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Help Me Decide!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I need a new crush but have no clue as whom I should Crush on here, Maybe someone out there can help me too decide?¿? so who can I crush on here. I am really needing someone who want's too be my one and only?¿?

And Just When I Thought It Couldn't Get Worse......
The commitment phobe of a guy that I'm talking to decides today that he needs space again. Like I was crowding him, or forcing him to commit to me for the rest of his life. I went to his house to hang out on Mon. Called him when I got off work on Tues. like he told me to and he didn't answer or call back. I tried to call again on Wed to no avail. When I sent him a text today (Thurs) he tells me that I need to chill. WTF...over Can someone tell me how 4 phone calls and 3 text msgs in 3 days equates to me getting attached to someone who is just supposed to be P.O.A. in the first place? Come on Duckman you know the rest of the details, yes it's the same guy I told you about last month, enlighten me. Can someone clarify this for me 'cause I'm confused. I really am about to be done with guys.

When You Left
We were once really close and together for awhile. Everyone said we were the perfect couple. And there I knew everything was great Because I saw your eyes the love But then one night everything went wrong you left me feeling utterly alone You wanted to end the beautiful love that we had. You will never know how much I wanted to die That night. You hurt me and all I could do was cry The pain you caused is almost too much to bear but I refuse to give you the satisfaction Of seeing me hurt. I went on with my life knowing you Were with another. I still hear from our friends how much you are in love And each passing day it gets better and better. But I can’t turn my back on a promise that I made To you so I will forever keep on loving you.

To All My Dear Friends
I WILL NOT BE ON HERE AS MUCH AS I HAVE BEEN. I HAVE CERTAIN THINGS IN MY LIFE THAT I NEED TO DEAL WITH AND WORK ON. I HAVE COME TO REALIZE THAT EVER SINCE MY DIVORCE AND THE RECENT PASSING OF MY EX, I HAVE SLOWLY BEEN GIVING UP ON LIFE. EVERYDAY I SEEM TO CARE LESS AND LESS ABOUT THE THINGS AROUND ME. NOT TO THE POINT THAT I WANT TO DIE OR ANYTHING, JUST NEED TO REFOCUS MY ENERGY ON MAKING BETTER DECISIONS. ONES THAT WONT END UP IN REGRET AND GUILT. I THOUGHT I WAS HANDLING THINGS OK, BUT MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS HAVE SEEN THE CHANGE AND SEE THAT I'M NOT THE HAPPY, OUTGOING PERSON I ONCE WAS AND AS I REFLECT BACK ON MY PAST, I TOO SEE THAT THINGS AREN'T RIGHT. IT'S TIME I QUIT USING THE COMPUTER AS AN ESCAPE AND START LIVING. SPENDING TOO MUCH TIME ON HERE IS KEEPING ME FROM MY MOST IMPORTANT PRIORITIES, NAMELY MYSELF AND MY DAUGHTER. I WILL BE ON FROM TIME TO TIME TO CHECK IN, SO PLEASE DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME AS I SURELY WONT FORGET ANY OF YOU.

Men Are Like
1. Men are like ..Laxatives ....... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ....Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like ....Chocolate Bars ... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ....Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores .... Their clothes are always 1/2 off! 8. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .....Mascara They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like ..Popcorn .... They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11. Men are like Snowstorms ... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. 12. Men are like ........Lava Lamps .. Fun to look at, but not very bright. 13. Men are l

Can't Rap Worth Shit....
...but I can sure rhyme... Killer, friend, how you been? Me, I'm tired of the same shit you are Tired of tryin to make it past the bar Without goin in n drownin my sorrows Without worryin about today and fuck tomorrow Without having to hand over my bread To the fuckin landlord or fuckin Feds Just want peace so I know I'm good To be able to disappear when I could Tell this world to take a flying leap But the more I make the more they keep Trying to keep me from my goal To see my lover's face and climb outta this hole But I keep pressing on til their ego bursts Cuz they may think they're bad, but I'm fucking WORSE!!!!

Good News
this week i received a letter from social security stating they determined me to have become medically disabled on 7/1/06. this means 1. i get a back pay check anywhere from about $5000 to $13000 depending on what they decide about my work history, which is an awesome thing considering i need to get a new car anyway and 2. i will be getting anywhere from $400 to $1200 a month (again depending on what they decide about my work history) in disability payments and 3. i don't know how soon i will get these payments so for right now i am still in need of assistance. but it's great news for me! and yes i'm "better" than i was before but i still don't think i'm in a position to be working full time or even part time really (i've tried it twice and it didnt work out) so i'm thinking i can handle a job maybe 2 nights a week 10 hours or something like that, but my main focus has to be on my recovery right now (in case you all didn't know i'm currently diagnosed with ocd and bipolar dis

My Emotional Landscape
Your strongest belief is Honesty Now that you know that Honesty is one of your core convictions, let's take a look at how that value influences your emotional landscape — the way you experience the 8 key emotions, and how intensely you feel them. As you read your report, know this: Experts agree it's healthy to experience a full range of emotions. Some, such as happiness, are pleasant to experience. Others, like anger, may make you feel uncomfortable. Just remember that even emotions that might not feel good (like anger or sadness) may still be good for you. To avoid a certain feeling, you might try harder to avoid getting into a similar position in the future — thereby sparing yourself those bad feelings again. Overall, emotions can serve as a means of expression as well as tools for self-protection and motivation. Here's what yours say about you. Your emotional landscape report Your emotional landscape More on your belief system History behin

I Don't Like Cats Anymore.
She just pissed on the carpet. After I threw her in the litterbox 5 times because she was walking funny. I know she knows where the litterbox is and how to use it, she used it when she had to poo earlier. Hell, she sat in her poo. Ughh... At least it wasn't poo. Oh well, I don't have to think of toy ideas now, she doesn't deserve one. Grrr.

Beerquotes:-)
Sometimes when I reflect on all the beer I drink, I feel ashamed. Then I look into the glass and think about the workers in the brewery and all of their hopes and dreams. If I didn't drink this beer, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. I think, "It is better to drink this beer and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver." -- Babe Ruth An intelligent man is sometimes forced to be drunk to spend time with his fools. -- Ernest Hemingway When I read about the evils of drinking, I gave up reading. -- Paul Hornung 24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case. Coincidence? I think not. -- H.L. Mencken When we drink, we get drunk. When we get drunk, we fall asleep. When we fall asleep, we commit no sin. When we commit no sin, we go to heaven. So, let's all get drunk and go to heaven! -- George Bernard Shaw Beer is proof that God loves us and wants us to be happy. -- Benjamin Franklin Without question, the greatest in

Closure
It's been a month since I discovered the truth and on my own nonetheless the truth that will forever be burned into my memory heart and soul yet you ask for forgiveness how can that be? after causing so much pain physically & emotionally how does one do that? it's been a month since I discovered the truth and I have no feelings left for you it's been a month since I left your side and will never return Yes, there are times when I did miss you but I reminded myself of all that you did now, life has changed for the better for I have now by my side someone who cares someone who showed me to love again someone who showed me to trust again someone who showed me it's okay to care once again someone to love.

A I Finaly Found The One
ITS AMAZING THE THINGS THAT CAN HAPPEN IN YOUR LIFE IF ONLY YOU WOULD ALOW GOD TO TAKE CONTROL.. MY LIFE OVER THE PAST YEAR HAS BEEN IN UTTER DARKNESS. I HAVE BEEN FIGHTING MYSELF DEEP INSIDE FROM A STATE OF DEPRESSION. ONLY TO FIND THE VERRY PLACE I HAD COME TO ESCAPE MY REALITY WOULD ALSO SUPPLY A LIFE LONG COMMITMENT..12 YEARS OF MY LIFE I SPENT BEING MISERABLE.. WITH A MAN WHOM KNEW NOT OF WHAT GOD CAN DO IN HIS LIFE. AND YOU KNOW WHAT I PITTY HIM EVEN THOU STONE AND I ARENT TOGETHER I WILL CONTINUE TO PRAY FOR SOME KIND OF SERINITY IN HIS LIFE. AND I ASK IF ANY OF YOU HAVE FAITH IN GOD PLEASE DO THIS FOR HIM AS WELL.BUT WHAT THIS BLOG IS REALLY ABOUT . IS THE INNER PEACE I HAVE TO PROCLAIM. ITS SOMETHING THAT I HAVE TO PRAY FOR EVERY DAY AND GIVE RETRIBUTIONS FOR MY DAILY SINS. BUT TRUST ME ITS WELL WORTH THE LOVE THE JOY THE PEACE THE KINDNESS THE GOODNESS, THE FAITHFULNESS THE GENTLENESS AND THE SELF CONTROL..THESE WERE ONCE THINGS THAT I TOTALY LAC

Resume
Felicia Austin 360 21st ST SE APT 1 Salem OR 503-930-1175 503-362-7049 angel_black_wolf@yahoo.com Objective: An interesting position with a growing company with working with animals Experience: Tammy Thonas Salem OR Babysitting may 11 1999 to may 2 2003 I toke care of two school age children i toke care of them antell there mom got home keep the house clean and the kids feed walked them to school when they needed to be at school . Ron Niley Lyons OR Horse stable june 3 1999 to may 9 2003 I toke care of the horses and clean them up for tra

Who Are Friends!!
You know I sit back sometimes and wonder who my friends are! People I think have my back until its turned! Then I take that Dull Rusty Blade right in the shoulder! You know how they Say 'A True Friend stabs you in the front! But thats not what I have been getting lately! Lately I have had a few friends that I consider family, that tell people. That I am no good, or just speak their opinions while I am not around. BUT when I am around they stroke me off like I am the best thing in the world and come to me with their problems! and being the real friend I am I do everything in my power to help! So now I have to deal with some consequences! But for the people that I thought were my friends...I think Freddy says it best...listen to your song!!

#4 And I Think Last For The Day
Charlene`s Song Current mood: creative Category: Friends Bleak and cold would be my world, if ever you said goodbye; Without your friendship, my soul would want to die. Like sweet cotton candy, and warm summer rain; Having you in my life, helps to ease the pain. you`ve been there for me, for quite some time; to lose your love now, would be far worse than a crime. You mean more to me, Than you will ever know; When one finds a friend like you, They should hold on and never let them go. An Original work by: Carol Hamilton. This poem has a copyright @poetry.com. Please do not copy and try to use as your own original work .

Realize Real Life
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the

My Clone
don't tell me that my heart is lying don't tell me it is not true don't tell me not to feel the way i am feeling about you i want to let this take me wherever it may lead i want to see what could become i want to know what could be i have only known you for a short while but the impact you have made is driving my heart wild this feeling rushing over me the way you make me smile this feeling that i have is much more than something mild a mirror image of myself in you i do see there is too much here to just let this feeling be whatever may become i just want to see you already have a place in my heart where forever you will be.

May 26
Life rarely happens in an organized fashion. Learn to deal with the haphazard and practice thinking on your feet. Yes, it sounds like a paradox, but that's what existence is -- the reconciliation of opposites.

Fyi...lol
OK SO I WAS IN A BAD WRECK ON SAT. THE DOCTOR SAYS I HAVE A SLIGHT CONCUSION, SPRAINED NECK, AND THAT I ALSO CHIPPED A VERTABRAE IN THE BACK OF MY NECK....WITH THAT BEING SAID, IF I ACCIDENTLY COMMENT YOU TWICE OR FORGET TO RATE YOU OR ANYTHING PLEASE LET ME KNOW I AM TRYING TO KEEP UP, BUT IT HAS BEEN VERY HARD THE LAST WEEK LOL...MUST BE THE PAIN MEDS??? ANYWAYS LOVE TO ALL!

I Have To Get Something Off My Chest..... *deep Breath* Here Goes...
I have something I have to get off my chest, so I'm just going to say it. I'm a dog person. Yep. I know. Not exactly world-changing news is it? But there it is. Don't get me wrong, cats are great, but when you come home at the end of a long day, nothing beats opening that front door and being knocked flat on your back by a huge, hairy, slobbery, loves-you-completely-in-a-way-no-person-ever-could-love-you dog that just makes life worth living. (Though, I could do without tripping over my sheepdog in the morning when I open my bedroom door, just after waking up, pre-my-morning-caffeine intake lol).

Memorial Day History
Memorial Day, originally called Decoration Day, is a day of remembrance for those who have died in our nation's service. There are many stories as to its actual beginnings, with over two dozen cities and towns laying claim to being the birthplace of Memorial Day. There is also evidence that organized women's groups in the South were decorating graves before the end of the Civil War: a hymn published in 1867, "Kneel Where Our Loves are Sleeping" by Nella L. Sweet carried the dedication "To The Ladies of the South who are Decorating the Graves of the Confederate Dead" (Source: Duke University'sHistoric American Sheet Music, 1850-1920).http://memory.loc.gov/ammem/award97/ncdhtml/hasmhome.htmlWhile Waterloo N.Y. was officially declared the birthplace of Memorial Day by President Lyndon Johnson in May 1966, it's difficult to prove conclusively the origins of the day. It is more likely that it had many separate beginnings; each of those towns and every planned or spontaneous gathering of peo

Dick Chainedme Is The Talk Of The Quarter...
Well... its been 2 days since my debute as Dick Chainedme and i have to say... its been pretty fuckin cool. Everyone is talking about how well i did and how convincing i was as a man... (i suppose its a compliment... giggles) Anyways... im loving it... this is something ive wanted to do for a while and its happening. Miss Dee called me a few minutes ago. The Appletini Review wanted to sponser me (well Dick) to be in the Mr Gay Pride competition! (as far as i know there are 2 people already signed up to compete in this competition.. .one is my other half... the other is someone who has been in it for years and never won)... Wow... it was definately quite and honor to have them want to sponser ME in this. I utrned it down tho... I dont want to compete against my other half in this. My first real drag show is 3 days after the competition. With everything i would need for this.. it would be too much.. Need formal wear... Show a talent.. and something else... It would be great to make

**lptv Episode 14 Out Now**
The members of Linkin Park share with you a taste of what it was like to make Minutes to Midnight on episode 14 of LPTV. Be sure to check out all the LPTV Episodes before the last episode premieres and don't forget to subscribe to the Official Linkin Park YouTube Channel at http://youtube.com/linkinparktv to have first access to new clips. In addition, LP Underground members will get exclusive clips of LPTV! These extra scenes are only available to LP Underground members, so join now at LPunderground.com and get exclusive access to this bonus footage!

Bath Time (x-rated Story)
Bath Time She's in the tub, bubbles everywhere, candles scenting the room with vanilla; a flute of champagne rests by the tub. It’s the champagne he sent her, saying how much he desires her and wants her. She loves the way he makes her feel - schoolgirl giddy. He's the handsome varsity linebacker, she's the hot little cheerleader ~ "oh we'll role play that, baby, " she thinks in her mind. And she wants him so desperately, passionately she wants him. Taking a sip she hears the door open and she smiles. The bathroom door opens a crack and he steps in. It must have been a tough day, he looks like he ran a marathon, but there is that smile on his face. He kneels by the tub and she wraps her arms around his neck; a soft, innocent kiss turns seductive and determined. The champagne has done its work and she has a buzz going, otherwise she would have jumped out of the tub and into his arms. She keeps kissing him and pressing her curvy body into his. He feels her hardening nipples and hi

She Said Yes! And So Do I!
I have said many times that love is not a game to me...it is life to me. I stand by that. Kally and I have been together online since February 17. We have had our ups and downs. Some of the downs came courtesy of people hating on what we have together. But like a couple of fighters, we got through it. Here it is May 31. I traded ring images back and forth to each other. I picked enough guts to ask Kally to be my wife...for real. OK. I know you're thinking "Isn't 4 months a little too soon?" I thought so, but I love this woman. I would anything for her. I can't see me without her. A little secret: She did the very same thing. I guess she wanted to know if I was in it for real or was I just playing a game with her and her heart. Ladies and gentlemen you have to understand, I had my broken more times than I care to count. Kally had hers broken after 4 years. We know what it's like and it was hard to trust each other. But we put this relationship in God's hands.

Prayers Please
We are having to make an emergency trip back to Indianapolis, after just being there last weekend. They believe that Lee's mom has possibly had a stroke. We still haven't heard the final diagnosis from her dr., who was to see her this afternoon. We're expecting some word, hopefully, before much longer, and it's already an hr. later there than it is here, so hopefully the dr. will be contacting us soon. So, please keep Lee's mom in your prayers, and for our safety up there and back. Also remember Lee and I, and the rest of the family, as there may be some tough dicisions to make. I just don't know what we're going to do. I'm not even sure what to say as when we'll be back....I'm assuming late Monday. It all depends on what we find when we get there. I'll let you know as soon as we return. Thank you so much! Lev

This Is A Message I Got In My Inbox Lol
Hold me very close tonight. I want you more than I want my life. Much More. Kiss me quickly. I love you. You are sleeping. I will quietly crawl in next to you, close my eyes, and enter your dream. All night long. Laughing. Playing with words Pillows blankets . Falling in love. falling asleep. Not making love until the next morning and the birds are singing. As we both wake up you reach under the covers feeling how hard my cock is, I reach over to feel your nipples they are so hard ready for me to suck. I start sucking your nipples as you stroke my hard cock under the covers. I put my hand between your legs to feel my fingers slip away from your pussy because of the wetness I feel. I feel something running down your legs, as I hear you breathing kind a loud. I pull you close to me for our lips to meet, You pull me and hold me so tight, I can hardly breath. I feel your tongue entering my mouth I start to suck your tongue as I feel your fingers going up and down > my back. I feel my cock

The 10 Biggest Interview Killers
When you're on a romantic dinner date, you try to avoid "mood killers" -- talking with a mouth full of food, cursing an ex-lover, or complaining about a foot ailment. During a job interview, you have to avoid similar spoilers if you want to make a good impression. Here are 10 of the most common "advantage killers" and how you can steer clear of them during your next job interview. 1. Not knowing your aim. Too often candidates think their purpose in an interview is simply to ask for a job. Your goals are to demonstrate how you are a good fit for the organization, and to assess whether the job is really right for you. 2. Being too needy. Neediness is probably the No. 1 advantage-killer in an interview. Remind yourself before walking in the door: you do not need this job. You do need food, you do need air, and you do need water. Keep things in perspective. 3. Lousy nonverbal communication. This is about demonstrating confidence. Your first impression makes the difference. When

What I Think We Should Act .... Towards Peaple
When one is surrounded by love, the feeling of excitement fades away, and one tends to ignore the true love that lies in between the peace and dullness. Love shows up in all forms, even very small and cheeky forms, it has never been a model, it could be the most dull and boring form......flowers, and romantic moments are only used and appear on the surface of the relationship. Under all this, the pillar of true love stands......and that's our life. Love, not words win arguments... Sometimes we expect far too much of the people around us, and because no one can ever live up to those expectations, we are almost always disappointed. Wouldn't it be better if we just let go, and let people be who they are? Then we'd be able to see them as they are -- with all their beauty and goodness in which we take joy, and with all their faults which we can also see in ourselves. When we have put someone up on a pedestal, sculpturing them to fit our needs and desires by smoothing out the rough

Attention
ok, i am a part of vampirefreaks, myspace and on here on cherrytap. and i am looking for my other half. i am kinda picky on who i am looking for. for example. man the more i think about, i used to be so openminded when it came down to relationships. they have to have piercings and tatts and have a big ass or big breasts...lol. tatts and piercings turn me on. they have to be gothy. thats a must. anything else i can think of, ill add more.

She Is Worth It
Sometimes he removes her walls not to free her but to show her how much he cares When he sees her want to run he watches and waits because she will return if it is where she is to be When she runs so far she is lost He will be her beacon to find her way back _______________________________________________ Written by Restrictive ... I am glad my blog inspired you to write this ... it is a wonderful honor to have you finish off what I couldn't ... Thank You :-)

Its Hard To Watch A Friend's Relationship Turn Sour
I've always believed that you shouldn't date someone you work with; I've seen a few of my co-workers who have dated other co-workers only to end up splitting up and requesting to work opposite shifts because they can't get along anymore. Crystal is in the this boat--or is soon heading for this one--she's been dating Steven for , oh I don't know, several months now. (I told him in the beginning that if he ever hurt her he would regret it.) I ran into her saturday evening at the graduation ceremony. Crystal told me that her and steven actually had a huge argument in the crew room. He was pissed at her because she's better on grill than he is and he was stuck making meat, and having to help assemble sandwiches. He was so pissed he was slamming trays and throwing stuff. Crystal also told me that when she went to his place the other evening, he sat and played video games and acted like he didn't even want her there. Here's the disturbing part: I was telling her that she knows he's bi

Grouchy
Children today are well aware of what goes on in the home I do believe.... A 2nd grader asked her mother the age-old question, "How did I get here?" Her mother told her, "God sent you." "Did God send you, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear," the mother replied. "What about Grandma and Grandpa?" the child persisted. "He sent them also" the mother said. "Did he send their parents, too?" asked the child. "Yes, Dear, He did," said the mother patiently. "So you're telling me that there has been NO sex in this Family for 200 years? No wonder everyone's so damn grouchy around here."

For The Nice Guys
TO ALL THE NICE GUYS LEFT! To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that just called to say hi. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was bea

Great Thanks To Colonel Repya
Two weeks ago, as I was starting my sixth month of duty in Iraq, I was forced to return to the USA for surgery for an injury I sustained Prior to my deployment. With luck, I'll return to Iraq to finish my tour. I left Baghdad and a war that has every indication that we are Winning, to return to a demoralized country much like the one I Returned to in 1971 after my tour in Vietnam. Maybe it's because I'll turn 60 years old in just four months, but I'm tired: I'm tired of spineless politicians, both Democrat and Republican Who lack the courage, fortitude, and character to see these difficult tasks Through. I'm tired of the hypocrisy of politicians who want to rewrite History when the going gets tough. I'm tired of the disingenuous clamor from those that claim they 'Support the Troops' by wanting them to 'Cut and Run' before victory is Achieved. I'm tired of a mainstream media that can only focus on car bombs And casualty reports because they are

I'll Admit It
I lost my self a some where. Had a VARY INTRESTING YESTERDAY . I didnt know i wasso ez to read that bothers me a little but hey i have always prided my self to e an open book least online ... but to know that in a month and a half one person in my class just gets me how i feel with out hardly even speaking to me just by watching wow thats just it shocked me .. How much i must be amitting this lost vibe this distraced person who cant foucse ... He said now is time to put that in the past its gone over it wont come back so dont think about it its yesterday He said that if i want to be something now is the time to become it ... So many 1st and with my age thats alot ... He said think of who u wanna be and act like that soon it will just be that way. He warned me not to talk with the guys they dont get it there all warp up being techie and not the talking kind that even he has to stop talking lol so it just made me feel better He made so man y points and it scares me that s

Addendum!
The performance went well - nothing too outrageous occurred, lol! Everyone thought I looked pretty good. The veils had their saran-wrap moments, lol, but it turned out OK! Thanks to all the well-wishers - I appreciate it more than you know! My nieces talked me into staying with them for awhile in the Beer Tent - one of their favorite bands, The Back Home Boys, was playing, lol! Yep, Country - not exactly my favorite! They finally let me leave at 11 p.m. I am so very tired! Have a great night, dear friends! Love, hugs, and blessings for one and all! Muah!

Rhianna -- Umbrella
Umbrella Rhianna [Intro: Jay-Z] Uh huh, uh huh. Chyeah. Rihanna. Good girl gone bad. Take three. Action. Hov. [Rap Verse: Jay-Z] No clouds in my storms. Let it rain, I had this glame in a fame, coming down to the Dow Jones. When the clouds come we gone We roc-a-fella, we fly higher than weather and G 5's are better. You know me, an anticipation, for precipitation, back chicks in the rainy day. Jayy. Rain man is back, with little miss sunshine, Rihanna where you at? [Verse 1: Rihanna] You had my heart. And we'll never be world apart. They be in magazines. But you'll still be my star. Baby, cause in the dark. You can't see shiny cars. And that's when you need me there. With you I'll always share. Because… [Chorus: Rihanna] When the sun shines, we'll shine together. Told you I'll be here forever. Said I'll always be a friend. Took an oath, Ima stick it out till the end. Now it's raining more than ever. Know that we'll still have each other. You c

Lounge Showing 0 Members
There is a glitch that shows 0 members in a lounge when there are more than that in the lounge. Not all lounges have this happen, the fubar crew is working to fix this for those it does happen to. While it has NOT been completely figured out why this happens to only some lounges, the crew believes that it may have something to do with the lounge coding... THIS HAS NOT BEEN PROVEN YET, and we do not know exactly how to fix this problem at this time, however, we the support team has been working hard to solve this problem, we thank you for your patients. sincerely, Vampiro

Hollow
im so hollow inside it like my soul just died all i do is smile and lie when all i want to do is cry i hold my head up when all i want is my life's blood in a cup i swallow my hatred knowing theres no place its the only thing i can do to save face im hollow again is it because of all my sins am i some demon given form like lightning from a storm i watch all these happy people i watch all these sad people i watch all the people i hate that im not one i wake up from my nightmares of hell i feel nothing i wake up from my life i want nothing i wake up from this world i am nothing this is slowly going out of control its all i can do to get out of my hole theres a void inside me something only i can see i hide inside myself because i dont have a heart anymore its stuck on a shelf where i left my souls core im so terrified i cant help myself i can only help others to fill the void i can only try to help everyone in the hopes that i will help

The Beach..........
The day was finishing the sun setting and you had taken me to the beach a perfect setting after a day of romance and fun with you. We are standing at the water edge hand in hand watching the sun set, the waves crashing on the beach the water lapping at our feet. No words shared just each of us speaking to the others heart through silent words of love. You turn to me, and I to you, at the same time, leaning into me you place your lips on mine and kiss me with the most gentle sweet kiss, I close my eyes as our lips touch and I moan softly feeling the vibration of love surge through my body, tasting your essence, the kiss lingers on. Your hands moves down my arms and you place the palms of your hands against my palms and gently raise my arms above my head as you continue to kiss me. Sliding your palms down my arms I feel the electric currents penetrate my skin as your fingers glide over it. Your hands move down the sides of my torso and at the hem of my top you clasp it and slowly

It's Been A While....
Yea, so i haven't logged in here in a long time. Sorry about that to anyone who wondered where i went or why i didn't comment. I'll have to get around to some of that soon. I don't think i ever blogged this... but i am pregnant and expecting a baby girl in September! Yay, we are so excited! I'm 27 week along, it's going by so fast, it makes me sad almost! So that's pretty much why i haven't been around... i have been so busy doing things and getting my house ready, plus taking care of my other two. I hope everyone is doing well and having a wonderful summer so far! (Even though it's not officially summer yet, lol.) Much Love!

Sopranos Explained
For all my Soprano heads... contemplate this forward.. Anybody who says "nothing happened on the Sopranos" is completely missing out on the ending! This is NOT a life goes on ending! And anyone who thinks so should go back and watch it again. Watch the last scene of The Blue Comet (the 2nd to last episode) first. As Tony sits on the edge of the bed he contemplates his demise. Then, there's the flashback to Tony and Bobby in the boat discussing being whacked, "You probably never hear it coming." Remember when Tony was speaking with Bobby...basically saying that you don't see or hear death? It just happens and you would never feel it.....aka fading to black..... Fast forward to Tony in "Made In America" final scene. So, the point would have been that life continues and we may never know the end of the Sopranos. But if you pay attention to the history, you will find that all the answers lie in the characters in the restaurant. The trucker was the brother of the guy

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Your saying I should trust you, But can you please tell me what is trust? For a lie can reach so far, Just for people to become what they must. Men and women cheating, Breaking each others hearts, Abusing one another, In all different parts. I find it hard to open up, And even if I say I do, Deep down inside, I will never trust you. Not because of who you are, I just see it not right to love, When you get no love from this world. I will always prefer to walk solo, Dealing with ash or with dust, I will never risk getting a broken heart, Until you answer what is trust?

Sellin My Pitbulls
im sellin all my dogs if anyone in the durant, ok area is interested in any of them im sellin them cheap u can see them at boa-bo24.tripod.com if u r interested get ahold of me on here, cause im on here most of the day, and we can talk prices. i havent really thought about how much i want for each of them but it wont be much except for Kilo, he is gonna be around $500. if u want to know anything about the dogs let me know. im getting rid of them so i can get back into my reptiles. the pitbulls just dont sell around here anymore really.

Rumi
LIVING WITH HEART: LIVING WITH AUTHENTICITY. APPRECIATING THE MYSTERY OF LIFE. EMBRACING JOY. CULTIVATING SACREDNESS IN EVERYDAY LIFE. EXPRESSING DEPTH AND VISION. BUILDING INTIMACY AND FRIENDSHIP. ACCEPTING AND LEARNING FROM DIFFICULTY. PERCEIVING THE WORLD WITH AN INQUISITIVE, FLEXIBLE OPEN MIND. -RUMI

Lrl/royal~bombing~wolves Changes
As you may or may not know, the L.R.L. and Royal~Bombing~Wolves~ 'split' yesterday. Despite what may or may not be said, the L.R.L. as it was was handed over to myself and Wolferz. Each member has the choice to stay with Jeff, in the ~Kingdom~of Wolves, or to come with Wolferz and myself to the Honorable Society of Wolves. The "L.R.L.' as it was known, is no more. We have branched out to different locations, and we are not affiliated with each other. if you choose to stay with Wolferz and I, please remove any and all reference to L.R.L. from your name, and replace it with Honorable Society of Wolves. Should you chose to go elsewhere, same thing..and if you choose to not be in either, take it out completely LOL There is absolutely no pressure and as far as Wolferz and I are concerned, you can be in both families. I cannot speak for anyone else. Wolferz and I are trying to rebuild with the new family. If you would like to join our family, please add Honorable Wolf Society

10 Commandments For Loving A Bbw
10 COMMANDMENTS FOR LOVING A BIG BEAUTIFUL WOMAN 1. I won't be ashamed to be seen with her 2. I won't be embarrassed by her size 3. I won't hide her away out of sight 4. I won't find you unattractive at any weight 5. I won't ever find you un-sexy 6. I won't allow others to put you down 7. I won't tolerate you putting yourself down 8. I won't take you where you can not be accommadated 9. I won't let anyone show you disrespect 10. I won't let a day go by without telling you how admired, loved and special you are.

Special Woman
i'm alittle down in the dumps right now i've not seen or talked to my gf/crush in fours days and i'm so worried about her i love her with all my heart.I wish i was in KANSAS with her. ANGELEYES46 I LOVE YOU.

Look A Hammock
of bananas hehe i just realized i have way to many pairs of shoes...3 pairs of dress shoes...painting shoes, regular day shoes/gym shoes...then sandals and so forth and cleats and indoor track/soccer shoes...argh too many shoes...hehe time to get more socks...and make puppets out of them video it and make millions........oh they did that already, hehe silliness of me

Letting Go...
These many years I have been working with the theme of... letting go... To relinquish the people one loves is especially hard, and yet this is the nature and requirement of love. While I cling to another, I can never truly love that person. When I love the other I will free him or her to follow a path that is not my path, to hold opinions that are in opposition to my own, to have friends that will never be my friends, to live in a city that is not my city, to leave the circle of my love for another's love. Him that I love, I wish to be Free. Even from me. ......sigh ............Its time to turn the page

Hurting
Why does love have to hurt so much? I wish that i wasnt so insecure and nervous when in a relationship. I love someone and feel like i am losing them. I always make the same mistake in relationships. I always think that they are out to hurt me and that they dont really love me. I cant ever distinguish when someone is joking with me or when they are serious. then I overreact. I miss this person so much.... They made me so happy. I dont know how to tell this person that i am sorry and that i love them. I just wish that they understood how i felt. Writing seems to somewhat ease the pain. I was told not long ago that this person was a player and I went off on him.. I fogave him for what could of been just jealousy. Now that i said something that i shouldnt have he cant forgive me or wont i am not sure which. I cant sleep at night because i lay here and think about what i should of done but now it is too late to do it. I dont understand why love has to hurt so much!!! It is not fair, i know

Deicide - A Poem
[[An original Poem by myself]] The gods are bold when nights are cold and they leave their throwns under earth or in sky. They twirl and dance singing eldritch chants invoking faith lest they should die. When this mortals see they run and they flee for gods while creators are sometimes cruel. They make men work and toil kill and till soil for to these higher powers humans are their tools. But someday soon upon a full moon the gods will falter fall and cry. For with no faith they soon becomes Wraiths because when we stop believing even Gods can die.

What's Yr Colorstrology?
COLORSTROLOGY AUG 3- You have a tremendous amount of charm and wit and people gravitate to you. Theatrical ability and performing in front of others may come quite naturally to you. You have what it takes to commercialize your talents. Many of you are known for that quiet smile that you usually have on your face. Your personal color resonates with your warm and loving manner. Wearing, meditating or surrounding yourself with Firecracker connects you to your greatness while opening your heart. FIRECRACKER||INTERESTING||INTELLIGENT||SEDUCTIVE search it up on GOOGLE.COM & type in COLORSTROLOGY

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I am starting to get a little nervous. I am getting married soon and my fiance is an absolutely wonderful man. My problem is that I have had a very sheltered life, and worry about if I am going to be able to please him. He definitely has a lot more experience than I do, and what experiences I have had have been with very closed minded individuals. Help! I want everything to be perfect with him because I love him so much and will do anything for him. I want to learn new things, but I'm not willing to cheat on him to learn them, and he will be back in the states soon. I will be seeing him in a month, so I don't have much time. Any suggestions out there?????

June 24th-july2nd
Hey guys,I just wanted to give you all a heads up on my vacation. I am going to Disney as of this sunday sooo ya won't see me for a week. Any of ya gonna miss me? I have needed a vacation for a pretty long time now because of certain family issues that have been going on and work. Some of you know exactly what i'm talking about. I will of course come back with tons of pics so i'll post them up for you to check out. I just still can't believe that I have had this planned since February and it's finally here! It's been waaay too long since I have been able to get a nice decent tan and I can finally get one lol. So don't worry I will post my pics and let anyone who wants to know,know how the trip went. See you all when I come back! *blows a kiss* ~Kelly

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It sucks when your ear piercings almost close. I had to force the starter set in them just to open them up again. My ears hurt and are swollen. :( At least they aren't as red as they were yesterday. Thankfully it was only one set and not the normal two. Now I have to wait to put the new ones in. This sucks. Had a hell of a time sleeping last night. One side is fine, but both sides is intolerable. Hopefully they will feel better tomorrow.

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How CITY and how COUNTRY are you? How CITY are you... [x] I've been to Starbucks more than once in my life [] I link arms when I walk with someone [x] I shop at AE, A&F, or HCO [x] I own 2 or more polo shirts [] I will never be caught without my cell phone [x] I straighten or blow dry my hair on a daily basis Total: 4 [] I wear flipflops no matter what the weather [] I own an oversized pair of sunglasses [] I own 1 or more pairs of ripped jeans [] I layer my shirts [] I will do anything to get the best pic [] have/had a "myspace/bebo mirror pic" Total: 0 [x] When I'm not drinking soda I prefer water [] I get annoyed with tom-boys [x] I own an oversized bag or purse [] I have seen every episode of Laguna Beach [x] My new fav. is the Hills [] I say "lol" in every sentence of every online conversation [x] I own tight jeans Total: 4 [] I wear large necklaces [] I own an iPod/mp3 player [x] The internet = survival [] One of the sports i play is foot

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Monday night, the largest wrestling organization in the world grappled with a real-life murder mystery: What led to the apparent murder-suicide of superstar wrestler Chris Benoit, his wife and child inside their expansive Fayetteville home? Chris Benoit • World Wrestling Entertainment Web site Officials have not disclosed how the family died, other than to say the deaths did not involve a gun. "The details, when they come out," said Fayette County District Attorney Scott Ballard, "are going to prove a little bizarre." Deputies checking on the family at the behest of Benoit's employer discovered the bodies of the 40-year-old wrestler, his wife, Nancy Benoit, 43, and their 7-year-old son, Daniel, on Monday afternoon at their home on Green Meadow Lane. Benoit, a Canada native, maintained a residence in metro Atlanta from the time he wrestled for the now-defunct Ted Turner-owned World Championship Wrestling organization. Most recently, Benoit performed as par

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THIS IS A PAINTED BATHROOM FLOOR!!!!!!!! *IMAGINE YOU ARE AT A PARTY on the tenth floor....* *YOU'VE BEEN DRINKING......* *(not that you would...)* *AND THEN YOU HAVE TO VISIT THE BATHROOM.... * *You open the door.... ** NOW, REMEMBER,* *THE FLOOR IS JUST* *! A PAINTED FLOOR!** KINDA TAKES YOUR BREATH AWAY.....* *DOESN'T IT?*

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Someone who I took as a friend recently has created so much drama along with her spouse. Lieing about friends calling to turn off ther power get people ready to beat them up. Well the recent event was re their electric. The husband whined cried and tore up chat over this event for 2 days. Had people wanting to send money when in fact they had not been able to make a payment and their power was going to be shut off. Now to shut off someones power you have to know the name address ssi number and secret word or Numbers used. You lied scammmed and accused falsely innocent people. No one called to have your power shut off you spent money on get highs rather than pay your bills. No one had those things but of course no one thought of this for hours. Now this idiot beast is coming to my page and due to some glitch i cannot block her. I have tried over and over to do so I warn you she is not a person to hold with much creedence. So Diana i say to you get clean and sober take care of your

Life
Well to let you all know, I am a mother of 2 beautiful boys that i cherish with all my heart. I am a very outspoken person. I am not one that holds back their emotions. I tell you how it is and if you dontlike it then you dont have to listen. I am in a relationship with a guy that is 5 years younger than me. It is hard to do at times but I am hoping it will be worth it. If there is anything that u want to know about me than just ask. If i wanna tell you I will.

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Well I've had this job in the mall at a booth for a few months now at the end of April I found out my husband was deploying I informed my job that I need to either take the summer off. Once I noticed that no one was hired by June 1st I told them that I could come in from time to time so sence June 8th or so I've been coming in 2 to 3 days a week and pretty much working the same days Wednesday, Friday and Sat or Sun. This past Saturday as I was leaving I asked my boss if I work Wednesday and I swore he said that I'm working today witch is Wednesday. I get in like I always do at 930am set up I see that I'm not writen into the schedule but no one else is there ok oh well aint the first time. The newest person shows up he hasn't sat up the booth so I instruct him on how to set the booth up. Phone rings its Boss wheres Denny umm how should I know he hasn't showed up CLICK 1015/1030am here comes Denny my phone rings I step to the side and take the call I return Denny has left. I ask new gu

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Remembering The Forgotten Mechanic Through the history of world aviation many names have come to the fore- Great ddeds of the past in our memory will last, as they're joined by more and more- When man first started hid labor in his quest to conquer the sky he was designer, mechanic, and pilot, and he built a machine that would fly- But somehow the order got twisted, and then in the publics eye the olny man that could be seen was the man that knew how to fly- The pilot eas everyone's hero, he was brave, he was bold, he was grand, as he stood by his battered old biplane with his goggles and helmet in hand- To be sure, these pilots all earned it, to fly you have to have guts- And they blazed there names in the hal of fame in the wings with bailing wire struts- But for each of these flying hero's there were the thousandss of little reown, and these were the men who worked on the planes but kept their feet in the ground. We all know the name Binlbergh, and we've read of his flig

Please Go The Site.. Or The Kitten Gets It!!
O.K so I have posted numerous bulletins about a new site that my gf and I made. As of yet most people are not willing to go to our site so I am resorting to force full tactics. All it will take is 5 minutes of your time to go to the site, and click on some links etc. I don't want to kill the kitten, I love kitties.. so don't make me do it!!Wiifamiily is a new site so at this time there are not a lot of people on the forums as of yet. I am hopeful though that people will appreciate the effort we have gone to making the site friendly not only for kids, and adults but also for anyone who owns a Wii, we made the site simple so that Wii users could view the site, and post on the site from their wii's.Does anyone have any suggestions for us to grow more rapidly? I would appreciate ANY suggestions that you might have for us. Just please be nice I am kind of sensitive and may cry if your mean. So give it a try go to the site and sign up on the forums. As always if you go to the site and d

Bitch 1
I had this good life til things got fucked up. I had the man that I have always loved with me, but we didnt have very much you see we were both broke as hell. No money, barely a trailor to live in, but we had each other. Thats all that mattered to me. Then some asshole for reason unknown still desides to burn our tailor down while we were gone. It really pisses me off that nothing was done about that know one even tried to find out who or why it was done. didnt the cops relize we lost eveythin it that fire. and a week after xmas on top of that. i only had one pair of pants two shirts and a pair of underware and socks and shoes. Ashley my husband only had the clothes he had on that day a that was it. we had deside to stay in a motel for the night because it was going to be to cold to stay at the trailor and i had a friend who let us stay in a motel she worked at. Ashley's uncle came and told us our trailor had burn to the ground earily the next morning. i asked him what he w

Just A Friendly Hello To All
I Just wanted to say hello to everyone and if you feel the need, and I really Need,I'm kind of new so show some luv..Rate me, fan me and Add me.. I will return the love! I also Will try to do any request... John

Pain
I set here and wonder about the meanins of life and love, realizing that pain comes and goes and leaves an impact in your life. when ppl come into your life and you give them everything and you show them everything and they leave you for someone else how much more pain could that be... to have someone rip your heart out from your chest and stomp in into the dirt can that be considered ultimate pain... no I dont think so because ultimate pain is never ending love cycles and the heart can mend itself in many ways... I vowed to myself that I wont give up on love, but why can it be so diffucult why does it hurt. they say that love causes you pain I believe that. Now it is time to move on.. slowly back into the life we once had pushing our way through becomming stronger.. pain is bearable pain is life pain is what shows us that we are alive.. pain shows us that we are still breathing and we can go on and live another day... yes bring on the pain I relish it... because with pain I know I am

One Of My Passions...belly Dancing
"☆*•.¸-‘๑’☯May you see the beauty that surrounds you and have the wisdom to embrace it.☯-‘๑’-¸.•☆" "☆*•.¸-‘๑’☯DREAM☯-‘๑’-¸.•☆" "☆*•.¸-‘๑’☯ENCOURAGE☯-‘๑’-¸.•☆" "☆*•.¸-‘๑’☯INSPIRE☯-‘๑’-¸.•☆" - Get Your Own

Health Chart
Absolutely the best chart I have seen in years. SHARE THIS CHART Apples Protects your heart prevents constipation Blocks diarrhea Improves lung capacity Cushions joints Apricots Combats cancer Controls blood pressure Saves your eyesight Shields against Alzheimer's Slows aging process Artichokes Aids digestion Lowers cholesterol Protects your heart Stabilizes blood sugar Guards against liver disease Avocados Battles diabetes Lowers cholesterol Helps stops strokes Controls blood pressure Smoothes skin Bananas Protects your heart Quiets a cough Strengthens bones Controls blood pressure Blocks diarrhea Beans Prevents constipation Helps hemorrhoids Lowers cholesterol Combats cancer Stabilizes blood sugar Beets Controls blood pressure Combats cancer Strengthens bones Protects your heart Aids weight loss Blueberries Combats cancer Protects your heart Stabilizes blood sugar Boosts memory Prevents constipation Broccoli Strengthens bones Saves eyesight Combats cancer Prot

Wanna Know Me?
"Life is simple, you make decisions and you never look back". This one may seem really hard to pull off for the sentimentals but this is where self-growth starts. You try to take over your life and steer it to wherever you like, may it be the way to self-destruction or self-aggrandizement. My life is one crazy ride, driven haphazardly and enjoyed enormously - which not to mean it is a 365-day circus, year in year out, at times I also get covered with clouds. This is when my sense of the absurd kicks in. The more I feel stressed out and troubled or just plain languorous, the more I indulge myself. So when you see me pigging out in a restaurant alone, its either I'm overwhelmed with problems or I'm celebrating something monumental. These moments are so sacred I want to devoutly savor every nanosecond of it without the distractions of others. I am vampirical. I feast on my own pain. When I am down, I don’t blurt it out. I believe that we are all the walking wounded, my pain is no

Let Them Grow Part 19
17) Wouldn't it be best to just lock the users all up? How do you plan to pay for that? Already, well over five percent of the people in this country (U.S) are in custody (including probation, parole, bail, etc.) Murderers and rapists are being let out of our penatentiaries right now to make room for a few more `deadheads' -- there are about 2,500 Grateful Dead fans in our federal prisons. Imprisoning one person for one year costs about $20,000. The United States leads the world in imprisonment -- at any one time, 425 people out of every 100,000 are behind bars. In the Federal Prison System, one fifth of the prisoners are drug offenders who have done nothing violent. State laws are usually less strict, but state mandatory minumum sentences for drugs are getting more popular. Our prisons and our courtrooms are so crowded that the American Bar Association's annual report on the state of the Justice System is basically one long plea for an end to drug laws that imprison users. Even the C

What A Fuckin Trip Wow!
K, so first off i disapperaed yea, we had a tornedo touched down on our cop shop *dances* the file room got leaked in *YAYAYA* umm anyways, cable was out pretty much all over the east kootnies till just this morning...if you saw anything on the news. let me know where to find it! My brother in law saw our mom's house from the helicopter view LOL Wed morning is comin soon too...wheee, so i'll be back home like next mon-tues but no idea when i'll be able to be sittin online... Laters all enjoy your July 4th...I'll be in surgery for it...Thanks for everyone and their canada day celebration stuffs..

She Pimped Me Out
To all of my 420 Fam & Friends & also TBS&TF please add our fellow neighborhood friendly bud roller ... & Don't 4get... puff puff pass this bulletin along to the homies... 'cuz Sharing is Caring... Tree Hee... SD Sensi (TBS&TF)@ CherryTAP ♥, MissHighTimes420(MissHT420) (repost of original by 'The Cannabis Cult' on '2007-06-27 08:41:06') (repost of original by 'MissHT42Ø (V.P.of TBS&TF)' on '2007-06-27 08:42:31')

Crushed
Crushed by overwhelming waves I feel like crying Crashing on the rock strewn shore I settle for sighing Almost constantly I release that little puff of air Hoping, wishing, praying that some of my pain Will slip between my lips and disappear within the atmosphere And perhaps for a moment or two it works At least sighing is an action I can take But the whole depressing mess still looms within A loneliness, a frustration, a weariness that I can’t shake When will this gloom-filled zone give way To a thing I have heard of from foreign lands, called day Why can’t it just go away These things that tear and pinch and claw at me These things that strive to overcome my last bit of confidence I look without seeing Laugh without smiling I feel only numbness Which is no feeling at all

America Stuff
The song "America" is sung across America as one of the National Anthems. It was written by Reverand Samuel Francis Smith in 1832. It was first used at a children's fourth of July picnic in Boston. Lowell Mason discovered the tune in a collection of German melodies and recommended it to Rev. Smith. The music to "America" is the same as that of the British national anthem, "God Save the Queen." It is said that Henry Carey put the melody into its present form. Words are: My country, 'tis of thee, Sweet land of liberty, Of thee I sing; Land where my fathers died. Land of the Pilgrims' pride, From every mountainside Let Freedon ring. My native country, thee Land of the noble free-- Thy name I love; I love thy rocks and rills, Thy woods and templed hills; My heart with rapture thrills Like that above. Liberty Bell The Liberty Bell represents America's freedom. The Liberty Bell is located at the Liberty Bell Pavilion on Market Street between 5th and 6th Stre

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ON WEDNESDAY JUNE 20TH I WENT ON VACATION BACK HOME TO OHIO I BOARDED THE PLANE @3:00PM FOR A 5 HR FLIGHT BUT IT DIDNT WORK THAT WAY I WAS SUPPOSE TO HAVE A 2 HR LAYOVER IN NC THAT WAS LONGER THAN THAT I GOT THERE AROUND 4 OR 5 AND WAS SUPPOSE TO BOARD MY PLANE HEADED HOME TO OHIO AND BE THERE AT 8:55PM NOT THAT DIDNT HAPPEN I FINALLY BOARDED MY PLANE AT 10:05 PM THAT NITE AND FINALLY MADE HOME TO OHIO AT 1 AM I REACHED COLUMBUS OH AIRPORT WHERE MY BROTHER MADE ME WAIT ON HIM BUT THEN I FINALLY MADE TO ATHENS OHIO WHERE MY MOM LIVES AND WE HAD A GR8T TIME WE TALKED ABOUT THE OLD DAYS AND HOW MUCH WE MISSED ONE ANOTHER AND I TOOK HER SHOPPING TO WAL-MART ON THE BUS AND WE SHOPPED MY SISTER AND MY NEICES WERE ALSO THERE WHICH WAS WONDERFUL CAUSE I HAVE MISSED THEM TOO I HAVE PICS ON MY MOM AND MY NEICES AND MY SIS AND EVEN MY DOG STITCH THAT I HAD TO LEAVE WITH MY MOM WHEN I FIRST CAME HERE AND A NEW PIC OF MY NEWEST BABY COUSIN CHASE HE WAS ONLY A MONTH OLD NOT TO WORRY ALL I WILL BE

Noobs, Gotta Love'em
What is wrong with noob's these days, why oh so serious, LMFAO co556guy: Thats nice. ->co556guy: I REALLY DON'T GIVE A SHIT IF YOU ARE THE 2ND COMMING, NOW FUCK OFF YOU RETARD co556guy: And maybe I just know a few people who have been around longer than I co556guy: maybe not, but tact and such are universal. I don't get why people such as yourself even take the time to go around and insult people, unless they need to make themselves feel better about their sorry lives ->co556guy: lol, don't make me laugh, you only joined here today, you know nothing lol co556guy: Welcome to the land of account deletion ->co556guy: lol, whatever cunt co556guy: I don't think so. You have just pissed off the wrong guy. This might be the time for you to find a different site to be an asshole on ->co556guy: fuck off co556guy: You know, what you posted on my girl's mumm is just distasteful and rude. Appologize, go away, and learn to use some discresion. If you won't like it, just don't post any

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THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails, Stronger than any machine. I'm the immortal soldier, I'm a U.S. MARINE! So stand in my shoes, And leave from your home. Fight for the people who hate you, With the protests they've shown. Fight for the stranger, Fight for the young. So they all may have, The greatest freedom you've won. Fight for

Well I Give Up
i was used and hurt for the last damn time. why do guys think they can do things like this and not get caught. i just amazes me that i always find the ones who use people. Just another bumped i have to get over in the struggle we call life. One day someone is gonna love me and never let go and wont cheat or lie or steal from me.

Flu/drama!
So, since like 7 am this morning.. I've been puking and puking and puking and I've got diarhea badly.. and Im achy! I think I got the flu bad or something- I finally got back to sleep at like 4 something.. and im somewhat wide awake.. but i feel like shit! Well, LaTisha called me up because she was sad because she was "going to jail tommorow" for not paying her fine- and she said her and her man brokeup and that she doesn't talk to him.. well she picked me up cause I was going to have her take care of me.. well I got into the car and seen Thomas's hat and picture, I confronted her about it and she said they are still dating and it's her car so she can have it if she wants- and that she really doesn't need 100 dollars for her court she needs 100 dollars to bail out her boyfriend from jail.. well I told tish that I wanted to go back home- and she turned around and I threw Thomas's cigarette pack out- well she reversed and freaked out and made me get out with no shoes on or socks.. Well t

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Cystic fibrosis is an inherited chronic disease that affects the lungs and digestive system of about 30,000 children and adults in the United States (70,000 worldwide). A defective gene and its protein product cause the body to produce unusually thick, sticky mucus that: clogs the lungs and leads to life-threatening lung infections; and obstructs the pancreas and stops natural enzymes from helping the body break down and absorb food. In the 1950s, few children with cystic fibrosis lived to attend elementary school. Today, advances in research and medical treatments have further enhanced and extended life for children and adults with CF. Many people with the disease can now expect to live into their 30s, 40s and beyond.

I Got Wood
I got wood Few people have an idea as to what puts them in their "zen" place. Few people can realize what it takes to put them in that place. I have been lucky enough to find mine. As wierd as it may sound to the "normal" person I like to chop wood by hand. I can't really put my finger on what it is that is so satisfying about being out in the sun all day and feeling it on my back. drinking a beer or two and getting some much needed work done for the fire later on that everyone will gather around. They'll drink, talk, and yes laugh. Sometimes at jokes or someone's expense. The concentration of the cut helps also. Swinging a 15LB solid steel maul around, up, and over your head and trying to hit the same spot is a challenge I look forward to. The crack and then the splitting of the trunk I quess is where my satisfaction is. The feeling that I have the brute force to be able to break down in a few hours what took decades to grow and then die. It's times like this whe

Loving Female Authority
Loving Female Authority (LFA) is a belief system and way of life which combines elements of feminist sociological theories and philosophies with Domination and submission (or "D/S") sexual practices that are rooted in a BDSM type of Female dominance (or "FemDom") emphasis. The author Elise Sutton coined the phrase "Loving Female Authority" as a broad term for FemDom lifestyles which does not have a narrow focus on sexuality, and avoids negative connotations associated with "Female Supremacist". Women and their submissive male partners who believe in "Loving Female Authority" often do have strong beliefs in the natural superiority of the female gender. Men with submissive desires will sometimes use the terminology "Loving Female Authority" when trying to introduce their female partners to the Female Domination lifestyle, has more conventional and less out-of-the-mainstream connotations than the terms FemDom, D&S or BDSM. By emphasizing the word "Loving", the male is conveying to h

My Enlistment
February 11 is the day I went to MEPS in Montgomery, AL. I enlisted into the Marine Corps for a minimum of 5 years. I acquired the MOS of Avionic Electrition. I scored a 57 on the ASVAB. I plan to leave for Parris Island, SC in August but there is a complication with that I believe I just broke my rist so it will have to be delayed a month or so! I love the Marine Corps...Semper Fidelis!

Karma
This is a true story about a wedding that took place at an American University. It was in the local newspaper and even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's and his family and to thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party, was an envelope. He said this was his gift to everyone, and asked them to open their envelope. Inside each envelope was an 8x10 photo of his bride having sex with the best man. The groom had gotten suspicious of them weeks earlier and had hired a private detective to tail them. After just

Late Night Ramblings
here it is 5:30 am and i still cant sleep... thought i would write a little bit til i get sleepy. first of all a great big thank you to all my new friends and fans. this last one was a very successful blast for me. i'm a bit on the lazy side so i don't talk to everyone. but if you buy my next blast, i promise i'll talk to you. ;-) and honestly i'm getting quite tired of the "nice tits" and "hey how r u" kind of messages. thing about that is i like compliments, but how about saying something of quality to me? maybe show me that you read my profile and not just drooled over my NSFW pics? say something INTERESTING? is that so much to ask for? and while i'm on it... type out your damn words. grrr. so i went to see the transformers movie tonight. it was actually very well done. good character development. so good that i cried when bumblebee got tied up by the military. yes i cried over a robot. and i'm not a big movie crier. sappy ending but what do you expect, it

Soldiers Poem
If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hooah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I'll make you proud. If I ever go to war Sis, don't you worry bout me, I always looked out for you, but I can't do that anymore, Cause I'm a big bro to all in America. I love you so much and you know that, Your brother a soldier now Si

I'm A "j" What Are You?
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lo

My Marriage
Finally my marriage is beginning to come to an end. My wife and I sat down today and have decided to split after nearly thirteen years of marriage. Our marriage has been in a steady slow decline since the birth of our second son Thomas in 2000. Our marriage should have ended three years ago but for my reluctance to accept the inevitable. Finally both of us will be looking forward to move on and enjoy life to it's fullest once more. In the mean time we will be staying together to finish restoring our Victorian villa before we put it up for sale hopefully in the next couple of months. I would like to thank anyone that I have spoken to regarding our impending breakup on CT over the past six weeks, and whom have shown their kind support to me. I am feeling positive that I will be able to start a new life after my forthcoming separation and divorce. For the foreseeable future we will both take turns at looking after our children once we have separated.

Not Here For Popularity......(repost)
I'm asking that all my friends please comment me, message me or give me a shout to let me know you wanna stay friends. I'm here to meet people and discuss things in common not rack up a million friends i dont know shit about. So go ahead, Shout It Out Loud baby, let me know your alive!!! Muah, LUV Becky

Who Does What?....lol
>> > WHO DOES WHAT A man and his wife were having an argument about who should brew the coffee each morning. The wife said, "You should do it, because you get up first, and then we don't have to wait as long to get our coffee." The husband said, " You are in charge of cooking around here and you should do it, because that is your job, and I can just wait for my coffee." Wife replies, "No, you should do it, and besides, it is in the Bible that the man should do the coffee." Husband replies, "I can't believe that, show me." So she fetched the Bible, and opened the New Testament and showed him at the top of several pages, that it indeed says.........."HEBREWS"

Poem 7-9-07
When you lay your heart Next to mine At that moment I know Everything will be fine Our love is untouchable and great Someday with the help of faith we will take our stand and walk out in this world hand and hand At that moment we can breathe And not worry about who might see A love as Stronge As ours seems to be

For My One And Only!!!
BABY YOU SAID SOMETHING TO ME LASTNIGHT FOR THE FIRST TIME AND I REALLY DON'T THINK YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT MENT TO ME I JUST TRULEY HOPE YOU MENT IT CAUSE I DO I DID THIS FOR YOU........ When you said, "I love you," I went over the moon. My heart sang its glory, The stars sang in tune. As when with a word God brought forth light, So with these words You ended my night. So with these words You made something new: A bond of devotion Between me and you. How powerful words To shape who we are! We ponder in silence; Our words cross a bar. Your words crossed a threshold And entered the past, Yet they have created A world that will last. FROM ME TO YOU BABY I DIDN'T PUT YOUR NAME ON IT CAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO START ANY PROBLOMS LOVE YOU ALWAYS..........

Tos #7
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Pogo Monkeys
Join me in a league on pogo! We play Backgammon, Cribbage, Pool, Battle Phlinx, Spades, Jungle Gin, Dominoes, and Canasta. It's a fun family league where everyone can play! Use 11821 as the referal code! Send me a PM or a Fu-Mail if you have any questions, or comment here. For those of you who I bomb, you will know that I am generally multitasking, this is the other task most of the time. I love these monkeys :)

Takeover Mania: Who's Next?
Filed under: Deals, Private equity, Sprint Nextel Corp (S), D.R.Horton (DHI), Lennar Corp'A' (LEN), Hilton Hotels (HLT)The last few quarters have seen a remarkable number of takeovers, buyouts and mergers. M&A activity is near an all time high, as the staggering amount of money sloshing around the global equity markets looks for something, anything, to buy. Interest rates are low, the money supply is growing (see this analysis of the now stealth M3 data over at the bigpicture), and private equity funds are competing with each other to find profitable investments. All of this adds up to a manic takeover market, and savvy investors are looking for a way to profit from it.The Wall Street Journal speculates today [free link to AOL Money & Finance] on the latest potential takeover targets. The housing sector provides some interesting targets, since many housing stocks have been beaten down amid all the talk of the housing bubble. The article cites builders Lennar, Ryland Group and D.R. Hort

What Would You Do?
What would you do if your live-in gf stayed in close contact with her ex gf, and would not break all contact even at the risk of losing you? This would not even be a problem if the live-in didn't habitually lie about the contacts, and hadn't done some really bad unmentionalbe things on cam for the ex. I should also mention that the ex has BIG hopes of a reconciliation, and stops at nothing to cause shyt between my girl and I. This has been going on almost 2 1/2 years, now.

Your Spirit Flower
Our favorite flower may hold secrets about the ways we connect to our spirituality. In this time of blooming, take a walk through our beautiful garden to find out what your favorite flower says about your spirit, then read our suggestions for practices you might like to try. Which of the following flowers is your favorite? If yours isn’t on the list, pick the one that comes closest. Daisy: This sunny, optimistic type loves to connect with her spirit through service, especially in nature. Take nature walks, or participate in clean-ups in parks or other places you treasure. You will probably prefer the unpretentious simplicity of a Friends meeting to anything elaborate. Gardenia: Exotic, sensual, and mysterious, this type is often attracted to esoteric Asian practices. Try reading a book on Tantric sexuality, or create a sanctuary for your spirit with brocaded hangings, mirrored cushions, lush flowers, and incense. Iris: The iris is often the favorite flower of many body-wor

My Pal Swtpeach
hey all look at my friend betsy's page please and help her out she is new to us and is thinking noone like her on here :( cause she is not making out to good,so give her a peek and maybe a yell... thanks to you all.....huggies kat

Viva Fubar! (from Scrapper)
Fellow Fu Community: We have turned another page today by evolving into fubar. The majority of you have been overwhelmingly positive about this. We really appreciate the support. Many of you have been around since day one and have seen us climb the ladder to over a million people. I have been browsing MuMMs and feedback and have noticed that some people are spewing hate and nonsense. A haters job is to hate on anything and everything. That's why they are called losers....oops...I mean haters. If you see some lame ass posting hate, please report it to me and they will get served. The fu community is about positivity. Take your negativity elsewhere and come back when you are ready to chill out with the rest of fu crew. I bought all the haters present. ENJOY! SCRAPPER@ fubar

T.i.a. Info's
few good links for T.I.A.'s if your interested in what iw as talking about in my frist log look here: has FAQ and a few other usefull info: http://www.ninds.nih.gov/disorders/tia/tia.htm you may also want to look at: http://www.stroke-tia.com/ another good one: http://www.apsfa.org/tiasymptoms.htm http://www.wrongdiagnosis.com/artic/ninds_transient_ischemic_attack_tia_information_page_ninds.htm If you didnt know you do know! Adam The Mad Teddy Bear of the South!!!

Our Other Sites
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My Status..
Hey everyone, in case you are wondering what is up with my status "Stop Spying!!!!" I have it set to that because I had blocked a guy on here, and now he is creating new accounts, not adding anything to them, and coming to my page.. He is also having his friends come to my page trying to add me as their friend.. I know it is him, because he is a VERY immature guy, and is the type of person to do something like this.. He can't understand that I am not looking for immature kids.. I have a child of my own, and do not want a grown ass man to take care of as well.. Almost 31 years old, and acts like he is about 12 years old.. I mean seriously, who makes bogus accounts and goes to someones page because they blocked you and you aren't allowed to view their page or pictures anymore ? Also, who has their friends do that ?? A creepy stalker, thats who!!! So anyways, didn't want any of you thinking that I put my status as that because of you.. Its because of him LOL.. Have a wonderful day!!!

I Will No Longer Be Back Lookin
i will no longer be looking back in my bar tab to see any post dont have the time if you want me to rate anything please grab my attion when you see me online or give me a shout in my box when posted and link me to it will do rates at the time i am on as i see them also if u need me to bomb please send an im if you dont have me as a contect please see another hta person to give me the link

Forbidden
Tell me please, what could this be, Could this be love that enthralls me Not just any one emotion Confidence, affection, and devotion Miles apart and days away But this love chiseled in my heart will stay Wanting to pull you close to me But knowing I cant, why must this be Caged, reaching out for you So close and wondering if you feel this too Illusions of love between you and I knowing I have to hide this, tears fill my eyes Yet in the reserve of our alone You hold me dear and no one is to know Infatuation in every stroke and every kiss In my dreams I fantasize of this This love feels too perfect to waste So far away yet close enough to taste Longing to be with you all the time Hungry for your heart to be one with mine Take this hand and escort me to your ocean Kiss me and fill me with your fragrant potion Make me winded, make we weak That one that takes all of life to seek Could I have finally found love Were you sent by a spirit abo

R.i.p.
Ok folks, haven’t blogged in a while, but had to write some thoughts down tonight as I sip on a nice cold Bush Light (a redneck has to watch his figure) and eat some Mike-sells tater chips. So about a week ago I lost a very dear friend of mine whom I’ve known for almost three years now. This was a great companion, always was there to lend that helping hand when I needed it, and will be deeply missed. R.I.P. ole Beer Fridge, Damn sure gonna miss ya buddy! Always had a nice cold beer in the garage waiting for me, didn’t matter what the circumstances. Mowing grass, killing weeds, working on a car, didn’t matter, you were always there with a nice cold Bush Light, when ever I was feeling dry. I worked on my honey's car tonight, out in my garage, I could almost here you running calling “gotta nice cold beer for ya Jeff” but no, you died about a week ago now, with nothing but a large puddle on the garage floor as you took your last breath and defrosted yourself for the last time. Take

Save Apache Leap Area Info
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Duane Deemer "Cowboy" Date: Jul 23, 2007 8:47 PM ----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: Night Sky WatcherDate: 23 Jul 2007, 12:37 PM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: SAVE THE SACRED SITESDate: Jul 23, 2007 2:32 AM----------------- Bulletin Message -----------------From: inyan hoksilaDate: Jul 23, 2007 3:28 AMThanks!!! dreamerWoZ (Nituhkuyin Mahikan Mist..iguso) Indigenous FlygirlFrom our brothers and sisters at the International Indian Treaty CouncilFriends, Please take a moment to review and sign the online petition to protect the Apache Leap sacred site from desecration by copper mining. The goal is 20,000 signatures and when I signed it, I was number 1518. There is a ways to go but it is not impossible. You can make a difference.Alyssa____________________________________Dear Friends,Please help on this one.... I need 20,000 signatures in 30 days to kill a bill in US Congress

Something
"the day you'll remember is the day you'll lose me" joshua leech 2006 i personally think its a powerful qoute for those who can see the true meening of it thats awesome for those of you who cant but want to sorry cant help i came up with this qoute in a time of depression when i felt an inpending breakup coming and in the end for some reason i was right about the end result and how she would feel. just thought id share a qout i came up with and helped me maybe it can help someone in a similar situation

Spatchcocked Chicken With Walnut-dill Pesto
Spatchcocked Chicken with Walnut-Dill Pesto A spatchcocked bird is one that's split to become open and flat, making it a perfect candidate for grilling. Every serious BBQ fan has to try this technique -- but the marinade here is just as good when used with cut-up chicken pieces on the bone. Credit: How to Grill by Steven Raichlen Servings: 8 Ingredients: * 2 chickens (3 1/2 to 4 pounds each) For the pesto * 1 bunch fresh dill, washed, stemmed and chopped (save a few dill sprigs for garnish) * 1 bunch fresh basil, washed, stemmed and chopped * 5 cloves garlic, chopped * 1/2 cup walnut pieces * 1/4 cup freshly grated Romano cheese * 2 strips lemon zest (1/2 by 2 inches) * 1 cup extra-virgin olive oil * 1/4 cup lemon juice * 1 teaspoon coarse salt, or more to taste * 1 teaspoon black pepper, or more to taste * Lemon wedges, for serving Special equipment * Poultry shears Directions: Remov

Why Is The American Government Releasing Guantanamo Prisoners?
Calling him a “senior Taliban commander,” The New York Times reported on Wednesday that Abdullah Mehsud blew himself up at his hide-out in the town of Zhob in southwestern Baluchistan Province in Pakistan, rather than surrender to government forces. But what was he doing commanding Taliban troops in the first place?Mehsud had been captured by American forces in northern Afghanistan in December 2001 and sent to the Guantanamo Detention Center. The reason he was able to resume his duties as a Taliban commander is because we released him from Guantanamo in March 2004. The Times reported that “upon his return to the region, he took up arms again and soon became the Taliban commander of South Waziristan, a tribal area near the border with Afghanistan.” Mehsud is suspected of being the mastermind behind the kidnapping of two Chinese engineers in 2004, one of whom was killed. So the question, not asked by The Times, of course, is why on earth did we free Mehsud in the first place, pe

Need Everyone Now!!!!!
LADY DI IS SMOKIN!!!!! Come help her out in this contest she is in for a Happy hour. If everyone on my list could please please please come and leave 25 comments or more that would help make sure she says on TOP. The comp came in last night and pulled up over 5000 comments, so they are on our butt now. Thank you all so much for anyone who comes and helps out. Bites and Licks, Dark Enigma.

Adult Fairy Tales
CINDERELLA wants to go to the ball, but her wicked stepmother won't let her. As Cinderella sits crying in the garden, her fairy godmother appears, and promised to provide Cinderella with everything she needs to go to the ball, but only on two conditions. "First, you must wear a diaphragm." Cinderella agrees. "What's the second condition?" "You must be home by 2:00 a.m. Any later, and your diaphragm will turn into a pumpkin." Cinderella agrees to be home by 2:00 am. The appointed hour comes and goes, and Cinderella doesn't show up. Finally, at 5:00 a.m. Cinderella shows up, looking love struck and very satisfied. "Where have you been?" demands the Fairy Godmother. "Your diaphragm was supposed to turn into a pumpkin three hours ago!!!" "I met a prince, Fairy Godmother. He took care of everything." The Fairy Godmother stated, "I know of no prince with that kind of power! Tell me his name!" Cinderella replied, I can't remember, exactly, Peter, Peter, the something eater." ______

Love And "i Love You"
I'ts strange and a bit odd how ppl love and want to be loved. i guess if you really knew me you would understand. "I love you" is a powerful statement, and although i love so many ppl, i cant say that they really truely love me in return. Now they say they do for one reason or another, weather it be by their true friendship to me or to gain something through selfish reasons. All in all i believe ppl should be rather careful when using the phrase "I Love You." I've learned so many things by flinging that phrase around, i've learned that some ppl in my life honestly mean what they say, weather on the internet or not. But there are ppl in my life, past and present who have said " I Love You" and never understood the depts of the phrase. To me..the phrase is deep, to say it means i feel it in my soul. to love, is to give my heart, my passion and my life to another. To love with your heart is one thing, but to have someone touch your soul is truely different. Love comes at you sometimes out

Our State Of Mind
WHERE IS THE STATE OF MIND ANYMORE POPULATION OVERLOAD TECHNOLOGY OVERLOAD POLUTION OVERLOAD EXTSTICTION OVERLOAD ONE DAY THIS PLANET WILL BE SO OVERLY OVER WHELMED ITS GOIN TO DROP FROM ORBIT AND FALL INTO A DEEP HOLE WHERE IT WILL LEAD NO ONE KNOWS BUT MAYBE THEN WILL HAVE PULLED OUR HEADS OUT WHO KNOWS JUST A THOUGHT ABOUT LIFE.

Too Realize.......
To realize The value of a sister/brother Ask someone Who doesn't have one. To realize The value of ten years: Ask a newly Divorced couple. To realize The value of four years: Ask a graduate. To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam. To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a stillborn. To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby. To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane. To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident. Time waits for no one. Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special. To realize the value of a friend or family member: LOSE ONE. Treasure everyone in your life, ever

Hey To All My Friends...i Need Your Help I Am In A Contest...
i am in a contest for the best cleavage...iand i really like to win ..this is my first contest so plz bomb away plzzz..just click this and u will go to the place to rate and comment bomb....ty and i see yalll there,,, thanks..huggzz stacie..hawt hell child COME AND HELP ME OUT....I NEED ALL THE COMMENTS I CAN GET..MAKE MY FIRST CONTEST GREAT..TY HUGGZZ

Create A Masterpiece With Me. . .
Create a Masterpiece with Me. . . Let me be the canvas Upon which you paint my desire With each stroke of your brush You skillfully fan the flames of lust's fire With each little variance In subtle color and hue You bring my body alive As I eagerly succumb to you . . . Let me be the parchment

We Have A Lounge!!!!!!!!!!!
Pete created a lounge for us yesterday, Laurie did up an awesome picture and I helped make it 'pretty' LOL Come check it out!!!!!!! All are welcome to come and check it out!!! Spread the word! LOL L.U.V. Lounge

Mumms
MuMMs are not: Bulletins Stash Photo Galleries etc. They are a place for users to post a simple question asking for advice. from Scrapper http://www.fubar.com/blog/57/391964 read this before contact Scrapper Thanks

Lookin For A New Friends An Networkin A D.j. 4 Hire........ Add Me To Your Friend List..please !!!!!!!!
LOOKIN FOR A NEW FRIENDS AN NETWORKIN A D.J. 4 HIRE........ add me to your friend list..please !!!!!!!! http://www.myspace.com/blkjunglevine IM THE NEWEST MEMEBER OF GHOSTTOWN STREET RIDERZ ..... OIN MY NEWEST GROUP BROTHER & SISTER HOOD OF BIKE RIDER an i have four groups ..u would like .. read on ma.. COOL MySpace Comments Graphics MySpace Comments Graphics WELL I WORK 4 DISH NETWORK IM A SERVICE TECH. I GOTO SCHOOL AT NITE TO BECOME A MASTER ELECTRICIAN..THAT THOUGHT THE WEEK ,BUT I PARTY ON THE WEEKAND .. MY HOMEBOY IS A D.J. AT A CLUB.. SO I BE GOING TO HIS CLUB 2 HYPE PEPS UP ... hello , networkin in b-more read this !!!!!!!!!! A D.J 4 hire.. what up peps i glad u show me some love hope you hit me back with some love on my other pages myspace and blackplanet ... i hope u hit me with a friend req....holla at your boy , ... tell your friends 2 add to my group of myspace most beautyful peps...and new group i just starte

Episode 76: Another Protester Arrest
From what I saw in the video, the claims of him "aggressively" selling his buttons and "getting in people's faces" were all bogus. He clearly conversed only with those who engaged him in conversation and the only ones "aggressively" doing anything was Louise Hamilton. Check out the video first and the article next and ask yourself if this man really posed a danger in the least to society? The most aggressive sales pitch the man had was to the small crowd gathering around him. He asked them all to check out the rest of the Market for themselves and give the others some business. Still, we're asked to endure hundreds of thousands of pop-up ads on the internet and have our computers clog up with adware and we're made to believe that what sales pitches you heard on the video were aggressive...hmmmmmmmm...riiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiight. The actual charges in this case were trespassing because he'd been asked not to return to past markets. Since the market is public and open to such, McConnell

Good Ol' Fashion Pimp Out :d
Go show her some love. Fan her (she's hot), Rate her and Add her! Rate her pics and stash while you are there also. Here's her Profile Link.... ♥Shell♥ -promoter/greeter- for .·´¯`·.·•xXx•Ê®ØTÌÇÄ•xXx•·.·´¯`·. (fsfm)@ fubar

Sick And Tired!
I am sick and tired of trying to be a good friend and for the most part going unnoticed Sick of wanting to just crawl under the covers and never get out of bed Sick of working 60-70 hrs a week and STILL living paycheck to paycheck! Sick of never going anywhere because my clothes don't fit and I don't want anyone to see me like this Sick of being a size 16 and my ex husband's new size 0 wife(yes i said zero!) turning up her nose at me at work every damn day Sick of feeling like I have to beg for sex because although I know he loves me, my boyfriend isn't physically attracted to me anymore Sick of sleeping only 3 hrs at a time because i cant breathe tired of looking like this This was with $100 hair and makeup job too!SO pitiful! when i used to look like this I dont mean for this to sound like a big pity party(well maybe just a little) but i wanted to explain why I have been moody lately and not so talkative.Ill probably lose a lot of fans and/or friends over this a

Me! (sorry Didn't Proof Read This Thought)
Me! On the street where he sleeps with no arms by his side Where he digs through your trash and in daylight he hides He lost his poor parents when he was a young man No family to help so he holds out his hand He'd work for a dollar and do whatever you want you walk right beside him and put up a front He dropped out of school the pain was to much and dreams of his mother her smell and her touch When he got older he tried to clean up his act But it was to late no look where he's at He sleeps on your porch to get out of the snow Then hides in the woods so no one will no You just laugh and you call him a bum just think how he got there and where he came from They all have a story some not so right but think to yourself did i do that one night He could be a vet. who lost wife and kids and that was because something she did He could be an Angel sent down to see how would you treat him if tommarro he's ME JW

Double Standards...
I was in the mumms earlier..and a mumm was posted.. what the whole point was I cant remember but I do remember that it was written by a bigger woman (no disrespect intended). Now because this woman was big, a comment was made to her about "doing a sit up or two" to help her attract the right kind of man. Now.. I am a big woman.. always have been. I am not ashamed of myself.. and those that know me will understand where I am coming from. Just because a woman is big, does NOT give a man the right to hit her.. assume she is desperate.. or assume that she has low self esteem.. shit happens people.. sometimes we ALL attract the wrong type of people.. Now the comment was explained to me that it "is a proven fact doing sit ups helps you feel better about yourself"... so if this is the case.. someone PLEASE explain to me why no one ever tells a thin woman who attracts assholes to "do a sit up or two"... why is it assumed that only big women attract the assholes.. or somehow deser

Music Promoters Needed, Earn High Commissions
Get Paid to promote my music as well as others and promote the company and you also get paid. Its as simple as postinig banners that we supply for you and sending bulletins easy as that. Its free to sign up and we give you your own online store to sell music in less then 10 minutes your up and running and can be making money. For more info or to get started go to www.musichustle.com click join now and sign up for the FREE promoter plan there is no credit card or paypal info to enter its FREE After you sign up get back to me I am not only here to help you sign up but to help you and your business grow I am here every step of the way to help you build and be successful. Click on the Banner & atleast check it out:

Patriotism
Patriotism what does it mean? Is patriotism to support war? To support higher taxes? or is to support budget cuts? Cuts for medicaid and schools? Do we have to be patrotic? Why must me support selfish, rich men? and support leaders that lead us to death? The rich get richer and the poor get poorer Where in the constitution does it allow that? When did the president get so much power? Our lives are in his hands We can lose everything in an instant But we still support these men While we struggle to eat and survive Our leaders stuff their faces FREEDOM!!What freedom? freedom to starve freedom to be hurt freedom to be denied because of no insurence freedom to be taken from your family freedom to be killed freedom to talk when you don't say to much freedom to supprt moneyt hungry pigs freedom to die wait! thats not a freedom I will be a patriot and you can have everything i have I will s

Lmao Ummm.. New Spin On Ur Zodiac
Hornyscopes!! AQUARIUS Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship, it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on.They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs.Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MALE IN BED He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control hims

Family Recruiters
We meed two family members who love the family, love to bomb, and want to be recruiters....let me know if you might be interested. How I recruit is posting special bulletins often,posted blogs occasionally...but I also have a shout box message I spend alot of time shouting to random people and freinds(write it in a word document and keep it minimized so it is available all the time...)...It's not that hard. It is just a job to make sure people understand what a bomber family is and does before they request to join...that they know they cannot join just to get help in a contest they are already in...etc...Message myself or Rachel if you might be interested. :P

Call Me!!! [3rd Revision]
Originally Posted Feb 20, 2006 I don't mean to leave you unnerved But I'll have you know, my affection is well deserved I'm aware I can't utter a phrase nor word That you aren't aware of or haven't already heard yet I'm still hoping you'll return my call rather than leaving me hanging and allowing things between us to stall please call me I don't just want, [ you to know], I NEED YOU to know how I feel the emotion, the sensuality, & wanting we share, which looking into your eyes will reveal, I'm missing Everything about you Your essence your touch And your sensual appeal please Call me I'm reaching out to you on our future's behalf Call me when you can It's you know who, your other half The only one who desires / DESERVES to be yours For as long i can, it is my wish to partake in all that is you including completing your life's plan, my heart is yours without second thought because you right all the harshness this life has wrought I long to ensnare you via sen

Afghanastan I E D
I don't post blogs or stashes often but this i need my friends to know...My unit has not lost a man in combat since 1968 in Vietnam... That was 39 years of safe returns home. On Sunday morning August 12 2007, Sgt C. Kitawsky was in a convoy and was hit by a roadside bomb. Sgt Kitawski was killed instantly and the Two others in the vehicle were wounded seriously. I will be one of the 6 Poll bearers at his resting place and I am DEEPLY honored, not only for that but to have known him and served with him. I ask my friends to pray for his family and ask God to look after them all. Remember this, if you know someone in the military and it matters not what branch, tell them how you feel about themand how much you appriciate them, because when they get there you may never have a chance to speak with them again... Cold hard fact, it is real folks and all the troops from all countries involved in this are keeping us all safe everyday and they are there to ensure that it never comes on our so

Kingdom Of Wolves Spy Is Found
You have been Found Guilty by By myself Lord Wolf of Treason you are to Strip off your Colors Kingdom of Wolves.For being a Spy of my Fubar Wifes Staulker you will be Posted in Stash for this act of Dishonor.You have been her Friend since Lost Cherry Days.How you could choose such a Vile Hatefull Puke of a man.Over such a Great Awesome Individual is beyond me.Your Pathetic .All Kingdom of Wolves are to Remove her from Fan's,Friends,Family List. She is the one who has been Leaking Info to the Staulker of my Fubar Wife. ~~PASSION EYES~~Kingdom of wolves~~Leaving ~~Fubar ~~Hugs@ fubar

Tears A Hole
sliding along the skin, tearing it open, playing that symphony of pain, feelings rushing away, washed away in the pain, the edge slowly cutting deeper, exposing more, allowing more to be washed away, can the pain be taken, can it be made real, the pain tears, the hole widens, let the pain flow away, one day it may be washed away in the blood.

Poem (about Angels And God!
ANGEL OF GOD, GUARDIAN DEAR, TO WHOM HIS LOVE, COMMENTS ON ME HERE, I HOPE EVERY DAY, HE'LL BE BY MY SIDE, TO LIGHT AND TO GUIDE, AND TO RULE AND GUARD, I HOPE SOMEDAY TO SHOW HIM, HOW GREAT LIFE CAN BE, WHEN U WALK WITH HIM,AND LOVE HIM AND ALL OTHERS UNCONDITIONALLY!!!!!! WRITING BY:TERESA(MYSTERY ANGEL! LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST BECAUSE I KNOW FIRST HAND IT IS NOT ALWAYS AS LONG as u hope!!! ~with lots of love~ thanks for taking out the time to read and please comment!!

Job
Well this is my first ever blog entry. This is my last week in my current job. I finish on Friday and am off to the competitors. My boss took it extremely well. He demanded my car off me - which he can't do until my last day. He's given my company phone to my successor - whom he appointed 4 weeks before I actually resigned. I'm not bitter - I know whats in store for him.

American Idol.
Since I know people really don't read my blogs, I know I can rant about stupid shit and know one will know or care. People vote on people who can sing or can't sing like it's really meaningful. They say that the winner of that show is our american idol. Really? Ok. I don't sing or rap. I go to work every day. I've never been a drug dealer. I was married before I had kids. I have never been to prison. I don't pretend to be a gangster. I take care of my kids. I vote. It doesn't matter. If I sung like Clay Aiken I could be cool. More people care about bad singing than our Pres. Single parents who manage to take care of their kids are Idols. Fake ass rappers who claim the were big time drug dealers aren't. If your so damn good at it go back to it. We have become lax in our hopes for better. We are now just happy to get cable and internet service so we can get music and porn. Don't worry be happy should be our motto. There are know more Malcoms,Kings, and Kennedys. Just W. Life sucks and th

Spanish Lesson
A Spanish teacher was explaining to her class that in Spanish, unlike English, nouns are designated as either masculine or feminine. "House'', for instance, is feminine: ''la casa''. ''Pencil'', however, is masculine: "el lapiz''. A student asked, ''What gender is 'computer'?'' Instead of giving the answer, the teacher split the class into two groups, male and female, and asked them to decide for themselves whether “computer” should be a masculine or a feminine noun. Each group was asked to give four reasons for its recommendation. The men's group decided that “computer” should definitely be of the feminine gender (“la computadora”) because: 1. No one but their creator understands their internal logic; 2. The native language they use to communicate with other computers is incomprehensible to everyone else; 3. Even the smallest mistakes are stored in long term memory for possible later retrieval; and 4. As soon as you make a commitment to one, you find yourself spending

The Fubar Gods
the fubar gods couldnt tell thier arms from thier asses without a map and a tour guide i swear...they change one thing and fuck up everything else...heres a hint..figure out all the bugs BEFORE you make the changes dumb asses! you wonder why people bitch and moan? its cuz you decide to get a wild hair up your ass and change something and in the process fuck up the rest of the damned site!! could you atleast least send out a site wide warning and let us know you asre ganna fuck with shit? of course not..thats the easy solution..you would rather just up and change shit, acting with a total lack of common sense..and then wonder why people bitch...get a fucking clue!! people spend money on this site...for VIP's, blasts, happy hours...atleast give us the heads up when you are ganna make changes...how hard is that?

Un-believable!! Racism Is Out Of Control!!!
Here's the sorry P.O.S. this is about Tree Climber Where's My Banana?@ fubar The Living Ghost ~ I Love My Race & My Women ~ Your Ignorance Is The Real Racism@ fubar I posted a bulletin on this guy yesterday... as you can see from the screen shots, it's only getting worse... up to you, but I would suggest you block him. (repost of original by '© ¥ §~ °°J¦¦Täñä~®©~¥ ß' on '2007-08-21 12:54:04') (repost of original by '~ Unique Dream ™ ~' on '2007-08-21 13:35:13')

Wot Sex Sign Are You?
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Redneck Cowboy
Redneck Cowboy A Redneck cowboy rides into a town on a hot blistering day riding his horse with his dog following. He ties his horse and dog under the shade of a tree. The Redneck cowboy goes into the bar for a cold beer. About 20 minutes later a policeman comes in and asks who owns the dog tied under the tree. The Redneck cowboy tells him that it’s his. The policeman says; “your dog is in heat”. The redneck cowboy answers; “no way the dogs in heat; he’s cool, cause he’s tied under the shade of the tree”. The policeman says; “no, you don’t understand, your dog needs to be bred”. The redneck cowboy shakes his head and says; “no way the dog needs bread, he’s not hungry, I gave him beek jerky this morning”. The policeman finally gets mad and says; “look, your dog wants to have sex”. The redneck cowboy looks at him and says; “go ahead, I always wanted a police-dog”

In My Dreams...
I had a pretty crazy dream last night about a old school middle school dance. In it, some chicks were screamin they want to suck my dick and all kinds of crazy shit. So my question. when you remember, what do you usually dream about? Realest

W-i-c-c-a
sung to the tune of Y-M-C-A Young witch, there's no need to feel sad. I say young witch, 'cause the preacher's your dad. I say young witch, there's good times to be had. You can choose your own religion Young witch, do you hear what I say. I said young witch. there's a new way to pray. I say young witch, you can mould your own clay. You can be who you want to be. Chorus It's fun to pray when you're W-I-C-C-A! It's fun to pray when you're W-I-C-C-A! You can revel all night, and then sleep until noon. You can stay up and howl at the moon. It's fun to pray when you're W-I-C-C-A! It's fun to pray when you're W-I-C-C-A! You can invoke air, fire, water and stone, Be the maiden, the mother, the crone. Young witch, there's a place you can go. I say young witch, where you can read the Tarot. I say young witch, and there's no hell below. You can be a Wiccan priestess. Young witch, if you're harming no one, I say young witch, th

My R1
So I bought a 2007 Yamaha R1 back on the 13th of April. I had it for 4 1/2 months already. I had plans to put an alarm on it this friday. I'm getting ready to take off to a party just to have my roommate tell me that it was gone. Now some unlucky, lucky asshole stole 16,000 from me. And to think, I lived in a nice neighborhood!

Nsfw.....wtf
what the hell....so i uploaded a pic of me in my boxers and some f^cker marked it as NSFW. but a chic can wear her bikini and that doesnt get hit. whats with that. im not showing cleavage or anything and some bored F^ck has to mark it...

Need Everyones Support
Please join us in this FLY THE FLAG campaign and PLEASE forward this email to folks in your address book asking them to also forward it. We have a little less than one week and counting to get the word out all across this great land and into every community in the United States of America. On Tuesday, September 11th, 2007, an American flag should be displayed outside every home, apartment, office, and store in the United States . Every individual should make it their duty to display an American flag on this anniversary of our country's worst tragedy. We do this in honor of those who lost their lives on 9/11, their families, friends and loved ones who continue to endure the pain, and those who today are fighting at home and abroad to preserve our cherished freedoms. In the days, weeks and months following 9/11, our country was bathed in American flags as citizens mourned the incredible losses and stood shoulder-to-shoulder against terrorism. Sadly, those flags have all but

Is He For Real????????
RENO, Nev., Aug. 28 — President Bush told a receptive audience of veterans on Tuesday that an American withdrawal from Iraq would unsettle the entire Middle East, create a haven for Al Qaeda and embolden a belligerent Iran. He said Tehran’s nuclear programs threatened to put “a region already known for instability and violence under the shadow of a nuclear holocaust.” Skip to next paragraph The Reach of War Go to Complete Coverage » Speaking here before the American Legion’s annual convention, Mr. Bush said competing brands of Islamic extremism — the Sunni model exemplified by Al Qaeda and a Shiite version that he said was abetted by Iran — were vying for dominance in Iraq. That, he said, made it imperative for the United States not to fail in establishing a pro-American government there. “I want our citizens to consider what would happen if these forces of radicalism are allowed to drive us out of the Middle East,” he said in a speech interrupted several times by applause

Hh Contest Almost Over...
It is obvious that with the help I am getting from my new found family and my TrueFriends, that I cannot get 30,000+ comments in less than 24 hours. I have decided that if anyone wants to stop bombing my pic, they can. We gave this contest our best effort and, well, second place is a hell of a lot better than nothing. Thank you everyone who participated in the bombing of my pic, I will be sending gifts out to everyone. I am not... (I repeat) I AM NOT giving up!!! I am just letting everyone know that they can take a break if they want to. I, personally, won't be in much to bomb because, like I stated above, there's no way in heck we can get 30,000+ comments in less than 24 hours. Again, thank you all for your hard work and dedication, you don't know how much this means to me. And if anyone ever needs any kind of help bombing, leveling up, or whatever else... let me know, you had my back... so I'll return the favor.

License
TO ALL MEMBERS, PLZ GO TO BRIGITTES PHOTO ALBUM TO PICK UP YOUR LICENSE, SHE WILL LEAVE IT OPEN FOR A LIMITED TIME SOOOOOOOO PLZ PICK UP ASAP!!!! TYVM HERE IS HER LINK }:{MisssButterfly}:{~~Honored Fubar Wife of Canable01~~@ fubar

For The Boys
I love cock, big ones, small ones, hard ones, soft ones and in between. Each one is a challenge I guess you could say that my hobby is giving head. I'm 20 years old and I've tasted the seed of at least 30 men and I've never had one who didn't leave satisfies. My big secret is technique. I use my mouth, not my hands to bring a guy off. It's harder that way, but the appreciative grunts when a big, hard prick begins to twitch in my mouth and spit hot seed against the back of my throat is worth the extra effort. I like to start while the cock is still soft. I will lay it in the palm of my hand and stroke it gently as though it is a small animal. As the guy's cock swells in my hand, my pussy begins to quiver and the crotch of my panties dampens. When he is good and stiff, I lean down and flick my tongue against the sensitive area just below the tip. More than once, I’ve had guys shoot off all over my face at that point. I don't complain, but instead, I grab the shaft and try

Evacuation
Well of all the time in the world to have to evacuate a school....Not funny...My kids started going to a new school this year and they just started on Tuesday... I went to run to the school to pick them up after school today and there was a police standing right outside the school near the office way and he did not mention to me about an evacuation....I was so worried when I first went down there and saw environmental services trucks there in the parking lot. There was an ambulance there and someone from a fire dept. I walked to the entrance where I normally wait for the girls when someone told me that they were all up at the highschool...I was not happy having to run up the hill and thought about the girls being scared. Not to mention that the poor kids had to walk to the highschool when they were all evacuated... I don't have a clue as to why but I sure hope it was not a friggin bomb scare...How the fuck can people be that fucking retarded as to threaten a school full of innoc

Useless All Of Yah But 2 Are Useless
You want to say I was crying like you did when you whind and hid under a new name nope I dont do that I have brains if I aint gonna finish this I wont start a new account like you had to do because everyone on here hated a lying back stabbing bastard liek you and would never level your lame ass. You whine and cry you gonna leave yet you never did you whined they were mean cause yah downrate downraters then say yah gonna be a bad ass on here yet yah never were not even close.. You hit and run you go comment badly and downrate and block yet cry I just blocked another useless person on this program oh well get over it I woulda if there was something to get over but sorry ALEX yah aint even shit on my shoes as far as I'm concerned. You admit you are useless you admit that nobody likes you and you know you live a small sad life and will eventually die alone because like you even said your wife dont like you. Cant say I blame her there but if she willing to deal with it so be it. Like I

George W Bush Visits Sydney Australia
This Week cooming up Sydney Australia plays host to the APEC summit Meeting and it's going to have 21 leaders from different countries including John Howard the Australian Prime Minister and the President of USA George W Bush for a week and security is tight and a restricted zone is place around certain parts of the Sydney City and anyone who breaks the law during the apec meeting will be put in a mobile bus jail and it's only a week long thing so security is so damn tight around Sydney at the moment from Bruce

Friends????
To the so called friend that is marking my pics nsfw...please take your unworthy ass off my friends list. That's right, delete yourself and while you are at it block me also, you game playing jerk!! Yes, I accidently uploaded a nsfw pic to the wrong album. However a real friend would have sent me a shout or even a private message. A decent person would not backstab a friend in the back and mark several pics nsfw without some kind of communication to me! So take your cowardly hateful self the hell of my page! AND, i have a pic up just for you... you can kiss by little ass!! To all my real and honest friends... I love you all bunches!! MUAH, Trish

Best Break Up Letter~~!
Cool Break-up letter. & nice moral !!! JJJJ A soldier stationed in Afghanistan recently received a letter from his girl friend back home. It read as follows: Dear Ricky, I can no longer continue our relationship. The distance between us is just too great. I'm sorry. Please return the picture of me that I sent to you. Love, Becky The soldier, with hurt feelings, asked his fellow soldiers for any snapshots they could spare of their girlfriends, sisters or ex-girlfriends. In addition to the picture of Becky, Ricky included all the other pictures of the pretty gals he had collected from his buddies. There were 57 photos in that envelope along with this note: Dear Becky, I'm so sorry, but I can't quite remember who the hell you are. Please take your picture from the pile, and send the rest back to me. Take Care, Ricky Moral of the story: If you can't change your fate, change your attitude.

Rain
Ahhhh... the rain is falling here and it is so nice to see. After having temperatures in the high 90s here for weeks it is such a relief to receive the freshness of the wet stuff arriving to end the summer and bring an early onset to Fall. Fall is my favorite time of the year here. Now that the hectic times of summer are over and my son will be going back to school I hope to be able to sit down in front of this computer and write more erotic stories. It has been far too long since I story has poured out of my fingertips. Hmmmmm... perhaps this rain will set me in the mood to write more. How about a story about a rainy day and being ravaged by several men ???

Bumblefuck.
I'm still trying to get the hang of this website, so bear with me as I thrash around like a fish out of water. Seriously, though. Yikes. If this keeps up my head may actually explode from all the compliments. I'm an outgoing person but I can also be fairly shy so this is a total mindfuck. I'll take naked pictures in return, though. Put 'em on the table, ladies and gentlemen.

Lessons You Probably Won't Find In Books
Lessons you Probably Won't Find in Books 1) Within a circle trust is an absolute necessity. If you attend a ritual be SURE you trust those involved. Many feel this, in today's society, to be archaic. It has always proved out when I have tried to work with unknown people, those I was unsure of or who were in some way unsure of me, failure, disaster or heated debate resulting in dissent has always been the end point Know a person before you are willing to enter sacred space with them. 2) Never spellcast too soon. Magic should not be a first resort. The use of non-magical means should be applied when possible and convenient. Overuse of magic, like anything else, becomes a crutch that can unbalance your life. 3) Prophecy is a two-edged sword. Remember this, whether you read Tarot, Runes or whatever other means of divination or personal analysis. Be prepared to have the reading to go in directions you do not expect and be prepared for them NOT to be in a way you will lik

Luciano Pavarotti -- Ode To His Great Tenor Voice!
What a great man that leaves us tonight.... Couldn't possibly find all his songs he sang, with all the people he sang with... but he will surely will be missed, but the sounds of his great tenor voice will never be forgotten!!!

As The Beauty Of The Rose
As The Beauty of the Rose By: CHARLIE For: PRINCESS HEATHER When wrapped in the light of the golden sun. The rose opens its petals with love. To drink in the warmth and care that God has given. Starting as a young bud it grows into the beauty of the rose Rejoicing in the life it is living. Love is as the rose It begins as a smile, a look, or a gentle hello. When nourished with the warmth of the heart It grows into the beauty of the rose. Yet as the rose, If your love is not nourished with warmth and care, The petals will fall, the beauty will fade Your love will no longer be there. Thus, take your love and embrace it with your heart. Giving as only you can It will renew in its beauty as when love first began. Growing in the warmth of your heart as graciously as God has chose. Showing its tenderness to the world, as does the beauty of the rose.

Confused You Will Be!!!
Two men, one American and a Bangladeshi, were sitting in a bar drinking shot after shot.The Indian man said to the American: "You know my parents are forcing me to get married to this so called homely girl from a village whom I haven't even met once. We call this arranged marriage. I don't want to marry a woman whom I don't love... I told them that openly and now have a hell lot of family problems." The American said, talking about love marriages... I'll tell you my story: I married a widow whom I deeply loved and dated for 3 years. "After a couple of years, my father fell in love with my step-daughter and so my father became my son-in-law and I became my father's father-in-law.Legally now my daughter is my mother and my wife my grandmother.More problems occurred when I had a son. My son is my father's brother and so he is my uncle. Situations turned worse when my father had a son.Now my father's son i.e. my brother is my grandson.Ultimately, I have become my own grand father a

Poetry
You and I, your body in mine We created a soul, beatiful and divine Our hearts in twine, destiny did bind Together in spirit, body and mind Do words weigh upon you, like sand bags on the soul? Regrets, feelings unsaid, flit through my mind.

Its A Bust!!!!!!
My best friend WANTS breast enchancements like yesterday!!! Like this morning, I saw her, in the front of the mirror, staring at her figure! She was sighing at the fact that ALL the women in her family are NATURAL DD or larger!!! Now I try to reaasure her with positive reinforecement that she doesnt need this procedure by saying that she's looks absolutely gorgeous at all hours of the day and night AND that she should consider BOTH the pros and cons of a decision like this! But I dont think I'm getting through to her!! Either way I'll support her in this decision like I always do but I dont think that she needs this!!!! My question is...if your friend (male or female) thought that they needed a surgical procedure to make themselves feel more confident and reassured about their appearance could you support their decision despite the fact that you feel otherwise?????

Motorcycle
SO I FINALLY GOT THE NEW FRAME IN FOR MY BIKE AFTER 2 MONTHS AND IM TOTALLY STOKED ABOUT IT. ALMOST AS SOON AS IT GOT DELIVERED THE MOTOR AND TRANS WENT INTO IT AND THEN THE FRONT END FOR A QUICK LOOK AT HOW IT IS GOING TO LOOK WHEN ITS COMPLETELY FINISHED. IVE GIVEN MYSELF ABOUT A MONTH OF WEEKENDS TO WORK ON IT BEFORE IT GETS SENT TO MY BUDDY FOR PAINT AND MY POWDERCOATER. ALL I NEED NOW IS SHEETMETAL AND A FEW ODDS AND ENDS. ILL POST A PIC OF THE QUICKIE MOCK UP IN MY PICS. CHECK EM OUT. DAVE

Art Project
Hi, I'm David Flower, a Canadian artist from Edmonton Alberta. I work completely in ball-point pen, a relatively new medium for artwork. I've been doing this kind of art work seriously since 2002. Now I've decided that with Canada's 150th birthday coming up in 2017, I should work on a special project for it. Also I figured that this would give me a unique opportunity to keep a journal of the project from start to finish, while introducing the intricacies of using ball-point pen to the rest of the world. The first thing I had to do was to make sure I was using the best paper for the job. So after searching around I decided to use Windpower smooth Bristol from Strathmore. The next step was to decide the dimensions for my project. Not as easy as it might sound. When I do a picture, I completely cover the area I’m working on, all in ball-point pen. So, the bigger the picture and the greater the detail, will greatly affect the amount of time it’s going to take. For this projec

The Best Sounding Media Player
Its FREE, and Spyware adware free! VLC Media player This is one of the best sounding players i tried. It 2x better than windows media player! they have a version for mac. and these OS * Windows * Mac OS X * BeOS * Debian GNU/Linux * Ubuntu Linux * Mandriva Linux * Fedora Core * Familiar Linux * YOPY/Linupy * Zaurus * SUSE Linux * Red Hat Linux * WinCE / PocketPC * Slackware Linux * ALT Linux Great if you like to listen to shoutcast radio A quick run down how to use it go to settings then prefs. then play lists then sevice discovery. Click on the word sevice discovery not the +. Make sure shout cast is checked off. Under view then play list. Then shoutcast, Double click on it. Double click on genre (70s etc) It shows stations playing but not songs. And as im playing with this for better sound go to Settings then extended GUI enable equalizer. To save equalizer settings go to settings then prefs. audio then filters then check off 10 band equalizer . And darn

Not For Nothing
Her heart still flutters, beating a weak feeling. She puts up the steel walls, guarding it with everything. Finding nothing but hurt, pain at every turn. Love is her life. It's what she craves,desires, needs. Knowing everytime she lets someone in, It breaks more and more, crushed by emotions. Feelings of betrayal, anger and desolation Are now the feelings her loving heart knows best. She still clings to the hope that love will be revived. That her pain, anguish and torments aren't for nothing. One day, love will be hers again. It will. It must. She sits on the edge of a mountain face, looking down. Her feet dangle off, wind threatening to yank them away. Closing her eyes, her hair flows about, stinging her cheeks As the tears are drawn slowly down, driven by the hurts. Drawing a sharp, painful breath, she feels His presence. The One who take her from this feeling of dread and loneliness. He walks up behind her, wrapping her in His arms around her. He lifts her gentl

Ultimate Female Joke!!!
A woman was sitting at a bar enjoying an after work cocktail with her girlfriends when an exceptionally tall, handsome, extremely sexy, middle-aged man entered. He was so striking that the woman could not take her eyes off him. The young-at-heart man noticed her overly attentive stare and walked directly toward her. (As All men will.) Before she could offer her apologies for staring so rudely, he leaned over and whispered to her, "I'll do anything, absolutely anything, that you want me to do, no matter how kinky, for $20.00...... on one condition" Flabbergasted, the woman asked what the condition Was. The man replied, "You have to tell me what you want me to do in just three words." The woman considered his proposition for a moment, And then slowly removed a $20 bill from her purse, Which she pressed into the man's hand along with her address. She looked deeply into his eyes, and slowly And meaningfully said.... "Clean my house." (YOU GO, GIRL!)

Who The Fuck Knows Right Now Lol
ok i came across this mumm about raceism ok. i just wanted to know what do you think it is? im not asking im a mix blood so i cant be that. i hate to tell you this yes you can be. and i dont really care what part of blood you have in you. and i dont think anybody cares either. but anyway what i think it means to me? it means to me you love your own people thats what it means to me.

Rugby World Cup
Tonga hold on with 13 men to beat Samoa Try time: Tonga's Epeli Taione crashes over in his team's victory over Samoa.MONTPELLIER, 16 September – Tonga have held on with 13 men to defeat Samoa 19-15 in a tough match at Stade de la Mosson. Tonga blindside Hale T Pole was red-carded in the 73rd minute for rough play and replacement prop Muliufi Salanoa received a yellow card moments later. Samoa tried in vain to capitalise but poor handling at crucial moments cost them. A converted try to inside centre Epeli Taione in the 59th minute, the only five pointer of the match, proved decisive. Tonga opted to go for the touchline instead of kick the penalty and Taione crashed over following a maul to make it 16-12. The Tonga number 8 Finau Maka then made several storming runs after the restart, with one ending in another penalty. Fly half Pierre Hola slotted the goal, his fourth penalty of the match, to extend his team's lead to 19-12 with 13 minutes of the match remaining.

Whol Ikes New Tags!! :)
I do lots of work in Paint shop pro and Photoshop.... I will put up some smaples of my work in a few... hehhee.... What kid of tags are ya;ll looking for.. sexy.... Gothic....DArk.....Funny.. Cute.... D.O.W..(((Days of week))))... Sports.. etc... Want some tags wiff your names on them certain types... what Genre you would like your names on.. Lemma know... Big Zombie&Vampire smooooches!!!!! lol... KDM is still trying to turn me his way to be a vampire.... LMAO!!! Hell no Imma true Zombie.... lmao... Plus I got bad blood... and bad veins... Hell Im dead.... Imma Zombie... ROFL!!!!! :P:O:P:O:P:O:P:O... Leave me some of your namers ane what you want or wehat not on here okies.. :) Anyone else want some 1 of a kind tags made.. :) hehe.... My background i=on my profile I made .. Thats one of the tags/backgrounds I made.. I make backgrounds for fubar also... So if anyone want me to make them a particular B/g fro their FUBAR profile... just leave me a message on here.... :)

Relationships
Have you ever wondered, why love and relationships are such a headache? Honestly, why can't people just be honest about who they are and what they want. How can someone tell you in one breathe that they love you, and then look you in the eyes and lie to you. Does love really exist?

Forbiddin Fruit
I want what I can't and shouldn't have. My eyes looks ahead in the forbidden light that is you. You, who is the forbidden fruit. It's you who lours me in with your sweet and juicy promises whispering in my ear. My mind says no but my body says yes.It screams yes for that forbidden touch. It screams yes for that forbidden yet familiar kiss. So ripe and lushes that forbidden fruit. I tell myself it is wrong. It's wrong to desire that forbidden fruit. A fruit so great my tongue still can remember the flavor. You capture me in your forbidden eyes,reading me like an open book. I try to resist your power and your everlasting ecstasy, but my weakness for you, you who is the forbidden fruit is too great and I devour you, you who is the forbidden fruit. It tastes like life itself and your juices flow through my veins.

Bitches
Bored to death is the word. Without a job or driving ability (Thanks Cunt) I find myself bored. Not everyone is like my childrens mother's. Lazy bitches that just sit around and do fucking nothing. They will both get theres. First Victim will be My son's mother her abandonment of her son is cause for termination of her parental rights. Second victim will have to wait for there karma to come. She only fucked herself. I had a job with a paycheck then the suspend my D/L how do you get money that way you stupid fucking whore. You will always be the same hateful. You guys better get your shit together cause when I come after you it wont be pretty. Once I get jon setteled you guys are next. Better get your shit together cause it will come. I have no time for usless lazy cunts

Cleverst Email !~
Cleverest Email This has got to be one of the cleverest E-mails I've received in awhile. Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble. (Wait till you see the last one)! DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION: When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES: When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE THE MORSE CODE: When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT SNOOZE ALARMS: When you rearrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S A DECIMAL POINT: When you rearrange the letters: IM A DOT IN PLACE THE EARTHQU

Where Are You??
I sit in front of this screen, Wondering what the hell to write. I have a million things going through my mind all at once. Evaluating my life. Or should I at this point? I'm not really happy right now. I haven't been in a long time. I can't show the world. My tears are forever hidden from view. My heartache isn't shared. There is so much I want from my life. I'm demanding more and more each day of myself. The emptiness I feel is consuming. This screen is not enough. I can feel it fade to black. I'm not asking for a lot. Just to feel arms around me, holding, loving. Stroke my hair and tell me it's okay. I need to know I'm loved. It has been so long. Would I know it again? Will it be recognizable? Will I have the courage to reach out and take it? I don't know. Just know I'm here. Waiting. Hoping.

Downrater Punk
after that he fanned me. someone posted a mumm about downraters look at his answer http://www.fubar.com/mum.php?id=188035 Rob became your fan! Rob re-rated you a '1' from a '10'! · Rob re-rated you a '10' from a '1'! · Rob re-rated you a '1' from a '10'! · Rob re-rated you a '10' from a '1'! · Rob re-rated you a '1' from a '10'! · Rob re-rated you a '10' from a '1'! · Rob rated you a '1'! · Rob just checked you out! Rob@ fubar

Update2
i am only tring to be fair in this contest and as i am the one watching over this please email me and not ask me in the shout box im not paying attion to that but anymore questioning this contest i'll get back to u as i can but if you dont like how im doing this drop out but let me know if u are

R.i.p. Dennis Britton
ok so my father in laws furnal is today. im still having a hard time with it all. the annouced his cause of death yesterday. he slipped in to a diabetic coma while he was sleeping and stopped breathing. time of death was calculated at 4:30A.M. this is gonna be so hard. one of many reason is because my sons father will be there, and i am terrified what is gonna happen. i havent seen this man since my son was 18 months old. myson is now 5. so its gonna be hard. and if you know my sistuation with him, youll understand why i am scared to see him.

Life Is Good If Ya Let It Be
Life is good if ya let it be.Often we cloud the waters by thinking bad thoughts and not looking at the good of life. "as a man thinks in his heart so is he" What your focus??? Think good thoughts! Not bad. Peace and love to all ya'll!

Calm
This is the shining example of a mood swing. Yesterday, I was in a very foul mood, because of events that occurred. Tonight, I seem to be the antithesis of depression. Tonight, I feel as if I can take on the world. Might have something to do with the fact that I just got laid. Sounds insensitive, but carries a lot of logic.

Tasting The Raindrops
Looking in your eyes I feel myself falling in love with you You said I love you And I said it too We went to our very own special spot For no real reason at all We sat and talked and looked at one another And then the rain began to fall We could have left just as quick as we came But no, you wanted to stay in the rain You asked me a question I’ll never forget Have you ever tasted the raindrops? I looked at you funny and you gave me a sigh The cutest look, as I wondered, why? Why, did you ask me to taste the rain? Well, what did have to loose or gain? I watched you with a careful eye And did the same as you You were looking up at the cloudy sky But my eyes were stuck on you like glue I lifted my head to look at the sky And closed my eyes really tight Just as I thought I’d caught a raindrop You suddenly held me tight I opened my eyes with slight alarm As you kissed me soft and sweet I remember that kiss like it was yesterday I still feel those raind

Webcityradio
if you like music and are into the country,rock,classic rock and oldies genras then why not come along and join us http://webcityradio.com the biggest little city on the net. We have djs from all around the world also we are currently looking for new djs so if u think u have what it takes and would like to dj for a real online radio station come to the home page and check us out. Take a look at the dj shedual and if u think you could fill any of the available time slots then be sure to fill out a dj application and the management will get back with you asap hope to see yall there some time :)

Stop The Bullshit Please
Okay I'll say this once and only once....... enough is fucking enough!!!!!! I am sick and tired of the damn bullshit that some people like to start on here by poking their nose's into affair that are not of their concern. If I post something in my blogs that is a passion filled creation from my Heart and Soul, it matters not for whom it is written for. I post my creations from words here for all to see and read and comment on. If you plan of starting shit with your comment then don't fucking post it at all!!!!! If I wanted to share the source of my passionate creations with all I would but I don't. That is for me to know and the person for whom brings forth such works from me. Now I bide you all a good day.

The Ten Commandments
ten commandments 1) Thou shall not sneak out when parents are sleeping. (why wait that long) 2. Thou shall not do drugs. (alcohol lasts longer, not to mention being cheaper.) 3. Thou shall not steal from K-Mart. (Wal-Mart has a bigger selection) 4. Thou shall not be arrested for vandalism. (destruction has a bigger effect, I can tell you all about this) 5. Thou shall not steal from your parents. (everyone knows grandma has more money) 6. Thou shall not get into fights. (Cat fight anyhow...just start them.) 7. Thou shall not skip class. (just take the whole day off) 8. Thou shall not wear revealing clothes in class. (Hooters pays more) 9. Thou shall not think about having crimes (like Nike says, just do it) 10. Thou shall not help old ladies across the street. (just leave "em in the middle)

Rebirthing - Skillet
I lie here paralytic Inside this soul Screaming for you till my throat is numb I wanna break out I need a way out I don't believe that it's gotta be this way The worst is the waiting In this womb I'm suffocating Feel your presence filling up my lungs with oxygen I take you in I've died Rebirthing now I wanna live for love wanna live for you and me Breathe for the first time now I come alive somehow Rebirthing now I Wanna live my life wanna give you everything Breathe for the first time now I come alive somehow I lie here lifeless In this cocoon Shedding my skin cause I'm ready to I wanna break out I found a way out I don't believe that it's gotta be this way The worst is the waiting In this womb I'm suffocating [Bridge:] Tell me when I'm gonna live again Tell me when I'm gonna breathe you in Tell me when I'm gonna feel inside Tell me when I'm gonna feel alive Tell me when I'm gonna live again Tell me when this f

Fake Friends
I have fake friends there's so many The hunger for pain comes full and plenty I cut deep into my own soft skin But only because of my fake friends The lies and rumors are too much to bear The constant sorrow and nobody to care I bleed to death in my soul so dark and hidden To all my fake friends I say good ridden

World Of Pain
Oh what sweet misery Is this World of Pain Why is everyone out to get me Why cant I just simply be me? When will the Pain stop? Why is there so much Heartache Cant I just die and end it all? My Heart is shattered to a Million pieces Why did you have to do this And to me of all people Cant you just accept me For who and what I am And love me even with my flaws No you have to Destroy me See all my flaws and faults See the things you dislike Thus I'm now in this Black World This world of Misery The place known as the World of Pain And all of this is because of you For you couldn't see past my flaws You didn't want to see the real me. wrote on 9/28/07

Love
Love and Live life to its fullest everyday! always smile and find the bright side to all things...there is always light at the end of the tunnel no matter how dark it may seem. May life bring you lots of love and happiness.....

The New Teacher Part 4
"It's a pity I had to cancel our planned meeting earlier, Linda. Had you been trained, you could have assisted me further in the girls punishment or even have dealt with them yourself under my watchful eye." "As you say, Headmistress, a great pity indeed. Though I learned much from watching you." There was a sparkle in her eyes that I'd first noticed when she'd arrived at my office yesterday for her first training session. "Do you think so?" I raised my eyebrows. " In that case, perhaps you'll want to see how it feels to be on the receiving end" "I think that would be most appropriate. How do you propose we begin, bent over the sofa perhaps?" As she positioned herself in the same way that Jemma had just a short while ago I asked "Are you sure about this? You don't have to you know." "Oh quite sure, Headmistress, if for no other reason than I deserve to be punished for my own behaviour. Placing your hand on my wetness as I did." I couldn't believe that hav

Hey Yall!!!!
what's up? not much going on here i dont have the internet at home right now not till this week or this weekend sometime. i cant wait to have the internet back. i miss talkin to all my friends it's been at least 5 months now. well just wanted to say... MISSED YALL!!!!! love always, amanda aka mandy xoxoxoxoxox

Calmness In Our Lives (received Via Email)
(sent by a friend who is such a fan of Dr. Phil -- not!! lol....) I am passing this on to you because it definitely works and we could all use a little more calmness in our lives. By following simple advice heard on the Dr. Phil show, you too can find inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you have started and have never finished." So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, a bottle of Kaluha, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription, the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos and a box of chocolates. You have no idea how freaking good I feel right now. Please pass this on to those whom you think might be in need of inner peace.

Then She Said My Name
Let me tell you 'bout the book That I've been reading It's got all my favorite words Let me tell you 'bout who I saw scheming Ya better know it's not my girl Let me tell ya 'bout what I've been seeing It's the window to the world Let me tell you 'bout the secret I've been keeping Said the oyster to the pearl Are you sorry? No not me And tell me why should I be Cause I've been knocked right off of my feet And no I didn't even miss a beat I never thought a love could be like this Then she said my name Now I'm wrapped around her finger I'll never be the same So let me tell ya 'bout the joke That you've been living Said the clown to the fool Let me tell you 'bout The wheel that keeps on spinning Said the teacher to the school Are you worried? Well could be, cause I'll tell you what I've seen I've weathered storms that would sink most ships Yes I know when to button my lip Offer me a melody Pour a cup of wine Spill your deepest memory And someday

Post Hypnosis Night 1
I think last night was the most awful sleep i've ever had while not being afraid of anything! I'm supposed to be able to fall asleep easier and feel rested when I wake up, that sooooo didn't happen. I went to bed around 1:30 and laid there awake until about 4:30, then of course Bens alarm goes off at 5....and again at 5:30, his belt keeps me awake while he walks around the bedroom looking for clothes, finally I try to go back to sleep and find that our pillows are mis matched making his pile much lower than mine so that when I roll over to hog the entire bed I have to pick one set of pillows or the other because both doesn't work. I guess I'm gonna go ahead and get those new pillows I wanted. I don't totally remember how many times I woke up between 5:30 and 8:30 but it's going on 9:00 now, i'm out of bed, feel like crap and will probably bunk out on the couch for a few hours so that I can at least function. There's no amount of coffee in the world that can get me through this day, jus

Magical Mathematics
THINK OF A NUMBER BETWEEN 3 and 999. Multiply it by 3. Now add 15 to the result. Take away the number you first thought of. Now add 9. Subtract 3. Add back the number you first thought of. Now, close your eyes ... !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Dark , isn't it?

Can I?
can i jus curl up and die the one thing i had to look forward has been torn from my grasp. for those of you that know i was pregnant well life has had the last laugh once again i miscarried this afternoon. guess im not meant to be happy ever

A Good Woman
I have always been told that the eyes are the windows to a persons soul..If this is true tell me how can you look deep into my eyes and walk away from me with a smile on your face?? Know this I am a good woman and I will not let those of you who pretend to love me bring me down! Look closer, Look deeper see who I really am!! I AM A GOOD WOMAN A good woman is proud of herself. She respects herself and others. She is aware of who she is. She neither seeks definition from the person she is with, or does she expect them to read her mind. She is quite capable of Articulating her needs. A good woman is hopeful. She is strong enough to make all her dreams come true. She knows love, therefore she gives love. She recognizes that her love has great value and must be reciprocated. If her love is taken for granted,it soon disappears. A good woman has a dash of inspiration, a dabble of endurance. She knows that she will, at times, have to inspire others to reach the potential God gave them. A good

2 Effective Ways To Bathe A Cat
First Method 1. Thoroughly clean the toilet. 2. Add the required amount of shampoo to the toilet water, and have both lids lifted. 3. Obtain the cat and soothe him while you carry him towards the bathroom. 4. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close both lids (you may need to stand on the lid so that he cannot escape). CAUTION: Do not get any part of your body too close to the edge, as his paws will be reaching out for any purchase they can find. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times. This provides a 'power wash and rinse' which I have found to be quite effective. 6. Have someone open the door to the outside and ensure that there are no people between the toilet and the outside door. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift both lids. 8. The now-clean cat will rocket out of the toilet, and run outside where he will dry himself. ________________________________________________________________________________ Second M

How Good Is This?
A good friend of mine said to me today " you are beautiful outside and in, amazingly beautiful, smart and funny ( and naughty when you need to be ;) )... what else could anyone need to see you as sexy?" It doesn't get much better than this.

Emotional Response
Test your emotional responses I took this quiz- Test your emotional responsesMy Result Was: Your balanced approach in life will win you more friends than enemies. You are an emotionally mature person. Take this quiz- Test your emotional responses More Myspace Quizzes on lots of topics.

Different Then You - The Exies
I used to hate you With no reason why I was so angry So full of pride Lost in opinions and innuendoes Knew everything that you didn't know And i used to think i was sure i was right And that i knew the truth from a lie I was so stupid when i was young I was so stupid to think that i was So different So different than you So different than you are I know it's sad but true So different I'm no different than you Was i just jealous, bitter a And cold The sins i committed The lies that i told Had no respect for you Only myself A memeory i'm not so fond of as well And i can honestly say i was wrong So can you forgive me so i can move on I was so stupid when i was young I was so stupid to think that i was So different So different than you So different than you are I know it's sad but true So different I'm no different than you We are one in the same Only with different names Somethings are not worth changing I learned to love by hating We are

This Is A Friend Of Mine
This is a friend and he is BRAND NEW to fubar.....YAY....we all like new faces!!! Please stop by and rate/fan/add him please. He only has one pic right now but will be putting more up so for now just help him get some friends started!! THANKS ALL.....LUV YA & HAVE AN AWESOME WEEKEND!!! MUAHHSSSSSSSSSSS True Felt Heart@ fubar

A-rod: Who's Your Daddy?
A-ROD: WHO'S YOUR DADDY? Remember Pedro Martinez and the "who's your daddy" comment after the Yankees beat up on him in the play-offs a few years ago? That is exactly what is happening now between Scott Boras and Alex Rodriguez; " Hey, A- Rod, who's your Daddy?" A-Rod is Scott's bitch. Plain and simple. "A" will do what Boras tells him. If Boras tells "A" you are going to L.A., then he'll be "L-A-Rod", if Scott says Boston, he's there. "A'" will not make the call on where he plays next season, Boras will. What "A" seems to be missing is that Boras is the guy who landed him in Texas in 2001, by passing on legitimate deals from the Red Sox and Mets. Boras said Texas and "A" said giddyup! "A" also forgets who bailed him out of that last place Texas lock-up, the Yankees. How about some loyalty to the posse that sprung you, cowboy? After the Yankees playoff loss to Cleveland, "A" claimed that he had not given any thought about his opt-out clause. YES Network announcer David

Loathing
I can no longer stand to breath. I hate the fact that I exist. For a while now, I've laid off blogging and tried to keep a more positive outlook on my future, and the events emcompassed in it. However, it just seems to me, that no matter how much investment I place in myself, no matter how I try to make things better for myself and the ones that I care about that I cannot get from out under lackluster weekend style friends, and associates who would just as soon strip mine me for every valued piece of Phreze they can take, without having to do the laundry that comes with such an undertaking. Fine. Fuck it. The world wins. I refuse to exist here anymore. I refuse to allow myself to continue to think that I am more than I am. I hold my finger up for the world to see, and I am not taking it down for anyone. It is my last great act of defiance. Between friends trying to convince me that they are still friends, other friends who just have nothing to do with me in general, all the friends

Fascists
Sorry fans, friends and family...I finally figured out how to upload a bunch of really beautiful photos to my stash. Unfortunately, did not realize you can't upload NSFW photos to a stash so....had to rip them all down or potentially be deleted completely from Fubar. Ugh. Very frustrating. For the very few of you who were quick enough on the draw and got to see some nekkid naughty bits, well God bless ya' and thanks for playing. When I level up, i'll get some more photo privilieges and gradually add them back. Until then....my sweet and charming disposition, sparkling wit and engaging personality will have to suffice to keep you entertained. :D Thanks to all my babies! Muah!!! SoulKiss (Michelle)

Aint This A Crock Of Shit!
LOL get this shit. Yesterday I was being exceptionally nasty just for the heck of it. I figure if I do it bad enough he'll just tell me leave and then I don't have to take my sweet time cause of the holidays. Well he looks at me says "Do you love me?" I said "NO". He said "look at me, Do you love me", and I said "NO" then he says look me in the eye, do you love me? I told him I SAID NO. Then he starts talkin bout the blazer I bought yesterday Is that fucked up or what? How can he be so frigging stupid....oh and he said "why are you losin weight for, I never see you turn down food now u do. Whats goin on." I'm like uh hey dumbass i need to lose the weight, or did u forget u were calling me lard ass 2 weeks ago? Now I've lost 10 pounds and u r complaining? I can't win for losing. ooh and lets see, I'm a horrible mother because I worked all last night, and I came home to sleep. Yes its my night off tonight, but I still was very tired. I didnt come right in and play with my daughter at 7

Figured I'd Move This Lil Blog Over From My Myspace
Thoughts. Current mood: contemplative Personally I tend to go with the flow of life, observe, stand back, and try to keep smiling though it all. I can be too much of a people pleaser, and I can be selfish. I keep my distance fearing rejection but can form deep relationships that also scare me.

Now Am Sick And Hurt....
now after going to doctor to try to get better i am hurt worse than before, they did exams and put me through a hell of a lot of physical pain to tell me they dont know whats wrong, now i have to go see 2 more different doctors........... Does it ever end??????

Thank You Spirit Bombers And Friends
I WANT TO THANK ALL THE SPIRIT BOMBERS IN YOUR HARD WORK AND OUR FIRST WIN IN A CONTEST, YOU ALL WORKED YOUR ASSES OFF NOW ITS TIME TO PARTY TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY THANK YOU TO YOU ALSO FOR ALL YOUR HARD WORK IN HELPING ME BOMB LOVE YOU ALL MUAHZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ INFARRED

~you Know You're A Redneck....~
When you're arrested for starting a brawl at a WAFFLE HOUSE!! thank you, Kid Rock.... a WAFFLE- fuckin- HOUSE??!!?? LOLOLOLOL!!! "I wanted those hash browns scattered, smothered AND covered, asshole!!" *SMACK!!* LOLOLOLOLOLOL!!!

I Need Your Help!
Hi my name is Maria! Can you help me find him? He was born in Burlington, Vermont In July,1970. His Birth Parents Grace E. Patch and Bill (William) Perkins. If you are or know anyone born in this City and State around this date plz. let me know. He has Family who want to find him.

New Creative Pic Contest.
By request of some, I will be holding another Creative Pic Contest. As before your pic can be anything you've created. Anything you may have made in photoshop or simply drawn. Animation is permitted. I hope to start this contest as soon as I get enough entrants. At that time I will give you full details as to when it starts and ends. It will run for a full week. Below is the list of prizes. I wish I could offer blasts, tickers and things of that sort but at the moment I can't afford to do so. I just hope that there are enough understanding people out there that just want to have some fun. First place will recieve a corvette, a dozen roses and a drink of their choice. Second place will receive a silver motorcycle, a dozen roses and a drink of their choice. Third place will receive an Impala and a drink of their choice. The participant with the most rates will recieve a big screen t.v. There will be a gift purchased for everyone else who participates. No downrating

A Milestone
On this date in 1943, a wonderful person was born. This person has always been there for me and I love them more than anything. This is my happy birthdday blog to my mom. I hope to have you around for many many more years.

A Brief Blog Of Explanation!
Just a brief note to explain! There is one blog now that only I can access and it has caused a little consternation amongst some of my blog readers, when they couldn't access it. I needed a place to save some poetry I have been sent. One was sent to me as a profile comment last week! The other three were actually written for a friend of mine, but shared with me. They were written to her by a mutual friend of ours and past life companion of mine that is transitioning to the next stage of his existence. At some point these will be transcribed into my handwritten Journal so I have them with me. I have seen much travel in my future, confirmed by my astrology chart, lol. I would like to have these with me when that occurs. I mean no disrespect to any of my friends, Dear Ones! These poems are very personal and three are not mine to share. I was most blessed that they were shared with me! Have a joyful Thursday, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings, ma

You Never Realize What
You never realize what kind of love you have, until you almost walk away from it; then it may be too late. Falling in love is like looking at the stars. If you pick one out of the billions and stare at it long enough all the others will melt away. Confusion is the first sign of falling in love...

Look At Me!!
Help Me Win This Contest (Click the Pic. to come show me love!) I am trying to win a 7 day blast please rate me and show me some comment bombing love. Let me know if you bomb me so I can return you some love!

The Minor...
the BOY can be found at: http://fubar.com/atlas86 and for those who have asked ... yes, he has been blocked and it seems he has blocked me from his profile too. Check out his pics in gallery and see why I reported his pics.

Lesser Mortals
Your mind is in overdrive right now and you won't waste a moment trying to figure things out -- because it should all be plain as day. Have patience with lesser mortals -- you may need to explain a few things. Free Sample: Daily Grind Tarot Reading

Black Rose.
This rose I keep within me is black From days gone by of fear and dread This rose that is for you is withered From this pain I feel and do not write of This rose I have planted is wilted and dead From having me as the planter of the seed This rose I do not know is harsh and thorny From being grown within an undead shell This rose I keep within will stay within For it can not grow in light of day This rose is not a rose but a flower of doom It will be the only rose my heart will see.

Badass22 Bound Back To Baghdad
As most of you know, BadAss22 is my youngest son, who is serving in the US Army doing a tour in Baghdad. His family just had the pleasure of having him home for 18 days after almost a year of being in Iraq. We had a great time with him being home, some family members more so because it had been more time than that since they had seen him. While BadAss22 was home I turned him on to Fubar & ALL the great people that are here, he is now officially ADDICTED (lol). He left this morning at 7 am est until possibly Aug 2008, (hopefully he won't be extended) we will keep him in our thoughts, hearts & prayers until he returns to us safely & in one piece just like I gave him to the Army, while he will get on the Fu from time to time, he said the internet over there sux, so if you read this blog, if you would all stop by his page & show him the fu-love, his whole r/l family would appreciate it & return as much love as we can. For those that already met him, Thank You from the bottom of our he

Top 5 Friends?
What the hell is going on here? I thought this wasn't Myspace. We already have a Family list. Now we have to pick our five favorite friends? Can you say "drama in the making"? Anyone who spends too much time here is going to have all sorts of new enemies when "Little Billy/Sally Attention Whore" doesn't show up on their Top 5. And from what I've seen, it doesn't even work yet. Honestly, how many friends lists do we need?

~*~halloween Bash @ The Viper's Pit~*~
~Report and Results of the ALL DAY Halloween Bash~ Live from The Viper's Pit~ Halloween Contest and Attendance Prizes 7:00 AM Attendance Prize - Michael Myers 8:00 AM Attendance Prize - LaUgHiNgGiRl 9:00 AM Attendance Prize - angellegs6900 10:00 AM Attendance Prize - h@rleyb@by69 11:00 AM Attendance Prize - MICHELLE 12:00 PM Attendance Prize - White Lioness 1:00 PM Attendance Prize - Witchie Woman 2:00 PM Attendance Prize - Krazychick 3:00 PM Attendance Prize - AlyCat 4:00 PM Attendance Prize - shady326 5:00 PM Attendance Prize - Tigg Daddy 6:00 PM Attendance Prize - ~Ancient1~ 7:00 PM Attendance Prize - Cassie1971 8:00 PM Attendance Prize -Pockets 9:30 PM Philburgs and SugarSpice's wedding 10:00 PM Attendance Prize a Rolex won by PAINTER 10:15 PM Attendance Prize a Rolex won byGomez aka WSC's Ozzfanatic2 also at 10:15 PM a diamond necklace was won by Infarred. Attendance prize winner Morticia aka WSC's LuAngel won a Big Screen TV and a 64 Imp

Women Are Wierd!!
It is really stupid!! A guy comes in here and all I see from the folks already here is "FAN ME, FRIEND ME, RATE ME!" Ok, so you do that and you get a few points. The women accept your friend request because (I think) they get points for that. But do they send you a request back? Do they rate you? Hell no! You'd think if the broad lives in California and the guy is in New york, that she wouldn't be afraid of him being a stalker, wouldn't you? But she won't talk to him or friend him, or rate him, or anything else. Well, I say to hell with them! I am going to send a note to each woman in my friends list and if I don't get an answer, she is going to get deleted! F***'em!!!

A Soldier's Prayer
When I am called to serve, Dear Lord, Wherever war may be, Give me courage to fight the battles, My country may ask of me. Grace me with Your presence, And know that I love You, While I fight the enemy, My country needs me to. Help me protect my comrades, As You expect me to, And keep me in Your loving hands, While I do what I must do. I want to do my duty, And to give the best in me, To do what I've been called to do, And protect our liberty. And if, according to Your will, I must give up my life, Please bless with Your protecting hand, My children and my wife.

Tmasterwizard
As many knew, i was MasterWizard r/t slave for awhile... We also were old grade school friends as well. This was in today local paper. I pasted it just the was it was listed... He will be missed, just not by family but also by all who knew him, in person and online as well as in business. I lost a great friend when he passed away, even though he was mad as hell at me lately. Rest in Peace dear friend.... Terry Ginder SPRINGFIELD - Terry "Wizard" Ginder, 53, of Springfield died Saturday, Nov. 3, 2007, at his home. Terry was born July 2, 1954, in Springfield, the son of Jack Ginder and Juanita Faulkner. He married Ann E. Elfgen on Sept. 24, 1998; they renewed their vows Sept. 18, 2001, in Springfield. Terry owned and operated Northside Tattoo and The Wizard's Pen Tattoo shops. He had been a tattoo artist for more than 30 years. He was preceded in death by his father, Jack Ginder; and brother, Lee Ginder. He is survived by his wife, Ann E. Ginder of Springfield; three

You Are Tarts
all of you are a buch of tarts i want ed you to be my friend and you spit on me basicly. i need 3,000 friend to reach the next level how did i insult you mind? you all are carzy tart look there goes the tart cart your missing your rides!!!!

The Lies That Bind...
So where to begin...at the beginning. Sounds reasonable to me. What ever happened to that vision I had for the future? It got back filed or something and I was left open to mistakes. So many mistakes, so little time. It's kind of a wonder I'm still here actually. I just survive I guess. Maybe that's it. Maybe just survival isn't good enough anymore. What was the dream? To do voice acting and stand up comedy, to write stories and poems to educate people and share my experiences with them. What have I done lately that works towards ANY of those dreams? Nothing. I've gotten all caught up in checking shit off the big "To Do List" before I shift this mortal coil. I've gotten a lot of things crossed off, but for every one I do it seems another two present themselves worthy of a spot. I've climbed mountains, swam rivers, hiked trails that few people on this earth even know exist. I've checked off four of the top ten bands I need to see live in the last year and a half. I can lift 270 lbs o

Where R My Chesseypoofs :d
What South Park Charactor Are You?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as CartmanEric Cartman is the "Fat Kid" in the group and the others are constantly making fun of him about his wieght. When Scott Tenorman doops him out of $16.12 Cartman becomes determined to get him back. As Scott shows up to Cartman's party later that week, he discovers that there is more to "Chili con Carne" than he previously thought. Basic rule, don't f*ck with Cartman. Cartman 75%Tweak 50%Kyle 42%Butters 33%Towlie 33%Stan 25%Kenny 17%Timmy 0%

9 Words Women Use Lmfao This Is Soooo True
1. Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2. Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3. Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4. Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5. Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6. That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your

How Do You Forgive?
I am so torn right now. Trying to forgive, trying to forget, wishing I would have stuck to my guns and not met someone. Wishing I could trust, wishing my heart wasn't hurting, wishing I could just let it all go and never think about any of it ever again... Why is it the things you feel are so important in your life are just trivial little bits that shouldn't matter in the grand scheme of things? Why does every little heartbreak have to feel like life put you through the wringer? Why is it when you lose one little battle in your life it feels like you have lost everything? Why does stupid little fights feel like a piece of you died? Why is it that no matter how big of a wall you put up it just crumbles away every time you need it to stay strong? Why do people always manage to hit you where it hurts the most? Why is it one person can make you question your relationship with everyone else in your life? So many questions that will forever remain unanswered. Seems like thats all

Political Parties
It is funny when you actually take a look at political parties in conjunction with the region of the country. In the North East, Democrats are strongly anti gun, while in the southern states, mid west, plains states, and western states with the exception of california, gun control is not a big issue. Since 9/11, Republicans have been pushing laws that are basically unconstitutional, (supreme courts have cases dealing with the patriot acts on the dockets) and the democrats of southern california have actually supported them, even introducing what can be called a thought crime bill. (HR1955) Everything that this country is based on is under threat, not by outsiders, but by people within our own government. Do your own research, look into the secret terrorism/organized crime courts, the patriot act clauses that allows for long duration incarceration without charges filed, the fact that the 'sedition and treason act' was modified last year to allow the president to declare a

Pleasure Night With Me The Warrior Dj Kaijaw Live At Dynamite Radio Request Lounge
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Contest Ends Tomorrow 11/16 At 7pm Eastern
Hi everyone! A special thanks to all the Fusista's, Fubrotha's, Spankers and everyone else that has helped, I am so close to #1. Please stop by and leave a little more love!! Contest ends tomorrow at 5PM Eastern!! Thank you!!!!

Listen Up!!!!!
You know, there are many different types of people in this world. Some are takers, some are givers, some are winners, some are losers, some are achievers, and some are just plain L-A-Z-Y! Some are liars, some are too honest. There are also the independent people as well as the needy people. Well, I think the problem is that when people come together, they make the wrong connection. What are people thinking? Don't settle! Find someone who you are compatible with and vice versa. So he/she is sweet, so you like the same music.....SO WHAT! What is important to them? What do they think about politics, war, poverty, working hard. Do they truly have the same dreams, wants, desires? Do you have similar beliefs? IS THE CHEMISTRY TRULY THERE?!? SCREW how things are in the bedroom. That is not what I mean by " chemistry ". You can be a good lay but not be much of a human being. You can be smart and still make the wrong decisions. You can have a heart, but not the ability to express yourself. You

First Christmas Joke Of The Season.
Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by Saint Peter at the pearly gates. "In honour of this holy season," Saint Peter said, "you must each possess something that symbolizes Christmas to get into heaven." The first man fumbled through his pockets and pulled out a lighter. He flicked it on. It represents a candle, he said. You may pass through the pearly gates Saint Peter said. The second man reached into his pocket and pulled out a set of keys. He shook them and said, "They're bells." Saint Peter said you may pass through the pearly gates. The third man started searching desperately through his pockets and finally pulled out a pair of women's panties. St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow and asked, "And just what do those symbolize?" The man replied, "These are Carols."

Horoscope
Daily Horoscope: Cancer For November 18,2007 There's plenty you still don't know yet -- that's how life stays interesting. It's a good time to explore new territory, as your emotional strength is peaking and you can tell that things are getting better. Sure hope so 8-P

Hey Birthday!!!
So today I turned 46. They say it's all down hill from here. I don't care about any of that. I'm alive and kick'n.. My son (panasomick) took me out to eat...and made me a cake..I got a couple gift cards & an awesome picture, from the kids. My sister invited me to go to the Thanksgiving day parade, downtown Detroit...I am so excited to go. I love going places and making memories with the people I love. I worked midnights last night..and slept half the day away. But it really was way better than it sounds. I get the internet on my cell phone...it allows me to be on fubar..in some really great places...like at work or in the truck or in bed. I love this phone. My wonderful fubar friends...I feel so loved, you'all are the best! How did I ever survive without you? Thank you for being here for me.. One of my dear fubar friends...spent a very personal day with me today...We really shared something really special. Happy Birthday Jeff. Thanks again everyone..Much

Daddy Please
DADDY, PLEASE... Safire tears Roll down my cheeks. I'm falling apart... Please wake me up from this dream. I need you right now. I'm falling apart... I'll find you somehow. Just tell me where you are. I'm calling out to you. Wwhat's wrong? Can't you hear me? I'm screaming your name. Daddy, please just come with me. I'll never let go, Just grab my hand tight. Please just listen... Everything will be alright. Daddy, what are you doing? Don't walk away. Please come back. I need you to stay. You don't need that floating halo anymore, Return it back to God. Just put that blue had Back on that you wore. Now, just walk down these stairs with me, The one's with gold rails. They'll lead us home, Where you can stay with me. Safire tears Still rolling down my cheeks. None of this seems real. Please wake me up from this dream. Daddy, I need you. I'm falling apart. Just stay with me. No, Daddy...no...

Don't Mind Me...i Just Need To Vent
The past week has just sucked in general. My sister has been in the hospital since Wednesday...she's a severe asthmatic (from the time she was two), and she has a nasty strain of pneumonia. (It is streptococcal pneumonia, usually a drug-resistant strain, and it has spread to her bloodstream) Long story shortened, she is doing better, but now that she feels better she is going back to her usual ungreatful self. I've been running like crazy between going to work, being at the hospital, checking on her apartment, and doing her laundry. I try to help out as much as I can but it so irritating when you feel like it's not appreciated. Then my mom and I had the annual argument over the Thanksgiving turkey. She asked what I wanted to cook it in; I responded by questioning if we want to roast it in the oven, or on the rotisserie? Evidently the rotisserie is just blasphemous, because I was informed that I could change things when she dies, cook it in the damn oven. I'm already on the edg

Feelers Mixed
yeah yeah here I go again... why do I fall so easily? Why can't I be hard as nails? I am just an old sucker that has lost the flavor... let me ask.... cause I am going crazy... oh hell that was great, had a damn brain fart and forgot what I was going to say... will write again when my head is cleared up... sappy tears are fallin and I hate it when I cry..

One Hell Of A Suprise
this past weekend i was working at the mall as usual but the marketing director told me she needed some assistance and to follow her so i did. upon arriving to the destination we were to be at i noticed this big black muscular man sitting on a bit chair in the lobby of the tv station in the mall. the man looked very familar so i got courious and went over to say he looked like someone i knew and to my suprise it turned out to be Booker T Cox a former wwe wrestler who i grew up just a few miles from in houston.well as it turned out i was to be Bookers escort to his vehicle and i thought it was pretty cool after we get to the car Booker's publicist gave me two tickets to the wrestling event so i took my son who is 5 but he loves wrestling just as much as his old man lol we had the best time of our lives and we even got to go back in the back to meet all the wrestlers so it was a night to remember for both of us thanks to Booker T

Passing
It has come to my eyes, that life is a very fraile and innocent thing, there comes a time when you have to accept things for as they are. You can't help but reflect upon the better moments in your heart.When things seemed to simple. You can almost taste the rememberance of what it once was. Like a heavily drawn swig from a crisp cool bottle of Vodka. You the feel the burning blaze as it rips fire across your lips and down your throat. Your eyes begin to water and you find it so hard to collect those thoughts lost. But somehow you can't, you feel your walls closing in around you, everyone is turning away on you. You've struck rock bottom, and your alone, you finally realize there is nothing going to change. So you take one last breath as you look once more upon the stars and whisper to yourself. I love you, no other moment will come between us, but you and I. We are the same. Forgive me, forgive me for my inability to be there when you needed me most, forgive me for not seei

"twas The Night Of Thanksgiving........
'TWAS THE NIGHT OF THANKSGIVING, BUT I JUST COULDN'T SLEEP,I TRIED COUNTING BACKWARDS, I TRIED COUNTING SHEEP.THE LEFTOVERS BECKONED - THE DARK MEAT AND WHITE,BUT I FOUGHT THE TEMPTATION WITH ALL OF MY MIGHT.TOSSING AND TURNING IN ANTICIPATION,THE THOUGHT OF A SNACK BECAME INFATUATION.SO I RACED TO THE KITCHEN, FLUNG OPEN THE DOOR,AND GAZED AT THE FRIDGE FULL OF GOODIES GALORE.I FELT MYSELF SWELLING SO PLUMP AND SO ROUND, 'TILL ALL OF A SUDDEN I ROSE OFF THE GROUND.I CRASHED THROUGH THE CEILING FLOATING INTO THE SKY,WITH A MOUTHFUL OF PUDDING AND A HANDFUL OF PIE.BUT I MANAGED TO YELL AS I SOARED PAST THE TREES,HAPPY EATING TO ALL, PASS THE CRANBERRIES PLEASE.MAY YOUR STUFFING BE TASTY, MAY YOUR TURKEY BE PLUMP,MAY YOUR POTATOES AND GRAVY HAVE NARY A LUMP.MAY YOUR YAMS BE DELICIOUS, MAY YOUR PIES TAKE THE PRIZE,MAY YOUR THANKSGIVING DINNER STAY OFF OF YOUR THIGHS.

Class Picture
The children had all been photographed, and the teacher was trying to persuade them each to buy a copy of the group picture. "Just think how nice it will be to look at it when you are all grown up and say, 'There's Jennifer, she's a lawyer,' or 'That's Michael, He's a doctor.' A small voice at the back of the room rang out, "And there's the teacher, she's dead."

Im A Bitch And I Know It
Normally i just let stupid stuff roll off my shoulders...but today has been the day from hell so im going to open my mouth and scream! i will do whatever i want. and that means i will marry the man i want and no one will be able to stop me. unless of course it is him. people who think that it would be a bright idea to comment on how i run my life should stay out of my way. bc i am a bitch and i will admit it. And anyone who thinks that they can mess with my man should walk away now...bc they are wasting their time. and we only have so much. well...now that i have said that i feel much better. ^.^ ta ta y'all

Wanna Spank Me
:P me and hubby are in a cutest couples contest... ♥ awwwwww ♥ *passes out some barf bags* :P:P So if any of you guys get bored and wanna come spank me hey im all up for it! Ill even pass out some whips!! :P Hope you all have a great week! xoxo -cotton Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

Can You Help Us Out And Your Help Wil Be Rewarded With Love
queen of hearts needs 10,000 comments in 2 weeks for a vip i know this can be done and dont forget about me i need 40,000 comments in 6 weeks for a vip as well so show us some love as we will for you as well

How Do U Know When To....
How do you know when your marriage is over? How long do u give it to try and work it out? or do you try and work it out? I mean really over? to the point where you want a divorce? Any advice? anything please...i'm so lost and confused i duno what to do.... :'(

Help Me Win A Blast!
I need 20 people to join Snake Eyes Radio right now so I can win me one of them blast thingers!! If you're not already a member, please stop in and help me out :D Subscribe and tell 'em I sent ya! Come join the hottest lounge around SNAKE EYES RADIΘ Good times, great people and the music you want to hear

Online Love...
Sup pplz!!! Well this my first blog on here and i am new to the site and i have noticed a few things *LOL* I see all the wifey and hubby names and im just curious do these ppl really feel they can fall in love with someone online? Or all these names just jokes and fun for the site? Have these ppl actually met? Do they even live in the same area? I myself have been in online relationships and i must say i was hurt!!! It wasnt because i didnt want it to work but i found out later that this man was all about games and nothing that he seemed to be online...Now in sayin that im not knockin online relationships i myself am talkin to someone now that im really feeling and im gonna give this another chance, but i really dont think u need to publicly have a wifey or hubby name to gratify a relationship...Or is this just like a trophey name? A hands off dont touch this person belongs to me name? Well i myself dont feel like all that is necessary...in life i have found out the more u draw attenti

From My Corner Of The Dual Continuum!
Greetings&Hallucinations from my corner of the Dual Continuum! Oh what was that? What the heck is the Dual Continuum? you ask? Well I'm glad you asked me that because we all live in it together and yet we singularly live in it apart and yet because we are actually in it at the same time we are still yet together but still all individually separate! You see The Dual Continuum. A wondrous Universe where all is the same and yet different were everyone is an individual or two or as many as they need to be and yet still one yet made up from many! I love it here as it the one place where all of me can interact with so many so much of the time and yet still be in that place of the still small voice while being with everyone all together singularly. I can imagine it all and yet imagine just it and still yet all of the many as one yet so few of the many as one and yet all! It is a conceptual thing and Ive been in it's awareness for a very long time! It's all about the theory and practi

Wheelchair Bound
Wheelchair Bound 12/2/2007 Ok, so I have a bulging disc in my low back tailbone area & a bad case of arthritis. I’m not able to stand on my feet more than 5 min, or walk w/o being in a great deal of pain & feeling the need to sit. I have to rely on my husband and children to do the daily house chores, cooking, etc. It’s bad enough that I have many other health problems. But not being able to stand or walk, and not being able to do things I need or want to do, just pisses me off. I hate that I have to rely on someone else for stuff when I rather do it myself, then I know it’s done & done right (or at least to my satisfaction). I also get angry because I feel I’ve lost my independence and freedom. The fucking saddest part of all is that I can’t enjoy things w/ my kids like I used to. I miss walking w/ them on trick or treat night, going to any & all school functions, or riding a bike w/ them around the block, etc. Because of missing out w/ my kids, I fi

Friend's
Yesterday, Today, & Tomorrow Friends are few and far between. The older I get, the more I realize, How much they mean to me. As children, you think every ones is your friend, Even those you've only just met, Till they leave you to fend. Dropping in number, the fair weathered leave. Onward they go, leaving you nothing to cleave. They are gone like yesterday As the sun did set, they too did fade But some are special, Remaining strong, still today Like diamonds, time chisels, And they sparkle even more. A timeless precious beauty. Solid to the core As I sit and count my friends. Only one hand is needed. The ones that have been there, Through thick and thin. The rest have been weeded. The remaining few, are the jewels of my crown. The ones I call when I am down. The trusted friends, that I too can cheer up. The sound of their voice, refills my cup. I do not mourn, the lack of more. For these special ones, Make my s

12-04-07
Me and my lady separated this morning. And this is what I wrote. *Shrugs* I feel empty inside right now... And thought I'd end up giving up... But after I wrote this, I guess not. I arise in the morning And a thought crosses my head What if it was only me And the rest of the world was dead? What if I was alone What would I be able to see? Would I want to continue on? Who would I be? Would the flowers smell as sweet Along that dark beaten path? Would the rain still continue to fall? Will storms bring their wrath? Could I be strong enough To blow in the breeze? And would I be strong enough To not fall upon my knees? If that day ever comes Despite everything above I will not fall in spite of it all From this life I truly love.

God
I just have to post this. I don't know who wrote it, but, I love it..... God is busy!! If you don't know GOD, don't make stupid remarks!!!!!!! A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The othe

Poem
A foolish man With shameful pride Eyes full of tears But he never cries. Memories flood him Of time he held his head high This man of course Is no other than I. The love I lost Left far behind Shall haught forever Til the end of time The love you showed Was that of which stories are told This love was mine To cherish and hold Forever together Is what you were told With my arms wrapped around you In a passionate hold. Our love was pure Came straight from the heart Our souls intertwined Never meant to part Afraid to be hurt Like so many times before Unable to escape the past Unwilling to bear the pain I left my angel With no reasons why My still aches From the pain deep inside Scared, I ran Feelings empty inside My nights are lonely I want to cry A foolish man With shameful pride Eyes full of tears But

Hit N Miss
I just wanted everyone to know that if you don't see me on here much its because i just found out last night by a non family member that my grandmother is dying. Hell great family i got she has been in the Hospital since Sunday with 100% Kidney failure, fluid around her heart, pneumonia, and dehydration. She has only a few days left to live and my own family can't call me and let me know. I will be here off and on to take a break from things. Love you

Dear Santa, This Year Can We Make A Change?
(by the way this is what "I" WROTE/FEEL...I did not find this in an article or read it or hear anywhere, ever single word is from me whole-heartedly and soul) Dear Santa, This year for Christmas I have the same list that I've had for 3 years now. You have not given me one thing on my list. It doesn't cost as much as what is on other people's lists. I do not ask you for a sports car, diamonds, or even a house. I want AIDS to be curable and illnesses to stop multiplying, and start being more treatable. I want equality and justice. I want world peace, compromise amongst countries rather than hatred and pain in the world. I want the suffering of the poor and disabled to end, the malnutrition and poverty of children to stop. I want racism, sexism, and homophobia to end. I want the chaos of every nation to turn civil and not hostile towards one another. I want people to become more accepting of physical and mental disabilities and not pass judgment on those with these, stop picking at

I Have A New Tenant
So, as I was getting ready for work this morning, I here this crinkling noise in the living room. When I looked over at the mantle, I see something small and furry bobbing around. It was a Sugar Glider (Eastern Flying Squirrel). Not sure how it got in the house, probably through the chimney. Anyway, its living in a bird cage right now till I figure out what to do with it. Cute little sucker he is!

Purple Smoke Is A Failure.
PurpleSmoke failed as a hair color, did not cover evenlly and has a grey look to it. I *might* snap a pic of it, but likely will just go to the store and see what other color they have that i can color over this with. gr. i dont have time to fuck with this shit but i dont have much of a choice.

Try Agin 7
This concept of the chief executive being the guy who gathers the brain trust whenever something goes haywire is illustrative of Bush's philosophy of government. It should be reactive, not active. Your typical liberal might respond with something like, "I intend to hold daily meetings on the state of the economy, where we track exactly this kind of thing and take measures the minute they're needed." But Bush believes that government should do as little as possible. It's supposed to handle major crises but otherwise stay out of everyone's hair. That was pretty easy to do as governor. Running Texas isn't really a full-time job. When Bush kept bringing up his legislative successes as governor, we were supposed to be impressed. It's kind of anticlimactic when you learn that the Texas legislature only meets for 140 days, and even then they only hold a session every other year. Otherwise they're on hiatus. That really tends to lighten the workload. Governor Bush's typical workday included

My Feelins
This is about childeren and on how I feel. You read and hear about it all the time. The latest are these parents in California who left thier kids at home to go to Vegas. What is wrong with people like this? How can a parent (and I use this word losely) just leave thier childeren to fend for themselves? Then you have parents that decide to kill thier kids just to dispite thier former spouses. How can you just up and kill your child? They are supposed to be part of you, your pride and joy, a little person that you helped create. The greatest thing about babies, childeren and kids is that they have a purity, an innocents and if you feel down and out all you have to do is think about a time with a child and reflect on how pure thier smile and laughter are. I had the honor not so long ago the help a friend out with a bone marrow drive for his little girl. When I first met Hirstianna I could not believe this little girl had chronic myelogenous leukemia (CML) . She was so f

Real Men Don't Cry
You say, you might leave me, 'cause you just don't know... why I don't seem to care, and why my feelings don't show. You see, I'm a real man, and if you say goodbye you must understand why there's no tears in my eye I could ask you to stay. beg you not to go. But that's not my way, though I do love you so. My feelings run deep, and my pain I hide. Your love I want to keep, now I'm crying inside. So, maybe you better leave. Just walk out that door, if you really believe, that I don't love you any more. But don't look back at me, when you say goodbye, or you just might see, ...a real man cry Now real men don't cry, they just die. That's what I'll do today, if you leave me this way. Cause it will break my heart, if we were to part. And I'm crying inside, ...cause real men don't cry.

Women's Wisdom
Women over 50 don't have babies because they would put them down and forget where they left them. One of life's mysteries is how a 2-pound box of chocolates can make a woman gain 5 lbs.. My mind not only wanders, it sometimes leaves completely. The best way to forget your troubles is to wear tight shoes. The nice part about living in a small town is that when you don't know what you are doing, someone else does. The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight because by then, your body and your fat are really good friends. Just when I was getting used to yesterday, along came today. Sometimes I think I understand everything, and then I regain consciousness. I gave up jogging for my health when my thighs kept rubbing together and setting fire to my knickers. Every 7 minutes of everyday, someone in an aerobics class pulls a hamstring. Amazing! You hang something in your closet for a while and it shrinks 2 sizes! Skinny people irritate me! Especially when they say things like..."You k

Sex Statistics
Body: Sex Statistics!!! 1) 94% of men lie about their dick size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capacity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumcised, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natur

Poem Not Written By Me: My Love
This was sent to me via another web-site, that I had posted my poem, "Why do I bother". It's on my front page. Sorry for any confusion. No,.. I did not type this, let alone is this in response to anyone in particular. My Love I did nothing to get me here My love was so true The one that I loved ran away too For sure I am hurt I should be, right At times I prayed to get thru just one night My past is my past For some that is true Tomorrow is a new day I will make it thru Perhaps I am slow Or maybe faster would do My heart was in pain I remember it too I hope to be ready When you come along Your voice in the air will be like a song I am only here While I am searching for you I hope to find me on my way too Perhaps we could have fun Along the way While we search for each other what do you say If I am still lost I will certainly loose you I will pray to be ready on that day too

New Bomber Family
My husband and I are starting a bombing family that is willing to help comment bomb anyone in contests and giveaways. We are also willing to give help to people that are close to getting a new level. We are looking for fubar members that are interested in joining the Rebel Bomber Family. If you are interested in joining us please send a private message to Rebel Bomber Family@fubar.com. If there is anyone that needs help getting bombed, you can also send a message to us at the same address with a link to the photo. We will get to them as soon as possible. Hope to see you soon. Thank you. brittanysdaddy2003 and brittanysmommy1303

E Viva Espania!
Well folks, we´re still in spain but we´re coming home tomorrow. Its been a totally fantastic time here in Calella and we´re sorry to leave, but alas, we have to! Expect photos and more when we return home

#19 12/10 - 12/16
********************************************** WEEKLY MEMBER PIMP OUT!! 12/10 - 12/16 YOUR MISSION IS 2 RATE ALL PICS, STASH, & BLOGS ON THEIR PAGE!! LETS GET THESE PEOPLE LEVELED!!!! IF YOU WANT 2 BE PICKED I EXPECT TO SEE YOU HELPING ;) THIS WEEK'S PICK IS... ¢@NDLΞ M@NN 9,571 Points to Freak **********************************************

New Husband Store
A brand new store has just opened in New York City that sells Husbands. When women go to choose a husband, they have to follow the instructionsat the entrance: "You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are 6 floors and the value of the products increase as you ascend the flights. You may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you CANNOT go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the 1st floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The 2nd floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. The 3rd floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the 4th floor and the sign reads: Floor 4 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, are Drop-dead Good Looking and Help with Housework. "Oh, mercy me!" sh

Thorught The Hardest Times
The hardest of times are over my feelings for you are no longer as strong. Its amazing how my mind can convince my heart. Its amazing how love, can turn into anger so fast. I know that I need to go on my own and untie my lost mind, that you stole from me. As much as you hate me I hate you. But I know that I had loved you and I know I will love you again, but as long as I see you now, I will treat you like nothing. Like I never knew you. So run before I hunt you with my eyes.

Lock It Away
Every time I reach out I get hurt, thats no doubt I thought I found the one who understood I guess i was wrong and should just turn hood I will not get hurt again not by another, not by a friend So many things where said and so I thought I could trust, and believe though In the end it was all in vain and now Im here, just a little insain What hurts the most is this simple fact She said I'll be your friend, even if we don't hack Friend to the end, thats what I felt Now I am alone and that has to be dealt I feel burnt, kinda like toast The friend I thought I had is what I miss the most The future's untold this is true without her in my life at all .... I feel so blue she has no clue ....about what I want where I stand... and whats been felt know I wish she kept her feeling to herself. So alone I will be forevermore no more will I say woo-ooh thats just a part of mystrangebrew

Cold And Warm
i wish the weather make up its mind if it going to be cold or warm because my ass is getting cold here and i wish it rain we need it bad our lake is drying out so plzz if u can pray for rain for us we need it bad very bad.

Tigger's Full Moon Ritual, Grove Of The Hundred Acre Wood
Under the bright full moon, in the grove at the center of the Hundred Acre Wood, the celebrants come together. Pooh, as summoner, bids them to enter into the sacred pace. One by one, they file in and take their places around the fire. And they wait, and wait and wait, and wait. "Oh Bother!" says Pooh. "Our High Priest is not here. However can we hold our ritual tonight?" And they wait some more. Then they hear a crash, and a crash and a crash and a crash, and out of the brush explodes the High Priest. "Wooohooohooohooo!!! Never fear! The night is clear, and Tigger's here! Tiggers run on Pagan Standard time you know! Now let the ritual begin!!!" He looks to his left, and takes rabbits hand. "Hand to hand this circle is cast" Rabbit turns to his left, to Owl. "Hand to hand, this circle is cast" Owl turns, and reaches down to Piglet. "Ahem. Now from hand to hand, in a most wonderous way, a way that has a history that stretches back into the dawn of time, to when ..." ---

Sundance Fun
Damn! I missed the greatest opportunity tonight! Rick was actually pulled up to dance tonight at Sundance. It was sssssssssssooooooooo cute! Had my camera phone and everything but the fucker kept ducking behind the chicks. lol But damn it was funny! Just wish I had the pic, lol Had a blast anyway and the memory is etched in my mind! Thanks for the memories sweetie. lol

December 16th, 2007
I'm So Stressed! I'm not giving a fuck. In a world where we all get stressed out the second we leave the house, you being overwhelmed means little to the rest of us, ESPECIALLY ME. If your my friend, and you can't find more then a single sentence worth of subjects to discuss that don't revolve around your inability to handle your life, DO NOT EXPECT TO BE MY FRIEND FOR LONG. We all go through hard shit, and if I'm your friend, I'm gonna be there. But if all you go through is hard shit, if everything that has ever happened to you is just as stressful as the last thing, then it is not the instances that need fixing, it's you. You are fuckin broken, and I am not glue. Buying your dog an expensive sweater, just means that he's gonna get blood all over it when he tears out your fuckin throat. You. Yes, you. The one that dresses the dog in fucking sweaters and hats. Go fuck yourself. Seriously. The dog is covered in fur, and your putting clothes on it. I understand that the barr

Cooter.. And No Not {cc}
Cooter: oh look your pc isnt working right wonder why? haahahahah see you soon little boy say your prayers Cooter: spread it to your fag friends mother fucker Cooter: http://fubar.com/mum.php?id=261725 ->Cooter: come to my fucking doorstep. you have no idea what you'll be walking into you pussy Cooter: come with dont talk shit you fucking little nigger go on your way little boy have daddy touch your bottom as you like OWNED FAGGALO Cooter: owned bitch now fuck off before i come to your door step and things wont go like you think they will go ->Cooter: you fucking wish buddy. i would fucking dismantle your bitch ass you cock mongering loser. why don't you go back to looking up your kiddie porn and trying to get me with shitty insults cause you really suck at it Cooter: youre no different than horny or hoouston gutless shit bags be a man step up do something till then lay down Cooter: seriously you have no clue you just want to get some attention go sit down fag before i fuck you

The Latest And Final Edition!
OK PPL...This is from just now. Finally I have been released from his evil clutches!!! this one you'll have to read from bottom to top...sorry, but it's too time consuming... ->*Firechief...: mk.... *Firechief...: drop it ok ->*Firechief...: lol...what exactly was supposed to be fun about it? By being demeaning? Sorry, but that's not exactly my idea of fun *Firechief...: goodbye ok I tried to show u fun and play with you but No good ->*Firechief...: i don't know what "games" you're talking about. I sent an email saying i wanted out...you decided to go all hitler and DEMAND...not cool chief..not cool at all.... ->*Firechief...: wow ok..way to be adult about it.... *Firechief...: I dont play those games *Firechief...: well ur off my List and its personal ->*Firechief...: you were off my family when i sent you that email saying i wanted out...it's nothing personal. none of this ever was... *Firechief...: u took me off your family so I did the same ->*Firechief...: oh he

Religoussacrement
a quote from dr samual lumis of the movie halloween" evil is real and is in the form of the most innocent eyes" evil can be stricken from a person but a child is neither good nor evil because it knows no better and once a child is shown how good evil feels he wil become pure evil over time evil does exist but not in one form but many these are the self holdings we find relivent god is but a name for a great being no one religion is correct all are based on one thing being kind to your fellow man no mater his or her religion we are human and have faults religion is an idiocracy used by people to find solance in ones self and his or hers life and beleifs we use religion as an excuse not a salvation when you do harm unto yourself or a nother you ask foregiveness of your god or your devil or your enemy it only alows you to find solance and self evidencing salvation i am no scholar but i am a phelosepher in my owne righthence forth religion is both good and bad no matter the religio

Poem
I LOOK ALIVE, IM DEAD INSIDE. MY HEART HAS HOLES WHERE BLACK BLOOD FLOWS. WE'LL DO SOME DRUGS, WE'LL FALL IN-LOVE & GET FUCKED UP WHILE THE WORLD JUST SHRUGS. WITH NO THOUGHT LOGICALLY. WERE WONDERING THE STREETS SO AIMLESSLY. I HATE 2 SEE THESE KIDS JUST BEING PUT DOWN SO PIANLESSLY. AND PEOPLE SAY, YOU DYE YOUR HAIR, AND WEAR TIGHT JEANS, THAT DOESNT MEAN THAT YOU CAN'T SCREAM, OR LIKE LOUD NOISE, YOU GOT A CHOICE, YOU DO HAVE A VOICE. JUST BECAUSE YOU SHOWED NO LOVE, & AND HATED ON US, YOU FUCKED OUR TRUST!!! NOW WATCH, I THRUST THIS KNIFE CALLED LUST, INTO YOUR CHEST UNTIL IT BUSTS. THIS LOVE, THIS HATE IS BURNING ME AWAY IT'S HARD 2 FACE THAT WERE ALL THE SAME, THIS LOVE, THIS HATE IS BURNING ME AWAY. IT'S HARDER TIMES LIKE THESE, THAT NEVER CHANGE! MAD AT THE FACT THAT YOUR DAD IS AN ADDICT. YOUR FRIEND TAKES PILLS, HE THINKS IT CURES SADNESS, I'M NOT HERE 2 ATTACK OR MAKE YOUR KIDS PANIC, BUT I JUST THINK IT'S TRAGIC THE WAY THESE KIDS HAVE IT. & EVERBODY SINS, & IT ALL BEGINS,

Naughty Application
1.Your Name: 2.Age: 3.Favorite position: 4. Do you think I'm cute? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8.Would you take a shower with me? 9.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10.Would you leave after or stay the night? 11.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 14.Condom or skin? 15.Have sex on the first date? 16.Would you kiss me during sex? 17.Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Would you use me as a booty call? 19.Can I use you as a booty call? 20.Can we take pictures of the act? 21.How long would we have sex? 22.Would you tell your friends about me? 29.Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! TITLE IT-Naughty Application

Can You Be Violent?
There's a Chance You Could Be Violent Overall, you're a pretty chill person - and you have a good handle on your emotions. Sometimes your anger gets the best of you, and end up regretting how you act. Try to curb your temper more often. It only has to get out of control once to do some damage.Could You Be Violent?

Need Help Getting Started..
I finally just attained the level i need,to start my own chat room on fubar...i have some html experience,but i do not know the first thing about css...i would like some help from some of you more experinced chatters and pc users... any any all help will be greatly appreciated... thanks... ttys... nos

Mirrored Mind
Different carriers. Same perspectives. Iron souls pour on velvet graves. Masquerades. Raves. Caved in a shell. Oxygen masks for make-up. Eyes that cant cry. Pills to feel real. All is 1 and all is bright. Scandals, deals for savage kings, breastfed off of silver. Blank stares in sheets of silence, cold wind behind the walls. Bringing forth demons of thought into public. Sucking their lifeless lips. Behold this new creation. Sandy streets with no end... murajes of murder n dick. Bliss. Semon needed frequently to give the meaning life. Horny pigs with false intentions scatter out their seeds. Indulge in these fairy tales, then take it up the ass for me. Brilliant genious master-minds.. our kinds, our enemies. No1 seing the picture to this. No1 deserves to breath. Weed. Cocaine. Is it all the same.? Paying to get high. Severed wings with beastly grins and sadened angels eye. Common theives predicting futures. Religious parties drying the ear. Spirit means nothing, yet hell still exists, p

Stupid Shit
WHY DO PEOPLE DO STUPID SHIT????? LIKE CHEAT, LIE, BREAK YOUR HEART, TELL YOU THEY LOVE YOU WHEN THEY DON'T, SOME ARE ONLY AFTER ONE THING.... WHATS THE POINT????? THERE AIN'T ONE!!!!! BUT THEN PEOPLE LIKE ME WHO HAS A BIG HEART LOOKS OVER ALL THAT STUPID SHIT & STILL CARES!!!! & I KNOW SOME OF THIS MAY NOT MAKE ANY SENSE.... BUT HEY IT'S OK LOL

Love Can Hurt You
Her head is down, Face to the wind, And she walks with determined steps. Early this morning her whole world fell apart, And now she needs some time to see what’s left. Who is it who knows the emptiness, Brought on when love departs without warning, And takes with them all that you are; For you trusted, Because that’s what you thought love was about, And you gave the best of all that you are, And thought that you were getting it in return, And even if it wasn’t everything that you had hoped for, It was still the best it could be, Or so you thought, Until this morning, When love walked unexpectedly out the door. Now there is no equilibrium, And that’s why her steps are determined. Coat collar upturned against the wind, Sunglasses so they won’t ask questions. She has a gaping hole, Where her heart used to be, And maybe that’s why it’s so hard to breathe. He’s gone, And she knows he’s not coming back. The promises - Just that, Wor

Author Unknown~ To Am Vampire Family
In this darkness no one can see there is no light and there is no joy you shall die with one footstep my sweet sweet sillhoute your body so fragile your mind so weak your leg's are shaking along with your hand's you soon start sweating and want to scream out but no one that care's will bale you out you know someone's watching you know someone want's you so keep walking foward and don't turn back this person that watche's is hell it self and you have no clue that you shall die no one can hear your scream's anymore no one will care anymore and I wil be the only one who hear's I'm sorry my love your blood so sweet your strugling so desirble your scream's so lustful my love tonight's the night you find the truth that we exist but you found out a little to late goodbye and sleep tight

Poem
Bury My Heart at Wounded Knee Indian legislation’s on the desk of a do right congressman And he don’t know much about the issues so he picks up the phone And asks the advice of the senator out in indian country A darling of the energy companies ripping off What’s left of the reservation I learned the safety rule I don’t know who to thank Don’t stand between the reservation And the corporate bank They’re sending federal tanks It isn’t nice but it’s reality Bury my heart at wounded knee I said deep in the earth Won’t you cover me with pretty lies Bury my heart at wounded knee We got these energy companies Who want to take the land And we got churches by the dozens Trying to guide our hands And turn our mother earth Over to pollution war and greed No no Bury my heart at wounded knee Bury my heart at wounded knee I said deep in the earth Bury my heart at wounded knee Won’t you cover me with pretty lies Bury my heart at wounded knee Bury my heart

Leaving
yup by tomorrow night 7pm eastern i am seriously done with this site, i have done enough referals and that to get reset, well i have had it. no more support for the fake site. also with other things going on in my life. i have decided to leave here for good, as well as the people i have signed up. some know they can contact me from other sites suck as myyearbook, thanks everyone for your support

New Years Resolutions Of Sorts 2008
1. Read less books. A little learning is a dangerous thing. Too much of it can really wreck your head. 2. Gain weight, at least 40 pounds. Didn't your mom always say you were bit skinny. 3. Cut down on exercise. Too much is bad for your health, it can even kill you. 4. Watch more TV. It's very educational. Catch up on all those programs you missed down the years. 5. Draw up a list of people who were nasty to you in the past year, get your own back on them in the next year! 6. Drink more. Wasn't it Benjamin Franklin who said, beer is proof that God loves us and wants us to be happy. So be happy. 7. Eat more nice things like candy, Big Macs, popcorn and ice cream. Eat less crap like fresh fruit, vegetables and soy nuts. 8. Work less. Take it easy. All work and no play can make you a dull boy or girl. 9. Play more computer games. Scientists say they're good for you and improve your visual skills. But you always knew that. 10. Take up s

Dear Mama {unfinished}
Dear mama dont cry violence is just a part of life destruction inside will lead to thoughts of suicide but dont let it dive into your soul tears in your eyes with no place left to go on the wrong road but i found the right place just sitten back and watchin people change face so stay safe you can always rely on me no matter what you dont ever need to cry for me lifes changed for me the rules are now brand new but dont worry cus your boy is always watchin out for you no matter what! Im grown and im back now probably soon ill be fighting in Iraq now but ill promise ill swear to you that your son is comin home to ya just remember that youve taken me down a hard path but like a rock i took the pain and never looked back no graduation

Walmart,dennys And A Bank
So me and my roommate and her bf went to walmart and then went to dennys. when we got in the parking lot a cop pulled up behind us and really didnt think anything of it. we went in and then the cop pulled back in along with 2 more cops and then i was like wtf.... so i went out to see wat was goin on. found out my license plates arent registered and they accused me of robbin a bank... so not normal they ran my license and looked in my car it was soooo messed up and i am never goin to that town again

What Happened To All The Nice Guys
I see this question posted with some regularity in the personals section, so I thought I'd take a minute to explain things to the ladies out there that haven't figured it out. What happened to all the nice guys? The answer is simple: you did. See, if you think back, really hard, you might vaguely remember a Platonic guy pal who always seemed to want to spend time with you. He'd tag along with you when you went shopping, stop by your place for a movie when you were lonely but didn't feel like going out, or even sit there and hold you while you sobbed and told him about how horribly the (other) guy that you were fucking treated you. At the time, you probably joked with your girlfriends about how he was a little puppy dog, always following you around, trying to do things to get you to pay attention to him. They probably teased you because they thought he had a crush on you. Given that his behavior was, admittedly, a little pathetic, you vehemently denied having any romantic fe

100
1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? one of them is usually open... 2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? depends on the brand 3. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? tucked in along the foot of the bed only 4. Have you ever stolen a street sign before? stolen.... umm... no 5. Do you like to use post-it notes? yes, but I also like to loose them 6. Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? a little bit of both 7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees? a bear, I have a better chance at getting away un-damaged 8. Do you have freckles? as of the last time I checked.... nope 9. Do you always smile for pictures? smile, grin, smirk, avoid the situation- yes 10. What is your biggest pet peeve? stupid people 11. Do you ever count your steps when you walk? not usually 12. Have you ever peed in the woods? only when "rustic / no impact or low impact" camping or cano

Beautiful To Me
Beautiful To Me" The wind beneath my wings The causation why I sing The ladder to my high hopes My skiis on the worlds slopes The waves in my ocean you see Those are the basis for you being Beautiful To ME The twinkle in mine eyes The reason I can get by The joy in my happy life The worth in having a wife The furnace to my heat The one who holds the key Can't you understand why you are so Beautiful To Me The fruit of my tree The cushion in my seat The sugar in my sweets Somebody I thought I'd never meet The pulse to my steady heartbeat Now that's certainly why you are "Beautiful To Me" Written by : A.I.R. 02-03-03

Help My Sister Lone Babe
please click on her pic rate it and leave as many comments as possible this contest will last for 1 week and she needs all the help she can get.. thank you all and as always Come Luv Me pic is link to contest

Flyleaf - Supernatural
Her headaches Constant Increasing in pain with each passing day She can't even manage to stand on her own It's gotten so bad Now you think of saying There's no use in praying Still she bows her head so she can say, "Thank you for just one more day." Supernatural patience Graces her face And her voice never raises All because of a love Never let go of Never let go of He has every reason to throw up his fists In the face of his God who let his mother die Through all the prayer and tears She still passed in pain anyway Now you think of saying There's no use in praying Still he bows head so he can say, "Thank you for ending her pain." Supernatural patience Graces his face And his voice never raises It's all because of a love Never let go of Never let go of He is teaching me What love really means Supernatural patience Graces his face And his voice never raises It's all because of a love Never let go of Yes it's supernatural patience Grac

Add My Daughter!!!
HEY!!! THIS IS MY REAL LIFE DAUGHTER LYN: little miss murder@ fubar Go and add her but please don’t perv on her like some of you did to my friend Beverly so she left! LOL PLEASE check her out, do the fan, rate, and add and even buy her a drink or something. She will be 21 in May! Lol Thank you all! After welcoming Lyn, please go and give Sarge some comments on this pic: This pimpout brought to you by one of Sarge’s Bad Girls and Lyn’s Mother! Lol Tulsa's Angel~ Club FAR Promoter/Sisterhood/FuBombers/SgtRaider's Bad Girl@ fubar