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New Lounge - Sin's Retreat!
Hey all, it's just me again, i just wanted to try one more time to get this across to as many of you as possible. if you've been in the lounge already, or hate these types of shared blogs, i do apologize. My lounge doesn't have garish colors or blaring music. It's just a place for people to get together and bullshit about any and everything. It's open to any types of conversation aside from those listed in the rules at the bottom of it (which are few). So, whether you're a lifestyler, a vanilla, a chocolate cream donut, come say hi and mingle with my friends ;) i promise they're NOT ALL GUYS lol... Seriously, i'd much rather you find me here - http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?lid=52422 and subscribe, and stop in from time to time and bring your friends... i'll be here all the time i'm online now, so come and say hi!!!! Love you all, Sin

Christmas Wish List
Christmas wish list All you have to do is post this and let people check off what they would want to do to you. No pressure people. No judgement. [ ]Hug [ ]Kiss on cheek [ ]Kiss on lips [ ]Hold hands [ ]Cuddle [ ]Sit on your lap [ ]Sit on my lap [ ]Go on a date with you [ ]Just be friends [ ]Be more than friends [ ]Love me [ ]Like me [ ]Kiss under the Mistletoe [ ]Get to know me more [ ]be with me [ ]just hangout with me [ ]Hold me [ ]Love me for ever till the day you die [ ]Hurt me [ ]Call me [ ]Be there for me [ ]Makeout Repost this as "Christmas list' Check the one and message me

Fubucks Fubucks
I am in a fubuck giveaway, for every comment I get I will get 8 fubucks. Not begging,bribing or anyhing but asking if any of my friends have the time to comment bomb or just leave a comment I would very much apperciate it. thank you! click below

Creepy Bastards Galore
Well I had managed to avoid the creepiness on this site up until today, some guy asked me to comment on his mumm i asked him what it was about and the conversation transpired into this went to look at his profile and was just as equally creeped out, I hope the 32 year old who he did that to knows he is telling everyone about it, talk about having no morals or manners, i suppose his son will grow up the same way 628741: i ask weather or not i should ask girls in person to watch me jack off ->doh: oh really think i will give it a miss 628741: u don't think i should >doh: look its up to you if you want to ask them but probably most will find the prospect of watching someone older than their dad jerk off quite disgusting ->doh: the internet is full of creepy perverted guys dont really need any more 628741: well i jacked off on a 32 yo girls face a couple weeks ago that i met on this site 628741: i'm very nice ->doh: yeah so you say ->doh: and most serial rapists th

Another Poem From A Freind
If there's one face I want to see, so beautiful, so true, one smile that makes a difference, to everything I do. If there's one touch I long to feel, one voice I long to hear, whenever I am happy, or just needing someone near. If there's one joy, one love, from which I never want to part, it's you, my very special love, my world, my life, my heart.

What Women Need To Know: 20 Things Men Find Irresistible
Listen up, ladies! Men love it when you: 1. Have the ability to tease, be playful and take a joke 2. Know that men are not, in fact, from Mars, and women are not from Venus 3. Wear our T-shirts and boxers 4. Call us out of the blue (if we're dating; not if we're practically strangers) 5. Kiss creatively 6. Have a social conscience and enjoy a good debate 7. Have an easy-going attitude about watching or participating in athletic events occasionally 8. Are comfortable leading the whole way in bed 9. Ask for advice about non-stereotypically male stuff (yes, guys usually know what CD player to buy, but we like to be taken seriously about other things too) 10. Are charming and thoughtful to his mother 11. Can hold up your hair using only a pencil 12. Are sexy and smart at the same time -- for example, you do the Sunday crossword wearing a pair of flirty pajamas 13. Have the ability to remind us what gifts you like, without implying an obliga

Please Ty So Much
TY " FOR BEING AT OUR WEDDING " KARLIE LANEY WILD HORSE TY AGAIN IT MEANT SO MUCH SORRY THAT SWEETDREAMS EMMIT DEB DIANA WILLIAM PAYNEJ01 AND ANY OTHERS I MISSED COULDN'T MAKE IT , IT WAS LIKE A QIUCKIE THING GUYS 30 MIN DO OR DIE UNDER THE WIRE .FOR Get More at COMMENTYOU.com LOVE KAGE N CHERIE

Ahhhhhh It's True...
Twas the night before Pittsburgh, when all through my mind, Were visions of couch burnings, both yours and mine. Firemen were resting and acting quite lazy, But they knew that things were about to get crazy. The players were nestled, Markell did his dreds, While visions of Bourbon Street danced in their heads. There were Quinton's gold teeth, Larry's son in his lap, While the quarterback made noises to sound like a cat. When down in the end zone there arose such a noise, They sprang from their homes and called all their boys. To the field they flew, fast as Devine, Making sure to pick up the offensive line. The invaders had arrived at the stadium early, These Panthers were looking noticeably surly. There was a point to this late-night trip through the hills, They were out on the field doing defensive drills. With a dapper old coach who combed his mustache, You knew in a moment it must be Wannstedt. He'd made his name as a defensi

I Need To Get Laid :d
is that how the americans say it? haha .. anyways... its 3 pm here its freakin cooold and winter and daaark and... ya winter depresses me as i said :D its one month till christmas... i love christmas... all the love in the air and all the stuff... i think its magical... nobody wanna be alone through this time.... :) work is still good... we dont do that much anymore... we talk and google more than we work lol...today he was always looking at my tits when we were talking lol.... that was funny i saw his eyes running down and up and down :D was even more funny cuzmy tits r not even worth looking at ha ha o well.. just 3 more weeks and i am done there.. he asked me if i can stay for longer but i guess i wont..... time is running at the moment its almost friday uff... i think i already mentioned that i really hope next year will be better.... it was so stressfull this year i have no energy for anything anymore... men or work or life..... i got asked today why i dont have a boyfri

I've Been Kissed!!
I have officially been KISSED!!! Thanks!! 660726 - Angl - 1775 A secret admirer has sent you a bough of mistletoe, which enters you in a contest to determine the most kissable male and female on Fubar.For more information, please see my blog. http://www.fubar.com/blog/147861 This user has kissed you 250 times. 660726 - Angl - 1525 A secret admirer has sent you a bough of mistletoe, which enters you in a contest to determine the most kissable male and female on Fubar.For more information, please see my blog. http://www.fubar.com/blog/147861 This user has kissed you 1500 times! 660726 - Angl - 25 You've been given a bough of mistletoe, which enters you in a contest to determine the most kissable male and female on Fubar.For more information, please see my blog. http://www.fubar.com/blog/147861 This user has kissed you 25 times.

The Golfer
A golfer was involved in a terrible car crash and was rushed to the hospital. Just before he was put under, the surgeon popped in to see him. "I have some good news and some bad news," says the surgeon. "The bad news is that I have to remove your right arm!" "Oh God no!" cries the man. "My golfing is over! Please Doc, what's the good news?" "The good news is, I have another one to replace it with, but it's a woman's arm. I'll need your permission before I go ahead with the transplant." "Go for it doc" says the man. "As long as I can play golf again." The operation went well and a year later the man was out on the golf course when he bumped into the surgeon. "Hi, how's the new arm?" asks the surgeon. "Just great" says the businessman. "I'm playing the best golf of my life. My new arm has a much finer touch and my putting has really improved." "That's great," said the surgeon. "Not only that," continued the golfer, "my handwriting has improved, I've learned how

Definition:minion
min·ion /ˈmɪnyən/ Pronunciation Key - Show Spelled Pronunciation[min-yuhn] Pronunciation Key - Show IPA Pronunciation –noun 1. a servile follower or subordinate of a person in power. 2. a favored or highly regarded person. 3. a minor official. 4. Printing. a 7-point type. –adjective 5. dainty; elegant; trim; pretty. #5...is that Me? LMFAO

9 Things Women Say...
1.) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with Nothing usually end in Fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5.) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about Nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of Nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's Okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding ho

Coming Out Of The Closet
Now you all know I speak my mind. In blogs anyway. In real life I am shy. The last time a guy bought me a drink and said, "Hi! I'm _____!", I responded by saying, "Do you like cake?". While he should have put that crazy train in reverse, he chose to overlook my moment of cerebellar seizures and date me anyway. So, I now take the soapbox and will shout my little head off today. While reading the newspaper yesterday, there were two items that spoke very clearly and loudly about the state of our society. One was in the news nationally and the other local Chicago politics. The more I listened to the news, the more irate I became. When you read this, do not automatically assume I am a racist. I like to think that I am open to many things. (This does not include musical taste in all genres). It's just that these issues involved the African American community. Had the issues involved Caucasians, Asians, Jews, Muslims or Wiccans I would still feel the same. My first issue is the

Goodbye All
Ok everyone heres the thing i joined this site with a decent opinion of myself and an upbeat attitude. Because i heard that it was alot of fun and a great friend to meet new friends. But since i joined my my attitude and opinion have pratically been ground into dust. I have been called fugly, a dog, dull and retarded just to name a few things. So I have decided that by my daughters birthday march 5th i will have completely left this site but before i do i am gonna go out with a bang so the date i leave will be determined by how long it takes me to rate all my friends pages i am going to go through my list and rate every single pic, stash and blog on all of my friends pages and as soon as i have done that unless you are on my family list and i talk to you semi regularly i will be deleting you from my list completely. Now i have actually met a few people who i can honestly say have crossed over this horrid line and shown to me they are true friends to me and for those people all i can s

Thanks You Guys!!!
I JUST WANT TO THANK THESE PEOPLE FOR ALL THEIR HELP IN MY CONTEST! THEY ARE GREAT PEOPLE :) I APOLOGIZE TO THE ONES I LEFT OUT THERE WAS SO MANY I COULDN'T FIT YOU ALL IN BUT THANKS TO YOU AS WELL I COULDN'T HAVE DONE IT WITHOUT YOUR HELP. Boycott Wal-Mart@ fubar ♥BeautifulStar♥®™@ fubar ŴiĶiĐ ŌnĔ Ŗawks Ůr Śawks Bītches ‡Thing 1‡@ fubar theprez77@ fubar j581@ fubar Candy Lipps@ fubar Will Cyber For FuBucks !@ fubar FTW-NO SALUTE PIC, NO RATE/FAN/ADD@ fubar Sedona44@ fubar §AÐI§TI© LIGHT ~Ånarchy §kulls Mistress~ GrØw ®oØm EñTìt¥

Confused...??
Well, I am totally confused right now. Someone I thought was a friend just got pissed off at me and blocked me. I was only open with my feelings and it hurt her I guess. For whatever reason.....who knows?? I guess I shouldn't care so much for my friends. I only want them happy and if that bothers them, then something is definitly wrong~! I didn't do anything and I didn't block them so they can come back anytime. I don't hold anything against anyone and I never say "I told you so" no matter how right I am. I am going to start being a witch on here just like everyone else. I don't like drama so I can't be a witch..... I'll just be me ~ like me or not ~ ~~smooches~~

Winter Solstice
Yule, also referred to as the Yuletide, Winter Solstice and Christmas is the shortest day of the year and the longest night. This is usually around December 20th or 21st. With the shortest day, Yule marks the time when the days begin to grow longer and the nights shorter. Yule begins on 'Mother Night' and ends twelve days later, thus the origin of the Twelve Days of Christmas. On this day the Holly King, who represents the death aspect of the God, is overcome by the Oak King, who embodies the rebirth of the God, also referred to as the Divine Child. The aspect of the God invoked at this time by certain Wiccan traditions is Frey, the Scandinavian Fertility God and a deity associated with peace and prosperity. Love, family togetherness and accomplishments of the past year are also celebrated. This is also a good time to reflect on your achievements of the last year and what you desire to achieve in the coming year. Yule is a solar festival, celebrated by fire and the use of the Yule l

Friendship
I have learned... that nobody is perfect... until you fall in love. I have learned... that life is hard... but I am harder! I have learned... that opportunities should not go wasted. Those which you let go... someone else will take advantage of. I have learned... that when you feel rancor and sadness, happiness goes in the other direction. I have learned... that you should always use good/kind words... because tomorrow you could end up eating them. I have learned... that a smile is an economic way of improving your appearance. I have learned... that I can't choose how I feel... but I can always do something about it. I have learned... that when your newborn baby holds your finger in his little hand, he has latched onto you for life. I have learned... that everybody wants to live on top of the mountain... But happiness and growth occur during the climb. I have learned... that you should enjoy the journey and not only think about the destination. I have learned... that it is be

What's This Life For??
How do we as people spend our lives? Do we go out & make things happen, or do we sit waiting for things to happen to us? Good Questions...Huh???!!! Well all I know is my life. At first I flew by the seat of my pants! I got out there & grabbed life by the horns, and did what I could to get the Full Experience!!! I was an Adventurer!!! Then as I got older I realized ...Everything & Everyone had a Price!! The question was..."What was my price?" So I slowed down to take a good look around....A Good Look! I realized my Price is Happiness!! Everything & Everyone that has ever made me Happy had come at a Price....and that Price was Time!! My happiness is always a short lived one...No matter what or whom it is. After awhile it makes you wonder...What is your True Purpose? I'm starting to believe mine is somewhat of a Muse! I'm here to Inspire & Help people with different parts of their Lives!! From each of these people I take a Lesson...a Greater Knowledge that is taken into me. It lay

If You Want Some 11s From Me Help Me Get My Vip
if you help me out ill be sure to rate you 11s when i reach my goal but you have to do more then 1 comment for me I NEED 40,000 COMMENTS IN 6 WEEKS IF YOU ARE MY FRIENDS WHO I TALK TO EVERYDAY ON HERE YOU KNOW HOW TRUE I AM TO MY WORD AS I HELPED YOU ALL OUT WHEN YOU ALL NEEDED IT NOW ITS MY TURN SO COME AND HELP ME HAVE FUN WITH ALL OF YOU

This Is The Bulletin I Posted.....if U'r A Friend Please Read It If U Haven't Already
PLEASE REPOST BULLETIN ALL’S I AM ASKING IS FOR PEOPLE TO REPOST THIS. THIS ISN’T BULLSHIT, THIS IS THE REAL DEAL. MY FATHER WAS DIAGNOSED WITH TONGUE CANCER AT THE BEGINNING OF THE YEAR AND HAS BEEN FIGHTING SINCE. RADIATION TOOK IT DOWN AND IT CAME BACK BIGGER. HE HAS HAD A BLEED SEVERAL TIMES AND IT IS DIFFICULT TO REPAIR NOW BECAUSE IT IS TO CLOSE TO HIS BRAIN I'M ONLY ASKING FOR REPOSTS AND PRAYERS...I DON'T THINK THAS TO MUCH TO ASK ON THIS...DO YOU?? My father has been fighting since his first surgery in beginning of October; he has had six surgeries since. Has lost most his tongue due to this AND has a tracheotomy. HE has a feeding tube in his side and everytime they feed him he throws up, thats whats causing the bleed because it pushes up his stomach acids which sit in a pocket of his neck and it eats the artery even with the tubes that are trying to drain the stomach acids from that pocket....He keeps bleeding from that main artery which they have now wrapped with cow skin

Nsfw Pics
as im sitting here trying to redo all my pics i keep hearing "you have fubar mail" bc some freaking douchebag keeps marking the dumbest pics NSFW... i have an idea who it was and i blocked him!!! and then it all stopped!!! ME FLIPPING OFF A CAMERA IS NOT A NSFW PIC!!!!!!!!!! if you assholes dont like it -- then DONT LOOK plain and simple!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Music Reaching Your Soul
Sometimes you find that one song or one artist that really gets you right in your soul. Sometimes it's the entire album.. not one bad song.. every song has a deep meaning to you. It's so deep you're in awe every time you hear it. Amazed that someone could be so talented. So deep. So full of powerful energy that you can't stop listening to them. You keep playing it over and over and even when it's overplayed by radio standards, you still get the same feeling you had the first time it hit you. It's like a drug. Overtaking your mind for the 4 minutes it plays. It changes your entire mood even if only for those 4 minutes, but hopefuly longer. If you are lucky enough to find this music, embrace it. I'm not talking about that one song on the radio that's cool at first then it's overplayed til you hate the artist. Commercial crap is okay.. don't get me wrong.. but I'm not talkin that.. I'm talkin the true artists. The real singers n poets. Not the bullshit studio*only*can't*perfor

The Entire Story.....
Ok, Ive debated this off and on all damn day. Didnt know whether or not to blog it but oh freaking well. This is my blog lol Im not a very well person. It's no wonder Im single and stay that way. I just got another call from my respiratory specialist today. I guess she didnt like the oxygen test she got the other day so the doctor ordered a more extensive test to be done tomorrow. This is just not gettin any better. This list of things wrong with me just keeps growing and growing. Here we go: I have GERD, hiatal hernis, damaged lungs, a blockage in one of my lungs, sleep apnea (I sleep with a CPAP machine now) and this is on top of the problems mentally that are already wrong with me. It seems it is getting worse instead of better :( Im about to the point of saying to hell with it and giving up. I make changes to make things better and it only seems to get worse. I dont get it at all. I know this sounds like a bunch of whining and it very well may be lol It is however NOT a cry f

Opening Up About My Illness
y: Today like many days is not a good day for me. As I prepare to go sit in a tub of extremely hot water to try to get some type of relief my spirit is weak and tired. The pain is often intense and has not subsided since I was stricken with this disease. When I was 23 years old, I was diagnosed with Interstitial Cystitis. Interstitial Cystitis (IC) is a chronic inflammatory condition of the bladder, its cause is unknown. Unlike common cystitis, IC is not caused by bacteria and does not respond to conventional antibiotic therapy. IC can affect people of any age, race or sex. Recent epidemiological data suggest that there may be greater than 700,000 cases of IC in the US. The disease has left my bladder scarred, stiff and thin and because of this, urine toxins leak into my surrounding tissues. I experience the following symptoms daily, day frequency of urination, the sensation of having to urinate immediately, which may also be accompanied by pain, pressure or spasms, testicular, scro

So C@lled Luv
Life without you is cold I wish I had you here to hold Ever since you left me I've been so alone I see you watching me wheneva your around But instead of looking back at you I look at the ground,or i look awy, knowing your bitch ass won't stay (Yeah and I know your scared of commitment!)

Lokkin For A Fu-wife!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey ladies.....im lookin for someone to be my Fu-Wife.....now its not gonna be that simple.....there r certain qualities im looking for.... 1) u have to be good lookin 2) u cant be a bitch 3) u cant have another Fu- anything 4) u must have a badass personality 5) u must have quite a few pics (at least 20) 6) u have to be real with me thats about it....i will announce the winner in another bulliten next friday......so send me comments or messages or anything u think will win u the right to be my Fu-wife...........let the games begin!!!!!!

Her Heart
"HER HEART" Possesions do not make happiness. I could own the world and still I'd be lonely. I only want one thing that I can not have. I want her heart only. I'll die a pauper because I will never have the only thing that would make me rich... Her heart

Mad Rant!!
Well I've come to the conclusion that the last 6 years of my life aside from the twin tornadoes has been a complete and utter waste of my f-ing time!!!! A little back story forst...most of ya'll have read my blog regarding my work schedule...most of ya'll know I USED to go into BPI @ 1:30-2:00pm...now it's 2:45 due to honeywell. For the mathematically challenged...that's a loss of 1 to 1.25 hours. Now the loss of pay hurts but that's why I have Honeywell...the loss of time is what hurts....with that loss of time comes the realization that I noe have to cram more wor into less time. This can be a bit of an issue, but I'm already doing the impossible...why not just go the extra mile and make it the overly insane! 85% of my contact with my two youngest comes in the form of phone calls.....I cherish these even though they may only last 2...maybe 5 minutes tops. The rest of the time is getting updates from the Ex...hell of a way to be a parent...but hey, she got what she wanted...kids, a me

What The Hell Am I Doin Wrong!!!
I would just love it if there was a way that someone could look at me and I not know it, to find out what i do so wrong. I mean i meet women, that say that they are honest and true to themselves and they want me to be me, which if you know me, or talked to me for 5 minutes youd know that im like a teddy bear, very nice, cuddly. Honest and warm, with a humongous heart. I have alot of love to give, and love to give it. But just as when i think that things are goin so well, BAM, it all blows up in my face. Do i love to much, i mean, i have slowed down ALOT, since i got divorced, and its been almost 2 years since. Why is this so hard to find someone that is true to themselves. for if they arent then they cant possibly be true to me. I just dont know anymore. Comments are welcome. Please dont hold back, tell me straight. Am i doomed, stupid, what. I will respect anyones point of view, cuz right now its kinda hard to fine the truth, not to mention reality.... shay

Tell Me The Truth!!!
I want you to tell me what you really think of me and how much I mean to you!!! I will do the same in return!!! The Holidays are here and I feel that everyone is gonna want to feel loved or atleast cared for or liked in some way!! So get to typing and Ill send ya some love back!!!

Risks Of The Heart
we have no choice who we love....even if we fight against the feelings eventually we are doomed to lose, resisting maybe gives you time to get to know them better but in the end you are at the mercy of the other person. unfortunately the wind can change, they can become scared by thier own feelings, sadly but no less painful they can die. there is no way to prepare for anyof it, and really no way to prevent it should it happen. you can live you're life alone and miserable or you can subject yourself to the mercy of another and hope for the best. you can try and say next time i will go in with my eyes open, but you are still as blind as the next person, pain strikes when you least expect it...you can choose to go on, or you can let it crush you. i have chosen to live and fight through the pain evntually i will heal, though my heart will always belong to her...

My Son's Love Of Boogers...
So I was walking into the living room just recently and saw my son sitting on the floor in front of the recliner. I see his finger move quickly from his face as he turns his back and hides his hand. So I immediately asked him if he was just picking his nose and he just smiles at me. And so I said, "I know you're not about to wipe a booger on my chair." He smiled again. So I said, "You weren't going eat a booger were you??" And he smiled again and said, "Well I was going to eat it until you saw me." And I said to him, "Son that's really disgusting. You really should not eat boogers because they are very dirty and gross. Eating a booger would be like licking a dogs butt. You wouldn't lick a dog's butt, would you?" And he looked me dead in the eye and said matter of factly, "I would lick a dog's butt if it tasted like a booger."

Normal?
What do people mean when they say normal? Is it the stereotyped American dream? White picket fence, two cars in garages Married, kids, friendly neighbors I've never seen that in my lifetime So why do we call it normal? And what about dating? Why do we feel the need to have Someone to screw to make ourselves fit in? Why can't we just be alone and happy? Does a man need to be rich to make himself a name? Does your identity require a six figure income? Does our identity require having someone in bed with us at night? For me, being normal is a dream in itself Getting by on one job, a wife to cook and clean Well-behaved kids who do their chores and eat right Whatever. From what I've seen, "Normal" is a disorder caused by Conforming to impossible standards Marriage doesn't last, friends move on Money stays in the hands of idiots with dumb ideas And in the end, I just don't care about being normal

Hahaha Think Before You Speak! :p
Think before you speak... Here are six reasons why you should think before you speak. The last one is great! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back... Or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the Testimonials of a few people who did.... FIRST TESTIMONY: I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, 'How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job?' I turned around and walked back out and never went back. My husband didn't say a word... He knew better. SECOND TESTIMONY: I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good-looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, 'I think I like playing with mens balls' THIRD TESTIMONY: My sister and I were at the mall and P

Whats Up
im going through my midlife crisis i think.I cant stop going over the ex's house to visit with the new babies/grandbabies they have custody of now ( 14 month old boy and 2 month old girl) I want another baby so bad. then i stop and think real hard and say what the hell woman! you are 39! your son is 17 and your daughter is 14! you're in the home stretch! do you really wanna start all over again???? *sigh* someone please tell me im insane! lol

Being Single Getting Old..
lol was my desion to tay single this year after years with the ex wanted to get my head on straight, that and the guys I been having the oppertunity to meet werent any i'd go on a 2nd date with or get involved with *sigh* but when it come to late at nyte and most your friends married or have kids cant just call and talk when you ne3d a friend =( so much on my mind and no one to share it with kind gets to you. I so hate dr's yet im volentarily waking into a surgeons office tuesday lol but im tird of not feeling good about me ive thought about this surgery for a long long time mostly just a lift...but now with the weight loss I want back to my full size too. barely know anyone in south fla im blindly picking out dr's so with knew someone who could refer a good surgeon might ease a few fears..... Create The Perfect Girl at MyFreeImplants.com!

Do
do ya ever wonder if i hurt do ya ever wonder if i know do ya ever wonder if i care do think i hurt do you even think about how i feel do you know i know do you think about what i know do you know i care do you even understand y i care do you know i love you do you know i want you do you know i cant live with out you do you.........

A Time For Change
There comes a time in every one life when you must start making changes. Rather there big or small it doesn’t really matter up to a point. A small change can be just as affective in your life as a large one can be. Believe me I have been thru a lot of them, big and small. Changes are not an easy thing to do. It may seem like some are but they really not. One of the hardest changes that people go thru is getting older. Because the older you get the more thing change, that is just part of life. As you get older you look at thing different then you did when you was younger. Change can also be bad or good; it just depends on the situation. But regardless of the change it seems to always work out. Or at less you hope it does any way. Most of the changes in one life will never be notice by your self. Only when one points it out do we really see it, and then there are the usual changes that you and everyone else sees. Usually they’re the ones that you would conceder to be major changes. This

What A Man Wants From A Women
What a man Wants from a women When we say its over [Its really over] When we don't call [Don't get mad we will make it up] When we say sorry for no reason [We don't know what we did but want to] When we hold you close [Its because we care] When we ask if you want to go out with us and the guys [We are doing it to make sure you are ok with it] When we kiss you softly [We more then care] When we ask for you number [Don't be rude not all me just want sex] When we say it a secret between guy [Don't ask it is a secret that can't be broke] Don't think all men are about sex [Thier are a few that want love] When you break it off [We need time if you want to be friends] And if we say I Love You [Its real don't smash it]

Give Ya Lady Some Head
When a woman finds a man who gives good oral, she's found a treasure she's not going to let go of too quickly. This is one rare customer and she knows it. She won't even tell her girlfriends about it or that guy will become the most popular man in town. So, remember, most guys can fuck, and those who can usually do it satisfactorily, but the guy who gives good head, he's got it made. Most women are shy about their bodies. Even if you've got the world's most gorgeous woman in bed with you, she's going to worry about how you like her body. Tell her it's beautiful, tell her which parts you like best, tell her anything, but get her to trust you enough to let you down between her legs. Now stop and look at what you see. Beautiful, isn't it? There is nothing that makes a woman more unique than her pussy. I know. They come in all different sizes, colors and shapes; some are tucked inside like a little girl's cuie and some have thick luscious lips that come out to greet you.

Peacemaker Project Worldwide Movement
WE NEED YOUR FEED BACK AND COMMENTS!!! THIS BEGINS HERE IN NASHVILLE, TN, BUT ITS A WORLD MOVEMENT SIGN OUR GLOBAL MAP AND LET THE WORLD KNOW YOU ARE A PEACEMAKER Http://www.myspace.com/peacemakermuzik embed> It's time for a change. We've pledged to protect and serve our communities. The rise in violent crime in Nashville, Davidson County among the youth/young adult population has increase the need for a more responsible response from those who wish to bring about a change in the lives of our children as well as the community. The Peace Makers are an organization of individuals who have been involved in crime, drugs and the criminal justice system. We are men and women who believe that the culture of violence and sexism that is perpetuated in the music that our youth/young adults listen to play a major role in how these youth think and behave. The violence in this city has touched each one of us personally. We've all lost someone we care about. And if

Coffee
The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 Cups of Coffee When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him. When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The pr ofessor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar He shook the jar lightly The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous 'yes.' The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and

Celeb Look-alikes
WOW! SOME REALLY GOOD COMPANY THERE http://www.myheritage.com/collage ISNT IT FUNNY HOW ONE PIC CAN MAKE SUCH A DIFFERENCE! ADN WHAT IS IT WITH ME AND ORIENTALS? 73%???? LOL THEY ARE REALLY HOT THOUGH SO ITS ALL GOOD!:)

Something I Wrote From The Heart!!
Something I wanted to share from My creative mind on sleepless nites, a short story of love, sleeplessness and closer. Written by Ghost 8-29-07 Sleepless nites!! I can't sleep cuz I worry I can't sleep cuz I wonder I can't sleep I don't know why I can't sleep since We stopped talking I cant sleep cuz I wonder what your going through I can't sleep cuz I just dont what to say or do anymore I cant sleep cuz I miss You I can't sleep cuz deep down I loved You I can't sleep cuz I miss talking to You I can't sleep cuz I miss Your voice I can't sleep I wonder how Your doing there I can't sleep cuz I know whats going on I can't sleep cuz I care alot or I wouldn't have said what I said that nite I can't sleep cuz You lied to them on there about Me I can't sleep cuz I know how You feel about Me I can't sleep cuz I know You still love Me no matter what I can't sleep cuz I wanna help You get out I can't sleep cuz I know You want Me to help You get out too I can't sleep

Leaving Fubar
I have met a few nice people on here.. and its been great. But, I have seriously been thinking of leaving fubar. Just to much going on right now. I am not sure yet if I will just close it down.. or just not come on here, but once in great moon. Just letting everyone know.

Latest News
Hello to all my friends and family! I have missed you all dearly! I'm sorry I have not been around at all for the past few months but my world has been sideways and I've been trying to get things turned back around. Thongs are still going to be uphill for a bit but I will have a little more time to spend talking to my friends here and hopefully getting to hang out in person with some of you as well. I hope all is well with everyone and hope to get a chance to chat with each and everyone of you soon!! MMMAUH!!! TJ

More Stupidity Online
The other day, I had a man turn down my friendship request. His comment was, "oh, you accept just anyone". Now folks, this is about one of the stupidest comments I ever heard. Number 1. This is the internet! Its not real life. a) it could lead to real life, but its not yet. b) this is an online bar, its a game, an entertainment. Number 2. Friendship is not something any of us can afford to throw away in any form. a) A friend you make on fubar today could be a life saver or the love of your life a year from now. Want to risk throwing that away? Life is risk, when you stop taking risk, pull that 6ft of dirt over you cause life is done baby!

Joke
One day at the end of class little Billy's teacher has the class go home and think of a story to tell, and then conclude the moral of that story. The following day when the teacher asks for the first volunteer to tell their story, little Suzy raises her hand. "My dad owns a farm and every Sunday we load the chicken eggs on the truck and drive into town to sell them at the market. Well, one Sunday we hit a big bump and all the eggs flew out of the basket and onto the road." The teacher asks for the moral of the story. Suzy replies,"Don't keep all your eggs in one basket." Next is little Lucy. "Well my dad owns a farm too and every weekend we take the chicken eggs and put them in the incubator. Last weekend only 8 of the 12 eggs hatched." The teacher asks for the moral of the story. Lucy replies, "Don't count your chickens before they're hatched." Last was little Billy. "My uncle Ted fought in the Vietnam war; his plane was shot down over enemy territory. He jumpe

Profile Ratings
Recently I've been having problems with picture ratings. I will admit that I have given some people a rating of less than ten on their profile pics (when I've been on this site and clicked on the 'bored' button). For some people with pictures that are just dumb (ie: Nascar pics, gang signs, devil ducks) I have given a one ! Most of those people then get offended. They then check out my profile pics, examine them and rate them a '1' even if thats not the rating I gave them in the first place ! Very mature ! Sometimes I have received a shout asking me what my problem is ! For the most part I give ratings of less than 10 because I don't feel the pic deserves it ! I am not trying to offend people here or be mean but everyone has their own personal preferences. Someone might put up a picture of themself which they think is absolutely gorgeous. Others might not think so and give them less than 10. Should you get offended at that ? I don't think so. Do you personally know these people

Leave It To Beavers
Jumping right into this blog today.....political foreplay in Chicago. Just a little history on the Cook County Board. Daddy Stroger was a strong Democrat and has done amazing things for the City of Chicago. He had Cook County Hospital closed and had a state of the art hospital built in it's place. This hospital is in an area where the majority of folks need free health care. So Daddy did a wonderful thing and now the hospital is called Stroger. Daddy Stroger had a stroke and his son has been primed for the position and was elected into the slot of County Board President. The Strogers are black. Fast forward to November, 2007. Junior iStroger is trying to get his budget passed and it's been vetoed. The bottom line in this budget is that taxes for Cook County residents would increase. Right now, residents are paying about 3/4 of a cent in taxes on anything purchased in the county. Had this budget been passed, Chicago would have one of the highest sales taxes in the nation

Lmao Funny Stuff Brings New Meaning To The Word Kissing Ass
If I were in this situation I sooooooooo would sit with chocolate and watch and grin! (...no... Not ALL mother-in-laws are evil... but here's one for those of you that aren't as fortunate as others) A married couple was in a terrible accident where the Man's face was severely burned. The doctor told the Husband that they could not graft any skin from his body because he was too skinny. So the wife offered to donate some of her own skin. However, the only skin on her body that the doctor felt was suitable would have to come from her buttocks. The husband and wife agreed that they would tell no one about where the skin came from, and they requested that the doctor also honor their secret. After all, this was a very delicate matter. After the surgery was completed, everyone was astounded at the man's new face. He looked more handsome than he ever had before! All his friends and relatives just went on and on about his youthful beauty! One day, he was alone with his wife, and he wa

Check This Out
ok ppl. come and join my lounge. its called Big Daddy's and i want to build it up.l have come and joined me. so how bout all my friends come and check it out and join. atleast make me feel like i have friends. http://fubar.com/new_lounge.php?w=1&lid=52226 come and help bring up the lounge.

Special Someone
SPECIAL SOMEONE THERE IS SOMEONE SPECIAL IN MY LIFE, THIS PERSON HAS A LOVING HEART. HE IS A VERY IMPORTANT PART OF MY LIFE, AND I HOPE WE WILL NEVER PART. I WILL ALWAYS BE HERE FOR HIM, NO MATTER WHAT MAY HAPPEN. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM, TO BE NEAR HIM BRINGS ME SO MUCH HAPPINESS. TO HOLD HIM IN MY ARMS, MAKES ME FEEL AS IF TIME WILL NEVER END. KEEPING HIM SAFE FROM ALL HARM, TO BE THERE WITH HIM TO THE END. TO HEAR HIS EVERY NEED, AND COMFORT HIM WITH A SOFT TOUCH. CARESSING HIS BODY SO VERY SOFTLY, WITH LOVE THAT IS NEEDED VERY MUCH. ALL THROUGH THE SILENT OF THE NIGHT, I WILL ALWAYS EMBRACE HIM VERY SOFTLY, BUT TIGHT. UNTILL THE END OF TIME, EVEN THEN I WILL NEVER STOP LOVING HIM. AND THAT IS NO LIE. ( this was wrote by my daughter to her hubby )

Blocked
lost angel hun it is u i am talking about then u post a comment sayin talk to them,HOW I can't get near u r ur page sweetie~ Did'nt wanna do this BUT can't contact u! ADD me please r unblock me so WE CAN talk~! hope 2 hear from u soon,Hippie

My Wish
I wish that I could cause the sun To warm the world with love Remove the clouds a moment To reveal the stars above I wish that I could wipe that tear From the corner of your eye Bring happiness for your sorrow Bring a smile for your sigh I wish that I could better things Put hope within your heart Make today the best you've had Right from its' very start I wish that I were able To make your dream come true I wish I could - I wish I could Do all these things for you

Evel Knievel, Iconic Motorcycle Daredevil, Dies At 69
CLEARWATER, Fla. - Evel Knievel, the red-white-and-blue-spangled motorcycle daredevil whose jumps over Greyhound buses, live sharks and Idaho's Snake River Canyon made him an international icon in the 1970s, died Friday. He was 69. ADVERTISEMENT Knievel's death was confirmed by his granddaughter, Krysten Knievel. He had been in failing health for years, suffering from diabetes and pulmonary fibrosis, an incurable condition that scarred his lungs. Knievel had undergone a liver transplant in 1999 after nearly dying of hepatitis C, likely contracted through a blood transfusion after one of his bone-shattering spills. Immortalized in the Washington's Smithsonian Institution as "America's Legendary Daredevil," Knievel was best known for a failed 1974 attempt to jump Snake River Canyon on a rocket-powered cycle and a spectacular crash at Caesar's Palace in Las Vegas. He suffered nearly 40 broken bones before he retired in 1980. Though Knievel dropped off the pop culture radar in

Forsaken Love.
Where are you forsaken love?, Where no one has ever been but you. For you are said to be true love. How true is a love that hurts without an ending until the pain inflicted pierces the heart? Forsaken and true was I. For I gave when giving was shunned as though it were a curse upon the soul of its intended. Tis said true love is the greatest gift one can give another. Yet when another has shielded themselves from such then the love becomes an endless pain. Tis an overwhelming agony where the heart is broken without a doubt intentionally, without a doubt true love has been forsaken. When did true love become an enemy to your soul? When did everlasting become nevermore? Was it when true love was said to be eternal? Was it when your fate became imminent, as it was witnessed by blinded eyes? Forsaken one I weep for you. For the depth of your gentle, devoted heart shall never be known. Your eternal commitment shall never be witnessed. For fear became your intended's fr

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" ***Best one will get a reply*** 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? Feel free to email Your answers to m

Insanity
Welcome to this world of insanity which we call life. Questions fill my mind but their answers are such simple ones. Respect and Love, should they run parallel, or are they not similar at all. There is a knife on the counter for you to use to continue the stabbing. See the scars upon my back they are from others just like you, kick me while I’m down, you better run like a little bitch and watch over your shoulder because in the end I will get mine. Follow your heart, apparently mine has lost its internet connection to Mapquest, and I can’t trust the fuckin thing anymore, maybe they sell replacement parts at Walmart. Is being alone as scary as it seems to be or is it just missing that regular piece of ass you are used to having whenever you see fit? I am not a toy, I cannot be thrown down and expected to be there whenever your lil fuckin heart desires. Relationships, what a fuckin joke, devote time and love to just get rejection in return. Meaningless phrases, empty promises, an

Porn Star Attraction
Have you ever thought the secret behind the guys getting attracted to porn stars? Have you ever wondered at the excellent performance the porn stars on bed? If you have ever watched and wondered at the skills and excellence of porn stars, you would have wished to be like them when you are with your man to end up the lovemaking more and more satisfied. Following few simple steps may make you the honeydew of your man, and no more you will have to sleep alone on bed when your man finds satisfaction on the performance of porn stars on screen. Take initiative enthusiastically The first step to make your man hot and aroused is to be enthusiastic when you are with him. Most of the times women wish to hold the good girl approach and slip away from sexual act when your guy wants to do so. The secret of porn girls is that they never look like fed up with the process. They always show their partners how excited they are by engaging them with their speech and movements. Taking initiative is t

I'm Sorry (from Bulletin)
)i'm sorry i'm sorry if i'm not pretty enough to be "your girl"i'm sorry that i don't want to have sex every minute of the day.i'm sorry that i'm not a playboy bunny so i can act like a pornstar for you.i'm sorry if i don't have a dream body that turns you on.i'm sorry if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me.i'm sorry if my hair isn't long enough.i'm sorry if i'm not the "hottest" girl you've ever seen.i'm sorry that i try my best to get you to like me, but then get hurt. but most of all; i'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. and i'm sorry that most guys will read this and post it and may agree with it but after 5 minutes they forget about it and do the same thing all over again. GUYS! just think about it, about how you treat girls.If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry."If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the w

How Do U Know When To....
How do you know when your marriage is over? How long do u give it to try and work it out? or do you try and work it out? I mean really over? to the point where you want a divorce? Any advice? anything please...i'm so lost and confused i duno what to do.... :'(

Racism.....updated..
Racism In society today, there is a disease called racism that destroys lives. The definition of racism is race-based bigotry, prejudice, violence, oppression, stereotyping or discrimination, those who are not like themselves. What seems to be the cause of racism? During our history past 500 to 1000 years, racism is and seems to be always part of our lives and children lives. In our society today, there are many reason of racism, but three stand out the most: heritage, racial and political groups, pride in one’s own race is the worst. Heritage of racism begins with the beginning of life. Racial and political groups are those, who only see things in white, never within the equal of each person as a person instead of color, culture or origin. These are people in the racially groups like Ku Klux Klan, Invisible Empire, Nazi Skinheads and many more. Then there is our government that judges us by the color, culture or origin. Pride in one’s own race is about the teachings within

Be Careful What You Ask For
A young Canadian soldier was attending some college courses between assignments . He had also completed missions in Afghanistan . One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He Looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, 'God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes.' The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, 'Here I am God. I'm still waiting.' It got down to the last couple of minutes when the young soldier got out of his Chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The young man went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the soldier and asked, 'What the hell is the mat

Google And Your Phone Number..
Google has implemented a new feature which enables you to type a telephone number into the search bar and hit enter and you will be given the person's name and address. If you then hit Map Quest, you will get a map to the person's house. Everyone should be aware of this! It's a nationwide reverse telephone book. If a child gives out his/her phone number, someone can now look it up to find out where he/she lives. The safety issues are obvious, and alarming. Note that you can have your phone number removed or blocked. I tried my number and it came up along with the map quest and directions straight to our house. I did fill out the removal form for myself, and encourage all of you to do the same. Quite scary. Please look up your own number. In order to test whether your phone number is mapped, go to: Google (http://www.google.com/ /www.google.com/> ) Type your phone number in the search bar (I.e. 555-555-1212) and hit enter. If you want to BLOCK Google from divulging yo

F*ck Her Gently
TENACIOUS D "Fuck Her Gently" This is a song for the ladies But fellas listen closely You don't always have to fuck her hard In fact sometimes that's not right to do Sometimes you've got to make some love And fuckin give her some smoochies too Sometimes ya got to squeeze Sometimes you've got to say please Sometime you've got to say hey I'm gonna Fuck you softly I'm gonna screw you gently I'm gonna hump you sweetly I'm gonna ball you discreetly And then you say hey I bought you flowers And then you say wait a minute sally I think I got somethin in my teeth Could you get it out for me That's fuckin teamwork Whats your favorite posish? That's cool with me Its not my favorite But I'll do it for you Whats your favorite dish? Im not gonna cook it But ill order it from Zanzibar And then I'm gonna love you completely And then I'll fuckin fuck you discreetly And then I'll fucking bone you completely But then I'm gonna fuck you

Umm Help???? Please
I could use a little shot in the ego, mine has taken a beating lately in my personal life... It's a giveaway, 95,000 comments for a 30 day blast...I know it's alot and I prolly shouldn't even ask, but please.... FEEDINGTHEDESIRE

Mistletoe Contest
THIS IS WHERE YOU START > > > > Are you kissable? > Let's find out who the MOST KISSABLE people are on Fubar! > > A new contest, only for Christmas, brought to you by the FuGraphics Gift Shoppe. NO RATES, NO COMMENTS, ONLY KISSES! > > Here is how to play... > > In order to enter, you must receive a personalized bough of mistletoe like the one below. Each bough counts as 1 kiss. The numbers will be changed with each bough that you receive, in order to match the number of times you've been gifted a mistletoe. On December 23rd, the male and female most often "Kissed" will each win 250,000 fubucks, a pimp-out, and an award tag to announce them as the MOST KISSABLE MAN/MOST KISSABLE WOMAN ON FUBAR. > > The Rules: > 1. NO DRAMA. > 2. When buying a kiss for someone, send me their FUBAR ID number or a link to their page. > 3. You may purchase as many as you want. > 4. Anyone attempting to alter the tags in order to cheat will immediately be disqualified from the game.

Expresions
Little does he know what he is doing to me. Has me all warm, damn this is extreme. Does he realize the effect he has on me? Little does he know that he has me going out of my mind. Thinking of him all the time. Does he realize just what I feel for him? Little does he know just how much I love him.

Our Dance....this One Speaks Truth!
Our Dance Slowly the world turns under a midnight moon, Our bodies swaying to that special tune, Crickets sing under a summer's night sky. We hopelessly get lost staring eye to eye. Your breath brings chills to my skin, My kiss stirs something deep within. Forever in your arms is where I want to stay, Praying God never brings forth the light of day. Here we are Spinning Slow hand in hand, Feeling a love neither of us understands. I promise to do whatever it takes, And quickly forgive all your mistakes. ..You'll see it will all turn out right, Just dance with me through the night. RWSII ...this is published and copyrighted please do not copy without permission!

Support Our Troops!! Don't Buy Starbucks!!
I HAD NO IDEA THIS WAS GOING ON. CONSIDER ME "OUT" AS FAR AS THEY GO. I DON'T NEED THEIR COFFEE THAT BAD! SHAME ON THEM. Guess I won't be drinking Starbucks anymore! ! ! Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street -to-street and house-to-house. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can disca

Hopeing To Find
I am just hopeing to find the right woman that will love me for me and will take on my kids as if they are hers and be there through the deployments that I go through. I am tired of games. I am 29 years old and about to hit 30 years old. I wish that a good woman would come into my life. I missed up on one marriage and I dont want to miss up another one. So if you want to talk I am here. I am tired of feeling like there is no one out there for me. May the gods and goddess bless you if you read this

Always In The Heart
I sit here tonight with thoughts of you. Wishing you were here with me like I always do. I know that we will be together again some day. When that day comes we will have nothing but smiles on our faces and our skies no longer grey. In this time that we are apart, I know that we are in one anothers heart. We always will be, just like we were from the start. You are a part of me, and I am a part of you. That is something so special and very true. Your gentle touch I miss so much. How could someone keep something away from us, that is so precious as such. I do know, when there is a will there is a way. I promise you we will be together forever again one day. Until then, always remember that I love you forever. Also know, that is something none can take away, ever!

Something I Found On World Aids Day
More Young Americans Are Contracting HIV By E.J. Mundell, HealthDay Reporter FRIDAY, Nov. 30 (HealthDay News) -- In the 26 years since scientists first spotted AIDS in America, millions of dollars have been poured into outreach efforts aimed at keeping young people clear of HIV, the virus that causes the disease. But on the eve of World AIDS Day, a disturbing statistical fact has emerged in this country: The number of newly infected teens and young adults is suddenly on the rise. And the question is, why? According to data from the U.S. Centers for Disease Control and Prevention for 2001 to 2005 (the latest years available), the number of new cases of HIV infection diagnosed among 15-to-19-year-olds in the United States rose from 1,010 in 2001, held steady for the next three years, then jumped 20 percent in 2005, to 1,213 cases. For young people aged 20 to 24, cases of new infection have climbed steadily, from 3,184 in 2001 to 3,876 in 2005. Experts say a

A Tragic Loss
For those of you who dont know i am going through some rough times a few weeks ago my uncle died and a few days ago we lost 4 other family members to a fire so please forgive me if i seem distant or depressed I am just having a hard time dealing with these mulitple deaths here is the story of the 4 who died http://www.wtol.com/Global/story.asp?S=7424695 My cousin is the only one who made it out of the fire. He lost everything his house his girl and kids. His 4 year old son had just beat cancer and was finally cancer free they were trying to hard everyday to make a good life for their kids this loss is truly tragic so please pray for my cousin anthony.

Realizations
last nite sucked really bad .. no two ways about it .. but thats all dealable .. I beleive ive lost a very good friend last nite .. im going to miss him a lot .. but .. it was his choice if he did leave my life .. i will miss him .. but .. he knows how i feel . and he knows he'll be missed .. and thats all i can do from this distance .. im taking a whole new look at my life .. im going to be 40 this summer and im gonna stop holding my life on hold waiting for some huge thunder bolt to come down and crack me in the damn head to get me moving on things in my life .. im going to take my life in my hands like i should have years ago .. and move on from this bullshit .. im going to stop day dreaming . and start living .. im still planning on moving . just have to decide where .. althou actually i was looking into Alaska yesterday .. gawd id love to live there .. just amazing .but in all reality im more than likely going to find myself in the Carolina's .. ive friends there .. i wont find my

Typical Ass
well it is typical I was chattinmg with one of my babygirls and a so called guy came on her shout box and she had told him she was already chatting with her Daddy. he then call her a cunt and blocked her. this the typical act of a little boy that can't get his way. I am sure he has done this to others I went to look at his profile was not going to do anything or say anything but immediatly he downrated me to a 1 woo that hurt lol and then blocked me from sending him a shout. why does there have to be such little boys like that. if you are interested in who let me know and I will tell you. I might even start a downrating album like other have.

Am I Stupid?
I like playing the fruit mix-up game on here, so I just let fubar match me up with a random player. If that player happens to be a guy, I dont care, but 99% of the time the guy leaves before the game starts. Whats up with that, for pete's sake, it is just a game, on the freakin internet!!!! Is this just a place for guys to come and meet women for sex? If it is someone tell me, I guess I should go somewhere else for friends and fun. I guess I just never noticed how stupid us guys are at times, or it could just be denile....LOL

The Need
I love when our bodies connect fully undressed, slippery and wet, dripping hot with sweat. The moisture of my lips whispers to your dick, telling sexual secrets, tickles you with teases... Precious, alluring kisses glide from your lips to your neck to your chest and then your stomach slide along and down your hips, until I reach the object of my tongues content. I love your fingers in my hair fingers walk in wonder pulling me down closer, needing to be deeper, anxious for the answers begging me for more... I meet your steady gaze eyes cloudy lost in haze; I see just what you crave so I give all that you can take, and devour you full length. I love the way you cum, the sexual look upon your face. The way your pleasure tastes is right where it belongs: between my lips just like this...

Why
many have assked me why I am stressed and depressed well alot is going on right now in my life. I am having a problem with my hands that is affecting my job, another is dealing with a friend and what she is going with her. I wonder if a friend is a friend when you try toi help them and they seem to ignore you when you are just trying to make sure that yourself doesn't get lose in the process of helping them. how far do you go to help someone that you care about without giving up more than you have.

Ever Wonder
EVER WONDER Why the sun lightens our hair, but darkens our skin? Why women can't put on mascara with their mouth closed? Why don't you ever see the headline "Psychic Wins Lottery"? Why is "abbreviated" such a long word? Why is it that doctors call what they do practice"? Why is it that to stop Windows 98, you have to click.."? Why is lemon juice made with artificial flavor, and dishwashing liquid made with real lemons? Why is the man who invests all your money called a broker? Why is the time of day with the slowest traffic called rush hour? Why isn't there mouse-flavored cat food? When dog food is new and improved tasting, who tests it? Why didn't Noah swat those two mosquitoes? Why do they sterilize the needle for lethal injections? You know that indestructible black box that is used on airplanes? Why don't they make the whole plane out of that stuff?? Why don't sheep shrink when it rains? Why are they ca

Toilet Cleaning Instructions
Toilet Cleaning Instructions : 1. Put both lids of the toilet up and add 1/8 cup of pet shampoo to the water in the bowl. 2. Pick up the cat and soothe him while you carry him towards the bathroom. 3. In one smooth movement, put the cat in the toilet and close both lids. You may need to stand on the lid. 4. The cat will self agitate and make ample suds. Never mind the noises that come from the toilet, the cat is actually enjoying this. 5. Flush the toilet three or four times. This provides a 'power-wash' and rinse'. 6. Have someone open the front door of your home. Be sure that there are no people between the bathroom and the front door.. 7. Stand behind the toilet as far as you can, and quickly lift both lids. 8. The cat will rocket out of the toilet, streak through the bathroom, and run outside where he will dry himself off. 9. Both the commode and the cat will be sparkling clean.

May We Have Your Att
buy orders from our fearless leader att fire&ice crew from the desk of nbk sunsetbeauty80 :-): NO ONE but managment will blog about leveling someone....if we already have people in line to be leveled then they need to send us the link in our eail and wait in line plz follow this too the letter ty so much have a great weekend love&respect nbk

The Law Is The Law.....
So if the US government determines that it is against the law for the words 'under God' to be on our money, then, so be it. And if that same government decides that the 'Ten Commandments' are not to be used in or on a government installation, then, so be it.I say, 'so be it,' because I would like to be a law abiding US citizen.I say, 'so be it,' because I would like to think that smarter people than I are in positions to make good decisions. I would like to think that those people have the American public's best interests at heart. BUT, YOU KNOW WHAT ELSE I'D LIKE? Since we can't pray to God, can't Trust in God and cannot post His Commandments in Government buildings, I don't believe the Government and its employees should participate in the Easter and Christmas celebrations which honor the God that our government is eliminating from many facets of American life. I'd like my mail delivered on Christmas, Good Friday, Thanksgiving &Easter. After all, it's just another day.I'd like the US

Indian Prayer
Oh our Mother the earth, Oh our Father the sky, Your children are we, and with tired backs We bring you the gifts you love. Then weave for us a garment of brightness; May the Warp be the white light of the morning, May the weft be the red light of the evening, May the fringes be the falling rain, May the border be the standing rainbow. Thus weave for us a garment of brightness, That we may walk fittingly where birds sing, That we may walk fittingly where grass is green, Oh our Mother Earth, Oh our Father Sky.

Poem
" Brothers We" My life, My health, in every way. Are changed by things from day to day. To gain a bond in all we do, You need GODs love inside of you! Our notions of what might be true, Depends alot on what we do! So do it right and do it well, For only time will really tell. Look at me! Am I not you? In all that I might say and do. So treat me like the lord intended. So GOD might say that I befriended my brother when our time had ended. The father of all, He tells the truth, Brothers are we, Both me and you. Just read his words everyday. He'll spread his love, He'll show the way!

Ugly Or????????
Am I ugly ????????????? Body: POST THIS AND SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES U GET..... (1) ugly (2) O.K. (3) cute (4) hot (5) sexy (6) Fine (7) BANGGGIINN!!! (8) I would kiss you (9) I want to have kids (10) Wanna go out? Seriously. Tell me in my inbox, post me a bulletin or comment..i wanna know...be truthful. It is for fun~

Your Eyes
When I look at your eyes, I see your true self. I see you're sweet, and caring. I see you're giving and forgiving. I see your love for me. When I look at your eyes I stop myself from crying When I'm alone and think about your eyes I cry. I can't stop thinking that one day I'll never see those eyes again That I'll never see the love or the sweetness Or the love that makes you who you are. One day you'll be gone - gone from me. Gone from this world. No matter what happens, those eyes will one day close And forever rest in peace. But you'll never be completely gone, Because every time I close my eyes, There you will be.

Someof The Views I Have...
When there's something you want...fight for it. Don't give up no matter how hopeless it seems, even when you've lost hope, cause years from now you're gonna look back and wish you gave it one more shot cause the best things in life don't come easy. There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone & trying to fix everything, but it's not giving up. It's realizing that you don't need certain people, the bullshit and drama they bring. You may if youloved them still love them but let them go anyways, because it is what is best to do. LEARN ... from yesterday. LIVE ... for today. Hope ... for tomorrow.

Just Thinking
I have read many blogs from many different people about many different things. In doing so I was just wondering or just pondering why. Not why do I read them but why we write them. I have written a few ourselves and this is another one. But back to the why part. Why do we write things that are in our head for all to read? Could it be an outlet or is it just something to do, or maybe we just like for other to know all about us. Well, I guess each do it for their on reasons. But it still amasses me that being whom we are, we still need to be more. What I mean is we do these blogs so people will know more about us, letting complete strangers in our personal thought. I think it a need to knowing that other care enough to even read what we say. This was just something else that went thru my head that I wanted to question about. Thank you for letting me share this with you.

Im Sorry
Im Sorry I’m sorry if I ever hurt you You know I made a mistake I’m sorry if I ever made you cry I didn’t want your heart to break I’m sorry if I made you jealous By flaunting myself around I’m sorry if I ever ignored you And buried you in the ground I’m sorry if I wasn’t greatfull For all the things you done I’m sorry if I never let you know You’re my only one I’m sorry that I didn’t tell you How gorgeous you really are I’m sorry that I didn’t let you know You’re my shinning star I’m sorry that I didn’t hold you Until the sun came up high I’m sorry I didn’t kiss you longer When we came to say goodbye I’m sorry that I wasted time And never gave you my heart I’m sorry that all that I’ve done Has caused us to part I’m sorry that I forgot to say The most important things to you I’m sorry that I wasn’t the best But baby I do love you

Does Your Name Fit You?
S: makes people laugh A: Hot N: easy to fall in love with D: can kick ur butt Y: smile to die for A: Hot B: Amazing kisser C: good kisser D: can kick ur butt E: has gorgeous eyes F: lowild and crazy adore you G: very outgoing H:cute I: loves to laugh and smile J: is really sweet K: crazy in a good way L: very good kisser M: makes dating fun N: easy to fall in love with O: has one of the best personalities ever P: popular with all types of people Q: a hypocrite R: smile to die for S: makes people laugh T: is a good person to be with U: Hott V: not judgmental W: very broad minded X: never let people tell you what to do Y: smile to die for Z: can be funny and dumb at times REPOST WITH: "Does your name fit you???" You must repost this with ur name or you will lose someone very close to you

Poetry
friends are forever as long as thier true. they share every moment both happy or blue. a friend is to lean on when lfe treats you bad. a friend makes you smile when your feeling so sad. friends stick together right to the end. there is nothing more loyal than a true honest friend. a friend can be comfort when pain meets your fate. they are always there for you never making you wait. so cherrish your friendship and treat it with care. and the ones you are friends with will always be there.

Survey Time..
Just take it!What is...the most important thing you want to happen to you in your life?:Have a family. the most exotic pet that you have ever had?:My lizard Jewel. A question that you asked yourself today?:Why does my ankle hurt? the answer to that question?:Probably the weather. the age that you left your parents house, and started to support yourself?:18, but had to come back. Leaving again soon. the longest length of time that you had a romantic crush on someone?:5 years. that persons name?:Jared. The ugliest car you have ever seen and why?:My big sister's. It looks horrid, it's falling apart. the sexiest part of the human bodie (either male or female)?:Eyes. your biggest regret?:Getting caught up in someone's lies. the capital of venezuala?:Caracas the meaning of pizza (the food, not the word)?:Not sure. the worste trouble you have ever been in?:When I drank an entire bottle ofjim beam and passed out. the worste damage you ever caused while driving a car or truck?:When I flipped my

Just Want Every One To Read This All The Way Through
Please Read All The Way Through. It is important that we read and remember this. These are not my words, but they do match my views and feelings. SGT. Edmund John Jeffer's last few words were some of the most touching, inspiring and most truthful words spoken since the tragedy of 9/11 - and since our nation went to war. SGT. Jeffers was a strong soldier and talented writer. He died in Iraq on September 19, 2007. He was a loving husband, brother and son. His service was more than this country could ever grasp - but the least you can do for the man who sacrificed his life for you ... is listen to what he had to say. *************************************************************************** Hope Rides Alone By Eddie Jeffers I stare out into the darkness from my post, and I watch the city burn to the ground. I smell the familiar smells, I walk through the familiar rubble, and I look at the frightened faces that watch me pass down the streets o

Men Laws
THOU SHALL / SHALL NOT 1: Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 2: It is OK for a man to cry ONLY under the following circumstances: (a) When a heroic dog dies to save its master. (b) The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. (c) After wrecking your boss' car. (d) When she is using her teeth. 3: Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his buddies. 4: Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5: If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever unless you actually marry her. 6: Moaning about the brand of free beer in a buddy's fridge is forbidden. However complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7: No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for another man. In fact, even remembering your buddy's birthday is strictly optional. At that point, you must celebrate at a strip bar of the bi

When One Is A Stranger To Oneself, Then One Is Estranged From Others, Too.
--Anne Morrow Lindbergh There's a person inside each of us just itching to be known and loved. But if we don't get to know and love that person, how can we expect anyone else to? That's why it's so important to spend time alone getting acquainted with ourselves. And how do we do that? We can sit quietly with ourselves, thinking and listening. Then we can write our thoughts in a journal, or we can draw or paint them. If we play a musical instrument, we can put our thoughts and feelings into music. When we make the time and effort to know ourselves, it encourages others to want to know us, too. Since everything we do and feel begins inside us, we must feel good about ourselves in order to feel good about anything else. What wonders we are, that we have all the power we need to make our world a happy one! How do I feel about myself today?

Support
It is with the greatest of pleasure that I announce that my life is forever changing for the better. I am getting married Friday night in Reno. She is the Absolutely the best. Her and I became friends and eventually over a year later we are getting married. I have to thank Cherry Tap/Fubar for being the meeting point for us.Please go to her page and send her congratulations.I Love You Lynda! Flamewalker@ fubar

Sisterhood Please Read
I am back with THE SISTERHOOD and wanted all my sisters to know that I dearly missed them tho I have talked to a few over the week that I was gone....Now that I have announced this before the world my sick body is getting off here and going back to bed.....Love each and everyone of you and Starr lots of huggs Liberated Spice

Good Black Men
"A Good Black Man" Good Black Men are indeed all around us. We pass them on the streets, in the malls and the halls at work. Most we can't see because we don't know what a good black man really looks like. He usually isn't flashy enough or rich enough to turn our heads He might not wear a suit or drive a Lexus. He might not have a "body like Tyson with a Denzel face." But, as you mature, you realize it's better to find someone who's got your back than someone who turns your head. A good Black Man doesn't agree wholeheartedly with everything you say. He doesn't just tell you what you want to hear and do the opposite. He doesn't declare how sensitive, sweet, caring, sincere, yada yada he is (he won't have to because it shows). He has his own opinions and you may clash, but he doesn't have to degrade you to prove he's right. He even admits at times to being wrong, especially if you are willing to do the same. A good Black Man is not going to meet every item

My Friends Are The Best!
Thank you all so much for all the congratulations cards, Happy Anniversary gifts, messages and comments... I currently can't keep up, but I will get back to ya. I promise. Just wanted you all to know how much it means to me and how greatful I am for having you all as friends. *BIG HUGS* and much love to you all. Enjoy your Sunday and thanks for making me feel so special.

Submissive Woman
I find pleasure, joy, and fulfillment from being submissive to another in a loving relationship. I am not weak, or stupid. I am a strong woman, with firm views and a clear concept of what I want out of my life. I do not serve out of shame or weakness, but out of pride and strength. I look to my loving Master for guidance and protection, for never am I more complete than when he is with me. I know that he will protect my body, my mind, and my soul with his strength and wisdom. He is everything to me, as I am everything to him. His touch awakens me and his thoughts free me. Only in serving him do I find complete freedom and joy. His punishments are harsh, but I accept them thankfully, knowing that he has my best interests always foremost in his mind. If he desires my body for pleasure, I shall joyfully give it to him, and take pleasure myself from knowing that I have brought him happiness. However, the pleasure of the flesh is but one facet of any relationship. The love, the trust and

I Got In A Car Accident
I rear-ended a car this morning. So there we are alongside the road and slowly the driver gets out of the car . . . and you know how you just-get-sooo-stressed and life-stuff seems to get funny? Yeah, well, I could NOT believe it . . he was a DWARF! He storms over to my car, looks up at me and says, "I AM NOT HAPPY!" So, I look down at him and say, "Well, which one are you then?" . . . and that's when the fight started

The Wierdest Shit Happens At Walmart
I was in a check out line at Wal-Mart, buying a large bag of Purina for my dogs, when a woman behind me asked if I had a dog. Under the circumstances, it is really tough to pass on such an intelligent question as that one. I was feeling a bit crabby, so on impulse, I told her no, I was starting The Purina Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care unit with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IV's in both arms. Her eyes about bugged out of her head. I went on and on with the bogus diet story and she was buying it, hook line and sinker. I told her it was an easy, inexpensive diet, and that the way it works is to load your pockets or purse with Purina nuggets and simply eat one or two every time you feel hungry. The package said the food is nutritionally complete so I was going to try it again. I have to mention here that practically everyone in the line

Vampire
Lexi walks alone the darkened streets of her hometown. There are so many thoughts running through her head, so many emotions running through her heart. Tired of being alone and not knowing how to change that considering her circumstances, her deep shyness. She walks on, lost in thoughts of what might have been. The closer she gets to home the more saddened she becomes. This is her every night routine except for Saturday nights. She works all day and walks home alone at night to face an empty home. She lets the night engulf her and take her away with each step she makes. Walking into her yard and climbing the steps, she has her keys already out of her pocket. This was a habit that her mother instilled in her long ago. “Just in case someone was lurking in the shadows” she could get inside quick. Her keys slide from her hand, as it turns sweaty with the thought of a stranger possibly hiding nearby. She picks them up and lets herself in her home. Picking up the mail and tossing it on th

Mending Hearts
Among the brambles of a shattered heart Among the shambles of life torn apart When love or friendship turns to hate When words are spoken to berate To pick up the pieces seems a chore But must be done to grieve no more. Among the puzzles of the reasons why Among the thistles that cause pain to cry When moving on is the only goal To open the door to another soul Walking in limbo for a while But lighting candles with a smile. Among the confusion of forest and trees Among the conclusion of answers that please When peace is restored from lackluster When courage and spirit are easy to muster To encounter the new and inclusive To get rid of the old and abusive. Slowly the hurt will be completely erased With a better relationship the ego replaced.

Druids
In the Celtic religion, the modern words Druidry or Druidism denote the practices of the ancient druids, the priestly class in ancient Celtic societies through much of Western Europe north of the Alps and in the British Isles. Druidic practices were part of the culture of all the tribal peoples called Keltoi and Galatai by Greeks and Celtae and Galli by Romans, which evolved into modern English "Celtic" and "Gaulish". Modern attempts at reconstructing practising druidism are called Neo-druidism. From what little we know of late druidic practice it appears deeply traditional, and conservative in the sense that the druids were conserving repositories of culture and lore. It is impossible now to judge whether this continuity had deep historical roots and originated in the social transformations of late La Tene time, or whether there had been a discontinuity and a druidic religious innovation. The etymological origins of the word druid are varied and doubtful enough that the word may

Give Thanks Even In The Bad Times
I have been going through a real rough time with my health and the death of Redskins Star Safety and Friend Sean Taylor plus the Redskins lost a game that it looked like they would surely win today. I as well as they wanted to win the game so bad for Sean. I just thank God in spite of all the negative things in my life because the Bible says to give thanks even in the bad times. Therefore, I thank you Lord God for my life and everything I do have. I thank you Lord Jesus for letting me see 27 years and drawing close to 28. I will bless you oh Lord at all times and your praises shall continually be in my mouth. Hallelujah to the Lord of Hosts! Moreover, if any of you have a problem with this blog because I am a Christian that is too bad. I am not ashamed to proclaim my faith in God. He is my refuge, he is my strength, and without Him, I as well as you would be nothing whether you believe in Him or not. As a matter of fact if you do have a problem with me Loving God and recogniz

My Mother
had surgery on her knee friday afternoon.. laproscopic .. they scraped the arthritis out and repaired something else(can't remember what its called) anyways I was suppose to take her for her surgery but since I had missed the previous 2 weeks of work I decided Tiger(hubby) could do it, and I still would go spend the nite with her. So after I got off work friday and got showered and around I headed to her house. I took my laptop with me figuring I could maybe manage to hook up to someones unprotected wireless network .. well I sorta did..but then I lost it .. and couldn't get it back :( I didn't sleep well there either :( about 3 hours I'd say. I can get along with my MIL but somethings she says or does drives me nuts LOL I suppose its like that with everyone to some extent. She really appreciated me staying with her, so thats all good AND I survived it even without being able to get on Fubar :O OMG now I know I'll live without logging on here LOL

Sunday
This is the first time I have been online today. I have been quite the busy one with shopping today and visiting friends. Peter has been outside most of the day decorating the house and putting up lights....lots of lights! I have at least started my Christmas shopping now. I got the boys Ipods so far. Lots of stuff for their stockings too. It has been a chilly weekend. Finally starting to feel winter like around here. Mind you that it was 47 degrees today. My kids have been yelling at me to turn the heater up but my response to them is they can turn it up if they want to pay the electric/gas bill! I am buying a new car tomorrow. I have only had mine that I have now for about 21 months but I have never been that in love with the vehicle. I am getting something that is nicer. Going from Honda to Lincoln. I am getting a Lincoln MKX and it has lots of bells and whistles. We have to go to San Francisco tomorrow to purchase it since that is where the exact one is I want an

Friends
1.Your Middle Name: 2. Age: 3. Single or Taken: 4. Favorite place to hang out: 5. Favorite pet/animal: 6. Favorite Band/Artist: 7. Tattoos and/or Piercings: 8. Whats your philosophy on life? 9. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: 10. What is the craziest thing you've ever done? 11. Ever been arrested/ gone to jail? 12. Do you think I'm attractive? 13. If you could change anything about me, would you? 14. If you could change anything about yourself, would you? 15. What do you wear to sleep? 16. What is your favorite thing to do in the world? 17. Would you go on a date with me if i asked you? 18. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together? 19. If you could kiss me anywhere in the world, where would we have our first kiss? 20. If you could kiss me anywhere on my body, where would you kiss me? 21. What's your favorite position? Why? 22. Whats your favorite picture of me? Why? 23. Wh

Reflections
I said earlier today its been a full year since I first came here. Some of you have been friends since the beginning, some are new. I'm just glad you have become a part of my world. I've learned a lot about myself, and others in that year. I've made steps forward. I made mistakes, and again I learned. Yeah some days I was pretty down. Depression can be a tough thing. Just be glad Carrie went away finally. THAT is one lesson I will not have to learn again. But even from that I learned a lot. For the first time in a long time, I really felt like I was worth something, that I deserved something much better. And I guess thats the best thing I learned in the last year, that I do deseve happiness. And it doesn't come from others, it comes from me. I'm glad ya all stuck with me while I was a pain in the butt and figuring all that out. :)

Torture
left to bleed tattered and torn through it all your soul is worn being left to cry and scream wishing it was all a dream your inner demons breaking through leaving a shell of what used to be you through it all the end looks bleek as you let go a frightening shriek begging for the torture done as you see life without the fun

Looking For Contestants For The 2007-2008 King And Queen Of Fubar
LOOKING FOR CONTESTANTS FOR THE 2007-2008 KING AND QUEEN CONTEST. STARTING 12/30/07- 01/13/08.NEED AT LEAST 10 FOR EACH TO BEGIN! WEAR THIS CROWN FOR THE 2007-2008 YEAR!! PRIZES 1. PIC MUST BE RIP TO ENTER 2. MUST HAVE A SALUTE 3. MUST RATE/FAN AND ADD THE HOST 4. NO CHEATING WILL BE ALLOWED OR TOLERATED. BLOCKED IS THE RESULT. 5. NO DOWN RATING OF ANY KIND 6.SELF BOMBING AND FAMILY IS ALLOWED. 7. IN CASE OF A TIE WILL BE SPLIT PRIZES. 8. ANY QUESTION COME TO THE HOST NOT A CONTESTANT FOR ANY INFORMATION OR CONCERNS. 9. MUST HAVE AT 150 COMMENTS A DAY TO STAY IN CONTEST. PRIZES 1 ST PLACE IS 3 MONTH VIP 2ND PLACE ONE WEEK BLAST 3RD PLACE IS A DIAMOND EAR RINGS(FEMALE) AND DIAMOND RING FOR THE (MALE) PLEASE CONTACT AKAMRS. T @ FUBAR FOR ALL MALE CONTESTANTS ! PLEASE CONTACT BIG PAPA FOR FEMALE CONTESTANTS

Life Is A Prison
Life is a prison, Oh God let me out. No one to listen, To hear when you shout. Climb the walls of insanity, Ride the waves of despair. If you fall it don't matter, There's no one to care. Used to wish for a window, To see birds, trees and sky, But you're better without one - Stops you aiming too high. Watching freedom is painful, For those locked away. Seeing joy, love and happiness, Another price that you pay. Strong is good, weak is bad. Be it false, be it true. Your mind makes the choice, And enforces it too. Cell walls built by society, With rules to adhere. If you breach the acceptable, You had better beware. Hide the pain, carry on, Routine is the key. Don't let on that you're not, What you're pretending to be. Lock it all up inside you, How badly that bodes. Look out for that one day, When it all just explodes. Leaving naught but a shell, Base functionality too. But killing all else, That was uniquely you. So how do you grow, With a timebomb

Alone In The Dark
ALONE IN THE DARK I sit in the dark and cry myself to sleep every night cause people make fun of me and laughs at me nobody cares if me fellings get hurt and I wounder what they will say next about me At night I hear them saying all the things they have said over and over why must I sit in the dark and alone and cry myself to sleep why?

Is It You?
I'm looking for a lover not a friend Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to I'm looking for someone who won't pretend Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel, Someone who can keep me real and who knows always Baby I like to have you in my way And I'm looking for someone who takes me there, Wants to share, shows he cares Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for Is it you? is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for Could you be the one for me? Could you be the one I need? Is it you? is it you? Maybe you're the one I've been waiting for Could you be the one for me? (Could you be?) Could you be the one I need? I'm looking for someone to share my pain (Uh) Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains Someone who I can cry with trough the night Someone who I can trust who's hardest right And I'm looking for someone

Trapped
Trapped inside, Scared to run. Life used to be, So much fun. Scared to breathe, Alone in the dark. All I can hear, Is a dogs' bark. Thoughts of evil, Running through me head. It almost feels, As if I'm already dead. Come and save me, From the shadows in the night. Please just help me, Get back into the light. I can't hide, My fears of being alone. Some nights I'm stuck, Inside the Twlight Zone. Scared to trust, Alone in my house. The only sound is, Of a tiny mouse. I know you can save me, And pull me away. please just come get me, Somehow, someway. Tyler Montgomery 3 Dec 07

Irish Toasts To Friends & Family
Irish Toasts to Friends & Family May you have warm words on a cold evening, a full moon on a dark night, and a smooth road all the way to your door. There are good ships, and there are wood ships, The ships that sail the sea. But the best ships, are friendships, And may they always be. May the hinges of our friendship never grow rusty. Here’s to you and yours, And to mine and ours, And if mine and ours ever come Across you and yours, I hope you and yours will do As much for mine and ours, As mine and ours have done For you and yours! To live above with the Saints we love, Ah, that is the purest glory. To live below with the Saints we know, Ah, that is another story! May the lilt of Irish laughter lighten every load. May the mist of Irish magic shorten every road... And may all your friends remember all the favours you are owed! Here's to the land of the shamrock so green, Here's to each lad and his darlin colleen, Here

My House
Myspace Comments Your voice calls to me... Over thousands of miles of distant sea, You become the air that I breathe, I feel your presence and close my eyes, And tilt my head toward topaz skies, I could dim the sun with a mantle of my tears, They puddle behind closed lids to form crystal lakes, But are banked by lonely's pride, Under this golden sky I feel my lover's vow's fall, To tangle in my hair,and I cup my hands to catch them, Out of these heavy stones of agony, I will build a house for me, And every stone where I have bled, A fossilled tear of dusky red, I have not lost this love in vain, For I grow wiser through such pain. A jewel found long ago and within it lies, The growing sparkle of my eyes, How many times must a heart be broken, Before it is wise ?

Too Young!
Okay, here at my house, if the phone rings before 8, generally, it's not good news that comes through from the other end of the line. The phone rings at 7 this morning. For starters, although an only child, I have a pretty big family and a lot of aunts and uncles, who are at "that" age. But this time, it was someone, no where near that age! My aunt called to let me know that my cousin died last night in a car wreck. Mind you, she just got a brand new car last week and not the first vehicle that she wrecked. I wasn't close to her...I had not seen her in a long time BUT she is gone. Just that quick! She was 20!!!!!!! She has a brother who is younger and hopefully with the help of one of my aunt and uncle's raising him, he will be in a better place as he becomes an adult and carries on because he wasn't exposed as much to the drug & alcohol world like she had been by her mother, who I love but she had/has (will have again I'm afraid now) lots of those issues. At one time, I was extremely

Don't Let Him Leave! Please?
Buffnut is an awesome man thinking about leaving Fubar for good. He has deleted all but his salute pics but is contemplating staying but not sure. Come on guys and gals, don't let this guy leave! He was used and abused and has zeroed out his fubucks in a scam of sorts! If he's not already your friend, go make him your friend! If you have a few fubucks to share, in the spirit of giving, gift him some. He's not trying to win the Spotlight or anything but has been taken advantage of and thinking about leaving. GO SHOW BUFFNUT SOME AWESOME FUBAR LOVE!!! 444759@ fubar Thanks! Tulsa's Angel ¢¾ Tulsa's Angel ¢¾ Member of Club F.A.R., The Sisterhood, and Fu Bombers@ fubar

Christmas Joys...angi Style Pt. 2
Christmas Joys….Angi Style 9) Give your Christmas tree a second life by having it ground into garden mulch. Angi Style: Throw it in the neighbors yard. 10)Let a child decorate a small Christmas tree just the way he likes it for his bedroom. Angi Style: When it’s all decorated, kick it down. Good life lesson there… 11)Don’t leave packages in plain view when you park your car. Store them in the trunk. Angi Style: Break into trunks instead. 12)Start a collection of Christmas cookie cutters. Angi Style: Go to your local adult gift shop and start a new tradition by using penis and boob shaped cookie cutters this holiday season! Grandma will love them! 12) Be a generous giver. Angi Style: No. 13) Be a gracious receiver. Angi Style: I deserved it. 14)Set out a bowl of walnuts, peanuts, and pecans in the family room. Angi Style: Place bowl within the reach of small children. 15)Tie jingle bells on your kid’s shoelaces. Angi Style: Find the children, beat them.

The 72 Hr Contest Update
A Little over 24 Hours Into The 72 Hr Contest has went pretty DRAMA FREE most contestants have caught people commenting and stopped them and notified me, But we pretty much were on it anyway, I do appreciate the Honesty Though. For thos people helping your people in this contest, If you have left a cmment you are probably BLOCKED, The rules were pretty simple and straight forward if anyone commented on a pic in this contest you would be BLOCKED no exceptions, This is only a temperary block and I will remove the blocks after the contest. If you have taken this block as personal then feel free to keep me blocked, When I run a contest it is 100% to the book of what I state in the rules. As I said Before I appreciate the Honesty and the Gameplay of each of the contestants, We did have one contestant Bow out gracefully and 2 contestants come in late to give it thier all. So in short keep hammering and thanks for the effort of each person in the contest, If someone gets blocked f

My Christmas Blog
In my life, I have lost for the most part everything that means something to me, my mom and dad were headed home from michigan christmas eve 1970 when they got into an accident which claimed my mom's life, my dad had 3rd degree burns over his entire body and they had him covered up and pronounced dead also until he started grunting, he then lived until i was 10, then he was shot and killed, my granny raised me and a few yrs ago she passed with a heart attack, that was a majow blow to me, for the longest time i was like why me, why does life suck so bad, when it rains on you, it's pouring on others, all you can do is keep digging and do the best with the hand you have, and hope the next day should it come is better than the one before, have fun in everything you do and live each day as if it your last, because you really never know, it may just be. have a great day and merry christmas to all

Love For All
Lately I have been sick and really havent been on here all that much but am still trying to help everyone out...If I see someone needing to level i am there if I see a bombing contest I try to help...I see someone sick I send them a gift cuz I know they want to know someone loves them and are thinking about them...Tho right now I need to kinda slow down more cuz I need to get my health back up so I can continue showing my love to all my friends so if you dont see me on your page for a bit please dont get offended and please dont think I dont care cuz I HONESTLY do just need to get my health up....Now if you all see Bigjimmy on your page you know I am sending him to show love from me too....Have a great day all and know I do love all my fu friends, MY SISTERS and fans oh and anyone else i havent gotten to meet yet Liberated Spice

Love Heartache & Loss
The Train Rain falling gently upon the trees The love in his eyes is all that she sees Flashes of lightening are all around Illuminating the glass upon the ground Blood flows freely from her chest She is rapidly dying despite all his best Everything happened so damn fast He will hold her tightly till she breathes her last Regret weighs heavily upon his heart The train has torn their lives apart If only he had stopped when she begged him to She would be here with him holding their baby too! Little Sage Lynn must grow up with a life full of pain Because Daddy was too hurried to stop for the Train!! With love in her eyes she faded away……In his heart she will always stay!!! An Original Work Written By: Misty Dawn (**serenity's angel**) (c)

You Are An Angel
YOU ARE AN ANGEL I lose myself in your beautiful eyes. I can't pull away even if I wanted to try. You're perfect in every way. The thought of you makes my day. You came to me from heaven above. You flew in on wings my angel of love. When nothing seems to go quite right. and I no longer can see the light. I look upon your angelic face and I'm taken away to a far better place. I cherish every word you've said. You move me like the music I play in my head. In this world of false truths I know only one thing true. I'd give up everything just to be with you.

A Typical Childhood Summer Vacation.
My mom used to date a guy named Ed for a while. His son Ritchie and I ended up good friends so it worked out pretty well. Ed had some friends up in Michigan that lived on a farm. They had 6 kids and plenty of room for adventure as we had a great many there every summer for a time. The day we decided to go on a special recon will forever stay in my mind as the first time I felt actual Terror. It was local lore that 2 women lived in this old house just down from The Farm. There had been a husband / father at one time but he had apparently died for he had not been seen for years. Nobody made mention of any grave either, We of course had to "check it out". We reconed the place for 3 days under 3 watches to observe their movements and see just "who" was actually living there if anyone was at all at the old house. On day 2 we were granted a view of both the mother and the sister both hanging out "laundry". The both wore the old granny style flower dressed and appeared to be soiled, dirt

I Feel Like....
Fuck Fuck Fuck I feel like bashing someone's head in. So sick of getting caught up with people and their bullshit. So badly I want to go to their level and let them see how much of a bitch I truly can be. One of these days someone is gonna push me to far and I am gonna beat them till they can't get up...done it once before don't want to go there again but damn...what is with you people get over yourselfs, get a fuckin job, a life and stop fuckin with people's emotions. I am an honest and loving person but fuck this shit is boring me

Here's The Deal...
Here's the deal with the "family only" pics. It's mainly for people that I have become friendly with on fubar or otherwise. If you haven't ever talked to me before and only message me because u want to see these pics, theres a good chance u wont see them. If you want to delete me because you think im being mean, thats fine... i'm not showing my private pics to just anyone. They are my pics and i think i have a right to decide who sees them and who doesnt. Thats why there is a "private for family only" feature for pics on this site. If i decide i want to add you, then i will and you'll get notification... but if you continue to beg me, you will not see them. Have a lovely day!

The Tao Of Steve: Erotic Adventures: Chapter One
This is a new erotic story line I'm going to start today, and I'll add to it here and there, with new chapters and we'll see how it'll turn out. And yes, this one will be done all by ME. So please, feel free to leave me comments, or maybe if you have any ideas of where the story should go or maybe even any special scenes or fantasies you'd like me to try to work in, I'll be happy to try and oblige you if I can. So, on that note, dear reader, let's get on with our journey and see how long you can keep your hand out of your pants, shall we? Chapter One The story begins.......I've been in family practice for a few years now as a Family Nurse Practitioner. I see it all, from newborns to geriatrics and everything in between. I treat everything from lacerated fingers, to ear infections to diabetes. I perform women's yearly exams, and unfortunately have to do rectal exams on men. So, here in this office, when you see me, I do everything just like the MD would do it, only I like to think

Other Things I've Noticed...
I bought a cactus a couple of weeks ago, and much to my dismay, it died the other day. And thats when it occured to me....I'm less nurishing than a desert... I was at the park the other day reading a book, and, to my surprise, I heard someone making 'smooching noises.' I looked up and saw a man standing about 5 feet to my left. At first I thought he was smooching at me, but then I realized that about 4 feet to my right, there was a squirrel. The squirrel was paying the man no attention, as it was eating an acorn. I, on the other hand, had completely abaondon my book reading, and was giving all my attention to this man. Again, thats when it hit me....I have less concentration than a squirrel.

How Every Lady Should Be Treated
To every guy that's said, "Sex CAN wait" To every guy that's said, "You're beautiful." To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her. To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down. To every guy who has given her flowers just because thats how he rolls. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. .... To every guy that she cried in front of... To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes..... To every guy that would give his seat up... To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every

To All True Friends......
to the friends that are real... account is being deleted tonight... it has been really cool getting to talk to all of you.. maybe we'll run into each other somewhere down the road.... anyway thank you all for everything... i mean that... take care and have fun.......... and ohh ... keep smiling dave

Used
Drawn in by her sweet speech laid upon me like such a leech How was I to be fool so Had no idea she was such a ho Blinded by love and sweet caressThat women made my head a fuckin mess I opened my mind, heart, and soul like never before alas in the end she was just a whore as so the future is untold What I fear the most is my heart grow cold Such a fire I posess deep within Yet such anger lies right under my skin All I ever wanted was to be understood I should have known she was hood I leave it behind, its for the best I will never give up and never rest one day my dues be paid, all debts settled Find my soul mate, and once again see The wonder and delight that lives within me

Truth Or Dare Poem From Diablos Den
Truth or Dare Poem from Diablos Den Wet is a goddess in her own right She is the bomb of salutes and daring the den Luving and Lively wet will be With saultry eyes and heavenly DD's. My ode to wet love and hugzzz Tigereyes

Gere Vs Tranny Ewoks
->Psychowolf...: Who said anything about Gay Zex? Are there laten desires within you that Richard Gere may need to fulfill? blackwolf: I AM NOT GAY - GO AWAY ->Psychowolf...: How did the council insult you, in reference to our offer? blackwolf: YOU DID INSULT ME ->Psychowolf...: Will you trade us the Disguised Tranny Ewok? ->Psychowolf...: Your insults are directed toward a Jedi. A jedi that knows the TOS. I have not insulted you. Therefore, my FORCE tactics are not against the TOS. blackwolf: YOU ARE AN IDIOT ->Psychowolf...: Be prepared to see how far jedi influence extends. JEDI know the tos. Padawans DO NOT. You are a PADAWAN blackwolf: be prepared to get kicked off fubar ->Psychowolf...: What is this BOOT you speak of?...is it a wookie word? blackwolf: TELL ME NOW OR I HAVE YOU BOOTED FROM FUBAR ->Psychowolf...: There is ONE extra lightsaber in the deal, if the tranny ewok comes wit a Bass guitar blackwolf: WHO PUT YOU UP TO THIS blackwolf: w

Hey Guys...
Just wanted to drop a quick FYI before I head off to sleep... I haven't been on in a number of days due to my teenage sister going into the hospital late last week. I've been pretty much at the hospital with her as I thought it was better for my OLDER parents to be at home at night taking care of my 3 year old sister. So I'm happy to say that my sister came home from the hospital this evening and things are looking good. So for those of you that I haven't gotten back to recently I'm sorry but now you know why...if I still haven't gotten back to you I do apologize but I will get back to you when I'm not so tired...damn but hospital couches SUCK!! Anyway...hope everyone's week is going well...mmmmuuuaaaazzz!! ~t P.S. Oh yeah...I'm FRICKIN excited that Pettitte is coming back!! WOOOOFRIGGINHOOOO!!! K now I'm really off to bed...gnight :)

My Pregp
Well.... I already had my lil girl McKalya she will b 1 1/2 the day after Christmas.... Well we found out I was pregnant again... except this time not so good... I found out I was pregnant when I was 5 weeks n 4 days... Well when I ended up bein 6 weeks n a day... I get told the blood work i had done went from 1000 n somethin all the way down to 500.. so I ended up havin a miscarriage... Well thats all imma say for now toodles ya'll LOVE ME ALWAYS, *~* TONYA *~*

Loving Letters Of Passion
A husband wrote the following letter for his wife and left it on the dining room table: To My Dear Wife, You will surely understand that I have certain needs that you, being 54 year old, can no longer satisfy. I am very happy with you, and I value you as a good wife. Therefore, after reading this letter I hope you will not wrongly interpret the fact that I will be spending the evening with my 19-year-old secretary at the Comfort Inn Hotel. Please don't be upset - I shall be back home before midnight ' When the man came home late that night he found the following letter on the dining room table: To My Dear Husband, I received your letter and thank you for your honesty about my being 54 years old. I would like to take this opportunity to remind you that you are also 54 years old. As you know, I am a math teacher at our local college. I would like to inform you that while you're at the Comfort Inn, I will be at the Hotel Fiesta with Mitchell, one o

To Our Military Members During Christmas!! God Bless You All!!!!
A different type of Christmas poem: The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary an

A Path With No End
ripped from my chest i feed the animals a heart i no longer need i wish for it to cease to beat i watch it pulse in my hands blood flowing dripping i feel like i have wings that have been ripped from the joints open wounds never to heal pain rages through me tears that never cease in their endless flow and endless sleep is wish for pain dwells where there should never have been emotion stupidity floods my mind i scream why me what was wrong with me that i receive the vulnerable heart all things squashed with a faltering glimmer of a hope hope is a deceiving creature of the night it stalks and lurks kills things you are ignorant enough to believe in ever swelling darkness never good enough never loved always loving which cannot be had hatred swells for oneself an end must come blood flow to cease a still ever beating heart grasped in and clinched fist grip tightening lungs gasping for air stupidity increases fates cruel games bring light th

Just To Let Yas All Know...
Well Well Well... Life's life.. Its neither overly exciting or dull and drab. We are all healthy.. WoOhOo! My back has been pain free for quite a while (Goes hand in hand with being more active and losing 8kilos, I suppose). Leigh hasn't had anymore teenage-boys-being-teenage-boys accidents, so havent had any trips to the emergency room for broken bones for a while. Kaitys pregnancy is going well. If you don't know, she is having a boy and it will be called Jack (named after my grandfather and our favourite kittens). Matthew is still a very healthy young 8yo, with lots and lots of energy. The Dogs are going good. Ville is now bigger then Arnold, who has taught him so much. Both are fantastic and I couldn't imagine life without them. Frank has a skin condition and has lost patches of fur over his body. For a 17yo fat cat he's doing pretty well though. House wise we are still cramped in our 3 bedroom government housing house, for now, due to finances mainly, I am hoping to m

Something Special To Me
Wedding Vow for Wiccans.... To the love that I wed, When all is done and said, I vow to you a love that's true, A love that you had, never a clue. To work together is a great thing, That is why I gave you the ring. We work together, one and the same. I never knew love until you came. I want us to stay as one. Until our life on Earth is done. I will cherish you all of my life, Through every good and every strife. Communication shall be our basis. And always, will you be my oasis. The sight of you gives me hope. And together shall we, through life, cope. So mote it be. :by Addon

All Just For You
I don't want to break your heart I know it's fragile I will hold it in my hands And promise to be gentle I want to be your lover Most of all your best friend I want to be the smile in your heart that never ends I want to be the one to hold you When you want to be held I'll be the one that knows when you need space Time alone to be yourself I want to give you the sun In all it's brightest hues So you could feel it's warmth caress your skin I want to give you all the stars In the clear desert sky For you to wish upon May all your dreams come true *Dedicated to someone who holds the key to my heart, just hope he knows it!*

Is It Real? Or A Dream?
Well, it looks like Cass and i are finally gonna start living together today. I've waited for this day for a while now, but life always threw something in our way. But thanks to desperate thinnking, its looking like it might happen! I cant wait for her to come to me, ilove her so much, and just want to make everything as close to perfect as i can.

In The World But Not Part Of It = "insanity"
There once was a beloved king who whose castle was on a high hill overlooking his shire. He was so popular that the nearby townspeople sent him gifts daily, and his birthday celebration was enjoyed throughout the kingdom. The People loved him for his renowned wisdom, and fair judgments. One day, tragedy struck the town. The water supply was polluted, and every man, woman, and child went insane. Only the king, who had a private spring, was spared. Soon after the tragedy, the mad townspeople began speaking of how the king was acting “strangely” and how his judgments were poor and his wisdom a sham. Many even went so far as to say that the king had gone crazy. His popularity soon vanished. No longer did the people bring him gifts or celebrate his birthday. The lonely king, high on the hill, had no company at all. One day he decided to leave the hill and pay a visit to the town. It was a warm day, and so he drank from the village fountain. That night there was a great celebration.

Loss Of A Friend
I am really sorry that I have not been around much this week. I have been having a really rough week. Sunday afternoon they found a friend of mine that lives in my apartment building dead in his apartment. John and I may have had our differences at times but he was always there if I needed someone to talk to. He used to always pick on me and everyone else in the building. When my cat Tigger would get out, he would always say "Tigger jump" just because he knew it irritated me. I was laying in bed last night thinking who is going to say it now? Who is going to say things just to irritate me in the way that only John could? I wish that I had someones shoulder to cry on but sadly I do not. This week is going to be hard as hell for me so if I snap at anyone I am sorry in advance.

Love Is Suicide
Love is suicide A bullet in the mouth The rope wrapped around your neck The cuts in your wrist The water that fills your lungs The pavement after a 50 foot drop The crash into the brick wall Love is losing The test you will never pass That ball that always drops What always makes you come in last Love is pain The eternal pain Yet we always surrender I cant wait to feel it again

A Christmas Poem
Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, In a one bedroom house made of plaster & stone. I had come down the chimney, with presents to give and to see just who in this home did live As I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the fire, just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of a far distant land. With medals and badges, awards of all kind, a sobering thought soon came to my mind. For this house was different, unlike any I'd seen. This was the home of a U.S. Marine. I'd heard stories about them, I had to see more, so I walked down the hall and pushed open the door. And there he lay sleeping, silent, alone, Curled up on the floor in his one-bedroom home. He seemed so gentle, his face so serene, Not how I pictured a U.S. Marine. Was this the hero, of whom I’d just read? Curled up in his poncho, a floor for his bed? His head was clean-shaven, his weathered f

Need All My Friends To Come Help Out Please
This is my very first contest and i really need help with comments and rates ill return the love as fast as i can here is the link http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=615538&i=121695099

Interviews
i had an interview for the IT position with the county here. it made me realize that i'm no longer a serious candidate for a job in that field. i've been out of it for too long. oh well. BUT... i had a telephone interview with a guy from a control systems integrator last week. it was supposed to have lasted about 30 minutes, and ended up taking an hour. he called yesterday, wanting to schedule a face-to-face interview. :D this will be a really sweet job if i can get it. it has a fancy title - "systems engineer", and will likely have a fat salary to go along with it. the work is ideal for me, and it would give me the opportunity to travel again - to places like alaska, or even the united arab emirates. there is only one down side to this job, but it's a big one. the job description stated "25% travel". i can deal with that, but the travel would be all at once. so i could be away from home for three months at a time. not a good thing, considering that i have a family...

This Morning
This morning has been a long one already, as I have been up since 4 am. Why so early? Well it's because the carbon monoxide detector went off. The furnace was faulty and was emitting carbom monoxide. My dad attended a luncheon and recieved this detector as a door prize. We plugged it in about a month ago...and because of that, My family is fine, my son is fine.... The reason for this blog is, IF YOU DON'T HAVE A CARBON MONOXIDE DETECTOR, I HIGHLY URGE YOU TO GET ONE. IF NOT FOR THE DETECTOR IN MY HOME, I WOULD NOT BE SITTING HERE BLOGGING THIS TO YOU. PLEASE FOR YOU OWN LIFE AND THE LIVES OF THE PEOPLE IN YOUR HOME, GET A DETECTOR! YOU NEVER KNOW IT COULD SAVE YOUR LIFE, AS IT DID MINE AND MY FAMILIES TODAY!!

Damn Car Accident!
I am sooo damn frustrated! I was in another car accident this past Friday. Some idiot driver ran a traffic light and I went flying right into her passenger door. The impact of the accident made her flip over. When the accident happened I was kinda dazed and just staring at the airbag that just punched me in the face...so I did not notice that the other driver's car flipped over. My immediate response to the driver when the accident happened was anger...almost to the point of hate because I've been in an accident before and I know all of the frustration that comes along with it when you vehicle is totalled....but....when I saw her stuck in her car that was flipped over, immediately I rushed to help her and I cared about her wellbeing...and wanted so much to save her because she was hurting. The reason why I am saying this is not because it is the holiday season and we should care about others, but I think that when we all look deep into our hearts, we will realize that there are m

Ok This Is Going To Sound Really Really Strange
BUT U KNOW HOW THEY HAVE ADDED MORE LEVELS HERE ON FUBAR. WELL U HAVE TO HAVE MONEY IF U HAVE ANY CHANCE OF LEVELING UP.. I MEAN IF IT IS 2,999,000 TO BE GOD FATHER. U CAN ONLY IMAGNE WHAT THE OTHER LEVELS MUCH BE LIKE SO THIS IS WHAT I AM DOIN. I AM LOOKING FOR A SUGAR DADDY ON HERE TO HELP ME LEVEL UP. WOULD LOVE A FEW HAPPY HOURS..I KNOW THIS SOUNDS WRONG. BUT NOTHING WRONG WITH ASKING FOR ALITTLE HELP. I AM SURE I AM NOT THE ONLY ONE ON HERE THAT ASK FOR HELP AND GETS IT I AM SURE HALF THE WOMEN ON HERE THAT HAVE HAPPY HOURS AND BLAST HAVE MEN BUYING THEM FOR THEM..SO I DONT SEE ANYTHING WRONG WITH ASKING. AND MY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP IN 17 DAYS AND WOULD LOVE TO HAVE A BIRTHDAY HAPPY HOUR HUGS AND KISSES TO ALL

Mental Nurse...????
Questions I get asked quite a lot about Mental Health Nursing. None of which are actually from people that have had any involvement. * Do you get in fights with them all the time ? Yes. Every day is like a trip to a war zone. We keep riot shields, helmets and big batons in our lockers. If our clients are feeling too timid we bait them until they become violent; then we fight them. * Do you let them out ? Very rarely. Though sometimes after a ward riot we need to get some of them to hospital. In which case we use hand cuffs and special hug-yourself jackets. The hug-yourself jackets comes with a special handle on the back allowing us to throw them into the back of a white van. * What are they like ? Not like normal people at all. They are nothing like us. You could tell one on a street if you walked past him or her. They laugh, scream, shout and drool all the time. They talk loudly to themselves and all think they are Napoleon. None of them are n

Tired
I'm so fucking tired of this life. I treat people great and I get treated like shit in return. I give people respect, even if they don't deserve it, and I get disrespected in so many ways. How can people be so god damn cruel? I try to be nice and help someone out when they need it so bad. All I get in return is mistreated and used to the point I can't take it anymore. I get fucking accused of acting a certain way by the one person who knows nothing about me, telling me how to act towards people when he can't even treat people right. He wants everything he wants right away, and doesn't want to give anybody the respect or compassion they deserve. He wants me to be at his beckon call 24/7. I ain't his fucking bitch and I ain't his fucking maid. I really can't take this fucking life anymore. I'm about to just end it all and make everyone happy for once, since I can't do it being alive.

I Will Survive.....
SING IT GIRLS!!! At first I was afraid, I was petrified. When you said you had 10 inches, Lord I almost died! But I'd spent so many years just waiting for a man that long, that I grew strong, and I knew that I could take you on... But there you are, another lie, I was ready for a Big Mac and you've brought me a French fry! I should have known that it was bulls***t, just a sad pathetic dream Should have known there was no Anaconda lurking in those Jeans! Go on now - go! , Walk out the door, Don't you promise me 10 inches, then turn up with only 4! Weren't you a jerk to think I wouldn't find you out!? Don't you know we're only joking when we say size don't count??!! [Chorus] I will survive! I will survive! Cuz as long as I have batteries, My sex life's gonna thrive! I will always have good sex, With a handful of latex! I will survive! I will survive! Hey! Hey! It took all my self control not to laugh out loud, When I saw your little weiner standing t

My Definition Of Love
My definition of love... is different from the book my definition of love is more than just a look love is more than a word more than a song, more than a note love is more than a poem more than anything i've wrote love is reaching out to touch someone to be sure that they're there love is leaning in to kiss someone to remind them that you care love is looking her in the eyes and whispering in her ears love is cuddling when she cries and catching all her tears love is the warmth shared between hugs when everything else is cold love is knowing they'll still be there when everything else is old love is hearts beating faster and faster while everything else is slowed down love is singing sweet songs to her even if hundreds are around love is driving through the rain to help someone through tough times love is me wishing that you'll love me too wishing you'd be mine love isn't just holding hands love is holding hearts love isn't where it ends.... love is where

Women Lol
A WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. Keep reading-they get better!!! WOMEN'S REVENGE "Cash, check or charge?" I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet , I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. "So, do you always carry your TV remote?" I asked. "No," she replied, "but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally." UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax,pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root,and still be afraid of a spider. MARRIAGE SEMINAR While

Todays Tuesday Train :)
-Awesome tune above for train scrolling- Whats a Tuesday Train? This weeks Train: babygirl: One of my favorite mummers from back when they when fun! Always quick with a kind word & endless supply of smiles with her comments! PEE-JAY: I got to meet Pee-Jay when she responded to a "Help Wanted" ad for my paper, I got to really know & luv her after I canceled

Poem: Extase Du Coeur / Ecstasy Of The Heart
COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU. Voir ton corps A lumiere de lune Flammes de chandelles Refleter dans tes yeux Le rythme de tes seins Lorsque tu respire Tremeurs de ton corps Lorsque je te touche Partage d'un souffle Quand je t'embrasse Voir l'amour dans tes yeux Quand je te regarde Tes mains sur mon dos Me demandant encore plus Dos courber Soffle arreter Deux unis en un Je suis a toi, toi a moi Extase du coeur English Translation See your body By light of moon Candle flames Reflected in your eyes Rythm of your breasts As you breathe Tremors of your body When I touch you Sharing a breath When I kiss you See the love in your eyes When I look at you Your hands on my back Asking for still more Back arched Breath held Two united as one I am yours, you are mine Ecstasy of the heart

Sweet Pea Sent This To Me Lol Thought Id Share It With All Of You Lol
How do U know Santa's a Man?...Cuz He shows up late, eats Ur cookie, empties his sac, cums only once & leaves while you're asleep! Pass this along to make UR friends laugh cuz everyone needs a laugh!

Mind Bobbling Questions!!!
I went to a bookstore and asked the saleswoman, "Where's the self-help section?" She said if she told me, it would defeat the purpose. Could it be that all those trick-or-treaters wearing sheets aren't going as ghosts but as mattresses? If a man is standing in the middle of the forest speaking and there is no woman around to hear him...is he still wrong? If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostage situation? Is there another word for synonym? Isn't it a bit unnerving that doctors call what they do "practice?" Where do forest rangers go to "get away from it all?" What do you do when you see an endangered animal eating an endangered plant? If a parsley farmer is sued, can they garnish his wages? Would a fly without wings be called a walk? Why do they lock gas station bathrooms? Are they afraid someone will clean them? If a turtle doesn't have a shell, is he homeless or naked? Why don't sheep shrink when

Basics Of Me
Ok here are the basics of me… Brains, ok I have those, a heart as well (shhh don’t tell), maybe more than most women, I have my opinions of those things, I tend to dislike them, fucking subordinates. As I was saying, a heart, I tend to care more than I would show apathy, I tend to care for just anyone, since well life happens to be one very blurry painting and it’s easy to become lost in this oblivion of hate, greed murder, lust, war, blood, oil etc. In light of this I mostly just long to be one of those people that brings a bit of clarity to that mess, one of those girls that like leaves you with something, a presence, a good feeling even. I just long to be one of those shoulders to cry on, to brighten your day, to make you feel that hey this girl is really nice. Perhaps though, in light of my past and all the chaos there, which I tell you chaos is hardly the word, perhaps though in light of all the mistakes there combined with the present regret of those times, maybe I just long to m

About My Daughter And Other Soilder's
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE/SHE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WILLING TO FIGHT. SOON ROUND THE WO

Drama
im so sick of all the drama bullshit. i dont think it ever goes away. theres drama everywhere in life...relationships,friendship,work,school. im soooo sick of it. i try my best to stay away from it but it seems to follow me. i just dont understand...

What Does Love Mean?
What does Love mean? A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8 year-olds . The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined. See what you think: "When my grandmother got arthritis, she couldn't bend over and paint her toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even when his hands got arthritis too. That's love." Rebecca- age 8 "When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 "Love is when my mommy makes

Horoscope For Dec. 4, 2007
Your life may feel a bit out of balance, but your brain is perfect for rearranging things so you feel better about all the elements of your life. You may need a little help from a friend with a different perspective Damn how true this is lately

Losing Weight
ok here is the deal the reason i havent posted anymore pics is because i have gain 20 pounds in the last 3 months i got out of the Air Force i am going on my low carb diet to try and help me get back to 170 i am at 194 now. The diet is for about 3 days try to keep your carb intake to 25 grams and under and on your carb day eat a moderate amount of carbs but eat good carbs and absolultly no sodas of any kind drink water only you will lose so much more weight if you stay away from sugars. This diet keeps your metabolism burning and eat alot of protien it keeps you feeling full and you wont be hungry and no night snacking. I will give updates on my progress and i will post new pics when i loss the weight. If you wanna Know more about the diet just shout at me.

Thank Yous!!!!!!
I wish to take this time to thank each and EVERY one of my friends who have helped me SO much by bombing like mad in order for me to win a VIP you are all AWESOME!!! thank you to "cup of Joe" for adding me to the comp !! please show this man sum serious luv!!!! Cup Of Joe@ fubar please show these amazing ppl some luv!! they are MOST deserving of it!! &hearts TumsFun &hearts UK Leveller & W.I.S.E UK@ fubar Daz@ fubar ~*Ç£ÃÿMØ®Ê*~ *DEMON CREW* & * W.I.S.E.U.K.F*@ fubar Mr Pibb@ fubar ~SLIPPERY~ HEAD ENFORCER~INSANE ASYLUM ~ W.I.S.E U.K FRIENDS ~@ fubar GRAVEDIGGER@ fubar Jon@ fubar Eggman2u*CLUBF.A.R.*Taken by HotMammaJJ*CLUBF.A.R*.@ fubar HotMammaJJ&hearts CLUB F.A.R.++ МãҒiã'~taken by Eggman2u@ fubar

My Career In Music
A few of you Fubarians have asked me what bands I’ve been in, so I’ll try to recount here some of the more notable bits of my not-so-illustrious “career”: In High School (in Redlands, CA) in the late 1970’s some friends and I formed a band that we called The Astral Slayride. Our line-up once included David Lowery, who was later to form the bands Camper Van Beethoven and Cracker -- both facts that he will never let me forget! We tried to play slimmed-down versions of of some of the popular tunes from that era, covers of anything from Aerosmith to ZZ-Top, but mostly drug-induced psychedelic jams that we made up as we went along. It never went beyond playing a few parties, but it was a learning experience. I was involved for a while, starting in 1978, with Jimmy James (not Jimi Hendrix), who was then manager of KCAL radio, which is still a very popular Rock radio station in southern California. We tried to play Prog Rock, but never really found much time to practice and spent a lot

Fun Facts
* Tonight I'm speaking with a Spanish accent. I dunno, just trying to seem sexier I guess. * Every day I get a couple friend requests from people who have never been to my profile. Anyone else get those or am I just popular with fuktards? * I've never had a New Years Eve date, even though I've been married twice. * I don't think chickens are graceful...at all! * I'd love a TV that adjust the volume when the furnace kicks on. How about it, Sony? * I have a friend who thinks she's sexy. But I don't think she's know sexy if it bit her on the crotch. * That reminds me. Too many boughs of mistletoe are wasted on doorways. * I have an irritating cough right now. But I won't be satisfied until it irritates other people I am around.

The Part I Play
The part I play Current mood: frustrated I have loved more deeply than most will ever know. For that love I have gone to the depth of hell where some will never go. I have fought. Ihave cried. I have bleed. And I have Died. My heart is broken and I fear it will never fully mend. Still i put on a smile and continue to pretend. No matter what in my heart she will always stay. In the sad story of life this is the part i must play.©

Untouched
The sound of the deadbolt on our door and I am throbbing, pulsating hunger raging through me Heat, flushed skin my heart thumping in my chest You are my want, my desire, consuming me with your eyes I stand, inhaling you, savouring your scent on my tongue feeling your body radiating Lost in your eyes lost in the almost-feel of you lost in the anticipation Quivering with lust trembling with need My juices start flowing staining my thighs My core so swollen so slippery pulsing for you My breasts heaving tingling, smooth skin blushing rosy-brown aureoles puckered Nipples hard and stiff ripe like berries aching for your touch your lips, your tongue, your teeth Craving the feel and taste of you My teeth digging into my lower lip My tongue licking my lips, gliding so hungry for your kisses for your mouth, so sweet and soft Hot liquid honey flowing through my belly Molten fire glowing all over from my lips to my nipples to my navel to my cunt to m

Acceptance Part I
Yeah so I was invited here by the good graces of Will (ohsnap ugotdaaids)to impress upon all of you a certain amount of intellect you have been denied since your feeble existance! However, do not worry or be afraid for I am here to grace you for that in which you are lacking... there is plenty more to come after this. So before you go singing my praise in the streets gain the knowledge you need to know the difference between your perceived reality and my absolute truth... phase one starts now and is to be considered part of your indoctornation. Let the fun begin! Read down silly. Sex and coffee So it's been a while since I had either right? Right, well I just had one about 5 minutes ago.... Yeah everyone know's I'm talking about coffee, can't a guy just get laid? Nah huh, that only happens in the movies where you get to be all tough and save the big breasted nympho from some kind of danger... or maybe even herself- emotionally right? Right, because guys are so emotional... no

He Man Woman Haters Club
I... Kyle... Member in good standing of the He-Man Woman Haters Club... Do solemnly swear to be a he-man and hate women and not play with them or talk to them unless I have to. And especially: never fall in love, and if I do may I die slowly and painfully and suffer for hours - or until I scream bloody murder. BOY DID THEY HAVE IT RIGHT!!!!

Another Quickie.
WTF is up with people begging for VIP's,Blasts and tickers? I just had some chick offer to cyber me so I could buy her a blast. Geezus,if she wants a blast that fucking bad,maybe she should just show some cleavage or her naked stench trench ass on here and some pervert will buy her one. God knows, it works for a lot of other skanks on here.

So There Is This....
cunt/hacker (Miss Taken) who APPROACHED me last night on my shout box under my friend Vikhil's profile trying to scare me away from my friend Vik and giving me this line of he is MINE stay away BULLSHIT along with changing things on his profile to her likings. My first conversation of drama for the night - vikhil: Hi. Dannielle.. Just to let you know, this is Vik's wife on his fubar. Why are you two going back and forth on this site?? ->vikhil: you are crazy he is 19 and not married vikhil: Sweetie, you like in NE. You don't know him. You are the crazy one. Why would I be on his account if I was not his? vikhil: Look at his marital status. Sweetie, If I were you I would give up. You have never met him, this is a dumb website. Why would he go after you anyways. ->vikhil: I know that you must have hacked him cus I have been talking to him for months and deffinately know he is not married vikhil: Sweetie men can hide these things, and no, he gave me his password befo

Poetry
a son and his mother. are two worlds apart. but they both love each other. right from the start. as a very young boy. about two maybe three. i hugged my dear mother. as i sat on her knee. she came to my bedside. to read me a book. she showed that she loved me. with one simple look. as i grew even older. becoming a teen. my mother still loved me. but said i was mean. becoming a man. i reflect on it all. and my mother has been there. since before i could crawl. so mother i love you. with all of my soul. im glad that you raised me. you played a big role. dedicated to my mother. you may have passed on, but your still in my heart. i love you.........

My Grandmother!!!
My grandmother has been in the hospital for over 2 yrs due to her breaking her neck falling down the stairs at her house. She has passed away tonight at 12:10 am during her operation that she was having. Her heart failed. She was the greatest woman alive in my own opinion. She was the heart and soul of my family. Every single yr in the summer when i was growing up my grandparents would take care of my siblings and I. Since my parents been divorce my grandparents were like my parents. now that they r both gone it feels like my heart has been torn apart in so many ways. This time of yr i hate the most. Not cause it is Chrismas time. B/c most of the people i love so much have passed away around this time of the yr. This is a pic i have of my grandmother and my grandfather in my family album. It is the only pic i have gotten from my dad at this moment in time.

The Bruisers-these Two Boots Of Mine
These two boots of mine have brought me a long way Through rain and sunshine, Through badlands and better days Well I've seen a thousand faces, and I'll see a thousand more This life is a long journey- And it's not over that's for sure So just remember when you're lying With your back against the floor And someone yells surrender But you want to fight more Just remember that feeling Gonna keep you alive Get you over hurdles and through struggles in your life So life throws you a curve and you don't know if you'll survive You withdraw from yourself; your luck has taken a dive You think to yourself, Could this really be the end You try to find your faith, But it's gone like a lost friend So just remember when you're lying With your back against the floor And someone yells surrender But you want to fight more Just remember that feeling Gonna keep you alive Get you over hurdles and through struggles in your life

Enjoy The Season
I wanted to take this time to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas and a Happy New year . Please keep in mind what this season is about , we have fun but let,s keep Christ in Christmas.Take some time to remember his love.

'mens' Jokes
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (Because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (They don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (They don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (Because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (So they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (You need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (Don't know.....it never happened) And the personal favorite:

My Ep Artwork!
Stu Smith of Graviton Creations (Click Here) has created me some wonderful cover art for my EP! In return for some creative work a friend paid him. I don't know how much but I don't think it was enough cause this shit is absolutely the mutts nuts! Check it out!

A Break
Those of you that know me at all know a couple things about me. One being I will do anything possible to help a friend regardless of what they need help with. The other is I have thick skin that not much gets through to bring me down. Well during part one of these 2 things, my thick skin failed me. So apparently its time I bail out of the online scene for awhile at least. Things just shouldn't affect me like it did, and I don't believe it was even intentional. But since it did affect me, and hours later still is tying me up in knots...the obvious answer is to walk away. I am sure I will return but have no idea when that may be. Have a great Christmas and New Year everyone.

Blast Whores
Time for more Terri totally RAW Fubar Blast whores. Oh where do I begin? This is for my male friends. If you start talking to some hot young thing—who is really hot and seems really sweet but sexy; too good to be true? BE warned, that is how they get you. They butter you up to get you interested in them. They even placate your egos. They will not let you add them as “friends” unless you buy them a blast. They keep their sexier pics blocked from you, until you buy them a blast. They even offer to get on web cam nakkie with you after you buy them a blast. Don’t buy these “blast whores” a blast! What the hell is wrong with you? I keep seeing the same chicks over and over again in blasts? Do you really think that you are the only guy they are doing it to? If you’re going to buy anyone a blast, buy one for your self! I may sound angry or jealous, but I am not. I am disgusted with the women who are doing it. I am angry that they toy around with men just to use them for their own mean

Get Serious People!
Fuck you number ONE OK PEOPLE STOP POSTING GOODNIGHTS ON BULLETINS. ITS NOT LIKE FUBAR IS UR FUCKING HUSBAND OR WIFE TO SAY GOOD NIGHT DUMBASS. Fuck you number TWO Don't ever post pictures and say: "OMG, I'm so ugly" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. If you do you're a fucking moron. Fuck you number THREE NOBODY cares about threats over the internet, so don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the Special Olympics; Even if you win, you're still retarded. Fuck you number FOUR Who really cares if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me another request or message asking "What's up with you not adding me?" I don't want you as a friend, that's what's up, Asshole.... Fuck you number FIVE If you have decided to read this, you are a true Fubar Friend. Real friends read their bulletins, except for the ones about those fucking ringtones.... Fuck you number SIX I say you go and pass this

Apricot Pecan Chicken
Apricot Pecan Chicken Happy Hanukkah! Why not try a new recipe for your family's feasts this year? You'll love this tangy -- and easy -- chicken dish from Rita Milos Brownstein, an expert on Jewish food and culture. Credit: Jewish Holiday Style by Rita Milos Brownstein Servings: 2 Ingredients: Sauce * 1/2 cup apricot preserves * 2 tablespoons cider vinegar * 1 clove garlic, minced * 1 tablespoon soy sauce * 1 teaspoon ginger * 1/2 cup chopped pecans * Fresh black pepper Chicken * 2 chicken breasts, cut up Directions: Preheat the oven to 350 degrees F. Mix together all sauce ingredients; set aside. Place chicken breasts on a roasting pan. Baste with apricot mixture and bake for about 30 minutes or until cooked through. Keep basting every 10 minutes. For the last 5 minutes of cooking, turn the oven to broil. Lightly brown the chicken just before serving.

Have You Ever Wondered?
Have you ever wondered, how bees take nectar and make it into honey, How trees are made into paper, and paper into money. How your body makes you sneeze, And how we can feel, but can't see a breeze. How the sun is so far away, yet we feel the heat, How we can be so full and in a short while we need to eat. How our brains function, and we just get up and walk, How are tongue is what allows us to talk. How a little bird knows how to fly when it leaves the nest, How our bodies are so active, and suddenly we need to rest. How we lay down at night, and put ourselves to sleep, How dreams are allowed in our minds to creep. How part of the brain says sleep, go on out, How the other part of the brain tells our organs to move about. How our emotions are stirred and we can cry, How we suddenly become happy and the tears are dried. How we seem to be 'oh so fine,' And instantly we can be half out of our mind. How one day you have a friend, and one day you don't, How sometimes peo

How Did You Know
How did you know I needed guidance To help me through the day How did you know I needed kindness To take the pain away How did you know I needed a hand To show me the way How did you know I needed a smile To reassure me through the day How did you know I needed to be told That life can be so grand How did you know I needed courage To make an honest stand How did you know I needed to laugh To take away the sadness How did you know I needed to share To spread my world with gladness How did you know I needed wisdom So I will learn to reach How did you know I needed a voice So that I may also teach How did you know I needed love then the answer came to me... Because you are my friend and that will always be

Who Wants Me For Christmas
who wants me for christmas Now u gotta repost this as, "WHO WANTS ME FOR CHRISTMAS" The 1st person to message me saying "i want you for Christmas."... will be my sweatheart... u'd be suprised just who wants to be urs...U have 2 do this even if you are taken............

What I Needed To Say To The Man I Love And It Hurt's So Bad
YESTERDAY I SAID THE HONEST TRUTH TO THE MAN I LOVE WITH ALL MY HEART AND ITS KILLING ME . I'M NOT ONE TO LIE IM STRAIGHT UP I WILL TELL IT LIKE IT IS , I WISH , IT COULD BE GOOD BUT ITS NOT, I SAID IN MY HEART I DON'T SEE MOM GETTING BETTER , THAT THE CHEMO IS GOIN TO MAKE HER SICK LOST HER HAIR , IT HAS SPREAD TO HER LEFT LUNG , I WISH IT COULD BE HAPPY NEWS BUT , I WORK WHERE ITS HARDLY THE GOOD , AND IT IS JUST , SO , HARD TO BE WHOM IM , SINCE THEN , HE EXCEPTS THE TRUTH I TOLD HIM . I WISH , IT WAS , SO HARD TO SAY WHAT I TRUELY FEEL AND IT MADE ME HURT SO . CHERIE AKA WITCHESBREW

Ok An Ex That Wont Let Me Have A Life
Ok I know that my ex husband and I have kids together and all. He hasnt seen them in months and wont even call them. Says he has been too depressed to talk to them. Well I have been as well but I still get myself up everyday and be a mother to the kids no matter what. But yet he doesnt have a job and has no means on taking care of the children that we have together. On saturday he was ok with my move and now he isnt. I know that he has been talking to a girl that doesnt want me to move, it is also the girl he cheated on me with when him and I were married. She dont want me to leave because I have been there for her for a long time. But this is my and my kids life. I will have a better chance at a lot of things when I move. I have given him a lot of chances to be in my kids lives and he wont take it. Says he gives up and wants to kill him self. Well I am sorry for the way he feels. But I have gone out of my way to make him be the father of the kids we have together but yet

Time
They say time is precious, That time is of the essence, But what is this illusion? What is time? It goes by, they say, But I don't see anything. They even say,How time flies, Does it have wings? Never have I seen it, Never have I understood it's physical being. But I do know some things, I know the time that I'm away from you. Time is precious. It is of the essence. But no time is worth my time, Unless that time is spent with you. How time weighs heavily on my heart. Oh, how time does eat away at me. Time is not physical, but rather spiritual, For no time is more spiritual then when you're with me.

You Are You
The color of your eyes is not important, Nor the length of your hair. It doesn’t matter what your voice sounds like As it travels through the air. For external appearances do not tell you What a person is like from the start. It’s only the inside that counts: The mind, the soul, the heart. Because sometimes the most precious things Come from the most unlikely places. And sometimes the most beautiful things Lurk beneath the ugliest of faces.

Can U Get The Answer
Two convicts are locked in a cell. There is an unbarred window high up in the cell. No matter if they stand on the bed or one on top of the other they can't reach the window to escape. They then decide to tunnel out. However, they give up with the tunneling because it will take too long. Finally one of the convicts figures out how to escape from the cell. What is his plan?

Pain
JUST WANTED TO LEAVE A NOTE,THOSE OF YOU THAT KNOW ME IN REAL LIFE KNOW THAT I HAVE REFLEX SYMPATHETIC DYSTROPHY,AND NOW THEY ARE SAYIN I HAVE THE EARLY STAGES OF FIBROMYALGIA. THE ONLY THING I CAN DO FOR EITHER OF THESE PAINFUL THINGS IS STRONG MEDS. I WILL BE ON AS I CAN BUT THE MEDS WILL MAKE ME VERY SLEEPY. PLEASE KEEP ME IN YOUR PRAYERS. I HHAVE NOT REALLY LOOKED UP THE FIBROMYALGIA SO I AM NOT QUIET SURE WHAT I AM FACED WITH. TAKE CARE, TWINKIES

Well My Friends An Update On My Surgery -- Dr.... Appt. Today
Today I went to do my Follow up on my Novemeber Surgery . Today I set A Surgery date for my hysterectomy, Dec .11 -07 11;00 a, Texas time.. It is a total hysterectomy. Im haveing now cause it is urgent , so as for another cyst or ovary to bust causing me lot pain or death if an ovary ruptures. See there are veins and arteries ; and well I just dont want to risk it is all, to wait, lost to much blood last time in November 21. . . Dr says best to do it now, heal get better. So I agreed. but im a nervious wreck.. It will be abdomanal surgery...Pre op latter in the week . Blood test and all. Thank you my friends for being great friends I can count on , lean on .. hugs all you. diana

Sex Sex And More Sex
Sex Sex and more SexTAKE THIS SURVEY!Take this survey if you openly talk about sexWhat is it that you absolutely need sexually? ExcitmentWhat is something you have always wanted to try? shurgs I have done damn near everythingWhat is something you have never done in bed before? Only the disgusting shitWhat time of day do you like to have sex? all timesWhat do you absolutely need to see to turn you on? A confident womanHow long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander? about that longIf someone was in the next room while you had sex would it make you nervous or excited? Excited more so if they were in the same roomWould it bother you if your bf/gf got naked at a beach or river? not reallyHave you ever faked an orgasm? Believe it or not yesWhat Part of your body are you self-conscious about? PenisDo you have any sexual regrets? Nope I regret nothingIf a lover cheated on you would you take them back? no that is a sinHow Important is sex in your life? VeryHow Important is love in

Take A Minute!
Go to this site... http://www.letssaythanks.com/Home1280.html Choose a card and personalize it by adding a message, your name, and hometown. Hit "Send". Xerox will then print your card and send it to a U.S. military serviceman or woman who is serving overseas. Show them how much they mean to us during this holiday season. Posted earlier by ~CONFEDERATE BOMBERS FAMILY OF FUBAR ™©~' ^SOUTHERN HERITAGE & INDIAN PRIDE ^

Bitten
As i sit alone in the dark wondering when this did first start, life as i know it wasnt always this way I use to frolic and welcome the days, Now i sleep my time away afarid to wake and walk in the day. I roam the nights alone in the dark wondering how to make a fresh start. To shake off the shackles and start again,knowing the night was never my friend. My dreams have been broken my life ripped apart, but it seems that Im cursed to walk alone in the dark. The crime here is simple the pain very clear, my life was stolen without a thought or a tear. My dreams and my passions are lost to me now, My heart has grown cold my soul has gone foul. To love and to live for me to be true, to once again walk in the morning dew is a fate im not destined its a thought pushed aside, its a dream not allowed of one such as i!!

Why Cats Are Better Than Men
Why Cats Are Better Than Men >^,,^< A cat always hits the litter box. >^,,^< You have a better chance of training a cat. >^,,^< You never have to spend time with your cat's mother. >^,,^< If you ask enough times, a cat may actually LISTEN to you. >^,,^< You can de-claw a cat...try to get a guy to clip his toe nails. >^,,^< It's okay if a cat rubs up against your best friend. >^,,^< A cat knows you're the key to his happiness...a man thinks HE is the key to your happiness.

The Fucktard Crossed A Big Line
i have to blow off a little steam, today i feel like a really big line was crossed when a man named larry on this site got mad at me and my friend because we did not feel bad about rating his friend a 9, and then giving her a little bit of hell for being so over upset about getting it. let me state now, yes i do rate ppl 9's every now and then , i dont think this is a big deal, not every one gets a 10, i dont always get ten's and i am ok with that. i dont mind you getting pissed at me and calling me every name in the book because you are mad at me, call me a bad mom, that ok, but NEVER cross a line a say something about some one else child! i feel like someone named larry owes crystal and i a big i am sorry. please read below to see what was said, if you want to read everything that was said the mumm is called 9's and was posted by crystal thank you for your support Me: December 5, 2007 @ 5:15 pm #74 of 97 to be honest your friend was the first one to get in crystal's face

Is It Wrong
I make it a point to never cheat, but is being with a member of your own sex cheating? I love to kiss it's one of my favorite things to do. I can sit for hours and kiss, especially a pretty woman. I love a womans touch,smell,feel, caress, needing.. and yes TASTE! Don't get me wrong I love having a mans hands on me , knowing the feeling of the strong masculine hands caressing my body, holding me, needing me, loving me but really .... is it cheating? I often wonder. On Saturday night when I am picking a woman in the bar out to play with for the night... humm ok exciting myself. you get the idea.. what do you think?

Random Acts Of Kindness
I just wanted to say I just watched Evan Almighty. The idea of the movie was that Evan was to build and ARK. At the end of the movie he askes GOD why.... How can one person change the world.? God said " ARK< Acts of Random Kindness. So, my daddy passed away. I almost lost my mom. My brother died at 18. I am wanting to spread something positive here. We all need to do little random acts of kindness and it comes full circle on you . I can promise that. Holding the door for someone, just a smile, a comment , sending flowers to someone who doesnt usually get them . Anything can be a random act of kindness and no one even needs to know you did it. But it will come back around. When it comes your time for a much needed act of kindness from a stranger, you shall have it. Remember we need to all love eachother. LIFE IS SHORT. We only have today. Lets Love, and have fun. Even on a bad day. We can change how we are reacting to it and can change the way we think and helping others is a go

Missing You
Missing you The pain consuming me is so surreal. I feel so hollow, so empty inside. I am sullen in my bitter loneliness. I don't want to be alone like this. Aching for you, my heart cries out in excruciating, murderous pain. . . and it won't stop. Wanting you, like some sort of addictive drug, I can barely live without your love. I want to die - the pain is too intense. I feel like my heart has been ripped out and the hole will never heal. Longing for your lips, I can't stop dreaming about you - but you're so far away. Missing you more each moment, I put on a mask and try to hide the anguish. Tormented without you, I cannot find myself in the darkness. I cannot think, for all of my thoughts are missing you.

Footprints.....
LOVE starts with a SMILE, grows with a KISS, and ends with a TEAR. DON'T cry over anyone who won't cry over you. Good FRIENDS are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget. You can only go as far as you push. ACTIONS speak louder than words. The HARDEST thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else. DON'T let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff. LIFE'S SHORT. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it. A BEST FRIEND is like a four leaf clover, HARD TO FIND and LUCKY TO HAVE. Some people make the world SPECIAL just by being in it. BEST FRIENDS are the siblings God forgot to give us. When it HURTS to look back, and you're SCARED to look ahead, you can look beside you and your BEST FRIEND will be there. TRUE FRIENDSHIP "NEVER" ENDS. Friends are FOREVER. Good friends are like STARS You don't always see them, but you know they are ALWAYS THERE. DON'T frown. You never kn

Freedom,the Skanks Of Fubar,and The Wonderful Unfullfillment Of Being A Vip
Ugh what a rotten day its been on Fubar. Once again, its been nothing but people begging for 11's and for me to buy them blasts and other crap.I will be so glad in 7 days when this VIP runs out.Then I can go back to being the lurker. At last count,I have handed out a 2300 11's and other than the 3 people that have added me,and 15 actually rated me back....it hasnt been that fun being a VIP.I know Alice meant well when she bought it for me but its really done nothing but make my experience on Fubar less than thrilling. I got a bunch more people that will never talk to me ever again when my name goes back to being grey. Its almost like escaping some sort of internet hell.I can go back to being Scrawny Pale Guy and trying to weed out the tards and point whores and actually get to talk to people.Thats the whole reason I even joined this place back when it was Lost Cherry. Im not like a bunch of people on here having to show their tits or whatever to get attention.I stay awa

Help
Just looking for some help with my contest. I need less than 2000 comments to win. My friend Zman is in there now boming away because i'm out of comments. Please help him or comment on his contest while he's helping me. Both our contests are listed in our blogs. Any help will not be forgotten. Thanks oh yeah piss shit cock and ballfuck

I Will Move To Canada If...................
Obama gets elected. I heard that there was terrorism in his background. He could get into office and allow all of us to be killed. This is my opinion!! I will move my ass to Canada if he is voted in. If the whole continent is destroyed then so be it. Don't say sweet and sassy didn't warn ya!! FEEDINGTHEDESIRE

Your Christmas Master
RULES OF ENGAGEMENT: (SERIOUS BIDDERS ONLY) 1. NO DRAMA. VIOLATORS WILL BE BLOCKED. 2. THE CONTESTANTS RESERVE THE RIGHT TO REFUSE ANY BIDDERS. 3. ALL BIDDERS MUST HAVE A VERIFIED SALUTE 4. MINIMUM BID IS 100,000 FUBUCKS, AND THERE IS NO CEILING ON MAXIMUM BIDS. BLASTS, VIPS, HAPPY HOURS, TICKERS, FUBUCKS, ETC. ARE ALL ACCEPTABLE AND ENCOURAGED BIDS. GRAPHICS, SALUTES, PERSONAL PICS, ETC ARE ALSO ENCOURAGED. 5. THE AUCTION RUNS FROM 5PM DEC 5TH TIL 5PM DEC 12TH 6. YOU MAY NOT BID LOWER THAN THE PERSON BEFORE YOU. 7. REAL CASH TRUMPS VIRTUAL GIFTS, BUT EVERYTHING IS TOTALED AT THE END 8. IF THE HIGH BID IS FROM SOMEONE THE CONTESTANT REFUSES, THE BID GOES TO THE SECOND PLACE BIDDER. 9. THE BIDDER MUST PAY THE CONTESTANT BEFORE RECEIVING WHAT THEY HAVE WON. 10. THE HOSTESS IS NOT RESPONSIBLE AND WILL NOT BE HELD LIABLE FOR PAYMENTS FROM EITHER THE BIDDERS OR THE CONTESTANTS. ALL THE SHINY GIFTS YOU CAN WIN ON THE BLOCK: Ser William (

A Soldier's Prayer
A SOLDIER'S PRAYER Look God: I have never spoken to You, But now, I want to say, "How do You do?" You see God, they told me You did not exist; And like a fool, I believed all of this. Last night from a shell hole I saw Your sky; I figured right then they had told me a lie. Had I taken the time to see the things You made, I would know they weren't calling a spade a spade. I wonder, God, if You would shake my hand; Somehow, I feel that You will understand. Strange, I had to come to this hellish place Before I had time to see Your face. Well, I guess there isn't much more to say, But I sure am glad, God, I met You today. I guess the zero hour will soon be here, But I am not afraid since I know You are near. The signal - well, God, I will have to go; I love you lots, this I want you to know. Looks like this will be a horrible fight; Who knows, I may come to your house tonight. Though I wasn't friendly with you before, I wonder, God, if you would wa

Taking Chances
Sometimes we are looking so hard to find that right person. That we tend to miss what is right in front of us. Other times we are so afraid of the unknown or taking chances, that we never get to find out what is out there for us. We tend to settle for what is there, what is comfortable, or do what is expected. So afraid to take a chance or of letting someone down. Never really knowing what could be or feeling true happiness. Life is all about taking chances, ups and downs, making mistakes, and feeling pain. These are all learning and growing experiences, from which we really can benefit in the time to come. But sometimes we are just too afraid to take those chances. Go ahead and try sometime, you never know. There can be true happiness out there waiting for everyone..

Tonight Was So Cool
Today was my son's birhtday and he just turend 17 and i still can't belive that its been 17yrs ago i had my son gosh time flies lol but anyways my son had a basketball game that he was in tonight and guess what? his team won tonight i was so gald and we were all there waching his team play too,Then we just watched the rest of the other games play too,then after the game was over it started to snow here in NC we wre thinking that it would come faster so that my son could stay home lol but it turns out its going to be ok for the next day for school.This weekend we are all going to celebrate his birthday even more good time then too.Well i don't want to write to much here so i just thought that i would just love to spread the word that today was my sons birthday and that we all had a good time.

A Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years ol

Questions :)
I was watching Dr. Phil and I listened to 2 different sides of having a baby. One family the wife wants a baby so badly yet the man doesnt want one. My question to everyone is if your s/o wanted a baby so badly and was begging you to have one but you didnt want one what would you do? Would you suck it up and have the baby even though it was against your personal wishes? Or would you stand your ground and not have one? Ok now the other family... they both want a baby so badly and they just cant get pregnant. Now the dilema for them... She wants to try another type of fertilization that costs thousands of dollars and he doesnt want to because he doesnt want to be in debt. Would you let your s/o do the procedure and pay the money or would you say no? Even if you wanted the baby just as much? Just some things to think about :)

I Want To Speak Of Warriors
“I Want to Speak of Warriors” By Paul Mays I want to speak of warriors. A long time ago I stepped from a plane onto a strange new land along with several dozen others. As we stepped down the ramp we all had a fear that ripped at our guts and just as we tried to figure out where we were to go and what we were to do , along came a truck filled with body bags to fill the plane for its return flight. I saw in the eyes, of those that had been sitting with me and speaking of how now that this one or that one was now in country the enemy would just turn and run, a panic that caused them all to go dead quite. War is not pretty. War is not a great thing that young men strive for. War is ugly, dirty, smelly, and causes the soul to numb. But War is a price a nation, and the children of that nation, sometimes must pay. When others make efforts to destroy all that make life, liberty and freedom possible then a people must stand and loose the dogs of war. Today we are at war. Not the

Have A Point For Wearing A Hat Not Just Because..
Hats, today’s missive is about hats. Why we wear them, some that look excellent and come on what are you thinking…Ok before I get too far Good Morning and how ya doing? I am good, other then the fact some people don a hat for no other reason then to be cool or think they are. Case in point: If you wear a hat to be cool at least wear a hat that fits, ok? I mean wearing a hat two sizes too big, is just stupid. Makes you look gansta and you aint! I had to throw in aint for the gansta bit. It is last year and out of here forget the look it is not working. Ok here is another peeve and I should change this missive to things about people who wear hats that piss me off. If the bill of the hat is flat… take the dang thing off and make it round. Nothing bites my bullet more then a flat bill of a hat on a person wearing it sideways…it aint working! There is that aint again…Nothing peeves my but more then someone using the word aint because it aint a word! Wow, I best climb down on the soap box, I

Online Pharamcies?
Has anyone used an online pharmacy before? I've heard many pluses and minuses. Well, I'm asking because I have been fighting with a rough back and tried to see a doctor yesterday but was given the runaround. We all know Dr.s like to hold back on the good stuff that actually works. Instead I was told to take Aleve and do nothing but rest. That just doesnt work for me. I know what I need and have been aquiring minimal amounts through friends. I now want more to knock this out and get back to my normal life. My question is this. Has anyone used an online pharmacy and what were your results? Today after work I'm going to purchase my meds and see how it goes. If I receive too many cons to this I will not, but would like to know if they are worth it. Please advise =-) Thank you.

Friends /fans And Anyone Who Visits
Hi there my name is michelle A.K.A. gum_drop0, I am here to say a few things thats all . I want ppl to know that i am here to make friends only. i have a b/f (nybadboy2u) and i am not here to cause trouble or to flirt with a married or a man thats taken..i do not do the whole play on line sex thing.. i come here to have a few laughs with my real friends and the friends that i have that know me know i am not here to do any of that. i love and respect and i am faithful to my man ...I also have the upmost respect for the friends that i have here so if u think i am here for any sexual purpose or to flirt i guess u do not know me at all ... i think ppl should read this blog before they add me and if it causes me to lose friends or cause me not to make friends then i guess the friends i had were not real friends ... i do not go after anyones man.. I HAVE RESPECT FOR MY FRIENDS AND THEIR RELATIONSHIPS. I expect the same

My Heroes
HEY, THANK YOU FOR SO MANY RESPONSES ABOUT THE BLOGS THAT I HAVE POSTED FOR MY TROOPS. I HAVE ADDED PICS OF THE MEN WHO HAS INSPIRED ME TO SHARE ALL OF THESE WITH YOU. I DON'T MIND IF YOU REPOST ANY OF THESE BLOGS BUT PLEASE AND BE KIND AND LET ME KNOW THAT YOU ARE DOING IT. ALSO AND BE KIND TO GIVE CREDIT WHERE YOU GOT IT FROM. THANK YOU. NOW MANY OF YOU ARE PROBABLY SCRATCHING YOUR HEAD AND THINKING WHY IS SHE DOING ALL OF THIS? I HAVE BEEN ACCUSED OF BEING IN LOVE WITH THE UNIFORM. I HAVE BEEN ACCUSED OF BEING JUST LIKE ALL THE OTHERS WHO WANTS TO BE WITH A SOLDIER (MARINES,NAVY,AIR FORCE, AND ARMY) SO SHE CAN TAKE EVEYTHING AWAY FROM US THAT WE WORKED HARD FOR. TO ANSWER YOUR QUESTIONS...NO I AM NOT OUT TO BE WITH A SOLDIER TO GET HIS BENEFITS, HIS MONEY OR HIS LIFE INSURANCE MONEY IF SOMETHING WAS TO HAPPEN TO HIM. NO I AM NOT IN LOVE WITH THE UNIFORM EITHER. THE REAL REASON I DO IT IS BECAUSE YALL ARE DOING SOMETHING THAT I SHOULD HAVE DONE MANY YEARS AGO WHEN I WA

I Have A New Tenant
So, as I was getting ready for work this morning, I here this crinkling noise in the living room. When I looked over at the mantle, I see something small and furry bobbing around. It was a Sugar Glider (Eastern Flying Squirrel). Not sure how it got in the house, probably through the chimney. Anyway, its living in a bird cage right now till I figure out what to do with it. Cute little sucker he is!

Rude
I woke up this morning and jumped in the shower, still sleepy i grabbed my razor and shaved. As one of y hands reached done to scratch my balls i noticed i needed to shave them again so i did. fter my showe i went online with my towel around my waist and booked a flight to the states, last minute so i'd be able to arrive there the same day. on my way to the airport and in the plane the only thing i could think of was looking you in your gorgeous eyes and tears your clothes from your body. Appearantly the stewardess noticed that my line of thoguhts wasn't completely pure cause she kept walking by and gave me a few winks and smiles. But i was too much in lust to pay much attention to her. Finally the plane landed and i was able to get out and run to the gate to see if you were their waiting... When i finally got my bags and cleared through customs, i saw you standing a bit in the back, rather close to the public restrooms. Slowly i walked up to you and kissed your lips forcing my

I Always Thought....
...that the captain of the football team and the head cheerleader wound up together. At least that was what was deduced via phone conversation with Rubay last night. Thru all the giggles and raucous laughter ... um ... from what i understood. lol. Anyway so we've decided that to test said tradition we're dressing up as Goth Vampire Cheerleaders for our festival.

Things I've Learn From My Dogs
**Disclaimer: These doggie devised concepts may not actually work in real life** If you don't make direct eye contact they can't see you. Also, if you close your eyes, you can't be scolded. Food left unattended on the stove is automatically the property of the one that can reach the stove. The other individual's food is always better. Likewise, the other individual's water is always better. Rainwater must be drank up immediately. Smaller individuals require more bed space than larger ones. Its an inverse ratio thing. In order to see something in the front of the house, you have to go look out the back window. Left means right. Right means left. When out in the rain, if you keep one leg up at all times, you won't get wet.

Diary Of A Snow Shoveler...
December 8 - 6:00 PM. It started to snow. The first snow of the season and the wife and I took our cocktails and sat for hours by the window watching the huge soft flakes drift down from heaven. It looked like a Grandma Moses Print. So romantic we felt like newlyweds again. I love snow! December 9 - We woke to a beautiful blanket of crystal white snow covering every inch of the landscape. What a fantastic sight! Can there be a more lovely place in the Whole World? Moving here was the best idea I've ever had. Shoveled for the first time in years and felt like a boy again. I did both our driveway and the sidewalks. This afternoon the snowplow came along and covered up the sidewalks and closed in the driveway, so I got to shovel again. What a perfect life. December 12 - The sun has melted all our lovely snow. Such a disappointment. My neighbor tells me not to worry, we'll definitely have a white Christmas. No snow on Christmas would be awful! Bob says we'll have so much snow by the

Such A Bad Habit.
I was talking to one of my homies yesterday to see how his surgery went and whatnot. Anyway as he was talking about that for some reason I got the urge to be a goofy goober and I cracked him for the duration of the conversation. I am like the WORST person to talk to after you've had surgery. ANY KIND. Even if it's not related to the tummy, I'll make you laugh so hard you're post surgeryness...ess..es.. part will feel it. And it will hurt. Greatly. LOL. God I love being me sometimes. :D

To Send, Or Not To Send....
Ok, I am extremely pissed off at my ex-husband right now and need to get some things off my chest. I'm seriously debating whether or not to send this e-mail to him....I just don't know.... I just wanted to let you know how much you have hurt your daughter. I know you don’t care, your reaction when I told you when Mom and I saw you in Target on the day after Thanksgiving said it all. I told you, flat out, when she talked to you the last time, and asked when you were going to take her again and your response was I don’t know, we’re busy, that she ended up crying for 2 hours straight and your response? A shrug of the shoulders and “Oh.” like you could care less that you broke your daughter’s heart. Not that I truly expected less from you, but it still pissed me off. Just like the other day when I e-mailed you to inquire whether you would be spending time with her on Christmas Eve, since you didn’t even bother to call her on Thanksgiving and you called me to let me know that you guys

One Flaw In Women
One Flaw In women By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days." The angel moved closer and touched the

Your Hearts Request
Bittersweet, a songs request, to light my cheek, upon thine chest. With doting eyes, and sweet refrain, in your arms, now drenched in rain. I pray thee hear, I pray thee see, how bittersweet, you are to me. With all the love, and all my joy, my heart be thine, thy intimate toy. Kiss me love, and never part, bring back to me, this bitter heart. Now filled with love, from your sweet care, tie it in, with locks of hair. I love you so, and hope you'll feel. How deep it burns, and oh so real. One more kiss, and then a smile. A chance to dream, of you awhile. I hope you shine, with these words left. And hold them too, close to thy chest. Thy beating heart, thy smiling charm, keep my love, safe from harm

Gotta Love It
This is too funny!!! In case you missed it on 60 Minutes, this is what Andy Rooney thinks about women over 40: 60 Minutes Correspondent Andy Rooney (CBS) As I grow in age, I value women over 40 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 40 will never wake you in the middle of the night and ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 40 doesn't want to watch the game , s he doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do, and it's usually more interesting. Women over 40 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera or in the middle of an expensive restaurant. Of course, if you deserve it, they won't hesitate to shoot you if they think they can get away with it. Older women are generous with praise, often undeserved. They know what it's like to be unappreciated. Women get psychic as they age. You never have to confess your sins to a woman over 40. Once you get past a wrin

Elite 11?
I was just paying by debts off for my Happy Hour Giveaway (50 Happy Hour 11's) To the last two remaining participants of my give away ... When it occurred to me: Why don't I start a group of friends to help each other for a few days? I thought if 11 people got together, and promised (hopefully everyone's honest) to give each other 10 eleven's for 11 days, one of the 11 give 100 to ONE person - Each day rotating to the giver/reciever ... It would be nice way to get some points fast! I was thinking about adding 11 other things too! So, I'm going to try it - wont hurt to try ... And I think it would be fun to know for 11 days you're getting some good point AND helping others too! Please let me know if interested! Greg

Stupid People- Brittany Spears.
Brittany Spears is my asshot for the week, possibly the year. How many children can you have before you get the "mother thing" down right? My advice to Brittany... 1. Babies have carseats for a reason. 2. Your children might be less confused about mommy if she would move back to the trailer park. 3. Dont take pics of your pregnant body, unless you are gonna make your own pornsite. 4. Get your tubes tied. 5. Buy motherhood for dummies!

Today 12/6/07
Thanx 4 all that have become Members in the last few days:) We have 18 members in just a little over 2 days so I think we're doing pretty good. I will be putting in daily updates for you in this blog so be sure to check it out. Ok, first of all a few reminders, Please make sure to add Member of Dylon's Divas to you profile name. My assistants and I will be checking and if you don't know who they are, check my profile(All the Divas are on there). Make sure to rate/fan/add all the Divas, You are all very special women so let's make sure we all get to know one another. Oh, I need your help as well, please help me maintain the site and help me level up cuz I need more picture space for the Divas...Just come in and rate me so that I can get more pics..hehe...I hate asking but I wanna make sure we have room for all the Divas, cuz we will be getting more soon;) And for my last thing for today, A Special Diva Shout out to Diva Mcdreamy for all her help with the ID Badges and Diva Pics!!! So m

Two Hearts
"TWO HEART'S" TWO HEART'S, REACHING OUT. NEVER TO TOUCH, FULL OF DOUBT. TWO HEART'S, FULL OF PAIN. MEETING ONCE, AND MAKEING A CHANGE. TWO HEART'S, TRYING TO MAKE ONE. HOPEING EACH, CAN FIX WHAT'S DONE. TWO HEARTS, IN NEED TO HOLD. KNOWING NOW, THEY'VE FOUND THAT GOLD. TWO HEART'S COMBINE, WITH NO INTENTION. SO MANY FEELING'S, TO MANY TO MENTION. I GIVE MY HEART, AND ALL I AM. WILL YOU RUN, OR MAKE THIS STAND? by;Paul A. 12-5-07

In Other News....
I haven't been this bored in ages. To top it all off i have a raging headache. Can't take aspirin cause there's no cups in the cooler.... (There's no penguins in alaska. hahahahahahaha!) I've listened to all my CDs at least twice and I'm getting sick of them. My back is starting to hurt so that rules too. On the plus side I got the best text ever this morning telling me that I got the best present for Christmas ever.

Collar And Cuffs, A Preview
After all the time we’ve known each other thru FUBAR, we finally decide it’s time to meet. I book a flight to your home town and catch a cab to the hotel, we have agreed to use for our first encounter. Prior to leaving I had emailed you with your instructions. Upon arriving at the hotel, I walk to the counter and ask if my “wife” has already checked in, Ms. Slaverton. The desk clerk informs me that you have, hands me my passkey and directs me to room 2323. So far, all is according to my plan. I catch the elevator to the 23rd floor and use my key to enter the room. As my eyes adjust, I see that you have followed my instructions to the letter. The bed is turned down; the lights are all off except one, which is set to low. The in-room radio is set to some jazz and there is a bottle of champagne chilling in an ice-bucket. I can smell the lavender from the bath oil still in the air, so I know you are freshly bathed and, a quick glance confirms, shaved as well. And, you ar

Longing For You
Your name creeps into my thoughts, I close my eyes and see your face, Melodies of love flow into my ears, At impulse, I reach out to touch you. Like a virtual image you disappear, Losing this moment tears my heart apart, I can only see you in my dreams, How I long to touch you in reality....

To Taste You
I want to taste you, leisurely like a tantalizing cluster of grapes uncovering the pulp of your secrets absorbing you like a good book read on the patio on a sunday afternoon savoring the unique salty sweetness of each drop of juice on my tongue after the skin of your reserve is broken I want to breathe you in, exhaling slowly the fragrance of your cologne and the scent of sunshine in your hair amid that manly smell of sweat and musk that draws me to taste you, with abandon like a prisoner starved on molded bread invited to a grand feast of rare delicacies and the finest wine... I want to taste you devour you like a starving lioness who has endured six months of famine and thirsted too long for springs of love in times of uninterrupted drought needing to renew her strength I want taste you on my lips, my tongue relish your flavor deep in my heart until you are assimilated into my soul

Pokemon-shirt
I see a boy with a Pokémon-shirt He laughs He cries He plays He fights He just enjoys life I see a boy with a leatherjacket He sits He stares Wants to slit his wrists But won't dare I wonder what happened to him Get More at COMMENTYOU.com

Hahaha Sorry.. Another Pimpout
Ok.. I'm sorry I NEVER do this and now twice in 2 days 8-P .. but I really like both these guys.. and neither of them would ask for help for themselves. So if you have a little time could you go rate up my friend NikNak? And to my friends that rated BigDaddyDell thanks .. you rock! niknak02@ fubar Thanks in advance cuz I have fantabulous friends! hugz n stuffz

Missing Fubar
Hello ya'll. i'm so sorry that i havent been online much... i miss everyone!!! expecially my N.A.P Family... i have been having sum major health problems. i will be back on my feet & back online asap. please yall keep me in ya prayers. i will hopefully be back online n about 1 week... hope yall is doing good. & love ya N.A.P Family!!!!! **huggz**

Triplets
A woman pregnant with triplets was walking down the street when a masked robber ran out of a bank and shot her three times in the stomach. Luckily the babies were OK. The surgeon decided to leave the bullets in because it was too risky to operate. She gave birth to two healthy daughters and a healthy son. All was fine for 16 years, and then one daughter walked into the room in tears. "What's wrong?" asked the mother. "I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out," replied the daughter. The mother told her it was okay and explained what happened 16 years ago. About a week later the second daughter walked into the room in tears. "Mom, I was taking a tinkle and this bullet came out." Again the mother told her not to worry and explained what happened 16 years ago. A week later her son w alked into the room in tears. "It's okay" said the Mom, "I know what happened You were taking a tinkle and a bullet came out." "No," said the boy, "I was playing with myself an

How Come Nobody Seems To Wana Help Out That Much
what is this with helping others but yet nobody seems to helping me . I no i have rated alot of your profile and i get nutting back no rate no add no nuttun . I help everbody out on this site i always seem to get very little help or no help at all all you peeps got to is add rate my pics. MY friend jenn is having the same problum . All i asking 4 is a little help from everbody and jenn is tired of adding peoplle who do even rate her pics i wana level before the 19 of this mouth so everbody please help.

Mesican Style
MESICAN STYLE A Mesican from the valley found himself in San Antonio and decided to approach a prostitute down on the River Walk. He asked her, "How mush do you sharge for the hour?" "$100," she replied. "Do you do Mesican style?" he asked. Not knowing exactly what this was, she refused. He tried to sweeten the deal and said, "I'll pay you $300 to do it Mesican style." Again she declined. Being the persistent type, he laid down a final offer. "I'll give you $500 to go Mesican style with me! What do you say?" Finally, she agrees, thinking, "Well I've been in the game for over ten years now. I've been there and done that, and had every kind of request from weirdoes from all over the world. How kinky could Mesican style be?" After an hour of every possible way and position, she turned to him and said, "That was fantastic, but I was expecting something perverted and disgusting. Where does the 'Mesican style' come in?" The Mesican popped open a can of beer and

Rub My Head
Does anyone want to rub my head? If you do all you have to do is send me 10,000 fubucks or whatever u can handle and ill send u a pic saying that you RUBBED MY HEAD. In doin this your day will become full of happiness and luck. So if you want to RUB MY HEAD you are more then welcome too.

Oh, The Shit That Keeps Me Awake...
i like studying people. i like to sit around coffee shops and airports and stand in random lines just to watch. there are amazing things that you can deduce about random people when you see them stand in a five minute line at a coffee shop or airport. you can see who feels privileged...looking like everyone around them owes them something...wondering why they even have to stand in line...then there are the people who couldn't care less how long they stand in line because they know that inevitably they always get to where they are going...these are the people who know that its not the destination, its the journey. these people are so much easier to read, because they always have that slight twinkle and small curve of their mouth. the all knowing smirk. i don't really have anything that i was trying to accomplish with this blog. just random thoughts at 2:30am when i can't sleep. relevant or not...i feel slightly apprehensive about what is to come and be...almost scared to think...i need

What A Cold Night
Tonight we went to our Parade that was near by us, brrr lol but it was some what cold out there tonight like down 32 degrees lol but hey it was well worth doing it for,we all had fun there too this was our Christmas parade and it was really good too, just about everyone through candy all over the place in the parade too, but like i said it was a lot of fun.This was my first time at our Christmas Parade

Newberry
Ever since I got back to Florida, the biggest question I've been asked is... What now?!?... Well in this blog I wil tell you what's next in my life... The biggest thing is find a job... I have two different jobs I am looking at... and it depends whats the better offer that works for me and my girls... Now I have been asked am I gonna stay in Florida for long... and the answer is... Yes... No matter where I went... I always came home to Newberry, Florida... Well after so many time of me coming back home here... I figure... This is where I belong... I have too much family and memory here to risk leaving them behind again... Its something I have come to realize today while going to one of my interviews... I came to this area when I was 15... and since then it been the place I call home... I'm a Florida boy... just how it is... I can think back to all the memories I have had in this area... Every tattoo I have came from Florida... This is the state that Trisha is buried in... This the

WhÅt ï§ LØvë??
Are your palms sweaty, is your heart racing, And your voice caught within your chest? It isn't Love, it's Like. You can't keep your eyes or hands off of them, am I right? It isn't Love, it's Lust. Are you proud, and eager to show them off? It isn't Love, it's Luck. Do you want them because you know they're there? It isn't Love, it's Loneliness. Are you there because it's what everyone wants? It isn't Love, it's Loyalty. Do you stay for their confessions of Love, because you don't want to hurt them? It isn't Love, it's Pity. Are you there because they kissed you, or held your hand? It isn't Love, it's being Unconfident. Do you belong to them because their sight makes your heart skip a beat? It isn't Love, it's Infatuation. Do you pardon their faults because you care about them? It isn't Love, it's Friendship. Do you tell them every day they are the only one you think of? It isn't Love, it's a Lie. Are you willing to give all of your favorit

Attention Whores
Ok now ive been on fubar a lil while and I do happen to read profiles and Ive noticed that alot of the women on fubar have a few NSFW folders but they make them private to everyone and then on their page will say dont ask to see my NSFW folder...question I want to ask is why the hell do you have that folder there if you dont want people to see it or ask to see it??? Attention whores perhaps??? My other question is why mention that you have msn and yahoo and a cam on your page then say you wont give the names out if you do not wish to be on them with your fubar pals??? Another attempt at attention whoring perhaps?? anyone who has these answers feel free to let me in on the secret

What To Do Im Lost
i just dont know what to do anymore. somehow i keep offending people and its not intentional by no means.i have tried to express my thoughts to people,on how i feel and what im thinking.i feel very lost right now.do i just give up on what i want more than anything or keep working for it? i tend to be very giving at times and begin to feel way to fast at times. just when i feel its right deep down then i go for it. if it works it works if not then i lick my wounds and move on...please tell me what do i do from here.

So Sad So Unfair
December 4th, 2007, Jessica Sherwood had to do something no mother should ever have to do.At 2:29 pm Jessica made a very tough, but the right decision to take her little 3 month old daughter off life support.In memory of little London Marie, i thought id start a little forward..Jessica had a message that i want every one to know..This is what jessica said:IF NE ONE HAS KIDS MAKE SURE U KEEP THEM WIT U THE WHOLE TIME DNT GIVE THEM TO NE ONE THAT U DNT TRUST..... TRUST ME I THOUGHT I TRUSTED JOSH..... BUT NOW AS OF 12-4-07 AT 2:29AM SHE IS GONE.... MY ONE AND ONLY BABY....... AND HE IS GUNNA PAY FOR EVER EVEN IF HE GETS OUTTA JAIL SCOTT FREE HE WILL BE DEAD NO MATTER WAT......... TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND THAT KNO LONDON I AM VERY ANGRY AND UPSET I LOST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE MY BABY GIRL.... SHE DIED ON HER 3MONTH BDAY........SHE HAD 6 FRACTURED RIBS..... BOTH OF HER LEGS WERE FRACTURED.... AND HER BRAIN WAS SO DAMANAGED THAT IF SHE WERE TO LIVE SHE WOULD BE A VEGETABLE.... SO I DID WAT WAS RI

Calling 911 By Mistake Is Not Just For Children!
what a night,tonight! stress and surprises are always there to wait for us!!! I was trying to reach a friend of mine through her cell phone and instead of a girlie "hello" I get a man's voice going: " 911 what's your emergency?" For a split second I thought I could hang up just as you do , when you call one house instead of another.That little voice in my head,though, was nagging me about not to press that cordless button :" they can find you,you know?" it said :O I started explaining to the person what happened.Of course I was a little bit shocked,I expected to be making arrangements for a shopping session tomorrow,not be talking to the police!!!!!!!!!!!! I must have sounded really weird ,because the poor guy asked me if I could talk freely. I verified my name and address for them ( not many chances to hide,they could see it in their system anyways ) and , formalities and apologies done with,the call was closed. I THOUGHT IT WAS OVER,but when I got back on fubar,I told my

Do You Know Who I Am?(not The Final Copy)
Do you know who I am This woman that stands before you Strong head on her shoulders A person you can run to Passion filled mind Her soul filled with desire a mother a friend a true fire starter She knows who she is what she wants What she needs Often told she's one of a different breed but do YOU truly know her soul her mind or will you be one of those who are left behind never knowing only judging what you see in front of you instead of coming to me allowing me to know you so I can let down the walls that I have built so high so you can know that girl with the many guys the one that's sick of the games and ready for love for a REAL man to step up and place her above the otha bitches and hos that he's known all his life ready to make her his queen his own his wife Do you know who I am when you look in my eyes Can you see all the hurt from the past all the lies Can you see the heartbreak just the one that I've had Can you make me believe this one w

"oh" No You Di'nt...
SO there I am, minding my own business, about to enter a club or something, i don't really remember what the circumstances were, when some woman ahead of me turns around and starts gushing,"OH MY GAWD YOU LOOK JUST LIKE SANDRA OH..." Now this is not the first time I have heard this, nor was it the most memorable instance of such a generalized comparison, yet it pissed me off just the same. I had gotten ready for a sexy night out, took the time to select a ravishing, put together ensemble, make-up, hair, the works. I left the house feeling like a million, knowing I looked smoking hot...Then this woman comes along, bottle blonde, outfitted in trendy so-cal hipster garb... the kind of trendy weird looking shit that seems to be everywhere, the sort I take great pains not to purchase in a fit of shopping insanity. I don't understand why the hip outfit of the 20-30 something female in Los Angeles usually consists of a top in a LOUD colored synthetic fabric, green in this case, rusched (mean

Life!
2 People Current mood: touched Category: Romance and Relationships Think about that for a minute.......Now say you meet someone you are attracted to. What was the first thing that attracted you to him or her? Was it the way they dressed, the company they keep, the car they drive or maybe they have a great job and big fancy house. There are several reasons we are attracted to someone, these are but a few. The above mentioned are all superficial. Being , they don't matter. The fact they dress well, nice car etc. is irrelivent in all cases. The fact is, we have to be open to accept this person for who they are, their morals, convictions etc. Not who we precieve them to be. Fore, to precieve is to pre-judge.........we all do it, it's human nature, unfortunatlly. Something brought 2 people together for whatever reason. The key here is to get behond the inital attraction. If you are really attracted to this person, you will be patient, understanding with them. Don't expect t

Scripts
ok I have Been asked how can i make all those scripts since they are involved and take time to make. Well first not all are anywhere close to being done i work on them as i feel the need and once you make some commands you can just add them to another script.My Personal ones are a never ending work in progress :S. If you Don't Know what an mIRC script is google mIRC, If you don't care lol this was posted for those that asked

Joke
There was this Asian lady married to an American gentleman and they lived in Honolulu. The poor lady was not very proficient in English, but managed to communicate with her husband. The real problem arose whenever she had to shop for groceries. One day, she went to the butcher and wanted to buy pork legs. She didn't know how to put forward her request, and in desperation, lifted up her skirt to show her thighs. The butcher got the message and the lady went home with pork legs. The next day, she needed to get chicken breasts. Again, she didn't know how to say, and so she unbuttoned her blouse to show the butcher her breast. The lady got what she wanted. The 3rd day, the poor lady needed to buy sausages. Unable to find a way to communicate this, she brought her husband to the store... What were you thinking? Helloooooooooo, her husband speaks English!!

Send A Thank You To The Troops!
Hi Friends, as you know my son is in the Army and currently in Afghanistan. My daughter sent me this site, where you can send a thank you note to the troops. This is free and would make a soldier feel good. Please take a minute and send one. http://www.letssaythanks.com/ThankYou.html Thank you

Evening's Dance
Sun was setting in gold and blues, promising tomorrow will come true. Memories linger of hours passed. Crimson hues.. our shadows cast. Eyes of blue, sun kissed skin Lips like wine as night begins. Sun bestows its final wink. surf recedes in shades of pink. Mandolin cries faint and low. A warm embrace, a song we know. Rest your head, hold me tight. We move as one by candle light. Bodies sway with gentle sighs. Reflections play in loving eyes. Like petaled stem from virgin seed, A soft caress like a summer breeze. Against the walls and window panes, our shadows play like summer rain. Evening passes, music fades. Candle dims, moon invades. Filling within hearts and minds, like a love one feels or hopes to find. Now evening's kiss is on our lips. An evening's dance to reminisce. Whispers, soft, as you take my hand. Was it all a dream in the evening sand? The promises made, not in haste. Sweet thought of you like honey's taste. Betwee

She's Baaaackkkk
Angel Hell Yea has come back to Fubar! WOOHOO! Please go show this sweet friend of mine some love. She's hoping to find all of her old friends & make some new ones too. angel ¢¾ hell yea ¢¾@ fubar She doesn't have much to rate by way of pics & stash but if you hit them all & then let me know I'll gladly buy you a drink. ~*~XOXO~*~Lizzy PS: If you haven't given me a smooch yet please check out my previous blog.

Happy Something
"Please accept with no obligation, implied or implicit, our best wishes for an environmentally conscious, socially responsible, low-stress, non-addictive, gender-neutral celebration of the winter solstice holiday, practiced within the most enjoyable traditions of the religious persuasion of your choice, or secular practices of your choice, with respect for the religious/secular persuasion and/or traditions of others, or their choice not to practice religious or secular traditions at all. We also wish you a fiscally successful, personally fulfilling and medically uncomplicated recognition of the generally accepted calendar year 2008, but not without due respect for the calendars of choice of other cultures whose contributions to society have helped make America great. Not to imply that America is necessarily greater than any other country nor the only America in the Western Hemisphere and without regard to race, creed or color. By accepting these greetings you are accepting these terms.

Brrr!
I put up somemore blond pics, this weekend Im going to be doing my hair purple smoke:) im excited, havent done that one yet. but yeah, Wintery pictures, hope everyone has a happy holidays! [P.S. Sorry if ive not responded or been slow, Ive been HELLA busy this week and Ive got a ton of work to do this weekend, altho im working on catching up now:), drop me a note if you feel neglected and ill come to your page and rate some things]

Please Help Sweet Cherokee
OK I AM ASKING FOR EVERYONES HELP HERE IN THIS CONTEST TO HELP SWEET CHEROKEE WIN THIS ONE..IT IS GOING TO BE ALOT OF FUN. SO PLEASE STOP BY AND SHOW YOUR SUPPORT.. THANK YOU ALL THAT COME BY.. JUST CLICK ON HER PIC BELOW

10 Reasons To Date A Fireman!
10. DAMN, that uniform! DAMN! DAMN! DAMN!-lol 9. They find it hot and leave it wet 8. They're good and trained in mouth to mouth 7. Anyone that can carry their hose over their shoulder has something going for them 6. They can quickly and efficiently solve any problem 5. They always maintain their umm . . . . apparatus 4. You know he is in damn good shape 3. They run in for you when everyone else would run out 2. You know they can sweep you off your feet 1. Not many can say they're dating a HERO!!!!

All About Me...
1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. Absofuckinglutely. I'm a domestic goddess! My apron says "Drinks well with others"..lol 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. What the hell kind of stupid question is that? Are we talking career wise? I always wanted to be an electronic engineer. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. Eloquence. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. Jager/Redbull 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5)A. Broccoli 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. No laughing... The last Harry Potter one. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you? 7)A. Aries 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 4 tats and just my ears are pierced. 9.)Q. Worst Habit 9.)A. Picking my nose and eating it? ROFL. Um, I'm a perfectionist. 10) I deleted this question because it is dumb. 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A. Volleyball 12.)Q. Pessimistic or Optimistic attitude? 12.)A. Optimistic, unless it is in regards to an ex. 13. Another dumb

My White Knight
MY WHITE KNIGHT MAKES ME LAUGH, HE MAKES ME SMILE MY WHITE KNIGHT MAKES ME TINGLE, HE MAKES ME WARM MY WHITE KNIGHT TELLS ME IM THE ONE, AND I KNOW ITS TRUE MY WHITE KNIGHT IS THE ONLY ONE FOR ME, THE ONLY ONE I NEED MY WHITE KNIGHT NEVER LIES, NEVER CHEATS MY WHITE KNIGHT IS WITH ME FOREVER AND A DAY. I WATCH MY WHITE KNIGHT WALK TOWARDS ME, HIS ARMS WIDE OPEN... AND THEN....NOTHING I WAKE UP, RUB MY EYES AND REMEMBER IT WAS ALL A DREAM... THERE IS NO WHITE KNIGHT, NO RESCUE, NO ONE FOR ME FOR THE ONE I THOUGHT I HAD, WASNT REAL, WASNT ONLY MY WHITE KNIGHT, HE WAS SOMEONE ELSES TOO.. SO IN THE END, AFTER ALL IS SAID AND DONE, I REMEMBER A LESSON I HAD FORGOTTEN... WHITE KNIGHTS ARE ONLY A FAIRYTALE

Girl You Ain't Nothing But White! Lol
Why is it that white women swear they got Hispanic in them and they know that they are as white as the sheets on their beds? LOL... Now those who really know me know that my mother is from PR so I am half Hispanic but I don't say it often or don't tell people cause I don't really look it but I don't deny that part of my heritage either...but if you know that your parents are both White Caucasian Americans, how you gonna call yourself a "Mami" which is a Hispanic term. I mean I know it's common practice nowadays to wanna be something you are not, but please don't insult the rest of us intelligent people who know dam well who you really are...and don't try to trick the MEN (yes plural) you talking to into thinking you are Hispanic cause you know that's what that man likes. Be yourself people and be proud of who you really are!

Friends
OK I'm gonna try and not be a bitch here but obviously no one reads profiles anymore so... I'm so tired of getting FRIENDS request from people who are bored, rate your pic then request to be your friend without even so much as a shout of hey or hello, I'm not here to win any "who can get the most friends contest" so I'll say it again if you dont talk to me or at least try to talk to me you have no chance of becoming my friend! I have few Friends on here and only 2 very close friends and you know who you are lol So bottom line talk to me first and we'll see about addingyou as a friend later, i've deleted some of the "friends" I had when I first got on this site because once you add them you never hear from them again, not anymore! THX

Stop Killing The Children???? Is My Profile Photo
this is to make aware children are being killed by Others big and small people kill children, wee ones and all ages. Stop it now , get the word out Plz . No abuse to anyone for any reason.. hugs and love.... diana

My Fubar And Myspace Account
I think i will be deleting my fubar and myspace account dut to too many people bringing drama into my life when me and my gf are just trying to live our life...I really am looking for feed back and people to let me know if i should stay on both or if i should go through with it and delete my fubar and myspace..

Thank You!
THEY ALL CAME THROUGH AND HELPED LIKE CRAZY GETTING ME TO LEVEL.. SO TO THIS I SAY THANK YOU!!! SO IF YOU ARE READING THIS.. GO SHOW THEM SOME LOVE.. CUZ THEY ALL DESERVE IT!!! ♥Lil Mizz Lickable♥ †hΓøä†ƒäωk™'s One & Only ♥@ fubar (¯`·._)ThePurestofAngels(¯`·._) ♥♥Member of the L.O.L. Levelers♥♥@ fubar -{Ðots}-@ fubar Rachelicious MUST FAN ME BEFORE ADDING! *Demon House Diva*@ fubar Bleed to Remember@ fubar ~SDMF~Pantera Still Rawks!!@ fubar FACE DOWN A$$ UP!!!@ fubar Angel Eyes ~ slave to Master MarQ@ fubar DeViLs PLaYtHiNg@ fubar GamerChick *Chriz's muddie*~ Clan [MFG]@ fubar ~Honey Eyes~

Information On Locks Of Love
Hair Donor Questions & Answers 1. Q. Where do I go to get my hair cut? A. You can go anywhere to get your hair cut as long as the donation guidelines listed on our website are followed. We encourage our donors to go to a salon they are already familiar with so they will be comfortable when making their donation. View Donation Guidelines. top button 2. Q. Do you have a list of participating salons? A. We do not maintain a list of participating salons. If there is a participating salon in your area, they should have a Locks of Love decal in their window. If you have salons in your area that are part of a national chain, many times they participate. Also, you can try an online search, entering Locks of Love salon and your city and state. top button 3. Q. How do I package my donation? A. Ponytails need to be completely dry before they are mailed. Place the ponytail in a Ziploc bag, and then inside of a padded envelope. Be sure to include the

Help Me Out In My Contest Please.
Hey, it's mee again and I know that you all don't like doing this. But I am askig nicely. I need a little under 9000 comments to get a one month VIP. Please help me out. Here is the link to it. Just click it and let the good times roll. :D Thank you kindly for all the help. http://www.fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=813171&albumid=625301&i=1639456280

Hello All You Hot People
hello all you fine people I'm feeling a little dry here and I just thought that you would like to by me a little drink to make me feel better. I thank you early for my drink and it doesn't hurt to comment on some pictures while your at it thanks everyone love ya

For My Birthday Please
I entered a Happy hour contest first five people to 75,000 comments wins a happy hour. Please i would love this for my birthday gift from all my friends. I will be giving out prizes and fubucks to all my friends that help. So please come click the picture and bombs away. Show this old 30 year old woman some love!!!!

Poetry
These are poems I have written do not rip Please!!! Blah , Blah , Blah I here you say nothing more nothing less Because I stare out into space thinking nothing more nothing less but still I hear your thoughts expressed Caught up in emotions like everyone else I get up and walk away with nothing more nothing less to say Truth in expression with our words we speak to one another , our fears , our hopes , our desires , but are we liars Nothing more Nothing Less These paths we have chosen are they what we really choose or what was given to us by nothing more nothing less

Cats N Wrapping
1. Clear large space on table for wrapping present. 2. Go to wardrobe and collect bag in which present is contained, and close door. 3. Open door and remove cat from wardrobe. 4. Go to cupboard and retrieve rolls of wrapping paper. 5. Go back and remove cat from cupboard. 6. Go to drawer and collect transparent sticky tape, ribbons, scissors, labels, etc. 7. Lay out present and wrapping materials on table, to enable wrapping strategy to be formed. 8. Go back to drawer to get string, remove cat that has been in the drawer since last visit, and collect string. 9. Remove present from bag. 10. Remove cat from bag. 11. Open box to check present, remove cat from box, replace present. 12. Lay out paper to enable cutting to size. 13. Cut the paper to size, trying to keep the cutting line straight. 14. Throw away first sheet because cat tried to chase the scissors and tore paper. 15. Cut second sheet of paper to size by putting cat in the bag the presen

Bully Test!
I am a new member of The Sisterhood, a great group of women here on fubar. They are holding a contest and I really really want to win lol. The contest is to see who can bring in the most new sisters into our family. Please do this for me and trust me you wont regret it. They have a lounge for women only, so if you ever have a problem or your just tired of men in these other lounges hitting on you or just being buttheads come join us!!! Just remember to mention my name...be sure to tell them Broken sent you. Just go to this blog and leave a comment telling the owner you want to sign up for the sisterhood. Trust me you will be glad you did. Just copy and paste this link: http://www.fubar.com/blog/159908/623368 Contest starts tonight Friday December 7th @ 7 pm and will end Thursday December 20th @ 11 pm est. SO PLEASE COME HELP ME OUT...AFTER YOU GET SIGNED UP LEAVE ME A MESSAGE IN THE SHOUTBOX OR FUMAIL TO LET ME KNOW YOU DID. THANKS this is brought

You Fucking Right Im Punk
do you have to look like a dirty gutter ounk with dirt and heroin residue under your fingernails for people to think you are punk?...fuck all that.i used ta be that way but im thirty now and i care about the way i look..punk is in me.its not a look or a fashion trend it's a ....god i hate to say this.but a way of life(fuck that makes me wanna puke.cliches are grossy)i have been this way since my sister introduced me to punk way back in the 80s with give me convenience or give me death.and im never gonna change ......so to you little fucking scene kids assholes....stay the fuck off my back.im ounk youre not eat my cock and lick my snot..i hope you all die one day and the maggots fuck you in the ass....or something like that .............anyways fuck off

Helles Fest-leichtbier Im Oktober Von Sam Adams.
Zurück im Oktober versuchte ich Helles Fest-Leichtbier im Oktober von Sam Adams. Ich beleave es ist das beste Bier Ive, kostete Zustandseite. Hat irgendjemand anderer es versucht?

Found
its simple, i tell you that i love you and you seem to just not believe they say actions speak louder than words what i got to do cut my heart out on bended knee i drown all of my thoughts with just segments of our life's together ha ha ha and they say true love will last forever well you know what i think what they say is true as funny as it may sound i am not going to be another guy that you place in the lost and found. Bryan V. talk to me people

Hey Everyone
to everyone on my friends family or fans if i dont talk much im going thro alot. My brother is off doing lord knows what and on drugs and im really tired of dealing with that i love him but he dont seem to listen!

Lost
I wish I could wake up, Smell the air, feel the dampness, Sense the urgency time leaves in my head. Shake cobwebs from my brain, Grab my flesh, dig my nails into my skin, Leaving scratches and bleeding red. My eyes are open, Looking left, looking right, And never finding what lies ahead. I listen closely, Blocking noises, focused on sounds, And on what someone might have said. Wondering, full of fear, Am I still here, or have I gone? Am I alive or am I dead?

Poem #6
Unknown Sadness Pain peirces through my soul. Never reaching my ultimate goal. Depressing feelings deep inside. A hellish roller coaster ride. Up and down and all around. Sometimes spiraling towards the ground. Loving all but never caring. Never keeping always sharing. Being sad all the time. But showing only that I'm fine. Pent up feelings growing strong. To let them out would be wrong. Only tears will flow down my face. And only then, in a secret place. Just being strong for the ones I love. But inside, wishing I was up above. I can never get rid of the pain. Not even when tears fall down like rain. No one shall know of this. But I will remember the pain with every kiss (wrote this a while ago) By:Addon

Sad
this is probaly off the wall and wondering why im postin something like this anything.Today well tonight a guy on yahoo not saying any names.Has upset me to no point. I ask myself questions: 1)Why me? 2)Does he care if he hurtin me? 3)what did i do to desevre to be talk to like this? 4)Why should Keep people happy for if im not happy? Questions run thought my mind all the time.but ,he really set them off..

Idiot
This will get you blocked quick, fast, and in a hurry. I am a lady and not some cyber slut. He didn't even come off with a hi, just straight to it. Guys if that is what you are looking for just pass me by. I love sex don't get me wrong but, sorry I get nothing from the computer and will NOT ooooh and awww for you to get off. Sorry I have more respect for myself then that. I might be seperated but, until I am divorced I am still faithful. Think it is stupid? Oh well your opinion. I am here for friends only and if that isn't enough then I don't know what to tell you. It is one thing to flirt but, you step over that line you will get blocked. Don't ask me to meet you somewhere for sex that will sure piss me off. If I wanted to have sex with you trust me you would know. Don't ask me for NSFW pics. I don't have any up for a reason. Its is for me and the special person in my life. If I wanted them up they would be up. I took them down along time ago because I got tired of hearing "can I see

My Poetry
10 things I love about you I love the way you think your tough, Even when you wanna play rough. I love the way you do your hair, Even if were just going to the fair. I love the way you smile, Even after we've been scrumping for a while. I love to look into your eyes, It's like looking at the stars in the sky. I love to hear you laugh, Even when your takeing a bubble bath. I love your lil' attiude, Even when your not trying to be rude. I love the way you look in your reds, Even if you do eat all the bread. I love the way you kiss, That's something I wouldn't want to miss. I love the way your body looks, Even when your feeling blue. I love you for you By, Lady Whisper aka Ericka Boyer

Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn' t loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some

Fart Football
An old married couple no sooner hit the pillows When the old man passes gas and says, "Seven Points." His wife rolls over and says, "What in the world was that?" The old man replied, "It's fart football." A few minutes later his wife lets one go and says "Touchdown, tie score." After about five minutes the old man lets another one go and says, "Aha. I'm ahead 14 to 7." Not to be outdone the wife rips out another one and says, "Touchdown, tie score." Five seconds go by and she lets out a little squeaker and says, "Field goal, I lead 17 to 14." Now the pressure is on the old man. He refuses to get beaten by a woman, so he strains real hard. Since defeat is totally unacceptable, he gives it everything he's got, And accidentally shits in the bed. The wife says, "What the hell was that?" The old man says, "Half time, switch sides

Goin' To The Big Show!
I have taken a position in a dusty, far away land. Tomorrow morning I'm on a plane to Virginia for a couple weeks of orientation and training then off to Georgia for more of the same. Everyone I tell gives me the same "Are you Crazy" look...I'm not. I'm well aware that I'll be in a war zone and I'm going to be extra cautious with regard to that but honestly, I'm excited. I will be surrounded by the most kick-ass military on the planet and be working exclusively on one of the best protected bases in the area. I'm asking you all to be excited for me the way you would be if the job would be here in Florida. This opportunity will serve me for the rest of my career and the experience will serve me for the rest of my life. I will still have internet access so I will still be checking in and posting as usual.

My Last Breath
EVANESCENCE LYRICS "My Last Breath" hold on to me love you know i can't stay long all i wanted to say was i love you and i'm not afraid can you hear me? can you feel me in your arms? holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight i'll miss the winter a world of fragile things look for me in the white forest hiding in a hollow tree (come find me) i know you hear me i can taste it in your tears holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight closing your eyes to disappear you pray your dreams will leave you here but still you wake and know the truth no one's there say goodnight don't be afraid calling me calling me as you fade to black holding my last breath safe inside myself are all my thoughts of you sweet raptured light it ends here tonight

How 2
SO AM NEW 2 THIS AND AM TOTALLY TRYING 2 FIGURE IT OUT.ANY HELP WOULD BE APPRECIATED.BEAR WITH ME I AM SLOW AT ALL THIS.THANKS 4 ALL UR SUPPORT!STILL WORKING ON A PROFLIE BUT AT LEAST HAVE SOME PICS.NICE 2 MEET Y'ALL.

This Will Bring A Tear To Your Eye.
Beware this video is quite fucked up. And very graphic. I couldn't watch the whole thing. So please, beware. It's sad. -Ez IF TORTURING PEOPLE IS EVIL, WHY IS THIS OKAY??? IF YOU WERE TRAPPED IN A SMALL BOX WITH TEN OTHER PEOPLE, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL??? IF YOU WERE HAVING YOUR LEGS RIPPED OFF WHILE STILL ALIVE, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL??? IF YOU WERE BEING SKINNED ALIVE, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL??? IF YOU HAD DANGEROUS AND PAINFUL CHEMICALS TESTED ON YOU, HOW WOULD YOU FEEL??? If you don't repost this.. I feel sorry for how heartless you are. And that maybe in the future.. you will come to realize that this is beyond horrible. If you have any kind of heart you will repost this... Its time to take a stand. [[Hit 'reply to poster' then copy and paste it in a bulletin.]]

27 Reasons Why I Love Her
1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo. 2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder. 3. How cute they look when they sleep. 4. The ease in which they fit into our arms. 5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world. 6. How cute they are when they eat. 7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while. 8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside. 9. The way they look good no matter what they wear. 10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth. 11. How cute they are when they argue. 12. The way her hand always finds yours. 13. The way they smile. 14. The way you feel when you see their name on the your cell after you just had a big fight. 15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" - even though you know that an hour