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Disgruntled Once Again
Wednesday, February 14, 2007 Disgruntled once again Today seemed to be the day of ranting in my world. What started off strange even in my slumber seemed to roll painstakingly into place upon my awaking. Every little thing seemed to keep me on the edge I was balancing so unsteadily upon. Is there an exclamation to not being into the mushy love that oozes out of peoples pores on Valentine's day? For Christmas that would be "bah humbug" so what is the exclamation for Valentine's day? Whatever it may be, it definitely needs to be added to my vocabulary stat. I am sure that I'm not alone on this feeling, thus explaining the sign of a local bar advertising the celebration of their Anti-Valentine's day party on February 14th. It's an excuse to muster up some stale emotions that have been sitting in the corner collecting dust inside your heart. I say get out the Swiffer, and rid yourself of those emotions with one steady movement. Should this day be the neutral day to feign

How Much Would You Pay For A Dead House Fly?
Good Morning. How much would you pay for a dead house fly? Well China is paying roughly 7 cents for every dead house fly turned in. BEIJING (Reuters) - A Chinese city suburb has set a bounty on dead flies in a bid to promote public hygiene, Xinhua news agency said Tuesday. Xigong, a district of Luoyang in the central province of Henan, paid out more than 1,000 yuan ($125) for about 2,000 dead flies on July 1, the day it launched the scheme with the aim of encouraging cleanliness in residential areas. "I and colleagues believe it is the best way to push residents to do more for their living environment," Hu Guisheng, the office chief, was quoted as saying. The payment scheme is the first of its kind in Luoyang, a city of 1.55 million people which is striving to earn the title of "state-level hygienic city." But critics have questioned the benefits of paying 0.5 yuan (seven U.S. cents) per insect turned in, a scheme which has sparked an online debate. An Internet user said that although

Springtime Fastly Approaches
Saturday, February 17, 2007 Spring time fastly approaches It's time for longer days and getting your feet ready for sandal weather with nicely polished toes. Time to think back to those years of my youth when it was sheer agony to wait for those weeks of freedom to finally roll around. And not be restricted by the mention of an impeding bedtime. The entire ecosystem can make such an impact on your moods and overall being. I can think of few things better than a bar b que down by the lake, lounging on the blanket strewn across the ground in the placed shade. Allowing your kids to just run off and not have to wonder what kind of situations might arise because the area we tend to enjoy is somewhat secluded and it's as though very few make it that far out on the Gorge highway. The ideal shady spot is an ear shot from the bathrooms, a few feet from the water and allows all of your surrounding to be caught from the corner of your eye, no matter which direction you are looking

Losing Faith At A Quicker Speed
Friday, April 13, 2007 Losing faith at a quicker speed Current mood: contemplative Alright, I am finally free of the jackass that was consuming the better part of almost a year of my life. His mental clutches seemed to attach to my skin and sink in farther and farther as time went by. I can only hope that the damage he did can be smoothed over, like a wrinkle erased by a hot iron. I always said that I wouldn't ever put my kids in a situation like my mother put my brother and I for most of our lives. I failed at that self promise, if even only for a short amount of time. I can only hope that time heals all wounds, like the adage says. I have decided that it's time for me to get back to basics and focus on the true loves of my life, my wonderful children. I need to hear their unspoken needs with the ears only a mother has. My life right now is in total shambles, but I wouldn't have it any other way if that meant I had to stay where I just left. I am making a few change

Bikini
how is it that my pics of me in a bikini were tagged as nsfw and people can have blasts of themselves or primary photos of themselves especialy ladies less clad than that with out getting their accounts threatened to be deleted? my boobs are not that big and they are not about to fall out of my top !!! sure im showing a little belly ands leg but im not spread eagle on the floor touching my self or bendind over with my ass all up in the air! honestly guys ! whos in charge of rating pics for nsfw any way and guys.. ive seen your albums too and some of you are showing every inch of yourselves to the world ive seen women on here absolutely naked with sex toys in un mentionable places yet a photo of me in a bikini is tagged nsfw?? then i dont ever want to see a pic of a shirtless guy on here again either plus isnt this an online bar? should you be here while you r at work? should any one under 21 b here ? why r you here if you r at work? do you get paid to be on ct ? would yo

Making Changes
Monday, April 30, 2007 Making changes Current mood: calm Category: Life ? I am slowly getting used to this daily chaos I call life..and am taking it with great stride, if I do say so myself. I, on my own have remedied the plumbing issues that were plaguing me recently. I feel like She-Ra..minus the loin cloth, who has earned some "frequent flier" miles at the local Home Depot. I think I just may make someone the perfect spouse by the time all is said and done. I've started to discover some people who I've known for some time..who went (sadly on my part) very under estimated for the great people that they truly are. I've also discovered that those who called themselves my friend were not quite so true to the meaning of the word. Either that, or they are excellent portrayers of the role as long as it warrants something they want. It seems as though the true ones are being whittled out through a selection process that has no true rhyme or reason, but the answers seem to

The Sad Truth About Some Fuckers
Thursday, May 03, 2007 The sad truth about some fuckers Current mood: pleased Category: Romance and Relationships Here I sit..late at night as usual thinking about my last few months and the person I chose to date. Just thinking about him, or even seeing his face makes my stomach tense up as if to spew every memory of him out of my body. The calls have finally subsided..perhaps that's because the asshole was finally served with the restraining order or maybe he actually got the hint that I want no further contact from him. If he was on fire, I wouldn't even piss on him to save his sorry ass excuse for a human being. Oh, as you've probably already picked up on by now, I am really fucking bitter over this last relationship..and the fact that he was able to emulate his facade as long as he did. I should have seen the warning signs early off, but as usual the heart puts blinders on you that seem to magically erase your ability to smell a rat. It's like a giant pine tree ai

Older Blogs 3
Wednesday, May 09, 2007 lack of faith Everyone has something that makes them different, or in others opinions, undesirable. For those who are that shallow, it's gods way of weeding out the ones who aren't really worthy anyway. Here I go getting all deep, and expressing my lack of faith in the human race once again. I seriously question the word LOVE these days, and the way it can be used as a lever to attain what one wants, just to be shifted at the blink of an eye when things aren't going exactly as planned. How many times can you hear that word, endure the bullshit and decide it's not even worth the second it takes to be uttered? I read a profile once that explained that there are three kinds of love out there...I forget the labels of each one, but it really is true..there are different levels and it seems almost impossible to reach the most pure form with someone who will share that much emotion with you. I guess not losing too much faith is what I need to strive for

Older Blogs 2
Thursday, May 24, 2007 Comfortable in my own skin Category: Life It seems now that I am getting older, I find that I am really in the learning phase of my life. The past two years of employment paired me working with a retired Catholic Priest, and the lessons that he taught me without even realizing. The strongest thing that I learned while working with him was that my patience level was tested and proved to be high while interacting with him. He always had so many insights and stories that moved me in ways that I never expressed to him. He was a great listener, and never passed judgment on anyone, which was a wonderful trait he was given. He was the one person that I could ask questions about death and suicide without feeling shameful, or that it would warrant harsh thoughts on my questions. He was able to give me some peace about the situation, and I know he prayed for me, even though he never expressed those words to me. So, the place where I was not always happy t

Older Blogs I've Written On My Myspace Profile
Monday, June 11, 2007 My feet are planted firmly in quicksand Current mood: blank Category: Life Another late night of pondering, accompanied with tossing and turning, waiting for sleep to finally find me. I wonder how long my suspicious thoughts will tip toe throughout the recesses of my brain. Must one really sleep with one eye open while trying to find themselves? I am making progress in this journey, but at times, it's as though I am swimming against the current. It's a powerful struggle and occasionally can seem to get the best of me, allowing the darkness to fill the corners of my being. Lessons are served up in various portions, and it seems the most difficult are usually the hardest to swallow, leaving a bitter taste for too long. I feel like a small child hidden in the zipped up end of a sleeping bag on a night out camping...every sound intensified, my own heartbeat pounding in my ears. The thought of the cold chilly hand of the night are as scary as facing t

This Is My Testimonial...
In time, cause I know that all I have left in this precious life is time, and it's growing shorter by the minute, but yea, what I want is that I want to eventually have a son to where I can take out fishing and even if it's his first time fishing, I want to teach him how to fish. I know how to fish, but I have never taken a fish off the hook. I'd love to take off my first fish with my son. To experience the same thing he is going through at that exact moment. To share that feeling with him. "Hey, the first fish I ever took off, was with my dad, and it was his first time too." To share that type of experience with him, that's all that matters. To have a special moment with your son... Even if it meant it was a daughter, I don't care. I still want to be able to judge what guy is right for her and to protect her with all my might and to walk her down the aisle, even if it means, I'll ball my eyes out, just something you have to expect, if u ever want to be a father. Just to make sure she

Predictions For American Idol Tonight
My predictions for American Idol tonight -- So, I think LaKisha will probably go home -- or perhaps Blake.Chris Richardson is such a cutie. I know the judges liked his performance last night, but it didn't quite work for me -- but I still like him. Eric Clapton is a tall order.Melinda Doolittle did great as always. I really want her to win. I think she deserves it -- but I think Jordin may get the young kid and teen votes. I didn't know the Faith Hill song she sang -- but no matter what she sings -- she radiates! She has amazing talent!Blake Lewis. I just can't get past the blank look on his face all the time with the raised eyebrows. He has a nice voice -- but I need to connect and see more personality from him -- more sincerity -- which is ironic because the judges seemed to think he performed "Imagine" by John Lennon with emotion and sincerity -- but it just didn't come across to me. I know he's popular and I liked his beat-boxing and style at the beginning, but it's gotten old now.

American Idol
Semifinals ResultsMelinda Doolittle was my favorite.She was Simon Cowell's favorite.Both of us can't be wrong!But evidently, the voting viewers of "American Idol" have other ideas. In a telephone and Internet poll that registered about 60 million votes, Doolittle, the little lady with the big voice, was voted off. Blake Lewis and Jordin Sparks will face off in the final showdown next week. Sparks is clearly deserving. Lewis-But about Melinda Doolittle. She showed greater versatility and musicianship than any other contestant. She could sing any kind of music, and she did so without fear and with few missteps. What went wrong?I'm thinking-Simon.Maybe Cowell put a hex on Doolittle when he announced that she was his favorite. A lot of people don't like Simon. That could have cost Doolittle support. It's a flimsy theory, I'll admit-Then again, maybe singing ability is beside the point. It could be that in the dollars-and-cents, public relations world of the pop impresario, Doolittle couldn

I Wish I Was Ugly (i Wish I Was Pretty)
Why did Nico have problems with Janis Joplin? She knew that to compete with her she had to be naked. Hence the sentence: "I wish I was ugly" Why did McCartney continue with music in 1971 while Lennon drifted off into Dylan parodies? Because Mecca had the key to Brian Jones while Lennon had the key to Dylan. Lennon soon found out that the only way to beat Dylan was to be cruler than him. Since Dylan in some ways killed Brian Jones there was no way to reform the Beatles. It was also impossible for Lennon to contine with music since he then would have to beat himself (the Beatles is in some ways Brian Jones).

Can You See Darth Maul Too...??
My 5yr old son said this morning he was going to draw me a picture of Darth Maul whilst i was at work. No worries, needless to say i was expecting a picture of his "interpretive art". (lol - i know that's bad, but if you're a parent, you'll understand!! *giggles*) So i was totally shocked when he presented me with this picture! He has seen Star Wars 1 perhaps twice, and it's literally been months since he has been exposed to anything star wars in general. What do you guys think? Am i just being a biased parent, or can you "see it" too? lol xx

July 13, 2007
Watch that temper! It's not as if you're feeling so fast and furious, but your mouth might get ahead of you, especially if strong emotions are brewing under your usually controlled exterior. Take a deep breath or two.

Once Apon A Time
once upon a time there was a boy he liked to sit outside at night and talk to the moon. every night he kept the moon company. one night he noticed the moon seemed tired, so he climbed upon the roof, to tell the moon a secret. the moon smiled, so he reaches up takes the moon in his hands and puts him in his pocket. then he climbs down and goes into his house, up the stairs to his room.there he takes the moon out and lets lay on his bed.for hours they talked, told secrets and giggled. then they heard people asking where the moon was. outside was so dark, they couldn't find their ways. the moon says to the boy 'maybe you should put me back into the sky, so the people can find their way home at night'. the boy agreed.so he picks up the moon, puts him back into his pocket. he walks downstairs and goes outside. it was very dark, but he wasnt afraid, he had his friend the moon to help show his the way. he climbs back upon the roof, takes the moon out of his pocket. hold

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Freewill Astrology - By Rob Brezsny
FREE WILL ASTROLOGY Week beginning July 12 Copyright 2007 by Rob Brezsny http://FreeWillAstrology.com Grammar key: Asterisks equal *italics* CANCER (June 21-July 22): To celebrate your ramble through the most wildly independent phase of your astrological cycle, I'm offering you three inspirational quotes. The first is from poet e.e. cummings: "To be nobody but yourself in a world that is doing its best day and night to make you like everybody else means to fight the hardest battle that any human being can fight." Your second shot of motivation is from Clarissa Pinkola Estes: "If you have ever been called defiant, incorrigible, forward, cunning, insurgent, unruly, or rebellious, you're on the right track. If you have never been called these things, there is yet time." Lastly, here's a Hindu proverb: "There is nothing noble in being superior to some other person. The true nobility is in being superior to your previous self." LEO (July 23-A

Buckle Up, It’s Going To Be A Bumpy Summer
Buckle Up, It’s Going to Be a Bumpy Summer Planning on flying this summer? To avoid delays – and turbulence – book your flights early in the day because storms – and the bumpy air they cause – tend to brew in the late afternoon/early evening. But even the most blasé, experienced flyers can turn into armrest-gripping white-knucklers when turbulence really gets going. Intellectually, there’s very little to fear: airplanes are designed to take a great deal of buffeting about in the skies. Emotionally, however, is another story. For those who are seeking only friendly – and calm -- skies, there’s TurbulenceForecast.com. Don’t forget to fasten your seat belts.

Can't Sleep
I'm having a hard time sleeping, so I created this diary. I'm looking out my window at dawn and watching some terns attacking this poor lady on the beach. I feel sorry for her because she's got a load of bread and they just... attack. But at least the sunrise is beautiful. The sky is purple, orange and blue, but the sun is huge and looks blood orange. I think I'll go to the pier today. I like the smell of salt and fish and sometimes if I look into the horizon I can see dolphins swimming about. I think I'll just do that! Anyway I guess that takes care of my morning. I'm logging out

O,m,g
Associated Press LOS ANGELES - Soccer star David Beckham and his wife, Victoria, arrived Thursday night to begin their new lives in the United States. The British power couple smiled and held hands as they walked out of a Los Angeles International Airport terminal shortly before 8:20 p.m. after arriving aboard a British Airways flight from London. Dozens of reporters and photographers pushed and shoved behind barriers set up at the terminal before the duo, surrounded by security guards, left in a black sport utility vehicle without commenting. Their three children accompanied them on the flight, but didn't exit the terminal with them. Victoria Beckham, also known as Posh Spice of the Spice Girls, wore a sleeveless black dress and sunglasses and gave a quick wave to the paparazzi. David Beckham was dressed in a black jacket and jeans. Several people at the airport to pick up passengers became paparazzi themselves, snapping images with their cell phones. "It was so aw

Contentment
CONTENTMENT Have you ever, at any one time, had the feeling that life is bad, real bad, and you wish you were in another situation? You find life make things difficult for you, work sucks, life sucks, everything seems to go wrong... Read the following story... it may change your views about life: After a conversation with one of my friends, he told me despite taking 2 jobs, he brings back barely above 1K per month, he is happy as he is. I wonder how he can be as happy as he is considering he has to skimp his life with the low pay to support a pair of old parents, in-laws, a wife, 2 daughters and the many bills of a household. He explained that it was through one incident that he saw in India ... that happened a few years ago when he was really feeling low and touring India after a major setback. He said that right in front of his very eyes he saw an Indian mother chop off her child's right hand with a chopper. The helplessness in the mother's eyes, the scr

My 50 Confessions
My 50 Confessions 1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be? At this time of night no one. 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? Most of the time 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? Not to sure about that. 4. Do you take compliments well? Most of the time yes. 5. Do you play Sudoku? No 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? Not more than for a few days probably. 7. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would save? Things? So not animals or people right?? My computer, my photo albums, Blanket(given to my by my father that has passed) 8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with? My so called Bf. 9. Who do you text the most? Erika, Erica, Ramona 10. Favorite children's book? Wow dont remember that far back. 11. Eye color? Blue. 12. How tall are you? 5'7 13. If you could do it over again, start from scratch, would you? Nah.

A Letter To A Dear Friend.
M--- It is late --nearly 2:00 am. I picked up Manifest your Destiny at 12:30 and I can't put it down, but I had to tell you why I reacted, what changed. You of all people need to know, because you understand best of all. First, I have been having trouble in therapy talking about the one central fear that I harbor. You are so right that I have no real tangible fears that I cannot overcome or haven't overcome so far. I have spent a lifetime doing that in both the Athlete and Warrior state. However, my greatest fear is becoming like my father. You said talk to my mom that things may not have been as bad as I remember, but hun, they were worse. I called my sister the other day to apologize to her. See, my father was a cop and a drunk; he hated everything and everyone. His life and his work became one, so the anger, fear, hatred on the job became one and the same. He would take his anger out on my mom and my sister, but he would make me watch and say, "This is how you t

J Jimenez
ok of all the local actress why her? That was my question. i was at the middle of the lecture when one of my student interrupted me. "Ma'am may kamukha ka!" (Ma'am you look like her), my student commented. I said, "Huh?!" and then they all give a look at me....i was wonderin. And then the other continue....... "Ma'am you look like one of the local actress,"He said. i laught at it and curious to ask who? Joyce Jimenez!! What?! was wonderin what does this student have eaten today that they would resembles to a beautiful and daring actress.. Oh no...not her pls but i couldnt avoid to look at anytime i would pass by the street seeing her poster.... just a glance and to myself.............too far!! My students suggestion............ Ma'am magpataba ka and put some make up!! Fine...i'll think about it

You Have Been Fucked!!!
YOU HAVE BEEN FUCKED!!! Spread the legs and go at it! Pick any of ur friends and FUCK THEM! This is for any one u think is hot! RULES: 1- You can fuck the person who fucked u, of course. 2- You can fuck the same person as many times as u can (c'mon, ENDURANCE)! Be creative!* 3- You -MUST- spread the sex! At least 1fuck is fine and dandy! 4- You should fuck in public! Be adventurous, damn it. Paste it on their user page so they feel slutty! 5- Random sex is perfectly okay! 6- Plz, dont worry about same gender fucking its HOT. 7- U should most definitely get started fuckin' right away! This is about showin every1 how much u care 4them & HOW BAD U WANT THEIR ASS! Make every1 feel a little loved (N roughed up!). Plz dont take this too personally BUT I JUST FUCKED YOU F.U.C.K Stands For Friends U Can Keep. So promise me we'll F.U.C.K forever

63-let Me Fly
You suffocate me with your silence Upside down without your voice I'm like a blind man in a unfamiliar room Bloody shins and broken bones i have no choice Could you let me down gently Your touch has me wrapped up in cellophane Pictures of what is all but reality Answers to my demise written in your name I can feel the papercuts on my skin I can sense a blow to the nose about to flow Tattoos and scars are the same to me Everyone knows how to make this moment go In your smile I saw my saviour In your eyes of jade I saw my reflection In your arms I saw my resting place In your hands my heart fights this infection The salt from your tears fall on these open wounds It's bittersweet ecstacy embracing the pain Looking for something more than this downward spiral You hold me weightless in my sea of shame Can you let me pick up these pieces of my so called life You held me for ransom now it's my time to fly I'm gonna touch the sun with these wings of wax Another fall

Friday!!!!
Happy Friday the Thirteenth everybody!!! Off of work today. Persia and I will be meeting up in Worcester today for a fun filled day of rock n roll mayhem. OK so we will be the ones causing most of the mayhem, but still ... We may try to squeeze in Harry Potter before the show. Hope you all have a good day!

Fritz Had Read The Horrible Stories About Aids,
Psalm 88:8 Thou hast put away mine acquaintance far from me; thou hast made me an abomination unto them: I am shut up, and I cannot come forth. Fritz had read the horrible stories about AIDS, but never gave it much thought. Now his doctor was telling him that he had the disease. Fritz didn't want to die, especially all alone, but he knew that many of his friends would make themselves scarce as soon as they found out what he had. He had become a leper, an outcast, with nowhere to turn. Facing death was only a part of it. Facing life would be even harder. We do terrible things to some people in our society. People who suffer greatly need our compassion and love, but instead they receive our judgment and condemnation. Christ does not ask us to accept sin, or the results of sin, but He commands us to love the one who sins. One thing we may never do is cast aside another of God's children. We do not have that right. The Lord loves all His children, and we need to learn to love all ou

How To Make A.m.f
Adios Mother Fucker (A.M.F.) Ingredients 1/2 oz Vodka 1/2 oz Gin 1/2 oz Light Rum 1/2 oz Triple Sec Sweet and Sour Mix Float of Blue Curacao Instructions Pour the vodka, gin, rum, and triple sec into a glass with ice. Fill with sweet and sour and add the float of Blue Curacao. Garnish Lemon Wedge and Cherry Comments You could add 1/2 oz of tequila if you like.

I Don't Know If...
... it's the copious amounts of 'Blood On The Tracks' I've been listening to, the never-ending oppressive heat, the on-off wheezing in my chest, the return of my anxiety attacks, or the thick black malaise I'm fighting off, but I feel an end coming....

If & Only If?
If someone from your past came back into your life. You both had something for one another.... but you ended up with the raw deal in the end. Do you give them another chance? Knowing who they are but yet they have changed so much that your left being confused... Not knowing if you should care again or not. Making the same mistake twice is hard. When you care for someone twice does it get easier when the fall comes or does it get harder? To care for someone twice in life is pretty hard the first time. But should it matter or have any effect now?

Time Goes By
"TIME GOES BY" TIME GOES BY, I STILL FEEL PAIN. NO ONE KNOW'S, I HIDE IN SHAME. TIME GOES BY, AND SHE'S SO SAD. I PRETEND HER PAIN, IS'NT SO BAD. TIME GOES BY, I TRY TO BELIEVE. HIDING MY FEAR'S, SO SHE WON'T SEE. TIME GOES BY, I TRY SO HARD. WANTING TO GIVE HER, WHAT'S LEFT OF MY HEART. TIME GOES BY, I NEED HER HERE. HOLDING ME CLOSE, CHASING MY FEAR'S. WHAT DO I DO, AS TIME GOES BY? SHE SLIP'S AWAY, AND THE TEAR'S I CRY!!!!!

Damnit Man
IM SO FUCKIN TIRED OF BULLSHIT AND EVERYTHING IM AT MY LAST STRAW TIRED OF LIES TIRED OF STUPID ASS SHIT... PEOPLE NEED TO KNOW I KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON AND WHAT IS UP AND THAT TRYING TO HIDE IT ISNT WORKING FOR U.... AND THAT WHEN U FUCK THINGS UP ITS NOT GOING TO BE MY FAULT AND U WILL REALIZE WHAT U HAVE DONE AFTER THE FACT... SO THINK ABOUT IT THINK ABOUT WHAT UR DOING........... IM SURE THERE IS ONE PERSON WHO WILL READ THIS AND THINK ITS ABOUT THEM JUST KNOW ITS PROBLY NOT IM SURE THE ONE ITS ABOUT WONT EVEN READ IT I JUST NEEDED TO VENT AND LET SOME STEAM OUT....

I See You There
"I SEE YOU THERE" I SEE YOU THERE, STANDING IN THE LIGHT. A PRECIOUS TREASURE, A BEAUTIFUL SIGHT. I SEE YOU THERE, AS I FIGHT BACK TEAR'S. I FALL TO MY KNEE'S AND ASK, ARE YOU REALLY HERE? I SEE YOU THERE, HOPING YOU'LL STAY. PRAYING TO GOD, THIS IS THE DAY!!!!! I SEE YOU THERE, AND YOU SMILE AT ME. I CLOSE MY EYE'S, THEN OPEN TO SEE..... THEN I AWAKE, AND YOU ARE GONE, YET I IMAGINE YOU HERE, WHERE YOU BELONG.........

I Dunno
IT TOOK ME SOOO LONG TO STOP FEELING THIS WAY AND YET THE FEARS ARE WASHING OVER ME ALL OVER AGAIN JUST AS I START TO FEEL CONFIDENT SOMETHING ALWAYS HAPPENS TO BRING ME BACK DOWN NOW I FEEL LIKE I AM STUCK IN THIS HOLE I CANT DIG MYSELF OUT OF ....

Remember Me
remember me, is all i ask. all ive done, as time passed. remember me, if you can. take a moment, and try to understand. remember me, the tears ive cried. all my pain, that i hide. remember me, let no tears fall. smile for me, as i fall. remember me, if i go today. pass these words, is all i say. if im gone tomorrow, just remember me. ill miss you too, but ill finally be FREE!!!!

Soul To Soul
Soul to Soul Listen to my call O' dear one, listen Spirit sweetly calling to your spirit So desperate for your loving touch so, Soul inhaling another precious soul Love divinely rescues our souls, my love Worry nevermore my dear, no more worry Cry a heartfelt prayer, answer thee, I cry. Dream realm playmates enhance the sweet, sweet dream Forever remains true, truly returned forever Waited so long as both our hearts patiently waited Joined tenderly by the spirit we are joined Tears from the heart seasoned our love, tender tears Battles started fear, hope to end battles Listen to my call O' dear one, listen. Author's Notes: Shadow Sonnet: This is an English sonnet,14 lines, Volta at L9,10 syllables per line. This form of poetry was designed by Amera on 07/12/07 who dared me to come up with a poem that fit her structure perfectly. This is the second piece ever done in this style.

Alone
im alone, in this life. excepting my destiny, as i sigh. im alone, as i walk these streets. knowing ill pass her, yet will not speak, im alone, and want her to come. and try to fix, whats been done. im alone, as tears they fall. i cant remember when, ive stood tall!!!! im alone, and wanting to care. i open my eyes, shes still not there.. im alone, but im dieing inside. hopeing ill pass, as i begin to cry. as i sit here, im still alone. wanting a love, thats never been shown....

True Cherrytap Friends
Well I Would Like To Say Thanks To A Few True Cherrytap Friends Who Have Always Stuck By Me And Have Stayed Friends With Me Since I joined Tap Go Show Them Some True Cherrytap Love If I Forgot Anyone I Apoligize Now.. Razor Thanks Bro For All The Beautiful Work You Have Done For me ~_RaZoR_~@ CherryTAP MyLady Tina A Dear Sweet Lady MyLady Tina -Vice President -Little Shop of Horrors - F.A.R. Family Member@ CherryTAP Chopper Thanks Dad For All The Beautiful Photos As well. CHOPPERS FAMILY(IN LOVE WITH AN ANGEL)@ CherryTAP WildCat A Very Sweet Lady ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞ ҒõÚñÐÈR ñ õWñÈR õҒ Ŧ.M.Ä.Ғ. ñ LõÚñGÈ۞@ CherryTAP Broken Romeo A Very Sweet Guy Thanks For All The Beautiful Photos (¯"·. Broken Romeo.·"¯)@ CherryTAP A.J. A Very Sweet Lady Thanks For The Beautiful Photos A.J.Member... R.T.B ..AND,,,OFFICIAL L.U.V. CLUB CO-FOUNDER~

Boody Call Commandments
I. Thou shalt get out before the sun rises VI. Thou shalt scream my name often II. Thou shouldest never ask "can we see each other from now on?" VII. If someone cometh over whilst thou art here, thou art my cousin from out of town. III. Thou shalt refrain from referring to our activities as "love making." VIII. Thou shalt not ask me to walk thee to thy car. Don't thou knoweth what it looketh like? IV. Thou shalt not request advanced plans. IX. There shall be no "pillow talk." V. Thou shalt kiss anything except my mouth. X. There shall be no cuddling -- ever!

Do Not Read
I used to eat a lot of natural foods until I learned that most people die of natural causes. Garden Rule: When weeding, the best way to make sure you are removing a weed and not a valuable plant is to pull on it If it comes out of the ground easily, it is a valuable plant. The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement. Never take life seriously. Nobody gets out alive anyway. Have you noticed since everyone has a camcorder these days no one talks about seeing UFOs like they used to? In the 60's, people took acid to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. How is it one careless match can start a forest fire, but it takes a whole box to start a campfire? Who was the first person to look at a cow and say, "I think I'll squeeze these dangly things here and drink whatever comes out?" Who was the first person to say, "See that chicken there? I'm gonn

Thinkin About Him Again...
I want to be the one you think of when you think of making memories...of making love...of making out...I want to be the one you dream about...the one you talk about...the one you know is there no matter what. I want to have your touch and your smell and your lips embedded into my brain so that I may call them up at a moment's notice and know that I am not alone. I want to know that the smile on your face was put there by me and that I am the only one who sees your thinking face. I want to have movie night and date night and cuddly nights. I want to have silly arguments and funny debates and serious conversations. I want to sit next to you at the table and memorize the way you hold your fork and the way you look at me. I want butterflies and confusion and heartache and truth. I want you to be jealous and I want you to trust me. I want you to want me and I want you to think of nothing but me in the same way that I think of nothing but you. I want pictures and memories and meals. I want y

Wheres The Love??
all i see on every females profile on here is add me, rate me, and most importantly FAN ME!!! i keep fanning more and more people that add me as friends but i never get fanned in return. whats the deal people? as of right now ive got 290 friends and 69 fans. anybody see a problem with that ratio? ive fanned 285 people which means i must have fanned all but 5 people on my friends list. so please, if you take the time to read this....and if youve taken the time to add me as a friend....please take the time to fan me as well. its only the fair thing to do!

Gym Guys
Is it just a kansas thing or is it all over the united states?? ... When you go to the gym whether it be the YMCA or where ever have you ever noticed that in the weight room all the guys sit there and check themselves out in the mirrors? What is up with that seriously....YOU KNOW YOU LOOK GOOD! especially if you're there everyday for ungodly hours.....and people think that women are shallow and vain. Maybe just maybe the vanity mirrors in our cars, trucks, suv's whatever you drive is for the MAN ....think about it.

I Hide
i cant hide, what i feel inside. pretending im happy, as i cry. i cant hide, the fears i feel, hoping someone will help, this heart heal, i cant hide, from my fate. praying itll end, each day. i cant hide, the pain in my eyes. tortureing my mind, dont want to try. i cant hide, as time slips on. i know im here, but do i belong? as i pretend, i still cant hide. in these shadows, my tears i cry!!!!!

How To Stay Young
HOW TO STAY YOUNG (George Carlin) 1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctor worry about them. That is why you pay him/her. 2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down. 3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Never let the brain idle. " An idle mind is the devil's workshop." And the devil's name is Alzheimer's. 4. Enjoy the simple things. 5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. 6. The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive. 7. Surround yourself with what you love, whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever.

Western Union
A blonde goes to the Western Union office and says, "I just have to get an urgent message to my mother in Europe." The clerk says it will be $100, and she replies "But I don't have that much money, and I must get a message to her, it's urgent! I'll do anything to get a message to her." The clerk replies "Anything?" "Yes... ANYTHING!" replies the blonde. He leads her back to his office and closes the door. He tells her to kneel in front of him and unzip his pants." She does. "Take it out", says the clerk." She does this as well. She looks up at him, his member in her hands and he says "Well... go ahead and do it..." She brings her lips close to it and shouts "Hello?... Mom?"

Friday The 13th Virus
Beware Of The Friday the 13th Virus... It will recalibrate your refrigerator's coolness setting so all your ice cream goes melty. It will demagnetize the strips on all your credit cards, screw up the tracking on your television and use subspace field harmonics to scratch any CDs you try to play. It will give your ex-girlfriend your new phone number. It will mix Kool-aid into your fishtank. It will drink all your beer and leave dirty socks on the coffee table when company comes over. It will put a dead aardvark in the back pocket of your good suit pants and hide your car keys when you are late for work. Friday 13th Virus will make you fall in love with a penguin. It will give you nightmares about circus midgets. It will pour sugar in your gas tank and shave off both your eyebrows while dating your girlfriend behind your back and billing the dinner and hotel room to your Discover card. It moves your car randomly around parking lots so you can't find it. I

Three Leroys
A man from the Welfare department was interviewing a lady who had requested assistance and he was reviewing her form. He noted that she stated that she had three sons, but she had only listed information for the one named "Leroy". "Actually, all three of my sons are named Leroy," replied the lady. "Why would you do that?," inquired the government worker. The lady replied, "It makes it much easier to get things done. 'Leroy, time for bath', and they all get in the bath. 'Leroy, time for supper', and they all come to the table." Amazed, the government worker then inquired how did she get personal if she wanted to talk with just one of her sons. "Oh that's easy," she replied. "I just call them by their last names."

The Nursing Home
One evening a family brings their frail, elderly mother to a nursing home and leaves her, hoping she will be well cared for. The next morning, the nurses bathe her, feed her a tasty breakfast, and set her in a chair at a window overlooking a lovely flower garden. She seems OK, but after a while she slowly starts to lean over sideways in her chair. Two attentive nurses immediately rush up to catch her and straighten her up. Again she seems OK, but after a while she starts to tilt to the other side. The nurses rush back and once more bring her back upright. This goes on all morning. Later the family arrives to see how the old woman is adjusting to her new home. "So Ma, how is it here? Are they treating you all right?" they ask. "It's pretty nice," she replies. "Except they won't let you fart."

10-01
10 random things about me. 10. i love tacos. 09. i am extroverted. 08. a cardboard box once exploded while i was in it. 07. i don't like christmas. I prefer halloween. 06. i'm late. for everything. anywhere. if i wasn't late, than i wouldn't be me. 05. i am a sucker for cheese 04. when i'm upset, i don't even want to be around myself. 03. my worst habbit is singing songs from comercials. 02. I love being me! 01. i'm a giver. i always give. 9 places I want to visit. 09. spain. 08. italy. 07. england. 06. france 05. new york 04. canada 03. japan 02. australia. 01. the amazon. 8 things I want to do before I die. 1.build a tree house. 2.see the leaning tower of Piza 3.live in england for a while. 4.learn sign langauge. 5.be in a moive. 6.write a book 7.win the lotto 8.go sailing 7 ways to win my heart. 07. write me letters. 06. i want to know that you trust me. 05. don't poke fun if i'm scared or nervous, just tell me "it's ok, im here" 04. wake m

The Cop And The Kid
On Christmas morning a cop on horseback is sitting at a traffic light, and next to him is a kid on his shiny new bike. The cop says to the kid, "Nice bike you got there. Did Santa bring that to you?" The kid replies, "Yeah." The cop says, "Well, next year tell Santa to put a tail-light on that bike." The cop then proceeds to issue the kid a $20.00 bicycle safety violation ticket. The kid takes the ticket and before he rides off says, "By the way, that's a nice horse you got there. Did Santa bring that to you?" Humoring the kid, the cop says, "Yeah, he sure did." The kid continued, "Well, next year tell Santa to put the dick underneath the horse, instead of on top."

Quiestions?
How many steps will it take to walk a mile? How many seconds will it take to wait a while? How many battles do we need for us to win? How many Gods do we need to forgive our sins? How many times must a man betray his faith? How many times can a man control his hate? When do we say that justice isn't fair?? How can we endure the burden that we bare? Where is the youth who will dare? Where can we find the people who really care? Where can we find the road to success? Is it in the north, south, east, or west? Where can I find true love? That God had gave from above? How many struggles do we need to make it through? When do we say that a statement is false or true? How can I forgive others? When they killed my peers? Can you give help to those people in need? After they have dropped you and you bleed? Who are the people you can trust? In this world, to fight is a must. The world will continue to evolve, Until those questions have been solved.

Do You Know Whta It Is Like To Be Lonely??
Just let me tell you that it is a sad thing to be lonely. Whem you have been told as a child that you will never amount to anything or that you where pushed off to someone else to take care of you. Or the fact that you have been told that as you where a child that thay just could not handle you. You show me a person that has had the best child in this life time and I just might laugh at you. Yes there might have been a few. The whole thing in a nut shell is with childern today there just is not enough love or understanding. It is almost, I do not have the time to spend with you or I work to much and I have to write you up on the calender for one of my off days. Then peole wonder why there childern do what thay do . And why thay get into so much trouble. Is it the only time the parent will notes them????? Wow what a way to live! !!!!!! Ever get locked up in a room cause your parent thinks you are pozested??? sorry not good at spelling. Well it has happened. But does that mean that,

Thank You
thank you for everything thank you for all the good that has come from our relationship. thank you for always being the one who was the voice of reson when i was all but lost. thank you for giving me a beutiful child that i can always see in my dreams. thank you for giving me an angel that cause me to think of my every step before i take it. thank you for always being the light in my insaine dark prison. baby in general thank you for all that you do and will do.

How To Record Music On Your Computer
This Video Takes You Step By Step To Shoe You How To Record Music From A Guitar, Bass, Keyboard, etc. Straight To Your Computer. This movie has nothing to do with video games halo 2 online xbox 360 kingdom hearts awesome ZOMG OMG wow super mario brothers nintendo wii smash brawl melee link zelda shiek myth legend tactic fishing boat cool nice bitch cat fight ass boob fat monkey sexy paris hilton american idol wrestling random secret level ending sonic incredible ps3 ps2 how to fix asian pride fight ownage owned own3d pwned pwn3d pwnage special move crazy mortal combat skill mexican carlos mencia samoa shit poop crap WTF yo mama momma jokes diablo 1 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 0 lol ROFL money price world of warcraft imp character class final fantasy metal gear solid car toyota iPod mini nano big giant japan china stupid people jk snoop dogg ecw WWE WWF backyard hell nightmare sega saturn 11 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26 27 28 29 30 31 32 33 34 35 36 37 38 39 live stand up comedy

Hilton On Long Hard Road
Paris Hilton promised to become a better person when she got out of jail. The more important issue, though, may be whether she can be a better driver. TAGS: Paris Hilton, Hilton LINK: Hilton on long hard road The Standard from Boxxet News ------------------------ SIMILAR STORIES Hilton and Hollywood have had trouble driving a straight line - Arizona Daily Star Hilton & H'wood's Big Problem: Driving - Dayton Daily News MORE FROM Seattle Post Intelligencer | Palm Beach Post | Pittsburgh Tribune-Review | Yahoo! News | San Diego Union Tribune

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AT&T Inc., the nation's largest wireless carrier, agreed Friday to acquire rural wireless provider Dobson Communications Corp. for $2.8 billion in cash. The offer of $13 per share adds about 1.7 million customers to AT&T's nearly 62 million at a time when some analysts have questioned how much larger carriers can grow in a U.S. wireless market that is saturated.The offer represents a 17 percent premium over Dobson's closing price Friday of $11.11 in trading on the Nasdaq Stock Exchange. Including debt, the deal is worth a total of about $5.1 billion.Oklahoma City-based Dobson does business under the Cellular One brand in rural and suburban markets in 17 states and has provided roaming services to AT&T since 1990.AT&T Chief Executive Randall Stephenson, who took over for long-serving Ed Whitacre Jr. earlier this month, has said AT&T will be a wireless-centered company going forward. The announcement of Dobson deal came at the close of Stephenson's first board meeting as the chief execu

Iphone Watch | 6.29.2007
Today's the day you'll finally be able to plunk down way too much cash for a cell phone with an Apple logo on it. I'm doing what I can to resist the urge to call it iDay . . . If you are one of the first to acquire the Object of Your Desire, we want to hear from you. After you activate your iPhone and play with it for a bit this evening, leave a comment in this entry with a quick review. If you do so early enough -- say, before 9 p.m. CDT -- your comments may make Saturday's print edition of the Chronicle. Please include your real name and e-mail address in the comment form (your e-mail address won't be public). If you're in line in the Houston heat this afternoon and would like to send us some photos of your vigil, e-mail them from your lame-duck non-iPhone to newspix@chron.com. They'll show up in our Breaking News photo gallery. And if you want to take photos of your iPhone after you get it set up and working, you can upload them to our Geek Gear gallery. As always, check back often

I Won
First of i just want to say hi to all on cherry tap. Know there is know such thing as a stupid picture, only blury ones. I love to take pictures of just about everything, well one of those pictures is being published in (The International Librairy of Photography). I was also Named one of the years best photographers of 2007, and i just posted the secound pic of several in this series. The picture was taken some where between San Diego cal. and Fort Worth Tx.. So you got to go and check this out and vote for on my pic., and let me know what you think. Thought you might like this Photo: http://www.picture.com/voteforme/photovote1.asp?PID=2142322 http://www.picture.com/voteforme/photovote1.asp?PID=2142322 thanks and injoy

Something I Should Say But My Ego's In The Way
Days have gone by,still your smile lingers on my mind. Thought I could push you out,leave you far behind. It seems the harder I push,the firmer you stand. Your memorys entrenched in my mind,ready to battle to the end. My thoughts now jumbled,no longer ready to engage. My heart beats to rapidly,as if it were afraid. To look up and see you is something I fear. My thoughts have become flooded with wanting you near. Tears well up and one begins to leave my eye. Please forgive me,don't make this our final goobye.

You Are Strength
You are Strength Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy. This is a card of courage and energy. It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it. Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot, which might be why, in some decks, it is Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength. With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Down Raters
yeah, they still piss me off. I'm not a stats whore but when a newbie asshole comes in and rates a 2 on a pic that is very nice only because we're both guys, thats bullshit. here is my response to him :). Then I blocked his ass lol ->boogalooo: Thanks fucktard! The goal is to make friends here. I thought you may wanna know that before you piss off too many people

The Brat.....
Alright so i may be morbidly odd or strange to love to have someone piss me off ina playful manner not only does it piss me off but damn is it a huge fucken turn on that she can pull it off just so fucken perfectly that it feels like we're having Angry hot fucken make up sex all the fucken time god is this FUCKEN REFRESHING DAMN finally someone that understands me on the deepest of levels sure you may not understand this an sure to some it can seem pretty twisted but, fuck having a normal stereo typical relationship shit im far from normal an know that an so is my girl thats why we fit so fucken perfectly for each other an right now HA we've wagered whos more stubborn an ima fucken win for sure thats right baby if you read this IMA WIN NOT U AN ITS ONLY TWO DAMN DAYS I CAN FUCKEN MAKE IT :P drive urself nuts trying to get me to cave but it aint gonna work

No Title Yet
There is nomore beauty, Only darkness and chaos. I stumble through my ashes, God the things I've lost. I took things for granted, Assumed they would always be there. Stumble f n through life, Seeming not to care. I look at the carnage, All my wasted days. If I was ever there for you, Would things come out a different way.

How Naughty R U ?
Are you Naughty or nice Your Result: your Naughty! wild thing! You were born to be bad. Naughty by nature, you've tried everything at least once and aren't afraid to get your hands - or the rest of you - dirty when opportunity knocks. Whether that means plotting for advancement at work or toying with somebody's affections, you're willing to break the rules. As long as you're having a laugh and getting ahead, anything goes. And it is fun to defy convention every once in a while, but you're walking a bit of a tightrope. Every so often, try listening to that little angel on your shoulder who keeps saying "no!" - it's okay to be nice sometimes. In the meantime, keep being bad and enjoy yourself. Just don't throw caution entirely to the wind. Your Nice! all sugar, no spice! Are you Naughty or nice

Maybe Someday
Maybe Someday Home is where the heart is; isn't that what people say? But there are times it's not the truth and it doesn't work that way Sometimes there is that someone who comes into your heart When you don't even notice and that is when it starts That seed is planted deep within and then it starts to grow And then before much time has passed you're aware, and then you know This love becomes your passion and fight it as you will Your dreams, your thoughts, your waking hours keep trying to fulfill.. The burning love that's deep inside that wants to scream and shout For the one who knows you not with cries, "please let me out" I cannot say how this will end I only know for sure That there is someone in my heart that forever will endure So, home's not where my heart is and, yes, it's sad to say.... I love someone that knows it not oh, to hope...maybe someday..... Jessie

Ratings Please Read !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YOU KNOW THERE IS MORE TO PEOPLE THEN A FUCKING NUMBER THATS ALL IT IS A NUMBER PEOPLE RATE PEOPLE ON THERE LOOKS AND NOT WHAT THEY ARE MADE OF AS A PERSON AND NEW FRIEND AND FEELNGS CAN GET HURT ALONG THE WAY AND MAKE SOMEONE REALLY FEEL LIKE SHIT I DO NOT CARE IF YOUR FAT SKINNY GOOD LOOKING HOT OR BUTT UGLY I RATE EVERYBODY A 10 BECAUSE LOOKS DO NOT MEAN SHIT TO ME AND RATINGS DONT EATHER ITS THE FRENDSHIP THAT COUNTS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bikers
Motorcycle Riders This is real For all who know Motorcycle Riders .............. I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you roll your eyes at our

Reason Why
The reason why is cause i have a bf that his a firefighter but the only thing is he died in a fire while he was working and he is my hero and i miss him alot...if only i could of said goodbye to him id be ok today...but im not. I try and stay strong but sometimes i just break down and cry well every night...the night he died he was suppose to come over and he didnt so i was used to it.when he didnt come he had to go and rescue a family and someone.and when he got to the firehouse he'd call me that night or next morning but he didnt,i was worried.i knew something was wrong.i loved him so much...

Selflessness
Practice selflessness because what you put out to others will come back to you more than ten fold. If you just took care of yourself... then only one person is effected. History spans over time and is as old as time itself. That which was done to someone once before, could be done again by the same person. That which hasn't been done to you before by that person, most likely will not. The good or the bad... Who we are today, are what we have been molded from yesterday. What happened to you yesterday? If we didn't know anything else and all we could do was help another, the world would be a beautiful place. Leave every day, every situation, every glance knowing you gave it your all and you'll always be satisfied. If you hold back, there is a bigger chance of regret and "what if" becomes a factor. "Cause something to happen". When we conciously make our decisions and dedicate ourselves to the result, the effects are staggering. Plant hope into others and give them your support s

Take Nyquil It Will Knock Your Butt Out!
Gosh, this has been a long week for me. Monday, I was kinda hung over off Jager. I was out at best friends house and we drank Sunday night. I drank a whole pint. Which I still can’t believe that I did that. It was just a small tummy ache. But I laid in bed pretty much most of the day at her house. Tuesday, just the usual. We left Elizabethtown she brought me home and I didn’t do much after that. Wednesday, just straightened up my room started putting things where I want them to go. Today, got up and had a huge migraine. Took some medicine and l laid back down around 9 30 am. Dad and them came in from work around 3 30 pm by all the noise that they were making it woke me up. So I went ahead and got up and back to cleaning my room again. It seems like since we have moved that is all I have been doing. I don’t mind though cause I like organizing stuff and all that. I just wish my father and his girlfriend would get on the ball on doing this. They have hardly done anything

Finally Uploaded My Vacation Pics
HI EVERYONE SORRY IT TOOK ME AWHILE TO UPLOAD MY VACATION PICS FEEL FREE TO GO TO MY PICS UNDER MY VACATION PICS AND RATE THEM AND COMMENT ON THEM IF U WISH I JUST WANTED TO POST THIS TO LET ALL MY FRIENDS KNOW THAT I FINALLY GOT THEM ON AND TO SAY THANKS FOR BEING SO PATIENCE WITH ME HAVE A GR8T DAY

Make It Stop Make It Stop
How would you like it to be whacked hard over the head as a "sport"!? Norway and Canada have a new kind of tourism. Killing baby seals. They call it a "sport".. You want to call this a sport ? Is he a sportsman? Why? You're our only hope !!! This barbarism shouldnt be possible in our society..Dont turn your back on us, we are defenselessI know these images seem painful for you, but we feel the pain. We are being slaughtered and its going on RIGHT NOW...What gives him the right to kill us? Who is he to decide about life and death?What kind of sport is this? I didnt harm anyone. I was just swimming around.. Please help me and my friends... You cant just ignore these images.. Keeping silent and doing nothing makes you guilty...Please help us Please dont leave us alone...STOP THE KILLING OF SEALS You can make a statement by reposting this to get as many people as you canto repost this. Bring these murderers to the attention of world leaders.Thank you!!!!hit reply to sender and copy it fr

Mean People
I posted a MUMM tonight, and received a lot of votes, along with a lot of comments. Some of them were downright malicious. To all the people who didn't vote, but made nasty comments: Is this what you do for fun? Is your self-esteem that low, that you have to go picking on someone else and making deprecating remarks about their appearance to make yourselves feel better? That's okay. Because I can always lose weight, but you will still always be assholes. And eventually, you will turn into wrinkly, not so pretty assholes. And then what will you have going for you? Thanks for sharing!

Going Back To Lala Land
I am going back to Los Angeles this weekend. I need to get over this flu that I caught. I need the rest and relaxation at home with my kitties. I need to start planning out my birthday blast party. My friend Pierce recommended Yamashiro Resteraunt. Yamashiro sits atop of the Hollywood Hills its a majestic Japanese Palace. I went to see it last week and loved it. Check out the tour http://www.yamashirorestaurant.com/tour/index.html

Grrrr
ok, so tonight was a bad night. i had my ex calling me and stuff. telling me someone did a number on her and she was crying. then she changed her mind and wanted me to come over tonight. i was already at someone's house using the pc. does the fucking gsmes ever end??? im so tired of it. i loved her. i still do. but EVERYONE i have met online has/had played games. im so tired of this heart i have. this romantic heart of mine...

Come Play With Us And Dj Tigger N Guilty Pleasures Xoxoxo
Hey everyone!! Got a Guilty Pleasure!?! Come chat with us in the lounge and become a member...Were rocking out with DJ Tigger and would love to have ya xoxoxox Click the image and say hello!

Fooking Sodding Annoyed
So ppl say "I want to get to know you" "I want to talk to you" and this that and another thing. Then they go off and leave you hanging sitting around half the fooking night. Tired of that shit. Its rude and fucking annoying. IM conversations should be treated like any mother. If you ain't got shit to say to me then go fooking bugger yourself. Also, what is with these bitch ass webcasting DJ's on CT who think they got something real. Trust me half of them are wankers with a god damn mic and some of them really shouldn't even have THAT. And FYI ass clown, have some god damn balls and deal WITH ME, getting on the lounge and starting shit and then saying nothing till you get your little mic and talk trash and sound like the victim DOES make you a fooking pussy ass bitch. grow a pair. And stop fooking whinning you sound like you're knocked up. I have had it with these fake ass shit ppl who are all talk and trying to force me hand and my mind. I got an answer for you. Won't happen

Bls Family
BLS Family.. . . . is you. . . . is love. . . . is shared. . . . is forgiving. . . . is understanding. . . . is shared secrets. . . . heals many hurts. . . . is not judgmental. . . . is shared laughter. . . . is slow and steady. . . . can be angry at times. . . . is dependable and true. . . . is more precious than silver or gold. . . . is meant to be savored like fine wine. . . . is not perfect, much like we are not perfect. . . . does not hold grudges or demand perfection. . . . makes all the wrong things in life, right somehow. . . . is meant to be gulped like lemonade on a hot summer day. . . . is always there, through times of trial, happy times and hard times. . . . just happens, but once discovered, needs to be tended like a beautiful garden. . . . is a road to be traveled slowly, remembering the sights and sounds. . . . is strength when you are too weak to notice its there. . . . is a cherished moment of mutual understanding. . . . reaches into your heart

Pure Fucking Arrogence
So my last ex ended up going into porn after I broke up with her. The ex before her went to black men. And the ex before her hasnt dated a man under 6'2 sinse me. Am I wrong for thinking my cock is to dangerous for most girls :) hahaha

Honesty/cry/angry/happy
1. Honestly, what is your worst habbit? Procrastination 2. Honestly, whats on your mind? baby steps towards a more honest life 3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? IMing 5. Honestly, who are your best friends? C, R, B, M, K, A, T 6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? Not today, no. 8. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? My sister. We hadnt talked for over a month cuz we had a spat over money. I hate business with family. I missed her and am glad we are talking again. 9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? not really. 10. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? Me and my cowardice. 11. Honestly, do you bite your nails? no 12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? all my life. Emotional eater, binge eating. 13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? not really, cuz I look like shit 14. Honestly are you keeping a big secret now? Always. There are always b

Ive Got To Say Good -by
to all my friends and family at cherry tap. You all have been an ispiration to me and i love all so dearly, but due to resent events in my life i must sy good-by to you all and i will miss you so very much. I wish i could be a part of this family longer but i cant. i will miss all of the talks and laughs and love that you all showed to me. God bless you all and keep on keepin on, your friend Dubbs01 lol

No. 06-11817 Title: Mark C. Bergeron, Petitioner V. King Mohamed, V, Et Al. Docketed: June 12, 2007 Lower Ct: United States Court Of Appeals For The N
No. 06-11817 Title: Mark C. Bergeron, Petitioner v. King Mohamed, V, et al. Docketed: June 12, 2007 Lower Ct: United States Court of Appeals for the Ninth Circuit Case Nos.: (06-16117) Decision Date: March 16, 2007 ~~~Date~~~ ~~~~~~~Proceedings and Orders~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Jun 6 2007 Petition for a writ of certiorari and motion for leave to proceed in forma pauperis filed. (Response due July 12, 2007) ------------------------------------------------------------------------ ~~Name~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~Address~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~Phone~~~ *Attorneys for Petitioner:* Mark C. Bergeron 105 Duncan Way (916) 782-2516 Roseville, CA 95678 Party name: Mark C. Bergeron

Blackboard Lessons
Blackboard Lessons By: Norische I will not use Mistress’s bra as a sling. I will not goose Mistress when she isn’t looking. I will not make funny noises when Mistress is on the phone. I will not call Mistress’s underwear “granny panties”. I will not expel gas and blame it on Mistress. I will not make up cutesy names for Mistress’s whips, floggers, or paddles. I will not put Mistress’s blindfold on the Cat. I will not try and give away any of Mistress’s toys. I will not giggle and yell “Quit Tickling” while Mistress is flogging me. I will not participate in belching contests with other subbies. I will not hide the remote from Mistress. I will not snore while scening with Mistress. I will not drool when we go into the leather shop. I will not yell “Hail Satan!” when Mistress orders me to do something. I will not say “Oh yeah! You and what army” to Mistress. I will not starch Mistress’s bra. I will not drop kick Mistress’s cat. I will not use Mistress’s hairbrush to kil

A Loser
They say that I’m a loser And perhaps that may be true Since I don’t have a lot of friends And my interests are but few I’m not a worldly person Well versed in social graces So I prefer to stay at home Than go to public places I don’t go out to parties Or places where you dance And I haven’t had a date in years Afraid to take a chance People always make me nervous Because I’m rather shy Lacking in the confidence To be a stand up guy I’m not a very clever man Nor can I tell a joke I’m neither tall or handsome And I always am flat broke I have no sense of humor Or talent to create Is it any wonder then That I don’t have a mate In spite of all that I am not I never get depressed For I’ve accepted who I am Being second best They say that I’m a loser And perhaps that may be true But if I had to change my life I’d wind up being you

The Beauty Of A Woman
There is nothing as beautiful as a woman, for she is like a blooming flower on a warm spring day with the sounds of crystal clear waters flowing down from the majestic mountain tops unto the seas of life. Moon River Ernesto Cortazar

The Concept Of God
The other day a co-worker and I were discussing a recent documentary that I watched on the History Channel called "Banned from the Bible." I was telling her about one book in particular mentioned, "The Book of Enoch". It goes into detail about the creation of the Nephilim. When I saw the confusion on her face I asked her if she knew what I was talking about. She was like no I've never heard of them. So then I was like "you go to church every Sunday and have no idea what I'm talking about." So then she says "Well I've gone all my life but I've never read the Bible." I started laughing at her and asked how could she sit and listen to the Preacher and not have any clue as to what he's saying or if it is true. So then I told her that to me the concept of God can be compared to a tree. No matter what country you may go to or what language is spoken a tree is still a tree no matter what it is called. So then she was like "Well I never thought of it that way." Take the Quran for exa

Le Me School You
My ride is more rugged, then any Rolla Costa- I put your through physical torture- I’m the teacha- be prepared 4 my lecture- The teachers pet- come here let me sweat ya- With smooth hands- how I undress ya- Polite but rude is how I address ya- Grab Ur waste and apply a little pressure- Make it so hard u might fail the semesta- Grab paper and pen let me test ya- On all the freaky positions- My tongue sweet like any Politian’s- So hungry, we could do it in the kitchen- My western Philosophy is missing- We here now, no more hoping and wishing- U can get all of me- Scratches on my back when u grab hold of me- Touch every wall like simple geometry- So let’s c- If E=MC square- be prepared- 4 my gravitational force- Exert kinetic energy to break u off- of course- But we got 2 let nature take it’s course- Or be prepared 2 repeat the course- My equations can be a little quadratic- When i got to have it- don’t make me grab it- In class- solve for X- u do the math- Legs

Most Fucked Up Thing I Think I Have Ever Seen! Please Repost
THIS WAS ON THE NEWS LAST NIGHT ...PLEASE REPOST SO THESE STUPID GIRLS HOPEFULLY GET CAUGHT AND GET WHAT THEY DESERVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THIS LIL GIRL WAS GIVEN ECSTASY.POLICE TRYING TO IDENTIFY THEM!NOW THIS MAKES ME MAD AND THERES NO WAY ANY CHILD SHOULD EVER HAVE TO BE GIVEN DRUGS!!!This is so Disgusting!!!! If you know any of these people, PLEASE call 261 782 3541They believe these people are from the Houston Texas area, because a commercial on the video at the end of the clip mentions that area. PLEASE REPOST!!!!!!!!!!!!!Repost this by hitting reply to this bulletin & copying everything under bulletin.Paste the message in your own bulletinPlease repost this everone?Can you believe this one bit?A whole pill of ecstacy to herself.THAT IS FUCKING WRONG.

Random Thought
If you don't like it change it. If you can't change it because your scared then there is no one left to blame. You have only to look into the mirror to see what it is that you are so frightened of....

My Theme Song
Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last! What's Your Theme Song?

My Personality
Your Personality Is Guardian (SJ) You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented. Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader. You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do. You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them! The Three Question Personality Test

Update...
for all you souls that miss me...ill be back in ummm 2 days sigh... this week hasnt been long enough....good thing its almost over ill be lucky to leave here with out kicking some ass!!! any who no stress just good times ive yet to see the first sunset on the ocean and there is only one more left some how i dont think Ill see it which isnt that big of a deal ive taken about hmm 5 pictures the whole time ive been here im such a slaker....the last 2 nights have been spent at sharky's a lil place down the road a couple guys hit on me while we where there which amy and ashley were like see gurl you still got it haha...lets seeee anything else fun happen while i was here that you would want to here....hmmmm.....amy and ashley got stuck in the elevator ...that was pretty funny well they didnt think so but i did...as i was about to pee on myself and made them let me out while they parked the car...that god for 911.....that was some funny shit right there still laughing about it alll they are

Special Traits In Names And Numbers
Special Traits of Names and Numbers Current mood: tired Category: Dreams and the Supernatural To refresh your memory, the Special Traits (talents) numbers are the numbers that that repeat an average or above average number of times in your name. Once again here is the chart that you will use to find the value equivalencies to the letters of your full name. 1 = A, J, S 2 = B, K, T 3 = C, L, U 4 = D, M, V 5 = E, N, W 6 = F, O, X 7 = G, P, Y 8 = H, Q, Z 9 = I, R Also for your reference here is the table that shows you what the average equivalence is for each number in a name. Number 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 Average 3 1 2 1 4 2 1 1 3 Occurrence: Occurrences _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ In My Name: Simply count up the letters in your name and compare them to the chart above to figure out which of your equivalences is your average and/or above average numbers. Then refer to the int

Yukon Jack My Favorite Drink
THE DEFINITION ON THE LIQUOR I LIKE: Yukon Jack is a taste born of hoary nights, when lonely men struggled to keep their fires lit and cabins warm. Boldly flavorful, yet surprisingly smooth, there is no spirit like Yukon Jack. 100 proof. 750ml.

~*huggable*lovable*kissable*jens*~ Ct Train. All Aboard!!
COME HOP ON ~*HUGGABLE*LOVABLE*KISSABLE*JEN*~ CT TRAIN. WONT COST YOU A CENT. PLEASE RATE & FAN EVERYONE! GREAT WAY TO MEET NEW PEOPLE. LETS GET THIS TRAIN FULL :D ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CART 1 ~*Huggable*Lovable*Kissable*Jen*~ "CT Wife 2 Bighits2747" Owner of Guilty Pleasures Lounge@ CherryTAP bighits2747@ CherryTAP Micki"Blue Eyes"{dirty south crew}CO-owner guilty pleasures lounge@ CherryTAP big bad daddy CHAOS CREW SDMF@ CherryTAP ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CART 2 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CART 3 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CART 4 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CART 5 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ CART 6 ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

My Lips...such A Bad Analysis Tho
What People Think of Your Mouth People see you as both demanding and irresistible. You are often the center of attention - and that's how you like it. You are up for anything and very energetic. People sometimes propose wild ideas to you. And who knows? Maybe you'll take them up on it. You are known to be a little freaky! What Does Your Mouth Say About You?

Phat Gurlz!!!
THIS BLOG MAY BE OFFEND YOU. IF IT DOES, OR YOU DO NOT AGREE WITH THE OPINIONS STATED HERE, PLEASE REMEMBER THAT IT IS OFF THE CUFF, AND NOT MEANT TO HURT ANYONE. ALSO PLEASE FEEL FREE TO STOP READING AT ANY TIME AND BLOCK ME. THIS IS HOW I FEEL RIGHT THIS MINUTE, IT MAY CHANGE AS SOON AS I POST IT. ANYWAYS, VIEW AT YOUR OWN RISK AND OR PLEASURE.OK, this is a test. I have never blogged on cherrytap b4 so I gotta blog about something to test it out. So what is a better subject than all you fuckin' hot ass phat gurlz? Yes, I freely admit it. I like me a plump girl. I would point a few out, that get me hot and bothered, but ya gotta be careful about that shit, cause even when you think a phat chix hot and you tell her so, it can turn into one of those "moments". You know, like in Goodfellas when Joe Pesce is fuckin with the kid about how he's "funny". Why do I like phat chix? I don't know. Why do you like chocolate, or bacon, or kittens (but not puppies). I just do. They're warmer. More h

Where I Will Be At Next..........
Yeah my name is Darwynn Mcpherson from Cleveland, Ohio. Im in the military right now stationed in Korea. Ill be stationed in Fort Eustis in Dec. 6th 2007. So look for me lol! I know its some sexi ladies out there that wanna chat so hit me up dont be affraid!

Queen Bee
I've been here for a while You're new to this game It's not as easy as it may seem There's often intense strain I've put 5 years into something You've only known a month or 2 I broke my back doing all I could That makes my shit have worth and value Yo ass is just considered as something new have about as much worth as a tattered Baby Phat T-shirt Just figured I'd let u know I don't like u in my space You're intruding on my property Vandalizing my estate I've contributed blood, sweat, and tears to make what I have what it is today I've spent too many years For u to snatch it all away In my opinion you're a parasite a flea a pest You've latched on to a part of me continually making your presence manifest I regard u as a fly encircling my brain As I annihilate u with my swatter Victory will be obtained I'm tired of seeing your face reading your name in text messages U sicken me It's a disgrace My mind is filling with hatefulness U rendering your presence m

Beauty Is In The Eye Of The Beholder
Beauty is in the Eyes of the Beholder. Current mood: tired Category: Life Yesterday on my lunch break Hailey and I were watching an old episode of the Twilight Zone entitled "Eye of the Beholder". The episode was about a woman who recently went through a last chance procedure provided by the State to make her look like everyone else. Through out the whole episode you see her with her face bandaged up. She's crying and asking the doctor why was she born the way she was. Then she asks the doctor why couldn't their society accept someone who was different. Since this is her 11th procedure to look like everyone else the State has decreed that if this surgery doesn't work then she has to leave and live with others that are considered freaks like her. The doctor who performed the surgery sees her true beauty in the inside and even questions if it is right to segregate people based on their looks. Through out the whole episode you never see the faces of the doctor o

5th Place Is Getting Close!!!
258 MORE COMMENTS, AND I WILL BE IN 5TH PLACE!!!! OKAY, GUYS...I NEED YA NOW. I'VE BEEN SHOOTING FOR THIS, AND NOW IT DOESN'T SEEM TOO FAR AWAY, OR IMPOSSIBLE. SO PLEASE, COME HELP OUT. ALL YOU GUYS WHO HAVE CONTINUALLY STOPPED IN TO ADD COMMENTS...THANK YOU, THANK YOU, THANK YOU, SOOOOOOOO MUCH. WE'VE DONE ALOT OF HARD WORK TOGETHER, BUT WE'VE ACCOMPLISHED ALOT AS WELL. THANKS AGAIN! DROP BY...

Updated Location For Jeffery's Benefit Show
Jeffrey Yaws Benifit Dreamworld Music Complex 3102 W. Division Arlington, TX 76012 Sunday July 15th 2:00p.m. Tickets are $10 at the door. $5.00 for kids 10 and under All Proceeds at the door willgo to Jeffrey Yaws and Family For his huge stack of medical Bills www.dreamworldmusiccomplex.com http://www.myspace.com/pheonixmusiccomplex (Card Subject To Change) TTW Title Match Texas Red (C) VS. Maxx Muscle Intergender Tag Team Action Kissy Boots vs. Miss_Diss Lexia & "Showcase" Shance Williams PWF Brass Knuckles Title Match (A Special Stipulation willbe added to this match the day of the show) "Chicano Assasin" Chuey Martinez (C) vs.Violent V vs. The "Hebrew Hitman" Dave The Rave 1ST EVER JEFFREY YAWS INVITATIONAL CUP (Every Match is 1 fall. The winners of each of these matches will go on to the final match, a Gauntlet/Royal Rumble style match. 2 Man will start. Every Minute a new entry will enter the match. Pinfalls, Submissions, TKO's, over the top are

Heartbreak
I have an emptiness in me I can't describe. A feeling of being lost, deep inside. Am I withdrawing inside myself? Putting my heart up on a shelf? I feel the ice run through my veins. The doors of my heart closing in pain. Turning away from potential friends. Back to the point where the begining ends Shutting down any possibilty of emotions. Living day by day, going through the motions. Wearing a smile that's no longer real. No love, no hurt, nothing to feel. This is my life on a day to day basis. The girl that was happy has left no traces. How much more of this life can I take? Welcome my child, to the world of heartbreak

I Hate Her...
The rage over the events of today is still building inside of me. I have no idea why i have let what was said get the better of me but it has. The best thing to have done would have been to not of opened that IM and just let it go right? Well haha thats easier said than done when you are humiliated, degraded, betrayed, rigidly cold, heart broken that someone would even fathom to say the things they have said to me today. I cannot even express my rage towards this person right now. possibilities of ever being friends again are for now and some time probably very much out of the picture. I was supposed to be the better person in this situation and just let it go, but how can you let something go that rips down your dignity? It was like this person took salt and poured it all over an open wound... I will say this, everything i said to and about this person still stands true until i get an apology. They owe me this much. Until then, do not expect me to be the one to go to you with

Single Woman's Prayer
SINGLE WOMAN'S PRAYER Now I lay me down to sleep. Please don't send me no more creeps. Please just send me one good man. One without a wedding band. One good man who's sweet as pie. Who brushed his teeth and doesn't lie. Who dresses neat and doesn't smell. And is sexy like my man Denzel. Man, if I should die before I wake, that would truly take the cake; No matrimony or honeymoon. No fancy reception planned for June. No throwing of the wedding bouquet. Please, God, don't let me go out that way. If I die before I meet Mr. Right I won't go out without a fight. But then again with my luck, He'd probably be just some schmuck. The single life is not that bad I know it's just a passing fad. I won't be blue. I will not frown. Besides, I like my toilet seat down. No more makeup, won't comb my hair. So never mind this stupid prayer. The single life will do just fine. So what's up, girlfriend? IT'S PARTY TIME!!!!

I Just Can't Belive This!
Hello all! Wow i had an intresting night last night. I had to go to got the ER, cuz i was having really horrable chest pains. I couldn't go to sleep cuz they hurt so bad. Well come to find out........it was all caused by an ulcer! Yah, WTF!!!!!! I'm so glad that that was all it was, but still......I'm in soooooooo much pain over a friggen ULCER!!!!!! The doc said it was because of how much stress i'v been under lately. Anyway, just thought it was a bunch of bs.....so i wanted to just write down how pissed and glad i am right now. I was kinda getting scared there for a min. So now i have some meds to take care of it and help it heal. YAY!!!! :D Anyway, I hope everyone is doing well!!! I can't wait for the weekend! :) Love you all!!!!!

3 Women In A Sauna
THREE WOMEN, TWO YOUNGER, AND ONE SENIOR CITIZEN, WERE SITTING IN A SAUNA. SUDDENLY THERE WAS A BEEPING SOUND. THE YOUNG WOMAN PRESSED HER FOREARM AND THE BEEP STOPPED. THE OTHERS LOOKED AT HER QUESTIONINGLY. "THAT WAS MY PAGER," SHE SAID. "I HAVE A MICROCHIP UNDER THE SKIN OF MY ARM." A FEW MINUTES LATER, A PHONE RANG. THE SECOND YOUNG WOMAN LIFTED HER PALM TO HER EAR. WHEN SHE FINISHED, SHE EXPLAINED, "THAT WAS MY MOBILE PHONE. I HAVE A MICROCHIP IN MY HAND." THE OLDER WOMAN FELT VERY LOW-TECH. NOT TO BE OUT DONE, SHE DECIDED SHE HAD TO DO SOMETHING JUST AS IMPRESSIVE, SO SHE STEPPED OUT OF THE SAUNAAND WENT TO THE BATHROOM. SHE RETURNED WITH A PIECE OF TOILET PAPER HANGING FROM HER REAR. THE OTHERS RAISED THEIR EYEBROWS AND STARED AT HER. THE OLDER WOMAN FINALLY SAID.........WELL, WILL YOU LOOK AT THAT...I'M GETTING A FAX!

The Preachers Message
Those of you that know me understand this situation. I am a former Catholic turned Witch. I married into a Christian family and my family of origin still practice the Catholic faith. Because of this situation occasionally my children do get exposed to church. They also get exposed to tarot cards and such. It's hard to actually celebrate sabbats and stuff with them because of the marriage. The husband would probably have a fit. A month or two ago my daughter asked me to take her to church. Even though I hate going to church when she asks I try to take her. Well about three weeks ago I took her to a service. What was interesting about the service was the preachers message. As well as the childrens church talking about Ester ( a woman in the bible). If only ther realized what they were truly teaching. ;). Well I sat in the back row because of the two kids and my 3 yr old not being exposed to church services nearly as often as my daughter doesn't behave very well in that setting

A Friend
I made this myspace a pitbull page but im still working on it.I met this guy who loves them and has some pits,this is banner for myspace. href="http://www.msplinks.com/MDFodHRwOi8vd3d3Lm15c3BhY2UuY29tL3RoZXBpdGJ1bGxwYWdl" ..="image1.src=loadImage1.src;" ..="image1.src=staticImage1.src;"> his also on facebook.... http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=2427460406

Raging Fear
Raging Fear My heart was bound It was shattered and torn While hidden in darkness The hate was born I ran from friends And hid from lovers No one getting close Under covers Felt it bleed Felt the pain Too much hurt Never again No more love No more lust Ashes to ashes Dust to dust Heart is locked guards never down No more tears I won't drown Scarred for life Burned by fire Careless feeling Empty desire Just one emotion Hate, My dear Forever fed By raging fear

Yay!!!!
I often write about how I am pregnant and that I can't wait to be done! Well my wish has been Granted! Today I got home from spending the week in the hospital. I gave birth to my new little girl on Tuesday July 10th at 1:09am. Just thought I would share my moments of happiness! BYE!!!

Cherrytap
this site is for adults but we cant have adult discussions with out the top ppl on this site getting all tearyed eyed...why make an adult site if we cant talk like adults on here why have the site at all...you dont see the drinks NSFW and that is for adults....whats ur thoughts on this ppl

Private Folders Are Stooopid
Seriously...what the hell is the point of posting up on CT if you mark ALL your photos as private? Do you not want rates? Take a chill people...not everyone is looking to stalk your stupid ass.

My 50 Confessions
My 50 Confessions 1. The phone rings, who do you want it to be? hmmm.... Most likely C. 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? I would say about 80% of the time (support the grocery workers if they strike! DO NOT CROSS THEIR PICKET LINES EVER!!!) 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? That would be my wife, and of course! 4. Do you take compliments well? That would be a big no!! But I am working on it. 5. Do you play Sudoku? Only once or twice, I gotta say, the magic is lost on me. 6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness would you survive? Not more than for a few days probably. 7. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you would save? Things? So not animals or people right?? My computer, my wedding album, my photo albums and my ipod. 8. Who was the last person you slept in the bed with? It better be my wife!!! lol. and it was. 9. Who do you text the most? C 10. Favorite child

Why Am I Me...
Why am I me? I wish I could be, Someone else, Just to see, Why I hurt, So badly, When no one seems to care, I'm always there, Now that I need you, You're not in sight, I wonder how, I can make it, Through this night. Crying a river, A river of blood, Drowning in my tears, Creating a bloody flood. Lonely and cold, I lay in my room, I see my family, Standing at my tomb, This is where I lay, In silence, without sorrow, This time there will be, No tomorrow. Finally I won't wonder, Why I am me.

First For Everything
so there is officaially a first for everything.. and amazingly enough.. i wrote a nice poem.. this will most likely never happen again.. so i figured that i would share.. amazing.. im not even keeping it to myself.. falling again.. its my favorite thing to do. hitting the ground just to bounce back. to try and make you believe that the thing that you want the most is me.. to painit you some kind of picture to make you want to stay. and to realize that for one simgle second just how lucky i am.. to tell you everyday that you mean the world to me.. and how much better my life is now that your in it.. to tell you that you amaze me everyday... and to tell you that your the best person that i know..to try to make you as happy as you make me.. and to never see you sad... to tell you that i love you because it is really the way that i feel... to tell you how scared that i really am, and that i dont want to get hurt.. to tell you everything i see when i look into your eyes.. i swe

No Happy Ending
No Happy Ending by Hayley, not a princess. I believe in my destiny, and believe in my fate, I know that whatever, my life has its date. And while I have choices, and things I must do, I trust that my heart will carry me through. You think you can see what I feel, what I am, With your shallow vision, there's no way that you can. You know that I'm broken, but call me insane, To me it was special, to you just a game. The good times were false, not one of them real, You took hold of my heart and fed me the spiel. Conquered my body, then mastered my mind, Now I can see why they say that loves blind. You cheated and conned me so evil and cruel, Called me your stalker to make me the fool. I loved you so deeply with nothing to gain All that you gave me was heartache and pain. You shouldn't have hurt me, no one deserves that, Then thought you could fix it with coffee and chat. I played on your team for two solid years Bitter and angry I'm all out of tears. The

Poem Of The Day
is the easiest way th ebest way? the fastest means to an end? can u believe all this travesty? sometimes these thoughts come unbidden... command my every thought. command me to ur every whim. make your puppet dance to ur tune. and leave no room for thought. the less that i think the better off you are. make your grotesque world the only place i want to be. go ahead and make me believe. when the end comes and you think everything you've done is right. and your world will tumble in around you and you feel so all alone. to cry at everything you have done. a rock in a hard place as you try to be everything that i need. to save me from myself. and yet so scared to be by yourself. watch me break like a payne of glass. help me to pick up the shattered remmants to create comething beautiful. and everything ive become is thanks to you. for all the things you will never realize youve done thank you. vengefull concitedness. everything at the world should lay at your feet. walk on the bac

Wedding Count Down
Well.. Im not sure if every one knows... but we finally set a date for our wedding some time ago... I just havent gotten around to telling everyone about it.. but .. the days keep passing by and its getting closer so I thought I would run a Count down to the BIG DAY!!! .... August 30th, 2007.... 49 days to go and counting.... Wish us luck!!!!

What Im Looking For
a guy who is interested in who i am regaurdless of my faults. someone who is absolutly crazy about me, and who thinks i am the most beautiful girl ever. someone that when they kiss me can steal my breath away. someone that can understand that i have alot of pride but i need help all the tome.. someone that realizes that i am competitive even if its "just for fun." someone that can understand that i am dorky but can still laugh at me in good fun. someone that doesnt make me feel stupid. and realizes that pizza and chocolate really are food groups to me. someone that is willing to play the gituar for me because they know that i love to sing. a guy that can deal with all the drama that comes with my family. and can push me in the right direction when i start to fall. someone that can help me suceed when i think that i am failing. someone that can look me in the eyes and tell me what is on their mind. and can accept the fact that i cry all the time, not every tear is a bad one.. a guy that

Lessons From A Walk In The Dark
Lessons from a walk in the dark Meandering out on a moonlit night Avoiding the lanes with neon light Feeling the cold against my cheek Gathering strength for another week Mind crowded out by trouble's the norm But Jesus slept through the storm I look at the moon and the world at large And try to remember who's in charge My life is so transient next to a star The heavens so high yet God not far As dark surrounds each forward stride So God does catch each hurt I cried

Hope
Hope The sun will learn to smile again The waves will soar and toss When we have sifted out the mud From hidden pearls in dross The wind will whisper soothing words To all who hear in peace the raging storm will clear the deck And then the clouds will cease. The sand itself will laugh and sing The trees will up and dance As joy and peace and love and truth are given lasting chance.

We Open Our Hearts So Freely
We open our Hearts so freely We open our hearts so freely, We surrender our all, But when the bruises show, We pretend it's just a fall. We allow it to continue, Each and every day, We scream silent cries for help, But no one hears, no one sees, no one say. Even when we wince in pain, We think it could get better, Deep down we know it can't, To them we do not matter. Each and every day we live in fear, Could this be our last? In front of others we joke and laugh, As not to show our past. We allow ourselves to be bullied, In every abusive way, It happens in every shape and form, Day after day after day. We fear in life we fear in death, But which of the two evils are better, We are tormented in both, So it doesn't really matter. All I want is to love and be loved, Is that too much to ask? But every time I find it, It becomes an impossible task. I look all around me, And I see it all there, Couples so much in love, It's more than I can bare.

The Move
Well for those of ya'll that haven't heard. I mde the big move east, well I made it for all of the right reasons, I am totaly happy and couldnt be in better sports. The drive was trying but it took forever it seemed, word of advice stay away from phenoix at morning rush hour they drive worse then they do in LA. well I will be droping by now and then to say whats up and when I get around to it I will post some new pics. MMCL

Celtic Astrology
What tree did YOU fall from? Find your birthday and then find your tree... Dec 23 to Jan 01 - Apple Tree Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree Mar 21 - Oak Tree Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree Jun 24 - Birch Tree June 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress Tree Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar Tree Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar Tree Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine Tree Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow Tree Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime Tree Sep 23 - Olive Tree Sep 24

Insensitive By Leann Rimes
9 out of 10 men this applies to.... and i can think of my nine right off the top of my head. wanna know if your one of the 9 or if your the one exception just ask. Insensitive: How do you cool your lips After a summer's kiss How do you rid the sweat After the body bliss How do you turn your eyes From the romantic glare How do you block the sound of a voice You'd know anywhere Oh I really should have known By the time you drove me home By the vagueness in your eyes Your casual good-byes By the chill in your embrace The expression on your face That told me you might have some advice to give On how to be insensitive How do you numb your skin After the warmest touch How do you slow your blood After the body rush How do you free your soul After you've found a friend How do you teach your heart it's a crime To fall in love again Oh you probably won't remember me It's probably ancient history I'm

This Is Too Funny!
Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Walmart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner... it smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you. Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK. Sweetheart: We're in my bedroom. There's soft music playing on the stereo and candles on my dresser and night table. I'm looking up into your eyes, smiling. My hand works its way down to your crotch and begins to fondle your huge, swelling bulge. Wellhung: I'm gulping, I'm beginning to sweat. Sweetheart: I'm pulling up your shirt and kissing your chest. Wellhung: Now I'm unbuttoning your blouse. My hands are trembling. Sweetheart: I'm moaning

Just Trust
Just Trust by Poet deVine You hold your breath as I leave the room I see the worry lines in your brow I’ve caught you watching me as I sleep Do you think I’ll disappear somehow? How can I make you understand I’m me.. not her. .my dear. I am another sort of woman you can depend on me, don’t fear. My love for you is strong, dependable and true what will it take to demonstrate that I’ll always be here for you. There may be times I must go, must sometimes leave your side but I will never leave your heart, in there my trust will abide. Darling, I give to you my heart and fiercely will I ever shout I love you and hope that I can heal your wounds of doubt.

Trust
Trust by Malcolm Coleman Fragile as a lily, it cements relationships. Without it there can be no meaning to the words, "I Love You", without it all things fail, and happiness is eroded. As the trees in autumn lose their leaves, so I lose life if trusted I am not. I must be trusted, for trust builds hope, and love. Trust brings to all things a wholeness that is sublime, and which cannot be explained. My complete soul screams with fear if I am not believed. If I am not trusted, what can I do?

Just Showing My Nerdy Side
Life is like a river, that flows, through twists and turn, love and hurt, life and death, but if you don't travel this road, you might well be dead, cause you never truely live, till you travel down that river... Sometimes there are rocks, down trees, and shallow water, but push throught, and the full stream is ahead... Life goes on, Just like the river.... Sometimes if you walk against the flow, you can become a stronger person, and love life more... _________________________________________________ see I can be a nerd but I am fun and just write what I feel at the time... I hope to get to meet alot of new people on here... oxoxoxoxox

Emotional Extremes
Three aspiring psychiatrists, from three leading universities, were attending their first class on emotional extremes.. "Just to establish some parameters," said the professor to the student from UCLA, "What is the opposite of joy?" "Sadness," said the student. "And the opposite of depression?" he asked the young lady from Clemson. "Elation," she said. "And you, sir," he said to the student from Texas A&M, "How about the opposite of woe?" The Texas A&M student replied, "Sir, I believe that would be giddy up."

Stellaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!
So my grandmother's friend Stella is staying over her house. This is bad. Why do you ask? 1. I fucking hate her 2. She's my grandmother's negativity towards life and everything in the middle multiplied by the thousands 3. She's ultra conservative, she might as well be goose stepping in a tan uniform. At my aunt's funeral ( the first time I met the woman.) I had to sit in a car with her for hours as she provoked the "This world is going to hell in a hand basket" conversation with the grand parents chiming in. If you want to share this experience with me, put your head in a vice and tighten it every minute of the hour. I never saw her smile. Not once. When I was little my grand mom made me write thank you letters every time she would send me a useless piece of shit. My grand mom would proof read these and then I'd have to write it all over. Pretty sad when you're 10 years old trying to think of ways to break your own hand. She constantly sends my grandmother these conse

Can True Love Hold On?
Can a love that is built over miles hang on? Can love that is built on talks & birtual dates be true? If this love between two people is true, can it survive? I don't know the answers. All I know is that I will always be waiting for you to make those virtual dates real! Kiss me gently and hold me close for I need you in my life more than you could know.

I Been A Baaaaad Girl!
I am a ghost. A figment of my own imagination. Can't you tell it was a trap? You fell for it. You are still falling for it. One day soon I might just confess my sin. It did help me to move on. It helped me get over the madness. The ghost is still lurking. I'm going to let the ghost hang around awhile. Not sure how to break the news to you. That will take some planning. You might even forgive me. You have been beat at your own game. I relish the power. Turn about is fair play baby! Gotcha!

What Is A Tragedy?
What is a tragedy? The Reverends Jesse Jackson and Al Sharpton, while visiting a primary school class, found themselves in the middle of a discussion related to words and their meanings. The teacher asked both men if they would like to lead the discussion of the word "tragedy". So the illustrious Rev Jackson asks the class for an example of a "tragedy". One little boy stood up and offered ... "If my best friend, who lives on a farm, is playing in the field and a runaway tractor comes along and knocks him dead, that would be a tragedy?" "No" ... says the Great Jesse Jackson ... "that would be an accident." A little girl raised her hand ... "If a school bus carrying 50 children drove over a cliff, killing everyone inside, that would be a tragedy?" "I'm afraid not." ... explains the exalted Reverend Al ... "That's what we would call a great loss." The room goes silent. No other children volunteer. Reverend Al searches the room. "Isn't there someone here who can gi

Wwwhhhoooaa!
Man I sm feeling buzzed, I gotta love me RUM. Drinking is fun. I am drunk adn high as hell. i don't even know why I am writing this no one will even read this bullshit or those who read this will probably think I am fucking retarded. LOL bu those who actually know me will know that I am just being drunken self! O well Peace the fuck out! :D

♥ Calling All My Family And Friends ♥
i am posting this blog in search of staff for my lounge staff that i can trust right now my current staff is away every one of them is off doing something so i am in need of new staff and a promotion crew to help me get my lounge thumping again if you think you can do either or leave me a message on this blog or click the picture below it is a direct shot to my lounge where i am at now thank you all

Update On Contest
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Drop Your Shorts
at some point you have to give up the "DAISY DUKE" shorts SENIOR DRESS CODE Many of us "Old Folks" (those over 50, WAY over 50, or hovering near 50) are quite confused about how we should present ourselves. We are unsure about the kind of image we are projecting and whether or not we are correct as we try to conform to current fashions. Despite what you may have seen on the streets,the following combinations DO NOT go together And should be avoided: 1. A nose ring and bifocals 2. Spiked hair and bald spots 3. A pierced tongue and dentures 4. Miniskirts and support hose 5. Ankle bracelets and corn pads 6. Speedo's and cellulite 7. A belly button ring and a gall bladder surgery scar 8. Unbuttoned disco shirts and a heart monitor 9. Midriff shirts and a midriff bulge 10. Bikinis and liver spots 11. Short shorts and varicose veins 12. Inline skates and a walker And last, but not least 13. Thongs and Depends

Rose Petals
Rose petals Soft and full Delicate scent entices Deep red hue of blood Masking pink center Fingertips caressing Chasing traces of dew Trailing trickles of moisture Across lips eager to taste Breathing deeply Drawing close to the bloom Unafraid of thorns Craving Longing To crawl inside To know The heart of a rose

I'm Hosting A 1 Month Vic Give-a-way!!!
I NEED 15 ENTRIES WITH PIC'S I CAN RIP, NO NSFW PIC'S PLEASE, NO CHEATING, VIC GOES TO THE ONE WITH THE MOST COMMENTS, SEND YOUR PIC LINK TO MY MAIL , CONTEST STARTS MON THE 16TH AT NOON AND ENDS AUG 7TH (TUE) AT NOON, I WILL LEAVE ONE GOODLUCK COMMENT ON EVERYONE WISHING THEM GOODLUCK! HURRY UP, THANX chicagobeebs1978

A Moment Of Time... Nsfw
I close my eyes and dream of you seeing you once again I dream of me standing close touching your hair and then... Your breasts to my hands Your lips to my mouth Your fingers to my glans My lips travel south Arching your back, you ecstacize my name Your juices on my lips, so happy you came And still I lick deeply of your nectars sweet Loving you from within/without, savouring this treat I reach for your nipples to pleasure you more Then you roll me over for what you have in store Your eyes hover above me, holding me, capturing me, loving me In the next moment all I can feel are lips, your sweet lips The growl in the back of my throat as I explore your mouth Feeling myself throbbing hard against your tongue Nothing else matters, nothing else exists but this moment I feel your hair tickling me And I wish I could open my eyes to see Just what sweet magic you're working on me Each delicious throb my only plea And I feel you're about to get the best of me

Black Zodiac
Aries The Selfish King Your sign is of the Mesopotamian God Marduk. He slayed Kingu (sometimes reffered to as a Demon) and created Mankind from his blood. In order for Marduk and the other Gods/Goddesses to be at leisure, mankind was made to suffer. You are the first sign of the Black Zodiac. The Arrogant, belligerent, Selfish King. Taurus The Slain Demon Your sign is of Kingu, who was most often refereed to as a Demon. kingu was the consort of the widowed Tiamat (whose original consort was Aspu). You battled greatly with Marduk, but ended up slaughtered and drenched with blood. From your own Demonic blood, (after he killed you) Marduk created mankind. You are the second sign of the Black Zodiac. The Malice-stricken, regretful, Slain Demon. Gemini The Viper Your sign is of the Viper. Unlike some other snakes, you can strike with one fang alone, or both if you choose. You are very venomous with those two, long, hinged fangs of yours. You also hav

Outcast Me, So I Can Fade
Outcast Me, So I Can Fade I smile silently to myself I have won. Hopefully you'll hate all of me. I fought with what I knew to be stupidity. Like a puppeteer I watched as you brow beat it down. I sleep easily knowing I can detach myself. Knowing I've become that outcast I wanted. I watch out of the window, now I can walk away any day. Outcast me and forget me, outcast hope and let me go. I swallow down words that have no special meaning. Drip acid into my lungs let me enjoy. I sink into the cushions of life, stage two ready for a fall. I set up the course of action time to tare apart life. Take down the chains that peg me to life. I'll click another button and close my eyes. Three more steps and I got what I wanted. I'm ready to let go, so I can sleep. To push away the ones I love and be the outcast. I will have no more guilt trips to keep me holding on. I smile softly leaving behind the bread crumbs I don't want to find Ou

Sex Survey
Sex Survey 1. HAVE YOU GOTTEN LAID IN 2007? Yea like in the beginnin of the year :( 2. EVER HAD SEX IN A PUBLIC PLACE? Yes ;) At a park once while a bunch of joggers were running by lol 3. EVER LAUGH DURING SEX? I think so 4. EVER CRY DURING SEX THIS YEAR? if the guy is to big yea 5. DO YOU LIKE TO CUDDLE AFTER SEX? sometimes 6. EVER REGRET SEX WITH SOMEONE? yes 7. HAVE YOU EVER FAKED AN ORGASM? I'm sure I have 8. DIRTY TALK, OR SHUT THE FUCK UP? love dirty talk 9. HAVE YOU EVER HAD PHONE SEX? yes 10. EVER HAVE UNPROTECTED SEX? well with my babys daddy obviously 12. EVER HAVE A ONE NIGHT STAND? Yes when I was like 17 13. HOW BOUT A 3-SOME? twice.. it was awesome 14. EVER WATCH PORN DURING SEX? Yes I love it 15. EVER THOUGHT OF SOMEONE ELSE DURING SEX? a women maybe 16. HAS THE CONDOM EVER BROKE? yes..lol 17. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASING SEXUAL EXPERIENCE? hmmm prolly when my dad walked in lo

Brown Eyes
Either sexy as hell or are adorable. Loves to make new friends. Their relationship tends to be very honest because if they aren't truly in love, then the relationship won't work. They fall easily for their best friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite. Enjoys being with their guy/girl. LOVES to party. Great in bed. Can make ANYONE laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care for or love.Is not the kind of person that you want to piss off.

Fucking Bullshit
Pennsylvania employers are required to provide break periods of at least 30 minutes for minors ages 14 through 17 who work five or more consecutive hours. Employers are not required to give breaks for employees 18 and over. If your employer allows breaks, and they last less than 20 minutes, you must be paid for the break. If your employer allows meal periods, the employer is not required to pay you for your meal period if you do not work during your meal period and it lasts more than 20 minutes. A collective bargaining agreement may also govern this issue.Pennsylvania employers are required to provide break periods of at least 30 minutes for minors ages 14 through 17 who work five or more consecutive hours. Employers are not required to give breaks for employees 18 and over. If your employer allows breaks, and they last less than 20 minutes, you must be paid for the break. If your employer allows meal periods, the employer is not required to pay you for your meal period if you do not w

Looking Back...
you ever look back at the things & people that have happend in your life and wonder why they meant so much to you at that point in time?? Or why they aren't around anymore? I think about the girl that used to be my longest staanding friend in my life. I met her when I was like 7 or so, we were in brownies together. He dad was an officer and my stepdad was enlisted. it was highly frowned upon that we even as little kids were friends, for to the air force way of thinking... how could we be friends and not our parents. and for those of you that don't know officers and enlisted are not supposed to hang out. My mom and stepdad got devorced and a few years later, her mom and dad did too. we went to the same church for a few years in high school, took youth group trips together to mexico and LA. We joined the navy... and that was where the story got fuzzy... We really tried to keep in touch, and sometimes we managed to. She got out, then I got out, but I think it's bee

Turn Around....
YAY!!!! something else came about and now I get to go!!!!!!!!!! I hate all the setbacks....but now there is no turning back...I'm going to irginia Saturday and pray that nothing else will happen between now and then...so if you read this and you are my friend, wish me luck, this could be a life changing trip for me..... On another note, I took my second test today, and I have a really good feeling that I aced this one also.... I have a midterm Tuesday on Hamlet, that kind of scares me a bit, but thinking positive about it and studying is going to get me through it... Now I need to get better grades in Geology and everything will be good.... Greg, I can't wait to meet you this weekend...kl0wn and Twiztit(I know thats not your name anymore but that is how everyone knows you) I hope we get to meet as well.... I will be on here for a little bit Friday, got other things to do and plan to hit the sack early so i can get up early....If I don't talk to you all tomorrow, I wi

Humour
SchoolPlay"-(If this doesn't make you laugh, there is absolutely no hope for your day!) Two little boys in first grade were chosen to be the leads in their first school play .It was to be a Shakespearean play. The first little boy was to say, "My fair maiden, I have come to snatch a kiss and fill your soul with hope." The second little boy was to reply by saying, "Hark! A pistol shot." On opening night in the school auditorium, the two little boys were a bit nervous, knowing that all the seats were going to be filled with grown-ups. The teacher told them to take their places on the stage and to remember to speak very loud as soon as the curtain goes up. The curtain rose and looking out upon the audience the two boys were terrified. They stood there frozen. So the teacher whispered for them to begin. The first boy yelled out these unforgettable words.... "My fair maiden,I have come to kiss your snatch! And fill your hole with soap." The second boys c

Dear Ct Family, Friends And Fans.
Dear CT Family, Friends and Fans, Unfortunately there's been a recent rash of "hate mail" from a few and it's getting to be a bit much. For those of you who know me, then there is no need to explain as you already know my character. Unfortunately some of you don't, so for those of you who don't I will explain briefly. 1.) It doesn't matter how "famous" I ever get, it will NEVER go to my head and I will NEVER think that I am any better than anyone else. 2.) I put "celebrity status" - in quotes too - on my previous blog because that's what I was listed as on the CT site - I never asked for it. They designated me as such. 3.) As for the term Joe Blow, this is a term to refer to ANYONE on the site - including myself. Maybe I should've said John/Jill Smith? Either way, this term was meant to describe the general CT population without a designated status such as "celebrity," "bouncer," or "sponsor." It's unfortunate that a few bad apples, or in this case cherries, are spo

New Here
Well my friend I met on another site has invited me to join this one and I have. DUH!! Like you cant tell that. Anyhow I am here and hoping I figure it out. So far its confusing the heck out of me. But I am slowly learning. Thanks for those that have helped me out. Will write more later Chow.

Mondays
Soooooo it's Monday morning I arrive at my office, it's early , I am the first one in...or so I thought...I set my briefcase on my desk and look up as you step into the doorway..you are wearing a short, pleated black shirt, black thigh high stockings, and a white blouse....You ask If I can get me a cup of coffee?...I knock over something on my desk and you bend over to pick it ...oh nooooo....no panties! You can see my errection as you return the items to my desk..you push me back onto my chair and straddle me ..I pull you roughly against me and begin to kiss you..you can feel my tongue probbing every corner of your mouth..my hands move under your shirt and I squeeze your breasts...you can feel me through my trousers....I am so hard...I am kissing your neck....a noise...someone has come in the building...I slide you off my lap and push you under my desk...just as my supervisor walks in the door...he sits down across the desk and begins to talk about how badly the Yankees suck...a

Birthday
It's your birthday! We are home and just finished a romantic candlelite dinner...antipasto, homemade garlic bread, veal scallopine with cappelini, and a black forrest cake for dessert. I quickly clean up the kitchen while you sit at the table and we talk about the day and you are looking over your gifts....I finish up and turn to you...you are so darn Sexy ...You know , I say to you I still have one more gift upstairs....I walk across the dining room and lean down to give you a kiss.. I tell you...I want to give you your other gift....I want to make love to you but we need to go upstairs and I need to cover your eyes....you have a big grin on your face and say this sounds interesting...I tie a bandana to cover your eyes and carry you up the stairs to our room...I lead you to the bed and gently push you back...the room smells sweet with the scent of vanilla candles....you lie back on the bed and I remove your clothing....I raise your arms above your head and tie your wrists with a soft

Best Friend
Four white walls surround the temple I call my heart. I'm being forced into something I am afraid of, and yet I'm letting the force take me. My emotions are lost in between my heart and my head. I'm being pulled in different directions of what could be and what should be. Why have I been given the ability to love? Why have I been given the ability to hurt someone? The choices I make everyday affect my heart and what I feel for him. Yet, instead of turning and running, I stay and I become more entangled. Entangled into a love affair that I desire more than anything. I yearn for his kiss, and his touch. I yearn for his eyes to look into mine and my heart to shout that we will be okay. Maybe this is childish, and maybe I am wrong. If I could take his hand and lead him threw my mind, maybe he would understand how this will take time. I am in love with a man. I am in love with his face, and his smile, and his words. Slowly these four white walls will come down, and him and I can lie togethe

Face Sucking.
Getting your face sucked off in a bizarre industrial accident involving the machine that puts the little plastic thins on shoelaces would be pretty damn embarrassing. Although... you'd have a good story to tell at those parties.. you know, where you have to tell stories about industrial accidents.

Lazy Sunday Afternoon
So we are lying on the beach on a lazy Sunday afternoon....you are lying on your stomach and I am slowly rubbing lotion on your back....massaging your shoulders...down your long, legs ...arms.....lower back....more lotion and now my hands move down your thighs... calves.....you look up and see me lying there. so you move up and lie next to me ...the sun is warm and sensuous on our bodies....the waves roll up and gently pound the beach....You stroke My cheek and reach over and kiss me softly...I open My eyes and smile...you are so incredibly sexy...I could look at you forever...we lie there for awhile...enjoying the sound of the ocean...enjoying each others company...How about a swim?. I stand and pull you up as we walk hand in hand to the water...I pull you into the surf with me...the wave's crash against our warm bodies. cool and refreshing as we make our way to deeper water....we make our way past the breakers and float on the gentle rolls...I disappear under the water and surface

The Summer Of Drugs By Ted Nugent
This summer marks the 40th anniversary of the so-called Summer of Love. Honest and intelligent people will remember it for what it really was: the Summer of Drugs. Forty years ago hordes of stoned, dirty, stinky hippies converged on San Francisco to "turn on, tune in, and drop out," which was the calling card of LSD proponent Timothy Leary. Turned off by the work ethic and productive American Dream values of their parents, hippies instead opted for a cowardly, irresponsible lifestyle of random sex, life-destroying drugs and mostly soulless rock music that flourished in San Francisco. The Summer of Drugs climaxed with the Monterey Pop Festival which included some truly virtuoso musical talents such as Jimi Hendrix and Janis Joplin, both of whom would be dead a couple of years later due to drug abuse. Other musical geniuses such as Jim Morrison and Mama Cass would also be dead due to drugs within a few short years. The bodies of chemical-infested, brain-dead liberal deniers conti

Answer Plz
Name: Phone: Hair Color: Eye Color: Height: Weight: Waist Size: Chest/Bra Size: Ass Size: Marital Status: Are Your Breasts/Balls Real: Do You like Them: [ ]Sucked [ ]Chewed [ ]Kissed [ ]Squeezed [ ]Licked [ ]Rubbed [ ]Pinched [ ]Slathered How Often Do You Like To Be Fucked: How Often Do You Currently Get Fucked: Penis/Pussy Size: [ ]Small [ ]Med. [ ]Large [ ]XL While Fucking Do You: [ ]Faint [ ]Cry [ ]Laugh [ ]Moan [ ]Hum [ ]Scream [ ]Whistle [ ]Sing [ ]Yodel [ ]Scratch [ ]Claw [ ]Bite [ ]Eat [ ]All Of The Above [ ]Just Lay There When You Cum Do You: [ ]Wiggle [ ]Giggle [ ]Wobble [ ]Twist [ ]Jerk [ ]Scream [ ]Cry [ ]Moan [ ]Clench [ ]Claw [ ]Hump Like Hell [ ]All Of the Above [ ]Just Lay There What Speed Do You Prefer: [ ]Fast [ ]Super Fast [ ]Slow [ ]Extra Slow [ ]Any How Long Do You Usually Fuck: What Kind Of Oral Sex Do You Prefer: [ ]Giving [ ]Recieving [ ]Any The Size of Your Bed Is: Preferred Condom Type or Brand: Have You Ever Been Arrested: [ ]Yes

Paranoia Strikes Deep *clap Clap* Into Your Life It Will Creep..*clap Clap*
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070712/ap_on_re_us/toddler_booted Thu Jul 12, 2:15 PM ET A woman said she and her toddler son were kicked off a plane after she refused a flight attendant's request to medicate her son to get him to quiet down and stop saying "Bye bye, plane." Kate Penland, of suburban Atlanta, said she and her 19-month-old son, Garren, were flying from Atlanta to Oklahoma last month on a Continental Express flight that made a stop in Houston. As the plane was taxiing in Houston en route to Oklahoma, "he started saying 'Bye, bye plane,' Penland told WSB-TV in Atlanta. The flight attendant objected, she said. "At the end of her speech, she leaned over the gentleman beside me and said, 'It's not funny anymore. You need to shut your baby up,'" Penland told WSB-TV in Atlanta. When Penland asked the woman if she was joking, she said the stewardess replied, "You know, it's called baby Benadryl." "And I said, 'Well, I'm not going to drug my child so you have a

Update
So once again seperated. This time doing it the right way, he is actually living somewhere else. I also have someone I am very interested in. He is sweet, funny, a huge dork, but he always puts a HUGE smile on my face, that I just can't help, so that is always a good sign. Life has been majorly insane this whole past year. But starting June 28th I started my life. I feel like for the last ten years I was waiting for my life to start and now it finally has. It is very scary though. I am renting a house in a really bad neighborhood because the price is really right. I have one of my best guy friends moving in with me and the kids because I am so scared of living in this area. Yesterday I saw my new landlord and he actually said to me "You might want to buy a gun"...Seriously if your landlord says that to you, you know you might be in for some trouble. But I am hoping that by December we will be living in a different area. The kids are in desperate need of therapy, lol. They ha

Im Not Insane Im Just A # 1 Bitch
IM NOT INSANE IM JUST A # 1 BITCH, all this time i thought i was the one loseing my mind i was the one that was in the wrong i was the one that wasnt understanding a damm thing...When the whole time it was some thing way differnt all together its a wonder i didnt lose it all but then again with things i deal with every singel dammm day i havent lost it because i have more self control then alot of people think i do. I HAVE BENT OVER BACKWORDS to help many of people and i have bit my damm tounge for alot others but at this point in time and day of age i dont give a rats ass no more who likes me and who dont...because if u dont like me then its ur lose and if u do then i guess i like you also. IM NOT INSANE IM JUST A # 1 BITCH and if u u can live with that also live that its my way or the damm highway and the highway is full of trucks and buses so watch out ur ass might get hit or jacked but then again i guess its ur problem not mine if u took the highway..... Deal with it because i d

New Website
Hi Everyone. I just wanted to let you know that I started a website....yes yes its a naughty website. Go visit WWW.MyStrawberryMistress.com. It will have both a public and members only section. I will have lots and lots and lots of pictures on there and yes Videos. It is just starting up with a public profile....members only is soon to come. ;) I will also have a blog that everyone can see....So go Check it out !!!

Sonnet Edna St. Vincent Millay
Love is not all: It is not meat nor drink Nor slumber nor a roof against the rain, Nor yet a floating spar to men that sink and rise and sink and rise and sink again. Love cannot fill the thickened lung with breath Nor clean the blood, nor set the fractured bone; Yet many a man is making friends with death even as I speak, for lack of love alone. It well may be that in a difficult hour, pinned down by need and moaning for release or nagged by want past resolutions power, I might be driven to sell you love for peace, Or trade the memory of this night for food. It may well be. I do not think I would.

Yay! Its Me
* . . About You . . * Eye Color:: Brown Hair Color:: Black Height:: 5'11" Favorite Color:: Black Screen Name:: Scrawny Pale Guy Favorite Band:: Queen Favorite Movie:: The Notebook Favorite Show:: Mythbusters Your Car:: N/A Your Hometown:: Billings,Montana Your Present Town:: Reno,Nevada Your Crushes First Name:: Monica Your Grade:: graduated from High School Your Style:: sweats and a tshirt * . . Have You Ever . . * Sat on your rooftop?: Yes Kissed someone in the rain?: yes Danced in a public place?: yes Smiled for no reason?: yes Laughed so hard you cried?: yes Peed your pants after age 8?: Nope Written a song?: yes Sang to someone for no reason?: yes Performed on a stage?: a few times Talked to someone you don't know?: yes Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: yes Made out in a theatre?: no Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: nope Been in love?: yes * . . Who was the last person to . . * Say HI to you?: my neighbor Tell you, I love you?: my

Meaning Of Flag Draped Coffin
I saw this and am posting it for a reason with some additions in parenthesis. Having received 2 US flags this way by separate military honor guards, I feel the need to share... Do you know that at military funerals, the 21-gun salute stands for the sum of the numbers in the year 1776? (1 + 7 = 8 + 7 = 16 + 6 = 21) Have you ever noticed the honor guard pays meticulous attention to correctly folding the United States of America Flag 13 times? You probably thought it was to symbolize the original 13 colonies, but we learn something new every day! The 1st fold of the flag is a symbol of life. The 2nd fold is a symbol of the belief in eternal life. (or rebirth pending on one's own path) The 3rd fold is made in honor and remembrance of the veterans departing the ranks who gave a portion of their lives for the defense of the country to attain peace throughout the world. The 4th fold represents the weaker nature, for as American citizens trusting in God(dess), it is to Him/(H

Democrat Censors Attack Real Talk Radio --- But Patriots Are Fighting Back
In recent months a number of Democratic House and Senate leaders, as well as an Independent Senator who, with socialist views, tends to poll with the Dems, have called for the reimposition of an insidious form of censorship that would stifle the development of radio. This form of censorship was imposed upon broadcasters from 1949 to 1987 but was repealed when it was found to have constrained open political discourse. Enter the so-called 'Fairness' Doctrine. Initially introduced by US House Representative Maurice Hinchey (D-NY) in January as a means of "reforming" the media and forcibly instilling "balance", simply because people like him have failed in talk radio. You may recall that Air America Radio --- a patently left-wing radio network whose commentators were more often than not loaded with irrational partisan hatred --- had a similar message that could already be heard in the following outlets: * ABC News * CBS News * Cable News Network * CNBC * MSNBC * NBC News

Us And You
When I think of you, I see eyes of a wonderful lover, Heart of a father and hands so soft. So soft to hold your unborn child. I see you lead me into paradise where gorogus love birds cherp. Eternal to me means, You as mine forever(Husband and wife, Father and Mother). Where on a mission to start a new life together. When I think of you, I see your wings come down, swooping me up gently and flying away to that dream place we see as a couple. Nobody can compare to you or the terrific heart you have. We should never have to depart from eachother. Only you can sweep me off my feet All the bad aching pains I hold in my heart, Dissapear when you hold me. Your dreams interwind with me so we achieve our goals together. We will not go forward alone on achieveing our goals. As one, We will work together. At night when I look high in the sky, The stars light, Remind me of the stars entrance to your soul. There's nothing better then two meoldies becomming a sympthony. Now that's appo

Together
I discovered what it feels to have someone. As I predicted it would be. As your presence is with me, Our bodies our pressed upon eachother. Everything else disappears as the softness of your body collides with mine. I'm taken over by ecstacy by this minute. The energy flowing between us as it starts feeding on our souls as we embrace eachother. Your heart beat ajust to mine. We watch this moment happen as we learn it. Like beginning taught in school. Two souls embrace eachothers aching heart. Dreams begin to shine upon eachother. Wishes fly above us. We as one,explore what the mind can't see with creativity. Letting everything take it's course and not stopping destiny's trail. The numbness of being alone starts fading away and time to take the chains off the trap So a new gap can be formed. All obstacles come clear to mind. The bite of glory comes over me. Imagination takes it's course. Without eachother near, We feel incomplete. Missing the completeness of our other half.

Life
Life without you would be cruel. Life for me would be empty, Sadness, and pain. There's no way I could live without you by myside. Life without you would be filled with darkness everywhere and the sky filled with clouds of tears. I would have a soul only you can refill. Life with you and love in it would be eternal. I want to take life to the risk of wrapping my life so complety around yours. I hold the key to my heart so I can turn it over to you and lock it in yours for life. My soul is powered But your love is the only thing in the world that keeps the electristy flowing. Everyday and hr, It is you who keeps me happy, Be myself, smile with stars in my eyes from you. Baby, Your love to me is something special that I treasure with chains around it So nobody else can take them off. Every night when you leave me for the next day to come, I cry with warm, happy tears. My tears have never turned out cold. Life gave me love from you the first day. This love has never felt so amazing.

A Lil Bit More About Me
* . . About You . . * Eye Color:: blue Hair Color:: brown Height:: 5'9" Favorite Color:: Blue Screen Name:: lillythc Favorite Band:: my chemical romance Favorite Movie:: brotherhood of the wolf Favorite Show:: Law and Order Your Car:: silver ford taurus Your Hometown:: Ellwood City PA Your Present Town:: Ellwood City, PA Your Crushes First Name:: Keith Your Grade:: graduated from high school Your Style:: shorts or pajama pants and t-shirts or tanks * . . Have You Ever . . * Sat on your rooftop?: nope Kissed someone in the rain?: nope Danced in a public place?: yeah Smiled for no reason?: not really Laughed so hard you cried?: yes Peed your pants after age 8?: not that i can think of Written a song?: yes Sang to someone for no reason?: yes Performed on a stage?: in high school Talked to someone you don't know?: yes Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: yes Made out in a theatre?: no Gone roller skating since 8th grade?: yes Been in love?: yes * .

First Day
The first day I road over that hill, I could just see that I'd be with you. I knew one day I would have a chance with you. They way you touched me and held me, They way you smiled with joy, Just toom me into darkness, Where I knew I wouldn''t be alone. I just felt someone there. I knew it was you. There with your arms out to keep all that scares me in the dark away from me so I don't get harmed. I had butterflies in my tummy. Right then and there I new you were their to protect me. As time went on, The feeling of having butterflies grew stronger. I didn't want to stop those amazing butterflies down there. I waited and waited to hear those 3 words come out of your heart with meaning, with honour, with respect. Once you said " I love you", I couldn't help it but cry. Known I have someone who cares for me now. Those 3 words, echo in my head everyday. Everyday those 3 words circle around me like a lost cub trying to find it's mother. When the cub does fin it's mother, They hug eac

Anyone Curious As To Who I Am Talking About In My Blog Message Me
I WROTE A BLOG EARLIER TODAY STATING THAT THERE IS A PHONY ON CT WELL THEY ARE REALLY A PHONY THEY ARE A REAL PERSON BUT YOU WOULDNT KNOW IT BECAUSE OF ALL THE LIES THIS PERSON HAS TOLD TO SO MANY ON THIS SIGHT BUT IF ANYONE IS CUIROUS EMAIL ME ID BE DELIGHTED TO LET YALL KNOW AN GIVE YA A HEADS UP.

To Ponder
Can you cry under water? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? If money doesn't grow on trees then why do banks have branches? Since bread is square, then why is sandwich meat round? Why do you have to "put your two cents in"... but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Where's that extra penny going to? Once you're in heaven, do you get stuck wearing the clothes you were buried in for eternity? Why does a round pizza come in a square box? What disease did cured ham actually have? How is it that we put man on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up like every two hours? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? If you drink Pepsi at work in the Coke factory, will they fire you? Why are you IN a movie, but you're ON TV? Why do people pay to g

Tired Of Lies
I am so damn tired of all the people in the world (especially online)that feel the need to try and insult my intelligence by faking who they are....being deceitful about everything they talk about...making promises they never intend to keep....using people for their own agenda....and playing with people's hearts and feelings by saying they care when really they don't. They just go from person to person with the same lines of bullshit. I don't need these kinds of people in my world. I refuse to tolerate their presence in my life and all of the verbal diarrhea that spews forth from their mouths. I am a very honest person and when I say something I mean it....when I show my feelings, they are my true feelings....when I promise something I make sure I follow through with it....and I expect and deserve the same in return. In my opinion if people cant trust your word....You have NOTHING!! So here is a big FUCK YOU to all of the cowardly, deceitful, cave dwelling, Troglodytes who choose to hi

My Life
It's weird how life has differnt destinations for everyone. Mine hasn't made sense yet. All the happiness I've had turned into pain. All the dreams I've had turned into nightmares. The help I've given out was not taken into consideration. I've taken people out of the darknss and been left behind. The ones who were their, showed compassion. If I were to say good-bye, would anybody cry? Would people reconize that I'm gone? How can I smile when all has been devoured? Love taken away. Used to cover up someones past misersy. I try to smile But what is their to smile about? Why, When i needed help for my mistakes nobody was their to lend a hand? So alone, I try to climb back up the road to recovery. Beliefs and reliefs fail. I see visions of happiness float by in the distance. Not near enough to grab. I'm tired of this feeling I hold in side for so many years now. I want to close my eyes and reunite with those miles away up above. I see though, taken my life away thing won't g

What Is Wrong With People
ok what the hell is the deal i have recently had a few well to be honest disgusting people give me low ratings and what blows my mind is i have gotten nothing but 10 and 11 from absolutely beautiful women on here and by the way thanks ladies you made my day. So why is it that the ugliest people possible and other guys that fat little trolls seem to rate me low if anything i know i aint all that but if i am better than what you could ever get or well better looking than you dont be a dick out of jealousy and thanks again to the people that are out of my league for being sooo sweet

Heres To My Girls!!
What's so poignant about this picture? Well, it shows a line of little girls holding hands facing the immensity of ocean waves. Alone they might be washed away, but together they stand strong. Thank you each for holding my hand somewhere along the way when I was facing a wave of my own. I hope you will reach for my hand when your own wave threatens. All of us girls.. Old and young... Near and far... Hold special memories of good times we've shared. We've had our share of hard times when our friends were there to make us feel better. We've shared... our hearts our time our secrets our fears our hopes and our dreams. Let us never break the chain of friends! Pass this on to all of those girls that you are happy to have as friends. And if you get this back, then you know the chain of friends is strong! I am only as strong as the caffeine I drink, the hair spray I use and the girlfriends I have. Here's to you! Why do we only have parties for each other when one

Lmao Me And My Sister
ahaha another random funny convo with my sister Nicole: my ass hurts Nicole: ive been sittin in this chair since about 7 ME: lmao ME: i sit in my chair way longer than that Nicole: yeah but you have more cushion Nicole: lol ME: stfu Nicole: I mean on the seat Nicole: ours is like Nicole: just material Nicole: I didnt mean ur ass ahaahaha

Love And Life
Standing at the back door she tried to make it fast One tear hit the hardwood, it fell like broken glass She said sometimes love slips away And you just can’t get it back lets face it For one split second she almost turned around But that would be like pouring raindrops back into a cloud So she took another step and said I see the way out and i’m gonna take it I don’t wanna spend my life jaded, waiting To wake up one day and find That i let all of these years go by wasted Another glass of whiskey, but it still don’t kill the pain He stumbles to the sink and pours it down the drain He said it’s time to be a man and stop living for yesterday Gotta face it Chorus: i don’t wanna spend my life jaded, waiting To wake up one day and find That i let all of these years go by wasted I don’t wanna keep on wishing, missing The still of the morning, the color of the night I ain’t spending no more time wasted She kept driving along ‘til the moon and the sun Were floati

It Could Happen To You!!!
I was walking around in a store. I saw a cashier hand this little boy his money back saying "I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll." Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?'' The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.'' Then she asked him to stay there for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand. Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to. "It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her." I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly

Tough Week
As some of you know one of my best friends died Monday. He had worked with me for many years before retiring. He had pulled away from all of us and Monday for reasons unknown he decided to end his life. So today July12th again became a day that I dislike very much. 18 years ago Today my father died so it has been an emotional and long day for me. I want to thank those that gave me encouregement this week and sent me special wishes.... Greeneyed girl especially.... You left me comments that were very dear thank you. But the one that stepped up for me at all hours of the day and night almost every day to show me she cared was Steph. I will never forget what you did and will always love you for that. Time to move on and tomorrow that sick day passes and it is time to get back to life I am tired of wondering and being sad... So I hope that this weekend the old Russ will be back and I will be sharing things with all of you again. Again Thank you all for your thoughts, prayers and wishe

I Don't Hate You....you Hate Me
You called me names, you made me cry you made me wish that i could die your taunts were pains i'll never tell i hope you burn and die in hell maybe that was a bit too strong i could never hold a grudge that long but my amity is lost towards you of this, at least, i know is true i'll never try to be your friend and if you try i'll put an end to all your folly ad all your pride so you, in truth, should step aside 'cause you dont know me but i know you there are many out there just like you you're nothing but another clone society-altered but God-sown so in you i know there's some good though you've not as much as you should but still i thank you for your hate after all, it was a part of fate from hate a fiery passion was born and now your taunts go on forlorn for already i am on fire so great a blaze not to admire so bright a light not to hide away so strong a will not to obey so torrid a flame not to retreat so abundant a fuel not to depleat so feed the fire,

The Healing Power Of Sound
The following article was prompted by a friend asking me to write a "straight' article explaining why it works. A friend of hers worked for a Very Large Telephone company in Australia, and her job necessitated wearing earphones. An overload resulted in a sound so strong that it ruptured her eardrums. Apparently the Harmonic Meditation tape effected such an unusual and documented healing that the VLT wants to have some words to explain it to their rehabilitation department. We have also been inspired by many occurrences of sound healing, and we hope that this article inspires you to remember to use sound for trauma and injury. It can also be an excellent way of impressing people who have been a bit skeptical of 'vibrational' healing in general. The Power of Tone to Initiate and Accelerate Healing I have been teaching about the healing power of sound for over 12 years. In that time I have experienced first hand, and had related to me, many instances of tones generated by the human

Mantras
It is said that when one chants the Name of God/dess, that Form of God/dess is required to appear. This concept lies beneath many of the world's religious observances of chanting. From the Hail Mary in the Catholic tradition, to the 108 names of God in the Hindu tradition, chanting the name of God has been with humanity from the earliest of recorded days. "The importance of chanting is to become, through sound vibration, the essence of the word and thus to reach a level of ecstasy in which you realize a shift in consciousness." Deborah Van Dyke summarizes the following from her book, Traveling the Sacred Sound Current. If space permitted, I would include her whole chapter on Mantra, I found it so valuable and enlightening. Here are some of the highlights: Kadosh, Kadosh, Kadosh -Adonai Tsvaot (pronounced: KAA DOH SH - KAA DOH SH - KAA DOH SH AH DOH N'EYE - S'VAA OAT This mantra means: "Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord God of Hosts." From the scripture of Revelations in the Bible

Seriously?
Hi cherrytap co-horts. I get this message today when I log in from a person I don't even know...about some other person whom I don't know...so here it is. 540392: hay dude if you want to date shelby crazybitch in a looney bin she a nut job and i wouldnt go there with her she is full or drama and bs anybody know this/these people?

Wow...this Is A New Level
I am watching a movie called the Park is Mine from 1985. Tommy Lee Jones is in it and, well hell I dont know who else. I have reached a new level in boredum! Now if I can find the movie Blue Thunder, I will be set!

The Key To End War And Pollution
The Power of Sound It's all around us, no matter what we do, or where we go. Sound. The vibrations of the molecules that generate the effects on our ears we call sound. But what if sound goes deeper than that? What about the aspect of sound that goes beyond what we can hear? As the ancient Buddhist koan asks "if a tree falls in the forest and no one is there to hear it, does it make a sound?" What about the aspect of sound that exists apart from our capacity to hear? Sound is the Primordial substance from which our whole Reality is made, and from which our Universe originated. Whether you consult the Sanskrit Vedas, or the Bible, it is still Sound which is considered the heart of all existence. "In the beginning was the Word," and only afterwards was proclaimed, "Let there be light." Sound preceded all that we see. So powerful and all-pervasive, and yet we pay very little attention to it, and so often confuse it with noise. There is an intimate connection between sound and lig

If You Got A Warrent, I Guess You're Gonna Come In.
I think if you're bored or don't like where you are right now, the best thing to do is look behind you. So, being not particularly happy with where I am now I spent most of the day looking back. To quote the Dead, "What a long, strange trip it's been." I talked to a friend today that I used to work with at a saw mill when I was 18. I made straight A's in high school but when I graduated I decided not to go to college right away, which given the economics of the Ohio Valley in 1979 turned out to be 4 years. For four years I worked for minimum wage in mud, snow, and heat, through pneumonia, broken bones, and bruises before starting college. Now, looking back, I can say I loved it. I have a college degree, but I was educated at a saw mill. Then came playing scientist for the last 19 years and along the way singing in bands, doing some writing, some photography, engineering, and a few other things, all of which I still love. My interests are diverse. I can remember every play of my f

First 5 Attempts At Salute Fail
Worse yet, they never made it to submission to the overlords! Nope, I'm talking about the camera itself. For some reason no matter what size paper I use, the camera focuses on me and leaves the paper blurry. At best a 10 X 15 sheet looks like it is inked in dots. And some how my head keeps comeing out bigger than the paper. Self Focusing, self timing camera's??? I think I need an operator. This is just nuts.

Can Earth Changes Be Changed?
The following is an excerpt of a group of which I am deeply involved with and was a contributing writer to. Learn, search your self and take from it what you will... Very few among us can deny that we are living in exciting times of change. The recent hurricanes in Florida, the tsunami in Indonesia, and the changes in our environments, all beg the question: Is this the time of the Apocalyptic predictions that the Bible and most major world religions foretold? The warnings of global economic collapse, predicted long ago, may well occur within the year. The environment is teetering on the edge. Nuclear war still exists as a threat to society, and its new offshoot, biological warfare. Violent storms and changes in weather patterns, sun flares, magnetic fluctuations continue to remind us how very alive and dynamic Our Earth is, and how much our survival depends upon Her. Many of us have long anticipated this time. Some know that this time in Earth's history is exactly the reason why

Earth Healing
While modern allopathic medicine treats the biological aspect of our nature by making chemical adjustments to our system through drugs, the human body is both bio-chemical and electromagnetic in nature. The ancient Chinese philosophy of Acupuncture recognized this many thousands of years ago. They discovered a life force energy, which they called Ch'i energy, which they felt to be responsible for the health and functioning of all of our body systems. This Ch'i energy ran through a grid system throughout the body called meridians. If the meridians of our body were not open or functioning properly, this inhibited the flow of Ch'i energy through our body and consequent ill health was the result. So a system was developed of releasing the blockages to that flow of natural life force energy. This we know today as acupuncture and is practiced successfully with treating all kinds of disease around the world. The Earth is a Living Being whose body has many parallels to our own. We are ba

Ct Profile Hacking
subject: How Your CT Profile Gets Hacked *****IMPORTANT INFO INSIDE****** post date: 2007-07-10 08:24:51 views: 52 comments: 2 ratings: 0 How Your CT Profile Gets Hacked *****IMPORTANT INFO INSIDE****** This is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT! This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up.

Alright, You Folks Want To Blame Someone For Gas Prices.....
Guess what folks, have I got a bombshell to lay on you people concerning gas prices..... And it ain't the Arabs putting the screws to us either. Alright, at present, a barrel of crude costs $72.66 or $1.73 a gallon of unrefined crude oil. So, your gas prices breakdown as follows $1.73 cost of crude oil $0.62 cost of refining the crude oil into gasoline $0.18 Federal gasoline tax. $0.20 State gasoline tax... california is $.18/gal. $2.73 at the refinery prior to shipping. $0.129 cost of transportation $2.859 cost per gallon at the pump in Abilene TX Now then, everyone remember when gas was under $2. a gallon? Well, guess what, nothing has really changed EXCEPT inflation. However, the oil companies are really screwing one group of Automobile owners big time. I mean, these people being screwed without a kiss or any KY jelly.... You could say that the Oil Companies are committing economic RAPE. You see, aside from #2 bunker oil and tar, there are two other WAST

Sarah Brightman - Deliver Me
Sarah Brightman - Deliver me Deliver me, out of my sadness. Deliver me, from all of the madness. Deliver me, courage to guide me. Deliver me, strength from inside me. All of my life I've been in hiding. Wishing there was someone just like you. Now that you're here, now that I've found you, I know that you're the one to pull me through. Deliver me, loving and caring. Deliver me, giving and sharing. Deliver me, the cross that I'm bearing. All of my life I was in hiding. Wishing there was someone just like you. Now that you're here, now that I've found you, I know that you're the one to pull me through. Deliver me, Deliver me, Oh deliver me. All of my life I was in hiding. Wishing there was someone just like you. Now that you're here, now that I've found you, I know that you're the one to pull me through. Deliver me, Oh deliver me. Won't you deliver me.

Someone Needs A Bitch Slap!!
Ok, so i havent wrote a real blog in awhile, and i keep catching hell for it. Really ppl, i have nothing interesting to say. BUT today while at work something hit me funny and i thought OMG, i need to blog about this!! So here i am...eating sugar free ice cream (which believe it or not is pretty good) and writing a blog. I really should be cleaning or doing laundry but i just had to vent and get this off my chest. We all have "pet peeves". Its human nature. Some of these "pet peeves" are everyday occurances...like Tim Hortons screwing up my tea DAILY even though i am there EVERY morning ordering the same darn thing. Here lets see if you can remember it...Large Tea, with milk and sugar...bag in. Not that hard is it?? You don't need to be a rocket scientist to do that simple task?? Or do you?? Repeat after me LARGE TEA, with MILK & SUGAR BAG IN!! But noooo i get coffee sometimes, other times i get no milk or too much sugar. IF and thats a big if they do acutally use thier kindergar

A Must Share With My Friends... (thanks Cherokee Lady)!
One day a man saw an old lady, stranded on the side of the road, but even in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was still sputtering when he approached her. Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stopped to help for the last hour or so. Was he going to hurt her? He didn't look safe; he looked poor and hungry. He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold. He knew how she felt. It was that chill which only fear can put in you. He said, "I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson." Well, all she had was a flat tire, but for an old lady, that was bad enough. Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put the jack, skinning his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was able to change the tire. But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt. As he was tightening up the lug nuts, she

The Important Things
When you only take care of the urgent matters, many new urgent matters will appear to take their place. When you take care of the important matters, then you're making real progress. Many of life's most important concerns do not jump up and demand your attention, at least not right now. It can be easy to ignore them in favor of more urgent matters. Yet most of the urgent concerns turn out, in the long run, to be fairly trivial. If you focus only on what demands your immediate attention, there will surely come a time when you regret it. The quality of your life depends upon where you put your priorities. The most important and meaningful aspects of your life deserve your consideration and support on a daily basis. The more attention you give to the important things, the less you'll feel the need to be controlled by the urgent, but relatively meaningless, matters. The more you focus on what's truly important, the more firmly you'll be in control of your life. When investing

Transformers
Hey Cherry Tappers, its been awhile since I have been on here in the blogs. Chris is somewhere watching a movie and I figured I would stop in. So, we went and saw the movie Transformers, and I have to say, that was fun. The new Camaro was sweet, the effects were great and the girl in the movie was a hottie. Now I know the movie critics didnt like it, the same guys who thought Broke Back Mountain was a great film for the family. Watch that with your kids....hey dad, is the one guy pretending he is a horse and letting the other guy ride? Critics saying, well some parts were a little hard ot grasp. Ok cheese dicks, its cars that change it to robots? The last time I looked Chris' mustang didnt walk over to the 7-11 and grab a big gulp! I guess what I am getting at, is that it is a fun little movie (based on a fucking cartoon) so keep that in mind and just have fun with it. Maybe the sequel will have Optimus Prime come out of the "garage" and bang Ratchet in the tail pipe so

What The Fuck
ok last night was my 6yr olds first soccer game and her fateher was late going to the game. he then tryed to hide in the back of the park so no one could see him. but if tyou ask him he is the best father in the world. What the fuck is that all about. He tells my husband jake tha he is a loser and a bad fother because he doe not get to see his kid, well first of all what business is it of my ex's in the first place right. he then showes up for the last 5-10 minutes of his girls first game but makes sure he ist at the whole game if his sone was playing. i feel really bad for the fathers out their who tyr to be good ones and don't get the recogination they deserve. WELL I AM TELLING YU GREAT JIOB. KEEP UO THE GOOD WORK AND KEEP YOUR CHI UP. YOU TIME WILL COME AND THINGS WILL CHANGE FOR YOU. AND FOR ALL THOSE DADS WHO THINK THAT MONEY IS WHAT MAKES YOU THE BEST THING GROW UP AND GET A LIFE. LEARN THAT ALL THOSE KIDS WANT IS TO BE LOVED AND ADMIRED. IT IS NOT ABOUT HOW MUCH MONE

Darfur News Brief: July 11, 2007
* The Sudanese People's Liberation Movement Secretary General Pagan Amum said "what is happening today in Darfur is ethnic cleansing and genocide." * The UN Office for the Coordination of Humanitarian Affairs said there has been a 150 percent increase in attacks against humanitarian workers in the last year. * Envoys from the United Nations, the United States and the African Union are meeting with key players in Darfur in efforts to speed up the political process to bring peace to Darfur. Situation on the Ground The Sudanese People's Liberation Movement Secretary General Pagan Amum said "what is happening today in Darfur is ethnic cleansing and genocide," criticizing President Omar al-Bashir's remark that only 9,000 have been killed. President Omar al-Bashir 'relieved' the governor of South Darfur from his position and replaced him with the former state minister of finance who was a member of the Sudanese government during the Darfur peace talks of 2006. At a meeting wit

And To Think I Trusted You..............
Although I don't see how you would be able to sleep knowing what you have done was totally wrong. Do you have any regard for anyone other than yourself??? I have kids, or does that even matter to you. But then why would you care, it is not your life. To think I trusted you as a friend. How could I have been so blind and stupid not to see right through you. Funny. Only guess what? I'm not down.

Update From Birmingham-7-12-07
WE JUST GOT HOME FROM BIRMINGHAM. THE NEWS CONCERNING ALAN IS NOT GOOD AGAIN. HE HAS COMPLETELY LOST ALL STRENGTH AND FEELING IN HIS LEGS. FROM HIS TOES UP TO THE TOP OF HIS KNEES. ALSO HE HAS LOST FEELING FROM THE TIPS OF HIS FINGERS TO HIS WRIST. DR. MCGRATH HAS PUT HIM ON NEUROTIN NIGHTLY NOW, ALAN HAS TO TAKE 100 MG OF NUEROTIN EVERY NIGHT.HE WAS JUST TAKING IT AS NEEDED FOR PAIN. ALAN HAS PROGRESSED ALOT SINCE WE WAS THERE IN MARCH. I ASKED DR. MCGRATH WHAT COULD BE EXPECTED IN A YEARS TIME, AND HE DID NOT HAVE AN ANSWER FOR ME. WE GO BACK TO BIRMINGHAM ON OCTOBER 24 FOR ANOTHER CHECKUP. I SHOULD BE GETTING HIS NOTES IN ABOUT A MONTH, WHEN I GET THEM I WILL POST IT.

In Sudan, Help Comes From Above
July 6, 2007 By JULIE FLINT Beirut, Lebanon THE one bright light in the dismal international response to the slaughter and starvation in Sudan’s Darfur region has been a humanitarian effort that has kept more than two million displaced people alive. In the fifth year of the war, mortality levels among Darfurians reached by relief are marginally better than they were before the war and lower than in the capital, Khartoum. In South Sudan, where conflict is stilled, children have higher death rates and lower school enrollment. This is a formidable achievement, better than in any comparable war zone in Africa. Credit the likes of Oxfam, Mercy Corps and Doctors Without Borders, and their 13,000-strong army of relief workers — 90 percent of them Sudanese. Yet these successes will be lost if Democratic presidential candidates get their wish: a no-flight zone that is militarily enforced over Darfur. The idea, supported by Senator Hillary Clinton and others, is that this would pres

Home Again
I saved up loads of vacation time to go travel around seeing friends this summer. i've been gone a while. i had an awesome time seeing old school and work friends in NJ, PA, and OH. I may just have to do this again next year. or maybe for Christmas. for now, it's back to the grind.

To Everyone Of My Friends On Here, I Thank You For All You Have Done
As you guys know im going in for surgery tomorrow. Im not going to lie, i have a horrible feeling about it and i know somthing is going to go wrong.I think right now is the scaredest ive ever been in my life. I just wanted to say thankyou guys for your support, and i really do love you all.

I'm A Woman...a Mother...talk To Me Like One
Why must men talk to me like I'm 20 again and just out looking for a comment calling me out my name. If you don't understand that above question, please read it again and again until you understand. I am not on here looking for a man. Honestly, unlike most of the other women on here who are all for the ratings, comments, notes, friends, whatnot...I am just here to pass time tho I have made some friends from here. So what's up with the "Sexy ass" "your hot" "you should get at me" "I can be your fuck buddy" comments and shouts? Men, please...I'm a mother and a grown ass woman...would you want your mother talked to like that? Or your daughter? I mean some comments I get are flattering but what makes you think I would want to talk or get to know someone who just wants me as a fuck? I'd rather be alone...if you that horny, I'm sure there's plenty of females in your neighborhood so get off the computer and go get laid already. Cuz evidently you can't handle THIS WOMAN!

Update On Me
Well I havn't blogged in quite a while, so I thought I'd do so. Where to begin...Well I started cosmotology school June 19th. That's going great. It's nice that my career path is finally falling in place for me, and I think I've finally found my niche. Plus I love my class. They are an awesome group of girl (oh and one guy). It's only been a few weeks, but I have a feeling I'm making some great lifelong friends, which is super nice. Hmm...Job. It's a job? I like it for the most part, it's good pay and not completely terrible. Moving on, I'm coming to some realizations lately. People don't change. Shady people only get shadier, Liars only lie more, losers only get more "loser-y"...I guess what I'm trying to say is I've finally opened my eyes. People need to live with their decisions and how they have effected other people. Anyways, I guess I'm not going to talk about that anymore. But yea, I'm moving home month-end. Not completely thrilled about that, but I can't

Amber Alert
Message: Missing child named Andrea Montoya. She went missing at 2:45pm yesterday. and she was last seen in Gatlinburg at the river Terris hotel in the laundry room wearing a purple coat and grey jogging pants. She is 3 ft tall and weighs 96 lbs. She is originally from Florida and is here on vacation with her grandma and mother. A white jeep cherokee with florida sunshine license plate was seen circling the area. Please Repost this as : Amber Alert She was kidnapped just yesterday. it will take 5 seconds to repost.. What if someone sees this that knows something and a grandma and mother get their kid back. how great would that be? so please just take 5 seconds out of your day. YOU'D DO IT IF IT WAS YOUR KID!!!!!

Black And White And Gray All Over
My mind forever battles the right and wrongs, the do's and dont's, what is good and what is bad... All more frequently I see it isn't so much Black and White, but shades of Gray. What is old is slowly leaving, situations, relationships, decisions. Momentos meaningless to us, left to find new meaning to another. Porcelan, Cotton, Canvas... Make way for the new, situations, relationships, decisions. Possessions without history, starting the cycle we've been dealt, gaining purpose each and every day. Glass, Leather, Prints... Precious and Fragile Things, gifts not of my creation, though I would be happy to have them. Their Reason, equally important... The essessence of me would be my gift. Profession drives livelyhood, Love anchors the heart... Whether I choose black, or whether I choose white... All I see are shades of gray.

Just Stuff...
People are people, who cares of creed, colour or sex? Live and let live. Live and let die. When you get perfect you can judge me, before that hold your tounge. You laugh because I'm different, I laugh because you're not. If it was an eye for an eye and a tooth for a tooth then there'd be a lot of blind and gummy people in the world. Karma comes around - there's no escaping it. Save me from my friends, I can protect myself from my enemies. People make me pro-neucler The first time you cross me I can forgive, the second time you won't even see my fist...

Feel The Power, Taste The Power
that stupid Caitlin bitch. Veronica was the one who had it right.fuck Blowjobs aren't just blowjobs. They equal something much better than a marriage proposal from an Asian design major. They equal power. Don't let the subservient position of being on your knees fool you, it is the woman over who has the power in this little match-up. It is the woman who can be fully clothed, the woman who can control the pleasure or pain that is received, the woman who is driving the car. It is the man who is exposed, who is vulnerable, who is letting his guard down. My very first sexual encounter was a blowjob. It was with the boy who had lived across the street from me as we were growing up, the one I rode bikes with and played "tennis" in the middle of the road with until the street lights came on. I was 14 and we were returning from the late showing on the opening night of "Bill and Ted's excellent Adventure." There were visions of a young Keanu Reeves dancing around in my head, what can

My Canadian Pimp Out
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Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Wednesday, February 28, 2007 Untitled ..>..> As Jöseph Returns from his darkness Jöseph Lee Foster-Shumpert-Lear, 1997 Poetry, 412 words Read online... Comments... (4) Some of my deepest and darkest work was during a brief period of July 98 to Aug 2000. It was the beginning of the end of my marriage and the beginning of my journey to find out who I am without my daughter or wife there. It was a long journey, for me. As well as a difficult one. I am not entirely sure that I have found out who I am. I am willing to face my past and come to grips with it. I am willing to look back at my marriage and see What I did wrong there as well as What my wife did wrong. But in any case, it is my daughter who is paying the price and so when this darkness I lift. She will know she is loved and cherished....July 19, 2000 Untitled Will you not love me Until the day becomes the darkness I hold Will you not hold and comfort me Until the skies all meet their eyes But fear not for unto

Final Hug
We embrace, my arms around your thin stomach this is everything, this is our final meet now its in fates hands, if we were meant to be but watching you get out of that car walking me to my front door, we don't bother with those heartfelt goodbyes with a small frown you walk away forever with that smile i love so much i learned so much from you, i cant believe your gone that final hug the last time we see each other your family drives off to a new life as i lose myself in a puddle of tears, the car I've ridden in so many times slips from my grasp and view forever.

Can I Get Alittle Help?
For those who don't know, and for those who forgot, and not to mention people who couldn't give a shit its coming up on that time of year again... My birthday... Yeah I know it's a little early but I figure I get the ball rolling now. Now usually I really couldn't give a shit just give me a spot at the bar, and some free booze and I’m happier than a pig in shit. But this year I’m turning 30. Yup 30... So after some deep debate with some friends over a few cold ones.. More like hey asshole you gonna get off your ass and do something for your birthday or what? Usually I would try to wait until the last minute or push it off on my family or girlfriend, but this year is different.. well I’m single for one and second my family basically told me to go fuck myself so I’m doing this solo... so I’m taking this opportunity for all those who read my bulletins and go onto my myspace page (yes I have a tracker and I know your there) to ask for your help... I need some suggestions on where to have

Venting........
Ok so i have had one of those weeks well months...between the stress of basiclaly watching my grandma die and cant do a damn thing n the stress of ex wh is the biggest loser there is ..I get shit here the one damn place i come to let my reality slide away and kinda just have fun BUT OH NOOOO ..and NO I AM NOT playin the damn victim Im just venting.....To those who have said this week ive never been there never cared if thats what u think so be it but dont youdare come crying to me the next time u need help or u need s shoulder cause this time it wont be there.........to those of you who seem to think the world revolves right on u get a flippin clue other people need too.......and thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn for the people who wanna judge before they know a flippin thing ya know what just FUCK YOU... Now for the few who actually take 2 minutes to say hey or m thinkin of ya or love ya...Thank you ..you are the ones who keep me going who make me realize for all the fucktards out there there r

I Didn't Get To Say Goodbye
I didn't even get to say GOODBYE Why did you have to go? I hope your happy wherever you are I will always love you so. I'd try to copy eveything you did, you were always so good. I looked up to you every day, I'd be you if I could. I remember we'd play the same old game, I'd always try to cheat. You'd always sit in the same old seat, I'd always try to take your place. You meant the world to me and my mom, we'll love you forever. I remember we'd always watch the same old film, Fried green tomatos. You meant to my mom the most, she was ever so strong. She had to be tough for the whole family, your leaving us was wrong. I didn't even get to say goodbye, why did you have to go? I hope your happy wherever you are.

Who Filled The Clouds With Goodbyes
Your eyes were the night sky I once stared into jet black...centered in midnight blue Who stole the twilight that never dies? Who stole the stars from those eyes? I guess I didn't know what to say to a night sky fading away Who said the moon never cries? Who stole the stars from those eyes? Now, the night breeze will surely come the one that leaves us feeling numb So, who filled the clouds with goodbye's? Who stole the stars from those eyes?

First Kiss
So, it's your first kiss and several questions might come to mind: Is it the right time? Is anyone watching? Does your partner even want to? Is your breath fresh? And the big question... Should you use some tongue? Then you lean in and just go for it!!! * * * * * * * * * * * * * * *

Debbi Does Me
There's so much I wanna say unconventional...in a way away...away I go... my grain of sand is a mountain the plains that I once grazed have gone dry flies surround me...pleading me to die creeks cease to flow, the neighbors oh, the neighbors...they have a way with words but the neighbors...they dont know ...they don't know that I've been butchered, sold with the highest bid I grow cold and after everyone has had their fill of my remains I remain for one part of me will not be bought for my heart...I have given thee and with the help of your love, I can I will rebuild again Thank you for leading me out to pasture It's only made me love you evermore Its a long story behind this one...there was a girl who was married that I had known for 7 yrs who I was MADLY IN LOVE with...she was a friend of the band's. After the band broke up we saw less of her. The next time I see here she is divorced...I am single...and it turns out she's always been IN LOVE with

Native American Quotes...
Judge not by the eye, but by the heart (Cheyenne) The soul would have no rainbow if the eyes had no tears (Minquass) Our first teacher is our own heart (Cheyenne) Always look at you moccasin tracks before you speak of another's faults (Sauk) Silence has to much meaning (Yurok) It is good to be reminded that each of us has a different dream (Crow) Dreams count, the spirits have pitied us and guided us (Crow) I seek strength not to be greater than my brother, but to fight my greatest enemy...myself (Cherokee) Sometimes dreams are wiser than waking (Black Elk, Oglala Sioux) It does not require many words to speak the truth (Chief Joseph, Nez Perce) If you talk to the animals, they will talk to you and you will know them. If you do not talk to them, you will not know them and what you do not know, you will fear. What one fears..one destroys (Chief Dan George) Grown men can learn from very little children for the hearts of little children are pure. Therefore

98 True Things About Me
98 truths about who I really am. 1. real name - sandra 2. like it - it fits me 3. single or taken - taken 4. zodiac sign- sagitarius 5. male or female - female 6. elementary- lincoln elementary/hayshire 7. middle- central york middle school 8. high school - central high 9. eye color - blue 10. hair color - light brown/dyed auburn 11. long or short - long 15. are you a health freak - no 16. height - 5'10 17. do you have a crush on someone- yes 18. do you like yourself? - eh, depends on the day 19. piercings? ears and nose 20. tattoos - 12 21. righty or lefty - Righty FIRSTS : 22. first surgery - tonsils when i was 5 23. first piercing - Ears 24. first best friend - uh, Lisa Bowman 25. first award - softball trophy? 27. first pet - dog i believe 28. first vacation - virginia beach is first i remember 29. first concert - boys 2 men(lol) 30. first crush - gordon brown(rip) CURRENTLY: 49. eating- ice

Plz Read!!
Queen Street Mall on the 18th of November 2006 to share free hugs with the good people of Brisbane. We took the kids and some friends and were surprised at the great response and the love we got back. Research on depression shows that a minimum of 12 hugs a day is required for emotional health. Let's all go out and hug people, because hugs are free and when we give, we also receive! Read the full story at http://www.behappyinlife.com Get More at COMMENTYOU.com *** SMILE REMEMBER SOMEONE IN THIS WORLD LOVES YOU EVEN WHEN YOU THINK YOU HAVE NO ONE ***

When It Rains It Pours
ITS FUNNY THAT SAYING WHEN IT RAINS IT POURS AND OHH DID IT POUR.. THIS PAST SUNDAY A WOMAN WHO IS MY GRANNY AND WILL ALWAYS BE EVEN THOUGH SHE WASNT PASSED AWAY..SHE WAS A STRONG WOMAN BECAUSE THEY TOLD THE FAMILY 2 WEEKS AGO THAT SHE WOULD PASS THEN MY HUSBAND GETS THE WORD THAT SOMETHING HAPPENED TO HIS STEP FATHER WHILE WORKING IN IRAQ DOING WATER PURIFICATION..NOW I SIT HERE AND THINK WTF IS GOING TO HAPPEN NEXT..EVERYTHING COMES IN THREE'S GRRRRRR

Haha My Grams.
Grandma: That sound sounds like a priest giving mass in Italian. Me: It means that someone is rating my photo. .... few hours later .... Grandma: So every time that sound comes on someone is complimenting you? Me: Sorta.. they are saying they like my picture. Grandma: What do they say... WOW! There's another one! Me: *sifts through some and reads 'nice' comments* Her: You get an awful lot of compliments! What was that one just now!! Haha... grandma's are so cute...

R.i.p Cole
Heyy Cole!!...I just thought i would write a little letter for you b/c i know you will read it. Not only were you an amazing soldier but you were a amazing guy, brother, uncle and friend. I remember the time you picked me and joey up and we went to WEM. I've never met a guy more picky about his clothes in my LIFE!..It was fun watching you model them :P...You were quite the hottie :)...And then the alcohol shot checkers game haha im sure you had many fun filled nights and then a il throwin up in the end. :P...Ohhhhhhh and of course when me and joey tryed to hook you up with meghan...And you thought she was ugly..HAHAHA...she was not..she just looked like crap that day!..Anyways hun, i hear your family is doing fine..I wish i could be there with them rght now..more than anything...Your family is amazing and they will get through this and i will to. You died protecting us and i am very honored to have got the chance to meet you. You'll forever be in my heart. -Ashley

My Taste And Influences.
I grew up listening to alot of 70's music. YES,Alan Parsons Project,ELO and such. As well as alot of R&B,Soul and Funk and Country. During the 80's and 90's I still listened to pretty much the same music,but added in the ole 80's metal. Well,lets just jup to today. Everything...I listen to everything. I look at music as colors. If you limit yourself,your only seeing in black and white.

Scars
> Some years ago, on a hot summer day in south > Florida, a little boy decided to go for a swim in > the old swimming hole behind his house. In a hurry > to dive into the cool water, he ran out the back > door, leaving behind shoes, socks, and shirt as he > went. > > He flew into the water, not realizing that as he > swam toward the middle of the lake, an alligator was > swimming toward the shore. > > His father working in the yard saw the two as they > got closer and closer together. In utter fear, he > ran toward the water, yelling to his son as loudly > as he could. > > Hearing his voice, the little boy became alarmed > and made a U-turn to swim to his father. It was too > late. Just as he reached his father, the alligator > reached him. From the dock, the father grabbed his > little boy by the arms just as the alligator > snatched his legs. That began an incredible > tug-of-war between the two. The alligator was much > stronger than the father, but the fat

Southern Grandma
> > > Lawyers should never ask a Southern grandma a > question if they aren't > > prepared for the answer. In a trial, a Southern > small-town prosecuting > > attorney called his first witness, a > grandmotherly, elderly woman to the > > stand. > > > > > > He approached her and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you > know me?" > > > She responded, "Why, yes, I do know you, Mr. > Williams I've known you since > > you were a young boy, and frankly, you've been a > big disappointment to me. > > You lie, you cheat on your wife, you manipulate > people and talk about them > > behind their backs. You think you're a big shot > when you haven't the brains > > to realize you never will amount to > > > anything more than a two-bit paper pusher. Yes, > I know you." > > > > > > The lawyer was stunned! Not knowing what else to > do, he pointed across the > > room and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know the > defense attorney?" She again > > replied, "Why, yes, I do. I've known Mr.

I Just Feel Like It...
*LOVE & HUGS...babygirl!* SAYS IT ALL: Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT - Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girlfriend is never farther away than needing her. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you, or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, mothers, grandmothe

Missing Pa
I want to live in a grass hut on the beach, where there are no Big Macs or Walmarts. I want to live in a society that helps one another instead of giving hand outs over and over and over until the cycle begins again with another generation. I want to live where the green grass grows and small town life thrives over the promise of profit. I want to live without judgement and question about who I am. I want to help my neighbor without fear that I will be hurt . I want to live in a grass hut.

Where Were You (another New Song)
Where were you? For all those long and lonely years Where were you? To protect me from my fears Where were you? When my world was falling apart Where were you? To mend my breaking heart Don't tell me that I hurt you, You were the first to fall. But in the end, I made a choice, And now I'm paying for it all. Where were you? When I was crumpled on the floor Where were you? When I was screaming at the door Where were you? During all those times I cried Where were you? To watch me as I died Don't tell me that I hurt you, You were the first to fall. But in the end, I made a choice, And now I'm paying for it all. Where were you? When I needed a shining light Where were you? To help me win this fight Where were you? To take away the knife Where were you? To save my worthless life? Don't tell me that I hurt you, You were the first to fall. But in the end, I made a choice, And now I'm payin

Blue
Have you ever just felt so damn blue? Just after all the rush and chaos of life slows to a halt and you are left standing there wondering what just happened, and it hits you that you missed something. Makes me blue, makes me wonder if anyone knows me. Leaves you wondering if the life you lead is the right way. So many telling you that your life is the bomb, but yet where are they when you need them? Or is it me not letting them in? And why not? You ever wish to let someone in to the point that you are thinking about it all the time? I hate when i start worrying what someone will think of me. Standing up for who you are takes guts, believing in yourself takes guts too. Sometimes though, your 'guts' get torn right out. I know though, that all you can do is be yourself, others will come and go, some will stay. I hope the ones i wish to know all about stay forever.

Sprint/nextel To Customers: Put Up Or Shut Up.
Sprint Drops 1,000 Customers At The End of July Like many times I post anything to my blogs, people, I wish I were joking. If you're a Sprint/Nextel customer, consider changing your service. According to the article, they're dropping 1,000 customers as of the end of July. Thier reasons? These customers complain too much. By evidence of their action, this corporate juggernaut is sending a message to their existing customer base by simply telling them to "Put up or shut up." It was my understanding that when you have unhappy customers, you do whatever is necessary to make them happy in order to keep business. I still remember being told that there are two cardinal rules in the realm of Customer Service. The first is that The Customer Is Always Right. The second is that If The Customer Is Ever Wrong, Refer To The First Rule. In this case, Sprint/Nextel is treating their customer base as though they're a disposable commodity. Well, I have to say this, Sprint customers, Rise up.

One More Time (new Song I Wrote)
Baby, help me to dream tonight. Tell me I'll be alright. Here by your side. Hold me, right through to morning light. Don't let me go tonight. Keep me here by your side. chorus Just love me one more time. Don't tell me it's to late. One more chance is all I need. Just give me one more try. I know that this is fate. How can I make you believe. Trust me, I'll never make you cry. Be there until you die. Right there by your side. Believe me, I'll never tell you lies. I'll never say goodbye. I'll stay by your side. chorus I know I had my chance before. I shut and locked the open door. But how can I live with out you...... How can my dreams not come true.......? Just love me one more time. Don't tell me it's to late. One more chance is all I need. Just give me one more try. I know that this is fate. How can I make you believe in me.

Reality Check
Please don't say you love me I can't take this anymore I'm so confused My heart still lies in so many pieces But you can't just pick and choose Fix me all or leave me broken. But the pieces stay as one You get me all or you get none. How can I be missing What was never really mine You were never really mine I always knew But if I saw you would it be the same Sometimes I think you know me Sometimes I know you don't But if you held me only once If you looked me in the eye. Would I find the peace I'm seeking? Would you find what you were wanting? Would I be able to let you go? Walk away only to break my heart again. What is a moment of happiness worth? To know that happiness once Is it worth living the rest of my life knowing what I must live without? Or would you plead indifference? Pretend that you don't care. Or would you kiss my lips, Run your fingers through my hair. Where does this fantasy meet real

Happy
Smile so I can smile with you. Laugh so that I will laugh too. Can't you see I only want you happy? No more tears should cloud your eyes. You should never have to cry. Can't you see I only want you happy? No more words in anger say. Only love should come your way. Can't you see I only want you happy? Never will you have to fear, Know that I am always here. Can't you see I only want you happy?

"concrete Blocks"
H-K's, fivesevens, forty-five's, magnums, still keep the plastic glock, cause that shit is drastic, when it comes to poppin heat, I got the shit mastered, if I put the semi on, I'll kill yo ass faster. Concrete blocks around yo motherfucking feet, drop you in the river, watch yo ass just sink, concrete blocks around yo motherfucking feet, Detroit river, watch yo ass just sink. 6 mile, wolfpack, we carry that heat, pop you in the dome, watch yo ass just leak, you had a twenty-two, but that shits not sweet, you thought you was a man, now yo ass just meat. 6 mile's hard and your crew is weak, you thought you was a don, but your future looks bleak, layin in the streets and yo ass looks beat, I put you in the trunk, and yo body just wreeks. Happy Halloween, I got a trick for your treat, some concrete blocks around yo motherfucking feet. I stepped out the game, came back and got drafted, 6-mile LA down, PA's get blasted, wolfpack, n

Haha
A boy decided to have a dinner with his girlfriend parents. Since this is such a big event, the girl announces to her boyfriend that after dinner, she would like to go out and make love for the first time. Well, the boy is ecstatic, but he has never had sex before, so he takes a trip to the pharmacist to get some condoms. The pharmacist helps the boy for about an hour. He tells the boy everything there is to know about condoms and sex. At the register, the pharmacist asks the boy how many condoms he'd like to buy, a 3-pack, 10-pack, or family pack. The boy insists on the family pack because he thinks he will be rather busy, it being his first time and all. That night, the boy shows up at the girl's parents house and meets his girlfriend at the door. "Oh, I'm so excited for you to meet my parents, come on in!" The boy goes inside and is taken to the dinner table where the girl's parents are seated. The boy quickly offers to say grace and bows his head. A minute passes, and the

Boudreaux
Boudreaux, the smoothest-talking Cajun in the Louisiana National Guard, got called up to active duty. Boudreaux's first assignment was to a military induction center, and because he was a good talker, was assigned the duty of advising new recruits about government benefits, especially the GI insurance to which they were entitled. Before long, the Captain in charge of the induction center began noticing that Boudreaux was getting a 99% signup rate for the more expensive supplemental form of GI insurance. This was odd, because it would cost these low-income recruits $30 per month more for the higher coverage, compared to what the government was already providing at nocharge. The Captain decided that he would not ask Boudreaux directly about his selling techniques, but instead he would sit in the back of the room at the next briefing and observe Boudreaux's sales pitch. Boudreaux stood up before the latest group of inductees and said, 'If you got da normal GI inshoranse an' y

Results As Of Round 6
Round #6 The Rolling Stones 48.4% (31 votes) Journey 51.6% (33 votes) Round #5 The Moody Blues 53.7% (29 votes) Paul McCartney & Wings 46.3% (25 votes) Round #4 Rush 44.6% (25 votes) Tom Petty 55.4% (31 votes) Round #3 Van Halen 61.0% (36 votes) KISS 39.0% (23 votes) Round #2 Led Zepplin 82.4% (61 votes) Bad Company 17.6% (13 votes) Round #1 AC/DC 48.7% (37 votes) Metallica 51.3% (39 votes)

And The Madness Ensues
i'm dead as dead can be- what do i care for promises in the dark? i'm a living dead girl with razorblade kisses and bette davis eyes, holding out for a hero on this highway to hell cause i can't drive 65. i tried so hard but, got so far and in the end i was breaking the brackets. cuz it's all in my head i think it about over and over again.... but i'm breaking the habit tonight. so, get in tha pit and love someone- we're going to dance.... we're going to dance... we're going to dance.... and have some fun!!

Sometimes
Sometimes I almost forget how lonely I am. Sometimes I almost forget how broken I am. Sometimes I almost forget not to trust again. Sometimes I almost forget not to love again. Sometimes I almost forget that you're gone.

2morrow My Pets
2morrow I go see HP and the OOP im so happy,i just hope they didnt leave out too much cuz the book is very detailed! anyhoo i best go finish the half blood prince so i can read deathly hollows on the 21st woot wooot

Love Life
in everyones love life it has its ups and downs like mine but i manage to work things out eventually not every relationship is perfect but you have to look at it this way for every mistake that has been done u can always go back to correct like the same exact thing im doing

07/12-2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "I count my blessings it takes some time, as there are many which I call mine. The little things a lover does, completeness of a mothers love. The look my daughter speaks with eyes, my truth inside which never dies. The goodness that my father gave, those tears I shed upon his grave. Where flowers bloom now springs new life, and goodness stands against the tide. Now there are two who make me whole, an endless tally of my soul." © 1999-2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Ok This Explains Alot!!!
So this isn't exactly a love triangle, but lots of complicated connections are happening right now, to say the least. Try sitting with it for a while. You have to know what's going on before you know how to fix it.

This Makes Me Sad.........
Munchkin was diagnosed today with CP... Cerebral Palsy.... This is very sad to me... Although we knew it was coming... All the signs were there... But in a way this is a good thing... Now we have a title to all those conditions she had... And this will help with ordering medical supplies and therapies.... I want to write more... but my heart is very very heavy right now... So I am going to go offline for now....

What Would They Do With....
WHAT WOULD GUYS DO WITH A VAGINA??? 10. Immediately go shopping for zucchini and cucumbers. 9. Squat over a hand-held mirror for an hour and a half. 8. See if they could finally do the splits. 7. See if it's truly possible to launch a ping pong ball 20 feet. 6. Cross their legs without rearranging their crotch. 5. Get picked up in a bar in less than 10 minutes ... BEFORE closing time. 4. Have consecutive multiple orgasms and still be ready for more without sleeping first. 3. Go to the gynecologist for a pelvic exam and ask to have it recorded on video. 2. Sit on the edge of the bed and pray for breasts too. 1. Finally find that damned G-spot. What women would do if they had a penis for a day --------------------------------------------------- - --------------------------- What women would do if they had a penis for a day!! 10. Get ahead faster in corporate America. 9. Get a blow job. 8. Find out what is so fascinating about beating

My Second Pregnancy!!!
I found out that I am pregnant on Monday the 9th and I am so happy! I have a 4 year old son and I could not be any happier with my son and that he is gonna be a big brother! I am hopin to have another lil boy but if I have a lil girl I will be happy! To me it does not matter what I have! I will be doing updates through out my pregnancy each month! My estimated due date is March 7, 2008!!!! Thank you everyone that has been supporting me through out everything I have been going through and I hope that they will continue to support me!

Two Alligators
Two alligators were sitting at the side of the swamp near Washington DC. The smaller one turned to the bigger one and said "I can't understand how you can be so much bigger than me. We're the same age,we were the same size as kids. I just don't get it". "Well" says the big 'gator, "what have you been eating?" "Politicians, same as you", replied the small 'gator. "Hmmmm. Well, where do you catch them?" "Down at the other end of the swamp at the parking lot, by the capitol" "Same here." "Hmmm. How do you catch them?" "Well, I crawl up under one of those Lexus cars and wait for them to unlock the car door. Then I jump out and grab them on the leg, shake the crap out of them, and eat them". "AH!" says the big 'gator, "I think I see your problem. You ain't getting enough nourishment. See, by the time you done shakin' the crap out of a politician, there ain't nothing left but an asshole and a briefcase".

Please Read
I am going through my friends list I need to know who wants to remain friends or not. Too many people are pretending to be my friends and then down grading me because I am married I am looking for friends and friends only please leave me a message and let me know. I always have room for friends. please let me know I would love it if I could stay friends with everyone but that is not my choice to make. you are either my friend or you are not I need to know so please leave me a message. I am not a bad person. I am a good friend If people would just give me the chance. so please be truthful I will understand if you dont want to be my friend. I am not forcing anybody to be my friend so if you want to be my friend please leave a message and let me know Thank you to all the ones who have really helped me to believe in myself and really been good true friends I will always be there for you.

A Mans Thought
little time to put full time in a real relationship ,lead me to look at my feelings and personal desires, first i needed to decide if i was a norm man or a pervert for my own thoughts of the unknowen lady ive day dreamed about often,,butthe more i thought deeply of my own wants the truth is im not being a perv for wantng to love on ,hold,kiss..cuddle,,,,the unknowen woman...but more of over load work load,,lack of social life,,,an being in a new city ,,with out friends or family nearby... so as i dream of the unknowen lady that looks at me with desire and luv n her eyes..i will hope she may be real ,an one day are eyes will meet,and i will know i am not the only person that desires the unkowen lover

Freakin Nice People Are So Mean?
so.... — Thursday, July 12, 2007 It seems everything goes back to I'm an asshole because I am nice. I guess people get hooked on that kindness and then go through withdrawls. I kinda re broke up with my ex yesterday. I always did my best to talk to her and tell her that we weren't together, and wouldn't ever be together. I explained to her that she can decide what to do from there. Despite that, I did kinda treat her as if she was my gf while I was over there. The whole " mixed messages " thing, I guess. I always told her we are not together, in my mind I made it clear that I didn't want her to be my girlfriend. She should have believed what I said. I'm a pretty honest guy, and I say what I mean. I talked to her tuesday, and she invited me over for food. ( yah, stupid me, ) I went over there. It's hard to say no to food. I should eat more or something. I ende up staying the night because I didn't have to go to school on wednesday. I ended up staying there all day wed

New K-banger Up For Purchase
Here it is finally as I promised The new Balance Project Release ( K-Banger " Truth Be told " ) You can sample & download the tracks right off my page or if you like Please type in The keyword K-Banger on i-tunes leave comments & Let me know what you feel I'll be speaking with K. Daily & we'll send you sum material thru the mail If you leave me a private message Aight!!!!!! Thanks so much for the luv & Holla @ me anytime........Image & The Balance Project One Love....:)

Do U Think?
i wanted to know what you think?....is it sexier to show everything right off or wait and do it slower?.....do u think women or men who show everything right off is easy or a tease?...the ones who show very little are they stuck up or prude?....

R.i.p.
Rest In Peace Cole Hi everyone. I just got some terrible news today. My friend Cole Bartsch Died In Afghanistan. He wasen't even there for a month. His sister aka my best friend has cherrytap. Please stop by her page and show her support she really needs it right now. Thank You. -AsH.WeeE ..You'll Forever Be In My Heart Sweetie..Gone But Never Forgotten.. Mommy_Jo@ CherryTAP (repost of original by '-->♥AsH.WєєE.♥RJeezys CT Wifey..((Underground Promoter/Mod))' on '2007-07-12 08:52:52')

Lessons In Life
1. Life isn't fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all about. 14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn't be in it. 15. Everything can

University Of Florida News Update
Dr. Calvin Rickson, a scientist from The University of Florida has invented a bra that keeps women's breasts from jiggling and prevents the nipples from pushing through the fabric when cold weather sets in. At the news conference, after announcing the invention, a large group of men took Dr. Rickson outside and kicked the crap out of him.

Have You Ever....
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most? Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or Saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs. Have u ever decided not 2 become a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to do. It does it on its own........when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you ? Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to

Viagra
The boss of a Madison Avenue advertising agency called a spontaneous staff meeting in the middle of a particularly stressful week. (This is one pretty sharp boss!) When everyone gathered, the boss, who understood the benefits of having fun, told the burnt out staff the purpose of the meeting was to have a quick contest. The theme: Viagra advertising slogans. The only rule was they had to use past ad slogans, originally written for other products that captured the essence of Viagra. Slight variations were acceptable. About 7 minutes later, they turned in their suggestions and created a Top 10 List. With all the laughter and camaraderie, the rest of the week went very well for everyone! The top 10 were: 10. Viagra, Whaazzzz up! 9. Viagra, The quicker pecker picker upper. 8. Viagra, like a rock! 7. Viagra, When it absolutely, positively has to be there overnight. 6. Viagra, Be all that you can be. 5. Viagra, Reach out and touch someone. 4. Viagra, Stron

Games For When We Are Older
1. Sag, you're It. 2. Hide and go pee. 3. 20 questions shouted into your good ear. 4. Kick the bucket 5. Red Rover, Red Rover, the nurse says Bend Over. 6. Musical recliners. 7. Simon says something incoherent. 8. Pin the Toupee on the bald guy SIGNS OF MENOPAUSE: 1. You sell your home heating system at a yard sale. 2. You have to write post-it notes with your kids' names on them. 3. You change your underwear after a sneeze. OLD IS WHEN: 1. Going bra-less pulls all the wrinkles out of your face. 2. You don't care where your spouse goes, just as long as you don't have to go along. 3. Getting a little action means I don't need fiber today. 4. Getting lucky means you find your car in the parking lot. 5. An all-nighter means not getting up to pee! Thoughts for the weekend Wouldn't it be nice if whenever we messed up our life we could simply press'Ctr Alt Delete' and start all over? Just remember ,if the world didn't suck, we'd all fall off.

Why I Love My Husband...
There are several reasons why i love my husband but for instance just the other day everyone who talked to their husbands got into arguments over money (it is hard to balance a checkbook or bank account when two people are using it and can't discuss what they have spent) My husband calls me and the first thing he starts talking about is coming home and pinning me down to have his way with me lol I love my husband for that he knows how hard it is for me and instead of fighting with me or getting upset with me he talks about fucking me! :D

Excuse Me While I Puke In My Soup.
Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore Because the word "God" is mentioned.... A kid in Arizona wrote the attached School prayer. I liked it. ~~~~~~~~~ Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow, Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book makes me lia

World
this is my frist blog entry and it is going to be deep and it will be long, i have come to a understanding that there is something worng with this world and i will be the one person that may change it with just word i hope, i know that no one in the world is perfict, me myself is far from that truth. So here is how i am going to chage the world one page at a time, i hope people read this and understand what i am trying to say, i know some people will leave me bad comments and say some nasty things because they don't think that one person can have an effect on what other people think, well i am here to prove those nonbelievers wrong one person believe can change everything on how a person feels or how they act well that is what i am here to change, my mission in life beside to pervide for my family and those i call my family i know that family my no be important to everyone but it is important to me if one person in everyone family could say one thing and do one thing for someone else i

Taegen's Law
Taegen's Law Children are born and rely on their family and parents for protection. On the other hand, a police officer chooses his profession, and the law protects him to the fullest. A child is defenseless, helpless, and vulnerable to their abuser or killer, we arm police officers with much training, a baton, and even a revolver. Our children deserve the same respect, and protection as these officers of the law, when it comes to the penalties received by their abusers and killers. A statement needs to be made, that our children are somebody, and they are important to us, just the same as our protectors, the police officers. We need this statement to be made and our children be able to live long healthy life's, they are our FUTURE. For this reason we are creating TAEGEN'S LAW. In memory of Taegen Elise McKinney, 17 months old, who was stomped to death by her babysitters boyfriend, and all the other children, who had no protection, and were killed by their abusers/attackers. For

My Man
I love my man more then the waking world, He is and will always be the best thing (other then my children) that has happened to me. Are we ment to be together? absoulutely any time we had split up something wether we were tryin to or not always brought us back together, He is my true soul mate and I love him with all my heart!!!!!!!!!

The Symptoms Of Sexual Disturbance Among Children
The Symptoms of Sexual Disturbance Among Children Parents, teachers, and guardians may find it difficult to distinguish between normal and healthy childhood sexual experimentation and sexual deviance resulting from exposure to pornography. The following guidelines, established by mental health and law enforcement officials, are useful in assessing sexual disturbance among children.i These guidelines can also help to identify the symptoms of psychological damage resulting from exposure to sexual material on the Internet. Sexual Preoccupation Children who have been harmed by viewing pornography may be excessively curious about or overly preoccupied with sexuality. Some children expose their genitals to others or engage in a sudden, unusually high level of masturbation. Age-Inappropriate Sexualized Behavior Some children may display sexual knowledge and behavior beyond that which is appropriate for their age. According to the American Psychiatric Press, this is one of the fe

18 Ways To Piss Off A Pagan!
Be considerate: Rearrange their altar so it looks neat... Blow out their altar candle if it is daylight. (no need to waste a good candle). Sweep up the salt they carelessly left at the doorway. Sharpen their Athame. Untie the knot in their cords. Try on their jewelry for fashion sense. Pick up their crystals for a closer look. See how far their crystal ball will roll (dogs love this). Use their runes as extra Dominoes. Play "Old Maid" with their Tarot cards. Toss holy water on them "just to see what happens" Ask them if they are a good witch or a bad witch. Debate with them about "True Religion". Ask them if they are Satan worshippers. Tell them how the bible says they are going to hell, then ask if they can make you a love potion. Point to their pentacle necklace, almost touching it, and say "isn't that supposed to be point down?" Refer to a business meeting as "a come to Jesus" meeting. Leave Chick Publication tract

Bad Girl, Drunk By 6..smoked To Many Cigarettes Today
i'm not happy when I act this way... not happy, this way! ..don't know why I always feel the need to hide my feeling from you...can't bring myself to let you go...you'll always be my baby...what can I do? I don't wanna feel blue....

Robby's Night
True -- Worth Reading !!! At the prodding of my friends, I am writing this story. My name is Mildred Honor. I am a former elementary school music teacher from Des Moines, Iowa. I've always supplemented my income by teaching piano lessons-something I've done for over 30 years. Over the years I found that children have many levels of musical ability. I've never had the pleasure of having a prodigy though I have taught some talented students. However I've also had my share of what I call "musically challenged" pupils. One such student was Robby. Robby was 11 years old when his mother (a single Mom) dropped him off for his first piano lesson. I prefer that students (especially boys!) begin at an earlier age, which I explained to Robby. But Robby said that it had always been his> mother's dream to hear him play the piano. So I took him as a student. Well, Robby began with his piano lessons and from the beginning I thought it was a hopeless endeavor. As much as Rob

Its Always Something...
YANNO WE ALL TAKE THINGS IN LIFE FOR GRANTED...AND HONESTLY WE ALL NEED TO GO DAY BY DAY CAUSE NO MATTER WHAT THERES ALWAYS SOMETHING AND I KNOW WE ARE NOT DEALT MORE IN OUR LIVES THAN WHAT WE CAN HANDLE AND WE ALL STOP AND SAY HOW MUCH MORE CAN WE TAKE. LAST NIGHT I HAD SOMETHING WRONG WITH MY MOUTH IT FELT AS IF MY LIP WAS SWOLLEN, I HAD A DRS APPOINTMENT ALREADY TODAY SO I THOUGHT HMMM YANNO I WILL ASK THEM ABOUT IT WHEN I GO IN. I WENT TO BED PRETTY EARLY I WAS WORRIED I DIDNT KNOW WHAT WAS GOING ON, SO I GET UP THIS MORNING, MY MOUTH STILL FELT WEIRD LOOKED IN THE MIRROR AND MY LEFT SIDE OF MY FACE LOOKED LIKE IT WAS DROOPED DOWN ON THAT SIDE. I FREAKED I WAS CRYING AND UPSET CALLED AND WENT INTO THE DRS EARLIER THAN I WAS SUPPOSED TO FOR THEM TO TELL ME THAT I HAVE BELLS PALSEY. I HAD NEVER HEARD OF IT TILL TODAY. ITS FACE PARALYSIS...I WAS BAWLING LIKE A BABY IT HAS MY WHOLE LEFT SIDE TOTALLY PARALYZED ITS AFFECTED MY EYE AND ALL...I AM SOOOO DEPRESSED AND UPSET MAINLY BECAUSE I

My First Blog
Well, this is my first blog, I'm not sure what I want to say,but I just thought I would introduce my self to all you bloggers out there. I am Rio, and I live in south Texas in a city called McAllen. It's only 9 mi. from Mexico and it's really hot here already and it's not even the hottest part of the summer yet. I work out at the airport here and it's hard work but at least the money sucks.But I do get to drink all the water I want . I take care of my elderly parents as well. Mom is not that hard she does quite well on her own, but my Dad is dependent on help for "everything" and all that that implies. Anyway just thought I would say hello to all. Rio ronfiveo@hotmail.com

Negative “about Me” Profiles
I’ve been on CT for a while now, and I have to ask the women out there... Is it really that bad one here? Why is it that almost every time I read the “about me” part of a woman’s profile it starts out something like “I don’t know why I’m even writing this, no one is going to take the time to read it.” That is usually followed by their name and age. Then there is usually a paragraph or two or three about how they don’t cyber, and they don’t have a web cam, and they don’t want to see nude photos or meet to have sex and on and on and on. Then finally they end with “I’m a BITCH and I don’t care what you think” So, after reading the small novel ( I note this because with the slow connection I have at work it can take a full min. to scroll down one click of the mouse wheel. ) all I know about them is name and age. And that’s why no one reads the “about me“ section. It‘s nothing but “don’t look at me“ or “talk to me“, or “breath on me.“ But DO rate my lingerie pics in my NSFW se

All Bad!!
THERE R SUM THINGZ IM DEALIN WIT N MY LIFE RIGHT THAT I DONT CARE TA TALK ABOUT RIGHT NOW & BEIN AROUND ME OR TALKIN TA ME WOULDNT BE A GOOD THING 4 ANYBODY, BUT I MUST SAY THIS, IF I'VE HURT ANYBODY I APOLOGIZE!

Some People
I am so fed up with those out there that think that they are the only ones that have been hurt in life and think that they can walk all over other people because it makes them feel good. What gives them the right? If you have really truly been hurt in life you should know better then to go and try to hurt some one else. I am sure there are some honest, good men out there, but where the hell are they?? Or you find them and they are taken or don't want to be, WTF!! And the women who snap them up? YOU GO GIRL!!! Treat them right and keep them happy!! Well I don't have much to say today other than where are all the great guys?? One of these days I may find one, but its going to have to be some one super great as I come with lots of baggage, lol.