now.... It's my fantasy.... He looked in my eyes.... I knew what he wanted.... I knew what he needed.... I knew his deepest thought.... It was ok with me.... He started to kiss me.... Gentle, at first.... Tongues intertwine.... Hands explore.... my breast.... "You're excited, I see," he whispered in my ear.... He unbuttoned my blouse taking his time; then.... in two seconds flat; the blouse?.... off it came.... he looked down and smiled.... my bra was quick to follow.... tanned breasts exposed bare.... a woman in all her glory.... I s

Top 5 Annoying Profile Photos
I laugh out loud when I see them. If I don't rate them, here's why. 5. Gang Signs- Real gangs use them to communicate secretly. You use them to publicly communicate your stupidity. 4. Cut out the ex- I know they were there, why hide it or pretend they weren't? That crop job sux. 3. Graduation photos - Nothing was ever cool about these. We look like wax dummies or dorks or funeral parlor directors. And for goodness sakes, if you need to, use them as contrast to the present or the expiration date is 2 years. Example: This is 2008, you can only post them as a primary photo if you graduated up to a year ago or they can be posted in your main gallery for two years after graduation. Move on already! 2. Glamour shots- More makeup, more cowbell. Yes they are glamorous...for 1993. 1. Multiple cellphone self-portraits- STOP IT STOP IT STOP IT! Rule #1:Only three different shots with the same outfit with three different poses. Rule#2: Use different environments. Rule #3: If you can

Think Of It As You Will
Whatever happened to diversity in this world It feels like we are all owned under a monopoly The most powerful people can buy and sell our dreams While we are left to pick up the unwanted pieces I do know this for certain Amidst the fog of things to come They could never buy my soul Not even for the price of life I would rather be a lost soul in this fruitless life Than be a puppet in a golem's act For even if I am not promised divinity My goal in life can be to find where my soul is meant to be Wouldn't it be wonderful if we could all sing our truths And not live with the judgement of doom We would be richer than the wealthiest men And nothing in this world could buy us out...even with inflation (I dunno, i tried making something more linear, but this works for now)

Yep....
Today I did a photo shoot with Rich for Christmas gifts for some of the family. Thought it would be a nice thing to do. I know that I'm not going to like the photos.....I never like photos taken of myself...I have a couple weeks until their done to get them checked out. This one dude that I've been talking with for a while, he keeps going on about how I'm pretty and shit and I keep telling him, I'm fat and he doesn't believe me. So finally, I sent him a pic of myself to where I wasn't hiding at much. He kind of laughed and stopped talking to me....Ouch... that hurt....

One Night With You
treasure the moment and treat you as a lady and explore the full depths of yur sexuality and find what pleases you in every way and make you feel like a woman and lady as i take you like a man should take a woman as beautiful as you are for your needs would suoercede mine and my pleasure would be to experience your passion exploding inyour beautiful eyes as we moved together as one

Four New Driving/racing Games Added To The Pixel Castle.
Hello everyone there are 4 new driving/racing games added to the over 300+ games at The Pixel Castle. - Glamour Parking - Dirt Drift Racing - Kart Pro Racing - 3d Motorcycle Racing Have a great weekend everyone!

Today
Today i had the most amazing day with my boyfriend we didnt Do much but i just loved spending time with him.. im soo happy right now lol *dances* :) and whats even better ill be seeing him tommmorow lol shame he couldnt stay

Wheelchair Etiquette
Wheelchair Etiquette 1. Don't ever push people in wheelchairs. If they weren't able to push themselves, then they would have a motorized chair. 2. Look them in the eyes, not in the legs. (or boobs lol) 3. "Gimp" or "crip" are totally unacceptable for walking people to say. (unless it's me, I mean have you noticed my display name on here. obviously I don't mind) 4. But it is perfectly okay for a paralytic to call themselves and each other that. 5. Offending terms that should never be said to describe paralytics include: suffers from, victim, strickened, confined, struggling with, unfortunate, deformed, defective, poor, or lame. 6. When you are blocking their way in a restaurant, try to get out of the way calmly and not mutter "I'm sorry; I'm so sorry; I'm so very very sorry," as if you've just stepped on the neck of someone's kitten. 7. Don't shout in their ears. They're not deaf, they just can't walk. 8. If you must shout, please never shout,

Team Shape Girls....looking For Girls For Webcam Site
Hello, looking for girls 18+ in miami and miramar area for a new webcam site that is to open by Dec.1 2008. plz be real about it. We have in home location where u can stay with other girls or you can work from ur own house. If you are intrested you may message me here or send me an email to jason_teamshapegirls@yahoo.com more info on request

My Father
ok well as you no i went to talk with my father in order to change my life around i went to talk to him yesterday but i just missed him so i talk to my grandmother and told her because i might not have another chance at telling her i love her and that iam sorry for all the abuse i did to her when i was younger i cry my eyes out in tears then the next day i went over to my dads and we talk like adults iam glad it was great and no cops was called however i found something out i did not want to no as you no i said my mother deserves to get killed iam for reals if any one should die it should be her i found out my mother had twins before she had me however she had a abortion so ill never no but that's ok what really blew my mind was the fact the stupid cunt was going to have another abortion this time it would have been me iam very sure alot of you people could never no what that meant after i heard that and i may never be able to do anything with her but i have to swallow my pride and t

Winter
Hey bro, Damn I hate winter. I just want to hang on the beach in Jamaica. My bf is seeing all kinds of adds for Jam. I went to school there for a semester. in college, and it was the best time of my life. By the time we came back my alcohol tolerance was so high that I could drink half a bottle of good Appelton Rum and that was like one drink to me. Hanging on the beach and sipping a cold Red Stripe, a cool Rum or eating some good jerked port is the life. One of my adopted boys, Ryan, who is 18, is going to quit smoking with me,,maybe,, if he lasts longer than me we're going to Jam for spring break. Actually, if I have the money we will go no matter what. Both boys are going to college next year so this will be our last spring break together so, wish me luck. Oh yeah, who says a gay guy can't be a good dad. I had the kids thrust on me but I regret nothing. take it easy keep it drunk, hard and handy. Steve

Was It To Good To Be True
words can not describe how i feel. it makes me wonder if when i feel good is even real. everytime i think life can get better it just seems to one day get me upsetter am i doomed to a life i don't want to live or will the good out number the bad when the time will finally give i only want the samething as everyone else to be happy sorry if that might sound sappy but it seem'like it slips throu my fingers like sand while i travel further down the river with the damned

Tommy Girl?
You know the drill boys and girls. Bottom to top on the dialog. ->⇓Tømm¥_¡n_...: Lame ass poster? That was some kewl shit, just like my blog about you is going to be. ⇓Tømm¥_¡n_...: as a matter of fact i didn't take it in a bad way....its just this simple mood called bein sarcastic....and thats what it looked like to me....i mean yea i could be wrong but thats how it hit me after you came at me the way you did and made that lame ass poster.....i mean how would you take it after i did all that lol ->⇓Tømm¥_¡n_...: Wasn't talking about your family, I was talking about you. I said your grandmother must be proud. Are you that insecure with yourself that you take everything as an insult? When people do that, it's because they know it's true. ⇓Tømm¥_¡n_...: if you say so ->⇓Tømm¥_¡n_...: Actually, my mom didn't use a microwave. She made me real food. Your pictures tell enough about you. I don't need to talk to you to know more, besides, this co

"the Snow"
“The Snow” The snow was all it had always been, Many times a glorious sight. At night the moon shone off it’s cloak, And the fields became diamonds in the night. In my youth the snow was my companion, A playmate for my whims. But now the snow is my enemy, With it’s cold hand of death creeping in. Through the cracks here in the door and walls, Through the ancient window sill. Yes, once it was my good friend, But now it plans to kill. It slew my car, both sure and quick On my journey to the lake And now I’m huddled in this ancient cabin As the snow prepares my fate. No wood here for a fire or warmth, No blankets for my skin. No one to hear my shrieks for help, As the snow blows on and in. It seals the doors, and makes a tomb, The windows give no light. Soon this cabin will be buried, In an act of homicide tonight. I can only pray one day they’ll find us. Two past lovers locked in an icy dream. With my mouth and throat filled with snow. And my

101 Things I Know You Don't Know About Me
101. I'm not sure if I should be with a girl or a guy in the end. Women are so sensitive and caring but men are rough and protective. I'm so confused, but I do know I only want one. One person to spend the rest of my life taking care of and making happier than they could ever dream of. 100. I saved a girls' life today that I don't know, and by doing that I may have put my friend's life in danger. 99. I won't sing in the shower unless I'm extremely happy but I'll sing almost anywhere else. 98. I love the holidays but I hate being crowded in the houses we go to even though I'm not claustrophobic. 97. Autumn is my favorite season, the leaves are gorgeous and there's always a light breeze. 96. When I clean anything I'm a neat freak about it, but I can't ever keep my room clean. 95. I looove candles, especially scented ones. 94. I've read the bible twice (all the way through) and I don't agree with everything in there. 93. I hate wearing shoes 92. If someone tells

That Night (genesis Version)
That Night That night as I held you in my arms Thoughts of kissing your precious charms Invaded every thought within my mind I hesitated, not knowing what to do Your perfumes demanding that I kiss you I summoned all the courage that I could find I leaned in closer for the kiss My heart! A beat, I felt it miss “Steady nerves, steady that I might kiss her.” My hand moved up to brush aside your hair The sweet softness behind your ear then laid bare That is when I first heard your sigh I kissed you faintly in that secret place Behind your ear loving circles I did trace When you spoke my name, my spirits did fly My heart grew bold and I ventured to speak Nameless whispered desires as my knees grew weak Your answer, “Yes," it was almost a purr Confidence and courage commandeering my every nerve My kisses grew stronger, filled with passion and verve You tilted your head aside, exposing ever more Excited madness pulled my arms around your back Holding

For My Child
hold me i shiver not when you're near while your touch gives me goose bumps in your arms i have no fear i came to you not ready for whats in-stored feeling your warmth and vibrations i do adore soft spoken words a deep breath, now and then curled up on your chest you hold me skin on skin your soft gentle beats a rhythm we share calling me beautiful while rubbing my hair you've loved your whole life without knowing a name your first and my only we're one in the same

You Can't Break A Broken Heart
Won't be so easy this time to hurt me You can try and this time now baby there are no tears left here to cry if you think you can woo me like before if you think you can do that anymore wont get too far no, you cant break a broken heart so try your best now baby try your best to break me you cant break a broken heart no damage you can do now im immune to you now you cant break what broke apart theres nothing you can do to me no more you cant break a broken heart hurt me before now wont hurt no more now not this time you might do better messing with someone elses mind cause youre not gonna break me down again your done and through with me they way you did its gone too far you cant break a broken heart so try you best now baby try your best to break me you cant break a broken heart no damage you can do now im immune to you now you cant break what broke apart theres nothing you can do to me no more you cant break a broken

Tattoo Design Idea...also, Part Of The Book I'm Writing.
babble babble...xiciin jilliune Journal Entry: Mon Dec 31, 2007, 2:28 PM Welcome to a closer look at my sanctuary; better know to those that read these entries religiously, or at least keep up with them as Urai. Believe it or not, Urai was created first. A meteor set in orbit around Jupiter's fourth moon. Flat, yet long enough to not see the other side with the human eye. At one end, a garden of earthen gemstones grown into flowers found on various parts of earth. In the middle of the garden, as most of you may already know, grows a tree of diamond roses. However at the other end lay a field that runs to the edge of a cliff set deep to the core of the meteor and at the bottom, rests a lake where what little sunlight that ever reach Urai dare ever travel. The field itself is comprised of small blue flowers, rimmed in a soft cream color. When the sun crests over the cliff's edge the base of every flower turns a brilliant white, heating themselves to the point where the petals se

Lyrics Mean To Me...
9:53am My time... Hello once again. I'm here sittin' at my laptop, had a nice sleep last night. I don't even remember my dreams, but it doesn't matter. I've always been a fan of people who write their own songs. I have been listenin' to Damien Rice lately his 'O' album. He's got some good tunes and lyrics on there. Especially when I'm in the state that I have been lately it's nice and relaxin'. I'm a huge fan of 'The blowers daughter' I remember when I first heard a piece of it, but when I was livin' in Ottawa, I went to HMV and had them order it in. This song has so much meanin' to me - makes me cry sometimes. I aslo like 'Amie' 'Cheers darlin' & 'Cold Water'...Another person who has been helpin' me through is James Blunt, mostly his second cd 'For the lost souls (?)' I don't have it in front of me right now. Another one artist is George Michael, for those who know me well...knew that already. I started likin' him when WHAM! came out back in 1983-1984. AND than there's Rai

A Glass Of Milk
One day, a poor boy who was selling goods from door to door to pay his way through school, found he had only one thin dime left, and he was hungry. He decided he would ask for a meal at the next house. However, he lost his nerve when a lovely young woman opened the door. Instead of a meal he asked for a drink of water. She thought he looked hungry so brought him a large glass of milk. He drank it slowly, and then asked, "How much do I owe you?" "You don't owe me anything," she replied. "Mother has taught us never to accept pay for a kindness." He said..... "Then I thank you from my heart." As Howard Kelly left that house, he not only felt stronger physically, but his faith in God and man was strong also. He had been ready to give up and quit. Year's later that young woman became critically ill. The local doctors were baffled. They finally sent her to the big city, where they called in specialists to study her rare disease. Dr. Howard Kelly was called in for the consulta

This Has To End!!!
WANTS TO KNOW WHO IS FOLLOWING, HARASSING, STALKING HER & HER FRIENDS! LEAVE ME ALONE I'M MY OWN PERSON & NO ONE ELSES! LEAVE ME ALONE B4 I BRING THE COPS IN!!! I AM SICK AND TIRED OF ALL OF MY FRIENDS GETTING THREATENED OR ENDING UP DEAD BECAUSE SOME ASSHOLE THINKS THAT I AM HIS FUCKING GIRL!!!! I AM NO ONES FUCKING GIRL AND WHOEVER IS DOING THIS BETTER GET IT RIGHT, AND QUICK BEFORE I TAKE THE NOTES TO THE GOD DAMN COPS!!! THAT IS A THREAT ON MY LIFE AND MY FRIENDS LIVES!!!! I AM NOT YOUR GIRL!!! I WILL NEVER BE YOUR GIRL YOU COWERDLY SON OF A BITCH FUCKING ASSHOLE WHO COULD NOT GET IT UP EVEN IF YOU WANTED TO!!!! LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE AND IF YOU COME NEAR ME OR MY FRIENDS AGAIN OR MY FAMILY I WILL CALL THE COPS!!! I KNOW WHO YOU ARE!!!!!

If You Don't Have Anything Nice To Say...
then blog about it! I've come to realize that my personal limit for forced nicety and cordiality is two days max! The holiday is over people! Please Leave! I understand I'm bound by contract to endure my in laws' idiosyncrasies but I assure you I was never told nor warned of the magnitude to which they would continuously annoy me personally. I'm seriously thinking of adding an amendment to my marital contract if and when that opportunity becomes available to me! We're going on day four. Not only does my tongue hurt, it has teeth marks! Did I detect the distinct taste of blood? I'm sure I did! Never in my whole life have I even fathomed detesting any individual this much let alone two! I know, I should be the better person here. I should endure for the sake of my kids. Don't get me wrong. I do! In fact, I understand that is their sole reason for being here. It's not me. It's the other family that resides within my home...I get it, but why? Why do I have to be

Homelessness In Vancouver
The homelessness situation has (I think) become a bit out of control - especially in the lower mainland. There is nothing more disheartening than leaving your nice warm house in the morning and seeing people covered in garbage bags walk around picking up pop bottles and placing them into shopping carts... Everyone needs a home. It's one of our basic needs along with food and clothing. Homelessness in Vancouver is growing at a phenomenal rate and is impacting everyone. According to the GVRD, homelessness has doubled in the Greater Vancouver region between 2002 and 2005. It has been stated repeatedly in the media that it has become such a huge problem that it could triple by the time the 2010 Olympics. There is enough shelter for everyone - no one needs to be living on the streets. It's time the government works together with the communities that are effected and does something for assisting those who are "housing challenged". If there was more affordable housing and more suppo

Bring It
give it to me right give me r hand in da air take me to party all nite long if u see me dance come up and work r body i want watch r body move real nice with mine working u up real nice movein my body around yours real nice this is the way i are come on and move your body who da fuck u think u doin boy move your fucking body come on bad boy move your body u think u can keep up come bang away take me for a ride hit lot and fucking dance pump da floor , move r body i see u move, u move like a girl come on fucking move i want to hear u scream move with mine i want to feel u real close hit slap shake it if u dare come on keep up what da fuck u call that move r ass boy call it what u want but i want to see u move r body with mine

Hoe Hoe Hoe
i call it as it is r only good as r last tranaction i know r feel this shit pass me da bottle pull r gun give me space back up and slap me right hit coner bitch r ass is only good as r last ride yeah r hood rat bad mouth whore only good for tapping u done whole crew what next or who one day r going to da worng guy and hes bitch knock u out r bad mouth whore come on lets hit da lot i show u whats whats dont fuck with me bitch bring r ass to table pffss u whore take r hoe ass home u smell like whore u bad mouth bitch so fuck off u do anything for $

Confused
SHOWING LOVE IS MAKING TIME FOR THAT PERSON, FEELING LOVE IS BEING OPEN WITH EACH OTHER, HOLDING ON TO LOVE IS NEVER HAVING TO SEARCH FOR THE OTHER, KNOWING LOVE IS THE UNDERSTANDING OF THE OTHERS FEELINGS, AND BEING IN LOVE IS THE WILL TO LOOK PAST ONE'S SELF AND TO LOOK DEEPLY INTO ANOTHER. LOVE IS ALL THIS AND SO MUCH MORE, SO WHEN U FIND A PERSON WORTH YOUR TIME EXPRESS YOUR FEELINGS AND LOVE. AND NEVER PUSH LOVE TO THE SIDE.

Proposition 8
See more Jack Black videos at Funny or Die Do not think that I have come to abolish the Law or the Prophets; I have not come to abolish them but to fulfill them. 18 I tell you the truth, until heaven and earth disappear, not the smallest letter, not the least stroke of a pen, will by any means disappear from the Law until everything is accomplished. 19 Anyone who breaks one of the least of these commandments and teaches others to do the same will be called least in the kingdom of heaven, but whoever practices and teaches these commands will be called great in the kingdom of heaven. 20 For I tell you that unless your righteousness surpasses that of the Pharisees and the teachers of the law, you will certainly not enter the kingdom of heaven.(matthew 5 18-20) I post this passage because it is to have been a quote from jesus, telling his people that they are not to give up the old laws of the bible just because they were taking up the new ones...so if you wa

This Is The Kind Of Fudick I'm Talking About...
All This Drama because I didn't want my webcam up.. my bf was on and got pissed..then I got pissed lol..I got called fat, said I never brush my teeth and I'm covered in acne.. what do u think I think its entertaining lmao Please Mess with him for me raleighfella: hiya cutie.. Cassie: heyyy raleighfella: you should just be able too plug your webcam in the usb port raleighfella: and then it should work,, raleighfella: try it raleighfella: then msg. me Cassie: hahahha I will later I gotta get some stuff done around the house I WILL talk to ya soon hun raleighfella: ok beauty raleighfella: nice too have met you today Cassie: you too hunie raleighfella: hiya raleighfella: .... raleighfella: whatcha up yoo cassie? Cassie: so why wont you talk to me without a webcam? raleighfella: much more enjoyable too see your friends smile raleighfella: when you chat? raleighfella: do you not have one? raleighfella: you havent answered many notes raleighfella

Gay Pride!!!!!!!
I just don't understand the reason why people seem to think that can judge me and my community!! Gays are not just a group of over sexed freaks!! Not all of us want one night stands!!! Personally I want what everyone wants a stable home a spouse and some kids!! But the government says I CAN'T!!! I can't get married!! I can't legally be in my Spouses will!! I just don't understand!! Why do religious sects put down our life style!! I don't go up to a christian and tell them they should be christian because the bible is all a FAT LIE!!! I can't stand the way people look at me when I walk down the street!!! I'M NOT A DISEASE!!! To all of you out there who think that I'm a menace to society!! WELL.... I won't say anything!! Just try to either except us or KEEP IT TO YOURSELVES!!!!

Why Pay For Something That Should Be Given/
I find it amusing that women and I guess men alike sell there self's on the net. I am sure that some might need to see others naked over the net to pass there time but think about it. We r on the internet do you really have to pay for it. lol It all starts with some casual conversation and showing a brief interest then comes the proposition. Something like hey baby u want to see more of me. Oh good times! Sex does sell and it is a lucrative business but I stand firm and I wonder if most do as well with this belief. Why do people pay for something that can be given freely?

When It's Time To Go To Bed, It's Time To Go To Bed
Sarah’s one-liner upon our getting home from last night’s Singing Christmas Tree and after eating what we bought at McDonald’s just cuts to the quick! Both Martha and I would have loved some extra shut-eye, but she had to work at Wal-Mart today and I’m not quite the deep sleeper unless I have to be. Today is my thirty-seventh birthday, but I got my presents last night when we got home from Minot First Assembly of God’s annual Christmas choir singing and dramatic presentation. It’s a lot of fun and very poignant without being preachy. Last night what especially struck me after I arrived since the kids were already there with their aunt Mary, Martha’s parents Robert and Sharon, and their aunt Margaret and her three kids. After Sarah saw me arrive (Martha worked late shift at Wal-Mart) she wanted to come with me instead of stay in the church nursery with Jeffrey, Josceline, and the other kids. On one trip back from the bathroom – and she asked me to go both times, that’s a plus –

I Dont Know Her Muse
its been a few times i'm writing about my times i know days have passed did we have silent lies maybe we do, its lies if you think i leave you i ever say goodbye its not forever bye i'm in your spotlight jennifer dont know you she think spotlight harsh only her love was to harp not you my baby i desire your attention your spotlight is not detention i know i'm captured in your heart i know you cant stand to be apart i love you for that spotlight

"no Escape"
“No Escape” All my life I’ve challenged fear I’ve gambled with my life so dear I rolled the dice and spun the wheel Sometimes my world seemed so unreal. I danced with terror, I bedded pain So many times and time again Cuffs and shackles, all tests of will They fell before my special skill Until the day you came to me The single challenge I could not flee How very, very, very true I now am helpless because of you. I always thought I could not fail Be it flaming box or rope or jail But you captured me right from the start And you placed a lock upon my heart. Now you alone shall hold the key And I will not struggle to break free Because you’re you , I accept my fate With you I know there’s “no escape”.

Umm.. Duh!
You Are Extremely Sexually Powerful Your sexual power is obvious - you don't do anything to hide your sexuality. In fact, if there's such a thing as a person with too much sexual power, it's you. Your life and thoughts are dominated by sex. And while it's good to be sexually liberated, you're starting to have a one track mind. You don't always have to use your sexual power. There's more to human interaction than getting naked! Are You Sexually Powerful?

What I See In Lifee...
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there... to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be... your neighbor, child, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger who, when you lock eyes with them you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential strength, will power or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whether they be events, illnesses or relationships, life would be like a smoothly paved,

A Heart Warming Story
Here's a truly heartwarming story about the bond > formed between a little 5 year old girl and some > construction workers that makes you believe that we > CAN make a difference when we give a child the gift > of our time... > > A young family moved into a house, next door to a > vacant lot. One day a construction crew turned up to > start building a house on the empty lot. > > The young family's 5-year-old daughter naturally took > an interest in all the activity going on next door and > spent much of each day observing the workers. > > Eventually the construction crew, all of them > gems-in-the-rough, more or less adopted her as a kind > of project mascot. They chatted with her, let her sit > with them while they had coffee and lunch breaks, and > gave her little jobs to do here and there to make her > feel important. At the end of the first week they even > presented her with a pay envelope containing a couple > of dollars. The little girl took thi! s home to

Planet Of Insanity Sunday Dec. 15 2008
Peter was in bed with his best friend's wife. Just as things were reaching a climax, he suddenly stopped and sat on the edge of the bed, holding his head in his hands. "What the hell's wrong with you?" his partner asked. "I feel just like a regular son-of-a-bitch, getting some of my best friend's pussy," the man moaned. "Well," she soothed, patting his back, "you can stop worrying. You're not getting his pussy. His pussy is five inches deeper." Welcome to the Corruptor's Planet Of Insanity. If you haven't seen all the promos. I am DJing from 10A-2P CST in Fubar lounge BadHabitzRadio. Come join me as I play some of the best rock ever made as well as deliver trivia tidbits, rock and entertainment news, Rock Lunch and even make fun of a few weirdos that have entered the news headlines recently. All that and a lot more Monday-Fridays at BadHabitz Radio lounge in Fubar. CDs on shelves Tuesday All American Rejects When The World Comes Down Fall Out Boy-Folie A Deux Gho

Ode To A Lost Love
I feel you there or is it a thought A memory clear or a feeling begot I reach my hand into the mist And long for you on a day like this I search the grounds of true love's garden With heavy heart somewhat hardened And through the fog of life gone wrong I hear the chords of past love's song I chase the sun and in a ray I see your smile to brighten my day I reach to feel the warmth of you And in the ray my hand cuts through Splits the image I thought so bold Of you reaching for my hand to hold Upon a sound I set my ear For your voice I long to hear As I trek the valley wide Echoes of you on a mountainside I stand below and gaze your way Listening to the things you say And long to be up in a cloud And float into your heart my shroud For you I'd crawl up on ledge and live my days right near the edge And blow the light out of the moon To hide with you in nature's room Just to feel your heart beat quicken And see a spark of you love stric

Trapped Emotions
December 15, 2008 at 1:30am I'm sitting here and my mind is a stir, it won't shut down. I just lost my mother and now the family is falling apart. That wasn't that big a shocker. I remember telling mom that she was the only person keeping this family together, once she was gone. I was right. I'm at peace with mom passing, matter of fact I didn't shed a tear at the funeral. Yes I cried at her home when she passed. I had to go outside and I remember leaning on Roses shoulder and it was a very wet and stormy night. Thank God for Rose and her being there, I really needed her. I do love my wife and my kids but some how I've managed to be a poor husband and an even worse father. Anger and rage seems to feel my heart and it has so for some time at the world and even at times with God himself. I've gotten over being angry with him concerning my health. Being born with a bad heart but through his wisdom he has given me many opportunities to bounce back through guided hands of skilled surgeons.

More Insight
Tiffany Cable: Well chill out and ill take you when I get off but you should save your money baby ray cooper: save the thirty? Tiffany Cable: Why not? ray cooper: ok whatever you say ray cooper: look i didnt even wanna drink today but since i drank so slow last night i had some left tonite...(drank slow for you) since i had some left toni ray cooper: te ray cooper: i had to finish it...but since i have a buzz and its little i wanna finish my buzz...but i cant im in this perdiciment even though i didnt wanna ray cooper: drink tonite but i did so there Tiffany Cable: Ok baby I'm not mad at you. I'm ticked off cuz of work. Can you wait till I get off?

Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Conquest
Gods Forsaken Featured Band: Conquest Conquest is out of St. Louis, Missouri. The band members are Derrick, Mike, Tony and Tim. They have a record label with Dark Star Records. Conquest is Pure Thrash/Power Metal. Their influences are Metallica, Iced Earth, Judas Priest, Iron Maiden, Primal Fear, Shadows Fall, Motley Crue, Pantera, Testament, Megadeth, Sabbath and Slayer. Conquest has a sound that is truly all their own, with their duel crushing guitar onslaught combined with thunderous bass & drums. Conquest are a true original, in a world where alot of bands sound the same and are trying to find their niche, Conquest has definatly found theirs. Conquest who are on the Jagermister Tour Series have been matched with many bands ranging from Stone Sour to Overkill, Conquest are fast to up and come, they will leave you wanting more!! So tune into God's Forsaken Radio to hear more of Conquest!!!

A Poem
This is a poem written for my Mom Showing how i feel about her ..and just maybe you will be able to relate to it.... May be Rest In Peace She is sadly missed My mother has ever been, my compass, my guiding light, My north Star bright and true in my sky each night, She soothed my nightmares, kissed the boo boo's on me, My mother made me the woman proud, that all around me see, I love my mom completey, i know it's given back, She goes out of her way, to give me all that i lack, Ever supportive of all i do, her love given free completely, When in pain or sorrow, she'll kiss me, say i love you sweetly, Life goes by as the book it is, each day another page, As our youth fades slowly , our hair goes grey with age, No matter how cruel time is, my mom is a youthful beauty, As much part of me each day, she's an eternal cutie, No matter where my life may lead, nor the path i follow, She ever brings me back to life, when i've had all i can swallow, She is ever read

Need Help To Level Up
Love Her Hard!!!! ~ஐ~۞PortoricanPrincess ۞~ஐ~ Rating Revolution crew!!!@ fubar Lets help her out!!!! ~ஐ~۞PortoricanPrincess ۞~ஐ~ Rating Revolution crew!!!@ fubar I need to get back to the same level i was before level 22 pls help me !!!! Add me , Fan me and Rate me!!! thank you for all your help!!!!!! Lets make it happen!!!! Portorican Princess Need your help to level up

Remember When....
So going through the "bored?" section, I found a fun new friend... She reminded me of having the old gameBoy games when it was the big klunky gray monochrome screen and you had to blow in the cartridges to get them to play. This reminded me about my STILL FUNCTIONAL GameBoy, AND...wait for it..... STILL FULLY FUNCTIONAL Atari 2600 and old 2XL robot. (In case you are not familiar...http://www.2xlrobot.com/) ahh, memories... thoughts?

12 Days Of Christmas: A Cat's Rendition
12 Days of Christmas - A Cat's Rendition On the twelfth day of Christmas my human gave to me: Twelve bags of catnip! Eleven tarter Pounce treats, Ten ornaments hanging, Nine wads of Kleenex, Eight peacock feathers, Seven stolen Q-tips, Six feathered balls, Five MILK JUG RINGS! Four munchy house plants, Three running faucets, Two fuzzy mousies, And a hamste-e-er in a plastic ball!!

I'm A Pimp, And Pimps Don't Commit Suicide
Hello everybody, like, all 9 or so of you that actually bother to read these thingies, I hope you are all doing well. I haven't really had any time to do anything on the fu lately, so I've been playing catch up with the site. With that said, I've got to say that there is a lot of ignorance going on with people here, women calling themselves bitches like it's a good thing, people posting pictures of themselves doing illegal shit, and I guess I'll never understand why people would post nekkid pictures of themselves for free. There's seriously 160 people with the screen name "Crazy Bitch", 140 people with "whore" in their name, and 140 people with "slut" in their name. While I'm not exactly the smartest person in the world, I'd like to think that I'm not the only one that believes these people have set the cause of feminism back about 50 years. Then there's the women that have naked pictures up, yet they are in relationships, and say on their page that they "keep it real" all the time, er

While You Were Sleeping
While you were sleeping I felt your heart beating. While you were sleeping in my head love was repeating. While you were sleeping all I could do was smile. While you were sleeping I watched you for a while. While you were sleeping I always held your hand. While you were sleeping I knew where my heart would land. While you were sleeping you would hold me near. While you were sleeping I would cry all my tears. While you were sleeping from you I knew I wouldn't part. While you were sleeping I gave to you my heart.

The Wailing Wall....
I have always loved the Jewish ideal of the Wailing Wall. A place where you can go, and never mind the wankers, to cry, to scream, to wail and keen and mourn a world gone mad, and a life gone bad. I guess that's why I latched onto blogging so steadfastly, when it was first invented. I used to have nice, pink diaries with little locks on the bindings, complete with flimsy and insecure keys. Now, I have a wordpress account with a password. Which nobody reads in spite of my exhibitionist tendencies. Said exhibitionist tendencies are purely intellectual, rather than physical. I'd rather suffer "a fate worse than death" before I'd bare my breasts or butt, also known as "T & A" in front of an open window. Which always leads me to wonder if men have the same fear? I doubt it. Men are allowed to fart, swear, and say "fuck" all they want and no one says them 'nay'. But I must keep body and soul together, and pay my bills, and keep my home clean, and go to church, and keep th

Your Lies
Funny when things never change Even when you say they will But while your off fucking him My life is standing still You tell me that you love me When I go to leave You tell me I'm your only one And I let myself believe I know that you are using me But you'll never let me go I know that you don't love me I know I'm just for show I don't know If I can stand To see you love another man You know that you broke my heart You know that your my world But while your standing by my side I'll believe your lies forever Cause everything seems so perfect When we are together

Saigon Kick-love Is On The Way
lonely sidewalks,silent night,bring the evening deep inside.hold me darlin,touch me now.let the feeling FREE tonight.love is on the way i can see it your eyes.let's give it one more try,tonight baby.love is on the way i can see it in your eyes.let's give it one more try tonight.time of season,wipes the tears.no rhyme or reason.no more fears.all the dreaming is far behind.you are here now and everythings alright.love is on the way i can see it in your eyes.let's give it one more,try tonight baby,love is on the way i can see it your eyes.let's give it one more try tonight.and in the morning i'll be gone away.all the things i left behind.if you need me i'll come night or day.lets stop the hands of time.love is on the way i can see it in your eyes.let's give it one more try tonight baby,love is on the way i can see it your eyes.let's give it one more try tonight baby,love is on the way.i can see it in your eyes.let's give it one more try tonight baby,love is on the way.i can see it in your

Will You Remember Me?
WILL YOU REMEMBER ME? WRITTEN BY CHARMED FEBURARY 16,2008 LYING HERE IN MY BED THE LIGHTS ARE OFF AND I STARE AND THEN CLOSE MY EYES. IM THINKING OF WHAT WILL THEY REMEMBER OF ME WHEN I DIE. I KNOW THAT I WILL SAY MY GOOD BYES TO THOSE I LOVE. BUT DID I TOUCH THERE HEARTS IN A WAY THAT WHEN IM MENTIONED THEY WILL REMEMBER ME IN A LOVING WAY, OR WILL THEY JUS SAY OH WELL SHES GONE? WILL MY LIFE JUS BE YESTERDAYS NEWS? OR WILL IT STAND OUT LIKE A HOLIDAY? I DONT REALLY KNOW. I BELIEVE THAT I HAVE TOUCHED HEARTS IN MY LIFE. BUT WILL I EVER KNOW? I THINK NOT CUZ EVERYONE DONT SHOW THEIR FELLINGS. THEY BELIEVE THAT IT IS A DONE FALL TO LIFE. HOWEVER, FOR ME ITS THE MUST IMPORTANT THING FOR ME TO LET EVERYONE KNOW HOW MUCH I LOVE THEM, AND WHAT THEY MEAN TO ME. SO WHEN ITS MY TIME, WILL U REMEMBER ME? AT MY GRAVE WHERE I WILL LAY TO REST, WILL U PUT FLOWERS ON ME, OR WILL IT JUS BE BARE? I KNOW THAT WHEN I DIE, I W

Marilyn Monroe Quote
"I believe that everything happens for a reason, People change so you can learn to let go, Things go wrong so you can appreciate them when they're right, You believe less so you eventually learn to trust no one but yourself, and sometimes good things fall apart so better things can fall together." Marilyn Monroe

Love And Romance
Recently during one of my college classes my classmates and I were having a discussion of love and romance. The topic turned to romantic movies and to waht each individual thougt was the most romantic movie that has been released. Movies like Titantic, Sleepless in Seattle and Gone with the Wind were being tossed into the conversation. While listening to my classmates toss around thier ideas of what they though was the perfect idea of a romantic movie, I sat there going through my memory of all the movies that I have seen trying to come up with my idea of the most romantic movie. I finally chimed in the conversatation with my idea (not to mention that it is my favorite movie) Somewhere in Time with Christopher Reeves and Jayne Seymour. The whole basis of this movie is that a man falls in love with a picture of a woman that had lived 70 years in the past.The mian character Richard Collier is a play write that lives in modern day Chicago and is over whelmed with the deadlines of trying t

The First Time I Love
For the first time you looked at me, was the first time I stared back eagerly. The first time I fell in love with you, was the first time my heart broke in two. The first time I heard your lullaby, was the first time I listened and replied. The first time I laughed and happy inside, was the first time I felt very satisfied. But the first time you shed tears, was the first time I show you my fears. The first time I saw your pride, was the first time I collide. The first time your love truly defines, was the first time I learned to read between your lines. And the first time you said goodbye, was the first time I died. I love you, Dee Big Dawg ~2008~

Butt...
...hurt I gave someone a chance to talk to me without slaying their stupidity down at a first chance. After thinkin "ok, he is an idiot, but at least he doesn't propose his cam right away", I wasted my time responding to his gibberish. Yesterday he got butthurt after I shot his advances to see him cum on cam down, called me a freak and blocked me. Mkays,lol

Just Wanted To
You may think that I'm talking fulish,you heard that I'm wild and free,you may wounder how I can promise you how how this love I feel for you always will be, well you'r not time I'm just killing I'm no longer one of those guys, as sure as I live this love that I get is gonna be you'rs til the day that I die. Oh baby I'm gonna love you forever,forever and ever Amen. As long as old me sit and talk about the weather, as long as old women sit and talk about old men, If you wounder how long I'll be failtfull.... I'll be happy to tell you again. I'm gonna love you forever, forever and ever amen. They say time takes it's toll on a body, Makes the younger hair turn gray, but hunny I don't care I ain't in love with you'r hair... If it all fell out I'd love you anyway, time can play tricks on the memorey, Make people forget things they knew its easy to see I'f already forgot every women but you Darleing I'm gonna love you forever,forever and ever Amen. As long as old men sit and tal

Fuck X-mas
1. Stop lying to your kid about an obese man that is in all right committing a fucking crime. 2. Holidays suck for the most part. When did you get something you really wanted and it wasn't a phase you were in? 3. In my defense I'm a little cynical but still have not proved there is a god so that rules out the birthday bullshit. 4. Most people really can't stand 97% of their "FAMILY" I can count on one hand blood relations I like. Only 2 of which I love at all. (yeah I know I'm a dick) In close "STOP WITH THE X-MAS SHIT"

I Am..
I normally don't blog, especially about life issues. This is something I HAVE to discuss! Some of what I have to say may come across offensive, even sound conceited.. Ever wonder why the thrill of pay day is evaporated by the understanding that every cent in that check will go straight to bills? Nothin left over. Your paycheck equaled the exact amount of every bill you have for that time frame that must be paid. Just when you think you are finally ahead and can have a few dollars left for a comfortable start to a 'nest egg' .... your car screws up and you now get to use that money to fix it. Prayin that it's gonna work this time, only to start over with bills, putting money aside, somethin happening to delete your newly earned savings. Unfortunately most of you reading this know exactly where I am coming from.. but don't worry.. if you haven't chances are you will. Kind of hurts to know that everyone has to go through that rough time. That dry spell in finances. They say money

A Soldiers Christmas
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, my daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree, I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep in perfect contentment, or so it would seem. So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eye when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, and I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old Perhap

A Christmas Poem To Read Author Unknow
A DIFFERENT CHRISTMAS POEM The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, a lone figure stood, h

From Countless Pieces
From countless pieces I gotta glue together What I am It's the end of a thousand lullabies I'm doing the best I can If it's just a prayer I can't pretend like I used to do To keep myself from you Words mean less than they did before It's either all our crimes Or just the changing times These things leave me wanting more Then I realize From countless pieces I gotta glue together What I am It's the end of a thousand lullabies

My Poem That I Wrote
Darkness sets in when fear come to embark lonlyness sets in when its dark cloudy days approch when love ones are gone but garenteed it wont be long. As we journey across this world full of hurt and pain there are tempations that cause us to stray.We have to stick together and fight or this world will kill us with all of its might one single slay by one single blade. Journey along the pathways of fate by sticking together we can kill the hate Love is a flower blooming in the middle of a dry desert wonder why it shines so bright no water just its delight growing without knowing why how can it be its not strong but indeed its alone. So why we hurt when loved ones die or fear when the time is near someday we will grow in our own desert the pathways will finally end. Somtimes everything turns gray as long you have a loved one everything will be ok holding hand and hand thru the test of time. As long as happyness fill your heart you will never apart you might fill lost but soon you will be

Question.....
Here’s an interesting situation to chew on. A guy is helping his girlfriend back up her files, and in doing so comes across several very racy pictures she has taken of herself that he has never seen, she had never sent to him and were taken after they started dating. She says “oh…no one has seen those yet”. He is a bit suspicious, so I pose this question to everyone out there, have you ever take pics for the sake of taking pics (of the racy variety) when in a relationship with someone and not shown them? To me is sounds like something fishy is going on and that’s what I’ve told my friend…but I’m a paranoid SOB too.

I Hate You
I hate to smile I hate to laugh I hate to giggle and grin I hate to skip I hate to dance I hate to twirl and spin I hate the sun I hate the stars I hate that sort of thing I hate the grass I hate the trees I hate the birds that sing I hate the sea I hate the sand I hate the seashells too I hate the world I hate it all I hate that all I don't hate is you

Wow Questions
CAN ANY ONE ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? how in the book of earlier prophets it states that when the messiah comes there would be a flood and it would be the last days and there never was? how come the bible has false information like Herod killing all of the boys under 2 years old when that never happens nor did any king of Egypt in history every order the deaths of boys like it says during the time of Moses? how come Joseph and Mary did not realize that Jesus was missing for 3 days when they went for the census? how come Jesus knew he was going to be crucified yet on the cross he screams my god my god why have you forsaken me? did he not already know his fate? how come the bible involves so many mythological beings like Apollo Hades Baal. god talks about punishing Baal but isn't he supposed to be fictional? how come in the earlier books of prophets they state the messiah (supposedly Jesus) is the one that is, was and will be yet to come? wouldn't this mean w

Regret
at all times he did all the giving and i did all the taking all i did was lie all he did was cry left him with nonsense reason yet with me,he kept holdin on despite all,he never left me with me he still long to be time passed,he stopped waiting for me to change and stop playing had no choice but to walk away eventhough his heart wants him to stay after that changed happened everywhere but i still did not care suddenly my world crashed apart something’s missing in my heart i saw how painful it was for him it made his world lonely and dim i know i terribly broke his heart and tore his life apart some things aren’t just meant to be and it took me too long before i see the love he was willing to give but in my world,never had the chance to live now i am down on my knees and i am begging him please though it’s too late,he’s already gone i’m asking forgiveness for all that i’ve done someday i know we will meet again this pain will come to an end if he’d be brave

Dear, You
Dear, you: one time you were my hope, my escape, and my love. Now you are a distant memory of what was. Did the time that we shared really mean anything to you? was I just another woman to fuck? was I a joke...using my heart as your punch line? Looking back...you must think I'm so naive to have believed your lies. Laughing at my expense. You reeled me in...with your smooth lines...and soft touches. I melted with your kisses, your caresses, surrendered in your embrace, and fell in what I thought was your love. I feel so stupid for letting you in. I had spent so many years protecting my heart. With you... my walls came crashing down around me. For once I felt alive. I felt wanted, needed, and desired. Most importantly I felt pretty. Now I am so afraid that those too were a part of your deceit. Were they just "things" that you told me to keep me around? I fell right into the place that you wanted me in. I was foolish to think that I was "YOUR" only one...tha

Bitch Please!
There are reasons that god put certain ones in our lives... To teach us things and make us listen to him... These are the thing that makes us strong... To make us see what is right and what is wrong. You came to me from the blue... To try help me in my time of need, but the more that I found out about you... the visions of your darkness was too much indeed. The pains of you past overwelmed me quickly, the suffering and madness of your life, You say that you left your home to help... but even that ended in a twisted strife. So you focused in on me, to try to make me yours... but as you attempted your dirty games, your true self reflected a whore! Actually more like the Sukubus of legend... the stealer of mens souls... You even try to say I love you... but in that lie I knew the score. So I tried to play your dirty game... To take advantange of you, But even that grew old and lame... And even my offspring wanted me to be rid of you! You continued to try to get m

Nothing Left To Believe In ......venting
a love till the end I guess this is what you ment. feels like its been so long since i felt you. Nothing feels the same. who could touch a love like this. who can touch me the way you did. I love how tearin out my hearts just like tearn paper to you. Well now that doors closed. WHats there to do. I dont understand your dumb ass answers. well for you Id tear it out again. I understand that being with you is a sin. But for you I would do it all again. I'm only writting this trying to clear my head again. Because at the moment my heart says to call you but my head isnt clear enough to decide. I'm done with confusion you took my innocence. take it all again. you love me now but then your gone again. who's to say it wont happen again. does it hurt when I tell you I can't love you anymore. I'm sick of being your fall back girl. stop tearing my heart out and squeezing it just to watch it bleed. such a fool i ve been. I am done taking the fall. I just cant believe in this a

Fuck You Gordon Allen
WELL THINGS HAVE GONE TO FROM BAD TO WORES NOW.. LOOKS LIKE I WELL NEVER SEE MY SONS AGAIN ...THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR MAKING MY LIFE HELL ON THIS EARTH I HVAE NOTHING NOW OTHER THEN BOB WHO HAS BEEN THERE FROM ME AND OTHER PPL TOO... REMEBER WHAT I SAID ABOUT KARMA BEING THE BIGGER BITCH OH YES WHAT COMES AROUND GO'S AROUND .. YOU HAVE MADE MY LIFE A LIVING HELL GUESS WHAT I WARED YOU A LONG TIME AGO IF SOMETHING LIKE THIS WOULD EVER HAPPEND I WOULD DO THE SAME THING TO YOU GUESS WHAT YOUR DAY IS COME TOO.. YOU SON OF A BITCH.. HOW DARE YOU DO THIS TO ME TAKE MY BABIES FROM ME AND NOT CALL OR WRITE YOU FUCKING BASTER.. I HOPE YOU FUCK DIE ..YOU WELL NEVER KNOW HOW TO TREACH A WOMAN RIGHT ..... YOU CONTROLLING BASTER FUCK YOU AND...IF YOU HAVE ANY MORE KIDS I HOPE THEY FUCKING HATE YOU

Beach Story
I had been living in the hills surrounding Adelaide for about five years when I met Molly. She lived in the United States and had come to Adelaide for a holiday… and we went for a sight seeing tour to explore the countryside and I was pleased to meet someone with whom to share my special places. I love being near the ocean but the beaches near Adelaide have very little swell and are a bit boring compared with those on the coast of Northern New South Wales where I used to live. The beaches that open out onto the Great Southern Ocean are different though. The coastline is rugged and the surf continually charges against the shore in great ragged waves. There are still a few die-hard surfers who brave the cold and the sharks in their full length wet suits hoping for that perfect wave. I never took up surfing but I often sit spellbound on these wild and boisterous beaches in awe of the majesty of creation. This particular afternoon we went to one of my favorite beaches. It is a place

Online Movies
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Not Holding Back
i haven't posted a blog in a while so i thought i would post one. last year wasn't the greatest to start off with till about half way through. i was extremely sick from the first of the year till june. i fell in love then had my heart shattered. i lost my job. but then around june things began to change for the better. i really reconnected with my best friend in the whole wide world because of them i found fubar and met some great people. started to recover from my illness and be normal again. got a new job with the same company i lost my job from and kicking ass at it. got my divorce signed by the judge and became officially a free woman. i also started to heal my shattered heart. i found someone who just rocks my world to no end. i realized last year was bad for the first half then kicked ass for the rest. i wouldn't change anything that happen last year. it has made me stronger. this i am kick ass and take names. i am not holding back and i am walking the line. i see

The Apple (d.s.excerpt)
He was staring with curiousity at round almond shaped eyes, wide bridgeless nose, and a perpetually grinning mouth of a teenager with Down Syndrome sitting across from him. Captured in a moment of terminal complacency, his face bore an expression of childlike naivete and virginal purity. How lucky one must be to live in a state of eternal bliss, unaware of any external factors that bring about stress and dissatisfaction, and oblivious to any woes and calamities that life dishes out on a daily basis. He also thought of what it would be like to have an existance filled with expectations based solely on mental capability, or incapability in this case; to have every step validated by a second party that is in charge of your well being. Mixed feelings overwhelmed him; should it be pity or envy? Envy of not feeling your sick soul mope around inside a fragile bony shell, awaiting for demons to be released; of not getting tortured by moral implications of any ill fated actions; not having to m

For You A$$face.. If You Ever Get On Fubar Anymore
Our daughters FIRST Christmas passes.. and i really didn't expect you to send her a present, but you couldn't even spare a card? a note to her? ANYTHING i can put in her baby book to show that you gave even the tiniest of shit about her? I really am not expecting alot of anything from you because some of the things i learned about you is: *You say what you need to, to get you where you want to be, but it doesn't take long for your TRUE colors to bleed through. *you Lie.. and you suck at it. *you claim to be a caring father, yet do you pay ANY support on any of your 3 kids? OH.. well you have to actually have a job to do that huh? I have heard many excuses from you as to why you can not come see this little girl.... and I call bullshit . cant find a job? hell even McDonalds or Taco Bell would put clothes on any of your kids, or buy diapers. * You have the means to party, and provide for yourself..and then you puff up that chest and say "i am a daddy" but do you earn that title at

Never Ending Love
There lye's a petal that flutters in the wind waiting for the right stem then it awakes an a flower blooms Eternal heart beats as one see such beauty gracefully float by in his arm she lye's in deep embrace gazing forever in the eyes. Love infinity as they glide to heaven to be one.---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------Written by Tammy R Bee January 4th 09 copy righted published my own work! please don't copy my poem thank you!

Bad Case Of You
Well, I can't understand what goes on in my mind I can't explain it, but at times it makes me blind. And when Im feeling blue, a thought of you, will make me feel just fine. I'm getting older, a little colder some may say I want to hold her, can't control her till this day.Now I'm suffering, in blood and sin, and I really blowed my mind.I'm under pressure, cause you're the one that I don't wanna kill. Well, she can't understand what goes on in my mind. I can't explain, it but at times it makes me blind. And when I'm feeling blue, a song or two, will make me feel just fine. I'm under pressure, cause you're the love that I don't wanna kill I'm under pressure and you're the love and I don't wanna kill Where are you now, when I need you darling Where are you now, that I am lonely Where are you now, that I have fallen Where are you now? I've got a bad case of you, I've got a bad case of you I've got a bad case of you, that I don't wanna lose, that I don't wanna lose.

2009 Thoughts
I guess 2009 is going to be a philosophical year for me…. Why must one’s wants invariably become another’s burden or heartache? When I stop and just observe I see a general shift from things that I see as ‘right’ and a trend to the things I see as ‘wrong’. What happened to morality, Integrity, personal responsibility, and maturity? Why don’t people simply “say what they think, and think what they say”? A perfect example is when someone pulls the “no call” in the effort to ‘get rid’ of someone. Ignoring someone in the effort to get them to leave one alone. To me this is spineless, cowardly, and lacking in integrity. If you cannot ‘cowboy up’ and be an adult and act as one with your wants and needs then you need to step back from the adult world…really. To me this goes along with biting one’s tongue and playing the ‘go along to get along’ game. It just seems that weather conscious or not, people play games, either through action or omission of action. Either they do not have

Pedophilia Encouraged By Current Culture(question Mark)...
So I am just thinking, because its an easy thing for me to do. I noticed quite awhile ago that my 150 year old cat (in people years) seemed to have made an odd connection between being fed and having the food land on her head. She was always so eager to eat the canned food she was given as a reward for having survived and thrived as a great huntress of the wilds of suburbia, that she would leap up onto the counter the second the whirring of the can opener stopped and the sound of the food just hitting the plate began. Of course she would get the vast majority of the food on top of her head before it would slide off on to the plate. She did it time and time again. I realized that - just as she knew by instinct that she had to extend her claws in order to immobilize her prey - by reward and habit she had gained the cat thought that the food must slide off of her head in order for it to be there for her to eat. Of course it was a lie. But she was just a cat. How far have we, as human b

I Can See The Pain
I Can See The Pain by me I still see your face in my dreams It hurts and it doesn't help at all I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems I want you to help me when I fall I still remember the first time we met There was something so different about you Your friendship was something I wanted to get That smile when you said hi to me was so new Out of no where you called me on the phone I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever You were so new, so crazy and unknown I just knew that our friendship would never sever we once had a row , it was wrong , i was wrong We decided to go out and make it all all right It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't We couldn't even really stand each others sight It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't I miss you and everything you were to me Ten years from now i will look back on it all i will be older and finally be able to see That love of friendship will stand the test of time and n

What-e-v-a
I wear glasses, because I have so much awesome it leaks out and screws up my vision. I shave my head because if I had hair, girls would follow me trying to collect it. I know so much Webster's had to change the definition of everything. They asked me what it should be. I shot a man in Reno, just to watch him die. Then saved his life so he had to thank me after it. I'm so badass the world doesn't actually spin, just moves when I walk. Ok, enough fun. I really am awesome, f*cking awesome. So don't confuse my humility for weakness, accept it as a fact that I'm not an ass and don't want to make you feel like crap. Also realize that you don't impress me, and I don't derive my sense of self worth from anyone, and you shouldn't either. If I compliment you, it's because I want to, not because I have to. So do me a favor and quit thinking the world revolves around you. You aren't the sun, just a flaming ball of gas who thinks they are. Now get over yourself.

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Get The Hell Out Of My Life!
I have helped a lot of people on here: I gave advise and cared honestly I found jobs I put up fundraisers to pay for their bills I helped with lawyers and court preparations you name it! I spend hours on finding ways to help most of you, even though I needed the time for my own things. All I ever asked was an honest thank you and a favor in return should I need help. Now I DO need help, and only one person stood to her word. What is wrong with you people? You are simply selfish *&*%^! The ones I am talking about know who they are. And here is what you do now: Go and loose everything I helped you to archive! Because you do not value what you have! Thanks for nothing!

For Who You Are
i do love you for weho you are...does it matter how you look when i look into your eyes see the real you, be it bad or good,sad or happy, mean or nice? to me no. I look and i can proilly see someone who hasnt had someone walk up and say...I love you for who you are...a beautiful person, inside and out, many times i look at the pics on this site...see the beautiful smiles and wanna reach out and just touch the cheek of each and everyone lady out there. How many would let me prolly just one out of how many ladies are out here on fubar lol. But i do love you for who you are. I really do..for its you who puts a smile on my face and a tear in my eye for being just who you are

God Bless The Usa
i want to take this time to tank all of the men and women who are serving our country, you all are heros to all of us. you are a son ,daughter,grandson,granddaughter,brother,sister,aunt uncle,neice,and nepew. for you keep us safe, and bust your butts for us. i am truely greattfull for all that you do . sometimes i think i see people who fight over the most stupid things like accidently running into some one, or killing over clothes, and tearitory, that don't even belong to them here in the states. people need to remember that this is a free crountry and that we need to take care of each other , and remember who great we have it here, we get to be with family and friends , where as these men and women do not , and i hate to say it but some never get to come home again . so please when you see one off our military men or women walk by shake their hand and thank them for all that they do , and alway's remember just how good you have it all thanks to them godbless you all and may you all

This Is About You.
I miss you...But I never met you. I hate you...But I have no reason to. I want you...But I can't have you. I love you...But I guess that isn't enough. I wish I could have you, I wish I could call you mine, I wish I never let my gaurd down, and let you in, I wish I never let you have my heart...just so I could let another person break it again.

I Miss Her More Than I Can Ever Say
Each night when I fall asleep I find myself looking in your eyes Every hour of every day you seem to find your way into my mind I know that I must move ahead but the past is hard to leave behind Getting over losing you is gonna take some time I never thought I’d see the day you’d come to me telling me goodbye It may have been easier if you had given me a reason why Right now there is an empty place the shape of you within this heart of mine. Getting over losing you, Is gonna take some time.

Funeral Song #2
There's only a few things I want promised at my funeral: Open bar. Great buffet. Everyone having a good time. But, I did want ONE song played, and that's "Great Below" by NIN. ...and now, I have to add this song: Someone please take note. =P

Events
NEXT WEEKEND ON JANUARY 25TH I AM GETTING FU MARRIED. THE WEDDING WILL BE IN THE HOT N BOTHERED LOUNGE, WE HAVE 3 DAYS OF EVENTS BEFORE IT. FRIDAY NIGHT JANUARY 23RD WILL BE MY FU BACHELORETTE PARTY WITH LOTS OF WOMEN AND FUN, DRINKS FLOWING AND HOT GIRLS ON CAM. SATURDAY NIGHT THE 24TH WILL BE MY FU FIANCE'S BACHELOR PARTY WITH SEXY MEN AND DRINKS, ALSO LOTS OF FUN. SUNDAY THE DAY OF OUR WEDDING WE WILL BE HAVING AN AUCTION, IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO PARTICIPATE OR INFO ON THE AUCTION PLEASE FEEL FREE TO SHOUT ME FOR INFO. EVERYONE IS WELCOMED TO ATTEND ALL EVENTS AND GIFTS WILL BE MUCH APPRECIATED. LOVE TO ALL MY FU FRIENDS

Lie To Me
lie to me tell me you love me. whisper in my ear tell me you need me. tell me how badly you want me. Let me pretend for a while that u actually loved me just for a second before you shatter me. here i lay again upon the floor a million pieces love doesn't seem real any more. i dreamed last night... dreamed that you where here that u really wanted me but i know its not true. I'm not perfect but i really did love you. the times come now that I leave you behind... I'll miss the days you actually cared but I wont miss this empty feeling. I hide the pain so well but i cant pretend any more and I cant love you that way so just disappear before i resent ever knowing you. Just fade away like i know you should have done years ago

A Song A Me And My Best Friend Wrote Our Frist Song We Ever Wrote Lol It Sounds 80s Lol
I know sometimes I've been treating you bad I didn't know I was the only love you had I'm reaching out now with nothing to find but the long lonely days and the sad cold nights don't leave me baby, I'm finally happy I can't forget you, not that easy like oldies station radio I turn you up, you feel like home Wherever I go, whatever I do with every thought, you're sure to follow don't say goodbye as I arrive it can't be gone before we've tried It's not a rush, cause I miss your touch I can't give up that that good old-fashioned love My hands were bound and I drowned when you found me you pulled me back, but it's taken me time to breathe I never said the words I thought you assumed I'm telling you now without a doubt, I'm in love with you don't leave me baby, I'm finally happy I can't forget you, not that easy Chorus Don't let me think that you'll never turn around you're the one I want there's no good reason to be feeling we can't have it all Like a

Life
here i stand standing strong with my brother's and sister on my side makening my stand makeing my last stand becouse i stand here srtong just try and push me down becouse i stand i stand here strong i have no more frear's no more worry no fear in these eye's these eye's of the beast in side the wolf rage's on the wolf in side the man the man in the wolf running free like a force that can't be stoped running running wild and free nouthing in the way nouthing to stop it the man the wolf the wolf of man frearless standing strong with know fear in my heart full of courge nouthing can stop it it's unstop able like the strongest force you'll ever see stronger then a 200 mph wind never wanting to stop i just just keep going

Dying Mans Poem
nurses? ......What do you see? What are you thinking......when you're looking at me? A crabby old man, .not very wise, Uncertain of habit .......with faraway eyes? Who dribbles his food.......and makes no reply. When you say in a loud voice...."I do wish you'd try!" Who seems not to notice ..the things that you do. And forever is losing .............. A sock or shoe? Who, resisting or not...........lets you do a s you will, With bathing and feeding ..... The long day to fill? Is that what you're thinking? Is that what you see? Then open your eyes, nurse......you're not looking at me. I'll tell you who I am ........ As I sit here so still, As I do at your bidding, ....as I eat at your will. I'm a small child of Ten.......with a father and mother, Brothers and sisters ........who love one another A young boy of Sixteen .........with wings on his feet Dreaming that soon now. ..........a lover he'll meet. A groom soon at Twenty ........my heart gi

A Simple Matter Of Multiplication
“Now these are the names of the children of Israel, which came into Egypt; every man and his household came with Jacob.” That opens the book of Exodus, the second book of the Old Testament, with Jacob’s sons (the ones the tribes of Israel are descended from, named in verses two through four) and likely their wives and children totaling seventy people who had come from Canaan to Egypt. (More details on that in chapters thirty-seven through fifty of Genesis, the first book of the Old Testament.) This list did not include Joseph, Jacob’s youngest son who was in Egypt already as prime minister and had saved his father and their family from starvation and persuaded the then-reigning Pharaoh or king of Egypt (literally “man in the big house”) to let them settle in Egypt. So they did, and so they eventually died, bringing the end of Genesis and the beginning of Exodus in line with each other in verse six. Verse seven (“And the children of Israel were fruitful, and increased abundantly,

She'd Love To Have The Last Word After My Last Words
you wrote a death wish and i'm on it will santa reap the gift for you soon? gave me a death sentence with many reasons will you finish or is it a paragraph? signed my death warrant time running out is it pills or pull the trigger for you? issued a death certificate i graduated and you're elated why didnt it happen so fast?

The Quilt Of The United States Of America
"...For we know that our patchwork heritage is a strength, not a weakness. We are a nation of Christians and Muslims, Jews and Hindus — and non-believers. We are shaped by every language and culture, drawn from every end of this Earth; and because we have tasted the bitter swill of civil war and segregation, and emerged from that dark chapter stronger and more united, we cannot help but believe that the old hatreds shall someday pass; that the lines of tribe shall soon dissolve; that as the world grows smaller, our common humanity shall reveal itself; and that America must play its role in ushering in a new era of peace..." This was the part of the Inaugural speech of President Barak Obama that made me smile the most. The open arms, the acceptance of differences, and for me, the acknowledgement that we are all strings of consequence. How can you have a quilt if you do not first have the threads overlapping and underlying - forming a square of uniqueness and diversity. Then others o

Love
Between us things went wrong, But in my heart you still belong. My feelings for you are so strong, In my heart they shall live on. In the beginning it was so great, I never thought we would separate. Important is how you made me feel, Everything in my world seemed so real. You made my life worth living, And took the love I was giving. I love you more then anything and still do, And these feelings shall remain true. I've tried to release you from my mind, to do it I had a lot of time. I just couldn't give up on loving you, I couldn't release the feelings that are true. As I look at you, I see the past, It all happened so fast. These are three words I say to you, Those words are: I Love You!!!! Author Unknown

Defined...
Defined by body- by biology- better to be fat?- a non person?- a testiment to excess- pig?- or foxy?- a sex object- meat- sex toy walking- whore- bitch- what about athletic?- boy body- unwomanly- dyke- what option is there for a woman to be?- to be anything- not defined by biology- by body- what matter brains?- invisible- power- forbidden- it would be easy to give in- to be normal- to find destiny- in the past- to be- a wife- a mother- a label- a nothing- but I want more than that- I want me- and more than me- I want to be- all woman- every woman- but not woman- not me- not trapped- by body, biology, or brain- look at me- don't look at me- want to hide- NEED to be seen- reaching out- running away- moving target- in the night- why look at me- not what you see- my existence- can never be!

Mosh Pit Retirement
So when is it time to stand back and only watch the sweet insanity of a mosh pit? When are you to old to no longer participate in swapping blow for blow? Is there a mandatory retirement age for battle scared mosh pit rebels?! I asked myself these same questions on hot summer day at Ozzfest 06 as I stood at the edge of a mighty Black Label Society Pit! A pit in full circle, growing stronger, bigger & of course meaner with each passing secound! When I was younger I used to carry a football mouth piece & if there wasn't a pit when I got there...I started one! But that was a long time ago...and at the age of 35 I wondered if I should Just watch that pit like all the other faceless people in the crowed...FUCK THat Noise...full blown or not at all..so I jumped head first into th dust & sweat..After all it was fucking BLS! Round & Round..Blow for Blow..I took my lumps & gave a few..all with a smile...Because in the middle of all the chaos..came a calm...you see theres a method to the madness

Fire Water
When the hot water runs on her, she feels alive. Her body tenses up as the stinging beads pierce her. She faces the shower head and places her hands, palm down, on the shower wall. She lifts her head back and lets the scolding water run down her chest. The burn releases the energy she needs to let go of. That burst is ecstasy. Her body transforms into a luscious light pink canvas, her skin tightens all over her body. She feels more firm, more sensuous, more cool… Her breasts have a rubber feel- bountiful- electric even. The trickles down her face singe her. The heat is too much and not enough. Hands wandering create smiles. No part goes untouched. The water goes into every part willingly. To her the best is not the warmth it leaves behind but the pain it takes to get that warmth.

4 The Joy?
Damn Is the word that became the paragraph Thickness balanced by grace of walk Interest obtained Testimony For you carry an illegal object In the form of your body Drug trafficking Causing aDiCktion Aroused by display of You PUSSasiveness Enriched the formula By demanding Satisfaction of imagining Daydreams, Those dreams What would be If could be those dreams are 4 the Joy Of Envy 4 those that smell The beautiful scent of the flower Any day Anytime Any hour It is your pleasure I wish to shower with my conCOCKtions Your love I want to investigate May I ellaborate When you came I became a part of you So much so that The doctors will have to surgically remove me from your pussy Micheck12isthisthingon?Copyright2009

Sunshine
Broken and twisted by the world I live in I've tried so hard to cope Can't deal with what I feel or see I don't know what to do anymore... No one has the answers, Least of all me I've let so much go Held on to so much more My scars keep ripping open Bleeding me empty The sunshine of my life has settled to darkness Tearing myself apart inside day to day Down in my hole left with an empty heart I want so much to feel the sun again.....

I Stand Alone
I stand alone, I stand alone on this path to no where Looking every which way for help People see me for something i,m not When I ask them for directions They don't understand So they turn their backs and walk away I try to fallow them but can't catch up So I then give up And all hope is lost I sit empty minded for as long as I can And soon I can't take it anymore I feel as though I don't belong And I constantly think about if dying would be best But..... In that very same moment I change my mind The figure came up and held out it's hand Telling me it cares and that i'm not alone I stand up strongly and give it a nod It simply nods back And together We walk away side by side Watching eachothers backs Through the long path in nowhere Until together We reach Some where

Andy's Prayer
Grant me the grace to accept the things I can not change......the courage to change the things I can not accept, and the wisdom to hide the bodies of those people I had to kill today because they pissed me off. And also help me be careful of the toes I step on today as they may be attached to the ass's I may have to kiss tomorrow. Help me give 100 % at work, 12% on Mondays, 23% on Tuesdays, 40% on Wednesdays, 20% on Thursdays, 5% on Fridays. And help me to remember when I am really having a bad day and it seems that people are tring to piss me off that it takes 42 muscles to frown, and only 4 to lift my middle finger.

Understanding~
The rain had just stopped falling outside the tent as he tightened her bonds and blindfold. With her wrists tied above her head to the ceiling ridge pole and her ankles spread and tied to stakes driven into the ground, she could barely move. That thrice damned charm of weakening keeps her as weak as any human. This vampire hunter has her at his mercy as the bite gag in her mouth keeps her from sinking her fangs into his throat and the blindfold from her taking control of his mind. Why doesn’t he stake her and be done with it. Or, if he couldn’t stomach "riding the wood" into a woman, all he would have to do is open the tent to the morning’s sky and she would be dust. Why delay? She hears the blade being drawn, the sharp "sheeng" as it tastes the air. "So it’s to be decapitation," she thinks, and is wrong. The blade doesn’t cut her flesh, but rather, it lightly caresses it as it probes under the light shift she wears. And then a straight cut, a ripping of fabric and she stands nude,

Every Girl Dream!!!!
know way too many really beautiful girls who think they don't look good... It hurts... because it's our fault, guys I mean. We make girls feel like they have to be perfect. You know what I mean, flat stomach, big boobs, round booty, long legs, sexy lips, and on top of all that, they have to dress like a whore, and be one as well... nobody can measure up to that... and its not fair... because nobody should have to. Girls prefer being called beautiful instead of hott or sexy. The little imperfections are what make people special. If everyone was perfect the world would be so boring, variety is what makes life interesting. So guys, stop making girls have to live up to your, I'm sorry, our... deluded fantasy visions of perfection. Stop acting like boys and start being men... realize that women don't exist to fufill our sexual desires. Stop talking to them solely to get with them, be nice to them because you want to be their friend, not because you want to hook up with them. Say nice things

It's Almost Here.......another Life These Days Type Thing
Well folks, it's almost that time of year. My daughter turns a year old in march. Man, where did the time go. I mean it seems like i JUST had her yesterday. She's already "walking" with some assistance and it just takes me by surprise that not only that she is walking but that she is growing up so damn fast. I love being a mother and I am so glad that I met the man of my dreams and he gave me another one of my dreams. I mean hell, me and my hubby have been married almost 2 years now. But anyway, back to the little one. She's growing up so fast. Her "teacher" at my GED school is in shock that Becca is walking. As a matter of fact, all the ladies at Promise Village can't believe it. Speaking of school, I am just a month away from going to take my GED test and I am excited. I plan on going to Central Florida Community College in the fall. I'm going to be going for an Associate in Arts Degree in Computer Science. I'm really excited. My life has turned out DAMN good. I have everything that

Roach Science
Do you ever feel deep frustration when in the morning, as you arrive to work, you start feeling completely lost, unable to concentrate even on simplest tasks, and generally completely out of sorts? However, once you arrive home after the tedious work day, all over sudden everything seems to fall into places: your memory becomes sharper than cheddar (oh, if only your boss could see you now), your reaction becomes like that of a rattle snake (but please don't forget to wipe that drool streak off your chin), and your IQ increases by 100%, almost dipping into triple digits. Annoying, isn't it? Well, do not feel perturbed or left out, as you are not alone in feeling this way. So do roaches. As it turns out, studies performed at a Cocroach University of TN (actually called Vanderbilt University, but CU has a better ring to it), showed that roaches are just not morning individuals. Apparently, a roach IQ, which on a scale of IQ's sits between that of a mealworm and a member of MoveOn.org, is

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Super Bowl Monday??
Today is Super Bowl Sunday and I am a little irritated because this is the only national holiday where we don't get Monday off work. We spend more money than Christmas wagering on our favorite team and the Super Bowl has more hype than Christmas. When have you seen any TV network go on the air 12 hours before the start of Christmas and interview everyone including Joseph and Mary's long lost great great ( to the 15th power) cousin???. You have never seen it. So logically Super Bowl Sunday can be considered more important than Christmas...but we still don't get Monday off. Unless we call in sick. Disgraceful. For those who have been visiting Antarctica on research the last few months, the Pittsburgh Steelers are playing against Cinderella, I mean the St. Louis Cardinals, I mean the Arizona Cardinals. No one is giving the Cardinals a chance. That is why they are called a Cinderella team. Think about it, we have some beautiful red birds going up against guys with huge hammers an

How I Feel
Lyrics to This Fire Burns by Killswitch Engage Yeah ( screaming) Yeah All I ever wanted was destined to be fulfilled It is in my hands I must not fail and I must not fail Even through the darkest days This fire burns always This fire burns always This is the broken ground Misery begins to rise Turn away from yesterday Tomorrow is in my hands Oh! Nevermore to be held down By the wings against me Nevermore to be cast aside This day is mine Even through the darkest days This fire burns always This fire burns always I will not be denied in this final hour I will not be denied this day is mine This passion inside me Is burning Is burning This passion inside me Is burning Is burning Even through the darkest days This fire burns always This fire burns always This fire burns always This fire burns always always

The Adversary To Your Soul
Conceal your deepest worries Confine your thoughts inside The walls you built of damaged pride The light in your eyes failing Like you're adrift Like night pretending to be day These storms subside Though the past The unwanted memories are holding onto you All the power in the universe conspires to carry you Truths you find through your adversities will defend you As your powers all your energies conspire to carry you The adversary to your soul The blackest thoughts That try to poison you These storms subside Lay down your greatest burden Relinquish that which has control of you And let yourself through Though it seems the past and the future look the same Suffice to say you're still here

Ensign: Our Letter In Revelation
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 6 February 2009 The second and third chapters of Revelation are a collection of seven letters to seven different churches. Besides being written to the historical churches of Ephesus, Smyrna, Pergamos, Thyatira, Sardis, Philadelphia, and Laodicea, they're also read as reflecting the church at different stages of its history, from then to now. Keep in mind that whenever church is referred to in the Bible, it's always to a specific assembly of believers in Jesus Christ as Savior and Lord, not to the building that necessarily houses them. And in many parts of the world, there is no church planning committee to deal with because there is no wood and nail house of worship to go to. One imagines what a letter of Jesus would soun

This Is My Life
~SO FAR INT HE DISTANCE... I SEE YOU STANDING THERE... YOUR EYES GLARING TOWARD ME... I CAN FEEL YOUR BREATH ON ME... BUT YET YOU ARE SO FAR AWAY... I SMILE AT YOU... BUT YOU DONT SMILE BACK... I LEAN FORWARD TO TOUCH YOU... BUT YOU LET ME FALL... I STAND UP ON MY OWN TWO FEET... WITHOUT HELP FROM YOU... I GAZE BACK AT YOU AND SMIRK... FOR YOU THOUGHT I COULDNT MAKE IT WITHOUT YOU... WELL I PROVED YOU WRONG... CUZ HERE I AM... NO LONGER BY YOUR SIDE... NO LONGER IN LOVE WITH YOU... NEVER GONNA TAKE YOU BACK... CUZ BABY YOU JUST LOST THE BEST THING THAT WILL EVER HAPPEN TO YOU...

Fantasy 4 Part 2
as they are lying there holding each other close.alucard gets up walking to the bathroom and cleans himself off.comeing back into the room he sees her laying there smileing at him.as he walks over she pulls him close leaning up kissing him deeply.she slide her hand down around his cock,takeing her down and slideing him into her mouth.feeling his body shake a bit and knowing he is enjoying it.she takes his cock deep going all the way down,forceing his dick down her throat.feeling his cock grow hard she pulls back smileing.as she gets up she pushes him down on the bed.she climbs on top of him,slideing his cock back deep into her pussy,and starts rideing him hard.smileing up at her,he lets her keep going feeling her slam her body down hard on his cock.looking at her he says"let me do this"she looks to him smileing as she gets off of him adn he gets up and has her get on her hands and knees.he comes up behind her slideing his hard cock back deep into her pussy.he starts thrusting hard slam

Thank You!!
I want to say thank you to all of you for such a warm welcome back and also thank you for all your fubux donations...I was very surprised that all of you did that for me and I can't tell you how much it means to me!! I'm so glad to be back even tho I feel totally lost right now lol. I'm catching up on things slowly but surely tho so just bare with me. If any of you need ANYTHING don't hesitate to hit me up. Much love to all of you...this fam REALLY is the best :D ~BREED~

Actions Speak Louder Than Words
“And Moses answered and said, But, behold, they will not believe me, nor hearken unto my voice: for they will say, The LORD hath not appeared unto thee.” Chapter four of Exodus opens with Moses still on holy ground speaking with God as He appears in the burning bush and receiving his commission to lead God’s people (and Moses’ own as well) the children of Israel out of Egypt to freedom in “a land flowing with milk and honey”. We saw in chapter three that Moses asked why HE should be used by God and asked how he would identify God to His people – it’s a safe bet that after more than four centuries it would be hard for the children (re: descendants) of Israel (re: the patriarch Jacob renamed after a wrestling match with one of God’s angels centuries before, back in Genesis 32) to believe their Creator is still listening. It’s a maxim of modern advertising that it’s not only enough to tell people who – in this context, Who – or what is being provided, you need hard evidence that a pr

One Free Family Spot Available
OK so here is the Deal.... The 1st Person to Rate 1400 Pictures on my Friends Profile http://www.fubar.com/user/2441551 Will be allowed into my Family for my FU LIFE... and be assured I will ask her to verify. btw she has AUTO 11's on so go level up on her more to come.... on how to join my Family

Little Fellow
There are little eyes upon you, And they're watching night and day; There are little ears that quickly take in Every word you say. There are little hands all eager To do every thing you do, And a little boy who's dreaming Of the day he'll be like you. You're the little fellow's idol, You're the wisest of the wise; In his little mind about you No suspicions ever rise. There's a wide-eyed little fellow Who believes you're always right; And his ears are always open As he watches day and night. You are setting an example Every day in all you do For the little boy who's waiting To grow up to be like you.

The 6 Men You Shouldn't Date
The 6 Men You Shouldn’t Date partner by Glamour Magazine, on Tue Feb 3, 2009 8:55am PST 303 Comments Post a Comment Read More from This Author » Report Abuse Getty Images In a relationship public service announcement, Jake tells us whom to avoid (himself included!). Like all men, I’ve committed some royal screwups when it comes to women. But as your resident male columnist, I’ve also made some observations about different types of daters that deserve to be passed along. Consider this your road map for where you don’t want to go in your love life. 1. Rebound Guy Knowing how bummed I’ve been since my ex Claudia left for Europe, my buddy tried to set me up with his “hot coworker.” Very kind of him, but I declined. With my heart stuck in international customs, there’s no way I could make a connection. Not that I wasn’t tempted. We men secretly hope we’ll never have to deal with our feelings and instead can “fix” our sadness with a new woman. Problem is, we’re always compari

It Feels Good
IT FEELS GOOD to those who deserve it, I'm sorry. it feels good when the sun is shining when the birds are singing it feels good when you are so busy you can't think it feels good when you are right it feels good when you help it feels good when you are needed it feels good to share IT it feels good to feel when you are happy it feels good to feel when you are sad it feels good to feel when you are right it feels good to feel when you are wrong it feels good to feel when you feel good it feels good to feel when you feel bad it feels good to feel when you hurt so bad your heart stops it feels good to feel

The Tight Skirt
This lady that was wearing a tight skirt was waiting at the bus stop to get onto the bus. A bus pulled up and the driver opened the doors. she tried to step up onto the step but her skirt was too tight. So she reached back to unzip and loosen it a little. she tried to step up onto the steps again. But it was still to tight. She reached back and unzipped some more. Tried to step up again and the skirt was still to tight. She tried one more time. She reached back and unzipped some more. And she still couldn,t get up onto the bus. So this man behind her reaches and grabs her by the butt. He gives her a boost onto the bus. She turns around and slaps him and saying "What do you think you are doing." Well the man says "Well lady after you unzipped my pants for the third time I thought we was aquainted."

Valentines Day...
I'm a hopeless romantic...And because of this...I don't believe that just one day of the year should be set aside for being romantic... Valentines Day...A day for lovers...Blah Blah Blah... Tanas dad was the most romantic man I've ever been with...And one of the most abusive...I now know his romantic side was a ploy to brainwash me to believing that he was a good man...The regular beatings proved otherwise... When it came to Valentines..he would get me kitchen appliances...He loved the way I cooked...Now don't get me wrong..I loved the gifts...But..for that day I really wanted the norm...Some flowers...maybe some candy..Even a little stuffed toy...He did get me several pieces of jewelry while we dated...Always something that had a heart in it...And always a card that said...Just another piece of my heart I'm giving to you...(More Brainwashing)...But a fry daddy on Valentines?...Sheesh... Now...I've taught my daughters that V-day is just one of those so-called money holidays

Show Me Love
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Moving The Capitol
Ok, so I just recently moved to the East Coast for work and haven't been here long though this is something I have thought about for a bit. But what if the US capitol, meaning the president and his folks kinda rotated around the US. Say he has an office in like Kansas and another in California. I know they travel to these places but actually having to live there and being around that area does make a difference. Even as isolated as I am sure they are. It would definately screw the heads of all the professional politicians they reside here in the DC metro area.

New Tattoo.
yes, I got my third one on V-Day...and no, it wasn't the entry posted earlier. That one as a back piece would have run me about $4K...money i care not to spend right now, so I got this instead. Still a tribute to the book, but in a slightly different way. It reads as follows. "Ziiju nil riem yu. Ziiju nil fierria." translation: "Sleep well my angel. Sleep well tonight." Enjoy.

10 Second Poem
Do you love me? I ask of you Do you love me? Is it true, you say you do. But when I turn around You are gone. Do you love me? I ask again just to make sure you say yes with a smile and like the fool I am I believed you. I give you a kiss, you give me a hug. We walk to school, we go to class I miss you so but I know it won’t last For I’ll see you again right after class I look for you after school, but you aren’t there. I go to my friends and find you there Naked answering the door. He’s in his room yelling who is it I shake my head and turn away she tells me wait So I stop and turn she asks me do you love me I did was all I could say As I walked away.

I Strongly Believe
That everyone deserves a second chance at things - so yes I do forgive and forget the first time, but the second time - well there aint no second time - cross my path once and you get the FF try a second time and you never ever get a second chance at my friendship - however much you may mean to me as a friend.

My B-date...
22 November 1974 Your date of conception was on or about 1 March 1974 which was a Friday. You were born on a Friday under the astrological sign Sagittarius. Your Life path number is 9. ****9 (9, 18/9, 27/9, 36/9) The Life Path 9 suggests that you entered this plane with an abundance of dramatic feelings coupled with a strong sense of compassion and generosity. The key to the nature of a Life Path number 9 person is found in their humanitarian attitude. Even the very average of those with life path 9 possess extremely compassionate tendencies. Usually this number produces an individual that is very trustworthy and honorable, and one unlikely to harbor any sort of prejudice. Obviously, this is a rather tall order, but you are, in fact, a person that feels very deeply for individuals less fortunate than yourself, and if you are in a position to help, you certainly will. The 9, being the highest of the single digit numbers, holds an elevated position in terms of responsibilit

Tagged
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. I fricking hate writing about myself...... 2. I like to do gardening 3. I really hate snakes 4. I use to climb hills and steep ditches with my 4x4 Truck when i was younger. And wrecked it 3 times. 5. Does anyone really care what my habits are..lol 6. Cannot stand whiners...Unless its the drinking kind...lmao 7. I live on a Ranch and love the peacefulness it gives you. 8. I HATE DRAMA !!!!!!! 9. Was in the military for 20 years 10.I love German Beer.... okies you peeps get to do this to 1. Broken Wings 2. Krissy56 3. Eyez4him 4. Joelle (Jo Jo) he he 5. kitkat

Survey 1
Grossest thing youve seen in a bathroom? ANYTIME YOU GO IN A PORTA POTTY..(I second what Katrina said...lol..) Is there a place on your body you cant stand to be hit? My ears.... Do you consider your family dysfunctional? My folks are crazy, some relatives are crazy too, and the others are cool....so there's a blend...lol... Do you hate people who act like everything is fine when its not? No, I act this way at times and I don't hate myself.... Do you get nervous during interviews? Not really.... Ever had a body piercing ripped out? Thankfully no....when I had my nipple rings i did get them caught on things.. Ever cook/mix up your own concoction and it actually be good? hell yea Chef H is in da House!!... Can you sew/croshae/knit? I can sew, I don't know about the other 2....lol.. Are you a heart breaker? Nope, my relationships don't last long enuff for hearts to get broken....lol.. Do you have a common middle name? Lee, s

Come And Go
I was once told by someone,that people are going to come and go online and there was a time I didn't really believe her, but she was right and the sad part is they leave alot sooner then they uses to. Some because they found better things to do and then some who find thier not gettin what they want from me, not mentally but physically. I found u find out who ur true friends are when u try to change self and theres nothing in it for them. Its amazing how quickly they get so busy, they don't have time to chat anymore,lol, but I guess thats what they mean by truth aways comes to the light. I learned one thing never believe everything people say online, because some just tell u what u want to hear, to get what they want. Well get ur game up playah, cause I been practicing,lol * Steps back and shots the 3 pointer, with tongue out*, game point. game on baby, MUAH!!!!!, PS. Please don't ask me if its u Im refering to , If the shoe fits wear it!!!!

My Grade In Bed.
I'm Grade B in bed. You are above average in bed, but you will need to do some 'extra credit' if you are going to get an A. You've got it going on in all of the pleasing-departments, but you need to figure out what pleases you most of all. And then make your partner beg to do it to you.

Pitter Patter
Pitter patter pitter patter pitter patter the rain is falling ... the winds are blowing the skies are lit up from the lightning . thunder rolls... as the thoughts come in. the thoughts of you ... your warmth... your soul ... oh how it brightens my day. your smile ... your simple hello... the i miss you . the rain is pouring as my love for you is soaring. like the eagle ... it will be forever . Forever my love .. just you and me for what we have is meant to be .. your love is like a river .. always flowing your smile is like flower .. always beautiful your touch is like the sun .. always warm Forever my love. ©Dawn Ray

Purpose
Purpose I have lost all feelings Numb to the world I have become. Why am I here? What is my purpose? These are the questions we have all thought Many have yet to find the answer Many have given up trying I do not know where I stand. Given up maybe, found the answer no. I go about day by day repeating the same routine over again Repetitive yes, fulfilling no. I want a meaning for why I am alive Without one I am lost amongst the mass of bodies. A purpose I need for without it Lost forever I’ll be Forever alone.

Sex Talk 2
This is not finished. I'm still working on it. However, I thought I'd go ahead and post it so you can see how shitty my stories are before I edit them to death. =================================== "Sex Talk" 2 Is this what you pictured when I said I'd wash your hair? Does the glass still feel cold against your forehead, pretty girl? Let me warm you up. Is the shower head set right? Is that too fierce a spray? Too gentle? Too hot? If I hold it close to the back of your neck like this... and I bite you through the spray like this... Does that tingle all the way down your spine? Does it stop here, under my finger? Or does it go lower? Here? Here? Or more here? Where I'm squeezing now could be a little warmer, couldn't it, girl? I wonder if my fingernails will make your flesh red before the heat of the shower does. Oh, no, I've not forgotten. See, I have the shampoo right here. Let me rub it in for you. I know you love fingers against your scalp, in you

Ever Wondered
How many of you can relate To ever having had met someone or a group be it at the work force or a cricle of friends , family, sports club at a golf course or just found in the common household pet That speak down to a person or just try to be a somebody no matter at what the cost or even the age be it in real life or it could be even found within the internet have you ever really wondered what makes these people tick? what they are seeking? or even to a point what they may lack? are you an easy push over? or do you stand your ground? is it s cultral thing? or just plain rudeness in a person? what i do like is mankind is different and will do just about anything to get where they want to go no matter the cost

Something To Think About
He is all of 19 years old. He is a short-haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances, is considered by society as half-man, half-boy. Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. His never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father’s…but he has never collected unemployment either. He’s a recent high school graduate, he was probably an average student, pursued some for of sports activities, drives a ten-year-old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away. He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing…and 81-mm mortars. He is ten or fifteen pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain for him, but he can field-strip a rifle in thir

Shinedown
A little more than life's been a wasting, Since you ran away, Nothings changed. So stick together, it won't last forever. Why is there so much pain? I can't explain. This war I fought without you. It's all in my head, well step aside and succumb. The last time was free, Yeah... Give up the times are never gonna change. I made up my mind, I still feel the same. Release me from a life full of pain. Shine down your light on me. One million short of a billion. I can't speak if you won't listen. There's no one, no way I'm falling down without You here. Lift off the stain I wear and graph this state of Mind, Yeah. Give up the times are never gonna change. I made up my mind, I still feel the same. Release me from a life full of pain. Shine down your light on me. Give up the times are never gonna change. I made up my mind, I still feel the same Release me from a life full of pain Shine down your light on me.

Darkness Waking - 1
I've got a headache. Pushing open the door to a room filled with laughter and smoke mingled with music doesn't help much. It's too busy here..I should go home. Leaning against the door frame I sigh...nothing to go home to but an empty fridge and an emptier bed. I'm going to stay...even just to pretend that I'm not alone for a brief moment or two. Eyes dart around the room and find an empty stool in the middle of the bar along with the quickest route to it...or so I thought. Dodging bodies..watching thick hands on soft skin...half these women in here wouldn't be getting all their attention if it were a little brighter and the alcohol not offered so readily. I can't fault them though...we're social creatures...even if we don't want to, we crave the connection another human being gives us...the touch..a look..a slight wave of breath on our skin. It carries us to the next moment. I twist like a dancer, weaving through the masses...can't avoid the drunks even when you want to....and he s

Begging
I'm expecting a new motherboard to be delivered today. So when the banging on my door happened a few minutes ago, i got excited. Finally, i'll be able to get back on my puter instead of this borrowed one and get some things done. When i opened the door, there stood a woman(?) in a parka(it's about 65 here at 11a.m.). I looked at her(?) kinda puzzling. I didn't recognize her at all. Then out of her mouth was the most amazing thing! She asked, "Do you have $4 i can have?" Not "Can i borrow $4?". Not "I desperately need $4 so i can eat!" I just looked at her for about 5 seconds and without a word, closed the door. I know times are hard, but c'mon now! Fucking stoopid...

Loneliness
So, yeah, nobody has actually talked to me in a few days. I'm really upset about it, I mean, what the hell do I have to do to get some friends who will actually talk to me. I sometimes get very lonely, and this just makes it worse, especially when someone who claims to be my boyfriend won't even give me the time of day right now, it's kind of depressing, I'm sorry if anyone reads this, I just need to rant a little bit.

Johns Hopkins
John Hopkins Update - Good article AFTER YEARS OF TELLING PEOPLE CHEMOTHERAPY IS THE ONLY WAY TO TRY ('TRY', BEING THE KEY WORD) TO ELIMINATE CANCER, JOHNS HOPKINS IS FINALLY STARTING TO TELL YOU THERE IS AN ALTERNATIVE WAY. Cancer Update from Johns Hopkins: 1. Every person has cancer cells in the body. These cancer cells do not show up in the standard tests until they have multiplied to a few billion. When doctors tell cancer patients that there are no more cancer cells in their bodies after treatment, it just means the tests are unable to detect the cancer cells because they have not reached the detectable size. 2. Cancer cells occur between 6 to more than 10 times in a person's lifetime. 3 When the person's immune system is strong the cancer cells will be destroyed and prevented from multiplying and forming tumors. 4. When a person has cancer it indicates the person has multiple nutritional deficiencies. These could be due to genetic, environmental, food and

Into My Own Self Be True
I never know how to start out these blogs. I don't know whether to treat it like a dear diary, a self analysis, basing it on something i've encountered, or just some randomness. Today I really wanted to write because I was feeling down. We all feel down but its more like why am I feeling down. I have times where I start these and I know whats bringing me down. I end up writing it out and its clear. It makes sense. There are times where I have no idea, and I give examples of something. Than I give like an editorial and come up with the answers as I go along. More or less its clear. More often than not its all editorial with little answers and whole lot of questions. More like pleas for assistance in matters that everyone has to deal with. I would like to say overcome but they are so common like a cold that as soon as its dealt with the same nonesense renews. I revel in the assurance that it will all fix itself out. That time will take its course and heal all wounds. It

Today
As he sat with his arms crossed, like he always does, he pondered to himself....does this really make people think I'm not interested in being social? Then it occurred to him that it really didn't matter because no one was paying any attention to even notice he was not being social. Or if he even wanted to be for that matter. He uncrossed his arms long enough to sip from his rum and coke and then recrossed his arms almost in a hurry as if to keep anyone from noticing. He drifted off in thought once again. This time thinking about his drink. He wondered if maybe his life was getting to redundant. Maybe he should break a few of his habits, his routines or at least stop ordering the came drink every time. That idea was quickly whisked away though. Why should he change what he does? Who does he have to please? And besides, wouldn't changing yourself to appease someone else be creating a false hope for that person. Giving them reason to care about the person you appear to be

All Good Goin Fu Peeps Read This
OKAY AS MOST OF YOU PROBABLY KNOW THERE IS A COUPLE ON HERE THAT DELETE AND BLOCK PEOPLE FOR LITTLE THINGS. NOW I USUALLY DONT CARE AND LET STUPID CRAP LIKE THIS ROLL OFF ME, BUT I THINK ITS TIME TO AIR OUT THIER DIRTY LAUNDRY. DEREK&CANDYREALMARRIED/DONTFLIRTWITHUSTHISISACOUPLESPROFILEBOTHOWNAMEN/READOURPROFILEIMPORTANT/A/R/F @ fubar I BELIEVE THAT LIKE MYSELF OTHERS ON HERE HAVE LIVES OUTSIDE OF FUBAR BUT THESE PEOPLE THINK THEY SHOULD COME BEFORE OUR HOME LIVES. FAIR WARNING IF THEY ARE ON YOUR LIST YOU BETTER PUT THEM FIRST IF YOU WANT TO KEEP THEM AS FRIENDS CAUSE LORD KNOWS IF YOU MISS JUST ONE OF THIER AUTO'S OR IF YOU COMMENT THEM REGULARLY AND MISS JUST ONE DAY YOU WILL BE BLOCKED. I MYSELF THINK IT IS VERY FUNNY. JUST A COUPLE OF WEEKS AGO I RECIVED A PROFILE COMMENT THAT THEY HAD AUTOS ON. MIND YOU HERE LATELY I HAVENT BEEN RATING ANYBODY I GET ON CHECK MY MAIL RETURN LOVE AND GET OFF, I DO NOT HAVE MUCH TIME FOR ANYTHING ELSE. WELL TODAY I FIND OUT TH

Cell Phones
Heads up!!! Cell Phone Numbers went Public on March 4th...... all cell phone numbers are being released to telemarketing companies and you will start to receive sale calls. YOU WILL BE CHARGED FOR THESE CALLS! To prevent this, call the "National Do Not Call List" set up by the FTC at the following number from your cell phone: 888-382-1222 It is the National DO NOT CALL list. It will only take a minute of your time and it blocks your number for five (5) years. You must call from the cell phone number you want to have blocked. You cannot call from a different phone number. HELP OTHERS BY PASSING THIS ON TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS..... It is a FTC number and I just did it and it was the real deal! Heads up!!! Cell Phone Numbers went Public on March 4th...... all cell phone numbers are being released to telemarketing companies and you will start to receive sale calls. YOU WILL BE CHARGED FOR THESE CALLS! To prevent this, call the "National Do Not Call Lis

Can I Still
I gave my heart to you I set my standards high I laid my eyes on you, I laughed and cried with you, I told you my hopes and dreams, My Love and Fears. My tears I shed all over your shoulder. In the end, I came to see that you were the only guy I could ever trust. When I see you, my face lights up with aspiration, and happiness. When we talk, I can feel the load unload with soothing words from you. I have the feeling of love in my heart. In my mind, I say "You don't mean a thing. " In my words, I say "You are just a friend. " But in the deep end of my heart, I think of only you When I tell you my expectations of a guy, You tell me never to fall short of what I want. But only one thing stands in the way - You are a friend. Can I still love you the way that I do?

On Mind (part 5 - Origins:mind Vs Matter)
The arduous quest to understand the nature of the universe continues.. gotta love philosophy about random declarations of what "logically follows" that somehow manages to lead right to christianity ya, really I can make stuff up, too I do not defend Christianity, if you must know nor any religion I do not believe God has a Kingdom where He sits on a throne being praised by a choir of angels and awaiting us to do the same I think that reeks of myth, and limited understanding of "God" further, I do not think we require "forgiveness" from God, or sacrifice I think God is big enough, and wise enough to know that we are imperfect my son is quite imperfect I have yet to consider casting him out of my presence if I am imperfect, how could I be more loving than my Father in heaven? good synapses Aeloi how is your "father" sentient? I believe the Whole of Creation is in the act of observing itself, and interacting with itself - that we are a part of this what

Things To Do When You're Bored
Act like a spy / secret agent for the day. Flash your mailman. Act like you just met your friend for the first time. Arrest yourself. Start a conversation with yourself. Ask a question nobody can answer. Ask embarrassing questions. Ask people how to pronounce their name. Ask people if they want to see your “belly button treasure”. Crawl around the room humming the music from Mission Impossible. Ask people if they’ve seen your head. Balance a pencil on your nose. Make your feet talk to each other. Make sound effects for stuff. Dress in something silly and laugh at yourself. Make up a new language. Put stick-on tattoos all over your body. Be one of those people that yell “SHH!” (Even though ur ADDING to the noise). Play songs backwards and listen for satanic messages. Listen to a painting. Call a wrong number and talk to whoever answers. Call an insurance company and try to insure your stuffed animal. Call toll free numbers and make friends with the operators.

Nothing Makes Sense... Or Does It?
Words are confused Thoughts are lost Wisdom is pointless Happiness does not exist Loneliness is filling Love is a myth Sex is a game Laughter is grim Humor is sad Death is determined Life is a bitch Childhood of Lies Growth of Industry Adultery is Life Sins are forever Religion is garbage Leaders only follow Followers should lead Elders are not wise Youngsters are the teachers Parents are the Children Children control Elders

Story
I woke up to control by metro station lighty playing on my ipod sterio. I hit the remote to turn it off but it just turned up. "damn you remote" said with a yawn, I felt something wrap around my waist. I turned to see marie laying next to me and I realized it wasn't a dream it was real. "good morning happy pants" she said opening her eyes. "good morning too you" as I turned complitely around to face her & put my hand on her hip. She grabbed my neck and we started to make out. I kissed down her jaw over to her neck. As I kissed marie's neck I glaced up at the clock blinking 11:28. "oh shit" I yelled as jumped up to find my clothes.. "what? What's going on?" sitting up in a ball on the bed. "oh nothing I was only suppose to meet luke half an hour ago". "oh crap" she said geting out to get dressed. We just through what we had on last night. "are you driving?" as she almost fell over putting her shoes on. "ofcorse not you are" as tossed her the keys to my 67 chevy impala that loved. Every

The Basics
English: You're: "you are". A contraction thereof. Your: a posessive, such as "your house", "your car", et al. They're: "they are". A contraction thereof. Their: a posessive, such as "their house", "their kid", et al. There: an adjective referring to place or placement. Prepositions: at, in, with, for. These are used in a sentence, not at the end. Please remember, folks, if it's the only languge you speak, speak it well. Or I will fucking cut out your tongue.

Getting Tired Of The Bs
ok i have been nice for to long and i'm tired of all the games if anyone has a problem with my woman then stay the hell off her page and delete me from your friends list cuz this is just to chilish if you wanna play games take your bum a** over to yearbook or facebook or myspace and for the rest of my friends thank you for your friendship

The Unexpected Call
i was sitting alone, pretty much beat and broken down asking myself why, how, and what has gone wrong...i was typing my little brother's world literature paper, cuz big sister is a whiz at typing without looking at the keys...the phone rang... the voice on the other side was the one i hadnt thought i would hear from in a while. however, it spoke the words i've been dying all day and night to hear, "i just called to talk"... the world is an ugly place and it makes beautiful looking people ugly inside but we are the exceptions to that theory. we wear our hearts out for the world to see, we speak our minds, we are who we are and god forbid anyone cross us we will surely pick them up and put them in their places... the heart still hurts, i can't understand why. the mind is gone, it won't be back for days. the eyes are dry, but i can feel the tears wailing up again. the level of confusion will not subside so easily. i never looked at it from any other point of view, we were fri

What Flavor Cupcake Are You?
You Are a Vanilla Cupcake You are very sweet and mellow. You are easy going and easy to like. You are drawn to those stronger personalities. You get along with powerful people. You are like a cupcake because you appeal to almost every type of person. You are friendly and accepting. You bring out other people's best qualities. What Flavor Cupcake Are You?

Me
In the past few months i have experienced some wild shit that i would have never done in my life.. But it has also opened my eyes to see that i can do or be anyone i want to be.. For the past 6 yrs i have let people talk me down and i have changed alot, but the old me has risen.. So watch out......... I'm not a scared little girl anymore and i refuse to be treated like on.

G.t.h Bully
Come On In and Meet the Coolest Demons (repost of original by 'Kare ~*Hidden Treasure*~' on '2009-03-22 19:00:42') (repost of original by '*FallenAngel*~*Greeter@Gateway to Hellfire*~' on '2009-03-22 19:01:55')

Bully Maker
THE DARK KNIGHT SALOON NEEDS A BULLY MAKER. IF ANYONE KNOWS OF SOMEONE THAT WILL B KIND ENOUGH TO MAKE BULLYS FOR THE SALOON PLZ CONTACT US. WE NEED A DEPENDABLE ONE. THEY MUST B WILLING TO MAKE THE BULLY WITH PICS AND GET PROMOTE THE LOUNGE IN THE BULLY. I WILL PAY U FOR EACH BULLY 100K. ANY TAKERS!!!!!!

Dont Tell Me You're Sorry Cuz You're Not When You Know You're Only Sorry You Got Caught [:
So, to everyone who wants to know the whole story, here it is. As you all know, me and timmy have been dating for like a month now. Been "talking" for 3 months, and been "best friends" for over a year. Last night, i was talking to my friend, n he mentions to me that his girlfriend knows Timmy. So, me n her get to talking, n she starts telling me all this shit about RACHEL. Now, you guys that know me and know the whole story about rachel, you know why i flipped. For those of you that dont, timmy told me that rachel was his best friend of 8 years and nothing more. Well, his friend tells me that rachel is actually his girlfriend but he claims his ex....and that they live and sleep together. He told me he's sorry he fucked up but he didnt tell me b/c he didnt want this to happen. Well, if you didnt want it to happen, should've been upfront with me & told me the truth from the beginning! & then, i get an email from his ex fiancee saying that he is definately a playa, and that he cheated on

You
A nibble on my ear, a kiss upon my cheek You say your here to stay, but I know you don't play for keeps You playin with my heart, your messin with my mind Your killin me slowly, but you think I'm fine Your so selfish, your so nieve You think I'm gonna wait, while you cheat on me You must be crazy, not wrapped to tight I asked for forever, but only got tonight I should've known better, I should've been wise I should've listened to my head, and not to your lies You took my heart with your first glance, your a smooth criminal You turned me into a laughing stock, I feel like the town fool I was just a piece, then you pushed me to the side I exposed my heart, you exposed yourself, I guess i was just along for the ride

Dirty Talk
Sexy and fun way to spend time with your lover. It provides new ideas and some mental stimulation. Storytelling and fantasizing can be told anywhere, in a car..phone..e-mail or in bed. Find a topic that suits you and your partner's fancy. Women prefer lots and lots of foreplay, especially to those with such wicked imaginations. Not all stories have an ending or orgasm for those involved. It's just a tool to share sex without even physically touching one another.

My Own Calendar ..drafts.
our new year starts on march 21,, it is the beginning of spring here"/ farwardin , ordibehest,khordad,tir, mordad, shahriwar, mehr, aban, azar, day, bahman, esfand. every 21 st. of the mon. is 1 st of our mon. march, april, may, june, july, august, sept. oct. nov. dec. jan. feb.. and march 21 .OUR NEW YEAR. 9 MONS MORE TO GO, STILL IN THE MAKING..LOL a href="http://imajr.cshahriwar-1400990" title="Click to view shahriwar-1400990.jpg on Imajr.com" target=_blank> CALENDAR DONE WHEW"LOL

Wondering
Wondering Do you think of me sometimes do I ever cross your mind do you even know my name do you feel the same oe is it just another game would you play me and through me away you should make up your mind or your wasting your time who said fallining in love was a crime maybe you notice me in good time but by than i'll have lost my mind

Give - It Will Not Hurt
...It is the buzz of the philanthropy world, news that President Obama's fiscal 2010 budget blueprint cuts tax deductions for charitable donations (and other items) for Americans in the top income brackets. While some fear a falloff in donations, others are asking about motive. Would wealthy Americans really stop giving to charities if their deductions were reduced? Under the president's plan, itemized tax deductions for charitable giving and mortgages would be capped for those earning more than $250,000 a year. Changes would be phased in gradually over the next few years. So in 2010, instead of getting a 33% or 35% deduction for charitable donations, Americans in the top income brackets, according to a Wall Street Journal analysis, would get somewhere in the neighborhood of 28%... (from the Los Angeles Times). So, WE, THE PEOPLE, are bailing out Wall Street with our tax dollars. Possibly ravaging the futures of our children and grandchildren. AIG failures are getting millio

29 Year Old Murder
I am in shock, I was just watching the news and they said that a murder of a 18 year old woman that happened 29 years ago in Columbus Wisconsin had been solved and when they said the name and showed the pic of the guy who they charged I almost fell over!! He is a guy I have been working with for about 10 years, he was always a little strange and always seemed on edge, NOW I know why. Just goes to show you that you never really know a person even when you think you do. just thought I would share this, so ladies be careful!! Thanks

Hoplessness
A shining dream of a lie polished to make you feal important...hope.Thats all the world has is this lie.somthing meant to make you go on in this hell hole we call life,but alas we still grasp at it like a drowning man grasping for air.its funny how when hope succeds we praise it as if it were a mini deity granting our wish,but when hope is crushed..shown for what it realy is,just another way to be crushed,we dont blame the hope.we blame some unseen force that coalesed to destroy your hope..WAKE UP!!!it was never going to happen.this hope.accept it..hope is not good its evil at its purest form

~ I Want You Now~
I want you now, I don't want to wait My soul has yearned, my heart has ached My body is numb, waiting for your touch For you are the one it wants so much My lips are cold, wanting to taste Everything you are, can not be replaced My eyes are closed, wishing to behold The beauty that you are waiting to unfold Holding my breathe, eager for your scent Every moment without you is pure torment The sweetest song sounds nothing to me Only your voice can set me free From these chains that bind, keeping me lifeless and still You are the only one I'm anxious to feel I have waited so long, I've wanted forever You are the one I've longed to endeavor Soon you'll be near, soon is to long If patience is a virtue, I want to be wrong I'll make you mine, I'll make you need Soon you will know how it feels to be me ~W.H.~ ~2009~

A Little About Me!!!!
A little information you may not know ... and you may never wanted to know. I am a smoker, for years, as of Saturday (3/28/09) I am going to stop smoking (lol, not quit ... cause momma didn't raise a quitter .. lmao) this will make 3 times in two years ... hopefully this will be the one to last and not go back to. It's going to be hard, and I am going to cranky and a true meaning of the word BITCH ... but it will be worth it in the long run. I am also going back to basics in a few ways. I am going back to being a vegetarian, PLS understand this is a personal choice, it has absolutely NOTHING to do with PETA or saving animals or anything of that nature ... I find myself more pleasing and more relaxed when I am not stuffing my face with the by-products .. no excess growth hormones, or anti biotics (which is one reason ppl can't seem to get well, most are antibiotic resistant) I am going to a healthier and more natural Sky. For two weeks, I will not be indulging in any type of sugar

Lets Get To Know Eachother Better
COPY AND PASTE TO YOUR OWN BLOGS AND LETS GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER BETTER!!!! Nickname you prefer: SPANKIE Age, including months: 29 YEARS AND 3 MONTHS What is your ethnic background?: FRENCH, AMERICAN INDIAN, IRISH, GERMAN, POLISH, DUTCH, Real hair color: DIRTY BLONDE Age you got your first piercing/tattoos: 3 MONTHS OLD LOL How many?:4 IN EACH EAR AND 1 BELLY BUTTON Shampoo/conditioner: SUN SILK Deodorant: DOVE Perfume/cologne: VANILLA BODY SPRAY Favorite shirt: STEVE YOUNG 49ERS JERSEY Soap?: BODY WASH Lotion?: VASALINE Do you hold grudges or forgive easy?: HOLD GRUDGES BIG TIME How many real, close, friends do you have that you can truly trust?: NO Are you happy when you are single?: YES AND NO Do you feel like you have everything you want/need?: NOT EVEN CLOSE Are you content?: NO Do you have any phobias?: I AM DEATHLY AFRAID OF SNAKES Whats your favorite physical feature about you?: MY LIPS Whats yo

Surgery Update
Hey all.. I had surgery Friday @ 11 am.....There were 4 hernias that the surgeon found in my abdominal cavity .....he repaired them using plastic mesh and approximately 100 staples. I am up moving BARELY! Sleeping a lot with the pain meds. I just wanted to let everyone know! *HUGS * Melinda

Once Upon A Cruelty
Sometimes people make mistakes, sometimes people do them on purpose - and thats when the realm of a mistake turns in to the mist of the wicked. For instance, in the blog where I said Thanks To My Babies - that was just a reminder to myself that my oldest son and my oldest daughter have grown into responsible adults. Once upon a time in their youth they made some mistakes. I stood behind them, and in front of them, to help them cross obstacles and guard them from those wicked mists. A treasured gift was when they both sent me a part of the song from Tupac Shakur DEAR MOMMA: Laaaaady, don't cha know we luv ya Sweeeet Laaaady, place no one above ya Sweeeet Laaaady, don't cha know we luv ya Ain't nobody tell us it wuz fair no luv for my daddy, cause tha coward wuzn't there Years later it is a sound that makes me feel loved. I wrote a lengthy blog about those years once. It is saved somewhere on the internet. For now, in that blog - all I needed was the reminder of the gift o

Conficker It!!!
*brushes off her streaming 0101010101010 shoes, ala THE MATRIX* Lions, and Tigers, and CONFICKER, Oh FUD! Lions and Tigers and CONFICKER, Oh FUD! LIONS, AND TIGERS, AND CONFICKER, OH FUD!!!!!! Fer Realz, dewds - I hear about the Conficker and I keep thinking that its an amazing way to stimulate the economy. Imagine the line up at Best Buy for computers to be reformatted by people that have no idea what all of it means - they just know that they never did say a prayer when using windows updates - so they cannot have been said to have been using it religiously (which is what the tech guru SAID you needed to have been doing in order to fear NOT the CONFICKER worm). The Geek Squad is in lined up, engines revved - white shirts and black ties flapping in the breeze of deep breaths. Calmly...calmly...AND GO!!!!! Slaving computers is an old school trick - any real child of Cyberia knew how to access an unprotected computer. And Windows did have some back doors creaking open to inv

This World
Let me just start here, its not up for debate. I am here to blog my thoughts and feelings. if u have a problem with what i say, then move on. What the hell is this World turning into? It seems as if everyday there is a blood bathe going on. Today in Ny there was a shooting. 13 people killed, last week a man went into a nursing home and killed poor defenseless elders. This world is turning into a dark morbid place. Im beginning to think it is going to fail all together. We need to REMEMBER that we are all trying to survive this crisis, EVERYONE NEEDS TO TAKE A STAND and suck it the fuck up. I am a ARMY WIFE, a proud, active loving wife. And im sick and tired of hearing about how people dont appreciate what WE do.. They sit there and say we cheat, use them for their money. Holy shit, take a walk in my shoes for a fucking week, im sure u fall flat on your face OK rant over.

Back In Germany - After The Move
I am back in Germany. Yeah me. Ok, I am still getting used to speak my own language on a daily base and feel so rusty at it, but it is going better each day. My son is certainly complaining about the new language. I taught him some German, but thought English, since we were living in the US, was more important. My cat and dog survived the long flight pretty well and are up to no good just like me. I am already getting back to make pictures of the things you like, so boobies and lots of skin. This time my cam will not only get me in its focus. I am working my way through the Erotic Scene in Hamburg and Bremen, but will also make a stop in the Netherlands this year and see who will be willing to model for me or even with me. This year just started and the summer will come, soon. I also plan on visiting Erotic Establishments of all trades (remember, prostitution is legal here *hahahaha*) and write reviews about them. I did that a few years ago and think it will be fun again. The onl

Relationships
Name: Age: Height: Hair color: Eye color: Favorite color: Favorite food: Whats your YAHOO screen name:(optional) Tattoos?: Piercings?: Drink?: Smoke?: Any Other drugs?: Would you care if i did drugs?: Would you care if i drank?: Are you a virgin?: Do you have sex?: (if so) How Often?: Is sex all you're looking for?: Do you have any STD's?: Would you kiss me anytime?: Anywhere?:

Spring Auction
~~~~ Spring is Here and Im up for Bid~~ Ok, sorry about the cheesy line but its true..my #2 on family and friends Missy, has me in her auction..cool huh?! Come show me lovins please :) You have until the 19th of April 09 to spread it on.. Thanks Much, Karma Child

What Would This Mean For The World Please Give Your Comment Thank You
PLEASE READ THIS LETTER. BE PREPARED. THIS IS THE TRUTH OF WORLD HISTORY. From an elderly German lady ... A German Lady Remembers and Speaks Your nation, your country, your culture and future are all in turmoil no matter where you are right now reading this. We cannot as Christians take a passive fatalistic approach to all that is occurring. We need to cry out, warn, pray until our throats ache, and get the focus off of our small little selves. Please read the message from a wise elder saint who has chosen to be a voice... ...regardless of what it has cost her. In His Shadow, Mary Lindow ... A German Lady Remembers and Speaks Lori Kalner In Germany, when Hitler came to power, it was a time of terrible financial depression. Money was worth nothing. In Germany people lost homes and jobs, just like in the American Depression in the 1930s, which we have read about in Thoene's Shiloh books. In those days, in my homeland, Adolph Hitler was elected to power by promising "Change." He blamed th

Poetry
This Tether, bound to my soul, Dragging me backward, Back toward that abyss, the darkness that was my past. Forever straining and pulling against me. It threatens to send me again, Into a place that I do not want to be. Full of blood and stupor. A place of loss and sorrow, of hurt and of pain. Words across a screen, like a cable attached to my heart. Helping to keep me in the light, Holding me steady, keeping me stable. Words of support, and of caring, and of warmth. Words that I look forward to everyday, A picture that i sit and stare at. A feeling that I have long since denied existed inside of me. This and more is what she brings to me. I miss her when we are apart, And cherish her when we are together. She tethers me to the light, and to love...

My Porn
"The young woman had been attacked in full view of a New York City subway clerk, then dragged down the steps onto a deserted platform where she was raped and raped again, the assailant not stopping even when a subway train pulled into the station. Now, after nearly four years of constant nightmares, bouts of depression and anxiety, the woman has been told by a judge that two transit workers who saw her being attacked had no obligation to do anything to help her other than to signal their superiors that police were needed at the station." maybe he just wanted to tape it, then upload to youporn.com for ppl like me to watch. /does search

Haunted
I've already blogged about my hotel being haunted, and every single FD employee seeing and hearing shit, including me. Last year, a crazy bat and her daughter stayed at my hotel. They insisted that there were banging noises, angry man's shouts, and kids' voices from a room next to her. I told her its vacant, and checked the room for her. She was still freaked out, and insisted on moving to a different room. Fine. Considering that all of us have seen shit, I'm not sure if she is lying, but...she stops by once in a while with her daughter ( I think they live nearby) and just chill in the lobby til 1am, trying to force candy on me upon leaving. Last night they were here again, and she proceeded rehashing that story, telling me we have an angry ghost in this hotel, and its up tp no good. I told her that I am here all alone, and would appreciate if she stopped telling me that. She stfu, but was like "you'll see". mmkay...to boot, several other ppl, including a corporate guy tha

The Climb
I can almost see it That dream I’m dreaming but There’s a voice inside my head sayin, You’ll never reach it, Every step I’m taking, Every move I make feels Lost with no direction My faith is shaking but I I gotta keep trying Gotta keep my head held high There's always gonna be another mountain I'm always gonna wanna make it move Always gonna be an up-hill battle Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose Ain't about how fast I get there Ain't about what's waiting on the other side It's the climb The struggles I’m facingThe chances I’m taking Sometimes might knock me down but No I’m not breaking *I may not know it But these are the moments that I’m gonna remember most yeah Just gotta keep going And I, I gotta be strong Just keep pushing onCause...There's always gonna be another mountain I'm always gonna wanna make it move Always gonna be an up-hill battle Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose Ain't about how fast I get there Ain't about what's waiting o

Happiness Is......
Happiness is waking up in the middle of the night for no reason....Shifting under the blankets....And feeling the heat of the person next to you.You turn around and see them in their most vulnerable state.They breathe as though the weight of the world is on anyone's shoulders but their own.You smile and kiss their face most gently so as not to wake them.You turn back,And seconds later an arm wraps around you,They pull you closer and you realize.... *It doesnt get any better than this*

Soulmate
as we live our we wonder night and day who are soulmate is but is it that love an word or an feelin for its an fellin that we all do not know but for the only goddress of she will chose who your soulmate is but always remember that when you wish for something wish with your heart not out of greed cause you more likey will get what you with for

Pray
Sitting restless under the moonlight, I know I'm getting ready to kill.They say we're going in with the daylight,Ma, I don't want to but I will.Because I won't know the man that kills me,And I don't know these men I've killed.I pray to God for my Salvation,And to wash away the blood I've spilled.I try not to think about my family,Cause it;s a little too much to take.Now I got here and I got my buddy,We can't afford even one mistake.PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEDo NOT for get the men and women fighting right now in a foreign land, for reasons noone seems to understand. Pray for them, if you're the praying type

Relationship Hypocrisy
So once someone posts a mumm about open relationships, people become experts on what is right and what is wrong in relationships. Ofcourse me stating that I am pro open relationships when people are comfortable enough with each other, blah blah blah. And ofcourse all of a sudden that makes me and like ppl whores. Ironically, people that posted the most advice on which types of relationships are the "right" ones are either...hideous and insecure because of it, or single and in their 40s, or have indicated that they have been used and abused in their lives. Yeah, if thats not an indicator of a poor judgement, I don't know what is. One person that irks me the most is always on her high horse, calling ppl whores and skanks, while bragging about her hot husband and her wonderful relationship with him. Well, earlier she posted a mumm about them making plans to have a BBQ, then him completely disregarding those plans and inviting his friends over for a game without even asking her

Divorce
So David and I met when I was fixing to graduate high school. We liked hanging out and eventually fell for each other. Not too long after we were engaged we were expecting our first child. We rushed into a marriage that was not condoned by any one of our parents but they decided to stay out of it. Soon after we married he went active duty to assure a future for the family. Well, I think we both jumped into it thinking this thing or that thing would change by saying "I DO". Needless to say that doesnt work like that. Well despite constant fighting we got pregnant again right after I gave birth to our daughter. This time we had a son. All the while we were dealing with insecurity, trust issues, emotional abuse and scaring, and among other things, infidelity. The whole time I was pregnant he thought I was unattractive so I felt horrible about myself and I knew he was talking to other women I just chose to ignore it and yet again thinking it would get better. Well either way I was tryin to

Why Good Men Are Scared Of Love
ok my wife cheated on me with all my friends and my brother during the time we were together now that we seperated june of 2008 shes now 6 mos pregnant by my brother all i did was give her everything i could i took her and her three kids in from two other marrages and treated them like my own she abused me even stabed me i tried for several years to hold it together but i guess it wasnt ment to be

Lmao
lmao ->nestore7500: peoplenestore7500: they? they who->nestore7500: no I dont; they dont have computers in my villagenestore7500: oh God, you're a piece of heaven!!!! I'm Ivano from Italy, I work for italian television....do you have skype, msn or yahoo messenger? It's better for talk....Ivano