spent the night doubting myself again,
spent the night soaking up whiskey and gin..
spent the night in a crowd- but all alone again.
spent the night walking in circles, and chasing my tail.
spent the night writing on a napkin how on one hand I am like a woman and on the other I am like a pet.
spent the night hearing it on repeat..
couldnt drown it away.
spent the night thinking..
thinking that I am tired of spending these nights shunned away to think.
spent the night remembering what it was like to smile but..
smiles im almost convinced, are purely about magnetism and meaningful friendships.
spent the night remembering--
spent the night forgetting.